第22章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:11102更新时间:18/12/13 12:49:25
Now,whenthejourneyofthetravellingcoach,atthatverymomentwaitingforthecompletionofitsload,hadbeenplannedoutlastnight,thedifficultyoftakingMissProssinithadmuchengagedMr.Lorry\'sattention.Itwasnotmerelydesirabletoavoidoverloadingthecoach,butitwasofthehighestimportancethatthetimeoccupiedinexaminingitanditspassengers,shouldbereducedtotheutmost;sincetheirescapemightdependonthesavingofonlyafewsecondshereandthere.Finally,hehadproposed,afteranxiousconsideration,thatMissProssandJerry,whowereatlibertytoleavethecity,shouldleaveitatthreeo\'clockinthelightest-wheeledconveyanceknowntothatperiod.Unencumberedwithluggage,theywouldsoonovertakethecoach,and,passingitandprecedingitontheroad,wouldorderitshorsesinadvance,andgreatlyfacilitateitsprogressduringtheprecioushoursofthenight,whendelaywasthemosttobedreaded. Seeinginthisarrangementthehopeofrenderingrealserviceinthatpressingemergency,MissProsshaileditwithjoy.SheandJerryhadbeheldthecoachstart,hadknownwhoitwasthatSolomonbrought,hadpassedsometenminutesintorturesofsuspense,andwerenowconcludingtheirarrangementstofollowthecoach,evenasMadameDefarge,takingherwaythroughthestreets,nowdrewnearerandnearertotheelse-desertedlodginginwhichtheyheldtheirconsultation. `Nowwhatdoyouthink,Mr.Cruncher,\'saidMissPross,whoseagitationwassogreatthatshecouldhardlyspeak,orstand,ormove,orlive:`whatdoyouthinkofournotstartingfromthiscourt-yard?Anothercarriagehavingalreadygonefromhereto-day,itmightawakensuspicion. `Myopinion,miss,\'returnedMr.Cruncher,`isas,you\'reright.LikewisewotI\'llstandbyyou,rightorwrong. `Iamsodistractedwithfearandhopeforourpreciouscreatures,\'saidMissPross,wildlycrying,`thatIamincapableofforminganyplan.Areyoucapableofforminganyplan,mydeargoodMr.Cruncher?\' `Respectin\'afuturespearo\'life,miss,\'returnedMr.Cruncher,`Ihopeso.Respectin\'anypresentuseo\'thishereblessedoldheado\'mine,Ithinknot.Wouldyoudomethefavour,miss,totakenoticeo\'twopromisesandwowswotitismywishesfurtorecordinthisherecrisis?\' `Oh,forgracioussake!\'criedMissPross,stillwildlycrying,`recordthematonce,andgetthemoutoftheway,likeanexcellentman. `First,\'saidMr.Cruncher,whowasallinatremble,andwhospokewithanashyandsolemnvisage,`thempoorthingswellouto\'this,nevernomorewillIdoit,nevernomore!\' `Iamquitesure,Mr.Cruncher,\'returnedMissPross,`thatyouneverwilldoitagain,whateveritis,andIbegyounottothinkitnecessarytomentionmoreparticularlywhatitis.\' `No,miss,\'returnedJerry,`itshallnotbenamedtoyou.Second:thempoorthingswellouto\'this,andnevernomorewillIinterferewithMrs.Cruncher\'sflopping,nevernomore!\' `Whateverhousekeepingarrangementthatmaybe,\'saidMissPross,strivingtodryhereyesandcomposeherself,`IhavenodoubtitisbestthatMrs.Crunchershouldhaveitentirelyunderherownsuperintendence——Omypoordarlings!\' `Igosofarastosay,miss,morehover,\'proceededMr.Cruncher,withamostalarmingtendencytoholdforthasfromapulpit——`andletmywordsbetookdownandtooktoMrs.Cruncherthroughyourself——thatwotmyopinionsrespectin\'floppinghasundergoneachange,andthatwotIonlyhopewithallmyheartasMrs.Crunchermaybeafloppingatthepresenttime.\' There,there,there!Ihopesheis,mydearman,\'criedthedistractedMissPross,`andIhopeshefindsitansweringherexpectations.\' `Forbidit,\'proceededMr.Cruncher,withadditionalsolemnity,additionalslowness,andadditionaltendencytoholdforthandholdout,`asanythingwotIhaveeversaidordoneshouldbewisitedonmyearnestwishesforthempoorcreetursnow!Forbiditasweshouldn\'tallflop(ifitwasanywaysconwenient)toget`emouto\'thisheredismalrisk!Forbidit,miss!WotIsay,for——BIDit!\'ThiswasMr.Cruncher\'sconclusionafteraprotractedbutvainendeavourtofindabetterone. AndstillMadameDefarge,pursuingherwayalongthestreets,camenearerandnearer. `Ifweevergetbacktoournativeland,\'saidMissPross,`youmayrelyuponmytellingMrs.CruncherasmuchasImaybeabletorememberandunderstandofwhatyouhavesoimpressivelysaid;andatalleventsyoumaybesurethatIshallbearwitnesstoyourbeingthoroughlyinearnestatthisdreadfultime.Now,prayletusthink!MyesteemedMr.Cruncher,letusthink!\' Still,MadameDefarge,pursuingherwayalongthestreets,camenearerandnearer. `Ifyouweretogobefore,\'saidMissPross,`andstopthevehicleandhorsesfromcominghere,andweretowaitsomewhereforme;wouldn\'tthatbebest?\' Mr.Cruncherthoughtitmightbebest. `Wherecouldyouwaitforme?\'askedMissPross. Mr.CruncherwassobewilderedthathecouldthinkofnolocalitybutTempleBar.Alas!TempleBarwashundredsofmilesaway,andMadameDefargewasdrawingverynearindeed. `Bythecathedraldoor,\'saidMissPross.`Woulditbemuchoutoftheway,totakemein,nearthegreatcathedraldoorbetweenthetwotowers?\' `No,miss,\'answeredMr.Cruncher. `Then,likethebestofmen,\'saidMissPross,`gototheposting-housestraight,andmakethatchange.\' `Iamdoubtful,\'saidMr.Cruncher,hesitatingandshakinghishead,`aboutleavingofyou,yousee.Wedon\'tknowwhatmayhappen.\' `Heavenknowswedon\'t,\'returnedMissPross,`buthavenofearforme.Takemeinatthecathedral,atThreeo\'clock,orasnearitasyoucan,andIamsureitwillbebetterthanourgoingfromhere.Ifeelcertainofit.There!Blessyou,Mr.Cruncher!Think——notofme,butofthelivesthatmaydependonbothofus!\' Thisexordium,andMissPross\'stwohandsinquiteagonisedentreatyclaspinghis,decidedMr.Cruncher.Withanencouragingnodortwo,heimmediatelywentouttoalterthearrangements,andleftherbyherselftofollowasshehadproposed. Thehavingoriginatedaprecautionwhichwasalreadyincourseofexecution,wasagreatrelieftoMissPross.ThenecessityofComposingherappearancesothatitshouldattractnospecialnoticeinthestreets,wasanotherreliefShelookedatherwatch,anditwastwentyminutespasttwo.Shehadnotimetolose,butmustgetreadyatonce. Afraid,inherextremeperturbation,ofthelonelinessofthedesertedrooms,andofhalf-imaginedfacespeepingfrombehindeveryopendoorinthem,MissProssgotabasinofcoldwaterandbeganlavinghereyes,whichwereswollenandred.Hauntedbyherfeverishapprehensions,shecouldnotbeartohavehersightobscuredforaminuteatatimebythedrippingwater,butconstantlypausedandlookedroundtoseethattherewasnoonewatchingher.Inoneofthosepausessherecoiledandcriedout,forshesawafigurestandingintheroom. Thebasinfelltothegroundbroken,andthewaterflowedtothefeetofMadameDefarge.Bystrangesternways,andthroughmuchstainingblood,thosefeethadcometomeetthatwater. MadameDefargelookedcoldlyather,andsaid,`ThewifeofEvrémonde;whereisshe?\' ItflasheduponMissPross\'smindthatthedoorswereallstandingopen,andwouldsuggesttheflight.Herfirstactwastoshutthem.Therewerefourintheroom,andsheshutthemall.ShethenplacedherselfbeforethedoorofthechamberwhichLuciehadoccupied. MadameDefarge\'sdarkeyesfollowedherthroughthisrapidmovement,andrestedonherwhenitwasfinished.MissProsshadnothingbeautifulabouther;yearshadnottamedthewildness,orsoftenedthegrimness,ofherappearance;but,shetoowasadeterminedwomaninherdifferentway,andshemeasuredMadameDefargewithhereyes,everyinch. `Youmight,fromyourappearance,bethewifeofLucifer,\'saidMissPross,inherbreathing.`Nevertheless,youshallnotgetthebetterofme.IamanEnglishwoman. MadameDefargelookedatherscornfully,butstillwithsomethingofMissPross\'sownperceptionthattheytwowereatbay.Shesawatight,hard,wirywomanbeforeher,asMr.Lorryhadseeninthesamefigureawomanwithastronghand,intheyearsgoneby.SheknewfullwellthatMissProsswasthefamily\'sdevotedfriend;MissProssknewfullwellthatMadameDefargewasthefamily\'smalevolentenemy. `Onmywayyonder,\'saidMadameDefarge,withaslightmovementofherhandtowardsthefatalspot,`wheretheyreservemychairandmyknittingforme,Iamcome,tomakemycomplimentstoherinpassing.Iwishtoseeher. `Iknowthatyourintentionsareevil,\'saidMissPross,`andyoumaydependuponit,I\'llholdmyownagainstthem.\' Eachspokeinherownlanguage;neitherunderstoodtheother\'swords;bothwereverywatchful,andintenttodeducefromlookandmanner,whattheunintelligiblewordsmeant. `Itwilldohernogoodtokeepherselfconcealedfrommeatthismoment,\'saidMadameDefarge.`Goodpatriotswillknowwhatthatmeans.Letmeseeher.GotellherthatIwishtoseeher.Doyouhear?\' `Ifthoseeyesofyourswerebed-winches,\'returnedMissPross,`andIwasanEnglishfour-poster,theyshouldn\'tlooseasplinterofme.No,youwickedforeignwoman;Iamyourmatch.\' MadameDefargewasnotlikelytofollowtheseidiomaticremarksindetail;but,shesofarunderstoodthemastoperceivethatshewassetatnaught. `Womanimbecileandpig-like!\'saidMadameDefarge,frowning.`Itakenoanswerfromyou.Idemandtoseeher.EithertellherthatIdemandtoseeher,orstandoutofthewayofthedoorandletmegotoher!\'This,withanangryexplanatorywaveofherrightarm. `Ilittlethought,\'saidblissPross,`thatIshouldeverwanttounderstandyournonsensicallanguage;butIwouldgiveallIhave,excepttheclothesIwear,toknowwhetheryoususpectthetruth,oranypartofit.\' Neitherofthemforasinglemomentreleasedtheother\'seyes.MadameDefargehadnotmovedfromthespotwhereshestoodwhenMissProssfirstbecameawareofher;butshenowadvancedonestep. `IamaBriton,\'saidMissPross,`Iamdesperate.Idon\'tcareanEnglishTwo-penceformyself.IknowthatthelongerIkeepyouhere,thegreaterhopethereisformyLadybird.I\'llnotleaveahandfulofthatdarkhairuponyourhead,ifyoulayafingeronme!\' ThusMissPross,withashakeofherheadandaflashofhereyesbetweeneveryrapidsentence,andeveryrapidsentenceawholebreath.ThusMissPross,whohadneverstruckablowinherlife. But,hercouragewasofthatemotionalnaturethatitbroughttheirrepressibletearsintohereyes.ThiswasacouragethatMadameDefargesolittlecomprehendedastomistakeforweakness.`Ha,ha!\'shelaughed,`youpoorwretch!Whatareyouworth!IaddressmyselftothatDoctor.\'Thensheraisedhervoiceandcalledout,`CitizenDoctor!WifeofEvrémonde!ChildofEvrémonde!Anypersonbutthismiserablefool,answertheCitizenessDefarge!\' Perhapsthefollowingsilence,perhapssomelatentdisclosureintheexpressionofMissPross\'sface,perhapsasuddenmisgivingapartfromeithersuggestion,whisperedtoMadameDefargethattheyweregone.Threeofthedoorssheopenedswiftly,andlookedin. `Thoseroomsareallindisorder,therehasbeenhurriedpacking,thereareoddsandendsupontheground.Thereisnooneinthatroombehindyou!Letmelook.\' `Never!\'saidMissPross,whounderstoodtherequestasperfectlyasMadameDefargeunderstoodtheanswer. `Iftheyarenotinthatroom,theyaregone,andcanbepursuedandbroughtback,\'saidMadameDefargetoherself. `Aslongasyoudon\'tknowwhethertheyareinthatroomornot,youareuncertainwhattodo,\'saidMissProsstoherself;`andyoushallnotknowthat,ifIcanpreventyourknowingit;andknowthat,ornotknowthat,youshallnotleaveherewhileIcanholdyou.\' `Ihavebeeninthestreetsfromthefirst,nothinghasstoppedme,Iwilltearyoutopieces,butIwillhaveyoufromthatdoor,\'saidMadameDefarge. `Wearealoneatthetopofahighhouseinasolitarycourtyard,wearenotlikelytobeheard,andIprayforbodilystrengthtokeepyouhere,whileeveryminuteyouarehereisworthahundredthousandguineastomydarling,\'saidMissPross. MadameDefargemadeatthedoor.MissPross,ontheinstinctofthemoment,seizedherroundtilewaistinbothherarms,andheldhertight.ItwasinvainforMadameDefargetostruggleandtostrike;MissPross,withthevigoroustenacityoflove,alwayssomuchstrongerthanhate,claspedhertight,andevenliftedherfromthefloorinthestrugglethattheyhad.ThetwohandsofMadameDefargebuffetedandtoreherface;but,MissPross,withherheaddown,heldherroundthewaist,andclungtoherwithmorethantheholdofadrowningwoman. Soon,MadameDefarge\'shandsceasedtostrike,andfeltatherencircledwaist.`Itisundermyarm,\'saidMissPross,insmotheredtones,`youshallnotdrawit.Iamstrongerthanyou,IblessHeavenforit.I\'llholdyoutilloneorotherofusfaintsordies!\' MadameDefarge\'shandswereatherbosom.MissProsslookedup,sawwhatitwas,struckatit,struckoutaflashandacrash,andstoodalone——blindedwithsmoke. Allthiswasinasecond.Asthesmokecleared,leavinganawfulstillness,itpassedoutontheair,likethesoulofthefuriouswomanwhosebodylaylifelessontheground. Inthefirstfrightandhorrorofhersituation,MissProsspassedthebodyasfarfromitasshecould,andrandownthestairstocallforfruitlesshelp.Happily,shebethoughtherselfoftheconsequencesofwhatshedid,intimetocheckherselfandgoback.Itwasdreadfultogoinatthedooragain;but,shedidgoin,andevenwentnearit,togetthebonnetandotherthingsthatshemustwear.Thesesheputon,outonthestaircase,firstshuttingandlockingthedoorandtakingawaythekey.Shethensatdownonthestairsafewmomentstobreatheandtocry,andthengotupandhurriedaway. Bygoodfortuneshehadaveilonherbonnet,orshecouldhardlyhavegonealongthestreetswithoutbeingstopped.Bygoodfortune,too,shewasnaturallysopeculiarinappearanceasnottoshowdisfigurementlikeanyotherwoman.Sheneededbothadvantages,forthemarksofgripingfingersweredeepinherface,andherhairwastorn,andherdress(hastilycomposedwithunsteadyhands)wasclutchedanddraggedahundredways Incrossingthebridge,shedroppedthedoorkeyintheriver.Arrivingatthecathedralsomefewminutesbeforeherescort,andwaitingthere,shethought,whatifthekeywerealreadytakeninanet,whatifitwereidentified,whatifthedoorwereopenedandtheremainsdiscovered,whatifshewerestoppedatthegate,senttoprison,andchargedwithmurder!Inthemidstoftheseflutteringthoughts,theescortappeared,tookherin,andtookheraway. `Isthereanynoiseinthestreets?\'sheaskedhim. `Theusualnoises,\'Mr.Cruncherreplied;andlookedsurprisedbythequestionandbyheraspect. `Idon\'thearyou,\'saidMissPross.`Whatdoyousay?\' ItwasinvainforMr.Crunchertorepeatwhathesaid;MissProsscouldnothearhim.`SoI\'llnodmyhead,\'thoughtMr.Cruncher,amazed,`atalleventsshe\'llseethat.\'Andshedid. `Isthereanynoiseinthestreetsnow?\'askedMissProssagain,presently. AgainMr.Crunchernoddedhishead. `Idon\'thearit.\' `Gonedeafinahour?\'saidMr.Cruncher,ruminating,withhismindmuchdisturbed;`wot\'scometoher?\' `Ifeel,\'saidMissPross,`asiftherehadbeenaflashandacrash,andthatcrashwasthelastthingIshouldeverhearinthislife.\' `Blestifsheain\'tinaqueercondition!\'saidMr.Cruncher,moreandmoredisturbed.`Wotcanshehavebeenatakin\',tokeephercourageup?Hark!There\'stherollofthemdreadfulcarts!Youcanhearthat,miss?\' `Icanhear,\'saidMissPross,seeingthathespoketoher,`nothing.O,mygoodman,therewasfirstagreatcrash,andthenagreatstillness,andthatstillnessseemstobefixedandunchangeable,nevertobebrokenanymoreaslongasmylifelasts.\' `Ifshedon\'theartherollofthosedreadfulcarts,nowverynightheirjourney\'send,\'saidMr.Cruncher,glancingoverhisshoulder,`it\'smyopinionthatindeedsheneverwillhearanythingelseinthisworld.\' Andindeedsheneverdid. CHAPTERXV TheFootstepsDieoutforEver ALONGtheParisstreets,thedeath-cartsrumble,hollowandharsh.Sixtumbrilscarrytheday\'swinetoLaGuillotine.AllthedevouringandinsatiateMonstersimaginedsinceimaginationcouldrecorditself,arefusedintheonerealisation,Guillotine.AndyetthereisnotinFrance,withitsrichvarietyofsoilandclimate,ablade,aleaf,aroot,asprig,apeppercorn,whichwillgrowtomaturityunderconditionsmorecertainthanthosethathaveproducedthishorror.Crushhumanityoutofshapeoncemore,undersimilarhammers,anditwilltwistitselfintothesametorturedforms.Sowthesameseedofrapaciouslicenceandoppressionoveragain,anditwillsurelyyieldthesamefruitaccordingtoitskind. Sixtumbrilsrollalongthestreets.Changethesebackagaintowhattheywere,thoupowerfulenchanter,Time,andtheyshallbeseentobethecarriagesofabsolutemonarchs,theequipagesoffeudalnobles,thetoilettesofflaringJezebels,thechurchesthatarenotmyfather\'shousebutdensofthieves,thehutsofmillionsofstarvingpeasants!No;thegreatmagicianwhomajesticallyworksouttheappointedorderoftheCreator,neverreverseshistransformations.`IfthoubechangedintothisshapebythewillofGod,\'saytheseerstotheenchanted,inthewiseArabianstories,`thenremainso!But,ifthouwearthisformthroughmerepassingconjuration,thenresumethyformeraspect!\'Changelessandhopeless,thetumbrilsrollalong. Asthesombrewheelsofthesixcartsgoround,theyseemtoploughupalongcrookedfurrowamongthepopulaceinthestreets.Ridgesoffacesarethrowntothissideandtothat,andtheploughsgosteadilyonward.Sousedaretheregularinhabitantsofthehousestothespectacle,thatinmanywindowstherearenopeople,andinsometheoccupationofthehandsisnotsomuchassuspended,whiletheeyessurveythefacesinthetumbrils.Hereandthere,theinmatehasvisitorstoseethesight;thenhepointshisfinger,withsomethingofthecomplacencyofacuratororauthorisedexponent,tothiscartandtothis,andseemstotellwhosathereyesterday,andwhotherethedaybefore. Oftheridersinthetumbrils,someobservethesethings,andallthingsontheirlastroadside,withanimpassivestare;others,withalingeringinterestinthewaysoflifeandmen.Some,seatedwithdroopingheads,aresunkinsilentdespair;again,therearesomesoheedfuloftheirlooksthattheycastuponthemultitudesuchglancesastheyhaveseenintheatres,andinpictures.Severalclosetheireyes,andthink,ortrytogettheirstrayingthoughtstogether.Onlyone,andheamiserablecreature,ofacrazedaspect,issoshatteredandmadedrunkbyhorror,thathesings,andtriestodance.Notoneofthewholenumberappealsbylookorgesture,tothepityofthepeople. Thereisaguardofsundryhorsemenridingabreastofthetumbrils,andfacesareoftenturneduptosomeofthem,andtheyareaskedsomequestion.Itwouldseemtobealwaysthesamequestion,for,itisalwaysfollowedbyapressofpeopletowardsthethirdcart.Thehorsemenabreastofthatcart,frequentlypointoutonemaninitwiththeirswords.Theleadingcuriosityis,toknowwhichishe;hestandsatthebackofthetumbrilwithhisheadbentdown,toconversewithameregirlwhositsonthesideofthecart,andholdshishand.Hehasnocuriosityorcareforthesceneabouthim,andalwaysspeakstothegirl.HereandthereinthelongstreetofSt.Honoré,criesareraisedagainsthim.Iftheymovehimatall,itisonlytoaquietsmile,asheshakeshishairalittlemorelooselyabouthisface.Hecannoteasilytouchhisface,hisarmsbeingbound. Onthestepsofachurch,awaitingthecoming-upofthetumbrils,standstheSpyandprison-sheep.Helooksintothefirstofthem:notthere.Helooksintothesecond:notthere.Healreadyaskshimself,`Hashesacrificedme?\'whenhisfaceclears,ashelooksintothethird. `WhichisEvrémonde?\'saysamanbehindhim.`That.Atthebackthere.\'`Withhishandinthegirl\'s?\'`Yes.\' Themancries,`Down,EvrémondeTotheGuillotineallaristocrats!Down,Evrémonde!\' `Hush,hush!\'theSpyentreatshim,timidly. `Andwhynot,citizen?\' `Heisgoingtopaytheforfeit:itwillbepaidinfiveminutesmore.Lethimbeatpeace.\' Butthemancontinuingtoexclaim,`Down,Evrémonde!\'thefaceofEvrémondeisforamomentturnedtowardshim.EvrémondethenseestheSpy,andlooksattentivelyathim,andgoeshisway. Theclocksareonthestrokeofthree,andthefurrowploughedamongthepopulaceisturninground,tocomeonintotheplaceofexecution,andend.Theridgesthrowntothissideandtothat,nowcrumbleinandclosebehindthelastploughasitpasseson,forallarefollowingtotheGuillotine.Infrontofit,seatedinchairs,asinagardenofpublicdiversion,areanumberofwomen,busilyknitting.Ononeoftheforemostchairs,standsTheVengeance,lookingaboutforherfriend. `Thérèse!\'shecries,inhershrilltones.`Whohasseenher?ThérèseDefarge!\' `Shenevermissedbefore,\'saysaknitting-womanofthesisterhood. `No;norwillsitemissnow,\'criesTheVengeance,petulantly.`Thérèse!\' `Louder,\'thewomanrecommends. Ay!Louder,Vengeance,muchlouder,andstillsitewillscarcelyhearthee.Louderyet,Vengeance,withalittleoathorsoadded,andyetitwillhardlybringher.Sendotherwomenupanddowntoseekher,lingeringsomewhere;andyet,althoughthemessengershavedonedreaddeeds,itisquestionablewhetheroftheirownwillstheywillgofarenoughtofindher! `BadFortune!\'criesTheVengeance,stampingherfootinthechair,`andherearethetumbrils!AndEvrémondewillbedespatchedinawink,andshenothere!Seeherknittinginmyhand,andheremptychairreadyforher.Icrywith`vexationanddisappointment!\' AsTheVengeancedescendsfromherelevationtodoit,thetumbrilsbegintodischargetheirloads.TheministersofSainteGuillotinearerobedandready.Crash!——Aheadisheldup,andtheknitting-womenwhoscarcelyliftedtheireyestolookatitamomentagowhenitcouldthinkandspeak,countOne. Thesecondtumbrilemptiesandmoveson;thethirdcomesup.Crash——Andtheknitting-women,neverfalteringorpausingintheirwork,countTwo. ThesupposedEvrémondedescends,andtheseamstressisliftedoutnextafterhim.Hehasnotrelinquishedherpatienthandingettingout,butstillholdsitashepromised.Hegentlyplacesherwithherbacktothecrashingenginethatconstantlywhirrsupandfalls,andshelooksintohisfaceandthankshim. `Butforyou,dearstranger,Ishouldnotbesocomposed,forIamnaturallyapoorlittlething,faintofheart;norshouldIhavebeenabletoraisemythoughtstoHimwhowasputtodeath,thatwemighthavehopeandcomforthereto-day.IthinkyouweresenttomebyHeaven. `Oryoutome,\'saysSydneyCarton.`Keepyoureyesuponme,dearchild,andmindnootherobject.\' `ImindnothingwhileIholdyourhand.IshallmindnothingwhenIletitgo,iftheyarerapid.\' `Theywillberapid.Fearnot!\' Thetwostandinthefast-thinningthrongofvictims,buttheyspeakasiftheywerealone.Eyetoeye,voicetovoice,handtohand,hearttoheart,thesetwochildrenoftheUniversalMother,elsesowideapartanddiffering,havecometogetheronthedarkhighway,torepairhometogether,andtorestinherbosom. `Braveandgenerousfriend,willyouletmeaskyouonelastquestion?Iamveryignorant,andittroublesme——justalittle.\' `Tellmewhatitis.\' `Ihaveacousin,anonlyrelativeandanorphan,likemyself,whomIloveverydearly.SheisfiveyearsyoungerthanI,andshelivesinafarmer\'shouseinthesouthcountry.Povertypartedus,andsheknowsnothingofmyfate——forIcannotwrit——andifIcould,howshouldItellher!Itisbetterasitis.\' `Yes,yes;betterasitis.\' `WhatIhavebeenthinkingaswecamealong,andwhatIamstillthinkingnow,asIlookintoyourkindstrongfacewhichgivesmesomuchsupport,isthis:——iftheRepublicreallydoesgoodtothepoor,andtheycometobelesshungry,andinallwaystosufferless,shemaylivealongtime:shemayevenlivetobeold.\' `Whatthen,mygentlesister?\' `Doyouthink:\'theuncomplainingeyesinwhichthereissomuchendurance,fillwithtears,andthelipspartalittlemoreandtremble:`thatitwillseemlongtome,whileIwaitforherinthebetterlandwhereItrustbothyouandIwillbemercifullysheltered?\' `Itcannotbe,mychild;thereisnoTimethere,andnotroublethere.\' `Youcomfortmesomuch!Iamsoignorant.AmItokissyounow?Isthemomentcome?\' `Yes.\' Shekisseshislips;hekisseshers;theysolemnlyblesseachother.Thesparehanddoesnottrembleashereleasesit;nothingworsethanasweet,brightconstancyisinthepatientface.Shegoesnextbeforehim-isgone;theknitting-womencountTwenty-Two. `IamtheResurrectionandtheLife,saiththeLord:hethatbelievethinme,thoughheweredead,yetshallhelive:andwhosoeverlivethandbelievethinmeshallneverdie.\' Themurmuringofmanyvoices,theupturningofmanyfaces,thepressingonofmanyfootstepsintheoutskirtsofthecrowd,sothatitswellsforwardinamass,likeonegreatheaveofwater,allflashesaway.Twenty-Three. Theysaidofhim,aboutthecitythatnight,thatitwasthepeacefullestman\'sfaceeverbeheldthere.Manyaddedthathelookedsublimeandprophetic. Oneofthemostremarkablesufferersbythesameaxe——awoman——Hadaskedatthefootofthesamescaffold,notlongbefore,tobeallowedtowritedownthethoughtsthatwereinspiringher.Ifhehadgivenanutterancetohis,andtheywereprophetic,theywouldhavebeenthese: `IseeBarsad,andCly,Defarge,TheVengeance,theJuryman,theJudge,longranksofthenewoppressorswhohaverisenonthedestructionoftheold,perishingbythisretributiveinstrument,beforeitshallceaseoutofitspresentuse.Iseeabeautifulcityandabrilliantpeople\'risingfromthisabyss,and,intheirstrugglestobetrulyfree,intheirtriumphsanddefeats,throughlonglongyearstocome,Iseetheevilofthistimeandoftheprevioustimeofwhichthisisthenaturalbirth,graduallymakingexpiationforitselfandwearingout. `IseethelivesforwhichIlaydownmylife,peaceful,useful,prosperousandhappy,inthatEnglandwhichIshallseenomore.IseeHerwithachilduponherbosom,whobearsmyname.Iseeherfather,agedandbent,butotherwiserestored,andfaithfultoallmeninhishealingoffice,andatpeace.Iseethegoodoldman,solongtheirfriend,intenyears\'timeenrichingthemwithallhehas,andpassingtranquillytohisreward. `IseethatIholdasanctuaryintheirhearts,andintheheartsoftheirdescendants,generationshence.Iseeher,anoldwoman,weepingformeontheanniversaryofthisday.Iseeherandherhusband,theircoursedone,lyingsidebysideintheirlastearthlybed,andIknowthateachwasnotmorehonouredandheldsacredintheother\'ssoul,thanIwasinthesoulsofboth. `Iseethatchildwholayuponherbosomandwhoboremyname,amanwinninghiswayupinthatpathoflifewhichoncewasmine.Iseehimwinningitsowell,thatmynameismadeillustrioustherebythelightofhis.IseetheblotsIthrewuponit,fadedaway.Iseehim,foremostofjustjudgesandhonouredmen,bringingaboyofmyname,withaforeheadthatIknowandgoldenhair,tothisplace——thenfairtolookupon,withnotatraceofthisday\'sdisfigurement——andIhearhimtellthechildmystory,withatenderandafalteringvoice. `Itisafar,farbetterthingthatIdo,thanIhaveeverdone;itisafar,farbetterrestthatIgotothanIhaveeverknown.\'