第35章

类别:其他 作者:E. P. Roe字数:2591更新时间:18/12/13 14:44:18
\"Thelifehewillgiveyouagain,Jennie,willbeinfinitelyricherthantheoneyouhavelost.\" EarlyinthefollowingweekMissBurtonreturnedtohercollegeduties.BeforepartingshesaidtoIda:\"IdonotthinkIshallevergivewayagaintomyold,bitter,heart-breakinggrief.\" Almosteveryoneinthehousewantedtoshakehandswithherinfarewell.PoorMr.Burleightriedtodisguisehisfeelingsbyputtingcrepeonhishatandtyingblackshawlofhiswife\'saroundhisarm;butheblewhisnosesooftenthathefinallysaidhewas\"takingcoldonthepiazza,\"andsomadeahastyretreat. IdaandVanBergaccompaniedJennietothedepot,butStantonwasnottobefoundtilltheyreachedthestation,whenhequietlysteppedforwardandhandedJennieherchecks.Shewastryingtosaysomethingthatshemeantshouldshowherappreciation,whenthetrainthunderedup,andhehandedherintoapalacecar,inwhichshefoundhehadsecuredheraseat,andbeforeshehadtimetosayawordherticketswereinherhandsandhewasgone. When,afterseveralhours\'riding,sheapproachedastationatwhichshemustchangecarsandrecheckhertrunks,afriendlyvoicesaidtoher: \"MissBurton,ifyouwillgivemeyourchecksIwillattendtothislittlematterforyou.\" \"Mr.Stanton!\"sheexclaimed.\"Whatdoesthismean?\" \"ItmeansthatsinceIamonthesametrainwithyou,Icandonolessthanoffersoslightaservice.\" Shelookedathimverydoubtfully,asshesaid:\"Idon\'tknowwhattothinkofthisjourneyofyours.Letmenowpayyouformyticket.\" \"Mr.VanBerghandedmethemoneyyougavehimforthatpurpose. It\'sallright.Yourchecksplease;thereisbutlittletime.\" Hismannerwassoquietandassured,thatshehandedthemtohimhesitatingly,andamomentlatersteppedoutontheplatform. Inafewmomentsshecalled:\"Oh,Mr.Stanton,youhavelostyourtrain.\" \"Notatall.IamgoingtoBoston.Thereareyourchecksoncemore,andhereisyourtrainandseat,\"headded,asheaccompaniedhertoit.Thenheliftedhishat,andwasabouttodepart,whenshesaid:\"Sinceyouareonthesametrain,perhapsyouwillventuretotakethisseatnearme.Ineverwascuriousaboutagentleman\'sbusinessbefore;butitstrikesmeasaratheroddcoincidencethatyouaregoingtoBostonto-day.\" \"AgreatmanypeoplegotoBoston,\"hereplied. \"It\'sformysakeyouaretakingthislongjourney,Mr.Stanton,\" shesaid,regretfully. \"Yes,\"hereplied,inthesamequiet,undemonstrativemannerthathehadmaintainedtowardsherforsomeweekspast;\"thisjourneyisforyoursake,andforyoursakeIshalltakeaverydifferentjourneythroughlifefromtheoneIhadmarkedoutformyself.I knowyoursadstory,MissBurton.Iexpectnothingfromyou,I hopefornothing,andIshallneveraskanything,exceptalittleconfidenceonyourpart,sothatIcanrenderyouanoccasionalservice.NeverforamomentimaginethatIamcherishinghopesthatIknowwellyoucannotreward.\" \"Mr.Stanton,thisisbeyondmycomprehension!\" \"Thereseemstomenothingstrangeorunnaturalinit,\"hesaid. \"Youfoundmeapleasure-lovinganimal,andthroughyourinfluenceIthinkIambecomingsomewhatdifferent.Youhavetaughtmethatthereisahigherandbetterworldthanthatofsense.HowgoodaworkIcandoinlifeIwilllettheyearsproveastheypass. ButIdonotthinkmyfeelingswilleverchangetowardsyou,saveastimedeepensandstrengthensthem.Vanthinksalltheworldofyou,aswellhemay;buthislifewillbeveryhappyandfullofmanyinterest.Ishallthinkofyoualone,andtheworkIdoforyoursakeuntilIcanaddanothermotive.OfcourseIbelieveinaheaven——suchlivesasyourmakeonenecessary;andImeantofindawayofgettingthere.Inthemeantime,youaremymotive;butmyregardforyoushallbesoveryunobtrusivethatItrustyouwillnotresentit,andthethoughtofmyunseencareandwatchfulnessmayintimecometobeapleasantone.\" Therewasnothinginhistoneormannertoindicatethattotheirfellow-travelersthathewasnotspeakingonthemostordinarytopic;andhelookedherfullinthefacewithhiscleardarkeyes,inwhichshesawonlytruthandfaithfulness. Shewasvery,verydeeplytouched,andshecouldnotkeepthetearsoutofhereyesassheleanedtowardshimandsaidintonesthatnootherscouldhear: \"IamnolongerthefriendlessorphanIwaswhenIcametotheLakeHouse.InMr.VanBergIhavefoundafriendwhomIcantrust;inyou,IkStanton,abrotherthatIcanlove.\" Ifthereader\'spatiencehasnotfailedhimuptothislong-deferredmoment,itshallnowberewardedbyafewbrief,concludingwords. Mrs.MayhewfeltconsiderablyaggrievedthatshehadhadsolittlepartinIda\'sengagementwiththewealthyandaristocraticMr. VanBerg,andinlateryearsshecomplainedthattheywereveryunfashionable,andspentanunreasonableamountoftimeinlookingafterallkindsofcharitableinstitutions.Mr.Mayhewdrankeverdeeperatthefullfountainofhischild\'slove,andisserenelypassingontoanhonorableoldage.Mr.Eltingeisnowbeyondageandweakness,butIdaoftenmurmurswithtearsinhereyesasshelooksathisportrait,\"Heisjustspeakingtomeashedidwhenmyheartwasbreaking.\"Stanton\'scityfriendssaythathehasgreatlychangedandmightstandveryhighasalawyerandpoliticianifhewerenotsoquixoticandpronetotakecasesinwhichtherewasnomoney,buthereceiveslettersfromNewEnglandwhichseemtocompensatehimforlackoflargefees.VanBerghasnotyetregrettedthatheentrusted\"faultyIdaMayhew\"withhishappiness,andheismoreanxiousthanevertolurehertohisstudio.ForalongtimehehadtotakethetruthofherfaithontrustbutatlasthestoodbyhersideatGod\'saltarandconfessedthatNamewhichhasbeenthelowliestandgrandestofearth. Idaisstillveryhuman,butwithallherfaults,herhusbandoftenwhispersinherear:\"NotIda,butIdeal.\"SheiscontinuallygivingupherlifeforChrist\'ssake,andasoftenfindsitcomingbacktoherinsomericher,sweeterform;andbyhersimple,joyousfaithhasledmanytotheFriendshefoundinthequaintoldgarden,andwhosaysofallwhocome,\"Iwillgiveuntothemeternallife.\" JennieBurtonisstillwaiting;butattheendofeachdayoffaithfulworkshesingsthesongofhopethatIdataughther: Nohope,\'tissaid,thoughburieddeep,Butangelso\'eritvigilskeep; Noloveinsepulchreshallstay,ForChristMYFriendwillrollawayTheheavystoneofdeath.