第4章

类别:其他 作者:Horatio Alger字数:7790更新时间:18/12/13 14:46:36
\"I\'lltellyouwhat,Mr.Wilson,wemustusealittlestrategy.Youshallseeacarpenter,andhavetheroofrepairedatyourownexpense.\" \"Mr.Wilson\'scountenancefell.\"Ifear——\"hecommenced. \"ButIwillrepayyouwhateveritcosts.Howwillthatdo?\" \"Howkindyouare,SquireHadley!\" \"ItisonlywhatIoughttodo,andwouldhavedonebeforeifIhadthoughthowtomanageit.AsMrs.Hadleywillwonderhowyouraisedthemoney,Iwillsayyouhadagiftfromafriend,andthatItoldyoutorepairthehouseatyourownexpense.\" AfewdayslaterMrs.Hadleycamehomeinsomeexcitement. \"Mr.Hadley,\"saidshe,severely,\"Ifindthattheminister\'shouseisbeingnewshingled.\" \"Isit?\"askedherhusbandindifferently. \"Thisisthewayyouwasteyourmoney,isit?\" \"WhathaveItodowithit?IfMr.Wilsonchoosestoshinglethehouseathisownexpense,Iamperfectlywilling.\" \"Didn\'tyouorderitdone?\"inquiredhiswife,inamazement. \"Certainlynot.Theministerspokeofitwhenhepaidtherent,andItoldhimhecoulddoitathisownexpenseifhechoseto.\" \"That\'sjustwhatyououghttohavesaid.ButIdon\'tunderstandwheretheministerfindsthemoney,ifheissopoorasyousayheis.\" \"I understandthathehasreceivedagiftofmoneyfromafriend,\"saidthediplomaticSquire. \"I didn\'tknowhehadanyfriendlikelytogivehimmoney.Doyouknowwhoitis?\" \"Hedidn\'ttellme,andIdidn\'tinquire,\"answeredtheSquire,pluminghimselfonhisstrategy. \"Wasitalargesum?\" \"I don\'tthinkitwas.\" \"I wishhisfriendhadgivenhimenoughtopayforpaintingthehouse,too.\" \"Why?Thehousewouldn\'tbeanywarmerforpainting,\"saidtheSquireslyly. \"Itwouldlookbetter.\" \"Andsoministertohisvanity.\" \"Youseemtobeverystupidthismorning,\"saidMrs.Hadley,provoked. \"I amonlyrepeatingyourownobservations,mydear.\" \"IfMr.Wilsoncanaffordtopaintthehouse,Iaminfavorofhisdoingit; butIdon\'tthinkyouhaveanycalltopayforit.Thehousewillbebetterpropertyifitisnewlypainted.\" \"Thendon\'tyouthinkIoughttodoit,Lucretia?\" \"No,Idon\'t,\"saidMrs.Hadleysharply. \"I thinkmyself,\"saidthewilySquire,\"consideringthelowrateatwhichtheministergetsthehouse,hecouldaffordtoputononecoatofpaintathisownexpense.Ihaveagreatmindtohintittohim.\" \"You\'dbetterdoit,Mr.Hadley,\"saidhiswifeapprovingly. \"I will;butperhapshewon\'tlookatitinthesamelight.\" Withinaweekthepainterswereatworkontheparsonage.Thecoatofpaintimproveditsappearanceverymuch.Isuspectthebillwaspaidinthesamewayastheshingling;butthisisasecretbetweentheministerandSquireHadley,whosestrategyquitebaffledhiswife\'spenetration. Chapter6 \"Please,MissFrost,thesewingsocietyisgoingtomeetatourhousethisafternoon,andmotherwantsyoutocomeroundafterschool,andstaytosupper.\" ThespeakerwasAnniePeabody,daughterofDeaconUriahPeabody,amanwholivedinagroove,andjudgedallmenaccordingtohisownexperienceoflife,whichwasverylimited.Hewasanaustere,oldfashionedCalvinist,whobelievedthatatleastnineteentwentiethsofhisfellowmenwereelectedtoperdition.Mr. Wilson\'stheologywasnotsternenoughtosuithim.Hecharacterizedtheminister\'ssermonsasmilkandwater. \"Whatwewant,parson,isstrongmeat,\"hemorethanonceremarkedtotheminister.\"You\'realwaysexhortin\'mentodoright.Idon\'ttakemuchstockinthatkindoftalk.\" \"WhatshallIpreachthen,DeaconPeabody?\"askedtheministermildly. \"IfIwereaministerI\'dstirupthesinners,\"saidthedeaconemphatically. \"Howwouldyoudoit?\" \"I\'ddescribethelakeoffire,andthetormentsofthedamned,an\'let\'emunderstandwhatispreparedfor\'emiftheydon\'tfearGodanddohiscommandments.\" Theministershudderedalittle.Hewasamanofsensitiveorganization,uponwhomthesegloomysuggestionsjarredunpleasantly.\"Ican\'tpaintsuchluridpictures,deacon,\"heanswered;\"nordoIfeelthattheywoulddoanygood.Idon\'twanttopaintourMakerasacrueltyrant,butasamercifulandconsiderateFather.\" \"I\'mafeared,parson,thatyouain\'tsoundinthedoctrines.orknowwhattheScripturessay,`Vengeanceismine;Iwillrepay,saiththeLord.\'\" \"Wealsoread,`Likeasafatherpitiethhischildren,sotheLordpitieththemthatfearhim.\'\" \"Butsupposetheydon\'tfearhim,\"saidthedeacontriumphantly. \"I believeinthepunishmentofsin,\"returnedMr.Wilson.\"Wecannoterrwithoutincurringthepenalty,butIbelieveGod,inpunishingthesinner,doesnotceasetolovehim.`Whomhelovethhechasteneth:\'or,aswehavearighttosay,helovesthosethathechastens.\" \"I don\'tknowaboutthat,\"saidthedeacon.\"Ithinkthat\'stwistin\' Scripturetoourownends.Howmanydoyouthinkaregoin\'tobesaved,ParsonWilson?\" \"I cannothazardaconjecture,deacon.HeavenforbidthatIshouldseektolimitthegoodnessandmercyofGod.\" \"Doyouthinkaquarterwillbesaved?\"persistedthedeacon. \"OfcourseIdon\'tmeantheheathen.Thereain\'tnohopeforanyofthem,unlessthey\'vebeenconvertedbythemissionaries.Imeanofthemthat\'sbroughtupunderChristianinstitutions.\" \"A quarter?Mostcertainly.IfIfeltthatthreequartersoftheraceweredestinedtobelost,mysoulwouldbeweigheddownwithgrief.\" \"Well,formypart,\"saidthedeacon,\"I\'venoideathatasmanyasaquarterwillbesaved.AboutoneintwentyisfullashighasIcalc\'lateon.\" \"GoodHeavens!DeaconPeabody,youcan\'tbeinearnest.\" \"Yes,Ibe.Why,ParsonWilson,lookatthepeopleastheyare,\"(thedeaconpronounceditair)——\"ain\'ttheysteepedinfollyandvice?Ain\'ttheycarnallyminded?Ain\'ttheylivin\'forthisworldwithoutnothoughtoftheother?Airtheyfitforthemansionsoftheblest?Tellmethat.\" Thedeacon\'svoiceroseinasortofcrescendo,andheputthelastquestiontriumphantly. \"WearenoneofusfitforHeaven,\"repliedtheminister,\"butwecanrelyonGod\'smercy.Yourdoctrineissimplyhorrible.Ifbutoneintwentyistobe,saved,don\'tyoufeelanxiousaboutyourownsoul?\" \"OfcourseI\'mapoor,miserablesinner,\"saidthedeaconcomplacently;\"butI\'maprofessin\'Christian,andIhavefaithinChrist. IthinkIcomewithinthepromises.\" \"Supposeyouweresureofyourownsalvation,doesn\'tthethoughtofthemillionswhoaretoperishevergiveyouanguish?\" \"OfcourseI\'msorryforthepoor,deludedsinners,\"saidthedeacon,whomanagedneverthelesstomaintainacheerfulexterior;\"butthepeaceofGodremainsinmysoul,andIdon\'tallowthefollyofotherstodisturbme.\" Theministershookhishead. \"IfIbelievedasyoudo,deacon,\"hesaid,\"Icouldnotclosemyeyesatnight.Icouldnotrejoiceinthebrightsunshineandgloriousbeautyofoutwardnature.Ishouldputonsackclothandashes,andpouroutmysoultoGodinearnestprayerthathewouldturnhissoulfromwrath.\" \"I don\'tfeellikeinterferin\'withGod\'sarrangements.I\'venodoubtthey\'reforthebest.\" \"YouthinkitbestthatallheathenandnineteentwentiethsofthosethatliveinChristiancountriesshouldbedamned?\"askedtheministerwithsomevehemence. \"Ifit\'stheLord\'swill,\"saidDeaconPeabody,inasanctifiedtone,\"I\'mresignedtoit.\" DeaconPeabodyshouldhavelivedatleastfiftyyearsearlier.Hefoundfewofhiscontemporariestoagreewithhiminhisrigidnotions.MostoftheparishsympathizedratherwiththemildertheologyofMr.Wilson.Haditbeenotherwise,hadthedeaconthoughtitpossibletoobtainapreacherinharmonywithhisownsternviews,hewouldhaveheadedamovementtogetridoftheminister.Asitwas,hecontentedhimselfwithprotesting,inpublicandprivate,againstwhatheregardedasperniciousandblindingerror. Thishasbeenalongdigression,butthedeaconwasaprominentmaninGranville,andinterestingastherepresentativeofaclassnumerousinPuritandays. WhenMabelenteredthedeacon\'sparlor,afterschoolwasover,shefoundsomedozenladiescongregated,includingthemostprominentmatronsofGranville.TherewerebuttwootheryoungladiesbesidesMissFrost.OneofthemwasMissClarissaBassett,theotheragrownupdaughterofthedeacon——MissCharityPeabody,whowasnotedforalackofthatvirtuewhichhadbeengivenherasadesignation.Mrs.Peabody,instrangecontrasttoherhusband,hadaheartoverflowingwithkindness.andwasdisposedtolookonthebestsideofeverybody. \"I amverygladtoseeyou,MissFrost,\"saidMrs.Peabodycordially,advancingtomeettheschoolteacher.\"I\'vemeanttocall,butIcouldn\'tseemtogettime.Isupposeyouknowsomeoftheseladies.I\'llintroduceyoutosuchasyoudon\'tknow.\" SoMabelmadetheroundsandwasgenerallyintroduced.Thoughthesocietywassounlikethatinwhichshehadbeenaccustomedtomingle,shehadanaturalgraceandtactwhichcarriedherthroughtheordealeasilyandnaturally.ShefinallyfoundaseatnexttoMrs.PriscillaPulsifer,anoldladyofaninquiringturnofmind,whowasanewacquaintance,andpromptlyseizedtheopportunitytocross-examineMabel,asshehadlongdesiredtodo. \"You\'rethenewschoolteacher,ain\'tyou?\" \"Yes,Iam.\" \"Howoldbeyou?\"askedtheoldlady,glaringatherthroughherglasses. \"Twentytwo,\"answeredMabel,resentingwhatsheconsideredanimpertinentquestionbyacounterinquiry.Howoldareyou,Mrs. Pulsifer?\" \"Seventyone;andIain\'tashamedon\'t,either,\"answeredtheoldlady,bridling. Mabelwasalreadysorryforherquestion.\"Ageisnotathingtobeashamedof,\"shesaid.\"Youdon\'tlooksooldasthat.\" \"Sofolkssay,\"saidMrs.Pulsifer,quiteappeased,andresumingherinquiries:\"You\'refromthecity,ain\'tyou?\" \"Yes.\" \"Evertaughtafore?\" \"Thisismyfirstschool.\" \"Howdoyouliketeachin\'?\" \"BetterthanIexpected.Ifeelrepaidformylaborbywatchingtheprogressofthescholars.\" \"Howmuchwagesdoyouget?\"askedtheoldladypractically. \"Sevendollarsaweek.\" \"That\'spootygoodpayforasinglegal,\"remarkedMrs.Pulsifer. \"Youdon\'thaveanybodydependentonyou?\" \"Doyoumeanahusband,Mrs.Pulsifer?\"askedMabel,hereyessparklingwithfun. \"I didn\'tknowbutyoumighthaveamother,orbrotheran\'sister,tosupport.\" \"No,\"saidMabelsadly,\"Iamaloneintheworld.\" \"Sho!Is\'poseyoucalc\'lateonbein\'marriedsometime,\"saidtheoldlady,withdirectness. \"PerhapsImaybe,\"saidMabel,amused,\"butIcan\'tsayI calculateonit.\" \"I guessyoucangetsomebodytomarryyou,\"saidthepracticaloldlady. \"You\'regoodlookin\',andarelikelytopleasethemen.ClarissaBassett\'striedhard,butsomehowshedon\'tmakeout.\" MissBassettwassittingattheotherendoftheroom,and,fortunately,wasengagedinconversationwithMrs.Hayden,sothatshedidnothearthislastremark. \"Thankyou,\"saidMabeldemurely.\"Youquiteencourageme.\" \"IwastwentyfivemyselfbeforeIwasmarried,\"continuedMrs. Pulsifer.\"NotbutwhatIhadoffersbefore.Maybeyou\'vehadachance?\"andtheoldladyscrutinizedMabel\'scountenance. \"MaybeIhave,\"sheanswered,wantingtolaugh. \"That\'sapootygownyouhaveon,\"saidMrs.Pulsifer,herattentiondivertedbyMabel\'sdress.\"Wasitmadeinthecity?\" \"Yes.\" \"Lookslikenicecloth,\"continuedMrs.Pulsifer,takingafoldbetweenherthumbandfinger. \"I thinkitis,\"answeredMabel.\"Howmuchwasitayard?\" \"I\'mafraidIdon\'tremember,\"Mabelreplied. Thefactis,shehadintrustedthepurchaseofhersummerdressestoherdressmaker,whorenderedherthebillinalump.Iftherewereanydetailsshedidnotrememberthem. \"That\'sstrange,\"saidtheoldlady,staring.\"IknowthepriceofalltheclothesIeverbought.\" \"YouprobablyhaveabettermemorythanI,\"saidMabel,hopingbythiscomplimenttoturntheattack,butinvain. \"Haven\'tyouanyideeoftheprice?\"askedtheoldlady. \"Itmayhavebeenadollarayard.\" \"Howmanyyardsdidyouget?\" \"I—— amnotsure.\" \"Howmuchdidyoupayforthatcollar?\" \"I amreallysorryIcan\'ttellyou,\"saidMabel,whofeltsomewhatembarrassed. \"Perhapsyoudon\'tliketotell.\" \"I wouldtellyouwithpleasure,ifIknew.\" \"\'Pearstomeyoumustbeapoormanagernottokeepmoreaccountofyourexpenses,\"saidMrs.Pulsifer. \"I amafraidIam,\"saidMabel. \"Howmanydressesdidyoubringwithyou,MissFrost?\" Theoldlady\'scatechizingwasgettingannoying,butMabelunderstoodthatshemeantnooffenseandansweredpatiently,\"Six.\" \"Didtheyallcostasmuchasthis?\" \"I shouldthinkso.\" \"I don\'tseehowyoucanaffordtospendsomuchondress,\"saidMrs. Pulsifer,\"consideringyouhaveonlysevendollarsaweeksalary.\" \"I shalltrytobemoreprudenthereafter,Mrs.Pulsifer.\" \"You\'dbetter.Themenwillbeafraidtomarryyouiftheythinkyou\'reextravagant.ItoldmysonJotham,`Jotham,\'saysI,`don\'tyoumarryawomanthatwantstoputallhermoneyonherback.\'SaysI,`Anextravagantwifeisacursetoamanthatwantstobeforehanded.\'\" \"Didyoursonfollowyouradvice?\" \"Yes; hemarriedalikelygirlthatmakesallherowndresses.Jothamtoldmeonlylastweekthathedidn\'tbuyherbutonedressalllastyear.\" \"Youmustbepleasedwithyourdaughter-in-law,Mrs.Pulsifer.\" \"Yes;she\'sprettygoodaswivesgonowadays,butIdon\'tthinkshe\'sagoodcook.\" \"Thatisapity.\" \"Canyoucook,MissFrost? \"I don\'tknowmuchaboutcooking.\" Sho! You\'llwanttoknowhowwhenyou\'remarried.\" \"WhenIseeanychanceofmarryingImeantotakelessons,\"saidMabel. Justthen,toMabel\'srelief,supperwasreportedtobeready,andthemembersofthesewingsocietyfiledoutwithalacritytothesittingroom,wherealongtablewasbountifullyspreadwithhotbiscuit,preserves,andseveralkindsofcakeandpies.Themistressofthehousehold,ratherflushedbytheheatofthekitchen,welcomedherguests,andrequestedthemtotakeseats.MabeltookcarenottositintheneighborhoodofMrs.Pulsifer.Theoldlady\'scuriosityhadcometobeannoying,yetcouldnotwellberesented. ShecongratulatedherselfonfindinghernextneighbortobeMrs.Wilson,theminister\'swife,asmallwoman,inawellwornsilk,tenyearsold,whichhadbeenheronly\"companydress\"duringthatentireperiod.Therewasalookofpatientanxietyonthegoodwoman\'sfacewhichhadbecomehabitual.Shewassorelyperplexedatalltimestomakebothendsmeet.Evennowshewasuncomfortableinmindfromthisverycause.DuringthemorningMr.Bennett,thebutcher,hadcalledattheparsonage,andurgentlyrequestedpaymentforhis\"littlebill.\"Itamountedtoonlytwentyfivedollars,buttheminister\'sstockofreadymoneywasreducedtofivedollars,andtopaythisonaccountwouldhavelefthimpenniless.Hiscandidstatementofhispecuniaryconditionwasnotwellreceived. \"I don\'tthinkpeopleoughttobuymeatiftheycan\'tpayforit,\"saidthebutcherbluntly. \"Theparishisowingmemorethantheamountofyourbill,Mr. Bennett,\"saidtheperplexedminister.\"JustassoonasIcancollectthemoney——\" \"I needitnow,\"saidthebutchercoarsely.\"Ihavebillstopay,andI can\'tpaythemunlessmycustomerspayme.\" \"I wishIcouldpayyouatonce.\"saidMr.Wilsonwistfully.\"Wouldyoutakeanorderontheparishtreasurer?\" \"No;he\'ssoslackitwouldn\'tdo,meanygood.Can\'tyoupayhalftoday,Mr.Wilson?\" \"I havebutfivedollarsonhand,Mr.Bennett;Ican\'tpayyouthewholeofthat. Iwilldivideitwithyou.\"\"Twodollarsandahalf!Itwouldbeonlytenpercentofmybill.\" Heclosed,however,byagreeingtotakeit;butgrumbledashedidso. \"Thesethingstrymeagooddeal,\"saidtheminister,withasigh,afterthedepartureofhiscreditor.\"IsometimesthinkIwillleavetheprofession,andtrytofindsomebusinessthatwillpaymebetter.\" \"Itwouldbehazardoustochangenow,Theophilus,\"saidhiswife. \"Youhavenobusinesstraining,andwouldbeaslikelytodoworseasbetter.\" \"Perhapsyouareright,mydear.Isupposewemustworryalong.Doyouthinkwecouldeconomizeanymorethanwedo? \"I don\'tseehowwecan.I\'velainawakemanyanightthinkingwhetheritwouldbepossible,butIdon\'tseehow.Wecouldn\'tpinchourtableanymorewithoutriskinghealth.\" \"I amafraidyouareright.\" \"WhynotcallonMr.Ferry,thetreasurer,andseeifhecannotcollectsomemoremoneyforyou?\" \"I willdoso;butIfearitwillbeofnouse.\" Theministerwasright.Mr.Ferryhandedhimtwodollars. \"ItisallIhavebeenabletocollect,\"hesaid.\"Moneyistight,Mr.Wilson,andeverybodyputsoffpaying.\" ThiswaswhatmadeMrs.Wilson\'sfaceashademorecarewornthanusualonthisparticularday.Toaddtohertrouble,Mrs.Bennett,thewifeofherhusband\'screditor,whowasalsoamemberofthesewingcircle,hadtreatedherwithgreatcoolness,andalmostturnedherbackuponher.Theminister\'swifewassensitive,andshefelttheslight.When,however,shefoundMabelatherside,shesmiledpleasantly. \"I amgladtohaveachancetothankyou,MissFrost,forthepainsyouhavetakenwithmylittleHenry.Hehasneverlearnedsofastwithanyteacherbefore.Youmusthavespecialtalentforteaching.\" \"I amgladifyouthinkso,Mrs.Wilson.Iamanovice,youknow.IhavesucceededbetterthanIanticipated.\" \"Youhavesucceededinwinningthechildren\'slove.Henryisenthusiasticaboutyou.\" \"I don\'tthinkIshouldbewillingtoteachunlessIcouldwinthegoodwillofmyscholars,\"saidMabel,earnestly.\"Withthat,itisverypleasanttoteach.\" \"I canquiteunderstandyourfeelings.BeforeImarriedMr.Wilson,Iservedanapprenticeshipasateacher.IbelieveIfailedasadisciplinarian,\"sheadded,smilingfaintly.\"ThecommitteethoughtIwasn\'tstrictenough.\" Iamnotsurprised,\"saidMabel.\"Youlooktookindtobestrict.\" \"I believeIwastooindulgent;butIthinkIwouldrathererrinthatthanintheoppositedirection.\" \"I fancy,\"saidMabel,\"thatyoumustfindyourpositionasaminister\'swifealmostasdifficultaskeepingschool.\" \"Itcertainlyhasitshardside,\"saidMrs.Wilsoncautiously;forshedidnotventuretospeakfreelybeforesomanyofherhusband\'sparishioners. JustthenMrs.Bennett,thebutcher\'swife,whosatontheoppositesideofthetable,interruptedtheirconversation.Shewasalarge,coarselookingwoman,witharedfaceandaloudvoice. \"MissFrost,\"shesaid,inatoneofvoiceaudibletoalltheguests,\"Ihaveabonetopickwithyou.\" Mabelarchedherbrows,andmettheglanceofMrs.Bennettwithquiethaughtiness. \"Indeed!\"saidshe,coldly. \"Yes,indeed!\"repliedMrs.Bennett,provokedbythecoolindifferenceoftheschoolteacher. \"Pleaseexplain,\"saidMabelquietly. \"YoupromotedtwogirlsinmyFlora\'sclass,andletherstaywhere,shewas.\" \"I wouldhavepromotedherifshehadbeencompetent.\" \"Whyain\'tshecompetent?\"Mrs.Bennettwenton. \"Ofcoursetherecanbeonlyoneanswertothatquestion,Mrs.Bennett. Sheisnotsufficientlyadvancedinherstudies.\" SheknowsasmuchasJuliaFletcherorMaryFerris,anyday,\"retortedMrs. Bennett. Supposewedeferourdiscussiontillweleavethetable,\"saidMabel,\" findingitdifficulttoconcealherdisdainforherassailant\'sunmannerlyexhibition. Mrs. Bennettdidnotreply,butsheremarkedaudiblytothewomanwhosatnexttoher;\"Theschoolteacher\'sratheruppish.\'Pearstomeshe\'scarryin\' thingswithahighhand.\" \"Youseeaschoolteacherhashertrials,Mrs.Wilson,\"saidMabel,turningtoherneighborwitharatherfaintsmile. \"I feelforyou,\"saidtheminister\'swifesympathetically. \"Thankyou,butdon\'tsupposeIminditatall.Ishallexercisemyowndiscretion,subjectonlytothecommittee.Iamwhollyindependent.\" \"I wishIcouldbe,\"sighedMrs.Wilson;\"butnoonecanbelesssothanaminister\'swife.\" \"Isyourhusbandtobeherethisevening?\"askedMabel. \"Hehasabadheadacheandwasunabletocome.Ishallgohomeearly,asI maybeneeded.\" Infact,abouthalfanhourlater,Mrs.Wilsonmadeanapologyandtookherleave. \"Mrs.Wilsonislookingpaleandcareworn,\"saidMrs.Kent. \"Don\'tyouthinkso,Mrs.Hadley?\"