第10章

类别:其他 作者:Bret Harte字数:8837更新时间:18/12/13 14:51:04
Shecanteredforwardasshespoke,andGrantwasobligedtojoinhersister,who,mountedonapowerfulroan,wasmischievouslyexcitingabeautifulquaker-coloredmustangriddenbyMrs.Ashwood,alreadyirritatedbytheunfamiliarpressureoftheEasternwoman\'shanduponhisbit.Thethickdustwhichhadforcedthepartyoftwentytocloseupintwosolidfilesacrosstheroadcompelledthematthefirstopeningintheroadsidefencetotakethefieldinastragglinggallop.Grant,eagertoescapefromhisowndiscontentedselfbydoingsomethingforothers,reinedinbesideEuphemiaandthefairstranger. \"LetmetakeyourplaceuntilMrs.Ashwood\'shorseisquieted,\"hehalfwhisperedtoEuphemia. \"Thankyou,——andIsupposeitdoesnotmakeanymattertoClemwhoquietsmine,\"shesaid,withprovokingeyesandatossofherheadworthyofthespiritedanimalshewasriding. \"Shethinksyouquitecapableofmanagingyourselfandevenothers,\"herepliedwithaplayfulglanceatShipley,whowasridingsomewhatstifflyontheotherside. \"Don\'tbetoosure,\"retortedPhemiewithanotherdangerouslook; \"Imaygiveyoutroubleyet.\" Theywereapproachingthefirstundulationoftherussetplaintheyhademergedupon,——anumbrageousslopethatseemedsuddenlytodivergeintwodefilesamongtheshadedhills.GranthadgivenafewwordsofpracticaladvicetoMrs.Ashwood,andshownherhowtoguidehermustangbythemerestcaressingtouchofthereinuponitssensitiveneck.Hehadnotbeensympatheticallyinclinedtowardsthefairstranger,arichandstillyouthfulwidow,althoughhecouldnotdenyherunquestionedgoodbreeding,mentalrefinement,andacertainlanguorousthoughtfulnessthatwasalmostmelancholy,whichaccentedherblondedelicacy.ButhehadnoticedthathermannerwaspolitelyreservedandslightlyconstrainedtowardstheHarcourts,andhehadalreadyresenteditwithalover\'sinstinctiveloyalty.HehadatfirstattributedittoawantofsympathybetweenMrs.Ashwood\'smoreintellectualsentimentalitiesandtheHarcourts\'undeniablelackofanysentimentwhatever.Buttherewasevidentlysomeotherinnateantagonism.HewasverypolitetoMrs.Ashwood;sherespondedwithagentlewoman\'scourtesy,and,hewasforcedtoadmit,evenabroadercomprehensionofhisownmeritsthantheHarcourtgirlshadevershown,buthecouldstilldetectthatshewasnotinaccordwiththeparty. \"IamafraidyoudonotlikeCalifornia,Mrs.Ashwood?\"hesaidpleasantly.\"Youperhapsfindthelifeheretoounrestrainedandunconventional?\" Shelookedathiminquickastonishment.\"Areyouquitesincere? Why,itstrikesmethatthisisjustwhatitisNOT.AndIhavesolongedforsomethingquitedifferent.FromwhatIhavebeentoldabouttheoriginalityandadventureofeverythinghere,andyourindependenceofoldsocialformsandcustoms,IamafraidI expectedtheoppositeofwhatI\'veseen.Why,thisveryparty—— exceptthattheladiesareprettierandmoreexpensivelygottenup—— islikeanypartythatmighthaveriddenoutatSaratogaorNewYork.\" \"Andasstupid,youwouldsay.\" \"AsCONVENTIONAL,Mr.Grant;alwaysexceptingthislovelycreaturebeneathme,whomIcan\'tmakeoutandwhodoesn\'tseemtocarethatIshould.There!look!Itoldyouso!\" Hermustanghadsuddenlyboundedforward;butasGrantfollowedhecouldseethatthecausewastheexampleofPhemie,whohad,insomemadfreak,dashedoutinafranticgallop.Ahalf-dozenoftheyoungerpeoplehilariouslyacceptedthechallenge;theexcitementwascommunicatedtotheothers,untilthewholecavalcadewassweepingdowntheslope.GrantwasstillatMrs. Ashwood\'sside,restraininghermustangandhisownimpatienthorsewhenClementinajoinedthem.\"Phemie\'smarehasreallybolted,I fear,\"shesaidinaquickwhisper,\"rideon,andnevermindus.\" Grantlookedquicklyahead;Phemie\'sroan,excitedbytheshoutsbehindherandtoallappearanceungovernable,wasfastdisappearingwithherrider.Withoutaword,trustingtohisowngoodhorsemanshipandbetterknowledgeoftheground,hedartedoutofthecavalcadetoovertakeher. Buttheunfortunateresultofthiswastogivefurtherimpulsetothenowracinghorsesastheyapproachedapointwheretheslopeterminatedintwodivergingcanyons.Mrs.Ashwoodgaveasharppulluponherbit.Toherconsternationthemustangstoppedshortalmostinstantly,——plantinghistwoforefeetrigidlyinthedustandevenslidingforwardwiththeimpetus.Hadherseatbeenlessfirmshemighthavebeenthrown,butsherecoveredherself,althoughindoingsoshestillboreuponthebit,whentoherastonishmentthemustangdeliberatelystiffenedhimselfasifforashock,andthenbegantobackslowly,quiveringwithexcitement. Shedidnotknowthathernative-bredanimalfondlybelievedthathewasparticipatinginarodeo,andthattohisequineintelligencehisfairmistresshadjustlassoedsomething!Invainsheurgedhimforward;hestillwaitedfortheshock!Whenthecloudofdustinwhichshehadbeenenwrappeddriftedaway,shesawtoheramazementthatshewasalone.Theentirepartyhaddisappearedintooneofthecanyons,——butwhichoneshecouldnottell! Whenshesucceededatlastinurginghermustangforwardagainshedeterminedtotaketheright-handcanyonandtrusttobeingeithermetorovertaken.Amorepracticalandlessadventurousnaturewouldhavewaitedatthepointofdivergenceforthereturnofsomeoftheparty,butMrs.Ashwoodwas,intruth,notsorrytobelefttoherselfandthenovelsceneryforawhile,andshehadnodoubtbutshewouldeventuallyfindherwaytothehotelatSanMateo,whichcouldnotbefaraway,intimeforluncheon. Theroadwasstillwelldefined,althoughitpresentlybegantowindbetweenascendingranksofpinesandlarchesthatmarkedtheterracesofhills,sohighthatshewonderedshehadnotnoticedthemfromtheplains.Anunmistakablesuggestionofsomehauntingprimevalsolitude,asenseofthehushedandmysteriousproximityofanatureshehadneverknownbefore,thestrangehalf- intoxicatingbreathofunsunnedfoliageanduntroddengrassesandherbs,allcombinedtoexaltherasshecanteredforward.Evenherhorseseemedtohaveacquiredanintelligentliberty,orrathertohaveestablishedasympathywithherinhisneedsandherownlongings;instinctivelyshenolongerpulledhimwiththecurb;thereinshunglooselyonhisself-archedandunfetteredneck;secureinthislonelinessshefoundherselfeventalkingtohimwithbarbaricfreedom.Asshewenton,thevaguehushofallthingsanimateandinanimatearoundherseemedtothicken,untilsheunconsciouslyhaltedbeforeadimandpillaredwood,andavastandheathlessopeningonwhosemutebrownlipsNatureseemedtohavelaidthefingerofsilence.Sheforgotthepartyshehadleft,sheforgottheluncheonshewasgoingto;moreimportantstillsheforgotthatshehadalreadyleftthetraveledtrackfarbehindher,and,tremulouswithanticipation,rodetimidlyintothatarchofshadow. Asherhorse\'shoofsfellnoiselesslyontheelasticmoss-carpetedaislesheforgotevenmorethanthat.Sheforgottheartificialstimulusandexcitementofthelifeshehadbeenleadingsolong; sheforgotthesmallmeannessesandsmallerworriesofherwell-to- doexperiences;sheforgotherself,——rathersheregainedaselfshehadlongforgotten.Forinthesweetseclusionofthishalfdarkenedsanctuarytheclingingfripperiesofherpastslippedfromherasatawdrygarment.Thepetted,spoiled,andvapidlyprecociousgirlhoodwhichhadmergedintoawomanhoodofaimlesstriumphsandmeanerambitions;theworldlybutmiserabletriumphofamarriagethathadleftherdelicacyabusedandherheartsickandunsatisfied;thewifehoodwithouthome,seclusion,ormaternity; thewidowhoodthatatlastbroughtrelief,butwithittheconsciousnessofhopelesslywastedyouth,——allthisseemedtodropfromherhereaslightlyasthewingedneedlesornoiselesswitheredsprayfromthedimgrayvaultaboveherhead.Inthesovereignbalmofthatwoodlandbreathherbetterspiritwasrestored;somewhereinthesewholesomeshadesseemedtostilllurkwhatshouldhavebeenherinnocentandnymph-likeyouth,andtocomeoutoncemoreandgreether.Oldsongsshehadforgotten,orwhosemusichadfailedinthediscordsofherfrivolouslife,sangthemselvestoheragaininthatsweet,gravesilence;girlishdreamsthatshehadfoolishlybeenashamedof,orhadputawaywithherchildishtoys,stolebacktoheroncemoreandbecamerealinthistendertwilight;oldfancies,oldfragmentsofverseandchildishlore,grewpalpableandmovedfaintlybeforeher.Theboyishprincewhoshouldhavecomewasthere;thebabethatshouldhavebeenherswasthere!——shestoppedsuddenlywithflamingeyesandindignantcolor.ForitappearedthataMANwastheretoo,andhadjustrisenfromthefallentreewherehehadbeensitting. CHAPTERVIII. Shehadsofarforgottenherselfinyieldingtothespelloftheplace,andintherevelationofhernakedsoulandinnernature,thatitwaswithsomethingoftheinstinctofoutragedmodestythatsheseemedtoshrinkbeforethisapparitionoftheouterworldandouterworldliness.Inaninstantthenearerpastreturned;sherememberedwhereshewas,howshehadcomethere,fromwhomshehadcome,andtowhomshewasreturning.Shecouldseethatshehadnotonlyaimlesslywanderedfromtheworldbutfromtheroad;andforthatinstantshehatedthismanwhohadremindedherofit,evenwhilesheknewshemustaskhisassistance.Itrelievedherslightlytoobservethatheseemedasdisturbedandimpatientasherself,andashetookapencilfrombetweenhislipsandreturnedittohispockethescarcelylookedather. Butwithherreturntotheworldofconvenancescameitsrepression,andwithagentlewoman\'seaseandmodulatedvoicesheleanedoverhermustang\'sneckandsaid:\"IhavestrayedfrommypartyandamafraidIhavelostmyway.WeweregoingtothehotelatSanMateo. Wouldyoubekindenoughtodirectmethere,orshowmehowIcanregaintheroadbywhichIcame?\" Hervoiceandmannerwerequiteenoughtoarresthimwherehestoodwithapleasedsurpriseinhisfreshandingenuousface.Shelookedathimmoreclosely.Hewas,inspiteofhislongsilkenmustache,soabsurdlyyoung;hemight,inspiteofthatyouth,besoabsurdlyman-like!Whatwashedoingthere?Washeafarmer\'sson,anartist,asurveyor,oracityclerkoutforaholiday?Wasthereperhapsayouthfulfemaleofhisspeciessomewhereforwhomhewaswaitinganduponwhosetrystshewasnowbreaking?Washe—— terriblethought!——theoutlyingpicketofsomefamilypicnic?Hisdress,neat,simple,freefromostentatiousornament,betrayednothing.Shewaitedforhisvoice. \"Oh,youhaveleftSanMateomilesawaytotheright,\"hesaidwithquickyouthfulsympathy,\"atleastfivemiles!Wheredidyouleaveyourparty?\" Hisvoicewaswinning,andevenrefined,shethought.Sheanswereditquitespontaneously:\"Ataforkoftworoads.IseenowItookthewrongturning.\" \"Yes,youtooktheroadtoCrystalSpring.It\'sjustdownthereinthevalley,notmorethanamile.You\'dhavebeentherenowifyouhadn\'tturnedoffatthewoods.\" \"Icouldn\'thelpit,itwassobeautiful.\" \"Isn\'tit?\" \"Perfect.\" \"Andsuchshadows,andsuchintensityofcolor.\" \"Wonderful!——andallalongtheridge,lookingdownthatdefile!\" \"Yes,andthatpointwhereitseemsasifyouhadonlytostretchoutyourhandtopickamanzanitaberryfromtheothersideofthecanyon,halfamileacross!\" \"Yes,andthatfirstglimpseofthevalleythroughtheGothicgatewayofrocks!\" \"Andthecolorofthoserocks,——cinnamonandbronzewiththelightgreenoftheYerbabuenavinesplashingoverthem.\" \"Yes,butforcolorDIDyounoticethathillsideofyellowpoppiespouringdownintothevalleylikeagoldenNiagara?\" \"Certainly,——andtheperfectclearnessofeverything.\" \"Andyetsuchcompletesilenceandrepose!\" \"Oh,yes!\" \"Ah,yes!\" Theywerebothgravelynoddingandshakingtheirheadswithsparklingeyesandbrightenedcolor,lookingnotateachotherbutatthefarlandscapevignettedthroughalozenge-shapedwindopeninginthetrees.SuddenlyMrs.Ashwoodstraightenedherselfinthesaddle,lookedgrave,liftedthereinsandapparentlythetenyearswiththemthathaddroppedfromher.Butshesaidinhereasiestwell-bredtones,andahalfsigh,\"ThenImusttaketheroadbackagaintowhereitforks?\" \"Oh,no!youcangobyCrystalSpring.It\'snofurther,andI\'llshowyoutheway.Butyou\'dbetterstopandrestyourselfandyourhorseforalittlewhileattheSpringsHotel.It\'saveryniceplace.ManypeopleridetherefromSanFranciscotoluncheonandreturn.Iwonderthatyourpartydidn\'tpreferit;andiftheyarelookingforyou,——astheysurelymustbe,\"hesaid,asifwithasuddenconceptionofherimportance,\"they\'llcometherewhentheyfindyou\'renotatSanMateo.\" Thisseemedreasonable,althoughtheprocessofbeing\"fetched\"andtakingthefivemilesride,whichshehadenjoyedsomuchalone,incompanywasnotattractive.\"Couldn\'tIgoonatonce?\"shesaidimpulsively. \"Youwouldmeetthemsooner,\"hesaidthoughtfully. ThiswasquiteenoughforMrs.Ashwood.\"IthinkI\'llrestthispoorhorse,whoisreallytired,\"she,saidwithcharminghypocrisy,\"andstopatthehotel.\" Shesawhisfacebrighten.Perhapshewasthesonofthehotelproprietor,orayouthfulpartnerhimself.\"Isupposeyoulivehere?\"shesuggestedgently.\"Youseemtoknowtheplacesowell.\" \"No,\"hereturnedquickly;\"IonlyrundownherefromSanFranciscowhenIcangetadayoff.\" Adayoff!Hewasinsomeregularemployment.Buthecontinued: \"AndIusedtogotoboarding-schoolnearhere,andknowallthesewoodswell.\" Hemustbeanative!Howodd!Shehadnotconceivedthattheremightbeanyotherpopulationherethantheimmigrants;perhapsthatwaswhatmadehimsointerestinganddifferentfromtheothers.\"Thenyourfatherandmotherlivehere?\"shesaid. Hisfrankface,incapableofdisguise,changedsuddenly.\"No,\"hesaidsimply,butwithoutanytraceofawkwardness.Thenafteraslightpausehelaidhishand——shenoticeditwaswhiteandwellkept——onhermustang\'sneck,andsaid,\"If——ifyoucaretotrustyourselftome,Icouldleadyouandyourhorsedownatrailintothevalleythatisatleastathirdofthedistanceshorter.Itwouldsaveyougoingbacktotheregularroad,andthereareoneortwolovelyviewsthatIcouldshowyou.Ishouldbesopleased,ifitwouldnottroubleyou.There\'sasteepplaceortwo——butI thinkthere\'snodanger.\" \"Ishallnotbeafraid.\" Shesmiledsograciously,and,asshefullybelieved,maternally,thathelookedatherthesecondtime.Tohisfirsthurriedimpressionofherasanelegantanddelicatelynurturedwoman——oneoftheclassofdistinguishedtouriststhatfashionwasbeginningtosendthither——hehadnowtoaddthatshehadaquantityoffinesilken-spunlighthairgatheredinaheavybraidbeneathhergrayhat;thathermouthwasverydelicatelylippedandbeautifullysensitive;thathersoftskin,althoughjustthentouchedwithexcitement,wasapalefadedvelvet,andseemedtobewornwithennuiratherthanexperience;thathereyeswerehiddenbehindastripofgrayveilwhenceonlyafaintglowwasdiscernible.Tothismuststillbeaddedapoeticfancyallhisownthat,asshesatthere,withtheskirtofhergrayhabitfallingfromherlongbodicedwaistoverthemustang\'sfawn-coloredflanks,andwithherslimgauntletedhandslightlyswayingthereins,shelookedlikeQueenGuinevereintheforest.NotthatheparticularlyfanciedQueenGuinevere,orthatheatallimaginedhimselfLauncelot,butitwasquiteinkeepingwiththesuggestion-hauntedbrainofJohnMiltonHarcourt,whomtheastutereaderhasofcourselongsincerecognized. Precedingherthroughthesoftcarpetedvaultwithawoodman\'sinstinct,——fortherewasapparentlynotrailtobeseen,——thesoftinnertwilightbegantogivewaytotheouterstrongerday,andpresentlyshewasstartledtoseetheclearblueoftheskybeforeheronapparentlythesamelevelasthebrownpine-tessellatedfloorshewastreading.Notonlydidthisshowherthatshewascrossingaridgeoftheupland,butafewmomentslatershehadpassedbeyondthewoodstoagoldenhillsidethatslopedtowardsaleafy,sheltered,andexquisitely-proportionedvalley.Atinybutpicturesquetower,andafewstragglingroofsandgables,theflashingofacrystalstreamthroughtheleaves,andanarrowwhiteribbonofroadwindingbehinditindicatedthehostelrytheywereseeking.Sopeacefulandunfrequenteditlooked,nestlingbetweenthehills,thatitseemedasiftheyhaddiscoveredit. Withhishandattimesuponthebridle,atothersmerelycaressinghermustang\'sneck,heledtheway;therewereafewbreathlessplaceswherethecrownofhisstrawhatappearedbetweenherhorse\'sreins,andagainwhensheseemedalmostslippingoveronhisshoulder,buttheywerepassedwithsuchfrankfearlessnessandinvincibleyouthfulconfidenceonthepartofherescortthatshefeltnotimidity.Thereweremomentswhenabitofthecharmedlandscapeunfoldingbeforethemoverpoweredthemboth,andtheyhaltedtogaze,——sometimeswithoutaword,oronlyasignificantgestureofsympathyandattention.AtoneofthoseartisticmanifestationsMrs.AshwoodlaidherslimglovedfingerslightlybutunwittinglyonJohnMilton\'sarm,andwithdrewthem,however,withaquickgirlishapologyandafoolishcolorwhichannoyedhermorethantheappearanceoffamiliarity.Buttheywerenowgettingwelldownintothevalley;thecourtofthelittlehotelwasalreadyopeningbeforethem;theirunconventionalrelationsintheidyllicworldabovehadchanged;thenewonerequiredsomedelicacyofhandling,andshehadanideathateventhesimplicityoftheyoungstrangermightbeconfusing. \"Imustaskyoutocontinuetoactasmyescort,\"shesaid,laughingly.\"IamMrs.AshwoodofPhiladelphia,visitingSanFranciscowithmysisterandbrother,whoare,Iamafraid,evennowhopelesslywaitingluncheonformeatSanMateo.Butasthereseemstobenoprospectofmyjoiningthemintime,Ihopeyouwillbeabletogivemethepleasureofyourcompany,withwhatevertheymaygiveushereinthewayofrefreshment.\" \"Ishallbeveryhappy,\"returnedJohnMiltonwithunmistakablecandor;\"butperhapssomeofyourfriendswillbearrivinginquestofyou,iftheyarenotalreadyhere.\" \"Thentheywilljoinusorwait,\"saidMrs.Ashwoodincisively,withherfirstexhibitionoftheimperiousnessofarichandprettywoman.Perhapsshewasalittleannoyedthatherelaborateintroductionofherselfhadproducednoreciprocaldisclosurebyhercompanion.\"Willyoupleasesendthelandlordtome?\"sheadded. JohnMiltondisappearedinthehotelasshecanteredtotheporch. Inanothermomentshewasgivingthelandlordherorderswiththeeasyconfidenceofonewhoknewherselfonlyasanalwayswelcomeandhighlyprivilegedguest,whichwasnotwithoutitseffect. \"And,\"sheaddedcarelessly,\"wheneverythingisreadyyouwillpleasetell——Mr.\"—— \"Harcourt,\"suggestedthelandlordpromptly. Mrs.Ashwood\'sperfectlytrainedfacegavenottheslightestsignofthesurprisethathadovertakenher.\"Ofcourse,——Mr.Harcourt.\" \"Youknowhe\'sthesonofthemillionaire,\"continuedthelandlord,notatallunwillingtodisplaytheimportanceofthehabituesofCrystalSpring,\"thoughthey\'vequarreledanddon\'tgetontogether.\" \"Iknow,\"saidtheladylanguidly,\"and,ifanyonecomeshereforME,askthemtowaitintheparloruntilIcome.\" Then,submittingherselfandherdustyhabittotheawkwardministrationoftheIrishchambermaid,shewasquitethrilledwithadelightfulcuriosity.ShevaguelyrememberedthatshehadheardsomethingoftheHarcourtfamilydiscord,——butthatwasthedivorceddaughtersurely!AndthisyoungmanwasHarcourt\'sson,andtheyhadquarreled!Aquarrelwithafrank,open,ingenuousfellowlikethat——amereboy——couldonlybethefather\'sfault. LuckilyshehadnevermentionedthenameofHarcourt!Shewouldnotnow;heneednotknowthatitwashisfatherwhohadoriginatedtheparty;whyshouldshemakehimuncomfortableforthefewmomentstheyweretogether? Therewasnothingofthisinherfaceasshedescendedandjoinedhim.Hethoughtthatfacehandsome,well-bred,andrefined.Butthisbreedingandrefinementseemedtohim——inhisignoranceoftheworld,possibly——asonlyagracefulconcealmentofaselfofwhichheknewnothing;andhewasnotsurprisedtofindthatherprettygrayeyes,nownolongerhiddenbyherveil,reallytoldhimnomorethanherlips.Hewasalittleafraidofher,andnowthatshehadlosthernaiveenthusiasmhewasconsciousofavagueremorsefulnessforhisinterruptedworkintheforest.Whatwashedoinghere?Hewhohadavoidedthecruel,selfishworldofwealthandpleasure,——aworldthatthiswomanrepresented,——theworldthathadstoodapartfromhimintheonedreamofhislife——andhadletLoodie!Hisquicklyresponsivefacedarkened. \"IamafraidIreallyinterruptedyouupthere,\"shesaidgently,lookinginhisfacewithanexpressionofunfeignedconcern;\"youwereatworkofsomekind,Iknow,andIhaveveryselfishlythoughtonlyofmyself.Butthewholescenewassonewtome,andIsorarelymeetanyonewhoseesthingsasIdo,thatIknowyouwillforgiveme.\"Shebenthereyesuponhimwithacertainsofttimidity.\"Youareanartist?\" \"Iamafraidnot,\"hesaid,coloringandsmilingfaintly;\"Idon\'tthinkIcoulddrawastraightline.\" \"Don\'ttryto;they\'renotpretty,andthemereabilitytodrawthemstraightorcurveddoesn\'tmakeanartist.ButyouareaLOVERofnature,Iknow,andfromwhatIhaveheardyousayI