第9章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:12133更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
He\'ssostrong,heisn\'tafraidofanything,andhe\'sperfectlysplendidtolocatecocoons!He\'sfoundhalfofthese。Comeon,Pete,it\'sgettingdarknow,andwemustgo。\" Theystartedtowardthetrail,Petecarryingthecocoons。 Heleftthematthecase,whileElnoraandWesleywentontothecarriagetogether。 \"ElnoraComstock,whatdoesthismean?\"demandedhermother。 \"It\'sallright,oneoftheneighbourswaswithher,andshegotseveraldollars\'worthofstuff,\"interposedWesley。 \"Yououghterseenmypa,\"shoutedBilly。\"Hewasistallwhitedout,andhelaidasstillasanything。 Theyputhimawaydeepintheground。\" \"Billy!\"breathedMargaretinaprolongedgroan。 \"JimmyandBellearegoingtobetogetherinaniceplace。 Theyarecomingtoseeme,andSnapisrightdownherebythewheel。Here,Snap!My,buthe\'llbetickledtogetsomethingtoeat!He\'s\'mosttwistedasme。 Theygetnewclothes,andalltheywanttoeat,too,butthey\'llmissme。Theycouldn\'thavegotalongwithoutme。Itookcareofthem。Ihadalotofthingsgivetome\'causeIwasthelittlest,andIalwaysdividedwiththem。Buttheywon\'tneedmenow。\" WhensheleftthecarriageMrs。ComstockgravelyshookhandswithBilly。\"Remember,\"shesaidtohim,\"Iloveboys,andIlovedogs。Wheneveryoudon\'thaveagoodtimeupthere,takeyourdogandcomerightdownandbemylittleboy。Wewilljusthaveloadsoffun。 YoushouldhearthewhistlesIcanmake。Ifyouaren\'ttreatedrightyoucomestraighttome。\" Billywaggedhisheadsagely。\"YouistbetIwill!\" hesaid。 \"Mother,howcouldyou?\"askedElnoraastheywalkedupthepath。 \"HowcouldI,missy?Youbetteraskhowcouldn\'tI? Ijustcouldn\'t!Notforenoughtopay,myroadtax! Notforenoughtopaytheroadtax,andthedredgetax,too!\" \"AuntMargaretalwayshasbeenlovelytome,andI don\'tthinkit\'sfairtoworryher。\" \"IchoosetobelovelytoBilly,andlethersweatoutherownworriesjustasshehasme,thesesixteenyears。 Thereisnothinginallthisworldsogoodforpeopleastakingadoseoftheirownmedicine。ThedifferenceisthatIamhonest。IjustsayinplainEnglish,`iftheydon\'ttreatyouright,cometome。\'Theyhaveonlysaiditinactionsandinferences。IwanttoteachMagSintonhowherowndosestaste,butshebeginstosputterbeforeIfairlygetthespoontoherlips。Justyouwait!\" \"WhenIthinkwhatIoweher——\"beganElnora。 \"Well,thankgoodness,Idon\'toweheranything,andsoI\'mperfectlyfreetodowhatIchoose。Comeon,andhelpmegetsupper。I\'mhungryasBilly!\" MargaretSintonrockedslowlybackandforthinherchair。 OnherbreastlayBilly\'sredhead,onehandclutchedherdressfrontwithspasmodicgrip,evenafterhewasunconscious。 \"Youmustn\'tbeginthat,Margaret,\"saidSinton。 \"He\'stooheavy。Andit\'sbadforhim。He\'sbetterofftoliedownandgotosleepalone。\" \"He\'sverylight,Wesley。Hejumpsandquiversso。 Hehastobestrongerthanheisnow,beforehewillsleepsoundly。\" CHAPTERIX WHEREINELNORADISCOVERSAVIOLIN,ANDBILLYDISCIPLINESMARGARET Elnoramissedthelittlefigureatthebridgethefollowingmorning。Sheslowlywalkedupthestreetandturnedinatthewideentrancetotheschoolgrounds。Shescarcelycouldcomprehendthatonlyaweekagoshehadgonetherefriendless,alone,andsosickatheartthatshewasphysicallyill。To-dayshehaddecentclothing,books,friends,andhermindwasateasetoworkonherstudies。 Assheapproachedhomethatnightthegirlpausedinamazement。Hermotherhadcompany,andshewaslaughing。 Elnoraenteredthekitchensoftlyandpeepedintothesitting-room。Mrs。Comstocksatinherchairholdingabookandeveryfewsecondsasoftchucklebrokeintoareallaugh。MarkTwainwasdoinghiswork;whileMrs。Comstockwasnotlackinginasenseofhumour。 Elnoraenteredtheroombeforehermothersawher。 Mrs。Comstocklookedupwithflushedface。 \"Wheredidyougetthis?\"shedemanded。 \"Iboughtit,\"saidElnora。 \"Boughtit!Withallthetaxesdue!\" \"IpaidforitoutofmyIndianmoney,mother,\"saidElnora。 \"Icouldn\'tbeartospendsomuchonmyselfandnothingatallonyou。IwasafraidtobuythedressIshouldhavelikedto,andIthoughtthebookwouldbecompany,whileIwasgone。Ihaven\'treadit,butIdohopeit\'sgood。\" \"Good!It\'sthebiggestpieceoffoolishnessIhavereadinallmylife。I\'velaughedallday,eversinceI foundit。Ihadanotiontogooutandreadsomeofittothecowsandseeiftheywouldn\'tlaugh。\" \"Ifitmadeyoulaugh,it\'sawisebook,\"saidElnora。 \"Wise!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Youcanstakeyourlifeit\'sawisebook。Ittakesthesmartestmanthereistodothiskindoffooling,\"andshebeganlaughingagain。 Elnora,highlysatisfiedwithherpurchase,wenttoherroomandputonherworkingclothes。Thereaftershemadeapointofbringingabookthatshethoughtwouldinteresthermother,fromthelibraryeveryweek,andleavingitonthesitting-roomtable。Eachnightshecarriedhomeatleasttwoschoolbooksandstudieduntilshehadmasteredthepointsofherlessons。Shedidhershareoftheworkfaithfully,andeveryavailableminuteshewasinthefieldssearchingforcocoons,forthemothspromisedtobecomeherlargestsourceofincome。 Shegatheredbasketsofnests,flowers,mosses,insects,andallsortsofnaturalhistoryspecimensandsoldthemtothegradeteachers。Atfirstshetriedtotelltheseinstructorswhattoteachtheirpupilsaboutthespecimens; butrecognizinghowmuchmoresheknewthanthey,oneafteranotherbeggedhertostudyathome,andusehersparehoursinschooltoexhibitandexplainnaturesubjectstotheirpupils。Elnoralovedthework,andsheneededthemoney,foreveryfewdayssomematterofexpensearosethatshehadnotexpected。 Fromthefirstweekshehadbeenreceivedandinvitedwiththecrowdofgirlsinherclass,anditwastheircustominpassingthroughthebusinesspartofthecitytostopattheconfectioners\'andtaketurnsintreatingtoexpensivecandies,icecreamsodas,hotchocolate,orwhatevertheyfancied。WhenfirstElnorawasaskedsheacceptedwithoutunderstanding。Thesecondtimeshewentbecausesheseldomhadtastedthesethings,andtheyweresodeliciousshecouldnotresist。Afterthatshewentbecausesheknewallaboutit,andhaddecidedtogo。 Shehadspenthalfanhouronthelogbesidethetrailindeepthoughtandhadarrivedatherconclusions。 Sheworkedharderthanusualforthenextweek,butsheseemedtothriveonwork。ItwasOctoberandtheredleaveswerefallingwhenherfirsttimecametotreat。 AsthecrowdflockeddownthebroadwalkthatnightElnoracalled,\"Girls,it\'smytreatto-night!Comeon!\" Sheledthewaythroughthecitytothegrocerytheypatronizedwhentheyhadasmallspread,andenteringcameoutwithabasket,whichshecarriedtothebridgeonherhomeroad。Thereshearrangedthegirlsintworowsonthecementabutmentsandopeningherbasketshegravelyofferedeachgirlanexquisitelittlebasketofbark,linedwithredleaves,inoneendofwhichnestledajuicybigredappleandintheotheraspicydoughnutnotanhourfromMargaretSinton\'sfryingbasket。 Anothertimesheofferedbigballsofpoppedcornstucktogetherwithmaplesugar,andliberallysprinkledwithbeechnutkernels。Againitwashickory-nutkernelsglazedwithsugar,anothertimemaplecandy,andonceabasketofwarmpumpkinpies。Shenevermadeanyapology,orofferedanyexcuse。Shesimplygavewhatshecouldafford,andthechangewasaswelcometothosecitygirlsaccustomedtosodasandFrenchcandy,aswerethesesamethingstoElnorasurfeitedonpopcornandpie。 Inherroomwasalittleslipcontainingarecordofthenumberofweeksintheschoolyear,thetimesitwouldbeherturntotreatandthedatesonwhichsuchoccasionswouldfall,withanumberofsuggestionsbesideeach。 Oncethegirlsalmostfoughtoverabasketlinedwithyellowleaves,andfilledwithfat,veryriperedhaws。 InlateOctobertherewasariotoveronewhichwaslinedwithredleavesandcontainedbigfragrantpawpawsfrost-bittentoaperfectdegree。Thenhazelnutswereripe,andoncetheyserved。OnedayElnoraatherwits\' end,explainedtohermotherthatthegirlshadgivenherthingsandshewantedtotreatthem。Mrs。Comstock,withcharacteristicstubbornness,hadsaidshewouldleaveabasketatthegroceryforher,butfirmlydeclinedtosaywhatwouldbeinit。AlldayElnorastruggledtokeephermindonherbooks。Forhoursshewaveredintenseuncertainty。Whatwouldhermotherdo?Shouldshetakethegirlstotheconfectioner\'sthatnightorriskthebasket?Mrs。Comstockcouldmakedeliciousthingstoeat,butwouldshe? AstheyleftthebuildingElnoramadeafinalrapidmentalcalculation。Shecouldnotseeherwaycleartoadecenttreatfortenpeopleforlessthantwodollarsandifthebasketprovedtobenice,thenthemoneywouldbewasted。Shedecidedtoriskit。Astheywenttothebridgethegirlswerebettingonwhatthetreatwouldbe,andcrowdingnearElnoralikespoiledsmallchildren。 Elnorasetdownthebasket。 \"Girls,\"shesaid,\"Idon\'tknowwhatthisismyself,soallofusaregoingtobesurprised。Heregoes!\" Sheliftedthecoverandperfumesfromthelandofspicesrolledup。Inoneendofthebasketlaytenenormoussugarcakesthetopsofwhichhadbeenliberallydottedwithcirclescutfromstickcandy。Thecandyhadmeltedinbakingandmadesmalltransparentwellsofwaxysweetnessandinthecentreofeachcakewasafatturtlemadefromaraisinwithclovesforheadandfeet。Theremainderofthebasketwasfilledwithbigspicedpearsthatcouldbeheldbytheirstemswhiletheywereeaten。Thegirlsshriekedandattackedthecookies,andofallthetreatsElnoraofferedperhapsnonewasquitesolongrememberedasthat。 WhenElnoratookherbasket,placedherbooksinit,andstartedhome,allthegirlswentwithherasfarasthefencewhereshecrossedthefieldtotheswamp。Atpartingtheykissedhergood-bye。Elnorawasahappygirlasshehurriedhometothankhermother。Shewashappyoverherbooksthatnight,andhappyallthewaytoschoolthefollowingmorning。 Whenthemusicswelledfromtheorchestraherheartalmostbrokewiththrobbingjoy。Formusicalwayshadaffectedherstrangely,andsinceshehadbeencomfortableenoughinhersurroundingstonoticethings,shehadlistenedtoeverynotetofindwhatitwasthatliterallyhurtherheart,andatlastsheknew。Itwasthetalkingoftheviolins。Theywerehumanvoices,andtheyspokealanguageElnoraunderstood。Itseemedtoherthatshemustclimbuponthestage,taketheinstrumentsfromthefingersoftheplayersandmakethemspeakwhatwasinherheart。 Thatnightshesaidtohermother,\"Iamperfectlycrazyforaviolin。IamsureIcouldplayone,sureasIlive。 Didanyone——\"Elnoranevercompletedthatsentence。 \"Hush!\"thunderedMrs。Comstock。\"Bequiet! Nevermentionthosethingsbeforemeagain——neveraslongasyoulive!Iloathethem!Theyareasnareoftheverydevilhimself!Theyweremadetoluremenandwomenfromtheirhomesandtheirhonour。IfeverIseeyouwithoneinyourfingersIwillsmashitinpieces。\" NaturallyElnorahushed,butshethoughtofnothingelseaftershehadfinishedherlessons。Atlasttherecameadaywhenforsomereasontheleaderoftheorchestralefthisviolinonthegrandpiano。ThatmorningElnoramadeherfirstmistakeinalgebra。Atnoon,assoonasthebuildingwasempty,sheslippedintotheauditorium,foundthesidedoorwhichledtothestage,andgoingthroughthemusicians\'entranceshetooktheviolin。Shecarrieditbackintothelittlesideroomwheretheorchestraassembled,closedallthedoors,openedthecaseandliftedouttheinstrument。 Shelaiditonherbreast,droppedherchinonitanddrewthebowsoftlyacrossthestrings。Oneafteranothershetestedtheopennotes。Graduallyherstrokeceasedtotrembleandshedrewthebowfirmly。Thenherfingersbegantofallandsoftly,slowlyshesearchedupanddownthosestringsforsoundssheknew。Standinginthemiddleofthefloor,shetriedoverandover。Itseemedscarcelyaminutebeforethehallwasfilledwiththesoundofhurryingfeet,andshewasforcedtoputawaytheviolinandgotoherclasses。Thenextdaysheprayedthattheviolinwouldbeleftagain,butherpetitionwasnotanswered。 ThatnightwhenshereturnedfromtheschoolshemadeanexcusetogodowntoseeBilly。Hewasengagedinhullingwalnutsbydrivingthemthroughholesinaboard。HishandswereprotectedbyapairofMargaret\'soldgloves,buthehadspeckledhisfacegenerously。Heappearedwell,andgreetedElnorahilariously。 \"Mean\'thesquirrelsarelayingupourwinterstores,\" heshouted。\"Costhecoldiscoming,an\'thesnowan\' ifwehaveanynutswehavetofix\'emnow。ButI\'mahead,cosUncleWesleymademethisboard,andIcanhullabigpilewhiletheoldsquirreldoesonlyistonewithhisteeth。\" Elnorapickedhimupandkissedhim。\"Billy,areyouhappy?\"sheasked。 \"Yes,andso\'sSnap,\"answeredBilly。\"Yououghttoseehimmakethedirtflywhenhegetsafterachipmunk。 Ibetyouhecoulddiguppa,ifanybodywantedhimto。\" \"Billy!\"gaspedMargaretasshecameouttothem。 \"Well,meandSnapdon\'twanthimup,andIbetyouJimmyandBelledon\'t,either。Iain\'tbeentwistyinsideoncesinceIbeenhere,andIdon\'twanttogoaway,andSnapdon\'t,either。Hetoldmeso。\" \"Billy!Thatisnottrue。Dogscan\'ttalk,\" cautionedMargaret。 \"Thenwhatmakesyouopenthedoorwhenheasksyouto?\" demandedBilly。 \"Scratchingandwhiningisn\'ttalking。\" \"Anyway,it\'sthebestSnapcantalk,andyougetupanddothingshewantsdone。Chipmunkscantalktoo。 YououghttohearthemdamnthingshollerwhenSnapgetsthem!\" \"Billy!WhenyouwantacookyforsupperandIdon\'tgiveittoyouitisbecauseyousaidawrongword。\" \"Well,for——\"Billyclappedhishandoverhismouthandstainedhisfaceinswipes。\"Well,for——anything! DidIgoan\'forgetagain!Thecookieswillgetallhard,won\'tthey?IbetyoutendollarsIdon\'tsaythatanymore。\" HeespiedWesleyandrantoshowhimawalnuttoobigtogothroughtheholes,andElnoraandMargaretenteredthehouse。 TheytalkedofmanythingsforatimeandthenElnorasaidsuddenly:\"AuntMargaret,Ilikemusic。\" \"I\'venoticedthatinyouallyourlife,\"answeredMargaret。 \"Ifdogscan\'ttalk,Icanmakeaviolintalk,\"announcedElnora,andtheninamazementwatchedthefaceofMargaretSintongrowpale。 \"Aviolin!\"shewavered。\"Wheredidyougetaviolin?\" \"Theyfairlyseemedtospeaktomeintheorchestra。 Onedaytheconductorlefthisintheauditorium,andI tookit,andAuntMargaret,Icanmakeitdothewindintheswamp,thebirds,andtheanimals。IcanmakeanysoundIeverheardonit。IfIhadachancetopractisealittle,Icouldmakeitdotheorchestramusic,too。 Idon\'tknowhowIknow,butIdo。\" \"Did——didyouevermentionittoyourmother?\" falteredMargaret。 \"Yes,andsheseemsprejudicedagainstthem。Butoh,AuntMargaret,Ineverfeltsoaboutanything,notevengoingtoschool。IjustfeelasifI\'ddieifIdidn\'thaveone。Icouldkeepitatschool,andpractiseatnoonawholehour。Soonthey\'daskmetoplayintheorchestra。 Icouldkeepitinthecaseandpractiseinthewoodsinsummer。You\'dletmeplayoverhereSunday。 Oh,AuntMargaret,whatdoesonecost?Woulditbewickedformetotakeofmymoney,andbuyaverycheapone? Icouldplayontheleastexpensiveonemade。\" That\'swhyIcan!Whereisit!Isitinourhouse? Isitinmother\'sroom?\" \"Elnora!\"pantedMargaret。\"Yourmotherwillkillme! Shealwayshatedit。\" \"Motherdearlylovesmusic,\"saidElnora。 \"Notwhenittookthemanshelovedawayfromhertomakeit!\" \"Whereismyfather\'sviolin?\" \"Elnora!\" \"I\'veneverseenapictureofmyfather。I\'veneverheardhisnamementioned。I\'veneverhadascrapthatbelongedtohim。Washemyfather,oramIacharitychildlikeBilly,andsoshehatesme?\" \"Shehasgoodpicturesofhim。Seemsshejustcan\'tbeartohearhimtalkedabout。Ofcourse,hewasyourfather。 Theylivedrighttherewhenyouwereborn。Shedoesn\'tdislikeyou;shemerelytriestomakeherselfthinkshedoes。There\'snosenseintheworldinyounothavinghisviolin。I\'veagreatnotion——\" \"Hasmothergotit?\" \"No。I\'veneverheardhermentionit。Itwasnotathomewhenhe——whenhedied。\" \"Doyouknowwhereitis?\" \"Yes。I\'mtheonlypersononearthwhodoes,excepttheonewhohasit。\" \"Whoisthat?\" \"Ican\'ttellyou,butIwillseeiftheyhaveityet,andgetitifIcan。Butifyourmotherfindsitoutshewillneverforgiveme。\" \"Ican\'thelpit,\"saidElnora。Iwantthatviolin。\" \"I\'llgoto-morrow,andseeifithasbeendestroyed。\" \"Destroyed!Oh,AuntMargaret!Wouldanyonedare?\" \"Ihardlythinkso。Itwasagoodinstrument。Heplayeditlikeamaster。\" \"Tellme!\"breathedElnora。 \"Hishairwasredandcurledmorethanyours,andhiseyeswereblue。Hewastall,slim,andtheveryimpofmischief。Hejokedandteasedalldayuntilhepickedupthatviolin。Thenhisheadbentoverit,andhiseyesgotbigandearnest。Heseemedtolistenasifhefirstheardthenotes,andthencopiedthem。Sometimeshedrewthebowtrembly,likehewasn\'tsureitwasright,andhemighthavetotryagain。Hecouldalmostdriveyoucrazywhenhewantedto,andnomanthateverlivedcouldmakeyoudanceashecould。Hemadeitallupashewent。 Heseemedtolistenforhisdancingmusic,too。Itappearedtocometohim;he\'dbegintoplayandyouhadtokeeptime。 Youcouldn\'tbestill;helovedtosweepacrowdaroundwiththatbowofhis。Ithinkitwasthethingyoucallinspiration。 Icanseehimnow,hishandsomeheadbent,hischeeksred,hiseyessnapping,andthatbowgoingacrossthestrings,anddrivinguslikesheep。Healwayskepthisbodyswinging,andhelovedtoplay。Heoftenslightedhisworkshamefully,andsometimesheralittle;thatiswhyshehatedit——Elnora,whatareyoumakingmedo?\" ThetearswererollingdownElnora\'scheeks。\"Oh,AuntMargaret,\"shesobbed。\"Whyhaven\'tyoutoldmeabouthimsooner?Ifeelasifyouhadgivenmyfathertomeliving,sothatIcouldtouchhim。Icanseehim,too! Whydidn\'tyouevertellmebefore?Goon!Goon!\" \"Ican\'t,Elnora!I\'mscaredsilly。Inevermeanttosayanything。IfIhadn\'tpromisedhernottotalkofhimtoyoushewouldn\'thaveletyoucomehere。 Shemademeswearit。\" \"Butwhy?Why?Washeashame?Washedisgraced?\" \"Maybeitwasthatunjustfeelingthattookpossessionofherwhenshecouldn\'thelphimfromtheswamp。Shehadtoblamesomeone,orgocrazy,soshetookitoutonyou。 Attimes,thosefirsttenyears,ifIhadtalkedtoyou,andyouhadrepeatedanythingtoher,shemighthavestruckyoutoohard。Shewasnotmasterofherself。 Youmustbepatientwithher,Elnora。Godonlyknowswhatshehasgonethrough,butIthinksheisalittlebetter,lately。\" \"SodoI,\"saidElnora。\"Sheseemsmoreinterestedinmyclothes,andshefixesmesuchdeliciouslunchesthatthegirlsbringfinecandiesandcakeandbegtotrade。Igavehalfmylunchforaboxofcandyoneday,broughtithometoher,andtoldher。Since,shehaswantedmetocarryamarketbasketandtreatthecrowdeveryday,shewassopleased。Lifehasbeentoomonotonousforher。 Ithinksheenjoyseventhelittlechangemadebymygoingandcoming。ShesitsuphalfthenighttoreadthelibrarybooksIbring,butsheissostubbornshewon\'tevenadmitthatshetouchesthem。Tellmemoreaboutmyfather。\" \"WaituntilIseeifIcanfindtheviolin。\" SoElnorawenthomeinsuspense,andthatnightsheaddedtoherprayers:\"DearLord,bemercifultomyfather,andoh,dohelpAuntMargarettogethisviolin。\" WesleyandBillycameintosuppertiredandhungry。 Billyateheartily,buthiseyesoftenrestedonaplateoftemptingcookies,andwhenWesleyofferedthemtotheboyhereachedforone。Margaretwascompelledtoexplainthatcookieswereforbiddenthatnight。 \"What!\"saidWesley。\"Wrongwordsbeencomingagain。 OhBilly,Idowishyoucouldremember!Ican\'tsitandeatcookiesbeforealittleboywhohasnone。 I\'llhavetoputmineback,too。\"Billy\'sfacetwistedindespair。 \"Awgoon!\"hesaidgruffly,buthischinwasjumping,forWesleywashisidol。 \"Can\'tdoit,\"saidWesley。\"Itwouldchokeme。\" BillyturnedtoMargaret。\"Youmakehim,\"heappealed。 \"Hecan\'t,Billy,\"saidMargaret。\"Iknowhowhefeels。 Yousee,Ican\'tmyself。\" ThenBillyslidfromhischair,rantothecouch,buriedhisfaceinthepillowandcriedheart-brokenly。Wesleyhurriedtothebarn,andMargarettothekitchen。WhenthedisheswerewashedBillyslippedfromthebackdoor。 Wesleypilinghayintothemangersheardasoundbehindhimandinquired,\"Thatyou,Billy?\" \"Yes,\"answeredBilly,\"andit\'sallsodarkyoucan\'tseemenow,isn\'tit?\" \"Well,mightynear,\"answeredWesley。 \"Thenyoustoopdownandopenyourmouth。\" Sintonhadsharedbitesofappleandnutsforweeks,forBillyhadnotlearnedhowtoeatanythingwithoutdividingwithJimmyandBelle。Sincehehadbeenseparatedfromthem,hesharedwithWesleyandMargaret。Sohebentovertheboyandreceivedaninstalmentofcookythatalmostchokedhim。 \"Nowyoucaneatit!\"shoutedBillyindelight。 \"It\'salldark!Ican\'tseewhatyou\'redoingatall!\" Wesleypickedupthesmallfigureandsettheboyonthebackofahorsetobringhisfacelevelsothattheycouldtalkasmen。HenevertoweredfromhisheightaboveBilly,butalwaysliftedthelittlesoulwhenimportantmattersweretobediscussed。 \"Nowwhatadandyscheme,\"hecommented。\"DidyouandAuntMargaretfixitup?\" \"No。Sheain\'thadhersyet。ButIgotoneforher。 Istassoonasyoueatyours,Iamgoingtotakehers,andfeedherfirsttimeIfindherinthedark。\" \"ButBilly,wheredidyougetthecookies?YouknowAuntMargaretsaidyouwerenottohaveany。\" \"Iisttookthem,\"saidBilly,\"Ididn\'ttakethemforme。 Iisttookthemforyouandher。\" Wesleythoughtfast。Inthewarmdarknessofthebarnthehorsescrunchedtheircorn,aratgnawedatacornerofthegranary,andamongtheraftersthewhitepigeoncooedasoftsleepynotetohisduskymate。 \"Did——did——Isteal?\"waveredBilly。 Wesley\'sbighandscloseduntilhealmosthurttheboy。 \"No!\"hesaidvehemently。\"Thatistoobigaword。 Youmadeamistake。Youweretryingtobeafinelittleman,butyouwentatitthewrongway。Youonlymadeamistake。Allofusdothat,Billy。Theworldgrowsthatway。Whenwemakemistakeswecanseethem; thatteachesustobemorecarefulthenexttime,andsowelearn。\" \"Howwouldn\'titbeamistake?\" \"IfyouhadtoldAuntMargaretwhatyouwantedtodo,andaskedherforthecookiesshewouldhavegiventhemtoyou。\" \"ButIwas\'fraidshewouldn\'t,andyouisthadtohaveit。\" \"Notifitwaswrongformetohaveit,Billy。Idon\'twantitthatmuch。\" \"MustItakeitback?\" \"Youthinkhard,anddecideyourself。\" \"Liftmedown,\"saidBilly,afterasilence,\"Igottoputthisinthejar,andtellher。\" Wesleysettheboyonthefloor,butashedidsohepausedonesecondandstrainedhimclosetohisbreast。 Margaretsatinherchairsewing;Billyslippedinandcreptbesideher。Thelittlefacewaslinedwithtragedy。 \"WhyBilly,whateveristhematter?\"shecriedasshedroppedhersewingandheldoutherarms。Billystoodback。 Hegrippedhislittlefiststightandsquaredhisshoulders。 \"Igottobeshutupinthecloset,\"hesaid。 \"OhBilly!Whatanunluckyday!Whathaveyoudonenow?\" \"Istold!\"gulpedBilly。\"Hesaiditwasistamistake,butitwasworser\'anthat。ItooksomethingyoutoldmeIwasn\'ttohave。\" \"Stole!\"Margaretwasindespair。\"What,Billy?\" \"Cookies!\"answeredBillyinequaltrouble。 \"Billy!\"wailedMargaret。\"Howcouldyou?\" \"Itwasforhimandyou,\"sobbedBilly。\"Hesaidhecouldn\'teatit\'foreme,butoutinthebarnit\'salldarkandIcouldn\'tsee。Ithoughtmaybehecouldthere。 Thenwemightputoutthelightandyoucouldhaveyours。 HesaidIonlymadeitworse,cosImustn\'ttakethings,soIgottogointhecloset。Willyouholdmetightalittlebitfirst?Hedid。\" MargaretopenedherarmsandBillyrushedinandclungtoherafewseconds,withalltheforceofhisbeing,thenheslippedtothefloorandmarchedtothecloset。 Margaretopenedthedoor。Billygaveoneglanceatthelight,clinchedhisfistsand,walkinginside,climbedonabox。Margaretclosedthedoor。 Thenshesatandlistened。Wastheairpureenough? Possiblyhemightsmother。Shehadreadsomethingonce。 Wasitverydark?Whatifthereshouldbeamouseintheclosetanditshouldrunacrosshisfootandfrightenhimintospasms。Somewhereshehadheard—— Margaretleanedforwardwithtensefaceandlistened。 Somethingdreadfulmighthappen。Shecouldbearitnolonger。Shearosehurriedlyandopenedthedoor。 Billywasdrawnupontheboxinalittleheap,andheliftedadisapprovingfacetoher。 \"Shutthatdoor!\"hesaid。\"Iain\'tbeeninherenearlongenoughyet!\" CHAPTERX WHEREINELNORAHASMOREFINANCIALTROUBLES,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKAGAINHEARSTHESONGOFTHELIMBERLOST ThefollowingnightElnorahurriedtoSintons\'。 ShethrewopenthebackdoorandwithanxiouseyessearchedMargaret\'sface。 \"Yougotit!\"pantedElnora。\"Yougotit!Icanseebyyourfacethatyoudid。Oh,giveittome!\" \"Yes,Igotit,honey,Igotitallright,butdon\'tbesofast。Ithadbeenkeptinsuchadampplaceitneededglueing,ithadtohavestrings,andakeywasgone。 Iknewhowmuchyouwantedit,soIsentWesleyrighttotownwithit。Theysaidtheycouldfixitgoodasnew,butitshouldbevarnished,andthatitwouldtakeseveraldaysforthegluetoset。YoucanhaveitSaturday。\" \"Youfounditwhereyouthoughtitwas?Youknowit\'shis?\" \"Yes,itwasjustwhereIthought,andit\'sthesameviolinI\'veseenhimplayhundredsoftimes。It\'sallright,onlylayingsolongitneedsfixing。\" \"OhAuntMargaret!CanIeverwait?\" \"Itdoesseemalongtime,buthowcouldIhelpit? Youcouldn\'tdoanythingwithitasitwas。Yousee,ithadbeenhiddenawayinagarret,anditneededcleaninganddryingtomakeitfittoplayagain。YoucanhaveitSaturdaysure。ButElnora,you\'vegottopromisemethatyouwillleaveithere,orintown,andnotletyourmothergetahintofit。Idon\'tknowwhatshe\'ddo。\" \"UncleWesleycanbringithereuntilMonday。ThenIwilltakeittoschoolsothatIcanpractiseatnoon。Oh,I don\'tknowhowtothankyou。Andthere\'smorethantheviolinforwhichtobethankful。You\'vegivenmemyfather。 LastnightIsawhimplainlyaslife。\" \"Elnorayouweredreaming!\" \"IknowIwasdreaming,butIsawhim。Isawhimsocloselythatatinywhitescaratthecornerofhiseyebrowshowed。Iwasjustreachingouttotouchhimwhenhedisappeared。\" \"Whotoldyoutherewasascaronhisforehead?\" \"Nooneeverdidinallmylife。Isawitlastnightashewentdown。Andoh,AuntMargaret!Isawwhatshedid,andIheardhiscries!Nomatterwhatshedoes,Idon\'tbelieveIevercanbeangrywithheragain。Herheartisbroken,andshecan\'thelpit。Oh,itwasterrible,butIamgladIsawit。Now,Iwillalwaysunderstand。\" \"Idon\'tknowwhattomakeofthat,\"saidMargaret。 Idon\'tbelieveinsuchstuffatall,butyoucouldn\'tmakeitup,foryoudidn\'tknow。\" \"IonlyknowthatIplayedtheviolinlastnight,asheplayedit,andwhileIplayedhecamethroughthewoodsfromthedirectionofCarneys\'。Itwassummerandalltheflowerswereinbloom。Heworegraytrousersandablueshirt,hisheadwasbare,andhisfacewasbeautiful。Icouldalmosttouchhimwhenhesank。\" Margaretstoodperplexed。\"Idon\'tknowwhattothinkofthat!\"sheejaculated。\"Iwasnexttothelastpersonwhosawhimbeforehewasdrowned。ItwaslateonaJuneafternoon,andhewasdressedasyoudescribe。 Hewasbareheadedbecausehehadfoundaquail\'snestbeforethebirdbegantobrood,andhegatheredtheeggsinhishatandleftitinafencecornertogetonhiswayhome;theyfounditafterward。\" \"WashecomingfromCarneys\'?\" \"Hewasonthatsideofthequagmire。Whyheeverskirteditsocloseastogetcaughtisamysteryyouwillhavetodreamout。Inevercouldunderstandit。\" \"Washedoingsomethinghedidn\'twantmymothertoknow?\" \"Why?\" \"Becauseifhehadbeen,hemighthavecutclosetheswampsohecouldn\'tbeseenfromthegarden。Youknow,thewholepathstraighttothepoolwherehesankcanbeseenfromourbackdoor。It\'sfirmonourside。 Thedangerisonthenorthandeast。Ifhedidn\'twantmothertoknow,hemighthavetriedtopassoneitherofthosesidesandgonetooclose。Washeinahurry?\" \"Yes,hewas,\"saidMargaret。\"Hehadbeenawaylongerthanheexpected,andhealmostranwhenhestartedhome。\" \"Andhe\'dlefthisviolinsomewherethatyouknew,andyouwentandgotit。I\'llwagerhewasgoingtoplay,anddidn\'twantmothertofinditout!\" \"Itwouldn\'tmakeanydifferencetoyouifyoukneweverylittlething,soquitthinkingaboutit,andjustbegladyouaretohavewhathelovedbestofanything。\" \"That\'strue。NowImusthurryhome。Iamdreadfullylate。\"