He\'ssostrong,heisn\'tafraidofanything,andhe\'sperfectlysplendidtolocatecocoons!He\'sfoundhalfofthese。Comeon,Pete,it\'sgettingdarknow,andwemustgo。\"
Theystartedtowardthetrail,Petecarryingthecocoons。
Heleftthematthecase,whileElnoraandWesleywentontothecarriagetogether。
\"ElnoraComstock,whatdoesthismean?\"demandedhermother。
\"It\'sallright,oneoftheneighbourswaswithher,andshegotseveraldollars\'worthofstuff,\"interposedWesley。
\"Yououghterseenmypa,\"shoutedBilly。\"Hewasistallwhitedout,andhelaidasstillasanything。
Theyputhimawaydeepintheground。\"
\"Billy!\"breathedMargaretinaprolongedgroan。
\"JimmyandBellearegoingtobetogetherinaniceplace。
Theyarecomingtoseeme,andSnapisrightdownherebythewheel。Here,Snap!My,buthe\'llbetickledtogetsomethingtoeat!He\'s\'mosttwistedasme。
Theygetnewclothes,andalltheywanttoeat,too,butthey\'llmissme。Theycouldn\'thavegotalongwithoutme。Itookcareofthem。Ihadalotofthingsgivetome\'causeIwasthelittlest,andIalwaysdividedwiththem。Buttheywon\'tneedmenow。\"
WhensheleftthecarriageMrs。ComstockgravelyshookhandswithBilly。\"Remember,\"shesaidtohim,\"Iloveboys,andIlovedogs。Wheneveryoudon\'thaveagoodtimeupthere,takeyourdogandcomerightdownandbemylittleboy。Wewilljusthaveloadsoffun。
YoushouldhearthewhistlesIcanmake。Ifyouaren\'ttreatedrightyoucomestraighttome。\"
Billywaggedhisheadsagely。\"YouistbetIwill!\"
hesaid。
\"Mother,howcouldyou?\"askedElnoraastheywalkedupthepath。
\"HowcouldI,missy?Youbetteraskhowcouldn\'tI?
Ijustcouldn\'t!Notforenoughtopay,myroadtax!
Notforenoughtopaytheroadtax,andthedredgetax,too!\"
\"AuntMargaretalwayshasbeenlovelytome,andI
don\'tthinkit\'sfairtoworryher。\"
\"IchoosetobelovelytoBilly,andlethersweatoutherownworriesjustasshehasme,thesesixteenyears。
Thereisnothinginallthisworldsogoodforpeopleastakingadoseoftheirownmedicine。ThedifferenceisthatIamhonest。IjustsayinplainEnglish,`iftheydon\'ttreatyouright,cometome。\'Theyhaveonlysaiditinactionsandinferences。IwanttoteachMagSintonhowherowndosestaste,butshebeginstosputterbeforeIfairlygetthespoontoherlips。Justyouwait!\"
\"WhenIthinkwhatIoweher——\"beganElnora。
\"Well,thankgoodness,Idon\'toweheranything,andsoI\'mperfectlyfreetodowhatIchoose。Comeon,andhelpmegetsupper。I\'mhungryasBilly!\"
MargaretSintonrockedslowlybackandforthinherchair。
OnherbreastlayBilly\'sredhead,onehandclutchedherdressfrontwithspasmodicgrip,evenafterhewasunconscious。
\"Youmustn\'tbeginthat,Margaret,\"saidSinton。
\"He\'stooheavy。Andit\'sbadforhim。He\'sbetterofftoliedownandgotosleepalone。\"
\"He\'sverylight,Wesley。Hejumpsandquiversso。
Hehastobestrongerthanheisnow,beforehewillsleepsoundly。\"
CHAPTERIX
WHEREINELNORADISCOVERSAVIOLIN,ANDBILLYDISCIPLINESMARGARET
Elnoramissedthelittlefigureatthebridgethefollowingmorning。Sheslowlywalkedupthestreetandturnedinatthewideentrancetotheschoolgrounds。Shescarcelycouldcomprehendthatonlyaweekagoshehadgonetherefriendless,alone,andsosickatheartthatshewasphysicallyill。To-dayshehaddecentclothing,books,friends,andhermindwasateasetoworkonherstudies。
Assheapproachedhomethatnightthegirlpausedinamazement。Hermotherhadcompany,andshewaslaughing。
Elnoraenteredthekitchensoftlyandpeepedintothesitting-room。Mrs。Comstocksatinherchairholdingabookandeveryfewsecondsasoftchucklebrokeintoareallaugh。MarkTwainwasdoinghiswork;whileMrs。Comstockwasnotlackinginasenseofhumour。
Elnoraenteredtheroombeforehermothersawher。
Mrs。Comstocklookedupwithflushedface。
\"Wheredidyougetthis?\"shedemanded。
\"Iboughtit,\"saidElnora。
\"Boughtit!Withallthetaxesdue!\"
\"IpaidforitoutofmyIndianmoney,mother,\"saidElnora。
\"Icouldn\'tbeartospendsomuchonmyselfandnothingatallonyou。IwasafraidtobuythedressIshouldhavelikedto,andIthoughtthebookwouldbecompany,whileIwasgone。Ihaven\'treadit,butIdohopeit\'sgood。\"
\"Good!It\'sthebiggestpieceoffoolishnessIhavereadinallmylife。I\'velaughedallday,eversinceI
foundit。Ihadanotiontogooutandreadsomeofittothecowsandseeiftheywouldn\'tlaugh。\"
\"Ifitmadeyoulaugh,it\'sawisebook,\"saidElnora。
\"Wise!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Youcanstakeyourlifeit\'sawisebook。Ittakesthesmartestmanthereistodothiskindoffooling,\"andshebeganlaughingagain。
Elnora,highlysatisfiedwithherpurchase,wenttoherroomandputonherworkingclothes。Thereaftershemadeapointofbringingabookthatshethoughtwouldinteresthermother,fromthelibraryeveryweek,andleavingitonthesitting-roomtable。Eachnightshecarriedhomeatleasttwoschoolbooksandstudieduntilshehadmasteredthepointsofherlessons。Shedidhershareoftheworkfaithfully,andeveryavailableminuteshewasinthefieldssearchingforcocoons,forthemothspromisedtobecomeherlargestsourceofincome。
Shegatheredbasketsofnests,flowers,mosses,insects,andallsortsofnaturalhistoryspecimensandsoldthemtothegradeteachers。Atfirstshetriedtotelltheseinstructorswhattoteachtheirpupilsaboutthespecimens;
butrecognizinghowmuchmoresheknewthanthey,oneafteranotherbeggedhertostudyathome,andusehersparehoursinschooltoexhibitandexplainnaturesubjectstotheirpupils。Elnoralovedthework,andsheneededthemoney,foreveryfewdayssomematterofexpensearosethatshehadnotexpected。
Fromthefirstweekshehadbeenreceivedandinvitedwiththecrowdofgirlsinherclass,anditwastheircustominpassingthroughthebusinesspartofthecitytostopattheconfectioners\'andtaketurnsintreatingtoexpensivecandies,icecreamsodas,hotchocolate,orwhatevertheyfancied。WhenfirstElnorawasaskedsheacceptedwithoutunderstanding。Thesecondtimeshewentbecausesheseldomhadtastedthesethings,andtheyweresodeliciousshecouldnotresist。Afterthatshewentbecausesheknewallaboutit,andhaddecidedtogo。
Shehadspenthalfanhouronthelogbesidethetrailindeepthoughtandhadarrivedatherconclusions。
Sheworkedharderthanusualforthenextweek,butsheseemedtothriveonwork。ItwasOctoberandtheredleaveswerefallingwhenherfirsttimecametotreat。
AsthecrowdflockeddownthebroadwalkthatnightElnoracalled,\"Girls,it\'smytreatto-night!Comeon!\"
Sheledthewaythroughthecitytothegrocerytheypatronizedwhentheyhadasmallspread,andenteringcameoutwithabasket,whichshecarriedtothebridgeonherhomeroad。Thereshearrangedthegirlsintworowsonthecementabutmentsandopeningherbasketshegravelyofferedeachgirlanexquisitelittlebasketofbark,linedwithredleaves,inoneendofwhichnestledajuicybigredappleandintheotheraspicydoughnutnotanhourfromMargaretSinton\'sfryingbasket。
Anothertimesheofferedbigballsofpoppedcornstucktogetherwithmaplesugar,andliberallysprinkledwithbeechnutkernels。Againitwashickory-nutkernelsglazedwithsugar,anothertimemaplecandy,andonceabasketofwarmpumpkinpies。Shenevermadeanyapology,orofferedanyexcuse。Shesimplygavewhatshecouldafford,andthechangewasaswelcometothosecitygirlsaccustomedtosodasandFrenchcandy,aswerethesesamethingstoElnorasurfeitedonpopcornandpie。
Inherroomwasalittleslipcontainingarecordofthenumberofweeksintheschoolyear,thetimesitwouldbeherturntotreatandthedatesonwhichsuchoccasionswouldfall,withanumberofsuggestionsbesideeach。
Oncethegirlsalmostfoughtoverabasketlinedwithyellowleaves,andfilledwithfat,veryriperedhaws。
InlateOctobertherewasariotoveronewhichwaslinedwithredleavesandcontainedbigfragrantpawpawsfrost-bittentoaperfectdegree。Thenhazelnutswereripe,andoncetheyserved。OnedayElnoraatherwits\'
end,explainedtohermotherthatthegirlshadgivenherthingsandshewantedtotreatthem。Mrs。Comstock,withcharacteristicstubbornness,hadsaidshewouldleaveabasketatthegroceryforher,butfirmlydeclinedtosaywhatwouldbeinit。AlldayElnorastruggledtokeephermindonherbooks。Forhoursshewaveredintenseuncertainty。Whatwouldhermotherdo?Shouldshetakethegirlstotheconfectioner\'sthatnightorriskthebasket?Mrs。Comstockcouldmakedeliciousthingstoeat,butwouldshe?
AstheyleftthebuildingElnoramadeafinalrapidmentalcalculation。Shecouldnotseeherwaycleartoadecenttreatfortenpeopleforlessthantwodollarsandifthebasketprovedtobenice,thenthemoneywouldbewasted。Shedecidedtoriskit。Astheywenttothebridgethegirlswerebettingonwhatthetreatwouldbe,andcrowdingnearElnoralikespoiledsmallchildren。
Elnorasetdownthebasket。
\"Girls,\"shesaid,\"Idon\'tknowwhatthisismyself,soallofusaregoingtobesurprised。Heregoes!\"
Sheliftedthecoverandperfumesfromthelandofspicesrolledup。Inoneendofthebasketlaytenenormoussugarcakesthetopsofwhichhadbeenliberallydottedwithcirclescutfromstickcandy。Thecandyhadmeltedinbakingandmadesmalltransparentwellsofwaxysweetnessandinthecentreofeachcakewasafatturtlemadefromaraisinwithclovesforheadandfeet。Theremainderofthebasketwasfilledwithbigspicedpearsthatcouldbeheldbytheirstemswhiletheywereeaten。Thegirlsshriekedandattackedthecookies,andofallthetreatsElnoraofferedperhapsnonewasquitesolongrememberedasthat。
WhenElnoratookherbasket,placedherbooksinit,andstartedhome,allthegirlswentwithherasfarasthefencewhereshecrossedthefieldtotheswamp。Atpartingtheykissedhergood-bye。Elnorawasahappygirlasshehurriedhometothankhermother。Shewashappyoverherbooksthatnight,andhappyallthewaytoschoolthefollowingmorning。
Whenthemusicswelledfromtheorchestraherheartalmostbrokewiththrobbingjoy。Formusicalwayshadaffectedherstrangely,andsinceshehadbeencomfortableenoughinhersurroundingstonoticethings,shehadlistenedtoeverynotetofindwhatitwasthatliterallyhurtherheart,andatlastsheknew。Itwasthetalkingoftheviolins。Theywerehumanvoices,andtheyspokealanguageElnoraunderstood。Itseemedtoherthatshemustclimbuponthestage,taketheinstrumentsfromthefingersoftheplayersandmakethemspeakwhatwasinherheart。
Thatnightshesaidtohermother,\"Iamperfectlycrazyforaviolin。IamsureIcouldplayone,sureasIlive。
Didanyone——\"Elnoranevercompletedthatsentence。
\"Hush!\"thunderedMrs。Comstock。\"Bequiet!
Nevermentionthosethingsbeforemeagain——neveraslongasyoulive!Iloathethem!Theyareasnareoftheverydevilhimself!Theyweremadetoluremenandwomenfromtheirhomesandtheirhonour。IfeverIseeyouwithoneinyourfingersIwillsmashitinpieces。\"
NaturallyElnorahushed,butshethoughtofnothingelseaftershehadfinishedherlessons。Atlasttherecameadaywhenforsomereasontheleaderoftheorchestralefthisviolinonthegrandpiano。ThatmorningElnoramadeherfirstmistakeinalgebra。Atnoon,assoonasthebuildingwasempty,sheslippedintotheauditorium,foundthesidedoorwhichledtothestage,andgoingthroughthemusicians\'entranceshetooktheviolin。Shecarrieditbackintothelittlesideroomwheretheorchestraassembled,closedallthedoors,openedthecaseandliftedouttheinstrument。
Shelaiditonherbreast,droppedherchinonitanddrewthebowsoftlyacrossthestrings。Oneafteranothershetestedtheopennotes。Graduallyherstrokeceasedtotrembleandshedrewthebowfirmly。Thenherfingersbegantofallandsoftly,slowlyshesearchedupanddownthosestringsforsoundssheknew。Standinginthemiddleofthefloor,shetriedoverandover。Itseemedscarcelyaminutebeforethehallwasfilledwiththesoundofhurryingfeet,andshewasforcedtoputawaytheviolinandgotoherclasses。Thenextdaysheprayedthattheviolinwouldbeleftagain,butherpetitionwasnotanswered。
ThatnightwhenshereturnedfromtheschoolshemadeanexcusetogodowntoseeBilly。Hewasengagedinhullingwalnutsbydrivingthemthroughholesinaboard。HishandswereprotectedbyapairofMargaret\'soldgloves,buthehadspeckledhisfacegenerously。Heappearedwell,andgreetedElnorahilariously。
\"Mean\'thesquirrelsarelayingupourwinterstores,\"
heshouted。\"Costhecoldiscoming,an\'thesnowan\'
ifwehaveanynutswehavetofix\'emnow。ButI\'mahead,cosUncleWesleymademethisboard,andIcanhullabigpilewhiletheoldsquirreldoesonlyistonewithhisteeth。\"
Elnorapickedhimupandkissedhim。\"Billy,areyouhappy?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,andso\'sSnap,\"answeredBilly。\"Yououghttoseehimmakethedirtflywhenhegetsafterachipmunk。
Ibetyouhecoulddiguppa,ifanybodywantedhimto。\"
\"Billy!\"gaspedMargaretasshecameouttothem。
\"Well,meandSnapdon\'twanthimup,andIbetyouJimmyandBelledon\'t,either。Iain\'tbeentwistyinsideoncesinceIbeenhere,andIdon\'twanttogoaway,andSnapdon\'t,either。Hetoldmeso。\"
\"Billy!Thatisnottrue。Dogscan\'ttalk,\"
cautionedMargaret。
\"Thenwhatmakesyouopenthedoorwhenheasksyouto?\"
demandedBilly。
\"Scratchingandwhiningisn\'ttalking。\"
\"Anyway,it\'sthebestSnapcantalk,andyougetupanddothingshewantsdone。Chipmunkscantalktoo。
YououghttohearthemdamnthingshollerwhenSnapgetsthem!\"
\"Billy!WhenyouwantacookyforsupperandIdon\'tgiveittoyouitisbecauseyousaidawrongword。\"
\"Well,for——\"Billyclappedhishandoverhismouthandstainedhisfaceinswipes。\"Well,for——anything!
DidIgoan\'forgetagain!Thecookieswillgetallhard,won\'tthey?IbetyoutendollarsIdon\'tsaythatanymore。\"
HeespiedWesleyandrantoshowhimawalnuttoobigtogothroughtheholes,andElnoraandMargaretenteredthehouse。
TheytalkedofmanythingsforatimeandthenElnorasaidsuddenly:\"AuntMargaret,Ilikemusic。\"
\"I\'venoticedthatinyouallyourlife,\"answeredMargaret。
\"Ifdogscan\'ttalk,Icanmakeaviolintalk,\"announcedElnora,andtheninamazementwatchedthefaceofMargaretSintongrowpale。
\"Aviolin!\"shewavered。\"Wheredidyougetaviolin?\"
\"Theyfairlyseemedtospeaktomeintheorchestra。
Onedaytheconductorlefthisintheauditorium,andI
tookit,andAuntMargaret,Icanmakeitdothewindintheswamp,thebirds,andtheanimals。IcanmakeanysoundIeverheardonit。IfIhadachancetopractisealittle,Icouldmakeitdotheorchestramusic,too。
Idon\'tknowhowIknow,butIdo。\"
\"Did——didyouevermentionittoyourmother?\"
falteredMargaret。
\"Yes,andsheseemsprejudicedagainstthem。Butoh,AuntMargaret,Ineverfeltsoaboutanything,notevengoingtoschool。IjustfeelasifI\'ddieifIdidn\'thaveone。Icouldkeepitatschool,andpractiseatnoonawholehour。Soonthey\'daskmetoplayintheorchestra。
Icouldkeepitinthecaseandpractiseinthewoodsinsummer。You\'dletmeplayoverhereSunday。
Oh,AuntMargaret,whatdoesonecost?Woulditbewickedformetotakeofmymoney,andbuyaverycheapone?
Icouldplayontheleastexpensiveonemade。\"
That\'swhyIcan!Whereisit!Isitinourhouse?
Isitinmother\'sroom?\"
\"Elnora!\"pantedMargaret。\"Yourmotherwillkillme!
Shealwayshatedit。\"
\"Motherdearlylovesmusic,\"saidElnora。
\"Notwhenittookthemanshelovedawayfromhertomakeit!\"
\"Whereismyfather\'sviolin?\"
\"Elnora!\"
\"I\'veneverseenapictureofmyfather。I\'veneverheardhisnamementioned。I\'veneverhadascrapthatbelongedtohim。Washemyfather,oramIacharitychildlikeBilly,andsoshehatesme?\"
\"Shehasgoodpicturesofhim。Seemsshejustcan\'tbeartohearhimtalkedabout。Ofcourse,hewasyourfather。
Theylivedrighttherewhenyouwereborn。Shedoesn\'tdislikeyou;shemerelytriestomakeherselfthinkshedoes。There\'snosenseintheworldinyounothavinghisviolin。I\'veagreatnotion——\"
\"Hasmothergotit?\"
\"No。I\'veneverheardhermentionit。Itwasnotathomewhenhe——whenhedied。\"
\"Doyouknowwhereitis?\"
\"Yes。I\'mtheonlypersononearthwhodoes,excepttheonewhohasit。\"
\"Whoisthat?\"
\"Ican\'ttellyou,butIwillseeiftheyhaveityet,andgetitifIcan。Butifyourmotherfindsitoutshewillneverforgiveme。\"
\"Ican\'thelpit,\"saidElnora。Iwantthatviolin。\"
\"I\'llgoto-morrow,andseeifithasbeendestroyed。\"
\"Destroyed!Oh,AuntMargaret!Wouldanyonedare?\"
\"Ihardlythinkso。Itwasagoodinstrument。Heplayeditlikeamaster。\"
\"Tellme!\"breathedElnora。
\"Hishairwasredandcurledmorethanyours,andhiseyeswereblue。Hewastall,slim,andtheveryimpofmischief。Hejokedandteasedalldayuntilhepickedupthatviolin。Thenhisheadbentoverit,andhiseyesgotbigandearnest。Heseemedtolistenasifhefirstheardthenotes,andthencopiedthem。Sometimeshedrewthebowtrembly,likehewasn\'tsureitwasright,andhemighthavetotryagain。Hecouldalmostdriveyoucrazywhenhewantedto,andnomanthateverlivedcouldmakeyoudanceashecould。Hemadeitallupashewent。
Heseemedtolistenforhisdancingmusic,too。Itappearedtocometohim;he\'dbegintoplayandyouhadtokeeptime。
Youcouldn\'tbestill;helovedtosweepacrowdaroundwiththatbowofhis。Ithinkitwasthethingyoucallinspiration。
Icanseehimnow,hishandsomeheadbent,hischeeksred,hiseyessnapping,andthatbowgoingacrossthestrings,anddrivinguslikesheep。Healwayskepthisbodyswinging,andhelovedtoplay。Heoftenslightedhisworkshamefully,andsometimesheralittle;thatiswhyshehatedit——Elnora,whatareyoumakingmedo?\"
ThetearswererollingdownElnora\'scheeks。\"Oh,AuntMargaret,\"shesobbed。\"Whyhaven\'tyoutoldmeabouthimsooner?Ifeelasifyouhadgivenmyfathertomeliving,sothatIcouldtouchhim。Icanseehim,too!
Whydidn\'tyouevertellmebefore?Goon!Goon!\"
\"Ican\'t,Elnora!I\'mscaredsilly。Inevermeanttosayanything。IfIhadn\'tpromisedhernottotalkofhimtoyoushewouldn\'thaveletyoucomehere。
Shemademeswearit。\"
\"Butwhy?Why?Washeashame?Washedisgraced?\"
\"Maybeitwasthatunjustfeelingthattookpossessionofherwhenshecouldn\'thelphimfromtheswamp。Shehadtoblamesomeone,orgocrazy,soshetookitoutonyou。
Attimes,thosefirsttenyears,ifIhadtalkedtoyou,andyouhadrepeatedanythingtoher,shemighthavestruckyoutoohard。Shewasnotmasterofherself。
Youmustbepatientwithher,Elnora。Godonlyknowswhatshehasgonethrough,butIthinksheisalittlebetter,lately。\"
\"SodoI,\"saidElnora。\"Sheseemsmoreinterestedinmyclothes,andshefixesmesuchdeliciouslunchesthatthegirlsbringfinecandiesandcakeandbegtotrade。Igavehalfmylunchforaboxofcandyoneday,broughtithometoher,andtoldher。Since,shehaswantedmetocarryamarketbasketandtreatthecrowdeveryday,shewassopleased。Lifehasbeentoomonotonousforher。
Ithinksheenjoyseventhelittlechangemadebymygoingandcoming。ShesitsuphalfthenighttoreadthelibrarybooksIbring,butsheissostubbornshewon\'tevenadmitthatshetouchesthem。Tellmemoreaboutmyfather。\"
\"WaituntilIseeifIcanfindtheviolin。\"
SoElnorawenthomeinsuspense,andthatnightsheaddedtoherprayers:\"DearLord,bemercifultomyfather,andoh,dohelpAuntMargarettogethisviolin。\"
WesleyandBillycameintosuppertiredandhungry。
Billyateheartily,buthiseyesoftenrestedonaplateoftemptingcookies,andwhenWesleyofferedthemtotheboyhereachedforone。Margaretwascompelledtoexplainthatcookieswereforbiddenthatnight。
\"What!\"saidWesley。\"Wrongwordsbeencomingagain。
OhBilly,Idowishyoucouldremember!Ican\'tsitandeatcookiesbeforealittleboywhohasnone。
I\'llhavetoputmineback,too。\"Billy\'sfacetwistedindespair。
\"Awgoon!\"hesaidgruffly,buthischinwasjumping,forWesleywashisidol。
\"Can\'tdoit,\"saidWesley。\"Itwouldchokeme。\"
BillyturnedtoMargaret。\"Youmakehim,\"heappealed。
\"Hecan\'t,Billy,\"saidMargaret。\"Iknowhowhefeels。
Yousee,Ican\'tmyself。\"
ThenBillyslidfromhischair,rantothecouch,buriedhisfaceinthepillowandcriedheart-brokenly。Wesleyhurriedtothebarn,andMargarettothekitchen。WhenthedisheswerewashedBillyslippedfromthebackdoor。
Wesleypilinghayintothemangersheardasoundbehindhimandinquired,\"Thatyou,Billy?\"
\"Yes,\"answeredBilly,\"andit\'sallsodarkyoucan\'tseemenow,isn\'tit?\"
\"Well,mightynear,\"answeredWesley。
\"Thenyoustoopdownandopenyourmouth。\"
Sintonhadsharedbitesofappleandnutsforweeks,forBillyhadnotlearnedhowtoeatanythingwithoutdividingwithJimmyandBelle。Sincehehadbeenseparatedfromthem,hesharedwithWesleyandMargaret。Sohebentovertheboyandreceivedaninstalmentofcookythatalmostchokedhim。
\"Nowyoucaneatit!\"shoutedBillyindelight。
\"It\'salldark!Ican\'tseewhatyou\'redoingatall!\"
Wesleypickedupthesmallfigureandsettheboyonthebackofahorsetobringhisfacelevelsothattheycouldtalkasmen。HenevertoweredfromhisheightaboveBilly,butalwaysliftedthelittlesoulwhenimportantmattersweretobediscussed。
\"Nowwhatadandyscheme,\"hecommented。\"DidyouandAuntMargaretfixitup?\"
\"No。Sheain\'thadhersyet。ButIgotoneforher。
Istassoonasyoueatyours,Iamgoingtotakehers,andfeedherfirsttimeIfindherinthedark。\"
\"ButBilly,wheredidyougetthecookies?YouknowAuntMargaretsaidyouwerenottohaveany。\"
\"Iisttookthem,\"saidBilly,\"Ididn\'ttakethemforme。
Iisttookthemforyouandher。\"
Wesleythoughtfast。Inthewarmdarknessofthebarnthehorsescrunchedtheircorn,aratgnawedatacornerofthegranary,andamongtheraftersthewhitepigeoncooedasoftsleepynotetohisduskymate。
\"Did——did——Isteal?\"waveredBilly。
Wesley\'sbighandscloseduntilhealmosthurttheboy。
\"No!\"hesaidvehemently。\"Thatistoobigaword。
Youmadeamistake。Youweretryingtobeafinelittleman,butyouwentatitthewrongway。Youonlymadeamistake。Allofusdothat,Billy。Theworldgrowsthatway。Whenwemakemistakeswecanseethem;
thatteachesustobemorecarefulthenexttime,andsowelearn。\"
\"Howwouldn\'titbeamistake?\"
\"IfyouhadtoldAuntMargaretwhatyouwantedtodo,andaskedherforthecookiesshewouldhavegiventhemtoyou。\"
\"ButIwas\'fraidshewouldn\'t,andyouisthadtohaveit。\"
\"Notifitwaswrongformetohaveit,Billy。Idon\'twantitthatmuch。\"
\"MustItakeitback?\"
\"Youthinkhard,anddecideyourself。\"
\"Liftmedown,\"saidBilly,afterasilence,\"Igottoputthisinthejar,andtellher。\"
Wesleysettheboyonthefloor,butashedidsohepausedonesecondandstrainedhimclosetohisbreast。
Margaretsatinherchairsewing;Billyslippedinandcreptbesideher。Thelittlefacewaslinedwithtragedy。
\"WhyBilly,whateveristhematter?\"shecriedasshedroppedhersewingandheldoutherarms。Billystoodback。
Hegrippedhislittlefiststightandsquaredhisshoulders。
\"Igottobeshutupinthecloset,\"hesaid。
\"OhBilly!Whatanunluckyday!Whathaveyoudonenow?\"
\"Istold!\"gulpedBilly。\"Hesaiditwasistamistake,butitwasworser\'anthat。ItooksomethingyoutoldmeIwasn\'ttohave。\"
\"Stole!\"Margaretwasindespair。\"What,Billy?\"
\"Cookies!\"answeredBillyinequaltrouble。
\"Billy!\"wailedMargaret。\"Howcouldyou?\"
\"Itwasforhimandyou,\"sobbedBilly。\"Hesaidhecouldn\'teatit\'foreme,butoutinthebarnit\'salldarkandIcouldn\'tsee。Ithoughtmaybehecouldthere。
Thenwemightputoutthelightandyoucouldhaveyours。
HesaidIonlymadeitworse,cosImustn\'ttakethings,soIgottogointhecloset。Willyouholdmetightalittlebitfirst?Hedid。\"
MargaretopenedherarmsandBillyrushedinandclungtoherafewseconds,withalltheforceofhisbeing,thenheslippedtothefloorandmarchedtothecloset。
Margaretopenedthedoor。Billygaveoneglanceatthelight,clinchedhisfistsand,walkinginside,climbedonabox。Margaretclosedthedoor。
Thenshesatandlistened。Wastheairpureenough?
Possiblyhemightsmother。Shehadreadsomethingonce。
Wasitverydark?Whatifthereshouldbeamouseintheclosetanditshouldrunacrosshisfootandfrightenhimintospasms。Somewhereshehadheard——
Margaretleanedforwardwithtensefaceandlistened。
Somethingdreadfulmighthappen。Shecouldbearitnolonger。Shearosehurriedlyandopenedthedoor。
Billywasdrawnupontheboxinalittleheap,andheliftedadisapprovingfacetoher。
\"Shutthatdoor!\"hesaid。\"Iain\'tbeeninherenearlongenoughyet!\"
CHAPTERX
WHEREINELNORAHASMOREFINANCIALTROUBLES,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKAGAINHEARSTHESONGOFTHELIMBERLOST
ThefollowingnightElnorahurriedtoSintons\'。
ShethrewopenthebackdoorandwithanxiouseyessearchedMargaret\'sface。
\"Yougotit!\"pantedElnora。\"Yougotit!Icanseebyyourfacethatyoudid。Oh,giveittome!\"
\"Yes,Igotit,honey,Igotitallright,butdon\'tbesofast。Ithadbeenkeptinsuchadampplaceitneededglueing,ithadtohavestrings,andakeywasgone。
Iknewhowmuchyouwantedit,soIsentWesleyrighttotownwithit。Theysaidtheycouldfixitgoodasnew,butitshouldbevarnished,andthatitwouldtakeseveraldaysforthegluetoset。YoucanhaveitSaturday。\"
\"Youfounditwhereyouthoughtitwas?Youknowit\'shis?\"
\"Yes,itwasjustwhereIthought,andit\'sthesameviolinI\'veseenhimplayhundredsoftimes。It\'sallright,onlylayingsolongitneedsfixing。\"
\"OhAuntMargaret!CanIeverwait?\"
\"Itdoesseemalongtime,buthowcouldIhelpit?
Youcouldn\'tdoanythingwithitasitwas。Yousee,ithadbeenhiddenawayinagarret,anditneededcleaninganddryingtomakeitfittoplayagain。YoucanhaveitSaturdaysure。ButElnora,you\'vegottopromisemethatyouwillleaveithere,orintown,andnotletyourmothergetahintofit。Idon\'tknowwhatshe\'ddo。\"
\"UncleWesleycanbringithereuntilMonday。ThenIwilltakeittoschoolsothatIcanpractiseatnoon。Oh,I
don\'tknowhowtothankyou。Andthere\'smorethantheviolinforwhichtobethankful。You\'vegivenmemyfather。
LastnightIsawhimplainlyaslife。\"
\"Elnorayouweredreaming!\"
\"IknowIwasdreaming,butIsawhim。Isawhimsocloselythatatinywhitescaratthecornerofhiseyebrowshowed。Iwasjustreachingouttotouchhimwhenhedisappeared。\"
\"Whotoldyoutherewasascaronhisforehead?\"
\"Nooneeverdidinallmylife。Isawitlastnightashewentdown。Andoh,AuntMargaret!Isawwhatshedid,andIheardhiscries!Nomatterwhatshedoes,Idon\'tbelieveIevercanbeangrywithheragain。Herheartisbroken,andshecan\'thelpit。Oh,itwasterrible,butIamgladIsawit。Now,Iwillalwaysunderstand。\"
\"Idon\'tknowwhattomakeofthat,\"saidMargaret。
Idon\'tbelieveinsuchstuffatall,butyoucouldn\'tmakeitup,foryoudidn\'tknow。\"
\"IonlyknowthatIplayedtheviolinlastnight,asheplayedit,andwhileIplayedhecamethroughthewoodsfromthedirectionofCarneys\'。Itwassummerandalltheflowerswereinbloom。Heworegraytrousersandablueshirt,hisheadwasbare,andhisfacewasbeautiful。Icouldalmosttouchhimwhenhesank。\"
Margaretstoodperplexed。\"Idon\'tknowwhattothinkofthat!\"sheejaculated。\"Iwasnexttothelastpersonwhosawhimbeforehewasdrowned。ItwaslateonaJuneafternoon,andhewasdressedasyoudescribe。
Hewasbareheadedbecausehehadfoundaquail\'snestbeforethebirdbegantobrood,andhegatheredtheeggsinhishatandleftitinafencecornertogetonhiswayhome;theyfounditafterward。\"
\"WashecomingfromCarneys\'?\"
\"Hewasonthatsideofthequagmire。Whyheeverskirteditsocloseastogetcaughtisamysteryyouwillhavetodreamout。Inevercouldunderstandit。\"
\"Washedoingsomethinghedidn\'twantmymothertoknow?\"
\"Why?\"
\"Becauseifhehadbeen,hemighthavecutclosetheswampsohecouldn\'tbeseenfromthegarden。Youknow,thewholepathstraighttothepoolwherehesankcanbeseenfromourbackdoor。It\'sfirmonourside。
Thedangerisonthenorthandeast。Ifhedidn\'twantmothertoknow,hemighthavetriedtopassoneitherofthosesidesandgonetooclose。Washeinahurry?\"
\"Yes,hewas,\"saidMargaret。\"Hehadbeenawaylongerthanheexpected,andhealmostranwhenhestartedhome。\"
\"Andhe\'dlefthisviolinsomewherethatyouknew,andyouwentandgotit。I\'llwagerhewasgoingtoplay,anddidn\'twantmothertofinditout!\"
\"Itwouldn\'tmakeanydifferencetoyouifyoukneweverylittlething,soquitthinkingaboutit,andjustbegladyouaretohavewhathelovedbestofanything。\"
\"That\'strue。NowImusthurryhome。Iamdreadfullylate。\"