Elnorasprangupandrandowntheroad,butwhensheapproachedthecabinsheclimbedthefence,crossedtheopenwoodspasturediagonallyandenteredatthebackgardengate。Assheoftencamethatwaywhenshehadbeenlookingforcocoonshermotheraskednoquestions。
ElnoralivedbytheminuteuntilSaturday,when,contrarytohisusualcustom,Wesleywenttotownintheforenoon,takingheralongtobuysomegroceries。
Wesleydrovestraighttothemusicstore,andaskedfortheviolinhehadlefttobemended。
Initsnewcoatofvarnish,withnewkeysandstrings,itseemedmuchlikeanyotherviolintoSinton,buttoElnoraitwasthemostbeautifulinstrumentevermade,andapricelesstreasure。Shehelditinherarms,touchedthestringssoftlyandthenshedrewthebowacrosstheminwhisperingmeasure。Shehadnotimetothinkwhataremarkablygoodbowitwasforsixteenyears\'disuse。
Thetanleathercasemighthaveimpressedherasbeinginfineconditionalso,hadshebeeninastatetoquestionanything。Shedidremembertoaskforthebillandshewasgravelypresentedwithaslipcallingforfourstrings,onekey,andacoatofvarnish,total,onedollarfifty。ItseemedtoElnorashenevercouldputthepreciousinstrumentinthecaseandstarthome。Wesleyleftherinthemusicstorewheretheproprietorshowedherallhecouldabouttuning,andgaveherseveralbeginners\'
sheetsofnotesandscales。Shecarriedtheviolininherarmsasfarasthecrossroadsatthecorneroftheirland,thenreluctantlyputitunderthecarriageseat。
AssoonasherworkwasdonesherandowntoSintons\'
andbegantoplay,andonMondaytheviolinwenttoschoolwithher。Shemadearrangementswiththesuperintendenttoleaveitinhisofficeandscarcelytooktimeforherfoodatnoon,shewassoeagertopractise。Oftenoneofthegirlsaskedhertostayintownallnightforsomelectureorentertainment。Shecouldtaketheviolinwithher,practise,andsecurehelp。Herskillwassogreatthattheleaderoftheorchestraofferedtogiveherlessonsifshewouldplaytopayforthem,soherprogresswasrapidintechnicalwork。Butfromthefirstdaytheinstrumentbecamehers,withperfectfaiththatshecouldplayasherfatherdid,shespenthalfherpracticetimeinimitatingthesoundsofalloutdoorsandimprovisingthesongsherhappyheartsanginthosedays。
Sothefirstyearwent,andthesecondandthirdwerearepetition;butthefourthwasdifferent,forthatwasthecloseofthecourse,endingwithgraduationandallitsattendantceremoniesandexpenses。ToElnoratheseappearedmountainhigh。Shehadhoardedeverycent,thinkingtwicebeforeshepartedwithapenny,butteachingnaturalhistoryinthegradeshadtakentimefromherstudiesinschoolwhichmustbemadeupoutside。Shewasaconscientiousstudent,rankingfirstinmostofherclasses,andstandinghighinallbranches。Herinterestinherviolinhadgrownwiththeyears。Shewenttoschoolearlyandpractisedhalfanhourinthelittleroomadjoiningthestage,whiletheorchestragathered。Sheputinafullhouratnoon,andremainedanotherhalfhouratnight。
ShecarriedtheviolintoSintons\'onSaturdayandpractisedallthetimeshecouldthere,whileMargaretwatchedtheroadtoseethatMrs。Comstockwasnotcoming。Shehadbecomesoskilfulthatitwasadelighttohearherplaymusicofanycomposer,butwhensheplayedherown,thatwasjoyinexpressible,forthenthewindblew,thewaterrippled,theLimberlostsanghersongsofsunshine,shadow,blackstorm,andwhitenight。
SinceherdreamElnorahadregardedhermotherwithpeculiartenderness。Thegirlrealized,inameasure,whathadhappened。Sheavoidedanythingthatpossiblycouldstirbittermemoriesordrawdeeperalineonthehard,whiteface。Thiscostmanysacrifices,muchwork,andsometimesdelayedprogress,butthehorrorofthatawfuldreamremainedwithElnora。Sheworkedherwaycheerfully,doingallshecouldtointeresthermotherinthingsthathappenedinschool,inthecity,andbycarryingbooksthatwereentertainingfromthepubliclibrary。
ThreeyearshadchangedElnorafromthegirlofsixteentotheveryvergeofwomanhood。Shehadgrowntall,round,andherfacehadthelovelinessofperfectcomplexion,beautifuleyesandhairandanaddedtouchfromwithinthatmighthavebeencalledcomprehension。
Itwasacompoundofself-reliance,hardknocks,hearthunger,unceasingwork,andgenerosity。Therewasnoformofsufferingwithwhichthegirlcouldnotsympathize,noworkshewasafraidtoattempt,nosubjectshehadinvestigatedshedidnotunderstand。Thesethingscombinedtoproduceabreadthanddepthofcharacteraltogetherunusual。
Shewassoabsorbedinherclassesandhermusicthatshehadnotbeenabletogathermanyspecimens。Whensherealizedthisandhuntedassiduously,shesoonfoundthatchangingnaturalconditionshadaffectedsuchwork。
Menallaroundwereclearingavailableland。Thetreesfellwherevercornwouldgrow。Theswampwasbrokenbyseveralgravelroads,dottedinplacesaroundtheedgewithlittleframehouses,andthemachineryofoilwells;
oneespeciallylowplacearoundtheregionofFreckles\'sroomwasnearlyallthatremainedoftheoriginal。
Whereverthetreesfellthemoisturedried,thecreeksceasedtoflow,theriverranlow,andattimesthebedwasdry。Withunbrokensweepthewindsofthewestcame,gatheringforcewitheverymileandhowledandraved;threateningtoteartheshinglesfromtheroof,blowingthesurfacefromthesoilincloudsoffinedustandrapidlychangingeverything。Fromcominginwithtwoorthreedozenraremothsinaday,inthreeyears\'timeElnorahadgrowntobedelightedwithfindingtwoorthree。
Bigpursycaterpillarscouldnotbepickedfromtheirfavouritebushes,whentherewerenobushes。Dragonflieswouldnothoveroverdryplaces,andbutterfliesbecamescarceinproportiontotheflowers,whilenolandyieldsoverthreecropsofIndianrelics。
Allthetimetheexpenseofbooks,clothingandincidentalshadcontinued。Elnoraaddedtoherbankaccountwhenevershecould,anddrewoutwhenshewascompelled,butsheomittedtheimportantfeatureofcallingforabalance。So,oneearlyspringmorninginthelastquarterofthefourthyear,shealmostfaintedwhenshelearnedthatherfundsweregone。Commencementwithitsextraexpensewascoming,shehadnomoney,andveryfewcocoonstoopeninJune,whichwouldbetoolate。ShehadonecollectionfortheBirdWomancompletetoapairofImperialismoths,andthatwasheronlyasset。OnthedaysheaddedthesebigYellowEmperorsshehadbeenpromisedacheckforthreehundreddollars,butshewouldnotgetituntilthesespecimensweresecured。
SherememberedthatsheneverhadfoundanEmperorbeforeJune。
Moreover,thatsumwasforherfirstyearincollege。
Thenshewouldbeofage,andshemeanttosellenoughofhershareofherfather\'slandtofinish。Sheknewhermotherwouldopposeherbitterlyinthat,forMrs。
Comstockhadclungtoeveryacreandtreethatbelongedtoherhusband。Herlandwasalmostcompleteforestwhereherneighboursownedclearedfarms,dottedwithwellsthateveryhoursuckedoilfrombeneathherholdings,butshewastooabsorbedinthegriefshenursedtoknoworcare。
TheBrushwoodroadandtheredredgingofthebigLimberlostditchhadbeenmorethanshecouldpayfromherincome,andshehadtrembledbeforethewicketassheaskedthebankerifshehadfundstopayit,andwonderedwhyhelaughedwhenheassuredhershehad。ForMrs。Comstockhadspentnotimeoncompoundinginterest,andneveraddedthesumsshehadbeendepositingthroughnearlytwentyyears。Nowshethoughtherfundswerealmostgone,andeverydaysheworriedoverexpenses。
Shecouldseenoreasoningoingthroughtheformsofgraduationwhenpupilshadallintheirheadsthatwasrequiredtograduate。Elnoraknewshehadtohaveherdiplomainordertoenterthecollegeshewantedtoattend,butshedidnotdareuttertheword,untilhighschoolwasfinished,for,insteadofsofteningasshehopedhermotherhadbeguntodo,sheseemedtoremainverymuchthesame。
Whenthegirlreachedtheswampshesatonalogandthoughtovertheexpenseshewascompelledtomeet。
Everymemberofherparticularsetwashavingalargephotographtakentoexchangewiththeothers。Elnoralovedthesegirlsandboys,andtosayshecouldnothavetheirpicturestokeepwasmorethanshecouldendure。
Eachonewouldgivetoalltheothersahandsomegraduationpresent。Sheknewtheywouldpreparegiftsforherwhethershecouldmakeapresentinreturnornot。
Thenitwasthecustomforeachgraduatingclasstogiveagreatentertainmentandusethefundstopresenttheschoolwithastatuefortheentrancehall。Elnorahadbeencastforandwaspractisingapartinthatperformance。Shewasexpectedtofurnishherdressandpersonalnecessities。
Shehadbeentoldthatshemusthaveagreengauzedress,andwherewasittocomefrom?
EverygirloftheclasswouldhavethreebeautifulnewfrocksforCommencement:oneforthebaccalaureatesermon,another,whichcouldbeplain,forgraduationexercises,andahandsomeoneforthebanquetandball。
Elnorafacedthepastthreeyearsandwonderedhowshecouldhavespentsomuchmoneyandnotkeptaccountofit。
Shedidnotrealizewhereithadgone。Shedidnotknowwhatshecoulddonow。Shethoughtoverthephotographs,andatlastsettledthatquestiontohersatisfaction。Shestudiedlongeroverthegifts,tenhandsomeonestheremustbe,andatlastdecidedshecouldarrangeforthem。Thegreendresscamefirst。
Thelightswouldbediminthescene,andthesettingdeepwoods。Shecouldmanagethat。Shesimplycouldnothavethreedresses。Shewouldhavetogetaverysimpleoneforthesermonanddothebestshecouldforgraduation。
Whatevershegotforthatmustbemadewithaguimpethatcouldbetakenouttomakeitalittlemorefestivefortheball。Butwherecouldshegeteventwoprettydresses?
TheonlyhopeshecouldseewastobreakintothecollectionofthemanfromIndia,sellsomemoths,andtrytoreplacetheminJune。Butinhersoulsheknewthatneverwoulddo。NoJuneeverbroughtjustthethingsshehopeditwould。Ifshespentthecollegemoneysheknewshecouldnotreplaceit。Ifshedidnot,theonlywaywastosecurearoominthegradesandteachayear。HerworktherehadbeensoappreciatedthatElnorafeltwiththerecommendationsheknewshecouldgetfromthesuperintendentandteachersshecouldsecureaposition。
Shewassureshecouldpasstheexaminationseasily。
ShehadoncegoneonSaturday,takenthemandsecuredalicenseforayearbeforeshelefttheBrushwoodschool。
Shewantedtostarttocollegewhentheothergirlsweregoing。
Ifshecouldmakethefirstyearalone,shecouldmanagetheremainder。Butmakethatfirstyearherself,shemust。
Insteadofsellinganyofhercollection,shemusthuntassheneverbeforehadhuntedandfindaYellowEmperor。
Shehadtohaveit,thatwasall。Also,shehadtohavethosedresses。ShethoughtofWesleyanddismissedit。
ShethoughtoftheBirdWoman,andknewshecouldnottellher。Shethoughtofeverywayinwhichsheeverhadhopedtoearnmoneyandrealizedthatwiththeplay,committeemeetings,practising,andfinalexaminationsshescarcelyhadtimetolive,muchlesstodomorethantheworkrequiredforherpicturesandgifts。AgainElnorawasintrouble,andthistimeitseemedtheworstofall。
Itwasdarkwhenshearoseandwenthome。
\"Mother,\"shesaid,\"Ihaveapieceofnewsthatisdecidedlynotcheerful。\"
\"Thenkeepittoyourself!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"IthinkIhaveenoughtobearwithoutagreatgirllikeyoupilingtroubleonme。\"
\"Mymoneyisallgone!\"saidElnora。
\"Well,didyouthinkitwouldlastforever?It\'sbeenamarveltomethatit\'sheldoutaswellasithas,thewayyou\'vedressedandgone。\"
\"Idon\'tthinkI\'vespentanythatIwasnotcompelledto,\"saidElnora。\"I\'vedressedonjustaslittleasI
possiblycouldtokeepgoing。Iamheartsick。IthoughtIhadoverfiftydollarstoputmethroughCommencement,buttheytellmeitisallgone。\"
\"Fiftydollars!ToputyouthroughCommencement!
Whatonearthareyouproposingtodo?\"
\"Thesameastherestofthem,intheverycheapestwaypossible。\"
\"Andwhatmightthatbe?\"
Elnoraomittedthephotographs,thegiftsandtheplay。
Shetoldonlyofthesermon,graduationexercises,andtheball。
\"Well,Iwouldn\'ttroublemyselfoverthat,\"sniffedMrs。Comstock。\"Ifyouwanttogotoasermon,putonthedressyoualwaysuseformeeting。Ifyouneedwhitefortheexerciseswearthenewdressyougotlastspring。
Asfortheball,thebestthingforyoutodoistostayamileawayfromsuchfolly。Inmyopinionyou\'dbestbringhomeyourbooks,andquitrightnow。Youcan\'tbefixedliketherestofthem,don\'tbesofoolishastorunintoit。Juststayhereandlettheselastfewdaysgo。Youcan\'tlearnenoughmoretobeofanyaccount。\"
\"But,mother,\"gaspedElnora。\"Youdon\'tunderstand!\"
\"Oh,yes,Ido!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Iunderstandperfectly。
Solongasthemoneylasted,youheldupyourhead,andwentsailingwithoutevenexplaininghowyougotitfromthestuffyougathered。GoodnessknowsIcouldn\'tsee。
Butnowit\'sgone,youcomewhiningtome。WhathaveIgot?
Haveyouforgotthattheditchandtheroadcompletelystrappedme?Ihaven\'tanymoney。There\'snothingforyoutodobutgetoutofit。\"
\"Ican\'t!\"saidElnoradesperately。\"I\'vegoneontoolong。
Itwouldmakeabreakineverything。Theywouldn\'tletmehavemydiploma!\"
\"What\'sthedifference?You\'vegotthestuffinyourhead。
Iwouldn\'tgivearapforascrapofpaper。Thatdon\'tmeananything!\"
\"ButI\'veworkedfouryearsforit,andIcan\'tenter——
Ioughttohaveittohelpmegetaschool,whenIwanttoteach。IfIdon\'thavemygradestoshow,peoplewillthinkIquitbecauseIcouldn\'tpassmyexaminations。
Imusthavemydiploma!\"
\"Thengetit!\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Theonlywayistograduatewiththeothers。\"
\"Well,graduateifyouareboundto!\"
\"ButIcan\'t,unlessIhavethingsenoughliketheclass,thatIdon\'tlookasIdidthatfirstday。\"
\"Well,pleaserememberIdidn\'tgetyouintothis,andIcan\'tgetyouout。Youaresetonhavingyourownway。Goon,andhaveit,andseehowyoulikeit!\"
Elnorawentupstairsanddidnotcomedownagainthatnight,whichhermothercalledpouting。
\"I\'vethoughtallnight,\"saidthegirlatbreakfast,\"andIcan\'tseeanywaybuttoborrowthemoneyofUncleWesleyandpayitbackfromsomethattheBirdWomanwilloweme,whenIgetonemorespecimen。
ButthatmeansthatIcan\'tgoto——thatIwillhavetoteachthiswinter,ifIcangetacitygradeoracountryschool。\"
\"JustyoudaregodingingafterWesleySintonformoney,\"
criedMrs。Comstock。\"Youwon\'tdoanysuchathing!\"
\"Ican\'tseeanyotherway。I\'vegottohavethemoney!\"
\"Quit,Itellyou!\"
\"Ican\'tquit!——I\'vegonetoofar!\"
\"Wellthen,letmegetyourclothes,andyoucanpaymeback。\"
\"Butyousaidyouhadnomoney!\"
\"MaybeIcanborrowsomeatthebank。ThenyoucanreturnitwhentheBirdWomanpaysyou。\"
\"Allright,\"saidElnora。\"Idon\'tneedexpensivethings。
Justsomekindofaprettycheapwhitedressforthesermon,andawhiteonealittlebetterthanIhadlastsummer,forCommencementandtheball。IcanusethewhiteglovesandshoesIgotmyselfforlastyear,andyoucangetmydressmadeatthesameplaceyoudidthatone。
Theyhavemymeasurements,anddoperfectwork。
Don\'tgetexpensivethings。ItwillbewarmsoIcangobareheaded。\"
Thenshestartedtoschool,butwassotiredanddiscouragedshescarcelycouldwalk。Fouryears\'plansgoinginoneday!Forshefeltthatifshedidnotstarttocollegethatfallsheneverwould。Insteadoffeelingrelievedathermother\'soffer,shewasalmosttooilltogoon。Forthethousandthtimeshegroaned:\"Oh,whydidn\'tIkeepaccountofmymoney?\"
Afterthatthedayspassedsoswiftlyshescarcelyhadtimetothink,butseveraltripshermothermadetotown,andtheassurancethateverythingwasallright,satisfiedElnora。Sheworkedveryhardtopassgoodfinalexaminationsandperfectherselffortheplay。
FortwodaysshehadremainedintownwiththeBirdWomaninordertospendmoretimepractisingandatherwork。
OftenMargarethadaskedaboutherdressesforgraduation,andElnorahadrepliedthattheywerewithawomaninthecitywhohadmadeherawhitedressforlastyear\'sCommencementwhenshewasajuniorusher,andtheywouldbeallright。SoMargaret,Wesley,andBillyconcernedthemselvesoverwhattheywouldgiveherforapresent。
Margaretsuggestedabeautifuldress。Wesleysaidthatwouldlooktoeveryoneasifsheneededdresses。
Thethingwastogetahandsomegiftlikealltheotherswouldhave。Billywantedtopresentherafive-dollargoldpiecetobuymusicforherviolin。HewaspositiveElnorawouldlikethatbestofanything。
Itwastowardthecloseofthetermwhentheydrovetotownoneeveningtotrytosettlethisimportantquestion。
TheyknewMrs。Comstockhadbeenaloneseveraldays,sotheyaskedhertoaccompanythem。Shehadbeenmorelonelythanshewouldadmit,filledwithunusualunrestbesides,andsoshewasgladtogo。ButbeforetheyhaddrivenamileBillyhadtoldthattheyweregoingtobuyElnoraagraduationpresent,andMrs。Comstockdevoutlywishedthatshehadremainedathome。ShewaspreparedwhenBillyasked:\"AuntKate,whatareyougoingtogiveElnorawhenshegraduates?\"
\"Plentytoeat,agoodbedtosleepin,anddoalltheworkwhileshetrollops,\"answeredMrs。Comstockdryly。
Billyreflected。\"Iguessallofthemhavethat,\"hesaid。
\"Imeanapresentyoubuyatthestore,likeChristmas?\"
\"Itisonlyrichfolkswhobuypresentsatstores,\"
repliedMrs。Comstock。\"Ican\'taffordit。\"
\"Well,weain\'trich,\"hesaid,\"butwearegoingtobuyElnorasomethingasfineastherestofthemhaveifwesellacornerofthefarm。UncleWesleysaidso。\"
\"Afoolandhislandaresoonparted,\"saidMrs。
Comstocktersely。WesleyandBillylaughed,butMargaretdidnotenjoytheremark。
Whiletheyweresearchingthestoresforsomethingonwhichallofthemcoulddecide,andMargaretwasholdingBillytokeephimfromsayinganythingbeforeMrs。Comstockaboutthemusiconwhichhewasdetermined,Mr。BrownleemetWesleyandstoppedtoshakehands。
\"Iseeyourboycameoutfinely,\"hesaid。
\"Idon\'tallowanyboyanywheretobefinerthanBilly,\"
saidWesley。
\"Iguessyoudon\'tallowanygirltosurpassElnora,\"
saidMr。Brownlee。\"ShecomeshomewithEllenoften,andmywifeandIloveher。Ellensayssheisgreatinherpartto-night。Bestthinginthewholeplay!Ofcourse,youareintoseeit!Ifyouhaven\'treservedseats,you\'dbetterstartprettysoon,forthehighschoolauditoriumonlyseatsathousand。It\'salwaysjammedatthesehome-
talentplays。Allofuswanttoseehowourchildrenperform。\"
\"Whyyes,ofcourse,\"saidthebewilderedWesley。
ThenhehurriedtoMargaret。\"Say,\"hesaid,\"thereisgoingtobeaplayatthehighschoolto-night;andElnoraisinit。Whyhasn\'tshetoldus?\"
\"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMargaret,\"butI\'mgoing。\"
\"SoamI,\"saidBilly。
\"Metoo!\"saidWesley,\"unlessyouthinkforsomereasonshedoesn\'twantus。Lookslikeshewouldhavetoldusifshehad。I\'mgoingtoaskhermother。\"
\"Yes,that\'swhat\'sshe\'sbeenstayingintownfor,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"It\'ssomesortofaswindletoraisemoneyforherclasstobuysomesillythingtostickupintheschoolhousehalltorememberthemby。Idon\'tknowwhetherit\'snowornextweek,butthere\'ssomethingofthekindtobedone。\"
\"Well,it\'sto-night,\"saidWesley,\"andwearegoing。
It\'smytreat,andwe\'vegottohurryorwewon\'tgetin。
Therearereservedseats,andwehavenone,soit\'sthegalleryforus,butIdon\'tcaresoIgettotakeonegoodpeepatElnora。\"
\"S\'posesheplays?\"whisperedMargaretinhisear。
\"Aw,tush!Shecouldn\'t!\"saidWesley。
\"Well,she\'sbeendoingitthreeyearsintheorchestra,andworkinglikeaslaveatit。\"
\"Oh,wellthat\'sdifferent。She\'sintheplayto-night。
Brownleetoldmeso。Comeon,quick!We\'lldriveandhitchclosestplacewecanfindtothebuilding。\"
Margaretwentintheexcitementofthemoment,butshewastroubled。
WhentheyreachedthebuildingWesleytiedtheteamtoarailingandBillysprangouttohelpMargaret。
Mrs。Comstocksatstill。
\"Comeon,Kate,\"saidWesley,reachinghishand。
\"I\'mnotgoinganywhere,\"saidMrs。Comstock,settlingcomfortablybackagainstthecushions。
Allofthembeggedandpleaded,butitwasnouse。NotaninchwouldMrs。Comstockbudge。Thenightwaswarmandthecarriagecomfortable,thehorsesweresecurelyhitched。
Shedidnotcaretoseewhatidioticthingapackofschoolchildrenweredoing,shewouldwaituntiltheSintonsreturned。
Wesleytoldheritmightbetwohours,andshesaidshedidnotcareifitwerefour,sotheylefther。
\"Didyoueverseesuch——?\"
\"Cookies!\"criedBilly。
\"Suchblamedstubbornnessinallyourlife?\"demandedWesley。
\"Won\'tcometoseeasfineagirlasElnorainastageperformance。Why,Iwouldn\'tmissitforfiftydollars!
\"Ithinkit\'sablessingshedidn\'t,\"saidMargaretplacidly。
\"Ibeggedunusuallyhardsoshewouldn\'t。I\'mscaredofmylifeforfearElnorawillplay。\"
Theyfoundseatsnearthedoorwheretheycouldseefairlywell。Billystoodatthebackofthehallandhadagoodview。Byandby,agreatvolumeofsoundwelledfromtheorchestra,butElnorawasnotplaying。
\"Toldyouso!\"saidSinton。\"GotanotiontogooutandseeifKatewon\'tcomenow。Shecantakemyseat,andI\'llstandwithBilly。\"
\"Yousitstill!\"saidMargaretemphatically。\"Thisisnotoveryet。\"
SoWesleyremainedinhisseat。Theplayopenedandprogressedverymuchasallhighschoolplayshavegoneforthepastfiftyyears。ButElnoradidnotappearinanyofthescenes。
Outinthewarmsummernightasour,grimwomannursedanachingheartandtriedtojustifyherself。
Theeffortirritatedherintensely。Shefeltthatshecouldnotaffordthethingsthatwerebeingdone。
TheoldfearoflosingthelandthatsheandRobertComstockhadpurchasedandstartedclearingwasstronguponher。Shewasthinkingofhim,howsheneededhim,whentheorchestramusicpouredfromtheopenwindowsnearher。Mrs。Comstockendureditaslongasshecould,andthenslippedfromthecarriageandfleddownthestreet。
Shedidnotknowhowfarshewentorhowlongshestayed,buteverythingwasstill,saveanoccasionalraisedvoicewhenshewanderedback。Shestoodlookingatthebuilding。Slowlysheenteredthewidegatesandfollowedupthewalk。Elnorahadbeencominghereforalmostfouryears。WhenMrs。Comstockreachedthedoorshelookedinside。Thewidehallwaslightedwithelectricity,andthestatuaryandthedecorationsofthewallsdidnotseemlikepiecesoffoolishness。Themarbleappearedpure,white,andthebigpicturesmostinteresting。
Shewalkedthelengthofthehallandslowlyreadthetitlesofthestatuesandthenamesofthepupilswhohaddonatedthem。
ShespeculatedonwherethepieceElnora\'sclasswouldbuycouldbeplacedtoadvantage。
Thenshewonderediftheywerehavingalargeenoughaudiencetobuymarble。Shelikeditbetterthanthebronze,butitlookedasifitcostmore。Howwhitethebroadstairwaywas!Elnorahadbeenclimbingthosestairsforyearsandnevertoldhertheyweremarble。
Ofcourse,shethoughttheywerewood。Probablytheupperhallwasevengranderthanthis。Shewentovertothefountain,tookadrink,climbedtothefirstlandingandlookedaroundher,andthenwithoutthoughttothesecond。
Thereshecameoppositethewide-opendoorsandtheentrancetotheauditoriumpackedwithpeopleandacrowdstandingoutside。Whentheynoticedatallwomanwithwhitefaceandhairandblackdress,onebyonetheysteppedalittleaside,sothatMrs。Comstockcouldseethestage。Itwascoveredwithcurtains,andnoonewasdoinganything。Justassheturnedtogoasoundsofaintthateveryoneleanedforwardandlistened,drifteddowntheauditorium。Itwasdifficulttotelljustwhatitwas;afteroneinstanthalftheaudiencelookedtowardthewindows,foritseemedonlyabreathofwindrustlingfreshlyopenedleaves;merelyahintofstirringair。
Thenthecurtainsweresweptasideswiftly。Thestagehadbeentransformedintoalovelylittlecornerofcreation,wheretreesandflowersgrewandmosscarpetedtheearth。
Asoftwindblewanditwasthegrayofdawn。Suddenlyarobinbegantosing,thenasongsparrowjoinedhim,andthenseveraloriolesbegantalkingatonce。Thelightgrewstronger,thedewdropstrembled,flowerperfumebegantocreepouttotheaudience;theairmovedthebranchesgentlyandaroostercrowed。Thenallthescenewasshakenwithababelofbirdnotesinwhichyoucouldhearacardinalwhistling,andabluefinchpiping。Backsomewhereamongthehighbranchesadovecooedandthenahorseneighedshrilly。Thatsetablackbirdcrying,\"T\'check,\"
andawholeflockansweredit。Thecrowsbegantocawandalambbleated。Thenthegrosbeaks,chats,andvireoshadsomethingtosay,andthesunrosehigher,thelightgrewstrongerandthebreezerustledthetreetopsloudly;acowbawledandthewholebarnyardanswered。
Theguineaswereclucking,theturkeygobblerstrutting,thehenscalling,thechickenscheeping,thelightstreameddownstraightoverheadandthebeesbegantohum。Theairstirredstrongly,andawayinanunseenfieldareaperclackedandrattledthroughripeningwheatwhilethedriverwhistled。Anuneasymarewhickeredtohercolt,thecoltanswered,andthelightbegantodecline。
Milesawayaroostercrowedfortwilight,andduskwascomingdown。Thenacatbirdandabrownthrushsangagainstagrosbeakandahermitthrush。Theairwastremulouswithheavenlynotes,thelightswentoutinthehall,dusksweptacrossthestage,acricketsangandakatydidanswered,andawoodpeweewrungtheheartwithitslonesomecry。Thenanighthawkscreamed,awhip-
poor-willcomplained,abelatedkilldeersweptthesky,andthenightwindsangaloudersong。Alittlescreechowltunedupinthedistance,abarnowlreplied,andagreathornedowldrownedboththeirvoices。Themoonshoneandthescenewaswarmwithmellowlight。Thebirdvoicesdiedandsoftexquisitemelodybegantoswellandroll。Inthecentreofthestage,piecebypiecethegrasses,mossesandleavesdroppedfromanembankment,thefoliagesoftlyblewaway,whileplainerandplainercametheoutlinesofalovelygirlfiguredrapedinsoftclinginggreen。Inhershowerofbrighthairafewgreenleavesandwhiteblossomsclung,andtheyfelloverherrobedowntoherfeet。Herwhitethroatandarmswerebare,sheleanedforwardalittleandswayedwiththemelody,hereyesfastonthecloudsaboveher,herlipsparted,apinktingeofexerciseinhercheeksasshedrewherbow。Sheplayedasonlyapeculiarchainofcircumstancesputsitinthepowerofaveryfewtoplay。
Allnaturehadgrownstill,theviolinsobbed,sang,dancedandquaveredonalone,novoiceinparticular;
thesoulofthemelodyofallnaturecombinedinonegreatoutpouring。
Atthedoorway,awhite-facedwomanendureditaslongasshecouldandthenfellsenseless。Themennearestcarriedherdownthehalltothefountain,revivedher,andthenplacedherinthecarriagetowhichshedirectedthem。
Thegirlplayedonandneverknew。Whenshefinished,theuproarofapplausesoundedablockdownthestreet,butthehalf-senselesswomanscarcelyrealizedwhatitmeant。
Thenthegirlcametothefrontofthestage,bowed,andliftingtheviolinsheplayedherconceptionofaninvitationtodance。Everylivingsoulwithinsoundofhernotesstrainedtheirnervestositstillandletonlytheirheartsdancewithher。Whenthatbeganthewomanrantowardthecountry。Sheneverstoppeduntilthecarriageovertookherhalf-waytohercabin。Shesaidshehadgrowntiredofsitting,andwalkedonahead。ThatnightsheaskedBillytoremainwithherandsleeponElnora\'sbed。
Thenshepitchedheadlonguponherown,andsufferedagonyofsoulsuchassheneverbeforehadknown。
Theswamphadsentbackthesoulofherloveddeadandputitintothebodyofthedaughtersheresented,anditwasalmostmorethanshecouldendureandlive。
CHAPTERXI
WHEREINELNORAGRADUATES,ANDFRECKLESANDTHEANGELSENDGIFTS
ThatwasFridaynight。ElnoracamehomeSaturdaymorningandbeganwork。Mrs。Comstockaskednoquestions,andthegirlonlytoldherthattheaudiencehadbeenlargeenoughtomorethanpayforthepieceofstatuarytheclasshadselectedforthehall。Thensheinquiredaboutherdressesandwastoldtheywouldbereadyforher。ShehadbeeninvitedtogototheBirdWoman\'stoprepareforboththesermonandCommencementexercises。Sincetherewassomuchpractisingtodo,ithadbeenarrangedthatsheshouldremaintherefromthenightofthesermonuntilaftershewasgraduated。IfMrs。ComstockdecidedtoattendshewastodriveinwiththeSintons。WhenElnorabeggedhertocomeshesaidshecarednothingaboutsuchsilliness。
ItwasalmosttimeforWesleytocometotakeElnoratothecity,whenfreshfromherbath,anddressedtoheroutergarment,shestoodwithexpectantfacebeforehermotherandcried:\"Nowmydress,mother!\"
Mrs。Comstockwaspaleasshereplied:\"It\'sonmybed。
Helpyourself。\"
Elnoraopenedthedoorandsteppedintohermother\'sroomwithneveramisgiving。SincethenightMargaretandWesleyhadbroughtherclothing,whenshefirststartedtoschool,hermotherhadselectedallofherdresses,withMrs。Sinton\'shelpmademostofthem,andElnorahadpaidthebills。Thewhitedressofthepreviousspringwasthefirstmadeatadressmaker\'s。ShehadwornthatasjuniorusheratCommencement;buthermotherhadselectedthematerial,haditmade,andithadfittedperfectlyandhadbeensuitableineveryway。Sowithherheartatrestonthatpoint,Elnorahurriedtothebedtofindonlyherlastsummer\'swhitedress,freshlywashedandironed。Foraninstantshestaredatit,thenshepickedupthegarment,lookedatthebedbeneathit,andhergazeslowlyswepttheroom。
Itwasunfamiliar。Perhapsthiswasthethirdtimeshehadbeeninitsinceshewasaverysmallchild。Hereyesrangedoverthebeautifulwalnutdresser,thetallbureau,thebigchest,insidewhichsheneverhadseen,andtherowofmasculineattirehangingaboveit。Somewhereadaintylawnormulldresssimplymustbehanging:butitwasnot。Elnoradroppedonthechestbecauseshefelttooweaktostand。Inlessthantwohoursshemustbeinthechurch,atOnabasha。Shecouldnotwearalastyear\'swasheddress。Shehadnothingelse。Sheleanedagainstthewallandherfather\'sovercoatbrushedherface。
Shecaughtthefoldsandclungtoitwithallhermight。
\"Ohfather!Father!\"shemoaned。\"Ineedyou!Idon\'tbelieveyouwouldhavedonethis!\"Atlastsheopenedthedoor。
\"Ican\'tfindmydress,\"shesaid。
\"Well,asit\'stheonlyonethereIshouldn\'tthinkitwouldbemuchtrouble。\"
\"Youmeanformetowearanoldwasheddressto-night?\"
\"It\'sagooddress。Thereisn\'taholeinit!There\'snoreasononearthwhyyoushouldn\'twearit。\"
\"ExceptthatIwillnot,\"saidElnora。\"Didn\'tyouprovideanydressforCommencement,either?\"
\"Ifyousoilthatto-night,I\'veplentyoftimetowashitagain。\"
Wesley\'svoicecalledfromthegate。
\"Inaminute,\"answeredElnora。
Sheranupstairsandinanincrediblyshorttimecamedownwearingoneofherginghamschooldresses。Herfacecoldandhard,shepassedhermotherandwentintothenight。HalfanhourlaterMargaretandBillystoppedforMrs。Comstockwiththecarriage。Shehaddeterminedfullythatshewouldnotgobeforetheycalled。Withthesoundoftheirvoicesasortofhorrorofbeingleftseizedher,sosheputonherhat,lockedthedoorandwentouttothem。
\"HowdidElnoralook?\"inquiredMargaretanxiously。
\"Likeshealwaysdoes,\"answeredMrs。Comstockcurtly。
\"Idohopeherdressesareasprettyastheothers,\"
saidMargaret。\"Noneofthemwillhaveprettierfacesornicerways。\"
Wesleywaswaitingbeforethebigchurchtotakecareoftheteam。Astheystoodwatchingthepeopleenterthebuilding,Mrs。Comstockfeltherselfgrowingill。Whentheywentinsideamongthelights,sawtheflower-deckedstage,andthemassesoffinelydressedpeople,shegrewnobetter。
ShecouldhearMargaretandBillysoftlycommentingonwhatwasbeingdone。
\"ThatfirstchairintheveryfrontrowisElnora\'s,\"
exultedBilly,\"cosshe\'sgotthehighestgrades,andsoshegetstoleadtheprocessiontotheplatform。\"
\"Thefirstchair!\"\"Leadtheprocession!\"Mrs。Comstockwasdumbfounded。Thenotesofthepipeorganbegantofillthebuildinginaslowrollingmarch。WouldElnoraleadtheprocessioninaginghamdress?Orwouldshebeabsentandherchairvacantonthisgreatoccasion?Fornow,Mrs。
Comstockcouldseethatitwasagreatoccasion。EveryonewouldrememberhowElnorahadplayedafewnightsbefore,andtheywouldmissherandpityher。Pity?Becauseshehadnoonetocareforher。Becauseshewasworseoffthanifshehadnomother。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Mrs。Comstockbegantostudyherselfasshewouldappeartoothers。
Everytimeajuniorgirlcameflutteringdowntheaisle,leadingsomeonetoaseat,andMrs。Comstocksawabeautifulwhitedresspass,awaveofpositiveillnesssweptoverher。
Whathadshedone?WhatwouldbecomeofElnora?
AsElnorarodetothecity,sheansweredWesley\'squestionsinmonosyllablessothathethoughtshewasnervousorrehearsingherspeechanddidnotcaretotalk。
Severaltimesthegirltriedtotellhimandrealizedthatifshesaidthefirstworditwouldbringuncontrollabletears。
TheBirdWomanopenedthescreenandstaredunbelievingly。
\"Why,Ithoughtyouwouldbeready;youaresolate!\"
shesaid。\"Ifyouhavewaitedtodresshere,wemusthurry。\"
\"Ihavenothingtoputon,\"saidElnora。
InbewildermenttheBirdWomandrewherinside。
\"Did——did——\"shefaltered。\"Didyouthinkyouwouldwearthat?\"
\"No。IthoughtIwouldtelephoneEllenthattherehadbeenanaccidentandIcouldnotcome。Idon\'tknowyethowtoexplain。I\'mtoosicktothink。Oh,doyousupposeIcangetsomethingmadebyTuesday,sothatIcangraduate?\"
\"Yes;andyou\'llgetsomethingonyouto-night,sothatyoucanleadyourclass,asyouhavedoneforfouryears。
Gotomyroomandtakeoffthatgingham,quickly。Anna,dropeverything,andcomehelpme。\"
TheBirdWomanrantothetelephoneandcalledEllenBrownlee。
\"Elnorahashadanaccident。Shewillbealittlelate,\"
shesaid。\"Youhavegottomakethemwait。Havethemplayextramusicbeforethemarch。\"
Thensheturnedtothemaid。\"TellBensontohavethecarriageatthegate,justassoonashecangetitthere。
Thencometomyroom。Bringthethreadboxfromthesewing-room,thatrollofwidewhiteribbononthecuttingtable,andgatherallthewhitepinsfromeverydresserinthehouse。Butfirstcomewithmeaminute。\"
\"IwantthattrunkwiththeSwampAngel\'sstuffinit,fromthecedarcloset,\"shepantedastheyreachedthetopofthestairs。
TheyhurrieddownthehalltogetheranddraggedthebigtrunktotheBirdWoman\'sroom。Sheopeneditandbegantossingoutwhitestuff。
\"Howluckythatsheleftthesethings!\"shecried。
\"Herearewhiteshoes,gloves,stockings,fans,everything!\"
\"Iamallreadybutadress,\"saidElnora。
TheBirdWomanbeganopeningclosetsandpullingoutdrawersandboxes。
\"IthinkIcanmakeitthisway,\"shesaid。
Shesnatchedupacreamylaceyokewithlongsleevesthatrecentlyhadbeenmadeforherandhelditout。
Elnoraslippedintoit,andtheBirdWomanbegansmoothingoutwrinklesandsewinginpins。Itfittedverywellwithalittlelappingintheback。Next,fromamongtheAngel\'sclothingshecaughtupawhitesilkwaistwithlowneckandelbowsleeves,andElnoraputiton。Itwaslargeenough,butdistressinglyshortinthewaist,fortheAngelhadwornitatapartywhenshewassixteen。TheBirdWomanloosenedthesleevesandpushedthemtoapuffontheshoulders,catchingtheminplaceswithpins。
Shebeganonthewidedrapingoftheyoke,fasteningitfront,backandateachshoulder。Shepulleddownthewaistandpinnedit。Nextcameasoftwhitedressskirtofherown。BypinningherwaistbandquitefourinchesaboveElnora\'s,theBirdWomancouldsecureaperfectEmpiresweep,withtheclingingsilk。Thenshebeganwiththewidewhiteribbonthatwastotrimanewfrockforherself,bounditthreetimesaroundthehighwaisteffectshehadmanaged,tiedtheendsinaknotandletthemfalltothefloorinabeautifulsash。
\"Iwantfourwhiteroses,eachwithtwoorthreeleaves,\"shecried。
Annarantobringthem,whiletheBirdWomanaddedpins。
\"Elnora,\"shesaid,\"forgiveme,buttellmetruly。Isyourmothersopoorastomakethisnecessary?\"
\"No,\"answeredElnora。\"NextyearIamheirtomyshareofoverthreehundredacresoflandcoveredwithalmostasvaluabletimberaswasintheLimberlost。Weadjoinit。
Therecouldbethirtyoilwellsdrilledthatwouldyieldtousthethousandsourneighboursaredrainingfromunderus,andthebarelandisworthoveronehundreddollarsanacreforfarming。Sheisnotpoor,sheis——Idon\'tknowwhatsheis。Agreattroublesouredandwarpedher。
Itmadeherpeculiar。Shedoesnotintheleastunderstand,butitisbecauseshedoesn\'tcareto,insteadofignorance。