第10章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:15866更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
Elnorasprangupandrandowntheroad,butwhensheapproachedthecabinsheclimbedthefence,crossedtheopenwoodspasturediagonallyandenteredatthebackgardengate。Assheoftencamethatwaywhenshehadbeenlookingforcocoonshermotheraskednoquestions。 ElnoralivedbytheminuteuntilSaturday,when,contrarytohisusualcustom,Wesleywenttotownintheforenoon,takingheralongtobuysomegroceries。 Wesleydrovestraighttothemusicstore,andaskedfortheviolinhehadlefttobemended。 Initsnewcoatofvarnish,withnewkeysandstrings,itseemedmuchlikeanyotherviolintoSinton,buttoElnoraitwasthemostbeautifulinstrumentevermade,andapricelesstreasure。Shehelditinherarms,touchedthestringssoftlyandthenshedrewthebowacrosstheminwhisperingmeasure。Shehadnotimetothinkwhataremarkablygoodbowitwasforsixteenyears\'disuse。 Thetanleathercasemighthaveimpressedherasbeinginfineconditionalso,hadshebeeninastatetoquestionanything。Shedidremembertoaskforthebillandshewasgravelypresentedwithaslipcallingforfourstrings,onekey,andacoatofvarnish,total,onedollarfifty。ItseemedtoElnorashenevercouldputthepreciousinstrumentinthecaseandstarthome。Wesleyleftherinthemusicstorewheretheproprietorshowedherallhecouldabouttuning,andgaveherseveralbeginners\' sheetsofnotesandscales。Shecarriedtheviolininherarmsasfarasthecrossroadsatthecorneroftheirland,thenreluctantlyputitunderthecarriageseat。 AssoonasherworkwasdonesherandowntoSintons\' andbegantoplay,andonMondaytheviolinwenttoschoolwithher。Shemadearrangementswiththesuperintendenttoleaveitinhisofficeandscarcelytooktimeforherfoodatnoon,shewassoeagertopractise。Oftenoneofthegirlsaskedhertostayintownallnightforsomelectureorentertainment。Shecouldtaketheviolinwithher,practise,andsecurehelp。Herskillwassogreatthattheleaderoftheorchestraofferedtogiveherlessonsifshewouldplaytopayforthem,soherprogresswasrapidintechnicalwork。Butfromthefirstdaytheinstrumentbecamehers,withperfectfaiththatshecouldplayasherfatherdid,shespenthalfherpracticetimeinimitatingthesoundsofalloutdoorsandimprovisingthesongsherhappyheartsanginthosedays。 Sothefirstyearwent,andthesecondandthirdwerearepetition;butthefourthwasdifferent,forthatwasthecloseofthecourse,endingwithgraduationandallitsattendantceremoniesandexpenses。ToElnoratheseappearedmountainhigh。Shehadhoardedeverycent,thinkingtwicebeforeshepartedwithapenny,butteachingnaturalhistoryinthegradeshadtakentimefromherstudiesinschoolwhichmustbemadeupoutside。Shewasaconscientiousstudent,rankingfirstinmostofherclasses,andstandinghighinallbranches。Herinterestinherviolinhadgrownwiththeyears。Shewenttoschoolearlyandpractisedhalfanhourinthelittleroomadjoiningthestage,whiletheorchestragathered。Sheputinafullhouratnoon,andremainedanotherhalfhouratnight。 ShecarriedtheviolintoSintons\'onSaturdayandpractisedallthetimeshecouldthere,whileMargaretwatchedtheroadtoseethatMrs。Comstockwasnotcoming。Shehadbecomesoskilfulthatitwasadelighttohearherplaymusicofanycomposer,butwhensheplayedherown,thatwasjoyinexpressible,forthenthewindblew,thewaterrippled,theLimberlostsanghersongsofsunshine,shadow,blackstorm,andwhitenight。 SinceherdreamElnorahadregardedhermotherwithpeculiartenderness。Thegirlrealized,inameasure,whathadhappened。Sheavoidedanythingthatpossiblycouldstirbittermemoriesordrawdeeperalineonthehard,whiteface。Thiscostmanysacrifices,muchwork,andsometimesdelayedprogress,butthehorrorofthatawfuldreamremainedwithElnora。Sheworkedherwaycheerfully,doingallshecouldtointeresthermotherinthingsthathappenedinschool,inthecity,andbycarryingbooksthatwereentertainingfromthepubliclibrary。 ThreeyearshadchangedElnorafromthegirlofsixteentotheveryvergeofwomanhood。Shehadgrowntall,round,andherfacehadthelovelinessofperfectcomplexion,beautifuleyesandhairandanaddedtouchfromwithinthatmighthavebeencalledcomprehension。 Itwasacompoundofself-reliance,hardknocks,hearthunger,unceasingwork,andgenerosity。Therewasnoformofsufferingwithwhichthegirlcouldnotsympathize,noworkshewasafraidtoattempt,nosubjectshehadinvestigatedshedidnotunderstand。Thesethingscombinedtoproduceabreadthanddepthofcharacteraltogetherunusual。 Shewassoabsorbedinherclassesandhermusicthatshehadnotbeenabletogathermanyspecimens。Whensherealizedthisandhuntedassiduously,shesoonfoundthatchangingnaturalconditionshadaffectedsuchwork。 Menallaroundwereclearingavailableland。Thetreesfellwherevercornwouldgrow。Theswampwasbrokenbyseveralgravelroads,dottedinplacesaroundtheedgewithlittleframehouses,andthemachineryofoilwells; oneespeciallylowplacearoundtheregionofFreckles\'sroomwasnearlyallthatremainedoftheoriginal。 Whereverthetreesfellthemoisturedried,thecreeksceasedtoflow,theriverranlow,andattimesthebedwasdry。Withunbrokensweepthewindsofthewestcame,gatheringforcewitheverymileandhowledandraved;threateningtoteartheshinglesfromtheroof,blowingthesurfacefromthesoilincloudsoffinedustandrapidlychangingeverything。Fromcominginwithtwoorthreedozenraremothsinaday,inthreeyears\'timeElnorahadgrowntobedelightedwithfindingtwoorthree。 Bigpursycaterpillarscouldnotbepickedfromtheirfavouritebushes,whentherewerenobushes。Dragonflieswouldnothoveroverdryplaces,andbutterfliesbecamescarceinproportiontotheflowers,whilenolandyieldsoverthreecropsofIndianrelics。 Allthetimetheexpenseofbooks,clothingandincidentalshadcontinued。Elnoraaddedtoherbankaccountwhenevershecould,anddrewoutwhenshewascompelled,butsheomittedtheimportantfeatureofcallingforabalance。So,oneearlyspringmorninginthelastquarterofthefourthyear,shealmostfaintedwhenshelearnedthatherfundsweregone。Commencementwithitsextraexpensewascoming,shehadnomoney,andveryfewcocoonstoopeninJune,whichwouldbetoolate。ShehadonecollectionfortheBirdWomancompletetoapairofImperialismoths,andthatwasheronlyasset。OnthedaysheaddedthesebigYellowEmperorsshehadbeenpromisedacheckforthreehundreddollars,butshewouldnotgetituntilthesespecimensweresecured。 SherememberedthatsheneverhadfoundanEmperorbeforeJune。 Moreover,thatsumwasforherfirstyearincollege。 Thenshewouldbeofage,andshemeanttosellenoughofhershareofherfather\'slandtofinish。Sheknewhermotherwouldopposeherbitterlyinthat,forMrs。 Comstockhadclungtoeveryacreandtreethatbelongedtoherhusband。Herlandwasalmostcompleteforestwhereherneighboursownedclearedfarms,dottedwithwellsthateveryhoursuckedoilfrombeneathherholdings,butshewastooabsorbedinthegriefshenursedtoknoworcare。 TheBrushwoodroadandtheredredgingofthebigLimberlostditchhadbeenmorethanshecouldpayfromherincome,andshehadtrembledbeforethewicketassheaskedthebankerifshehadfundstopayit,andwonderedwhyhelaughedwhenheassuredhershehad。ForMrs。Comstockhadspentnotimeoncompoundinginterest,andneveraddedthesumsshehadbeendepositingthroughnearlytwentyyears。Nowshethoughtherfundswerealmostgone,andeverydaysheworriedoverexpenses。 Shecouldseenoreasoningoingthroughtheformsofgraduationwhenpupilshadallintheirheadsthatwasrequiredtograduate。Elnoraknewshehadtohaveherdiplomainordertoenterthecollegeshewantedtoattend,butshedidnotdareuttertheword,untilhighschoolwasfinished,for,insteadofsofteningasshehopedhermotherhadbeguntodo,sheseemedtoremainverymuchthesame。 Whenthegirlreachedtheswampshesatonalogandthoughtovertheexpenseshewascompelledtomeet。 Everymemberofherparticularsetwashavingalargephotographtakentoexchangewiththeothers。Elnoralovedthesegirlsandboys,andtosayshecouldnothavetheirpicturestokeepwasmorethanshecouldendure。 Eachonewouldgivetoalltheothersahandsomegraduationpresent。Sheknewtheywouldpreparegiftsforherwhethershecouldmakeapresentinreturnornot。 Thenitwasthecustomforeachgraduatingclasstogiveagreatentertainmentandusethefundstopresenttheschoolwithastatuefortheentrancehall。Elnorahadbeencastforandwaspractisingapartinthatperformance。Shewasexpectedtofurnishherdressandpersonalnecessities。 Shehadbeentoldthatshemusthaveagreengauzedress,andwherewasittocomefrom? EverygirloftheclasswouldhavethreebeautifulnewfrocksforCommencement:oneforthebaccalaureatesermon,another,whichcouldbeplain,forgraduationexercises,andahandsomeoneforthebanquetandball。 Elnorafacedthepastthreeyearsandwonderedhowshecouldhavespentsomuchmoneyandnotkeptaccountofit。 Shedidnotrealizewhereithadgone。Shedidnotknowwhatshecoulddonow。Shethoughtoverthephotographs,andatlastsettledthatquestiontohersatisfaction。Shestudiedlongeroverthegifts,tenhandsomeonestheremustbe,andatlastdecidedshecouldarrangeforthem。Thegreendresscamefirst。 Thelightswouldbediminthescene,andthesettingdeepwoods。Shecouldmanagethat。Shesimplycouldnothavethreedresses。Shewouldhavetogetaverysimpleoneforthesermonanddothebestshecouldforgraduation。 Whatevershegotforthatmustbemadewithaguimpethatcouldbetakenouttomakeitalittlemorefestivefortheball。Butwherecouldshegeteventwoprettydresses? TheonlyhopeshecouldseewastobreakintothecollectionofthemanfromIndia,sellsomemoths,andtrytoreplacetheminJune。Butinhersoulsheknewthatneverwoulddo。NoJuneeverbroughtjustthethingsshehopeditwould。Ifshespentthecollegemoneysheknewshecouldnotreplaceit。Ifshedidnot,theonlywaywastosecurearoominthegradesandteachayear。HerworktherehadbeensoappreciatedthatElnorafeltwiththerecommendationsheknewshecouldgetfromthesuperintendentandteachersshecouldsecureaposition。 Shewassureshecouldpasstheexaminationseasily。 ShehadoncegoneonSaturday,takenthemandsecuredalicenseforayearbeforeshelefttheBrushwoodschool。 Shewantedtostarttocollegewhentheothergirlsweregoing。 Ifshecouldmakethefirstyearalone,shecouldmanagetheremainder。Butmakethatfirstyearherself,shemust。 Insteadofsellinganyofhercollection,shemusthuntassheneverbeforehadhuntedandfindaYellowEmperor。 Shehadtohaveit,thatwasall。Also,shehadtohavethosedresses。ShethoughtofWesleyanddismissedit。 ShethoughtoftheBirdWoman,andknewshecouldnottellher。Shethoughtofeverywayinwhichsheeverhadhopedtoearnmoneyandrealizedthatwiththeplay,committeemeetings,practising,andfinalexaminationsshescarcelyhadtimetolive,muchlesstodomorethantheworkrequiredforherpicturesandgifts。AgainElnorawasintrouble,andthistimeitseemedtheworstofall。 Itwasdarkwhenshearoseandwenthome。 \"Mother,\"shesaid,\"Ihaveapieceofnewsthatisdecidedlynotcheerful。\" \"Thenkeepittoyourself!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"IthinkIhaveenoughtobearwithoutagreatgirllikeyoupilingtroubleonme。\" \"Mymoneyisallgone!\"saidElnora。 \"Well,didyouthinkitwouldlastforever?It\'sbeenamarveltomethatit\'sheldoutaswellasithas,thewayyou\'vedressedandgone。\" \"Idon\'tthinkI\'vespentanythatIwasnotcompelledto,\"saidElnora。\"I\'vedressedonjustaslittleasI possiblycouldtokeepgoing。Iamheartsick。IthoughtIhadoverfiftydollarstoputmethroughCommencement,buttheytellmeitisallgone。\" \"Fiftydollars!ToputyouthroughCommencement! Whatonearthareyouproposingtodo?\" \"Thesameastherestofthem,intheverycheapestwaypossible。\" \"Andwhatmightthatbe?\" Elnoraomittedthephotographs,thegiftsandtheplay。 Shetoldonlyofthesermon,graduationexercises,andtheball。 \"Well,Iwouldn\'ttroublemyselfoverthat,\"sniffedMrs。Comstock。\"Ifyouwanttogotoasermon,putonthedressyoualwaysuseformeeting。Ifyouneedwhitefortheexerciseswearthenewdressyougotlastspring。 Asfortheball,thebestthingforyoutodoistostayamileawayfromsuchfolly。Inmyopinionyou\'dbestbringhomeyourbooks,andquitrightnow。Youcan\'tbefixedliketherestofthem,don\'tbesofoolishastorunintoit。Juststayhereandlettheselastfewdaysgo。Youcan\'tlearnenoughmoretobeofanyaccount。\" \"But,mother,\"gaspedElnora。\"Youdon\'tunderstand!\" \"Oh,yes,Ido!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Iunderstandperfectly。 Solongasthemoneylasted,youheldupyourhead,andwentsailingwithoutevenexplaininghowyougotitfromthestuffyougathered。GoodnessknowsIcouldn\'tsee。 Butnowit\'sgone,youcomewhiningtome。WhathaveIgot? Haveyouforgotthattheditchandtheroadcompletelystrappedme?Ihaven\'tanymoney。There\'snothingforyoutodobutgetoutofit。\" \"Ican\'t!\"saidElnoradesperately。\"I\'vegoneontoolong。 Itwouldmakeabreakineverything。Theywouldn\'tletmehavemydiploma!\" \"What\'sthedifference?You\'vegotthestuffinyourhead。 Iwouldn\'tgivearapforascrapofpaper。Thatdon\'tmeananything!\" \"ButI\'veworkedfouryearsforit,andIcan\'tenter—— Ioughttohaveittohelpmegetaschool,whenIwanttoteach。IfIdon\'thavemygradestoshow,peoplewillthinkIquitbecauseIcouldn\'tpassmyexaminations。 Imusthavemydiploma!\" \"Thengetit!\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Theonlywayistograduatewiththeothers。\" \"Well,graduateifyouareboundto!\" \"ButIcan\'t,unlessIhavethingsenoughliketheclass,thatIdon\'tlookasIdidthatfirstday。\" \"Well,pleaserememberIdidn\'tgetyouintothis,andIcan\'tgetyouout。Youaresetonhavingyourownway。Goon,andhaveit,andseehowyoulikeit!\" Elnorawentupstairsanddidnotcomedownagainthatnight,whichhermothercalledpouting。 \"I\'vethoughtallnight,\"saidthegirlatbreakfast,\"andIcan\'tseeanywaybuttoborrowthemoneyofUncleWesleyandpayitbackfromsomethattheBirdWomanwilloweme,whenIgetonemorespecimen。 ButthatmeansthatIcan\'tgoto——thatIwillhavetoteachthiswinter,ifIcangetacitygradeoracountryschool。\" \"JustyoudaregodingingafterWesleySintonformoney,\" criedMrs。Comstock。\"Youwon\'tdoanysuchathing!\" \"Ican\'tseeanyotherway。I\'vegottohavethemoney!\" \"Quit,Itellyou!\" \"Ican\'tquit!——I\'vegonetoofar!\" \"Wellthen,letmegetyourclothes,andyoucanpaymeback。\" \"Butyousaidyouhadnomoney!\" \"MaybeIcanborrowsomeatthebank。ThenyoucanreturnitwhentheBirdWomanpaysyou。\" \"Allright,\"saidElnora。\"Idon\'tneedexpensivethings。 Justsomekindofaprettycheapwhitedressforthesermon,andawhiteonealittlebetterthanIhadlastsummer,forCommencementandtheball。IcanusethewhiteglovesandshoesIgotmyselfforlastyear,andyoucangetmydressmadeatthesameplaceyoudidthatone。 Theyhavemymeasurements,anddoperfectwork。 Don\'tgetexpensivethings。ItwillbewarmsoIcangobareheaded。\" Thenshestartedtoschool,butwassotiredanddiscouragedshescarcelycouldwalk。Fouryears\'plansgoinginoneday!Forshefeltthatifshedidnotstarttocollegethatfallsheneverwould。Insteadoffeelingrelievedathermother\'soffer,shewasalmosttooilltogoon。Forthethousandthtimeshegroaned:\"Oh,whydidn\'tIkeepaccountofmymoney?\" Afterthatthedayspassedsoswiftlyshescarcelyhadtimetothink,butseveraltripshermothermadetotown,andtheassurancethateverythingwasallright,satisfiedElnora。Sheworkedveryhardtopassgoodfinalexaminationsandperfectherselffortheplay。 FortwodaysshehadremainedintownwiththeBirdWomaninordertospendmoretimepractisingandatherwork。 OftenMargarethadaskedaboutherdressesforgraduation,andElnorahadrepliedthattheywerewithawomaninthecitywhohadmadeherawhitedressforlastyear\'sCommencementwhenshewasajuniorusher,andtheywouldbeallright。SoMargaret,Wesley,andBillyconcernedthemselvesoverwhattheywouldgiveherforapresent。 Margaretsuggestedabeautifuldress。Wesleysaidthatwouldlooktoeveryoneasifsheneededdresses。 Thethingwastogetahandsomegiftlikealltheotherswouldhave。Billywantedtopresentherafive-dollargoldpiecetobuymusicforherviolin。HewaspositiveElnorawouldlikethatbestofanything。 Itwastowardthecloseofthetermwhentheydrovetotownoneeveningtotrytosettlethisimportantquestion。 TheyknewMrs。Comstockhadbeenaloneseveraldays,sotheyaskedhertoaccompanythem。Shehadbeenmorelonelythanshewouldadmit,filledwithunusualunrestbesides,andsoshewasgladtogo。ButbeforetheyhaddrivenamileBillyhadtoldthattheyweregoingtobuyElnoraagraduationpresent,andMrs。Comstockdevoutlywishedthatshehadremainedathome。ShewaspreparedwhenBillyasked:\"AuntKate,whatareyougoingtogiveElnorawhenshegraduates?\" \"Plentytoeat,agoodbedtosleepin,anddoalltheworkwhileshetrollops,\"answeredMrs。Comstockdryly。 Billyreflected。\"Iguessallofthemhavethat,\"hesaid。 \"Imeanapresentyoubuyatthestore,likeChristmas?\" \"Itisonlyrichfolkswhobuypresentsatstores,\" repliedMrs。Comstock。\"Ican\'taffordit。\" \"Well,weain\'trich,\"hesaid,\"butwearegoingtobuyElnorasomethingasfineastherestofthemhaveifwesellacornerofthefarm。UncleWesleysaidso。\" \"Afoolandhislandaresoonparted,\"saidMrs。 Comstocktersely。WesleyandBillylaughed,butMargaretdidnotenjoytheremark。 Whiletheyweresearchingthestoresforsomethingonwhichallofthemcoulddecide,andMargaretwasholdingBillytokeephimfromsayinganythingbeforeMrs。Comstockaboutthemusiconwhichhewasdetermined,Mr。BrownleemetWesleyandstoppedtoshakehands。 \"Iseeyourboycameoutfinely,\"hesaid。 \"Idon\'tallowanyboyanywheretobefinerthanBilly,\" saidWesley。 \"Iguessyoudon\'tallowanygirltosurpassElnora,\" saidMr。Brownlee。\"ShecomeshomewithEllenoften,andmywifeandIloveher。Ellensayssheisgreatinherpartto-night。Bestthinginthewholeplay!Ofcourse,youareintoseeit!Ifyouhaven\'treservedseats,you\'dbetterstartprettysoon,forthehighschoolauditoriumonlyseatsathousand。It\'salwaysjammedatthesehome- talentplays。Allofuswanttoseehowourchildrenperform。\" \"Whyyes,ofcourse,\"saidthebewilderedWesley。 ThenhehurriedtoMargaret。\"Say,\"hesaid,\"thereisgoingtobeaplayatthehighschoolto-night;andElnoraisinit。Whyhasn\'tshetoldus?\" \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMargaret,\"butI\'mgoing。\" \"SoamI,\"saidBilly。 \"Metoo!\"saidWesley,\"unlessyouthinkforsomereasonshedoesn\'twantus。Lookslikeshewouldhavetoldusifshehad。I\'mgoingtoaskhermother。\" \"Yes,that\'swhat\'sshe\'sbeenstayingintownfor,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"It\'ssomesortofaswindletoraisemoneyforherclasstobuysomesillythingtostickupintheschoolhousehalltorememberthemby。Idon\'tknowwhetherit\'snowornextweek,butthere\'ssomethingofthekindtobedone。\" \"Well,it\'sto-night,\"saidWesley,\"andwearegoing。 It\'smytreat,andwe\'vegottohurryorwewon\'tgetin。 Therearereservedseats,andwehavenone,soit\'sthegalleryforus,butIdon\'tcaresoIgettotakeonegoodpeepatElnora。\" \"S\'posesheplays?\"whisperedMargaretinhisear。 \"Aw,tush!Shecouldn\'t!\"saidWesley。 \"Well,she\'sbeendoingitthreeyearsintheorchestra,andworkinglikeaslaveatit。\" \"Oh,wellthat\'sdifferent。She\'sintheplayto-night。 Brownleetoldmeso。Comeon,quick!We\'lldriveandhitchclosestplacewecanfindtothebuilding。\" Margaretwentintheexcitementofthemoment,butshewastroubled。 WhentheyreachedthebuildingWesleytiedtheteamtoarailingandBillysprangouttohelpMargaret。 Mrs。Comstocksatstill。 \"Comeon,Kate,\"saidWesley,reachinghishand。 \"I\'mnotgoinganywhere,\"saidMrs。Comstock,settlingcomfortablybackagainstthecushions。 Allofthembeggedandpleaded,butitwasnouse。NotaninchwouldMrs。Comstockbudge。Thenightwaswarmandthecarriagecomfortable,thehorsesweresecurelyhitched。 Shedidnotcaretoseewhatidioticthingapackofschoolchildrenweredoing,shewouldwaituntiltheSintonsreturned。 Wesleytoldheritmightbetwohours,andshesaidshedidnotcareifitwerefour,sotheylefther。 \"Didyoueverseesuch——?\" \"Cookies!\"criedBilly。 \"Suchblamedstubbornnessinallyourlife?\"demandedWesley。 \"Won\'tcometoseeasfineagirlasElnorainastageperformance。Why,Iwouldn\'tmissitforfiftydollars! \"Ithinkit\'sablessingshedidn\'t,\"saidMargaretplacidly。 \"Ibeggedunusuallyhardsoshewouldn\'t。I\'mscaredofmylifeforfearElnorawillplay。\" Theyfoundseatsnearthedoorwheretheycouldseefairlywell。Billystoodatthebackofthehallandhadagoodview。Byandby,agreatvolumeofsoundwelledfromtheorchestra,butElnorawasnotplaying。 \"Toldyouso!\"saidSinton。\"GotanotiontogooutandseeifKatewon\'tcomenow。Shecantakemyseat,andI\'llstandwithBilly。\" \"Yousitstill!\"saidMargaretemphatically。\"Thisisnotoveryet。\" SoWesleyremainedinhisseat。Theplayopenedandprogressedverymuchasallhighschoolplayshavegoneforthepastfiftyyears。ButElnoradidnotappearinanyofthescenes。 Outinthewarmsummernightasour,grimwomannursedanachingheartandtriedtojustifyherself。 Theeffortirritatedherintensely。Shefeltthatshecouldnotaffordthethingsthatwerebeingdone。 TheoldfearoflosingthelandthatsheandRobertComstockhadpurchasedandstartedclearingwasstronguponher。Shewasthinkingofhim,howsheneededhim,whentheorchestramusicpouredfromtheopenwindowsnearher。Mrs。Comstockendureditaslongasshecould,andthenslippedfromthecarriageandfleddownthestreet。 Shedidnotknowhowfarshewentorhowlongshestayed,buteverythingwasstill,saveanoccasionalraisedvoicewhenshewanderedback。Shestoodlookingatthebuilding。Slowlysheenteredthewidegatesandfollowedupthewalk。Elnorahadbeencominghereforalmostfouryears。WhenMrs。Comstockreachedthedoorshelookedinside。Thewidehallwaslightedwithelectricity,andthestatuaryandthedecorationsofthewallsdidnotseemlikepiecesoffoolishness。Themarbleappearedpure,white,andthebigpicturesmostinteresting。 Shewalkedthelengthofthehallandslowlyreadthetitlesofthestatuesandthenamesofthepupilswhohaddonatedthem。 ShespeculatedonwherethepieceElnora\'sclasswouldbuycouldbeplacedtoadvantage。 Thenshewonderediftheywerehavingalargeenoughaudiencetobuymarble。Shelikeditbetterthanthebronze,butitlookedasifitcostmore。Howwhitethebroadstairwaywas!Elnorahadbeenclimbingthosestairsforyearsandnevertoldhertheyweremarble。 Ofcourse,shethoughttheywerewood。Probablytheupperhallwasevengranderthanthis。Shewentovertothefountain,tookadrink,climbedtothefirstlandingandlookedaroundher,andthenwithoutthoughttothesecond。 Thereshecameoppositethewide-opendoorsandtheentrancetotheauditoriumpackedwithpeopleandacrowdstandingoutside。Whentheynoticedatallwomanwithwhitefaceandhairandblackdress,onebyonetheysteppedalittleaside,sothatMrs。Comstockcouldseethestage。Itwascoveredwithcurtains,andnoonewasdoinganything。Justassheturnedtogoasoundsofaintthateveryoneleanedforwardandlistened,drifteddowntheauditorium。Itwasdifficulttotelljustwhatitwas;afteroneinstanthalftheaudiencelookedtowardthewindows,foritseemedonlyabreathofwindrustlingfreshlyopenedleaves;merelyahintofstirringair。 Thenthecurtainsweresweptasideswiftly。Thestagehadbeentransformedintoalovelylittlecornerofcreation,wheretreesandflowersgrewandmosscarpetedtheearth。 Asoftwindblewanditwasthegrayofdawn。Suddenlyarobinbegantosing,thenasongsparrowjoinedhim,andthenseveraloriolesbegantalkingatonce。Thelightgrewstronger,thedewdropstrembled,flowerperfumebegantocreepouttotheaudience;theairmovedthebranchesgentlyandaroostercrowed。Thenallthescenewasshakenwithababelofbirdnotesinwhichyoucouldhearacardinalwhistling,andabluefinchpiping。Backsomewhereamongthehighbranchesadovecooedandthenahorseneighedshrilly。Thatsetablackbirdcrying,\"T\'check,\" andawholeflockansweredit。Thecrowsbegantocawandalambbleated。Thenthegrosbeaks,chats,andvireoshadsomethingtosay,andthesunrosehigher,thelightgrewstrongerandthebreezerustledthetreetopsloudly;acowbawledandthewholebarnyardanswered。 Theguineaswereclucking,theturkeygobblerstrutting,thehenscalling,thechickenscheeping,thelightstreameddownstraightoverheadandthebeesbegantohum。Theairstirredstrongly,andawayinanunseenfieldareaperclackedandrattledthroughripeningwheatwhilethedriverwhistled。Anuneasymarewhickeredtohercolt,thecoltanswered,andthelightbegantodecline。 Milesawayaroostercrowedfortwilight,andduskwascomingdown。Thenacatbirdandabrownthrushsangagainstagrosbeakandahermitthrush。Theairwastremulouswithheavenlynotes,thelightswentoutinthehall,dusksweptacrossthestage,acricketsangandakatydidanswered,andawoodpeweewrungtheheartwithitslonesomecry。Thenanighthawkscreamed,awhip- poor-willcomplained,abelatedkilldeersweptthesky,andthenightwindsangaloudersong。Alittlescreechowltunedupinthedistance,abarnowlreplied,andagreathornedowldrownedboththeirvoices。Themoonshoneandthescenewaswarmwithmellowlight。Thebirdvoicesdiedandsoftexquisitemelodybegantoswellandroll。Inthecentreofthestage,piecebypiecethegrasses,mossesandleavesdroppedfromanembankment,thefoliagesoftlyblewaway,whileplainerandplainercametheoutlinesofalovelygirlfiguredrapedinsoftclinginggreen。Inhershowerofbrighthairafewgreenleavesandwhiteblossomsclung,andtheyfelloverherrobedowntoherfeet。Herwhitethroatandarmswerebare,sheleanedforwardalittleandswayedwiththemelody,hereyesfastonthecloudsaboveher,herlipsparted,apinktingeofexerciseinhercheeksasshedrewherbow。Sheplayedasonlyapeculiarchainofcircumstancesputsitinthepowerofaveryfewtoplay。 Allnaturehadgrownstill,theviolinsobbed,sang,dancedandquaveredonalone,novoiceinparticular; thesoulofthemelodyofallnaturecombinedinonegreatoutpouring。 Atthedoorway,awhite-facedwomanendureditaslongasshecouldandthenfellsenseless。Themennearestcarriedherdownthehalltothefountain,revivedher,andthenplacedherinthecarriagetowhichshedirectedthem。 Thegirlplayedonandneverknew。Whenshefinished,theuproarofapplausesoundedablockdownthestreet,butthehalf-senselesswomanscarcelyrealizedwhatitmeant。 Thenthegirlcametothefrontofthestage,bowed,andliftingtheviolinsheplayedherconceptionofaninvitationtodance。Everylivingsoulwithinsoundofhernotesstrainedtheirnervestositstillandletonlytheirheartsdancewithher。Whenthatbeganthewomanrantowardthecountry。Sheneverstoppeduntilthecarriageovertookherhalf-waytohercabin。Shesaidshehadgrowntiredofsitting,andwalkedonahead。ThatnightsheaskedBillytoremainwithherandsleeponElnora\'sbed。 Thenshepitchedheadlonguponherown,andsufferedagonyofsoulsuchassheneverbeforehadknown。 Theswamphadsentbackthesoulofherloveddeadandputitintothebodyofthedaughtersheresented,anditwasalmostmorethanshecouldendureandlive。 CHAPTERXI WHEREINELNORAGRADUATES,ANDFRECKLESANDTHEANGELSENDGIFTS ThatwasFridaynight。ElnoracamehomeSaturdaymorningandbeganwork。Mrs。Comstockaskednoquestions,andthegirlonlytoldherthattheaudiencehadbeenlargeenoughtomorethanpayforthepieceofstatuarytheclasshadselectedforthehall。Thensheinquiredaboutherdressesandwastoldtheywouldbereadyforher。ShehadbeeninvitedtogototheBirdWoman\'stoprepareforboththesermonandCommencementexercises。Sincetherewassomuchpractisingtodo,ithadbeenarrangedthatsheshouldremaintherefromthenightofthesermonuntilaftershewasgraduated。IfMrs。ComstockdecidedtoattendshewastodriveinwiththeSintons。WhenElnorabeggedhertocomeshesaidshecarednothingaboutsuchsilliness。 ItwasalmosttimeforWesleytocometotakeElnoratothecity,whenfreshfromherbath,anddressedtoheroutergarment,shestoodwithexpectantfacebeforehermotherandcried:\"Nowmydress,mother!\" Mrs。Comstockwaspaleasshereplied:\"It\'sonmybed。 Helpyourself。\" Elnoraopenedthedoorandsteppedintohermother\'sroomwithneveramisgiving。SincethenightMargaretandWesleyhadbroughtherclothing,whenshefirststartedtoschool,hermotherhadselectedallofherdresses,withMrs。Sinton\'shelpmademostofthem,andElnorahadpaidthebills。Thewhitedressofthepreviousspringwasthefirstmadeatadressmaker\'s。ShehadwornthatasjuniorusheratCommencement;buthermotherhadselectedthematerial,haditmade,andithadfittedperfectlyandhadbeensuitableineveryway。Sowithherheartatrestonthatpoint,Elnorahurriedtothebedtofindonlyherlastsummer\'swhitedress,freshlywashedandironed。Foraninstantshestaredatit,thenshepickedupthegarment,lookedatthebedbeneathit,andhergazeslowlyswepttheroom。 Itwasunfamiliar。Perhapsthiswasthethirdtimeshehadbeeninitsinceshewasaverysmallchild。Hereyesrangedoverthebeautifulwalnutdresser,thetallbureau,thebigchest,insidewhichsheneverhadseen,andtherowofmasculineattirehangingaboveit。Somewhereadaintylawnormulldresssimplymustbehanging:butitwasnot。Elnoradroppedonthechestbecauseshefelttooweaktostand。Inlessthantwohoursshemustbeinthechurch,atOnabasha。Shecouldnotwearalastyear\'swasheddress。Shehadnothingelse。Sheleanedagainstthewallandherfather\'sovercoatbrushedherface。 Shecaughtthefoldsandclungtoitwithallhermight。 \"Ohfather!Father!\"shemoaned。\"Ineedyou!Idon\'tbelieveyouwouldhavedonethis!\"Atlastsheopenedthedoor。 \"Ican\'tfindmydress,\"shesaid。 \"Well,asit\'stheonlyonethereIshouldn\'tthinkitwouldbemuchtrouble。\" \"Youmeanformetowearanoldwasheddressto-night?\" \"It\'sagooddress。Thereisn\'taholeinit!There\'snoreasononearthwhyyoushouldn\'twearit。\" \"ExceptthatIwillnot,\"saidElnora。\"Didn\'tyouprovideanydressforCommencement,either?\" \"Ifyousoilthatto-night,I\'veplentyoftimetowashitagain。\" Wesley\'svoicecalledfromthegate。 \"Inaminute,\"answeredElnora。 Sheranupstairsandinanincrediblyshorttimecamedownwearingoneofherginghamschooldresses。Herfacecoldandhard,shepassedhermotherandwentintothenight。HalfanhourlaterMargaretandBillystoppedforMrs。Comstockwiththecarriage。Shehaddeterminedfullythatshewouldnotgobeforetheycalled。Withthesoundoftheirvoicesasortofhorrorofbeingleftseizedher,sosheputonherhat,lockedthedoorandwentouttothem。 \"HowdidElnoralook?\"inquiredMargaretanxiously。 \"Likeshealwaysdoes,\"answeredMrs。Comstockcurtly。 \"Idohopeherdressesareasprettyastheothers,\" saidMargaret。\"Noneofthemwillhaveprettierfacesornicerways。\" Wesleywaswaitingbeforethebigchurchtotakecareoftheteam。Astheystoodwatchingthepeopleenterthebuilding,Mrs。Comstockfeltherselfgrowingill。Whentheywentinsideamongthelights,sawtheflower-deckedstage,andthemassesoffinelydressedpeople,shegrewnobetter。 ShecouldhearMargaretandBillysoftlycommentingonwhatwasbeingdone。 \"ThatfirstchairintheveryfrontrowisElnora\'s,\" exultedBilly,\"cosshe\'sgotthehighestgrades,andsoshegetstoleadtheprocessiontotheplatform。\" \"Thefirstchair!\"\"Leadtheprocession!\"Mrs。Comstockwasdumbfounded。Thenotesofthepipeorganbegantofillthebuildinginaslowrollingmarch。WouldElnoraleadtheprocessioninaginghamdress?Orwouldshebeabsentandherchairvacantonthisgreatoccasion?Fornow,Mrs。 Comstockcouldseethatitwasagreatoccasion。EveryonewouldrememberhowElnorahadplayedafewnightsbefore,andtheywouldmissherandpityher。Pity?Becauseshehadnoonetocareforher。Becauseshewasworseoffthanifshehadnomother。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Mrs。Comstockbegantostudyherselfasshewouldappeartoothers。 Everytimeajuniorgirlcameflutteringdowntheaisle,leadingsomeonetoaseat,andMrs。Comstocksawabeautifulwhitedresspass,awaveofpositiveillnesssweptoverher。 Whathadshedone?WhatwouldbecomeofElnora? AsElnorarodetothecity,sheansweredWesley\'squestionsinmonosyllablessothathethoughtshewasnervousorrehearsingherspeechanddidnotcaretotalk。 Severaltimesthegirltriedtotellhimandrealizedthatifshesaidthefirstworditwouldbringuncontrollabletears。 TheBirdWomanopenedthescreenandstaredunbelievingly。 \"Why,Ithoughtyouwouldbeready;youaresolate!\" shesaid。\"Ifyouhavewaitedtodresshere,wemusthurry。\" \"Ihavenothingtoputon,\"saidElnora。 InbewildermenttheBirdWomandrewherinside。 \"Did——did——\"shefaltered。\"Didyouthinkyouwouldwearthat?\" \"No。IthoughtIwouldtelephoneEllenthattherehadbeenanaccidentandIcouldnotcome。Idon\'tknowyethowtoexplain。I\'mtoosicktothink。Oh,doyousupposeIcangetsomethingmadebyTuesday,sothatIcangraduate?\" \"Yes;andyou\'llgetsomethingonyouto-night,sothatyoucanleadyourclass,asyouhavedoneforfouryears。 Gotomyroomandtakeoffthatgingham,quickly。Anna,dropeverything,andcomehelpme。\" TheBirdWomanrantothetelephoneandcalledEllenBrownlee。 \"Elnorahashadanaccident。Shewillbealittlelate,\" shesaid。\"Youhavegottomakethemwait。Havethemplayextramusicbeforethemarch。\" Thensheturnedtothemaid。\"TellBensontohavethecarriageatthegate,justassoonashecangetitthere。 Thencometomyroom。Bringthethreadboxfromthesewing-room,thatrollofwidewhiteribbononthecuttingtable,andgatherallthewhitepinsfromeverydresserinthehouse。Butfirstcomewithmeaminute。\" \"IwantthattrunkwiththeSwampAngel\'sstuffinit,fromthecedarcloset,\"shepantedastheyreachedthetopofthestairs。 TheyhurrieddownthehalltogetheranddraggedthebigtrunktotheBirdWoman\'sroom。Sheopeneditandbegantossingoutwhitestuff。 \"Howluckythatsheleftthesethings!\"shecried。 \"Herearewhiteshoes,gloves,stockings,fans,everything!\" \"Iamallreadybutadress,\"saidElnora。 TheBirdWomanbeganopeningclosetsandpullingoutdrawersandboxes。 \"IthinkIcanmakeitthisway,\"shesaid。 Shesnatchedupacreamylaceyokewithlongsleevesthatrecentlyhadbeenmadeforherandhelditout。 Elnoraslippedintoit,andtheBirdWomanbegansmoothingoutwrinklesandsewinginpins。Itfittedverywellwithalittlelappingintheback。Next,fromamongtheAngel\'sclothingshecaughtupawhitesilkwaistwithlowneckandelbowsleeves,andElnoraputiton。Itwaslargeenough,butdistressinglyshortinthewaist,fortheAngelhadwornitatapartywhenshewassixteen。TheBirdWomanloosenedthesleevesandpushedthemtoapuffontheshoulders,catchingtheminplaceswithpins。 Shebeganonthewidedrapingoftheyoke,fasteningitfront,backandateachshoulder。Shepulleddownthewaistandpinnedit。Nextcameasoftwhitedressskirtofherown。BypinningherwaistbandquitefourinchesaboveElnora\'s,theBirdWomancouldsecureaperfectEmpiresweep,withtheclingingsilk。Thenshebeganwiththewidewhiteribbonthatwastotrimanewfrockforherself,bounditthreetimesaroundthehighwaisteffectshehadmanaged,tiedtheendsinaknotandletthemfalltothefloorinabeautifulsash。 \"Iwantfourwhiteroses,eachwithtwoorthreeleaves,\"shecried。 Annarantobringthem,whiletheBirdWomanaddedpins。 \"Elnora,\"shesaid,\"forgiveme,buttellmetruly。Isyourmothersopoorastomakethisnecessary?\" \"No,\"answeredElnora。\"NextyearIamheirtomyshareofoverthreehundredacresoflandcoveredwithalmostasvaluabletimberaswasintheLimberlost。Weadjoinit。 Therecouldbethirtyoilwellsdrilledthatwouldyieldtousthethousandsourneighboursaredrainingfromunderus,andthebarelandisworthoveronehundreddollarsanacreforfarming。Sheisnotpoor,sheis——Idon\'tknowwhatsheis。Agreattroublesouredandwarpedher。 Itmadeherpeculiar。Shedoesnotintheleastunderstand,butitisbecauseshedoesn\'tcareto,insteadofignorance。