Shedoesnot——\"
Elnorastopped。
\"Sheis——isdifferent,\"finishedthegirl。
Annacamewiththeroses。TheBirdWomansetoneonthefrontofthedrapedyoke,oneoneachshoulderandthelastamongthebrightmassesofbrownhair。Thensheturnedthegirlfacingthetallmirror。
\"Oh!\"pantedElnora。\"Youareagenius!Why,I
willlookaswellasanyofthem。\"
\"Thankgoodnessforthat!\"criedtheBirdWoman。
\"Ifitwouldn\'tdo,Ishouldhavebeenill。Youarelovely;
altogetherlovely!OrdinarilyIshouldn\'tsaythat;butwhenIthinkofhowyouarecarpentered,I\'madmiringtheresult。\"
Theorganbeganrollingoutthemarchastheycameinsight。
Elnoratookherplaceattheheadoftheprocession,whileeveryonewondered。Secretlytheyhadhopedthatshewouldbedressedwellenough,thatshewouldnotappearpoorandneglected。Whatthisradiantyoungcreature,gownedinthemostrecentstyle,hersmoothskinflushedwithexcitement,andarose-setcoronetofredgoldonherhead,hadtodowiththegirltheyknewwasdifficulttodecide。ThesignalwasgivenandElnorabegantheslowmarchacrossthevestryanddowntheaisle。Themusicwelledsoftly,andMargaretbegantosobwithoutknowingwhy。
Mrs。Comstockgrippedherhandstogetherandshuthereyes。ItseemedaneternitytothesufferingwomanbeforeMargaretcaughtherarmandwhispered,\"Oh,Kate!
Foranysakelookather!Here!Theaisleacross!\"
Mrs。Comstockopenedhereyesanddirectingthemwhereshewastold,gazedintently,andsliddowninherseatclosetocollapse。ShewassavedbyMargaret\'stenseclaspandhercommand:\"Here!Idiot!Stopthat!\"
IntheblazeoflightElnoraclimbedthestepstothepalm-emboweredplatform,crosseditandtookherplace。
Sixtyyoungmenandwomen,eachofthemdressedthebestpossible,followedher。Thereweremanly,fine-
lookingmeninthatclasswhichElnoraled。Thereweregirlsofbeautyandgrace,butnotoneofthemwashandsomerorclothedinbettertastethanshe。
BillythoughtthetimeneverwouldcomewhenElnorawouldseehim,butatlastshemethiseye,thenMargaretandWesleyhadfaintsignsofrecognitioninturn,buttherewasnosofteningofthegirl\'sfaceandnohintofasmilewhenshesawhermother。
Heartsick,KatharineComstocktriedtoprovetoherselfthatshewasjustifiedinwhatshehaddone,butshecouldnot。ShetriedtoblameElnorafornotsayingthatshewastoleadaprocessionandsitonaplatforminthesightofhundredsofpeople;butthatwasimpossible,forsherealizedthatshewouldhavescoffedandnotunderstoodifshehadbeentold。Herheartpaineduntilshesufferedwitheverybreath。
Whenatlasttheexerciseswereoversheclimbedintothecarriageandrodehomewithoutaword。ShedidnothearwhatMargaretandBillyweresaying。ShescarcelyheardWesley,whodrovebehind,whenhetoldherthatElnorawouldnotbehomeuntilWednesday。EarlythenextmorningMrs。ComstockwasonherwaytoOnabasha。
ShewaswaitingwhentheBrownleestoreopened。
Sheexaminedready-madewhitedresses,buttheyhadonlyoneoftherightsize,anditwasmarkedfortydollars。
Mrs。Comstockdidnothesitateovertheprice,butwhetherthedresswouldbesuitable。ShewouldhavetoaskElnora。
SheinquiredherwaytothehomeoftheBirdWomanandknocked。
\"IsElnoraComstockhere?\"sheaskedthemaid。
\"Yes,butsheisstillinbed。Iwastoldtolethersleepaslongasshewould。\"
\"MaybeIcouldsithereandwait,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Iwanttoseeaboutgettingheradressforto-morrow。
Iamhermother。\"
\"Thenyoudon\'tneedwaitorworry,\"saidthegirlcheerfully。
\"Therearetwowomenupinthesewing-roomatworkonadressforherrightnow。Itwillbedoneintime,anditwillbeabeauty。\"
Mrs。ComstockturnedandtrudgedbacktotheLimberlost。
Thebitternessinhersoulbecameaphysicalactuality,whichwaterwouldnotwashfromherlips。Shewastoolate!Shewasnotneeded。Anotherwomanwasmotheringhergirl。AnotherwomanwouldprepareabeautifuldresssuchasElnorahadwornthepreviousnight。
Thegirl\'sloveandgratitudewouldgotoher。Mrs。Comstocktriedtheoldprocessofblamingsomeoneelse,butshefeltnobetter。Shenursedhergriefascloselyaseverinthelongdaysofthegirl\'sabsence。ShebroodedoverElnora\'spossessionoftheforbiddenviolinandherabilitytoplayituntiltheperformancecouldnothavebeentoldfromherfather\'s。Shetriedeveryrefugehermindcouldconjure,toquietherheartandremovethefearthatthegirlneverwouldcomehomeagain,butitpersisted。
Mrs。Comstockcouldneithereatnorsleep。Shewanderedaroundthecabinandgarden。ShekeptfarfromthepoolwhereRobertComstockhadsunkfromsightforshefeltthatitwouldentombheralsoifElnoradidnotcomehomeWednesdaymorning。Themothertoldherselfthatshewouldwait,butthewaitingwasasbitterasanythingsheeverhadknown。
WhenElnoraawokeMondayanotherdresswasinthehandsofaseamstressandwassoonfitted。IthadbelongedtotheAngel,andwasasoftwhitethingthatwithalittlealterationwouldserveadmirablyforCommencementandtheball。AllthatdayElnoraworked,helpingpreparetheauditoriumfortheexercises,rehearsingthemarchandthespeechshewastomakeinbehalfoftheclass。
Thefollowingdaywasevenbusier。Buthermindwasatrest,forthedresswasasoftdelicatelaceeasytochange,andthemarksofalterationimpossibletodetect。
TheBirdWomanhadtelephonedtoGrandRapids,explainedthesituationandaskedtheAngelifshemightuseit。
Thereplyhadbeentogivethegirlthecontentsofthechest。
WhentheBirdWomantoldElnora,tearsfilledhereyes。
\"Iwillwriteatonceandthankher,\"shesaid。\"Withallherbeautifulgownsshedoesnotneedthem,andIdo。
Theywillserveformeoften,andbemuchfinerthananythingIcouldafford。Itislovelyofhertogivemethedressandofyoutohaveitalteredforme,asInevercould。\"
TheBirdWomanlaughed。\"Ifeelreligiousto-day,\"
shesaid。\"Youknowthefirstandgreatestrockofmysalvationis`Dountoothers。\'I\'monlydoingtoyouwhattherewasnoonetodoformewhenIwasagirlverylikeyou。Annatellsmeyourmotherwashereearlythismorningandthatshecametoseeaboutgettingyouadress。\"
\"Sheistoolate!\"saidElnoracoldly。\"Shehadoveramonthtopreparemydresses,andIwastopayforthem,sothereisnoexcuse。\"
\"Nevertheless,sheisyourmother,\"saidtheBirdWoman,softly。\"Ithinkalmostanykindofamothermustbebetterthannoneatall,andyousayshehashadgreattrouble。\"
\"Shelovedmyfatherandhedied,\"saidElnora。\"Thesamething,inquiteastragicamanner,hashappenedtothousandsofotherwomen,andtheyhavegoneonwithcalmfacesandfoundhappinessinlifebylovingothers。
TherewassomethingelseIamafraidInevershallforget;
thisIknowIshallnot,buttalkingdoesnothelp。Imustdelivermypresentsandphotographstothecrowd。IhaveapictureandImadeapresentforyou,too,ifyouwouldcareforthem。\"
\"Ishallloveanythingyougiveme,\"saidtheBirdWoman。
\"Iknowyouwellenoughtoknowthatwhateveryoudowillbebeautiful。\"
Elnorawaspleasedoverthat,andasshetriedonherdressforthelastfittingshewasreallyhappy。Shewaslovelyinthedaintygown:itwouldservefinelyfortheballandmanyotherlikeoccasions,anditwasherveryown。
TheBirdWoman\'sdrivertookElnorainthecarriageandshecalledonallthegirlswithwhomshewasespeciallyintimate,andleftherpictureandthepackagecontaininghergifttothem。Bythetimeshereturnedparcelsforherwerearriving。Friendsseemedtospringfromeverywhere。
Almosteveryonesheknewhadsomegiftforher,whilebecausetheysolovedherthemembersofhercrowdhadmadeherbeautifulpresents。Therewerebooks,vases,silverpieces,handkerchiefs,fans,boxesofflowersandcandy。OnebigpackagesettledthetroubleatSinton\'s,foritcontainedadaintydressfromMargaret,afive-dollargoldpiece,conspicuouslylabelled,\"Iearnedthismyself,\"fromBilly,withwhichtobuymusic;andagorgeouscut-glassperfumebottle,itwouldhavecostfivedollarstofillwithevenamoderate-
pricedscent,fromWesley。
Inanexpressedcratewasafinecurly-mapledressingtable,sentbyFreckles。ThedrawerswerefilledwithwonderfultoiletarticlesfromtheAngel。TheBirdWomanaddedanembroideredlinencoverandasmallsilvervaseforafewflowers,sonogirloftheclasshadfinergifts。Elnoralaidherheadonthetablesobbinghappily,andtheBirdWomanwasalmostcryingherself。
ProfessorHenleysentabutterflybook,thegraderoomsinwhichElnorahadtaughtgaveherasetofvolumescoveringeveryphaseoflifeafield,inthewoods,andwater。
Elnorahadnotimetoreadsoshecarriedoneofthesebooksaroundwithherhuggingitasshewent。Aftershehadgonetodressaqueer-lookingpackagewasbroughtbyasmallboywhohoppedononefootashehandeditinandsaid:\"TellElnorathatisfromherma。\"
\"Whoareyou?\"askedtheBirdWomanasshetookthebundle。
\"I\'mBilly!\"announcedtheboy。\"Igaveherthefivedollars。
Iearneditmyselfdroppingcorn,stickingonions,andpullingweeds。My,butyougottodrop,andstick,andpullalotbeforeit\'sfivedollars\'worth。\"
\"WouldyouliketocomeinandseeElnora\'sgifts?\"
\"Yes,ma\'am!\"saidBilly,tryingtostandquietly。
\"Gee-mentley!\"hegasped。\"DoesElnoragetallthis?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"IbetyouathousanddollarsIbefirstinmyclasswhenIgraduate。Say,havetheothersgotalotmorethanElnora?\"
\"Ithinknot。\"
\"Well,UncleWesleysaidtofindoutifIcould,andifshedidn\'thaveasmuchastherest,he\'dbuytillshedid,ifittookahundreddollars。Say,yououghttoknowhim!
He\'sjustscrumptious!Thereain\'tanybodyanywherefiner\'anheis。My,he\'sgrand!\"
\"I\'mverysureofit!\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"I\'veoftenheardElnorasayso。\"
\"Ibetyounobodycanbeatthis!\"heboasted。Thenhestopped,thinkingdeeply。\"Idon\'tknow,though,\"
hebeganreflectively。\"Someofthemareawfulrich;
theygotbigfamiliestogivethemthingsandwagonloadsoffriends,andIhaven\'tseenwhattheyhave。Now,maybeElnoraisgettingleft,afterall!\"
\"Don\'tworry,Billy,\"shesaid。\"Iwillwatch,andifIfindElnorais`gettingleft\'I\'llbuyhersomemorethingsmyself。ButI\'msuresheisnot。Shehasmorebeautifulgiftsnowthanshewillknowwhattodowith,andotherswillcome。TellyourUncleWesleyhisgirlisbountifullyremembered,veryhappy,andshesendsherdearestlovetoallofyou。Nowyoumustgo,soIcanhelpherdress。Youwillbethereto-nightofcourse?\"
\"Yes,sir-ee!Shegotmeaseat,thirdrowfromthefront,middlesection,soIcansee,andshe\'sgoingtowinkatme,aftershegetsherspeechoffhermind。
Shekissedme,too!She\'saperfectlady,Elnorais。
I\'mgoingtomarryherwhenIambigenough。\"
\"Whyisn\'tthatsplendid!\"laughedtheBirdWomanasshehurriedupstairs。
\"Dear!\"shecalled。\"Hereisanothergiftforyou。\"
Elnorawashalfdisrobedasshetookthepackageand,sittingonacouch,openedit。TheBirdWomanbentoverherandtestedthefabricwithherfingers。
\"Why,blessmysoul!\"shecried。\"Hand-woven,hand-
embroideredlinen,fineassilk。It\'spriceless\'Ihaven\'tseensuchthingsinyears。MymotherhadgarmentslikethosewhenIwasachild,butmysistershadthemcutupforcollars,belts,andfancywaistswhileIwassmall。
Lookattheexquisitework!\"
\"Wherecouldithavecomefrom?\"criedElnora。
Sheshookoutapetticoat,withahand-wroughtruffleafootdeep,thenanold-fashionedchemisetheneckandsleeveworkofwhichwaselaborateandperfectlywrought。
Onthebreastwaspinnedanotethatshehastilyopened。
\"Iwasmarriedinthese,\"itread,\"andIhadintendedtobeburiedinthem,butperhapsitwouldbemoresensibleforyoutograduateandgetmarriedinthemyourself,ifyoulike。Yourmother。\"
\"Frommymother!\"Wide-eyed,ElnoralookedattheBirdWoman。\"Ineverinmylifesawthelike。
MotherdoesthingsIthinkInevercanforgive,andwhenIfeelhardest,sheturnsaroundanddoessomethingthatmakesmethinkshejustmustlovemealittlebit,afterall。
Anyofthegirlswouldgivealmostanythingtograduateinhand-embroideredlinenlikethat。Moneycan\'tbuysuchthings。AndtheycamewhenIwasthinkingshedidn\'tcarewhatbecameofme。Doyousupposeshecanbeinsane?\"
\"Yes,\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"Wildlyinsane,ifshedoesnotloveyouandcarewhatbecomesofyou。\"
Elnoraaroseandheldthepetticoattoher。\"Willyoulookatit?\"shecried。\"Onlyimaginehernotgettingmydressready,andthensendingmesuchapetticoatasthis!
Ellenwouldpayfiftydollarsforitandneverblink。
Isupposemotherhashaditallmylife,andIneversawitbefore。\"
\"Gotakeyourbathandputonthosethings,\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"Forgeteverythingandbehappy。Sheisnotinsane。Sheisembittered。Shedidnotunderstandhowthingswouldbe。Whenshesaw,shecameatoncetoprovideyouadress。Thisisherwayofsayingsheissorryshedidnotgettheother。Younoticeshehasnotspentanymoney,soperhapssheisquitehonestinsayingshehasnone。\"
\"Oh,sheishonest!\"saidElnora。\"Shewouldn\'tcareenoughtotellanuntruth。She\'dsayjusthowthingswere,nomatterwhathappened。\"
SoonElnorawasreadyforherdress。Sheneverhadlookedsowellaswhensheagainheadedtheprocessionalacrosstheflowerandpalmdeckedstageofthehighschoolauditorium。AsshesatthereshecouldhavereachedoveranddroppedaroseshecarriedintotheseatshehadoccupiedthatSeptembermorningwhensheenteredthehighschool。Shespokethefewwordsshehadtosayinbehalfoftheclassbeautifully,hadthetinywinkreadyforBilly,andthesmileandnodofrecognitionforWesleyandMargaret。Whenatlastshelookedintotheeyesofawhite-facedwomannextthem,sheslippedahandtohersideandraisedherskirtthefractionofaninch,justenoughtolettheembroiderededgeofapetticoatshowatrifle。Whenshesawthelookofreliefwhichfloodedhermother\'sface,Elnoraknewthatforgivenesswasinherheart,andthatshewouldgohomeinthemorning。
Itwaslateafternoonbeforeshearrived,andadrayfollowedwithaloadofpackages。Mrs。Comstockwasoverwhelmed。ShesathalfdazedandmadeElnorashowhereachcostlyandbeautifulorsimpleandusefulgift,tellhercarefullywhatitwasandfromwhereitcame。
ShestudiedthefacesofElnora\'sparticularfriends。
Thegiftsfromthemhadtobesetinagroup。Severaltimesshestartedtospeakandthenstopped。Atlast,betweenherdrylips,cameaharshwhisper。
\"Elnora,whatdidyougivebackforthesethings?\"
\"I\'llshowyou,\"saidElnoracheerfully。\"ImadethesamegiftsfortheBirdWoman,AuntMargaretandyouifyoucareforit。ButIhavetorunupstairstogetit。\"
Whenshereturnedshehandedhermotheranoblongframe,handcarved,enclosingElnora\'spicture,takenbyaschoolmate\'scamera。Sheworeherstorm-coatandcarriedadrippingumbrella。Fromunderitlookedherbrightface;
herbooksandlunchboxwereonherarm,andacrossthebottomoftheframewascarved,\"YourCountryClassmate。\"
Thensheofferedanotherframe。
\"Iamstrongonframes,\"shesaid。\"TheyseemedtobethebestIcoulddowithoutmoney。Ilocatedthemapleandtheblackwalnutmyself,inalittlecornerthathadbeenoverlookedbetweentheriverandtheditch。
Theydidn\'tseemtobelongtoanyonesoIjusttookthem。
UncleWesleysaiditwasallright,andhecutandhauledthemforme。Igavethemillhalfofeachtreeforsawingandcuringtheremainder。ThenIgavethewood-carverhalfofthatformakingmyframes。Aphotographergavemealotofspoiledplates,andIboiledofftheemulsion,andtookthespecimensIframedfrommystuff。Themansaidthewhiteframeswereworththreeandahalf,andtheblackonesfive。Iexchangedthoselittleframedpicturesforthephotographsoftheothers。Forpresents,Igaveeachoneofmycrowdonelikethis,onlyadifferentmoth。
TheBirdWomangavemethebirchbark。Shegotitupnorthlastsummer。\"
Elnorahandedhermotherahandsomeblack-walnutframeafootandahalfwidebytwolong。Itfinishedasmall,shallowglass-coveredboxofbirchbark,tothebottomofwhichclungabignightmothwithdelicatepalegreenwingsandlongexquisitetrailers。
\"SoyouseeIdidnothavetobeashamedofmygifts,\"
saidElnora。\"Imadethemmyselfandraisedandmountedthemoths。\"
\"Moth,youcallit,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"I\'veseenafewofthethingsbefore。\"
\"TheyarenumerousarounduseveryJunenight,oratleasttheyusedtobe,\"saidElnora。\"I\'vesoldhundredsofthem,withbutterflies,dragonflies,andotherspecimens。
Now,Imustputawaytheseandgettowork,foritisalmostJuneandthereareafewmoreIwantdreadfully。
IfIfindthemIwillbepaidsomemoneyforwhichIhavebeenworking。\"
Shewasafraidtosaycollegeatthattime。Shethoughtitwouldbebettertowaitafewdaysandseeifanopportunitywouldnotcomewhenitwouldworkinmorenaturally。
Besides,unlessshecouldsecuretheYellowEmperorsheneededtocompletehercollection,shecouldnottalkcollegeuntilshewasofage,forshewouldhavenomoney。
CHAPTERXII
WHEREINMARGARETSINTONREVEALSASECRET,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKPOSSESSESTHELIMBERLOST
Elnora,bringmethetowel,quick!\"criedMrsComstock。
\"Inaminute,mother,\"mumbledElnora。
Shewasstandingbeforethekitchenmirror,tyingthebackpartofherhair,whilethefrontturnedoverherface。
\"Hurry!There\'savarmintofsomekind!\"
Elnoraranintothesitting-roomandthrusttheheavykitchentowelintohermother\'shand。Mrs。Comstockswungopenthescreendoorandstruckatsomeobject,Elnoratossedthehairfromherfacesothatshecouldseepasthermother。Thegirlscreamedwildly。
\"Don\'t!Mother,don\'t!\"
Mrs。Comstockstruckagain。Elnoracaughtherarm。
\"It\'stheoneIwant!It\'sworthalotofmoney!
Don\'t!Oh,youshallnot!\"
\"Shan\'t,missy?\"blazedMrs。Comstock。\"Whendidyougettobossingme?\"
Thehandthatheldthescreensweptahalf-circleandstoppedatElnora\'scheek。Shestaggeredwiththeblow,andacrossherface,paledwithexcitement,aredmarkaroserapidly。Thescreenslammedshut,throwingthecreatureonthefloorbeforethem。InstantlyMrs。
Comstockcrusheditwithherfoot。Elnorasteppedback。
Exceptingtheredmark,herfacewasverywhite。
\"ThatwasthelastmothIneeded,\"shesaid,\"tocompleteacollectionworththreehundreddollars。You\'veruineditbeforemyeyes!\"
\"Moth!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Yousaythatbecauseyouaremad。Mothshavebigwings。Iknowamoth!\"
\"I\'vekeptthingsfromyou,\"saidElnora,\"becauseI
didn\'tdareconfideinyou。Youhadnosympathywithme。
ButyouknowInevertoldyouuntruthsinallmylife。\"
\"It\'snomoth!\"reiteratedMrs。Comstock。
\"Itis!\"criedElnora。\"It\'sfromacaseintheground。
Itswingstaketwoorthreehourstoexpandandharden。\"
\"IfIhadknownitwasamoth——\"Mrs。Comstockwavered。
\"Youdidknow!Itoldyou!Ibeggedyoutostop!
Itmeantjustthreehundreddollarstome。\"
\"Bah!Threehundredfiddlesticks!\"
\"Theyarewhathavepaidforbooks,tuition,andclothesforthepastfouryears。TheyarewhatIcouldhavestartedontocollege。You\'veruinedtheveryoneIneeded。
Younevermadeanypretenceoflovingme。AtlastI\'llbeequallyfrankwithyou。Ihateyou!Youareaselfish,wickedwoman!Ihateyou!\"
Elnoraturned,wentthroughthekitchenandfromthebackdoor。Shefollowedthegardenpathtothegateandwalkedtowardtheswampashortdistancewhenreactionovertookher。Shedroppedonthegroundandleanedagainstabiglog。Whenalittlechild,desperateasnow,shehadtriedtodiebyholdingherbreath。Shehadthoughtinthatwaytomakehermothersorry,butshehadlearnedthatlifewasathingthrustuponherandshecouldnotleaveitatherwish。
Shewassostunnedoverthelossofthatmoth,whichshehadchildishlynamedtheYellowEmperor,thatshescarcelyrememberedtheblow。Shehadthoughtnoluckinalltheworldwouldbesorareastocompletehercollection;nowshehadbeenforcedtoseeasplendidImperialisdestroyedbeforeher。Therewasapossibilitythatshecouldfindanother,butshewasfacingthecertaintythattheoneshemighthavehadandwithwhichsheundoubtedlycouldhaveattractedothers,wasspoiledbyhermother。HowlongshesatthereElnoradidnotknoworcare。Shesimplysufferedindumb,abjectmisery,anoccasionaldrysobshakingher。AuntMargaretwasright。
Elnorafeltthatmorningthathermotherneverwouldbeanydifferent。Thegirlhadreachedtheplacewheresherealizedthatshecouldendureitnolonger。
AsElnoralefttheroom,Mrs。Comstocktookonestepafterher。
\"Youlittlehuzzy!\"shegasped。
ButElnorawasgone。Hermotherstoodstaring。
\"Sheneverdidlietome,\"shemuttered。\"Iguessitwasamoth。Andtheonlyonesheneededtogetthreehundreddollars,shesaid。IwishIhadn\'tbeensofast!
Ineversawanythinglikeit。Ithoughtitwassomedeadly,stinging,bitingthing。Abodydoeshavetobemightycarefulhere。ButlikelyI\'vespiltthemilknow。
Pshaw!Shecanfindanother!There\'snousetobefoolish。
Maybemothsarelikesnakes,wherethere\'sone,therearetwo。\"
Mrs。Comstocktookthebroomandsweptthemothoutofthedoor。Thenshegotdownonherkneesandcarefullyexaminedthesteps,logsandtheearthoftheflowerbedsateachside。Shefoundtheplacewherethecreaturehademergedfromtheground,andthehard,dark-browncasewhichhadenclosedit,stillwetinside。
ThensheknewElnorahadbeenright。Itwasamoth。
Itswingshadbeendampandnotexpanded。Mrs。Comstockneverbeforehadseenoneinthatstate,andshedidnotknowhowtheyoriginated。Shehadthoughtallofthemcamefromcasesspunontreesoragainstwallsorboards。Shehadseenonlyenoughtoknowthatthereweresuchthings;asaflashofwhitetoldherthatanerminewasonherpremises,orasharp\"buzzzzz\"warnedherofarattler。
SoitwasfromcreatureslikethatElnorahadsecuredherschoolmoney。Inonesickeningsweepthererushedintotheheartofthewomanafullrealizationofthewidthofthegulfthatseparatedherfromherchild。
Latelymanythingshadpointedtowardit,nonemoreplainlythanwhenElnora,likeareincarnationofherfather,hadstoodfearlesslybeforealargecityaudienceandplayedwithevengreaterskillthanhe,onwhatMrs。Comstockfeltverycertainwashisviolin。Butthatlittlecrawlingcreatureofearth,crushedbyherbeforeitssplendidyellowandlavenderwingscouldspreadandcarryitintothemysteryofnight,hadperformedamiracle。
\"Wearenearerstrangerstoeachotherthanwearewithanyoftheneighbours,\"shemuttered。
SooneoftheAlmighty\'smostdelicateandbeautifulcreationswassacrificedwithoutfulfillingthelaw,yetnoneofitsspecieseverservedsogloriousacause,foratlastMrs。Comstock\'sinnervisionhadcleared。Shewentthroughthecabinmechanically。EveryfewminutessheglancedtowardthebackwalktoseeifElnorawerecoming。SheknewarrangementshadbeenmadewithMargarettogotothecitysometimethatday,soshegrewmorenervousanduneasyeverymoment。ShewashauntedbythefearthattheblowmightdiscolourElnora\'scheek;thatshewouldtellMargaret。Shewentdownthebackwalk,lookingintentlyinalldirections,leftthegardenandfollowedtheswamppath。Herstepwasnoiselessonthesoft,blackearth,andsoonshecamecloseenoughtoseeElnora。Mrs。Comstockstoodlookingatthegirlintroubleduncertainty。Notknowingwhattosay,atlastsheturnedandwentbacktothecabin。
Nooncameandsheprepareddinner,calling,asshealwaysdid,whenElnorawasinthegarden,butshegotnoresponse,andthegirldidnotcome。Alittleafteroneo\'clockMargaretstoppedatthegate。
\"Elnorahaschangedhermind。Sheisnotgoing,\"
calledMrs。Comstock。
ShefeltthatshehatedMargaretasshehitchedherhorseandcameupthewalkinsteadofdrivingon。
\"Youmustbemistaken,\"saidMargaret。\"Iwasgoingonpurposeforher。Sheaskedmetotakeher。
Ihadnoerrand。Whereisshe?\"
\"Iwillcallher,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
Shefollowedthepathagain,andthistimefoundElnorasittingonthelog。Herfacewasswollenanddiscoloured,andhereyesredwithcrying。Shepaidnoattentiontohermother。
\"MagSintonishere,\"saidMrs。Comstockharshly。
\"Itoldheryouhadchangedyourmind,butshesaidyouaskedhertogowithyou,andshehadnothingtogoforherself。\"
Elnoraarose,recklesslywadedthroughthedeepswampgrassesandsoreachedthepathaheadofhermother。
Mrs。Comstockfollowedasfarasthegarden,butshecouldnotenterthecabin。Shebusiedherselfamongthevegetables,barelylookingupwhentheback-doorscreenslammednoisily。MargaretSintonapproachedcolourless,hereyessoangrythatMrs。Comstockshrankback。
\"What\'sthematterwithElnora\'sface?\"demandedMargaret。
Mrs。Comstockmadenoreply。
\"Youstruckher,didyou?\"
\"Ithoughtyouwasn\'tblind!\"
\"Ihavebeen,fortwentylongyearsnow,KateComstock,\"
saidMargaretSinton,\"butmyeyesareopenatlast。
WhatIseeisthatI\'vedoneyounogoodandElnoraabigwrong。Ihadanideathatitwouldkillyoutoknow,butIguessyouaretoughenoughtostandanything。
Killorcure,yougetitnow!\"
\"Whatareyoufrothingabout?\"coollyaskedMrs。Comstock。
\"You!\"criedMargaret。\"You!Thewomanwhodoesn\'tpretendtoloveheronlychild。Wholetshergrowtoawoman,asyouhaveletElnora,andcan\'tbesatisfiedwitheverysortofneglect,butmustaddabuseyet;
andallforafoolideaaboutamanwhowasn\'tworthhissalt!\"
Mrs。Comstockpickedupahoe。
\"Gorighton!\"shesaid。\"Emptyyourself。It\'sthelastthingyou\'lleverdo!\"
\"ThenI\'llmakeatidyjobofit,\"saidMargaret。
\"You\'llnottouchme。You\'llstandthereandhearthetruthatlast,andbecauseIdarefaceyouandtellit,youwillknowinyoursoulitistruth。WhenRobertComstockshavedthatquagmireouttheresoclosehewentin,hewantedtokeepyoufromknowingwherehewascomingfrom。He\'dbeentoseeElviraCarney。
Theyhadplanstogotoadancethatnight——\"
\"Closeyourlips!\"saidMrs。Comstockinavoiceofdeadlyquiet。
\"YouknowIwouldn\'tdareopenthemifIwasn\'ttellingyouthetruth。IcanprovewhatIsay。IwascomingfromReeds。ItwashotinthewoodsandI
stoppedatCarney\'sasIpassedforadrink。
Elvira\'sbedriddenoldmotherheardme,andshewassocrazyforsomeonetotalkwith,Isteppedinaminute。
IsawRobertcomedownthepath。Elvirasawhim,too,sosheranoutofthehousetoheadhimoff。Itlookedfunny,andIjustdeliberatelymovedwhereIcouldseeandhear。
Hebroughtherhisviolin,andtoldhertogetreadyandmeethiminthewoodswithitthatnight,andtheywouldgotoadance。Shetookitandhiditinthelofttothewell-houseandpromisedshe\'dgo。\"
\"Areyoudone?\"demandedMrs。Comstock。
\"No。Iamgoingtotellyouthewholestory。Youdon\'tspareElnoraanything。Ishan\'tspareyou。Ihadn\'tbeenherethatday,butIcantellyoujusthowhewasdressed,whichwayhewentandeverywordtheysaid,thoughtheythoughtIwasbusywithhermotherandwouldn\'tnoticethem。Putdownyourhoe,Kate。
IwenttoElvira,toldherwhatIknewandmadehergivemeComstock\'sviolinforElnoraoverthreeyearsago。
She\'sbeenplayingiteversince。Iwon\'tseeherslightedandabusedanotherdayonaccountofamanwhowouldhavebrokenyourheartifhehadlived。
Sixmonthsmorewouldhaveshowedyouwhateverybodyelseknew。Hewasoneofthosemenwhocouldn\'ttrusthimself,andsonowomanwassafewithhim。Now,willyoudropgrievingoverhim,anddoElnorajustice?\"
Mrs。Comstockgraspedthehoetighterandturningshewentdownthewalk,andstartedacrossthewoodstothehomeofElviraCarney。Withavertedheadshepassedthepool,steadilypursuingherway。ElviraCarney,hangingtowelsacrossthebackfence,sawhercomingandwenttowardthegatetomeether。Twentyyearsshehaddreadedthatvisit。SinceMargaretSintonhadcompelledhertoproducetheviolinshehadhiddensolong,becauseshewasafraidtodestroyit,shehadcomecloserexpectationthandread。Thewagesofsinarethehardestdebtsonearthtopay,andtheyarealwayscollectedatinconvenienttimesandunexpectedplaces。
Mrs。Comstock\'sfaceandhairweresowhite,thatherdarkeyesseemedburnedintotheirsetting。Silentlyshestaredatthewomanbeforeheralongtime。
\"Imighthavesavedmyselfthetroubleofcoming,\"
shesaidatlast,\"Iseeyouareguiltyassin!\"
\"WhathasMagSintonbeentellingyou?\"pantedthemiserablewoman,grippingthefence。
\"Thetruth!\"answeredMrs。Comstocksuccinctly。
\"Guiltisineverylineofyourface,inyoureyes,alloveryourwretchedbody。IfI\'dtakenagoodlookatyouanytimeinallthesepastyears,nodoubtIcouldhaveseenitjustasplainasIcannow。Nowomanormancandowhatyou\'vedone,andnotgetamarksetonthemforeveryonetoread。\"
\"Mercy!\"gaspedweaklittleElviraCarney。\"Havemercy!\"
\"Mercy?\"scoffedMrs。Comstock。\"Mercy!That\'sanicewordfromyou!Howmuchmercydidyouhaveonme?Where\'sthemercythatsentComstocktotheslimeofthebottomlessquagmire,andleftmetoseeit,andthenstruggleoninagonyalltheseyears?
Howaboutthemercyoflettingmeneglectmybabyallthedaysofherlife?Mercy!Doyoureallydareusethewordtome?\"
\"IfyouknewwhatI\'vesuffered!\"
\"Suffered?\"jeeredMrs。Comstock。\"That\'sinteresting。
Andpray,whathaveyousuffered?\"
\"Alltheneighbourshavesuspectedandbeendownonme。Iain\'thadafriend。I\'vealwaysfeltguiltyofhisdeath!I\'veseenhimgodownathousandtimes,plainaseveryoudid。Many\'sthenightI\'vestoodontheotherbankofthatpoolandlistenedtoyou,andItriedtothrowmyselfintokeepfromhearingyou,butI
didn\'tdare。IknewGodwouldsendmetoburnforever,butI\'dbetterdoneit;fornow,Hehassettheburningonmybody,andeveryhouritisslowlyeatingthelifeoutofme。Thedoctorsaysit\'sacancer——\"
Mrs。Comstockexhaledalongbreath。Hergriponthehoerelaxedandherstatureliftedtotoweringheight。
\"Ididn\'tknow,orcare,whenIcamehere,justwhatI
did,\"shesaid。\"Butmywayisbeginningtoclear。Iftheguiltofyoursoulhascometoahead,inacanceronyourbody,itlooksasiftheAlmightydidn\'tneedanyofmyhelpinmetingoutHispunishments。Ireallycouldn\'tfixupanythingtocomeanywherenearthat。Ifyouaregoingtoburnuntilyourlifegoesoutwiththatsortoffire,youdon\'towemeanything!\"
\"Oh,KatharineComstock!\"groanedElviraCarney,clingingtothefenceforsupport。
\"LooksasiftheBibleisrightwhenitsays,`Thewagesofsinisdeath,\'doesn\'tit?\"askedMrs。Comstock。
\"Insteadofdoingawoman\'sworkinlife,youchosethesmileofinvitation,andthedressofunearnedcloth。
Nowyoutellmeyouaremarkedtoburntodeathwiththeunquenchablefire。Andhim!Itwasshorterwithhim,butletmetellyouhegothisshare!Heleftmewithanuntruthonhislips,forhetoldmehewasgoingtotakehisviolintoOnabashaforanewkey,whenhecarriedittoyou。Everyvowofloveandconstancyheevermademewasalie,afterhetouchedyourlips,sowhenhetriedthewrongsideofthequagmire,tohidefrommethedirectioninwhichhewascoming,itreachedoutforhim,anditgothim。Itdidn\'thurry,either!Itsuckedhimdown,slowanddeliberate。\"
\"Mercy!\"groanedElviraCarney。\"Mercy!\"
\"Idon\'tknowtheword,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Youtookallthatoutofmelongago。Thepasttwentyyearshaven\'tbeenofthesortthattaughtmercy。I\'veneverhadanyonmyselfandnoneonmychild。Whyinthenameofjustice,shouldIhavemercyonyou,oronhim?
YouwerebotholderthanI,bothstrong,sanepeople,youdeliberatelychoseyourcoursewhenyouluredhim,andhe,whenhewasunfaithfultome。WhenaLooseManandaLightWomanfacetheendtheAlmightyordainedforthem,whyshouldtheyshoutatmeformercy?WhatdidIhavetodowithit?\"
ElviraCarneysobbedinpantinggasps。
\"You\'vegottears,haveyou?\"marvelledMrs。Comstock。