第11章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:13509更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
Shedoesnot——\" Elnorastopped。 \"Sheis——isdifferent,\"finishedthegirl。 Annacamewiththeroses。TheBirdWomansetoneonthefrontofthedrapedyoke,oneoneachshoulderandthelastamongthebrightmassesofbrownhair。Thensheturnedthegirlfacingthetallmirror。 \"Oh!\"pantedElnora。\"Youareagenius!Why,I willlookaswellasanyofthem。\" \"Thankgoodnessforthat!\"criedtheBirdWoman。 \"Ifitwouldn\'tdo,Ishouldhavebeenill。Youarelovely; altogetherlovely!OrdinarilyIshouldn\'tsaythat;butwhenIthinkofhowyouarecarpentered,I\'madmiringtheresult。\" Theorganbeganrollingoutthemarchastheycameinsight。 Elnoratookherplaceattheheadoftheprocession,whileeveryonewondered。Secretlytheyhadhopedthatshewouldbedressedwellenough,thatshewouldnotappearpoorandneglected。Whatthisradiantyoungcreature,gownedinthemostrecentstyle,hersmoothskinflushedwithexcitement,andarose-setcoronetofredgoldonherhead,hadtodowiththegirltheyknewwasdifficulttodecide。ThesignalwasgivenandElnorabegantheslowmarchacrossthevestryanddowntheaisle。Themusicwelledsoftly,andMargaretbegantosobwithoutknowingwhy。 Mrs。Comstockgrippedherhandstogetherandshuthereyes。ItseemedaneternitytothesufferingwomanbeforeMargaretcaughtherarmandwhispered,\"Oh,Kate! Foranysakelookather!Here!Theaisleacross!\" Mrs。Comstockopenedhereyesanddirectingthemwhereshewastold,gazedintently,andsliddowninherseatclosetocollapse。ShewassavedbyMargaret\'stenseclaspandhercommand:\"Here!Idiot!Stopthat!\" IntheblazeoflightElnoraclimbedthestepstothepalm-emboweredplatform,crosseditandtookherplace。 Sixtyyoungmenandwomen,eachofthemdressedthebestpossible,followedher。Thereweremanly,fine- lookingmeninthatclasswhichElnoraled。Thereweregirlsofbeautyandgrace,butnotoneofthemwashandsomerorclothedinbettertastethanshe。 BillythoughtthetimeneverwouldcomewhenElnorawouldseehim,butatlastshemethiseye,thenMargaretandWesleyhadfaintsignsofrecognitioninturn,buttherewasnosofteningofthegirl\'sfaceandnohintofasmilewhenshesawhermother。 Heartsick,KatharineComstocktriedtoprovetoherselfthatshewasjustifiedinwhatshehaddone,butshecouldnot。ShetriedtoblameElnorafornotsayingthatshewastoleadaprocessionandsitonaplatforminthesightofhundredsofpeople;butthatwasimpossible,forsherealizedthatshewouldhavescoffedandnotunderstoodifshehadbeentold。Herheartpaineduntilshesufferedwitheverybreath。 Whenatlasttheexerciseswereoversheclimbedintothecarriageandrodehomewithoutaword。ShedidnothearwhatMargaretandBillyweresaying。ShescarcelyheardWesley,whodrovebehind,whenhetoldherthatElnorawouldnotbehomeuntilWednesday。EarlythenextmorningMrs。ComstockwasonherwaytoOnabasha。 ShewaswaitingwhentheBrownleestoreopened。 Sheexaminedready-madewhitedresses,buttheyhadonlyoneoftherightsize,anditwasmarkedfortydollars。 Mrs。Comstockdidnothesitateovertheprice,butwhetherthedresswouldbesuitable。ShewouldhavetoaskElnora。 SheinquiredherwaytothehomeoftheBirdWomanandknocked。 \"IsElnoraComstockhere?\"sheaskedthemaid。 \"Yes,butsheisstillinbed。Iwastoldtolethersleepaslongasshewould。\" \"MaybeIcouldsithereandwait,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Iwanttoseeaboutgettingheradressforto-morrow。 Iamhermother。\" \"Thenyoudon\'tneedwaitorworry,\"saidthegirlcheerfully。 \"Therearetwowomenupinthesewing-roomatworkonadressforherrightnow。Itwillbedoneintime,anditwillbeabeauty。\" Mrs。ComstockturnedandtrudgedbacktotheLimberlost。 Thebitternessinhersoulbecameaphysicalactuality,whichwaterwouldnotwashfromherlips。Shewastoolate!Shewasnotneeded。Anotherwomanwasmotheringhergirl。AnotherwomanwouldprepareabeautifuldresssuchasElnorahadwornthepreviousnight。 Thegirl\'sloveandgratitudewouldgotoher。Mrs。Comstocktriedtheoldprocessofblamingsomeoneelse,butshefeltnobetter。Shenursedhergriefascloselyaseverinthelongdaysofthegirl\'sabsence。ShebroodedoverElnora\'spossessionoftheforbiddenviolinandherabilitytoplayituntiltheperformancecouldnothavebeentoldfromherfather\'s。Shetriedeveryrefugehermindcouldconjure,toquietherheartandremovethefearthatthegirlneverwouldcomehomeagain,butitpersisted。 Mrs。Comstockcouldneithereatnorsleep。Shewanderedaroundthecabinandgarden。ShekeptfarfromthepoolwhereRobertComstockhadsunkfromsightforshefeltthatitwouldentombheralsoifElnoradidnotcomehomeWednesdaymorning。Themothertoldherselfthatshewouldwait,butthewaitingwasasbitterasanythingsheeverhadknown。 WhenElnoraawokeMondayanotherdresswasinthehandsofaseamstressandwassoonfitted。IthadbelongedtotheAngel,andwasasoftwhitethingthatwithalittlealterationwouldserveadmirablyforCommencementandtheball。AllthatdayElnoraworked,helpingpreparetheauditoriumfortheexercises,rehearsingthemarchandthespeechshewastomakeinbehalfoftheclass。 Thefollowingdaywasevenbusier。Buthermindwasatrest,forthedresswasasoftdelicatelaceeasytochange,andthemarksofalterationimpossibletodetect。 TheBirdWomanhadtelephonedtoGrandRapids,explainedthesituationandaskedtheAngelifshemightuseit。 Thereplyhadbeentogivethegirlthecontentsofthechest。 WhentheBirdWomantoldElnora,tearsfilledhereyes。 \"Iwillwriteatonceandthankher,\"shesaid。\"Withallherbeautifulgownsshedoesnotneedthem,andIdo。 Theywillserveformeoften,andbemuchfinerthananythingIcouldafford。Itislovelyofhertogivemethedressandofyoutohaveitalteredforme,asInevercould。\" TheBirdWomanlaughed。\"Ifeelreligiousto-day,\" shesaid。\"Youknowthefirstandgreatestrockofmysalvationis`Dountoothers。\'I\'monlydoingtoyouwhattherewasnoonetodoformewhenIwasagirlverylikeyou。Annatellsmeyourmotherwashereearlythismorningandthatshecametoseeaboutgettingyouadress。\" \"Sheistoolate!\"saidElnoracoldly。\"Shehadoveramonthtopreparemydresses,andIwastopayforthem,sothereisnoexcuse。\" \"Nevertheless,sheisyourmother,\"saidtheBirdWoman,softly。\"Ithinkalmostanykindofamothermustbebetterthannoneatall,andyousayshehashadgreattrouble。\" \"Shelovedmyfatherandhedied,\"saidElnora。\"Thesamething,inquiteastragicamanner,hashappenedtothousandsofotherwomen,andtheyhavegoneonwithcalmfacesandfoundhappinessinlifebylovingothers。 TherewassomethingelseIamafraidInevershallforget; thisIknowIshallnot,buttalkingdoesnothelp。Imustdelivermypresentsandphotographstothecrowd。IhaveapictureandImadeapresentforyou,too,ifyouwouldcareforthem。\" \"Ishallloveanythingyougiveme,\"saidtheBirdWoman。 \"Iknowyouwellenoughtoknowthatwhateveryoudowillbebeautiful。\" Elnorawaspleasedoverthat,andasshetriedonherdressforthelastfittingshewasreallyhappy。Shewaslovelyinthedaintygown:itwouldservefinelyfortheballandmanyotherlikeoccasions,anditwasherveryown。 TheBirdWoman\'sdrivertookElnorainthecarriageandshecalledonallthegirlswithwhomshewasespeciallyintimate,andleftherpictureandthepackagecontaininghergifttothem。Bythetimeshereturnedparcelsforherwerearriving。Friendsseemedtospringfromeverywhere。 Almosteveryonesheknewhadsomegiftforher,whilebecausetheysolovedherthemembersofhercrowdhadmadeherbeautifulpresents。Therewerebooks,vases,silverpieces,handkerchiefs,fans,boxesofflowersandcandy。OnebigpackagesettledthetroubleatSinton\'s,foritcontainedadaintydressfromMargaret,afive-dollargoldpiece,conspicuouslylabelled,\"Iearnedthismyself,\"fromBilly,withwhichtobuymusic;andagorgeouscut-glassperfumebottle,itwouldhavecostfivedollarstofillwithevenamoderate- pricedscent,fromWesley。 Inanexpressedcratewasafinecurly-mapledressingtable,sentbyFreckles。ThedrawerswerefilledwithwonderfultoiletarticlesfromtheAngel。TheBirdWomanaddedanembroideredlinencoverandasmallsilvervaseforafewflowers,sonogirloftheclasshadfinergifts。Elnoralaidherheadonthetablesobbinghappily,andtheBirdWomanwasalmostcryingherself。 ProfessorHenleysentabutterflybook,thegraderoomsinwhichElnorahadtaughtgaveherasetofvolumescoveringeveryphaseoflifeafield,inthewoods,andwater。 Elnorahadnotimetoreadsoshecarriedoneofthesebooksaroundwithherhuggingitasshewent。Aftershehadgonetodressaqueer-lookingpackagewasbroughtbyasmallboywhohoppedononefootashehandeditinandsaid:\"TellElnorathatisfromherma。\" \"Whoareyou?\"askedtheBirdWomanasshetookthebundle。 \"I\'mBilly!\"announcedtheboy。\"Igaveherthefivedollars。 Iearneditmyselfdroppingcorn,stickingonions,andpullingweeds。My,butyougottodrop,andstick,andpullalotbeforeit\'sfivedollars\'worth。\" \"WouldyouliketocomeinandseeElnora\'sgifts?\" \"Yes,ma\'am!\"saidBilly,tryingtostandquietly。 \"Gee-mentley!\"hegasped。\"DoesElnoragetallthis?\" \"Yes。\" \"IbetyouathousanddollarsIbefirstinmyclasswhenIgraduate。Say,havetheothersgotalotmorethanElnora?\" \"Ithinknot。\" \"Well,UncleWesleysaidtofindoutifIcould,andifshedidn\'thaveasmuchastherest,he\'dbuytillshedid,ifittookahundreddollars。Say,yououghttoknowhim! He\'sjustscrumptious!Thereain\'tanybodyanywherefiner\'anheis。My,he\'sgrand!\" \"I\'mverysureofit!\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"I\'veoftenheardElnorasayso。\" \"Ibetyounobodycanbeatthis!\"heboasted。Thenhestopped,thinkingdeeply。\"Idon\'tknow,though,\" hebeganreflectively。\"Someofthemareawfulrich; theygotbigfamiliestogivethemthingsandwagonloadsoffriends,andIhaven\'tseenwhattheyhave。Now,maybeElnoraisgettingleft,afterall!\" \"Don\'tworry,Billy,\"shesaid。\"Iwillwatch,andifIfindElnorais`gettingleft\'I\'llbuyhersomemorethingsmyself。ButI\'msuresheisnot。Shehasmorebeautifulgiftsnowthanshewillknowwhattodowith,andotherswillcome。TellyourUncleWesleyhisgirlisbountifullyremembered,veryhappy,andshesendsherdearestlovetoallofyou。Nowyoumustgo,soIcanhelpherdress。Youwillbethereto-nightofcourse?\" \"Yes,sir-ee!Shegotmeaseat,thirdrowfromthefront,middlesection,soIcansee,andshe\'sgoingtowinkatme,aftershegetsherspeechoffhermind。 Shekissedme,too!She\'saperfectlady,Elnorais。 I\'mgoingtomarryherwhenIambigenough。\" \"Whyisn\'tthatsplendid!\"laughedtheBirdWomanasshehurriedupstairs。 \"Dear!\"shecalled。\"Hereisanothergiftforyou。\" Elnorawashalfdisrobedasshetookthepackageand,sittingonacouch,openedit。TheBirdWomanbentoverherandtestedthefabricwithherfingers。 \"Why,blessmysoul!\"shecried。\"Hand-woven,hand- embroideredlinen,fineassilk。It\'spriceless\'Ihaven\'tseensuchthingsinyears。MymotherhadgarmentslikethosewhenIwasachild,butmysistershadthemcutupforcollars,belts,andfancywaistswhileIwassmall。 Lookattheexquisitework!\" \"Wherecouldithavecomefrom?\"criedElnora。 Sheshookoutapetticoat,withahand-wroughtruffleafootdeep,thenanold-fashionedchemisetheneckandsleeveworkofwhichwaselaborateandperfectlywrought。 Onthebreastwaspinnedanotethatshehastilyopened。 \"Iwasmarriedinthese,\"itread,\"andIhadintendedtobeburiedinthem,butperhapsitwouldbemoresensibleforyoutograduateandgetmarriedinthemyourself,ifyoulike。Yourmother。\" \"Frommymother!\"Wide-eyed,ElnoralookedattheBirdWoman。\"Ineverinmylifesawthelike。 MotherdoesthingsIthinkInevercanforgive,andwhenIfeelhardest,sheturnsaroundanddoessomethingthatmakesmethinkshejustmustlovemealittlebit,afterall。 Anyofthegirlswouldgivealmostanythingtograduateinhand-embroideredlinenlikethat。Moneycan\'tbuysuchthings。AndtheycamewhenIwasthinkingshedidn\'tcarewhatbecameofme。Doyousupposeshecanbeinsane?\" \"Yes,\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"Wildlyinsane,ifshedoesnotloveyouandcarewhatbecomesofyou。\" Elnoraaroseandheldthepetticoattoher。\"Willyoulookatit?\"shecried。\"Onlyimaginehernotgettingmydressready,andthensendingmesuchapetticoatasthis! Ellenwouldpayfiftydollarsforitandneverblink。 Isupposemotherhashaditallmylife,andIneversawitbefore。\" \"Gotakeyourbathandputonthosethings,\"saidtheBirdWoman。\"Forgeteverythingandbehappy。Sheisnotinsane。Sheisembittered。Shedidnotunderstandhowthingswouldbe。Whenshesaw,shecameatoncetoprovideyouadress。Thisisherwayofsayingsheissorryshedidnotgettheother。Younoticeshehasnotspentanymoney,soperhapssheisquitehonestinsayingshehasnone。\" \"Oh,sheishonest!\"saidElnora。\"Shewouldn\'tcareenoughtotellanuntruth。She\'dsayjusthowthingswere,nomatterwhathappened。\" SoonElnorawasreadyforherdress。Sheneverhadlookedsowellaswhensheagainheadedtheprocessionalacrosstheflowerandpalmdeckedstageofthehighschoolauditorium。AsshesatthereshecouldhavereachedoveranddroppedaroseshecarriedintotheseatshehadoccupiedthatSeptembermorningwhensheenteredthehighschool。Shespokethefewwordsshehadtosayinbehalfoftheclassbeautifully,hadthetinywinkreadyforBilly,andthesmileandnodofrecognitionforWesleyandMargaret。Whenatlastshelookedintotheeyesofawhite-facedwomannextthem,sheslippedahandtohersideandraisedherskirtthefractionofaninch,justenoughtolettheembroiderededgeofapetticoatshowatrifle。Whenshesawthelookofreliefwhichfloodedhermother\'sface,Elnoraknewthatforgivenesswasinherheart,andthatshewouldgohomeinthemorning。 Itwaslateafternoonbeforeshearrived,andadrayfollowedwithaloadofpackages。Mrs。Comstockwasoverwhelmed。ShesathalfdazedandmadeElnorashowhereachcostlyandbeautifulorsimpleandusefulgift,tellhercarefullywhatitwasandfromwhereitcame。 ShestudiedthefacesofElnora\'sparticularfriends。 Thegiftsfromthemhadtobesetinagroup。Severaltimesshestartedtospeakandthenstopped。Atlast,betweenherdrylips,cameaharshwhisper。 \"Elnora,whatdidyougivebackforthesethings?\" \"I\'llshowyou,\"saidElnoracheerfully。\"ImadethesamegiftsfortheBirdWoman,AuntMargaretandyouifyoucareforit。ButIhavetorunupstairstogetit。\" Whenshereturnedshehandedhermotheranoblongframe,handcarved,enclosingElnora\'spicture,takenbyaschoolmate\'scamera。Sheworeherstorm-coatandcarriedadrippingumbrella。Fromunderitlookedherbrightface; herbooksandlunchboxwereonherarm,andacrossthebottomoftheframewascarved,\"YourCountryClassmate。\" Thensheofferedanotherframe。 \"Iamstrongonframes,\"shesaid。\"TheyseemedtobethebestIcoulddowithoutmoney。Ilocatedthemapleandtheblackwalnutmyself,inalittlecornerthathadbeenoverlookedbetweentheriverandtheditch。 Theydidn\'tseemtobelongtoanyonesoIjusttookthem。 UncleWesleysaiditwasallright,andhecutandhauledthemforme。Igavethemillhalfofeachtreeforsawingandcuringtheremainder。ThenIgavethewood-carverhalfofthatformakingmyframes。Aphotographergavemealotofspoiledplates,andIboiledofftheemulsion,andtookthespecimensIframedfrommystuff。Themansaidthewhiteframeswereworththreeandahalf,andtheblackonesfive。Iexchangedthoselittleframedpicturesforthephotographsoftheothers。Forpresents,Igaveeachoneofmycrowdonelikethis,onlyadifferentmoth。 TheBirdWomangavemethebirchbark。Shegotitupnorthlastsummer。\" Elnorahandedhermotherahandsomeblack-walnutframeafootandahalfwidebytwolong。Itfinishedasmall,shallowglass-coveredboxofbirchbark,tothebottomofwhichclungabignightmothwithdelicatepalegreenwingsandlongexquisitetrailers。 \"SoyouseeIdidnothavetobeashamedofmygifts,\" saidElnora。\"Imadethemmyselfandraisedandmountedthemoths。\" \"Moth,youcallit,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"I\'veseenafewofthethingsbefore。\" \"TheyarenumerousarounduseveryJunenight,oratleasttheyusedtobe,\"saidElnora。\"I\'vesoldhundredsofthem,withbutterflies,dragonflies,andotherspecimens。 Now,Imustputawaytheseandgettowork,foritisalmostJuneandthereareafewmoreIwantdreadfully。 IfIfindthemIwillbepaidsomemoneyforwhichIhavebeenworking。\" Shewasafraidtosaycollegeatthattime。Shethoughtitwouldbebettertowaitafewdaysandseeifanopportunitywouldnotcomewhenitwouldworkinmorenaturally。 Besides,unlessshecouldsecuretheYellowEmperorsheneededtocompletehercollection,shecouldnottalkcollegeuntilshewasofage,forshewouldhavenomoney。 CHAPTERXII WHEREINMARGARETSINTONREVEALSASECRET,ANDMRS。COMSTOCKPOSSESSESTHELIMBERLOST Elnora,bringmethetowel,quick!\"criedMrsComstock。 \"Inaminute,mother,\"mumbledElnora。 Shewasstandingbeforethekitchenmirror,tyingthebackpartofherhair,whilethefrontturnedoverherface。 \"Hurry!There\'savarmintofsomekind!\" Elnoraranintothesitting-roomandthrusttheheavykitchentowelintohermother\'shand。Mrs。Comstockswungopenthescreendoorandstruckatsomeobject,Elnoratossedthehairfromherfacesothatshecouldseepasthermother。Thegirlscreamedwildly。 \"Don\'t!Mother,don\'t!\" Mrs。Comstockstruckagain。Elnoracaughtherarm。 \"It\'stheoneIwant!It\'sworthalotofmoney! Don\'t!Oh,youshallnot!\" \"Shan\'t,missy?\"blazedMrs。Comstock。\"Whendidyougettobossingme?\" Thehandthatheldthescreensweptahalf-circleandstoppedatElnora\'scheek。Shestaggeredwiththeblow,andacrossherface,paledwithexcitement,aredmarkaroserapidly。Thescreenslammedshut,throwingthecreatureonthefloorbeforethem。InstantlyMrs。 Comstockcrusheditwithherfoot。Elnorasteppedback。 Exceptingtheredmark,herfacewasverywhite。 \"ThatwasthelastmothIneeded,\"shesaid,\"tocompleteacollectionworththreehundreddollars。You\'veruineditbeforemyeyes!\" \"Moth!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Yousaythatbecauseyouaremad。Mothshavebigwings。Iknowamoth!\" \"I\'vekeptthingsfromyou,\"saidElnora,\"becauseI didn\'tdareconfideinyou。Youhadnosympathywithme。 ButyouknowInevertoldyouuntruthsinallmylife。\" \"It\'snomoth!\"reiteratedMrs。Comstock。 \"Itis!\"criedElnora。\"It\'sfromacaseintheground。 Itswingstaketwoorthreehourstoexpandandharden。\" \"IfIhadknownitwasamoth——\"Mrs。Comstockwavered。 \"Youdidknow!Itoldyou!Ibeggedyoutostop! Itmeantjustthreehundreddollarstome。\" \"Bah!Threehundredfiddlesticks!\" \"Theyarewhathavepaidforbooks,tuition,andclothesforthepastfouryears。TheyarewhatIcouldhavestartedontocollege。You\'veruinedtheveryoneIneeded。 Younevermadeanypretenceoflovingme。AtlastI\'llbeequallyfrankwithyou。Ihateyou!Youareaselfish,wickedwoman!Ihateyou!\" Elnoraturned,wentthroughthekitchenandfromthebackdoor。Shefollowedthegardenpathtothegateandwalkedtowardtheswampashortdistancewhenreactionovertookher。Shedroppedonthegroundandleanedagainstabiglog。Whenalittlechild,desperateasnow,shehadtriedtodiebyholdingherbreath。Shehadthoughtinthatwaytomakehermothersorry,butshehadlearnedthatlifewasathingthrustuponherandshecouldnotleaveitatherwish。 Shewassostunnedoverthelossofthatmoth,whichshehadchildishlynamedtheYellowEmperor,thatshescarcelyrememberedtheblow。Shehadthoughtnoluckinalltheworldwouldbesorareastocompletehercollection;nowshehadbeenforcedtoseeasplendidImperialisdestroyedbeforeher。Therewasapossibilitythatshecouldfindanother,butshewasfacingthecertaintythattheoneshemighthavehadandwithwhichsheundoubtedlycouldhaveattractedothers,wasspoiledbyhermother。HowlongshesatthereElnoradidnotknoworcare。Shesimplysufferedindumb,abjectmisery,anoccasionaldrysobshakingher。AuntMargaretwasright。 Elnorafeltthatmorningthathermotherneverwouldbeanydifferent。Thegirlhadreachedtheplacewheresherealizedthatshecouldendureitnolonger。 AsElnoralefttheroom,Mrs。Comstocktookonestepafterher。 \"Youlittlehuzzy!\"shegasped。 ButElnorawasgone。Hermotherstoodstaring。 \"Sheneverdidlietome,\"shemuttered。\"Iguessitwasamoth。Andtheonlyonesheneededtogetthreehundreddollars,shesaid。IwishIhadn\'tbeensofast! Ineversawanythinglikeit。Ithoughtitwassomedeadly,stinging,bitingthing。Abodydoeshavetobemightycarefulhere。ButlikelyI\'vespiltthemilknow。 Pshaw!Shecanfindanother!There\'snousetobefoolish。 Maybemothsarelikesnakes,wherethere\'sone,therearetwo。\" Mrs。Comstocktookthebroomandsweptthemothoutofthedoor。Thenshegotdownonherkneesandcarefullyexaminedthesteps,logsandtheearthoftheflowerbedsateachside。Shefoundtheplacewherethecreaturehademergedfromtheground,andthehard,dark-browncasewhichhadenclosedit,stillwetinside。 ThensheknewElnorahadbeenright。Itwasamoth。 Itswingshadbeendampandnotexpanded。Mrs。Comstockneverbeforehadseenoneinthatstate,andshedidnotknowhowtheyoriginated。Shehadthoughtallofthemcamefromcasesspunontreesoragainstwallsorboards。Shehadseenonlyenoughtoknowthatthereweresuchthings;asaflashofwhitetoldherthatanerminewasonherpremises,orasharp\"buzzzzz\"warnedherofarattler。 SoitwasfromcreatureslikethatElnorahadsecuredherschoolmoney。Inonesickeningsweepthererushedintotheheartofthewomanafullrealizationofthewidthofthegulfthatseparatedherfromherchild。 Latelymanythingshadpointedtowardit,nonemoreplainlythanwhenElnora,likeareincarnationofherfather,hadstoodfearlesslybeforealargecityaudienceandplayedwithevengreaterskillthanhe,onwhatMrs。Comstockfeltverycertainwashisviolin。Butthatlittlecrawlingcreatureofearth,crushedbyherbeforeitssplendidyellowandlavenderwingscouldspreadandcarryitintothemysteryofnight,hadperformedamiracle。 \"Wearenearerstrangerstoeachotherthanwearewithanyoftheneighbours,\"shemuttered。 SooneoftheAlmighty\'smostdelicateandbeautifulcreationswassacrificedwithoutfulfillingthelaw,yetnoneofitsspecieseverservedsogloriousacause,foratlastMrs。Comstock\'sinnervisionhadcleared。Shewentthroughthecabinmechanically。EveryfewminutessheglancedtowardthebackwalktoseeifElnorawerecoming。SheknewarrangementshadbeenmadewithMargarettogotothecitysometimethatday,soshegrewmorenervousanduneasyeverymoment。ShewashauntedbythefearthattheblowmightdiscolourElnora\'scheek;thatshewouldtellMargaret。Shewentdownthebackwalk,lookingintentlyinalldirections,leftthegardenandfollowedtheswamppath。Herstepwasnoiselessonthesoft,blackearth,andsoonshecamecloseenoughtoseeElnora。Mrs。Comstockstoodlookingatthegirlintroubleduncertainty。Notknowingwhattosay,atlastsheturnedandwentbacktothecabin。 Nooncameandsheprepareddinner,calling,asshealwaysdid,whenElnorawasinthegarden,butshegotnoresponse,andthegirldidnotcome。Alittleafteroneo\'clockMargaretstoppedatthegate。 \"Elnorahaschangedhermind。Sheisnotgoing,\" calledMrs。Comstock。 ShefeltthatshehatedMargaretasshehitchedherhorseandcameupthewalkinsteadofdrivingon。 \"Youmustbemistaken,\"saidMargaret。\"Iwasgoingonpurposeforher。Sheaskedmetotakeher。 Ihadnoerrand。Whereisshe?\" \"Iwillcallher,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 Shefollowedthepathagain,andthistimefoundElnorasittingonthelog。Herfacewasswollenanddiscoloured,andhereyesredwithcrying。Shepaidnoattentiontohermother。 \"MagSintonishere,\"saidMrs。Comstockharshly。 \"Itoldheryouhadchangedyourmind,butshesaidyouaskedhertogowithyou,andshehadnothingtogoforherself。\" Elnoraarose,recklesslywadedthroughthedeepswampgrassesandsoreachedthepathaheadofhermother。 Mrs。Comstockfollowedasfarasthegarden,butshecouldnotenterthecabin。Shebusiedherselfamongthevegetables,barelylookingupwhentheback-doorscreenslammednoisily。MargaretSintonapproachedcolourless,hereyessoangrythatMrs。Comstockshrankback。 \"What\'sthematterwithElnora\'sface?\"demandedMargaret。 Mrs。Comstockmadenoreply。 \"Youstruckher,didyou?\" \"Ithoughtyouwasn\'tblind!\" \"Ihavebeen,fortwentylongyearsnow,KateComstock,\" saidMargaretSinton,\"butmyeyesareopenatlast。 WhatIseeisthatI\'vedoneyounogoodandElnoraabigwrong。Ihadanideathatitwouldkillyoutoknow,butIguessyouaretoughenoughtostandanything。 Killorcure,yougetitnow!\" \"Whatareyoufrothingabout?\"coollyaskedMrs。Comstock。 \"You!\"criedMargaret。\"You!Thewomanwhodoesn\'tpretendtoloveheronlychild。Wholetshergrowtoawoman,asyouhaveletElnora,andcan\'tbesatisfiedwitheverysortofneglect,butmustaddabuseyet; andallforafoolideaaboutamanwhowasn\'tworthhissalt!\" Mrs。Comstockpickedupahoe。 \"Gorighton!\"shesaid。\"Emptyyourself。It\'sthelastthingyou\'lleverdo!\" \"ThenI\'llmakeatidyjobofit,\"saidMargaret。 \"You\'llnottouchme。You\'llstandthereandhearthetruthatlast,andbecauseIdarefaceyouandtellit,youwillknowinyoursoulitistruth。WhenRobertComstockshavedthatquagmireouttheresoclosehewentin,hewantedtokeepyoufromknowingwherehewascomingfrom。He\'dbeentoseeElviraCarney。 Theyhadplanstogotoadancethatnight——\" \"Closeyourlips!\"saidMrs。Comstockinavoiceofdeadlyquiet。 \"YouknowIwouldn\'tdareopenthemifIwasn\'ttellingyouthetruth。IcanprovewhatIsay。IwascomingfromReeds。ItwashotinthewoodsandI stoppedatCarney\'sasIpassedforadrink。 Elvira\'sbedriddenoldmotherheardme,andshewassocrazyforsomeonetotalkwith,Isteppedinaminute。 IsawRobertcomedownthepath。Elvirasawhim,too,sosheranoutofthehousetoheadhimoff。Itlookedfunny,andIjustdeliberatelymovedwhereIcouldseeandhear。 Hebroughtherhisviolin,andtoldhertogetreadyandmeethiminthewoodswithitthatnight,andtheywouldgotoadance。Shetookitandhiditinthelofttothewell-houseandpromisedshe\'dgo。\" \"Areyoudone?\"demandedMrs。Comstock。 \"No。Iamgoingtotellyouthewholestory。Youdon\'tspareElnoraanything。Ishan\'tspareyou。Ihadn\'tbeenherethatday,butIcantellyoujusthowhewasdressed,whichwayhewentandeverywordtheysaid,thoughtheythoughtIwasbusywithhermotherandwouldn\'tnoticethem。Putdownyourhoe,Kate。 IwenttoElvira,toldherwhatIknewandmadehergivemeComstock\'sviolinforElnoraoverthreeyearsago。 She\'sbeenplayingiteversince。Iwon\'tseeherslightedandabusedanotherdayonaccountofamanwhowouldhavebrokenyourheartifhehadlived。 Sixmonthsmorewouldhaveshowedyouwhateverybodyelseknew。Hewasoneofthosemenwhocouldn\'ttrusthimself,andsonowomanwassafewithhim。Now,willyoudropgrievingoverhim,anddoElnorajustice?\" Mrs。Comstockgraspedthehoetighterandturningshewentdownthewalk,andstartedacrossthewoodstothehomeofElviraCarney。Withavertedheadshepassedthepool,steadilypursuingherway。ElviraCarney,hangingtowelsacrossthebackfence,sawhercomingandwenttowardthegatetomeether。Twentyyearsshehaddreadedthatvisit。SinceMargaretSintonhadcompelledhertoproducetheviolinshehadhiddensolong,becauseshewasafraidtodestroyit,shehadcomecloserexpectationthandread。Thewagesofsinarethehardestdebtsonearthtopay,andtheyarealwayscollectedatinconvenienttimesandunexpectedplaces。 Mrs。Comstock\'sfaceandhairweresowhite,thatherdarkeyesseemedburnedintotheirsetting。Silentlyshestaredatthewomanbeforeheralongtime。 \"Imighthavesavedmyselfthetroubleofcoming,\" shesaidatlast,\"Iseeyouareguiltyassin!\" \"WhathasMagSintonbeentellingyou?\"pantedthemiserablewoman,grippingthefence。 \"Thetruth!\"answeredMrs。Comstocksuccinctly。 \"Guiltisineverylineofyourface,inyoureyes,alloveryourwretchedbody。IfI\'dtakenagoodlookatyouanytimeinallthesepastyears,nodoubtIcouldhaveseenitjustasplainasIcannow。Nowomanormancandowhatyou\'vedone,andnotgetamarksetonthemforeveryonetoread。\" \"Mercy!\"gaspedweaklittleElviraCarney。\"Havemercy!\" \"Mercy?\"scoffedMrs。Comstock。\"Mercy!That\'sanicewordfromyou!Howmuchmercydidyouhaveonme?Where\'sthemercythatsentComstocktotheslimeofthebottomlessquagmire,andleftmetoseeit,andthenstruggleoninagonyalltheseyears? Howaboutthemercyoflettingmeneglectmybabyallthedaysofherlife?Mercy!Doyoureallydareusethewordtome?\" \"IfyouknewwhatI\'vesuffered!\" \"Suffered?\"jeeredMrs。Comstock。\"That\'sinteresting。 Andpray,whathaveyousuffered?\" \"Alltheneighbourshavesuspectedandbeendownonme。Iain\'thadafriend。I\'vealwaysfeltguiltyofhisdeath!I\'veseenhimgodownathousandtimes,plainaseveryoudid。Many\'sthenightI\'vestoodontheotherbankofthatpoolandlistenedtoyou,andItriedtothrowmyselfintokeepfromhearingyou,butI didn\'tdare。IknewGodwouldsendmetoburnforever,butI\'dbetterdoneit;fornow,Hehassettheburningonmybody,andeveryhouritisslowlyeatingthelifeoutofme。Thedoctorsaysit\'sacancer——\" Mrs。Comstockexhaledalongbreath。Hergriponthehoerelaxedandherstatureliftedtotoweringheight。 \"Ididn\'tknow,orcare,whenIcamehere,justwhatI did,\"shesaid。\"Butmywayisbeginningtoclear。Iftheguiltofyoursoulhascometoahead,inacanceronyourbody,itlooksasiftheAlmightydidn\'tneedanyofmyhelpinmetingoutHispunishments。Ireallycouldn\'tfixupanythingtocomeanywherenearthat。Ifyouaregoingtoburnuntilyourlifegoesoutwiththatsortoffire,youdon\'towemeanything!\" \"Oh,KatharineComstock!\"groanedElviraCarney,clingingtothefenceforsupport。 \"LooksasiftheBibleisrightwhenitsays,`Thewagesofsinisdeath,\'doesn\'tit?\"askedMrs。Comstock。 \"Insteadofdoingawoman\'sworkinlife,youchosethesmileofinvitation,andthedressofunearnedcloth。 Nowyoutellmeyouaremarkedtoburntodeathwiththeunquenchablefire。Andhim!Itwasshorterwithhim,butletmetellyouhegothisshare!Heleftmewithanuntruthonhislips,forhetoldmehewasgoingtotakehisviolintoOnabashaforanewkey,whenhecarriedittoyou。Everyvowofloveandconstancyheevermademewasalie,afterhetouchedyourlips,sowhenhetriedthewrongsideofthequagmire,tohidefrommethedirectioninwhichhewascoming,itreachedoutforhim,anditgothim。Itdidn\'thurry,either!Itsuckedhimdown,slowanddeliberate。\" \"Mercy!\"groanedElviraCarney。\"Mercy!\" \"Idon\'tknowtheword,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Youtookallthatoutofmelongago。Thepasttwentyyearshaven\'tbeenofthesortthattaughtmercy。I\'veneverhadanyonmyselfandnoneonmychild。Whyinthenameofjustice,shouldIhavemercyonyou,oronhim? YouwerebotholderthanI,bothstrong,sanepeople,youdeliberatelychoseyourcoursewhenyouluredhim,andhe,whenhewasunfaithfultome。WhenaLooseManandaLightWomanfacetheendtheAlmightyordainedforthem,whyshouldtheyshoutatmeformercy?WhatdidIhavetodowithit?\" ElviraCarneysobbedinpantinggasps。 \"You\'vegottears,haveyou?\"marvelledMrs。Comstock。