\"Minealldriedlongago。I\'venonelefttoshedovermywastedlife,mydisfiguredfaceandhair,myyearsofstrugglewithaman\'swork,mywreckoflandamongthetilledfieldsofmyneighbours,orthefinalknowledgethatthemanIsogladlywouldhavediedtosave,wasn\'tworththesacrificeofarattlesnake。Ifanythingyetcouldwringatearfromme,itwouldbethethoughtoftheawfulinjusticeIalwayshavedonemygirl。IfI\'dlayhandonyouforanything,itwouldbeforthat。\"
\"Killmeifyouwantto,\"sobbedElviraCarney。\"IknowthatIdeserveit,andIdon\'tcare。\"
\"Youaregettingyourkillingfastenoughtosuitme,\"
saidMrs。Comstock。\"Iwouldn\'ttouchyou,anymorethanIwouldhim,ifIcould。Onceisallanymanorwomandeceivesmeabouttheholiestthingsoflife。
Iwouldn\'ttouchyouanymorethanIwouldtheblackplague。Iamgoingbacktomygirl。\"
Mrs。Comstockturnedandstartedswiftlythroughthewoods,butshehadgoneonlyafewrodswhenshestopped,andleaningonthehoe,shestoodthinkingdeeply。Thensheturnedback。Elvirastillclungtothefence,sobbingbitterly。
\"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"butIleftawrongimpressionwithyou。Idon\'twantyoutothinkthatIbelievetheAlmightysetacancertoburningyouasapunishmentforyoursins。Idon\'t!IthinkalotmoreoftheAlmighty。Withawholesky-fullofworldsonHishandstomanage,I\'mnotbelievingthatHehastimetolookdownonours,andpickyououtofallthemillionsofussinners,andsetaspecialkindoftorturetoeatingyou。
Itwouldn\'tbeagentlemanlythingtodo,andfirstofall,theAlmightyisboundtobeagentleman。Ithinklikelyabruiseandbadbloodiswhatcausedyourtrouble。
Anyway,I\'vegottotellyouthatthecleanesthousekeeperIeverknew,andoneofthenoblestChristianwomen,wasslowlyeatenupbyacancer。Shegothersfromthecarelessworkofapoordoctor。TheAlmightyistoforgivesinandhealdisease,nottoinventandspreadit。\"
Shehadgoneonlyafewstepswhensheagainturnedback。
\"Ifyouwillgatheralotofredcloverbloom,makeateastrongaslyeofit,anddrinkquarts,Ithinklikelyitwillhelpyou,ifyouarenottoofargone。Anyway,itwillcoolyourbloodandmaketheburningeasiertobear。\"
Thensheswiftlywenthome。Enterthelonelycabinshecouldnot,neithercouldshesitoutsideandthink。
Sheattackedabedofbeetsandhoeduntiltheperspirationranfromherfaceandbody,thenshebeganonthepotatoes。
Whenshewastootiredtotakeanotherstrokeshebathedandputondryclothing。Insecuringherdressshenoticedherhusband\'scarefullypreservedclothingliningonewall。Shegathereditinanarmloadandcarriedittotheswamp。Piecebypieceshepitchedintothegreenmawofthequagmireallthosearticlesshehaddustedcarefullyandfoughtmothsfromforyears,andstoodwatchingasitslowlysuckedthemdown。ShewentbacktoherroomandgatheredeveryscrapthathadinanywaybelongedtoRobertComstock,exceptinghisgunandrevolver,andthrewitintotheswamp。Thenforthefirsttimeshesetherdoorwideopen。
Shewastoowearynowtodomore,butanurgingunrestdroveher。ShewantedElnora。Itseemedtohershenevercouldwaituntilthegirlcameanddeliveredherjudgment。Atlastinanefforttogetnearertoher,Mrs。ComstockclimbedthestairsandstoodlookingaroundElnora\'sroom。Itwasveryunfamiliar。Thepictureswerestrangetoher。Commencementhadfilleditwithpackagesandbundles。Thewallswerecoveredwithcocoons;mothsanddragonflieswerepinnedeverywhere。
Underthebedshecouldseehalfadozenlargewhiteboxes。
Shepulledoutoneandliftedthelid。Thebottomwascoveredwithasheetofthincork,andonlongpinsstickinginitwerelarge,velvet-wingedmoths。Eachonewaslabelled,alwaysthereweretwoofakind,inmanycasesfour,showingunderandupperwingsofbothmaleandfemale。
Theywereofeverycolourandshape。
Mrs。Comstockcaughtherbreathsharply。WhenandwherehadElnorafoundthem?Theywerethemostexquisitesightthewomaneverhadseen,sosheopenedalltheboxestofeastontheirbeautifulcontents。Asshedidsotherecamemorefullyasenseofthedistancebetweenherandherchild。ShecouldnotunderstandhowElnorahadgonetoschool,andperformedsomuchworksecretly。
Whenitwasfinished,tothelastmoth,she,themotherwhoshouldhavebeenthefirstconfidantandhelper,hadbeentheonetobringdisappointment。SmallwonderElnorahadcometohateher。
Mrs。Comstockcarefullyclosedandreplacedtheboxes;
andagainstoodlookingaroundtheroom。Thistimehereyesrestedonsomebooksshedidnotrememberhavingseenbefore,soshepickeduponeandfoundthatitwasamothbook。Sheglancedoverthefirstpagesandwassooneagerlyreading。Whenthetextreachedtheclassificationofspecies,shelaiditdown,tookupanotherandreadtheintroductorychapters。Bythattimeherbrainwasinaconfusedjumbleofideasaboutcapturingmothswithdifferingbaitsandbrightlights。
Shewentdownstairsthinkingdeeply。Beingunabletositstillandhavingnothingelsetodosheglancedattheclockandbeganpreparingsupper。Theworkdragged。
Achickenwassnatchedupanddressedhurriedly。Aspicecakesprangintobeing。Strawberriesthathadbeenintendedforpreserveswentintoshortcake。Deliciousodourscreptfromthecabin。Sheputmanyextratouchesonthetableandthencommencedwatchingtheroad。
Everythingwasready,butElnoradidnotcome。Thenbegantheanxiousprocessoftryingtokeepcookedfoodwarmandnotspoilit。Thebirdswenttobedandduskcame。
Mrs。Comstockgaveupthefireandsetthesupperonthetable。Thenshewentoutandsatonthefront-doorstepwatchingnightcreeparoundher。Shestartedeagerlyasthegatecreaked,butitwasonlyWesleySintoncoming。
\"Katharine,MargaretandElnorapassedwhereIwasworkingthisafternoon,andMargaretgotoutofthecarriageandcalledmetothefence。Shetoldmewhatshehaddone。I\'vecometosaytoyouthatIamsorry。Shehasheardmethreatentodoitagoodmanytimes,butI
neverwouldhavegotitdone。I\'dgiveagooddealifI
couldundoit,butIcan\'t,soI\'vecometotellyouhowsorryIam。\"
\"You\'vegotsomethingtobesorryfor,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"butlikelyweain\'tthinkingofthesamething。Ithurtsmelesstoknowthetruth,thantoliveinignorance。
IfMaghadthesenseofapewee,she\'dtoldmelongago。
That\'swhathurtsme,tothinkthatbothofyouknewRobertwasnotworthanhourofhonestgrief,yetyou\'dletmemournhimalltheseyearsandneglectElnorawhileI
didit。IfIhaveanythingtoforgiveyou,thatiswhatitis。\"
Wesleyremovedhishatandsatonabench。
\"Katharine,\"hesaidsolemnly,\"nobodyeverknowshowtotakeyou。\"
\"Woulditbeaskingtoomuchtotakemeforhavingafewgrainsofplaincommonsense?\"sheinquired。\"You\'veknownallthistimethatComstockgotwhathedeserved,whenheundertooktosneakinanunusedwayacrossaswamp,withwhichhewasnonetoofamiliar。NowI
shouldhavethoughtthatyou\'dfigurethatknowingthesamethingwouldbethebestmethodtocuremeofpiningforhim,andslightingmychild。\"
\"Heavenonlyknowswehavethoughtofthat,andtalkedofitoften,butwewerebothtoobigcowards。
Wedidn\'tdaretellyou。\"
\"Soyouhavegoneonyearafteryear,watchingmeshowindifferencetoElnora,andyetalittlehorse-sensewouldhavepointedouttoyouthatshewasmysalvation。
Whylookatit!Notmarriedquiteayear。AllhisvowsofloveandfidelitymadetomebeforetheAlmightyforgotteninafewmonths,andadanceandaLightWomansoalluringhehadtolieandsneakforthem。Whatkindofaprospectisthatforalife?Iknowmenandwomen。
Anhonourablemanisanhonourableman,andaliarisaliar;
botharebornandnotmade。Onecannotchangetotheotheranymorethanthatsameoldleopardcanchangeitsspots。Afteramantellsawomanthefirstuntruthofthatsort,theotherscomepilingthick,fast,andmountainhigh。ThedesolationtheybringintheirwakeovershadowsanythingIhavesufferedcompletely。IfhehadlivedsixmonthsmoreIshouldhaveknownhimforwhathewasborntobe。Itwasinthebloodofhim。Hisfatherandgrandfatherbeforehimwerefiddling,dancingpeople;butIwascertainofhim。IthoughtwecouldleaveOhioandcomeoutherealone,andIcouldsolovehimandinteresthiminhiswork,thathewouldbeaman。Ofallthefool,fruitlessjobs,makinganythingofacreaturethatbeginsbydeceivingher,isthefoolestasanewomaneverundertook。
IammorethansorryyouandMargaretdidn\'tseeyourwaycleartotellmelongago。I\'dhavefounditoutinafewmoremonthsifhehadlived,andIwouldn\'thaveborneitaday。Themanwhobreakshisvowstomeonce,doesn\'tgetthesecondchance。Igivetruthandhonour。
Ihavearighttoaskitinreturn。IamgladIunderstandatlast。Now,ifElnorawillforgiveme,wewilltakeanewstartandseewhatwecanmakeoutofwhatisleftoflife。
Ifshewon\'t,thenitwillbemytimetolearnwhatsufferingreallymeans。\"
\"Butshewill,\"saidWesley。\"Shemust!Shecan\'thelpitwhenthingsareexplained。\"
\"Inoticesheisn\'thurryinganyaboutcominghome。
Doyouknowwheresheisorwhatsheisdoing?\"
\"Idonot。Butlikelyshewillbealongsoon。ImustgohelpBillywiththenightwork。Good-bye,Katharine。
ThanktheLordyouhavecometoyourselfatlast!\"
TheyshookhandsandWesleywentdowntheroadwhileMrs。Comstockenteredthecabin。Shecouldnotswallowfood。
Shestoodinthebackdoorwatchingtheskyformoths,buttheydidnotseemtobeverynumerous。Herspiritssankandshebreathedunevenly。Thensheheardthefrontscreen。ShereachedthemiddledoorasElnoratouchedthefootofthestairs。
\"Hurry,andgetready,Elnora,\"shesaid。\"Yoursupperisalmostspoilednow。\"
Elnoraclosedthestairdoorbehindher,andforthefirsttimeinherlife,threwtheheavyleverwhichbarredoutanyonefromdownstairs。Mrs。Comstockheardthethud,andknewwhatitmeant。Shereeledslightlyandcaughtthedoorpostforsupport。Forafewminutessheclungthere,thensanktothenearestchair。Afteralongtimeshearoseandstumblinghalfblindly,sheputthefoodinthecupboardandcoveredthetable。Shetookthelampinonehand,thebutterintheother,andstartedtothespringhouse。Somethingbrushedclosebyherface,andshelookedjustintimetoseeawingedcreatureriseabovethecabinandsailaway。
\"Thatwasanightbird,\"shemuttered。Asshestoppedtosetthebutterinthewater,cameanotherthought。
\"Perhapsitwasamoth!\"Mrs。Comstockdroppedthebutterandhurriedoutwiththelamp;sheheldithighaboveherheadandwaiteduntilherarmsached。
Smallinsectsofnightgathered,andatlastalittledustymiller,butnothingcameofanysize。
\"Imustgowheretheyare,ifIgetthem,\"mutteredMrs。Comstock。
Shewenttothebarnafterthestoutpairofhighbootssheusedinfeedingstockindeepsnow。Throwingthesebesidethebackdoorsheclimbedtotheloftoverthespringhouse,andhuntedanoldlardoillanternandoneoffirstmanufactureforoil。Boththeseshecleanedandfilled。
Shelisteneduntileverythingupstairshadbeenstillforoverhalfanhour。Bythattimeitwaspasteleveno\'clock。
Thenshetookthelanternfromthekitchen,thetwooldones,ahandfulofmatches,aballoftwine,andwentfromthecabin,softlyclosingthedoor。
Sittingonthebacksteps,sheputontheboots,andthenstoodgazingintotheperfumedJunenight,firstinthedirectionofthewoodsonherland,thentowardtheLimberlost。
Itsoutlinewassodarkandforbiddingsheshudderedandwentdownthegarden,followingthepathtowardthewoods,butasshenearedthepoolherkneeswaveredandhercouragefled。TheknowledgethatinhersoulshewasnowgladRobertComstockwasatthebottomofitmadeacowardofher,whofearlesslyhadmournedhimthere,nightsuntold。Shecouldnotgoon。Sheskirtedthebackofthegarden,crossedafield,andcameoutontheroad。SoonshereachedtheLimberlost。Shehunteduntilshefoundtheoldtrail,thenfolloweditstumblingoverlogsandthroughclingingvinesandgrasses。
Theheavybootsclumpedonherfeet,overhangingbrancheswhippedherfaceandpulledherhair。Buthereyeswereontheskyasshewentstrainingintothenight,hopingtofindsignsofalivingcreatureonwing。
Byandbyshebegantoseethewaveringflightofsomethingshethoughtneartherightsize。Shehadnoideawhereshewas,butshestopped,lightedalanternandhungitashighasshecouldreach。Alittledistanceawaysheplacedthesecondandthenthethird。Theobjectscamenearerandsickwithdisappointmentshesawthattheywerebats。Crouchinginthedampswampgrasses,withoutathoughtofsnakesorvenomousinsects,shewaited,hereyesrovingfromlanterntolantern。Onceshethoughtacreatureofhighflightdroppednearthelardoillight,soshearosebreathlesslywaiting,buteitheritpassedoritwasanillusion。Sheglancedattheoldlantern,thenatthenew,andwasonherfeetinaninstantcreepingclose。
Somethinglargeasasmallbirdwasflutteringaround。
Mrs。Comstockbegantoperspire,whileherhandshookwildly。
Closershecreptandjustasshereachedforit,somethingsimilarsweptpastandbothflewawaytogether。
Mrs。Comstocksetherteethandstoodshivering。Foralongtimethelocustsrasped,thewhip-poor-willscriedandasteadyhumofnightlifethrobbedinherears。Awayintheskyshesawsomethingcomingwhenitwasnolargerthanafallingleaf。Straighttowardthelightitflew。
Mrs。Comstockbegantoprayaloud。
\"Thisway,OLord!Makeitcomethisway!Please!
OLord,senditlower!\"
Themothhesitatedatthefirstlight,thenslowly,easilyitcametowardthesecond,asiffollowingapathofair。Ittouchedaleafnearthelanternandsettled。
AsMrs。Comstockreachedforitathinyellowspraywetherhandandthesurroundingleaves。Whenitswingsraisedaboveitsback,herfingerscametogether。
Sheheldthemothtothelight。Itwasnearerbrownthanyellow,andsherememberedhavingseensomelikeitintheboxesthatafternoon。Itwasnottheoneneededtocompletethecollection,butElnoramightwantit,soMrs。Comstockheldon。ThentheAlmightywaskind,ornaturewassufficient,asyoulookatit,forfollowingthelawofitsbeingwhendisturbed,themothagainthrewthespraybywhichsomesupposeitattractsitskind,andliberallysprinkledMrs。Comstock\'sdressfrontandarms。Fromthatinstant,shebecamethebestmothbaiteverinvented。EveryPolyphemusinrangehastenedtoher,andotherflutteringcreaturesofnightfollowed。
Theinfluxcameherway。Shesnatchedwildlyhereandthereuntilshehadoneineachhandandnoplacetoputthem。Shecouldseemorecoming,andherachingheart,swollenwiththestrainoflongexcitement,hurtpitifully。Sheprayedinbrokenexclamationsthatdidnotalwayssoundreverent,butneverwashumansoulinmoreintenseearnest。
Mothswerecoming。Shehadoneineachhand。
Theywerenotyellow,andshedidnotknowwhattodo。
Sheglancedaroundtotrytodiscoversomewaytokeepwhatshehad,andherthrobbingheartstoppedandeverymusclestiffened。Therewasthedimoutlineofacrouchingfigurenottwoyardsaway,andapairofeyestheirownerthoughthidden,caughtthelightinacoldstream。Herfirstimpulsewastoscreamandflyforlife。Beforeherlipscouldopenabigmothalightedonherbreastwhileshefeltanotherwalkingoverherhair。
Allsenseofcautiondesertedher。Shedidnotcaretoliveifshecouldnotreplacetheyellowmothshehadkilled。
Sheturnedhereyestothoseamongtheleaves。
\"Here,you!\"shecriedhoarsely。\"Ineedyou!Getyourselfouthere,andhelpme。Thesecrittersaregoingtogetawayfromme。Hustle!\"
PeteCorsonpartedthebushesandsteppedintothelight。
\"Oh,it\'syou!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Imighthaveknown!
Butyougavemeastart。Here,holdtheseuntilImakesomesortofbagforthem。Goeasy!IfyoubreakthemIdon\'tguaranteewhatwillhappentoyou!\"
\"Prettyfierce,ain\'tyou!\"laughedPete,butheadvancedandheldouthishands。\"ForElnora,Is\'pose?\"
\"Yes,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Inamadfit,Itrampledonethismorning,andbytheluckoftheoldboyhimselfitwasthelastmothsheneededtocompleteacollection。
Igottogetanotheroneordie。\"
\"ThenIguessit\'syourfuneral,\"saidPete。\"Thereain\'tachanceinadozentherightonewillcome。Whatcolourwasit?\"
\"Yellow,andbigasabird。\"
\"TheEmperor,likely,\"saidPete。\"Youdigforthatkind,andtheyarenotnumerous,so\'s\'atyoucansmash\'emforfun。\"
\"Well,Icantrytogetone,anyway,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Iforgotallaboutbringinganythingtoputthemin。
YoutakeapinchontheirwingsuntilImakeapoke。\"
Mrs。Comstockremovedherapron,tearingoffthestrings。
Sheunfastenedandsteppedfromtheskirtofhercalicodress。Withoneapronstringshetiedshutthebandandplacket。Shepulledawirepinfromherhair,stuckitthroughtheotherstring,andusingitasabodkinranitaroundthehemofherskirt,soshortlyshehadalargebag。Sheputseveralbranchesinsidetowhichthemothscouldcling,closedthemouthpartiallyandheldittowardPete。
\"Putyourhandwelldownandletthethingsgo!\"sheordered。
\"Butbecareful,man!Don\'trunintothetwigs!Easy!
That\'sone。Nowtheother。Istheoneonmyheadgone?
Therewasoneonmydress,butIguessitflew。Herecomesakindofagray-lookingone。\"
Peteslippedseveralmoremothsintothebag。
\"Now,that\'sfive,Mrs。Comstock,\"hesaid。\"I\'msorry,butyou\'llhavetomakethatdo。Youmustgetoutofherelively。Yourlightswillbetakenforhurrycalls,andinsidethenexthouracoupleofmenwillrideherelikefury。Theywon\'tbeniceSunday-schoolmen,andtheywon\'tholdbagsandcatchmothsforyou。
Youmustgoquick!\"
Mrs。Comstocklaiddownthebagandpulledoneofthelanternslower。
\"Iwon\'tbudgeastep,\"shesaid。\"Thislanddoesn\'tbelongtoyou。Youhavenorighttoordermeoffit。
HereIstayuntilIgetaYellowEmperor,andnolittlepeteringthievesofthisneighbourhoodcanscaremeaway。\"
\"Youdon\'tunderstand,\"saidPete。\"I\'mwillingtohelpElnora,andI\'dtakecareofyou,ifIcould,buttherewillbetoomanyforme,andtheywillbemadatbeingcalledoutfornothing。\"
\"Well,who\'scallingthemout?\"demandedMrs。Comstock。
\"I\'mcatchingmoths。Ifalotofgood-for-nothingsgetfooledintolosingsomesleep,whyletthem,theycan\'thurtme,orstopmywork。\"
\"Theycan,andthey\'lldoboth。\"
\"Well,I\'llseethemdoit!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"I\'vegotRobert\'srevolverinmydress,andIcanshootasstraightasanyman,ifI\'mmadenough。Anyonewhointerfereswithmeto-nightwillfindmemada-plenty。Theregoesanother!\"
Shesteppedintothelightandwaiteduntilabigbrownmothsettledonherandwaseasilytaken。Theninlight,airyflightcameadelicatepalegreenthing,andMrs。
Comstockstartedinpursuit。Butthescentwasnotright。
Themothflutteredhigh,thendroppedlower,stilllower,andsailedaway。WithoutstretchedhandsMrs。Comstockpursuedit。Shehurriedonewayandanother,thenranoveranobjectwhichtrippedherandshefell。
Sheregainedherfeetinaninstant,butshehadlostsightofthemoth。Withlividfacesheturnedtothecrouchingman。
\"Younasty,sneakingsonofSatan!\"shecried。\"Whyareyouhidingthere?YoumademelosetheoneIwantedmostofanyI\'vehadachanceatyet。Getoutofhere!
Gothisminute,orI\'llfillyourworthlesscarcasssofullofholesyou\'lldotosiftcornmeal。Go,Isay!I\'musingtheLimberlostto-night,andIwon\'tbestoppedbythedevilhimself!Cutlikefury,andtelltherestofthemtheycanjustgohome。Peteisgoingtohelpme,andheisallofyouIneed。Nowgo!\"
Themanturnedandwent。Peteleanedagainstatree,heldhismouthshutandshookinwardly。Mrs。Comstockcamebackpanting。
\"Theoldscoundrelmademelosethat!\"shesaid。\"IfanyoneelsecomessnoopingaroundhereI\'lljustblowthemuptostartwith。Ihaven\'ttimetotalk。Supposethathadbeenyellow!I\'dhavekilledthatman,sure!
TheLimberlostisn\'tsafeto-night,andthesoonerthosewhelpsfinditout,thebetteritwillbeforthem。\"
Petestoppedlaughingtolookather。Hesawthatshewasspeakingthetruth。Shewasquitepastreason,sense,orfear。Thesoftnightairstirredthewethairaroundhertemples,theflickeringlanternsmadeherfaceaghastlygreen。Shewouldstopatnothing,thatwasevident。
Petesuddenlybegancatchingmothswithexemplaryindustry。
Inputtingoneintothebag,anotherescaped。
\"Wemustnottrythatagain,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Now,whatwillwedo?\"
\"Weareclosetotheoldcase,\"saidPete。\"IthinkIcangetintoit。Maybewecouldsliptherestinthere。\"
\"That\'safineidea!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"They\'llhavesomuchroomtheretheywon\'tbelikelytohurtthemselves,andthebookssaytheydon\'tflyindaytimeunlesstheyaredisturbed,sotheywillsettlewhenit\'slight,andIcancomewithElnoratogetthem。\"
Theycapturedtwomore,andthenPetecarriedthemtothecase。
\"Herecomesabigone!\"hecriedashereturned。
Mrs。Comstocklookedupandsteppedoutwithaprayeronherlips。Shecouldnottellthecolouratthatdistance,butthemothappeareddifferentfromtheothers。
Onitcame,droppingloweranddartingfromlighttolight。
Asitsweptnearher,\"OHeavenlyFather!\"exultedMrs。
Comstock,\"it\'syellow!CarefulPete!Yourhat,maybe!\"
Petemadealongsweep。Themothwaveredabovethehatandsailedaway。Mrs。Comstockleanedagainstatreeandcoveredherfacewithhershakinghands。
\"Thatismypunishment!\"shecried。\"Oh,Lord,ifyouwillgiveamothlikethatintomypossession,I\'llalwaysbeabetterwoman!\"
TheEmperoragaincameinsight。Petestoodtenseandready。Mrs。Comstocksteppedintothelightandwatchedthemoth\'scourse。Thenasecondappearedinpursuitofthefirst。Thelargeronewaveredintotheradiusoflightoncemore。Theperspirationrolleddowntheman\'sface。Hehalfliftedthehat。
\"Pray,woman!Praynow!\"hepanted。
\"IguessIbestgetoverbythatlardoillightandgotowork,\"breathedMrs。Comstock。\"TheLordknowsthisisallinprayer,butit\'snotimeforwordsjustnow。
Ready,Pete!Youaregoingtogetachancefirst!\"
Petemadeanotherlong,steadysweep,butthemothdartedbeneaththehat。InitsflightitcamestraighttowardMrs。Comstock。Shesnatchedofftheremnantofapronshehadtuckedintoherpetticoatbandandheldthecalicobeforeher。Themothstruckfullagainstitandclungtothegoods。Petecreptupstealthily。
Thesecondmothfollowedthefirst,andthesprayshoweredtheapron。
\"Wait!\"gaspedMrs。Comstock。\"Ithinktheyhavesettled。
Thebookssaytheywon\'tleavenow。\"
Thebigpaleyellowcreatureclungfirmly,loweringandraisingitswings。Theothercamenearer。Mrs。
Comstockheldtheclothwithrigidhands,whilePetecouldhearherbreathinginshortgusts。
\"ShallItrynow?\"heimplored。
\"Wait!\"whisperedthewoman。\"Somethingseemstosaywait!\"
Thenightbreezestiffenedandgentlywavedtheapron。
Locustsrasped,mosquitoeshummedandfrogssanguninterruptedly。
Amuskyodourslowlyfilledtheair。
\"NowshallI?\"questionedPete。
\"No。Leavethemalone。Theyaresafenow。Theyaremine。
Theyaremysalvation。GodandtheLimberlostgavethemtome!Theywon\'tmoveforhours。Thebooksallsayso。
OHeavenlyFather,IamthankfultoYou,andyou,too,PeteCorson!Youareagoodmantohelpme。Now,Icangohomeandfacemygirl。\"
Instead,Mrs。Comstockdroppedsuddenly。Shespreadtheapronacrossherknees。Themothsremainedundisturbed。
Thenhertiredwhiteheaddropped,thetearsshehadthoughtforeverdriedgushedforth,andshesobbedforpurejoy。
\"Oh,Iwouldn\'tdothatnow,youknow!\"comfortedPete。
\"Thinkofgettingtwo!That\'smorethanyouevercouldhaveexpected。Abodywouldthinkyouwouldcry,ifyouhadn\'tgotany。Comeon,now。It\'salmostmorning。
Letmehelpyouhome。\"
Petetookthebagandthetwooldlanterns。Mrs。Comstockcarriedhermothsandthebestlanternandwentaheadtolighttheway。
Elnorahadsatbesideherwindowfarintothenight。
Atlastsheundressedandwenttobed,butsleepwouldnotcome。ShehadgonetothecitytotalkwithmembersoftheSchoolBoardaboutaroominthegrades。Therewasapossibilitythatshemightsecurethemoth,andsobeabletostarttocollegethatfall,butifshedidnot,thenshewantedtheschool。Shehadbeengivensomeencouragement,butshewassounhappythatnothingmattered。Shecouldnotseethewayopentoanythinginlife,savealongseriesofdisappointments,whilesheremainedwithhermother。YetMargaretSintonhadadvisedhertogohomeandtryoncemore。Margarethadseemedsosuretherewouldbeachangeforthebetter,thatElnorahadconsented,althoughshehadnohopeherself。Sostrongisthebondofblood,shecouldnotmakeuphermindtoseekahomeelsewhere,evenafterthedaythathadpassed。
Unabletosleepshearoseatlast,andtheroombeingwarm,shesatonthefloorclosethewindow。Thelightsintheswampcaughthereye。Shewasveryuneasy,forquiteahundredofherbestmothswereinthecase。However,therewasnomoney,andnooneeverhadtouchedabookoranyofherapparatus。Watchingthelightssetherthinking,andbeforesherealizedit,shewasinapanicoffear。
Shehurrieddownthestairwaysoftlycallinghermother。
Therewasnoanswer。Shelightlysteppedacrossthesitting-roomandlookedinattheopendoor。Therewasnoone,andthebedhadnotbeenused。Herfirstthoughtwasthathermotherhadgonetothepool;andtheLimberlostwasalivewithsignals。Pityandfearmingledintheheartofthegirl。Sheopenedthekitchendoor,crossedthegardenandranbacktotheswamp。Assheneareditshelistened,butshecouldhearonlytheusualvoicesofnight。
\"Mother!\"shecalledsoftly。Thenlouder,\"Mother!\"
Therewasnotasound。Chilledwithfrightshehurriedbacktothecabin。Shedidnotknowwhattodo。
SheunderstoodwhatthelightsintheLimberlostmeant。
Wherewashermother?Shewasafraidtoenter,whileshewasgrowingverycoldandstillmorefearfulaboutremainingoutside。Atlastshewenttohermother\'sroom,pickedupthegun,carrieditintothekitchen,andcrowdinginalittlecornerbehindthestove,shewaitedintremblinganxiety。Thetimewasdreadfullylongbeforesheheardhermother\'svoice。Thenshedecidedsomeonehadbeenillandsentforher,soshetookcourage,andsteppingswiftlyacrossthekitchensheunbarredthedooranddrewbackfromsightbesidethetable。
Mrs。Comstockentereddraggingherheavyfeet。Herdressskirtwasgone,herpetticoatwetanddrabbled,andthewaistofherdresswasalmosttornfromherbody。
Herhairhungindampstrings;hereyeswereredwithcrying。
Inonehandsheheldthelantern,andintheotherstifflyextendedbeforeher,onawadofcalicoreposedamagnificentpairofYellowEmperors。Elnorastared,herlipsparted。
\"ShallIputtheseothersinthekitchen?\"inquiredaman\'svoice。
Thegirlshrankbacktotheshadows。
\"Yes,anywhereinsidethedoor,\"repliedMrs。Comstockasshemovedafewstepstomakewayforhim。
Pete\'sheadappeared。Hesetdownthemothsandwasgone。
\"Thankyou,Pete,morethaneverwomanthankedyoubefore!\"
saidMrs。Comstock。
Sheplacedthelanternonthetableandbarredthedoor。
AssheturnedElnoracameintoview。Mrs。Comstockleanedtowardher,andheldoutthemoths。Inavoicevibrantwithtonesneverbeforeheardshesaid:\"Elnora,mygirl,mother\'sfoundyouanothermoth!\"
CHAPTERXIII
WHEREINMOTHERLOVEISBESTOWEDONELNORA,ANDSHEFINDSANASSISTANTINMOTHHUNTING
Elnoraawokeatdawnandlaygazingaroundtheunfamiliarroom。Shenoticedthateveryvestigeofmasculineattireandbelongingswasgone,andknew,withoutanyexplanation,whatthatmeant。
Forsomereasoneverytangibleevidenceofherfatherwasbanished,andshewasatlasttobeallowedtotakehisplace。Sheturnedtolookathermother。
Mrs。Comstock\'sfacewaswhiteandhaggard,butonitrestedanexpressionofprofoundpeaceElnoraneverbeforehadseen。Asshestudiedthefeaturesonthepillowbesideher,theheartofthegirlthrobbedintenderness。
Sherealizedasfullyasanyoneelsecouldwhathermotherhadsuffered。Thoughtsofthenightbroughtshudderingfear。
Shesoftlyslippedfromthebed,wenttoherroom,dressedandenteredthekitchentoattendtheEmperorsandpreparebreakfast。
Thepairhadbeenleftclingingtothepieceofcalico。
Thecalicowasthereandafewpiecesofbeautifulwing。
Amousehadeatenthemoths!
\"Well,ofallthehorribleluck!\"gaspedElnora。
Withthefirstthoughtofhermother,shecaughtuptheremnantsofthemoths,buryingthemintheashesofthestove。
Shetookthebagtoherroom,hurriedlyreleasingitscontents,buttherewasnotanotheryellowone。HermotherhadsaidsomehadbeenconfinedinthecaseintheLimberlost。
TherewasstillahopethatanEmperormightbeamongthem。
Shepeepedathermother,whostillsleptsoundly。
Elnoratookalargepieceofmosquitonetting,andrantotheswamp。Throwingitoverthetopofthecase,sheunlockedthedoor。Shereeled,faintwithdistress。
Thelivingmothsthathadbeenconfinedthereintheirflutteringtoescapetonightandthematestheysoughtnotonlyhadwreckedtheotherspecimensofthecase,buttornthemselvestofringesonthepins。AthirdoftherarestmothsofthecollectionforthemanofIndiawereantennaless,legless,wingless,andoftenheadless。
Elnorasobbedaloud。
\"Thisisoverwhelming,\"shesaidatlast。\"Itismakingafatalistofme。Iambeginningtothinkthingshappenastheyareordainedfromthebeginning,thisplainlyindicatingthatthereistobenocollege,atleast,thisyear,forme。Mylifeisallmountain-toporcanon。
Iwishsomeonewouldleadmeintoafewdaysof`greenpastures。\'
LastnightIwenttosleeponmother\'sarm,themothsallsecured,loveandcollege,certainties。ThismorningIwaketofindallmyhopeswrecked。Isimplydon\'tdareletmotherknowthatinsteadofhelpingme,shehasruinedmycollection。
Everythingisgone——unlessthelovelasts。Thatactuallyseemedtrue。IbelieveIwillgosee。\"
Theloveremained。Indeed,intheoverflowofthelong-
hardened,pent-upheart,thegirlwasalmostsuffocatedwithtempestuouscaressesandgenerousofferings。Beforethedaywasover,Elnorarealizedthatsheneverhadknownhermother。Thewomanwhonowbusilywentthroughthecabin,hereyesbright,eager,alert,constantlyplanning,wasastranger。Herveryfacewasdifferent,whileitdidnotseempossiblethatduringonenighttheacidoftwentyyearscoulddisappearfromavoiceandleaveitsweetandpleasant。
ForthenextfewdaysElnoraworkedatmountingthemothshermotherhadtaken。ShehadtogototheBirdWomanandtellaboutthedisaster,butMrs。ComstockwasallowedtothinkthatElnoradeliveredthemothswhenshemadethetrip。Ifshehadtoldherwhatactuallyhappened,thechanceswerethatMrs。ComstockagainwouldhavetakenpossessionoftheLimberlost,huntingthereuntilshereplacedallthemothsthathadbeendestroyed。
ButElnoraknewfromexperiencewhatitmeanttocollectsuchalistinpairs。Itwouldrequiresteadyworkforatleasttwosummerstoreplacethelostmoths。WhenshelefttheBirdWomanshewenttothepresidentoftheOnabashaschoolsandaskedhimtodoallinhispowertosecureheraroominoneofthewardbuildings。
Thenextmorningthelastmothwasmounted,andthehouseworkfinished。Elnorasaidtohermother,\"Ifyoudon\'tmind,IbelieveIwillgointothewoodspasturebesideSleepySnakeCreekandseeifIcancatchsomedragonfliesormoths。\"
\"WaituntilIgetaknifeandapailandIwillgoalong,\"
answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Thedandelionsareplentytenderforgreensamongthedeepgrasses,andImightjusthappentoseesomethingmyself。Myeyesareprettysharp。\"
\"Iwishyoucouldrealizehowyoungyouare,\"saidElnora。
\"IknowwomeninOnabashawhoaretenyearsolderthanyou,yettheylooktwentyyearsyounger。Socouldyou,ifyouwoulddressyourhairbecomingly,andwearappropriateclothes。\"
\"Ithinkmyhairputsmeintheoldwomanclasspermanently,\"
saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Well,itdoesn\'t!\"criedElnora。\"Thereisawomanoftwenty-eightwhohashairaswhiteasyoursfromsickheadaches,butherfaceisyoungandbeautiful。Ifyourfacewouldgrowalittlefullerandthoselineswouldgoaway,you\'dbelovely!\"
\"Youlittlepig!\"laughedMrs。Comstock。\"Anyonewouldthinkyouwouldbesatisfiedwithhavingasplinternewmother,withoutsettingupakickonherlooks,firstthing。Greedy!\"
\"Thatisagoodword,\"saidElnora。\"Iadmitthecharge。
Iamgreedyovereverywastedyear。Iwantyouyoung,lovely,suitablydressedandenjoyinglifeliketheothergirls\'mothers。\"
Mrs。Comstocklaughedsoftlyasshepushedbackhersunbonnetsothatshrubsandbushesbesidethewaycouldbescannedclosely。Elnorawalkedaheadwithacaseoverhershoulder,anetinherhand。Herheadwasbare,therollingcollarofherlavenderginghamdresswascutinaV
atthethroat,thesleevesonlyreachedtheelbows。Everyfewstepsshepausedandexaminedtheshrubberycarefully,whileMrs。Comstockwaswatchinguntilhereyesached,buttherewerenodandelionsinthepailshecarried。
EarlyJunewasriotinginfreshgrasses,brightflowers,birdsongs,andgay-wingedcreaturesofair。Downthefootpaththetwowentthroughtheperfectmorning,theloveofGodandallnatureintheirhearts。Atlasttheyreachedthecreek,followingittowardthebridge。HereMrs。
Comstockfoundalargebedoftenderdandelionsandstoppedtofillherpail。Thenshesatonthebank,pickingoverthegreens,whileshelistenedtothecreeksoftlysingingitsJunesong。
Elnoraremainedwithincallingdistance,andwashavinggoodsuccess。Atlastshecrossedthecreek,followingituptoabridge。Thereshebeganacarefulexaminationoftheundersidesofthesleepersandflooringforcocoons。
Mrs。Comstockcouldseeherandthecreekforseveralrodsabove。Themothersatbeatingthelonggreenleavesacrossherhand,carefullypickingoutthewhitebuds,becauseElnoralikedthem,whenasplashupthecreekattractedherattention。
Aroundthebendcameaman。Hewasbareheaded,dressedinawhitesweater,andwaderswhichreachedhiswaist。Hewalkedonthebank,onlyenteringthewaterwhenforced。Hehadaqueerbasketstrappedonhiship,andwithasmallrodhesentalonglinespinningbeforehimdownthecreek,deftlymanipulatingwithitalittlefloatingobject。HewascloserElnorathanhermother,butMrs。Comstockthoughtpossiblybyhurryingshecouldremainunseenandyetwarnthegirlthatastrangerwascoming。Assheapproachedthebridge,shecaughtasaplingandleanedoverthewatertocallElnora。Withherlipspartedtospeakshehesitatedasecondtowatchasortofinsectthatflashedpastonthewater,whenasplashfromthemanattractedthegirl。
Shewasunderthebridge,onekneeplantedintheembankmentandafootbracedtosupporther。Herhairwastousledbywindandbushes,herfaceflushed,andsheliftedherarmsaboveherhead,workingtoloosenacocoonshehadfound。ThecallMrs。Comstockhadintendedtoutterneverfoundvoice,forasElnoralookeddownatthesound,\"PossiblyIcouldgetthatforyou,\"
suggestedtheman。
Mrs。Comstockdrewback。Hewasayoungmanwithawonderfullyattractiveface,althoughitwastoowhiteforrobusthealth,broadshoulders,andslender,uprightframe。
\"Oh,Idohopeyoucan!\"answeredElnora。\"It\'squiteafind!It\'soneofthoselovelypaleredcocoonsdescribedinthebooks。Isuspectitcomesfromhavingbeeninadarkplaceandscreenedfromtheweather。\"
\"Isthatso?\"criedtheman。\"Waitaminute。I\'veneverseenone。Isupposeit\'saCecropia,fromthelocation。\"
\"Ofcourse,\"saidElnora。\"It\'ssocoolherethemothhasn\'temerged。Thecocoonisabig,baggyone,anditisasredasfoxtail。\"
\"Whatluck!\"hecried。\"Areyoumakingacollection?\"
Hereeledinhisline,laidhisrodacrossabushandclimbedtheembankmenttoElnora\'sside,producedaknifeandbegantheworkofwhittlingadeepgroovearoundthecocoon。