第12章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:15428更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
\"Minealldriedlongago。I\'venonelefttoshedovermywastedlife,mydisfiguredfaceandhair,myyearsofstrugglewithaman\'swork,mywreckoflandamongthetilledfieldsofmyneighbours,orthefinalknowledgethatthemanIsogladlywouldhavediedtosave,wasn\'tworththesacrificeofarattlesnake。Ifanythingyetcouldwringatearfromme,itwouldbethethoughtoftheawfulinjusticeIalwayshavedonemygirl。IfI\'dlayhandonyouforanything,itwouldbeforthat。\" \"Killmeifyouwantto,\"sobbedElviraCarney。\"IknowthatIdeserveit,andIdon\'tcare。\" \"Youaregettingyourkillingfastenoughtosuitme,\" saidMrs。Comstock。\"Iwouldn\'ttouchyou,anymorethanIwouldhim,ifIcould。Onceisallanymanorwomandeceivesmeabouttheholiestthingsoflife。 Iwouldn\'ttouchyouanymorethanIwouldtheblackplague。Iamgoingbacktomygirl。\" Mrs。Comstockturnedandstartedswiftlythroughthewoods,butshehadgoneonlyafewrodswhenshestopped,andleaningonthehoe,shestoodthinkingdeeply。Thensheturnedback。Elvirastillclungtothefence,sobbingbitterly。 \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"butIleftawrongimpressionwithyou。Idon\'twantyoutothinkthatIbelievetheAlmightysetacancertoburningyouasapunishmentforyoursins。Idon\'t!IthinkalotmoreoftheAlmighty。Withawholesky-fullofworldsonHishandstomanage,I\'mnotbelievingthatHehastimetolookdownonours,andpickyououtofallthemillionsofussinners,andsetaspecialkindoftorturetoeatingyou。 Itwouldn\'tbeagentlemanlythingtodo,andfirstofall,theAlmightyisboundtobeagentleman。Ithinklikelyabruiseandbadbloodiswhatcausedyourtrouble。 Anyway,I\'vegottotellyouthatthecleanesthousekeeperIeverknew,andoneofthenoblestChristianwomen,wasslowlyeatenupbyacancer。Shegothersfromthecarelessworkofapoordoctor。TheAlmightyistoforgivesinandhealdisease,nottoinventandspreadit。\" Shehadgoneonlyafewstepswhensheagainturnedback。 \"Ifyouwillgatheralotofredcloverbloom,makeateastrongaslyeofit,anddrinkquarts,Ithinklikelyitwillhelpyou,ifyouarenottoofargone。Anyway,itwillcoolyourbloodandmaketheburningeasiertobear。\" Thensheswiftlywenthome。Enterthelonelycabinshecouldnot,neithercouldshesitoutsideandthink。 Sheattackedabedofbeetsandhoeduntiltheperspirationranfromherfaceandbody,thenshebeganonthepotatoes。 Whenshewastootiredtotakeanotherstrokeshebathedandputondryclothing。Insecuringherdressshenoticedherhusband\'scarefullypreservedclothingliningonewall。Shegathereditinanarmloadandcarriedittotheswamp。Piecebypieceshepitchedintothegreenmawofthequagmireallthosearticlesshehaddustedcarefullyandfoughtmothsfromforyears,andstoodwatchingasitslowlysuckedthemdown。ShewentbacktoherroomandgatheredeveryscrapthathadinanywaybelongedtoRobertComstock,exceptinghisgunandrevolver,andthrewitintotheswamp。Thenforthefirsttimeshesetherdoorwideopen。 Shewastoowearynowtodomore,butanurgingunrestdroveher。ShewantedElnora。Itseemedtohershenevercouldwaituntilthegirlcameanddeliveredherjudgment。Atlastinanefforttogetnearertoher,Mrs。ComstockclimbedthestairsandstoodlookingaroundElnora\'sroom。Itwasveryunfamiliar。Thepictureswerestrangetoher。Commencementhadfilleditwithpackagesandbundles。Thewallswerecoveredwithcocoons;mothsanddragonflieswerepinnedeverywhere。 Underthebedshecouldseehalfadozenlargewhiteboxes。 Shepulledoutoneandliftedthelid。Thebottomwascoveredwithasheetofthincork,andonlongpinsstickinginitwerelarge,velvet-wingedmoths。Eachonewaslabelled,alwaysthereweretwoofakind,inmanycasesfour,showingunderandupperwingsofbothmaleandfemale。 Theywereofeverycolourandshape。 Mrs。Comstockcaughtherbreathsharply。WhenandwherehadElnorafoundthem?Theywerethemostexquisitesightthewomaneverhadseen,sosheopenedalltheboxestofeastontheirbeautifulcontents。Asshedidsotherecamemorefullyasenseofthedistancebetweenherandherchild。ShecouldnotunderstandhowElnorahadgonetoschool,andperformedsomuchworksecretly。 Whenitwasfinished,tothelastmoth,she,themotherwhoshouldhavebeenthefirstconfidantandhelper,hadbeentheonetobringdisappointment。SmallwonderElnorahadcometohateher。 Mrs。Comstockcarefullyclosedandreplacedtheboxes; andagainstoodlookingaroundtheroom。Thistimehereyesrestedonsomebooksshedidnotrememberhavingseenbefore,soshepickeduponeandfoundthatitwasamothbook。Sheglancedoverthefirstpagesandwassooneagerlyreading。Whenthetextreachedtheclassificationofspecies,shelaiditdown,tookupanotherandreadtheintroductorychapters。Bythattimeherbrainwasinaconfusedjumbleofideasaboutcapturingmothswithdifferingbaitsandbrightlights。 Shewentdownstairsthinkingdeeply。Beingunabletositstillandhavingnothingelsetodosheglancedattheclockandbeganpreparingsupper。Theworkdragged。 Achickenwassnatchedupanddressedhurriedly。Aspicecakesprangintobeing。Strawberriesthathadbeenintendedforpreserveswentintoshortcake。Deliciousodourscreptfromthecabin。Sheputmanyextratouchesonthetableandthencommencedwatchingtheroad。 Everythingwasready,butElnoradidnotcome。Thenbegantheanxiousprocessoftryingtokeepcookedfoodwarmandnotspoilit。Thebirdswenttobedandduskcame。 Mrs。Comstockgaveupthefireandsetthesupperonthetable。Thenshewentoutandsatonthefront-doorstepwatchingnightcreeparoundher。Shestartedeagerlyasthegatecreaked,butitwasonlyWesleySintoncoming。 \"Katharine,MargaretandElnorapassedwhereIwasworkingthisafternoon,andMargaretgotoutofthecarriageandcalledmetothefence。Shetoldmewhatshehaddone。I\'vecometosaytoyouthatIamsorry。Shehasheardmethreatentodoitagoodmanytimes,butI neverwouldhavegotitdone。I\'dgiveagooddealifI couldundoit,butIcan\'t,soI\'vecometotellyouhowsorryIam。\" \"You\'vegotsomethingtobesorryfor,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"butlikelyweain\'tthinkingofthesamething。Ithurtsmelesstoknowthetruth,thantoliveinignorance。 IfMaghadthesenseofapewee,she\'dtoldmelongago。 That\'swhathurtsme,tothinkthatbothofyouknewRobertwasnotworthanhourofhonestgrief,yetyou\'dletmemournhimalltheseyearsandneglectElnorawhileI didit。IfIhaveanythingtoforgiveyou,thatiswhatitis。\" Wesleyremovedhishatandsatonabench。 \"Katharine,\"hesaidsolemnly,\"nobodyeverknowshowtotakeyou。\" \"Woulditbeaskingtoomuchtotakemeforhavingafewgrainsofplaincommonsense?\"sheinquired。\"You\'veknownallthistimethatComstockgotwhathedeserved,whenheundertooktosneakinanunusedwayacrossaswamp,withwhichhewasnonetoofamiliar。NowI shouldhavethoughtthatyou\'dfigurethatknowingthesamethingwouldbethebestmethodtocuremeofpiningforhim,andslightingmychild。\" \"Heavenonlyknowswehavethoughtofthat,andtalkedofitoften,butwewerebothtoobigcowards。 Wedidn\'tdaretellyou。\" \"Soyouhavegoneonyearafteryear,watchingmeshowindifferencetoElnora,andyetalittlehorse-sensewouldhavepointedouttoyouthatshewasmysalvation。 Whylookatit!Notmarriedquiteayear。AllhisvowsofloveandfidelitymadetomebeforetheAlmightyforgotteninafewmonths,andadanceandaLightWomansoalluringhehadtolieandsneakforthem。Whatkindofaprospectisthatforalife?Iknowmenandwomen。 Anhonourablemanisanhonourableman,andaliarisaliar; botharebornandnotmade。Onecannotchangetotheotheranymorethanthatsameoldleopardcanchangeitsspots。Afteramantellsawomanthefirstuntruthofthatsort,theotherscomepilingthick,fast,andmountainhigh。ThedesolationtheybringintheirwakeovershadowsanythingIhavesufferedcompletely。IfhehadlivedsixmonthsmoreIshouldhaveknownhimforwhathewasborntobe。Itwasinthebloodofhim。Hisfatherandgrandfatherbeforehimwerefiddling,dancingpeople;butIwascertainofhim。IthoughtwecouldleaveOhioandcomeoutherealone,andIcouldsolovehimandinteresthiminhiswork,thathewouldbeaman。Ofallthefool,fruitlessjobs,makinganythingofacreaturethatbeginsbydeceivingher,isthefoolestasanewomaneverundertook。 IammorethansorryyouandMargaretdidn\'tseeyourwaycleartotellmelongago。I\'dhavefounditoutinafewmoremonthsifhehadlived,andIwouldn\'thaveborneitaday。Themanwhobreakshisvowstomeonce,doesn\'tgetthesecondchance。Igivetruthandhonour。 Ihavearighttoaskitinreturn。IamgladIunderstandatlast。Now,ifElnorawillforgiveme,wewilltakeanewstartandseewhatwecanmakeoutofwhatisleftoflife。 Ifshewon\'t,thenitwillbemytimetolearnwhatsufferingreallymeans。\" \"Butshewill,\"saidWesley。\"Shemust!Shecan\'thelpitwhenthingsareexplained。\" \"Inoticesheisn\'thurryinganyaboutcominghome。 Doyouknowwheresheisorwhatsheisdoing?\" \"Idonot。Butlikelyshewillbealongsoon。ImustgohelpBillywiththenightwork。Good-bye,Katharine。 ThanktheLordyouhavecometoyourselfatlast!\" TheyshookhandsandWesleywentdowntheroadwhileMrs。Comstockenteredthecabin。Shecouldnotswallowfood。 Shestoodinthebackdoorwatchingtheskyformoths,buttheydidnotseemtobeverynumerous。Herspiritssankandshebreathedunevenly。Thensheheardthefrontscreen。ShereachedthemiddledoorasElnoratouchedthefootofthestairs。 \"Hurry,andgetready,Elnora,\"shesaid。\"Yoursupperisalmostspoilednow。\" Elnoraclosedthestairdoorbehindher,andforthefirsttimeinherlife,threwtheheavyleverwhichbarredoutanyonefromdownstairs。Mrs。Comstockheardthethud,andknewwhatitmeant。Shereeledslightlyandcaughtthedoorpostforsupport。Forafewminutessheclungthere,thensanktothenearestchair。Afteralongtimeshearoseandstumblinghalfblindly,sheputthefoodinthecupboardandcoveredthetable。Shetookthelampinonehand,thebutterintheother,andstartedtothespringhouse。Somethingbrushedclosebyherface,andshelookedjustintimetoseeawingedcreatureriseabovethecabinandsailaway。 \"Thatwasanightbird,\"shemuttered。Asshestoppedtosetthebutterinthewater,cameanotherthought。 \"Perhapsitwasamoth!\"Mrs。Comstockdroppedthebutterandhurriedoutwiththelamp;sheheldithighaboveherheadandwaiteduntilherarmsached。 Smallinsectsofnightgathered,andatlastalittledustymiller,butnothingcameofanysize。 \"Imustgowheretheyare,ifIgetthem,\"mutteredMrs。Comstock。 Shewenttothebarnafterthestoutpairofhighbootssheusedinfeedingstockindeepsnow。Throwingthesebesidethebackdoorsheclimbedtotheloftoverthespringhouse,andhuntedanoldlardoillanternandoneoffirstmanufactureforoil。Boththeseshecleanedandfilled。 Shelisteneduntileverythingupstairshadbeenstillforoverhalfanhour。Bythattimeitwaspasteleveno\'clock。 Thenshetookthelanternfromthekitchen,thetwooldones,ahandfulofmatches,aballoftwine,andwentfromthecabin,softlyclosingthedoor。 Sittingonthebacksteps,sheputontheboots,andthenstoodgazingintotheperfumedJunenight,firstinthedirectionofthewoodsonherland,thentowardtheLimberlost。 Itsoutlinewassodarkandforbiddingsheshudderedandwentdownthegarden,followingthepathtowardthewoods,butasshenearedthepoolherkneeswaveredandhercouragefled。TheknowledgethatinhersoulshewasnowgladRobertComstockwasatthebottomofitmadeacowardofher,whofearlesslyhadmournedhimthere,nightsuntold。Shecouldnotgoon。Sheskirtedthebackofthegarden,crossedafield,andcameoutontheroad。SoonshereachedtheLimberlost。Shehunteduntilshefoundtheoldtrail,thenfolloweditstumblingoverlogsandthroughclingingvinesandgrasses。 Theheavybootsclumpedonherfeet,overhangingbrancheswhippedherfaceandpulledherhair。Buthereyeswereontheskyasshewentstrainingintothenight,hopingtofindsignsofalivingcreatureonwing。 Byandbyshebegantoseethewaveringflightofsomethingshethoughtneartherightsize。Shehadnoideawhereshewas,butshestopped,lightedalanternandhungitashighasshecouldreach。Alittledistanceawaysheplacedthesecondandthenthethird。Theobjectscamenearerandsickwithdisappointmentshesawthattheywerebats。Crouchinginthedampswampgrasses,withoutathoughtofsnakesorvenomousinsects,shewaited,hereyesrovingfromlanterntolantern。Onceshethoughtacreatureofhighflightdroppednearthelardoillight,soshearosebreathlesslywaiting,buteitheritpassedoritwasanillusion。Sheglancedattheoldlantern,thenatthenew,andwasonherfeetinaninstantcreepingclose。 Somethinglargeasasmallbirdwasflutteringaround。 Mrs。Comstockbegantoperspire,whileherhandshookwildly。 Closershecreptandjustasshereachedforit,somethingsimilarsweptpastandbothflewawaytogether。 Mrs。Comstocksetherteethandstoodshivering。Foralongtimethelocustsrasped,thewhip-poor-willscriedandasteadyhumofnightlifethrobbedinherears。Awayintheskyshesawsomethingcomingwhenitwasnolargerthanafallingleaf。Straighttowardthelightitflew。 Mrs。Comstockbegantoprayaloud。 \"Thisway,OLord!Makeitcomethisway!Please! OLord,senditlower!\" Themothhesitatedatthefirstlight,thenslowly,easilyitcametowardthesecond,asiffollowingapathofair。Ittouchedaleafnearthelanternandsettled。 AsMrs。Comstockreachedforitathinyellowspraywetherhandandthesurroundingleaves。Whenitswingsraisedaboveitsback,herfingerscametogether。 Sheheldthemothtothelight。Itwasnearerbrownthanyellow,andsherememberedhavingseensomelikeitintheboxesthatafternoon。Itwasnottheoneneededtocompletethecollection,butElnoramightwantit,soMrs。Comstockheldon。ThentheAlmightywaskind,ornaturewassufficient,asyoulookatit,forfollowingthelawofitsbeingwhendisturbed,themothagainthrewthespraybywhichsomesupposeitattractsitskind,andliberallysprinkledMrs。Comstock\'sdressfrontandarms。Fromthatinstant,shebecamethebestmothbaiteverinvented。EveryPolyphemusinrangehastenedtoher,andotherflutteringcreaturesofnightfollowed。 Theinfluxcameherway。Shesnatchedwildlyhereandthereuntilshehadoneineachhandandnoplacetoputthem。Shecouldseemorecoming,andherachingheart,swollenwiththestrainoflongexcitement,hurtpitifully。Sheprayedinbrokenexclamationsthatdidnotalwayssoundreverent,butneverwashumansoulinmoreintenseearnest。 Mothswerecoming。Shehadoneineachhand。 Theywerenotyellow,andshedidnotknowwhattodo。 Sheglancedaroundtotrytodiscoversomewaytokeepwhatshehad,andherthrobbingheartstoppedandeverymusclestiffened。Therewasthedimoutlineofacrouchingfigurenottwoyardsaway,andapairofeyestheirownerthoughthidden,caughtthelightinacoldstream。Herfirstimpulsewastoscreamandflyforlife。Beforeherlipscouldopenabigmothalightedonherbreastwhileshefeltanotherwalkingoverherhair。 Allsenseofcautiondesertedher。Shedidnotcaretoliveifshecouldnotreplacetheyellowmothshehadkilled。 Sheturnedhereyestothoseamongtheleaves。 \"Here,you!\"shecriedhoarsely。\"Ineedyou!Getyourselfouthere,andhelpme。Thesecrittersaregoingtogetawayfromme。Hustle!\" PeteCorsonpartedthebushesandsteppedintothelight。 \"Oh,it\'syou!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Imighthaveknown! Butyougavemeastart。Here,holdtheseuntilImakesomesortofbagforthem。Goeasy!IfyoubreakthemIdon\'tguaranteewhatwillhappentoyou!\" \"Prettyfierce,ain\'tyou!\"laughedPete,butheadvancedandheldouthishands。\"ForElnora,Is\'pose?\" \"Yes,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Inamadfit,Itrampledonethismorning,andbytheluckoftheoldboyhimselfitwasthelastmothsheneededtocompleteacollection。 Igottogetanotheroneordie。\" \"ThenIguessit\'syourfuneral,\"saidPete。\"Thereain\'tachanceinadozentherightonewillcome。Whatcolourwasit?\" \"Yellow,andbigasabird。\" \"TheEmperor,likely,\"saidPete。\"Youdigforthatkind,andtheyarenotnumerous,so\'s\'atyoucansmash\'emforfun。\" \"Well,Icantrytogetone,anyway,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Iforgotallaboutbringinganythingtoputthemin。 YoutakeapinchontheirwingsuntilImakeapoke。\" Mrs。Comstockremovedherapron,tearingoffthestrings。 Sheunfastenedandsteppedfromtheskirtofhercalicodress。Withoneapronstringshetiedshutthebandandplacket。Shepulledawirepinfromherhair,stuckitthroughtheotherstring,andusingitasabodkinranitaroundthehemofherskirt,soshortlyshehadalargebag。Sheputseveralbranchesinsidetowhichthemothscouldcling,closedthemouthpartiallyandheldittowardPete。 \"Putyourhandwelldownandletthethingsgo!\"sheordered。 \"Butbecareful,man!Don\'trunintothetwigs!Easy! That\'sone。Nowtheother。Istheoneonmyheadgone? Therewasoneonmydress,butIguessitflew。Herecomesakindofagray-lookingone。\" Peteslippedseveralmoremothsintothebag。 \"Now,that\'sfive,Mrs。Comstock,\"hesaid。\"I\'msorry,butyou\'llhavetomakethatdo。Youmustgetoutofherelively。Yourlightswillbetakenforhurrycalls,andinsidethenexthouracoupleofmenwillrideherelikefury。Theywon\'tbeniceSunday-schoolmen,andtheywon\'tholdbagsandcatchmothsforyou。 Youmustgoquick!\" Mrs。Comstocklaiddownthebagandpulledoneofthelanternslower。 \"Iwon\'tbudgeastep,\"shesaid。\"Thislanddoesn\'tbelongtoyou。Youhavenorighttoordermeoffit。 HereIstayuntilIgetaYellowEmperor,andnolittlepeteringthievesofthisneighbourhoodcanscaremeaway。\" \"Youdon\'tunderstand,\"saidPete。\"I\'mwillingtohelpElnora,andI\'dtakecareofyou,ifIcould,buttherewillbetoomanyforme,andtheywillbemadatbeingcalledoutfornothing。\" \"Well,who\'scallingthemout?\"demandedMrs。Comstock。 \"I\'mcatchingmoths。Ifalotofgood-for-nothingsgetfooledintolosingsomesleep,whyletthem,theycan\'thurtme,orstopmywork。\" \"Theycan,andthey\'lldoboth。\" \"Well,I\'llseethemdoit!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"I\'vegotRobert\'srevolverinmydress,andIcanshootasstraightasanyman,ifI\'mmadenough。Anyonewhointerfereswithmeto-nightwillfindmemada-plenty。Theregoesanother!\" Shesteppedintothelightandwaiteduntilabigbrownmothsettledonherandwaseasilytaken。Theninlight,airyflightcameadelicatepalegreenthing,andMrs。 Comstockstartedinpursuit。Butthescentwasnotright。 Themothflutteredhigh,thendroppedlower,stilllower,andsailedaway。WithoutstretchedhandsMrs。Comstockpursuedit。Shehurriedonewayandanother,thenranoveranobjectwhichtrippedherandshefell。 Sheregainedherfeetinaninstant,butshehadlostsightofthemoth。Withlividfacesheturnedtothecrouchingman。 \"Younasty,sneakingsonofSatan!\"shecried。\"Whyareyouhidingthere?YoumademelosetheoneIwantedmostofanyI\'vehadachanceatyet。Getoutofhere! Gothisminute,orI\'llfillyourworthlesscarcasssofullofholesyou\'lldotosiftcornmeal。Go,Isay!I\'musingtheLimberlostto-night,andIwon\'tbestoppedbythedevilhimself!Cutlikefury,andtelltherestofthemtheycanjustgohome。Peteisgoingtohelpme,andheisallofyouIneed。Nowgo!\" Themanturnedandwent。Peteleanedagainstatree,heldhismouthshutandshookinwardly。Mrs。Comstockcamebackpanting。 \"Theoldscoundrelmademelosethat!\"shesaid。\"IfanyoneelsecomessnoopingaroundhereI\'lljustblowthemuptostartwith。Ihaven\'ttimetotalk。Supposethathadbeenyellow!I\'dhavekilledthatman,sure! TheLimberlostisn\'tsafeto-night,andthesoonerthosewhelpsfinditout,thebetteritwillbeforthem。\" Petestoppedlaughingtolookather。Hesawthatshewasspeakingthetruth。Shewasquitepastreason,sense,orfear。Thesoftnightairstirredthewethairaroundhertemples,theflickeringlanternsmadeherfaceaghastlygreen。Shewouldstopatnothing,thatwasevident。 Petesuddenlybegancatchingmothswithexemplaryindustry。 Inputtingoneintothebag,anotherescaped。 \"Wemustnottrythatagain,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Now,whatwillwedo?\" \"Weareclosetotheoldcase,\"saidPete。\"IthinkIcangetintoit。Maybewecouldsliptherestinthere。\" \"That\'safineidea!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"They\'llhavesomuchroomtheretheywon\'tbelikelytohurtthemselves,andthebookssaytheydon\'tflyindaytimeunlesstheyaredisturbed,sotheywillsettlewhenit\'slight,andIcancomewithElnoratogetthem。\" Theycapturedtwomore,andthenPetecarriedthemtothecase。 \"Herecomesabigone!\"hecriedashereturned。 Mrs。Comstocklookedupandsteppedoutwithaprayeronherlips。Shecouldnottellthecolouratthatdistance,butthemothappeareddifferentfromtheothers。 Onitcame,droppingloweranddartingfromlighttolight。 Asitsweptnearher,\"OHeavenlyFather!\"exultedMrs。 Comstock,\"it\'syellow!CarefulPete!Yourhat,maybe!\" Petemadealongsweep。Themothwaveredabovethehatandsailedaway。Mrs。Comstockleanedagainstatreeandcoveredherfacewithhershakinghands。 \"Thatismypunishment!\"shecried。\"Oh,Lord,ifyouwillgiveamothlikethatintomypossession,I\'llalwaysbeabetterwoman!\" TheEmperoragaincameinsight。Petestoodtenseandready。Mrs。Comstocksteppedintothelightandwatchedthemoth\'scourse。Thenasecondappearedinpursuitofthefirst。Thelargeronewaveredintotheradiusoflightoncemore。Theperspirationrolleddowntheman\'sface。Hehalfliftedthehat。 \"Pray,woman!Praynow!\"hepanted。 \"IguessIbestgetoverbythatlardoillightandgotowork,\"breathedMrs。Comstock。\"TheLordknowsthisisallinprayer,butit\'snotimeforwordsjustnow。 Ready,Pete!Youaregoingtogetachancefirst!\" Petemadeanotherlong,steadysweep,butthemothdartedbeneaththehat。InitsflightitcamestraighttowardMrs。Comstock。Shesnatchedofftheremnantofapronshehadtuckedintoherpetticoatbandandheldthecalicobeforeher。Themothstruckfullagainstitandclungtothegoods。Petecreptupstealthily。 Thesecondmothfollowedthefirst,andthesprayshoweredtheapron。 \"Wait!\"gaspedMrs。Comstock。\"Ithinktheyhavesettled。 Thebookssaytheywon\'tleavenow。\" Thebigpaleyellowcreatureclungfirmly,loweringandraisingitswings。Theothercamenearer。Mrs。 Comstockheldtheclothwithrigidhands,whilePetecouldhearherbreathinginshortgusts。 \"ShallItrynow?\"heimplored。 \"Wait!\"whisperedthewoman。\"Somethingseemstosaywait!\" Thenightbreezestiffenedandgentlywavedtheapron。 Locustsrasped,mosquitoeshummedandfrogssanguninterruptedly。 Amuskyodourslowlyfilledtheair。 \"NowshallI?\"questionedPete。 \"No。Leavethemalone。Theyaresafenow。Theyaremine。 Theyaremysalvation。GodandtheLimberlostgavethemtome!Theywon\'tmoveforhours。Thebooksallsayso。 OHeavenlyFather,IamthankfultoYou,andyou,too,PeteCorson!Youareagoodmantohelpme。Now,Icangohomeandfacemygirl。\" Instead,Mrs。Comstockdroppedsuddenly。Shespreadtheapronacrossherknees。Themothsremainedundisturbed。 Thenhertiredwhiteheaddropped,thetearsshehadthoughtforeverdriedgushedforth,andshesobbedforpurejoy。 \"Oh,Iwouldn\'tdothatnow,youknow!\"comfortedPete。 \"Thinkofgettingtwo!That\'smorethanyouevercouldhaveexpected。Abodywouldthinkyouwouldcry,ifyouhadn\'tgotany。Comeon,now。It\'salmostmorning。 Letmehelpyouhome。\" Petetookthebagandthetwooldlanterns。Mrs。Comstockcarriedhermothsandthebestlanternandwentaheadtolighttheway。 Elnorahadsatbesideherwindowfarintothenight。 Atlastsheundressedandwenttobed,butsleepwouldnotcome。ShehadgonetothecitytotalkwithmembersoftheSchoolBoardaboutaroominthegrades。Therewasapossibilitythatshemightsecurethemoth,andsobeabletostarttocollegethatfall,butifshedidnot,thenshewantedtheschool。Shehadbeengivensomeencouragement,butshewassounhappythatnothingmattered。Shecouldnotseethewayopentoanythinginlife,savealongseriesofdisappointments,whilesheremainedwithhermother。YetMargaretSintonhadadvisedhertogohomeandtryoncemore。Margarethadseemedsosuretherewouldbeachangeforthebetter,thatElnorahadconsented,althoughshehadnohopeherself。Sostrongisthebondofblood,shecouldnotmakeuphermindtoseekahomeelsewhere,evenafterthedaythathadpassed。 Unabletosleepshearoseatlast,andtheroombeingwarm,shesatonthefloorclosethewindow。Thelightsintheswampcaughthereye。Shewasveryuneasy,forquiteahundredofherbestmothswereinthecase。However,therewasnomoney,andnooneeverhadtouchedabookoranyofherapparatus。Watchingthelightssetherthinking,andbeforesherealizedit,shewasinapanicoffear。 Shehurrieddownthestairwaysoftlycallinghermother。 Therewasnoanswer。Shelightlysteppedacrossthesitting-roomandlookedinattheopendoor。Therewasnoone,andthebedhadnotbeenused。Herfirstthoughtwasthathermotherhadgonetothepool;andtheLimberlostwasalivewithsignals。Pityandfearmingledintheheartofthegirl。Sheopenedthekitchendoor,crossedthegardenandranbacktotheswamp。Assheneareditshelistened,butshecouldhearonlytheusualvoicesofnight。 \"Mother!\"shecalledsoftly。Thenlouder,\"Mother!\" Therewasnotasound。Chilledwithfrightshehurriedbacktothecabin。Shedidnotknowwhattodo。 SheunderstoodwhatthelightsintheLimberlostmeant。 Wherewashermother?Shewasafraidtoenter,whileshewasgrowingverycoldandstillmorefearfulaboutremainingoutside。Atlastshewenttohermother\'sroom,pickedupthegun,carrieditintothekitchen,andcrowdinginalittlecornerbehindthestove,shewaitedintremblinganxiety。Thetimewasdreadfullylongbeforesheheardhermother\'svoice。Thenshedecidedsomeonehadbeenillandsentforher,soshetookcourage,andsteppingswiftlyacrossthekitchensheunbarredthedooranddrewbackfromsightbesidethetable。 Mrs。Comstockentereddraggingherheavyfeet。Herdressskirtwasgone,herpetticoatwetanddrabbled,andthewaistofherdresswasalmosttornfromherbody。 Herhairhungindampstrings;hereyeswereredwithcrying。 Inonehandsheheldthelantern,andintheotherstifflyextendedbeforeher,onawadofcalicoreposedamagnificentpairofYellowEmperors。Elnorastared,herlipsparted。 \"ShallIputtheseothersinthekitchen?\"inquiredaman\'svoice。 Thegirlshrankbacktotheshadows。 \"Yes,anywhereinsidethedoor,\"repliedMrs。Comstockasshemovedafewstepstomakewayforhim。 Pete\'sheadappeared。Hesetdownthemothsandwasgone。 \"Thankyou,Pete,morethaneverwomanthankedyoubefore!\" saidMrs。Comstock。 Sheplacedthelanternonthetableandbarredthedoor。 AssheturnedElnoracameintoview。Mrs。Comstockleanedtowardher,andheldoutthemoths。Inavoicevibrantwithtonesneverbeforeheardshesaid:\"Elnora,mygirl,mother\'sfoundyouanothermoth!\" CHAPTERXIII WHEREINMOTHERLOVEISBESTOWEDONELNORA,ANDSHEFINDSANASSISTANTINMOTHHUNTING Elnoraawokeatdawnandlaygazingaroundtheunfamiliarroom。Shenoticedthateveryvestigeofmasculineattireandbelongingswasgone,andknew,withoutanyexplanation,whatthatmeant。 Forsomereasoneverytangibleevidenceofherfatherwasbanished,andshewasatlasttobeallowedtotakehisplace。Sheturnedtolookathermother。 Mrs。Comstock\'sfacewaswhiteandhaggard,butonitrestedanexpressionofprofoundpeaceElnoraneverbeforehadseen。Asshestudiedthefeaturesonthepillowbesideher,theheartofthegirlthrobbedintenderness。 Sherealizedasfullyasanyoneelsecouldwhathermotherhadsuffered。Thoughtsofthenightbroughtshudderingfear。 Shesoftlyslippedfromthebed,wenttoherroom,dressedandenteredthekitchentoattendtheEmperorsandpreparebreakfast。 Thepairhadbeenleftclingingtothepieceofcalico。 Thecalicowasthereandafewpiecesofbeautifulwing。 Amousehadeatenthemoths! \"Well,ofallthehorribleluck!\"gaspedElnora。 Withthefirstthoughtofhermother,shecaughtuptheremnantsofthemoths,buryingthemintheashesofthestove。 Shetookthebagtoherroom,hurriedlyreleasingitscontents,buttherewasnotanotheryellowone。HermotherhadsaidsomehadbeenconfinedinthecaseintheLimberlost。 TherewasstillahopethatanEmperormightbeamongthem。 Shepeepedathermother,whostillsleptsoundly。 Elnoratookalargepieceofmosquitonetting,andrantotheswamp。Throwingitoverthetopofthecase,sheunlockedthedoor。Shereeled,faintwithdistress。 Thelivingmothsthathadbeenconfinedthereintheirflutteringtoescapetonightandthematestheysoughtnotonlyhadwreckedtheotherspecimensofthecase,buttornthemselvestofringesonthepins。AthirdoftherarestmothsofthecollectionforthemanofIndiawereantennaless,legless,wingless,andoftenheadless。 Elnorasobbedaloud。 \"Thisisoverwhelming,\"shesaidatlast。\"Itismakingafatalistofme。Iambeginningtothinkthingshappenastheyareordainedfromthebeginning,thisplainlyindicatingthatthereistobenocollege,atleast,thisyear,forme。Mylifeisallmountain-toporcanon。 Iwishsomeonewouldleadmeintoafewdaysof`greenpastures。\' LastnightIwenttosleeponmother\'sarm,themothsallsecured,loveandcollege,certainties。ThismorningIwaketofindallmyhopeswrecked。Isimplydon\'tdareletmotherknowthatinsteadofhelpingme,shehasruinedmycollection。 Everythingisgone——unlessthelovelasts。Thatactuallyseemedtrue。IbelieveIwillgosee。\" Theloveremained。Indeed,intheoverflowofthelong- hardened,pent-upheart,thegirlwasalmostsuffocatedwithtempestuouscaressesandgenerousofferings。Beforethedaywasover,Elnorarealizedthatsheneverhadknownhermother。Thewomanwhonowbusilywentthroughthecabin,hereyesbright,eager,alert,constantlyplanning,wasastranger。Herveryfacewasdifferent,whileitdidnotseempossiblethatduringonenighttheacidoftwentyyearscoulddisappearfromavoiceandleaveitsweetandpleasant。 ForthenextfewdaysElnoraworkedatmountingthemothshermotherhadtaken。ShehadtogototheBirdWomanandtellaboutthedisaster,butMrs。ComstockwasallowedtothinkthatElnoradeliveredthemothswhenshemadethetrip。Ifshehadtoldherwhatactuallyhappened,thechanceswerethatMrs。ComstockagainwouldhavetakenpossessionoftheLimberlost,huntingthereuntilshereplacedallthemothsthathadbeendestroyed。 ButElnoraknewfromexperiencewhatitmeanttocollectsuchalistinpairs。Itwouldrequiresteadyworkforatleasttwosummerstoreplacethelostmoths。WhenshelefttheBirdWomanshewenttothepresidentoftheOnabashaschoolsandaskedhimtodoallinhispowertosecureheraroominoneofthewardbuildings。 Thenextmorningthelastmothwasmounted,andthehouseworkfinished。Elnorasaidtohermother,\"Ifyoudon\'tmind,IbelieveIwillgointothewoodspasturebesideSleepySnakeCreekandseeifIcancatchsomedragonfliesormoths。\" \"WaituntilIgetaknifeandapailandIwillgoalong,\" answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Thedandelionsareplentytenderforgreensamongthedeepgrasses,andImightjusthappentoseesomethingmyself。Myeyesareprettysharp。\" \"Iwishyoucouldrealizehowyoungyouare,\"saidElnora。 \"IknowwomeninOnabashawhoaretenyearsolderthanyou,yettheylooktwentyyearsyounger。Socouldyou,ifyouwoulddressyourhairbecomingly,andwearappropriateclothes。\" \"Ithinkmyhairputsmeintheoldwomanclasspermanently,\" saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Well,itdoesn\'t!\"criedElnora。\"Thereisawomanoftwenty-eightwhohashairaswhiteasyoursfromsickheadaches,butherfaceisyoungandbeautiful。Ifyourfacewouldgrowalittlefullerandthoselineswouldgoaway,you\'dbelovely!\" \"Youlittlepig!\"laughedMrs。Comstock。\"Anyonewouldthinkyouwouldbesatisfiedwithhavingasplinternewmother,withoutsettingupakickonherlooks,firstthing。Greedy!\" \"Thatisagoodword,\"saidElnora。\"Iadmitthecharge。 Iamgreedyovereverywastedyear。Iwantyouyoung,lovely,suitablydressedandenjoyinglifeliketheothergirls\'mothers。\" Mrs。Comstocklaughedsoftlyasshepushedbackhersunbonnetsothatshrubsandbushesbesidethewaycouldbescannedclosely。Elnorawalkedaheadwithacaseoverhershoulder,anetinherhand。Herheadwasbare,therollingcollarofherlavenderginghamdresswascutinaV atthethroat,thesleevesonlyreachedtheelbows。Everyfewstepsshepausedandexaminedtheshrubberycarefully,whileMrs。Comstockwaswatchinguntilhereyesached,buttherewerenodandelionsinthepailshecarried。 EarlyJunewasriotinginfreshgrasses,brightflowers,birdsongs,andgay-wingedcreaturesofair。Downthefootpaththetwowentthroughtheperfectmorning,theloveofGodandallnatureintheirhearts。Atlasttheyreachedthecreek,followingittowardthebridge。HereMrs。 Comstockfoundalargebedoftenderdandelionsandstoppedtofillherpail。Thenshesatonthebank,pickingoverthegreens,whileshelistenedtothecreeksoftlysingingitsJunesong。 Elnoraremainedwithincallingdistance,andwashavinggoodsuccess。Atlastshecrossedthecreek,followingituptoabridge。Thereshebeganacarefulexaminationoftheundersidesofthesleepersandflooringforcocoons。 Mrs。Comstockcouldseeherandthecreekforseveralrodsabove。Themothersatbeatingthelonggreenleavesacrossherhand,carefullypickingoutthewhitebuds,becauseElnoralikedthem,whenasplashupthecreekattractedherattention。 Aroundthebendcameaman。Hewasbareheaded,dressedinawhitesweater,andwaderswhichreachedhiswaist。Hewalkedonthebank,onlyenteringthewaterwhenforced。Hehadaqueerbasketstrappedonhiship,andwithasmallrodhesentalonglinespinningbeforehimdownthecreek,deftlymanipulatingwithitalittlefloatingobject。HewascloserElnorathanhermother,butMrs。Comstockthoughtpossiblybyhurryingshecouldremainunseenandyetwarnthegirlthatastrangerwascoming。Assheapproachedthebridge,shecaughtasaplingandleanedoverthewatertocallElnora。Withherlipspartedtospeakshehesitatedasecondtowatchasortofinsectthatflashedpastonthewater,whenasplashfromthemanattractedthegirl。 Shewasunderthebridge,onekneeplantedintheembankmentandafootbracedtosupporther。Herhairwastousledbywindandbushes,herfaceflushed,andsheliftedherarmsaboveherhead,workingtoloosenacocoonshehadfound。ThecallMrs。Comstockhadintendedtoutterneverfoundvoice,forasElnoralookeddownatthesound,\"PossiblyIcouldgetthatforyou,\" suggestedtheman。 Mrs。Comstockdrewback。Hewasayoungmanwithawonderfullyattractiveface,althoughitwastoowhiteforrobusthealth,broadshoulders,andslender,uprightframe。 \"Oh,Idohopeyoucan!\"answeredElnora。\"It\'squiteafind!It\'soneofthoselovelypaleredcocoonsdescribedinthebooks。Isuspectitcomesfromhavingbeeninadarkplaceandscreenedfromtheweather。\" \"Isthatso?\"criedtheman。\"Waitaminute。I\'veneverseenone。Isupposeit\'saCecropia,fromthelocation。\" \"Ofcourse,\"saidElnora。\"It\'ssocoolherethemothhasn\'temerged。Thecocoonisabig,baggyone,anditisasredasfoxtail。\" \"Whatluck!\"hecried。\"Areyoumakingacollection?\" Hereeledinhisline,laidhisrodacrossabushandclimbedtheembankmenttoElnora\'sside,producedaknifeandbegantheworkofwhittlingadeepgroovearoundthecocoon。