\"Billy,Iseeyourfuture,\"saidElnora。\"WewilleducateyouandsendyouuptoMr。Ammontomakeagreatlawyer。You\'dbeattheworldasaspecialpleader。
YouactuallymakemefeelthatIamdoingthemothsakindnesstotakethem。\"
\"Andsoyouare!\"criedBilly。\"Why,justfromwhatyouhavetaughtthemUncleWesleyandAuntMargaretneverthinkofkillingacaterpillaruntiltheylookwhetherit\'sthebeautifulJunemothkind,orthehorridtentones。
That\'swhatyoucando。Yougostraightahead!\"
\"Billy,youareajewel!\"criedElnora,throwingherarmacrosshisshouldersastheycamedownthepath。
\"My,Iwasscared!\"saidBillywithadeepbreath。
\"Scared?\"questionedElnora。
\"Yessir-ee!AuntMargaretscaredme。MayIaskyouaquestion?\"
\"Ofcourse,youmay!\"
\"Isthatmangoingtobeyourbeau?\"
\"Billy!No!Whatmadeyouthinksuchathing?\"
\"AuntMargaretsaidlikelyhewouldfallinlovewithyou,andyouwouldn\'twantmearoundanymore。Oh,butIwasscared!Itisn\'tso,isit?\"
\"Indeed,no!\"
\"Iamyourbeau,ain\'tI?\"
\"Surelyyouare!\"saidElnora,tighteningherarm。
\"IdohopeAuntKatehasgingercookies,\"saidBillywithalittleskipofdelight。
CHAPTERXV
WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKFACESTHEALMIGHTY,ANDPHILIPAMMONWRITESALETTER
Mrs。ComstockandElnorawerefinishingbreakfastthefollowingmorningwhentheyheardacheerywhistledowntheroad。Elnorawithsurprisedeyeslookedathermother。
\"CouldthatbeMr。Ammon?\"shequestioned。
\"Ididnotexpecthimsosoon,\"commentedMrs。Comstock。
Itwassunrise,butthemusicianwasPhilipAmmon。
Heappearedstrongerthanonyesterday。
\"IhopeIamnottooearly,\"hesaid。\"Iamconsumedwithanxietytolearnifwehavemadeacatch。Ifwehave,weshouldbeatthebirdstoit。IpromisedUncleDoctoputonmywadersandkeepdryforafewdaysyet,whenIgotothewoods。Let\'shurry!Iamafraidofcrows。
Theremightbeararemoth。\"
ThesunwastoppingtheLimberlostwhentheystarted。
AstheynearedtheplacePhilipstopped。
\"Nowwemustusegreatcaution,\"hesaid。\"Thelightsandtheodoursalwaysattractnumbersthatdon\'tsettleonthebaitedtrees。Everybush,shrub,andlimbmayhideaspecimenwewant。\"
Sotheyapproachedwithmuchcare。
\"Thereissomething,anyway!\"criedPhilip。
\"Therearemoths!Icanseethem!\"exultedElnora。
\"Thoseyouseearefastenough。It\'stheonesforwhichyoumustsearchthatwillescape。Thegrassesaredripping,andIhaveboots,soyoulookbesidethepathwhileItaketheoutside,\"suggestedAmmon。
Mrs。Comstockwantedtohuntmoths,butshewastimidaboutmakingawrongmovement,soshewiselysatonalogandwatchedPhilipandElnoratolearnhowtheyproceeded。Backinthedeepwoodsahermitthrushwassinginghischanttotherisingsun。Oriolesweresowingthepure,sweetairwithnotesofgold,pouredoutwhileonwing。Therobinswereonlychirpingnow,fortheirmorningsongshadawakenedalltheotherbirdsanhourago。Scoldingred-wingstiltedonhalfthebushes。
Exceptinglatespeciesofhaws,treebloomwasalmostgone,butwildflowersmadethepathborderandallthewoodfloorariotofcolour。Elnora,bornamongsuchscenes,workedeagerly,buttothecityman,recentlyfromahospital,theyseemedtoogoodtomiss。Hefrequentlystoopedtoexamineaflowerface,pausedtolistenintentlytothethrushorliftedhisheadtoseethegoldflashwhichaccompaniedtheoriole\'strailingnotes。
SoElnorautteredthefirstcry,asshesoftlyliftedbranchesandpeeredamongthegrasses。
\"Myfind!\"shecalled。\"Bringthebox,mother!\"
Philipcamehurryingalso。Whentheyreachedhershestoodonthepathholdingapairofmoths。Hereyeswerewidewithexcitement,hercheekspink,herredlipsparted,andonthehandsheheldouttothemclungapairofdelicateblue-greenmoths,withwhitebodies,andtouchesoflavenderandstrawcolour。
Allaroundherlayflower-brocadedgrasses,behindthedeepgreenbackgroundoftheforest,whilethesunslowlysiftedgoldfromheaventoburnishherhair。Mrs。Comstockheardasharpbreathbehindher。
\"Oh,whatapicture!\"exultedPhilipathershoulder。
\"Sheisabsolutelyandaltogetherlovely!I\'dgiveasmallfortuneforthatfaithfullysetoncanvas!\"
HepickedtheboxfromMrs。Comstock\'sfingersandslowlyadvancedwithit。Elnorahelddownherhandandtransferredthemoths。Philipclosedtheboxcarefully,butthewatchingmothersawthathiseyeswerefollowingthegirl\'sface。Hewasnotmakingtheslightestattempttoconcealhisadmiration。
\"IwonderifawomaneverdidanythinglovelierthantofindapairofLunamothsonaforestpath,earlyonaperfectJunemorning,\"hesaidtoMrs。Comstock,whenhereturnedthebox。
SheglancedatElnorawhowasintentlysearchingthebushes。
\"Lookhere,youngman,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Youseemtofindthatgirlofmineaboutright。\"
\"Icouldsuggestnoimprovement,\"saidPhilip。\"Ineversawamoreattractivegirlanywhere。Sheseemsabsolutelyperfecttome。\"
\"Thensupposeyoudon\'tstartanyschemecalculatedtospoilher!\"proposedMrs。Comstockdryly。\"Idon\'tthinkyoucan,orthatanymancould,butI\'mnottakinganyrisks。Youaskedtocomeheretohelpinthiswork。
Wearebothgladtohaveyou,ifyouconfineyourselftowork;
butit\'stheleastyoucandotoleaveusasyoufindus。\"
\"Ibegyourpardon!\"saidPhilip。\"Iintendednooffence。
IadmireherasIadmireanyperfectcreation。\"
\"Andnothinginallthisworldspoilstheaveragegirlsoquicklyandsosurely,\"saidMrs。Comstock。Sheraisedhervoice。\"Elnora,fastenupthattagofhairoveryourleftear。Thesebushesmussyousoyouremindmeofasheeppokingitsnosethroughahedgefence。\"
Mrs。Comstockstarteddownthepathtowardthelogagain,whenshereacheditshecalledsharply:\"Elnora,comehere!IbelieveIhavefoundsomethingmyself。\"
The\"something\"wasaCitheroniaRegaliswhichhademergedfromitscaseonthesoftearthunderthelog。
Itclimbedupthewood,itsstoutlegsdraggingabigpursybody,whileitwildlyflappedtinywingsthesizeofaman\'sthumb-nail。ElnoragaveonelookandacrywhichbroughtPhilip。
\"That\'stherarestmothinAmerica!\"heannounced。
\"Mrs。Comstock,you\'vegoneuphead。Youcanputthatinaboxwithascreencoverto-night,andattracthalfadozen,possibly。\"
\"Isitrare,Elnora?\"inquiredMrs。Comstock,asifnooneelseknew。
\"Itsurelyis,\"answeredElnora。\"Ifwecanfinditamateto-night,itwilllayfromtwohundredandfiftytothreehundredeggsto-morrow。WithanyluckatallIcanraisetwohundredcaterpillarsfromthem。
Ididoncebefore。Andtheyareworthadollarapiece。\"
\"WastheoneIkilledlikethat?\"
\"No。Thatwasadifferentmoth,butitslifeprocesseswerethesameasthis。TheBirdWomancallsthistheKingofthePoets。\"
\"Whydoesshe?\"
\"BecauseitisnamedforCitheronwhowasapoet,andregalisreferstoaking。Youmustn\'ttouchitoryoumaystuntwingdevelopment。Youwatchanddon\'tletthatmothoutofsight,oranythingtouchit。Whenthewingsareexpandedandhardenedwewillputitinabox。\"
\"Iamafraiditwillraceitselftodeath,\"objectedMrs。Comstock。
\"That\'sapartofthegame,\"saidPhilip。\"Itisstartingcirculationnow。Whentherightmomentcomes,itwillstopandexpanditswings。Ifyouwatchcloselyyoucanseethemexpand。\"
Presentlythemothfoundaroughprojectionofbarkandclungwithitsfeet,backdown,itswingshanging。
Thebodywasanunusualorangered,thetinywingsweregray,stripedwiththeredandsplotchedhereandtherewithmarkingsofcanaryyellow。Mrs。Comstockwatchedbreathlessly。Presentlysheslippedfromthelogandknelttosecureabetterview。
\"Areitswingsdeveloping?\"calledElnora。
\"Theyaregrowinglargerandthemarkingscomingstrongereveryminute。\"
\"Let\'swatch,too,\"saidElnoratoPhilip。
TheycameandlookedoverMrs。Comstock\'sshoulder。
Lowerdroopedthegaywings,widertheyspread,brightergrewthemarkingsasiflaidoffingeometricalpatterns。
TheycouldhearMrs。Comstock\'stensebreathandseeherabsorbedexpression。
\"Youngpeople,\"shesaidsolemnly,\"ifyourstudyingscienceandtheelementshaseverledyoutofeelthatthingsjusthappen,kindofevolvebychance,asitwere,thissightwillbegoodforyou。Maybeearthandairaccumulate,butittakesthewisdomoftheAlmightyGodtodevisethewingofamoth。Ifthereeverwasamiracle,thiswholeprocessisone。Now,asIunderstandit,thiscreatureisgoingtokeeponspreadingthosewings,untiltheygrowtosizeandhardentostrengthsufficienttobearitsbody。Thenitfliesaway,mateswithitskind,laysitseggsontheleavesofacertaintree,andtheeggshatchtinycaterpillarswhicheatjustthatkindofleaves,andthewormsgrowandgrow,andtakeondifferentformsandcoloursuntilatlasttheyarebigcaterpillarssixincheslong,withlargehorns。Thentheyburrowintotheearth,buildawater-proofhousearoundthemselvesfrommaterialwhichisinsidethem,andliethroughrainandfreezingcoldformonths。Ayearfromegglayingtheycomeoutlikethis,andbegintheprocessalloveragain。
Theydon\'teat,theydon\'tseedistinctly,theylivebutafewdays,andflyonlyatnight;thentheydropoffeasy,buttheprocessgoeson。\"
Ashiveringmovementwentoverthemoth。Thewingsdroopedandspreadwider。Mrs。Comstocksankintosoftawedtones。
\"Thereneverwasamomentinmylife,\"shesaid,\"whenIfeltsointhePresence,asIdonow。IfeelasiftheAlmightyweresoreal,andsonear,thatIcouldreachoutandtouchHim,asIcouldthiswonderfulworkofHis,ifIdared。IfeellikesayingtoHim:`TotheextentofmybrainpowerIrealizeYourpresence,andallitisinmetocomprehendofYourpower。Helpmetolearn,eventhislate,thelessonsofYourwonderfulcreations。
HelpmetounshackleandexpandmysoultothefullestrealizationofYourwonders。AlmightyGod,makemebigger,makemebroader!\'\"
Themothclimbedtotheendoftheprojection,upitalittleway,thensuddenlyreverseditswings,turnedthehiddensidesoutanddroppedthembesideitsabdomen,likealargefly。Theuppersideofthewings,thusexposed,wasfarrichercolour,moreexquisitetexturethantheunder,andtheyslowlyhalfliftedanddroopedagain。
Mrs。ComstockturnedherfacetoPhilip。
\"AmIanoldfool,ordoyoufeelit,too?\"shehalfwhispered。
\"Youarewiserthanyoueverhavebeenbefore,\"
answeredhe。\"Ifeelit,also。\"
\"AndI,\"breathedElnora。
Themothspreaditswings,shiveredthemtremulously,openingandclosingthemrapidly。PhiliphandedtheboxtoElnora。
Sheshookherhead。
\"Ican\'ttakethatone,\"shesaid。\"Giveherfreedom。\"
\"But,Elnora,\"protestedMrs。Comstock,\"Idon\'twanttolethergo。She\'smine。She\'sthefirstoneIeverfoundthisway。Can\'tyouputherinabigbox,andletherlive,withouthurtingher?Ican\'tbeartolethergo。Iwanttolearnallabouther。\"
\"Thenwatchwhilewegathertheseonthetrees,\"saidElnora。
\"Wewilltakeherhomeuntilnightandthendecidewhattodo。
Shewon\'tflyforalongtimeyet。\"
Mrs。Comstocksettledontheground,gazingatthemoth。
ElnoraandPhilipwenttothebaitedtrees,placingseverallargemothsandanumberofsmalleronesinthecyanidejar,andsearchingthebushesbeyondwheretheyfoundseveralpairedspecimensofdifferingfamilies。
WhentheyreturnedElnorashowedhermotherhowtoholdherhandbeforethemothsothatitwouldclimbuponherfingers。Thentheystartedbacktothecabin,ElnoraandPhilipleadingtheway;Mrs。Comstockfollowedslowly,steppingwithgreatcarelestshestumbleandinjurethemoth。Herfaceworealookofcomprehension,inhereyeswasanexaltedlight。Onshecametotheblue-
borderedpoollyingbesideherpath。
Aturtlescrambledfromalogandsplashedintothewater,whileared-wingshouted,\"O-ka-lee!\"toher。
Mrs。Comstockpausedandlookedintentlyattheslime-
coveredquagmire,framedinaflowerriotandhomedoverbysweet-voicedbirds。Thenshegazedatthethingofincomparablebeautyclingingtoherfingersandsaidsoftly:
\"Ifyouhadknownaboutwondersliketheseinthedaysofyouryouth,RobertComstock,couldyoueverhavedonewhatyoudid?\"
Elnoramissedhermother,andturningtolookforher,sawherstandingbesidethepool。Wouldtheoldfascinationreturn?Apanicoffearseizedthegirl。
Shewentbackswiftly。
\"Areyouafraidsheisgoing?\"Elnoraasked。\"Ifyouare,cupyourotherhandoverherforshelter。Carryingherthroughthisairandinthehotsunshinewilldryherwingsandmakethemreadyforflightveryquickly。Youcan\'ttrustherinsuchairandlightasyoucaninthecooldarkwoods。\"
Whileshetalkedshetookholdofhermother\'ssleeve,anxiouslysmilingapitifullittlesmilethatMrs。
Comstockunderstood。Philipsethisloadatthebackdoor,returningtoholdopenthegardengateforElnoraandMrs。Comstock。Hereacheditintimetoseethemstandingtogetherbesidethepool。Themotherbentswiftlyandkissedthegirlonthelips。Philipturnedandwasbusilyhuntingmothsontheraspberrybusheswhentheyreachedthegate。Andsoexcellentaretherewardsofattendingyourownbusiness,thathefoundaPrometheaonalilacinacorner;amothofsuchrarewine-coloured,velvetyshadesthatitalmostsentMrs。Comstocktoherkneesagain。
Butthisonewasfullydeveloped,abletofly,andhadtobetakenintothecabinhurriedly。Mrs。ComstockstoodinthemiddleoftheroomholdingupherRegalis。
\"NowwhatmustIdo?\"sheasked。
ElnoraglancedatPhilipAmmon。Theireyesmetandbothofthemsmiled;hewithamusementatthetall,sparefigure,withdarkeyesandwhitecrown,askingthechildishquestionsoconfidingly;andElnorawithpride。Shewasbeginningtoappreciatethecharacterofhermother。
\"Howwouldyouliketositandseeherfinishdevelopment?
I\'llgetdinner,\"proposedthegirl。
Aftertheyhaddined,PhilipandElnoracarriedthedishestothekitchen,broughtoutboxes,sheetsofcork,pins,ink,paperslipsandeverythingnecessaryformountingandclassifyingthemothstheyhadtaken。WhenthehouseworkwasfinishedMrs。Comstockwithherrufflesatnear,watchingandlistening。Sherememberedalltheysaidthatsheunderstood,andwhenuncertainsheaskedquestions。
Occasionallyshelaiddownherworktostraightensomeflowerwhichneededattentionortosearchthegardenforabugforthegrosbeak。InoneoftheseabsencesElnorasaidtoPhilip:\"ThesereplacequiteanumberofthemothsI
lostforthemanofIndia。Withaweekofsuchluck,Icouldalmostbegintotalkcollegeagain。\"
\"Thereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldnothavetheweekandtheluck,\"saidhe。\"IhavetakenmothsuntilthemiddleofAugust,thoughIsuspectoneismorelikelytofindlateonesinthenorthwhereitiscolderthanhere。
Thenextweekishay-time,butwecancountonafewdouble-broodersandstrays,andbyworkingtheexchangemethodforallitisworth,Ithinkwecancompletethecollectionagain。\"
\"Youalmostmakemehope,\"saidElnora,\"butImustnotallowmyself。Idon\'ttrulythinkIcanreplaceallI
lost,notevenwithyourhelp。IfIcould,Iscarcelyseemywaycleartoleavemotherthiswinter。Ihavefoundhersorecently,andsheissoprecious,Ican\'trisklosingheragain。IamgoingtotakethenaturepositionintheOnabashaschools,andIshallbemosthappydoingthework。
Only,theseareatemptation。\"
\"Iwishyoumightgotocollegethisfallwiththeothergirls,\"saidPhilip。\"Ifeelthatifyoudon\'tyouneverwill。
Isn\'ttheresomeway?\"
\"Ican\'tseeitifthereis,andIreallydon\'twanttoleavemother。\"
\"Well,motherismightygladtohearit,\"saidMrs。
Comstock,enteringthearbour。
Philipnoticedthatherfacewaspale,herlipsquivering,hervoicecold。
\"Iwastellingyourdaughterthatsheshouldgotocollegethiswinter,\"heexplained,\"butshesaysshedoesn\'twanttoleaveyou。\"
\"Ifshewantstogo,Iwishshecould,\"saidMrs。Comstock,alookofreliefspreadingoverherface。
\"Oh,allgirlswanttogotocollege,\"saidPhilip。\"It\'stheonlyproperplacetolearnbridgeandembroidery;nottomentionmidnightlunchesofmixedpicklesandfruitcake,andallthedelightsofthesororities。\"
\"Ihavethoughtforyearsofgoingtocollege,\"saidElnora,\"butIneverthoughtofanyofthosethings。\"
\"Thatisbecauseyoureducationinfudgeandbridgehasbeensadlyneglected,\"saidPhilip。\"YoushouldhearmysisterPolly!Thiswasherfinalyear!LunchesandsororitieswereallIheardhermention,untilTomLeveringcameondeck;nowheistheleadingsubject。Ican\'tseefromherdailyconversationthatsheknowshalfasmuchreallyworthknowingasyoudo,butshe\'saheadofyoumilesonfun。\"
\"Oh,wehadsomegoodtimesinthehighschool,\"saidElnora。
\"Lifehasn\'tbeenallworkandstudy。IsEdithCarracollegegirl?\"
\"No。Sheistheveryselectestkindofaprivateboarding-
schoolgirl。\"
\"Whoisshe?\"askedMrs。Comstock。
Philipopenedhislips。
\"SheisagirlinChicago,thatMr。Ammonknowsverywell,\"saidElnora。\"Sheisbeautifulandrich,andafriendofhissister\'s。Or,didn\'tyousaythat?\"
\"Idon\'tremember,butsheis,\"saidPhilip。\"Thismothneedsanalcoholbathtoremovethedope。\"
\"Won\'tthedowncome,too?\"askedElnoraanxiously。
\"No。Youwatchandyouwillseeitcomeout,asPollywouldsay,`aperfectlygood\'moth。\"
\"Isyoursisteryoungerthanyou?\"inquiredElnora。
\"Yes,\"saidPhilip,\"butsheisthreeyearsolderthanyou。
Sheisthedearestsisterinalltheworld。I\'dlovetoseehernow。\"
\"Whydon\'tyousendforher,\"suggestedElnora。
\"Perhapsshe\'dliketohelpuscatchmoths。\"
\"Yes,IthinkPollyinaVirothat,Picotembroideredfrockandthree-inchheelswouldtakemoremothsthananyonewhoevertriedtheLimberlost,\"laughedPhilip。
\"Well,youfindmanyofthem,andyouareherbrother。\"
\"Yes,butthatisdifferent。FatherwasrearedinOnabasha,andhelovedthecountry。HetrainedmehiswayandmothertookchargeofPolly。Idon\'tquiteunderstandit。Motherisagreathomebodyherself,butshedidsucceedinmakingPollystrictlyornamental。\"
\"DoesTomLeveringneeda`strictlyornamental\'girl?\"
\"Youaretoomatteroffact!Too`strictly\'material。
Heneedsadarlinggirlwhowilllovehimplenty,andPollyisthat。\"
\"Well,then,doestheLimberlostneeda`strictlyornamental\'girl?\"
\"No!\"criedPhilip。\"YouareornamentenoughfortheLimberlost。Ihavechangedmymind。Idon\'twantPollyhere。Shewouldnotenjoycatchingmoths,oranythingwedo。\"
\"Shemight,\"persistedElnora。\"Youareherbrother,andsurelyyoucareforthesethings。\"
\"Theargumentdoesnothold,\"saidPhilip。\"PollyandIdonotlikethesamethingswhenweareathome,butweareveryfondofeachother。Thememberofmyfamilywhowouldgocrazyaboutthisismyfather。Iwishhecouldcome,ifonlyforaweek。I\'dsendforhim,butheistiedupinpreparingsomepapersforagreatcorporationcasethissummer。Helikesthecountry。Itwashisvotethatbroughtmehere。\"
Philipleanedbackagainstthearbour,watchingthegrosbeakasithuntedfoodbetweenatomatovineandadaylily。Elnorasethimtomakinglabels,andwhenhefinishedthemheaskedpermissiontowritealetter。
Hetooknopainstoconcealhispage,andfromwhereshesatoppositehim,Elnoracouldnotlookhiswaywithoutreading:\"MydearestEdith。\"Hewrotebusilyforatimeandthensatstaringacrossthegarden。
\"Haveyourunoutofmaterialsoquickly?\"askedElnora。
\"That\'saboutit,\"saidPhilip。\"IhavesaidthatIamgettingwellasrapidlyaspossible,thattheairisfine,thefolksatUncleDoc\'sallwell,andentirelytoogoodtome;
thatIamspendingmostofmytimeinthecountryhelpingcatchmothsforacollection,whichissplendidexercise;
nowIcan\'tthinkofanotherthingthatwillbeinteresting。\"
Therewasaburstofexquisitenotesinthemaple。
\"Putinthegrosbeak,\"suggestedElnora。\"Tellheryouaresofriendlywithhimyoufeedhimpotatobugs。\"
Philiploweredthepentothesheet,bentforward,thenhesitated。
\"BlestifIdo!\"hecried。\"She\'dthinkagrosbeakwasadepravedpersonwithalargenose。She\'dneverdreamthatitwasablack-robedlover,withabreastofsnowandacrimsonheart。Shedoesn\'tcareforhungrybabiesandpotatobugs。Ishallwritethattofather。Hewillfinditdelightful。\"
Elnoradeftlypickedupamoth,pinneditandplaceditswings。
Shestraightenedtheantennae,dreweachlegintopositionandsetitinperfectlylifelikemanner。Assheliftedherworktoseeifshehaditright,sheglancedatPhilip。
Hewasstillfrowningandhesitatingoverthepaper。
\"Idareyoutoletmedictateacoupleofparagraphs。\"
\"Done!\"criedPhilip。\"GoslowlyenoughthatIcanwriteit。\"
Elnoralaughedgleefully。
\"Iamwritingthis,\"shebegan,\"inanoldgrapearbourinthecountry,nearalogcabinwhereIhadmydinner。
FromwhereIsitIcanseedirectlyintothehomeofthenext-doorneighbouronthewest。HisnameisR。B。Grosbeak。
FromallIhaveseenofhim,heisagentlemanoftheoldschool;theoldestschoolthereis,nodoubt。Healwayswearsablacksuitandcapandawhitevest,decoratedwithonelargeredheart,whichIthinkmustbetheemblemofsomeancientorder。Ihavebeenhereanumberoftimes,andIneverhaveseenhimwearanythingelse,orhiswifeappearinotherthanabrowndresswithtouchesofwhite。
\"Ithasappealedtomeattimesthatshewasashadeneglectfulofherhomeduties,buthedoesnotseemtofeelthatway。Hecheerfullystaysinthesitting-room,whilesheisawayhavingagoodtime,andsingswhilehecaresforthefoursmallchildren。Imusttellyouabouthismusic。Iamsureheneversawinsideaconservatory。
Ithinkhemerelypickedupwhatheknowsbyearandwithoutvocaltraining,butthereisatendernessinhistones,adepthofpuremelody,thatIneverhaveheardsurpassed。
ItmaybethatIthinkmoreofhismusicthanthatofsomeothergoodvocalistshereabout,becauseIseemoreofhimandappreciatehisdevotiontohishomelife。
\"Ijusthadanencounterwithhimatthewestfence,andinducedhimtocarryasmallgifttohischildren。
WhenIseetheperfectharmonyinwhichhelives,andthedepthofcontentheandthebrownladyfindinlife,Iamalmostpersuadedto——Nowthisisgoingtobepoetry,\"saidElnora。\"Moveyourpenoverhereandbeginwithaquoteandacap。\"
Philip\'sfacehadbeenaninterestingstudywhilehewrotehersentences。Nowhegravelysetthepenwheresheindicated,andElnoradictated——
\"Buyanicelittlehomeinthecountry,Andsettledownthereforlife。\"
\"That\'sthetruth!\"criedPhilip。\"It\'sasbigatemptationasIeverhad。Goon!\"
\"That\'sall,\"saidElnora。\"Youcanfinish。Themothsaredone。IamgoinghuntingforwhateverIcanfindforthegrades。\"
\"Waitaminute,\"beggedPhilip。\"Iamgoing,too。\"
\"No。Youstaywithmotherandfinishyourletter。\"
\"Itisdone。Icouldn\'taddanythingtothat。\"
\"Verywell!Signyournameandcomeon。ButI
forgottotellyouallthebargain。Maybeyouwon\'tsendtheletterwhenyouhearthat。Theremainderisthatyoushowmethereplytomypartofit。\"
\"Oh,that\'seasy!Iwouldn\'thavetheslightestobjectiontoshowingyouthewholeletter。\"
Hesignedhisname,foldedthesheetsandslippedthemintohispocket。
\"Wherearewegoingandwhatdowetake?\"
\"Willyougo,mother?\"askedElnora。
\"Ihavealittleworkthatshouldbedone,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Couldyouspareme?Wheredoyouwanttogo?\"
\"WewillgodowntoAuntMargaret\'sandseeherafewminutesandgetBilly。Wewillbebackintimeforsupper。\"
Mrs。Comstocksmiledasshewatchedthemdowntheroad。
Whatasplendid-lookingpairofyoungcreaturestheywere!
Howfinelyproportioned,howfullofvitality!Thenherfacegrewtroubledasshesawtheminearnestconversation。
Justasshewaswishingshehadnottrustedherpreciousgirlwithsomuchofastranger,shesawElnorastooptoliftabranchandpeerunder。Themothergrewcontent。
Elnorawasthinkingonlyofherwork。Shewastobetrustedutterly。
CHAPTERXVI
WHEREINTHELIMBERLOSTSINGSFORPHILIP,ANDTHETALKINGTREESTELLGREATSECRETS
AfewdayslaterPhiliphandedElnoraasheetofpaperandsheread:\"InyourconditionI
shouldthinkthemothhuntingandlifeatthatcabinwouldbeverygoodforyou,butforanysakekeepawayfromthatGrosbeakperson,anddon\'tcomehomewithyourheadfullofgrangerideas。Nodoubthehasaremarkablevoice,butIcan\'tbearuntrainedsingers,anddon\'tyougettheideathataJunesongisperennial。
Youarenothearingthemusichewillmakewhenthefourbabieshavethescarletfeverandthemeasles,andthegaddingwifeleaveshimathometocareforthemthen。
Poorsoul,Ipityher!Howsheexistswhererampantcowsbellowatyou,frogscroak,mosquitoesconsumeyou,thebuttergoestooilinsummerandbricksinwinter,whilethepumpfreezeseveryday,andthereisnoearthlyamusement,andnosociety!Poorthings!
Can\'tyouinfluencehimtomove?Nowondershegadswhenshehasachance!Ishoulddie。Ifyouarethinkingofsettlinginthecountry,thinkalsoofawomanwhoissatisfiedwithwhiteandbrowntoaccompanyyou!
Brown!Ofalldeadlycolours!Ishouldgomadinbrown。\"
Elnoralaughedwhilesheread。Herfacewasdimpling,asshereturnedthesheet。\"Who\'sahead?\"sheasked。
\"Whodoyouthink?\"heparried。
\"Sheis,\"saidElnora。\"AreyougoingtotellherinyournextthatR。B。Grosbeakisabird,andthatheprobablywillspendthewinterinawildplumthicketinTennessee?\"
\"No,\"saidPhilip。\"IshalltellherthatIunderstandherideasoflifeperfectly,and,ofcourse,Inevershallaskhertodealwithoilybutterandfrozenpumps——\"
\"——andmeasleybabies,\"interpolatedElnora。
\"Exactly!\"saidPhilip。\"AtthesametimeIfindsomuchtocounterbalancethosethings,thatIshouldnotobjecttobearingthemmyself,inviewoftherecompense。
Wheredowegoandwhatdowedoto-day?\"
\"WewillhavetohuntbesidetheroadsandaroundtheedgeoftheLimberlostto-day,\"saidElnora。\"Motherismakingstrawberrypreserves,andshecan\'tcomeuntilshefinishes。SupposewegodowntotheswampandI\'llshowyouwhatisleftoftheflower-roomthatTerenceO\'More,thebiglumbermanofGreatRapids,madewhenhewasahomelessboyhere。Ofcourse,youhaveheardthestory?\"
\"Yes,andI\'vemettheO\'MoreswhoarefrequentlyinChicagosociety。Theyhavefriendsthere。Ithinkthemoneidealcouple。\"
\"Thatsoundsasiftheymightbetheonlyone,\"saidElnora,\"and,indeed,theyarenot。Iknowdozens。
AuntMargaretandUncleWesleyareanother,theBrownleesanother,andmymathematicsprofessorandhiswife。
Theworldisfullofhappypeople,butnooneeverhearsofthem。Youmustfightandmakeascandaltogetintothepapers。Nooneknowsaboutallthehappypeople。
Iamhappymyself,andlookhowperfectlyinconspicuousIam。\"
\"Youonlyneedgowhereyouwillbeseen,\"beganPhilip,whenherememberedandfinished。\"Whatdowetaketo-day?\"
\"Ourselves,\"saidElnora。\"Ihaveavagabondstreakinmybloodandit\'sinevidence。Iamgoingtoshowyouwhererealflowersgrow,realbirdssing,andifIfeelquiterightaboutit,perhapsIshallraiseanoteortwomyself。\"
\"Oh,doyousing?\"askedPhilippolitely。
\"Attimes,\"answeredElnora。\"`Asdothebirds;
becauseImust,\'butdon\'tbescared。Themooddoesnotpossessmeoften。PerhapsIshan\'traiseanote。\"
Theywentdowntheroadtotheswamp,climbedthesnakefence,followedthepathtotheoldtrailandthenturnedsouthuponit。ElnoraindicatedtoPhilipthetrailwithremnantsofsaggingbarbedwire。
\"Itwastenyearsago,\"shesaid。\"Iwasalittleschoolgirl,butIwanderedwidelyeventhen,andnoonecared。
Isawhimoften。Hehadbeeninacityinstitutionallhislife,whenhetookthejobofkeepingtimberthievesoutofthisswamp,beforemanytreeshadbeencut。Itwasastrongman\'swork,andhewasafrailboy,buthegrewhardierashelivedoutofdoors。Thistrailweareonisthepathhisfeetfirstwore,inthosedayswhenhewasinsanewithfearandeatenupwithloneliness,buthestucktohisworkandwonout。IusedtocomedowntotheroadandcreepamongthebushesasfarasIdared,towatchhimpass。Hewalkedmostly,attimesherodeawheel。
\"Somedayshisfacewasdreadfullysad,othersitwassodeterminedalittlechildcouldseetheforceinit,andoncehewasradiant。ThatdaytheSwampAngelwaswithhim。Ican\'ttellyouwhatshewaslike。Ineversawanyonewhoresembledher。Hestoppedcloseheretoshowherabird\'snest。Thentheywentontoasortofflower-roomhehadmade,andhesangforher。Bythetimeheleft,Ihadgottenboldenoughtocomeoutonthetrail,andImetthebigScotchmanFreckleslivedwith。
Hesawmecatchingmothsandbutterflies,sohetookmetotheflower-roomandgavemeeverythingthere。
Idon\'tdarecomealoneoften,soIcan\'tkeepitupashedid,butyoucanseesomethingofhowitwas。\"
ElnoraledthewayandPhilipfollowed。Theoutlinesoftheroomwerenotdistinct,becausemanyofthetreesweregone,butElnorashowedhowithadbeenasnearlyasshecould。
\"Theswampisalmostruinednow,\"shesaid。\"Themaples,walnuts,andcherriesareallgone。Thetalkingtreesaretheonlythingsleftworthwhile。\"
\"The`talkingtrees!\'Idon\'tunderstand,\"commentedPhilip。
\"Nowonder!\"laughedElnora。\"Theyaremydiscovery。
Youknowalltreeswhisperandtalkduringthesummer,buttherearetwothathavesomuchtosaytheykeeponthewholewinter,whentheothersaresilent。Thebeechesandoakssolovetotalk,theyclingtotheirdead,dryleaves。Inthewinterthewindsarestiffestandblowmost,sothesetreeswhisper,chatter,sob,laugh,andattimesroaruntilthesoundisdeafening。
Theyneverceaseuntilnewleavescomeoutinthespringtopushofftheoldones。Ilovetostandbeneaththemwithmyeartothetrunks,interpretingwhattheysaytofitmymoods。Thebeechesbranchlow,andtheirleavesaresmallsotheyonlyknowcommonearthlythings;
buttheoaksrunstraightabovealmostallothertreesbeforetheybranch,theirarmsaremighty,theirleaveslarge。
Theymeetthewindsthattravelaroundtheglobe,andfromthemlearnthebigthings。\"
Philipstudiedthegirlsface。\"Whatdothebeechestellyou,Elnora?\"heaskedgently。
\"Tobepatient,tobeunselfish,todountoothersasIwouldhavethemdotome。\"
\"Andtheoaks?\"
\"Theysay`betrue,\'`liveacleanlife,\'`sendyoursouluphereandthewindsoftheworldwillteachitwhathonourachieves。\'\"
\"Wonderfulsecrets,those!\"marvelledPhilip。\"Aretheytellingthemnow?CouldIhear?\"
\"No。Theyareonlygossipingnow。Thisisplay-time。
Theytellthebigsecretstoawhiteworld,whenthemusicinspiresthem。\"
\"Themusic?\"
\"Allothertreesareharpsinthewinter。Theirtrunksaretheframes,theirbranchesthestrings,thewindsthemusicians。
Whentheairiscoldandclear,theworldverywhite,andtheharpmusicswelling,thenthetalkingtreestellthestrengthening,upliftingthings。\"
\"Youwonderfulgirl!\"criedPhilip。\"Whatawomanyouwillbe!\"
\"IfIamawomanatallworthwhile,itwillbebecauseIhavehadsuchwonderfulopportunities,\"saidElnora。
\"NoteverygirlisdriventotheforesttolearnwhatGodhastosaythere。HerearetheremainsofFreckles\'sroom。
ThetimetheAngelcameherehesangtoher,andIlistened。