第15章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:13115更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
Ineverheardmusiclikethat。Nowondershelovedhim。 Everyonewhoknewhimdid,andtheydoyet。Trythatlog,itmakesafairlygoodseat。Thisoldstoreboxwashistreasurehouse,justasit\'snowmine。Iwillshowyoumydearestpossession。Idonotdaretakeithomebecausemothercan\'tovercomeherdislikeforit。 Itwasmyfather\'s,andinsomewaysIamlikehim。 Thisisthestrongest。\" Elnoraliftedtheviolinandbegantoplay。Sheworeaschooldressofgreengingham,withthesleevesrolledtotheelbows。Sheseemedapartofthesettingallaroundher。 Herheadshonelikeasmalldarksun,andherfaceneverhadseemedsorose-flushedandfair。Fromtheinstantshedrewthebow,herlipspartedandhereyesturnedtowardsomethingfarawayintheswamp,andneverdidshegivemoreofthatimpressionoffeelingforhernotesandrepeatingsomethingaudibleonlytoher。Philipwastooclosetogetthebesteffect。Hearoseandsteppedbackseveralyards,leaningagainstalargetree,lookingandlisteningintently。 AshechangedpositionshesawthatMrs。Comstockhadfollowedthem,andwasstandingonthetrail,whereshecouldnothavehelpedhearingeverythingElnorahadsaid。 SotoPhilipbeforeherandthemotherwatchingonthetrail,ElnoraplayedtheSongoftheLimberlost。Itseemedasiftheswamphushedallitsothervoicesandspokeonlythroughherdancingbow。Themotheroutonthetrailhadhearditall,oncebeforefromthegirl,manytimesfromherfather。Tothemanitwasarevelation。 HestoodsostunnedheforgotMrs。Comstock。Hetriedtorealizewhatacityaudiencewouldsaytothatmusic,fromsuchaplayer,withasimilarbackground,andhecouldnotimagine。 Hewaswonderingwhathedaredsay,howmuchhemightexpress,whenthelastnotefellandthegirllaidtheviolininthecase,closedthedoor,lockeditandhidthekeyintherottingwoodattheendofalog。Thenshecametohim。Philipstoodlookingathercuriously。 \"Iwonder,\"hesaid,\"whatpeoplewouldsaytothat?\" \"Iplayedthatinpubliconce,\"saidElnora。\"Ithinktheylikedit,fairlywell。IhadanoteyesterdayofferingmetheleadershipofthehighschoolorchestrainOnabasha。 Icantakeitaswellasnot。Noneofmytalkstothegradescomethefirstthinginthemorning。Icanplayafewminutesintheorchestraandreachtheroomsinplentyoftime。ItwillbemoreworkthatIlove,andlikefindingthemoney。Iwouldgladlyplayfornothing,merelytobeabletoexpressmyself。\" \"Withsomepeopleitmakesaregularbattlefieldofthehumanheart——thisstruggleforself-expression,\"saidPhilip。 \"Youaregoingtodobeautifulworkintheworld,anddoitwell。WhenIrealizethatyourviolinbelongedtoyourfather,thatheplayeditbeforeyouwereborn,anditnodoubtaffectedyourmotherstrongly,andthencouplewiththattheyearsyouhaveroamedthesefieldsandswampsfindinginnatureallyouhadtolavishyourheartupon,Icanseehowyouevolved。Iunderstandwhatyoumeanbyself-expression。Iknowsomethingofwhatyouhavetoexpress。Theworldneversowantedyourmessageasitdoesnow。Itishungryforthethingsyouknow。 Icanseeeasilyhowyourpositioncametoyou。Whatyouhavetogiveistaughtinnocollege,andIamnotsurebutyouwouldspoilyourselfifyoutriedtorunyourmindthroughasetgroovewithhundredsofothers。IneverthoughtIshouldsaysuchathingtoanyone,butIdosaytoyou,andIhonestlybelieveit;giveupthecollegeidea。 Yourminddoesnotneedthatsortofdevelopment。Stickclosetoyourworkinthewoods。Youarebecomingsoinfinitelygreateronit,thanthebestcollegegirlIeverknew,thatthereisnocomparison。Whenyouhavemoneytospend,takethatviolinandgotooneoftheworld\'sgreatmastersandlettheLimberlostsingtohim;ifhethinkshecanimproveit,verywell。Ihavemydoubts。\" \"Doyoureallymeanthatyouwouldgiveupallideaofgoingtocollege,inmyplace?\" \"Ireallymeanit,\"saidPhilip。\"IfInowheldthemoneyinmyhandstosendyou,andcouldgiveittoyouinsomewayyouwouldacceptIwouldnot。Idonotknowwhyitisthefateoftheworldalwaystowantsomethingdifferentfromwhatlifegivesthem。Ifyouonlycouldrealizeit,mygirl,youareincollege,andhavebeenalways。Youareintheschoolofexperience,andithastaughtyoutothink,andgivenyouaheart。 GodknowsIenvythemanwhowinsit!YouhavebeeninthecollegeoftheLimberlostallyourlife,andInevermetagraduatefromanyotherinstitutionwhocouldbegintocomparewithyouinsanity,clarity,andinterestingknowledge。 Iwouldn\'tevenadviseyoutoreadtoomanybooksonyourlines。 Youacquireyourmaterialfirsthand,andyouknowthatyouareright。Whatyoushoulddoistobeginearlytopractiseself-expression。Don\'twaittoolongtotellusaboutthewoodsasyouknowthem。\" \"FollowthecourseoftheBirdWoman,youmean?\" askedElnora。 \"Inyourownway;withyourownlight。Shewon\'tliveforever。Youareyounger,andyouwillbereadytobeginwheresheends。Theswamphasgivenyouallyouneedsofar;nowyougiveittotheworldinpayment。 Collegebeconfounded!Gotoworkandshowpeoplewhatthereisinyou!\" NotuntilthendidherememberMrs。Comstock。 \"Shouldwegoouttothetrailandseeifyourmotheriscoming?\"heasked。 \"Heresheisnow,\"saidElnora。\"Gracious,it\'samercyIgotthatviolinputawayintime!Ididn\'texpecthersosoon,\"whisperedthegirlassheturnedandwenttowardhermother。Mrs。Comstock\'sexpressionwaspeculiarasshelookedatElnora。 \"Iforgotthatyouweremakingsun-preservesandtheydidn\'trequiremuchcooking,\"shesaid。\"Weshouldhavewaitedforyou。\" \"Notatall!\"answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Haveyoufoundanythingyet?\" \"NothingthatIcanshowyou,\"saidElnora。\"IamalmostsureIhavefoundanideathatwillrevolutionizethewholecourseofmywork,thought,andambitions。\" \"`Ambitions!\'My,whataheftyword!\"laughedMrs。Comstock。 \"Nowwhowouldsuspectalittlered-hairedcountrygirlofharbouringsuchadeadlygerminherbody?Canyoutellmotheraboutit?\" \"Notifyoutalktomethatway,Ican\'t,\"saidElnora。 \"Well,Iguesswebetterletambitionlie。I\'vealwayshearditwassafestasleep。Ifyouevergetabonafideattack,itwillbetimetoattendit。Let\'shuntspecimens。 ItisJune。PhilipandIareinthegrades。Youhaveanhourtoputanideaintoourheadsthatwillstickforalifetime,andgrowforgood。That\'sthewayIlookatyourjob。Now,whatareyougoingtogiveus?Wedon\'twantanyoldsillystuffthathasbeenhashedoverandover,wewantabignewideatoplantinourhearts。Comeon,MissTeacher,whatistheboiled-down,double-distilledessenceofJune?Giveittousstrong。Wearelargeenoughtofurnishitdevelopingground。 Hurryup!Timeisshortandwearewaiting。WhatisthemiracleofJune?Whatonethingepitomizesthewholemonth,andmakesitjustalittledifferentfromanyother?\" \"Thebirthofthesebignightmoths,\"saidElnorapromptly。 Philipclappedhishands。ThetearsstartedtoMrs。 Comstock\'seyes。ShetookElnorainherarms,andkissedherforehead。 \"You\'lldo!\"shesaid。\"JuneisJune,notbecauseithasbloom,bird,fruit,orflower,exclusivetoitalone。 It\'shalfMayandhalfJulyinallofthem。Buttome,it\'sjustJune,whenitcomestothesegreat,velvet-wingednightmothswhichsweepitsmoonlitskies,consummatingtheirschemeofcreation,anddroppinglikeabloomed- outflower。GivethemmothsforJune。Thenmakethatthebasisofyouryear\'swork。Findthedistinctivefeatureofeachmonth,theonethingwhichmarksitatimeapart,andhitthemsquarelybetweentheeyeswithit。Eventhebabiesofthelowestgradescancomprehendmothswhentheyseeafewemerge,andlearntheirhistory,asitcanbelivedbeforethem。Youshouldshowyourspecimensinpairs,thentheireggs,thegrowingcaterpillars,andthenthecocoons。Youwanttodigouttheredheartofeverymonthintheyear,andholditpulsingbeforethem。 \"Ican\'tnameallofthemoff-hand,butIthinkofonemorerightnow。Februarybelongstoourwinterbirds。 Itisthenthegreathornedowloftheswampcourtshismate,thebighawkspair,andeventhecrowsbegintotakenotice。Thesearetrulyourbirds。Likethepoorwehavethemalwayswithus。YoushouldhearthemusiciansofthisswampinFebruary,Philip,onamellownight。 Oh,buttheyareinearnest!Fortwenty-oneyearsI\'velistenedbynighttothegreatowls,allthesmallersizes,thefoxes,coons,andeveryresidentleftinthesewoods,andbydaytothehawks,yellow-hammers,sap-suckers,titmice,crows,andotherwinterbirds。Onlyjustnowit\'scometomethatthedistinctivefeatureofFebruaryisnotlinenbleaching,norsugarmaking;it\'sthelovemonthofourveryownbirds。GivethemhawksandowlsforFebruary,Elnora。\" WithflashingeyesthegirllookedatPhilip。\"How\'sthat?\" shesaid。\"Don\'tyouthinkIwillsucceed,withsuchhelp? Youshouldheartheconcertsheistalkingabout!Itissimplyindescribablewhenthegroundiscoveredwithsnow,andthemoonlightwhite。\" \"It\'saboutthebestmusicwehave,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Iwonderifyoucouldn\'tcopythatandmakeastrong,originalpieceoutofitforyourviolin,Elnora?\" Therewasonetensebreath,then——\"Icouldtry,\"saidElnorasimply。 Philiprushedtotherescue。\"Wemustgotowork,\"hesaid,andbeganexaminingawalnutbranchforLunamotheggs。 ElnorajoinedhimwhileMrs。Comstockdrewherembroideryfromherpocketandsatonalog。Shesaidshewastired,theycouldcomeforherwhentheywerereadytogo。 Shecouldheartheirvoicesaroundheruntilshecalledthematsuppertime。Whentheycametohershestoodwaitingonthetrail,thesewinginonehand,theviolinintheother。Elnorabecameverywhite,butfollowedthetrailwithoutaword。Philip,unabletoseeawomancarryaheavierloadthanhe,reachedfortheinstrument。Mrs。Comstockshookherhead。Shecarriedtheviolinhome,tookitintoherroomandclosedthedoor。 ElnoraturnedtoPhilip。 \"Ifshedestroysthat,Ishalldie!\"criedthegirl。 \"Shewon\'t!\"saidPhilip。\"Youmisunderstandher。 Shewouldn\'thavesaidwhatshedidabouttheowls,ifshehadmeantto。Sheisyourmother。Noonelovesyouasshedoes。Trusther!Myself——Ithinkshe\'ssimplygreat!\" Mrs。Comstockreturnedwithsereneface,andallofthemhelpedwiththesupper。WhenitwasoverPhilipandElnorasortedandclassifiedtheafternoon\'sspecimens,andmadeatriptothewoodstopaintandlightseveraltreesformoths。WhentheycamebackMrs。Comstocksatinthearbour,andtheyjoinedher。Themoonlightwassointense,printcouldhavebeenreadbyit。 Thedampnightairheldodoursneartoearth,makingflowerandtreeperfumestrong。Athousandinsectswereserenading,andinthemaplethegrosbeakoccasionallysaidareassuringwordtohiswife,whilesheansweredthatallwaswell。Awhip-poor-willwailedintheswampandbesidetheblue-borderedpoolachatcomplaineddisconsolately。 Mrs。Comstockwentintothecabin,butshereturnedimmediately,layingtheviolinandbowacrossElnora\'slap。\"Iwishyouwouldgiveusalittlemusic,\"shesaid。 CHAPTERXVII WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKDANCESINTHEMOONLIGHT,ANDELNORAMAKESACONFESSION Billywasswinginginthehammock,atpeacewithhimselfandalltheworld,whenhethoughtheheardsomething。 Hesatboltupright,hiseyesstaring。Onceheopenedhislips,thenthoughtagainandclosedthem。 Thesoundpersisted。Billyvaultedthefence,andrandowntheroadwithhisqueersidewisehop。 WhenhenearedtheComstockcabin,heleftthewarmdustofthehighwayandsteppedsoftlyatslowerpaceovertherankgrassesoftheroadside。Hehadheardaright。Theviolinwasinthegrapearbour,singingaperfectjumbleofeverything,pouredoutinanexultanttumult。Thestringswerevoicingthejoyofahappygirlheart。 Billyclimbedthefenceenclosingthewestwoodsandcrepttowardthearbour。Hewasnotaspyandnotasneak。 Hemerelywantedtosatisfyhischild-heartastowhetherMrs。Comstockwasathome,andElnoraatlastplayingherlovedviolinwithhermother\'sconsent。 Onepeepsufficed。Mrs。Comstocksatinthemoonlight,herheadleaningagainstthearbour;onherfacewasalookofperfectpeaceandcontentment。AshestaredatherthebowhesitatedasecondandMrs。Comstockspoke: \"That\'sallverymelodiousandsweet,\"shesaid,\"butI dowishyoucouldplayMoneyMuskandsomeofthetunesIdancedasagirl。\" Elnorahadbeencarefullyavoidingeverynotethatmightbereminiscentofherfather。Atthewordsshelaughedsoftlyandbegan\"TurkeyintheStraw。\" AninstantlaterMrs。Comstockwasdancinginthemoonlight。Ammonsprangtoherside,caughtherinhisarms,whiletoElnora\'slaughterandtheviolin\'simpetustheydanceduntiltheydroppedpantingonthearbourbench。 Billyscarcelyknewwhenhereachedtheroad。Hislightfeetbarelytouchedthesoftway,soswiftlyheflew。 Hevaultedthefenceandburstintothehouse。 \"AuntMargaret!UncleWesley!\"hescreamed。\"Listen! Listen!She\'splayingit!Elnora\'splayingherviolinathome!AndAuntKateisdancinglikeanythingbeforethearbour!Isawherinthemoonlight!Irandown! Oh,AuntMargaret!\" BillyfledsobbingtoMargaret\'sbreast。 \"WhyBilly!\"shechided。\"Don\'tcry,youlittledunce! That\'swhatwe\'veallprayedforthesemanyyears;butyoumustbemistakenaboutKate。Ican\'tbelieveit。\" Billyliftedhishead。\"Well,youjusthaveto!\"hesaid。 \"WhenIsayIsawanything,UncleWesleyknowsIdid。 Thecitymanwasdancingwithher。TheydancedtogetherandElnoralaughed。Butitdidn\'tlookfunnytome; Iwasscared。\" \"Whowasitsaid`wondersnevercease,\'\"askedWesley。 \"Youmarkmyword,onceyougetKateComstockstarted,youcan\'tstopher。There\'sawagonloadofpenned-upforceinher。Dancinginthemoonlight!Well,I\'llbehanged!\" Billywasathissideinstantly。\"Whoeverdoesitwillhavetohangme,too,\"hecried。 SintonthrewhisarmaroundBillyanddrewhimclosely。 \"Tellusallaboutit,son,\"hesaid。Billytold。\"AndwhenElnorajuststoppedabreath,`Can\'tyouplaysomeoftheoldthingsIknewwhenIwasagirl?\'saidherma。 ThenElnorabegantodoathingthatmadeyouwanttowhirlroundandround,andquicker\'anscattherewashermaa-whirling。Thecityman,heupsandgrabsherandwhirls,too,andbackinthewoodsIwasgoingjustliketheydid。Elnorabeginstolaugh,andIrantotellyou,cosIknewyou\'dliketoknow。Now,alltheworldisright,ain\'tit?\"endedBillyinsupremesatisfaction。 \"Youjustbetitis!\"saidWesley。 BillylookedsteadilyatMargaret。\"Isit,AuntMargaret?\" MargaretSintonsmiledathimbravely。 AnhourlaterwhenBillywasreadytoclimbthestairstohisroom,hewenttoMargarettosaygoodnight。 Heleanedagainstheraninstant,thenbroughthislipstoherear。\"WishIcouldgetyourlittlegirlsbackforyou!\"hewhisperedanddashedtowardthestairs。 DownattheComstockcabintheviolinplayedonuntilElnorawassotiredshescarcelycouldliftthebow。 ThenPhilipwenthome。Thewomenwalkedtothegatewithhim,andstoodwatchinghimfromsight。 \"That\'swhatIcallonedecentyoungman!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Toseehimfitinwithus,you\'dthinkhe\'dbeenbroughtupinacabin;butit\'slikelyhe\'salwayshadtheverycreamo\'thepot。\" \"Yes,Ithinkso,\"laughedElnora,\"butithasn\'thurthim。I\'veneverseenanythingIcouldcriticise。 He\'steachingmesomuch,unconsciously。YouknowhegraduatedfromHarvard,andhasseveraldegreesinlaw。 He\'scominginthemorning,andwearegoingtoputinabigdayonCatocalae。\" \"Whichis——?\" \"Thosegraymothswithwingsthatfoldbacklikebigflies,andtheyappearasiftheyhadbeencarvedfromoldwood。Then,whentheyfly,thelowerwingsflashoutandtheyareredandblack,orgoldandblack,orpinkandblack,ordozensofbright,beautifulcolourscombinedwithblack。Nooneeverhasclassifiedallofthemandwrittentheircompletehistory,unlesstheBirdWomanisdoingitnow。Shewantseverythingshecangetaboutthem。\" \"Iremember,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Theyaremightyprettythings。I\'vestartedupslewsofthemfromthevinescoveringthelogs,allmylife。Imustbecautiousandcatchthemafterthis,buttheyseempowerfulspry。 Imightgetholdofsomethingrare。\"Shethoughtintentlyandadded,\"Andwouldn\'tknowitifIdid。 Itwouldjustbemyluck。I\'vehadtherarestthingonearthinreachthismanyadayandonlyhadthewittocinchitjustasitwasgoing。I\'llbetIdon\'tletanythingelseescapeme。\" NextmorningPhilipcameearly,andheandElnorawentatoncetothefieldsandwoods。Mrs。Comstockhadcometobelievesoimplicitlyinhimthatshenowstayedathometocompletetheworkbeforeshejoinedthem,andwhenshedidsheoftensatsewing,leavingthemwanderinghoursatatime。Itwasnoonbeforeshefinished,andthenshepackedabasketoflunch。 ShefoundElnoraandPhilipnearthevioletpatch,whichwasstillinitsprime。Theyalllunchedtogetherintheshadeofawildcrabthicket,withflowersspreadattheirfeet,andthegoldoriolesstreakingtheairwithflashesoflightandtrailingecstasybehindthem,whilethered- wings,asalways,askedthemostimpertinentquestions。 ThenMrs。Comstockcarriedthebasketbacktothecabin,andPhilipandElnorasatonalog,restingafewminutes。 Theyhadunexpectedluck,andbothwereeagertocontinuethesearch。 \"Doyourememberyourpromiseabouttheseviolets?\" askedhe。\"To-morrowisEdith\'sbirthday,andifI\'dputthemspecialdeliveryonthemorningtrain,she\'dgettheminthelateafternoon。Theyoughttokeepthatlong。SheleavesfortheNorthnextday。\" \"Ofcourse,youmayhavethem,\"saidElnora。\"Wewillquitlongenoughbeforesuppertogatheralargebunch。 Theycanbepackedsotheywillcarryallright。 Theyshouldbeperfectlyfresh,especiallyifwegatherthemthiseveningandletthemdrinkallnight。\" ThentheywentbacktohuntCatocalae。Itwasalongandahappysearch。Itledthemintonew,unexplorednooksofthewoods,pastared-pollnest,andwheregoldfinchesprospectedforthistledownforthecradlestheywouldlinealittlelater。Itledthemintorealforest,wheredeep,darkpoolslay,wherethehermitthrushandthewoodrobinextractedtheessencefromallotherbirdmelody,andpoureditoutintheirpurebell-tonenotes。Itseemedasifeveryoldgraytree-trunk,slabofloosebark,andprostratelogyieldedtheflashinggraytreasures; whileofallotherstheyseemedtotakealarmmosteasily,andbemostdifficulttocapture。 PhilipcametoElnoraatdusk,daintilyholdingonebythebody,itsdarkwingsshowinganditslongslenderlegstryingtoclasphisfingersandcreepfromhishold。 \"Ohformercy\'ssake!\"criedElnora,staringathim。 \"Ihalfbelieveit!\"exultedAmmon。 \"Didyoueverseeone?\" \"Onlyincollections,andveryseldomthere。\" Elnorastudiedtheblackwingsintently。\"Isurelybelievethat\'sSappho,\"shemarvelled。\"TheBirdWomanwillbeoverjoyed。\" \"Wemustgetthecyanidejarquickly,\"saidPhilip。 \"Iwouldn\'tloseherforanything。Suchachaseassheledme!\" Elnorabroughtthejarandbegangatheringupparaphernalia。 \"Whenyoumakeafindlikethat,\"shesaid,\"it\'stherighttimetoquitandfeelgloriousalltherestofthatday。ItellyouI\'mproud!Wewillgonow。Wehavebarelytimetocarryoutourplansbeforesupper。 Won\'tmotherbepleasedtoseethatwehavearareone?\" \"I\'dliketoseeanyonemorepleasedthanIam!\"saidPhilipAmmon。\"IfeelasifI\'dearnedmysupperto-night。 Let\'sgo。\" HetookthegreaterpartoftheloadandsteppedasideforElnoratoprecedehim。Shefollowedthepath,brokenbythegrazingcattle,towardthecabinandnearestthevioletpatchshestopped,laiddownhernet,andthethingsshecarried。Philippassedherandhurriedstraighttowardthebackgate。 \"Aren\'tyougoingto——?\"beganElnora。 \"I\'mgoingtogetthismothhomeinahurry,\"hesaid。 \"Thiscyanidehaslostitsstrength,andit\'snotworkingwell。Weneedsomefreshinthejar。\" Hehadforgottentheviolets!Elnorastoodlookingafterhim,acuriousexpressiononherface。Onesecondso——thenshepickedupthenetandfollowed。Attheblue-borderedpoolshepausedandhalfturnedback,thensheclosedherlipsfirmlyandwenton。Itwasnineo\'clockwhenPhilipsaidgood-bye,andstartedtotown。HisgaywhistlefloatedtothemfromthefarthestcorneroftheLimberlost。Elnoracomplainedofbeingtired,soshewenttoherroomandtobed。Butsleepwouldnotcome。 Thoughtwasracinginherbrainandthelongershelaythewiderawakeshegrew。Atlastshesoftlyslippedfrombed,lightedherlampandbeganopeningboxes。Thenshewenttowork。Twohourslaterabeautifulbirchbarkbasket,stronglyandartisticallymade,stoodonhertable。 Shesetatinyalarmclockatthree,returnedtobedandfellasleepinstantlywithasmileonherlips。 Shewasonthefloorwiththefirsttinkleofthealarm,andhastilydressing,shepickedupthebasketandaboxtofitit,creptdownthestairs,andouttothevioletpatch。 Shewasunafraidasitwasgrowinglight,andliningthebasketwithdampmossessheswiftlybeganpicking,withpractisedhands,thebestoftheflowers。Shescarcelycouldtellwhichwerefreshestattimes,butdaysooncamecreepingovertheLimberlostandpeepedather。Therobinsawokealltheirneighbours,andababelofbirdnotesfilledtheair。Thedewwasdripping,whilethefirststrongraysoflightfellonaworldinwhichElnoraworshipped。 Whenthebasketwasfilledtooverflowing,shesetitinthestoutpasteboardbox,packeditsolidwithmosses,tieditfirmlyandslippedunderthecordanoteshehadwrittenthepreviousnight。 ThenshetookashortcutacrossthewoodsandwalkedswiftlytoOnabasha。Itwasaftersixo\'clock,butallofthecityshewishedtoavoidwereasleep。Shehadnotroubleinfindingasmallboyout,andshestoodatadistancewaitingwhileherangDr。Ammon\'sbellanddeliveredthepackageforPhiliptoamaid,withthenotewhichwastobegivenhimatonce。 Onthewayhomethroughthewoodspassingsomebaitedtreesshecollectedthecaptivemoths。SheenteredthekitchenwiththemsonaturallythatMrs。Comstockmadenocomment。AfterbreakfastElnorawenttoherroom,clearedawayalltraceofthenight\'sworkandwasoutinthearbourmountingmothswhenPhilipcamedowntheroad。\"Iamtiredsitting,\"shesaidtohermother。 \"IthinkIwillwalkafewrodsandmeethim。\" \"Who\'satrump?\"hecalledfromafar。 \"Notyou!\"retortedElnora。\"Confessthatyouforgot!\" \"Completely!\"saidPhilip。\"Butluckilyitwouldnothavebeenfatal。IwrotePollylastweektosendEdithsomethingappropriateto-day,withmycard。Butthattouchfromthewoodswillbeveryeffective。ThankyoumorethanIcansay。AuntAnnaandIunpackedittoseethebasket,anditwasabeauty。Shesaysyouarealwaysdoingsuchthings。\" \"Well,Ihopenot!\"laughedElnora。\"Ifyou\'dseenmesneakingoutbeforedawn,nottoawakenmotherandcominginwithmothstomakeherthinkI\'dbeentothetrees,you\'dknowitwasamostespecialoccasion。\" \"ThenPhilipunderstoodtwothings:Elnora\'smotherdidnotknowoftheearlymorningtriptothecity,andthegirlhadcometomeethimtotellhimso。 \"Youwereabricktodoit!\"hewhisperedasheclosedthegatebehindthem。\"I\'llneverforgetyouforit。 Thankyoueversomuch。\" \"Ididnotdothatforyou,\"saidElnoratersely。\"Ididitmostlytopreservemyownself-respect。Isawyouwereforgetting。IfIdiditforanythingbesidesthat,Ididitforher。\" \"JustlookwhatI\'vebrought!\"saidPhilip,enteringthearbourandgreetingMrs。Comstock。\"BorroweditoftheBirdWoman。Anditisn\'thers。ArareeditionofCatocalaewithcolouredplates。ItoldherthebestI could,andshesaidtotryforSapphohere。IsuspecttheBirdWomanwillbeoutpresently。Shewasallexcitement。\" Thentheybentoverthebooktogetherandwiththemountedmothbeforethemdeterminedherfamily。TheBirdWomandidcomelater,andcarriedthemothaway,toputintoabookandElnoraandPhilipwerefreshlyfilledwithenthusiasm。 Sothesedayswerethebeginningoftheweeksthatfollowed。 SixofthemflyingonTime\'swings,eachfilledtothebrimwithinterest。AfterJune,themothhuntsgrewlessfrequent;thefieldsandwoodsweresearchedformaterialforElnora\'sgradework。ThemostabsorbingoccupationtheyfoundwasincarryingoutMrs。Comstock\'ssuggestiontolearnthevitalthingforwhicheachmonthwasdistinctive,andmakethatthekeytothenaturework。Theywroteoutalistofthemonths,oppositeeachthethingsallofthemcouldsuggestwhichseemedtopertaintothatmonthalone,andthentriedtosiftuntiltheyfoundsomethingtypical。Mrs。Comstockwasagreathelp。HermotherhadbeenDutchandhadbroughtfromHollandnumerousquaintsayingsandsuperstitionseasilytraceabletoPliny\'sNaturalHistory;andinMrs。 Comstock\'searlyyearsinOhioshehadheardmuchIndiantalkamongherelders,sosheknewthesignsofeachseason,andsometimestheyhelped。Alwaysherpracticalthoughtandsterlingcommonsensewereuseful。Whentheywereafielduntilexhaustedtheycamebacktothecabinforfood,topreparespecimensandclassifythem,andtotalkovertheday。SometimesPhilipbroughtbooksandreadwhileElnoraandhermotherworked,andeverynightMrs。Comstockaskedfortheviolin。 Herperfecthungerformusicwassufficientevidenceofhowshehadsufferedwithoutit。Sothedayscreptby,golden,filledwithusefulworkandpurepleasure。 Thegrosbeakhadledthefamilyinthemapleabroadandasecondbrood,inawildgrapevineclamberingoverthewell,wasalmostreadyforflight。Thedustlaythickonthecountryroads,thedaysgrewwarmer;summerwasjustpoisingtoslipintofall,andPhilipremained,comingeachdayasifhehadbelongedtherealways。 OnewarmAugustafternoonMrs。Comstocklookedupfromtheruffleonwhichshewasengagedtoseeablue-coatedmessengerenterthegate。 \"IsPhilipAmmonhere?\"askedtheboy。 \"Heis,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"Ihaveamessageforhim。\" \"Heisinthewoodsbackofthecabin。Iwillringthebell。 Doyouknowifitisimportant?\" \"Urgent,\"saidtheboy;\"Irodehard。\" Mrs。Comstocksteppedtothebackdoorandclangedthedinnerbellsharply,pausedasecond,andrangagain。 InashorttimePhilipandElnorarandownthepath。 \"Areyouill,mother?\"criedElnora。 Mrs。Comstockindicatedtheboy。\"ThereisanimportantmessageforPhilip,\"shesaid。 Hemutteredanexcuseandtoreopenthetelegram。 Hiscolourfadedslightly。\"Ihavetotakethefirsttrain,\" hesaid。\"MyfatherisillandIamneeded。\" HehandedthesheettoElnora。\"Ihaveabouttwohours,asIrememberthetrainsnorth,butmythingsarealloverUncleDoc\'shouse,soImustgoatonce。\" \"Certainly,\"saidElnora,givingbackthemessage。 \"IsthereanythingIcandotohelp?Mother,bringPhilipaglassofbuttermilktostarton。Iwillgatherwhatyouhavehere。\" \"Nevermind。Thereisnothingofimportance。Idon\'twanttobehampered。I\'llsendforitifImissanythingIneed。\" Philipdrankthemilk,saidgood-byetoMrs。Comstock; thankedherforallherkindness,andturnedtoElnora。 \"WillyouwalktotheedgeoftheLimberlostwithme?\" heasked。Elnoraassented。Mrs。Comstockfollowedtothegate,urgedhimtocomeagainsoon,andrepeatedhergood-bye。ThenshewentbacktothearbourtoawaitElnora\'sreturn。Asshewatcheddowntheroadshesmiledsoftly。 \"Ihadanideahewouldspeaktomefirst,\"shethought,\"butthismaychangethingssome。Hehasn\'ttime。 Elnorawillcomebackahappygirl,andshehasgoodreason。Heisamodelyoungman。Herlotwillbeverydifferentfrommine。\" Shepickedupherembroideryandbegansettingdaintypreciselittlestitches,possibleonlytocertainwomen。 OntheroadElnoraspokefirst。\"Idohopeitisnothingserious,\"shesaid。\"Isheusuallystrong?\" \"Quitestrong,\"saidPhilip。\"IamnotatallalarmedbutIamverymuchashamed。Ihavebeenwellenoughforthepastmonthtohavegonehomeandhelpedhimwithsomecriticalcasesthatwerekeepinghimatworkinthisheat。IwasenjoyingmyselfsoIwouldn\'toffertogo,andhewouldnotaskmetocome,solongashecouldhelpit。Ihaveallowedhimtoovertaxhimselfuntilheisdown,andmotherandPollyarenorthatourcottage。 He\'sneverbeensickbefore,andit\'sprobableIamtoblamethatheisnow。\" \"Heintendedyoutostaythislongwhenyoucame,\" urgedElnora。 \"Yes,butit\'shotinChicago。Ishouldhaverememberedhim。Heisalwaysthinkingofme。Possiblyhehasneededmefordays。IamashamedtogotohiminsplendidconditionandadmitthatIwashavingsuchafinetimeIforgottocomehome。\" \"Youhavehadafinetime,then?\"askedElnora。 Theyhadreachedthefence。Philipvaultedovertotakeashortcutacrossthefields。Heturnedandlookedather。 \"Thebest,thesweetest,andmostwholesometimeanymaneverhadinthisworld,\"hesaid。\"Elnora,ifItalkedhoursIcouldn\'tmakeyouunderstandwhatagirlIthinkyouare。IneverinallmylifehatedanythingasIhateleavingyou。ItseemstomethatIhavenotstrengthtodoit。\" \"Ifyouhavelearnedanythingworthwhilefromme,\" saidElnora,\"thatshouldbeit。Justtohavestrengthtogotoyourduty,andtogoquickly。\" Hecaughtthehandsheheldouttohiminbothhis。 \"Elnora,thesedayswehavehadtogether,havetheybeensweettoyou?\" \"Beautifuldays!\"saidElnora。\"Eachlikeaperfectdreamtobethoughtoverandoverallmylife。Oh,theyhavebeentheonlyreallyhappydaysI\'veeverknown; thesedaysrichwithmother\'slove,anddoingusefulworkwithyourhelp。Good-bye!Youmusthurry!\" Philipgazedather。Hetriedtodropherhand,onlyclutcheditcloser。Suddenlyhedrewhertowardhim。 \"Elnora,\"hewhispered,\"willyoukissmegood-bye?\" Elnoradrewbackandstaredathimwithwideeyes。 \"I\'dstrikeyousooner!\"shesaid。\"HaveIeversaidordoneanythinginyourpresencethatmadeyoufeelfreetoaskthat,PhilipAmmon?\" \"No!\"pantedPhilip。\"No!IthinksomuchofyouIwantedtotouchyourlipsoncebeforeIleftyou。 Youknow,Elnora——\" \"Don\'tdistressyourself,\"saidElnoracalmly。\"Iambroadenoughtojudgeyousanely。Iknowwhatyoumean。 Itwouldbenoharmtoyou。Itwouldnotmattertome,butherewewillthinkofsomeoneelse。EdithCarrwouldnotwantyourlipsto-morrowifsheknewtheyhadtouchedmineto-day。Iwaswisetosay:`Goquickly!\'\" Philipstillclungtoher。\"Willyouwriteme?\"hebegged。 \"No,\"saidElnora。\"Thereisnothingtosay,savegood-bye。 Wecandothatnow。\" Heheldon。\"Promisethatyouwillwritemeonlyoneletter,\"heurged。\"Iwantjustonemessagefromyoutolockinmydesk,andkeepalways。Promiseyouwillwriteonce,Elnora。\" Shelookedintohiseyes,andsmiledserenely。\"Ifthetalkingtreestellmethiswinter,thesecretofhowamanmaygrowperfect,Iwillwriteyouwhatitis,Philip。 InallthetimeIhaveknownyou,Ineverhavelikedyousolittle。Good-bye。\"