Ineverheardmusiclikethat。Nowondershelovedhim。
Everyonewhoknewhimdid,andtheydoyet。Trythatlog,itmakesafairlygoodseat。Thisoldstoreboxwashistreasurehouse,justasit\'snowmine。Iwillshowyoumydearestpossession。Idonotdaretakeithomebecausemothercan\'tovercomeherdislikeforit。
Itwasmyfather\'s,andinsomewaysIamlikehim。
Thisisthestrongest。\"
Elnoraliftedtheviolinandbegantoplay。Sheworeaschooldressofgreengingham,withthesleevesrolledtotheelbows。Sheseemedapartofthesettingallaroundher。
Herheadshonelikeasmalldarksun,andherfaceneverhadseemedsorose-flushedandfair。Fromtheinstantshedrewthebow,herlipspartedandhereyesturnedtowardsomethingfarawayintheswamp,andneverdidshegivemoreofthatimpressionoffeelingforhernotesandrepeatingsomethingaudibleonlytoher。Philipwastooclosetogetthebesteffect。Hearoseandsteppedbackseveralyards,leaningagainstalargetree,lookingandlisteningintently。
AshechangedpositionshesawthatMrs。Comstockhadfollowedthem,andwasstandingonthetrail,whereshecouldnothavehelpedhearingeverythingElnorahadsaid。
SotoPhilipbeforeherandthemotherwatchingonthetrail,ElnoraplayedtheSongoftheLimberlost。Itseemedasiftheswamphushedallitsothervoicesandspokeonlythroughherdancingbow。Themotheroutonthetrailhadhearditall,oncebeforefromthegirl,manytimesfromherfather。Tothemanitwasarevelation。
HestoodsostunnedheforgotMrs。Comstock。Hetriedtorealizewhatacityaudiencewouldsaytothatmusic,fromsuchaplayer,withasimilarbackground,andhecouldnotimagine。
Hewaswonderingwhathedaredsay,howmuchhemightexpress,whenthelastnotefellandthegirllaidtheviolininthecase,closedthedoor,lockeditandhidthekeyintherottingwoodattheendofalog。Thenshecametohim。Philipstoodlookingathercuriously。
\"Iwonder,\"hesaid,\"whatpeoplewouldsaytothat?\"
\"Iplayedthatinpubliconce,\"saidElnora。\"Ithinktheylikedit,fairlywell。IhadanoteyesterdayofferingmetheleadershipofthehighschoolorchestrainOnabasha。
Icantakeitaswellasnot。Noneofmytalkstothegradescomethefirstthinginthemorning。Icanplayafewminutesintheorchestraandreachtheroomsinplentyoftime。ItwillbemoreworkthatIlove,andlikefindingthemoney。Iwouldgladlyplayfornothing,merelytobeabletoexpressmyself。\"
\"Withsomepeopleitmakesaregularbattlefieldofthehumanheart——thisstruggleforself-expression,\"saidPhilip。
\"Youaregoingtodobeautifulworkintheworld,anddoitwell。WhenIrealizethatyourviolinbelongedtoyourfather,thatheplayeditbeforeyouwereborn,anditnodoubtaffectedyourmotherstrongly,andthencouplewiththattheyearsyouhaveroamedthesefieldsandswampsfindinginnatureallyouhadtolavishyourheartupon,Icanseehowyouevolved。Iunderstandwhatyoumeanbyself-expression。Iknowsomethingofwhatyouhavetoexpress。Theworldneversowantedyourmessageasitdoesnow。Itishungryforthethingsyouknow。
Icanseeeasilyhowyourpositioncametoyou。Whatyouhavetogiveistaughtinnocollege,andIamnotsurebutyouwouldspoilyourselfifyoutriedtorunyourmindthroughasetgroovewithhundredsofothers。IneverthoughtIshouldsaysuchathingtoanyone,butIdosaytoyou,andIhonestlybelieveit;giveupthecollegeidea。
Yourminddoesnotneedthatsortofdevelopment。Stickclosetoyourworkinthewoods。Youarebecomingsoinfinitelygreateronit,thanthebestcollegegirlIeverknew,thatthereisnocomparison。Whenyouhavemoneytospend,takethatviolinandgotooneoftheworld\'sgreatmastersandlettheLimberlostsingtohim;ifhethinkshecanimproveit,verywell。Ihavemydoubts。\"
\"Doyoureallymeanthatyouwouldgiveupallideaofgoingtocollege,inmyplace?\"
\"Ireallymeanit,\"saidPhilip。\"IfInowheldthemoneyinmyhandstosendyou,andcouldgiveittoyouinsomewayyouwouldacceptIwouldnot。Idonotknowwhyitisthefateoftheworldalwaystowantsomethingdifferentfromwhatlifegivesthem。Ifyouonlycouldrealizeit,mygirl,youareincollege,andhavebeenalways。Youareintheschoolofexperience,andithastaughtyoutothink,andgivenyouaheart。
GodknowsIenvythemanwhowinsit!YouhavebeeninthecollegeoftheLimberlostallyourlife,andInevermetagraduatefromanyotherinstitutionwhocouldbegintocomparewithyouinsanity,clarity,andinterestingknowledge。
Iwouldn\'tevenadviseyoutoreadtoomanybooksonyourlines。
Youacquireyourmaterialfirsthand,andyouknowthatyouareright。Whatyoushoulddoistobeginearlytopractiseself-expression。Don\'twaittoolongtotellusaboutthewoodsasyouknowthem。\"
\"FollowthecourseoftheBirdWoman,youmean?\"
askedElnora。
\"Inyourownway;withyourownlight。Shewon\'tliveforever。Youareyounger,andyouwillbereadytobeginwheresheends。Theswamphasgivenyouallyouneedsofar;nowyougiveittotheworldinpayment。
Collegebeconfounded!Gotoworkandshowpeoplewhatthereisinyou!\"
NotuntilthendidherememberMrs。Comstock。
\"Shouldwegoouttothetrailandseeifyourmotheriscoming?\"heasked。
\"Heresheisnow,\"saidElnora。\"Gracious,it\'samercyIgotthatviolinputawayintime!Ididn\'texpecthersosoon,\"whisperedthegirlassheturnedandwenttowardhermother。Mrs。Comstock\'sexpressionwaspeculiarasshelookedatElnora。
\"Iforgotthatyouweremakingsun-preservesandtheydidn\'trequiremuchcooking,\"shesaid。\"Weshouldhavewaitedforyou。\"
\"Notatall!\"answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Haveyoufoundanythingyet?\"
\"NothingthatIcanshowyou,\"saidElnora。\"IamalmostsureIhavefoundanideathatwillrevolutionizethewholecourseofmywork,thought,andambitions。\"
\"`Ambitions!\'My,whataheftyword!\"laughedMrs。Comstock。
\"Nowwhowouldsuspectalittlered-hairedcountrygirlofharbouringsuchadeadlygerminherbody?Canyoutellmotheraboutit?\"
\"Notifyoutalktomethatway,Ican\'t,\"saidElnora。
\"Well,Iguesswebetterletambitionlie。I\'vealwayshearditwassafestasleep。Ifyouevergetabonafideattack,itwillbetimetoattendit。Let\'shuntspecimens。
ItisJune。PhilipandIareinthegrades。Youhaveanhourtoputanideaintoourheadsthatwillstickforalifetime,andgrowforgood。That\'sthewayIlookatyourjob。Now,whatareyougoingtogiveus?Wedon\'twantanyoldsillystuffthathasbeenhashedoverandover,wewantabignewideatoplantinourhearts。Comeon,MissTeacher,whatistheboiled-down,double-distilledessenceofJune?Giveittousstrong。Wearelargeenoughtofurnishitdevelopingground。
Hurryup!Timeisshortandwearewaiting。WhatisthemiracleofJune?Whatonethingepitomizesthewholemonth,andmakesitjustalittledifferentfromanyother?\"
\"Thebirthofthesebignightmoths,\"saidElnorapromptly。
Philipclappedhishands。ThetearsstartedtoMrs。
Comstock\'seyes。ShetookElnorainherarms,andkissedherforehead。
\"You\'lldo!\"shesaid。\"JuneisJune,notbecauseithasbloom,bird,fruit,orflower,exclusivetoitalone。
It\'shalfMayandhalfJulyinallofthem。Buttome,it\'sjustJune,whenitcomestothesegreat,velvet-wingednightmothswhichsweepitsmoonlitskies,consummatingtheirschemeofcreation,anddroppinglikeabloomed-
outflower。GivethemmothsforJune。Thenmakethatthebasisofyouryear\'swork。Findthedistinctivefeatureofeachmonth,theonethingwhichmarksitatimeapart,andhitthemsquarelybetweentheeyeswithit。Eventhebabiesofthelowestgradescancomprehendmothswhentheyseeafewemerge,andlearntheirhistory,asitcanbelivedbeforethem。Youshouldshowyourspecimensinpairs,thentheireggs,thegrowingcaterpillars,andthenthecocoons。Youwanttodigouttheredheartofeverymonthintheyear,andholditpulsingbeforethem。
\"Ican\'tnameallofthemoff-hand,butIthinkofonemorerightnow。Februarybelongstoourwinterbirds。
Itisthenthegreathornedowloftheswampcourtshismate,thebighawkspair,andeventhecrowsbegintotakenotice。Thesearetrulyourbirds。Likethepoorwehavethemalwayswithus。YoushouldhearthemusiciansofthisswampinFebruary,Philip,onamellownight。
Oh,buttheyareinearnest!Fortwenty-oneyearsI\'velistenedbynighttothegreatowls,allthesmallersizes,thefoxes,coons,andeveryresidentleftinthesewoods,andbydaytothehawks,yellow-hammers,sap-suckers,titmice,crows,andotherwinterbirds。Onlyjustnowit\'scometomethatthedistinctivefeatureofFebruaryisnotlinenbleaching,norsugarmaking;it\'sthelovemonthofourveryownbirds。GivethemhawksandowlsforFebruary,Elnora。\"
WithflashingeyesthegirllookedatPhilip。\"How\'sthat?\"
shesaid。\"Don\'tyouthinkIwillsucceed,withsuchhelp?
Youshouldheartheconcertsheistalkingabout!Itissimplyindescribablewhenthegroundiscoveredwithsnow,andthemoonlightwhite。\"
\"It\'saboutthebestmusicwehave,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Iwonderifyoucouldn\'tcopythatandmakeastrong,originalpieceoutofitforyourviolin,Elnora?\"
Therewasonetensebreath,then——\"Icouldtry,\"saidElnorasimply。
Philiprushedtotherescue。\"Wemustgotowork,\"hesaid,andbeganexaminingawalnutbranchforLunamotheggs。
ElnorajoinedhimwhileMrs。Comstockdrewherembroideryfromherpocketandsatonalog。Shesaidshewastired,theycouldcomeforherwhentheywerereadytogo。
Shecouldheartheirvoicesaroundheruntilshecalledthematsuppertime。Whentheycametohershestoodwaitingonthetrail,thesewinginonehand,theviolinintheother。Elnorabecameverywhite,butfollowedthetrailwithoutaword。Philip,unabletoseeawomancarryaheavierloadthanhe,reachedfortheinstrument。Mrs。Comstockshookherhead。Shecarriedtheviolinhome,tookitintoherroomandclosedthedoor。
ElnoraturnedtoPhilip。
\"Ifshedestroysthat,Ishalldie!\"criedthegirl。
\"Shewon\'t!\"saidPhilip。\"Youmisunderstandher。
Shewouldn\'thavesaidwhatshedidabouttheowls,ifshehadmeantto。Sheisyourmother。Noonelovesyouasshedoes。Trusther!Myself——Ithinkshe\'ssimplygreat!\"
Mrs。Comstockreturnedwithsereneface,andallofthemhelpedwiththesupper。WhenitwasoverPhilipandElnorasortedandclassifiedtheafternoon\'sspecimens,andmadeatriptothewoodstopaintandlightseveraltreesformoths。WhentheycamebackMrs。Comstocksatinthearbour,andtheyjoinedher。Themoonlightwassointense,printcouldhavebeenreadbyit。
Thedampnightairheldodoursneartoearth,makingflowerandtreeperfumestrong。Athousandinsectswereserenading,andinthemaplethegrosbeakoccasionallysaidareassuringwordtohiswife,whilesheansweredthatallwaswell。Awhip-poor-willwailedintheswampandbesidetheblue-borderedpoolachatcomplaineddisconsolately。
Mrs。Comstockwentintothecabin,butshereturnedimmediately,layingtheviolinandbowacrossElnora\'slap。\"Iwishyouwouldgiveusalittlemusic,\"shesaid。
CHAPTERXVII
WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKDANCESINTHEMOONLIGHT,ANDELNORAMAKESACONFESSION
Billywasswinginginthehammock,atpeacewithhimselfandalltheworld,whenhethoughtheheardsomething。
Hesatboltupright,hiseyesstaring。Onceheopenedhislips,thenthoughtagainandclosedthem。
Thesoundpersisted。Billyvaultedthefence,andrandowntheroadwithhisqueersidewisehop。
WhenhenearedtheComstockcabin,heleftthewarmdustofthehighwayandsteppedsoftlyatslowerpaceovertherankgrassesoftheroadside。Hehadheardaright。Theviolinwasinthegrapearbour,singingaperfectjumbleofeverything,pouredoutinanexultanttumult。Thestringswerevoicingthejoyofahappygirlheart。
Billyclimbedthefenceenclosingthewestwoodsandcrepttowardthearbour。Hewasnotaspyandnotasneak。
Hemerelywantedtosatisfyhischild-heartastowhetherMrs。Comstockwasathome,andElnoraatlastplayingherlovedviolinwithhermother\'sconsent。
Onepeepsufficed。Mrs。Comstocksatinthemoonlight,herheadleaningagainstthearbour;onherfacewasalookofperfectpeaceandcontentment。AshestaredatherthebowhesitatedasecondandMrs。Comstockspoke:
\"That\'sallverymelodiousandsweet,\"shesaid,\"butI
dowishyoucouldplayMoneyMuskandsomeofthetunesIdancedasagirl。\"
Elnorahadbeencarefullyavoidingeverynotethatmightbereminiscentofherfather。Atthewordsshelaughedsoftlyandbegan\"TurkeyintheStraw。\"
AninstantlaterMrs。Comstockwasdancinginthemoonlight。Ammonsprangtoherside,caughtherinhisarms,whiletoElnora\'slaughterandtheviolin\'simpetustheydanceduntiltheydroppedpantingonthearbourbench。
Billyscarcelyknewwhenhereachedtheroad。Hislightfeetbarelytouchedthesoftway,soswiftlyheflew。
Hevaultedthefenceandburstintothehouse。
\"AuntMargaret!UncleWesley!\"hescreamed。\"Listen!
Listen!She\'splayingit!Elnora\'splayingherviolinathome!AndAuntKateisdancinglikeanythingbeforethearbour!Isawherinthemoonlight!Irandown!
Oh,AuntMargaret!\"
BillyfledsobbingtoMargaret\'sbreast。
\"WhyBilly!\"shechided。\"Don\'tcry,youlittledunce!
That\'swhatwe\'veallprayedforthesemanyyears;butyoumustbemistakenaboutKate。Ican\'tbelieveit。\"
Billyliftedhishead。\"Well,youjusthaveto!\"hesaid。
\"WhenIsayIsawanything,UncleWesleyknowsIdid。
Thecitymanwasdancingwithher。TheydancedtogetherandElnoralaughed。Butitdidn\'tlookfunnytome;
Iwasscared。\"
\"Whowasitsaid`wondersnevercease,\'\"askedWesley。
\"Youmarkmyword,onceyougetKateComstockstarted,youcan\'tstopher。There\'sawagonloadofpenned-upforceinher。Dancinginthemoonlight!Well,I\'llbehanged!\"
Billywasathissideinstantly。\"Whoeverdoesitwillhavetohangme,too,\"hecried。
SintonthrewhisarmaroundBillyanddrewhimclosely。
\"Tellusallaboutit,son,\"hesaid。Billytold。\"AndwhenElnorajuststoppedabreath,`Can\'tyouplaysomeoftheoldthingsIknewwhenIwasagirl?\'saidherma。
ThenElnorabegantodoathingthatmadeyouwanttowhirlroundandround,andquicker\'anscattherewashermaa-whirling。Thecityman,heupsandgrabsherandwhirls,too,andbackinthewoodsIwasgoingjustliketheydid。Elnorabeginstolaugh,andIrantotellyou,cosIknewyou\'dliketoknow。Now,alltheworldisright,ain\'tit?\"endedBillyinsupremesatisfaction。
\"Youjustbetitis!\"saidWesley。
BillylookedsteadilyatMargaret。\"Isit,AuntMargaret?\"
MargaretSintonsmiledathimbravely。
AnhourlaterwhenBillywasreadytoclimbthestairstohisroom,hewenttoMargarettosaygoodnight。
Heleanedagainstheraninstant,thenbroughthislipstoherear。\"WishIcouldgetyourlittlegirlsbackforyou!\"hewhisperedanddashedtowardthestairs。
DownattheComstockcabintheviolinplayedonuntilElnorawassotiredshescarcelycouldliftthebow。
ThenPhilipwenthome。Thewomenwalkedtothegatewithhim,andstoodwatchinghimfromsight。
\"That\'swhatIcallonedecentyoungman!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Toseehimfitinwithus,you\'dthinkhe\'dbeenbroughtupinacabin;butit\'slikelyhe\'salwayshadtheverycreamo\'thepot。\"
\"Yes,Ithinkso,\"laughedElnora,\"butithasn\'thurthim。I\'veneverseenanythingIcouldcriticise。
He\'steachingmesomuch,unconsciously。YouknowhegraduatedfromHarvard,andhasseveraldegreesinlaw。
He\'scominginthemorning,andwearegoingtoputinabigdayonCatocalae。\"
\"Whichis——?\"
\"Thosegraymothswithwingsthatfoldbacklikebigflies,andtheyappearasiftheyhadbeencarvedfromoldwood。Then,whentheyfly,thelowerwingsflashoutandtheyareredandblack,orgoldandblack,orpinkandblack,ordozensofbright,beautifulcolourscombinedwithblack。Nooneeverhasclassifiedallofthemandwrittentheircompletehistory,unlesstheBirdWomanisdoingitnow。Shewantseverythingshecangetaboutthem。\"
\"Iremember,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Theyaremightyprettythings。I\'vestartedupslewsofthemfromthevinescoveringthelogs,allmylife。Imustbecautiousandcatchthemafterthis,buttheyseempowerfulspry。
Imightgetholdofsomethingrare。\"Shethoughtintentlyandadded,\"Andwouldn\'tknowitifIdid。
Itwouldjustbemyluck。I\'vehadtherarestthingonearthinreachthismanyadayandonlyhadthewittocinchitjustasitwasgoing。I\'llbetIdon\'tletanythingelseescapeme。\"
NextmorningPhilipcameearly,andheandElnorawentatoncetothefieldsandwoods。Mrs。Comstockhadcometobelievesoimplicitlyinhimthatshenowstayedathometocompletetheworkbeforeshejoinedthem,andwhenshedidsheoftensatsewing,leavingthemwanderinghoursatatime。Itwasnoonbeforeshefinished,andthenshepackedabasketoflunch。
ShefoundElnoraandPhilipnearthevioletpatch,whichwasstillinitsprime。Theyalllunchedtogetherintheshadeofawildcrabthicket,withflowersspreadattheirfeet,andthegoldoriolesstreakingtheairwithflashesoflightandtrailingecstasybehindthem,whilethered-
wings,asalways,askedthemostimpertinentquestions。
ThenMrs。Comstockcarriedthebasketbacktothecabin,andPhilipandElnorasatonalog,restingafewminutes。
Theyhadunexpectedluck,andbothwereeagertocontinuethesearch。
\"Doyourememberyourpromiseabouttheseviolets?\"
askedhe。\"To-morrowisEdith\'sbirthday,andifI\'dputthemspecialdeliveryonthemorningtrain,she\'dgettheminthelateafternoon。Theyoughttokeepthatlong。SheleavesfortheNorthnextday。\"
\"Ofcourse,youmayhavethem,\"saidElnora。\"Wewillquitlongenoughbeforesuppertogatheralargebunch。
Theycanbepackedsotheywillcarryallright。
Theyshouldbeperfectlyfresh,especiallyifwegatherthemthiseveningandletthemdrinkallnight。\"
ThentheywentbacktohuntCatocalae。Itwasalongandahappysearch。Itledthemintonew,unexplorednooksofthewoods,pastared-pollnest,andwheregoldfinchesprospectedforthistledownforthecradlestheywouldlinealittlelater。Itledthemintorealforest,wheredeep,darkpoolslay,wherethehermitthrushandthewoodrobinextractedtheessencefromallotherbirdmelody,andpoureditoutintheirpurebell-tonenotes。Itseemedasifeveryoldgraytree-trunk,slabofloosebark,andprostratelogyieldedtheflashinggraytreasures;
whileofallotherstheyseemedtotakealarmmosteasily,andbemostdifficulttocapture。
PhilipcametoElnoraatdusk,daintilyholdingonebythebody,itsdarkwingsshowinganditslongslenderlegstryingtoclasphisfingersandcreepfromhishold。
\"Ohformercy\'ssake!\"criedElnora,staringathim。
\"Ihalfbelieveit!\"exultedAmmon。
\"Didyoueverseeone?\"
\"Onlyincollections,andveryseldomthere。\"
Elnorastudiedtheblackwingsintently。\"Isurelybelievethat\'sSappho,\"shemarvelled。\"TheBirdWomanwillbeoverjoyed。\"
\"Wemustgetthecyanidejarquickly,\"saidPhilip。
\"Iwouldn\'tloseherforanything。Suchachaseassheledme!\"
Elnorabroughtthejarandbegangatheringupparaphernalia。
\"Whenyoumakeafindlikethat,\"shesaid,\"it\'stherighttimetoquitandfeelgloriousalltherestofthatday。ItellyouI\'mproud!Wewillgonow。Wehavebarelytimetocarryoutourplansbeforesupper。
Won\'tmotherbepleasedtoseethatwehavearareone?\"
\"I\'dliketoseeanyonemorepleasedthanIam!\"saidPhilipAmmon。\"IfeelasifI\'dearnedmysupperto-night。
Let\'sgo。\"
HetookthegreaterpartoftheloadandsteppedasideforElnoratoprecedehim。Shefollowedthepath,brokenbythegrazingcattle,towardthecabinandnearestthevioletpatchshestopped,laiddownhernet,andthethingsshecarried。Philippassedherandhurriedstraighttowardthebackgate。
\"Aren\'tyougoingto——?\"beganElnora。
\"I\'mgoingtogetthismothhomeinahurry,\"hesaid。
\"Thiscyanidehaslostitsstrength,andit\'snotworkingwell。Weneedsomefreshinthejar。\"
Hehadforgottentheviolets!Elnorastoodlookingafterhim,acuriousexpressiononherface。Onesecondso——thenshepickedupthenetandfollowed。Attheblue-borderedpoolshepausedandhalfturnedback,thensheclosedherlipsfirmlyandwenton。Itwasnineo\'clockwhenPhilipsaidgood-bye,andstartedtotown。HisgaywhistlefloatedtothemfromthefarthestcorneroftheLimberlost。Elnoracomplainedofbeingtired,soshewenttoherroomandtobed。Butsleepwouldnotcome。
Thoughtwasracinginherbrainandthelongershelaythewiderawakeshegrew。Atlastshesoftlyslippedfrombed,lightedherlampandbeganopeningboxes。Thenshewenttowork。Twohourslaterabeautifulbirchbarkbasket,stronglyandartisticallymade,stoodonhertable。
Shesetatinyalarmclockatthree,returnedtobedandfellasleepinstantlywithasmileonherlips。
Shewasonthefloorwiththefirsttinkleofthealarm,andhastilydressing,shepickedupthebasketandaboxtofitit,creptdownthestairs,andouttothevioletpatch。
Shewasunafraidasitwasgrowinglight,andliningthebasketwithdampmossessheswiftlybeganpicking,withpractisedhands,thebestoftheflowers。Shescarcelycouldtellwhichwerefreshestattimes,butdaysooncamecreepingovertheLimberlostandpeepedather。Therobinsawokealltheirneighbours,andababelofbirdnotesfilledtheair。Thedewwasdripping,whilethefirststrongraysoflightfellonaworldinwhichElnoraworshipped。
Whenthebasketwasfilledtooverflowing,shesetitinthestoutpasteboardbox,packeditsolidwithmosses,tieditfirmlyandslippedunderthecordanoteshehadwrittenthepreviousnight。
ThenshetookashortcutacrossthewoodsandwalkedswiftlytoOnabasha。Itwasaftersixo\'clock,butallofthecityshewishedtoavoidwereasleep。Shehadnotroubleinfindingasmallboyout,andshestoodatadistancewaitingwhileherangDr。Ammon\'sbellanddeliveredthepackageforPhiliptoamaid,withthenotewhichwastobegivenhimatonce。
Onthewayhomethroughthewoodspassingsomebaitedtreesshecollectedthecaptivemoths。SheenteredthekitchenwiththemsonaturallythatMrs。Comstockmadenocomment。AfterbreakfastElnorawenttoherroom,clearedawayalltraceofthenight\'sworkandwasoutinthearbourmountingmothswhenPhilipcamedowntheroad。\"Iamtiredsitting,\"shesaidtohermother。
\"IthinkIwillwalkafewrodsandmeethim。\"
\"Who\'satrump?\"hecalledfromafar。
\"Notyou!\"retortedElnora。\"Confessthatyouforgot!\"
\"Completely!\"saidPhilip。\"Butluckilyitwouldnothavebeenfatal。IwrotePollylastweektosendEdithsomethingappropriateto-day,withmycard。Butthattouchfromthewoodswillbeveryeffective。ThankyoumorethanIcansay。AuntAnnaandIunpackedittoseethebasket,anditwasabeauty。Shesaysyouarealwaysdoingsuchthings。\"
\"Well,Ihopenot!\"laughedElnora。\"Ifyou\'dseenmesneakingoutbeforedawn,nottoawakenmotherandcominginwithmothstomakeherthinkI\'dbeentothetrees,you\'dknowitwasamostespecialoccasion。\"
\"ThenPhilipunderstoodtwothings:Elnora\'smotherdidnotknowoftheearlymorningtriptothecity,andthegirlhadcometomeethimtotellhimso。
\"Youwereabricktodoit!\"hewhisperedasheclosedthegatebehindthem。\"I\'llneverforgetyouforit。
Thankyoueversomuch。\"
\"Ididnotdothatforyou,\"saidElnoratersely。\"Ididitmostlytopreservemyownself-respect。Isawyouwereforgetting。IfIdiditforanythingbesidesthat,Ididitforher。\"
\"JustlookwhatI\'vebrought!\"saidPhilip,enteringthearbourandgreetingMrs。Comstock。\"BorroweditoftheBirdWoman。Anditisn\'thers。ArareeditionofCatocalaewithcolouredplates。ItoldherthebestI
could,andshesaidtotryforSapphohere。IsuspecttheBirdWomanwillbeoutpresently。Shewasallexcitement。\"
Thentheybentoverthebooktogetherandwiththemountedmothbeforethemdeterminedherfamily。TheBirdWomandidcomelater,andcarriedthemothaway,toputintoabookandElnoraandPhilipwerefreshlyfilledwithenthusiasm。
Sothesedayswerethebeginningoftheweeksthatfollowed。
SixofthemflyingonTime\'swings,eachfilledtothebrimwithinterest。AfterJune,themothhuntsgrewlessfrequent;thefieldsandwoodsweresearchedformaterialforElnora\'sgradework。ThemostabsorbingoccupationtheyfoundwasincarryingoutMrs。Comstock\'ssuggestiontolearnthevitalthingforwhicheachmonthwasdistinctive,andmakethatthekeytothenaturework。Theywroteoutalistofthemonths,oppositeeachthethingsallofthemcouldsuggestwhichseemedtopertaintothatmonthalone,andthentriedtosiftuntiltheyfoundsomethingtypical。Mrs。Comstockwasagreathelp。HermotherhadbeenDutchandhadbroughtfromHollandnumerousquaintsayingsandsuperstitionseasilytraceabletoPliny\'sNaturalHistory;andinMrs。
Comstock\'searlyyearsinOhioshehadheardmuchIndiantalkamongherelders,sosheknewthesignsofeachseason,andsometimestheyhelped。Alwaysherpracticalthoughtandsterlingcommonsensewereuseful。Whentheywereafielduntilexhaustedtheycamebacktothecabinforfood,topreparespecimensandclassifythem,andtotalkovertheday。SometimesPhilipbroughtbooksandreadwhileElnoraandhermotherworked,andeverynightMrs。Comstockaskedfortheviolin。
Herperfecthungerformusicwassufficientevidenceofhowshehadsufferedwithoutit。Sothedayscreptby,golden,filledwithusefulworkandpurepleasure。
Thegrosbeakhadledthefamilyinthemapleabroadandasecondbrood,inawildgrapevineclamberingoverthewell,wasalmostreadyforflight。Thedustlaythickonthecountryroads,thedaysgrewwarmer;summerwasjustpoisingtoslipintofall,andPhilipremained,comingeachdayasifhehadbelongedtherealways。
OnewarmAugustafternoonMrs。Comstocklookedupfromtheruffleonwhichshewasengagedtoseeablue-coatedmessengerenterthegate。
\"IsPhilipAmmonhere?\"askedtheboy。
\"Heis,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"Ihaveamessageforhim。\"
\"Heisinthewoodsbackofthecabin。Iwillringthebell。
Doyouknowifitisimportant?\"
\"Urgent,\"saidtheboy;\"Irodehard。\"
Mrs。Comstocksteppedtothebackdoorandclangedthedinnerbellsharply,pausedasecond,andrangagain。
InashorttimePhilipandElnorarandownthepath。
\"Areyouill,mother?\"criedElnora。
Mrs。Comstockindicatedtheboy。\"ThereisanimportantmessageforPhilip,\"shesaid。
Hemutteredanexcuseandtoreopenthetelegram。
Hiscolourfadedslightly。\"Ihavetotakethefirsttrain,\"
hesaid。\"MyfatherisillandIamneeded。\"
HehandedthesheettoElnora。\"Ihaveabouttwohours,asIrememberthetrainsnorth,butmythingsarealloverUncleDoc\'shouse,soImustgoatonce。\"
\"Certainly,\"saidElnora,givingbackthemessage。
\"IsthereanythingIcandotohelp?Mother,bringPhilipaglassofbuttermilktostarton。Iwillgatherwhatyouhavehere。\"
\"Nevermind。Thereisnothingofimportance。Idon\'twanttobehampered。I\'llsendforitifImissanythingIneed。\"
Philipdrankthemilk,saidgood-byetoMrs。Comstock;
thankedherforallherkindness,andturnedtoElnora。
\"WillyouwalktotheedgeoftheLimberlostwithme?\"
heasked。Elnoraassented。Mrs。Comstockfollowedtothegate,urgedhimtocomeagainsoon,andrepeatedhergood-bye。ThenshewentbacktothearbourtoawaitElnora\'sreturn。Asshewatcheddowntheroadshesmiledsoftly。
\"Ihadanideahewouldspeaktomefirst,\"shethought,\"butthismaychangethingssome。Hehasn\'ttime。
Elnorawillcomebackahappygirl,andshehasgoodreason。Heisamodelyoungman。Herlotwillbeverydifferentfrommine。\"
Shepickedupherembroideryandbegansettingdaintypreciselittlestitches,possibleonlytocertainwomen。
OntheroadElnoraspokefirst。\"Idohopeitisnothingserious,\"shesaid。\"Isheusuallystrong?\"
\"Quitestrong,\"saidPhilip。\"IamnotatallalarmedbutIamverymuchashamed。Ihavebeenwellenoughforthepastmonthtohavegonehomeandhelpedhimwithsomecriticalcasesthatwerekeepinghimatworkinthisheat。IwasenjoyingmyselfsoIwouldn\'toffertogo,andhewouldnotaskmetocome,solongashecouldhelpit。Ihaveallowedhimtoovertaxhimselfuntilheisdown,andmotherandPollyarenorthatourcottage。
He\'sneverbeensickbefore,andit\'sprobableIamtoblamethatheisnow。\"
\"Heintendedyoutostaythislongwhenyoucame,\"
urgedElnora。
\"Yes,butit\'shotinChicago。Ishouldhaverememberedhim。Heisalwaysthinkingofme。Possiblyhehasneededmefordays。IamashamedtogotohiminsplendidconditionandadmitthatIwashavingsuchafinetimeIforgottocomehome。\"
\"Youhavehadafinetime,then?\"askedElnora。
Theyhadreachedthefence。Philipvaultedovertotakeashortcutacrossthefields。Heturnedandlookedather。
\"Thebest,thesweetest,andmostwholesometimeanymaneverhadinthisworld,\"hesaid。\"Elnora,ifItalkedhoursIcouldn\'tmakeyouunderstandwhatagirlIthinkyouare。IneverinallmylifehatedanythingasIhateleavingyou。ItseemstomethatIhavenotstrengthtodoit。\"
\"Ifyouhavelearnedanythingworthwhilefromme,\"
saidElnora,\"thatshouldbeit。Justtohavestrengthtogotoyourduty,andtogoquickly。\"
Hecaughtthehandsheheldouttohiminbothhis。
\"Elnora,thesedayswehavehadtogether,havetheybeensweettoyou?\"
\"Beautifuldays!\"saidElnora。\"Eachlikeaperfectdreamtobethoughtoverandoverallmylife。Oh,theyhavebeentheonlyreallyhappydaysI\'veeverknown;
thesedaysrichwithmother\'slove,anddoingusefulworkwithyourhelp。Good-bye!Youmusthurry!\"
Philipgazedather。Hetriedtodropherhand,onlyclutcheditcloser。Suddenlyhedrewhertowardhim。
\"Elnora,\"hewhispered,\"willyoukissmegood-bye?\"
Elnoradrewbackandstaredathimwithwideeyes。
\"I\'dstrikeyousooner!\"shesaid。\"HaveIeversaidordoneanythinginyourpresencethatmadeyoufeelfreetoaskthat,PhilipAmmon?\"
\"No!\"pantedPhilip。\"No!IthinksomuchofyouIwantedtotouchyourlipsoncebeforeIleftyou。
Youknow,Elnora——\"
\"Don\'tdistressyourself,\"saidElnoracalmly。\"Iambroadenoughtojudgeyousanely。Iknowwhatyoumean。
Itwouldbenoharmtoyou。Itwouldnotmattertome,butherewewillthinkofsomeoneelse。EdithCarrwouldnotwantyourlipsto-morrowifsheknewtheyhadtouchedmineto-day。Iwaswisetosay:`Goquickly!\'\"
Philipstillclungtoher。\"Willyouwriteme?\"hebegged。
\"No,\"saidElnora。\"Thereisnothingtosay,savegood-bye。
Wecandothatnow。\"
Heheldon。\"Promisethatyouwillwritemeonlyoneletter,\"heurged。\"Iwantjustonemessagefromyoutolockinmydesk,andkeepalways。Promiseyouwillwriteonce,Elnora。\"
Shelookedintohiseyes,andsmiledserenely。\"Ifthetalkingtreestellmethiswinter,thesecretofhowamanmaygrowperfect,Iwillwriteyouwhatitis,Philip。
InallthetimeIhaveknownyou,Ineverhavelikedyousolittle。Good-bye。\"