Shedrewawayherhandandswiftlyturnedbacktotheroad。
PhilipAmmon,wordless,startedtowardOnabashaonarun。
Elnoracrossedtheroad,climbedthefenceandsoughttheshelteroftheirownwoods。Shechoseadiagonalcourseandfollowedituntilshecametothepathleadingpastthevioletpatch。Shewentdownthishurriedly。
Herhandswereclenchedatherside,hereyesdryandbright,hercheeksred-flushed,andherbreathcomingfast。
Whenshereachedthepatchsheturnedintoitandstoodlookingaroundher。
Themossesweredry,theflowersgone,weedsafoothighcoveredit。Sheturnedawayandwentondownthepathuntilshewasalmostinsightofthecabin。
Mrs。ComstocksmiledandwaitedinthearbouruntilitoccurredtoherthatElnorawasalongtimecoming,soshewenttothegate。TheroadstretchedawaytowardtheLimberlostemptyandlonely。ThensheknewthatElnorahadgoneintotheirownwoodsandwouldcomeinthebackway。Shecouldnotunderstandwhythegirldidnothurrytoherwithwhatshewouldhavetotell。
Shewentoutandwanderedaroundthegarden。Thenshesteppedintothepathandstartedalongthewayleadingtothewoods,pastthepoolnowframedinathicksettingofyellowlilies。Thenshesaw,andstopped,gaspingforbreath。
Herhandsflewupandherlinedfacegrewghastly。
Shestaredattheskyandthenattheprostrategirlfigure。
Overandovershetriedtospeak,butonlyadrybreathcame。
Sheturnedandfledbacktothegarden。
Inthefamiliarenclosureshegazedaroundherlikeacagedanimalseekingescape。Thesunbeatdownonherbareheadmercilessly,andmechanicallyshemovedtotheshadeofahalf-grownhickorytreethatvoluntarilyhadsproutedbesidethemilkhouse。Atherfeetlayanaxewithwhichshemadekindlingsforfires。Shestoopedandpickeditup。Thememoryofthatpronefiguresobbinginthegrasscaughtherwitharenewedspasm。Sheshuthereyesasiftocloseitout。ThatmadehearingsoacuteshefeltcertainsheheardElnoramoaningbesidethepath。
Theeyesflewopen。Theylookedstraightatafewspindlingtomatoplantssettoonearthetreeandstuntedbyitsshade。Mrs。Comstockwhirledonthehickoryandswungtheaxe。Herhairshookdown,herclothingbecamedisarranged,intheheattheperspirationstreamed,butstrokefellonstrokeuntilthetreecrashedover,grazingacornerofthemilkhouseandsmashingthegardenfenceontheeast。
AtthesoundElnorasprangtoherfeetandcamerunningdownthegardenwalk。\"Mother!\"shecried。\"Mother!
Whatintheworldareyoudoing?\"
Mrs。Comstockwipedherghastlyfaceonherapron。
\"I\'velaidouttocutthattreeforyears,\"shesaid。
\"Itshadesthebeetsinthemorning,andthetomatoesintheafternoon!\"
Elnorautteredonewildlittlecryandfledintohermother\'sarms。\"Ohmother!\"shesobbed。\"Willyoueverforgiveme?\"
Mrs。Comstock\'sarmsswepttogetherinatightgriparoundElnora。
\"Thereisn\'tathingonGod\'sfootstoolfromatoizzardIwon\'tforgiveyou,mypreciousgirl!\"shesaid。\"Tellmotherwhatitis!\"
Elnoraliftedherwetface。\"Hetoldme,\"shepanted,\"justassoonashedecentlycould——thatseconddayhetoldme。Almostallhislifehe\'sbeenengagedtoagirlathome。Henevercaredanythingaboutme。Hewasonlyinterestedinthemothsandgrowingstrong。\"
Mrs。Comstock\'sarmstightened。Withashakinghandshestrokedthebrighthair。
\"Tellme,honey,\"shesaid。\"Ishetoblameforasingleoneofthesetears?\"
\"Notone!\"sobbedElnora。\"Ohmother,Iwon\'tforgiveyouifyoudon\'tbelievethat。Notone!Heneversaid,orlooked,ordidanythingalltheworldmightnothaveknown。Helikesmeverymuchasafriend。
Hehatedtogodreadfully!\"
\"Elnora!\"themother\'sheadbentuntilthewhitehairmingledwiththebrown。\"Elnora,whydidn\'tyoutellmeatfirst?\"
Elnoracaughtherbreathinasharpsnatch。\"IknowIshould!\"shesobbed。\"Iwillbearanypunishmentfornot,butIdidn\'tfeelasifIpossiblycould。Iwasafraid。\"
\"Afraidofwhat?\"theshakinghandwasonthehairagain。
\"Afraidyouwouldn\'tlethimcome!\"pantedElnora。
\"Andoh,mother,Iwantedhimso!\"
CHAPTERXVIII
WHEREINMRS。COMSTOCKEXPERIMENTSWITHREJUVENATION,ANDELNORATEACHESNATURALHISTORY
ForthefollowingweekMrs。ComstockandElnoraworkedsohardtherewasnotimetotalk,andtheywerecompelledtosleepfromphysicalexhaustion。
Neitherofthemmadeanypretenceofeating,fortheycouldnotswallowwithoutaneffort,sotheydrankmilkandworked。ElnorakeptonsettingbaitforCatacolaeandSphinginae,which,unlikethebigmothsofJune,liveseveralmonths。Shetookallthedragonfliesandbutterfliesshecould,andwhenshewentoverthelistforthemanofIndia,shefound,toheramazement,thatwithPhilip\'shelpsheoncemorehaditcompletesaveapairofYellowEmperors。
ThiscircumstancewassosurprisingshehadafleetingthoughtofwritingPhilipandaskinghimtoseeifhecouldnotsecureherapair。ShedidtelltheBirdWoman,whofromeverysourceathercommandtriedtocompletetheserieswiththesemoths,butcouldnotfindanyforsale。
\"IthinkthemillsoftheGodsaregrindingthisgrist,\"
saidElnora,\"andwemightaswellwaitpatientlyuntiltheychoosetosendaYellowEmperor。\"
Mrs。Comstockinventedwork。Whenshehadnothingmoretodo,shehoedinthegardenalthoughtheearthwashardanddryandtherewerenoplantsthatreallyneededattention。
ThencameanotificationthatElnorawouldbecompelledtoattendaweek\'ssessionoftheTeachers\'InstituteheldatthecountyseattwentymilesnorthofOnabashathefollowingweek。Thatgavethemsomethingofwhichtothinkandrealworktodo。Elnorawasrequestedtobringherviolin。Asshewasontheprogrammeofoneofthemostimportantsessionsforatalkonnatureworkingradeschools,shewasdriventoprepareherspeech,alsotoselectandpractisesomemusic。Hermotherturnedherattentiontoclothing。
TheywenttoOnabashatogetherandpurchasedasimpleandappropriatefallsuitandhat,goodsforadaintylittlecolouredfrock,andadressskirtandseveralfancywaists。
MargaretSintoncamedownandthesewingbegan。Wheneverythingwasfinishedandpacked,Elnorakissedhermothergood-byeatthedepot,andenteredthetrain。Mrs。Comstockwentintothewaiting-roomanddroppedintoaseattorest。Herheartwassosoreherwholeleftsidefelttender。Shewashalfstarvedforthefoodshehadnoappetitetotake。Shehadworkedindoggeddeterminationuntilshewasexhausted。
Foratimeshesimplysatandrested。Thenshebegantothink。
ShewasgladElnorahadgonewhereshewouldbecompelledtofixhermindonothermattersforafewdays。Sherememberedthegirlhadsaidshewantedtogo。
Schoolwouldbeginthefollowingweek。ShethoughtoverwhatElnorawouldhavetodotoaccomplishherworksuccessfully。Shewouldbecompelledtoariseatsixo\'clock,walkthreemilesthroughvaryingweather,leadthehighschoolorchestra,andthenputintheremainderofthedaytravellingfrombuildingtobuildingoverthecity,teachingaspecifiedlengthoftimeeveryweekineachroom。
Shemusthaveherobjectlessonsready,andshemustdoacertainamountofpractisingwiththeorchestra。Thenacoldlunchatnoon,andathree-milewalkatnight。
\"Humph!\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"togetthroughthatthegirlwouldhavetobemadeofcast-iron。IwonderhowIcanhelpherbest?\"
Shethoughtdeeply。
\"Thelesssheseesofwhatshe\'sbeenhavingallsummer,thesoonershe\'llfeelbetteraboutit,\"shemuttered。
Shearose,wenttothebankandinquiredforthecashier。
\"IwanttoknowjusthowIamfixedhere,\"shesaid。
Thecashierlaughed。\"Youhaven\'tbeeninahurry,\"
hereplied。\"Wehavebeenreadyforyouanytimethesetwentyyears,butyoudidn\'tseemtopaymuchattention。
Youraccountisratherflourishing。Interest,whenitgetstocompounding,isquiteamoneybreeder。ComebackheretoatableandIwillshowyouyourbalances。\"
Mrs。Comstocksankintoachairandwaitedwhilethecashierreadajumbleoffigurestoher。Itmeantthatherdepositshadexceededherexpensesfromonetothreehundreddollarsayear,accordingtothecattle,sheep,hogs,poultry,butter,andeggsshehadsold。
Theaggregateofthesesumshadbeencompoundinginterestthroughouttheyears。Mrs。Comstockstaredatthetotalwithdazedandunbelievingeyes。Throughhersickheartrushedtherealization,thatifshemerelyhadstoodbeforethatwicketandaskedonequestion,shewouldhaveknownthatallthosebitteryearsofskimpingforElnoraandherselfhadbeenunnecessary。Shearoseandwentbacktothedepot。
\"Iwanttosendamessage,\"shesaid。Shepickedupthepencil,andwithrashextravagance,wrote,\"Foundmoneyatbankdidn\'tknowabout。Ifyouwanttogotocollege,comeonfirsttrainandgetready。\"
Shehesitatedasecondandthenshesaidtoherselfgrimly,\"Yes,I\'llpayforthat,too,\"andrecklesslyadded,\"Withlove,Mother。\"Thenshesatwaitingfortheanswer。Itcameinlessthananhour。\"Willteachthiswinter。Withdearestlove,Elnora。\"
Mrs。Comstockheldthemessagealongtime。Whenshearoseshewasravenouslyhungry,butthepaininherheartwasalittleeasier。Shewenttoarestaurantandatesomefood,thentoadressmakerwheresheorderedfourdresses:twoveryplainevery-dayones,aserviceabledarkgrayclothsuit,andasoftlightgraysilkwithtouchesoflavenderandlace。ShemadeaheavylistofpurchasesatBrownlee\'s,andtheremainderofthedayshedidbusinessinherdirectandspiritedway。Atnightshewassotiredshescarcelycouldwalkhome,butshebuiltafireandcookedandateaheartymeal。
Latershewentoutbesidethewestfenceandgatheredanarmfuloftansywhichsheboiledtoathickgreentea。
Thenshestirredinoatmealuntilitwasastiffpaste。
Shespreadasheetoverherbedandbegantearingstripsofoldmuslin。Shebandagedeachhandandarmwiththemixtureandplasteredthesoggy,evil-smellingstuffinathickpoulticeoverherfaceandneck。Shewassotiredshewenttosleep,andwhensheawokeshewashalfskinned。
Shebathedherfaceandhands,didtheworkandwentbacktotown,cominghomeatnighttogothroughthesameprocess。
Bythethirdmorningshewasarawevenred,thefourthshehadfadedtoabrilliantpinkunderthesoothinginfluenceofacreamrecommended。ThatdaycamealetterfromElnorasayingthatshewouldremainwhereshewasuntilSaturdaymorning,andthencometoEllenBrownlee\'satOnabashaandstayfortheSaturday\'ssessionofteacherstoarrangetheiryear\'swork。
SundaywasEllen\'slastdayathome,andshewantedElnoraverymuch。ShehadtocalltogethertheorchestraandpractisethemSunday;andcouldnotcomehomeuntilafterschoolMondaynight。Mrs。Comstockatonceansweredthelettersayingthosearrangementssuitedher。
Thefollowingdayshewasapalepink,lateradelicateporcelainwhite。Thenshewenttoahairdresserandhadtheropeofsnowyhairwhichcoveredherscalpwashed,dressed,andfastenedwithsuchpinsandcombsasweredecidedtobemostbecoming。Shetooksamplesofherdresses,wenttoamilliner,andboughtastreethattomatchhersuit,andagraysatinwithlavenderorchidstowearwiththesilkdress。Herlastinvestmentwasaloosecoatofsoftgraybroadclothwithwhitelining,andtouchesoflavenderontheembroideredcollar,andgrayglovestomatch。
Thenshewenthome,restedandworkedbyturnsuntilMonday。Whenschoolclosedonthatevening,Elnora,sotiredshealmosttrembled,camedownthelongwalkafteralatesessionofteachers\'meeting,tobestoppedbyamessengerboy。
\"There\'saladywantstoseeyoumostimportant。
Iamtotakeyoutotheplace,\"hesaid。
Elnoragroaned。Shecouldnotimaginewhowantedher,buttherewasnothingtodobutfindout;tiredandanxioustoseehermotherasshewas。
\"Thisistheplace,\"saidtheboy,andwenthiswaywhistling。
Elnorawasthreeblocksfromthehighschoolbuildingonthesamestreet。Shewasbeforeaquaintoldhouse,freshwithpaintandcoveredwithvines。Therewasalongwidelot,grass-covered,closelysetwithtrees,andabarnandchickenparkatthebackthatseemedtobeoccupied。Elnorasteppedontheverandawhichwasfurnishedwithstrawrugs,bent-
hickorychairs,hangingbaskets,andatablewithawork-
boxandmagazines,andknockedatthescreendoor。
Insideshecouldseepolishedfloors,wallsfreshlypaperedinlow-tonedharmoniouscolours,strawrugsandmadrascurtains。
Itseemedtobearestful,homelikeplacetowhichshehadcome。
Asecondlaterdownanopenstairwaycameatall,dark-eyedwomanwithcheeksfaintlypinkandacrownoffluffysnow-
whitehair。Sheworealavenderginghamdresswithwhitecollarandcuffs,andshecalledassheadvanced:\"Thatscreenisn\'tlatched!Openitandcomeseeyourbrand-newmother,mygirl。\"
Elnorasteppedinsidethedoor。\"Mother!\"shecried。
\"Youmymother!Idon\'tbelieveit!\"
\"Well,youbetter!\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"becauseit\'strue!YousaidyouwishedIwereliketheothergirls\'mothers,andI\'veshotasclosethemarkasIcouldwithoutanypractice。Ithoughtthatwalkwouldbetoomuchforyouthiswinter,soIjustrentedthishouseandmovedin,tobenearyou,andhelpmoreincaseI\'mneeded。
I\'veonlylivedhereaday,butIlikeitsowellI\'veamortalbignotiontobuytheplace。\"
\"Butmother!\"protestedElnora,clingingtoherwonderingly。
\"Youareperfectlybeautiful,andthishouseisalittleparadise,buthowwillweeverpayforit?Wecan\'taffordit!\"
\"Humph!HaveyouforgottenItelegraphedyouI\'dfoundsomemoneyIdidn\'tknowabout?AllI\'vedoneispaidfor,andplentymoretosettleforallI
proposetodo。\"
Mrs。Comstockglancedaroundwithsatisfaction。
\"Imaygethomesickasapupbeforespring,\"shesaid,\"butifIdoIcangoback。IfIdon\'t,I\'llsellsometimberandputafewoilwellswheretheydon\'tshowmuch。
Icanhavelandenoughclearedforafewfieldsandputatenantonourfarm,andwewillbuythisandsettlehere。
It\'sforsale。\"
\"Youdon\'tlookit,butyou\'vesurelygonemad!\"
\"Justthereverse,mygirl,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"I\'vegonesane。Ifyouaregoingtoundertakethiswork,youmustbeconvenienttoit。Andyourmothershouldbewhereshecanseethatyouareproperlydressed,fed,andcaredfor。Thisisour——letmethink——reception-room。
Howdoyoulikeit?Thisdoorleadstoyourworkroomandstudy。
Ididn\'tdomuchtherebecauseIwasn\'tsureofmyway。
ButIknewyouwouldwantarug,curtains,table,shelvesforbooks,andacaseforyourspecimens,soIhadacarpentershelveandenclosethatendofit。Looksprettyneattome。Thedining-roomandkitchenareback,oneofthecowsinthebarn,andsomechickensinthecoop。
Iunderstandthatnoneoftheothergirls\'mothersmilkacow,soaneighbourboywilltendtooursforathirdofthemilk。Therearethreebedrooms,andabathupstairs。
Gotakeone,putonsomefreshclothes,andcometosupper。
Youcanfindyourroombecauseyourthingsareinit。\"
Elnorakissedhermotheroverandover,andhurriedupstairs。
Sheidentifiedherroombythedressing-case。Therewereaprettyrug,andcurtains,whiteironbed,plainandrockingchairstomatchhercase,ashirtwaistchest,andthebigclosetwasfilledwithheroldclothingandseveralnewdresses。Shefoundthebathroom,bathed,dressedinfreshlinenandwentdowntoasupperthatwasanevidenceofMrs。Comstock\'shighestartincooking。
Elnorawassohungrysheateherfirstrealmealintwoweeks。
Butthebiteswentdownslowlybecausesheforgotabouttheminwatchinghermother。
\"Howonearthdidyoudoit?\"sheaskedatlast。\"Ialwaysthoughtyouwerenaturallybrownasanut。\"
\"Oh,thatwastanandsunburn!\"explainedMrs。Comstock。
\"IalwaysknewIwaswhiteunderneathit。IhatedtoshademyfacebecauseIhadn\'tanythingbutasunbonnet,andIcouldn\'tstandforittotouchmyears,soIwentbareheadedandtookallthecolourIaccumulated。
ButwhenIbegantothinkofmovingyouintoyourwork,IsawImustputupanappearancethatwouldn\'tdisgraceyou,soIthoughtI\'dbestremovethecrust。Ittooksometime,andIhopeImaydiebeforeIeverendurethefeelandthesmellofthestuffIusedagain,butitskinnedmenicely。Whatyounowseeismyownwithalittledustofricepowder,forprotection。I\'msortoftenderyet。\"
\"Andyourlovely,lovelyhair?\"breathedElnora。
\"Hairdresserdidthat!\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"Itcostlikesmoke。ButIwatchedher,andwithalittlehelpfromyouIcanwashitalonenexttime,thoughitwillbehardwork。Ilethermonkeywithituntilshesaidshehadfound`mystyle。\'ThenItoreitdownandhadhershowmehowtobuilditupagainthreetimes。
Ithoughtmyarmswoulddrop。WhenIpaidthebillforherwork,thetimeI\'dtaken,thepins,andcombsshe\'dused,Inearlyhadheartfailure,butIdidn\'tturnahairbeforeher。Ijustsmiledathersweetlyandsaid,`Howreasonableyouare!\'Cometothinkofit,shewas!Shemighthavechargedmetendollarsforwhatshedidquiteaswellasnineseventy-five。Icouldn\'thavehelpedmyself。
Ihadmadenobargaintobeginon。\"
ThenElnoraleanedbackinherchairandshouted,inagustofheartylaughter,soalittleoftheacheceasedinherbreast。Therewasnotimetothink,theremainderofthatevening,shewassotiredshehadtosleep,whilehermotherdidnotawakenheruntilshebarelyhadtimetodress,breakfastandreachschool。Therewasnothinginthenewlifetoremindheroftheold。Itseemedasiftherenevercameaminuteforretrospection,buthermotherappearedonthescenewithmorework,orsomeentertainingthingtodo。
Mrs。ComstockinvitedElnora\'sfriendstovisither,andprovedherselfabrightandinterestinghostess。
Shedigestedasubjectbeforeshespoke;andwhensheadvancedaview,herpointwassuretobeoriginalandterselyexpressed。Beforethreemonthspeoplewaitedtohearwhatshehadtosay。Shekeptherappearancesoinmindthatshemadeahandsomeandadistinguishedfigure。
ElnoranevermentionedPhilipAmmon,neitherdidMrs。Comstock。EarlyinDecembercameanoteandabigboxfromhim。Itcontainedseveralbooksonnaturesubjectswhichwouldbeofmuchhelpinschoolwork,anumberofconveniencesElnoracouldnotafford,andapairofglass-coveredplastercasts,foreachlargemothshehad。Inthesetheupperandunderwingsofmaleandfemaleshowed。Heexplainedthatshewouldbreakherspecimenseasily,carryingthemaroundinboxes。Hehadseentheseandthoughttheywouldbeofuse。Elnorawasdelightedwiththem,andatoncebeganthetediousprocessofsofteningthemountedmothsandfittingthemtothecastsmouldedtoreceivethem。Hertimewassotakeninschool,sheprogressedslowly,sohermotherundertookthiswork。Aftertryingoneortwoverycommononesshelearnedtohandlethemostdelicatewithease。Shetookkeenprideinrelaxingthetensemoths,fittingthemtothecases,polishingtheglasscoverstothelastdegreeandsealingthem。Theresultswerebeautifultobehold。
SoonafterElnorawrotetoPhilip:
DEARFRIEND:
Iamwritingtothankyouforthebooks,andtheboxofconveniencessentmeformywork。Icanuseeverythingwithfineresults。
HopeIamgivinggoodsatisfactioninmyposition。Youwillbeinterestedtolearnthatwhenthesummer\'sworkwasclassifiedandpinned,IagainhadmycompletecollectionforthemanofIndia,saveaYellowEmperor。IhavetriedeverywhereIknow,sohastheBirdWoman。Wecannotfindapairforsale。Fateisagainstme,atleastthisseason。Ishallhavetowaituntilnextyearandtryagain。
Thankyouverymuchforhelpingmewithmycollectionandforthebooksandcases。
Sincerelyyours,ELNORACOMSTOCK。
Philipwasdisappointedoverthatnoteandinsteadofkeepingithetoreitintobitsanddroppedthemintothewastebasket。
ThatwaspreciselywhatElnorahadintendedheshoulddo。
ChristmasbroughtbeautifulcardsofgreetingtoMrs。ComstockandElnora,Easterothers,andtheyearranrapidlytowardspring。Elnora\'spositionhadbeenintenselyabsorbing,whileshehadworkedwithallherpower。
Shehadmadeawonderfulsuccessandwonnewfriends。
Mrs。Comstockhadhelpedineverywayshecould,soshewasverypopularalso。
Throughoutthewintertheyhadenjoyedthecitythoroughly,andthechangeoflifeitafforded,butsignsofspringdidwonderfulthingstotheheartsofthecountry-bredwomen。
ArestlessnessbeganonbrightFebruarydays,calmedduringMarchstormsandattackedfullforceinApril。Whenneithercouldbearitanylongertheywereforcedtodiscussthematterandadmittheyweregrowingillwithpurehomesickness。
Theydecidedtokeepthecityhouseduringthesummer,buttoreturntothefarmtoliveassoonasschoolclosed。
SoMrs。Comstockwouldpreparebreakfastandlunchandthenslipawaytothefarmtomakeupbedsinherploughedgarden,plantseeds,trimandtendherflowers,andpreparethecabinforoccupancy。ThenshewouldgohomeandmaketheeveningascheerfulaspossibleforElnora;inthesedaysshelivedonlyforthegirl。
BothofthemweregladwhenthelastofMaycameandtheschoolsclosed。Theypackedthebooksandclothingtheywishedtotakeintoawagonandwalkedacrossthefieldstotheoldcabin。Astheyapproachedit,Mrs。ComstocksaidtoElnora:\"Youaresureyouwon\'tbelonelyhere?\"
Elnoraknewwhatshereallymeant。
\"Quitesure,\"shesaid。\"ForatimelastfallIwasgladtobeaway,butthatallworeoutwiththewinter。
SpringmademehomesickasIcouldbe。Icanscarcelywaituntilwegetbackagain。\"
Sotheybeganthatsummerastheyhadbegunallothers——withwork。Butbothofthemtookanewjoyineverything,andtheviolinsangbythehourinthetwilight。
CHAPTERXIX
WHEREINPHILIPAMMONGIVESABALLINHONOUROFEDITHCARR,ANDHARTHENDERSONAPPEARSONTHESCENE
EdithCarrstoodinavine-enclosedsideverandaoftheLakeShoreClubHousewaitingwhilePhilipAmmongavesomeimportantorders。InafewdaysshewouldsailforParistoselectawonderfultrousseaushehadplannedforhermarriageinOctober。To-nightPhilipwasgivingaclubdanceinherhonour。Hehadspentdaysindevisingnewandexquisiteeffectsindecorations,entertainment,andsupper。Weeksbeforethefavouredguestshadbeennotified。DaysbeforetheyhadreceivedtheinvitationsaskingthemtoparticipateinthisentertainmentbyPhilipAmmoninhonourofMissCarr。
Theyspokeofitas\"Phil\'sdanceforEdith!\"
Shecouldheartherumbleofcarriagesandthepantingofautomobilesasinasteadystreamtheyrolledtothefrontentrance。Shecouldcatchglimpsesoffloatingdraperiesofgauzeandlace,theflashofjewels,andthepassingofexquisitecolour。Everyonewasnewlyarrayedinherhonourintheloveliestclothing,andthemostexpensivejewelstheycouldcommand。Asshethoughtofitsheliftedherheadatriflehigherandhereyesflashedproudly。
ShewasrobedinaFrenchcreationsuggestedanddesignedbyPhilip。Hehadsaidtoher:\"IknowacompetentjudgewhosaysthedistinctivefeatureofJuneisherexquisitebignightmoths。IwantyoutobetheveryessenceofJunethatnight,asyouwillbetheembodimentoflove。Beamoth。Themostbeautifulofthemiseitherthepale-greenLunaortheYellowImperialis。Bemymoonlady,ormygoldEmpress。\"
Hetookhertothemuseumandshowedherthemoths。
Sheinstantlydecidedontheyellow。Becausesheknewtheshadeswouldmakehermorestartlinglybeautifulthananyothercolour。Tohimshesaid:\"Amoonladyseemssofarawayandcold。Iwouldbeofearthandverynearonthatnight。IchoosetheEmpress。\"
Soshematchedthecoloursexactly,wroteouttheideaandforwardedtheordertoPaquin。To-nightwhenPhilipAmmoncameforher,hestoodspeechlessaminuteandthensilentlykissedherhands。
Forshestoodtall,lithe,ofgraceinborn,herdarkwavinghairhighpiledandcrossedbygoldbandsstuddedwithamethystandatonesideanenamelledlavenderorchidrimmedwithdiamonds,whichflashedandsparkled。Thesoftyellowrobeoflightestweightvelvetfittedherformperfectly,whilefromeachshoulderfellagreatvelvetwinglinedwithlavender,andfleckedwithembroideryofthatcolourinimitationofthemoth。Aroundherthroatwasawonderfulnecklaceandonherarmswerebraceletsofgoldsetwithamethystandrimmedwithdiamonds。Philiphadsaidthathergloves,fan,andslippersmustbelavender,becausethefeetofthemothwerethatcolour。Theseaccessorieshadbeenmadetoorderandembroideredwithgold。Ithadbeenarrangedthathermother,Philip\'s,andafewbestfriendsshouldreceivehisguests。ShewastoappearwhensheledthegrandmarchwithPhilipAmmon。MissCarrwaspositivethatshewouldbethemostbeautiful,andmostexquisitelygownedwomanpresent。Inherheartshethoughtofherselfas\"ImperialisRegalis,\"astheYellowEmpress。
InafewmomentsshewouldstunherworldintofeelingitasPhilipAmmonhaddone,forshehadtakenpainsthatthehistoryofhercostumeshouldbewhisperedtoafewwhowouldgiveitcirculation。Sheliftedherheadproudlyandwaited,forwasnotPhilipplanningsomethingunusualandunsurpassedinherhonour?Thenshesmiled。
ButofallthefragmentarythoughtscrossingherbraintheonethatnevercamewasthatofPhilipAmmonastheEmperor。
Philipthekingofherheart;atleastherequalinallthings。
ShewastheEmpress——yes,Philipwasbutamereman,todeviseentertainments,toprovideluxuries,tohumourwhims,tokisshands!
\"Ah,myluck!\"criedavoicebehindher。
EdithCarrturnedandsmiled。
\"Ithoughtyouwereontheocean,\"shesaid。
\"Ionlyreachedthedock,\"repliedtheman,\"whenIhadaletterthatrecalledmebythefirstlimited。\"
\"Oh!Importantbusiness?\"
\"Theonlybusinessofanyimportanceinalltheworldtome。I\'mtriumphantthatIcame。Edith,youarethemostsuperbwomanineveryrespectthatIhaveeverseen。
Oneglimpseisworththewholejourney。\"
\"Youlikemydress?\"Shemovedtowardhimandturned,liftingherarms。\"Doyouknowwhatitisintendedtorepresent?\"
\"Yes,PollyAmmontoldme。IknewwhenIheardaboutithowyouwouldlook,soIstartedasleuthhunt,togetthefirstpeep。Edith,Icanbecomeintoxicatedmerelywithlookingatyouto-night。\"
Hehalf-closedhiseyesandsmilinglystaredstraightather。
Hewastallerthanshe,aleanman,withclose-croppedlighthair,steel-grayeyes,asquarechinand\"manoftheworld\"
writtenalloverhim。
EdithCarrflushed。\"Ithoughtyourealizedwhenyouwentawaythatyouweretostopthat,HartHenderson,\"
shecried。
\"Idid,butthisletterofwhichItellyoucalledmebacktostartitalloveragain。\"
Shecameastepcloser。\"Whowrotethatletter,andwhatdiditcontainconcerningme?\"shedemanded。
\"Oneofyourmostintimatechumswroteit。ItcontainedthehazardthatpossiblyIhadgivenuptoosoon。ItsaidthatinafitofpetulanceyouhadbrokenyourengagementwithAmmontwicethiswinter,andhehadcomebackbecauseheknewyoudidnotreallymeanit。IthoughtdeeplythereonthedockwhenIreadthat,andmyboatsailedwithoutme。
Iarguedthatanythingsoweakasanengagementtwicebrokenandpatchedupagainwasamightyfrailaffairindeed,andlikelytosmashcompletelyatanytime,soIcameontherun。
IsaidonceIwouldnotseeyoumarryanyotherman。
BecauseIcouldnotbearit,Iplannedtogointoexileofanysorttoescapethat。Ihavechangedmymind。Ihavecomebacktohauntyouuntiltheceremonyisover。ThenIgo,notbefore。Iwasinsane!\"
Thegirllaughedmerrily。\"Nothalfsoinsaneasyouarenow,Hart!\"shecriedgaily。\"YouknowthatPhilipAmmonhasbeendevotedtomeallmylife。NowI\'lltellyousomethingelse,becausethislooksseriousforyou。
Ilovehimwithallmyheart。Notwhilehelivesshallheknowit,andIwilllaughathimifyoutellhim,butthefactremains:Iintendtomarryhim,butnodoubtIshallteasehimconstantly。It\'sgoodforamantobeuncertain。
IfyoucouldseePhilip\'sfaceatthequarterlyreturnofhisring,youwouldunderstandthefunofit。Youhadbetterhavetakenyourboat。\"
\"Possibly,\"saidHendersoncalmly。\"Butyouaretheonlywomanintheworldforme,andwhileyouarefree,asInowseemylight,Iremainnearyou。Youknowtheoldadage。\"
\"ButI\'mnot`free!\'\"criedEdithCarr。\"I\'mtellingyouIamnot。ThisnightismypublicacknowledgmentthatPhilandIarepromised,asourworldhassurmisedsincewewerechildren。Thatpromiseisanactualfact,becauseofwhatIjusthavetoldyou。Mylittlefitsoftemperdon\'tcountwithPhil。He\'sbeenrearedonthem。
Infact,Iofteninventoneinaperfectcalmtoseehimperform。Heisthemostamusingspectacle。But,please,please,dounderstandthatIlovehim,andalwaysshall,andthatweshallbemarried。\"
\"Justthesame,I\'llwaitandseeitanaccomplishedfact,\"saidHenderson。\"AndEdith,becauseIloveyou,withthesortofloveitisworthawoman\'swhiletoinspire,Iwantyourhappinessbeforemyown。SoI
amgoingtosaythistoyou,forIneverdreamedyouwerecapableofthefeelingyouhavedisplayedforPhil。
Ifyoudolovehim,andhavelovedhimalways,adisappointmentwouldcutyoudeeperthanyouknow。
Gocarefulfromnowon!Don\'tstrainthatpatchedengagementofyoursanyfurther。I\'veknownPhilipallmylife。I\'veknownhimthroughboyhood,incollege,andsince。Allmenrespecthim。Wheretherestofusconfessoursins,hestandsclean。Youcangotohisarmswithnothingtoforgive。Markthisthing!Ihaveheardhimsay,`Edithismyslogan,\'andIhaveseenhimmarchhomestronginthestrengthofhisloveforyou,inthefaceoftemptationsbeforewhicheveryothermanofusfell。
Beforethegods!thatoughttobeworthsomethingtoagirl,ifshereallyisthedelicate,sensitive,refinedthingshewouldhavemanbelieve。Itwouldtakeawomanwiththeorganismofanostrichtoenduresomeofthemenhereto-night,ifsheknewthemasIdo;butPhilissoundtothecore。SothisiswhatIwouldsaytoyou:first,yourinstinctsarerightinlovinghim,whynotlethimfeelitinthewaysawomanknows?
Second,don\'tbreakyourengagementagain。Asmenknowtheman,anyofuswouldbeafraidtothesoul。
Helovesyou,yes!Heislong-sufferingforyou,yes!
Butmenknowhehasalimit。Whenthelimitisreached,hewillstandfast,andallthepowerscan\'tmovehim。Youdon\'tseemtothinkit,butyoucangotoofar!\"
\"Isthatall?\"laughedEdithCarrsarcastically。
\"No,thereisonethingmore,\"saidHenderson。\"Hereorhere-after,nowandsolongasIbreathe,Iamyourslave。
YoucandoanythingyouchooseandknowthatIwillkneelbeforeyouagain。Socarrythisinthedepthsofyourheart;noworatanytime,inanyplaceorcondition,merelyliftyourhand,andIwillcome。Anythingyouwantofme,thatthingwillIdo。Iamgoingtowait;ifyouneedme,itisnotnecessarytospeak;onlygivemethefaintestsign。AllyourlifeIwillbesomewherenearyouwaitingforit。\"
\"Idjit!Yourave!\"laughedEdithCarr。\"Howyouwouldfrightenme!Whatabugbearyouwouldraise!
BesensibleandgofindwhatkeepsPhil。Iwaswaitingpatiently,butmypatienceisgoing。Iwon\'tlooknearlysowellasIdonowwhenitisgone。\"
AtthatinstantPhilipAmmonentered。Hewasinfulleveningdressandexceptionallyhandsome。
\"Everythingisready,\"hesaid;\"theyarewaitingforustoleadthemarch。Itisformed。\"
EdithCarrsmiledentrancingly。\"DoyouthinkIamready?\"
Philiplookedwhathethought,andofferedhisarm。
EdithCarrnoddedcarelesslytoHartHenderson,andmovedaway。AttendantspartedthecurtainsandtheYellowEmpressbowingrightandleft,sweptthelengthoftheballroomandtookherplaceattheheadoftheformedprocession。Thelargeopendancingpavilionwasdrapedwithyellowsilkcaughtupwithlilacflowers。
Everycornerwasfilledwithbloomofthosecolours。
Themusicwasplayedbyharpersdressedinyellowandviolet,sotheballopened。
Themidnightsupperwasservedwiththesamecoloursandthelasthalfoftheprogrammewasbeingdanced。
NeverhadgirlbeenmorecomplimentedandpettedinthesamelengthoftimethanEdithCarr。Everyminutesheseemedtogrowmoreworthyofpraise。Apartners\'
dancewascalledandthefloorwasfilledwithcoupleswaitingforthemusic。PhilipstoodwhisperingdelightfulthingstoEdithfacinghim。Fromoutofthenight,inatthewidefrontentrancetothepavilion,theresweptinslowwaveringflightalargeyellowmothandflutteredtowardthecentreclusterofglaringelectriclights。
PhilipAmmonandEdithCarrsawitatthesameinstant。
\"Why,isn\'tthat——?\"shebeganexcitedly。
\"It\'saYellowEmperor!Thisisfate!\"criedPhilip。
\"ThelastoneElnoraneedsforhercollection。Imusthaveit!Excuseme!\"
Herantowardthelight。\"Hats!Handkerchiefs!Fans!
Anything!\"hepanted。\"Everyoneholdupsomethingandstopthat!It\'samoth;I\'vegottocatchit!\"
\"It\'syellow!HewantsitforEdith!\"raninamurmuraroundthehall。Thegirl\'sfaceflushed,whileshebitherlipsinvexation。
Instantlyeveryonebeganholdingupsomethingtokeepthemothfromflyingbackintothenight。Onefanheldstraightbeforeitserved,andthemothgentlysettledonit。
\"Holdsteady!\"criedPhilip。\"Don\'tmoveforyourlife!\"
Herushedtowardthemoth,madeaquicksweepandhelditupbetweenhisfingers。\"Allright!\"hecalled。\"Thanks,everyone!Excusemeaminute。\"
Herantotheoffice。