\"Anounceofgasolene,quick!\"heordered。\"Acigarbox,acork,andthegluebottle。\"
Hepouredsomeglueintothebottomofthebox,setthecorkinitfirmly,dashedthegasoleneoverthemothrepeatedly,pinnedittothecork,pouredtheremainderoftheliquidoverit,closedthebox,andfastenedit。
Thenhelaidabillonthecounter。
\"Packthatboxwithcorkaroundit,inonetwiceitssize,tiesecurelyandexpresstothisaddressatonce。\"
Hescribbledonasheetofpaperandshoveditover。
\"Onyourhonour,willyoudothatfaithfullyasIsay?\"
heaskedtheclerk。
\"Certainly,\"wasthereply。
\"Thenkeepthechange,\"calledPhilipasheranbacktothepavilion。
EdithCarrstoodwherehelefther,thinkingrapidly。
SheheardthemurmurthatarosewhenPhilipstartedtocapturetheexquisitegoldencreatureshewasimpersonating。Shesawtheflashofsurprisethatwentoverunrestrainedfaceswhenheranfromtheroom,withoutevenshowingittoher。\"ThelastoneElnoraneeds,\"ranginherears。Hehadtoldherthathehelpedcollectmothstheprevioussummer,butshehadunderstoodthattheBirdWoman,withwhoseworkMissCarrwasfamiliar,wantedthemtoputinabook。
Hehadspokenofacountrygirlhehadmetwhoplayedtheviolinwonderfully,andattimes,hehadshownadispositiontoexaltherasastandardofwomanhood。
MissCarrhadignoredwhathesaid,andtalkedofsomethingelse。Butthatgirl\'snamehadbeenElnora。
Itwasshewhowascollectingmoths!NodoubtshewasthecompetentjudgewhowasresponsiblefortheyellowcostumePhiliphaddevised。HadEdithCarrbeeninherroom,shewouldhavetornoffthedressatthethought。
Beinginacircleofherbestfriends,whichtohermeantherkeenestrivalsandharshestcritics,shegrewrigidwithanger。Herbreathhurtherpainingchest。Noonethoughttospeaktothemusicians,andseeingthefloorfilled,theybeganthewaltz。Onlypartoftheguestscouldseewhathadhappened,andatoncetheothersformedandcommencedtodance。Gaycouplescamewhirlingpasther。
EdithCarrgrewverywhiteasshestoodalone。Herlipsturnedpale,whileherdarkeyesflamedwithanger。
ShestoodperfectlystillwherePhiliphadlefther,andtheapproachingmenguidedtheirpartnersaroundher,whilethegirls,lookingback,couldbeseenmakingexclamationsofsurprise。
TheidolizedonlydaughteroftheCarrfamilyhopedthatshewoulddropdeadfrommortification,butnothinghappened。
ShewastooperversetostepasideandsaythatshewaswaitingforPhilip。ThencameTomLeveringdancingwithPollyAmmon。BeinginthescaleswiththeAmmonfamily,Tomscentedtroublefromafar,sohewhisperedtoPolly:
\"Edithisstandinginthemiddleofthefloor,andshe\'sawfulmadaboutsomething。\"
\"Thatwon\'thurther,\"laughedPolly。\"It\'sanoldposeofhers。Sheknowsshelookssuperbwhensheisangry,soshekeepsherselffurioushalfthetimeonpurpose。\"
\"Shelookslikethemischief!\"answeredTom。\"Hadn\'twebettersteeroverandwaitwithher?She\'stheugliestsightIeversaw!\"
\"Why,Tom!\"criedPolly。\"Stop,quickly!\"
TheyhurriedtoEdith。
\"Comedear,\"saidPolly。\"WearegoingtowaitwithyouuntilPhilreturns。Let\'sgoafteradrink。
Iamsothirsty!\"
\"Yes,do!\"beggedTom,offeringhisarm。\"Let\'sgetoutofhereuntilPhilcomes。\"
Therewastheopportunitytolaughandwalkaway,butEdithCarrwouldnotacceptit。
\"Mybetrothedleftmehere,\"shesaid。\"HereIshallremainuntilhereturnsforme,andthen——hewillbemybetrothednolonger!\"
PollygraspedEdith\'sarm。
\"Oh,Edith!\"sheimplored。\"Don\'tmakeascenehere,andto-night。Edith,thishasbeentheloveliestdanceevergivenattheclubhouse。Everyoneissayingso。
Edith!Darling,docome!Philwillbebackinasecond。
Hecanexplain!It\'sonlyabreathsinceIsawhimgoout。
Ithoughthehadreturned。\"
AsPollypantedthesedisjointedejaculations,TomLeveringbegantogrowangryonheraccount。
\"Hehasbeengonejustlongenoughtoshoweveryoneofhisgueststhathewillleavemestandingalone,likeaneglectedfool,foranypassingwhimofhis。
Explain!Hisexplanationwouldsoundwell!Doyouknowforwhomhecaughtthatmoth?Itisbeingsenttoagirlheflirtedwithalllastsummer。IthasjustoccurredtomethatthedressIamwearingishersuggestion。Lethimtrytoexplain!\"
Speechunloosedthefountain。Shestrippedoffherglovestofreeherhands。AtthatinstantthedancerspartedtoadmitPhilip。InstinctivelytheystoppedastheyapproachedandwithwonderingfaceswalledinEdithandPhilip,PollyandTom。
\"Mightygoodofyoutowait!\"criedPhilip,hisfaceshowinghisdelightoverhissuccessincapturingtheYellowEmperor。\"IthoughtwhenIheardthemusicyouweregoingon。\"
\"HowdidyouthinkIwasgoingon?\"demandedEdithCarrinfrigidtones。
\"Ithoughtyouwouldstepasideandwaitafewsecondsforme,ordancewithHenderson。Itwasmostimportanttohavethatmoth。Itcompletesavaluablecollectionforapersonwhoneedsthemoney。Come!\"
Heheldouthisarms。
\"I`stepaside\'fornoone!\"stormedEdithCarr。
\"Iawaitnoothergirl\'spleasure!Youmay`completethecollection\'withthat!\"
ShedrewherengagementringfromherfingerandreachedtoplaceitononeofPhilip\'soutstretchedhands。
Hesawanddrewback。InstantlyEdithdroppedthering。
Asitfell,almostinstinctivelyPhilipcaughtitinair。
WithamazedfacehelookedcloselyatEdithCarr。
Herdistortedfeatureswerescarcelyrecognizable。
Heheldtheringtowardher。
\"Edith,fortheloveofmercy,waituntilIcanexplain,\"
hebegged。\"Putonyourringandletmetellyouhowitis。\"
\"Iknowperfectly`howitis,\'\"sheanswered。\"Inevershallwearthatringagain。\"
\"Youwon\'tevenhearwhatIhavetosay?Youwon\'ttakebackyourring?\"hecried。
\"Never!Yourconductisinfamous!\"
\"Cometothinkofit,\"saidPhilipdeliberately,\"itis`infamous\'tocutagirl,whohasdancedallherlife,outofafewmeasuresofawaltz。Asforaskingforgivenessforsoblackasinaspickingupamoth,andstartingittoafriendwholivesbycollectingthem,Idon\'tseehowIcould!
Ihavenotbeengonethreeminutesbytheclock,Edith。
Putonyourringandfinishthedancelikeadeargirl。\"
Hethrusttheglitteringrubyintoherfingersandagainheldouthisarms。Shedroppedthering,anditrolledsomedistancefromthem。HartHendersonfolloweditsshiningcourse,andcaughtitbeforeitwaslost。
\"Youreallymeanit?\"demandedPhilipinavoiceascoldasherseverhadbeen。
\"YouknowImeanit!\"criedEdithCarr。
\"Iacceptyourdecisioninthepresenceofthesewitnesses,\"saidPhilipAmmon。\"Whereismyfather?\"
TheelderAmmonwithadistressedfacehurriedtohim。
\"Father,takemyplace,\"saidPhilip。\"Excusemetomyguests。Askallmyfriendstoforgiveme。Iamgoingawayforawhile。\"
Heturnedandwalkedfromthepavilion。AshewentHartHendersonrushedtoEdithCarrandforcedtheringintoherfingers。\"Edith,quick。Come,quick!\"heimplored。
\"There\'sjusttimetocatchhim。Ifyoulethimgothatway,heneverwillreturninthisworld。RememberwhatItoldyou。\"
\"Greatprophet!aren\'tyou,Hart?\"shesneered。
\"Whowantshimtoreturn?IfthatringisthrustuponmeagainIshallflingitintothelake。Signalthemusicianstobegin,anddancewithme。\"
Hendersonputtheringintohispocket,andbeganthedance。
Hecouldfeelthemuscularspasmsofthegirlinhisarms,herfacewascoldandhard,butherbreathburnedwiththescorchoffever。Shefinishedthedanceandallothers,takingPhil\'snumberswithHenderson,whohadarrivedtoolatetoarrangeaprogramme。Sheleftwiththeothers,merelyincliningherheadasshepassedAmmon\'sfathertakinghisplace,andenteredthebigtouringcarforwhichHendersonhadtelephoned。Shesanklimplyintoaseatandmoanedsoftly。
\"ShallIdriveawhileinthenightair?\"askedHenderson。
Shenodded。Heinstructedthechauffeur。
Sheraisedherheadinafewseconds。\"Hart,I\'mgoingtopieces,\"shesaid。\"Won\'tyouputyourarmaroundmealittlewhile?\"
Hendersongatheredherintohisarmsandherheadfellonhisshoulder。\"Closer!\"shecried。
Hendersonheldheruntilhisarmswerenumb,buthedidnotknowit。Thetricksoffatearecruelenough,buttherescarcelycouldhavebeenaworseonethanthat:
TocareforawomanashelovedEdithCarrandhavehergivenintohisarmsbecauseshewassonumbwithmiseryoverhertroublewithanothermanthatshedidnotknoworcarewhatshedid。Dawnwasstreakingtheeastwhenhespoketoher。
\"Edith,itisgrowinglight。\"
\"Takemehome,\"shesaid。
Hendersonhelpedherupthestepsandrangthebell。
\"MissCarrisill,\"hesaidtothefootman。\"Arousehermaidinstantly,andhaveherpreparesomethinghotasquicklyaspossible。\"
\"Edith,\"hecried,\"justaword。Ihavebeenthinking。
Itisn\'ttoolateyet。Takeyourringandputiton。
IwillgofindPhilatonceandtellhimyouhave,thatyouareexpectinghim,andhewillcome。\"
\"Thinkwhathesaid!\"shecried。\"Heacceptedmydecisionasfinal,`inthepresenceofwitnesses,\'asifitwerecourt。
Hecanreturnittome,ifIeverwearitagain。\"
\"Youthinkthatnow,butinafewdaysyouwillfindthatyoufeelverydifferently。Livingalifeofheartacheisnojoke,andnojobforawoman。Putonyourringandsendmetotellhimtocome。\"
\"No。\"
\"Edith,therewasnotasoulwhosawthat,butsympathizedwithPhil。Itwasridiculousforyoutogetsoangryoverathingwhichwasneverintendedfortheslightestoffence,andbynologicalreasoningcouldhavebeensoconsidered。\"
\"Doyouthinkthat?\"shedemanded。
\"Ido!\"saidHenderson。\"Ifyouhadlaughedandsteppedasideaninstant,orlaughedandstayedwhereyouwere,Philwouldhavebeenback;or,ifheneededpunishmentinyoureyes,tohavefoundmehavingoneofhisdanceswouldhavebeenenough。Iwaswaiting。Youcouldhavecalledmewithonelook。Buttopubliclydoandsaywhatyoudid,mylady——IknowPhil,andIknowyouwenttoofar。Putonthatring,andsendhimwordyouaresorry,beforeitistoolate。\"
\"Iwillnot!Heshallcometome。\"
\"ThenGodhelpyou!\"saidHenderson,\"foryouareplungingintomiserywhosedepthyoudonotdream。
Edith,Ibegofyou——\"
Sheswayedwhereshestood。Hermaidopenedthedoorandcaughther。Hendersonwentdownthehallandouttohiscar。
CHAPTERXX
WHEREINTHEELDERAMMONOFFERSADVICE,ANDEDITHCARREXPERIENCESREGRETS
PhilipAmmonwalkedfromamonghisfriendsahumiliatedandawoundedman。NeverbeforehadEdithCarrappearedquitesobeautiful。Alleveningshehadtreatedhimwithunusualconsideration。
Neverhadhelovedhersodeeply。Theninafewsecondseverythingwasdifferent。Seeingthechangeinherface,andhearinghermeaninglessaccusations,killedsomethinginhisheart。Warmthwentoutandacoldweighttookitsplace。Butevenafterthat,hehadofferedtheringtoheragain,andaskedherbeforeotherstoreconsider。
Theanswerhadbeenfurtherinsult。
Hewalked,payingnoheedtowherehewent。Hehadtraversedmanymileswhenhebecameawarethathisfeethadchosenfamiliarstreets。Hewaspassinghishome。
Dawnwasnear,butthefirstfloorwaslighted。
Hestaggeredupthestepsandwasinstantlyadmitted。
Thelibrarydoorstoodopen,whilehisfathersatwithabookpretendingtoread。AtPhilip\'sentrancethefatherscarcelyglancedup。
\"Comeon!\"hecalled。\"IhavejusttoldBankstobringmeacupofcoffeebeforeIturnin。Haveonewithme!\"
Philipsatbesidethetableandleanedhisheadonhishands,buthedrankacupofsteamingcoffeeandfeltbetter。
\"Father,\"hesaid,\"father,mayItalkwithyoualittlewhile?\"
\"Ofcourse,\"answeredMr。Ammon。\"Iamnotatalltired。IthinkImusthavebeenwaitinginthehopethatyouwouldcome。Iwantnoone\'sversionofthisbutyours。Tellmethestraightofthething,Phil。\"
Philiptoldallheknew,whilehisfathersatindeepthought。
\"OnmylifeIcan\'tseeanyoccasionforsuchadisplayoftemper,Phil。Itpassedallboundsofreasonandbreeding。
Can\'tyouthinkofanythingmore?\"
\"Icannot!\"
\"PollysayseveryoneexpectedyoutocarrythemothyoucaughttoEdith。Whydidn\'tyou?\"
\"Shescreamsifathingofthatkindcomesnearher。
Sheneverhastakentheslightestinterestinthem。Iwasinabighurry。Ididn\'twanttomissoneminuteofmydancewithher。Themothwasnotsouncommon,butbyacombinationofbadluckithadbecometherarestinAmericaforafriendofmine,whoismakingacollectiontopaycollegeexpenses。ForaninstantlastJunetheserieswascompleted;whenawoman\'suncontrolledtemperruinedthisspecimenandthesearchforitbeganover。Afewdayslaterapairwassecured,andagainthemoneywasinsightforseveralhours。Thenanaccidentwreckedone-fourthofthecollection。IhelpedreplacethoselastJune,allbutthisYellowEmperorwhichwecouldnotsecure,andwehaven\'tbeenabletofind,buyortradeforonesince。Somyfriendwascompelledtoteachthispastwinterinsteadofgoingtocollege。Whenthatmothcameflyinginthereto-night,itseemedtomelikefate。
AllIthoughtofwas,thattosecureitwouldcompletethecollectionandsecurethemoney。SoIcaughttheEmperorandstartedittoElnora。IdeclaretoyouthatIwasnotoutofthepavilionoverthreeminutesataliberalestimate。IfI
onlyhadthoughttospeaktotheorchestra!IwassureI
wouldbebackbeforeenoughcouplesgatheredandformedforthedance。\"
Theeyesofthefatherwereverybright。
\"Thefriendforwhomyouwantedthemothisagirl?\"
heaskedindifferently,asheranthebookleavesthroughhisfingers。
\"ThegirlofwhomIwroteyoulastsummer,andtoldyouaboutinthefall。IhelpedherallthetimeIwasaway。\"
\"DidEdithknowofher?\"
\"Itriedmanytimestotellher,tointeresther,butshewassoindifferentthatitwasinsulting。Shewouldnothearme。\"
\"Weareneitheroneinanyconditiontosleep。Whydon\'tyoubeginatthefirstandtellmeaboutthisgirl?
Tothinkofothermattersforatimemayclearourvisionforasanesolutionofthis。Whoisshe,justwhatisshedoing,andwhatisshelike?YouknowIwasrearedamongthoseLimberlostpeople,Icanunderstandreadily。
Whatishernameandwheredoesshelive?\"
Philipgaveaman\'sversionoftheprevioussummer,whilehisfatherplayedwiththebookindustriously。
\"Youareverysureastoherrefinementandeducation?\"
\"Inalmosttwomonths\'dailyassociation,couldamanbemistaken?ShecanfarandawaysurpassPolly,Edith,oranygirlofoursetonanycommon,highschool,orsupplementarybranch,andyouknowhighschoolshaveFrench,German,andphysicsnow。Besides,sheisagraduateoftwootherinstitutions。AllherlifeshehasbeenintheschoolofHardKnocks。Shehasthebiggest,tenderest,mosthumanheartIeverknewinagirl。Shehasknownlifeinitsmostcruelphases,andinsteadofhardeningher,ithassethertryingtosaveotherpeoplesuffering。ThenthisnaturepositionofwhichItoldyou;shegraduatedintheSchooloftheWoods,beforeshesecuredthat。TheBirdWoman,whoseworkyouknow,helpedherthere。ElnoraknowsmoreinterestingthingsinaminutethananyothergirlIevermetknewinanhour,providedyouareapersonwhocarestounderstandplantandanimallife。\"
Thebookleavesslidrapidlythroughhisfingersasthefatherdrawled:\"Whatsortoflookinggirlisshe?\"
\"TallasEdith,alittleheavier,pink,evencomplexion,wideopenblue-grayeyeswithheavyblackbrows,andlashessolongtheytouchhercheeks。Shehasaropeofwaving,shininghairthatmakesarealcrownonherhead,anditappearsalmostredinthelight。SheisashandsomeasanyfairwomanIeversaw,butshedoesn\'tknowit。Everytimeanyonepaysheracompliment,hermother,whoisacaution,discoversthat,forsomereason,thegirlisafright,soshehasnoappreciationofherlooks。\"
\"Andyouwereindailyassociationtwomonthswithagirllikethat!Howaboutit,Phil?\"
\"Ifyoumean,didItriflewithher,no!\"criedPhiliphotly。
\"ItoldherthesecondtimeImetherallaboutEdith。
AlmosteverydayIwrotetoEdithinherpresence。
ElnoragatheredvioletsandmadeafancybaskettoputtheminforEdith\'sbirthday。IstartedtoerrintooopenadmirationforElnora,buthermotherbroughtmeupwithawhirlIneverforgot。FiftytimesadayintheswampsandforestsElnoramadeaperfectpicture,butIneitherlookednorsaidanything。Inevermetanygirlsodownrightnobleinbearingandactions。
IneverhatedanythingasIhatedleavingher,forweweredearfriends,liketwowhollycongenialmen。Hermotherwasalmostalwayswithus。SheknewhowmuchIadmiredElnora,butsolongasIconcealeditfromthegirl,themotherdidnotcare。\"
\"Yetyouleftsuchagirlandcamebackwhole-heartedtoEdithCarr!\"
\"Surely!YouknowhowithasbeenwithmeaboutEdithallmylife。\"
\"Yetthegirlyoupictureisfarhersuperiortoanunprejudicedperson,whenthinkingwhatamanwouldrequireinawifetobehappy。\"
\"IneverhavethoughtwhatIwould`require\'tobehappy!
IonlythoughtwhetherIcouldmakeEdithhappy。Ihavebeenanidiot!WhatI\'veborneyou\'llneverknow!
To-nightisonlyoneofmanyoutburstslikethat,invaryingandlesserdegrees。\"
\"Phil,Iloveyou,whenyousayyouhavethoughtonlyofEdith!Ihappentoknowthatitistrue。
Youaremyonlyson,andIhavehadarighttowatchyouclosely。Ibelieveyouutterly。AnyonewhocaresforyouasIdo,andhashadmyyearsofexperienceinthisworldoveryours,knowsthatinsomeways,to-nightwouldbeablessedrelease,ifyoucouldtakeit;butyoucannot!Gotobednow,andrest。To-morrow,gobacktoherandfixitup。\"
\"YouheardwhatIsaidwhenIlefther!Isaiditbecausesomethinginmyheartdiedaminutebeforethat,andIrealizedthatitwasmyloveforEdithCarr。NeveragainwillIvoluntarilyfacesuchascene。Ifshecanactlikethatataball,beforehundreds,overathingofwhichIthoughtnothingatall,shewouldgointoactualphysicalfitsandspasms,oversomeofthehouseholdcrisesI\'veseenthematermeetwithasmile。Sir,itistruththatIhavethoughtonlyofheruptothepresent。Now,I
willadmitIamthinkingaboutmyself。Father,didyouseeher?Lifeistooshort,anditcanbetoosweet,tothrowitawayinabattlewithanunrestrainedwoman。
Iamnofighter——whereagirlisconcerned,anyway。
IrespectandloveherorIdonothing。NeveragainiseitherrespectorlovepossiblebetweenmeandEdithCarr。
WheneverIthinkofherinthefuture,Iwillseeherasshewasto-night。ButIcan\'tfacethecrowdjustyet。
Couldyousparemeafewdays?\"
\"Itisonlytendaysuntilyouweretogonorthforthesummer,gonow。\"
\"Idon\'twanttogonorth。Idon\'twanttomeetpeopleIknow。There,thestorywouldprecedeme。Idonotneedpityingglancesorroughcondolences。IwonderifIcouldnothideatUncleEd\'sinWisconsinforawhile?\"
Thebookclosedsuddenly。Thefatherleanedacrossthetableandlookedintotheson\'seyes。
\"Phil,areyousureofwhatyoujusthavesaid?\"
\"Perfectlysure!\"
\"Doyouthinkyouareinanyconditiontodecideto-night?\"
\"Deathcannotreturntolife,father。MyloveforEdithCarrisdead。Ihopenevertoseeheragain。\"
\"IfIthoughtyoucouldbecertainsosoon!But,cometothinkofit,youareverylikemeinmanyways。Iamwithyouinthis。PublicscenesanddisgracesIwouldnotendure。Itwouldbeoverwithme,wereIinyourposition,thatIknow。\"
\"Itisdoneforalltime,\"saidPhilipAmmon。\"Letusnotspeakofitfurther。\"
\"Then,Phil,\"thefatherleanedcloserandlookedatthesontenderly,\"Phil,whydon\'tyougototheLimberlost?\"
\"Father!\"
\"Whynot?Noonecancomfortahurtheartlikeatenderwoman;and,Phil,haveyoueverstoppedtothinkthatyoumayhaveadutyintheLimberlost,ifyouarefree?Idon\'tknow!Ionlysuggestit。But,foracountryschoolgirl,unaccustomedtomen,twomonthswithamanlikeyoumightwellawakenfeelingsofwhichyoudonotthink。Becauseyouweresafe-guardedisnosignthegirlwas。Shemightcaretoseeyou。Youcansoontell。Withyou,shecomesnexttoEdith,andyouhavemadeitcleartomethatyouappreciateherinmanywaysabove。SoIrepeatit,whynotgototheLimberlost?\"
AlongtimePhilipAmmonsatindeepthought。Atlastheraisedhishead。
\"Well,whynot!\"hesaid。\"YearscouldmakemenosurerthanIamnow,andlifeisshort。PleaseaskBankstogetmesomecoffeeandtoast,andIwillbatheanddresssoIcantaketheearlytrain。\"
\"Gotoyourbath。Iwillattendtoyourpackingandeverything。AndPhil,ifIwereyou,Iwouldleavenoaddresses。\"
\"Notanaddress!\"saidPhilip。\"NotevenPolly。\"
Whenthetrainpulledout,theelderAmmonwenthometofindHartHendersonwaiting。
\"WhereisPhil?\"hedemanded。
\"Hedidnotfeellikefacinghisfriendsatpresent,andIamjustbackfromdrivinghimtothestation。HesaidhemightgotoSiam,orPatagonia。Hewouldleavenoaddress。\"
Hendersonalmoststaggered。\"He\'snotgone?Andleftnoaddress?Youdon\'tmeanit!He\'llneverforgiveher!\"
\"Neverisalongtime,Hart,\"saidMr。Ammon。\"AnditseemsevenlongertothoseofuswhoarewellacquaintedwithPhil。Lastnightwasnotthelaststraw。Itwasthewholestraw-stack。ItcrushedPhilsofarassheisconcerned。Hewillnotseeheragainvoluntarily,andhewillnotforgetifhedoes。Youcantakeitfromhim,andfromme,wehaveacceptedthelady\'sdecision。Willyouhaveacupofcoffee?\"
TwiceHendersonopenedhislipstospeakofEdithCarr\'sdespair。Twicehelookedintothestern,inflexiblefaceofMr。Ammonandcouldnotbetrayher。Heheldoutthering。
\"Ihavenoinstructionsastothat,\"saidtheelderAmmon,drawingback。\"PossiblyMissCarrwouldhaveitasakeepsake。\"
\"Iamsurenot,\"saidHendersoncurtly。
\"ThensupposeyoureturnittoPeacock。Iwillphonehim。
Hewillgiveyouthepriceofit,andyoumightaddittothechildren\'sFreshAirFund。Wewouldbeobligedifyouwoulddothat。Nooneherecarestohandletheobject。\"
\"Asyouchoose,\"saidHenderson。\"Goodmorning!\"
Thenhewenttohishome,buthecouldnotthinkofsleep。
Heorderedbreakfast,buthecouldnoteat。Hepacedthelibraryforatime,butitwastoosmall。Goingonthestreetshewalkeduntilexhausted,thenhecalledahansomandwasdriventohisclub。Hehadthoughthimselffamiliarwitheverydepthofsuffering;thatnighthadtaughthimthatwhathefeltforhimselfwasnottobecomparedwiththeanguishwhichwrunghisheartovertheagonyofEdithCarr。HetriedtoblamePhilipAmmon,butbeinganhonestman,Hendersonknewthatwasunjust。
Thefaultlaywhollywithher,butthatonlymadeitharderforhim,asherealizeditwouldintimeforher。
Ashesaunteredintotheroomanattendanthurriedtohim。
\"Youarewantedmosturgentlyatthe\'phone,Mr。
Henderson,\"hesaid。\"YouhavehadthreecallsfromMain5770。\"
Hendersonshiveredashepickeddownthereceiverandgavethecall。
\"Isthatyou,Hart?\"cameEdith\'svoice。
\"Yes。\"
\"DidyoufindPhil?\"
\"No。\"
\"Didyoutry?\"
\"Yes。AssoonasIleftyouIwentstraightthere。\"
\"Wasn\'thehomeyet?\"
\"Hehasbeenhomeandgoneagain。\"
\"Gone!\"
ThecrytoreHenderson\'sheart。
\"ShallIcomeandtellyou,Edith?\"
\"No!Tellmenow。\"
\"WhenIreachedthehouseBankssaidMr。AmmonandPhilwereoutinthemotor,soIwaited。Mr。Ammoncamebacksoon。Edith,areyoualone?\"
\"Yes。Goon!\"
\"Callyourmaid。Ican\'ttellyouuntilsomeoneiswithyou。\"
\"Tellmeinstantly!\"
\"Edith,hesaidhehadbeentothestation。HesaidPhilhadstartedtoSiamorPatagonia,hedidn\'tknowwhich,andleftnoaddress。Hesaid——\"
DistinctlyHendersonheardherfall。Hesetthebuzzerringing,andinafewsecondsheardvoices,soheknewshehadbeenfound。Thenhecreptintoaprivatedenandshookwithahard,nervouschill。
ThenextdayEdithCarrstartedonhertriptoEurope。
HendersonfeltcertainshehopedtomeetPhilipthere。
Hewassureshewouldbedisappointed,thoughhehadnoideawhereAmmoncouldhavegone。ButaftermuchthoughthedecidedhewouldseeEdithsoonestbyremainingathome,sohespentthesummerinChicago。
CHAPTERXXI
WHEREINPHILIPAMMONRETURNSTOTHELIMBERLOST,ANDELNORASTUDIESTHESITUATION
Wemustbethinkingaboutsupper,mother,\"saidElnora,whileshesetthewingsofaCecropiawithmuchcare。
\"ItseemsasifIcan\'tgetenoughtoeat,orenoughofbeingathome。Ienjoyedthatcityhouse。Idon\'tbelieveIcouldhavedonemyworkifIhadbeencompelledtowalkbackandforth。IthoughtatfirstIneverwantedtocomehereagain。Now,IfeelasifIcouldnotliveanywhereelse。\"
\"Elnora,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"there\'ssomeonecomingdowntheroad。\"
\"Cominghere,doyouthink?\"
\"Yes,cominghere,Isuspect。\"
ElnoraglancedquicklyathermotherandthenturnedtotheroadasPhilipAmmonreachedthegate。
\"Careful,mother!\"thegirlinstantlywarned。\"Ifyouchangeyourtreatmentofhimahair\'sbreadth,hewillsuspect。Comewithmetomeethim。\"
Shedroppedherworkandsprangup。
\"Well,ofallthedelightfulsurprises!\"shecried。
Shewasatriflethinnerthanduringtheprevioussummer。
Onherfacetherewasamoremature,patientlook,butthesunstruckherbareheadwiththesamerayofredgold。
Sheworeoneoftheoldblueginghamdresses,openatthethroatandrolledtotheelbows。Mrs。Comstockdidnotappearatallthesamewoman,butPhilipsawonlyElnora;heardonlyhergreeting。Hecaughtbothhandswheresheofferedbutone。
\"Elnora,\"hecried,\"ifyouwereengagedtome,andwewereataball,amonghundreds,whereIoffendedyouverymuch,anddidn\'tevenknowIhaddoneanything,andifI
askedyoubeforeallofthemtoallowmetoexplain,toforgiveme,towait,wouldyourfacegrowdistortedandunfamiliarwithanger?Wouldyoudropmyringonthefloorandinsultmerepeatedly?OhElnora,wouldyou?\"
Elnora\'sbigeyesseemedtoleap,whileherfacegrewverywhite。Shedrewawayherhands。
\"Hush,Phil!Hush!\"sheprotested。\"Thatfeverhasyouagain!Youaredreadfullyill。Youdon\'tknowwhatyouaresaying。\"
\"Iamsleeplessandexhausted;I\'mheartsick;butIamwellasIeverwas。Answerme,Elnora,wouldyou?\"
\"Answernothing!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Answernothing!
Hangyourcoatthereonyournail,Phil,andcomesplitsomekindling。Elnora,cleanawaythatstuff,andsetthetable。Can\'tyouseetheboyisstarvedandtired?
He\'scomehometorestandeatadecentmeal。Comeon,Phil!\"
Mrs。Comstockmarchedaway,andPhiliphunghiscoatinitsoldplaceandfollowed。Outofsightandhearingsheturnedonhim。
\"Doyoucallyourselfamanorahound?\"sheflared。
\"Ibegyourpardon——\"stammeredPhilipAmmon。
\"Ishouldthinkyouwould!\"sheejaculated。\"I\'lladmityoudidthesquarethingandwasamanlastsummer,thoughI\'dlikeditbetterifyou\'dfacedupandtoldmeyouwerepromised;buttocomebackherebabying,andtakeholdofElnoralikethat,andtalkthatwaybecauseyouhavehadafusswithyourgirl,Idon\'ttolerate。
SplitthatkindlingandI\'llgetyoursupper,andthenyoubettergo。Iwon\'thaveyouworkingonElnora\'sbigheart,becauseyouhavequarrelledwithsomeoneelse。
You\'llhaveitpatchedupinaweekandbegoneagain,soyoucangorightaway。\"
\"Mrs。Comstock,IcametoaskElnoratomarryme。\"
\"Themorefoolyou,then!\"criedMrs。Comstock。
\"Thistimeyesterdayyouwereengagedtoanotherwoman,nodoubt。Now,forsomelittleflare-upyoucomeracingheretouseElnoraasatooltospitetheothergirl。
Aweekofsaneliving,andyouwillbesorryandreadytogobacktoChicago,or,ifyoureallyaremanenoughtobesureofyourself,shewillcometoclaimyou。Shehasherrights。Anengagementofyearsisaseriousmatter,andnotbrokenforawhim。Ifyoudon\'tgo,she\'llcome。
Then,whenyoupatchupyouraffairsandgosailingawaytogether,wheredoesmygirlcomein?\"
\"Iamalawyer,Mrs。Comstock,\"saidPhilip。\"Itappealstomeasbeneathyourordinarysenseofjusticetodecideacasewithouthearingtheevidence。Itisduemethatyouhearmefirst。\"
\"Hearyourside!\"flashedMrs。Comstock。\"I\'daheapsightratherhearthegirl!\"
\"Iwishtomysoulthatyouhadheardandseenherlastnight,Mrs。Comstock,\"saidAmmon。\"Then,mywaywouldbeclear。Inevereventhoughtofcominghereto-day。I\'lladmitIwouldhavecomeintime,butnotformanymonths。Myfathersentme。\"
\"Yourfathersentyou!Why?\"
\"Father,mother,andPollywerepresentlastnight。
They,andallmyfriends,sawmeinsultedanddisgracedintheworstexhibitionofuncontrolledtemperanyofuseverwitnessed。Allofthemknewitwastheend。
FatherlikedwhatIhadtoldhimofElnora,andheadvisedmetocomehere,soIcame。Ifshedoesnotwantme,Icanleaveinstantly,but,ohIhopedshewouldunderstand!\"
\"Youpeoplearenotsplittingwood,\"calledElnora。
\"Ohyesweare!\"answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Yousetoutthethingsforbiscuit,andlaythetable。\"SheturnedagaintoPhilip。\"Iknowconsiderableaboutyourfather,\"
shesaid。\"IhavemetyourUncle\'sfamilyfrequentlythiswinter。I\'veheardyourAuntAnnasaythatshedidn\'tatalllikeMissCarr,andthatsheandallyourfamilysecretlyhopedthatsomethingwouldhappentopreventyourmarryingher。Thatchimesrightinwithyoursayingthatyourfathersentyouhere。Iguessyoubetterspeakyourpiece。\"
Philipgavehisversionofthepreviousnight。
\"Doyoubelieveme?\"hefinished。
\"Yes,\"saidMrs。Comstock。
\"MayIstay?\"
\"Oh,itlooksallrightforyou,butwhatabouther?\"
\"Nothing,sofarasIamconcerned。HerplanswereallmadetostarttoEuropeto-day。Isuspectsheisonthewaybythistime。Elnoraisverysensible,Mrs。Comstock。