第17章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:12398更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
\"Anounceofgasolene,quick!\"heordered。\"Acigarbox,acork,andthegluebottle。\" Hepouredsomeglueintothebottomofthebox,setthecorkinitfirmly,dashedthegasoleneoverthemothrepeatedly,pinnedittothecork,pouredtheremainderoftheliquidoverit,closedthebox,andfastenedit。 Thenhelaidabillonthecounter。 \"Packthatboxwithcorkaroundit,inonetwiceitssize,tiesecurelyandexpresstothisaddressatonce。\" Hescribbledonasheetofpaperandshoveditover。 \"Onyourhonour,willyoudothatfaithfullyasIsay?\" heaskedtheclerk。 \"Certainly,\"wasthereply。 \"Thenkeepthechange,\"calledPhilipasheranbacktothepavilion。 EdithCarrstoodwherehelefther,thinkingrapidly。 SheheardthemurmurthatarosewhenPhilipstartedtocapturetheexquisitegoldencreatureshewasimpersonating。Shesawtheflashofsurprisethatwentoverunrestrainedfaceswhenheranfromtheroom,withoutevenshowingittoher。\"ThelastoneElnoraneeds,\"ranginherears。Hehadtoldherthathehelpedcollectmothstheprevioussummer,butshehadunderstoodthattheBirdWoman,withwhoseworkMissCarrwasfamiliar,wantedthemtoputinabook。 Hehadspokenofacountrygirlhehadmetwhoplayedtheviolinwonderfully,andattimes,hehadshownadispositiontoexaltherasastandardofwomanhood。 MissCarrhadignoredwhathesaid,andtalkedofsomethingelse。Butthatgirl\'snamehadbeenElnora。 Itwasshewhowascollectingmoths!NodoubtshewasthecompetentjudgewhowasresponsiblefortheyellowcostumePhiliphaddevised。HadEdithCarrbeeninherroom,shewouldhavetornoffthedressatthethought。 Beinginacircleofherbestfriends,whichtohermeantherkeenestrivalsandharshestcritics,shegrewrigidwithanger。Herbreathhurtherpainingchest。Noonethoughttospeaktothemusicians,andseeingthefloorfilled,theybeganthewaltz。Onlypartoftheguestscouldseewhathadhappened,andatoncetheothersformedandcommencedtodance。Gaycouplescamewhirlingpasther。 EdithCarrgrewverywhiteasshestoodalone。Herlipsturnedpale,whileherdarkeyesflamedwithanger。 ShestoodperfectlystillwherePhiliphadlefther,andtheapproachingmenguidedtheirpartnersaroundher,whilethegirls,lookingback,couldbeseenmakingexclamationsofsurprise。 TheidolizedonlydaughteroftheCarrfamilyhopedthatshewoulddropdeadfrommortification,butnothinghappened。 ShewastooperversetostepasideandsaythatshewaswaitingforPhilip。ThencameTomLeveringdancingwithPollyAmmon。BeinginthescaleswiththeAmmonfamily,Tomscentedtroublefromafar,sohewhisperedtoPolly: \"Edithisstandinginthemiddleofthefloor,andshe\'sawfulmadaboutsomething。\" \"Thatwon\'thurther,\"laughedPolly。\"It\'sanoldposeofhers。Sheknowsshelookssuperbwhensheisangry,soshekeepsherselffurioushalfthetimeonpurpose。\" \"Shelookslikethemischief!\"answeredTom。\"Hadn\'twebettersteeroverandwaitwithher?She\'stheugliestsightIeversaw!\" \"Why,Tom!\"criedPolly。\"Stop,quickly!\" TheyhurriedtoEdith。 \"Comedear,\"saidPolly。\"WearegoingtowaitwithyouuntilPhilreturns。Let\'sgoafteradrink。 Iamsothirsty!\" \"Yes,do!\"beggedTom,offeringhisarm。\"Let\'sgetoutofhereuntilPhilcomes。\" Therewastheopportunitytolaughandwalkaway,butEdithCarrwouldnotacceptit。 \"Mybetrothedleftmehere,\"shesaid。\"HereIshallremainuntilhereturnsforme,andthen——hewillbemybetrothednolonger!\" PollygraspedEdith\'sarm。 \"Oh,Edith!\"sheimplored。\"Don\'tmakeascenehere,andto-night。Edith,thishasbeentheloveliestdanceevergivenattheclubhouse。Everyoneissayingso。 Edith!Darling,docome!Philwillbebackinasecond。 Hecanexplain!It\'sonlyabreathsinceIsawhimgoout。 Ithoughthehadreturned。\" AsPollypantedthesedisjointedejaculations,TomLeveringbegantogrowangryonheraccount。 \"Hehasbeengonejustlongenoughtoshoweveryoneofhisgueststhathewillleavemestandingalone,likeaneglectedfool,foranypassingwhimofhis。 Explain!Hisexplanationwouldsoundwell!Doyouknowforwhomhecaughtthatmoth?Itisbeingsenttoagirlheflirtedwithalllastsummer。IthasjustoccurredtomethatthedressIamwearingishersuggestion。Lethimtrytoexplain!\" Speechunloosedthefountain。Shestrippedoffherglovestofreeherhands。AtthatinstantthedancerspartedtoadmitPhilip。InstinctivelytheystoppedastheyapproachedandwithwonderingfaceswalledinEdithandPhilip,PollyandTom。 \"Mightygoodofyoutowait!\"criedPhilip,hisfaceshowinghisdelightoverhissuccessincapturingtheYellowEmperor。\"IthoughtwhenIheardthemusicyouweregoingon。\" \"HowdidyouthinkIwasgoingon?\"demandedEdithCarrinfrigidtones。 \"Ithoughtyouwouldstepasideandwaitafewsecondsforme,ordancewithHenderson。Itwasmostimportanttohavethatmoth。Itcompletesavaluablecollectionforapersonwhoneedsthemoney。Come!\" Heheldouthisarms。 \"I`stepaside\'fornoone!\"stormedEdithCarr。 \"Iawaitnoothergirl\'spleasure!Youmay`completethecollection\'withthat!\" ShedrewherengagementringfromherfingerandreachedtoplaceitononeofPhilip\'soutstretchedhands。 Hesawanddrewback。InstantlyEdithdroppedthering。 Asitfell,almostinstinctivelyPhilipcaughtitinair。 WithamazedfacehelookedcloselyatEdithCarr。 Herdistortedfeatureswerescarcelyrecognizable。 Heheldtheringtowardher。 \"Edith,fortheloveofmercy,waituntilIcanexplain,\" hebegged。\"Putonyourringandletmetellyouhowitis。\" \"Iknowperfectly`howitis,\'\"sheanswered。\"Inevershallwearthatringagain。\" \"Youwon\'tevenhearwhatIhavetosay?Youwon\'ttakebackyourring?\"hecried。 \"Never!Yourconductisinfamous!\" \"Cometothinkofit,\"saidPhilipdeliberately,\"itis`infamous\'tocutagirl,whohasdancedallherlife,outofafewmeasuresofawaltz。Asforaskingforgivenessforsoblackasinaspickingupamoth,andstartingittoafriendwholivesbycollectingthem,Idon\'tseehowIcould! Ihavenotbeengonethreeminutesbytheclock,Edith。 Putonyourringandfinishthedancelikeadeargirl。\" Hethrusttheglitteringrubyintoherfingersandagainheldouthisarms。Shedroppedthering,anditrolledsomedistancefromthem。HartHendersonfolloweditsshiningcourse,andcaughtitbeforeitwaslost。 \"Youreallymeanit?\"demandedPhilipinavoiceascoldasherseverhadbeen。 \"YouknowImeanit!\"criedEdithCarr。 \"Iacceptyourdecisioninthepresenceofthesewitnesses,\"saidPhilipAmmon。\"Whereismyfather?\" TheelderAmmonwithadistressedfacehurriedtohim。 \"Father,takemyplace,\"saidPhilip。\"Excusemetomyguests。Askallmyfriendstoforgiveme。Iamgoingawayforawhile。\" Heturnedandwalkedfromthepavilion。AshewentHartHendersonrushedtoEdithCarrandforcedtheringintoherfingers。\"Edith,quick。Come,quick!\"heimplored。 \"There\'sjusttimetocatchhim。Ifyoulethimgothatway,heneverwillreturninthisworld。RememberwhatItoldyou。\" \"Greatprophet!aren\'tyou,Hart?\"shesneered。 \"Whowantshimtoreturn?IfthatringisthrustuponmeagainIshallflingitintothelake。Signalthemusicianstobegin,anddancewithme。\" Hendersonputtheringintohispocket,andbeganthedance。 Hecouldfeelthemuscularspasmsofthegirlinhisarms,herfacewascoldandhard,butherbreathburnedwiththescorchoffever。Shefinishedthedanceandallothers,takingPhil\'snumberswithHenderson,whohadarrivedtoolatetoarrangeaprogramme。Sheleftwiththeothers,merelyincliningherheadasshepassedAmmon\'sfathertakinghisplace,andenteredthebigtouringcarforwhichHendersonhadtelephoned。Shesanklimplyintoaseatandmoanedsoftly。 \"ShallIdriveawhileinthenightair?\"askedHenderson。 Shenodded。Heinstructedthechauffeur。 Sheraisedherheadinafewseconds。\"Hart,I\'mgoingtopieces,\"shesaid。\"Won\'tyouputyourarmaroundmealittlewhile?\" Hendersongatheredherintohisarmsandherheadfellonhisshoulder。\"Closer!\"shecried。 Hendersonheldheruntilhisarmswerenumb,buthedidnotknowit。Thetricksoffatearecruelenough,buttherescarcelycouldhavebeenaworseonethanthat: TocareforawomanashelovedEdithCarrandhavehergivenintohisarmsbecauseshewassonumbwithmiseryoverhertroublewithanothermanthatshedidnotknoworcarewhatshedid。Dawnwasstreakingtheeastwhenhespoketoher。 \"Edith,itisgrowinglight。\" \"Takemehome,\"shesaid。 Hendersonhelpedherupthestepsandrangthebell。 \"MissCarrisill,\"hesaidtothefootman。\"Arousehermaidinstantly,andhaveherpreparesomethinghotasquicklyaspossible。\" \"Edith,\"hecried,\"justaword。Ihavebeenthinking。 Itisn\'ttoolateyet。Takeyourringandputiton。 IwillgofindPhilatonceandtellhimyouhave,thatyouareexpectinghim,andhewillcome。\" \"Thinkwhathesaid!\"shecried。\"Heacceptedmydecisionasfinal,`inthepresenceofwitnesses,\'asifitwerecourt。 Hecanreturnittome,ifIeverwearitagain。\" \"Youthinkthatnow,butinafewdaysyouwillfindthatyoufeelverydifferently。Livingalifeofheartacheisnojoke,andnojobforawoman。Putonyourringandsendmetotellhimtocome。\" \"No。\" \"Edith,therewasnotasoulwhosawthat,butsympathizedwithPhil。Itwasridiculousforyoutogetsoangryoverathingwhichwasneverintendedfortheslightestoffence,andbynologicalreasoningcouldhavebeensoconsidered。\" \"Doyouthinkthat?\"shedemanded。 \"Ido!\"saidHenderson。\"Ifyouhadlaughedandsteppedasideaninstant,orlaughedandstayedwhereyouwere,Philwouldhavebeenback;or,ifheneededpunishmentinyoureyes,tohavefoundmehavingoneofhisdanceswouldhavebeenenough。Iwaswaiting。Youcouldhavecalledmewithonelook。Buttopubliclydoandsaywhatyoudid,mylady——IknowPhil,andIknowyouwenttoofar。Putonthatring,andsendhimwordyouaresorry,beforeitistoolate。\" \"Iwillnot!Heshallcometome。\" \"ThenGodhelpyou!\"saidHenderson,\"foryouareplungingintomiserywhosedepthyoudonotdream。 Edith,Ibegofyou——\" Sheswayedwhereshestood。Hermaidopenedthedoorandcaughther。Hendersonwentdownthehallandouttohiscar。 CHAPTERXX WHEREINTHEELDERAMMONOFFERSADVICE,ANDEDITHCARREXPERIENCESREGRETS PhilipAmmonwalkedfromamonghisfriendsahumiliatedandawoundedman。NeverbeforehadEdithCarrappearedquitesobeautiful。Alleveningshehadtreatedhimwithunusualconsideration。 Neverhadhelovedhersodeeply。Theninafewsecondseverythingwasdifferent。Seeingthechangeinherface,andhearinghermeaninglessaccusations,killedsomethinginhisheart。Warmthwentoutandacoldweighttookitsplace。Butevenafterthat,hehadofferedtheringtoheragain,andaskedherbeforeotherstoreconsider。 Theanswerhadbeenfurtherinsult。 Hewalked,payingnoheedtowherehewent。Hehadtraversedmanymileswhenhebecameawarethathisfeethadchosenfamiliarstreets。Hewaspassinghishome。 Dawnwasnear,butthefirstfloorwaslighted。 Hestaggeredupthestepsandwasinstantlyadmitted。 Thelibrarydoorstoodopen,whilehisfathersatwithabookpretendingtoread。AtPhilip\'sentrancethefatherscarcelyglancedup。 \"Comeon!\"hecalled。\"IhavejusttoldBankstobringmeacupofcoffeebeforeIturnin。Haveonewithme!\" Philipsatbesidethetableandleanedhisheadonhishands,buthedrankacupofsteamingcoffeeandfeltbetter。 \"Father,\"hesaid,\"father,mayItalkwithyoualittlewhile?\" \"Ofcourse,\"answeredMr。Ammon。\"Iamnotatalltired。IthinkImusthavebeenwaitinginthehopethatyouwouldcome。Iwantnoone\'sversionofthisbutyours。Tellmethestraightofthething,Phil。\" Philiptoldallheknew,whilehisfathersatindeepthought。 \"OnmylifeIcan\'tseeanyoccasionforsuchadisplayoftemper,Phil。Itpassedallboundsofreasonandbreeding。 Can\'tyouthinkofanythingmore?\" \"Icannot!\" \"PollysayseveryoneexpectedyoutocarrythemothyoucaughttoEdith。Whydidn\'tyou?\" \"Shescreamsifathingofthatkindcomesnearher。 Sheneverhastakentheslightestinterestinthem。Iwasinabighurry。Ididn\'twanttomissoneminuteofmydancewithher。Themothwasnotsouncommon,butbyacombinationofbadluckithadbecometherarestinAmericaforafriendofmine,whoismakingacollectiontopaycollegeexpenses。ForaninstantlastJunetheserieswascompleted;whenawoman\'suncontrolledtemperruinedthisspecimenandthesearchforitbeganover。Afewdayslaterapairwassecured,andagainthemoneywasinsightforseveralhours。Thenanaccidentwreckedone-fourthofthecollection。IhelpedreplacethoselastJune,allbutthisYellowEmperorwhichwecouldnotsecure,andwehaven\'tbeenabletofind,buyortradeforonesince。Somyfriendwascompelledtoteachthispastwinterinsteadofgoingtocollege。Whenthatmothcameflyinginthereto-night,itseemedtomelikefate。 AllIthoughtofwas,thattosecureitwouldcompletethecollectionandsecurethemoney。SoIcaughttheEmperorandstartedittoElnora。IdeclaretoyouthatIwasnotoutofthepavilionoverthreeminutesataliberalestimate。IfI onlyhadthoughttospeaktotheorchestra!IwassureI wouldbebackbeforeenoughcouplesgatheredandformedforthedance。\" Theeyesofthefatherwereverybright。 \"Thefriendforwhomyouwantedthemothisagirl?\" heaskedindifferently,asheranthebookleavesthroughhisfingers。 \"ThegirlofwhomIwroteyoulastsummer,andtoldyouaboutinthefall。IhelpedherallthetimeIwasaway。\" \"DidEdithknowofher?\" \"Itriedmanytimestotellher,tointeresther,butshewassoindifferentthatitwasinsulting。Shewouldnothearme。\" \"Weareneitheroneinanyconditiontosleep。Whydon\'tyoubeginatthefirstandtellmeaboutthisgirl? Tothinkofothermattersforatimemayclearourvisionforasanesolutionofthis。Whoisshe,justwhatisshedoing,andwhatisshelike?YouknowIwasrearedamongthoseLimberlostpeople,Icanunderstandreadily。 Whatishernameandwheredoesshelive?\" Philipgaveaman\'sversionoftheprevioussummer,whilehisfatherplayedwiththebookindustriously。 \"Youareverysureastoherrefinementandeducation?\" \"Inalmosttwomonths\'dailyassociation,couldamanbemistaken?ShecanfarandawaysurpassPolly,Edith,oranygirlofoursetonanycommon,highschool,orsupplementarybranch,andyouknowhighschoolshaveFrench,German,andphysicsnow。Besides,sheisagraduateoftwootherinstitutions。AllherlifeshehasbeenintheschoolofHardKnocks。Shehasthebiggest,tenderest,mosthumanheartIeverknewinagirl。Shehasknownlifeinitsmostcruelphases,andinsteadofhardeningher,ithassethertryingtosaveotherpeoplesuffering。ThenthisnaturepositionofwhichItoldyou;shegraduatedintheSchooloftheWoods,beforeshesecuredthat。TheBirdWoman,whoseworkyouknow,helpedherthere。ElnoraknowsmoreinterestingthingsinaminutethananyothergirlIevermetknewinanhour,providedyouareapersonwhocarestounderstandplantandanimallife。\" Thebookleavesslidrapidlythroughhisfingersasthefatherdrawled:\"Whatsortoflookinggirlisshe?\" \"TallasEdith,alittleheavier,pink,evencomplexion,wideopenblue-grayeyeswithheavyblackbrows,andlashessolongtheytouchhercheeks。Shehasaropeofwaving,shininghairthatmakesarealcrownonherhead,anditappearsalmostredinthelight。SheisashandsomeasanyfairwomanIeversaw,butshedoesn\'tknowit。Everytimeanyonepaysheracompliment,hermother,whoisacaution,discoversthat,forsomereason,thegirlisafright,soshehasnoappreciationofherlooks。\" \"Andyouwereindailyassociationtwomonthswithagirllikethat!Howaboutit,Phil?\" \"Ifyoumean,didItriflewithher,no!\"criedPhiliphotly。 \"ItoldherthesecondtimeImetherallaboutEdith。 AlmosteverydayIwrotetoEdithinherpresence。 ElnoragatheredvioletsandmadeafancybaskettoputtheminforEdith\'sbirthday。IstartedtoerrintooopenadmirationforElnora,buthermotherbroughtmeupwithawhirlIneverforgot。FiftytimesadayintheswampsandforestsElnoramadeaperfectpicture,butIneitherlookednorsaidanything。Inevermetanygirlsodownrightnobleinbearingandactions。 IneverhatedanythingasIhatedleavingher,forweweredearfriends,liketwowhollycongenialmen。Hermotherwasalmostalwayswithus。SheknewhowmuchIadmiredElnora,butsolongasIconcealeditfromthegirl,themotherdidnotcare。\" \"Yetyouleftsuchagirlandcamebackwhole-heartedtoEdithCarr!\" \"Surely!YouknowhowithasbeenwithmeaboutEdithallmylife。\" \"Yetthegirlyoupictureisfarhersuperiortoanunprejudicedperson,whenthinkingwhatamanwouldrequireinawifetobehappy。\" \"IneverhavethoughtwhatIwould`require\'tobehappy! IonlythoughtwhetherIcouldmakeEdithhappy。Ihavebeenanidiot!WhatI\'veborneyou\'llneverknow! To-nightisonlyoneofmanyoutburstslikethat,invaryingandlesserdegrees。\" \"Phil,Iloveyou,whenyousayyouhavethoughtonlyofEdith!Ihappentoknowthatitistrue。 Youaremyonlyson,andIhavehadarighttowatchyouclosely。Ibelieveyouutterly。AnyonewhocaresforyouasIdo,andhashadmyyearsofexperienceinthisworldoveryours,knowsthatinsomeways,to-nightwouldbeablessedrelease,ifyoucouldtakeit;butyoucannot!Gotobednow,andrest。To-morrow,gobacktoherandfixitup。\" \"YouheardwhatIsaidwhenIlefther!Isaiditbecausesomethinginmyheartdiedaminutebeforethat,andIrealizedthatitwasmyloveforEdithCarr。NeveragainwillIvoluntarilyfacesuchascene。Ifshecanactlikethatataball,beforehundreds,overathingofwhichIthoughtnothingatall,shewouldgointoactualphysicalfitsandspasms,oversomeofthehouseholdcrisesI\'veseenthematermeetwithasmile。Sir,itistruththatIhavethoughtonlyofheruptothepresent。Now,I willadmitIamthinkingaboutmyself。Father,didyouseeher?Lifeistooshort,anditcanbetoosweet,tothrowitawayinabattlewithanunrestrainedwoman。 Iamnofighter——whereagirlisconcerned,anyway。 IrespectandloveherorIdonothing。NeveragainiseitherrespectorlovepossiblebetweenmeandEdithCarr。 WheneverIthinkofherinthefuture,Iwillseeherasshewasto-night。ButIcan\'tfacethecrowdjustyet。 Couldyousparemeafewdays?\" \"Itisonlytendaysuntilyouweretogonorthforthesummer,gonow。\" \"Idon\'twanttogonorth。Idon\'twanttomeetpeopleIknow。There,thestorywouldprecedeme。Idonotneedpityingglancesorroughcondolences。IwonderifIcouldnothideatUncleEd\'sinWisconsinforawhile?\" Thebookclosedsuddenly。Thefatherleanedacrossthetableandlookedintotheson\'seyes。 \"Phil,areyousureofwhatyoujusthavesaid?\" \"Perfectlysure!\" \"Doyouthinkyouareinanyconditiontodecideto-night?\" \"Deathcannotreturntolife,father。MyloveforEdithCarrisdead。Ihopenevertoseeheragain。\" \"IfIthoughtyoucouldbecertainsosoon!But,cometothinkofit,youareverylikemeinmanyways。Iamwithyouinthis。PublicscenesanddisgracesIwouldnotendure。Itwouldbeoverwithme,wereIinyourposition,thatIknow。\" \"Itisdoneforalltime,\"saidPhilipAmmon。\"Letusnotspeakofitfurther。\" \"Then,Phil,\"thefatherleanedcloserandlookedatthesontenderly,\"Phil,whydon\'tyougototheLimberlost?\" \"Father!\" \"Whynot?Noonecancomfortahurtheartlikeatenderwoman;and,Phil,haveyoueverstoppedtothinkthatyoumayhaveadutyintheLimberlost,ifyouarefree?Idon\'tknow!Ionlysuggestit。But,foracountryschoolgirl,unaccustomedtomen,twomonthswithamanlikeyoumightwellawakenfeelingsofwhichyoudonotthink。Becauseyouweresafe-guardedisnosignthegirlwas。Shemightcaretoseeyou。Youcansoontell。Withyou,shecomesnexttoEdith,andyouhavemadeitcleartomethatyouappreciateherinmanywaysabove。SoIrepeatit,whynotgototheLimberlost?\" AlongtimePhilipAmmonsatindeepthought。Atlastheraisedhishead。 \"Well,whynot!\"hesaid。\"YearscouldmakemenosurerthanIamnow,andlifeisshort。PleaseaskBankstogetmesomecoffeeandtoast,andIwillbatheanddresssoIcantaketheearlytrain。\" \"Gotoyourbath。Iwillattendtoyourpackingandeverything。AndPhil,ifIwereyou,Iwouldleavenoaddresses。\" \"Notanaddress!\"saidPhilip。\"NotevenPolly。\" Whenthetrainpulledout,theelderAmmonwenthometofindHartHendersonwaiting。 \"WhereisPhil?\"hedemanded。 \"Hedidnotfeellikefacinghisfriendsatpresent,andIamjustbackfromdrivinghimtothestation。HesaidhemightgotoSiam,orPatagonia。Hewouldleavenoaddress。\" Hendersonalmoststaggered。\"He\'snotgone?Andleftnoaddress?Youdon\'tmeanit!He\'llneverforgiveher!\" \"Neverisalongtime,Hart,\"saidMr。Ammon。\"AnditseemsevenlongertothoseofuswhoarewellacquaintedwithPhil。Lastnightwasnotthelaststraw。Itwasthewholestraw-stack。ItcrushedPhilsofarassheisconcerned。Hewillnotseeheragainvoluntarily,andhewillnotforgetifhedoes。Youcantakeitfromhim,andfromme,wehaveacceptedthelady\'sdecision。Willyouhaveacupofcoffee?\" TwiceHendersonopenedhislipstospeakofEdithCarr\'sdespair。Twicehelookedintothestern,inflexiblefaceofMr。Ammonandcouldnotbetrayher。Heheldoutthering。 \"Ihavenoinstructionsastothat,\"saidtheelderAmmon,drawingback。\"PossiblyMissCarrwouldhaveitasakeepsake。\" \"Iamsurenot,\"saidHendersoncurtly。 \"ThensupposeyoureturnittoPeacock。Iwillphonehim。 Hewillgiveyouthepriceofit,andyoumightaddittothechildren\'sFreshAirFund。Wewouldbeobligedifyouwoulddothat。Nooneherecarestohandletheobject。\" \"Asyouchoose,\"saidHenderson。\"Goodmorning!\" Thenhewenttohishome,buthecouldnotthinkofsleep。 Heorderedbreakfast,buthecouldnoteat。Hepacedthelibraryforatime,butitwastoosmall。Goingonthestreetshewalkeduntilexhausted,thenhecalledahansomandwasdriventohisclub。Hehadthoughthimselffamiliarwitheverydepthofsuffering;thatnighthadtaughthimthatwhathefeltforhimselfwasnottobecomparedwiththeanguishwhichwrunghisheartovertheagonyofEdithCarr。HetriedtoblamePhilipAmmon,butbeinganhonestman,Hendersonknewthatwasunjust。 Thefaultlaywhollywithher,butthatonlymadeitharderforhim,asherealizeditwouldintimeforher。 Ashesaunteredintotheroomanattendanthurriedtohim。 \"Youarewantedmosturgentlyatthe\'phone,Mr。 Henderson,\"hesaid。\"YouhavehadthreecallsfromMain5770。\" Hendersonshiveredashepickeddownthereceiverandgavethecall。 \"Isthatyou,Hart?\"cameEdith\'svoice。 \"Yes。\" \"DidyoufindPhil?\" \"No。\" \"Didyoutry?\" \"Yes。AssoonasIleftyouIwentstraightthere。\" \"Wasn\'thehomeyet?\" \"Hehasbeenhomeandgoneagain。\" \"Gone!\" ThecrytoreHenderson\'sheart。 \"ShallIcomeandtellyou,Edith?\" \"No!Tellmenow。\" \"WhenIreachedthehouseBankssaidMr。AmmonandPhilwereoutinthemotor,soIwaited。Mr。Ammoncamebacksoon。Edith,areyoualone?\" \"Yes。Goon!\" \"Callyourmaid。Ican\'ttellyouuntilsomeoneiswithyou。\" \"Tellmeinstantly!\" \"Edith,hesaidhehadbeentothestation。HesaidPhilhadstartedtoSiamorPatagonia,hedidn\'tknowwhich,andleftnoaddress。Hesaid——\" DistinctlyHendersonheardherfall。Hesetthebuzzerringing,andinafewsecondsheardvoices,soheknewshehadbeenfound。Thenhecreptintoaprivatedenandshookwithahard,nervouschill。 ThenextdayEdithCarrstartedonhertriptoEurope。 HendersonfeltcertainshehopedtomeetPhilipthere。 Hewassureshewouldbedisappointed,thoughhehadnoideawhereAmmoncouldhavegone。ButaftermuchthoughthedecidedhewouldseeEdithsoonestbyremainingathome,sohespentthesummerinChicago。 CHAPTERXXI WHEREINPHILIPAMMONRETURNSTOTHELIMBERLOST,ANDELNORASTUDIESTHESITUATION Wemustbethinkingaboutsupper,mother,\"saidElnora,whileshesetthewingsofaCecropiawithmuchcare。 \"ItseemsasifIcan\'tgetenoughtoeat,orenoughofbeingathome。Ienjoyedthatcityhouse。Idon\'tbelieveIcouldhavedonemyworkifIhadbeencompelledtowalkbackandforth。IthoughtatfirstIneverwantedtocomehereagain。Now,IfeelasifIcouldnotliveanywhereelse。\" \"Elnora,\"saidMrs。Comstock,\"there\'ssomeonecomingdowntheroad。\" \"Cominghere,doyouthink?\" \"Yes,cominghere,Isuspect。\" ElnoraglancedquicklyathermotherandthenturnedtotheroadasPhilipAmmonreachedthegate。 \"Careful,mother!\"thegirlinstantlywarned。\"Ifyouchangeyourtreatmentofhimahair\'sbreadth,hewillsuspect。Comewithmetomeethim。\" Shedroppedherworkandsprangup。 \"Well,ofallthedelightfulsurprises!\"shecried。 Shewasatriflethinnerthanduringtheprevioussummer。 Onherfacetherewasamoremature,patientlook,butthesunstruckherbareheadwiththesamerayofredgold。 Sheworeoneoftheoldblueginghamdresses,openatthethroatandrolledtotheelbows。Mrs。Comstockdidnotappearatallthesamewoman,butPhilipsawonlyElnora;heardonlyhergreeting。Hecaughtbothhandswheresheofferedbutone。 \"Elnora,\"hecried,\"ifyouwereengagedtome,andwewereataball,amonghundreds,whereIoffendedyouverymuch,anddidn\'tevenknowIhaddoneanything,andifI askedyoubeforeallofthemtoallowmetoexplain,toforgiveme,towait,wouldyourfacegrowdistortedandunfamiliarwithanger?Wouldyoudropmyringonthefloorandinsultmerepeatedly?OhElnora,wouldyou?\" Elnora\'sbigeyesseemedtoleap,whileherfacegrewverywhite。Shedrewawayherhands。 \"Hush,Phil!Hush!\"sheprotested。\"Thatfeverhasyouagain!Youaredreadfullyill。Youdon\'tknowwhatyouaresaying。\" \"Iamsleeplessandexhausted;I\'mheartsick;butIamwellasIeverwas。Answerme,Elnora,wouldyou?\" \"Answernothing!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"Answernothing! Hangyourcoatthereonyournail,Phil,andcomesplitsomekindling。Elnora,cleanawaythatstuff,andsetthetable。Can\'tyouseetheboyisstarvedandtired? He\'scomehometorestandeatadecentmeal。Comeon,Phil!\" Mrs。Comstockmarchedaway,andPhiliphunghiscoatinitsoldplaceandfollowed。Outofsightandhearingsheturnedonhim。 \"Doyoucallyourselfamanorahound?\"sheflared。 \"Ibegyourpardon——\"stammeredPhilipAmmon。 \"Ishouldthinkyouwould!\"sheejaculated。\"I\'lladmityoudidthesquarethingandwasamanlastsummer,thoughI\'dlikeditbetterifyou\'dfacedupandtoldmeyouwerepromised;buttocomebackherebabying,andtakeholdofElnoralikethat,andtalkthatwaybecauseyouhavehadafusswithyourgirl,Idon\'ttolerate。 SplitthatkindlingandI\'llgetyoursupper,andthenyoubettergo。Iwon\'thaveyouworkingonElnora\'sbigheart,becauseyouhavequarrelledwithsomeoneelse。 You\'llhaveitpatchedupinaweekandbegoneagain,soyoucangorightaway。\" \"Mrs。Comstock,IcametoaskElnoratomarryme。\" \"Themorefoolyou,then!\"criedMrs。Comstock。 \"Thistimeyesterdayyouwereengagedtoanotherwoman,nodoubt。Now,forsomelittleflare-upyoucomeracingheretouseElnoraasatooltospitetheothergirl。 Aweekofsaneliving,andyouwillbesorryandreadytogobacktoChicago,or,ifyoureallyaremanenoughtobesureofyourself,shewillcometoclaimyou。Shehasherrights。Anengagementofyearsisaseriousmatter,andnotbrokenforawhim。Ifyoudon\'tgo,she\'llcome。 Then,whenyoupatchupyouraffairsandgosailingawaytogether,wheredoesmygirlcomein?\" \"Iamalawyer,Mrs。Comstock,\"saidPhilip。\"Itappealstomeasbeneathyourordinarysenseofjusticetodecideacasewithouthearingtheevidence。Itisduemethatyouhearmefirst。\" \"Hearyourside!\"flashedMrs。Comstock。\"I\'daheapsightratherhearthegirl!\" \"Iwishtomysoulthatyouhadheardandseenherlastnight,Mrs。Comstock,\"saidAmmon。\"Then,mywaywouldbeclear。Inevereventhoughtofcominghereto-day。I\'lladmitIwouldhavecomeintime,butnotformanymonths。Myfathersentme。\" \"Yourfathersentyou!Why?\" \"Father,mother,andPollywerepresentlastnight。 They,andallmyfriends,sawmeinsultedanddisgracedintheworstexhibitionofuncontrolledtemperanyofuseverwitnessed。Allofthemknewitwastheend。 FatherlikedwhatIhadtoldhimofElnora,andheadvisedmetocomehere,soIcame。Ifshedoesnotwantme,Icanleaveinstantly,but,ohIhopedshewouldunderstand!\" \"Youpeoplearenotsplittingwood,\"calledElnora。 \"Ohyesweare!\"answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Yousetoutthethingsforbiscuit,andlaythetable。\"SheturnedagaintoPhilip。\"Iknowconsiderableaboutyourfather,\" shesaid。\"IhavemetyourUncle\'sfamilyfrequentlythiswinter。I\'veheardyourAuntAnnasaythatshedidn\'tatalllikeMissCarr,andthatsheandallyourfamilysecretlyhopedthatsomethingwouldhappentopreventyourmarryingher。Thatchimesrightinwithyoursayingthatyourfathersentyouhere。Iguessyoubetterspeakyourpiece。\" Philipgavehisversionofthepreviousnight。 \"Doyoubelieveme?\"hefinished。 \"Yes,\"saidMrs。Comstock。 \"MayIstay?\" \"Oh,itlooksallrightforyou,butwhatabouther?\" \"Nothing,sofarasIamconcerned。HerplanswereallmadetostarttoEuropeto-day。Isuspectsheisonthewaybythistime。Elnoraisverysensible,Mrs。Comstock。