第19章

类别:其他 作者:Gene Stratton-Porter字数:14608更新时间:18/12/13 16:09:15
\"HowIshallloveyou!\"exultedPolly,givingElnoraapartinghug。 Thegirlslowlyandgravelywalkedbacktothewillow。 Shecouldnotimaginewhatwascoming,butshewaspromisingherselfthatshewouldbeverypatientandcontrolhertemper。 \"Willyoubeseated?\"sheaskedpolitely。 EdithCarrglancedatthebench,whileashuddershookher。 \"No。Iprefertostand,\"shesaid。\"DidMr。Ammongiveyoutheringyouarewearing,anddoyouconsideryourselfengagedtohim?\" \"Bywhatrightdoyouasksuchpersonalquestionsasthose?\"inquiredElnora。 \"Bytherightofabetrothedwife。IhavebeenpromisedtoPhilipAmmoneversinceIworeshortskirts。Allourliveswehaveexpectedtomarry。Anagreementofyearscannotbebrokeninoneinsanemoment。Alwayshehaslovedmedevotedly。Givemetenminuteswithhimandhewillbemineforalltime。\" \"Iseriouslydoubtthat,\"saidElnora。\"ButIamwillingthatyoushouldmakethetest。Iwillcallhim。\" \"Stop!\"commandedEdithCarr。\"ItoldyouthatitwasyouIcametosee。\" \"Iremember,\"saidElnora。 \"Mr。Ammonismybetrothed,\"continuedEdithCarr。 \"IexpecttotakehimbacktoChicagowithme。\" \"Youexpectconsiderable,\"murmuredElnora。\"Iwillraisenoobjectiontoyourtakinghim,ifyoucan——but,I tellyoufrankly,Idon\'tthinkitpossible。\" \"Youaresosureofyourselfasthat,\"scoffedEdithCarr。 \"Onehourinmypresencewillbringbacktheoldspell,fullforce。Webelongtoeachother。Iwillnotgivehimup。\" \"Thenitisuntruethatyoutwicerejectedhisring,repeatedlyinsultedhim,andpubliclyrenouncedhim?\" \"Thatwasthroughyou!\"criedEdithCarr。\"PhilandIneverhadbeensonearandsohappyaswewereonthatnight。Itwasyourclingingtohimforthingsthatcausedhimtodesertmeamonghisguests,whilehetriedtomakemeawaityourpleasure。Irealizethespellofthisplace,forasummerseason。Iunderstandwhatyouandyourmotherhavedonetoinveiglehim。Iknowthatyourholdonhimisquitereal。Icanseejusthowyouhaveworkedtoensnarehim!\" \"Menwouldcallthatlying,\"saidElnoracalmly。 \"ThesecondtimeImetPhilipAmmonhetoldmeofhisengagementtoyou,andIrespectedit。IdidbyyouasIwouldwantyoutodobyme。Hewasherepartsofeachday,almostdailylastsummer。TheAlmightyismywitnessthatneveronce,bywordorlook,didIevermaketheslightestattempttointeresthiminmypersonorpersonality。Hewroteyoufrequentlyinmypresence。 Heforgotthevioletsforwhichheaskedtosendyou。 Igatheredthemandcarriedthemtohim。Isenthimbacktoyouinunswervingdevotion,andtheAlmightyisalsomywitnessthatIcouldhavechangedhisheartlastsummer,ifIhadtried。Iwiselyleftthatworkforyou。AllmylifeIshallbegladthatIlivedandworkedonthesquare。 Thatheeverwouldcomebacktomefree,byyouract,Ineverdreamed。WhenheleftmeIdidnothopeorexpecttoseehimagain,\"Elnora\'svoicefellsoftandlow,\" and,behold!Yousenthim——andfree!\" \"Youexultinthat!\"criedEdithCarr。\"Letmetellyouheisnotfree!Wehavebelongedforyears。 Wealwaysshall。Ifyouclingtohim,andholdhimtorashthingshehassaidanddone,becausehethoughtmestillangryandunforgivingwithhim,youwillruinallourlives。 Ifhemarriedyou,beforeamonthyouwouldreadheart-hungerformeinhiseyes。Hecouldnotlovemeashehasdone,andgivemeupforalittlescenelikethat!\" \"Thereisagreatpoem,\"saidElnora,\"onelineofwhichreads,`Foreachmankillsthethingheloves。\'Letmetellyouthatawomancandothatalso。Hedidloveyou——thatIconcede。Butyoukilledhisloveeverlastingly,whenyoudisgracedhiminpublic。Killeditsocompletelyhedoesnotevenfeelresentmenttowardyou。To-day,hewoulddoyouafavour,ifhecould;butloveyou,no! Thatisover!\" EdithCarrstoodtrulyregalandfilledwithscorn。 \"Youaremistaken!Nothingonearthcouldkillthat!\" shecried,andElnorasawthatthegirlreallybelievedwhatshesaid。 \"Youareverysureofyourself!\"saidElnora。 \"Ihavereasontobesure,\"answeredEdithCarr。 \"Wehavelivedandlovedtoolong。Ihavehadyearswithhimtomatchagainstyourdays。Heismine! Hiswork,hisambitions,hisfriends,hisplaceinsocietyarewithme。Youmayhaveasummercharmforasickmaninthecountry;ifhetriedplacingyouinsociety,hesoonwouldseeyouasotherswill。Ittakesbirthtoposition,schooling,andendlesspracticetomeetsocialdemandsgracefully。Youwouldputhimtoshameinaweek。\" \"IscarcelythinkIshouldfollowyourexamplesofar,\" saidElnoradryly。\"IhaveafeelingforPhilipthatwouldpreventmyhurtinghimpurposely,eitherinpublicorprivate。Asformanagingasocialcareerforhimhenevermentionedthathedesiredsuchathing。WhatheaskedofmewasthatIshouldbehiswife。Iunderstoodthattomeanthathedesiredmetokeephimacleanhouse,servehimdigestiblefood,motherhischildren,andgivehimlovingsympathyandtenderness。\" \"Shameless!\"criedEdithCarr。 \"Towhichofusdoyouintendthatadjectivetoapply?\" inquiredElnora。\"Ineverwaslessashamedinallmylife。 PleaserememberIaminmyownhome,andyourpresencehereisnotonmyinvitation。\" MissCarrliftedherheadandstruggledwithherveil。 Shewasverypaleandtremblingviolently,whileElnorastoodserene,afaintsmileonherlips。 \"Suchvulgarity!\"pantedEdithCarr。\"HowcanamanlikePhilipendureit?\" \"Whydon\'tyouaskhim?\"inquiredElnora。\"Icancallhimwithonebreath;but,ifhejudgedusaswestand,Ishouldnotbetheonetotrembleathisdecision。 MissCarr,youhavebeenquiteplain。Youhavetoldmeincarefullyselectedwordswhatyouthinkofme。 Youinsultmybirth,education,appearance,andhome。 IassureyouIamlegitimate。Iwillpassatestexaminationwithyouonanyhighschoolorsupplementarybranch,orFrenchorGerman。Iwilltakeaphysicalexaminationbesideyou。Iwillfaceanysocialemergencyyoucanmentionwithyou。IamacquaintedwithawholeworldinwhichPhilipAmmoniskeenlyinterested,thatyouscarcelyknowexists。Iamnotafraidtofaceanyaudienceyoucangettogetheranywherewithmyviolin。 Iamnotrepulsivetolookat,andIhaveawholesomeregardfortheproprietiesandcivilitiesoflife。PhilipAmmonneveraskedanythingmoreofme,whyshouldyou?\" \"Itisplaintosee,\"criedEdithCarr,\"thatyoutookhimwhenhewashurtandangryandkepthiswoundwideopen。 Oh,whathaveyounotdoneagainstme?\" \"Ididnotpromisetomarryhimwhenanhouragoheaskedme,andofferedmethisring,becausetherewassomuchfeelinginmyheartforyou,thatIknewInevercouldbehappy,ifIfeltthatinanywayIhadfailedindoingjusticetoyourinterests。Ididsliponthisring,whichhehadjustbrought,becauseIneverownedone,anditisverybeautiful,butImadehimnopromise,norshallImakeany,untilIamquite,quitesure,thatyoufullyrealizeheneverwouldmarryyouifIsenthimawaythishour。\" \"Youknowperfectlythatifyourpunyholdonhimwerebroken,ifhewerebackinhishome,amonghisfriends,andwherehewasmeetingme,inoneshortweekhewouldbemineagain,ashealwayshasbeen。Inyourheartyoudon\'tbelievewhatyousay。Youdon\'tdaretrusthiminmypresence。Youareafraidtoallowhimoutofyoursight,becauseyouknowwhattheresultswouldbe。Rightorwrong,youhavemadeupyourmindtoruinhimandme,andyouaregoingtobeselfishenoughtodoit。But——\" \"Thatwilldo!\"saidElnora。\"SparemetheenumerationofhowIwillregretit。Ishallregretnothing。 IshallnotactuntilIknowtherewillbenothingtoregret。 Ihavedecidedonmycourse。Youmayreturntoyourfriends。\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\"demandedEdithCarr。 \"Thatismyaffair,\"repliedElnora。\"Onlythis! Whenyouropportunitycomes,seizeit!AnytimeyouareinPhilipAmmon\'spresence,exertthecharmsofwhichyouboast,andtakehim。Igrantyouarejustifiedindoingitifyoucan。IwantnothingmorethanIwanttoseeyoumarryPhilipifhewantsyou。Heisjustacrossthefenceunderthatautomobile。Gospreadyourmeshesandexertyourwiles。Iwon\'tstirtostopyou。TakehimtoOnabasha,andtoChicagowithyou。Useeveryartyoupossess。 IftheoldcharmcanberevivedIwillbethefirsttowishbothofyouwell。Now,Imustreturntomyvisitors。 Kindlyexcuseme。\" Elnoraturnedandwentbacktothearbour。EdithCarrfollowedthefenceandpassedthroughthegateintothewestwoodswheresheaskedHendersonaboutthecar。 Asshestoodnearhimshewhispered:\"TakePhilbacktoOnabashawithus。\" \"Isay,Ammon,can\'tyougotothecitywithusandhelpmefindashopwhereIcangetthispinionfixed?\" askedHenderson。\"Wewanttolunchandstartbackbyfive。 Thatwillgetushomeaboutmidnight。Whydon\'tyoubringyourautomobilehere?\" \"Iamaworkingman,\"saidPhilip。\"Ihavenotimetobeoutmotoring。Ican\'tseeanythingthematterwithyourcar,myself;but,ofcourseyoudon\'twanttobreakdowninthenight,onstrangeroads,withwomenonyourhands。 I\'llsee。\" Philipwentintothearbour,wherePollytookpossessionofhislap,fingeredhishair,andkissedhisforeheadandlips。 \"Whenareyoucomingtothecottage,Phil?\"sheasked。 \"Comesoon,andbringMissComstockforavisit。Allofuswillbesogladtohaveher。\" PhilipbeamedonPolly。\"I\'llseeaboutthat,\"hesaid。 \"Soundsprettygood。Elnora,Hendersonisintroublewithhisautomobile。HewantsmetogotoOnabashawithhimtoshowhimwherethedoctorlives,andmakerepairssohecanstartbackthisevening。Itwilltakeabouttwohours。MayIgo?\" \"Ofcourse,youmustgo,\"shesaid,laughinglightly。 \"Youcan\'tleaveyoursister。Whydon\'tyoureturntoChicagowiththem?Thereisplentyofroom,andyoucouldhaveafinevisit。\" \"I\'llbebackinjusttwohours,\"saidPhilip。\"WhileI amgone,youbethinkingoverwhatweweretalkingofwhenthefolkscame。\" \"MissComstockcangowithusaswellasnot,\"saidPolly。 \"Thatbackseatwasmadeforthree,andIcansitonyourlap。\" \"Comeon!Docome!\"urgedPhilipinstantly,andTomLeveringjoinedhim,butHendersonandEdithsilentlywaitedatthegate。 \"No,thankyou,\"laughedElnora。\"Thatwouldcrowdyou,andit\'swarmanddusty。Wewillsaygood-byehere。\" Sheofferedherhandtoallofthem,andwhenshecametoPhilipshegavehimonelongsteadylookintheeyes,thenshookhandswithhimalso。 CHAPTERXXIII WHEREINELNORAREACHESADECISION,ANDFRECKLESANDTHEANGELAPPEAR Well,shecame,didn\'tshe?\"remarkedMrs。ComstocktoElnoraastheywatchedtheautomobilespeeddowntheroad。AsitturnedtheLimberlostcorner,Philiparoseandwavedtothem。 \"Shehasn\'tgothimyet,anyway,\"saidMrs。Comstock,takingheart。\"What\'sthatonyourfinger,andwhatdidshesaytoyou?\" Elnoraexplainedabouttheringasshedrewitoff。 \"Ihaveseveralletterstowrite,thenIamgoingtochangemydressandwalkdowntowardAuntMargaret\'sforalittleexercise。Imaymeetsomeofthem,andIdon\'twantthemtoseethisring。YoukeepituntilPhilipcomes,\"saidElnora。\"AsforwhatMissCarrsaidtome,manythings,twoofimportance:one,thatIlackedeverysocialrequirementnecessaryforthehappinessofPhilipAmmon,andthatifImarriedhimIwouldseeinsideamonththathewasashamedofme——\" \"Aw,shockins!\"scornedMrs。Comstock。\"Goon!\" \"Theotherwasthatshehasbeenengagedtohimforyears,thathebelongstoher,andsherefusestogivehimup。Shesaidthatifhewereinherpresenceonehour,shewouldhavehimunderamysteriousthingshecalls`herspell\'again;ifhewerewhereshecouldseehimforoneweek,everythingwouldbemadeup。Itisheropinionthatheissufferingfromwoundedpride,andthattheslightestconcessiononherpartwillbringhimtohiskneesbeforeher。\" Mrs。Comstockgiggled。\"Idohopetheboyisn\'tweak-kneed,\" shesaid。\"Ijusthappenedtobepassingthewestwindowthisafternoon——\" Elnoralaughed。\"Nothingsaveactualknowledgeeverwouldhavemademebelievetherewasagirlinallthisworldsoinfatuatedwithherself。Shespeakscasuallyofherpowerovermen,andboastsof`bringingamantohisknees\'ascomplacentlyasIwouldpickupanetandsay: `Iamgoingtotakeabutterfly。\'ShehonestlybelievesthatifPhilipwerewithherashorttimeshecouldrekindlehisloveforherandawakeninhimeveryparticleoftheolddevotion。Mother,thegirlishonest!Sheisabsolutelysincere!ShesobelievesinherselfandthestrengthofPhil\'sloveforher,thatallherlifeshewillbelieveinandbroodoverthatthought,unlesssheistaughtdifferently。Solongasshethinksthat,shewillnursewrongideasandpineoverherblightedlife。ShemustbetaughtthatPhilisabsolutelyfree,andyethewillnotgotoher。\" \"Buthowonearthareyouproposingtoteachherthat?\" \"Thewaywillopen。\" \"Lookeyhere,Elnora!\"criedMrs。Comstock。\"ThatCarrgirlisthehandsomestdarkwomanIeversaw。She\'sgottotheplacewhereshewon\'tstopatanything。Hercominghereprovesthat。Idon\'tbelievetherewasathingthematterwiththatautomobile。IthinkthatwasaschemeshefixeduptogetPhilwhereshecouldseehimalone,assheworkedtoseeyou。IfyouaregoingdeliberatelytoputPhilipunderherinfluenceagain,you\'vegottobraceyourselfforthepossibilitythatshemaywin。 Amanisaweakmortal,wherealovelywomanisconcerned,andheneverdeniedthathelovedheronce。Youmaymakeyourselfdownrightmiserable。\" \"Butmother,ifshewon,itwouldn\'tmakemehalfsomiserableastomarryPhilmyself,andthenreadhungerforherinhiseyes!Someonehasgottosufferoverthis。 Ifitprovestobeme,I\'llbearit,andyou\'llneverhearawhisperofcomplaintfromme。IknowtherealPhilipAmmonbetterinourmonthsofworkinthefieldsthansheknowshiminallheryearsofsocietyengagements。 Sosheshallhavethehoursheasked,many,manyofthem,enoughtomakeheracknowledgethatsheiswrong。 NowIamgoingtowritemylettersandtakemywalk。\" Elnorathrewherarmsaroundhermotherandkissedherrepeatedly。\"Don\'tyouworryaboutme,\"shesaid。 \"Iwillgetalongallright,andwhateverhappens,Ialwayswillbeyourgirlandyoumydarlingmother。\" Shelefttwosealednotesonherdesk。Thenshechangedherdress,packedasmallbundlewhichshedroppedwithherhatfromthewindowbesidethewillow,andsoftlywentdownstairs。Mrs。Comstockwasinthegarden。Elnorapickedupthehatandbundle,hurrieddowntheroadafewrods,thenclimbedthefenceandenteredthewoods。Shetookadiagonalcourse,andafteralongwalkreachedaroadtwomileswestandonesouth。 Thereshestraightenedherclothing,putonherhatandathindarkveilandwaitedthepassingofthenexttrolley。 SheleftitatthefirsttownandtookatrainforFortWayne。 Shemadethatpointjustintimetoclimbontheeveningtrainnorth,asitpulledfromthestation。ItwasaftermidnightwhensheleftthecaratGrandRapids,andwentintothedepottoawaitthecomingofday。 Tiredout,shelaidherheadonherbundleandfellasleeponaseatinthewomen\'swaiting-room。Longafterlightshewasawakenedbytheroarandrattleoftrains。Shewashed,re-arrangedherhairandclothing,andwentintothegeneralwaiting-roomtofindherwaytothestreet。Shesawhimasheenteredthedoor。Therewasnomistakingthetall,lithefigure,thebrighthair,thelean,brown-splotchedface,thesteadygrayeyes。Hewasdressedfortravelling,andcarriedalightovercoatandabag。StraighttohimElnorawentspeeding。 \"Oh,Iwasjuststartingtofindyou!\"shecried。 \"Thankyou!\"hesaid。 \"Youaregoingaway?\"shepanted。 \"NotifIamneeded。Ihaveafewminutes。Canyoubetellingmebriefly?\" \"IamtheLimberlostgirltowhomyourwifegavethedressforCommencementlastspring,andbothofyousentlovelygifts。Thereisareason,averygoodreason,whyI mustbehiddenforatime,andIcamestraighttoyou——asifIhadaright。\" \"Youhave!\"answeredFreckles。\"AnyboyorgirlwhoeversufferedonepangintheLimberlosthasaclaimtothebestdropofbloodinmyheart。Youneedn\'tbetellingmeanythingmore。TheAngelisatourcottageonMackinac。Youshalltellherandplaywiththebabieswhileyouwantshelter。Thisway!\" Theybreakfastedinaluxuriouscar,talkedovertheswamp,theworkoftheBirdWoman;Elnoratoldofhernaturelecturesintheschools,andsoontheyweregoodfriends。IntheeveningtheyleftthetrainatMackinawCityandcrossedtheStraitsbyboat。Sheetsofwhitemoonlightfloodedthewaterandpavedamoltenpathacrossthebreastofitstraighttothefaceofthemoon。 Theislandlayadarkspotonthesilversurface,itstalltreessharplyoutlinedonthesummit,andamillionlightsblinkedaroundtheshore。Thenightgunsboomedfromthewhitefortandadarksentinelpacedtherampartsabovethelittlecitytuckeddownclosetothewater。 Agreattenorsummeringinthenorthcameoutontheupperdeckofthebigboat,andbaringhishead,facedthemoonandsang:\"Oh,themoonshinesbrightonmyoldKentuckyhome!\"ElnorathoughtoftheLimberlost,ofPhilip,andhermother,andalmostchokedwiththesobsthatwouldariseinherthroat。OnthedockawomanofexquisitebeautysweptintothearmsofTerenceO\'More。 \"Oh,Freckles!\"shecried。\"You\'vebeengoneamonth!\" \"Fourdays,Angel,onlyfourdaysbytheclock,\" remonstratedFreckles。\"Wherearethechildren?\" \"Asleep!Thankgoodness!I\'mworntoathread。Ineversawsuchinventive,activechildren。Ican\'tkeeptrackofthem!\" \"Ihavebroughtyouhelp,\"saidFreckles。\"HereistheLimberlostgirlinwhomtheBirdWomanisinterested。 MissComstockneedsarestbeforebeginningherschoolworkfornextyear,soshecametous。\" \"Youdearthing!Howgoodofyou!\"criedtheAngel。 \"Weshallbesohappytohaveyou!\" Inherroomthatnight,inabeautifulcottagefurnishedwitheveryluxury,ElnoraliftedatiredfacetotheAngel。 \"Ofcourse,youunderstandthereissomethingbackofthis?\"shesaid。\"Imusttellyou。\" \"Yes,\"agreedtheAngel。\"Tellme!Ifyougetitoutofyoursystem,youwillstandabetterchanceofsleeping。\" Elnorastoodbrushingthecopper-brightmassesofherhairasshetalked。WhenshefinishedtheAngelwasalmosthysterical。 \"Youinsanecreature!\"shecried。\"Howcrazyofyoutoleavehimtoher!Iknowbothofthem。Ihavemetthemoften。Shemaybeabletomakegoodherboast。 Butitisperfectlysplendidofyou!And,afterall,reallyitistheonlyway。Icanseethat。IthinkitiswhatI shouldhavedonemyself,ortriedtodo。Idon\'tknowthatIcouldhavedoneit!WhenIthinkofwalkingawayandleavingFreckleswithawomanheonceloved,toletherseeifshecanmakehimloveheragain,oh,itgivesmeagraveyardheart。No,Inevercouldhavedoneit!YouarebiggerthanIeverwas。Ishouldhaveturnedcoward,sure。\" \"Iamacoward,\"admittedElnora。\"Iamsoul-sick! IamafraidIshalllosemysensesbeforethisisover。 Ididn\'twanttocome!Iwantedtostay,togostraightintohisarms,tobindmyselfwithhisring,tolovehimwithallmyheart。Itwasn\'tmyfaultthatIcame。 Therewassomethinginsidethatjustpushedme。Sheisbeautiful——\" \"Iquiteagreewithyou!\" \"Youcanimaginehowfascinatingshecanbe。Sheusednoartsonme。Herpurposewastocowerme。Shefoundshecouldnotdothat,butshedidathingwhichhelpedhermore:sheprovedthatshewashonest,perfectlysincereinwhatshethought。ShebelievesthatifshemerelybeckonstoPhilip,hewillgotoher。SoIamgivinghertheopportunitytolearnfromhimwhathewilldo。 Sheneverwillbelieveitfromanyoneelse。Whensheissatisfied,Ishallbealso。\" \"But,child!Supposeshewinshimback!\" \"ThatisthesuppositionwithwhichIshalleatandsleepforthecomingfewweeks。Wouldonedareaskforapeepatthebabiesbeforegoingtobed?\" \"Now,youareperfect!\"announcedtheAngel。\"InevershouldhavelikedyouallIcan,ifyouhadbeencontenttogotosleepinthishousewithoutaskingtoseethebabies。Comethisway。Wenamedthefirstboyforhisfather,ofcourse,andthegirlforAuntAlice。 Thenextboyisnamedformyfather,andthebabyfortheBirdWoman。Afterthiswearegoingtobranchout。\" Elnorabegantolaugh。 \"Oh,Isuspecttherewillbequiteanumberofthem,\" saidtheAngelserenely。\"Iamtoldthemoretherearethelesstroubletheymake。Thebigonestakecareofthelittleones。Wewantalargefamily。Thisisourstart。\" Sheenteredadarkroomandheldaloftacandle。Shewenttothesideofasmallwhiteironbedinwhichlayaboyofeightandanotherofthree。Theywereperfectlyformed,rosychildren,theelderareplicaofhismother,theotherverylike。Thentheycametoacradlewhereababygirlofalmosttwosleptsoundly,andmadeapicture。 \"Butjustseehere!\"saidtheAngel。Shethrewthelightonasleepinggirlofsix。Amassofredcurlssweptthepillow。LineandfeaturethefacewasthatofFreckles。 Withoutasking,Elnoraknewthecolourandexpressionoftheclosedeyes。TheAngelhandedElnorathecandle,andstooping,straightenedthechild\'sbody。Sheranherfingersthroughthebrightcurls,andlightlytouchedthearistocraticlittlenose。 \"Thesupplyoffrecklesholdsoutinmyfamily,yousee!\" shesaid。\"Bothofthegirlswillhavethem,andthesecondboyafew。\" Shestoodaninstantlonger,thenbending,ranherhandcaressinglydownarosybareleg,whileshekissedthebabyishredmouth。Therehadbeensomereasonfortouchingallofthem,thekissfellonthelipswhichwerelikeFreckles\'s。 ToElnorashesaidatendergood-night,whisperingbravewordsofencouragementandmakingplanstofillthedaystocome。Thenshewentaway。Anhourlatertherewasalighttaponthegirl\'sdoor。 \"Come!\"shecalledasshelaystaringintothedark。 TheAngelfeltherwaytothebedside,satdownandtookElnora\'shands。 \"Ijusthadtocomebacktoyou,\"shesaid。\"IhavebeentellingFreckles,andheisalmosthurtinghimselfwithlaughing。Ididn\'tthinkitwasfunny,buthedoes。 Hethinksit\'sthefunniestthingthateverhappened。 HesaysthattorunawayfromMr。Ammon,whenyouhadmadehimnopromiseatall,whenhewasn\'tsureofyou,won\'tsendhimhometoher;itwillsethimhuntingyou! HesaysifyouhadcombinedthewisdomofSolomon,Socrates,andalltheremainderofthewisemen,youcouldn\'thavechosenanycoursethatwouldhavesealedhimtoyousosurely。HefeelsthatnowMr。Ammonwillperfectlyhateherforcomingdownthereanddrivingyouaway。Andyouwenttogiveherthechanceshewanted。 Oh,Elnora!Itisbecomingfunny!Iseeit,too!\" TheAngelrockedonthebedside。Elnorafacedthedarkinsilence。 \"Forgiveme,\"gulpedtheAngel。\"Ididn\'tmeantolaugh。 Ididn\'tthinkitwasfunny,untilallatonceitcametome。Oh,dear!Elnora,itfunny!I\'vegottolaugh!\" \"Maybeitis,\"admittedElnora\"toothers;butitisn\'tveryfunnytome。Anditwon\'tbetoPhilip,ortomother。\" Thatwasverytrue。Mrs。Comstockhadbeenslightlypreparedforstringentactionofsomekind,bywhatElnorahadsaid。Themotherinstantlyhadguessedwherethegirlwouldgo,butnothingwassaidtoPhilip。ThatwouldhavebeentoinvalidateElnora\'stestinthebeginning,andMrs。ComstockknewherchildwellenoughtoknowthatsheneverwouldmarryPhilipunlessshefeltitrightthatsheshould。Theonlywaywastofindout,andElnorahadgonetoseektheinformation。Therewasnothingtodobutwaituntilshecameback,andhermotherwasnotintheleastuneasybutthatthegirlwouldreturnbraveandself-reliant,asalways。 PhilipAmmonhurriedbacktotheLimberlost,stronginthehopethatnowhemighttakeElnoraintohisarmsandreceiveherpromisetobecomehiswife。Hisfirstshockofdisappointmentcamewhenhefoundhergone。 IntalkingwithMrs。ComstockhelearnedthatEdithCarrhadmadeanopportunitytospeakwithElnoraalone。 Hehasteneddowntheroadtomeether,comingbackalone,anagitatedman。Thensearchrevealedthenotes。Hisread: DEARPHILIP: IfindthatIamnevergoingtobeabletoansweryourquestionofthisafternoonfairlytoallofus,whenyouarewithme。SoIamgoingawayafewweekstothinkovermattersalone。Ishallnottellyou,orevenmother,whereIamgoing,butIshallbesafe,wellcaredfor,andhappy。Pleasegobackhomeandliveamongyourfriends,justasyoualwayshavedone,andonorbeforethefirstofSeptember,I willwriteyouwhereIam,andwhatIhavedecided。PleasedonotblameEdithCarrforthis,anddonotavoidher。Ihopeyouwillcallonherandbefriends。Ithinksheisverysorry,andcovetsyourfriendshipatleast。UntilSeptember,then,asever,ELNORA。 Mrs。Comstock\'snotewasmuchthesame。Philipwasillwithdisappointment。Inthearbourhelaidhisheadonthetable,amongtheimplementsofElnora\'slovedwork,andgulpeddowndrysobshecouldnotrestrain。Mrs。Comstockneverhadlikedhimsowell。Herhandinvoluntarilycrepttowardhisdarkhead,thenshedrewback。Elnorawouldnotwanthertodoanythingwhatevertoinfluencehim。 \"WhatamIgoingtodotoconvinceEdithCarrthatI donotloveher,andElnorathatIamhers?\"hedemanded。 \"Iguessyouhavetofigurethatoutyourself,\"saidMrs。Comstock。\"I\'dbegladtohelpyouifIcould,butitseemstobeuptoyou。\" Philipsatalongtimeinsilence。\"Well,Ihavedecided!\" hesaidabruptly。\"AreyouperfectlysureElnorahadplentyofmoneyandasafeplacetogo?\" \"Absolutely!\"answeredMrs。Comstock。\"Shehasbeentakingcareofherselfeversinceshewasborn,andshealwayshascomeoutallright,sofar;I\'llstakeallI\'mworthonit,thatshealwayswill。Idon\'tknowwheresheis,butI\'mnotgoingtoworryabouthersafety。\" \"Ican\'thelpworrying!\"criedPhilip。\"Icanthinkoffiftythingsthatmayhappentoherwhenshethinkssheissafe。Thisisdistracting!First,Iamgoingtorunuptoseemyfather。Then,I\'llletyouknowwhatwehavedecided。IsthereanythingIcandoforyou?\" \"Nothing!\"saidMrs。Comstock。 Butthedesiretodosomethingforhimwassostrongwithhershescarcelycouldkeepherlipsclosedorherhandsquiet。ShelongedtotellhimwhatEdithCarrhadsaid,howithadaffectedElnora,andtocomforthimasshefeltshecould。Butloyaltytothegirlheldher。IfElnoratrulyfeltthatshecouldnotdecideuntilEdithCarrwasconvinced,thenEdithCarrwouldhavetoyieldortriumph。 ItrestedwithPhilip。SoMrs。Comstockkeptsilent,whilePhiliptookthenightlimited,abitterlydisappointedman。 Bynoonthenextdayhewasinhisfather\'soffices。Theyhadalongconference,butdidnotarriveatmuchuntiltheelderAmmonsuggestedsendingforPolly。AnythingthatmighthavehappenedcouldbeexplainedafterPollyhadtoldoftheprivateconferencebetweenEdithandElnora。 \"Talkaboutlovelywoman!\"criedPhilipAmmon。\"OnewouldthinkthataftersuchadoseasEdithgaveme,shewouldbesatisfiedtoletmegomyway,butno!Notcaringformeenoughherselftosavemefrompublicdisgrace,shemustnowpursuemetokeepanyotherwomanfromlovingme。 Icallthattoomuch!Iamgoingtoseeher,andIwantyoutogowithme,father。\" \"Verywell,\"saidMr。Ammon,\"Iwillgo。\" WhenEdithCarrcameintoherreception-roomthatafternoon,gownedforconquest,sheexpectedonlyPhilip,andhimpenitent。Shecamehurryingtowardhim,smiling,radiant,readytouseeveryallurementshepossessed,andpausedindismaywhenshesawhiscoldfaceandhisfather。 \"Why,Phil!\"shecried。\"Whendidyoucomehome?\" \"Iamnotathome,\"answeredPhilip。\"Imerelyranuptoseemyfatheronbusiness,andtoinquireofyouwhatitwasyousaidtoMissComstockyesterdaythatcausedhertodisappearbeforeIcouldreturntotheLimberlost。\" \"MissComstockdisappear!Impossible!\"criedEdithCarr。 \"Wherecouldshego?\" \"Ithoughtperhapsyoucouldanswerthat,sinceitwasthroughyouthatshewent。\" \"Phil,Ihaven\'tthefaintestideawheresheis,\"saidthegirlgently。 \"Butyouknowperfectlywhyshewent!Kindlytellmethat。\" \"Letmeseeyoualone,andIwill。\" \"Hereandnow,ornotatall。\" \"Phil!\" \"WhatdidyousaytothegirlIlove?\" ThenEdithCarrstretchedoutherarms。 \"Phil,Iamthegirlyoulove!\"shecried。\"Allyourlifeyouhavelovedme。Surelyitcannotbeallgoneinafewweeksofmisunderstanding。Iwasjealousofher! Ididnotwantyoutoleavemeaninstantthatnightforanyothergirlliving。ThatwasthemothIwasrepresenting。 Everyoneknewit!Iwantedyoutobringittome。 Whenyoudidnot,Iknewinstantlyithadbeenforherthatyouworkedlastsummer,shewhosuggestedmydress,shewhohadpowertotakeyoufromme,whenI wantedyoumost。Thethoughtdrovememad,andIsaidanddidthoseinsanethings。Phil,Ibegyourpardon! Iaskyourforgiveness。Yesterdayshesaidthatyouhadtoldherofmeatonce。ShevowedbothofyouhadbeentruetomeandPhil,Icouldn\'tlookintohereyesandnotseethatitwasthetruth。Oh,Phil,ifyouunderstoodhowIhavesufferedyouwouldforgiveme。Phil,IneverknewhowmuchIcaredforyou!Iwilldoanything——anything!\" \"ThentellmewhatyousaidtoElnorayesterdaythatdroveher,aloneandfriendless,intothenight,heavenknowswhere!\" \"Youhavenothoughtforanyonesaveher?\" \"Yes,\"saidPhilip。\"Ihave。BecauseIoncelovedyou,andbelievedinyou,myheartachesforyou。Iwillgladlyforgiveanythingyouask。Iwilldoanythingyouwant,excepttoresumeourformerrelations。Thatisimpossible。 Itishopelessanduselesstoaskit。\" \"Youtrulymeanthat!\" \"Yes。\" \"ThenfindoutfromherwhatIsaid!\" \"Come,father,\"saidPhilip,rising。 \"YouweregoingtoshowMissComstock\'slettertoEdith!\"suggestedMr。Ammon。 \"IhavenottheslightestinterestinMissComstock\'sletter,\"saidEdithCarr。 \"Youarenoteveninterestedinthefactthatshesaysyouarenotresponsibleforhergoing,andthatIamtocallonyouandbefriendswithyou?\" \"Thatisinteresting,indeed!\"sneeredMissCarr。 Shetooktheletter,readandreturnedit。 \"Shehasdonewhatshecouldformycause,itseems,\" shesaidcoldly。\"Howverygenerousofher!DoyouproposecallingoutPinkertonsandinstitutingageneralsearch?\" \"No,\"repliedPhilip。\"IsimplyproposetogobacktotheLimberlostandlivewithhermother,untilElnorabecomesconvincedthatIamnotcourtingyou,andnevershallbe。Then,perhaps,shewillcomehometous。 Good-bye。Goodlucktoyoualways!\" CHAPTERXXIV WHEREINEDITHCARRWAGESABATTLE,ANDHARTHENDERSONSTANDSGUARD Manypeoplelooked,afewfollowed,whenEdithCarrslowlycamedownthemainstreetofMackinac,pausinghereandtheretonotetheglowofcolourinonesmallboothafteranother,overflowingwithgaycurios。 Thatstreetofpackedwhitesand,windingwiththecurvesoftheshore,outlinedwithbrilliantshops,andthrongedwithlaughing,bare-headedpeopleinoutingcostumeswasapicturesqueandfascinatingsight。 Thousandsannuallymadelongjourneysandpaidexorbitantpricestotakepartinthatpageant。 AsEdithCarrpassed,shewasthemostdistinguishedfigureoftheoldstreet。Herclingingblackgownwassufficientlyelaborateforadinnerdress。Onherheadwasalarge,wide,drooping-brimmedblackhat,withimmensefloatingblackplumes,whileonthebrim,andamongthelacesonherbreastglowedvelvety,deepredroses。 Somewaythesemadeupforthelackofcolourinhercheeksandlips,andwhilehereyesseemedunnaturallybright,toacloseobservertheyappearedweary。Despitetheeffortshemadetomovelightlyshewasverytired,anddraggedherheavyfeetwithaneffort。 Sheturnedatthelittlestreetleadingtothedock,andwenttomeetthebiglakesteamerploughinguptheStraitsfromChicago。Pastthelandingplace,ontotheveryendofthepiershewent,thensatdown,leanedagainstadocksupportandclosedhertiredeyes。Whenthesteamercameverycloseshelanguidlywatchedthepeopleliningtherailing。Instantlyshemarkedoneleananxiousfaceturnedtowardhers,andwithathrobofpitysheliftedahandandwavedtoHartHenderson。Hewasthefirstmantoleavetheboat,comingtoherinstantly。Shespreadhertrailingskirtsandmotionedhimtositbesideher。 Silentlytheylookedacrossthesoftlylappingwater。 Atlastsheforcedherselftospeaktohim。 \"Didyouhaveasuccessfultrip?\" \"Iaccomplishedmypurpose。\" \"Youdidn\'tloseanytimegettingback。\" \"IneverdowhenIamcomingtoyou。\" \"Doyouwanttogotothecottageforanything?\" \"No。\" \"ThenletussithereandwaituntilthePetoskeysteamercomesin。Iliketowatchtheboats。 SometimesIstudythefaces,ifIamnottootired。\" \"Haveyouseenanynewtypesto-day?\" Sheshookherhead。\"Thishasnotbeenaneasyday,Hart。\" \"Andit\'sgoingtobeworse,\"saidHendersonbitterly。 \"There\'snouseputtingitoff。Edith,Isawsomeoneto-day。\" \"Youshouldhaveseenthousands,\"shesaidlightly。 \"Idid。Butofthemall,onlyonewillbeofinteresttoyou。\" \"Manorwoman?\" \"Man。\" \"Where?\" \"LakeShoreprivatehospital。\" \"Anaccident?\" \"No。Nervousandphysicalbreakdown。\" \"PhilsaidhewasgoingbacktotheLimberlost。\" \"Hewent。Hewastherethreeweeks,butthestrainbrokehim。Hehasanoldletterinhishandsthathehashandleduntilitisragged。Heheldituptomeandsaid: \"Youcanseeforyourselfthatshesaysshewillbewellandhappy,butwecan\'tknowuntilweseeheragain,andthatmayneverbe。Shemayhavegonetoonearthatplaceherfatherwentdown,someofthatLimberlostgangmayhavefoundherintheforest,shemayliedeadinsomecitymorguethisinstant,waitingformetofindherbody。\" \"Hart!Forpitysakestop!\" \"Ican\'t,\"criedHendersondesperately。\"Iamforcedtotellyou。Theyarefightingbrainfever。Hedidgobacktotheswampandheprowleditnightandday。 Thedaysdowntherearehotnow,andthenightswetwithdewandcold。Hepaidnoattentionandforgothisfood。 Afeverstartedandhisunclebroughthimhome。 They\'veneverhadawordfromher,orfoundatraceofher。Mrs。ComstockthoughtshehadgonetoO\'Mores\'atGreatRapids,sowhenPhilbrokedownshetelegraphedthere。 Theyhadbeengoneallsummer,sohermotherisasanxiousasPhil。\" \"TheO\'Moresarehere,\"saidEdith。\"Ihaven\'tseenanyofthem,becauseIhaven\'tgoneoutmuchinthefewdayssincewecame,butthisistheirsummerhome。\" \"Edith,theysayatthehospitalthatitwilltakecarefulnursingtosavePhil。Heissurroundedbystacksofmapsandrailroadguides。Heistryingtoframeupaplantosettheentiredetectiveagencyofthecountrytowork。 Hesayshewillstaytherejusttwodayslonger。Thedoctorssayhewillkillhimselfwhenhegoes。Heisasickman,Edith。Hishandsareburningandshakyandhisbreathwashotagainstmyface。\" \"Whyareyoutellingme?\"Itwasacryofacuteanguish。 \"Hethinksyouknowwheresheis。\"