第3章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:18429更新时间:18/12/13 16:16:15
Aloneinherchamber,Bettyflungherselfuponherfaceonthebed,andburstintoshakingsobs。Yetshewouldnotadmittoherselfthatherlover\'sconductwasunreasonable;onlythatherrashactofthepreviousweekhadbeenwrong。Noonehadheardherenter,andshewastoowornout,inbodyandmind,tothinkorcareaboutmedicalaid。Inanhourorsoshefeltyetmoreunwell,positivelyill;andnobodycomingtoherattheusualbedtime,shelookedtowardsthedoor。Marksofthelockhavingbeenforcedwerevisible,andthismadehercharyofsummoningaservant。Sheopenedthedoorcautiouslyandsalliedforthdownstairs。 Inthedining-parlour,asitwascalled,thenowsickandsorryBettywasstartledtoseeatthatlatehournothermother,butamansitting,calmlyfinishinghissupper。Therewasnoservantintheroom。Heturned,andsherecognizedherhusband。 \'Where\'smymamma?\'shedemandedwithoutpreface。 \'Gonetoyourfather\'s。Isthat——\'Hestopped,aghast。 \'Yes,sir。Thisspottedobjectisyourwife!I\'vedoneitbecauseIdon\'twantyoutocomenearme!\' Hewassixteenyearshersenior;oldenoughtobecompassionate。 \'Mypoorchild,youmustgettobeddirectly!Don\'tbeafraidofme——I\'llcarryyouupstairs,andsendforadoctorinstantly。\' \'Ah,youdon\'tknowwhatIam!\'shecried。\'Ihadaloveronce;butnowhe\'sgone!\'Twasn\'tIwhodesertedhim。Hehasdesertedme; becauseIamillhewouldn\'tkissme,thoughIwantedhimto!\' \'Wouldn\'the?Thenhewasaverypoorslack-twistedsortoffellow。 Betty,I\'VEneverkissedyousinceyoustoodbesidemeasmylittlewife,twelveyearsandahalfold!MayIkissyounow?\' ThoughBettybynomeansdesiredhiskisses,shehadenoughofthespiritofCunigondeinSchiller\'sballadtotesthisdaring。\'Ifyouhavecouragetoventure,yessir!\'saidshe。\'Butyoumaydieforit,mind!\' Hecameuptoherandimprintedadeliberatekissfulluponhermouth,saying,\'Maymanyothersfollow!\' Sheshookherhead,andhastilywithdrew,thoughsecretlypleasedathishardihood。Theexcitementhadsupportedherforthefewminutesshehadpassedinhispresence,andshecouldhardlydragherselfbacktoherroom。Herhusbandsummonedtheservants,and,sendingthemtoherassistance,wentoffhimselfforadoctor。 ThenextmorningReynardwaitedattheCourttillhehadlearntfromthemedicalmanthatBetty\'sattackpromisedtobeaverylightone—— or,asitwasexpressed,\'veryfine\';andintakinghisleavesentupanotetoher: \'NowImustbeGone。IpromisedyourMotherIwouldnotseeYouyet,andshemaybeanger\'difshefindsmehere。PromisetoseemeasSoonasyouarewell?\' Hewasofallmenthenlivingoneofthebestabletocopewithsuchanuntimelysituationasthis。Acontriving,sagacious,gentle- manneredman,aphilosopherwhosawthattheonlyconstantattributeoflifeischange,heheldthat,aslongasshelives,thereisnothingfiniteinthemostimpassionedattitudeawomanmaytakeup。 Intwelvemonthshisgirl-wife\'srecentinfatuationmightbeasdistastefultohermindasitwasnowtohisown。Inafewyearsherveryfleshwouldchange——sosaidthescientific;——herspirit,somuchmoreephemeral,wascapableofchanginginone。Bettywashis,anditbecameamerequestionofmeanshowtoeffectthatchange。 DuringthedayMrs。Dornell,havingclosedherhusband\'seyes,returnedtotheCourt。ShewastrulyrelievedtofindBettythere,eventhoughonabedofsickness。Thediseaseranitscourse,andinduetimeBettybecameconvalescent,withouthavingsuffereddeeplyforherrashness,onelittlespeckbeneathherear,andonebeneathherchin,beingallthemarkssheretained。 TheSquire\'sbodywasnotbroughtbacktoKing\'s-Hintock。Wherehewasborn,andwherehehadlivedbeforeweddinghisSue,therehehadwishedtobeburied。NosoonerhadshelosthimthanMrs。 Dornell,likecertainotherwives,thoughshehadnevershownanygreataffectionforhimwhilehelived,awokesuddenlytohismanyvirtues,andzealouslyembracedhisopinionaboutdelayingBetty\'sunionwithherhusband,whichshehadformerlycombatedstrenuously。 \'Poorman!howrighthewas,andhowwrongwasI!\'EighteenwascertainlythelowestageatwhichMr。Reynardshouldclaimherchild——nay,itwastoolow!Fartoolow! Sodesirouswassheofhonouringherlamentedhusband\'ssentimentsinthisrespect,thatshewrotetoherson-in-lawsuggestingthat,partlyonaccountofBetty\'ssorrowforherfather\'sloss,andoutofconsiderationforhisknownwishesfordelay,Bettyshouldnotbetakenfromhertillhernineteenthbirthday。 HowevermuchorlittleStephenReynardmighthavebeentoblameinhismarriage,thepatientmannowalmostdeservedtobepitied。 FirstBetty\'sskittishness;nowhermother\'sremorsefulvolte-face: itwasenoughtoexasperateanybody;andhewrotetothewidowinatonewhichledtoalittlecoolnessbetweenthosehithertofirmfriends。However,knowingthathehadawifenottoclaimbuttowin,andthatyoungPhelipsonhadbeenpackedofftoseabyhisparents,Stephenwascomplaisanttoadegree,returningtoLondon,andholdingquitealooffromBettyandhermother,whoremainedforthepresentinthecountry。IntownhehadamildvisitationofthedistemperhehadtakenfromBetty,andinwritingtoherhetookcarenottodwelluponitsmildness。ItwasnowthatBettybegantopityhimforwhatshehadinflicteduponhimbythekiss,andhercorrespondenceacquiredadistinctflavourofkindnessthenceforward。 Owingtohisrebuffs,ReynardhadgrowntobetrulyinlovewithBettyinhismild,placid,durableway——inthatwaywhichperhaps,uponthewhole,tendsmostgenerallytothewoman\'scomfortundertheinstitutionofmarriage,ifnotparticularlytoherecstasy。 Mrs。Dornell\'sexaggerationofherhusband\'swishfordelayintheirlivingtogetherwasinconvenient,buthewouldnotopenlyinfringeit。HewrotetenderlytoBetty,andsoonannouncedthathehadalittlesurpriseinstoreforher。ThesecretwasthattheKinghadbeengraciouslypleasedtoinformhimprivately,througharelation,thatHisMajestywasabouttoofferhimaBarony。WouldshelikethetitletobeIvell?Moreover,hehadreasonforknowingthatinafewyearsthedignitywouldberaisedtothatofanEarl,forwhichcreationhethoughtthetitleofWessexwouldbeeminentlysuitable,consideringthepositionofmuchoftheirproperty。AsLadyIvell,therefore,andfutureCountessofWessex,heshouldbegleavetoofferherhisheartathirdtime。 Hedidnotadd,ashemighthaveadded,howgreatlytheconsiderationoftheenormousestatesatKing\'s-HintockandelsewherewhichBettywouldinherit,andherchildrenafterher,hadconducedtothisdesirablehonour。 WhethertheimpendingtitleshadreallyanyeffectuponBetty\'sregardforhimIcannotstate,forshewasoneofthoseclosecharacterswhoneverlettheirmindsbeknownuponanything。Thatsuchhonourwasabsolutelyunexpectedbyherfromsuchaquarteris,however,certain;andshecouldnotdenythatStephenhadshownherkindness,forbearance,evenmagnanimity;hadforgivenherforanerrantpassionwhichhemightwithsomereasonhavedenounced,notwithstandinghercruelpositionasachildentrappedintomarriageereabletounderstanditsbearings。 Hermother,inhergriefandremorseforthelovelesslifeshehadledwithherrough,thoughopen-hearted,husband,madenowacreedofhismerestwhim;andcontinuedtoinsistthat,outofrespecttohisknowndesire,herson-in-lawshouldnotresidewithBettytillthegirl\'sfatherhadbeendeadayearatleast,atwhichtimethegirlwouldstillbeundernineteen。LettersmustsufficeforStephentillthen。 \'Itisratherlongforhimtowait,\'Bettyhesitatinglysaidoneday。 \'What!\'saidhermother。\'FromYOU?nottorespectyourdearfather——\' \'Ofcourseitisquiteproper,\'saidBettyhastily。\'Idon\'tgainsayit。Iwasbutthinkingthat——that——\' InthelongslowmonthsofthestipulatedintervalhermothertendedandtrainedBettycarefullyforherduties。Fullyawakenowtothemanyvirtuesofherdeardepartedone,she,amongotheractsofpiousdevotiontohismemory,rebuiltthechurchofKing\'s-Hintockvillage,andestablishedvaluablecharitiesinallthevillagesofthatname,asfarastoLittle-Hintock,severalmileseastward。 Insuperintendingtheseworks,particularlythatofthechurch- building,herdaughterBettywasherconstantcompanion,andtheincidentsoftheirexecutionweredoubtlessnotwithoutasoothingeffectupontheyoungcreature\'sheart。Shehadsprungfromgirltowomanbyasuddenbound,andfewwouldhaverecognizedinthethoughtfulfaceofBettynowthesamepersonwho,theyearbefore,hadseemedtohaveabsolutelynoideawhateverofresponsibility,moralorother。TimepassedthustilltheSquirehadbeennearlyayearinhisvault;andMrs。DornellwasdulyaskedbyletterbythepatientReynardifshewerewillingforhimtocomesoon。HedidnotwishtotakeBettyawayifhermother\'ssenseoflonelinesswouldbetoogreat,butwouldwillinglyliveatKing\'s-Hintockawhilewiththem。 Beforethewidowhadrepliedtothiscommunication,sheonedayhappenedtoobserveBettywalkingonthesouthterraceinthefullsunlight,withouthatormantle,andwasstruckbyherchild\'sfigure。Mrs。Dornellcalledherin,andsaidsuddenly:\'Haveyouseenyourhusbandsincethetimeofyourpoorfather\'sdeath?\' \'Well——yes,mamma,\'saysBetty,colouring。 \'What——againstmywishesandthoseofyourdearfather!Iamshockedatyourdisobedience!\' \'Butmyfathersaideighteen,ma\'am,andyoumadeitmuchlonger——\' \'Why,ofcourse——outofconsiderationforyou!Whenhaveyeseenhim?\' \'Well,\'stammeredBetty,\'inthecourseofhisletterstomehesaidthatIbelongedtohim,andifnobodyknewthatwemetitwouldmakenodifference。AndthatIneednothurtyourfeelingsbytellingyou。\' \'Well?\' \'SoIwenttoCasterbridgethattimeyouwenttoLondonaboutfivemonthsago——\' \'Andmethimthere?Whendidyoucomeback?\' \'Dearmamma,itgrewverylate,andhesaiditwassafernottogobacktillnextday,astheroadswerebad;andasyouwereawayfromhome——\' \'Idon\'twanttohearanymore!Thisisyourrespectforyourfather\'smemory,\'groanedthewidow。\'Whendidyoumeethimagain?\' \'Oh——notformorethanafortnight。\' \'Afortnight!Howmanytimeshaveyeseenhimaltogether?\' \'I\'msure,mamma,I\'venotseenhimaltogetheradozentimes。\' \'Adozen!Andeighteenandahalfyearsoldbarely!\' \'Twicewemetbyaccident,\'pleadedBetty。\'OnceatAbbot\'s-Cernel,andanothertimeattheRedLion,Melchester。\' \'Othoudeceitfulgirl!\'criedMrs。Dornell。\'AnaccidenttookyoutotheRedLionwhilstIwasstayingattheWhiteHart!Iremember—— youcameinattwelveo\'clockatnightandsaidyou\'dbeentoseethecathedralbythelighto\'themoon!\' \'Myever-honouredmamma,soIhad!IonlywenttotheRedLionwithhimafterwards。\' \'OhBetty,Betty!Thatmychildshouldhavedeceivedmeeveninmywidoweddays!\' \'But,mydearestmamma,youmadememarryhim!\'saysBettywithspirit,\'andofcourseI\'vetoobeyhimmorethanyounow!\' Mrs。Dornellsighed。\'AllIhavetosayis,thatyou\'dbettergetyourhusbandtojoinyouassoonaspossible,\'sheremarked。\'Togoonplayingthemaidenlikethis——I\'mashamedtoseeyou!\' ShewroteinstantlytoStephenReynard:\'Iwashmyhandsofthewholematterasbetweenyoutwo;thoughIshouldadviseyoutoOPENLYjoineachotherassoonasyoucan——ifyouwishtoavoidscandal。\' Hecame,thoughnottillthepromisedtitlehadbeengranted,andhecouldcallBettyarchly\'MyLady。\' Peoplesaidinafteryearsthatsheandherhusbandwereveryhappy。 Howeverthatmaybe,theyhadanumerousfamily;andshebecameinduecoursefirstCountessofWessex,ashehadforetold。 ThelittlewhitefrockinwhichshehadbeenmarriedtohimatthetenderageoftwelvewascarefullypreservedamongtherelicsatKing\'s-HintockCourt,whereitmaystillbeseenbythecurious——ayellowing,pathetictestimonytothesmallcounttakenofthehappinessofaninnocentchildinthesocialstrategyofthosedays,whichmighthaveled,butprovidentiallydidnotlead,togreatunhappiness。 WhentheEarldiedBettywrotehimanepitaph,inwhichshedescribedhimasthebestofhusbands,fathers,andfriends,andcalledherselfhisdisconsolatewidow。 Suchiswoman;orrather(nottogiveoffencebysosweepinganassertion),suchwasBettyDornell。 ItwasatameetingofoneoftheWessexFieldandAntiquarianClubsthattheforegoingstory,partlytold,partlyreadfromamanuscript,wasmadetododutyfortheregulationpapersondeformedbutterflies,fossilox-horns,prehistoricdung-mixens,andsuchlike,thatusuallyoccupiedthemoreseriousattentionofthemembers。 ThisClubwasofaninclusiveandintersocialcharacter;toadegree,indeed,remarkableforthepartofEnglandinwhichithaditsbeing——dear,delightfulWessex,whosestatuesquedynastiesareevennowonlyjustbeginningtofeeltheshakingofthenewandstrangespiritwithout,likethatwhichenteredthelonelyvalleyofEzekiel\'svisionandmadethedrybonesmove:wherethehonestsquires,tradesmen,parsons,clerks,andpeoplestillpraisetheLordwithonevoiceforHisbestofallpossibleworlds。 Thepresentmeeting,whichwastoextendovertwodays,hadopeneditsproceedingsatthemuseumofthetownwhosebuildingsandenvironsweretobevisitedbythemembers。Lunchhadended,andtheafternoonexcursionhadbeenabouttobeundertaken,whentheraincamedowninanobstinatespatter,whichrevealednosignofcessation。Asthememberswaitedtheygrewchilly,althoughitwasonlyautumn,andafirewaslighted,whichthrewacheerfulshineuponthevarnishedskulls,urns,penates,tesserae,costumes,coatsofmail,weapons,andmissals,animatedthefossilizedichthyosaurusandiguanodon;whilethedeadeyesofthestuffedbirds——thosenever-absentfamiliarsinsuchcollections,thoughmurderedtoextinctionoutofdoors——flashedastheyhadflashedtotherisingsunabovetheneighbouringmoorsonthefatalmorningwhenthetriggerwaspulledwhichendedtheirlittleflight。Itwasthenthatthehistorianproducedhismanuscript,whichhehadprepared,hesaid,withaviewtopublication。Hisdeliveryofthestoryhavingconcludedasaforesaid,thespeakerexpressedhishopethattheconstraintoftheweather,andthepaucityofmorescientificpapers,wouldexcuseanyinappropriatenessinhissubject。 Severalmembersobservedthatastorm-boundclubcouldnotpresumetobeselective,andtheywereallverymuchobligedtohimforsuchacuriouschapterfromthedomestichistoriesofthecounty。 ThePresidentlookedgloomilyfromthewindowatthedescendingrain,andbrokeashortsilencebysayingthatthoughtheClubhadmet,thereseemedlittleprobabilityofitsbeingabletovisittheobjectsofinterestsetdownamongtheagenda。 TheTreasurerobservedthattheyhadatleastaroofovertheirheads;andtheyhadalsoaseconddaybeforethem。 Asentimentalmember,leaningbackinhischair,declaredthathewasinnohurrytogoout,andthatnothingwouldpleasehimsomuchasanothercountystory,withorwithoutmanuscript。 TheColoneladdedthatthesubjectshouldbealady,liketheformer,towhichagentlemanknownastheSparksaid\'Hear,hear!\' Thoughthesehadspokeninjest,aruraldeanwhowaspresentobservedblandlythattherewasnolackofmaterials。Many,indeed,werethelegendsandtraditionsofgentleandnobledames,renownedintimespastinthatpartofEngland,whoseactionsandpassionswerenow,butformen\'smemories,buriedunderthebriefinscriptiononatomboranentryofdatesinadrypedigree。 Anothermember,anoldsurgeon,asomewhatgrimthoughsociablepersonage,wasquiteofthespeaker\'sopinion,andfeltquitesurethatthememoryofthereverendgentlemanmustaboundwithsuchcurioustalesoffairdames,oftheirlovesandhates,theirjoysandtheirmisfortunes,theirbeautyandtheirfate。 Theparson,atrifleconfused,retortedthattheirfriendthesurgeon,thesonofasurgeon,seemedtohim,asamanwhohadseenmuchandheardmoreduringthelongcourseofhisownandhisfather\'spractice,thememberofallothersmostlikelytobeacquaintedwithsuchlore。 Thebookworm,theColonel,thehistorian,theVice-president,thechurchwarden,thetwocurates,thegentleman-tradesman,thesentimentalmember,thecrimsonmaltster,thequietgentleman,themanoffamily,theSpark,andseveralothers,quiteagreed,andbeggedthathewouldrecallsomethingofthekind。Theoldsurgeonsaidthat,thoughameetingoftheMid-WessexFieldandAntiquarianClubwasthelastplaceatwhichheshouldhaveexpectedtobecalleduponinthisway,hehadnoobjection;andtheparsonsaidhewouldcomenext。Thesurgeonthenreflected,anddecidedtorelatethehistoryofaladynamedBarbara,wholivedtowardstheendofthelastcentury,apologizingforhistaleasbeingperhapsalittletooprofessional。ThecrimsonmaltsterwinkedtotheSparkathearingthenatureoftheapology,andthesurgeonbegan。 DAMETHESECOND:BARBARAOFTHEHOUSEOFGREBE BytheOldSurgeonItwasapparentlyanidea,ratherthanapassion,thatinspiredLordUplandtowers\'resolvetowinher。Nobodyeverknewwhenheformedit,orwhencehegothisassuranceofsuccessinthefaceofhermanifestdislikeofhim。PossiblynotuntilafterthatfirstimportantactofherlifewhichIshallpresentlymention。Hismaturedandcynicaldoggednessattheageofnineteen,whenimpulsemostlyrulescalculation,wasremarkable,andmighthaveoweditsexistenceasmuchtohissuccessiontotheearldomanditsaccompanyinglocalhonoursinchildhood,astothefamilycharacter; anelevationwhichjerkedhimintomaturity,sotospeak,withouthishavingknownadolescence。Hehadonlyreachedhistwelfthyearwhenhisfather,thefourthEarl,died,afteracourseoftheBathwaters。 Nevertheless,thefamilycharacterhadagreatdealtodowithit。 Determinationwashereditaryinthebearersofthatescutcheon; sometimesforgood,sometimesforevil。 Theseatsofthetwofamilieswereabouttenmilesapart,thewaybetweenthemlyingalongthenowold,thennew,turnpike-roadconnectingHavenpoolandWarbornewiththecityofMelchester:aroadwhich,thoughonlyabranchfromwhatwasknownastheGreatWesternHighway,isprobably,evenatpresent,asithasbeenforthelasthundredyears,oneofthefinestexamplesofamacadamizedturnpike-trackthatcanbefoundinEngland。 ThemansionoftheEarl,aswellasthatofhisneighbour,Barbara\'sfather,stoodbackaboutamilefromthehighway,withwhicheachwasconnectedbyanordinarydriveandlodge。ItwasalongthisparticularhighwaythattheyoungEarldroveonacertaineveningatChristmastidesometwentyyearsbeforetheendofthelastcentury,toattendaballatCheneManor,thehomeofBarbara,andherparentsSirJohnandLadyGrebe。SirJohn\'swasabaronetcycreatedafewyearsbeforethebreakingoutoftheCivilWar,andhislandswereevenmoreextensivethanthoseofLordUplandtowershimself; comprisingthisManorofChene,anotheronthecoastnear,halftheHundredofCockdene,andwell-enclosedlandsinseveralotherparishes,notablyWarborneandthosecontiguous。AtthistimeBarbarawasbarelyseventeen,andtheballisthefirstoccasiononwhichwehaveanytraditionofLordUplandtowersattemptingtenderrelationswithher;itwasearlyenough,Godknows。 Anintimatefriend——oneoftheDrenkhards——issaidtohavedinedwithhimthatday,andLordUplandtowershad,forawonder,communicatedtohisguestthesecretdesignofhisheart。 \'You\'llnevergether——sure;you\'llnevergether!\'thisfriendhadsaidatparting。\'She\'snotdrawntoyourlordshipbylove:andasforthoughtofagoodmatch,why,there\'snomorecalculationinherthaninabird。\' \'We\'llsee,\'saidLordUplandtowersimpassively。 Henodoubtthoughtofhisfriend\'sforecastashetravelledalongthehighwayinhischariot;butthesculpturalreposeofhisprofileagainstthevanishingdaylightonhisrighthandwouldhaveshownhisfriendthattheEarl\'sequanimitywasundisturbed。HereachedthesolitarywaysidetaverncalledLorntonInn——therendezvousofmanyadaringpoacherforoperationsintheadjoiningforest;andhemighthaveobserved,ifhehadtakenthetrouble,astrangepost- chaisestandinginthehalting-spacebeforetheinn。Hedulyspedpastit,andhalf-an-hourafterthroughthelittletownofWarborne。 Onward,amilefarther,wasthehouseofhisentertainer。 Atthisdateitwasanimposingedifice——or,rather,congeriesofedifices——asextensiveastheresidenceoftheEarlhimself;thoughfarlessregular。Onewingshowedextremeantiquity,havinghugechimneys,whosesubstructuresprojectedfromtheexternalwallsliketowers;andakitchenofvastdimensions,inwhich(itwassaid) breakfastshadbeencookedforJohnofGaunt。WhilsthewasyetintheforecourthecouldheartherhythmofFrenchhornsandclarionets,thefavouriteinstrumentsofthosedaysatsuchentertainments。 Enteringthelongparlour,inwhichthedancehadjustbeenopenedbyLadyGrebewithaminuet——itbeingnowseveno\'clock,accordingtothetradition——hewasreceivedwithawelcomebefittinghisrank,andlookedroundforBarbara。Shewasnotdancing,andseemedtobepreoccupied——almost,indeed,asthoughshehadbeenwaitingforhim。 Barbaraatthistimewasagoodandprettygirl,whoneverspokeillofanyone,andhatedotherprettywomentheveryleastpossible。 Shedidnotrefusehimforthecountry-dancewhichfollowed,andsoonafterwashispartnerinasecond。 Theeveningworeon,andthehornsandclarionetstootledmerrily。 Barbaraevincedtowardsherloverneitherdistinctpreferencenoraversion;butoldeyeswouldhaveseenthatsheponderedsomething。 However,aftersuppershepleadedaheadache,anddisappeared。Topassthetimeofherabsence,LordUplandtowerswentintoalittleroomadjoiningthelonggallery,wheresomeelderlyonesweresittingbythefire——forhehadaphlegmaticdislikeofdancingforitsownsake,——and,liftingthewindow-curtains,helookedoutofthewindowintotheparkandwood,darknowasacavern。Someoftheguestsappearedtobeleavingevensosoonasthis,twolightsshowingthemselvesasturningawayfromthedoorandsinkingtonothinginthedistance。 Hishostessputherheadintotheroomtolookforpartnersfortheladies,andLordUplandtowerscameout。LadyGrebeinformedhimthatBarbarahadnotreturnedtotheball-room:shehadgonetobedinsheernecessity。 \'Shehasbeensoexcitedovertheballallday,\'hermothercontinued,\'thatIfearedshewouldbewornoutearly……Butsure,LordUplandtowers,youwon\'tbeleavingyet?\' Hesaidthatitwasneartwelveo\'clock,andthatsomehadalreadyleft。 \'Iprotestnobodyhasgoneyet,\'saidLadyGrebe。 Tohumourherhestayedtillmidnight,andthensetout。Hehadmadenoprogressinhissuit;buthehadassuredhimselfthatBarbaragavenootherguestthepreference,andnearlyeverybodyintheneighbourhoodwasthere。 \'\'Tisonlyamatteroftime,\'saidthecalmyoungphilosopher。 Thenextmorninghelaytillnearteno\'clock,andhehadonlyjustcomeoutupontheheadofthestaircasewhenheheardhoofsuponthegravelwithout;inafewmomentsthedoorhadbeenopened,andSirJohnGrebemethiminthehall,ashesetfootontheloweststair。 \'Mylord——where\'sBarbara——mydaughter?\' EventheEarlofUplandtowerscouldnotrepressamazement。\'What\'sthematter,mydearSirJohn,\'sayshe。 Thenewswasstartling,indeed。FromtheBaronet\'sdisjointedexplanationLordUplandtowersgatheredthatafterhisownandtheotherguests\'departureSirJohnandLadyGrebehadgonetorestwithoutseeinganymoreofBarbara;itbeingunderstoodbythemthatshehadretiredtobedwhenshesentwordtosaythatshecouldnotjointhedancersagain。Beforethenshehadtoldhermaidthatshewoulddispensewithherservicesforthisnight;andtherewasevidencetoshowthattheyoungladyhadneverlaindownatall,thebedremainingunpressed。Circumstancesseemedtoprovethatthedeceitfulgirlhadfeignedindispositiontogetanexcuseforleavingtheball-room,andthatshehadleftthehousewithintenminutes,presumablyduringthefirstdanceaftersupper。 \'Isawhergo,\'saidLordUplandtowers。 \'Thedevilyoudid!\'saysSirJohn。 \'Yes。\'Andhementionedtheretreatingcarriage-lights,andhowhewasassuredbyLadyGrebethatnoguesthaddeparted。 \'Surelythatwasit!\'saidthefather。\'Butshe\'snotgonealone,d\'yeknow!\' \'Ah——whoistheyoungman?\' \'Icanon\'yguess。Myworstfearismymostlikelyguess。I\'llsaynomore。Ithought——yetIwouldnotbelieve——itpossiblethatyouwasthesinner。Wouldthatyouhadbeen!But\'tist\'other,\'tist\'other,byG-!Imuste\'enup,andafter\'em!\' \'Whomdoyoususpect?\' SirJohnwouldnotgiveaname,and,stultifiedratherthanagitated,LordUplandtowersaccompaniedhimbacktoChene。HeagainaskeduponwhomweretheBaronet\'ssuspicionsdirected;andtheimpulsiveSirJohnwasnomatchfortheinsistenceofUplandtowers。 Hesaidatlength,\'Ifear\'tisEdmondWillowes。\' \'Who\'she?\' \'AyoungfellowofShottsford-Forum——awidow-woman\'sson,\'theothertoldhim,andexplainedthatWillowes\'sfather,orgrandfather,wasthelastoftheoldglass-paintersinthatplace,where(asyoumayknow)theartlingeredonwhenithaddiedoutineveryotherpartofEngland。 \'ByG-that\'sbad——mightybad!\'saidLordUplandtowers,throwinghimselfbackinthechaiseinfrigiddespair。 Theydespatchedemissariesinalldirections;onebytheMelchesterRoad,anotherbyShottsford-Forum,anothercoastwards。 Butthelovershadaten-hours\'start;anditwasapparentthatsoundjudgmenthadbeenexercisedinchoosingastheirtimeofflighttheparticularnightwhenthemovementsofastrangecarriagewouldnotbenoticed,eitherintheparkorontheneighbouringhighway,owingtothegeneralpressofvehicles。ThechaisewhichhadbeenseenwaitingatLorntonInnwas,nodoubt,theonetheyhadescapedin;andthepairofheadswhichhadplannedsocleverlythusfarhadprobablycontrivedmarriageerenow。 Thefearsofherparentswererealized。AlettersentbyspecialmessengerfromBarbara,ontheeveningofthatday,brieflyinformedthemthatherloverandherselfwereonthewaytoLondon,andbeforethiscommunicationreachedherhometheywouldbeunitedashusbandandwife。ShehadtakenthisextremestepbecauseshelovedherdearEdmondasshecouldlovenootherman,andbecauseshehadseenclosingroundherthedoomofmarriagewithLordUplandtowers,unlesssheputthatthreatenedfateoutofpossibilitybydoingasshehaddone。Shehadwellconsideredthestepbeforehand,andwaspreparedtolivelikeanyothercountry-townsman\'swifeifherfatherrepudiatedherforheraction。 \'D-her!\'saidLordUplandtowers,ashedrovehomewardthatnight。 \'D-herforafool!\'——whichshowsthekindofloveheboreher。 Well;SirJohnhadalreadystartedinpursuitofthemasamatterofduty,drivinglikeawildmantoMelchester,andthencebythedirecthighwaytothecapital。Buthesoonsawthathewasactingtonopurpose;andbyandby,discoveringthatthemarriagehadactuallytakenplace,heforeboreallattemptstounearththemintheCity,andreturnedandsatdownwithhisladytodigesttheeventasbesttheycould。 ToproceedagainstthisWillowesfortheabductionofourheiresswas,possibly,intheirpower;yet,whentheyconsideredthenowunalterablefacts,theyrefrainedfromviolentretribution。Somesixweekspassed,duringwhichtimeBarbara\'sparents,thoughtheykeenlyfeltherloss,heldnocommunicationwiththetruant,eitherforreproachorcondonation。Theycontinuedtothinkofthedisgraceshehadbroughtuponherself;for,thoughtheyoungmanwasanhonestfellow,andthesonofanhonestfather,thelatterhaddiedsoearly,andhiswidowhadhadsuchstrugglestomaintainherself;thatthesonwasveryimperfectlyeducated。Moreover,hisbloodwas,asfarastheyknew,ofnodistinctionwhatever,whilsthers,throughhermother,wascompoundedofthebestjuicesofancientbaronialdistillation,containingtincturesofMaundeville,andMohun,andSyward,andPeverell,andCulliford,andTalbot,andPlantagenet,andYork,andLancaster,andGodknowswhatbesides,whichitwasathousandpitiestothrowaway。 Thefatherandmothersatbythefireplacethatwasspannedbythefour-centredarchbearingthefamilyshieldsonitshaunches,andgroanedaloud——theladymorethanSirJohn。 \'Tothinkthisshouldhavecomeuponusinouroldage!\'saidhe。 \'Speakforyourself!\'shesnappedthroughhersobs。\'Iamonlyone- and-forty!……Whydidn\'tyeridefasterandovertake\'em!\' Inthemeantimetheyoungmarriedlovers,caringnomoreabouttheirbloodthanaboutditch-water,wereintenselyhappy——happy,thatis,inthedescendingscalewhich,asweallknow,Heaveninitswisdomhasordainedforsuchrashcases;thatistosay,thefirstweektheywereintheseventhheaven,thesecondinthesixth,thethirdweektemperate,thefourthreflective,andsoon;alover\'sheartafterpossessionbeingcomparabletotheearthinitsgeologicstages,asdescribedtoussometimesbyourworthyPresident;firstahotcoal,thenawarmone,thenacoolingcinder,thenchilly——thesimileshallbepursuednofurther。Thelongandtheshortofitwasthatonedayaletter,sealedwiththeirdaughter\'sownlittleseal,cameintoSirJohnandLadyGrebe\'shands;and,onopeningit,theyfoundittocontainanappealfromtheyoungcoupletoSirJohntoforgivethemforwhattheyhaddone,andtheywouldfallontheirnakedkneesandbemostdutifulchildrenforevermore。 ThenSirJohnandhisladysatdownagainbythefireplacewiththefour-centredarch,andconsulted,andre-readtheletter。SirJohnGrebe,ifthetruthmustbetold,lovedhisdaughter\'shappinessfarmore,poorman,thanhelovedhisnameandlineage;herecalledtohismindallherlittleways,gaveventtoasigh;and,bythistimeacclimatizedtotheideaofthemarriage,saidthatwhatwasdonecouldnotbeundone,andthathesupposedtheymustnotbetooharshwithher。PerhapsBarbaraandherhusbandwereinactualneed;andhowcouldtheylettheironlychildstarve? Aslightconsolationhadcometotheminanunexpectedmanner。TheyhadbeencrediblyinformedthatanancestorofplebeianWilloweswasoncehonouredwithintermarriagewithascionofthearistocracywhohadgonetothedogs。Inshort,suchisthefoolishnessofdistinguishedparents,andsometimesofothersalso,thattheywrotethatverydaytotheaddressBarbarahadgiventhem,informingherthatshemightreturnhomeandbringherhusbandwithher;theywouldnotobjecttoseehim,wouldnotreproachher,andwouldendeavourtowelcomeboth,andtodiscusswiththemwhatcouldbestbearrangedfortheirfuture。 Inthreeorfourdaysarathershabbypost-chaisedrewupatthedoorofCheneManor-house,atsoundofwhichthetender-heartedbaronetandhiswiferanoutasiftowelcomeaprinceandprincessoftheblood。Theywereoverjoyedtoseetheirspoiltchildreturnsafeandsound——thoughshewasonlyMrs。Willowes,wifeofEdmondWillowesofnowhere。Barbaraburstintopenitentialtears,andbothhusbandandwifewerecontriteenough,aswelltheymightbe,consideringthattheyhadnotaguineatocalltheirown。 Whenthefourhadcalmedthemselves,andnotawordofchidinghadbeenutteredtothepair,theydiscussedthepositionsoberly,youngWillowessittinginthebackgroundwithgreatmodestytillinvitedforwardbyLadyGrebeinnofrigidtone。 \'Howhandsomeheis!\'shesaidtoherself。\'Idon\'twonderatBarbara\'scrazeforhim。\' Hewas,indeed,oneofthehandsomestmenwhoeversethislipsonamaid\'s。Abluecoat,murreywaistcoat,andbreechesofdrabsetoffafigurethatcouldscarcelybesurpassed。Hehadlargedarkeyes,anxiousnow,astheyglancedfromBarbaratoherparentsandtenderlybackagaintoher;observingwhom,evennowinhertrepidation,onecouldseewhythesangfroidofLordUplandtowershadbeenraisedtomorethanlukewarmness。Herfairyoungface(accordingtothetalehandeddownbyoldwomen)lookedoutfromunderagrayconicalhat,trimmedwithwhiteostrich-feathers,andherlittletoespeepedfromabuffpetticoatwornunderapucegown。 Herfeatureswerenotregular:theywerealmostinfantine,asyoumayseefromminiaturesinpossessionofthefamily,hermouthshowingmuchsensitiveness,andonecouldbesurethatherfaultswouldnotlieonthesideofbadtemperunlessforurgentreasons。 Well,theydiscussedtheirstateasbecamethem,andthedesireoftheyoungcoupletogainthegoodwillofthoseuponwhomtheywereliterallydependentforeverythinginducedthemtoagreetoanytemporizingmeasurethatwasnottooirksome。Therefore,havingbeennearlytwomonthsunited,theydidnotopposeSirJohn\'sproposalthatheshouldfurnishEdmondWilloweswithfundssufficientforhimtotravelayearontheContinentinthecompanyofatutor,theyoungmanundertakingtolendhimselfwiththeutmostdiligencetothetutor\'sinstructions,tillhebecamepolishedoutwardlyandinwardlytothedegreerequiredinthehusbandofsuchaladyasBarbara。Hewastoapplyhimselftothestudyoflanguages,manners,history,society,ruins,andeverythingelsethatcameunderhiseyes,tillheshouldreturntotakehisplacewithoutblushingbyBarbara\'sside。 \'Andbythattime,\'saidworthySirJohn,\'I\'llgetmylittleplaceoutatYewsholtreadyforyouandBarbaratooccupyonyourreturn。 Thehouseissmallandoutoftheway;butitwilldoforayoungcoupleforawhile。\' \'If\'twerenobiggerthanasummer-houseitwoulddo!\'saysBarbara。 \'If\'twerenobiggerthanasedan-chair!\'saysWillowes。\'Andthemorelonelythebetter。\' \'Wecanputupwiththeloneliness,\'saidBarbara,withlesszest。 \'Somefriendswillcome,nodoubt。\' Allthisbeinglaiddown,atravelledtutorwascalledin——amanofmanygiftsandgreatexperience,——andonafinemorningawaytutorandpupilwent。AgreatreasonurgedagainstBarbaraaccompanyingheryouthfulhusbandwasthathisattentionstoherwouldnaturallybesuchastopreventhiszealouslyapplyingeveryhourofhistimetolearningandseeing——anargumentofwiseprescience,andunanswerable。Regulardaysforletter-writingwerefixed,BarbaraandherEdmondexchangedtheirlastkissesatthedoor,andthechaisesweptunderthearchwayintothedrive。 HewrotetoherfromLeHavre,assoonashereachedthatport,whichwasnotforsevendays,onaccountofadversewinds;hewrotefromRouen,andfromParis;describedtoherhissightoftheKingandCourtatVersailles,andthewonderfulmarble-workandmirrorsinthatpalace;wrotenextfromLyons;then,afteracomparativelylonginterval,fromTurin,narratinghisfearfuladventuresincrossingMontCenisonmules,andhowhewasovertakenwithaterrificsnowstorm,whichhadwell-nighbeentheendofhim,andhistutor,andhisguides。ThenhewroteglowinglyofItaly;andBarbaracouldseethedevelopmentofherhusband\'smindreflectedinhislettersmonthbymonth;andshemuchadmiredtheforethoughtofherfatherinsuggestingthiseducationforEdmond。Yetshesighedsometimes——herhusbandbeingnolongerinevidencetofortifyherinherchoiceofhim——andtimidlydreadedwhatmortificationsmightbeinstoreforherbyreasonofthismesalliance。Shewentoutverylittle;forontheoneortwooccasionsonwhichshehadshownherselftoformerfriendsshenoticedadistinctdifferenceintheirmanner,asthoughtheyshouldsay,\'Ah,myhappyswain\'swife; you\'recaught!\' Edmond\'sletterswereasaffectionateasever;evenmoreaffectionate,afterawhile,thanhersweretohim。Barbaraobservedthisgrowingcoolnessinherself;andlikeagoodandhonestladywashorrifiedandgrieved,sinceheronlywishwastoactfaithfullyanduprightly。Ittroubledhersomuchthatsheprayedforawarmerheart,andatlastwrotetoherhusbandtobeghim,nowthathewasinthelandofArt,tosendherhisportrait,eversosmall,thatshemightlookatitalldayandeveryday,andneverforamomentforgethisfeatures。 Willoweswasnothingloth,andrepliedthathewoulddomorethanshewished:hehadmadefriendswithasculptorinPisa,whowasmuchinterestedinhimandhishistory;andhehadcommissionedthisartisttomakeabustofhimselfinmarble,whichwhenfinishedhewouldsendher。WhatBarbarahadwantedwassomethingimmediate; butsheexpressednoobjectiontothedelay;andinhisnextcommunicationEdmundtoldherthatthesculptor,ofhisownchoice,haddecidedtoincreasethebusttoafull-lengthstatue,soanxiouswashetogetaspecimenofhisskillintroducedtothenoticeoftheEnglisharistocracy。Itwasprogressingwell,andrapidly。 Meanwhile,Barbara\'sattentionbegantobeoccupiedathomewithYewsholtLodge,thehousethatherkind-heartedfatherwaspreparingforherresidencewhenherhusbandreturned。Itwasasmallplaceontheplanofalargeone——acottagebuiltintheformofamansion,havingacentralhallwithawoodengalleryrunningroundit,androomsnobiggerthanclosetstofollowthisintroduction。 Itstoodonaslopesosolitary,andsurroundedbytreessodense,thatthebirdswhoinhabitedtheboughssangatstrangehours,asiftheyhardlycoulddistinguishnightfromday。 DuringtheprogressofrepairsatthisbowerBarbarafrequentlyvisitedit。Thoughsosecludedbythedensegrowth,itwasnearthehighroad,andonedaywhilelookingoverthefenceshesawLordUplandtowersridingpast。Hesalutedhercourteously,yetwithmechanicalstiffness,anddidnothalt。Barbarawenthome,andcontinuedtopraythatshemightneverceasetoloveherhusband。 Afterthatshesickened,anddidnotcomeoutofdoorsagainforalongtime。 Theyearofeducationhadextendedtofourteenmonths,andthehousewasinorderforEdmond\'sreturntotakeuphisabodetherewithBarbara,when,insteadoftheaccustomedletterforher,cameonetoSirJohnGrebeinthehandwritingofthesaidtutor,informinghimofaterriblecatastrophethathadoccurredtothematVenice。MrWillowesandhimselfhadattendedthetheatreonenightduringtheCarnivaloftheprecedingweek,towitnesstheItaliancomedy,when,owingtothecarelessnessofoneofthecandle-snuffers,thetheatrehadcaughtfire,andbeenburnttotheground。Fewpersonshadlosttheirlives,owingtothesuperhumanexertionsofsomeoftheaudienceingettingoutthesenselesssufferers;and,amongthemall,hewhohadriskedhisownlifethemostheroicallywasMr。 Willowes。Inre-enteringforthefifthtimetosavehisfellow- creaturessomefierybeamshadfallenuponhim,andhehadbeengivenupforlost。Hewas,however,bytheblessingofProvidence,recovered,withthelifestillinhim,thoughhewasfearfullyburnt;andbyalmostamiracleheseemedlikelytosurvive,hisconstitutionbeingwondrouslysound。Hewas,ofcourse,unabletowrite,buthewasreceivingtheattentionofseveralskilfulsurgeons。Furtherreportwouldbemadebythenextmailorbyprivatehand。 ThetutorsaidnothingindetailofpoorWillowes\'ssufferings,butassoonasthenewswasbrokentoBarbarasherealizedhowintensetheymusthavebeen,andherimmediateinstinctwastorushtohisside,though,onconsideration,thejourneyseemedimpossibletoher。Herhealthwasbynomeanswhatithadbeen,andtopostacrossEuropeatthatseasonoftheyear,ortotraversetheBayofBiscayinasailing-craft,wasanundertakingthatwouldhardlybejustifiedbytheresult。Butshewasanxioustogotill,onreadingtotheendoftheletter,herhusband\'stutorwasfoundtohintverystronglyagainstsuchastepifitshouldbecontemplated,thisbeingalsotheopinionofthesurgeons。AndthoughWillowes\'scomraderefrainedfromgivinghisreasons,theydisclosedthemselvesplainlyenoughinthesequel。 Thetruthwasthattheworstofthewoundsresultingfromthefirehadoccurredtohisheadandface——thathandsomefacewhichhadwonherheartfromher,——andboththetutorandthesurgeonsknewthatforasensitiveyoungwomantoseehimbeforehiswoundshadhealedwouldcausemoremiserytoherbytheshockthanhappinesstohimbyherministrations。 LadyGrebeblurtedoutwhatSirJohnandBarbarahadthought,buthadhadtoomuchdelicacytoexpress。 \'Sure,\'tismightyhardforyou,poorBarbara,thattheonelittlegifthehadtojustifyyourrashchoiceofhim——hiswonderfulgoodlooks——shouldbetakenawaylikethis,toleave\'eenoexcuseatallforyourconductintheworld\'seyes……Well,Iwishyou\'dmarriedt\'other——thatdoI!\'Andtheladysighed。 \'He\'llsoongetrightagain,\'saidherfathersoothingly。 Suchremarksastheabovewerenotoftenmade;buttheywerefrequentenoughtocauseBarbaraanuneasysenseofself- stultification。Shedeterminedtohearthemnolonger;andthehouseatYewsholtbeingreadyandfurnished,shewithdrewthitherwithhermaids,whereforthefirsttimeshecouldfeelmistressofahomethatwouldbehersandherhusband\'sexclusively,whenhecame。 AfterlongweeksWilloweshadrecoveredsufficientlytobeabletowritehimself;andslowlyandtenderlyheenlightenedheruponthefullextentofhisinjuries。Itwasamercy,hesaid,thathehadnotlosthissightentirely;buthewasthankfultosaythathestillretainedfullvisioninoneeye,thoughtheotherwasdarkforever。ThesparingmannerinwhichhemetedoutparticularsofhisconditiontoldBarbarahowappallinghadbeenhisexperience。Hewasgratefulforherassurancethatnothingcouldchangeher;butfearedshedidnotfullyrealizethathewassosadlydisfiguredastomakeitdoubtfulifshewouldrecognizehim。However,inspiteofall,hisheartwasastruetoherasiteverhadbeen。 Barbarasawfromhisanxietyhowmuchlaybehind。SherepliedthatshesubmittedtothedecreesofFate,andwouldwelcomehiminanyshapeassoonashecouldcome。Shetoldhimoftheprettyretreatinwhichshehadtakenupherabode,pendingtheirjointoccupationofit,anddidnotrevealhowmuchshehadsighedovertheinformationthatallhisgoodlooksweregone。Stilllessdidshesaythatshefeltacertainstrangenessinawaitinghim,theweekstheyhadlivedtogetherhavingbeensoshortbycomparisonwiththelengthofhisabsence。 SlowlydrewonthetimewhenWillowesfoundhimselfwellenoughtocomehome。HelandedatSouthampton,andpostedthencetowardsYewsholt。BarbaraarrangedtogoouttomeethimasfarasLorntonInn——thespotbetweentheForestandtheChaseatwhichhehadwaitedfornightontheeveningoftheirelopement。Thithershedroveattheappointedhourinalittlepony-chaise,presentedherbyherfatheronherbirthdayforherespecialuseinhernewhouse; whichvehicleshesentbackonarrivingattheinn,theplanagreeduponbeingthatsheshouldperformthereturnjourneywithherhusbandinhishiredcoach。 Therewasnotmuchaccommodationforaladyatthiswaysidetavern; but,asitwasafineeveninginearlysummer,shedidnotmind