Aloneinherchamber,Bettyflungherselfuponherfaceonthebed,andburstintoshakingsobs。Yetshewouldnotadmittoherselfthatherlover\'sconductwasunreasonable;onlythatherrashactofthepreviousweekhadbeenwrong。Noonehadheardherenter,andshewastoowornout,inbodyandmind,tothinkorcareaboutmedicalaid。Inanhourorsoshefeltyetmoreunwell,positivelyill;andnobodycomingtoherattheusualbedtime,shelookedtowardsthedoor。Marksofthelockhavingbeenforcedwerevisible,andthismadehercharyofsummoningaservant。Sheopenedthedoorcautiouslyandsalliedforthdownstairs。
Inthedining-parlour,asitwascalled,thenowsickandsorryBettywasstartledtoseeatthatlatehournothermother,butamansitting,calmlyfinishinghissupper。Therewasnoservantintheroom。Heturned,andsherecognizedherhusband。
\'Where\'smymamma?\'shedemandedwithoutpreface。
\'Gonetoyourfather\'s。Isthat——\'Hestopped,aghast。
\'Yes,sir。Thisspottedobjectisyourwife!I\'vedoneitbecauseIdon\'twantyoutocomenearme!\'
Hewassixteenyearshersenior;oldenoughtobecompassionate。
\'Mypoorchild,youmustgettobeddirectly!Don\'tbeafraidofme——I\'llcarryyouupstairs,andsendforadoctorinstantly。\'
\'Ah,youdon\'tknowwhatIam!\'shecried。\'Ihadaloveronce;butnowhe\'sgone!\'Twasn\'tIwhodesertedhim。Hehasdesertedme;
becauseIamillhewouldn\'tkissme,thoughIwantedhimto!\'
\'Wouldn\'the?Thenhewasaverypoorslack-twistedsortoffellow。
Betty,I\'VEneverkissedyousinceyoustoodbesidemeasmylittlewife,twelveyearsandahalfold!MayIkissyounow?\'
ThoughBettybynomeansdesiredhiskisses,shehadenoughofthespiritofCunigondeinSchiller\'sballadtotesthisdaring。\'Ifyouhavecouragetoventure,yessir!\'saidshe。\'Butyoumaydieforit,mind!\'
Hecameuptoherandimprintedadeliberatekissfulluponhermouth,saying,\'Maymanyothersfollow!\'
Sheshookherhead,andhastilywithdrew,thoughsecretlypleasedathishardihood。Theexcitementhadsupportedherforthefewminutesshehadpassedinhispresence,andshecouldhardlydragherselfbacktoherroom。Herhusbandsummonedtheservants,and,sendingthemtoherassistance,wentoffhimselfforadoctor。
ThenextmorningReynardwaitedattheCourttillhehadlearntfromthemedicalmanthatBetty\'sattackpromisedtobeaverylightone——
or,asitwasexpressed,\'veryfine\';andintakinghisleavesentupanotetoher:
\'NowImustbeGone。IpromisedyourMotherIwouldnotseeYouyet,andshemaybeanger\'difshefindsmehere。PromisetoseemeasSoonasyouarewell?\'
Hewasofallmenthenlivingoneofthebestabletocopewithsuchanuntimelysituationasthis。Acontriving,sagacious,gentle-
manneredman,aphilosopherwhosawthattheonlyconstantattributeoflifeischange,heheldthat,aslongasshelives,thereisnothingfiniteinthemostimpassionedattitudeawomanmaytakeup。
Intwelvemonthshisgirl-wife\'srecentinfatuationmightbeasdistastefultohermindasitwasnowtohisown。Inafewyearsherveryfleshwouldchange——sosaidthescientific;——herspirit,somuchmoreephemeral,wascapableofchanginginone。Bettywashis,anditbecameamerequestionofmeanshowtoeffectthatchange。
DuringthedayMrs。Dornell,havingclosedherhusband\'seyes,returnedtotheCourt。ShewastrulyrelievedtofindBettythere,eventhoughonabedofsickness。Thediseaseranitscourse,andinduetimeBettybecameconvalescent,withouthavingsuffereddeeplyforherrashness,onelittlespeckbeneathherear,andonebeneathherchin,beingallthemarkssheretained。
TheSquire\'sbodywasnotbroughtbacktoKing\'s-Hintock。Wherehewasborn,andwherehehadlivedbeforeweddinghisSue,therehehadwishedtobeburied。NosoonerhadshelosthimthanMrs。
Dornell,likecertainotherwives,thoughshehadnevershownanygreataffectionforhimwhilehelived,awokesuddenlytohismanyvirtues,andzealouslyembracedhisopinionaboutdelayingBetty\'sunionwithherhusband,whichshehadformerlycombatedstrenuously。
\'Poorman!howrighthewas,andhowwrongwasI!\'EighteenwascertainlythelowestageatwhichMr。Reynardshouldclaimherchild——nay,itwastoolow!Fartoolow!
Sodesirouswassheofhonouringherlamentedhusband\'ssentimentsinthisrespect,thatshewrotetoherson-in-lawsuggestingthat,partlyonaccountofBetty\'ssorrowforherfather\'sloss,andoutofconsiderationforhisknownwishesfordelay,Bettyshouldnotbetakenfromhertillhernineteenthbirthday。
HowevermuchorlittleStephenReynardmighthavebeentoblameinhismarriage,thepatientmannowalmostdeservedtobepitied。
FirstBetty\'sskittishness;nowhermother\'sremorsefulvolte-face:
itwasenoughtoexasperateanybody;andhewrotetothewidowinatonewhichledtoalittlecoolnessbetweenthosehithertofirmfriends。However,knowingthathehadawifenottoclaimbuttowin,andthatyoungPhelipsonhadbeenpackedofftoseabyhisparents,Stephenwascomplaisanttoadegree,returningtoLondon,andholdingquitealooffromBettyandhermother,whoremainedforthepresentinthecountry。IntownhehadamildvisitationofthedistemperhehadtakenfromBetty,andinwritingtoherhetookcarenottodwelluponitsmildness。ItwasnowthatBettybegantopityhimforwhatshehadinflicteduponhimbythekiss,andhercorrespondenceacquiredadistinctflavourofkindnessthenceforward。
Owingtohisrebuffs,ReynardhadgrowntobetrulyinlovewithBettyinhismild,placid,durableway——inthatwaywhichperhaps,uponthewhole,tendsmostgenerallytothewoman\'scomfortundertheinstitutionofmarriage,ifnotparticularlytoherecstasy。
Mrs。Dornell\'sexaggerationofherhusband\'swishfordelayintheirlivingtogetherwasinconvenient,buthewouldnotopenlyinfringeit。HewrotetenderlytoBetty,andsoonannouncedthathehadalittlesurpriseinstoreforher。ThesecretwasthattheKinghadbeengraciouslypleasedtoinformhimprivately,througharelation,thatHisMajestywasabouttoofferhimaBarony。WouldshelikethetitletobeIvell?Moreover,hehadreasonforknowingthatinafewyearsthedignitywouldberaisedtothatofanEarl,forwhichcreationhethoughtthetitleofWessexwouldbeeminentlysuitable,consideringthepositionofmuchoftheirproperty。AsLadyIvell,therefore,andfutureCountessofWessex,heshouldbegleavetoofferherhisheartathirdtime。
Hedidnotadd,ashemighthaveadded,howgreatlytheconsiderationoftheenormousestatesatKing\'s-HintockandelsewherewhichBettywouldinherit,andherchildrenafterher,hadconducedtothisdesirablehonour。
WhethertheimpendingtitleshadreallyanyeffectuponBetty\'sregardforhimIcannotstate,forshewasoneofthoseclosecharacterswhoneverlettheirmindsbeknownuponanything。Thatsuchhonourwasabsolutelyunexpectedbyherfromsuchaquarteris,however,certain;andshecouldnotdenythatStephenhadshownherkindness,forbearance,evenmagnanimity;hadforgivenherforanerrantpassionwhichhemightwithsomereasonhavedenounced,notwithstandinghercruelpositionasachildentrappedintomarriageereabletounderstanditsbearings。
Hermother,inhergriefandremorseforthelovelesslifeshehadledwithherrough,thoughopen-hearted,husband,madenowacreedofhismerestwhim;andcontinuedtoinsistthat,outofrespecttohisknowndesire,herson-in-lawshouldnotresidewithBettytillthegirl\'sfatherhadbeendeadayearatleast,atwhichtimethegirlwouldstillbeundernineteen。LettersmustsufficeforStephentillthen。
\'Itisratherlongforhimtowait,\'Bettyhesitatinglysaidoneday。
\'What!\'saidhermother。\'FromYOU?nottorespectyourdearfather——\'
\'Ofcourseitisquiteproper,\'saidBettyhastily。\'Idon\'tgainsayit。Iwasbutthinkingthat——that——\'
InthelongslowmonthsofthestipulatedintervalhermothertendedandtrainedBettycarefullyforherduties。Fullyawakenowtothemanyvirtuesofherdeardepartedone,she,amongotheractsofpiousdevotiontohismemory,rebuiltthechurchofKing\'s-Hintockvillage,andestablishedvaluablecharitiesinallthevillagesofthatname,asfarastoLittle-Hintock,severalmileseastward。
Insuperintendingtheseworks,particularlythatofthechurch-
building,herdaughterBettywasherconstantcompanion,andtheincidentsoftheirexecutionweredoubtlessnotwithoutasoothingeffectupontheyoungcreature\'sheart。Shehadsprungfromgirltowomanbyasuddenbound,andfewwouldhaverecognizedinthethoughtfulfaceofBettynowthesamepersonwho,theyearbefore,hadseemedtohaveabsolutelynoideawhateverofresponsibility,moralorother。TimepassedthustilltheSquirehadbeennearlyayearinhisvault;andMrs。DornellwasdulyaskedbyletterbythepatientReynardifshewerewillingforhimtocomesoon。HedidnotwishtotakeBettyawayifhermother\'ssenseoflonelinesswouldbetoogreat,butwouldwillinglyliveatKing\'s-Hintockawhilewiththem。
Beforethewidowhadrepliedtothiscommunication,sheonedayhappenedtoobserveBettywalkingonthesouthterraceinthefullsunlight,withouthatormantle,andwasstruckbyherchild\'sfigure。Mrs。Dornellcalledherin,andsaidsuddenly:\'Haveyouseenyourhusbandsincethetimeofyourpoorfather\'sdeath?\'
\'Well——yes,mamma,\'saysBetty,colouring。
\'What——againstmywishesandthoseofyourdearfather!Iamshockedatyourdisobedience!\'
\'Butmyfathersaideighteen,ma\'am,andyoumadeitmuchlonger——\'
\'Why,ofcourse——outofconsiderationforyou!Whenhaveyeseenhim?\'
\'Well,\'stammeredBetty,\'inthecourseofhisletterstomehesaidthatIbelongedtohim,andifnobodyknewthatwemetitwouldmakenodifference。AndthatIneednothurtyourfeelingsbytellingyou。\'
\'Well?\'
\'SoIwenttoCasterbridgethattimeyouwenttoLondonaboutfivemonthsago——\'
\'Andmethimthere?Whendidyoucomeback?\'
\'Dearmamma,itgrewverylate,andhesaiditwassafernottogobacktillnextday,astheroadswerebad;andasyouwereawayfromhome——\'
\'Idon\'twanttohearanymore!Thisisyourrespectforyourfather\'smemory,\'groanedthewidow。\'Whendidyoumeethimagain?\'
\'Oh——notformorethanafortnight。\'
\'Afortnight!Howmanytimeshaveyeseenhimaltogether?\'
\'I\'msure,mamma,I\'venotseenhimaltogetheradozentimes。\'
\'Adozen!Andeighteenandahalfyearsoldbarely!\'
\'Twicewemetbyaccident,\'pleadedBetty。\'OnceatAbbot\'s-Cernel,andanothertimeattheRedLion,Melchester。\'
\'Othoudeceitfulgirl!\'criedMrs。Dornell。\'AnaccidenttookyoutotheRedLionwhilstIwasstayingattheWhiteHart!Iremember——
youcameinattwelveo\'clockatnightandsaidyou\'dbeentoseethecathedralbythelighto\'themoon!\'
\'Myever-honouredmamma,soIhad!IonlywenttotheRedLionwithhimafterwards。\'
\'OhBetty,Betty!Thatmychildshouldhavedeceivedmeeveninmywidoweddays!\'
\'But,mydearestmamma,youmadememarryhim!\'saysBettywithspirit,\'andofcourseI\'vetoobeyhimmorethanyounow!\'
Mrs。Dornellsighed。\'AllIhavetosayis,thatyou\'dbettergetyourhusbandtojoinyouassoonaspossible,\'sheremarked。\'Togoonplayingthemaidenlikethis——I\'mashamedtoseeyou!\'
ShewroteinstantlytoStephenReynard:\'Iwashmyhandsofthewholematterasbetweenyoutwo;thoughIshouldadviseyoutoOPENLYjoineachotherassoonasyoucan——ifyouwishtoavoidscandal。\'
Hecame,thoughnottillthepromisedtitlehadbeengranted,andhecouldcallBettyarchly\'MyLady。\'
Peoplesaidinafteryearsthatsheandherhusbandwereveryhappy。
Howeverthatmaybe,theyhadanumerousfamily;andshebecameinduecoursefirstCountessofWessex,ashehadforetold。
ThelittlewhitefrockinwhichshehadbeenmarriedtohimatthetenderageoftwelvewascarefullypreservedamongtherelicsatKing\'s-HintockCourt,whereitmaystillbeseenbythecurious——ayellowing,pathetictestimonytothesmallcounttakenofthehappinessofaninnocentchildinthesocialstrategyofthosedays,whichmighthaveled,butprovidentiallydidnotlead,togreatunhappiness。
WhentheEarldiedBettywrotehimanepitaph,inwhichshedescribedhimasthebestofhusbands,fathers,andfriends,andcalledherselfhisdisconsolatewidow。
Suchiswoman;orrather(nottogiveoffencebysosweepinganassertion),suchwasBettyDornell。
ItwasatameetingofoneoftheWessexFieldandAntiquarianClubsthattheforegoingstory,partlytold,partlyreadfromamanuscript,wasmadetododutyfortheregulationpapersondeformedbutterflies,fossilox-horns,prehistoricdung-mixens,andsuchlike,thatusuallyoccupiedthemoreseriousattentionofthemembers。
ThisClubwasofaninclusiveandintersocialcharacter;toadegree,indeed,remarkableforthepartofEnglandinwhichithaditsbeing——dear,delightfulWessex,whosestatuesquedynastiesareevennowonlyjustbeginningtofeeltheshakingofthenewandstrangespiritwithout,likethatwhichenteredthelonelyvalleyofEzekiel\'svisionandmadethedrybonesmove:wherethehonestsquires,tradesmen,parsons,clerks,andpeoplestillpraisetheLordwithonevoiceforHisbestofallpossibleworlds。
Thepresentmeeting,whichwastoextendovertwodays,hadopeneditsproceedingsatthemuseumofthetownwhosebuildingsandenvironsweretobevisitedbythemembers。Lunchhadended,andtheafternoonexcursionhadbeenabouttobeundertaken,whentheraincamedowninanobstinatespatter,whichrevealednosignofcessation。Asthememberswaitedtheygrewchilly,althoughitwasonlyautumn,andafirewaslighted,whichthrewacheerfulshineuponthevarnishedskulls,urns,penates,tesserae,costumes,coatsofmail,weapons,andmissals,animatedthefossilizedichthyosaurusandiguanodon;whilethedeadeyesofthestuffedbirds——thosenever-absentfamiliarsinsuchcollections,thoughmurderedtoextinctionoutofdoors——flashedastheyhadflashedtotherisingsunabovetheneighbouringmoorsonthefatalmorningwhenthetriggerwaspulledwhichendedtheirlittleflight。Itwasthenthatthehistorianproducedhismanuscript,whichhehadprepared,hesaid,withaviewtopublication。Hisdeliveryofthestoryhavingconcludedasaforesaid,thespeakerexpressedhishopethattheconstraintoftheweather,andthepaucityofmorescientificpapers,wouldexcuseanyinappropriatenessinhissubject。
Severalmembersobservedthatastorm-boundclubcouldnotpresumetobeselective,andtheywereallverymuchobligedtohimforsuchacuriouschapterfromthedomestichistoriesofthecounty。
ThePresidentlookedgloomilyfromthewindowatthedescendingrain,andbrokeashortsilencebysayingthatthoughtheClubhadmet,thereseemedlittleprobabilityofitsbeingabletovisittheobjectsofinterestsetdownamongtheagenda。
TheTreasurerobservedthattheyhadatleastaroofovertheirheads;andtheyhadalsoaseconddaybeforethem。
Asentimentalmember,leaningbackinhischair,declaredthathewasinnohurrytogoout,andthatnothingwouldpleasehimsomuchasanothercountystory,withorwithoutmanuscript。
TheColoneladdedthatthesubjectshouldbealady,liketheformer,towhichagentlemanknownastheSparksaid\'Hear,hear!\'
Thoughthesehadspokeninjest,aruraldeanwhowaspresentobservedblandlythattherewasnolackofmaterials。Many,indeed,werethelegendsandtraditionsofgentleandnobledames,renownedintimespastinthatpartofEngland,whoseactionsandpassionswerenow,butformen\'smemories,buriedunderthebriefinscriptiononatomboranentryofdatesinadrypedigree。
Anothermember,anoldsurgeon,asomewhatgrimthoughsociablepersonage,wasquiteofthespeaker\'sopinion,andfeltquitesurethatthememoryofthereverendgentlemanmustaboundwithsuchcurioustalesoffairdames,oftheirlovesandhates,theirjoysandtheirmisfortunes,theirbeautyandtheirfate。
Theparson,atrifleconfused,retortedthattheirfriendthesurgeon,thesonofasurgeon,seemedtohim,asamanwhohadseenmuchandheardmoreduringthelongcourseofhisownandhisfather\'spractice,thememberofallothersmostlikelytobeacquaintedwithsuchlore。
Thebookworm,theColonel,thehistorian,theVice-president,thechurchwarden,thetwocurates,thegentleman-tradesman,thesentimentalmember,thecrimsonmaltster,thequietgentleman,themanoffamily,theSpark,andseveralothers,quiteagreed,andbeggedthathewouldrecallsomethingofthekind。Theoldsurgeonsaidthat,thoughameetingoftheMid-WessexFieldandAntiquarianClubwasthelastplaceatwhichheshouldhaveexpectedtobecalleduponinthisway,hehadnoobjection;andtheparsonsaidhewouldcomenext。Thesurgeonthenreflected,anddecidedtorelatethehistoryofaladynamedBarbara,wholivedtowardstheendofthelastcentury,apologizingforhistaleasbeingperhapsalittletooprofessional。ThecrimsonmaltsterwinkedtotheSparkathearingthenatureoftheapology,andthesurgeonbegan。
DAMETHESECOND:BARBARAOFTHEHOUSEOFGREBE
BytheOldSurgeonItwasapparentlyanidea,ratherthanapassion,thatinspiredLordUplandtowers\'resolvetowinher。Nobodyeverknewwhenheformedit,orwhencehegothisassuranceofsuccessinthefaceofhermanifestdislikeofhim。PossiblynotuntilafterthatfirstimportantactofherlifewhichIshallpresentlymention。Hismaturedandcynicaldoggednessattheageofnineteen,whenimpulsemostlyrulescalculation,wasremarkable,andmighthaveoweditsexistenceasmuchtohissuccessiontotheearldomanditsaccompanyinglocalhonoursinchildhood,astothefamilycharacter;
anelevationwhichjerkedhimintomaturity,sotospeak,withouthishavingknownadolescence。Hehadonlyreachedhistwelfthyearwhenhisfather,thefourthEarl,died,afteracourseoftheBathwaters。
Nevertheless,thefamilycharacterhadagreatdealtodowithit。
Determinationwashereditaryinthebearersofthatescutcheon;
sometimesforgood,sometimesforevil。
Theseatsofthetwofamilieswereabouttenmilesapart,thewaybetweenthemlyingalongthenowold,thennew,turnpike-roadconnectingHavenpoolandWarbornewiththecityofMelchester:aroadwhich,thoughonlyabranchfromwhatwasknownastheGreatWesternHighway,isprobably,evenatpresent,asithasbeenforthelasthundredyears,oneofthefinestexamplesofamacadamizedturnpike-trackthatcanbefoundinEngland。
ThemansionoftheEarl,aswellasthatofhisneighbour,Barbara\'sfather,stoodbackaboutamilefromthehighway,withwhicheachwasconnectedbyanordinarydriveandlodge。ItwasalongthisparticularhighwaythattheyoungEarldroveonacertaineveningatChristmastidesometwentyyearsbeforetheendofthelastcentury,toattendaballatCheneManor,thehomeofBarbara,andherparentsSirJohnandLadyGrebe。SirJohn\'swasabaronetcycreatedafewyearsbeforethebreakingoutoftheCivilWar,andhislandswereevenmoreextensivethanthoseofLordUplandtowershimself;
comprisingthisManorofChene,anotheronthecoastnear,halftheHundredofCockdene,andwell-enclosedlandsinseveralotherparishes,notablyWarborneandthosecontiguous。AtthistimeBarbarawasbarelyseventeen,andtheballisthefirstoccasiononwhichwehaveanytraditionofLordUplandtowersattemptingtenderrelationswithher;itwasearlyenough,Godknows。
Anintimatefriend——oneoftheDrenkhards——issaidtohavedinedwithhimthatday,andLordUplandtowershad,forawonder,communicatedtohisguestthesecretdesignofhisheart。
\'You\'llnevergether——sure;you\'llnevergether!\'thisfriendhadsaidatparting。\'She\'snotdrawntoyourlordshipbylove:andasforthoughtofagoodmatch,why,there\'snomorecalculationinherthaninabird。\'
\'We\'llsee,\'saidLordUplandtowersimpassively。
Henodoubtthoughtofhisfriend\'sforecastashetravelledalongthehighwayinhischariot;butthesculpturalreposeofhisprofileagainstthevanishingdaylightonhisrighthandwouldhaveshownhisfriendthattheEarl\'sequanimitywasundisturbed。HereachedthesolitarywaysidetaverncalledLorntonInn——therendezvousofmanyadaringpoacherforoperationsintheadjoiningforest;andhemighthaveobserved,ifhehadtakenthetrouble,astrangepost-
chaisestandinginthehalting-spacebeforetheinn。Hedulyspedpastit,andhalf-an-hourafterthroughthelittletownofWarborne。
Onward,amilefarther,wasthehouseofhisentertainer。
Atthisdateitwasanimposingedifice——or,rather,congeriesofedifices——asextensiveastheresidenceoftheEarlhimself;thoughfarlessregular。Onewingshowedextremeantiquity,havinghugechimneys,whosesubstructuresprojectedfromtheexternalwallsliketowers;andakitchenofvastdimensions,inwhich(itwassaid)
breakfastshadbeencookedforJohnofGaunt。WhilsthewasyetintheforecourthecouldheartherhythmofFrenchhornsandclarionets,thefavouriteinstrumentsofthosedaysatsuchentertainments。
Enteringthelongparlour,inwhichthedancehadjustbeenopenedbyLadyGrebewithaminuet——itbeingnowseveno\'clock,accordingtothetradition——hewasreceivedwithawelcomebefittinghisrank,andlookedroundforBarbara。Shewasnotdancing,andseemedtobepreoccupied——almost,indeed,asthoughshehadbeenwaitingforhim。
Barbaraatthistimewasagoodandprettygirl,whoneverspokeillofanyone,andhatedotherprettywomentheveryleastpossible。
Shedidnotrefusehimforthecountry-dancewhichfollowed,andsoonafterwashispartnerinasecond。
Theeveningworeon,andthehornsandclarionetstootledmerrily。
Barbaraevincedtowardsherloverneitherdistinctpreferencenoraversion;butoldeyeswouldhaveseenthatsheponderedsomething。
However,aftersuppershepleadedaheadache,anddisappeared。Topassthetimeofherabsence,LordUplandtowerswentintoalittleroomadjoiningthelonggallery,wheresomeelderlyonesweresittingbythefire——forhehadaphlegmaticdislikeofdancingforitsownsake,——and,liftingthewindow-curtains,helookedoutofthewindowintotheparkandwood,darknowasacavern。Someoftheguestsappearedtobeleavingevensosoonasthis,twolightsshowingthemselvesasturningawayfromthedoorandsinkingtonothinginthedistance。
Hishostessputherheadintotheroomtolookforpartnersfortheladies,andLordUplandtowerscameout。LadyGrebeinformedhimthatBarbarahadnotreturnedtotheball-room:shehadgonetobedinsheernecessity。
\'Shehasbeensoexcitedovertheballallday,\'hermothercontinued,\'thatIfearedshewouldbewornoutearly……Butsure,LordUplandtowers,youwon\'tbeleavingyet?\'
Hesaidthatitwasneartwelveo\'clock,andthatsomehadalreadyleft。
\'Iprotestnobodyhasgoneyet,\'saidLadyGrebe。
Tohumourherhestayedtillmidnight,andthensetout。Hehadmadenoprogressinhissuit;buthehadassuredhimselfthatBarbaragavenootherguestthepreference,andnearlyeverybodyintheneighbourhoodwasthere。
\'\'Tisonlyamatteroftime,\'saidthecalmyoungphilosopher。
Thenextmorninghelaytillnearteno\'clock,andhehadonlyjustcomeoutupontheheadofthestaircasewhenheheardhoofsuponthegravelwithout;inafewmomentsthedoorhadbeenopened,andSirJohnGrebemethiminthehall,ashesetfootontheloweststair。
\'Mylord——where\'sBarbara——mydaughter?\'
EventheEarlofUplandtowerscouldnotrepressamazement。\'What\'sthematter,mydearSirJohn,\'sayshe。
Thenewswasstartling,indeed。FromtheBaronet\'sdisjointedexplanationLordUplandtowersgatheredthatafterhisownandtheotherguests\'departureSirJohnandLadyGrebehadgonetorestwithoutseeinganymoreofBarbara;itbeingunderstoodbythemthatshehadretiredtobedwhenshesentwordtosaythatshecouldnotjointhedancersagain。Beforethenshehadtoldhermaidthatshewoulddispensewithherservicesforthisnight;andtherewasevidencetoshowthattheyoungladyhadneverlaindownatall,thebedremainingunpressed。Circumstancesseemedtoprovethatthedeceitfulgirlhadfeignedindispositiontogetanexcuseforleavingtheball-room,andthatshehadleftthehousewithintenminutes,presumablyduringthefirstdanceaftersupper。
\'Isawhergo,\'saidLordUplandtowers。
\'Thedevilyoudid!\'saysSirJohn。
\'Yes。\'Andhementionedtheretreatingcarriage-lights,andhowhewasassuredbyLadyGrebethatnoguesthaddeparted。
\'Surelythatwasit!\'saidthefather。\'Butshe\'snotgonealone,d\'yeknow!\'
\'Ah——whoistheyoungman?\'
\'Icanon\'yguess。Myworstfearismymostlikelyguess。I\'llsaynomore。Ithought——yetIwouldnotbelieve——itpossiblethatyouwasthesinner。Wouldthatyouhadbeen!But\'tist\'other,\'tist\'other,byG-!Imuste\'enup,andafter\'em!\'
\'Whomdoyoususpect?\'
SirJohnwouldnotgiveaname,and,stultifiedratherthanagitated,LordUplandtowersaccompaniedhimbacktoChene。HeagainaskeduponwhomweretheBaronet\'ssuspicionsdirected;andtheimpulsiveSirJohnwasnomatchfortheinsistenceofUplandtowers。
Hesaidatlength,\'Ifear\'tisEdmondWillowes。\'
\'Who\'she?\'
\'AyoungfellowofShottsford-Forum——awidow-woman\'sson,\'theothertoldhim,andexplainedthatWillowes\'sfather,orgrandfather,wasthelastoftheoldglass-paintersinthatplace,where(asyoumayknow)theartlingeredonwhenithaddiedoutineveryotherpartofEngland。
\'ByG-that\'sbad——mightybad!\'saidLordUplandtowers,throwinghimselfbackinthechaiseinfrigiddespair。
Theydespatchedemissariesinalldirections;onebytheMelchesterRoad,anotherbyShottsford-Forum,anothercoastwards。
Butthelovershadaten-hours\'start;anditwasapparentthatsoundjudgmenthadbeenexercisedinchoosingastheirtimeofflighttheparticularnightwhenthemovementsofastrangecarriagewouldnotbenoticed,eitherintheparkorontheneighbouringhighway,owingtothegeneralpressofvehicles。ThechaisewhichhadbeenseenwaitingatLorntonInnwas,nodoubt,theonetheyhadescapedin;andthepairofheadswhichhadplannedsocleverlythusfarhadprobablycontrivedmarriageerenow。
Thefearsofherparentswererealized。AlettersentbyspecialmessengerfromBarbara,ontheeveningofthatday,brieflyinformedthemthatherloverandherselfwereonthewaytoLondon,andbeforethiscommunicationreachedherhometheywouldbeunitedashusbandandwife。ShehadtakenthisextremestepbecauseshelovedherdearEdmondasshecouldlovenootherman,andbecauseshehadseenclosingroundherthedoomofmarriagewithLordUplandtowers,unlesssheputthatthreatenedfateoutofpossibilitybydoingasshehaddone。Shehadwellconsideredthestepbeforehand,andwaspreparedtolivelikeanyothercountry-townsman\'swifeifherfatherrepudiatedherforheraction。
\'D-her!\'saidLordUplandtowers,ashedrovehomewardthatnight。
\'D-herforafool!\'——whichshowsthekindofloveheboreher。
Well;SirJohnhadalreadystartedinpursuitofthemasamatterofduty,drivinglikeawildmantoMelchester,andthencebythedirecthighwaytothecapital。Buthesoonsawthathewasactingtonopurpose;andbyandby,discoveringthatthemarriagehadactuallytakenplace,heforeboreallattemptstounearththemintheCity,andreturnedandsatdownwithhisladytodigesttheeventasbesttheycould。
ToproceedagainstthisWillowesfortheabductionofourheiresswas,possibly,intheirpower;yet,whentheyconsideredthenowunalterablefacts,theyrefrainedfromviolentretribution。Somesixweekspassed,duringwhichtimeBarbara\'sparents,thoughtheykeenlyfeltherloss,heldnocommunicationwiththetruant,eitherforreproachorcondonation。Theycontinuedtothinkofthedisgraceshehadbroughtuponherself;for,thoughtheyoungmanwasanhonestfellow,andthesonofanhonestfather,thelatterhaddiedsoearly,andhiswidowhadhadsuchstrugglestomaintainherself;thatthesonwasveryimperfectlyeducated。Moreover,hisbloodwas,asfarastheyknew,ofnodistinctionwhatever,whilsthers,throughhermother,wascompoundedofthebestjuicesofancientbaronialdistillation,containingtincturesofMaundeville,andMohun,andSyward,andPeverell,andCulliford,andTalbot,andPlantagenet,andYork,andLancaster,andGodknowswhatbesides,whichitwasathousandpitiestothrowaway。
Thefatherandmothersatbythefireplacethatwasspannedbythefour-centredarchbearingthefamilyshieldsonitshaunches,andgroanedaloud——theladymorethanSirJohn。
\'Tothinkthisshouldhavecomeuponusinouroldage!\'saidhe。
\'Speakforyourself!\'shesnappedthroughhersobs。\'Iamonlyone-
and-forty!……Whydidn\'tyeridefasterandovertake\'em!\'
Inthemeantimetheyoungmarriedlovers,caringnomoreabouttheirbloodthanaboutditch-water,wereintenselyhappy——happy,thatis,inthedescendingscalewhich,asweallknow,Heaveninitswisdomhasordainedforsuchrashcases;thatistosay,thefirstweektheywereintheseventhheaven,thesecondinthesixth,thethirdweektemperate,thefourthreflective,andsoon;alover\'sheartafterpossessionbeingcomparabletotheearthinitsgeologicstages,asdescribedtoussometimesbyourworthyPresident;firstahotcoal,thenawarmone,thenacoolingcinder,thenchilly——thesimileshallbepursuednofurther。Thelongandtheshortofitwasthatonedayaletter,sealedwiththeirdaughter\'sownlittleseal,cameintoSirJohnandLadyGrebe\'shands;and,onopeningit,theyfoundittocontainanappealfromtheyoungcoupletoSirJohntoforgivethemforwhattheyhaddone,andtheywouldfallontheirnakedkneesandbemostdutifulchildrenforevermore。
ThenSirJohnandhisladysatdownagainbythefireplacewiththefour-centredarch,andconsulted,andre-readtheletter。SirJohnGrebe,ifthetruthmustbetold,lovedhisdaughter\'shappinessfarmore,poorman,thanhelovedhisnameandlineage;herecalledtohismindallherlittleways,gaveventtoasigh;and,bythistimeacclimatizedtotheideaofthemarriage,saidthatwhatwasdonecouldnotbeundone,andthathesupposedtheymustnotbetooharshwithher。PerhapsBarbaraandherhusbandwereinactualneed;andhowcouldtheylettheironlychildstarve?
Aslightconsolationhadcometotheminanunexpectedmanner。TheyhadbeencrediblyinformedthatanancestorofplebeianWilloweswasoncehonouredwithintermarriagewithascionofthearistocracywhohadgonetothedogs。Inshort,suchisthefoolishnessofdistinguishedparents,andsometimesofothersalso,thattheywrotethatverydaytotheaddressBarbarahadgiventhem,informingherthatshemightreturnhomeandbringherhusbandwithher;theywouldnotobjecttoseehim,wouldnotreproachher,andwouldendeavourtowelcomeboth,andtodiscusswiththemwhatcouldbestbearrangedfortheirfuture。
Inthreeorfourdaysarathershabbypost-chaisedrewupatthedoorofCheneManor-house,atsoundofwhichthetender-heartedbaronetandhiswiferanoutasiftowelcomeaprinceandprincessoftheblood。Theywereoverjoyedtoseetheirspoiltchildreturnsafeandsound——thoughshewasonlyMrs。Willowes,wifeofEdmondWillowesofnowhere。Barbaraburstintopenitentialtears,andbothhusbandandwifewerecontriteenough,aswelltheymightbe,consideringthattheyhadnotaguineatocalltheirown。
Whenthefourhadcalmedthemselves,andnotawordofchidinghadbeenutteredtothepair,theydiscussedthepositionsoberly,youngWillowessittinginthebackgroundwithgreatmodestytillinvitedforwardbyLadyGrebeinnofrigidtone。
\'Howhandsomeheis!\'shesaidtoherself。\'Idon\'twonderatBarbara\'scrazeforhim。\'
Hewas,indeed,oneofthehandsomestmenwhoeversethislipsonamaid\'s。Abluecoat,murreywaistcoat,andbreechesofdrabsetoffafigurethatcouldscarcelybesurpassed。Hehadlargedarkeyes,anxiousnow,astheyglancedfromBarbaratoherparentsandtenderlybackagaintoher;observingwhom,evennowinhertrepidation,onecouldseewhythesangfroidofLordUplandtowershadbeenraisedtomorethanlukewarmness。Herfairyoungface(accordingtothetalehandeddownbyoldwomen)lookedoutfromunderagrayconicalhat,trimmedwithwhiteostrich-feathers,andherlittletoespeepedfromabuffpetticoatwornunderapucegown。
Herfeatureswerenotregular:theywerealmostinfantine,asyoumayseefromminiaturesinpossessionofthefamily,hermouthshowingmuchsensitiveness,andonecouldbesurethatherfaultswouldnotlieonthesideofbadtemperunlessforurgentreasons。
Well,theydiscussedtheirstateasbecamethem,andthedesireoftheyoungcoupletogainthegoodwillofthoseuponwhomtheywereliterallydependentforeverythinginducedthemtoagreetoanytemporizingmeasurethatwasnottooirksome。Therefore,havingbeennearlytwomonthsunited,theydidnotopposeSirJohn\'sproposalthatheshouldfurnishEdmondWilloweswithfundssufficientforhimtotravelayearontheContinentinthecompanyofatutor,theyoungmanundertakingtolendhimselfwiththeutmostdiligencetothetutor\'sinstructions,tillhebecamepolishedoutwardlyandinwardlytothedegreerequiredinthehusbandofsuchaladyasBarbara。Hewastoapplyhimselftothestudyoflanguages,manners,history,society,ruins,andeverythingelsethatcameunderhiseyes,tillheshouldreturntotakehisplacewithoutblushingbyBarbara\'sside。
\'Andbythattime,\'saidworthySirJohn,\'I\'llgetmylittleplaceoutatYewsholtreadyforyouandBarbaratooccupyonyourreturn。
Thehouseissmallandoutoftheway;butitwilldoforayoungcoupleforawhile。\'
\'If\'twerenobiggerthanasummer-houseitwoulddo!\'saysBarbara。
\'If\'twerenobiggerthanasedan-chair!\'saysWillowes。\'Andthemorelonelythebetter。\'
\'Wecanputupwiththeloneliness,\'saidBarbara,withlesszest。
\'Somefriendswillcome,nodoubt。\'
Allthisbeinglaiddown,atravelledtutorwascalledin——amanofmanygiftsandgreatexperience,——andonafinemorningawaytutorandpupilwent。AgreatreasonurgedagainstBarbaraaccompanyingheryouthfulhusbandwasthathisattentionstoherwouldnaturallybesuchastopreventhiszealouslyapplyingeveryhourofhistimetolearningandseeing——anargumentofwiseprescience,andunanswerable。Regulardaysforletter-writingwerefixed,BarbaraandherEdmondexchangedtheirlastkissesatthedoor,andthechaisesweptunderthearchwayintothedrive。
HewrotetoherfromLeHavre,assoonashereachedthatport,whichwasnotforsevendays,onaccountofadversewinds;hewrotefromRouen,andfromParis;describedtoherhissightoftheKingandCourtatVersailles,andthewonderfulmarble-workandmirrorsinthatpalace;wrotenextfromLyons;then,afteracomparativelylonginterval,fromTurin,narratinghisfearfuladventuresincrossingMontCenisonmules,andhowhewasovertakenwithaterrificsnowstorm,whichhadwell-nighbeentheendofhim,andhistutor,andhisguides。ThenhewroteglowinglyofItaly;andBarbaracouldseethedevelopmentofherhusband\'smindreflectedinhislettersmonthbymonth;andshemuchadmiredtheforethoughtofherfatherinsuggestingthiseducationforEdmond。Yetshesighedsometimes——herhusbandbeingnolongerinevidencetofortifyherinherchoiceofhim——andtimidlydreadedwhatmortificationsmightbeinstoreforherbyreasonofthismesalliance。Shewentoutverylittle;forontheoneortwooccasionsonwhichshehadshownherselftoformerfriendsshenoticedadistinctdifferenceintheirmanner,asthoughtheyshouldsay,\'Ah,myhappyswain\'swife;
you\'recaught!\'
Edmond\'sletterswereasaffectionateasever;evenmoreaffectionate,afterawhile,thanhersweretohim。Barbaraobservedthisgrowingcoolnessinherself;andlikeagoodandhonestladywashorrifiedandgrieved,sinceheronlywishwastoactfaithfullyanduprightly。Ittroubledhersomuchthatsheprayedforawarmerheart,andatlastwrotetoherhusbandtobeghim,nowthathewasinthelandofArt,tosendherhisportrait,eversosmall,thatshemightlookatitalldayandeveryday,andneverforamomentforgethisfeatures。
Willoweswasnothingloth,andrepliedthathewoulddomorethanshewished:hehadmadefriendswithasculptorinPisa,whowasmuchinterestedinhimandhishistory;andhehadcommissionedthisartisttomakeabustofhimselfinmarble,whichwhenfinishedhewouldsendher。WhatBarbarahadwantedwassomethingimmediate;
butsheexpressednoobjectiontothedelay;andinhisnextcommunicationEdmundtoldherthatthesculptor,ofhisownchoice,haddecidedtoincreasethebusttoafull-lengthstatue,soanxiouswashetogetaspecimenofhisskillintroducedtothenoticeoftheEnglisharistocracy。Itwasprogressingwell,andrapidly。
Meanwhile,Barbara\'sattentionbegantobeoccupiedathomewithYewsholtLodge,thehousethatherkind-heartedfatherwaspreparingforherresidencewhenherhusbandreturned。Itwasasmallplaceontheplanofalargeone——acottagebuiltintheformofamansion,havingacentralhallwithawoodengalleryrunningroundit,androomsnobiggerthanclosetstofollowthisintroduction。
Itstoodonaslopesosolitary,andsurroundedbytreessodense,thatthebirdswhoinhabitedtheboughssangatstrangehours,asiftheyhardlycoulddistinguishnightfromday。
DuringtheprogressofrepairsatthisbowerBarbarafrequentlyvisitedit。Thoughsosecludedbythedensegrowth,itwasnearthehighroad,andonedaywhilelookingoverthefenceshesawLordUplandtowersridingpast。Hesalutedhercourteously,yetwithmechanicalstiffness,anddidnothalt。Barbarawenthome,andcontinuedtopraythatshemightneverceasetoloveherhusband。
Afterthatshesickened,anddidnotcomeoutofdoorsagainforalongtime。
Theyearofeducationhadextendedtofourteenmonths,andthehousewasinorderforEdmond\'sreturntotakeuphisabodetherewithBarbara,when,insteadoftheaccustomedletterforher,cameonetoSirJohnGrebeinthehandwritingofthesaidtutor,informinghimofaterriblecatastrophethathadoccurredtothematVenice。MrWillowesandhimselfhadattendedthetheatreonenightduringtheCarnivaloftheprecedingweek,towitnesstheItaliancomedy,when,owingtothecarelessnessofoneofthecandle-snuffers,thetheatrehadcaughtfire,andbeenburnttotheground。Fewpersonshadlosttheirlives,owingtothesuperhumanexertionsofsomeoftheaudienceingettingoutthesenselesssufferers;and,amongthemall,hewhohadriskedhisownlifethemostheroicallywasMr。
Willowes。Inre-enteringforthefifthtimetosavehisfellow-
creaturessomefierybeamshadfallenuponhim,andhehadbeengivenupforlost。Hewas,however,bytheblessingofProvidence,recovered,withthelifestillinhim,thoughhewasfearfullyburnt;andbyalmostamiracleheseemedlikelytosurvive,hisconstitutionbeingwondrouslysound。Hewas,ofcourse,unabletowrite,buthewasreceivingtheattentionofseveralskilfulsurgeons。Furtherreportwouldbemadebythenextmailorbyprivatehand。
ThetutorsaidnothingindetailofpoorWillowes\'ssufferings,butassoonasthenewswasbrokentoBarbarasherealizedhowintensetheymusthavebeen,andherimmediateinstinctwastorushtohisside,though,onconsideration,thejourneyseemedimpossibletoher。Herhealthwasbynomeanswhatithadbeen,andtopostacrossEuropeatthatseasonoftheyear,ortotraversetheBayofBiscayinasailing-craft,wasanundertakingthatwouldhardlybejustifiedbytheresult。Butshewasanxioustogotill,onreadingtotheendoftheletter,herhusband\'stutorwasfoundtohintverystronglyagainstsuchastepifitshouldbecontemplated,thisbeingalsotheopinionofthesurgeons。AndthoughWillowes\'scomraderefrainedfromgivinghisreasons,theydisclosedthemselvesplainlyenoughinthesequel。
Thetruthwasthattheworstofthewoundsresultingfromthefirehadoccurredtohisheadandface——thathandsomefacewhichhadwonherheartfromher,——andboththetutorandthesurgeonsknewthatforasensitiveyoungwomantoseehimbeforehiswoundshadhealedwouldcausemoremiserytoherbytheshockthanhappinesstohimbyherministrations。
LadyGrebeblurtedoutwhatSirJohnandBarbarahadthought,buthadhadtoomuchdelicacytoexpress。
\'Sure,\'tismightyhardforyou,poorBarbara,thattheonelittlegifthehadtojustifyyourrashchoiceofhim——hiswonderfulgoodlooks——shouldbetakenawaylikethis,toleave\'eenoexcuseatallforyourconductintheworld\'seyes……Well,Iwishyou\'dmarriedt\'other——thatdoI!\'Andtheladysighed。
\'He\'llsoongetrightagain,\'saidherfathersoothingly。
Suchremarksastheabovewerenotoftenmade;buttheywerefrequentenoughtocauseBarbaraanuneasysenseofself-
stultification。Shedeterminedtohearthemnolonger;andthehouseatYewsholtbeingreadyandfurnished,shewithdrewthitherwithhermaids,whereforthefirsttimeshecouldfeelmistressofahomethatwouldbehersandherhusband\'sexclusively,whenhecame。
AfterlongweeksWilloweshadrecoveredsufficientlytobeabletowritehimself;andslowlyandtenderlyheenlightenedheruponthefullextentofhisinjuries。Itwasamercy,hesaid,thathehadnotlosthissightentirely;buthewasthankfultosaythathestillretainedfullvisioninoneeye,thoughtheotherwasdarkforever。ThesparingmannerinwhichhemetedoutparticularsofhisconditiontoldBarbarahowappallinghadbeenhisexperience。Hewasgratefulforherassurancethatnothingcouldchangeher;butfearedshedidnotfullyrealizethathewassosadlydisfiguredastomakeitdoubtfulifshewouldrecognizehim。However,inspiteofall,hisheartwasastruetoherasiteverhadbeen。
Barbarasawfromhisanxietyhowmuchlaybehind。SherepliedthatshesubmittedtothedecreesofFate,andwouldwelcomehiminanyshapeassoonashecouldcome。Shetoldhimoftheprettyretreatinwhichshehadtakenupherabode,pendingtheirjointoccupationofit,anddidnotrevealhowmuchshehadsighedovertheinformationthatallhisgoodlooksweregone。Stilllessdidshesaythatshefeltacertainstrangenessinawaitinghim,theweekstheyhadlivedtogetherhavingbeensoshortbycomparisonwiththelengthofhisabsence。
SlowlydrewonthetimewhenWillowesfoundhimselfwellenoughtocomehome。HelandedatSouthampton,andpostedthencetowardsYewsholt。BarbaraarrangedtogoouttomeethimasfarasLorntonInn——thespotbetweentheForestandtheChaseatwhichhehadwaitedfornightontheeveningoftheirelopement。Thithershedroveattheappointedhourinalittlepony-chaise,presentedherbyherfatheronherbirthdayforherespecialuseinhernewhouse;
whichvehicleshesentbackonarrivingattheinn,theplanagreeduponbeingthatsheshouldperformthereturnjourneywithherhusbandinhishiredcoach。
Therewasnotmuchaccommodationforaladyatthiswaysidetavern;
but,asitwasafineeveninginearlysummer,shedidnotmind