\'Dorothy——wherewouldyouratherlive,always;withme,orwithher?\'
Thelittlegirllookedtroubled。\'Iamsorry,mamma;Idon\'tmeantobeunkind;butIwouldratherlivewithher;Imean,ifImightwithouttrouble,andyoudidnotmind,anditcouldbejustthesametousall,youknow。\'
\'Hassheeveraskedyouthesamequestion?\'
\'Never,mamma。\'
Therelaythestingofit:theCountessseemedthesoulofhonourandfairnessinthismatter,testherasshemight。ThatafternoonLadyMottisfontwenttoherhusbandwithsingularfirmnessuponhergentleface。
\'Ashley,wehavebeenmarriednearlyfiveyears,andIhaveneverchallengedyouwithwhatIknowperfectlywell——theparentageofDorothy。\'
\'Neverhaveyou,Philippadear。ThoughIhaveseenthatyouknewfromthefirst。\'
\'Fromthefirstastoherfather,notastohermother。HerIdidnotknowforsometime;butIknownow。\'
\'Ah!youhavediscoveredthattoo?\'sayshe,withoutmuchsurprise。
\'CouldIhelpit?Verywell,thatbeingso,Ihavethoughtitover;
andIhavespokentoDorothy。Iagreetohergoing。IcandonolessthangranttotheCountessherwish,afterherkindnesstomy——
your——her——child。\'
Thenthisself-sacrificingwomanwenthastilyawaythathemightnotseethatherheartwasbursting;andthereupon,beforetheyleftthecity,Dorothychangedhermotherandherhome。Afterthis,theCountesswentawaytoLondonforawhile,takingDorothywithher;
andthebaronetandhiswifereturnedtotheirlonelyplaceatDeansleighParkwithouther。
TorenounceDorothyinthebustleofBathwasadifferentthingfromlivingwithoutherinthisquiethome。OneeveningSirAshleymissedhiswifefromthesupper-table;hermannerhadbeensopensiveandwoefuloflatethatheimmediatelybecamealarmed。Hesaidnothing,butlookedaboutoutsidethehousenarrowly,anddiscernedherforminthepark,whererecentlyshehadbeenaccustomedtowalkalone。Initslowerlevelstherewasapoolfedbyatricklingbrook,andhereachedthisspotintimetohearasplash。Runningforward,hedimlyperceivedherlightgownfloatinginthewater。Topullheroutwastheworkofafewinstants,andbearingherindoorstoherroom,heundressedher,nobodyinthehouseknowingoftheincidentbuthimself。Shehadnotbeenimmersedlongenoughtolosehersenses,andsoonrecovered。SheownedthatshehaddoneitbecausetheContessahadtakenawayherchild,asshepersistedincallingDorothy。Herhusbandspokesternlytoher,andimpresseduponhertheweaknessofgivingwaythus,whenallthathadhappenedwasforthebest。Shetookhisreproofmeekly,andadmittedherfault。
Afterthatshebecamemoreresigned,butheoftencaughtherintearsoversomedoll,shoe,orribbonofDorothy\'s,anddecidedtotakehertotheNorthofEnglandforchangeofairandscene。Thiswasnotwithoutitsbeneficialeffect,corporeallynolessthanmentally,aslatereventsshowed,butshestillevincedapreternaturalsharpnessofearatthemostcasualmentionofthechild。Whentheyreachedhome,theCountessandDorothywerestillabsentfromtheneighbouringFernellHall,butinamonthortwotheyreturned,andalittlelaterSirAshleyMottisfontcameintohiswife\'sroomfullofnews。
\'Well——wouldyouthinkit,Philippa!Afterbeingsodesperate,too,aboutgettingDorothytobewithher!\'
\'Ah——what?\'
\'Ourneighbour,theCountess,isgoingtobemarriedagain!ItistosomebodyshehasmetinLondon。\'
LadyMottisfontwasmuchsurprised;shehadneverdreamtofsuchanevent。TheconflictforthepossessionofDorothy\'spersonhadobscuredthepossibilityofit;yetwhatmorelikely,theCountessbeingstillunderthirty,andsogood-looking?
\'Whatisofstillmoreinteresttous,ortoyou,\'continuedherhusband,\'isakindoffershehasmade。SheiswillingthatyoushouldhaveDorothybackagain。Seeingwhatagriefthelossofherhasbeentoyou,shewilltrytodowithouther。\'
\'Itisnotforthat;itisnottoobligeme,\'saidLadyMottisfontquickly。\'Onecanseewellenoughwhatitisfor!\'
\'Well,nevermind;beggarsmustn\'tbechoosers。Thereasonormotiveisnothingtous,sothatyouobtainyourdesire。\'
\'Iamnotabeggaranylonger,\'saidLadyMottisfont,withproudmystery。
\'Whatdoyoumeanbythat?\'
LadyMottisfonthesitated。However,itwasonlytooplainthatshedidnotnowjumpatarestitutionofoneforwhomsomemonthsbeforeshehadbeenbreakingherheart。
Theexplanationofthischangeofmoodbecameapparentsomelittletimefartheron。LadyMottisfont,afterfiveyearsofweddedlife,wasexpectingtobecomeamother,andtheaspectofmanythingswasgreatlyalteredinherview。AmongthemoreimportantchangeswasthatofnolongerfeelingDorothytobeabsolutelyindispensabletoherexistence。
Meanwhile,inviewofhercomingmarriage,theCountessdecidedtoabandontheremainderofhertermatFernellHall,andreturntoherprettylittlehouseintown。Butshecouldnotdothisquitesoquicklyasshehadexpected,andhalfayearormoreelapsedbeforeshefinallyquittedtheneighbourhood,theintervalbeingpassedinalternationsbetweenthecountryandLondon。PriortoherlastdepartureshehadaninterviewwithSirAshleyMottisfont,anditoccurredthreedaysafterhiswifehadpresentedhimwithasonandheir。
\'Iwantedtospeaktoyou,\'saidtheCountess,lookinghimluminouslyintheface,\'aboutthedearfoundlingIhaveadoptedtemporarily,andthoughttohaveadoptedpermanently。Butmymarriagemakesittoorisky!\'
\'Ithoughtitmightbethat,\'heanswered,regardinghersteadfastlybackagain,andobservingtwotearscomeslowlyintohereyesassheheardherownvoicedescribeDorothyinthosewords。
\'Don\'tcriticizeme,\'shesaidhastily;andrecoveringherself,wenton。\'IfLadyMottisfontcouldtakeherbackagain,asIsuggested,itwouldbebetterforme,andcertainlynoworseforDorothy。ToeveryonebutourselvessheisbutachildIhavetakenafancyto,andLadyMottisfontcovetedhersomuch,andwasveryreluctanttolethergo……Iamsureshewilladoptheragain?\'sheaddedanxiously。
\'Iwillsoundherafresh,\'saidthebaronet。\'YouleaveDorothybehindforthepresent?\'
\'Yes;althoughIgoaway,Idonotgiveupthehouseforanothermonth。\'
Hedidnotspeaktohiswifeabouttheproposaltillsomefewdaysafter,whenLadyMottisfonthadnearlyrecovered,andnewsoftheCountess\'smarriageinLondonhadjustreachedthem。HehadnosoonermentionedDorothy\'snamethanLadyMottisfontshowedsymptomsofdisquietude。
\'IhavenotacquiredanydislikeofDorothy,\'shesaid,\'butIfeelthatthereisonenearertomenow。DorothychosethealternativeofgoingtotheCountess,youmustremember,whenIputittoherasbetweentheCountessandmyself。\'
\'But,mydearPhilippa,howcanyouarguethusaboutachild,andthatchildourDorothy?\'
\'NotOURS,\'saidhiswife,pointingtothecot。\'Oursishere。\'
\'What,then,Philippa,\'hesaid,surprised,\'youwon\'thaveherback,afternearlydyingofgriefatthelossofher?\'
\'Icannotargue,dearAshley。IshouldprefernottohavetheresponsibilityofDorothyagain。Herplaceisfillednow。\'
Herhusbandsighed,andwentoutofthechamber。TherehadbeenapreviousarrangementthatDorothyshouldbebroughttothehouseonavisitthatday,butinsteadoftakingheruptohiswife,hedidnotinformLadyMottisfontofthechild\'spresence。Heentertainedherhimselfaswellashecould,andaccompaniedherintothepark,wheretheyhadarambletogether。Presentlyhesatdownontherootofanelmandtookheruponhisknee。
\'Betweenthishusbandandthisbaby,littleDorothy,youwhohadtwohomesareleftoutinthecold,\'hesaid。
\'Can\'tIgotoLondonwithmyprettymamma?\'saidDorothy,perceivingfromhismannerthattherewasahitchsomewhere。
\'Iamafraidnot,mychild。Sheonlytookyoutolivewithherbecauseshewaslonely,youknow。\'
\'Thencan\'tIstayatDeansleighParkwithmyothermammaandyou?\'
\'Iamafraidthatcannotbedoneeither,\'saidhesadly。\'Wehaveababyinthehousenow。\'Heclosedthereplybystoopingdownandkissingher,therebeingatearinhiseye。
\'Thennobodywantsme!\'saidDorothypathetically。
\'Ohyes,somebodywantsyou,\'heassuredher。\'Wherewouldyouliketolivebesides?\'
Dorothy\'sexperiencesbeingratherlimited,shementionedtheonlyotherplaceintheworldthatshewasacquaintedwith,thecottageofthevillagerwhohadtakencareofherbeforeLadyMottisfonthadremovedhertotheManorHouse。
\'Yes;that\'swhereyou\'llbebestoffandmostindependent,\'heanswered。\'AndI\'llcometoseeyou,mydeargirl,andbringyouprettythings;andperhapsyou\'llbejustashappythere。\'
Nevertheless,whenthechangecame,andDorothywashandedovertothekindcottage-woman,thepoorchildmissedtheluxuriousroominessofFernellHallandDeansleigh;andforalongtimeherlittlefeet,whichhadbeenaccustomedtocarpetsandoakfloors,sufferedfromthecoldofthestoneflagsonwhichitwasnowherlottoliveandtoplay;whilechilblainscameuponherfingerswithwashingatthepump。Butthickershoeswithnailsinthemsomewhatremediedthecoldfeet,andhercomplaintsandtearsonthisandotherscoresdiminishedtosilenceasshebecameinuredanewtothehardshipsofthefarm-cottage,andshegrewuprobustifnothandsome。ShewasneveraltogetherlostsightofbySirAshley,thoughshewasdeprivedofthesystematiceducationwhichhadbeendevisedandbegunforherbyLadyMottisfont,aswellasbyherothermamma,theenthusiasticCountess。ThelattersoonhadotherDorothystothinkof,whooccupiedhertimeandaffectionasfullyasLadyMottisfont\'swereoccupiedbyherpreciousboy。Inthecourseoftimethedoubly-desiredanddoubly-rejectedDorothymarried,Ibelieve,arespectableroad-contractor——thesame,ifI
mistakenot,whorepairedandimprovedtheoldhighwayrunningfromWintoncestersouth-westerlythroughtheNewForest——andintheheartofthisworthymanofbusinessthepoorgirlfoundthenestwhichhadbeendeniedherbyherownfleshandbloodofhigherdegree。
Severalofthelistenerswishedtohearanotherstoryfromthesentimentalmemberafterthis,buthesaidthathecouldrecallnothingelseatthemoment,andthatitseemedtohimasifhisfriendontheothersideofthefireplacehadsomethingtosayfromthelookofhisface。
Thememberalludedtowasarespectablechurchwarden,withaslychinktooneeyelid——possiblytheresultofanaccident——andaregularattendantattheClubmeetings。Herepliedthathislookshadbeenmainlycausedbyhisinterestinthetwoladiesofthelaststory,apparentlywomenofstrongmotherlyinstincts,eventhoughtheywerenotgenuinelystaunchintheirtenderness。Thetalehadbroughttohismindaninstanceofafirmeraffectionofthatsortonthepaternalside,inanatureotherwiseculpable。Asfortellingthestory,hismannerwasmuchagainsthim,hefeared;buthewoulddohisbest,iftheywished。
HerethePresidentinterposedwithasuggestionthatasitwasgettinglateintheafternoonitwouldbeaswelltoadjourntotheirrespectiveinnsandlodgingsfordinner,afterwhichthosewhocaredtodosocouldreturnandresumethesecuriousdomestictraditionsfortheremainderoftheevening,whichmightotherwiseproveirksomeenough。Thecuratorhadtoldhimthattheroomwasattheirservice。Thechurchwarden,whowasbeginningtofeelhungryhimself,readilyacquiesced,andtheClubseparatedforanhourandahalf。Thenthefaithfulonesbegantodropinagain——amongwhomwerenotthePresident;neithercametheruraldean,northetwocurates,thoughtheColonel,andthemanoffamily,cigarsinmouth,weregoodenoughtoreturn,havingfoundtheirhoteldreary。Themuseumhadnoregularmeansofillumination,andasolitarycandle,lesspowerfulthantheraysofthefire,wasplacedonthetable;
alsobottlesandglasses,providedbysomethoughtfulmember。Thechink-eyedchurchwarden,nowthoroughlyprimed,proceededtorelateinhisowntermswhatwasinsubstanceasfollows,whilemanyofhislistenerssmoked。
DAMETHEFIFTHTHELADYICENWAY
BytheChurchwardenInthereignofHisMostExcellentMajestyKingGeorgetheThird,DefenderoftheFaithandoftheAmericanColonies,therelivedin\'afairemaner-place\'(soLelandcalleditinhisday,asIhavebeentold),inoneo\'thegreenestbitsofwoodlandbetweenBristolandthecityofExonbury,ayoungladywhoresembledsomeaforesaidonesinhavingmanytalentsandexceedinggreatbeauty。Withthesegiftsshecombinedasomewhatimperioustemperandarbitrarymind,thoughherexperienceoftheworldwasnotactuallysolargeasherconclusivemannerwouldhaveledthestrangertosuppose。Beinganorphan,sheresidedwithheruncle,who,thoughhewasfairlyconsiderateastoherwelfare,leftherprettymuchtoherself。
Nowitchancedthatwhenthislovelyyoungladywasaboutnineteen,she(beingafearlesshorsewoman)wasriding,withonlyayoungladasanattendant,inoneo\'thewoodsnearheruncle\'shouse,and,introttingalong,herhorsestumbledovertherootofafelledtree。
Sheslippedtotheground,notseriouslyhurt,andwasassistedhomebyagentlemanwhocameinviewatthemomentofhermishap。Itturnedoutthatthisgentleman,atotalstrangertoher,wasonavisitatthehouseofaneighbouringlandowner。HewasofDutchextraction,andoccasionallycametoEnglandonbusinessorpleasurefromhisplantationsinGuiana,onthenorthcoastofSouthAmerica,whereheusuallyresided。
OnthisaccounthewasnaturallybutlittleknowninWessex,andwasbutaslightacquaintanceofthegentlemanatwhosemansionhewasaguest。However,thefriendshipbetweenhimandtheHeymeres——astheuncleandniecewerenamed——warmedandwarmedbydegrees,therebeingbutfewfolko\'noteinthevicinityatthattime,whichmadeanewcomer,ifhewereatallsociableandofgoodcredit,alwayssureofawelcome。Atenderfeeling(asitiscalledbytheromantic)sprangupbetweenthetwoyoungpeople,whichripenedintointimacy。Anderling,theforeigngentleman,wasofanamoroustemperament;and,thoughheendeavouredtoconcealhisfeeling,itcouldbeseenthatMissMariaHeymerehadimpressedhimrathermoredeeplythanwouldberepresentedbyascratchuponastone。Heseemedabsolutelyunabletofreehimselffromherfascination;andhisinabilitytodoso,muchashetried——evidentlythinkinghehadnottheghostofachancewithher——gaveherthepleasureofpower;
thoughshemorethansympathizedwhensheoverheardhimheavinghisdeepdrawnsighs——privatelytohimself,ashesupposed。
Afterprolonginghisvisitbyeveryconceivableexcuseinhispower,hesummonedcourage,andofferedherhishandandhisheart。Beinginnowaydisinclinedtohim,thoughnotsofervidashe,andherunclemakingnoobjectiontothematch,sheconsentedtosharehisfate,forbetterorotherwise,inthedistantcolonywhere,asheassuredher,hisrice,andcoffee,andmaize,andtimber,producedhimamplemeans——astatementwhichwasborneoutbyhisfriend,heruncle\'sneighbour。Inshort,adayfortheirmarriagewasfixed,earlierintheengagementthanisusualordesirablebetweencomparativestrangers,byreasonofthenecessityhewasunderofreturningtolookafterhisproperties。
Theweddingtookplace,andMarialeftheruncle\'smansionwithherhusband,goinginthefirstplacetoLondon,andaboutafortnightaftersailingwithhimacrossthegreatoceanfortheirdistanthome——which,however,heassuredher,shouldnotbeherhomeforlong,itbeinghisintentiontodisposeofhisinterestsinthispartoftheworldassoonasthewarwasover,andhecoulddosoadvantageously;whentheycouldcometoEurope,andresideinsomefavouritecapital。
Astheyadvancedonthevoyagesheobservedthathegrewmoreandmoreconstrained;and,bythetimetheyhadcrossedtheLine,hewasquitedepressed,justashehadbeenbeforeproposingtoher。AdayortwobeforelandingatParamaribo,heembracedherinaverytearfulandpassionatemanner,andsaidhewishedtomakeaconfession。Ithadbeenhismisfortune,hesaid,tomarryatQuebecinearlylifeawomanwhosereputationprovedtobeineverywaybadandscandalous。Thediscoveryhadnearlykilledhim;buthehadultimatelyseparatedfromher,andhadneverseenhersince。Hehadhopedandprayedshemightbedead;butrecentlyinLondon,whentheywerestartingonthisjourney,hehaddiscoveredthatshewasstillalive。Atfirsthehaddecidedtokeepthisdarkintelligencefromherbelovedears;buthehadfeltthathecouldnotdoit。Allhehopedwasthatsuchaconditionofthingswouldmakenodifferenceinherfeelingsforhim,asitneedmakenodifferenceinthecourseoftheirlives。
Thereuponthespiritofthisproudandmasterfulladyshoweditselfinviolentturmoil,liketheragingofanor\'-westthunderstorm——aswellitmight,Godknows。Butshewasoftoostoutanaturetobebrokendownbyhisrevelation,asmanyladiesofmyacquaintancewouldhavebeen——sofarfromhome,andrightundertheLineintheblazeo\'thesun。Ofthetwo,indeed,hewasthemorewretchedandshatteredinspirit,forhelovedherdeeply,and(therebeingaforeigntwistinhismake)hadbeentemptedtothiscrimebyherexceedingbeauty,againstwhichhehadstruggleddayandnight,tillhehadnofurtherresistanceleftinhim。Itwasshewhocamefirsttoadecisionastowhatshouldbedone——whetherawiseoneIdonotattempttojudge。
\'Iputittoyou,\'saysshe,whenmanyuselessself-reproachesandprotestationsonhisparthadbeenuttered——\'Iputittoyouwhether,ifanymanlinessisleftinyou,yououghtnottodoexactlywhatIconsiderthebestthingformeinthisstraittowhichyouhavereducedme?\'
Hepromisedtodoanythinginthewholeworld。Shethenrequestedhimtoallowhertoreturn,andannouncehimashavingdiedofmalignantagueimmediatelyontheirarrivalatParamaribo;thatsheshouldconsequentlyappearinweedsashiswidowinhernativeplace;andthathewouldnevermolesther,orcomeagaintothatpartoftheworldduringthewholecourseofhislife——agoodreasonforwhichwouldbethatthelegalconsequencesmightbeserious。
Hereadilyacquiescedinthis,ashewouldhaveacquiescedinanythingfortherestitutionofoneheadoredsodeeply——eventotheyieldingoflifeitself。Toputherinanimmediatestateofindependencehegaveher,inbondsandjewels,aconsiderablesum(forhisworldlymeanshadbeeninnowayexaggerated);andbythenextshipshesailedagainforEngland,havingtravellednofartherthantoParamaribo。Atpartinghedeclaredittobehisintentiontoturnallhislandedpossessionsintopersonalproperty,andtobeawandereronthefaceoftheearthinremorseforhisconducttowardsher。
MariadulyarrivedinEngland,andimmediatelyonlandingapprisedheruncleofherreturn,dulyappearingathishouseinthegarbofawidow。Shewascommiseratedbyalltheneighboursassoonasherstorywastold;butonlytoheruncledidsherevealtherealstateofaffairs,andherreasonforconcealingit。For,thoughshehadbeeninnocentofwrong,Maria\'spridewasofthatgrainwhichcouldnotbrooktheleastappearanceofhavingbeenfooled,ordeluded,ornonplussedinherworldlyaims。
Forsometimesheledaquietlifewithherrelative,andinduecourseasonwasborntoher。Shewasmuchrespectedforherdignityandreserve,andtheportablewealthwhichhertemporaryhusbandhadmadeovertoherenabledhertoliveincomfortinawingofthemansion,withoutassistancefromheruncleatall。But,knowingthatshewasnotwhatsheseemedtobe,herlifewasanuneasyone,andsheoftensaidtoherself:\'Supposehiscontinuedexistenceshouldbecomeknownhere,andpeopleshoulddiscerntheprideofmymotiveinhidingmyhumiliation?ItwouldbeworsethanifIhadbeenfrankatfirst,whichIshouldhavebeenbutforthecreditofthischild。\'
Suchgravereflectionsastheseoccupiedherwithincreasingforce;
andduringtheircontinuancesheencounteredaworthymanofnoblebirthandtitle——LordIcenwayhisname——whoseseatwasbeyondWintoncester,quiteatt\'otherendofWessex。Hebeinganxioustopayhisaddressestoher,Mariawillinglyacceptedthem,thoughhewasaplainman,olderthanherself;forshediscernedinare-
marriageamethodoffortifyingherpositionagainstmortifyingdiscoveries。Inafewmonthstheiruniontookplace,andMarialiftedherheadasLadyIcenway,andleftwithherhusbandandchildforhishomeasaforesaid,whereshewasquiteunknown。
Ajustification,oracondemnation,ofherstep(accordingasyouviewit)wasseenwhen,notlongafter,shereceivedanotefromherformerhusbandAnderling。Itwasahastyandtenderepistle,andperhapsitwasfortunatethatitarrivedduringthetemporaryabsenceofLordIcenway。Hisworthlesswife,saidAnderling,hadjustdiedinQuebec;hehadgonetheretoascertainparticulars,andhadseentheunfortunatewomanburied。HenowwashasteningtoEnglandtorepairthewronghehaddonehisMaria。HeaskedhertomeethimatSouthampton,hisportofarrival;whichsheneedbeinnofearofdoing,ashehadchangedhisname,andwasalmostabsolutelyunknowninEurope。Hewouldremarryherimmediately,andlivewithherinanypartoftheContinent,astheyhadoriginallyintended,where,forthegreatlovehestillboreher,hewoulddevotehimselftoherservicefortherestofhisdays。
LadyIcenway,self-possessedasitwashernaturetobe,wasyetmuchdisturbedatthisnews,andsetofftomeethim,unattended,assoonassheheardthattheshipwasinsight。Assoonastheystoodfacetofaceshefoundthatshestillpossessedallheroldinfluenceoverhim,thoughhispowertofascinateherhadquitedeparted。Inhissorrowforhisoffenceagainsther,hehadbecomeamanofstrictreligioushabits,self-denyingasalentensaint,thoughformerlyhehadbeenafreeandjoyousliver。Havingfirstgothimtosweartomakeheranyamendssheshouldchoose(whichhewasimaginingmustbebyatruemarriage),sheinformedhimthatshehadalreadyweddedanotherhusband,anexcellentmanofancientfamilyandpossessions,whohadgivenheratitle,inwhichshemuchrejoiced。
Atthisthecountenanceofthepoorforeigngentlemanbecamecoldasclay,andhisheartwitheredwithinhim;forasithadbeenherbeautyandbearingwhichhadledhimtosintoobtainher,so,nowthatherbeautywasinfullerbloom,andhermannermorehaughtybyhersuccess,didhefeelherfascinationtobealmostmorethanhecouldbear。Nevertheless,havingswornhisword,heundertooktoobeyhercommands,whichweresimplyarenewalofheroldrequest——
thathewoulddepartforsomeforeigncountry,andneverrevealhisexistencetoherfriends,orhusband,oranypersoninEngland;
nevertroublehermore,seeinghowgreataharmitwoulddoherinthehighpositionwhichsheatpresentoccupied。
Hebowedhishead。\'Andthechild——ourchild?\'hesaid。
\'Heiswell,\'saysshe。\'Quitewell。\'
Withthistheunhappygentlemandeparted,muchsadderinhisheartthanonhisvoyagetoEngland;forithadneveroccurredtohimthatawomanwhoratedherhonoursohighlyasMariahaddone,andwhowasthemotherofachildofhis,wouldhaveadoptedsuchmeansasthisfortherestorationofthathonour,andatsosurprisinglyearlyadate。Hehadfullycalculatedonmakingherhiswifeinlawandtruth,andoflivingincheerfulunitywithherandhisoffspring,forwhomhefeltadeepandgrowingtenderness,thoughhehadneveronceseenthechild。
TheladyreturnedtohermansionbeyondWintoncester,andtoldnothingoftheinterviewtohernoblehusband,whohadfortunatelygonethatdaytodoalittlecockingandrattingoutbyWeydonPriors,andknewnothingofhermovements。ShehaddismissedherpoorAnderlingperemptorilyenough;yetshewouldoftenafterthislookinthefaceofthechildofherso-calledwidowhood,todiscoverwhatandhowmanytraitsofhisfatherweretobeseeninhislineaments。Forthisshehadampleopportunityduringthefollowingautumnandwintermonths,herhusbandbeingamatter-of-
factnobleman,whospentthegreaterpartofhistimeinfield-
sportsandagriculture。
Onewinterday,whenhehadstartedforameetofthehoundsalongwayfromthehouse——itbeinghiscustomtohuntthreeorfourtimesaweekatthisseasonoftheyear——shehadwalkedintothesunshineupontheterracebeforethewindows,wheretherefellatherfeetsomelittlewhiteobjectthathadcomeoveraboundarywallhardby。
Itprovedtobeatinynotewrappedroundastone。LadyIcenwayopeneditandreadit,andimmediately(nodoubt,withasternfixtureofherqueenlycountenance)walkedhastilyalongtheterrace,andthroughthedoorintotheshrubbery,whencethenotehadcome。Themanwhohadfirstmarriedherstoodunderthebushesbeforeher。Itwasplainfromhisappearancethatsomethinghadgonewrongwithhim。
\'Younoticeachangeinme,mybest-beloved,\'hesaid。\'Yes,Maria——
IhavelostallthewealthIoncepossessed——mainlybyrecklessgamblingintheContinentalhellstowhichyoubanishedme。Butonethingintheworldremainstome——thechild——anditisforhimthatIhaveintrudedhere。Don\'tfearme,darling!Ishallnotinconvenienceyoulong;Iloveyoutoowell!ButIthinkoftheboydayandnight——Icannothelpit——Icannotkeepmyfeelingforhimdown;andIlongtoseehim,andspeakawordtohimonceinmylifetime!\'
\'Butyouroath?\'saysshe。\'Youpromisednevertorevealbywordorsign——\'
\'Iwillrevealnothing。Onlyletmeseethechild。IknowwhatI
havesworntoyou,cruelmistress,andIrespectmyoath。OtherwiseImighthaveseenhimbysomesubterfuge。ButIpreferredthefrankcourseofaskingyourpermission。\'
Shedemurred,withthehaughtyseveritywhichhadgrownpartofhercharacter,andwhichherelevationtotherankofapeeresshadratherintensifiedthandiminished。Shesaidthatshewouldconsider,andwouldgivehimananswerthedayafterthenext,atthesamehourandplace,whenherhusbandwouldagainbeabsentwithhispackofhounds。
Thegentlemanwaitedpatiently。LadyIcenway,whohadnownoconsciousloveleftforhim,wellconsideredthematter,andfeltthatitwouldbeadvisablenottopushtoextremesamanofsopassionateaheart。Onthedayandhourshemethimasshehadpromisedtodo。
\'Youshallseehim,\'shesaid,\'ofcourseonthestrictconditionthatyoudonotrevealyourself,andhence,thoughyouseehim,hemustnotseeyou,oryourmannermightbetrayyouandme。Iwilllullhimintoanapintheafternoon,andthenIwillcometoyouhere,andfetchyouindoorsbyaprivateway。\'
Theunfortunatefather,whosemisdemeanourhadrecoileduponhisownheadinawayhecouldnothaveforeseen,promisedtoadheretoherinstructions,andwaitedintheshrubberiestillthemomentwhensheshouldcallhim。Thisshedulydidaboutthreeo\'clockthatday,leadinghiminbyagardendoor,andupstairstothenurserywherethechildlay。Hewasinhislittlecot,breathingcalmly,hisarmthrownoverhishead,andhissilkencurlscrushedintothepillow。
Hisfather,nowalmosttobepitied,bentoverhim,andatearfromhiseyewettedthecoverlet。
Sheheldupawarningfingerasheloweredhismouthtothelipsoftheboy。
\'Butoh,whynot?\'imploredhe。
\'Verywell,then,\'saidshe,relenting。\'Butasgentlyaspossible。\'
Hekissedthechildwithoutwakinghim,turned,gavehimalastlook,andfollowedheroutofthechamber,whensheconductedhimoffthepremisesbythewayhehadcome。
Butthisremedyforhissadnessofheartatbeingastrangertohisownson,hadtheeffectofintensifyingthemalady;forwhileoriginally,notknowingorhavingeverseentheboy,hehadlovedhimvaguelyandimaginativelyonly,henowbecameattachedtohiminfleshandbone,asanyparentmight;andthefeelingthathecouldatbestonlyseehischildattherarestandmostcursorymoments,ifatall,drovehimintoastateofdistractionwhichthreatenedtooverthrowhispromisetotheboy\'smothertokeepoutofhissight。
ButsuchwashischivalrousrespectforLadyIcenway,andhisregretathavingeverdeceivedher,thatheschooledhispoorheartintosubmission。Owingtohisloneliness,allthefervourofwhichhewascapable——andthatwasmuch——flowednowinthechannelofparentalandmaritallove——forachildwhodidnotknowhim,andawomanwhohadceasedtolovehim。
Atlengththissingularpunishmentbecamesuchatorturetothepoorforeignerthatheresolvedtolessenitatallhazards,compatiblewithpunctiliouscareforthenameoftheladyhisformerwife,towhomhisattachmentseemedtoincreaseinproportiontoherpunitivetreatmentofhim。Atonetimeofhislifehehadtakengreatinterestintulip-culture,aswellasgardeningingeneral;andsincetheruinofhisfortunes,andhisarrivalinEngland,hehadmadeofhisknowledgeaprecariousincomeinthehot-housesofnurserymenandothers。Withthenewideainhisheadheappliedhimselfzealouslytothebusiness,tillheacquiredinafewmonthsgreatskillinhorticulture。Waitingtillthenoblelord,hislady\'shusband,hadroomforanunder-gardenerofageneralsort,heofferedhimselffortheplace,andwasengagedimmediatelybyreasonofhiscivilityandintelligence,beforeLadyIcenwayknewanythingofthematter。Muchthereforedidhesurpriseherwhenshefoundhimintheconservatoriesofhermansionaweekortwoafterhisarrival。Thepunishmentofinstantdismissal,withwhichatfirstshehaughtilythreatenedhim,myladythoughtfit,onreflection,nottoenforce。Whileheservedherthussheknewhewouldnotharmherbyaword,while,ifhewereexpelled,chagrinmightinducehimtorevealinamomentofexasperationwhatkindtreatmentwouldassisthimtoconceal。
Sohewasallowedtoremainonthepremises,andhadforhisresidencealittlecottagebythegarden-wallwhichhadbeenthedomicileofsomeofhispredecessorsinthesameoccupation。Herehelivedabsolutelyalone,andspentmuchofhisleisureinreading,butthegreaterpartinwatchingthewindowsandlawnsofhislady\'shouseforglimpsesoftheformofthechild。Itwasforthatchild\'ssakethatheabandonedthetenetsoftheRomanCatholicChurchinwhichhehadbeenreared,andbecamethemostregularattendantattheservicesintheparishplaceofworshiphardby,where,sittingbehindthepewofmylady,mylord,andhisstepson,thegardenercouldpensivelystudythetraitsandmovementsoftheyoungsteratonlyafewfeetdistance,withoutsuspicionorhindrance。
Hefilledhispostformorethantwoyearswithapleasuretohimselfwhich,thoughmournful,wassoothing,hisladyneverforgivinghim,orallowinghimtobeanythingmorethan\'thegardener\'toherchild,thoughonceortwicetheboysaid,\'Thatgardener\'seyesaresosad!Whydoeshelooksosadlyatme?\'Hesunnedhimselfinherscornfulnessasifitwerelove,andhisearsdrankinhercurtmonosyllablesasthoughtheywererhapsodiesofendearment。Strangelyenough,thecoldnesswithwhichshetreatedherforeignerbegantobetheconductofLordIcenwaytowardsherself。Itwasamatterofgreatanxietytohimthatthereshouldbealinealsuccessortothetitle,yetnosignofthatsuccessorappeared。Onedayhecomplainedtoherquiteroughlyofhisfate。
\'Allwillgotothatdoltofacousin!\'hecried。\'I\'dsoonerseemynameandplaceatthebottomofthesea!\'
Theladysoothedhimandfellintothought,anddidnotrecriminate。
Butoneday,soonafter,shewentdowntothecottageofthegardenertoinquirehowhewasgettingon,forhehadbeenailingoflate,though,aswassupposed,notseriously。Thoughsheoftenvisitedthepoor,shehadneverenteredherunder-gardener\'shomebefore,andwasmuchsurprised——evengrievedanddismayed——tofindthathewastooilltorisefromhisbed。Shewentbacktohermansionandreturnedwithsomedelicatesoup,thatshemighthaveareasonforseeinghim。
Hisconditionwassofeebleandalarming,andhisfacesothin,thatitquiteshockedhersofteningheart,andgazinguponhimshesaid,\'Youmustgetwell——youmust!Ihavebeenhardwithyou——Iknowit。
Iwillnotbesoagain。\'
Thesickanddyingman——forhewasdyingindeed——tookherhandandpressedittohislips。\'Toolate,mydarling,toolate!\'hemurmured。
\'ButyouMUSTNOTdie!Oh,youmustnot!\'shesaid。Andonanimpulseshebentdownandwhisperedsomewordstohim,blushingasshehadblushedinhermaidendays。
Herepliedbyafaintwansmile。\'Timewas!……butthat\'spast!\'
hesaid,\'Imustdie!\'
Anddiehedid,afewdayslater,asthesunwasgoingdownbehindthegarden-wall。Herharshnessseemedtocometreblyhometoherthen,andsheremorsefullyexclaimedagainstherselfinsecretandalone。Heronedesirenowwastoerectsometributetohismemory,withoutitsbeingrecognizedasherhandiwork。Inthecompletionofthisschemetherearrivedafewmonthslaterahandsomestained-
glasswindowforthechurch;andwhenitwasunpackedandincourseoferectionLordIcenwaystrolledintothebuildingwithhiswife。
\'\"Erectedtohismemorybyhisgrievingwidow,\"\'hesaid,readingthelegendontheglass。\'Ididn\'tknowthathehadawife;I\'veneverseenher。\'
\'Ohyes,youmusthave,Icenway;onlyyouforget,\'repliedhisladyblandly。\'Butshedidn\'tlivewithhim,andwasseldomseenvisitinghim,becausethereweredifferencesbetweenthem;which,asisusuallythecase,makesherallthemoresorrynow。\'
\'Andgoruiningherselfbythisexpensiveruby-and-azureglass-
design。\'
\'Sheisnotpoor,theysay。\'
AsLordIcenwaygrewolderhebecamecrustierandcrustier,andwheneverheseteyesonhiswife\'sboybyherotherhusbandhewouldburstoutmorosely,saying,\'\'Tisaveryoddthing,mylady,thatyoucouldobligeyourfirsthusband,andcouldn\'tobligeme。\'
\'Ah!ifIhadonlythoughtofitsooner!\'shemurmured。
\'What?\'saidhe。
\'Nothing,dearest,\'repliedLadyIcenway。
TheColonelwasthefirsttocommentupontheChurchwarden\'stale,bysayingthatthefateofthepoorfellowwasratherahardone。
Thegentleman-tradesmancouldnotseethathisfatewasatalltoohardforhim。Hewaslegallynothingtoher,andhehadservedhershamefully。Ifhehadbeenreallyherhusbanditwouldhavestooddifferently。
TheBookwormremarkedthatLordIcenwayseemedtohavebeenaveryunsuspiciousman,withwhichviewafatmemberwithacrimsonfaceagreed。Itwastruehiswifewasaveryclose-mouthedpersonage,whichmadeadifference。Ifshehadspokenoutrecklesslyherlordmighthavebeensuspiciousenough,asinthecaseofthatladywholivedatStaplefordParkintheirgreat-grandfathers\'time。Thoughthere,tobesure,considerationsarosewhichmadeherhusbandviewmatterswithmuchphilosophy。
Afewofthemembersdoubtedthepossibilityofthis。
Thecrimsonman,whowasaretiredmaltsterofcomfortablemeans,ventru,andshortinstature,clearedhisthroat,blewoffhissuperfluousbreath,andproceededtogivetheinstancebeforealludedtoofsuchpossibility,firstapologizingforhisheroine\'slackofatitle,itneverhavingbeenhisgoodfortunetoknowmanyofthenobility。Tohisstyleofnarrativethefollowingisonlyanapproximation。
DAMETHESIXTH:SQUIREPETRICK\'SLADY
BytheCrimsonMaltsterFolkwhoareatallacquaintedwiththetraditionsofStaplefordParkwillnotneedtobetoldthatinthemiddleofthelastcenturyitwasownedbythattrumpofmortgagees,TimothyPetrick,whoseskillingainingpossessionoffairestatesbygrantingsumsofmoneyontheirtitle-deedshasseldomifeverbeenequalledinourpartofEngland。Timothywasalawyerbyprofession,andagenttoseveralnoblemen,bywhichmeanshisspeciallineofbusinessbecameopenedtohimbyasortofrevelation。Itissaidthatarelativeofhis,averydeepthinker,whoafterwardshadthemisfortunetobetransportedforlifeformistakennotionsonthesigningofawill,taughthimconsiderablelegallore,whichhecreditablyresolvednevertothrowawayforthebenefitofotherpeople,buttoreserveitentirelyforhisown。
However,Ihavenothinginparticulartosayabouthisearlyandactivedays,butratherofthetimewhen,anoldman,hehadbecometheownerofvastestatesbythemeansIhavesignified——amongthemthegreatmanorofStapleford,onwhichhelived,inthesplendidoldmansionnowpulleddown;likewiseestatesatMarlott,estatesnearShertonAbbas,nearlyalltheboroughofMillpool,andmanypropertiesnearIvell。Indeed,Ican\'tcalltomindhalfhislandedpossessions,andIdon\'tknowthatitmattersmuchatthistimeofday,seeingthathe\'sbeendeadandgonemanyyears。Itissaidthatwhenheboughtanestatehewouldnotdecidetopaythepricetillhehadwalkedovereverysingleacrewithhisowntwofeet,andproddedthesoilateverypointwithhisownspud,totestitsquality,which,ifweregardtheextentofhisproperties,musthavebeenastiffbusinessforhim。
AtthetimeIamspeakingofhewasamanovereighty,andhissonwasdead;buthehadtwograndsons,theeldestofwhom,hisnamesake,wasmarried,andwasshortlyexpectingissue。Justthenthegrandfatherwastakenill,fordeath,asitseemed,consideringhisage。Byhiswilltheoldmanhadcreatedanentail(asI
believethelawyerscallit),devisingthewholeoftheestatestohiseldergrandsonandhisissuemale,failingwhich,tohisyoungergrandsonandhisissuemale,failingwhich,toremoterrelatives,whoneednotbementionednow。
WhileoldTimothyPetrickwaslyingill,hiseldergrandson\'swife,Annetta,gavebirthtoherexpectedchild,who,asfortunewouldhaveit,wasason。Timothy,herhusband,throughsprungofaschemingfamily,wasnogreatschemerhimself;hewasthesingleoneofthePetricksthenlivingwhosehearthadeverbeengreatlymovedbysentimentswhichdidnotruninthegrooveofambition;andonthisaccounthehadnotmarriedwell,asthesayingis;hiswifehavingbeenthedaughterofafamilyofnobetterbeginningsthanhisown;thatistosay,herfatherwasacountrytownsmanoftheprofessionalclass。Butshewasaveryprettywoman,byallaccounts,andherhusbandhadseen,courted,andmarriedherinahightideofinfatuation,afteraveryshortacquaintance,andwithverylittleknowledgeofherheart\'shistory。Hehadneverfoundreasontoregrethischoiceasyet,andhisanxietyforherrecoverywasgreat。
Shewassupposedtobeoutofdanger,andherselfandthechildprogressingwell,whentherewasachangefortheworse,andshesanksorapidlythatshewassoongivenover。Whenshefeltthatshewasabouttoleavehim,Annettasentforherhusband,and,onhisspeedyentryandassurancethattheywerealone,shemadehimsolemnlyvowtogivethechildeverycareinanycircumstancesthatmightarise,ifitshouldpleaseHeaventotakeher。This,ofcourse,hereadilypromised。Then,aftersomehesitation,shetoldhimthatshecouldnotdiewithafalsehooduponhersoul,anddiredeceitinherlife;shemustmakeaterribleconfessiontohimbeforeherlipsweresealedforever。Shethereuponrelatedanincidentconcerningthebaby\'sparentage,whichwasnotashesupposed。
TimothyPetrick,thoughaquick-feelingman,wasnotofasorttoshownervesoutwardly;andheborehimselfasheroicallyashepossiblycoulddointhistryingmomentofhislife。Thatsamenighthiswifedied;andwhileshelaydead,andbeforeherfuneral,hehastenedtothebedsideofhissickgrandfather,andrevealedtohimallthathadhappened:thebaby\'sbirth,hiswife\'sconfession,andherdeath,beseechingtheagedman,ashelovedhim,tobestirhimselfnow,attheeleventhhour,andalterhiswillsoastodishtheintruder。OldTimothy,seeingmattersinthesamelightashisgrandson,requirednourgingagainstallowinganythingtostandinthewayoflegitimateinheritance;heexecutedanotherwill,limitingtheentailtoTimothyhisgrandson,forlife,andhismaleheirsthereaftertobeborn;afterthemtohisothergrandsonEdward,andEdward\'sheirs。Thusthenewly-borninfant,whohadbeenthecentreofsomanyhopes,wascutoffandscornedasnoneoftheelect。
Theoldmortgageelivedbutashorttimeafterthis,theexcitementofthediscoveryhavingtolduponhimconsiderably,andhewasgatheredtohisfatherslikethemostcharitablemaninhisneighbourhood。Bothwifeandgrandparentbeingburied,Timothysettleddowntohisusuallifeaswellashewasable,mentallysatisfiedthathehadbypromptactiondefeatedtheconsequencesofsuchdiredomestictreacheryashadbeenshowntowardshim,andresolvingtomarryasecondtimeassoonashecouldsatisfyhimselfinthechoiceofawife。
Butmendonotalwaysknowthemselves。TheembitteredstateofTimothyPetrick\'smindbredinhimbydegreessuchahatredandmistrustofwomankindthat,thoughseveralspecimensofhighattractivenesscameunderhiseyes,hecouldnotbringhimselftothepointofproposingmarriage。Hedreadedtotakeupthepositionofhusbandasecondtime,discerningatrapineverypetticoat,andaSloughofDespondinpossibleheirs。\'Whathashappenedonce,whenallseemedsofair,mayhappenagain,\'hesaidtohimself。
\'I\'llriskmynamenomore。\'Soheabstainedfrommarriage,andovercamehiswishforalinealdescendanttofollowhimintheownershipofStapleford。
Timothyhadscarcelynoticedtheunfortunatechildthathiswifehadborne,afterarrangingforameagrefulfilmentofhispromisetohertotakecareoftheboy,byhavinghimbroughtupinhishouse。
Occasionally,rememberingthispromise,hewentandglancedatthechild,sawthathewasdoingwell,gaveafewspecialdirections,andagainwenthissolitaryway。ThusheandthechildlivedonintheStaplefordmansion-housetilltwoorthreeyearshadpassedby。
Onedayhewaswalkinginthegarden,andbysomeaccidentlefthissnuff-boxonabench。Whenhecamebacktofindithesawthelittleboystandingthere;hehadescapedhisnurse,andwasmakingaplaythingofthebox,inspiteoftheconvulsivesneezingswhichthegamebroughtinitstrain。Thenthemanwiththeencrustedheartbecameinterestedinthelittlefellow\'spersistenceinhisplayundersuchdiscomforts;helookedinthechild\'sface,sawtherehiswife\'scountenance,thoughhedidnotseehisown,andfellintothoughtonthepiteousnessofchildhood——particularlyofdespisedandrejectedchildhood,likethisbeforehim。
Fromthathour,tryashewouldtocounteractthefeeling,thehumannecessitytolovesomethingorothergotthebetterofwhathehadcalledhiswisdom,andshapeditselfinatenderanxietyfortheyoungsterRupert。Thisnamehadbeengivenhimbyhisdyingmotherwhen,atherrequest,thechildwasbaptizedinherchamber,lestheshouldnotsurviveforpublicbaptism;andherhusbandhadneverthoughtofitasanameofanysignificancetill,aboutthistime,helearntbyaccidentthatitwasthenameoftheyoungMarquisofChristminster,sonoftheDukeofSouthwesterland,forwhomAnnettahadcherishedwarmfeelingsbeforehermarriage。Recollectingsomewanderingphrasesinhiswife\'slastwords,whichhehadnotunderstoodatthetime,heperceivedatlastthatthiswasthepersontowhomshehadalludedwhenaffordinghimacluetolittleRupert\'shistory。
Hewouldsitinsilenceforhourswiththechild,beingnogreatspeakeratthebestoftimes;buttheboy,onhispart,wastooreadywithhistongueforanybreakindiscoursetoarisebecauseTimothyPetrickhadnothingtosay。Afteridlingawayhismorningsinthismanner,Petrickwouldgotohisownroomandswearinlongloudwhispers,andwalkupanddown,callinghimselfthemostridiculousdoltthateverlived,anddeclaringthathewouldnevergonearthelittlefellowagain;towhichresolvehewouldadhereforthespaceperhapsofaday。Suchcasesarehappilynotnewtohumannature,butthereneverwasacaseinwhichamanmorecompletelybefocledhisformerselfthaninthis。
Asthechildgrewup,Timothy\'sattachmenttohimgrewdeeper,tillRupertbecamealmostthesoleobjectforwhichhelived。TherehadbeenenoughofthefamilyambitionlatentinhimforTimothyPetricktofeelalittleenvywhen,sometimebeforethisdate,hisbrotherEdwardhadbeenacceptedbytheHonourableHarrietMountclere,daughterofthesecondViscountofthatnameandtitle;buthavingdiscovered,asIhavebeforestated,thepaternityofhisboyRuperttolurkinevenahigherstratumofsociety,thoseenviousfeelingsspeedilydispersed。Indeed,themorehereflectedthereon,afterhisbrother\'saristocraticmarriage,themorecontentdidhebecome。
Hislatewifetooksofteroutlineinhismemory,ashethoughtoftheloftytasteshehaddisplayed,thoughonlyaplainburgher\'sdaughter,andthejustificationforhisweaknessinlovingthechild——thejustificationthathehadlongedfor——wasaffordednowintheknowledgethattheboywasbynature,ifnotbyname,arepresentativeofoneofthenoblesthousesinEngland。
\'Shewasawomanofgrandinstincts,afterall,\'hesaidtohimselfproudly。\'Tofixherchoiceupontheimmediatesuccessorinthatducalline——itwasfinelyconceived!HadhebeenoflowbloodlikemyselformyrelationsshewouldscarcehavedeservedtheharshmeasurethatIhavedealtouttoherandheroffspring。Howmuchless,then,whensuchgrovellingtasteswerefarthestfromhersoul!
ThemanAnnettalovedwasnoble,andmyboyisnobleinspiteofme。\'
Theafterclapwasinevitable,anditsooncame。\'Sofar,\'hereasoned,\'fromcuttingoffthischildfrominheritanceofmyestates,asIhavedone,Ishouldhaverejoicedinthepossessionofhim!Heisofpurestockononesideatleast,whilstintheordinaryrunofaffairshewouldhavebeenacommonertothebone。\'
Beingaman,whateverhisfaults,ofgoodoldbeliefsinthedivinityofkingsandthoseabout\'em,themoreheoverhauledthecaseinthislight,themorestronglydidhispoorwife\'sconductinimprovingthebloodandbreedofthePetrickfamilywinhisheart。
Heconsideredwhatugly,idle,hard-drinkingscampsmanyofhisownrelationshadbeen;themiserablescriveners,usurers,andpawnbrokersthathehadnumberedamonghisforefathers,andtheprobabilitythatsomeoftheirbadqualitieswouldhavecomeoutinamerelycorporealchild,togivehimsorrowinhisoldage,turnhisblackhairsgray,hisgrayhairswhite,cutdowneverystickoftimber,andHeavenknowswhatall,hadhenot,likeaskilfulgardener,mindedhisgraftingandchangedthesort;tillatlengththisright-mindedmanfelldownonhiskneeseverynightandmorningandthankedGodthathewasnotasothermeanlydescendedfathersinsuchmatters。
ItwasinthepeculiardispositionofthePetrickfamilythatthesatisfactionwhichultimatelysettledinTimothy\'sbreastfoundnourishment。ThePetrickshadadoredthenobility,andpluckedthematthesametime。ThatexcellentmanIzaakWalton\'sfeelingsaboutfishweremuchakintothoseofoldTimothyPetrick,andofhisdescendantsinalesserdegree,concerningthelandedaristocracy。
Totortureandtolovesimultaneouslyisaproceedingstrangetoreason,butpossibletopractice,astheseinstancesshow。
Hence,whenTimothy\'sbrotherEdwardsaidslightinglyonedaythatTimothy\'ssonwaswellenough,butthathehadnothingbutshopsandofficesinhisbackwardperspective,whilehisownchildren,shouldhehaveany,wouldbefardifferent,inpossessingsuchamotherastheHonourableHarriet,Timothyfeltaboundoftriumphwithinhimatthepowerhepossessedofcontradictingthatstatementifhechose。
SomuchwasheinterestedinhisboyinthisnewaspectthathenowbegantoreadupchroniclesoftheillustrioushouseennobledastheDukesofSouthwesterland,fromtheirverybeginninginthegloriesoftheRestorationoftheblessedCharlestilltheyearofhisowntime。Hementallynotedtheirgiftsfromroyalty,grantsoflands,purchases,intermarriages,plantingsandbuildings;moreparticularlytheirpoliticalandmilitaryachievements,whichhadbeengreat,andtheirperformancesinartandletters,whichhadbeenbynomeanscontemptible。Hestudiedprintsoftheportraitsofthatfamily,andthen,likeachemistwatchingacrystallization,begantoexamineyoungRupert\'sfacefortheunfoldingofthosehistoriccurvesandshadesthatthepaintersVandykeandLelyhadperpetuatedoncanvas。