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Iknowyouwillgetonwellwithhim。Hehassuchagoodheart。Andhisattitudetowardyou,Basil,isbeautifulalways——sorespectful;ornotthatsomuchasappreciative。Yes,appreciative——that\'stheword;Imustalwayskeepthatinmind。\"
\"It\'squiteimportanttodoso,\"saidMarch。
\"Yes,\"sheassented,seriously,\"andwemustnotforgetjustwhatkindofflatwearegoingtolookfor。The\'sinequanons\'areanelevatorandsteamheat,notabovethethirdfloor,tobeginwith。Thenwemusteachhavearoom,andyoumusthaveyourstudyandImusthavemyparlor;andthetwogirlsmusteachhavearoom。Withthekitchenanddiningroom,howmanydoesthatmake?\"
\"Ten。\"
\"Ithoughteight。Well,nomatter。Youcanworkintheparlor,andrunintoyourbedroomwhenanybodycomes;andIcansitinmine,andthegirlsmustputupwithone,ifit\'slargeandsunny,thoughI\'vealwaysgiventhemtwoathome。Andthekitchenmustbesunny,sotheycansitinit。Andtheroomsmustallhaveoutsidelight。Audtherentmustnotbeovereighthundredforthewinter。Weonlygetathousandforourwholehouse,andwemustsavesomethingoutofthat,soastocovertheexpensesofmoving。Now,doyouthinkyoucanrememberallthat?\"
\"Notthehalfofit,\"saidMarch。\"Butyoucan;orifyouforgetathirdofit,Icancomeinwithmypartialhalfandmorethanmakeitup。\"
Shehadbroughtherbonnetandsacquedown-stairswithher,andwastransferringthemfromthehatracktoherpersonwhileshetalked。Thefriendlydoor-boyletthemintothestreet,andtheclearOctobereveningairbrightenedhersothatasshetuckedherhandunderherhusband\'sarmandbegantopullhimalongshesaid,\"Ifwefindsomethingrightaway——
andwe\'rejustaslikelytogettherightflatsoonaslate;it\'sallalottery——wellgotothetheatresomewhere。\"
Shehadamoment\'spanicabouthavinglefttheagents\'permitsonthetable,andafterrememberingthatshehadputthemintoherlittleshopping-bag,whereshekepthermoney(eachnotecrushedintoaroundwad),andhadheftitonthehat-rack,whereitwouldcertainlybestolen,shefounditonherwrist。Shedidnotthinkthatveryfunny;
butafterafirstimpulsetoinculpateherhusband,shelethimlaugh,whiletheystoppedunderalampandsheheldthepermitshalfayardawaytoreadthenumbersonthem。
\"Whereareyourglasses,Isabel?\"
\"Onthemantelinourroom,ofcourse。\"
\"Thenyououghttohavebroughtapairoftongs。\"
\"Iwouldn\'tgetoffsecond-handjokes,Basil,\"shesaid;and\"Why,here!\"
shecried,whirlingroundtothedoorbeforewhichtheyhadhalted,\"thisistheverynumber。Well,Idobelieveit\'sasign!\"
Oneofthosecoloredmenwhosoftenthetradeofjanitorinmanyofthesmallerapartment-housesinNewYorkbythesweetnessoftheirracelettheMarchesin,or,rather,welcomedthemtothepossessionofthepremisesbythebowwithwhichheacknowledgedtheirpermit。Itwasalarge,oldmansioncutupintofiveorsixdwellings,butithadkeptsometraitsofitsformerdignity,whichpleasedpeopleoftheirsympathetictastes。Thedark-mahoganytrim,ofsufficientlyuglydesign,gavearichgloomtothehallway,whichwaswideandpavedwithmarble;
thecarpetedstairscurvedaloftthroughagenerousspace。
\"Thereisnoelevator?\"Mrs。Marchaskedofthejanitor。
Heanswered,\"No,ma\'am;onlytwoflightsup,\"sowinninglythatshesaid,\"Oh!\"incourteousapology,andwhisperedtoherhusband,asshefollowedlightlyup,\"We\'lltakeit,Basil,ifit\'sliketherest。\"
\"Ifit\'slikehim,youmean。\"
\"Idon\'twondertheywantedtoownthem,\"shehurriedlyphilosophized。
\"IfIhadsuchacreature,nothingbutdeathshouldpartus,andIshouldnomorethinkofgivinghimhisfreedom!\"
\"No;wecouldn\'taffordit,\"returnedherhusband。
Theapartmentwhichthejanitorunlockedforthem,andlitupfromthosechandeliersandbracketsofgiltbrassintheformofvinebunches,leaves,andtendrilsinwhichtheearlygas-fitterrealizedmostofhisconceptionsofbeauty,hadrathermoreoftheuglinessthanthedignityofthehall。Buttheroomswerelarge,andtheygroupedthemselvesinareminiscenceofthetimewhentheywerepartofadwellingthathaditscharm,itspathos,itsimpressiveness。Wheretheywerecutupintosmallerspaces,ithadbeendonewiththefranknesswithwhichaproudoldfamilyoffallenfortunespractisesitseconomies。Theroughpine~
floorsshowedablackborderoftack-headswherecarpetshadbeenliftedandputdownforgenerations;thewhitepaintwasyellowwithage;theapartmenthadlightatthefrontandattheback,andtwoorthreeroomshadglimpsesofthedaythroughsmallwindowsletintotheircorners;
anotheroneseemedliftinganappealingeyetoheaventhroughaglasscircleinitsceiling;therestmustdarkleinperpetualtwilight。Yetsomethingpleasedinitall,andMrs。Marchhadgonefartoadaptthedifferentroomstothemembersofherfamily,whenshesuddenlythought(andforhertothinkwastosay),\"Why,butthere\'snosteamheat!\"
\"No,ma\'am,\"thejanitoradmitted;\"butdere\'sgratesinmosto\'derooms,anddere\'sfurnaceheatindehalls。\"
\"That\'strue,\"sheadmitted,and,havingplacedherfamilyintheapartments,itwashardtogetthemoutagain。\"Couldwemanage?\"shereferredtoherhusband。
\"Why,Ishouldn\'tcareforthesteamheatif——Whatistherent?\"hebrokeofftoaskthejanitor。
\"Ninehundred,sir。\"
Marchconcludedtohiswife,\"Ifitwerefurnished。\"
\"Why,ofcourse!WhatcouldIhavebeenthinkingof?We\'relookingforafurnishedflat,\"sheexplainedtothejanitor,\"andthiswassopleasantandhomelikethatIneverthoughtwhetheritwasfurnishedornot。\"
Shesmileduponthejanitor,andheenteredintothejokeandchuckledsoamiablyatherflatteringoversightonthewaydown-stairsthatshesaid,asshepinchedherhusband\'sarm,\"Now,ifyoudon\'tgivehimaquarterI\'llneverspeaktoyouagain,Basil!\"
\"Iwouldhavegivenhalfadollarwillinglytogetyoubeyondhisglamour,\"saidMarch,whentheyweresafelyonthepavementoutside。\"
Ifithadn\'tbeenformystrengthofcharacter,you\'dhavetakenanunfurnishedflatwithoutheatandwithnoelevator,atninehundredayear,whenyouhadjustswornmetosteamheat,anelevator,furniture,andeighthundred。\"
\"Yes!HowcouldIhavelostmyheadsocompletely?\"shesaid,withalenientamusementinheraberrationwhichshewasnotalwaysabletofeelinherhusband\'s。
\"Thenexttimeacoloredjanitoropensthedoortous,I\'lltellhimtheapartmentdoesn\'tsuitatthethreshold。It\'stheonlywaytomanageyou,Isabel。\"
\"It\'strue。Iaminlovewiththewholerace。Ineversawoneofthemthatdidn\'thaveperfectlyangelicmanners。Ithinkweshallallbeblackinheaven——thatis,black-souled。\"
\"Thatisn\'ttheusualtheory,\"saidMarch。
\"Well,perhapsnot,\"sheassented。\"Wherearewegoingnow?Ohyes,totheXenophon!\"
Shepulledhimgaylyalongagain,andaftertheyhadwalkedablockdownandhalfablockovertheystoodbeforetheapartment-houseofthatname,whichwascutonthegas-lampsoneithersideoftheheavilyspiked,aesthetic-hingedblackdoor。Thetitterofanelectric-bellbroughtalarge,fatButtons,withastageeffectofbeingdressedtolooksmall,whosaidhewouldcallthejanitor,andtheywaitedinthedimlysplendid,copper-coloredinterior,admiringthewhorlsandwavesintowhichthewallpaintwascombed,tillthejanitorcameinhisgold-bandedcap,likeaContinentalporker。WhentheysaidtheywouldliketoseeMrs。GrosvenorGreen\'sapartment,heownedhisinabilitytocopewiththeaffair,andsaidhemustsendforthesuperintendent;hewaseitherintheHerodotusortheThucydides,andwouldbethereinaminute。TheButtonsbroughthim——aYankeeofbrowbeatingpresenceinplainclothes——
almostbeforetheyhadtimetoexchangeafrightenedwhisperinrecognitionofthefactthattherecouldbenodoubtofthesteamheatandelevatorinthiscase。Halfstifledintheone,theymountedintheothereightstories,whiletheytriedtokeeptheirself-respectunderthegazeofthesuperintendent,whichtheyfeltwasclassingandassessingthemwithunfriendlyaccuracy。Theycouldnot,andtheyfalteredabashedatthethresholdofMrs。GrosvenorGreen\'sapartment,whilethesuperintendentlitthegasinthegangwaythathecalledaprivatehall,andinthedrawing-roomandthesuccessionofchambersstretchingrearwardtothekitchen。Everythinghad,beendonebythearchitecttosavespace,andeverything,towasteitbyMrs。GrosvenorGreen。Shehadconformedtoalawforthenecessityofturningroundineachroom,andhadfolding-bedsinthechambers,buttherehersubordinationhadended,andwhereveryoumighthaveturnedroundshehadputagimcracksothatyouwouldknockitoverifyoudidturn。Theplacewasratherprettyandevenimposingatfirstglance,andittookseveraljointballotsforMarchandhiswifetomakesurethatwiththekitchentherewereonlysixrooms。Ateverydoorhungaportierefromlargeringsonabrassrod;everyshelfanddressing-caseandmantelwaslitteredwithgimcracks,andthecornersofthetinyroomswerecurtainedoff,andbehindtheseportieresswarmedmoregimcracks。ThefrontoftheuprightpianohadwhatMarchcalledashort-skirtedportiereonit,andthetopwascoveredwithvases,withdragoncandlesticksandwithJapfans,whichalsoexpandedthemselvesbatwiseonthewallsbetweentheetchingsandthewatercolors。Thefloorswerecoveredwithfilling,andthenrugsandthenskins;theeasy-chairsallhadtidies,ArmenianandTurkishandPersian;theloungesandsofashadembroideredcushionshiddenundertidies。
TheradiatorwasconcealedbyaJapscreen,andoverthetopofthissomeArabscarfswereflung。Therewasasuperabundanceofclocks。Chinapugsguardedthehearth;abrasssunflowersmiledfromthetopofeitherandiron,andabrasspeacockspreaditstailbeforetheminsideahighfiligreefender;ononesidewasacoalhodin\'repousse\'brass,andontheotherawroughtironwood-basket。SomeredJapanesebird-kiteswerestuckaboutinthenecksofspeltervases,acrimsonJapumbrellahungopenedbeneaththechandelier,andeachglobehadashadeofyellowsilk。
March,whenhehadrecoveredhisself-commandalittleinthepresenceoftheagglomeration,comfortedhimselfbycallingthebric-a-bracJamescracks,asifthiswastheirfullname。
Thedisrespecthewasabletoshowthewholeapartmentbymeansofthisjokestrengthenedhimtosayboldlytothesuperintendentthatitwasaltogethertoosmall;thenheaskedcarelesslywhattherentwas。
\"Twohundredandfifty。\"
TheMarchesgaveastart,andlookedateachother。
\"Don\'tyouthinkwecouldmakeitdo?\"sheaskedhim,andhecouldseethatshehadmentallysavedfivehundreddollarsasthedifferencebetweentherentoftheirhouseandthatofthisflat。\"Ithassomeveryprettyfeatures,andwecouldmanagetosqueezein,couldn\'twe?\"
\"Youwon\'tfindanotherfurnishedflatlikeitfornotwo-fiftyamonthinthewholecity,\"thesuperintendentputin。
Theyexchangedglancesagain,andMarchsaid,carelessly,\"It\'stoosmall。\"
\"There\'savacantflatintheHerodotusforeighteenhundredayear,andoneintheThucydidesforfifteen,\"thesuperintendentsuggested,clickinghiskeystogetherastheysankdownintheelevator;\"sevenroomsandbath。\"
\"Thankyou,\"saidMarch;\"we\'relookingforafurnishedflat。\"
Theyfeltthatthesuperintendentpartedfromthemwithrepressedsarcasm。
\"Oh,Basil,doyouthinkwereallymadehimthinkitwasthesmallnessandnotthedearness?\"
\"No,butwesavedourself-respectintheattempt;andthat\'sagreatdeal。\"
\"Ofcourse,Iwouldn\'thavetakenit,anyway,withonlysixrooms,andsohighup。Butwhatprices!Now,wemustbeverycircumspectaboutthenextplace。\"
Itwasajanitress,large,fat,withherarmswoundupinherapron,whoreceivedthemthere。Mrs。Marchgaveherasuccinctbutperfectstatementoftheirneeds。Shefailedtograspthenatureofthem,orfeignedtodoso。Sheshookherhead,andsaidthathersonwouldshowthemtheflat。Therewasaradiatorvisibleinthenarrowhall,andIsabeltacitlycompromisedonsteamheatwithoutanelevator,astheflatwasonlyoneflightup。Whenthesonappearedfrombelowwithasmallkerosenehand-lamp,itappearedthattheflatwasunfurnished,buttherewasnostoppinghimtillhehadshownitinallitsimpossibility。WhentheygotsafelyawayfromitandintothestreetMarchsaid:\"Well,haveyouhadenoughforto-night,Isabel?Shallwegotothetheatrenow?\"
\"Notonanyaccount。IwanttoseethewholelistofflatsthatMr。
Fulkersonthoughtwouldbetheverythingforus。\"Shelaughed,butwithacertainbitterness。
\"You\'llbecallinghimmyMr。Fulkersonnext,Isabel。\"
\"Ohno!\"
Thefourthaddresswasafurnishedflatwithoutakitchen,inahousewithageneralrestaurant。Thefifthwasafurnishedhouse。Atthesixthapatheticwidowandherprettydaughterwantedtotakeafamilytoboard,andwouldgivethemaprivatetableataratewhichtheMarcheswouldhavethoughtlowinBoston。
Mrs。Marchcameawaytinglingwithcompassionfortheirevidentanxiety,andthispitynaturallysouredintoasenseofinjury。\"Well,ImustsayIhavecompletelylostconfidenceinMr。Fulkerson\'sjudgment。AnythingmoreutterlydifferentfromwhatItoldhimwewantedIcouldn\'timagine。
Ifhedoesn\'tmanageanybetterabouthisbusinessthanhehasdoneaboutthis,itwillbeaperfectfailure。\"
\"Well,well,let\'shopehe\'llbemorecircumspectaboutthat,\"herhusbandreturned,withironicalpropitiation。\"ButIdon\'tthinkit\'sFulkerson\'sfaultaltogether。Perhapsit\'sthehouse-agents\'。They\'reaveryillusorygeneration。Thereseemstobesomethinginthehumanhabitationthatcorruptsthenaturesofthosewhodealinit,tobuyorsellit,tohireorletit。Yougotoanagentandtellhimwhatkindofahouseyouwant。Hehasnosuchhouse,andhesendsyoutolookatsomethingaltogetherdifferent,uponthewell-ascertainedprinciplethatifyoucan\'tgetwhatyouwantyouwilltakewhatyoucanget。Youdon\'tsupposethe\'party\'thattookourhouseinBostonwaslookingforanysuchhouse?Hewaslookingforatotallydifferentkindofhouseinanotherpartofthetown。\"
\"Idon\'tbelievethat!\"hiswifebrokein。
\"Well,nomatter。Butseewhatascandalousrentyouaskedforit。\"
\"Wedidn\'tgetmuchmorethanhalf;and,besides,theagenttoldmetoaskfourteenhundred。\"
\"Oh,I\'mnotblamingyou,Isabel。I\'monlyanalyzingthehouse-agentandexoneratingFulkerson。\"
\"Well,Idon\'tbelievehetoldthemjustwhatwewanted;and,atanyrate,I\'mdonewithagents。TomorrowI\'mgoingentirelybyadvertisements。\"
VIII。
Mrs。MarchtookthevertebratewithhertotheViennaCoffee-House,wheretheywenttobreakfastnextmorning。ShemadeMarchbuyhertheHeraldandtheWorld,andsheaddedtoitsspinyconvolutionsfromthem。Shereadthenewadvertisementsaloudwithardorandwithfaithtobelievethattheapartmentsdescribedinthemwereeveryonetruthfullyrepresented,andthatanyoneofthemwasrichlyresponsivetotheirneeds。\"Elegant,light,large,singleandoutsideflats\"wereofferedwith\"allimprovements——bath,ice-box,etc。\"——fortwenty-fivetothirtydollarsamonth。Thecheapnesswasamazing。TheWagram,theEsmeralda,theJacinth,advertisedthemforfortydollarsandsixtydollars,\"withsteamheatandelevator,\"rentfreetillNovember。Others,attractivefromtheirairofconscientiousscruple,announced\"first-classflats;
goodorder;reasonablerents。\"TheHelenaaskedthereaderifshehadseenthe\"cabinetfinish,hard-woodfloors,andfrescoedceilings\"ofitsfifty-dollarflats;theAsteroidaffirmedthatsuchapartments,with\"sixlightroomsandbath,porcelainwash-tubs,electricbells,andhall-boy,\"
asitofferedforseventy-fivedollarswereunapproachedbycompetition。
Therewasasamenessinthejargonwhichtendedtoconfusion。Mrs。Marchgotseveralflatsonherlistwhichpromisedneithersteamheatnorelevators;sheforgotherselfsofarastoincludetwoorthreeasremotefromthedown-townregionofherchoiceasHarlem。Butaftershehadrejectedthesethenondescriptvertebratewasstillvoluminousenoughtosustainherbuoyanthopes。
Thewaiter,whorememberedthemfromyeartoyear,hadputthematawindowgivingaprettygoodsectionofBroadway,andbeforetheysetoutontheirsearchtheyhadamomentofreminiscence。TheyrecalledtheBroadwayoffive,often,oftwentyyearsago,swellingandroaringwithatideofgaylypaintedomnibusesandofpicturesquetrafficthatthehorsecarshavenowbanishedfromit。Thegrindoftheirwheelsandtheclashoftheirharshbellsimperfectlyfillthesilencethattheomnibuseshaveleft,andtheeyemissesthetumultuousperspectiveofformertimes。
TheywentoutandstoodforamomentbeforeGraceChurch,andlookeddownthestatelythoroughfare,andfounditnolongerimpressive,nolongercharacteristic。ItisstillBroadwayinname,butnowitislikeanyotherstreet。Youdonotnowtakeyourlifeinyourhandwhenyouattempttocrossit;theBroadwaypolicemanwhosupportedtheelbowoftimorousbeautyinthehollowofhiscotton-glovedpalmandguideditslittlefearfulbootsoverthecrossing,whilehearrestedthebillowyomnibusesoneithersidewithanimperiousglance,isgone,andallthatcertainprocessional,barbaricgayetyoftheplaceisgone。
\"Palmyra,Baalbec,TimouroftheDesert,\"saidMarch,voicingtheircommonfeelingofthechange。
Theyturnedandwentintothebeautifulchurch,andfoundthemselvesintimeforthematinservice。RaptfarfromNewYork,ifnotfromearth,inthedimrichnessofthepaintedlight,thehallowedmusictookthemwithsolemnecstasy;theaerial,aspiringGothicformsseemedtoliftthemheavenward。Theycameout,reluctant,intothedazzleandbustleofthestreet,withafeelingthattheyweretoogoodforit,whichtheyconfessedtoeachotherwithwhimsicalconsciousness。
\"Butnomatterhowconsecratedwefeelnow,\"hesaid,\"wemustn\'tforgetthatwewentintothechurchforpreciselythesamereasonthatwewenttotheViennaCaf?forbreakfast——togratifyanaestheticsense,torenewthefadedpleasureoftravelforamoment,togetbackintotheEuropeofouryouth。ItwasapurelyPaganimpulse,Isabel,andwe\'dbetterownit。\"
\"Idon\'tknow,\"shereturned。\"Ithinkwereduceourselvestothebarebonestoomuch。Iwishwedidn\'talwaysrecognizethefactsaswedo。
SometimesIshouldliketoblinkthem。IshouldliketothinkIwasdevouterthanIam,andyoungerandprettier。\"
\"Betternot;youcouldn\'tkeepitup。Honestyisthebestpolicyeveninsuchthings。\"
\"No;Idon\'tlikeit,Basil。Ishouldratherwaittillthelastdayforsomeofmymotivestocometothetop。Iknowthey\'realwaysmixed,butdoletmegivethemthebenefitofadoubtsometimes。\"
\"Well,well,haveityourownway,mydear。ButIprefernottolayupsomanydisagreeablesurprisesformyselfatthattime。\"
Shewouldnotconsent。\"IknowIamagooddealyoungerthanIwas。
IfeelquiteinthemoodofthatmorningwhenwewalkeddownBroadwayonourweddingjourney。Don\'tyou?\"
\"Ohyes。ButIknowI\'mnotyounger;I\'monlyprettier。\"
Shelaughedforpleasureinhisjoke,andalsoforunconsciousjoyinthegayNewYorkweather,inwhichtherewasno\'arrierepensee\'oftheeastwind。TheyhadcrossedBroadway,andwerewalkingovertoWashingtonSquare,intheregionofwhichtheynowhopedtoplacethemselves。The\'primotenore\'statueofGaribaldihadalreadytakenpossessionoftheplaceinthenameofLatinprogress,andtheymetItalianfaces,Frenchfaces,Spanishfaces,astheystrolledovertheasphaltwalks,underthethinningshadowsoftheautumn-strickensycamores。TheymetthefamiliarpicturesqueraggednessofSouthernEuropewiththeoldkindlyillusionthatsomehowitexistedfortheirappreciation,andthatitfoundadequatecompensationforpovertyinthis。MarchthoughthesufficientlyexpressedhistacitsympathyinsittingdownononeoftheironbencheswithhiswifeandlettingalittleNeapolitanputasuperfluousshineonhisboots,whiletheirdesultorycommentwanderedwithequalesteemtotheold-fashionedAmericanrespectabilitywhichkeepsthenorthsideofthesquareinvastmansionsofredbrick,andtheinternationalshabbinesswhichhasinvadedthesouthernborder,andbrokenitupintolodging-houses,shops,beer-gardens,andstudios。
Theynoticedthesignofanapartmenttoletonthenorthside,andassoonasthelittlebootblackcouldbeboughtofftheywentovertolookatit。Thejanitormetthematthedoorandexaminedthem。Thenhesaid,asifstillindoubt,\"Ithastenrooms,andtherentistwenty-
eighthundreddollars。\"
\"Itwouldn\'tdo,then,\"Marchreplied,andlefthimtodividetheresponsibilitybetweenthepaucityoftheroomsandtheenormityoftherentashebestmight。Buttheirself-lovehadreceivedawound,andtheyquestionedeachotherwhatitwasintheirappearancemadehimdoubttheirabilitytopaysomuch。
\"Ofcourse,wedon\'tlooklikeNew-Yorkers,\"sighedMrs。March,\"andwe\'vewalkedthroughtheSquare。ThatmightbeasifwehadwalkedalongtheParkStreetmallintheCommonbeforewecameoutonBeacon。Doyousupposehecouldhaveseenyougettingyourbootsblackedinthatway?\"
\"It\'suselesstoask,\"saidMarch。\"ButInevercanrecoverfromthisblow。\"
\"Oh,pshaw!YouknowyouhatesuchthingsasbadlyasIdo。Itwasveryimpertinentofhim。\"
\"Letusgobackand\'ecraserl\'infame\'bypayinghimayear\'srentinadvanceandtakingimmediatepossession。Nothingelsecansoothemywoundedfeelings。Youwerenothavingyourbootsblacked:whyshouldn\'thehavesupposedyouwereaNew-Yorker,andIacountrycousin?\"
\"Theyalwaysknow。Don\'tyourememberMrs。Williams\'sgoingtoaFifthAvenuemillinerinaWorthdress,andthewoman\'saskingherinstantlywhathotelsheshouldsendherhatto?\"
\"Yes;thesethingsdriveonetodespair。Idon\'twonderthebodiesofsomanygenteelstrangersarefoundinthewatersaroundNewYork。Shallwetrythesouthside,mydear?orhadwebettergobacktoourroomsandrestawhile?\"
Mrs。Marchhadoutthevertebrate,andwasconsultingoneofitsglitteringribsandglancingupfromitatahousebeforewhichtheystood。\"Yes,it\'sthenumber;butdotheycallthisbeingreadyOctoberfirst?\"Thelittleareainfrontofthebasementwasheapedwithamixtureofmortar,bricks,laths,andshavingsfromtheinterior;thebrownstonestepstothefrontdoorweresimilarlybestrewn;thedoorwayshowedthehalf-open,roughpinecarpenter\'ssketchofanunfinishedhouse;thesashlesswindowsofeverystoryshowedtheactivityofworkmenwithin;theclatterofhammersandthehissofsawscameouttothemfromeveryopening。
\"TheymaycallitOctoberfirst,\"saidMarch,\"becauseit\'stoolatetocontradictthem。Butthey\'dbetternotcallitDecemberfirstinmypresence;I\'llletthemsayJanuaryfirst,atapinch。\"
\"Wewillgoinandlookatit,anyway,\"saidhiswife;andheadmiredhow,whenshewasoncewithin,shebeganprovisionallytosettlethefamilyineachoftheseveralfloorswiththefemaleinstinctfordomiciliationwhichneverfailedher。Shehadthehelpofthelandlord,whowaspresenttourgeforwardtheworkmenapparently;helentahopefulfancytothesolutionofallherquestions。TogetherfromunderhisinfluenceMarchhadtorepresentthattheplacewasdampfromundriedplastering,andthatifshestayedshewouldprobablybedownwiththatNewYorkpneumoniawhichvisitingBostoniansarealwaysdyingof。Oncesafelyonthepavementoutside,sherealizedthattheapartmentwasnotonlyunfinished,butunfurnished,andhadneithersteamheatnorelevator。\"ButIthoughtwehadbetterlookateverything,\"sheexplained。
\"Yes,butnottakeeverything。IfIhadn\'tpulledyouawayfromtherebymainforceyou\'dhavenotonlydiedofNewYorkpneumoniaonthespot,butyou\'dhavehadusallsettledtherebeforeweknewwhatwewereabout。\"
\"Well,that\'swhatIcan\'thelp,Basil。It\'stheonlywayIcanrealizewhetheritwilldoforus。Ihavetodramatizethewholething。\"
Shegotadealofpleasureaswellasexcitementoutofthis,andhehadtoownthattheprocessofsettinguphousekeepinginsomanydifferentplaceswasnotonlyentertaining,buttended,throughassociationwiththeirfirstbeginningsinhousekeeping,torestoretheimageoftheirearlymarrieddaysandtomakethemyoungagain。
Itwentonallday,andcontinuedfarintothenight,untilitwastoolatetogotothetheatre,toolatetodoanythingbuttumbleintobedandsimultaneouslyfallasleep。Theygroanedovertheirreiterateddisappointments,buttheycouldnotdenythattheinterestwasunfailing,andthattheygotagreatdealoffunoutofitall。NothingcouldabateMrs。March\'sfaithinheradvertisements。Oneofthemsenthertoaflatoftenroomswhichpromisedtobethesolutionofalltheirdifficulties;
itprovedtobeoveralivery-stable,aliquorstore,andamilliner\'sshop,noneofthefirstfashion。AnotherledthemfarintooldGreenwichVillagetoanapartment-house,whichsherefusedtoenterbehindasmallgirlwithaloafofbreadunderonearmandaquartcanofmilkundertheother。
Intheirsearchtheywereobliged,asMarchcomplained,totheacquisitionofuselessinformationinadegreeunequalledintheirexperience。Theycametoexcelinthesadknowledgeofthelineatwhichrespectabilitydistinguishesitselffromshabbiness。Flatteringadvertisementstookthemtonumbersofhugeapartment-houseschieflydistinguishablefromtenement-housesbytheabsenceoffire-escapesontheirfacades,tillMrs。Marchrefusedtostopatanydoorwherethereweremorethansixbell-ratchetsandspeaking-tubesoneitherhand。
Beforethemiddleoftheafternoonshedecidedagainstratchetsaltogether,andconfinedherselftoknobs,neatlysetinthedoor-trim。
HerhusbandwasstillsunkinthesuperstitionthatyoucanliveanywhereyoulikeinNewYork,andhewouldhavepausedatsomeplaceswhereherquickereyecaughtthefatalsignof\"Modes\"intheground-floorwindows。
Shefoundthattherewasaneastandwestlinebeyondwhichtheycouldnotgoiftheywishedtokeeptheirself-respect,andthatwithintheregiontowhichtheyhadrestrictedthemselvestherewasachoiceofstreets。AtfirstalltheNewYorkstreetslookedtothemill-paved,dirty,andrepulsive;thegeneralinfamyimparteditselfintheircasualimpressiontostreetsinnowiseguilty。Buttheybegantonoticethatsomestreetswerequietandclean,and,thoughneversoquietandcleanasBostonstreets,thattheyworeanairofencouragingreform,andsuggestedafutureofgreaterandgreaterdomesticity。Wholeblocksofthesedowntowncross-streetsseemedtohavebeenredeemedfromdecay,andeveninthemidstofsqualoradwellinghereandtherehadbeenseized,paintedadullredastoitsbrick-work,andaglossyblackastoitswood-work,andwithabrightbrassbell-pullanddoor-knobandalargebrassplateforitskey-holeescutcheon,hadbeenendowedwithaneffectofpurityandpridewhichremoveditsshabbyneighborhoodfarfromit。
Someofthesehouseswerequitesmall,andimaginablywithintheirmeans;
but,asMarchsaid,somebodyseemedalwaystobelivingtherehimself,andthefactthatnoneofthemwastorentkeptMrs。Marchtruetoheridealofafiat。NothingpreventeditsrealizationsomuchasitsdifferencefromtheNewYorkidealofaflat,whichwasinflexiblysevenroomsandabath。Oneortworoomsmightbeatthefront,therestcrookedandcorneredbackwardthroughincreasingandthendecreasingdarknesstilltheyreachedalightbedroomorkitchenattherear。
Itmightbetheoneortheother,butitwasalwaystheseventhroomwiththebath;orif,assometimeshappened,itwastheeighth,itwassoafterhavingcountedthebathasone;inthiscasethejanitorsaidyoualwayscountedthebathasone。Iftheflatswereadvertisedashaving\"alllightrooms,\"heexplainedthatanyroomwithawindowgivingintotheopenairofacourtorshaftwascountedalightroom。
TheMarchestriedtomakeoutwhyitwasthattheseflatsweregomuchmorerepulsivethantheapartmentswhicheveryonelivedinabroad;buttheycouldonlydosouponthesuppositionthatintheirEuropeandaystheyweretooyoung,toohappy,toofullofthefuture,tonoticewhetherroomswereinsideoroutside,lightordark,bigorlittle,highorlow。
\"Nowwe\'reimprisonedinthepresent,\"hesaid,\"andwehavetomaketheworstofit。\"
Intheirdespairhehadaninspiration,whichshedeclaredworthyofhim:
itwastotaketwosmallflats,offourorfiveroomsandabath,andliveinboth。Theytriedthisinagreatmanyplaces,buttheynevercouldgettwoflatsofthekindonthesamefloorwheretherewassteamheatandanelevator。Atoneplacetheyalmostdidit。Theyhadresignedthemselvestothehumilityoftheneighborhood,totheprevalenceofmodistesandlivery-stablemen(theyseemtoconsortmuchinNewYork),tothegarbageintheguttersandthelitterofpaperinthestreets,tothefalteringslatsinthesurroundingwindow-shuttersandthecrumbledbrownstonestepsandsills,whenitturnedoutthatoneoftheapartmentshadbeentakenbetweentwovisitstheymade。Thentheonlycombinationleftopentothemwasofaground-floorflattotherightandathird-floorflattotheleft。
Stilltheykeptthisinspirationinreserveforuseatthefirstopportunity。Inthemeantimetherewereseveralflatswhichtheythoughttheycouldalmostmakedo:notablyonewheretheycouldgetanextraservant\'sroominthebasementfourflightsdown,andanotherwheretheycouldgetitintherooffiveflightsup。Atthefirstthejanitorwasrespectfulandenthusiastic;atthesecondhehadaneffectofironicalpessimism。Whentheytrembledonthevergeoftakinghisapartment,hepointedoutaspotinthekalsominingoftheparlorceiling,andgratuitouslysaid,Nowsuchathingasthatheshouldnotagreetoputinshapeunlesstheytooktheapartmentforatermofyears。
Theapartmentwasunfurnished,andtheyrecurredtothefactthattheywantedafurnishedapartment,andmadetheirescape。Thissavedtheminseveralotherextremities;butshortofextremitytheycouldnotkeeptheirdifferentrequirementsinmind,andwerealwaysabouttodecidewithoutregardtosomeoneofthem。
Theywenttoseveralplacestwicewithoutintending:oncetothatold-
fashionedhousewiththepleasantcoloredjanitor,andwanderedallovertheapartmentagainwithahauntingsenseoffamiliarity,andthenrecognizedthejanitorandlaughed;andtothathousewiththepatheticwidowandtheprettydaughterwhowishedtotakethemtoboard。Theystayedtoexcusetheirblunder,andeasilycamebythefactthatthemotherhadtakenthehousethatthegirlmighthaveahomewhileshewasinNewYorkstudyingart,andtheyhopedtopaytheirwaybytakingboarders。Herdaughterwasatherclassnow,themotherconcluded;andtheyencouragedhertobelievethatitcouldonlybeafewdaystilltherestofherschemewasrealized。
\"Idaresaywecouldbeperfectlycomfortablethere,\"Marchsuggestedwhentheyhadgotaway。\"Nowifweweretrulyhumanewewouldmodifyourdesirestomeettheirneedsandendthissickeningsearch,wouldn\'twe?\"
\"Yes,butwe\'renottrulyhumane,\"hiswifeanswered,\"oratleastnotinthatsense。Youknowyouhateboarding;andifwewentthereIshouldhavethemonmysympathiesthewholetime。\"
\"Isee。Andthenyouwouldtakeitoutofme。\"
\"ThenIshouldtakeitoutofyou。Andifyouaregoingtobesoweak,Basil,andleteverylittlethingworkuponyouinthatway,you\'dbetternotcometoNewYork。You\'llseeenoughmiseryhere。\"
\"Well,don\'ttakethatsuperiortonewithme,asifIwereachildthathaditsmindsetonanundesirabletoy,Isabel。\"
\"Ah,don\'tyousupposeit\'sbecauseyouaresuchachildinsomerespectsthatIlikeyou,dear?\"shedemanded,withoutrelenting。
\"ButIdon\'tfindsomuchmiseryinNewYork。Idon\'tsupposethere\'sanymoresufferingheretothepopulationthanthereisinthecountry。
Andthey\'resogayaboutitall。Ithinktheoutwardaspectoftheplaceandthehilarityoftheskyandairmustgetintothepeople\'sblood。
Theweatherissimplyunapproachable;andIdon\'tcareifitistheugliestplaceintheworld,asyousay。Isupposeitis。Itshrieksandyellswithuglinesshereandtherebutitneverlosesitsspirits。Thatwidowisfromthecountry。Whenshe\'sbeenayearinNewYorkshe\'llbeasgay——asgayasanLroad。\"HecelebratedasatisfactiontheybothhadintheLroads。\"Theykillthestreetsandavenues,butatleasttheypartiallyhidethem,andthatissomecomfort;andtheydotriumphovertheirprostrateformswithasavageexultationthatisintoxicating。
ThosebendsintheLthatyougetinthecornerofWashingtonSquare,orjustbelowtheCooperInstitute——they\'rethegayestthingsintheworld。
Perfectlyatrocious,ofcourse,butincomparablypicturesque!Andthewholecityisso,\"saidMarch,\"orelsetheLwouldneverhavegotbuilthere。NewYorkmaybesplendidlygayorsqualidlygay;but,princeorpauper,it\'sgayalways。\"
\"Yes,gayistheword,\"sheadmitted,withasigh。\"Butfrantic。
Ican\'tgetusedtoit。Theyforgetdeath,Basil;theyforgetdeathinNewYork。\"
\"Well,Idon\'tknowthatI\'veeverfoundmuchadvantageinrememberingit。\"
\"Don\'tsaysuchathing,dearest。\"
Hecouldseethatshehadgottotheendofhernervousstrengthforthepresent,andheproposedthattheyshouldtaketheElevatedroadasfarasitwouldcarrythemintothecountry,andshakeofftheirnightmareofflat-huntingforanhourortwo;butherconsciencewouldnotlether。
SheconvictedhimoflevityequaltothatoftheNew-Yorkersinproposingsuchathing;andtheydraggedthroughtheday。Shewastootiredtocarefordinner,andinthenightshehadadreamfromwhichshewokeherselfwithacrythatrousedhim,too。Itwassomethingaboutthechildrenatfirst,whomtheyhadtalkedofwistfullybeforefallingasleep,andthenitwasofahideousthingwithtwosquareeyesandaseriesofsectionsgrowingdarkerandthenlighter,tillthetailofthemonstrousarticulatewasquiteluminousagain。Sheshudderedatthevaguedescriptionshewasabletogive;butheasked,\"Diditoffertobiteyou?\"
\"No。Thatwasthemostfrightfulthingaboutit;ithadnomouth。\"
Marchlaughed。\"Why,mydear,itwasnothingbutaharmlessNewYorkflat——sevenroomsandabath。\"
\"Ireallybelieveitwas,\"sheconsented,recognizinganarchitecturalresemblance,andshefellasleepagain,andwokerenewedfortheworkbeforethem。
IX。
Theirhouse-huntingnolongerhadnovelty,butitstillhadinterest;andtheyvariedtheirdaybytakingacoupe,byrenouncingadvertisements,andbyrevertingtoagents。Someoftheseinducedthemtoconsidertheideaoffurnishedhouses;andMrs。MarchlearnedtoleranceforFulkersonbyacceptingpermitstovisitflatsandhouseswhichhadnoneofthequalificationsshedesiredineither,andwereasfarbeyondhermeansastheywereoutoftheregiontowhichshehadgeographicallyrestrictedherself。Theylookedatthree-thousandandfour-thousanddollarapartments,andrejectedthemforonereasonoranotherwhichhadnothingtodowiththerent;thehighertherentwas,themorecriticaltheywereoftheslipperyinlaidfloorsandthearrangementoftherichlydecoratedrooms。Theyneverknewwhethertheyhaddeceivedthejanitorornot;astheycameinacoupe,theyhopedtheyhad。
TheydroveaccidentallythroughonestreetthatseemedgayerintheperspectivethananLroad。Thefire-escapes,withtheirlightironbalconiesandladdersofiron,decoratedtheloftyhousefronts;theroadwayandsidewalksanddoor-stepsswarmedwithchildren;women\'sheadsseemedtoshowateverywindow。Inthebasements,overwhichflightsofhighstonestepsledtothetenements,weregreen-grocers\'shopsaboundingincabbages,andprovisionstoresrunningchieflytobaconandsausages,andcobblers\'andtinners\'shops,andthelike,inproportiontothesmallneedsofapoorneighborhood。Ashbarrelslinedthesidewalks,andgarbageheapsfilledthegutters;teamsofalltradesstoodidlyabout;apeddlerofcheapfruiturgedhiscartthroughthestreet,andmixedhiscrywiththejoyousscreamsandshoutsofthechildrenandthescoldingandgossipingvoicesofthewomen;theburlybluebulkofapolicemandefineditselfatthecorner;adrunkardzigzaggeddownthesidewalktowardhim。Itwasnottheabodeoftheextremestpoverty,butofapovertyashopelessasanyintheworld,transmittingitselffromgenerationtogeneration,andestablishingconditionsofpermanencytowhichhumanlifeadjustsitselfasitdoestothoseofsomeincurabledisease,likeleprosy。
ThetimehadbeenwhentheMarcheswouldhavetakenapurelyaestheticviewofthefactsastheyglimpsedtheminthisstreetoftenement-
houses;whentheywouldhavecontentedthemselveswithsayingthatitwasaspicturesqueasastreetinNaplesorFlorence,andwithwonderingwhynobodycametopaintit;theywouldhavethoughttheyweresufficientlyseriousaboutitinblamingtheartistsfortheirfailuretoappreciateit,andgoingabroadforthepicturesquewhentheyhadithereundertheirnoses。Itwastothenosethatthestreetmadeoneofitsstrongestappeals,andMrs。Marchpulledupherwindowofthecoupe。
\"Whydoeshetakeusthroughsuchadisgustingstreet?\"shedemanded,withanexasperationofwhichherhusbanddivinedtheorigin。
\"Thisdrivermaybeaphilanthropistindisguise,\"heanswered,withdreamyirony,\"andmaywantustothinkaboutthepeoplewhoarenotmerelycarriedthroughthisstreetinacoupe,buthavetospendtheirwholelivesinit,winterandsummer,withnohopesofdrivingoutofit,exceptinahearse。Imustsaytheydon\'tseemtomindit。Ihaven\'tseenajolliercrowdanywhereinNewYork。Theyseemtohaveforgottendeathalittlemorecompletelythananyoftheirfellow-citizens,Isabel。
AndIwonderwhattheythinkofus,makingthisgorgeousprogressthroughtheirmidst。Isupposetheythinkwe\'rerich,andhateus——iftheyhaterichpeople;theydon\'tlookasiftheyhatedanybody。Shouldwebeaspatientastheyarewiththeirdiscomfort?Idon\'tbelievethere\'ssteamheatoranelevatorinthewholeblock。Sevenroomsandabathwouldbemorethanthelargestandgenteelestfamilywouldknowwhattodowith。
Theywouldn\'tknowwhattodowiththebath,anyway。\"
Hismonologueseemedtointeresthiswifeapartfromthesatiricalpointithadforthemselves。\"YououghttogetMr。FulkersontoletyouworksomeoftheseNewYorksightsupforEveryOtherWeek,Basil;youcoulddothemverynicely。\"
\"Yes;I\'vethoughtofthat。Butdon\'tlet\'sleavethepersonalground。
Doesn\'titmakeyoufeelrathersmallandotherwiseunworthywhenyouseethekindofstreetthesefellow-beingsofyourslivein,andthenthinkhowparticularyouareaboutlocalityandthenumberofbellpulls?
Idon\'tseeevenratchetsandspeaking-tubesatthesedoors。\"Hecranedhisneckoutofthewindowforabetterlook,andthechildrenofdiscomfortcheeredhim,outofsheergoodfeelingandhighspirits。
\"Ididn\'tknowIwassopopular。Perhapsit\'sarecognitionofmyhumanesentiments。\"
\"Oh,it\'sveryeasytohavehumanesentiments,andtosatirizeourselvesforwantingeightroomsandabathinagoodneighborhood,whenweseehowthesewretchedcreatureslive,\"saidhiswife。\"Butifwesharedallwehavewiththem,andthensettleddownamongthem,whatgoodwoulditdo?\"
\"Nottheleastintheworld。Itmighthelpusforthemoment,butitwouldn\'tkeepthewolffromtheirdoorsforaweek;andthentheywouldgoonjustasbefore,onlytheywouldn\'tbeonsuchgoodtermswiththewolf。Theonlywayforthemistokeepupanunbrokenintimacywiththewolf;thentheycanmanagehimsomehow。Idon\'tknowhow,andI\'mafraidIdon\'twantto。Wouldn\'tyouliketohavethisfellowdriveusroundamongthehallsofpridesomewhereforalittlewhile?FifthAvenueorMadison,up-town?\"