第5章

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\"Well,ofcoursenot!Ididn\'tmeanyouwere。ButIjusthappenedtotellhimwhatIwantedtogointowhenIcouldseemywaytoit,andhecaughtonofhisownaccord。Thefactis,\"saidFulkerson,\"IguessI\'dbettermakeacleanbreastofit,nowI\'matit,Dryfooswantedtogetsomethingforthatboyofhistodo。He\'sinrailroadshimself,andhe\'sinminesandotherthings,andhekeepsbusy,andhecan\'tbeartohavehisboyhangingroundthehousedoingnothing,likeasifhewasagirl。 Itoldhimthatthegreatobjectofarichmanwastogethissonintojustthatfix,buthecouldn\'tseemtoseeit,andtheboyhatedithimself。He\'sgotagoodhead,andhewantedtostudyfortheministrywhentheywerealllivingtogetheroutonthefarm;buthisfatherhadtheold-fashionedideasaboutthat。Youknowtheyusedtothinkthatanysortofstuffwasgoodenoughtomakeapreacheroutof;buttheywantedthegoodtimberforbusiness;andsotheoldmanwouldn\'tlethim。 You\'llseethefellow;you\'lllikehim;he\'snofool,Icantellyou;andhe\'sgoingtobeourpublisher,nominallyatfirstandactuallywhenI\'vetaughthimtheropesalittle。\" XII。 FulkersonstoppedandlookedatMarch,whomhesawlapsingintoaserioussilence。Doubtlesshedivinedhisuneasinesswiththefactsthathadbeengivenhimtodigest。Hepulledouthiswatchandglancedatit。 \"Seehere,howwouldyouliketogouptoForty-sixthstreetwithme,anddropinonoldDryfoos?Now\'syourchance。He\'sgoingWesttomorrow,andwon\'tbebackforamonthorso。They\'llallbegladtoseeyou,andyou\'llunderstandthingsbetterwhenyou\'veseenhimandhisfamily。I can\'texplain。\" Marchreflectedamoment。Thenhesaid,withawisdomthatsurprisedhim,forhewouldhavelikedtoyieldtotheimpulseofhiscuriosity: \"Perhapswe\'dbetterwaittillMrs。Marchcomesdown,andletthingstaketheusualcourse。TheDryfoosladieswillwanttocallonherasthelast-comer,andifItreatedmyself\'engarcon\'now,andpaidthefirstvisit,itmightcomplicatematters。\" \"Well,perhapsyou\'reright,\"saidFulkerson。\"Idon\'tknowmuchaboutthesethings,andIdon\'tbelieveMaDryfoosdoes,either。\"Hewasonhislegslightinganothercigarette。\"Isupposethegirlsaregettingthemselvesupinetiquette,though。Well,then,let\'shavealookatthe\'EveryOtherWeek\'building,andthen,ifyoulikeyourquartersthere,youcangoroundandcloseforMrs。Green\'sflat。\" March\'sdormantallegiancetohiswife\'swisheshadbeenrousedbyhisdecisioninfavorofgoodsocialusage。\"Idon\'tthinkIshalltaketheflat,\"hesaid。 \"Well,don\'trejectitwithoutgivingitanotherlook,anyway。Comeon!\" HehelpedMarchonwithhislightovercoat,andthelittlestirtheymadefortheirdeparturecaughtthenoticeoftheoldGerman;helookedupfromhisbeeratthem。Marchwasmorethaneverimpressedwithsomethingfamiliarinhisface。IncompensationforhisprudenceinregardtotheDryfooseshenowindulgedanimpulse。Hesteppedacrosstowheretheoldmansat,withhisbaldheadshininglikeivoryunderthegas-jet,andhisfinepatriarchallengthofbeardedmasktakingpicturesquelightsandshadows,andputouthishandtohim。 \"Lindau!Isn\'tthisMr。Lindau?\" Theoldmanliftedhimselfslowlytohisfeetwithmechanicalpoliteness,andcautiouslytookMarch\'shand。\"Yes,mynameisLindau,\"hesaid,slowly,whilehescannedMarch\'sface。Thenhebrokeintoalongcry。 \"Ah-h-h-h-h,mydearpoy!mygongfriendt!my-my——IdtisPassilMarge,notzo?Ah,ha,ha,ha!HowgladtIamtozeeyou!Why,Iamgladt!Andyourememberdtme?YourememberSchiller,andGoethe,andUhland?AndIndianapolis?YoustilllifinIndianapolis?Itsheersmyhardttozeeyou。Butyouarelidtleoldt,too?Tventy-fiveyearsmakesadifference。Ah,Iamgladt!Dellme,idtisPassilMarge,notzo?\" HelookedanxiouslyintoMarch\'sface,withagentlesmileofmixedhopeanddoubt,andMarchsaid:\"Assureasit\'sBertholdLindau,andIguessit\'syou。Andyouremembertheoldtimes?YouwereasmuchofaboyasIwas,Lindau。AreyoulivinginNewYork?Doyourecollecthowyoutriedtoteachmetofence?Idon\'tknowhowtothisday,Lindau。Howgoodyouwere,andhowpatient!Doyourememberhowweusedtositupinthelittleparlorbackofyourprinting-office,andreadDieRauberandDieTheilungderErdeandDieGlocke?AndMrs。Lindau?Isshewith——\" \"Deadt——deadtlongago。RightafterIgothomefromthewar——tventyyearsago。Buttellme,youaremarried?Children?Yes!Goodt!Andhowoldtareyounow?\" \"Itmakesmeseventeentoseeyou,Lindau,butI\'vegotasonnearlyasold。\" \"Ah,ha,ha!Goodt!Andwheredoyoulif?\" \"Well,I\'mjustcomingtoliveinNewYork,\"Marchsaid,lookingoveratFulkerson,whohadbeenwatchinghisinterviewwiththeperfunctorysmileofsympathythatpeopleputonatthemeetingofoldfriends。\"IwanttointroduceyoutomyfriendMr。Fulkerson。HeandIaregoingintoaliteraryenterprisehere。\" \"Ah!zo?\"saidtheoldman,withpoliteinterest。HetookFulkerson\'sprofferedhand,andtheyallstoodtalkingafewmomentstogether。 ThenFulkersonsaid,withanotherlookathiswatch,\"Well,March,we\'rekeepingMr。Lindaufromhisdinner。\" \"Dinner!\"criedtheoldman。\"Idt\'sbetterthanbreadtandmeadttoseeMr。Marge!\" \"Imustbegoing,anyway,\"saidMarch。\"ButImustseeyouagainsoon,Lindau。Wheredoyoulive?Iwantalongtalk。\" \"AndI。Youwillfindmehereatdinner-time。\"saidtheoldman。\"Itisthebestplace\";andMarchfanciedhimreluctanttogiveanotheraddress。 Tocoverhisconsciousnessheanswered,gayly:\"Then,it\'s\'aufwiedersehen\'withus。Well!\" \"Also!\"Theoldmantookhishand,andmadeamechanicalmovementwithhismutilatedarm,asifhewouldhavetakenitinadoubleclasp。Helaughedathimself。\"Iwantedtogifyoutheotherhandt,too,butI gafeittoyourgountryagoodtwhileago。\" Tomycountry?\"askedMarch,withasenseofpain,andyetlightly,asifitwereajokeoftheoldman\'s。\"Yourcountry,too,Lindau?\" Theoldmanturnedverygrave,andsaid,almostcoldly,\"Whatgountryhassapoormangot,Mr。Marge?\" \"Well,yououghttohaveashareintheoneyouhelpedtosaveforusrichmen,Lindau,\"Marchreturned,stillhumoringthejoke。 Theoldmansmiledsadly,butmadenoanswerashesatdownagain。 \"Seemstobealittlesoured,\"saidFulkerson,astheywentdownthesteps。HewasoneofthoseAmericanswhosehabitualconceptionoflifeisunalloyedprosperity。Whenanyexperienceorobservationofhiswentcountertoithesuffered——somethinglikephysicalpain。HeeagerlyshruggedawaytheimpressionleftuponhisbuoyancybyLindau,andaddedtoMarch\'scontinuedsilence,\"WhatdidItellyouaboutmeetingeverymaninNewYorkthatyoueverknewbefore?\" IneverexpectedtomeatLindauintheworldagain,\"saidMarch,moretohimselfthantoFulkerson。\"Ihadanimpressionthathehadbeenkilledinthewar。Ialmostwishhehadbeen。\" \"Oh,hello,now!\"criedFulkerson。 Marchlaughed,butwentonsoberly:\"Hewasamanpredestinedtoadversity,though。WhenIfirstknewhimoutinIndianapolishewasstarvingalongwithasickwifeandasicknewspaper。ItwasbeforetheGermanshadcomeovertotheRepublicansgenerally,butLindauwasfightingtheanti-slaverybattlejustasnaturallyatIndianapolisin1858ashefoughtbehindthebarricadesatBerlinin1848。Andyethewasalwayssuchagentlesoul!Andsogenerous!HetaughtmeGermanfortheloveofit;hewouldn\'tspoilhispleasurebytakingacentfromme; heseemedtogetenoughoutofmybeingyoungandenthusiastic,andoutofprophesyinggreatthingsforme。Iwonderwhatthepooroldfellowisdoinghere,withthatonehandofhis?\" \"Notamassingavery\'handsomepittance,\'Iguess,asArtemusWardwouldsay,\"saidFulkerson,gettingbacksomeofhislightness。\"Therearelotsoftwo-handedfellowsinNewYorkthatarenotdoingmuchbetter,I guess。MaybehegetssomewritingontheGermanpapers。\" \"Ihopeso。He\'soneofthemostaccomplishedmen!Heusedtobeasplendidmusician——pianist——andknowseightortenlanguages。\" \"Well,it\'sastonishing,\"saidFulkerson,\"howmuchlumberthoseGermanscancarryaroundintheirheadsalltheirlives,andneverworkitupintoanything。It\'sapitytheycouldn\'tdotheacquiring,andletouttheuseoftheirlearningtoafewbrightAmericans。Wecouldmakethingshum,ifwecouldarrange\'emthatway。\" Hetalkedon,unheededbyMarch,whowentalonghalf-consciouslytormentedbyhislightnessinthepensivememoriesthemeetingwithLindauhadcalledup。Wasthisallthatsweet,unselfishnaturecouldcometo?WhatahomelessoldageatthatmeagreItaliantabled\'hote,withthattallglassofbeerforahalf-hour\'soblivion!Thatshabbydress,thatpatheticmutilation!Hemusthaveapension,twelvedollarsamonth,oreighteen,fromagratefulcountry。Butwhatelsedidheekeoutwith? \"Well,hereweare,\"saidFulkerson,cheerily。HeranupthestepsbeforeMarch,andopenedthecarpenter\'stemporaryvalveinthedoorframe,andledthewayintoadarknesssmellingsweetlyofunpaintedwood-workandnewlydriedplaster;theirfeatslippedonshavingsandgratedonsand。Hescratchedamatch,andfoundacandle,andthenwalkedaboutupanddownstairs,andlecturedontheadvantagesoftheplace。Hehadfittedupbachelorapartmentsforhimselfinthehouse,andsaidthathewasgoingtohaveaflattoletonthetopfloor。 \"Ididn\'tofferittoyoubecauseIsupposedyou\'dbetooproudtoliveoveryourshop;andit\'stoosmall,anyway;onlyfiverooms。\" \"Yes,that\'stoosmall,\"saidMarch,shirkingtheotherpoint。 \"Well,then,here\'stheroomIintendforyouroffice,\"saidFulkerson,showinghimintoalargebackparloroneflightup。\"You\'llhaveitquietfromthestreetnoiseshere,andyoucanbeathomeornot,asyouplease。There\'llbeaboyonthestairstofindout。Now,yousee,thismakestheGrosvenorGreenflatpracticable,ifyouwantit。\" Marchfelttheforcesoffateclosingabouthimandpushinghimtoadecision。Hefeeblyfoughtthemofftillhecouldhaveanotherlookattheflat。Then,bakedandsubduedstillmorebytheunexpectedpresenceofMrs。GrosvenorGreenherself,whowasoccupyingitsoastobeabletoshowiteffectively,hetookit。Hewasawaremorethaneverofitsabsurdities;heknewthathiswifewouldneverceasetohateit;buthehadsufferedoneofthoseeclipsesoftheimaginationtowhichmenofhistemperamentaresubject,andintowhichhecouldseenofutureforhisdesires。Hefeltacomfortinirretrievablycommittinghimself,andexchangingtheburdenofindecisionfortheburdenofresponsibility。 \"Idon\'tknow,\"saidFulkerson,astheywalkedbacktohishoteltogether,\"butyoumightfixitupwiththatlonewidowandherprettydaughtertotakepartoftheirhousehere。\"Heseemedtoberemindedofitbythefactofpassingthehouse,andMarchlookedupatitsdarkfront。Hecouldnothavetoldexactlywhybefeltapangofremorseatthesight,anddoubtlessitwasmoreregretforhavingtakentheGrosvenorGreenflatthanfornothavingtakenthewidow\'srooms。Still,hecouldnotforgetherwistfulnesswhenhiswifeandhewerelookingatthem,andherdisappointmentwhentheydecidedagainstthem。Hehadtoyed,in,hisafter-talktoMrs。March,withasortofhypotheticalobligationtheyhadtomodifytheirplanssoastomeetthewidow\'swantofjustsuchafamilyastheirs;theyhadbothsaidwhatablessingitwouldbetoher,andwhatapitytheycouldnotdoit;buttheyhaddecidedverydistinctlythattheycouldnot。Nowitseemedtohimthattheymight;andheaskedhimselfwhetherhehadnotactuallydepartedasmuchfromtheiridealasifhehadtakenboardwiththewidow。Suddenlyitseemedtohimthathiswifeaskedhimthis,too。 \"Ireckon,\"saidFulkerson,\"thatshecouldhavearrangedtogiveyouyourmealsinyourrooms,anditwouldhavecometoaboutthesamethingashousekeeping。\" \"Nosortofboardingcanbethesameashouse-keeping,\"saidMarch。 \"Iwantmylittlegirltohavetherunofakitchen,andIwantthewholefamilytohavethemoraleffectofhousekeeping。It\'sdemoralizingtoboard,ineveryway;itisn\'tahome,ifanybodyelsetakesthecareofitoffyourhands。\" \"Well,Isupposeso,\"Fulkersonassented;butMarch\'swordshadahollowringtohimself,andinhisownmindhebegantoretaliatehisdissatisfactionuponFulkerson。 Hepartedfromhimontheusualtermsoutwardly,buthefeltobscurelyabusedbyFulkersoninregardtotheDryfooses,fatherandson。HedidnotknowbutFulkersonhadtakenanadvantageofhiminallowinghimtocommithimselftotheirenterprisewithoutfullyandfranklytellinghimwhoandwhathisbackerwas;heperceivedthatwithyoungDryfoosasthepublisherandFulkersonasthegeneraldirectorofthepapertheremightbeverylittleplayforhisownideasofitsconduct。Perhapsitwasthehurttohisvanityinvolvedbytherecognitionofthisfactthatmadehimforgethowlittlechoicehereallyhadinthematter,andhow,sincehehadnotacceptedtheoffertoedittheinsurancepaper,nothingremainedforhimbuttoclosewithFulkerson。InthismomentofsuspicionandresentmentheaccusedFulkersonofhasteninghisdecisioninregardtotheGrosvenorGreenapartment;henowrefusedtoconsideritadecision,andsaidtohimselfthatifhefeltdisposedtodosohewouldsendMrs。 Greenanotereversingitinthemorning。Butheputitallofftillmorningwithhisclothes,whenhewenttobed,heputoffeventhinkingwhathiswifewouldsay;hecastFulkersonandhisconstructivetreacheryoutofhismind,too,andinvitedintoitsomepensivereveriesofthepast,whenhestillstoodatthepartingoftheways,andcouldtakethispathorthat。Inhismiddlelifethiswasnotpossible;hemustfollowthepathchosenlong,ago,wherever,itled。Hewasnotmasterofhimself,asheonceseemed,buttheservantofthoseheloved;ifhecoulddowhatheliked,perhapshemightrenouncethiswholeNewYorkenterprise,andgooffsomewhereoutofthereachofcare;buthecouldnotdowhatheliked,thatwasveryclear。InthepathosofthisconvictionhedweltcompassionatelyuponthethoughtofpooroldLindau; heresolvedtomakehimacceptahandsomesumofmoney——morethanhecouldspare,somethingthathewouldfeelthelossof——inpaymentofthelessonsinGermanandfencinggivensolongago。Attheusualrateforsuchlessons,hisdebt,withinterestfortwenty-oddyears,wouldrunveryfarintothehundreds。Toofar,heperceived,forhiswife\'sjoyousapproval;hedeterminednottoaddtheinterest;orhebelievedthatLindauwouldrefusetheinterest;heputafinespeechinhismouth,makinghimdoso;andafterthathegotLindauemploymenton\'EveryOtherWeek,\'andtookcareofhimtillhedied。 ThroughallhismelancholyandmunificencehewasawareofsordidanxietiesforhavingtakentheGrosvenorGreenapartment。Thesebegantoassumevisible,tangibleshapesashedrowsed,andtobecamepersonalentities,fromwhichhewoke,withlittlestarts,toarealizationoftheirtruenature,andthensuddenlyfellfastasleep。 Intheaccomplishmentoftheeventswhichhisreverieplayedwith,therewasmuchthatretroactivelystampeditwithprophecy,butmuchalsothatwasbetterthanheforboded。HefoundthatwithregardtotheGrosvenorGreenapartmenthehadnotallowedforhiswife\'swillingnesstogetanysortofroofoverherheadagainaftertheremovalfromtheiroldhome,orforthealleviationsthatgrowupthroughmerecustom。Thepracticalworkingsoftheapartmentwerenotsobad;ithaditsgoodpoints,andafterthefirstsensationofoppressioninittheybegantofeeltheconvenienceofitsarrangement。Theywereatthattimeoflifewhenpeoplefirstturntotheirchildren\'sopinionwithdeference,and,inthelossofkeennessintheirownlikesanddislikes,consulttheyoungpreferenceswhicharestillsosensitive。ItwentfartoreconcileMrs。 Marchtotheapartmentthatherchildrenwerepleasedwithitsnovelty; whenthisworeoffforthem,shehadherselfbeguntofinditmuchmoreeasilymanageablethanahouse。Aftershehadputawayseveralbarrelsofgimcracks,andfoldedupscreensandrugsandskins,andcarriedthemallofftothelittledarkstore-roomwhichtheflatdeveloped,sheperceivedatoncearoominessandcozinessinitunsuspectedbefore。 Then,whenpeoplebegantocall,shehadapleasure,asuperiority,insayingthatitwasafurnishedapartment,andindisclaimingallresponsibilityfortheupholsteryanddecoration。IfMarchwasby,shealwaysexplainedthatitwasMr。March\'sfancy,andamiablylaugheditoffwithhercallersasamannisheccentricity。Nobodyreallyseemedtothinkitotherwisethanpretty;andthisagainwasatriumphforMrs。 March,becauseitshowedhowinferiortheNewYorktastewastotheBostontasteinsuchmatters。 Marchsubmittedsilentlytohispunishment,andlaughedwithherbeforecompanyathisowneccentricity。Shehadbeensopreoccupiedwiththeadjustmentofthefamilytoitsnewquartersandcircumstancesthatthetimepassedforlayinghismisgivings,iftheyweremisgivings,aboutFulkersonbeforeher,andwhenanoccasioncameforexpressingthemtheyhadthemselvespassedintheanxietiesofgettingforwardthefirstnumberof\'EveryOtherWeek。\'Hekeptthesefromher,too,andthebusinessthatbroughtthemtoNewYorkhadapparentlydroppedintoabeyancebeforethequestionsofdomesticeconomythatpresentedandabsentedthemselves。Marchknewhiswifetobeawomanofgoodmindandinperfectsympathywithhim,butheunderstoodthelimitationsofherperspective;andifhewasnottoowise,hewastooexperiencedtointrudeuponitanyaffairsofhistillherownwerereducedtotherightorderandproportion。ItwouldhavebeenfollytotalktoherofFulkerson\'sconjecturableuncandorwhileshewasindoubtwhetherhercookwouldlikethekitchen,orhertwoservantswouldconsenttoroomtogether;andtillitwasdecidedwhatschoolTomshouldgoto,andwhetherBellashouldhavelessonsathomeornot,therelationwhichMarchwastobeartotheDryfooses,asownerandpublisher,wasnottobediscussedwithhiswife。Hemightdragitin,buthewasawarethatwithherminddistractedbymoreimmediateinterestshecouldnotgetfromherthatjudgment,thatreasoneddivination,whichherelieduponsomuch。 Shewouldtry,shewoulddoherbest,buttheresultwouldbeaviewcloudedanddiscoloredbytheeffortshemustmake。 Heputthewholematterby,andgavehimselftothedetailsoftheworkbeforehim。Inthishefoundnotonlyescape,butreassurance,foritbecamemoreandmoreapparentthatwhateverwasnominallythestructureofthebusiness,amanofhisqualificationsandhisinstinctscouldnothaveaninsignificantplaceinit。Hehadalsotheconsolationoflikinghiswork,andofgettinganinstantgraspofitthatgrewconstantlyfirmerandcloser。Thejoyofknowingthathehadnotmadeamistakewasgreat。Ingivingreintoambitionslongforborneheseemedtogetbacktotheyouthwhenhehadindulgedthemfirst;andafterhalfalifetimepassedinpursuitsalientohisnature,hewasfeelingtheserenehappinessofbeingmatedthroughhisworktohisearlylove。Fromtheoutsidethespectaclemighthavehaditspathos,anditisnoteasytojustifysuchanexperimentashehadmadeathistimeoflife,exceptuponthegroundwhereherestedfromitsconsideration——thegroundofnecessity。 Hisworkwasmoreinhisthoughtsthanhimself,however;andasthetimeforthepublicationofthefirstnumberofhisperiodicalcamenearer,hiscaresallcentreduponit。Withoutfixinganydate,Fulkersonhadannouncedit,andpushedhisannouncementswiththeshamelessvigorofabornadvertiser。Heworkedhisinterestwiththepresstotheutmost,andparagraphsofavarietythatdidcredittohisingenuitywereafloateverywhere。Someofthemwerespeciouslyunfavorableintone;theycriticisedandevenridiculedtheprinciplesonwhichthenewdepartureinliteraryjournalismwasbased。Othersdefendedit;othersyetdeniedthatthisrumoredprinciplewasreallytheprinciple。Allcontributedtomaketalk。Allproceededfromthesamefertileinvention。 MarchobservedwithadegreeofmortificationthatthetalkwasverylittleofitintheNewYorkpress;therethereferencestothenovelenterprisewereslightandcold。ButFulkersonsaid:\"Don\'tmindthat,oldman。It\'sthewholecountrythatmakesorbreaksathinglikethis; NewYorkhasverylittletodowithit。Nowifitwereaplay,itwouldbedifferent。NewYorkdoesmakeorbreakaplay;butitdoesn\'tmakeorbreakabook;itdoesn\'tmakeorbreakamagazine。ThegreatmassofthereadersareoutsideofNewYork,andtheruraldistrictsarewhatwehavegottogofor。Theydon\'treadmuchinNewYork;theywrite,andtalkaboutwhatthey\'vewritten。Don\'tyouworry。\" TherumorofFulkerson\'sconnectionwiththeenterpriseaccompaniedmanyoftheparagraphs,andhewasabletostayMarch\'sthirstforemploymentbyturningovertohimfromdaytodayheapsofthemanuscriptswhichbegantopourinfromhisoldsyndicatewriters,aswellasfromadventurousvolunteersalloverthecountry。WiththeseinhandMarchbeganpracticallytoplanthefirstnumber,andtoconcreteageneralschemefromthematerialandtheexperiencetheyfurnished。Theyhadintendedtoissuethefirstnumberwiththenewyear,andifithadbeenanaffairofliteraturealone,itwouldhavebeenveryeasy;butitwastheartlegtheylimpedon,asFulkersonphrasedit。Theyhadnotmerelytodealwiththequestionofspecificillustrationsforthisarticleorthat,buttodecidethewholecharacteroftheirillustrations,andfirstofalltogetadesignforacoverwhichshouldbothensnaretheheedlessandcaptivatethefastidious。ThesethingsdidnotcomeproperlywithinMarch\'sprovince——thathadbeenclearlyunderstood——andforawhileFulkersontriedtoruntheartleghimself。Thephrasewasagainhis,butitwassimplertomakethephrasethantoruntheleg。Thedifficultgeneration,atoncestiff-backedandslippery,withwhichhehadtodointhisendeavor,reducedevensobuoyantanoptimisttodespair,andafterwastingsomevaluableweeksintryingtoworktheartistshimself,hedeterminedtogetanartisttoworkthem。Butwhatartist?Itcouldnotbeamanwithfixedreputationandafollowing:hewouldbetoocostly,andwouldhavetoomanyenemiesamonghisbrethren,evenifhewouldconsenttoundertakethejob。Fulkersonhadamaninmind,anartist,too,whowouldhavebeentheverythingifhehadbeenthethingatall。 Hehadtalentenough,andhissortoftalentwouldreachroundthewholesituation,but,asFulkersonsaid,hewasasmanykindsofanassashewaskindsofanartist。 EndAHazardofNewFortunesV2 ByWilliamDeanHowellsPARTSECOND I。 TheeveningwhenMarchclosedwithMrs。Green\'sreducedoffer,anddecidedtotakeherapartment,thewidowwhoselodgingshehadrejectedsatwithherdaughterinanupperroomatthebackofherhouse。Intheshadedglowofthedrop-lightshewassewing,andthegirlwasdrawingatthesametable。Fromtimetotime,astheytalked,thegirlliftedherheadandtilteditalittleononesidesoastogetsomedesiredeffectofherwork。 \"It\'samercythecoldweatherholdsoff,\"saidthemother。\"Weshouldhavetolightthefurnace,unlesswewantedtoscareeverybodyawaywithacoldhouse;andIdon\'tknowwhowouldtakecareofit,orwhatwouldbecomeofus,everyway。\" \"Theyseemtohavebeenscaredawayfromahousethatwasn\'tcold,\"saidthegirl。\"Perhapstheymightlikeacoldone。Butit\'stooearlyforcoldyet。It\'sonlyjustinthebeginningofNovember。\" \"TheMessengersaysthey\'vehadasprinklingofsnow。\" \"Ohyes,atSt。Barnaby!Idon\'tknowwhentheydon\'thavesprinklingsofsnowthere。I\'mawfullygladwehaven\'tgotthatwinterbeforeus。\" Thewidowsighedasmothersdowhofeelthecontrasttheirexperienceopposestothehopefulrecklessnessofsuchtalkasthis。\"Wemayhaveaworsewinterhere,\"shesaid,darkly。 \"ThenIcouldn\'tstandit,\"saidthegirl,\"andIshouldgoinforlightingouttoFloridadouble-quick。\" \"AndhowwouldyougettoFlorida?\"demandedhermother,severely。 \"Oh,bytheusualconveyancePullmanvestibuledtrain,Isuppose。Whatmakesyousoblue,mamma?\"Thegirlwasallthetimesketchingaway,rubbingout,liftingherheadfortheeffect,andthenbendingitoverherworkagainwithoutlookingathermother。 \"Iamnotblue,Alma。ButIcannotendurethis——thishopefulnessofyours。\" \"Why?Whatharmdoesitdo?\" \"Harm?\"echoedthemother。 Pendingtheeffortshemustmakeinsaying,thegirlcutin:\"Yes,harm。 You\'vekeptyourdespairdustedoffandreadyforuseataninstant\'snoticeeversincewecame,andwhatgoodhasitdone?I\'mgoingtokeeponhopingtothebitterend。That\'swhatpapadid。\" ItwaswhattheRev。ArchibaldLeightonhaddonewithalltheconsumptive\'sbuoyancy。Themorninghediedhetoldthemthatnowhehadturnedthepointandwasreallygoingtogetwell。Thecheerfulnesswasnotonlyinhisdisease,butinhistemperament。Itsexcesswasalwaysalittleagainsthiminhischurchwork,andMrs。Leightonwasrightenoughinfeelingthatifithadnotbeenfortheballastofherinstinctivedespondencyhewouldhavemadeshipwreckofsuchsmallchancesofprosperityasbefellhiminlife。Itwasnotfromhimthathisdaughtergothertalent,thoughhehadleftherhistemperamentintactofhiswidow\'slegalthirds。Hewasoneofthosemenofwhomthecountrypeoplesaywhenheisgonethatthewomangetsalongbetterwithouthim。Mrs。 Leightonhadlongekedouttheirincomebytakingasummerboarderortwo,asagreatfavor,intoherfamily;andwhenthegreaterneedcame,shefranklygaveupherhousetothesummer-folks(astheycalltheminthecountry),andmanageditfortheircomfortfromthesmallquarterofitinwhichsheshutherselfupwithherdaughter。 Thenotionofshuttingupisanexigencyoftheroundedperiod。Thefactis,ofcourse,thatAlmaLeightonwasnotshutupinanysensewhatever。 Shewasthepervadinglight,ifnotforce,ofthehouse。Shewasagoodcook,andshemanagedthekitchenwiththehelpofanIrishgirl,whilehermotherlookedaftertherestofthehousekeeping。Butshewasnotsystematic;shehadinspirationbutnotdiscipline,andhermothermournedmoreoverthedayswhenAlmaleftthewholedinnertotheIrishgirlthansherejoicedinthosewhenoneofAlma\'sgreatthoughtstookforminachicken-pieofincomparablesavororinamatchlesspudding。 Theoff-dayscamewhenherartisticnaturewasexpressingitselfincharcoal,forshedrewtotheadmirationofallamongtheladyboarderswhocouldnotdraw。Theothershadtheirreserves;theyreadilyconcededthatAlmahadgenius,buttheyweresuresheneededinstruction。Ontheotherhand,theywerenotsoradicalastoagreewiththeoldpainterwhocameeverysummertopainttheelmsoftheSt。Barnabymeadows。Hecontendedthatsheneededtobeamaninordertoamounttoanything;butinthistheoryhewasopposedbyanauthority,ofhisownsex,whomtheladysketchersbelievedtospeakwithmoreimpartialityinamatterconcerningthemasmuchasAlmaLeighton。Hesaidthatinstructionwoulddo,andhewasnotonly,youngerandhandsomer,buthewasfresherfromtheschoolsthanoldHarrington,who,eventheladysketcherscouldsee,paintedinanobsolescentmanner。HisnamewasBeaton——AngusBeaton;buthewasnotScotch,ornotmoreScotchthanMaryQueenofScotswas。HisfatherwasaScotchman,butBeatonwasborninSyracuse,NewYork,andithadtakenonlythreeyearsinParistoobliteratemanytracesofnativeandancestralmannerinhim。Heworehisblackbeardcutshorterthanhismustache,andalittlepointed;hestoodwithhisshoulderswellthrownbackandwithalateralcurveofhispersonwhenhetalkedaboutart,whichwouldalonehavecarriedconvictionevenifhehadnothadathick,darkbangcomingalmosttothebrowsofhismobilegrayeyes,andhadnotspokenEnglishwithquick,staccatoimpulses,soastogiveittheeffectofepigrammaticandsententiousFrench。OneoftheladiessaidthatyoualwaysthoughtofhimashavingspokenFrenchafteritwasover,andaccusedherselfofwronginnotbeingabletofeelafraidofhim。Noneoftheladieswasafraidofhim,thoughtheycouldnotbelievethathewasreallysodeferentialtotheirworkasheseemed;andtheyknew,whenhewouldnotcriticiseMr。Harrington\'swork,thathewasjustactingfromprinciple。 TheymayormaynothaveknownthedeferencewithwhichhetreatedAlma\'swork;butthegirlherselffeltthathisabrupt,impersonalcommentrecognizedherasarealsisterinart。HetoldhersheoughttocometoNewYork,anddrawintheLeague,orgetintosomepainter\'sprivateclass;anditwasthesenseofdutythusappealedtowhichfinallyresultedinthehazardousexperimentsheandhermotherwerenowmaking。 TherewerenologicalbreaksinthechainoftheirreasoningfrompastsuccesswithboardersinSt。BarnabytofuturesuccesswithboardersinNewYork。Ofcoursetheoutlaywasmuchgreater。Therentofthefurnishedhousetheyhadtakenwassuchthatiftheyfailedtheirexperimentwouldbelittlelessthanruinous。 Buttheywerenotgoingtofail;thatwaswhatAlmacontended,withahardycouragethathermothersometimesfeltalmostinvitedfailure,ifitdidnotdeserveit。Shewasoneofthosepeoplewhobelievethatifyoudreadharmenoughitislesslikelytohappen。Sheactedonthissuperstitionasifitwereareligion。 \"Ifithadnotbeenformydespair,asyoucallit,Alma,\"sheanswered,\"Idon\'tknowwhereweshouldhavebeennow。\" \"IsupposeweshouldhavebeeninSt。Barnaby,\"saidthegirl。\"Andifit\'sworsetobeinNewYork,youseewhatyourdespair\'sdone,mamma。 Butwhat\'stheuse?Youmeantwell,andIdon\'tblameyou。Youcan\'texpectevendespairtocomeoutalwaysjustthewayyouwantit。Perhapsyou\'veusedtoomuchofit。\"Thegirllaughed,andMrs。Leightonlaughed,too。Likeeveryoneelse,shewasnotmerelyaprevailingmood,aspeopleareapttobeinbooks,butwasanirregularlyspheroidalcharacter,withsurfacesthatcaughtthedifferentlightsofcircumstanceandreflectedthem。Almagotupandtookaposebeforethemirror,whichshethentransferredtohersketch。Theroomwaspinnedaboutwithothersketches,whichshowedwithfantasticindistinctnessintheshadedgaslight。Almaheldupthedrawing。\"Howdoyoulikeit?\" Mrs。Leightonbentforwardoverhersewingtolookatit。\"You\'vegottheman\'sfaceratherweak。\" \"Yes,that\'sso。EitherIseeallthehiddenweaknessthat\'sinmen\'snatures,andbringittothesurfaceintheirfigures,orelseIputmyownweaknessintothem。Eitherway,it\'sadrawbacktotheirpresentingatrulymanlyappearance。AslongasIhaveoneofthemiserableobjectsbeforeme,Icandrawhim;butassoonashisback\'sturnedIgettoputtingladiesintomen\'sclothes。Ishouldthinkyou\'dbescandalized,mamma,ifyouwereareallyfeminineperson。Itmustbeyourdespairthathelpsyoutobearup。Butwhat\'sthematterwiththeyoungladyinyounglady\'sclothes?Anydustonher?\" \"Whatexpressions!\"saidMrs。Leighton。\"Really,Alma,forarefinedgirlyouarethemostunrefined!\" \"Goon——aboutthegirlinthepicture!\"saidAlma,slightlyknockinghermotherontheshoulder,asshestoodoverher。 \"Idon\'tseeanythingtoher。What\'sshedoing?\" \"Oh,justbeingmadeloveto,Isuppose。\" \"She\'sperfectlyinsipid!\" \"You\'reawfullyarticulate,mamma!Now,ifMr。Wetmoreweretocriticisethatpicturehe\'ddrawacirclerounditintheair,andlookatitthroughthat,andtilthisheadfirstononesideandthenontheother,andthenlookatyou,asifyouwereafigureinit,andthencollapseawhile,andmoanalittleandgasp,\'Isn\'tyouryoungladyalittletoo- too——\'andthenhe\'dtrytogetthewordoutofyou,andgroanandsuffersomemore;andyou\'dsay,\'Sheis,rather,\'andthatwouldgivehimcourage,andhe\'dsay,\'Idon\'tmeanthatshe\'ssovery——\'\'Ofcoursenot。\'\'Youunderstand?\'\'Perfectly。Iseeitmyself,now。\'\'Well,then\'—— andhe\'dtakeyourpencilandbegintodraw——\'Ishouldgiveheralittlemore——Ah?\'\'Yes,Iseethedifference。\'\'Youseethedifference?\' Andhe\'dgoofftosomeoneelse,andyou\'dknowthatyou\'dbeendoingthewishy-washiestthingintheworld,thoughhehadn\'tspokenawordofcriticism,andcouldn\'t。Buthewouldn\'thavenoticedtheexpressionatall;he\'dhaveshownyouwhereyourdrawingwasbad。Hedoesn\'tcareforwhathecallstheliteratureofathing;hesaysthatwilltakecareofitselfifthedrawing\'sgood。Hedoesn\'tlikemydoingthesechicthings;butI\'mgoingtokeepitup,forIthinkit\'sthenearestwaytoillustrating。\" Shetookhersketchandpinnedituponthedoor。 \"AndhasMr。Beatonbeenabout,yet?\"askedhermother。 \"No,\"saidthegirl,withherbackstillturned;andsheadded,\"Ibelievehe\'sinNewYork;Mr。Wetmore\'sseenhim。\" \"It\'salittlestrangehedoesn\'tcall。\" \"Itwouldbeifhewerenotanartist。Butartistsneverdoanythinglikeotherpeople。Hewasonhisgoodbehaviorwhilehewaswithus,andhe\'sagreatdealmoreconventionalthanmostofthem;butevenhecan\'tkeepitup。That\'swhatmakesmereallythinkthatwomencanneveramounttoanythinginart。Theykeepalltheirappointments,andfulfilalltheirdutiesjustasiftheydidn\'tknowanythingaboutart。Well,mostofthemdon\'t。We\'vegotthatnewmodelto-day。\" \"Whatnewmodel?\" \"TheoneMr。WetmorewastellingusabouttheoldGerman;he\'ssplendid。 He\'sgotthemostbeautifulhead;justliketheoldmasters\'things。HeusedtobeHumphreyWilliams\'smodelforhisBiblical-pieces;butsincehe\'sdead,theoldmanhardlygetsanythingtodo。Mr。Wetmoresaysthereisn\'tanybodyintheBiblethatWilliamsdidn\'tpainthimas。 He\'stheLawandtheProphetsinallhisOldTestamentpictures,andhe\'sJoseph,Peter,JudasIscariot,andtheScribesandPhariseesintheNew。\" \"It\'sagoodthingpeopledon\'tknowhowartistswork,orsomeofthemostsacredpictureswouldhavenoinfluence,\"saidMrs。Leighton。 \"Why,ofcoursenot!\"criedthegirl。\"Andtheinfluenceisthelastthingapainterthinksof——orsupposeshethinksof。Whatheknowshe\'sanxiousaboutisthedrawingandthecolor。Butpeoplewillneverunderstandhowsimpleartistsare。WhenIreflectwhatacomplexandsophisticatedbeingIam,I\'mafraidIcannevercometoanythinginart。 OrIshouldbeifIhadn\'tgenius。\" \"DoyouthinkMr。Beatonisverysimple?\"askedMrs。Leighton。 \"Mr。Wetmoredoesn\'tthinkhe\'sverymuchofanartist。Hethinkshetalkstoowell。Theybelievethatifamancanexpresshimselfclearlyhecan\'tpaint。\" \"Andwhatdoyoubelieve?\" \"Oh,Icanexpressmyself,too。\" Themotherseemedtobesatisfiedwiththisevasion。Afterawhileshesaid,\"Ipresumehewillcallwhenhegetssettled。\" Thegirlmadenoanswertothis。\"Oneofthegirlssaysthatoldmodelisaneducatedman。Hewasinthewar,andlostahand。Doesn\'titseemapityforsuchamantohavetosittoaclassofaffectedgeeselikeusasamodel?Ideclareitmakesmesick。Andweshallkeephimaweek,andpayhimsixorsevendollarsfortheuseofhisgrandoldhead,andthenwhatwillhedo?ThelasttimehewasregularlyemployedwaswhenMr。MacewasworkingathisDamascusMassacre。ThenhewantedsomanyArabsheiksandChristianeldersthathekeptoldMr。Lindausteadilyemployedforsixmonths。Nowhehastopickupoddjobswherehecan。\" \"Isupposehehashispension,\"saidMrs。Leighton。 \"No;oneofthegirls\"——thatwasthewayAlmaalwaysdescribedherfellow-students——\"sayshehasnopension。Hedidn\'tapplyforitforalongtime,andthentherewasahitchaboutit,anditwassomethinged——vetoed,Ibelieveshesaid。\" \"Whovetoedit?\"askedMrs。Leighton,withsomecuriosityabouttheprocess,whichsheheldinreserve。 \"Idon\'tknow-whoevervetoesthings。IwonderwhatMr。Wetmoredoesthinkofus——hisclass。Wemustseemperfectlycrazy。Thereisn\'toneofusreallyknowswhatshe\'sdoingitfor,orwhatsheexpectstohappenwhenshe\'sdoneit。Isupposeeveryonethinksshehasgenius。IknowtheNebraskawidowdoes,forshesaysthatunlessyouhavegeniusitisn\'ttheleastuse。Everybody\'spuzzledtoknowwhatshedoeswithherbabywhenshe\'satwork——whethershegivesitsoothingsyrup。IwonderhowMr。Wetmorecankeepfromlaughinginourfaces。Iknowhedoesbehindourbacks。\" Mrs。Leighton\'smindwanderedbacktoanotherpoint。\"ThenifhesaysMr。Beatoncan\'tpaint,Ipresumehedoesn\'trespecthimverymuch。\" \"Oh,heneversaidhecouldn\'tpaint。ButIknowhethinksso。Hesayshe\'sanexcellentcritic。\" \"Alma,\"hermothersaid,withtheeffectofbreakingoff,\"whatdoyousupposeisthereasonhehasn\'tbeennearus?\" \"Why,Idon\'tknow,mamma,exceptthatitwouldhavebeennaturalforanotherpersontocome,andhe\'sanartistatleast,artistenoughforthat。\" \"Thatdoesn\'taccountforitaltogether。HewasveryniceatSt。 Barnaby,andseemedsointerestedinyou——yourwork。\" \"PlentyofpeoplewereniceatSt。Barnaby。ThatrichMrs。Horncouldn\'tcontainherjoywhensheheardwewerecomingtoNewYork,butshehasn\'tpouredinuponusagreatdealsincewegothere。\" \"Butthat\'sdifferent。She\'sveryfashionable,andshe\'stakenupwithherownset。ButMr。Beaton\'soneofourkind。\" \"Thankyou。Papawasn\'tquiteatombstone-cutter,mamma。\" \"Thatmakesitallthehardertobear。Hecan\'tbeashamedofus。 Perhapshedoesn\'tknowwhereweare。\" \"Doyouwishtosendhimyourcard,mamma?\"Thegirlflushedandtoweredinscornoftheidea。 \"Why,no,Alma,\"returnedhermother。 \"Well,then,\"saidAlma。 ButMrs。Leightonwasnotsoeasilyquelled。ShehadgothermindonMr。 Beaton,andshecouldnotdetachitatonce。Besides,shewasoneofthosewomen(theyarecommonerthanthesamesortofmen)whomitdoesnotpaintotakeouttheirmostintimatethoughtsandexaminetheminthelightofotherpeople\'sopinions。\"ButIdon\'tseehowhecanbehaveso。 Hemustknowthat——\" \"Thatwhat,mamma?\"demandedthegirl。 \"Thatheinfluencedusagreatdealincoming——\" \"Hedidn\'t。Ifhedaredtopresumetothinksuchathing——\" \"Now,Alma,\"saidhermother,withtheclingingpersistenceofsuchnatures,\"youknowhedid。Andit\'snouseforyoutopretendthatwedidn\'tcountuponhimin——ineveryway。Youmaynothavenoticedhisattentions,andIdon\'tsayyoudid,butotherscertainlydid;andImustsaythatIdidn\'texpecthewoulddropusso。\" \"Dropus!\"criedAlma,inafury。\"Oh!\" \"Yes,dropus,Alma。Hemustknowwhereweare。Ofcourse,Mr。 Wetmore\'sspokentohimaboutyou,andit\'sashamethathehasn\'tbeennearus。Ishouldhavethoughtcommongratitude,commondecency,wouldhavebroughthimafter——afterallwedidforhim。\" \"Wedidnothingforhim——nothing!Hepaidhisboard,andthatendedit。\" \"No,itdidn\'t,Alma。Youknowwhatheusedtosay——aboutitsbeinglikehome,andallthat;andImustsaythatafterhisattentionstoyou,andallthethingsyoutoldmehesaid,Iexpectedsomethingverydif——\" Asharppealofthedoor-bellthrilledthroughthehouse,andasifthepullofthebell-wirehadtwitchedhertoherfeet,Mrs。Leightonsprangupandgrappledwithherdaughterintheircommonterror。 Theybothglaredattheclockandmadesurethatitwasfiveminutesafternine。Thentheyabandonedthemselvessomemomentstotheunrestrictedplayoftheirapprehensions。 II。 \"Why,Alma,\"whisperedthemother,\"whointheworldcanitbeatthistimeofnight?Youdon\'tsupposehe——\" \"Well,I\'mnotgoingtothedoor,anyhow,mother,Idon\'tcarewhoitis; and,ofcourse,hewouldn\'tbesuchagooseastocomeatthishour。\" Sheputonalookofmiserabletrepidation,andshrankbackfromthedoor,whilethehumofthebelldiedaway,inthehall。 \"Whatshallwedo?\"askedMrs。Leighton,helplessly。 \"Lethimgoaway——whoevertheyare,\"saidAlma。 Anotherandmoreperemptoryringforbadethemrefugeinthissimpleexpedient。 \"Oh,dear!whatshallwedo?Perhapsit\'sadespatch。\" TheconjecturemovedAlmatonomorethanarigidstare。\"Ishallnotgo,\"shesaid。Athirdringmoreinsistentthantheothersfollowed,andshesaid:\"Yougoahead,mamma,andI\'llcomebehindtoscreamifit\'sanybody。Wecanlookthroughtheside-lightsatthedoorfirst。\" Mrs。Leightonfearfullyledthewayfromthebackchamberwheretheybadbeensitting,andslowlydescendedthestairs。Almacamebehindandturnedupthehallgas-jetwithasuddenflashthatmadethembothjumpalittle。Thegasinsiderendereditmoredifficulttotellwhowasonthethreshold,butMrs。Leightondecidedfromatimorouspeepthroughthescrimsthatitwasaladyandgentleman。Somethinginthisdistributionofsexemboldenedher;shetookherlifeinherhand,andopenedthedoor。 Theladyspoke。\"DoesMrs。Leightonliveheah?\"shesaid,inarich,throatyvoice;andshefeignedareferencetotheagent\'spermitsheheldinherhand。 \"Yes,\"saidMrs。Leighton;shemechanicallyoccupiedthedoorway,whileAlmaalreadyquiveredbehindherwithimpatienceofherimpoliteness。 \"Oh,\"saidthelady,whobegantoappearmoreandmoreayounglady,\"Ahdidn\'tknowbutAhhadmistakenthehoase。Ahsupposeit\'sratherlatetoseetheapawtments,andAhmostaskyoutopawdonus。\"Sheputthistentatively,withadelicatelygrowingrecognitionofMrs。Leightonastheladyofthehouse,andahumorousintelligenceofthesituationintheglanceshethrewAlmaoverhermother\'sshoulder。\"Ah\'mafraidwemosthavefrightenedyou。\" \"Oh,notatall,\"saidAlma;andatthesametimehermothersaid,\"Willyouwalkin,please?\" ThegentlemanpromptlyremovedhishatandmadetheLeightonsaninclusivebow。\"Youaweverykind,madam,andIamsorryforthetroubleweawegivingyou。\"Hewastallandsevere-looking,withagray,trooperishmustacheandiron-grayhair,and,asAlmadecided,iron-grayeyes。Hisdaughterwasshort,plump,andfresh-colored,withaneffectoflivelinessthatdidnotallexpressitselfinherbroad-vowelled,ratherformalspeech,withitsoddvaluationsofsomeoftheauxiliaryverbs,anditstotalelisionofthecanineletter。 \"WeawefromtheSoath,\"shesaid,\"andwearrivedthismawning,butwegotthiscyahdfromthebrokahjustbefo\'dinnah,andsoweawerathahlate。\" \"Notatall;it\'sonlynineo\'clock,\"saidMrs。Leighton。Shelookedupfromthecardtheyoungladyhadgivenher,andexplained,\"Wehaven\'tgotinourservantsyet,andwehadtoanswerthebellourselves,and——\" \"Youwerefrightened,ofcoase,\"saidtheyounglady,caressingly。 Thegentlemansaidtheyoughtnottohavecomesolate,andheofferedsomeformalapologies。 \"Weshouldhavebeenjustasmuchscaredanytimeafterfiveo\'clock,\" Almasaidtothesympatheticintelligenceinthegirl\'sface。 Shelaughedout。\"Ofcoase!Ahwouldhavemyhawtinmymoathalldaylong,too,ifAhwaslivinginabighoasealone。\" Amomentofstiffnessfollowed;Mrs。Leightonwouldhavelikedtowithdrawfromtheintimacyofthesituation,butshedidnotknowhow。 Itwasverywellforthesepeopletoassumetobewhattheypretended; but,shereflectedtoolate,shehadnoproofofitexcepttheagent\'spermit。Theywereallstandinginthehalltogether,andsheprolongedtheawkwardpausewhilesheexaminedthepermit。\"YouareMr。Woodburn?\" sheasked,inawaythatAlmafeltimpliedhemightnotbe。 \"Yes,madam;fromCharlottesboag,Virginia,\"heanswered,withtheslightumbrageamanshowswhenthestrangecashierturnshischeckoverandquestionshimbeforecashingit。 Almawrithedinternally,butoutwardlyremainedsubordinate;sheexaminedtheothergirl\'sdress,anddecidedinasuperficialconsciousnessthatshehadmadeherownbonnet。 \"Ishallbegladtoshowyoumyrooms,\"saidMrs。Leighton,withanirrelevantsigh。\"YoumustexcusetheirbeingnotjustasIshouldwishthem。We\'rehardlysettledyet。\"