第7章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:11548更新时间:18/12/13 16:21:26
\"Blessyourheartalive!\"saysshe,\"nobodyevercomesnow。Theoutsideofthehouseisquiteenoughtowarnthemoff。Moresthepity,asIsay。Itusedtokeepmeinspirits,staggering\'emall,oneafteranother,withthefrightfulhighrent——speciallythewomen,drat\'em。\'What\'stherentofthishouse?\'——\'Hundredandtwentypounda-year!\'——\'Hundredandtwenty?why,thereain\'tahouseinthestreetasletsformorethaneighty!\'——Likelyenough,ma\'am; otherlandlordsmaylowertheirrentsiftheyplease;butthisherelandlordstickstohisrights,andmeanstohaveasmuchforhishouseashisfatherhadbeforehim!\'——\'Buttheneighbourhood\'sgoneoffsincethen!\'——\'Hundredandtwentypound,ma\'am。\'——\'Thelandlordmustbemad!\'——\'Hundredandtwentypound,ma\'am。\'——\'Openthedooryouimpertinentwoman!\'Lord!whatahappinessitwastosee\'embounceout,withthatawfulrenta-ringingintheirearsalldownthestreet!\" Shestoppedonthesecond-floorlandingtotreatherselftoanotherchuckle,whileTrottleprivatelypostedupinhismemorywhathehadjustheard。\"Twopointsmadeout,\"hethoughttohimself:\"thehouseiskeptemptyonpurpose,andthewayit\'sdoneistoaskarentthatnobodywillpay。\" \"Ah,dearyme!\"saysBenjamin\'smother,changingthesubjectonasudden,andtwistingbackwithahorrid,greedyquicknesstothoseawkwardmoney-matterswhichshehadbroacheddownintheparlour。 \"Whatwe\'vedone,onewayandanotherforMr。Forley,itisn\'tinwordstotell!Thatnicelittlebitofbusinessofoursoughttobeabiggerbitofbusiness,consideringthetroublewetake,Benjaminandme,tomaketheimpupstairsashappyasthedayislong。IfgoodMr。ForleywouldonlypleasetothinkalittlemoreofwhatadealheowestoBenjaminandme——\" \"That\'sjustit,\"saysTrottle,catchingherupshortindesperation,andseeinghisway,bythehelpofthoselastwordsofhers,toslippingcleverlythroughherfingers。\"Whatshouldyousay,ifItoldyouthatMr。Forleywasnothinglikesofarfromthinkingaboutthatlittlematterasyoufancy?Youwouldbedisappointed,now,ifItoldyouthatIhadcometo-daywithoutthemoney?\"——(herlankoldjawfell,andhervillainousoldeyesglared,inaperfectstateofpanic,atthat!)——\"Butwhatshouldyousay,ifItoldyouthatMr。Forleywasonlywaitingformyreport,tosendmeherenextMonday,atdusk,withabiggerbitofbusinessforustwotodotogetherthaneveryouthinkfor?Whatshouldyousaytothat?\" TheoldwretchcamesoneartoTrottle,beforesheanswered,andjammedhimupconfidentiallysocloseintothecornerofthelanding,thathisthroat,inamanner,roseather。 \"Canyoucountitoff,doyouthink,onmorethanthat?\"saysshe,holdingupherfourskinnyfingersandherlongcrookedthumb,allofatremble,rightbeforehisface。 \"Whatdoyousaytotwohands,insteadofone?\"sayshe,pushingpasther,andgettingdown-stairsasfastashecould。 WhatshesaidTrottlethinksitbestnottoreport,seeingthattheoldhypocrite,gettingnextdoortolight-headedatthegoldenprospectbeforeher,tooksuchlibertieswithunearthlynamesandpersonswhichoughtnevertohaveapproachedherlips,andraineddownsuchanawfulshowerofblessingsonTrottle\'shead,thathishairalmoststoodonendtohearher。Hewentondown-stairsasfastashisfeetwouldcarryhim,tillhewasbroughtupallstanding,asthesailorssay,onthelastflight,byagravatingBenjamin,lyingrightacrossthestair,andfallenoff,asmighthavebeenexpected,intoaheavydrunkensleep。 ThesightofhiminstantlyremindedTrottleofthecurioushalflikenesswhichhehadalreadydetectedbetweenthefaceofBenjaminandthefaceofanotherman,whomhehadseenatapasttimeinverydifferentcircumstances。Hedetermined,beforeleavingtheHouse,tohaveonemorelookatthewretchedmuddledcreature;andaccordinglyshookhimupsmartly,andproppedhimagainstthestaircasewall,beforehismothercouldinterfere。 \"Leavehimtome;I\'llfreshenhimup,\"saysTrottletotheoldwoman,lookinghardinBenjamin\'sface,whilehespoke。 Thefrightandsurpriseofbeingsuddenlywokeup,seemed,foraboutaquarterofaminute,tosoberthecreature。Whenhefirstopenedhiseyes,therewasanewlookinthemforamoment,whichstruckhometoTrottle\'smemoryasquickandasclearasaflashoflight。 Theoldmaudlinsleepyexpressioncamebackagaininanotherinstant,andblurredoutallfurthersignsandtokensofthepast。 ButTrottlehadseenenoughinthemomentbeforeitcame;andhetroubledBenjamin\'sfacewithnomoreinquiries。 \"NextMonday,atdusk,\"sayshe,cuttingshortsomemoreoftheoldwoman\'spalaveraboutBenjamin\'sindisgestion。\"I\'vegotnomoretimetospare,ma\'am,to-night:pleasetoletmeout。\" Withafewlastblessings,afewlastdutifulmessagestogoodMr。 Forley,andafewlastfriendlyhintsnottoforgetnextMondayatdusk,Trottlecontrivedtostrugglethroughthesickeningbusinessofleave-taking;togetthedooropened;andtofindhimself,tohisownindescribablerelief,oncemoreontheoutersideoftheHouseToLet。 LETATLAST \"There,ma\'am!\"saidTrottle,foldingupthemanuscriptfromwhichhehadbeenreading,andsettingitdownwithasmarttapoftriumphonthetable。\"MayIventuretoaskwhatyouthinkofthatplainstatement,asaguessonmypart(andnotonMr。Jarber\'s)attheriddleoftheemptyHouse?\" ForaminuteortwoIwasunabletosayaword。WhenIrecoveredalittle,myfirstquestionreferredtothepoorforlornlittleboy。 \"To-dayisMondaythetwentieth,\"Isaid。\"Surelyyouhavenotletawholeweekgobywithouttryingtofindoutsomethingmore?\" \"Exceptatbed-time,andmeals,ma\'am,\"answeredTrottle,\"Ihavenotletanhourgoby。PleasetounderstandthatIhaveonlycometoanendofwhatIhavewritten,andnottoanendofwhatIhavedone。Iwrotedownthosefirstparticulars,ma\'am,becausetheyareofgreatimportance,andalsobecauseIwasdeterminedtocomeforwardwithmywrittendocuments,seeingthatMr。Jarberchosetocomeforward,inthefirstinstance,withhis。Iamnowreadytogoonwiththesecondpartofmystoryasshortlyandplainlyaspossible,bywordofmouth。ThefirstthingImustclearup,ifyouplease,isthematterofMr。Forley\'sfamilyaffairs。Ihaveheardyouspeakofthem,ma\'am,atvarioustimes;andIhaveunderstoodthatMr。Forleyhadtwochildrenonlybyhisdeceasedwife,bothdaughters。Theeldestdaughtermarried,toherfather\'sentiresatisfaction,oneMr。Bayne,arichman,holdingahighgovernmentsituationinCanada。Sheisnowlivingtherewithherhusband,andheronlychild,alittlegirlofeightornineyearsold。Rightsofar,Ithink,ma\'am?\" \"Quiteright,\"Isaid。 \"Theseconddaughter,\"Trottlewenton,\"andMr。Forley\'sfavourite,setherfather\'swishesandtheopinionsoftheworldatflatdefiance,byrunningawaywithamanofloworigin——amateofamerchant-vessel,namedKirkland。Mr。Forleynotonlyneverforgavethatmarriage,butvowedthathewouldvisitthescandalofitheavilyinthefutureonhusbandandwife。Bothescapedhisvengeance,whateverhemeantittobe。Thehusbandwasdrownedonhisfirstvoyageafterhismarriage,andthewifediedinchild-bed。 Rightagain,Ibelieve,ma\'am?\" \"Againquiteright。\" \"Havinggotthefamilymatterallright,wewillnowgoback,ma\'am,tomeandmydoings。LastMonday,Iaskedyouforleaveofabsencefortwodays;IemployedthetimeinclearingupthematterofBenjamin\'sface。LastSaturdayIwasoutofthewaywhenyouwantedme。Iplayedtruant,ma\'am,onthatoccasion,incompanywithafriendofmine,whoismanagingclerkinalawyer\'soffice;andwebothspentthemorningatDoctors\'Commons,overthelastwillandtestamentofMr。Forley\'sfather。Leavingthewill-businessforamoment,pleasetofollowmefirst,ifyouhavenoobjection,intotheuglysubjectofBenjamin\'sface。Aboutsixorsevenyearsago(thankstoyourkindness)Ihadaweek\'sholidaywithsomefriendsofminewholiveinthetownofPendlebury。Oneofthosefriends(theonlyonenowleftintheplace)keptachemist\'sshop,andinthatshopIwasmadeacquaintedwithoneofthetwodoctorsinthetown,namedBarsham。ThisBarshamwasafirst-ratesurgeon,andmighthavegottothetopofhisprofession,ifhehadnotbeenafirst-rateblackguard。Asitwas,hebothdrankandgambled;nobodywouldhaveanythingtodowithhiminPendlebury;and,atthetimewhenIwasmadeknowntohiminthechemist\'sshop,theotherdoctor,Mr。Dix,whowasnottobecomparedwithhimforsurgicalskill,butwhowasarespectableman,hadgotallthepractice;andBarshamandhisoldmotherwerelivingtogetherinsuchaconditionofutterpoverty,thatitwasamarveltoeverybodyhowtheykeptoutoftheparishworkhouse。\" \"BenjaminandBenjamin\'smother!\" \"Exactly,ma\'am。LastThursdaymorning(thankstoyourkindness,again)IwenttoPendleburytomyfriendthechemist,toaskafewquestionsaboutBarshamandhismother。Iwastoldthattheyhadbothleftthetownaboutfiveyearssince。WhenIinquiredintothecircumstances,somestrangeparticularscameoutinthecourseofthechemist\'sanswer。YouknowIhavenodoubt,ma\'am,thatpoorMrs。Kirklandwasconfinedwhileherhusbandwasatsea,inlodgingsatavillagecalledFlatfield,andthatshediedandwasburiedthere。Butwhatyoumaynotknowis,thatFlatfieldisonlythreemilesfromPendlebury;thatthedoctorwhoattendedonMrs。KirklandwasBarsham;thatthenursewhotookcareofherwasBarsham\'smother;andthatthepersonwhocalledthembothin,wasMr。Forley。 Whetherhisdaughterwrotetohim,orwhetherheheardofitinsomeotherway,Idon\'tknow;buthewaswithher(thoughhehadswornnevertoseeheragainwhenshemarried)amonthormorebeforeherconfinement,andwasbackwardsandforwardsagooddealbetweenFlatfieldandPendlebury。HowhemanagedmatterswiththeBarshamscannotatpresentbediscovered;butitisafactthathecontrivedtokeepthedrunkendoctorsober,toeverybody\'samazement。ItisafactthatBarshamwenttothepoorwomanwithallhiswitsabouthim。ItisafactthatheandhismothercamebackfromFlatfieldafterMrs。Kirkland\'sdeath,packedupwhatfewthingstheyhad,andleftthetownmysteriouslybynight。And,lastly,itisalsoafactthattheotherdoctor,Mr。Dix,wasnotcalledintohelp,tillaweekafterthebirthANDBURIALofthechild,whenthemotherwassinkingfromexhaustion——exhaustion(togivethevagabond,Barsham,hisdue)notproduced,inMr。Dix\'sopinion,byimpropermedicaltreatment,butbythebodilyweaknessofthepoorwomanherself——\" \"Burialofthechild?\"Iinterrupted,tremblingallover。\"Trottle! youspokethatword\'burial\'inaverystrangeway——youarefixingyoureyesonmenowwithaverystrangelook——\" Trottleleanedoverclosetome,andpointedthroughthewindowtotheemptyhouse。 \"Thechild\'sdeathisregistered,atPendlebury,\"hesaid,\"onBarsham\'scertificate,undertheheadofMaleInfant,Still-Born。 Thechild\'scoffinliesinthemother\'sgrave,inFlatfieldchurchyard。Thechildhimself——assurelyasIliveandbreathe,islivingandbreathingnow——acastawayandaprisonerinthatvillainoushouse!\" Isankbackinmychair。 \"It\'sguess-work,sofar,butitisborneinonmymind,forallthat,astruth。Rouseyourself,ma\'am,andthinkalittle。ThelastIhearofBarsham,heisattendingMr。Forley\'sdisobedientdaughter。ThenextIseeofBarsham,heisinMr。Forley\'shouse,trustedwithasecret。HeandhismotherleavePendleburysuddenlyandsuspiciouslyfiveyearsback;andheandhismotherhavegotachildoffiveyearsold,hiddenawayinthehouse。Wait!pleasetowait——Ihavenotdoneyet。ThewillleftbyMr。Forley\'sfather,strengthensthesuspicion。ThefriendItookwithmetoDoctors\' Commons,madehimselfmasterofthecontentsofthatwill;andwhenhehaddoneso,Iputthesetwoquestionstohim。\'CanMr。Forleyleavehismoneyathisowndiscretiontoanybodyhepleases?\'\'No,\' myfriendsays,\'hisfatherhaslefthimwithonlyalifeinterestinit。\'\'SupposeoneofMr。Forley\'smarrieddaughtershasagirl,andtheotheraboy,howwouldthemoneygo?\'\'Itwouldallgo,\'myfriendsays,\'totheboy,anditwouldbechargedwiththepaymentofacertainannualincometohisfemalecousin。Afterherdeath,itwouldgobacktothemaledescendant,andtohisheirs。\' Considerthat,ma\'am!ThechildofthedaughterwhomMr。Forleyhates,whosehusbandhasbeensnatchedawayfromhisvengeancebydeath,takeshiswholepropertyindefianceofhim;andthechildofthedaughterwhomheloves,isleftapensioneronherlow-bornboy- cousinforlife!Therewasgood——toogoodreason——whythatchildofMrs。Kirkland\'sshouldberegisteredstillborn。Andif,asI believe,theregisterisfoundedonafalsecertificate,thereisbetter,stillbetterreason,whytheexistenceofthechildshouldbehidden,andalltraceofhisparentageblottedout,inthegarretofthatemptyhouse。\" Hestopped,andpointedforthesecondtimetothedim,dust-coveredgarret-windowsopposite。Ashedidso,Iwasstartled——averyslightmattersufficedtofrightenmenow——byaknockatthedooroftheroominwhichweweresitting。 Mymaidcamein,withaletterinherhand。Itookitfromher。 Themourningcard,whichwasalltheenvelopeenclosed,droppedfrommyhands。 GeorgeForleywasnomore。Hehaddepartedthislifethreedayssince,ontheeveningofFriday。 \"Didourlastchanceofdiscoveringthetruth,\"Iasked,\"restwithHIM?HasitdiedwithHISdeath?\" \"Courage,ma\'am!Ithinknot。OurchancerestsonourpowertomakeBarshamandhismotherconfess;andMr。Forley\'sdeath,byleavingthemhelpless,seemstoputthatpowerintoourhands。Withyourpermission,Iwillnotwaittillduskto-day,asIatfirstintended,butwillmakesureofthosetwopeopleatonce。Withapolicemaninplainclothestowatchthehouse,incasetheytrytoleaveit;withthiscardtovouchforthefactofMr。Forley\'sdeath;andwithaboldacknowledgmentonmypartofhavinggotpossessionoftheirsecret,andofbeingreadytouseitagainstthemincaseofneed,IthinkthereislittledoubtofbringingBarshamandhismothertoterms。IncaseIfinditimpossibletogetbackherebeforedusk,pleasetositnearthewindow,ma\'am,andwatchthehouse,alittlebeforetheylightthestreet-lamps。Ifyouseethefront-dooropenandcloseagain,willyoubegoodenoughtoputonyourbonnet,andcomeacrosstomeimmediately?Mr。 Forley\'sdeathmay,ormaynot,preventhismessengerfromcomingasarranged。But,ifthepersondoescome,itisofimportancethatyou,asarelativeofMr。Forley\'sshouldbepresenttoseehim,andtohavethatproperinfluenceoverhimwhichIcannotpretendtoexercise。\" TheonlywordsIcouldsaytoTrottleasheopenedthedoorandleftme,werewordscharginghimtotakecarethatnoharmhappenedtothepoorforlornlittleboy。 Leftalone,Idrewmychairtothewindow;andlookedoutwithabeatingheartattheguiltyhouse。Iwaitedandwaitedthroughwhatappearedtometobeanendlesstime,untilIheardthewheelsofacabstopattheendofthestreet。Ilookedinthatdirection,andsawTrottlegetoutofthecabalone,walkuptothehouse,andknockatthedoor。HewasletinbyBarsham\'smother。Aminuteortwolater,adecently-dressedmansaunteredpastthehouse,lookedupatitforamoment,andsaunteredontothecornerofthestreetcloseby。Hereheleantagainstthepost,andlightedacigar,andstoppedtheresmokinginanidleway,butkeepinghisfacealwaysturnedinthedirectionofthehouse-door。 Iwaitedandwaitedstill。Iwaitedandwaited,withmyeyesrivetedtothedoorofthehouse。AtlastIthoughtIsawitopeninthedusk,andthenfeltsureIhearditshutagainsoftly。 ThoughItriedhardtocomposemyself,ItrembledsothatIwasobligedtocallforPeggytohelpmeonwithmybonnetandcloak,andwasforcedtotakeherarmtoleanon,incrossingthestreet。 Trottleopenedthedoortous,beforewecouldknock。Peggywentback,andIwentin。Hehadalightedcandleinhishand。 \"Ithashappened,ma\'am,asIthoughtitwould,\"hewhispered,leadingmeintothebare,comfortless,emptyparlour。\"Barshamandhismotherhaveconsultedtheirowninterests,andhavecometoterms。Myguess-workisguess-worknolonger。ItisnowwhatI feltitwas——Truth!\" Somethingstrangetome——somethingwhichwomenwhoaremothersmustoftenknow——trembledsuddenlyinmyheart,andbroughtthewarmtearsofmyyouthfuldaysthrongingbackintomyeyes。Itookmyfaithfuloldservantbythehand,andaskedhimtoletmeseeMrs。 Kirkland\'schild,forhismother\'ssake。 \"Ifyoudesireit,ma\'am,\"saidTrottle,withagentlenessofmannerthatIhadnevernoticedinhimbefore。\"Butpraydon\'tthinkmewantingindutyandrightfeeling,ifIbegyoutotryandwaitalittle。Youareagitatedalready,andafirstmeetingwiththechildwillnothelptomakeyousocalm,asyouwouldwishtobe,ifMr。Forley\'smessengercomes。Thelittleboyissafeup-stairs。 Praythinkfirstoftryingtocomposeyourselfforameetingwithastranger;andbelievemeyoushallnotleavethehouseafterwardswithoutthechild。\" IfeltthatTrottlewasright,andsatdownaspatientlyasIcouldinachairhehadthoughtfullyplacedreadyforme。Iwassohorrifiedatthediscoveryofmyownrelation\'swickednessthatwhenTrottleproposedtomakemeacquaintedwiththeconfessionwrungfromBarshamandhismother,Ibeggedhimtosparemealldetails,andonlytotellmewhatwasnecessaryaboutGeorgeForley。 \"AllthatcanbesaidforMr。Forley,ma\'am,is,thathewasjustscrupulousenoughtohidethechild\'sexistenceandblotoutitsparentagehere,insteadofconsenting,atthefirst,toitsdeath,orafterwards,whentheboygrewup,toturninghimadrift,absolutelyhelplessintheworld。Thefraudhasbeenmanaged,ma\'am,withthecunningofSatanhimself。Mr。ForleyhadtheholdovertheBarshams,thattheyhadhelpedhiminhisvillany,andthattheyweredependentonhimforthebreadtheyeat。HebroughtthemuptoLondontokeepthemsecurelyunderhisowneye。Heputthemintothisemptyhouse(takingitoutoftheagent\'shandspreviously,onpretencethathemeanttomanagethelettingofithimself);andbykeepingthehouseempty,madeitthesurestofallhidingplacesforthechild。Here,Mr。Forleycouldcome,wheneverhepleased,toseethatthepoorlonelychildwasnotabsolutelystarved;surethathisvisitswouldonlyappearlikelookingafterhisownproperty。HerethechildwastohavebeentrainedtobelievehimselfBarsham\'schild,tillheshouldbeoldenoughtobeprovidedforinsomesituation,aslowandaspoorasMr。Forley\'suneasyconsciencewouldlethimpickout。Hemayhavethoughtofatonementonhisdeath-bed;butnotbefore——Iamonlytoocertainofit——notbefore!\" Alow,doubleknockstartledus。 \"Themessenger!\"saidTrottle,underhisbreath。Hewentoutinstantlytoanswertheknock;andreturned,leadinginarespectable-lookingelderlyman,dressedlikeTrottle,allinblack,withawhitecravat,butotherwisenotatallresemblinghim。 \"IamafraidIhavemadesomemistake,\"saidthestranger。 Trottle,consideratelytakingtheofficeofexplanationintohisownhands,assuredthegentlemanthattherewasnomistake;mentionedtohimwhoIwas;andaskedhimifhehadnotcomeonbusinessconnectedwiththelateMr。Forley。Lookinggreatlyastonished,thegentlemananswered,\"Yes。\"Therewasanawkwardmomentofsilence,afterthat。Thestrangerseemedtobenotonlystartledandamazed,butratherdistrustfulandfearfulofcommittinghimselfaswell。 Noticingthis,IthoughtitbesttorequestTrottletoputanendtofurtherembarrassment,bystatingallparticularstruthfully,ashehadstatedthemtome;andIbeggedthegentlemantolistenpatientlyforthelateMr。Forley\'ssake。Hebowedtomeveryrespectfully,andsaidhewaspreparedtolistenwiththegreatestinterest。 Itwasevidenttome——and,Icouldsee,toTrottlealso——thatwewerenotdealing,tosaytheleast,withadishonestman。 \"BeforeIofferanyopiniononwhatIhaveheard,\"hesaid,earnestlyandanxiously,afterTrottlehaddone,\"Imustbeallowed,injusticetomyself,toexplainmyownapparentconnectionwiththisverystrangeandveryshockingbusiness。IwastheconfidentiallegaladviserofthelateMr。Forley,andIamlefthisexecutor。Rathermorethanafortnightback,whenMr。Forleywasconfinedtohisroombyillness,hesentforme,andchargedmetocallandpayacertainsumofmoneyhere,toamanandwomanwhomI shouldfindtakingchargeofthehouse。Hesaidhehadreasonsforwishingtheaffairtobekeptasecret。HebeggedmesotoarrangemyengagementsthatIcouldcallatthisplaceeitheronMondaylast,orto-day,atdusk;andhementionedthathewouldwritetowarnthepeopleofmycoming,withoutmentioningmyname(Dalcottismyname),ashedidnotwishtoexposemetoanyfutureimportunitiesonthepartofthemanandwoman。Ineedhardlytellyouthatthiscommissionstruckmeasbeingastrangeone;but,inmypositionwithMr。Forley,Ihadnoresourcebuttoacceptitwithoutaskingquestions,ortobreakoffmylongandfriendlyconnectionwithmyclient。Ichosethefirstalternative。BusinesspreventedmefromdoingmyerrandonMondaylast——andifIamhereto-day,notwithstandingMr。Forley\'sunexpecteddeath,itisemphaticallybecauseIunderstoodnothingofthematter,onknockingatthisdoor;andthereforefeltmyselfbound,asexecutor,toclearitup。That,onmywordofhonour,isthewholetruth,sofarasI ampersonallyconcerned。\" \"Ifeelquitesureofit,sir,\"Ianswered。 \"YoumentionedMr。Forley\'sdeath,justnow,asunexpected。MayI inquireifyouwerepresent,andifhehasleftanylastinstructions?\" \"ThreehoursbeforeMr。Forley\'sdeath,\"saidMr。Dalcott,\"hismedicalattendantlefthimapparentlyinafairwayofrecovery。 Thechangefortheworsetookplacesosuddenly,andwasaccompaniedbysuchseveresuffering,topreventhimfromcommunicatinghislastwishestoanyone。WhenIreachedhishouse,hewasinsensible。I havesinceexaminedhispapers。Notoneofthemreferstothepresenttimeortotheseriousmatterwhichnowoccupiesus。IntheabsenceofinstructionsImustactcautiouslyonwhatyouhavetoldme;butIwillberigidlyfairandjustatthesametime。Thefirstthingtobedone,\"hecontinued,addressinghimselftoTrottle,\"istohearwhatthemanandwoman,down-stairs,havetosay。Ifyoucansupplymewithwriting-materials,Iwilltaketheirdeclarationsseparatelyonthespot,inyourpresence,andinthepresenceofthepolicemanwhoiswatchingthehouse。To-morrowIwillsendcopiesofthosedeclarations,accompaniedbyafullstatementofthecase,toMr。andMrs。BayneinCanada(bothofwhomknowmewellasthelateMr。Forley\'slegaladviser);andIwillsuspendallproceedings,onmypart,untilIhearfromthem,orfromtheirsolicitorinLondon。InthepresentpostureofaffairsthisisallIcansafelydo。\" Wecoulddonolessthanagreewithhim,andthankhimforhisfrankandhonestmannerofmeetingus。ItwasarrangedthatIshouldsendoverthewriting-materialsfrommylodgings;and,tomyunutterablejoyandrelief,itwasalsoreadilyacknowledgedthatthepoorlittleorphanboycouldfindnofitterrefugethanmyoldarmswerelongingtoofferhim,andnosaferprotectionforthenightthanmyroofcouldgive。Trottlehastenedawayup-stairs,asactivelyasifhehadbeenayoungman,tofetchthechilddown。 Andhebroughthimdowntomewithoutanothermomentofdelay,andI wentonmykneesbeforethepoorlittleMite,andembracedhim,andaskedhimifhewouldgowithmetowhereIlived?Heheldmeawayforamoment,andhiswan,shrewdlittleeyeslookedsharpatme。 Thenheclungclosetomeallatonce,andsaid: \"I\'ma-goingalongwithyou,Iam——andsoItellyou!\" Forinspiringthepoorneglectedchildwiththistrustinmyoldself,IthankedHeaven,then,withallmyheartandsoul,andI thankitnow! Ibundledthepoordarlingupinmyowncloak,andIcarriedhiminmyownarmsacrosstheroad。Peggywaslostinspeechlessamazementtobeholdmetrudgingoutofbreathup-stairs,withastrangepairofpoorlittlelegsundermyarm;but,shebegantocryoverthechildthemomentshesawhim,likeasensiblewomanasshealwayswas,andshestillcriedhereyesoutoverhiminacomfortablemanner,whenheatlastlayfastasleep,tuckedupbymyhandsinTrottle\'sbed。 \"AndTrottle,blessyou,mydearman,\"saidI,kissinghishand,ashelookedon:\"theforlornbabycametothisrefugethroughyou,andhewillhelpyouonyourwaytoHeaven。\" TrottleansweredthatIwashisdearmistress,andimmediatelywentandputhisheadoutatanopenwindowonthelanding,andlookedintothebackstreetforaquarterofanhour。 Thatverynight,asIsatthinkingofthepoorchild,andofanotherpoorchildwhoisnevertobethoughtaboutenoughatChristmas- time,theideacameintomymindwhichIhavelivedtoexecute,andintherealisationofwhichIamthehappiestofwomenthisday。 \"TheexecutorwillsellthatHouse,Trottle?\"saidI。 \"Notadoubtofit,ma\'am,ifhecanfindapurchaser。\" \"I\'llbuyit。\" IhaveoftenseenTrottlepleased;but,IneversawhimsoperfectlyenchantedashewaswhenIconfidedtohim,whichIdid,thenandthere,thepurposethatIhadinview。 Tomakeshortofalongstory——andwhatstorywouldnotbelong,comingfromthelipsofanoldwomanlikeme,unlessitwasmadeshortbymainforce!——IboughttheHouse。Mrs。Baynehadherfather\'sbloodinher;sheevadedtheopportunityofforgivingandgenerousreparationthatwasofferedher,anddisownedthechild; but,Iwaspreparedforthat,andlovedhimallthemoreforhavingnooneintheworldtolookto,butme。 Iamgettingintoaflurrybybeingover-pleased,andIdaresayI amasincoherentasneedbe。IboughttheHouse,andIaltereditfromthebasementtotheroof,andIturneditintoaHospitalforSickChildren。 Nevermindbywhatdegreesmylittleadoptedboycametotheknowledgeofallthesightsandsoundsinthestreets,sofamiliartootherchildrenandsostrangetohim;nevermindbywhatdegreeshecametobepretty,andchildish,andwinning,andcompanionable,andtohavepicturesandtoysabouthim,andsuitableplaymates。AsIwrite,IlookacrosstheroadtomyHospital,andthereisthedarling(whohasgoneovertoplay)noddingatmeoutofoneoftheoncelonelywindows,withhisdearchubbyfacebackedupbyTrottle\'swaistcoatasheliftsmypetfor\"Grandma\"tosee。 ManyanEyeIseeinthatHousenow,butitisneverinsolitude,neverinneglect。ManyanEyeIseeinthatHousenow,thatismoreandmoreradianteverydaywiththelightofreturninghealth。Asmypreciousdarlinghaschangedbeyonddescriptionforthebrighterandthebetter,sodothenotlesspreciousdarlingsofpoorwomenchangeinthatHouseeverydayintheyear。ForwhichIhumblythankthatGraciousBeingwhomtherestoreroftheWidow\'ssonandoftheRuler\'sdaughter,instructedallmankindtocalltheirFather。