第10章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:13724更新时间:18/12/13 16:29:45
Histeetotalismhad,withthelapseofyears,unconsciouslybecometheoutwardandvisiblesigntohimselfofhissecretvows;andareturntoitsopposite,howevermildlydone,signifiedwithceremoniousdistinctnesstheformalacceptanceofdelectationslongforsworn。 ButtheexceedingfreshnessofhisfeelingforPaula,whichbyreasonofitslongarrestwasthatofamanfarunderthirty,andwasawondertohimselfeveryinstant,wouldnotlongbrookweighinginbalances。Hewishedsuddenlytocommithimself;toremovethequestionofretreatoutoftheregionofdebate。Theclockstrucktwo:andthewishbecamedetermination。Hearose,andwrappinghimselfinhisdressing-gownwenttothenextroom,wherehetookfromashelfinthepantryseverallargebottles,whichhecarriedtothewindow,tilltheystoodonthesillagoodlyrow。Therehadbeensufficientlightintheroomforhimtodothiswithoutacandle。Nowhesoftlyopenedthesash,andtheradianceofagibbousmoonridingintheoppositeskyfloodedtheapartment。Itfellonthelabelsofthecaptain\'sbottles,revealingtheircontentstobesimpleaeratedwatersfordrinking。 DeStancylookedoutandlistened。Thegunsthatstooddrawnupwithintheyardglistenedinthemoonlightreachingthemfromoverthebarrack-wall:therewasanoccasionalstampofhorsesinthestables;alsoameasuredtreadofsentinels——oneormoreatthegates,oneatthehospital,onebetweenthewings,twoatthemagazine,andothersfurtheroff。Recurringtohisintentionhedrewthecorksofthemineralwaters,andinvertingeachbottleonebyoneoverthewindow-sill,hearditscontentsdribbleinasmallstreamontothegravelbelow。 HethenopenedthehamperwhichDarehadsent。Uncorkingoneofthebottleshemurmured,\'ToPaula!\'anddrankaglassoftherubyliquor。 \'Amanagainaftereighteenyears,\'hesaid,shuttingthesashandreturningtohisbedroom。 ThefirstovertresultofhiskindledinterestinMissPowerwashissayingtohissisterthedayafterthesurreptitioussightofPaula:\'Iamsorry,Charlotte,forawordortwoI saidtheotherday。\' \'Well?\' \'IwasratherdisrespectfultoyourfriendMissPower。\' \'Idon\'tthinkso——wereyou?\' \'Yes。Whenwewerewalkinginthewood,Imadeastupidjokeabouther……Whatdoessheknowaboutme——doyoueverspeakofmetoher?\' \'Onlyingeneralterms。\' \'Whatgeneralterms?\' \'Youknowwellenough,William;ofyouridiosyncrasiesandsoon——thatyouareabitofawoman-hater,oratleastaconfirmedbachelor,andhavebutlittlerespectforyourownfamily。\' \'Iwishyouhadnottoldherthat,\'saidDeStancywithdissatisfaction。 \'ButIthoughtyoualwayslikedwomentoknowyourprinciples!\'saidCharlotte,ininjuredtones;\'andwouldparticularlylikehertoknowthem,livingsonear。\' \'Yes,yes,\'repliedherbrotherhastily。\'Well,Ioughttoseeher,justtoshowherthatIamnotquiteabrute。\' \'Thatwouldbeverynice!\'sheanswered,puttingherhandstogetherinagreeableastonishment。\'ItisjustwhatIhavewished,thoughIdidnotdreamofsuggestingitafterwhatI haveheardyousay。Iamgoingtostaywithheragainto- morrow,andIwillletherknowaboutthis。\' \'Don\'ttellheranythingplainly,forheaven\'ssake。Ireallywanttoseetheinteriorofthecastle;Ihaveneverentereditswallssincemybabyhood。\'Heraisedhiseyesashespoketowherethewallsinquestionshowedtheirashlarfacesoverthetrees。 \'Youmighthavegoneoveritatanytime。\' \'Oyes。ItisonlyrecentlythatIhavethoughtmuchoftheplace:IfeelnowthatIshouldliketoexaminetheoldbuildingthoroughly,sinceitwasforsomanygenerationsassociatedwithourfortunes,especiallyasmostoftheoldfurnitureisstillthere。Mysedulousavoidancehithertoofallrelatingtoourfamilyvicissitudeshasbeen,Iown,stupidconductforanintelligentbeing;butimpossiblegrapesarealwayssour,andIhaveunconsciouslyadoptedRadicalnotionstoobliteratedisappointedhereditaryinstincts。Butthesehaveatrickofre-establishingthemselvesasonegetsolder,andthecastleandwhatitcontainshaveakeeninterestformenow。\' \'ItcontainsPaula。\' DeStancy\'spulse,whichhadbeenbeatinglanguidlyformanyyears,beatdoubleatthesoundofthatname。 \'Imeantfurnitureandpicturesforthemoment,\'hesaid;\'butIdon\'tmindextendingthemeaningtoher,ifyouwishit。\' \'Sheistherarestthingthere。\' \'Soyouhavesaidbefore。\' \'Thecastleandourfamilyhistoryhaveasmuchromanticinterestforherastheyhaveforyou,\'Charlottewenton。 \'Shedelightsinvisitingourtombsandeffigiesandpondersoverthemforhours。\' \'Indeed!\'saidDeStancy,allowinghissurprisetohidethesatisfactionwhichaccompaniedit。\'Thatshouldmakeusfriendly……Doessheseemanypeople?\' \'Notmanyasyet。Andshecannothavemanystayingthereduringthealterations。\' \'Ah!yes——thealterations。Didn\'tyousaythatshehashadaLondonarchitectstoppingthereonthataccount?Whatwashe—— oldoryoung?\' \'Heisayoungman:hehasbeentoourhouse。Don\'tyourememberyoumethimthere?\' \'Whatwashisname?\' \'Mr。Somerset。\' \'O,thatman!Yes,yes,Iremember……Hullo,Lottie!\' \'What?\' \'Yourfaceisasredasapeony。NowIknowasecret!\' Charlottevainlyendeavouredtohideherconfusion。\'Verywell——notaword!Iwon\'tsaymore,\'continuedDeStancygood-humouredly,\'exceptthatheseemstobeaverynicefellow。\' DeStancyhadturnedthedialogueontothislittlewell- preservedsecretofhissister\'swithsufficientoutwardlightness;butithadbeendoneininstinctiveconcealmentofthedisquietingstartwithwhichhehadrecognizedthatSomerset,Dare\'senemy,whomhehadinterceptedinplacingDare\'sportraitintothehandsofthechiefconstable,wasamanbelovedbyhissisterCharlotte。Thisnovelcircumstancemightleadtoacuriouscomplication。Buthewastohearmore。 \'Hemaybeverynice,\'repliedCharlotte,withaneffort,afterthissilence。\'Butheisnothingtome,morethanaverygoodfriend。\' \'There\'snoengagement,orthoughtofonebetweenyou?\' \'Certainlythere\'snot!\'saidCharlotte,withbraveemphasis。 \'ItismorelikelytobebetweenPaulaandhimthanmeandhim。\' DeStancy\'sbaremilitaryearsandcloselycroppedpollflushedhot。\'MissPowerandhim?\' \'Idon\'tmeantosaythereis,becausePauladeniesit;butI meanthathelovesPaula。ThatIdoknow。\' DeStancywasdumb。ThisitemofnewswhichDarehadkeptfromhim,notknowinghowfarDeStancy\'ssenseofhonourmightextend,wasdecidedlygrave。Indeed,hewassogreatlyimpressedwiththefact,thathecouldnothelpsayingasmuchaloud:\'Thisisveryserious!\' \'Why!\'shemurmuredtremblingly,forthefirstleakingoutofhertenderandswornsecrethaddisabledherquite。 \'BecauseIlovePaulatoo。\' \'Whatdoyousay,William,you?——awomanyouhaveneverseen?\' \'Ihaveseenher——byaccident。Andnow,mydearlittlesis,youwillbemycloseally,won\'tyou?asIwillbeyours,asbrotherandsistershouldbe。\'HeplacedhisarmcoaxinglyroundCharlotte\'sshoulder。 \'O,William,howcanI?\'atlastshestammered。 \'Why,howcan\'tyou,Ishouldsay?Wearebothinthesameship。IlovePaula,youloveMr。Somerset;itbehovesbothofustoseethatthisflirtationoftheirsendsinnothing。\' \'Idon\'tlikeyoutoputitlikethat——thatIlovehim——itfrightensme,\'murmuredthegirl,visiblyagitated。\'Idon\'twanttodividehimfromPaula;Icouldn\'t,Iwouldn\'tdoanythingtoseparatethem。Believeme,Will,Icouldnot!I amsorryyoulovetherealso,thoughIshouldbegladifithappenedinthenaturalorderofeventsthatsheshouldcomeroundtoyou。ButIcannotdoanythingtopartthemandmakeMr。Somersetsuffer。ItwouldbeTOOwrongandblamable。\' \'Now,yousillyCharlotte,that\'sjusthowyouwomenflyoffatatangent。Imeannothingdishonourableintheleast。 HaveIeverpromptedyoutodoanythingdishonourable?FairfightingallieswasallIthoughtof。\' MissDeStancybreathedmorefreely。\'Yes,wewillbethat,ofcourse;wearealwaysthat,William。ButIhopeIcanbeyourally,andbequiteneutral;Iwouldsomuchrather。\' \'Well,Isupposeitwillnotbeabreachofyourpreciousneutralityifyougetmeinvitedtoseethecastle?\' \'Ono!\'shesaidbrightly;\'Idon\'tminddoingsuchathingasthat。Whynotcomewithmetomorrow?IwillsayIamgoingtobringyou。Therewillbenotroubleatall。\' DeStancyreadilyagreed。Theeffectuponhimoftheinformationnowacquiredwastointensifyhisardourtenfold,thestimulusbeingduetoaperceptionthatSomerset,withalittlemoreknowledge,wouldholdacardwhichcouldbeplayedwithdisastrouseffectagainsthimself——hisrelationshiptoDare。ItsdisclosuretoaladyofsuchPuritanantecedentsasPaula\'s,wouldprobablymeanherimmediateseverancefromhimselfasanuncleanthing。 \'IsMissPoweraseverepietist,orprecisian;orissheacompromisinglady?\'heaskedabruptly。 \'Sheissevereanduncompromising——ifyoumeaninherjudgmentsonmorals,\'saidCharlotte,notquitehearing。Theremarkwaspeculiarlyapposite,andDeStancywassilent。 Hespentsomefollowinghoursinaclosestudyofthecastlehistory,whichtillnowhadunutterablyboredhim。Moreparticularlydidhedwelloverdocumentsandnoteswhichreferredtothepedigreeofhisownfamily。Hewroteoutthenamesofall——andtheyweremany——whohadbeenbornwithinthosedomineeringwallssincetheirfirsterection;ofthoseamongthemwhohadbeenbroughtthitherbymarriagewiththeowner,andofstrangerknightsandgentlemenwhohadenteredthecastlebymarriagewithitsmistress。Herefreshedhismemoryonthestrangelovesandhatesthathadariseninthecourseofthefamilyhistory;onmemorableattacks,andthedatesofthesame,themostmemorableamongthembeingtheoccasiononwhichthepartyrepresentedbyPaulabattereddownthecastlewallsthatshewasnowabouttomend,and,ashehoped,returnintheiroriginalintactshapetothefamilydispossessed,bymarriagewithhimself,itslivingrepresentative。 InSirWilliam\'svillaweresmallengravingsaftermanyoftheportraitsinthecastlegalleries,someofthemhanginginthedining-roominplainoakandmapleframes,andotherspreservedinportfolios。DeStancyspentmuchofhistimeoverthese,andingettinguptheromancesoftheiroriginals\' livesfrommemoirsandotherrecords,allwhichstorieswereasgreatnoveltiestohimastheycouldpossiblybetoanystranger。MostinterestingtohimwasthelifeofanEdwardDeStancy,whohadlivedjustbeforetheCivilWars,andtowhomCaptainDeStancyboreaverytraceablelikeness。Thisancestorhadamoleonhischeek,blackanddistinctasaflyincream;andasinthecaseofthefirstLordAmherst\'swart,andBennetEarlofArlington\'snose-scar,thepainterhadfaithfullyreproducedthedefectoncanvas。Itsohappenedthatthecaptainhadamole,thoughnotexactlyonthesamespotofhisface;andthismadetheresemblancestillgreater。 Hetookinfinitetroublewithhisdressthatday,showinganamountofanxietyonthematterwhichforhimwasquiteabnormal。Atlast,whenfullyequipped,hesetoutwithhissistertomakethecallproposed。Charlottewasratherunhappyatsightofherbrother\'searnestattempttomakeanimpressiononPaula;butshecouldsaynothingagainstit,andtheyproceededontheirway。 ItwasthedarkestofNovemberweather,whenthedaysaresoshortthatmorningseemstojoinwitheveningwithouttheinterventionofnoon。Theskywaslinedwithlowcloud,withinwhosedensesubstancetempestswereslowlyfermentingforthecomingdays。Evennowawindyturbulencetroubledthehalf-nakedboughs,andalonelyleafwouldoccasionallyspindownwardstorejoinonthegrassthescathedmultitudeofitscomradeswhichhadprecededitinitsfall。Theriverbythepavilion,inthesummersoclearandpurling,nowslidonwardsbrownandthickandsilent,andenlargedtodoublesize。 II。 MeanwhilePaulawasalone。Ofanyoneelseitwouldhavebeensaidthatshemustbefindingtheafternoonratherdrearyinthequainthallsnotofherforefathers:butofMissPoweritwasunsafetopredicatesosurely。Shewalkedfromroomtoroominablackvelvetdresswhichgavedecisiontoheroutlinewithoutdeprivingitofsoftness。Sheoccasionallyclaspedherhandsbehindherheadandlookedoutofawindow; butshemoreparticularlybentherfootstepsupanddowntheLongGallery,whereshehadcausedalargefireoflogstobekindled,inherendeavourtoextendcheerfulnesssomewhatbeyondtheprecinctsofthesitting-rooms。 ThefireglanceduponPaula,andPaulaglanceddownatthefire,andatthegnarledbeechfuel,andatthewood-licewhichranoutfrombeneaththebarktotheextremityofthelogsastheheatapproachedthem。Thelow-downruddylightspreadoverthedarkfloorlikethesettingsunoveramoor,flutteringonthegrotesquecountenancesofthebrightandirons,andtouchingallthefurnitureontheunderside。 Shenowandthencrossedtooneofthedeepembrasuresofthewindows,todeciphersomesentencefromalettersheheldinherhand。Thedaylightwouldhavebeenmorethansufficientforanybystandertodiscernthatthecapitalsinthatletterwereofthepeculiarsemi-gothictypeaffectedatthetimebySomersetandotheryoungarchitectsofhisschoolintheirepistolarycorrespondence。Shewasverypossiblythinkingofhim,evenwhennotreadinghisletter,fortheexpressionofsoftnesswithwhichsheperusedthepagewasmoreorlesswithherwhensheappearedtoexamineotherthings。 Shewalkedaboutforalittletimelonger,thenputawaytheletter,lookedattheclock,andthencereturnedtothewindows,straininghereyesoverthelandscapewithout,asshemurmured,\'IwishCharlottewasnotsolongcoming!\' AsCharlottecontinuedtokeepaway,Paulabecamelessreasonableinherdesires,andproceededtowishthatSomersetwouldarrive;thenthatanybodywouldcome;then,walkingtowardstheportraitsonthewall,sheflippantlyaskedoneofthosecavalierstoobligeherfancyforcompanybysteppingdownfromhisframe。Thetemerityoftherequestledhertoprudentlywithdrawitalmostassoonasconceived:oldpaintingshadbeensaidtoplayqueertricksinextremecases,andtheshadowsthisafternoonwerefunerealenoughforanythingintheshapeofrevengeonanintruderwhoembodiedtheantagonisticmodernspirittosuchanextentasshe。 However,Paulastillstoodbeforethepicturewhichhadattractedher;andthis,byacoincidencecommonenoughinfact,thoughscarcelycreditedinchronicles,happenedtobethatoneoftheseventeenth-centuryportraitsofwhichDeStancyhadstudiedtheengravedcopyatMyrtleVillathesamemorning。 Whilstsheremainedbeforethepicture,wonderingherfavouritewonder,howwouldshefeelifthisanditsaccompanyingcanvaseswerepicturesofherownancestors,shewassurprisedbyalightfootstepuponthecarpetwhichcoveredpartoftheroom,andturningquicklyshebeheldthesmilinglittlefigureofCharlotteDeStancy。 \'Whathasmadeyousolate?\'saidPaula。\'Youarecometostay,ofcourse?\' Charlottesaidshehadcometostay。\'ButIhavebroughtsomebodywithme!\' \'Ah——whom?\' \'Mybrotherhappenedtobeathome,andIhavebroughthim。\' MissDeStancy\'sbrotherhadbeensocontinuouslyabsentfromhomeinIndia,orelsewhere,solittlespokenof,and,whenspokenof,sotrulythoughunconsciouslyrepresentedasonewhoseinterestslaywhollyoutsidethisantiquatedneighbourhood,thattoPaulahehadbeenamerenebulositywhomshehadneverdistinctlyoutlined。Tohavehimthuscohereintosubstanceatamoment\'snoticelenthimthenoveltyofanewcreation。 \'Isheinthedrawing-room?\'saidPaulainalowvoice。 \'No,heishere。Hewouldfollowme。Ihopeyouwillforgivehim。\' AndthenPaulasawemergeintotheredbeamsofthedancingfire,frombehindahalf-drawnhangingwhichscreenedthedoor,themilitarygentlemanwhoseacquaintancethereaderhasalreadymade。 \'Youknowthehouse,doubtless,CaptainDeStancy?\'saidPaula,somewhatshyly,whenhehadbeenpresentedtoher。 \'IhaveneverseentheinsidesinceIwasthreeweeksold,\' repliedtheartilleryofficergracefully;\'andhencemyrecollectionsofitarenotremarkablydistinct。AyearortwobeforeIwasborntheentailwascutoffbymyfatherandgrandfather;sothatIsawthevenerableplaceonlytoloseit;atleast,Ibelievethat\'sthetruthofthecase。Butmyknowledgeofthetransactionisnotprofound,anditisadelicatepointonwhichtoquestionone\'sfather。\' Paulaassented,andlookedattheinterestingandnoblefigureofthemanwhoseparentshadseeminglyrightedthemselvesattheexpenseofwronginghim。 \'Thepicturesandfurnitureweresoldaboutthesametime,I think?\'saidCharlotte。 \'Yes,\'murmuredDeStancy。\'Theywentinamadbargainofmyfatherwithhisvisitor,astheysatovertheirwine。Myfathersatdownashostonthatoccasion,andaroseasguest。\' Heseemedtospeakwithsuchacourteousabsenceofregretforthealienation,thatPaula,whowasalwaysfearingthattherecollectionwouldriseasapainfulshadowbetweenherselfandtheDeStancys,feltreassuredbyhismagnanimity。 DeStancylookedwithinterestroundthegallery;seeingwhichPaulasaidshewouldhavelightsbroughtinamoment。 \'No,pleasenot,\'saidDeStancy。\'Theroomandourselvesareofsomuchmoreinterestingacolourbythislight!\' Astheymovedhitherandthither,thevariousexpressionsofDeStancy\'sfacemadethemselvespicturesquelyvisibleintheunsteadyshineoftheblaze。Inashorttimehehaddrawnneartothepaintingoftheancestorwhomhesogreatlyresembled。Whenherquickeyenotedthespeckontheface,indicativeofinheritedtraitsstronglypronounced,anewandromanticfeelingthattheDeStancyshadstretchedoutatentaclefromtheirgenealogicaltreetoseizeherbythehandanddrawherintotheirmasstookpossessionofPaula。Ashasbeensaid,theDeStancyswereafamilyonwhomthehall- markofmembershipwasdeeplystamped,andbythepresentlighttherepresentativeundertheportraitandtherepresentativeintheportraitseemedbeingsnotfarremoved。 Paulawascontinuallystartingfromareverieandspeakingirrelevantly,asifsuchreflectionsasthoseseizedholdofherinspiteofhernaturalunconcern。 WhencandleswerebroughtinCaptainDeStancyardentlycontrivedtomakethepicturesthethemeofconversation。 Fromthenearesttheywenttothenext,whereuponPaulaashostesstookuponeofthecandlesticksandhelditalofttolightupthepainting。Thecandlestickbeingtallandheavy,DeStancyrelievedherofit,andtakinganothercandleintheotherhand,heimperceptiblyslidintothepositionofexhibitorratherthanspectator。Thushewalkedinadvanceholdingthetwocandlesonhigh,hisshadowformingagiganticfigureontheneighbouringwall,whileherecitedtheparticularsoffamilyhistorypertainingtoeachportrait,thathehadlearntupwithsucheagerpersistenceduringthepreviousfour-and-twenty-hours。\'Ihaveoftenwonderedwhatcouldhavebeenthehistoryofthislady,butnobodyhaseverbeenabletotellme,\'Paulaobserved,pointingtoaVandyckwhichrepresentedabeautifulwomanwearingcurlsacrossherforehead,asquare-cutbodice,andaheavypearlnecklaceuponthesmoothexpanseofherneck。 \'Idon\'tthinkanybodyknows,\'Charlottesaid。 \'Oyes,\'repliedherbrotherpromptly,seeingwithenthusiasmthatitwasyetanotheropportunityformakingcapitalofhisacquiredknowledge,withwhichhefelthimselfasinconvenientlycrammedasacandidateforagovernmentexamination。\'Thatladyhasbeenlargelycelebratedunderafancyname,thoughsheiscomparativelylittleknownbyherown。HerparentswerethechiefornamentsofthealmostirreproachablecourtofCharlestheFirst,andwerenotmoredistinguishedbytheirpolitenessandhonourthanbytheaffectionsandvirtueswhichconstitutethegreatcharmofprivatelife。\' Thestockverbiageofthefamilymemoirwassomewhatapparentinthiseffusion;butitmuchimpressedhislisteners;andhewentontopointoutthatfromthelady\'snecklacewassuspendedaheart-shapedportrait——thatofthemanwhobrokehisheartbyherpersistentrefusaltoencouragehissuit。DeStancythenledthemalittlefurther,wherehungaportraitofthelover,oneofhisownfamily,whoappearedinfullpanoplyofplatemail,thepommelofhisswordstandingupunderhiselbow。Thegallantcaptainthenrelatedhowthispersonageofhislinewooedtheladyfruitlessly;how,afterhermarriagewithanother,sheandherhusbandvisitedtheparentsofthedisappointedlover,thethenoccupiersofthecastle;how,inafitofdesperationatthesightofher,heretiredtohisroom,wherehecomposedsomepassionateverses,whichhewrotewithhisblood,andafterdirectingthemtoherranhimselfthroughthebodywithhissword。Toolatethelady\'sheartwastouchedbyhisdevotion;shewaseverafteramelancholywoman,andworehisportraitdespiteherhusband\'sprohibition。\'This,\'continuedDeStancy,leadingthemthroughthedoorwayintothehallwherethecoatsofmailwerearrangedalongthewall,andstoppingoppositeasuitwhichboresomeresemblancetothatoftheportrait,\'thisishisarmour,asyouwillperceivebycomparingitwiththepicture,andthisistheswordwithwhichhedidtherashdeed。\' \'Whatunreasonabledevotion!\'saidPaulapractically。\'Itwastooromanticofhim。Shewasnotworthyofsuchasacrifice。\' \'Healsoisonewhomtheysayyouresemblealittleinfeature,Ithink,\'saidCharlotte。 \'Dothey?\'repliedDeStancy。\'Iwonderifit\'strue。\'Hesetdownthecandles,andaskingthegirlstowithdrawforamoment,wasinsidetheupperpartofthesuitofarmourinincrediblyquicktime。Goingthenandplacinghimselfinfrontofalow-hangingpaintingneartheoriginal,soastobeenclosedbytheframewhilecoveringthefigure,arrangingtheswordasintheoneabove,andsettingthelightthatitmightfallintherightdirection,herecalledthem;whenheputthequestion,\'Istheresemblancestrong?\' Helookedsomuchlikeamanofbygonetimesthatneitherofthemreplied,butremainedcuriouslygazingathim。Hismodernandcomparativelysallowcomplexion,asseenthroughtheopenvisor,lentanetherealidealitytohisappearancewhichthetime-stainedcountenanceoftheoriginalwarriortotallylacked。 AtlastPaulaspoke,sostillythatsheseemedastatueenunciating:\'Aretheversesknownthathewrotewithhisblood?\' \'Oyes,theyhavebeencarefullypreserved。\'CaptainDeStancy,withtruewooer\'sinstinct,hadcommittedsomeofthemtomemorythatmorningfromtheprintedcopytobefoundineverywell-orderedlibrary。\'IfearIdon\'trememberthemall,\'hesaid,\'buttheybegininthisway:—— \"Fromonethatdyethinhisdiscontent,DearFaire,receivethisgreetingtotheesent; Andstillasoftasitisreadbythee,Thenwithsomedeepsadsighremembermee! O\'twasmyfortune\'serrortovowdutie,Toonethatbearsdefianceinherbeautie! Sweetepoyson,pretiouswooe,infectiousjewell—— SuchisaLadiethatisfaireandcruell。 HowwellcouldIwithayre,camelion-like,Livehappie,andstillgazeingonthycheeke,Inwhich,forsakenman,methinkIseeHowgoodlielovedoththreatencarestomee。 Whydostthoufrownethusonakneelingesoule,Whosefaultsinlovethoumay\'staswellcontroule?—— Inlove——butO,thatword;thatwordIfeareIshatefulstillbothtothyhartandeare!…… Ladie,inbreefe,myfatedothnowintendTheperiodofmydaiestohaveanend: Wastenotonmethypittie,pretiousFaire: Restyouinmuchcontent;I,indespaire!\"\' Asolemnsilencefollowedthecloseoftherecital,whichDeStancyimprovedbyturningthepointoftheswordtohisbreast,restingthepommeluponthefloor,andsaying:—— \'Afterwritingthatwemaypicturehimturningthissameswordinthissameway,andfallingonitthus。\'Heinclinedhisbodyforwardashespoke。 \'Don\'t,CaptainDeStancy,pleasedon\'t!\'criedPaulainvoluntarily。 \'No,don\'tshowusanyfurther,William!\'saidhissister。 \'Itistootragic。\' DeStancyputawaythesword,himselfratherexcited——not,however,byhisownrecital,butbythedirectgazeofPaulaathim。 ThisProteanqualityofDeStancy\'s,bymeansofwhichhecouldassumetheshapeandsituationofalmostanyancestoratwill,hadimpressedher,andheperceiveditwithathroboffervour。Butithaddonenomorethanimpressher;forthoughindeliveringthelineshehadsofixedhislookuponherastosuggest,toanymaidenpractisedinthegameoftheeyes,apresentsignificanceinthewords,theideaofanysucharriere-penseehadbynomeanscommendeditselftohersoul。 AtthistimeamessengerfromMarktonbarracksarrivedatthecastleandwishedtospeaktoCaptainDeStancyinthehall。 Beggingthetwoladiestoexcusehimforamoment,hewentout。 WhileDeStancywastalkinginthetwilighttothemessengeratoneendoftheapartment,someotherarrivalwasshowninbythesidedoor,andinmakinghiswayaftertheconferenceacrossthehalltotheroomhehadpreviouslyquitted,DeStancyencounteredthenew-comer。TherewasjustenoughlighttorevealthecountenancetobeDare\'s;heboreaportfoliounderhisarm,andhadbeguntowearamoustache,incasethechiefconstableshouldmeethimanywhereinhisrambles,andbestruckbyhisresemblancetothemaninthestudio。 \'Whatthedevilareyoudoinghere?\'saidCaptainDeStancy,intoneshehadneverusedbeforetotheyoungman。 Darestartedbackinsurprise,andnaturallyso。DeStancy,havingadoptedanewsystemofliving,andrelinquishedthemeagredietandenervatingwatersofhispastyears,wasrapidlyrecoveringtone。Hisvoicewasfirmer,hischeekswerelesspallid;andaboveallhewasauthoritativetowardshispresentcompanion,whoseingenuityinvampingupabeingforhisambitiousexperimentsseemedabouttoberewarded,likeFrankenstein\'s,byhisdiscomfitureatthehandsofhisowncreature。 \'Whatthedevilareyoudoinghere,Isay?\'repeatedDeStancy。 \'Youcantalktomelikethat,aftermyworkingsohardtogetyouoninlife,andmakearisingmanofyou!\'expostulatedDare,asonewhofelthimselfnolongertheleaderinthisenterprise。 \'But,\'saidthecaptainlessharshly,\'ifyouletthemdiscoveranyrelationsbetweenushere,youwillruinthefairestprospectsmaneverhad!\' \'O,Ilikethat,captain——whenyouoweallofittome!\' \'That\'stoocool,Will。\' \'No;whatIsayistrue。However,letthatgo。Sonowyouarehereonacall;buthowareyougoingtogethereoftenenoughtowinherbeforetheothermancomesback?Ifyoudon\'tseehereveryday——twice,threetimesaday——youwillnotcaptureherinthetime。\' \'Imustthinkofthat,\'saidDeStancy。 \'Thereisonlyonewayofbeingconstantlyhere:youmustcometocopythepicturesorfurniture,somethinginthewayhedid。\' \'I\'llthinkofit,\'mutteredDeStancyhastily,asheheardthevoicesoftheladies,whomhehastenedtojoinastheywereappearingattheotherendoftheroom。Hiscountenancewasgloomyasherecrossedthehall,forDare\'swordsontheshortnessofhisopportunitieshadimpressedhim。AlmostatonceheutteredahopetoPaulathathemighthavefurtherchanceofstudying,andifpossibleofcopying,someoftheancestralfaceswithwhichthebuildingabounded。 MeanwhileDarehadcomeforwardwithhisportfolio,whichprovedtobefullofphotographs。WhilePaulaandCharlottewereexaminingthemhesaidtoDeStancy,asastranger: \'Excusemyinterruption,sir,butifyoushouldthinkofcopyinganyoftheportraits,asyouwerestatingjustnowtotheladies,mypatentphotographicprocessisatyourservice,andis,Ibelieve,theonlyonewhichwouldbeeffectualinthedimindoorlights。\' \'ItisjustwhatIwasthinkingof,\'saidDeStancy,nowsofarcooleddownfromhisirritationastobequitereadytoacceptDare\'sadroitlysuggestedscheme。 OnapplicationtoPaulasheimmediatelygaveDeStancypermissiontophotographtoanyextent,andtoldDarehemightbringhisinstrumentsassoonasCaptainDeStancyrequiredthem。 \'Don\'tstareatherinsuchabrazenway!\'whisperedthelattertotheyoungman,whenPaulahadwithdrawnafewsteps。 \'Say,\"IshallhighlyvaluetheprivilegeofassistingCaptainDeStancyinsuchawork。\"\' Dareobeyed,andbeforeleavingDeStancyarrangedtobeginperformingonhisveneratedforefathersthenextmorning,theyouthsoaccidentallyengagedagreeingtobethereatthesametimetoassistinthetechnicaloperations。 III。 Ashehadpromised,DeStancymadeusethenextdayofthecovetedpermissionthathadbeenbroughtaboutbytheingeniousDare。Dare\'stimelysuggestionoftenderingassistancehadthepracticalresultofrelievingtheotherofallnecessityforoccupyinghistimewiththeproceeding,furtherthantobestowaperfunctorysuperintendencenowandthen,togiveacolourtohisregularpresenceinthefortress,theactualworkoftakingcopiesbeingcarriedonbytheyoungerman。 Theweatherwasfrequentlywetduringtheseoperations,andPaula,MissDeStancy,andherbrother,wereofteninthehousewholemorningstogether。Byconstanturgingandcoaxingthelatterwouldinducehisgentlesister,muchagainstherconscience,toleavehimopportunitiesforspeakingtoPaulaalone。Itwasmostlybeforesomeprintorpaintingthattheseconversationsoccurred,whileDeStancywasostensiblyoccupiedwithitsmerits,oringivingdirectionstohisphotographerhowtoproceed。Assoonasthedialoguebegan,thelatterwouldwithdrawoutofearshot,leavingPaulatoimaginehimthemostdeferentialyoungartistintheworld。 \'Youwillsoonpossessduplicatesofthewholegallery,\'shesaidononeoftheseoccasions,examiningsomecurledsheetswhichDarehadprintedofffromthenegatives。 \'No,\'saidthesoldier。\'Ishallnothavepatiencetogoon。 Igetill-humouredandindifferent,andthenleaveoff。\' \'Whyill-humoured?\' \'Iscarcelyknow——morethanthatIacquireageneralsenseofmyownfamily\'swantofmeritthroughseeinghowmeritoriousthepeoplearearoundme。Iseethemhappyandthrivingwithoutanynecessityformeatall;andthenIregardthesecanvasgrandfathersandgrandmothers,andask,\"Whywasalinesoantiquatedandoutofdateprolongedtillnow?\"\' Shechidhimgood-naturedlyforsuchviews。\'Theywilldoyouaninjury,\'shedeclared。\'Dospareyourself,CaptainDeStancy!\' DeStancyshookhisheadasheturnedthepaintingbeforehimalittlefurthertothelight。 \'But,doyouknow,\'saidPaula,\'thatnotionofyoursofbeingafamilyoutofdateisdelightfultosomepeople。ItalktoCharlotteaboutitoften。Iamneverwearyofexaminingthosecanopiedeffigiesinthechurch,andalmostwishtheywerethoseofmyrelations。\' \'Iwilltrytoseethingsinthesamelightforyoursake,\' saidDeStancyfervently。 \'Notformysake;foryourownwaswhatImeant,ofcourse,\' sherepliedwitharepressiveair。 CaptainDeStancybowed。 \'Whatareyougoingtodowithyourphotographswhenyouhavethem?\'sheasked,asifstillanxioustoobliteratetheprevioussentimentallapse。 \'Ishallputthemintoalargealbum,andcarrythemwithmeinmycampaigns;andmayIask,nowIhaveanopportunity,thatyouwouldextendyourpermissiontocopyalittlefurther,andletmephotographoneotherpaintingthathangsinthecastle,tofittinglycompletemyset?\' \'Which?\' \'Thathalf-lengthofaladywhichhangsinthemorning-room。 IrememberseeingitintheAcademylastyear。\' Paulainvoluntarilyclosedherselfup。Thepicturewasherownportrait。\'Itdoesnotbelongtoyourseries,\'shesaidsomewhatcoldly。 DeStancy\'ssecretthoughtwas,Ihopefrommysoulitwillbelongsomeday!Heansweredwithmildness:\'Thereisasortofconnection——youaremysister\'sfriend。\' Paulaassented。 \'Andhence,mightnotyourfriend\'sbrotherphotographyourpicture?\' Paulademurred。 AgentlesighrosefromthebosomofDeStancy。\'Whatistobecomeofme?\'hesaid,withalightdistressedlaugh。\'Iamalwaysinconsiderateandinclinedtoasktoomuch。Forgiveme!WhatwasinmymindwhenIaskedIdarenotsay。\' \'Iquiteunderstandyourinterestinyourfamilypictures——andallofit,\'sheremarkedmoregently,willingnottohurtthesensitivefeelingsofamansofullofromance。