第20章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:15506更新时间:18/12/13 16:29:45
\'Yes,itisaverynicecountrytoramblein,\'echoedheraunt,inmoderatetones。\'Whendoyouintendtostart?\' \'Ishouldliketocrossto-night。Youmustgowithme,aunt; willyounot?\' Mrs。Goodmanexpostulatedagainstsuchsuddenness。\'Itwillredoubletherumoursthatareafloat,if,afterbeingsupposedill,youareseengoingoffbyrailwayperfectlywell。\' \'That\'sacontingencywhichIamquitewillingtoruntheriskof。Well,itwouldberathersudden,asyousay,togoto- night。Butwe\'llgoto-morrownightatlatest。\'Undertheinfluenceofthedecisionsheboundeduplikeanelasticballandwenttotheglass,whichshowedalightinhereyethathadnotbeentherebeforethisresolutiontotravelinNormandyhadbeentaken。 TheeveningandthenextmorningwerepassedinwritingafinalandkindlynoteofdismissaltoSirWilliamDeStancy,inmakingarrangementsforthejourney,andincommissioningHavilltotakeadvantageoftheirabsencebyemptyingcertainroomsoftheirfurniture,andrepairingtheirdilapidations——aworkwhich,withthatinhand,wouldcompletethesectionforwhichhehadbeenengaged。Mr。Wardlawhadleftthecastle; soalsohadCharlotte,byherownwish,herresidencetherehavingbeenfoundtoooppressivetoherselftobecontinuedforthepresent。AccompaniedbyMrs。Goodman,Milly,andClementine,theelderlyFrenchmaid,whostillremainedwiththem,PauladroveintoMarktoninthetwilightandtookthetraintoBudmouth。 Whentheygottheretheyfoundthatanunpleasantbreezewasblowingoutatsea,thoughinlandithadbeencalmenough。 Mrs。GoodmanproposedtostayatBudmouthtillthenextday,inhopethattheremightbesmoothwater;butanEnglishseaportinnbeingathingthatPauladislikedmorethanaroughpassage,shewouldnotlistentothiscounsel。Otherimpatientreasons,too,mighthaveweighedwithher。Whennightcametheirloomingmiseriesbegan。Paulafoundthatinadditiontoherowntroublesshehadthoseofthreeotherpeopletosupport;butshedidnotaudiblycomplain。 \'Paula,Paula,\'saidMrs。Goodmanfrombeneathherloadofwretchedness,\'whydidwethinkofundergoingthis?\' AslightgleamofhumourcrossedPaula\'snotparticularlybloomingface,assheanswered,\'Ah,whyindeed?\' \'Whatistherealreason,mydear?ForGod\'ssaketellme!\' \'ItbeginswithS。\' \'Well,Iwoulddoanythingforthatyoungmanshortofpersonalmartyrdom;butreallywhenitcomestothat——\' \'Don\'tcriticizeme,auntie,andIwon\'tcriticizeyou。\' \'Well,Iamopentocriticismjustnow,Iamsure,\'saidheraunt,withagreensmile;andspeechwasagaindiscontinued。 Themorningwasbrightandbeautiful,anditcouldagainbeseeninPaula\'slooksthatshewasgladshehadcome,though,intakingtheirrestatCherbourg,fateconsignedthemtoanhotelbreathinganatmospherethatseemedspeciallycompoundedfordepressingthespiritsofayoungwoman;indeednothinghadparticularlyencouragedherthusfarinhersomewhatpeculiarschemeofsearchingoutandexpressingsorrowtoagentlemanforhavingbelievedthosewhotraducedhim;andthiscoupd\'audacetowhichshehadcommittedherselfbegantolooksomewhatformidable。WheninEnglandtheplanoffollowinghimtoNormandyhadsuggesteditselfasthequickest,sweetest,andmosthonestwayofmakingamends;buthavingarrivedtheresheseemedfurtherofffromhissphereofexistencethanwhenshehadbeenatStancyCastle。Virtuallyshewas,forifhethoughtofheratall,heprobablythoughtofherthere;ifhesoughtherhewouldseekherthere。 However,ashewouldprobablyneverdothelatter,itwasnecessarytogoon。Ithadbeenhersuddendreambeforestarting,tolightaccidentallyuponhiminsomeromanticoldtownofthisromanticoldprovince,butshehadbecomeawarethattherecordedfortuneofloversinthatrespectwasnottobetrustedtooimplicitly。 Somerset\'ssearchforherinthesouthwasnowinverselyimitated。BydiligentinquiryinCherbourgduringthegloomofevening,inthedisguiseofahoodedcloak,shelearntouttheplaceofhisstaywhilethere,andthathehadgonethencetoLisieux。WhatsheknewofthearchitecturalcharacterofLisieuxhalfguaranteedthetruthoftheinformation。WithouttellingherauntofthisdiscoverysheannouncedtothatladythatitwashergreatwishtogoonandseethebeautiesofLisieux。 Butthoughherauntwassimple,therewereboundstohersimplicity。\'Paula,\'shesaid,withanundeceivableair,\'I don\'tthinkyoushouldrunafterayoungmanlikethis。 Supposeheshouldn\'tcareforyoubythistime。\' Itwasnooccasionforfurtheraffectation。\'IamSUREhewill,\'answeredhernieceflatly。\'Ihavenottheleastfearaboutit——norwouldyou,ifyouknewhowheis。Hewillforgivemeanything。\' \'Well,praydon\'tshowyourselfforward。Somepeopleareapttoflyintoextremes。\' Paulablushedatrifle,andreflected,andmadenoanswer。 However,herpurposeseemednottobepermanentlyaffected,forthenextmorningshewasupbetimesandpreparingtodepart;andtheyproceededalmostwithoutstoppingtothearchitecturalcuriosity-townwhichhadsoquicklyinterestedher。Neverthelessherardentmannerofyesterdayunderwentaconsiderablechange,asifshehadafearthat,asherauntsuggested,inherendeavourtomakeamendsforcruelinjustice,shewasallowingherselftobecarriedtoofar。 Onnearingtheplaceshesaid,\'Aunt,Ithinkyouhadbettercalluponhim;andyouneednottellhimwehavecomeonpurpose。Lethimthink,ifhewill,thatweheardhewashere,andwouldnotleavewithoutseeinghim。YoucanalsotellhimthatIamanxioustoclearupamisunderstanding,andaskhimtocallatourhotel。\' Butasshelookedoverthedrearysuburbanerectionswhichlinedtheroadfromtherailwaytotheoldquarterofthetown,itoccurredtoherthatSomersetwouldatthattimeofdaybeengagedinoneorotherofthemediaevalbuildingsthereabout,andthatitwouldbeamuchneaterthingtomeethimasifbychanceinoneoftheseedificesthantocalluponhimanywhere。Insteadofputtingupatanyhotel,theyleftthemaidsandbaggageatthestation;andhiringacarriage,Paulatoldthecoachmantodrivethemtosuchlikelyplacesasshecouldthinkof。 \'He\'llneverforgiveyou,\'saidheraunt,astheyrumbledintothetown。 \'Won\'the?\'saidPaula,withsoftfaith。\'I\'llseeaboutthat。\' \'Whatareyougoingtodowhenyoufindhim?Tellhimpoint- blankthatyouareinlovewithhim?\' \'Actinsuchamannerthathemaytellmeheisinlovewithme。\' Theyfirstvisitedalargechurchattheupperendofasquarethatslopeditsgravelledsurfacetothewesternshine,andwasprickedoutwithlittleavenuesofyoungpollardlimes。 ThechurchwithinwasonetomakeanyGothicarchitecttakelodgingsinitsvicinityforafortnight,thoughitwasjustnowcrowdedwithaforestofscaffoldingforrepairsinprogress。Mrs。Goodmansatdownoutside,andPaula,entering,tookawalkintheformofahorse-shoe;thatis,upthesouthaisle,roundtheapse,anddownthenorthside;butnofigureofamelancholyyoungmansketchingmethereyeanywhere。Thesunthatblazedinatthewestdoorwaysmoteherfaceassheemergedfrombeneathitandrevealedrealsadnessthere。 \'Thisisnotalltheoldarchitectureofthetownbyfar,\'shesaidtoherauntwithanairofconfidence。\'Coachman,drivetoSt。Jacques\'。\' HewasnotatSt。Jacques\'。Lookingfromthewestendofthatbuildingthegirlobservedtheendofasteepnarrowstreetofantiquecharacter,whichseemedalikelyhaunt。BeckoningtoheraunttofollowintheflyPaulawalkeddownthestreet。 ShewastransportedtotheMiddleAges。Itcontainedtheshopsoftinkers,braziers,bellows-menders,hollow-turners,andotherquaintesttrades,theirfrontsopentothestreetbeneathstoriesoftimberoverhangingsofaroneachsidethataslitofskywasleftatthetopforthelighttodescend,andnomore。Abluemistyobscuritypervadedtheatmosphere,intowhichthesunthrustobliquestavesoflight。Itwasastreetforamediaevalisttorevelin,tossuphishatandshouthurrahin,sendforhisluggage,comeandlivein,dieandbeburiedin。Shehadneversupposedsuchastreettoexistoutsidetheimaginationsofantiquarians。Smellsdirectfromthesixteenthcenturyhungintheairinalltheiroriginalintegrityandwithoutamoderntaint。ThefacesofthepeopleinthedoorwaysseemedthoseofindividualswhohabituallygazedonthegreatFrancis,andspokeofHenrytheEighthasthekingacrossthesea。 SheinquiredofacoppersmithifanEnglishartisthadbeenseenherelately。Withasuddennessthatalmostdiscomfitedherheannouncedthatsuchamanhadbeenseen,sketchingahousejustbelow——the\'VieuxManoirdeFrancoispremier。\' Justturningtoseethatherauntwasfollowinginthefly,Paulaadvancedtothehouse。Thewoodframeworkofthelowerstorywasblackandvarnished;theupperstorywasbrownandnotvarnished;carvedfiguresofdragons,griffins,satyrs,andmermaidsswarmedoverthefront;anapestealingappleswasthesubjectofthiscantilever,amanundressingofthat。 Thesefigureswerecloakedwithlittlecobwebswhichwavedinthebreeze,sothateachfigureseemedalive。 Sheexaminedthewoodworkclosely;hereandthereshediscernedpencil-markswhichhadnodoubtbeenjottedthereonbySomersetaspointsofadmeasurement,inthewayshehadseenhimmarkthematthecastle。Somefragmentsofpaperlaybelow:therewerepencilledlinesonthem,andtheyboreastrongresemblancetoaspoiltleafofSomerset\'ssketch-book。 Paulaglancedup,andfromawindowaboveprotrudedanoldwoman\'shead,which,withtheexceptionofthewhitehandkerchieftiedroundit,wassonearlyofthecolourofthecarvingsthatshemighteasilyhavepassedasofapiecewiththem。Theagedwomancontinuedmotionless,theremainsofhereyesbeingbentuponPaula,whoaskedherinEnglishwoman\'sFrenchwherethesketcherhadgone。Withoutreplying,thecroneproducedahandandextendedfingerfromherside,andpointedtowardsthelowerendofthestreet。 Paulawenton,thecarriagefollowingwithdifficulty,onaccountoftheobstructionsinthethoroughfare。Atbottom,thestreetabuttedonawideonewithcustomarymodernlifeflowingthroughit;andasshelooked,Somersetcrossedherfrontalongthisstreet,hurryingasifforawager。 BythetimethatPaulahadreachedthebottomSomersetwasalongwaytotheleft,andsherecognizedtoherdismaythatthebusytransversestreetwasonewhichledtotherailway。 Shequickenedherpacetoarun;hedidnotseeher;heevenwalkedfaster。Shelookedbehindforthecarriage。Thedriverinemergingfromthesixteenth-centurystreettothenineteenthhadapparentlyturnedtotheright,insteadoftotheleftasshehaddone,sothatheraunthadlostsightofher。However,shedarenotmindit,ifSomersetwouldbutlookback!Hepartlyturned,butnotfarenough,anditwasonlytohailapassingomnibusuponwhichshediscernedhisluggage。Somersetjumpedin,theomnibusdroveon,anddiminishedupthelongroad。Paulastoodhopelesslystill,andinafewminutespuffsofsteamshowedherthatthetrainhadgone。 Sheturnedandwaited,thetwoorthreechildrenwhohadgatheredroundherlookingupsympathizinglyinherface。Heraunt,havingnowdiscoveredthedirectionofherflight,droveupandbeckonedtoher。 \'What\'sthematter?\'askedMrs。Goodmaninalarm。 \'Why?\' \'Thatyoushouldrunlikethat,andlooksowoebegone。\' \'Nothing:onlyIhavedecidednottostayinthistown。\' \'What!heisgone,Isuppose?\' \'Yes!\'exclaimedPaula,withtearsofvexationinhereyes。 \'Itisn\'teverymanwhogetsawomanofmypositiontorunafterhimonfoot,andalone,andheoughttohavelookedround!Drivetothestation;Iwanttomakeaninquiry。\' Onreachingthestationsheaskedthebooking-clerksomequestions,andreturnedtoherauntwithacheerfulcountenance。\'Mr。SomersethasonlygonetoCaen,\'shesaid。 \'HeistheonlyEnglishmanwhowentbythistrain,sothereisnomistake。Thereisnoothertrainfortwohours。Wewillgoonthen——shallwe?\' \'Iamindifferent,\'saidMrs。Goodman。\'But,Paula,doyouthinkthisquiteright?Perhapsheisnotsoanxiousforyourforgivenessasyouthink。Perhapshesawyou,andwouldn\'tstay。\' Amomentarydismaycrossedherface,butitpassed,andsheanswered,\'Aunt,that\'snonsense。Iknowhimwellenough,andcanassureyouthatifhehadonlyknownIwasrunningafterhim,hewouldhavelookedroundsharplyenough,andwouldhavegivenhislittlefingerratherthanhavemissedme!Idon\'tmakemyselfsosillyastorunafteragentlemanwithoutgoodgrounds,forIknowwellthatitisanundignifiedthingtodo。Indeed,Icouldneverhavethoughtofdoingit,ifIhadnotbeensomiserablyinthewrong!\' II。 ThateveningwhenthesunwasdroppingoutofsighttheystartedforthecityofSomerset\'spilgrimage。Paulaseatedherselfwithherfacetowardthewesternsky,watchingfromherwindowthebroadredhorizon,acrosswhichmovedthinpoplarsloppedtohumanshapes,likethewalkingformsinNebuchadnezzar\'sfurnace。ItwasdarkwhenthetravellersdroveintoCaen。 ShestillpersistedinherwishtocasuallyencounterSomersetinsomeaisle,lady-chapel,orcrypttowhichhemighthavebetakenhimselftocopyandlearnthesecretofthegreatartistswhohaderectedthosenooks。Mrs。Goodmanwasfordiscoveringhisinn,andcallinguponhiminastraightforwardway;butPaulaseemedafraidofit,andtheywentoutinthemorningonfoot。FirsttheysearchedthechurchofSt。 Sauveur;hewasnotthere;nextthechurchofSt。Jean;thenthechurchofSt。Pierre;buthedidnotrevealhimself,norhadanyvergerseenorheardofsuchaman。Outsidethelatterchurchwasapublicflower-garden,andshesatdowntoconsiderbesidearoundpoolinwhichwater-liliesgrewandgold-fishswam,nearbedsoffierygeraniums,dahlias,andverbenasjustpasttheirbloom。Herenterprisehadnotbeenjustifiedbyitsresultssofar;butmeditationstillurgedhertolistentothelittlevoicewithinandpushon。Sheaccordinglyrejoinedheraunt,andtheydroveupthehilltotheAbbayeauxDames,thedaybythistimehavinggrownhotandoppressive。 Thechurchseemedabsolutelyempty,thevoidbeingemphasizedbyitsgratefulcoolness。Butongoingtowardstheeastendtheyperceivedabaldgentlemanclosetothescreen,lookingtotherightandtotheleftasifmuchperplexed。Paulamerelyglancedoverhim,hisbackbeingtowardher,andturningtoherauntsaidsoftly,\'Iwonderhowwegetintothechoir?\' \'That\'sjustwhatIamwondering,\'saidtheoldgentleman,abruptlyfacinground,andPauladiscoveredthatthecountenancewasnotunfamiliartohereye。SinceknowingSomersetshehadaddedtohergalleryofcelebritiesaphotographofhisfather,theAcademician,andheitwasnowwhoconfrontedher。 Forthemomentembarrassment,duetocomplicatedfeelings,broughtaslightblushtohercheek,butbeingwellawarethathedidnotknowher,sheanswered,coollyenough,\'Isupposewemustasksomeone。\' \'Andwecertainlywouldiftherewereanyonetoask,\'hesaid,stilllookingeastward,andnotmuchather。\'Ihavebeenherealongtime,butnobodycomes。NotthatIwanttogetinonmyownaccount;forthoughitisthirtyyearssinceIlastsetfootinthisplace,Irememberitasifitwerebutyesterday。\' \'Indeed。Ihaveneverbeenherebefore,\'saidPaula。 \'Naturally。ButIamlookingforayoungmanwhoismakingsketchesinsomeofthesebuildings,anditisaslikelyasnotthatheisinthecryptunderthischoir,foritisjustsuchout-of-the-waynooksthatheprefers。Itisveryprovokingthatheshouldnothavetoldmemoredistinctlyinhisletterwheretofindhim。\' Mrs。Goodman,whohadgonetomakeinquiries,nowcameback,andinformedthemthatshehadlearntthatitwasnecessarytopassthroughtheHotel-Dieutothechoir,todowhichtheymustgooutside。Thereupontheywalkedontogether,andMr。 Somerset,quiteignoringhistroubles,maderemarksuponthebeautyofthearchitecture;andinabsenceofmind,byreasoneitherofthesubject,orofhislistener,retainedhishatinhishandafteremergingfromthechurch,whiletheywalkedallthewayacrossthePlaceandintotheHospitalgardens。 \'Averycivilman,\'saidMrs。GoodmantoPaulaprivately。 \'Yes,\'saidPaula,whohadnottoldherauntthatsherecognizedhim。 OneoftheSistersnowprecededthemtowardsthechoirandcrypt,Mr。SomersetaskingherifayoungEnglishmanwasorhadbeensketchingthere。Onreceivingareplyinthenegative,Paulanearlybetrayedherselfbyturning,asifherbusinessthere,too,endedwiththeinformation。However,shewentonagain,andmadeapretenceoflookinground,Mr。 Somersetalsostayinginaspiritoffriendlyattentiontohiscountrywomen。Theydidnotpartfromhimtilltheyhadcomeoutfromthecrypt,andagainreachedthewestfront,ontheirwaytowhichheadditionallyexplainedthatitwashissonhewaslookingfor,whohadarrangedtomeethimhere,buthadmentionednoinnatwhichhemightbeexpected。 Whenhehadleftthem,Paulainformedherauntwhosecompanytheyhadbeensharing。HerauntbeganexpostulatingwithPaulafornottellingMr。Somersetwhattheyhadseenofhisson\'smovements。\'Itwouldhaveeasedhismindatleast,\'shesaid。 \'IwasnotboundtoeasehismindattheexpenseofshowingwhatIwouldratherconceal。Iamcontinuallyhamperedinsuchgenerosityasthatbythecircumstanceofbeingawoman!\' \'Well,itisgettingtoolatetosearchfurthertonight。\' Itwasindeedalmosteveningtwilightinthestreets,thoughthegracefulfreestonespirestoadepthofabouttwentyfeetfromtheirsummitswerestilldyedwiththeorangetintsofavanishingsun。Thetworelativesdinedprivatelyasusual,afterwhichPaulalookedoutofthewindowofherroom,andreflectedupontheeventsoftheday。Atowerrisingintotheskyquitenearathandshowedherthatsomechurchorotherstoodwithinafewstepsofthehotelarchway,andsayingnothingtoMrs。Goodman,shequietlycloakedherself,andwentouttowardsit,apparentlywiththeviewofdisposingofaportionofadulldispiritingevening。Thechurchwasopen,andonenteringshefoundthatitwasonlylightedbysevencandlesburningbeforethealtarofachapelonthesouthside,themassofthebuildingbeingindeepshade。 Motionlessoutlines,whichresolvedthemselvesintotheformsofkneelingwomen,weredarklyvisibleamongthechairs,andinthetriforiumabovethearcadestherewasonehithertounnoticedradiance,dimasthatofaglow-worminthegrass。 Itwasseeminglytheeffectofasolitarytallow-candlebehindthemasonry。 Apriestcamein,unlockedthedoorofaconfessionalwithaclickwhichsoundedinthesilence,andenteredit;awomanfollowed,disappearedwithinthecurtainofthesame,emergingagaininaboutfiveminutes,followedbythepriest,wholockeduphisdoorwithanotherloudclick,likeatradesmanfullofbusiness,andcamedowntheaisletogoout。Inthelobbyhespoketoanotherwoman,whoreplied,\'Ah,oui,Monsieurl\'Abbe!\' Twowomenhavingspokentohim,therecouldbenoharminathirddoinglikewise。\'Monsieurl\'Abbe,\'saidPaulainFrench,\'couldyouindicatetomethestairsofthetriforium?\'andshesignifiedherreasonforwishingtoknowbypointingtotheglimmeringlightabove。 \'Ah,heisafriendofyours,theEnglishman?\'pleasantlysaidthepriest,recognizinghernationality;andtakinghertoalittledoorheconductedherupastonestaircase,atthetopofwhichheshowedherthelongblindstoryovertheaislearcheswhichledroundtowherethelightwas。Cautioninghernottostumbleovertheunevenfloor,heleftheranddescended。HiswordshadsignifiedthatSomersetwashere。 Itwasagloomyplaceenoughthatshefoundherselfin,butthesevencandlesbelowontheoppositealtar,andafaintskylightfromtheclerestory,lentenoughraystoguideher。 Paulawalkedontothebendoftheapse:herewereafewchairs,andtheoriginofthelight。 Thiswasacandlestuckattheendofasharpenedstick,thelatterenteringajointinthestones。Ayoungmanwassketchingbytheglimmer。Buttherewasnoneedfortheblushwhichhadprepareditselfbeforehand;theyoungmanwasMr。 Cockton,Somerset\'syoungestdraughtsman。 Paulacouldhavecriedaloudwithdisappointment。CocktonrecognizedMissPower,andappearingmuchsurprised,rosefromhisseatwithabow,andsaidhastily,\'Mr。Somersetleftto- day。\' \'Ididnotaskforhim,\'saidPaula。 \'No,MissPower:butIthought——\' \'Yes,yes——youknow,ofcourse,thathehasbeenmyarchitect。 Well,ithappensthatIshouldliketoseehim,ifhecancallonme。Whichwaydidhego?\' \'He\'sgonetoEtretat。\' \'Whatfor?TherearenoabbeystosketchatEtretat。\' Cocktonlookedatthepointofhispencil,andwithahesitatingmotionofhislipanswered,\'Mr。Somersetsaidhewastired。\' \'Ofwhat?\' \'Hesaidhewassickandtiredofholyplaces,andwouldgotosomewickedspotorother,togetthatconsolationwhichholinesscouldnotgive。ButheonlysaiditcasuallytoKnowles,andperhapshedidnotmeanit。\' \'Knowlesisheretoo?\' \'Yes,MissPower,andBowles。Mr。SomersethasbeenkindenoughtogiveusachanceofenlargingourknowledgeofFrenchEarly-pointed,andpayshalftheexpenses。\' Paulasaidafewotherthingstotheyoungman,walkedslowlyroundthetriforiumasifshehadcometoexamineit,andreturneddownthestaircase。Ongettingbacktothehotelshetoldheraunt,whohadjustbeenhavinganap,thatnextdaytheywouldgotoEtretatforachange。 \'Why?TherearenooldchurchesatEtretat。\' \'No。ButIamsickandtiredofholyplaces,andwanttogotosomewickedspotorothertofindthatconsolationwhichholinesscannotgive。\' \'Forshame,Paula!NowIknowwhatitis;youhaveheardthathe\'sgonethere!Youneedn\'ttrytoblindme。\' \'Idon\'tcarewherehe\'sgone!\'criedPaulapetulantly。Inamoment,however,shesmiledatherself,andadded,\'Youmusttakethatforwhatitisworth。Ihavemadeupmymindtolethimknowfrommyownlipshowthemisunderstandingarose。 Thatdone,Ishallleavehim,andprobablyneverseehimagain。Myconsciencewillbeclear。\' ThenextdaytheytookthesteamboatdowntheOrne,intendingtoreachEtretatbywayofHavre。Justastheyweremovingoffanelderlygentlemanunderalargewhitesunshade,andcarryinghishatinhishand,wasseenleisurelywalkingdownthewharfatsomedistance,butobviouslymakingfortheboat。 \'Agentleman!\'saidthemate。 \'Whoishe?\'saidthecaptain。 \'AnEnglish,\'saidClementine。 Nobodyknewmore,butasleisurewastheorderofthedaytheengineswerestopped,onthechanceofhisbeingapassenger,andalleyeswerebentuponhiminconjecture。Hedisappearedandreappearedfrombehindapileofmerchandiseandapproachedtheboatataneasypace,whereuponthegangwaywasreplaced,andhecameonboard,removinghishattoPaula,quietlythankingthecaptainforstopping,andsayingtoMrs。 Goodman,\'Iamnicelyintime。\' ItwasMr。Somersettheelder,whobydegreesinformedourtravellers,assittingontheircamp-stoolstheyadvancedbetweenthegreenbanksborderedbyelms,thathewasgoingtoEtretat;thattheyoungmanhehadspokenofyesterdayhadgonetothatromanticwatering-placeinsteadofstudyingartatCaen,andthathewasgoingtojoinhimthere。 Paulapreservedanentiresilenceastoherownintentions,partlyfromnaturalreticence,andpartly,asitappeared,fromthedifficultyofexplainingacomplicationwhichwasnotverycleartoherself。AtHavretheypartedfromMr。 Somerset,anddidnotseehimagaintilltheyweredrivingoverthehillstowardsEtretatinacarriageandfour,whenthewhiteumbrellabecamevisiblefaraheadamongtheoutsidepassengersofthecoachtothesameplace。Inashorttimetheyhadpassedandcutinbeforethisvehicle,butsoonbecameawarethattheircarriage,likethecoach,wasoneofastragglingprocessionofconveyances,somemileandahalfinlength,allboundforthevillagebetweenthecliffs。 Indescendingthelonghillshadedbylime-treeswhichshelteredtheirplaceofdestination,thisprocessionclosedup,andtheyperceivedthatallthevisitorsandnativepopulationhadturnedouttowelcomethem,thedailyarrivalofnewsojournersatthishourbeingthechiefexcitementofEtretat。Thecoachwhichhadprecededthemalltheway,atmoreorlessremoteness,wasnowquiteclose,andinpassingalongthevillagestreettheysawMr。Somersetwavehishandtosomebodyinthecrowdbelow。Afelthatwaswavedintheairinresponse,thecoachsweptintotheinn-yard,followedbytheidlers,andalldisappeared。Paula\'sfacewascrimsonastheirowncarriagesweptroundintheoppositedirectiontotherivalinn。 Onceinherroomshebreathedlikeapersonwhohadfinishedalongchase。Theydidnotgodownbeforedinner,butwhenitwasalmostdarkPaulabeggedheraunttowrapherselfupandcomewithhertotheshorehardby。Thebeachwasdeserted,everybodybeingattheCasino;thegatestoodinvitinglyopen,andtheywentin。Herethebrilliantlylitterracewascrowdedwithpromenaders,andoutsidetheyellowpalings,surmountedbyitsrowoflamps,rosethevoiceoftheinvisiblesea。Groupsofpeopleweresittingundertheverandah,thewomenmostlyinwraps,fortheairwasgrowingchilly。Throughthewindowsattheirbackananimatedscenediscloseditselfintheshapeofaroom-fullofwaltzers,thestrainsofthebandstrivingintheearformasteryoverthesoundsofthesea。Thedancerscameroundacoupleatatime,andwereindividuallyvisibletothosepeoplewithoutwhochosetolookthatway,whichwaswhatPauladid。 \'Comeaway,comeaway!\'shesuddenlysaid。\'Itisnotrightforustobehere。\' Herexclamationhaditsorigininwhatshehadatthatmomentseenwithin,thespectacleofMr。GeorgeSomersetwhirlingroundtheroomwithayoungladyofuncertainnationalitybutpleasingfigure。Paulawasnotaccustomedtoshowthewhitefeathertooclearly,butshesoonhadpassedoutthroughthoseyellowgatesandretreated,tillthemixedmusicofseaandbandhadresolvedintothatoftheseaalone。 \'Well!\'saidheraunt,halfinsoliloquy,\'doyouknowwhoI sawdancingthere,Paula?OurMr。Somerset,ifIdon\'tmakeagreatmistake!\' \'Itwaslikelyenoughthatyoudid,\'sedatelyrepliedherniece。\'HeleftCaenwiththeintentionofseekingdistractionsofalighterkindthanthosefurnishedbyart,andhehasmerelysucceededinfindingthem。Buthehasmademydutyratheradifficultone。Still,itwasmyduty,forI verygreatlywrongedhim。Perhaps,however,Ihavedoneenoughforhonour\'ssake。IwouldhavehumiliatedmyselfbyanapologyifIhadfoundhiminanyothersituation;but,ofcourse,onecan\'theexpectedtotakeMUCHtroublewhenheisseengoingonlikethat!\' Thecoolnesswithwhichshebeganherremarkshaddevelopedintosomethinglikewarmthassheconcluded。 \'Heisonlydancingwithaladyheprobablyknowsverywell。\' \'Hedoesn\'tknowher!Theideaofhisdancingwithawomanofthatdescription!Wewillgoawaytomorrow。Thisplacehasbeengreatlyover-praised。\' \'Theplaceiswellenough,asfarasIcansee。\' \'Heiscarryingouthisprogrammetotheletter。Heplungesintoexcitementinthemostrecklessmanner,andItremblefortheconsequences!Icandonomore:Ihavehumiliatedmyselfintofollowinghim,believingthatingivingtooreadycredencetoappearancesIhadbeennarrowandinhuman,andhadcausedhimmuchmisery。Buthedoesnotmind,andhehasnomisery;heseemsjustaswellasever。Howmuchthisfindinghimhascostme!Afterall,Ididnotdeceivehim。Hemusthaveacquiredanaturalaversionforme。Ihaveallowedmyselftobeinterestedinamanofverycommonqualities,andamnowbitterlyalivetotheshameofhavingsoughthimout。 Iheartilydetesthim!Iwillgoback——aunt,youareright——I hadnobusinesstocome……Hislightconducthasrenderedhimuninterestingtome!\' III。 Whensherosethenextmorningthebellwasclangingforthesecondbreakfast,andpeoplewerepouringinfromthebeachineveryvarietyofattire。Paula,whomarestlessnighthadleftwithaheadache,which,however,shesaidnothingabout,wasreluctanttoemergefromtheseclusionofherchamber,tillheraunt,discoveringwhatwasthematterwithher,suggestedthatafewminutesintheopenairwouldrefreshher;andtheywentdownstairsintothehotelgardens。 Theclatterofthebigbreakfastwithinwasaudiblefromthisspot,andthenoiseseemedsuddenlytoinspiritPaula,whoproposedtoenter。Herauntassented。Intheverandahunderwhichtheypassedwasarustichat-standintheformofatree,uponwhichhatsandotherbody-gearhunglikebunchesoffruit。Paula\'seyefelluponafelthattowhichasmallblock-bookwasattachedbyastring。Sheknewthathatandblock-bookwell,andturningtoMrs。Goodmansaid,\'Afterall,Idon\'twantthebreakfasttheyarehaving:letusorderoneofourownasusual。Andwe\'llhaveithere。\' Sheledontowheresomelittletableswereplacedunderthetallshrubs,followedbyheraunt,whowasinturnfollowedbytheproprietressofthehotel,thatladyhavingdiscoveredfromtheFrenchmaidthattherewasgoodreasonforpayingtheseladiesamplepersonalattention。 \'Isthegentlemantowhomthatsketch-bookbelongsstayinghere?\'Paulacarelesslyinquired,assheindicatedtheobjectonthehat-stand。 \'Ah,no!\'deploredtheproprietress。\'TheHotelwasfullwhenMr。Somersetcame。HestaysatacottagebeyondtheRueAnicetBourgeois:heonlyhashismealshere。\' Paulahadtakenherseatunderthefuchsia-treesinsuchamannerthatshecouldobservealltheexitsfromthesalleamanger;butforthepresentnoneofthebreakfastersemerged,theonlymovingobjectsonthescenebeingthewaitresseswhoranhitherandthitheracrossthecourt,thecook\'sassistantswithbasketsoflongbread,andthelaundresseswithbasketsofsun-bleachedlinen。Furtherbacktowardstheinn-yard,stablemenwereputtinginthehorsesforstartingtheflysandcoachestoLesIfs,thenearestrailway-station。 \'SupposetheSomersetsshouldbegoingoffbyoneoftheseconveyances,\'saidMrs。Goodmanasshesippedhertea。 \'Well,aunt,thentheymust,\'repliedtheyoungerladywithcomposure。 Neverthelessshelookedwithsomemisgivingattheneareststablemanasheledoutfourwhitehorses,harnessedthem,andleisurelybroughtabrushwithwhichhebeganblackingtheiryellowhoofs。Allthevehicleswerereadyatthedoorbythetimebreakfastwasover,andtheinmatessoonturnedout,sometomounttheomnibusesandcarriages,sometorambleontheadjacentbeach,sometoclimbtheverdantslopes,andsometomakeforthecliffsthatshutinthevale。Thefuchsia-treeswhichshelteredPaula\'sbreakfast-tablefromtheblazeofthesun,alsoscreeneditfromtheeyesoftheoutpouringcompany,andshesatonwithherauntinperfectcomfort,tillamongthelastofthestreamcameSomersetandhisfather。Paulareddenedatbeingsoneartheformeratlast。Itwaswithsensiblereliefthatsheobservedthemturntowardsthecliffsandnottothecarriages,andthussignifythattheywerenotgoingoffthatday。 Neitherofthetwosawtheladies,andwhenthelatterhadfinishedtheirteaandcoffeetheyfollowedtotheshore,wheretheysatfornearlyanhour,readingandwatchingthebathers。Atlengthfootstepscrunchedamongthepebblesintheirvicinity,andlookingoutfromhersunshadePaulasawthetwoSomersetscloseathand。 Theelderrecognizedher,andtheyounger,observinghisfather\'sactionofcourtesy,turnedhishead。ItwasarevelationtoPaula,forshewasshockedtoseethatheappearedwornandill。Theexpressionofhisfacechangedatsightofher,increasingitsshadeofpaleness;butheimmediatelywithdrewhiseyesandpassedby。 Somersetwasasmuchsurprisedatencounteringherthusasshehadbeendistressedtoseehim。Assoonastheywereoutofhearing,heaskedhisfatherquietly,\'Whatstrangethingisthis,thatLadyDeStancyshouldbehereandherhusbandnotwithher?Didshebowtome,ortoyou?\' \'LadyDeStancy——thatyounglady?\'askedthepuzzledpainter。 Heproceededtoexplainallheknew;thatshewasayoungladyhehadmetonhisjourneyattwoorthreedifferenttimes; moreover,thatifshewerehisson\'sclient——thewomanwhowastohavebecomeLadyDeStancy——shewasMissPowerstill;forhehadseeninsomenewspapertwodaysbeforeleavingEnglandthattheweddinghadbeenpostponedonaccountofherillness。 Somersetwassogreatlymovedthathecouldhardlyspeakconnectedlytohisfatherastheypacedontogether。\'Butsheisnotill,asfarasIcansee,\'hesaid。\'Theweddingpostponed?——Youaresurethewordwaspostponed?——Wasitbrokenoff?\' \'No,itwaspostponed。Imeanttohavetoldyoubefore,knowingyouwouldbeinterestedasthecastlearchitect;butitslippedmymemoryinthebustleofarriving。\' \'Iamnotthecastlearchitect。\' \'Thedevilyouarenot——whatareyouthen?\' \'Well,Iamnotthat。\' Somersettheelder,thoughnotofpenetratingnature,begantoseethatherelayanemotionalcomplicationofsomesort,andreservedfurtherinquirytillamoreconvenientoccasion。 Theyhadreachedtheendofthelevelbeachwherethecliffbegantorise,andasthisimpedimentnaturallystoppedtheirwalktheyretracedtheirsteps。OnagainnearingthespotwherePaulaandherauntweresitting,thepainterwouldhavedeviatedtothehotel;butashissonpersistedingoingstraighton,induecoursetheywereoppositetheladiesagain。BythistimeMissPower,whohadappearedanxiousduringtheirabsence,regainedherself-control。Goingtowardsheroldlovershesaid,withasmile,\'Ihavebeenlookingforyou!\' \'Whyhaveyoubeendoingthat?\'saidSomerset,inavoicewhichhefailedtokeepassteadyashecouldwish。 \'Because——Iwantsomearchitecttocontinuetherestoration。 Doyouwithdrawyourresignation?\' Somersetappearedunabletodecideforafewinstants。\'Yes,\' hethenanswered。 ForthemomenttheyhadignoredthepresenceofthepainterandMrs。Goodman,butSomersetnowmadethemknowntooneanother,andtherewasfriendlyintercourseallround。 \'Whenwillyoubeabletoresumeoperationsatthecastle?\' sheasked,assoonasshecouldagainspeakdirectlytoSomerset。 \'AssoonasIcangetback。OfcourseIonlyresumeitatyourspecialrequest。\' \'Ofcourse。\'Toonewhohadknownallthecircumstancesitwouldhaveseemedathousandpitiesthat,afteragaingettingfacetofacewithhim,shedidnotexplain,withoutdelay,thewholemischiefthathadseparatedthem。Butshedidnotdoit——perhapsfromtheinherentawkwardnessofsuchatopicatthisidletime。Sheconfinedherselfsimplytotheabove- mentionedbusiness-likerequest,andwhenthepartyhadwalkedafewstepstogethertheyseparated,withmutualpromisestomeetagain。 \'Ihopeyouhaveexplainedyourmistaketohim,andhowitarose,andeverything?\'saidherauntwhentheywerealone。 \'No,Ididnot。\' \'What,notexplainafterall?\'saidheramazedrelative。 \'Idecidedtoputitoff。\' \'ThenIthinkyoudecidedverywrongly。Pooryoungman,helookedsoill!\' \'Didyou,too,thinkhelookedill?Buthedancedlastnight。 Whydidhedance?\'SheturnedandgazedregretfullyatthecornerroundwhichtheSomersetshaddisappeared。 \'Idon\'tknowwhyhedanced;butifIhadknownyouweregoingtobesosilent,Iwouldhaveexplainedthemistakemyself。\' \'Iwishyouhad。Butno;IhavesaidIwould;andImust。\' Paula\'savoidanceoftablesd\'hotedidnotextendtothepresentone。Itwasquitewithalacritythatshewentdown; andwithherentrytheantecedenthotelbeautywhohadreignedforthelastfivedaysatthatmeal,wasunceremoniouslydeposedbytheguests。Mr。Somersettheeldercamein,butnobodywithhim。HisseatwasonPaula\'slefthand,Mrs。 GoodmanbeingonPaula\'sright,sothatalltheconversationwasbetweentheAcademicianandtheyoungerlady。Whenthelatterhadagainretiredupstairswithheraunt,Mrs。GoodmanexpressedregretthatyoungMr。Somersetwasabsentfromthetable。\'Whyhashekeptaway?\'sheasked。 \'Idon\'tknow——Ididn\'task,\'saidPaulasadly。\'Perhapshedoesn\'tcaretomeetusagain。\' \'That\'sbecauseyoudidn\'texplain。\' \'Well——whydidn\'ttheoldmangivemeanopportunity?\'