\'Yes,itisaverynicecountrytoramblein,\'echoedheraunt,inmoderatetones。\'Whendoyouintendtostart?\'
\'Ishouldliketocrossto-night。Youmustgowithme,aunt;
willyounot?\'
Mrs。Goodmanexpostulatedagainstsuchsuddenness。\'Itwillredoubletherumoursthatareafloat,if,afterbeingsupposedill,youareseengoingoffbyrailwayperfectlywell。\'
\'That\'sacontingencywhichIamquitewillingtoruntheriskof。Well,itwouldberathersudden,asyousay,togoto-
night。Butwe\'llgoto-morrownightatlatest。\'Undertheinfluenceofthedecisionsheboundeduplikeanelasticballandwenttotheglass,whichshowedalightinhereyethathadnotbeentherebeforethisresolutiontotravelinNormandyhadbeentaken。
TheeveningandthenextmorningwerepassedinwritingafinalandkindlynoteofdismissaltoSirWilliamDeStancy,inmakingarrangementsforthejourney,andincommissioningHavilltotakeadvantageoftheirabsencebyemptyingcertainroomsoftheirfurniture,andrepairingtheirdilapidations——aworkwhich,withthatinhand,wouldcompletethesectionforwhichhehadbeenengaged。Mr。Wardlawhadleftthecastle;
soalsohadCharlotte,byherownwish,herresidencetherehavingbeenfoundtoooppressivetoherselftobecontinuedforthepresent。AccompaniedbyMrs。Goodman,Milly,andClementine,theelderlyFrenchmaid,whostillremainedwiththem,PauladroveintoMarktoninthetwilightandtookthetraintoBudmouth。
Whentheygottheretheyfoundthatanunpleasantbreezewasblowingoutatsea,thoughinlandithadbeencalmenough。
Mrs。GoodmanproposedtostayatBudmouthtillthenextday,inhopethattheremightbesmoothwater;butanEnglishseaportinnbeingathingthatPauladislikedmorethanaroughpassage,shewouldnotlistentothiscounsel。Otherimpatientreasons,too,mighthaveweighedwithher。Whennightcametheirloomingmiseriesbegan。Paulafoundthatinadditiontoherowntroublesshehadthoseofthreeotherpeopletosupport;butshedidnotaudiblycomplain。
\'Paula,Paula,\'saidMrs。Goodmanfrombeneathherloadofwretchedness,\'whydidwethinkofundergoingthis?\'
AslightgleamofhumourcrossedPaula\'snotparticularlybloomingface,assheanswered,\'Ah,whyindeed?\'
\'Whatistherealreason,mydear?ForGod\'ssaketellme!\'
\'ItbeginswithS。\'
\'Well,Iwoulddoanythingforthatyoungmanshortofpersonalmartyrdom;butreallywhenitcomestothat——\'
\'Don\'tcriticizeme,auntie,andIwon\'tcriticizeyou。\'
\'Well,Iamopentocriticismjustnow,Iamsure,\'saidheraunt,withagreensmile;andspeechwasagaindiscontinued。
Themorningwasbrightandbeautiful,anditcouldagainbeseeninPaula\'slooksthatshewasgladshehadcome,though,intakingtheirrestatCherbourg,fateconsignedthemtoanhotelbreathinganatmospherethatseemedspeciallycompoundedfordepressingthespiritsofayoungwoman;indeednothinghadparticularlyencouragedherthusfarinhersomewhatpeculiarschemeofsearchingoutandexpressingsorrowtoagentlemanforhavingbelievedthosewhotraducedhim;andthiscoupd\'audacetowhichshehadcommittedherselfbegantolooksomewhatformidable。WheninEnglandtheplanoffollowinghimtoNormandyhadsuggesteditselfasthequickest,sweetest,andmosthonestwayofmakingamends;buthavingarrivedtheresheseemedfurtherofffromhissphereofexistencethanwhenshehadbeenatStancyCastle。Virtuallyshewas,forifhethoughtofheratall,heprobablythoughtofherthere;ifhesoughtherhewouldseekherthere。
However,ashewouldprobablyneverdothelatter,itwasnecessarytogoon。Ithadbeenhersuddendreambeforestarting,tolightaccidentallyuponhiminsomeromanticoldtownofthisromanticoldprovince,butshehadbecomeawarethattherecordedfortuneofloversinthatrespectwasnottobetrustedtooimplicitly。
Somerset\'ssearchforherinthesouthwasnowinverselyimitated。BydiligentinquiryinCherbourgduringthegloomofevening,inthedisguiseofahoodedcloak,shelearntouttheplaceofhisstaywhilethere,andthathehadgonethencetoLisieux。WhatsheknewofthearchitecturalcharacterofLisieuxhalfguaranteedthetruthoftheinformation。WithouttellingherauntofthisdiscoverysheannouncedtothatladythatitwashergreatwishtogoonandseethebeautiesofLisieux。
Butthoughherauntwassimple,therewereboundstohersimplicity。\'Paula,\'shesaid,withanundeceivableair,\'I
don\'tthinkyoushouldrunafterayoungmanlikethis。
Supposeheshouldn\'tcareforyoubythistime。\'
Itwasnooccasionforfurtheraffectation。\'IamSUREhewill,\'answeredhernieceflatly。\'Ihavenottheleastfearaboutit——norwouldyou,ifyouknewhowheis。Hewillforgivemeanything。\'
\'Well,praydon\'tshowyourselfforward。Somepeopleareapttoflyintoextremes。\'
Paulablushedatrifle,andreflected,andmadenoanswer。
However,herpurposeseemednottobepermanentlyaffected,forthenextmorningshewasupbetimesandpreparingtodepart;andtheyproceededalmostwithoutstoppingtothearchitecturalcuriosity-townwhichhadsoquicklyinterestedher。Neverthelessherardentmannerofyesterdayunderwentaconsiderablechange,asifshehadafearthat,asherauntsuggested,inherendeavourtomakeamendsforcruelinjustice,shewasallowingherselftobecarriedtoofar。
Onnearingtheplaceshesaid,\'Aunt,Ithinkyouhadbettercalluponhim;andyouneednottellhimwehavecomeonpurpose。Lethimthink,ifhewill,thatweheardhewashere,andwouldnotleavewithoutseeinghim。YoucanalsotellhimthatIamanxioustoclearupamisunderstanding,andaskhimtocallatourhotel。\'
Butasshelookedoverthedrearysuburbanerectionswhichlinedtheroadfromtherailwaytotheoldquarterofthetown,itoccurredtoherthatSomersetwouldatthattimeofdaybeengagedinoneorotherofthemediaevalbuildingsthereabout,andthatitwouldbeamuchneaterthingtomeethimasifbychanceinoneoftheseedificesthantocalluponhimanywhere。Insteadofputtingupatanyhotel,theyleftthemaidsandbaggageatthestation;andhiringacarriage,Paulatoldthecoachmantodrivethemtosuchlikelyplacesasshecouldthinkof。
\'He\'llneverforgiveyou,\'saidheraunt,astheyrumbledintothetown。
\'Won\'the?\'saidPaula,withsoftfaith。\'I\'llseeaboutthat。\'
\'Whatareyougoingtodowhenyoufindhim?Tellhimpoint-
blankthatyouareinlovewithhim?\'
\'Actinsuchamannerthathemaytellmeheisinlovewithme。\'
Theyfirstvisitedalargechurchattheupperendofasquarethatslopeditsgravelledsurfacetothewesternshine,andwasprickedoutwithlittleavenuesofyoungpollardlimes。
ThechurchwithinwasonetomakeanyGothicarchitecttakelodgingsinitsvicinityforafortnight,thoughitwasjustnowcrowdedwithaforestofscaffoldingforrepairsinprogress。Mrs。Goodmansatdownoutside,andPaula,entering,tookawalkintheformofahorse-shoe;thatis,upthesouthaisle,roundtheapse,anddownthenorthside;butnofigureofamelancholyyoungmansketchingmethereyeanywhere。Thesunthatblazedinatthewestdoorwaysmoteherfaceassheemergedfrombeneathitandrevealedrealsadnessthere。
\'Thisisnotalltheoldarchitectureofthetownbyfar,\'shesaidtoherauntwithanairofconfidence。\'Coachman,drivetoSt。Jacques\'。\'
HewasnotatSt。Jacques\'。Lookingfromthewestendofthatbuildingthegirlobservedtheendofasteepnarrowstreetofantiquecharacter,whichseemedalikelyhaunt。BeckoningtoheraunttofollowintheflyPaulawalkeddownthestreet。
ShewastransportedtotheMiddleAges。Itcontainedtheshopsoftinkers,braziers,bellows-menders,hollow-turners,andotherquaintesttrades,theirfrontsopentothestreetbeneathstoriesoftimberoverhangingsofaroneachsidethataslitofskywasleftatthetopforthelighttodescend,andnomore。Abluemistyobscuritypervadedtheatmosphere,intowhichthesunthrustobliquestavesoflight。Itwasastreetforamediaevalisttorevelin,tossuphishatandshouthurrahin,sendforhisluggage,comeandlivein,dieandbeburiedin。Shehadneversupposedsuchastreettoexistoutsidetheimaginationsofantiquarians。Smellsdirectfromthesixteenthcenturyhungintheairinalltheiroriginalintegrityandwithoutamoderntaint。ThefacesofthepeopleinthedoorwaysseemedthoseofindividualswhohabituallygazedonthegreatFrancis,andspokeofHenrytheEighthasthekingacrossthesea。
SheinquiredofacoppersmithifanEnglishartisthadbeenseenherelately。Withasuddennessthatalmostdiscomfitedherheannouncedthatsuchamanhadbeenseen,sketchingahousejustbelow——the\'VieuxManoirdeFrancoispremier。\'
Justturningtoseethatherauntwasfollowinginthefly,Paulaadvancedtothehouse。Thewoodframeworkofthelowerstorywasblackandvarnished;theupperstorywasbrownandnotvarnished;carvedfiguresofdragons,griffins,satyrs,andmermaidsswarmedoverthefront;anapestealingappleswasthesubjectofthiscantilever,amanundressingofthat。
Thesefigureswerecloakedwithlittlecobwebswhichwavedinthebreeze,sothateachfigureseemedalive。
Sheexaminedthewoodworkclosely;hereandthereshediscernedpencil-markswhichhadnodoubtbeenjottedthereonbySomersetaspointsofadmeasurement,inthewayshehadseenhimmarkthematthecastle。Somefragmentsofpaperlaybelow:therewerepencilledlinesonthem,andtheyboreastrongresemblancetoaspoiltleafofSomerset\'ssketch-book。
Paulaglancedup,andfromawindowaboveprotrudedanoldwoman\'shead,which,withtheexceptionofthewhitehandkerchieftiedroundit,wassonearlyofthecolourofthecarvingsthatshemighteasilyhavepassedasofapiecewiththem。Theagedwomancontinuedmotionless,theremainsofhereyesbeingbentuponPaula,whoaskedherinEnglishwoman\'sFrenchwherethesketcherhadgone。Withoutreplying,thecroneproducedahandandextendedfingerfromherside,andpointedtowardsthelowerendofthestreet。
Paulawenton,thecarriagefollowingwithdifficulty,onaccountoftheobstructionsinthethoroughfare。Atbottom,thestreetabuttedonawideonewithcustomarymodernlifeflowingthroughit;andasshelooked,Somersetcrossedherfrontalongthisstreet,hurryingasifforawager。
BythetimethatPaulahadreachedthebottomSomersetwasalongwaytotheleft,andsherecognizedtoherdismaythatthebusytransversestreetwasonewhichledtotherailway。
Shequickenedherpacetoarun;hedidnotseeher;heevenwalkedfaster。Shelookedbehindforthecarriage。Thedriverinemergingfromthesixteenth-centurystreettothenineteenthhadapparentlyturnedtotheright,insteadoftotheleftasshehaddone,sothatheraunthadlostsightofher。However,shedarenotmindit,ifSomersetwouldbutlookback!Hepartlyturned,butnotfarenough,anditwasonlytohailapassingomnibusuponwhichshediscernedhisluggage。Somersetjumpedin,theomnibusdroveon,anddiminishedupthelongroad。Paulastoodhopelesslystill,andinafewminutespuffsofsteamshowedherthatthetrainhadgone。
Sheturnedandwaited,thetwoorthreechildrenwhohadgatheredroundherlookingupsympathizinglyinherface。Heraunt,havingnowdiscoveredthedirectionofherflight,droveupandbeckonedtoher。
\'What\'sthematter?\'askedMrs。Goodmaninalarm。
\'Why?\'
\'Thatyoushouldrunlikethat,andlooksowoebegone。\'
\'Nothing:onlyIhavedecidednottostayinthistown。\'
\'What!heisgone,Isuppose?\'
\'Yes!\'exclaimedPaula,withtearsofvexationinhereyes。
\'Itisn\'teverymanwhogetsawomanofmypositiontorunafterhimonfoot,andalone,andheoughttohavelookedround!Drivetothestation;Iwanttomakeaninquiry。\'
Onreachingthestationsheaskedthebooking-clerksomequestions,andreturnedtoherauntwithacheerfulcountenance。\'Mr。SomersethasonlygonetoCaen,\'shesaid。
\'HeistheonlyEnglishmanwhowentbythistrain,sothereisnomistake。Thereisnoothertrainfortwohours。Wewillgoonthen——shallwe?\'
\'Iamindifferent,\'saidMrs。Goodman。\'But,Paula,doyouthinkthisquiteright?Perhapsheisnotsoanxiousforyourforgivenessasyouthink。Perhapshesawyou,andwouldn\'tstay。\'
Amomentarydismaycrossedherface,butitpassed,andsheanswered,\'Aunt,that\'snonsense。Iknowhimwellenough,andcanassureyouthatifhehadonlyknownIwasrunningafterhim,hewouldhavelookedroundsharplyenough,andwouldhavegivenhislittlefingerratherthanhavemissedme!Idon\'tmakemyselfsosillyastorunafteragentlemanwithoutgoodgrounds,forIknowwellthatitisanundignifiedthingtodo。Indeed,Icouldneverhavethoughtofdoingit,ifIhadnotbeensomiserablyinthewrong!\'
II。
ThateveningwhenthesunwasdroppingoutofsighttheystartedforthecityofSomerset\'spilgrimage。Paulaseatedherselfwithherfacetowardthewesternsky,watchingfromherwindowthebroadredhorizon,acrosswhichmovedthinpoplarsloppedtohumanshapes,likethewalkingformsinNebuchadnezzar\'sfurnace。ItwasdarkwhenthetravellersdroveintoCaen。
ShestillpersistedinherwishtocasuallyencounterSomersetinsomeaisle,lady-chapel,orcrypttowhichhemighthavebetakenhimselftocopyandlearnthesecretofthegreatartistswhohaderectedthosenooks。Mrs。Goodmanwasfordiscoveringhisinn,andcallinguponhiminastraightforwardway;butPaulaseemedafraidofit,andtheywentoutinthemorningonfoot。FirsttheysearchedthechurchofSt。
Sauveur;hewasnotthere;nextthechurchofSt。Jean;thenthechurchofSt。Pierre;buthedidnotrevealhimself,norhadanyvergerseenorheardofsuchaman。Outsidethelatterchurchwasapublicflower-garden,andshesatdowntoconsiderbesidearoundpoolinwhichwater-liliesgrewandgold-fishswam,nearbedsoffierygeraniums,dahlias,andverbenasjustpasttheirbloom。Herenterprisehadnotbeenjustifiedbyitsresultssofar;butmeditationstillurgedhertolistentothelittlevoicewithinandpushon。Sheaccordinglyrejoinedheraunt,andtheydroveupthehilltotheAbbayeauxDames,thedaybythistimehavinggrownhotandoppressive。
Thechurchseemedabsolutelyempty,thevoidbeingemphasizedbyitsgratefulcoolness。Butongoingtowardstheeastendtheyperceivedabaldgentlemanclosetothescreen,lookingtotherightandtotheleftasifmuchperplexed。Paulamerelyglancedoverhim,hisbackbeingtowardher,andturningtoherauntsaidsoftly,\'Iwonderhowwegetintothechoir?\'
\'That\'sjustwhatIamwondering,\'saidtheoldgentleman,abruptlyfacinground,andPauladiscoveredthatthecountenancewasnotunfamiliartohereye。SinceknowingSomersetshehadaddedtohergalleryofcelebritiesaphotographofhisfather,theAcademician,andheitwasnowwhoconfrontedher。
Forthemomentembarrassment,duetocomplicatedfeelings,broughtaslightblushtohercheek,butbeingwellawarethathedidnotknowher,sheanswered,coollyenough,\'Isupposewemustasksomeone。\'
\'Andwecertainlywouldiftherewereanyonetoask,\'hesaid,stilllookingeastward,andnotmuchather。\'Ihavebeenherealongtime,butnobodycomes。NotthatIwanttogetinonmyownaccount;forthoughitisthirtyyearssinceIlastsetfootinthisplace,Irememberitasifitwerebutyesterday。\'
\'Indeed。Ihaveneverbeenherebefore,\'saidPaula。
\'Naturally。ButIamlookingforayoungmanwhoismakingsketchesinsomeofthesebuildings,anditisaslikelyasnotthatheisinthecryptunderthischoir,foritisjustsuchout-of-the-waynooksthatheprefers。Itisveryprovokingthatheshouldnothavetoldmemoredistinctlyinhisletterwheretofindhim。\'
Mrs。Goodman,whohadgonetomakeinquiries,nowcameback,andinformedthemthatshehadlearntthatitwasnecessarytopassthroughtheHotel-Dieutothechoir,todowhichtheymustgooutside。Thereupontheywalkedontogether,andMr。
Somerset,quiteignoringhistroubles,maderemarksuponthebeautyofthearchitecture;andinabsenceofmind,byreasoneitherofthesubject,orofhislistener,retainedhishatinhishandafteremergingfromthechurch,whiletheywalkedallthewayacrossthePlaceandintotheHospitalgardens。
\'Averycivilman,\'saidMrs。GoodmantoPaulaprivately。
\'Yes,\'saidPaula,whohadnottoldherauntthatsherecognizedhim。
OneoftheSistersnowprecededthemtowardsthechoirandcrypt,Mr。SomersetaskingherifayoungEnglishmanwasorhadbeensketchingthere。Onreceivingareplyinthenegative,Paulanearlybetrayedherselfbyturning,asifherbusinessthere,too,endedwiththeinformation。However,shewentonagain,andmadeapretenceoflookinground,Mr。
Somersetalsostayinginaspiritoffriendlyattentiontohiscountrywomen。Theydidnotpartfromhimtilltheyhadcomeoutfromthecrypt,andagainreachedthewestfront,ontheirwaytowhichheadditionallyexplainedthatitwashissonhewaslookingfor,whohadarrangedtomeethimhere,buthadmentionednoinnatwhichhemightbeexpected。
Whenhehadleftthem,Paulainformedherauntwhosecompanytheyhadbeensharing。HerauntbeganexpostulatingwithPaulafornottellingMr。Somersetwhattheyhadseenofhisson\'smovements。\'Itwouldhaveeasedhismindatleast,\'shesaid。
\'IwasnotboundtoeasehismindattheexpenseofshowingwhatIwouldratherconceal。Iamcontinuallyhamperedinsuchgenerosityasthatbythecircumstanceofbeingawoman!\'
\'Well,itisgettingtoolatetosearchfurthertonight。\'
Itwasindeedalmosteveningtwilightinthestreets,thoughthegracefulfreestonespirestoadepthofabouttwentyfeetfromtheirsummitswerestilldyedwiththeorangetintsofavanishingsun。Thetworelativesdinedprivatelyasusual,afterwhichPaulalookedoutofthewindowofherroom,andreflectedupontheeventsoftheday。Atowerrisingintotheskyquitenearathandshowedherthatsomechurchorotherstoodwithinafewstepsofthehotelarchway,andsayingnothingtoMrs。Goodman,shequietlycloakedherself,andwentouttowardsit,apparentlywiththeviewofdisposingofaportionofadulldispiritingevening。Thechurchwasopen,andonenteringshefoundthatitwasonlylightedbysevencandlesburningbeforethealtarofachapelonthesouthside,themassofthebuildingbeingindeepshade。
Motionlessoutlines,whichresolvedthemselvesintotheformsofkneelingwomen,weredarklyvisibleamongthechairs,andinthetriforiumabovethearcadestherewasonehithertounnoticedradiance,dimasthatofaglow-worminthegrass。
Itwasseeminglytheeffectofasolitarytallow-candlebehindthemasonry。
Apriestcamein,unlockedthedoorofaconfessionalwithaclickwhichsoundedinthesilence,andenteredit;awomanfollowed,disappearedwithinthecurtainofthesame,emergingagaininaboutfiveminutes,followedbythepriest,wholockeduphisdoorwithanotherloudclick,likeatradesmanfullofbusiness,andcamedowntheaisletogoout。Inthelobbyhespoketoanotherwoman,whoreplied,\'Ah,oui,Monsieurl\'Abbe!\'
Twowomenhavingspokentohim,therecouldbenoharminathirddoinglikewise。\'Monsieurl\'Abbe,\'saidPaulainFrench,\'couldyouindicatetomethestairsofthetriforium?\'andshesignifiedherreasonforwishingtoknowbypointingtotheglimmeringlightabove。
\'Ah,heisafriendofyours,theEnglishman?\'pleasantlysaidthepriest,recognizinghernationality;andtakinghertoalittledoorheconductedherupastonestaircase,atthetopofwhichheshowedherthelongblindstoryovertheaislearcheswhichledroundtowherethelightwas。Cautioninghernottostumbleovertheunevenfloor,heleftheranddescended。HiswordshadsignifiedthatSomersetwashere。
Itwasagloomyplaceenoughthatshefoundherselfin,butthesevencandlesbelowontheoppositealtar,andafaintskylightfromtheclerestory,lentenoughraystoguideher。
Paulawalkedontothebendoftheapse:herewereafewchairs,andtheoriginofthelight。
Thiswasacandlestuckattheendofasharpenedstick,thelatterenteringajointinthestones。Ayoungmanwassketchingbytheglimmer。Buttherewasnoneedfortheblushwhichhadprepareditselfbeforehand;theyoungmanwasMr。
Cockton,Somerset\'syoungestdraughtsman。
Paulacouldhavecriedaloudwithdisappointment。CocktonrecognizedMissPower,andappearingmuchsurprised,rosefromhisseatwithabow,andsaidhastily,\'Mr。Somersetleftto-
day。\'
\'Ididnotaskforhim,\'saidPaula。
\'No,MissPower:butIthought——\'
\'Yes,yes——youknow,ofcourse,thathehasbeenmyarchitect。
Well,ithappensthatIshouldliketoseehim,ifhecancallonme。Whichwaydidhego?\'
\'He\'sgonetoEtretat。\'
\'Whatfor?TherearenoabbeystosketchatEtretat。\'
Cocktonlookedatthepointofhispencil,andwithahesitatingmotionofhislipanswered,\'Mr。Somersetsaidhewastired。\'
\'Ofwhat?\'
\'Hesaidhewassickandtiredofholyplaces,andwouldgotosomewickedspotorother,togetthatconsolationwhichholinesscouldnotgive。ButheonlysaiditcasuallytoKnowles,andperhapshedidnotmeanit。\'
\'Knowlesisheretoo?\'
\'Yes,MissPower,andBowles。Mr。SomersethasbeenkindenoughtogiveusachanceofenlargingourknowledgeofFrenchEarly-pointed,andpayshalftheexpenses。\'
Paulasaidafewotherthingstotheyoungman,walkedslowlyroundthetriforiumasifshehadcometoexamineit,andreturneddownthestaircase。Ongettingbacktothehotelshetoldheraunt,whohadjustbeenhavinganap,thatnextdaytheywouldgotoEtretatforachange。
\'Why?TherearenooldchurchesatEtretat。\'
\'No。ButIamsickandtiredofholyplaces,andwanttogotosomewickedspotorothertofindthatconsolationwhichholinesscannotgive。\'
\'Forshame,Paula!NowIknowwhatitis;youhaveheardthathe\'sgonethere!Youneedn\'ttrytoblindme。\'
\'Idon\'tcarewherehe\'sgone!\'criedPaulapetulantly。Inamoment,however,shesmiledatherself,andadded,\'Youmusttakethatforwhatitisworth。Ihavemadeupmymindtolethimknowfrommyownlipshowthemisunderstandingarose。
Thatdone,Ishallleavehim,andprobablyneverseehimagain。Myconsciencewillbeclear。\'
ThenextdaytheytookthesteamboatdowntheOrne,intendingtoreachEtretatbywayofHavre。Justastheyweremovingoffanelderlygentlemanunderalargewhitesunshade,andcarryinghishatinhishand,wasseenleisurelywalkingdownthewharfatsomedistance,butobviouslymakingfortheboat。
\'Agentleman!\'saidthemate。
\'Whoishe?\'saidthecaptain。
\'AnEnglish,\'saidClementine。
Nobodyknewmore,butasleisurewastheorderofthedaytheengineswerestopped,onthechanceofhisbeingapassenger,andalleyeswerebentuponhiminconjecture。Hedisappearedandreappearedfrombehindapileofmerchandiseandapproachedtheboatataneasypace,whereuponthegangwaywasreplaced,andhecameonboard,removinghishattoPaula,quietlythankingthecaptainforstopping,andsayingtoMrs。
Goodman,\'Iamnicelyintime。\'
ItwasMr。Somersettheelder,whobydegreesinformedourtravellers,assittingontheircamp-stoolstheyadvancedbetweenthegreenbanksborderedbyelms,thathewasgoingtoEtretat;thattheyoungmanhehadspokenofyesterdayhadgonetothatromanticwatering-placeinsteadofstudyingartatCaen,andthathewasgoingtojoinhimthere。
Paulapreservedanentiresilenceastoherownintentions,partlyfromnaturalreticence,andpartly,asitappeared,fromthedifficultyofexplainingacomplicationwhichwasnotverycleartoherself。AtHavretheypartedfromMr。
Somerset,anddidnotseehimagaintilltheyweredrivingoverthehillstowardsEtretatinacarriageandfour,whenthewhiteumbrellabecamevisiblefaraheadamongtheoutsidepassengersofthecoachtothesameplace。Inashorttimetheyhadpassedandcutinbeforethisvehicle,butsoonbecameawarethattheircarriage,likethecoach,wasoneofastragglingprocessionofconveyances,somemileandahalfinlength,allboundforthevillagebetweenthecliffs。
Indescendingthelonghillshadedbylime-treeswhichshelteredtheirplaceofdestination,thisprocessionclosedup,andtheyperceivedthatallthevisitorsandnativepopulationhadturnedouttowelcomethem,thedailyarrivalofnewsojournersatthishourbeingthechiefexcitementofEtretat。Thecoachwhichhadprecededthemalltheway,atmoreorlessremoteness,wasnowquiteclose,andinpassingalongthevillagestreettheysawMr。Somersetwavehishandtosomebodyinthecrowdbelow。Afelthatwaswavedintheairinresponse,thecoachsweptintotheinn-yard,followedbytheidlers,andalldisappeared。Paula\'sfacewascrimsonastheirowncarriagesweptroundintheoppositedirectiontotherivalinn。
Onceinherroomshebreathedlikeapersonwhohadfinishedalongchase。Theydidnotgodownbeforedinner,butwhenitwasalmostdarkPaulabeggedheraunttowrapherselfupandcomewithhertotheshorehardby。Thebeachwasdeserted,everybodybeingattheCasino;thegatestoodinvitinglyopen,andtheywentin。Herethebrilliantlylitterracewascrowdedwithpromenaders,andoutsidetheyellowpalings,surmountedbyitsrowoflamps,rosethevoiceoftheinvisiblesea。Groupsofpeopleweresittingundertheverandah,thewomenmostlyinwraps,fortheairwasgrowingchilly。Throughthewindowsattheirbackananimatedscenediscloseditselfintheshapeofaroom-fullofwaltzers,thestrainsofthebandstrivingintheearformasteryoverthesoundsofthesea。Thedancerscameroundacoupleatatime,andwereindividuallyvisibletothosepeoplewithoutwhochosetolookthatway,whichwaswhatPauladid。
\'Comeaway,comeaway!\'shesuddenlysaid。\'Itisnotrightforustobehere。\'
Herexclamationhaditsorigininwhatshehadatthatmomentseenwithin,thespectacleofMr。GeorgeSomersetwhirlingroundtheroomwithayoungladyofuncertainnationalitybutpleasingfigure。Paulawasnotaccustomedtoshowthewhitefeathertooclearly,butshesoonhadpassedoutthroughthoseyellowgatesandretreated,tillthemixedmusicofseaandbandhadresolvedintothatoftheseaalone。
\'Well!\'saidheraunt,halfinsoliloquy,\'doyouknowwhoI
sawdancingthere,Paula?OurMr。Somerset,ifIdon\'tmakeagreatmistake!\'
\'Itwaslikelyenoughthatyoudid,\'sedatelyrepliedherniece。\'HeleftCaenwiththeintentionofseekingdistractionsofalighterkindthanthosefurnishedbyart,andhehasmerelysucceededinfindingthem。Buthehasmademydutyratheradifficultone。Still,itwasmyduty,forI
verygreatlywrongedhim。Perhaps,however,Ihavedoneenoughforhonour\'ssake。IwouldhavehumiliatedmyselfbyanapologyifIhadfoundhiminanyothersituation;but,ofcourse,onecan\'theexpectedtotakeMUCHtroublewhenheisseengoingonlikethat!\'
Thecoolnesswithwhichshebeganherremarkshaddevelopedintosomethinglikewarmthassheconcluded。
\'Heisonlydancingwithaladyheprobablyknowsverywell。\'
\'Hedoesn\'tknowher!Theideaofhisdancingwithawomanofthatdescription!Wewillgoawaytomorrow。Thisplacehasbeengreatlyover-praised。\'
\'Theplaceiswellenough,asfarasIcansee。\'
\'Heiscarryingouthisprogrammetotheletter。Heplungesintoexcitementinthemostrecklessmanner,andItremblefortheconsequences!Icandonomore:Ihavehumiliatedmyselfintofollowinghim,believingthatingivingtooreadycredencetoappearancesIhadbeennarrowandinhuman,andhadcausedhimmuchmisery。Buthedoesnotmind,andhehasnomisery;heseemsjustaswellasever。Howmuchthisfindinghimhascostme!Afterall,Ididnotdeceivehim。Hemusthaveacquiredanaturalaversionforme。Ihaveallowedmyselftobeinterestedinamanofverycommonqualities,andamnowbitterlyalivetotheshameofhavingsoughthimout。
Iheartilydetesthim!Iwillgoback——aunt,youareright——I
hadnobusinesstocome……Hislightconducthasrenderedhimuninterestingtome!\'
III。
Whensherosethenextmorningthebellwasclangingforthesecondbreakfast,andpeoplewerepouringinfromthebeachineveryvarietyofattire。Paula,whomarestlessnighthadleftwithaheadache,which,however,shesaidnothingabout,wasreluctanttoemergefromtheseclusionofherchamber,tillheraunt,discoveringwhatwasthematterwithher,suggestedthatafewminutesintheopenairwouldrefreshher;andtheywentdownstairsintothehotelgardens。
Theclatterofthebigbreakfastwithinwasaudiblefromthisspot,andthenoiseseemedsuddenlytoinspiritPaula,whoproposedtoenter。Herauntassented。Intheverandahunderwhichtheypassedwasarustichat-standintheformofatree,uponwhichhatsandotherbody-gearhunglikebunchesoffruit。Paula\'seyefelluponafelthattowhichasmallblock-bookwasattachedbyastring。Sheknewthathatandblock-bookwell,andturningtoMrs。Goodmansaid,\'Afterall,Idon\'twantthebreakfasttheyarehaving:letusorderoneofourownasusual。Andwe\'llhaveithere。\'
Sheledontowheresomelittletableswereplacedunderthetallshrubs,followedbyheraunt,whowasinturnfollowedbytheproprietressofthehotel,thatladyhavingdiscoveredfromtheFrenchmaidthattherewasgoodreasonforpayingtheseladiesamplepersonalattention。
\'Isthegentlemantowhomthatsketch-bookbelongsstayinghere?\'Paulacarelesslyinquired,assheindicatedtheobjectonthehat-stand。
\'Ah,no!\'deploredtheproprietress。\'TheHotelwasfullwhenMr。Somersetcame。HestaysatacottagebeyondtheRueAnicetBourgeois:heonlyhashismealshere。\'
Paulahadtakenherseatunderthefuchsia-treesinsuchamannerthatshecouldobservealltheexitsfromthesalleamanger;butforthepresentnoneofthebreakfastersemerged,theonlymovingobjectsonthescenebeingthewaitresseswhoranhitherandthitheracrossthecourt,thecook\'sassistantswithbasketsoflongbread,andthelaundresseswithbasketsofsun-bleachedlinen。Furtherbacktowardstheinn-yard,stablemenwereputtinginthehorsesforstartingtheflysandcoachestoLesIfs,thenearestrailway-station。
\'SupposetheSomersetsshouldbegoingoffbyoneoftheseconveyances,\'saidMrs。Goodmanasshesippedhertea。
\'Well,aunt,thentheymust,\'repliedtheyoungerladywithcomposure。
Neverthelessshelookedwithsomemisgivingattheneareststablemanasheledoutfourwhitehorses,harnessedthem,andleisurelybroughtabrushwithwhichhebeganblackingtheiryellowhoofs。Allthevehicleswerereadyatthedoorbythetimebreakfastwasover,andtheinmatessoonturnedout,sometomounttheomnibusesandcarriages,sometorambleontheadjacentbeach,sometoclimbtheverdantslopes,andsometomakeforthecliffsthatshutinthevale。Thefuchsia-treeswhichshelteredPaula\'sbreakfast-tablefromtheblazeofthesun,alsoscreeneditfromtheeyesoftheoutpouringcompany,andshesatonwithherauntinperfectcomfort,tillamongthelastofthestreamcameSomersetandhisfather。Paulareddenedatbeingsoneartheformeratlast。Itwaswithsensiblereliefthatsheobservedthemturntowardsthecliffsandnottothecarriages,andthussignifythattheywerenotgoingoffthatday。
Neitherofthetwosawtheladies,andwhenthelatterhadfinishedtheirteaandcoffeetheyfollowedtotheshore,wheretheysatfornearlyanhour,readingandwatchingthebathers。Atlengthfootstepscrunchedamongthepebblesintheirvicinity,andlookingoutfromhersunshadePaulasawthetwoSomersetscloseathand。
Theelderrecognizedher,andtheyounger,observinghisfather\'sactionofcourtesy,turnedhishead。ItwasarevelationtoPaula,forshewasshockedtoseethatheappearedwornandill。Theexpressionofhisfacechangedatsightofher,increasingitsshadeofpaleness;butheimmediatelywithdrewhiseyesandpassedby。
Somersetwasasmuchsurprisedatencounteringherthusasshehadbeendistressedtoseehim。Assoonastheywereoutofhearing,heaskedhisfatherquietly,\'Whatstrangethingisthis,thatLadyDeStancyshouldbehereandherhusbandnotwithher?Didshebowtome,ortoyou?\'
\'LadyDeStancy——thatyounglady?\'askedthepuzzledpainter。
Heproceededtoexplainallheknew;thatshewasayoungladyhehadmetonhisjourneyattwoorthreedifferenttimes;
moreover,thatifshewerehisson\'sclient——thewomanwhowastohavebecomeLadyDeStancy——shewasMissPowerstill;forhehadseeninsomenewspapertwodaysbeforeleavingEnglandthattheweddinghadbeenpostponedonaccountofherillness。
Somersetwassogreatlymovedthathecouldhardlyspeakconnectedlytohisfatherastheypacedontogether。\'Butsheisnotill,asfarasIcansee,\'hesaid。\'Theweddingpostponed?——Youaresurethewordwaspostponed?——Wasitbrokenoff?\'
\'No,itwaspostponed。Imeanttohavetoldyoubefore,knowingyouwouldbeinterestedasthecastlearchitect;butitslippedmymemoryinthebustleofarriving。\'
\'Iamnotthecastlearchitect。\'
\'Thedevilyouarenot——whatareyouthen?\'
\'Well,Iamnotthat。\'
Somersettheelder,thoughnotofpenetratingnature,begantoseethatherelayanemotionalcomplicationofsomesort,andreservedfurtherinquirytillamoreconvenientoccasion。
Theyhadreachedtheendofthelevelbeachwherethecliffbegantorise,andasthisimpedimentnaturallystoppedtheirwalktheyretracedtheirsteps。OnagainnearingthespotwherePaulaandherauntweresitting,thepainterwouldhavedeviatedtothehotel;butashissonpersistedingoingstraighton,induecoursetheywereoppositetheladiesagain。BythistimeMissPower,whohadappearedanxiousduringtheirabsence,regainedherself-control。Goingtowardsheroldlovershesaid,withasmile,\'Ihavebeenlookingforyou!\'
\'Whyhaveyoubeendoingthat?\'saidSomerset,inavoicewhichhefailedtokeepassteadyashecouldwish。
\'Because——Iwantsomearchitecttocontinuetherestoration。
Doyouwithdrawyourresignation?\'
Somersetappearedunabletodecideforafewinstants。\'Yes,\'
hethenanswered。
ForthemomenttheyhadignoredthepresenceofthepainterandMrs。Goodman,butSomersetnowmadethemknowntooneanother,andtherewasfriendlyintercourseallround。
\'Whenwillyoubeabletoresumeoperationsatthecastle?\'
sheasked,assoonasshecouldagainspeakdirectlytoSomerset。
\'AssoonasIcangetback。OfcourseIonlyresumeitatyourspecialrequest。\'
\'Ofcourse。\'Toonewhohadknownallthecircumstancesitwouldhaveseemedathousandpitiesthat,afteragaingettingfacetofacewithhim,shedidnotexplain,withoutdelay,thewholemischiefthathadseparatedthem。Butshedidnotdoit——perhapsfromtheinherentawkwardnessofsuchatopicatthisidletime。Sheconfinedherselfsimplytotheabove-
mentionedbusiness-likerequest,andwhenthepartyhadwalkedafewstepstogethertheyseparated,withmutualpromisestomeetagain。
\'Ihopeyouhaveexplainedyourmistaketohim,andhowitarose,andeverything?\'saidherauntwhentheywerealone。
\'No,Ididnot。\'
\'What,notexplainafterall?\'saidheramazedrelative。
\'Idecidedtoputitoff。\'
\'ThenIthinkyoudecidedverywrongly。Pooryoungman,helookedsoill!\'
\'Didyou,too,thinkhelookedill?Buthedancedlastnight。
Whydidhedance?\'SheturnedandgazedregretfullyatthecornerroundwhichtheSomersetshaddisappeared。
\'Idon\'tknowwhyhedanced;butifIhadknownyouweregoingtobesosilent,Iwouldhaveexplainedthemistakemyself。\'
\'Iwishyouhad。Butno;IhavesaidIwould;andImust。\'
Paula\'savoidanceoftablesd\'hotedidnotextendtothepresentone。Itwasquitewithalacritythatshewentdown;
andwithherentrytheantecedenthotelbeautywhohadreignedforthelastfivedaysatthatmeal,wasunceremoniouslydeposedbytheguests。Mr。Somersettheeldercamein,butnobodywithhim。HisseatwasonPaula\'slefthand,Mrs。
GoodmanbeingonPaula\'sright,sothatalltheconversationwasbetweentheAcademicianandtheyoungerlady。Whenthelatterhadagainretiredupstairswithheraunt,Mrs。GoodmanexpressedregretthatyoungMr。Somersetwasabsentfromthetable。\'Whyhashekeptaway?\'sheasked。
\'Idon\'tknow——Ididn\'task,\'saidPaulasadly。\'Perhapshedoesn\'tcaretomeetusagain。\'
\'That\'sbecauseyoudidn\'texplain。\'
\'Well——whydidn\'ttheoldmangivemeanopportunity?\'