第4章

\"GraciousPucelle，\"Isaid，inFrench，turningtotheMaiden，\"mylife，andthefortuneofonewhowouldgladlyfighttothedeathbyyourside，areinyourhands。Fortheloveoftheblessedsaints，yoursisters，andofHimwhosendsyouonyourholymission，praythisdemoiselletoletmeenterthehousewithyou，andtellmytaletoyouandher。IfIsatisfyyounotofmyhonourandgoodintent，Iamready，inthishour，togobeforethemenoflaw，anddelivermyselfuptotheirjustice。Forthoughmylifeisinjeopardy，I dreaddeathlessthantheangerofthishonourabledemoiselle。Andverilythisisamatterofinstantlifeordeath。” Sosaying，Iclaspedmyhandsinthemannerofoneinprayer，settingallmysoulintomyspeech，asamandesperate。 TheMaidenhadlistenedverygravely，andsweetlyshesmiledwhenmyprayerwasended。 \"Verily，\"shesaidtome，\"hereisdeeperwaterthanIcanfathom。 Elliot，mamie，youhearhowgently，andinwhatdistress，thisfairlassbeseechesus。” \"Fairlass!\"criedElliot:andthenbrokeoffbetweenasobandalaugh，herhandcatchingatherside。 \"Ifyouloveme，\"saidtheMaid，lookingonherastonished，andnotwithoutanger——\"ifyouloveme，asyouhavesaid，youthatarethefirstofmycomforters，and，tillthisday，myonlyfriendinyourstrangetown，letthelasscomeinandtellushertale。For，evenifshebedistraught，andbesideherself，asIwelldeem，Iamsenttobeafriendofallthemthatsuffer。Moreover，mamie，Ihavegladtidingsforyou，whichIamlongingtospeak，butspeakitI willnever，whilethelassgoesthusinterrorandfearofdeathorshame。” Insayingtheselastwords，thefashionofhercountenancewaschangedtoasweetentreatyandcommand，suchasfewcouldhavebeheldanddeniedherwhatshecraved，andshelaidherhandlightlyonElliot\'sshoulder。 \"Come，\"saidElliot，\"beitasyouwill；comeinwithme；andyou\"—— turningtomyself——\"doyoufollowus。” Theypassedintothehouse，Icomingafter，andthearcherwaitingatthedoor。 \"Letnoneenter，\"saidtheMaidentoherarcher，\"unlessanycometomefromtheKing，orunlessitbethemasterofthehouse。” Wepassedintothechamberwheremymasterwaswonttopainthismissalsandpsalterswhenhewouldbealone。ThenElliotverygraciouslybadetheMaidenbeseated，butherselfstoodup，facingme。 \"GraciousMaiden，andmessengeroftheholysaints，\"shesaid，\"thislass，asyoudeemher，isnowoman，butaman，myfather\'sapprentice，whohascladhimselfthustomakeofyouamockeryandalaughing-stock，becausethatyou，beingamaid，goattiredasaman，bythewillofThemwhosentyoutosaveFrance。HaveIsaidenough，anddoIwelltobeangry？\"andhereyesshoneasshespoke。 TheMaiden\'sbrowsmetinwrath；shegazeduponmesteadfastly，andIlooked——sinfulmanthatIam!——toseeherhandgotothehiltoftheswordthatshewore。But，makingnomotion，sheonlysaid- \"Andthou，whereforehastthoumockedatonewhodidtheenoevil，andatthisdamsel，thymaster\'sdaughter？\" \"GentleMaiden，\"Isaid，\"listentomeforbutalittlemoment。Itmaybe，whenthouhastheardall，thatthouwiltstillbewrothwithme，thoughnotformockery，whichwasneverinmymind。Butthegentledamsel，thyfriend，willassuredlypardonme，whohavealreadyputmylifeinperilforthysake，andforthesakeofourdearcountryofScotlandandhergoodname。” \"Thylifeinperilforme!Howmeanyou？Istoodinnodanger，andIneversawyourfacebefore。” \"Yethastthousavedmylife，\"Isaid；\"butofthatwemaydevisehereafter。Iam，indeed，thoughagentlemanbybloodandbirth，theapprenticeofthefatherofthisdamsel，thyfriend，whoishimselfagentlemanandofagoodhouse，butpovertydrivesmentostrangeshifts。ThisdayIwentwithmymastertothecastle，andIwasonthedrawbridgewhenthou，withthegentlementhyesquires，passedoverittoseetheKing。Onthatbridgeaman-at-armsspoketotheeshamefulwords，blasphemingtheholynameofGod。Nosoonerhadstthougonebythanheturnedonme，revilingmynativecountryofScotland。ThenI，notdeemingthattoenduresuchtauntsbecamemybirthandbreeding，struckhimonhislyingmouth。Then，aswewrestledonthebridge，webothstruckagainstthebarrier，whichwaslow，frail，andold，sothatitgavewayunderourweight，andwebothfellintothemoat。WhenIrosehewasnotinsight，otherwiseIwouldhavesavedhimbyswimming，forIdesiretohavethelifeofnomanonmyhandsinprivatequarrel。Butthearchersshotatmefromthedrawbridge，sothatIhadtotakethoughtformyself。ByswimmingunderthewaterIescaped，behindajuttingrock，toasecretstair，whenceIpushedmywayintoachamberofthecastle。Thereinwasadamsel，busywiththelinen，who，ofhergoodwill，cladmeinthiswretchedapparelabovemyowngarb，andso，forthattime，savedmylife，andIpassedforthunknown；butyethathcausedmetolosewhatIprizemorehighlythanlife——thatis，thegraciouscountenanceofthisgentlelady，thyfriendandmymaster\'sdaughter，whomitismyhonouranddutyinallthingstopleaseandserve。Tellme，then，doImerityourwrathasajesterandamock-maker，ordoesthisgentleladywelltobeangrywithherservitor？\" TheMaidencrossedherself，andmurmuredaprayerforthesoulofhimwhohaddiedinthemoat。ButElliotinstantlyflewtome，and，draggingoffmywoman\'scap，torewithherfairhandsatthewhitelinensmockaboutmyneckandwaist，sothatitwasrentasunderandfellonthefloor，leavingmecladinmywetdoubletandhose。 Atthissight，withoutwordspoken，shebrokeoutintothemerriestlaughterthateverIheard，andthemostwelcome；andtheMaidtoo，catchingthemaladyofhermirth，laughedlowandgraciously，sothattoseeandhearherwasmarvel。 \"Begone!\"criedElliot——\"begone，andshiftthydrippinggear\"；and，asIfledswiftlytomychamber，Iheardherlaughteryet，thoughtherecameasobintoit；butfortheMaid，shehadalreadystintedinhermirthereIlefttheroom。 InthisstrangeandunseemlyfashiondidIfirstcomeintotheknowledgeofthisadmirableMaid——whom，alas!Iwastoseemoreoftensadthanmerry，andweepingratherthanlaughing，though，eveninherutmostneed，herheartcouldbelightandhermirthfree:amannerthatisuncommonevenamongbravemen，but，inwomen，neverknownbymesaveinher。Foritisthewayofwomentobeverybusyandseriouslyconcernedaboutthesmallestthings，whereatamanonlysmiles。Butshe，withherlifeatstake，couldpluckgaietyforthofdanger，iftheperilthreatenednonebutherself。ThesemannersofhersIlearnedtoknowandmarvelatinthelaterdaysthatcametoosoon；butnowinmychamber，Ishiftedmywetraimentfordrywithaheartwondrouslight。Mycraig{13}wasinperil，aswesay，neitherlessnormorethanhalfanhouragone，butIhadescapedtheangerofElliot；andeven，asIdeemed，hadwonmoreofhergoodcountenance，seeingthatIhadstruckablowforScotlandandforherfriend。Thisthoughtmademegreatcheerinmyheart； asIheard，fromtheroombelow，thevoicesofthetwogirlsdevisingtogetherveryseriouslyfornighthespaceofanhour。 But，knowingthattheymighthavematterssecretbetweenthemselvestotellof，fortheMaidenhadsaidthatshebroughtgoodtidings，I keptcoyandtomyselfinmylittleupperchamber。Toleavethehouse，indeed，wasmorethanmylifewasworth。NowtoflyandhidewaswhatIcouldnotbringmyselftoventure；hereIwouldstaywheremyheartwas，andtakewhatfortunethesaintsmightsend。SoIenduredtowait，andnotgladdenmyselfwiththesightofElliot，andtheknowledgeofhowInowstoodwithher。Tomethiswasgreatpenance，butatlastthevoicesceased，and，lookingsecretlyfromthewindow，IsawtheMaidendepart，herarcherfollowingher。 NowIcouldnolongerbridleinmydesiretobewithElliot，andlearnwhetherIwasindeedforgiven，andhowIstoodinherfavour。 So，passingdownthestairthatledfrommycubicle，Istoodatthedooroftheroomwhereinshewasandknockedtwice。Butnoneanswered，and，venturingtoenter，Iheardthesoundofastifledsob。Shehadthrownherselfonasettle，herfaceturnedtothewall，andtheafternoonsunwasshiningonheryellowhair，whichlaylooseuponhershoulders。 Idaredtosaynoword，andsheonlymadeamotionofherhandtowardsme，thatIshouldbegone，withoutshowingmethelightofhercountenance。OnthisIwentforthstealthily，myheartagainveryheavy，fortheMaidenhadspokenoflearninggoodtidings；andwhereforeshouldmymistressweep，who，anhouragone，hadbeensomerry？Difficultarethewaysofwomen，alanguagehardtobeunderstood，wherefore\"love，\"astheRomansays，\"isfullofanxiousfears。” MuchmisdoubtinghowIfaredinElliot\'sheart，anddevisingwithinmyselfwhatthisnewsorrowofElliot\'smightsignify，Ihalfforgotmyowndanger，yetnotsomuchastofareforthofthedoors，orevenintothebooth，wherecustomersmightcome，andIbeknown。 ThereforeIpassedintoaroombehindthebooth，wheremymasterwaswonttoinstructmeinmypainting；andthere，sincebettermightnotbe，IsetaboutgrindingandmixingsuchcoloursasIknewthatherequired。 Ihadnotbeenlongaboutthistask，whenIheardhimentertheboothfromwithout，whencehewalkedstraightintomyworkroom。I lookedupfrommycolours，whereathisface，whichwasruddy，grewwan，hestaggeredback，and，beinglame，reeledagainstthewall。 Therehebroughtup，crossinghimself，andmakingthesignofthecrossatme。 \"Avaunt!\"hesaid，\"inthenameofthisholysign，whetherthouartawanderingspirit，oradevilinadeadman\'ssemblance。” \"Master，\"Isaid，\"Iamneitherspiritnordevil。Wasiteveryetheardthatbrownieorboglemixedcoloursforapainter？Nay，touchme，andseewhetherIamnotofsinfulScotsfleshandblood\"；andthereonIlaughedaloud，knowingwhatcausedhisfear，andmerryatthesightofit，forhehadeverheldtalesof\"diablerie，\"andofwraithsandfreitsandfetches，inhighscorn。 Hesathimdownonachairandgapeduponme，whileIcouldnotcontainmyselffromlaughing。 \"ForGod\'ssake，\"saidhe，\"bringmeacupofredwine，formywitsarewandering。Deil\'sbuckie，\"hesaidintheScots，\"willwaternotdrownyou？Faith，then，itistohempthatyouwereborn，asshallshortlybeseen。” Idrewhimsomewinefromacaskthatstoodinthecorner，ondraught。Hedrankitatoneventure，andheldoutthecupformore，thecolourcomingbackintohisface。 \"Didthearcherstellmefalse，then，whentheysaidthatyouhadfiredupatachanceword，andflungyourselfandthesentinelintothemoat？Andwherehaveyoubeenwastingyourtime，andwhywentyoufromthebridgeereIcameback，ifthearcherstookanotherprenticeladforNormanLeslie？\" \"Theytoldyoutruth，\"Isaid。 \"Then，inthenameofAntichrist——thatIshouldsayso!——howscapedyoudrowning，andhowcameyouhere？\" Itoldhimthestory，asbrieflyasmightbe。 \"Illluckgowithyonsecond-sightedwenchthathasbewitchedElliot，andyoutoo，forallthatIcansee。NeverdidIthinktobefrayedwithabogle，{14}and，asmighthavebeendeemed，theboglebutaprenticeloon，whenallwasdone。Tomythinkingallthisfairyworkisnomoretruethanthatyouareadeadman\'swraith。Buttheyareallwildaboutit，atthecastle，whereIwaskeptlong，doingnotrade，andlisteningtotheirmadclatter。” Hetookoutofhispouchaparcelheedfullywrappedinsoftfoldsofsilk。 \"HereisthisBookofHours，\"hesaid，\"thatIhavespentmyeyesight，andgold，purple，andcarmine，andcobaltupon，thesethreeyearspast；ajewelitis，thoughIsayso。AndIhadgoodhopetosellittoHughKennedy，forhehasoflatehadluckintakingtwoEnglishknightsprisonersatOrleans——theonlyprofitabletradethatmennowcandrive，——andthegoodknightdearlylovesapaintedbookofdevotion；especiallyif，likethisofmine，itbeadornedwiththelovesofJupiter，andtheSwan，andDanae，andotherheathenpliskies。Wewerechafferingovertheprice，andgettingnearabargain，whenincomesPatrickOgilviewithataleofthissecond-sightedMaid，andhowshehadbeencalledtoseetheKing，andofwhatbefell。First，itseems，shebodedthedeathofthatlucklesslimbofasentinel，andthenyoutookituponyoutofulfilhersaying，andsoyouandheweredrowned，andIleftprenticeless。LittlecomforttomeitwastohearKennedyandOgilviepraiseyouforagoodScotandtrue，andsaythatitwasgreatpityofyourdeath。” Atthishearingmyheartleapedforjoy，first，atmyownpraisefromsuchgoodknights，andnext，becauseIsawablinkofhope，havingfriendsatCourt。Mymasterwenton- \"Next，Ogilvietoldhowhehadbeeninhall，withtheDauphin，theChancellorTremouille，andsomescoresofknightsandnobles，agreatthrong。TheywereallwaitingonthisLorrainerwench，fortheDauphinhadbeentold，atlast，thatshebroughtaletterfromBaudricourt，butbeforehewouldnotseeher。Thisletterhadbeenkeptfromhim，Iguessbywhom，andtherewasotherclashofmarvelswroughtbyher，Iknownotwhat。Sotheirwisdomwassetonputtinghertoakindoftrial，foolishenough!AyoungknightwasdressedinjewelsandacoronetoftheKing\'s，andtheKingwascladrightsoberly，andheldhimselffarbackinthethrong，whiletheotherstoodinfront，lookingbig。Sothewenchcomesin，and，walkingstraightthroughthepressofknights，withherheadhigh，kneelstotheKing，wherehestoodretired，andcallshim\"gentleDauphin\"! \"\"Nay，mamie，\"sayshe，\"\'tisnotIwhoamtheDauphin，buthisHighnessyonder，\"——pointingtotheyoungknight，whoshowedallhisplumagelikeamuircockinspring。 \"Nay，gentleDauphin，\"sheanswers，soOgilviesaid，\"itistotheethatIamsent，andnoother，andIamcometosavethegoodtownofOrleans，andtoleadtheetothysacringatRheims。” \"Heretheywereallstruckamazed，andtheKingnotleast，whothenhadsomewordsapartwiththegirl。AndhehasgivenherroomsintheTourCoudrayewithinthecastle；andtheclergyandthedoctorsaretoexamineherstraitly，whethershebefromagoodairt，{15} oranill，andallbecausesheknewtheKing，shewhohadneverseenhimbefore。Whyshouldsheneverhaveseenhim——whowarrantsmeofit？——shedwellingtheselastdaysnighthecastle!Freitsarefolly，tomythinking，andfoolstheythatfollowthem。Lad，yougavemeagliff；passmeanotherstoupofwine!Freits，forsooth!\" Iservedhim，andhesatandchuckledinhischair，beingpleasuredbythethoughtofhisownwisdom。\"NotawordofthistoElliot，though，\"hesaidsuddenly；\"whenthereisawomaninahouse—— blessingsonher!——itisanythingforaquietlife!But，\"nomDieu!\"whatwiththefrightyougaveme，sittingthere，whereasI deemedyouweremeatforeelsandcarp，andwhatwiththytale——ha，ha!——andmytale，andthewine，maybe，Iforgotyourownperil，mylad。Faith，yourneckisliketobelonger，ifwebenotbetteradvised。” Hearinghimtalkofthatmarvellousthing，wroughtthroughinspirationbytheMaid——whereat，ashismannerwas，hemocked，I hadcleanforgottenmyownjeopardy。Nowthiswasinstant，forwhoknewhowmuchthearchermighthaveguessed，thatfollowedwiththeMaidandme，andmen-at-armsmightanonbeatourdoor。 \"Itmaybe，\"saidI，\"thatSirPatrickOgilvieandSirHughKennedywouldsayawordformeintheKing\'sear。” \"Faith，thatisouronechance，and，luckilyforyou，theladyoudrowned，thoughintheKing\'sservice，camehitherinthefollowingofapoorknight，whomighttakeblood-ransomforhisman。HadhebeenLaTremouille\'sman，youmustassuredlyhavefledthecountry。” HetookuphisBookofHours，withasigh，andwrappeditagaininitssilkenparcel。 \"ThismustbeyourpricewithKennedy，\"hesaid，\"ifbettermaynotbe。Itislikepartingwiththeappleofmyeye，but，Iknownotwellhow，Iloveyou，mylad，andbloodisthickerthanwater。Givememystaff；Imusthirpleupthatwearyhillagain，andyou，comehither。” Heledmetohisownchamber，whereIhadneverbeenbefore，andshowedmehow，inthechimney-neuk，wasawayintoacertainblackholeoflittleease，wherein，ifanycameinsearchforme，Imightliehidden。And，fetchingmeacoldfish(Lentencheer)，aloaf，andastoupofwine，whereofIwasgladenough，heleftme，groaningthewhileathisill-fortune，butladenwithsuchthanksasImightgiveforallhisgreatkindness。 Therethen，Isat，whenIhadeaten，myearsprickedtolistenforthetrampofarmedmenbelowandthethunderoftheirsummonsatthedoor。Buttheycamenot，andpresentlymythoughtstolebacktoElliot，who，indeed，wasneveroutofmymindthen——nay，nornowis。 Butwhetherthatmemorybesinfulinamanofreligionornot，I leavetothesaintsandtogoodconfession。MuchIperplexedmyselfwithmarvellingwhyshedidsoweep；aboveall，sinceIknewwhathopefultidingsshehadgottenofherfriendandherenterprise。 Butnolightcametomeinmymeditations。Ididnotknowthenthatwhereasyoungmen，andmanylassestoo，areliketheRomanladwhowentwithhisbosombare，crying\"Auraveni，\"andsighingforthebreezeofLovetocome，othermaidensarewrothwithLovewhenhecreepsintotheirhearts，andwouldfaincasthimout——beinginamannermadwithangeragainstLove，andagainsthimwhomtheydesire，andagainstthemselves。Thismood，aswaslaterseen，wasElliot\'s，forherheartwaslikeawildbirdtrapped，thatturnswithbillandclawonhimwhocomestosetitfree。Moreover，I havesincedeemedthatherpassionoffaithintheMaidmadewaronherloveforme；onebreastbeingscantlygreatenoughtocontainthesetwoaffections，andherpridetaking，againstthenaturallove，thepartofthelovewhichwasdivine。 Butallthesewerelaterthoughts，thatcametomeinmusingonthesorrowsofmydays；and，likemostwisdom，thisknowledgearrivedtoolate，andI，asthen，washoldeninperplexity。 CHAPTERVIII——OFCERTAINQUARRELSTHATCAMEONTHEHANDSOFNORMAN LESLIE BelikeIhaddroppedasleep，outweariedwithwhathadbefallenme，mindandbody，butIstartedupsuddenlyatthesoundofadagger- hiltsmittenagainstthemaindoorofthehouse，andavoicecrying，\"Open，inthenameoftheDauphin。”Theyhadcomeinquestofme，andwhenIheardthem，itwasasifahandhadgivenmyheartasqueeze，andforamomentmybreathseemedtobestopped。Thispast，Iheardtheoldserving-womanfumblingwiththebolts，andpeeringfrombehindthecurtainofmycasement，Isawthatthewaysweredark，andthenarrowstreetwaslitupwithflaringtorches，thelightswaveringinthewind。Isteppedtothewideingle，thinkingtocreepintothesecrethiding-hole。Buttowhatavail？ Itmighthaveservedmyturnifmyescapealivefromthemoathadonlybeenguessed，butnowmymastermusthavetoldallthestory，andthemen-at-armsmustbeassuredthatIwaswithin。Thinkingthus，Istoodatpause，whenawhispercame，asiffromwithintheingle- \"Unbarthedoor，andhidenot。” ItmustbeElliot\'svoice，speakingthroughsometubecontrivedintheingleofthedwelling-roombeloworotherwise。Gladathearttothinkthatshetookthoughtofme，Iunbarredthedoor，andthrewmyselfintoachairbeforethefire，tryingtolooklikeoneunconcerned。Theboltswerenowdrawnbelow；Iheardvoices，ratherScotsthanFrench，tomysense。Thenthestepofonemanclimbedupthestair，heavily，andwiththetapofastaffkeepingtunetoit。 Itwasmymaster。Hisfacewaspale，andfallingintoachair，hewipedthesweatfromhisbrow。\"UnhappymanthatIam!\"hesaid，\"I havelostmyapprentice。” IgulpedsomethingdowninmythroatereIcouldsay，\"Thenitisdeath？\" \"Nay，\"hesaid，andsmiled。\"Butgliffforgliff，{16}youputafearonmethisday，andnowweareeven。” \"YetIscarceneedacupofwineformyrecovery，master，\"Isaid，fillinghimabeakerfromtheflagononthetable，whichhedrainedgladly，beingsorewearied，sosteepwasthewaytothecastle，andhardforalameman。Myheartwasaslightasaleafonatree，andthebitternessofshamefuldeathseemedgoneby。 \"Ihavelostmyprenticeanotherway，\"hesaid，settingdownthecuponthetable。\"IhadmuchadotoseeKennedy，forhewasatthedicewithotherlords。Atlength，deemingtherewasnotimetowaste，IsentinthebonnyBookofHours，prayinghimtohearmeforamomentonaweightymatter。Thatbroughthimtomyside；heleapedatthebooklikeatroutatafly，andtookmetohisownchamber。ThereItoldhimyourstory。WhenitcametothewenchintheKing\'slaundry，andRobinLindsay，andyoucladingirl\'sgear，andkissedintheguard-room，hestruckhandonthighandlaughedaloud。 ThenIdeemedyourcauseasgoodasthreepartswon，andhecouldnotholdin，butledmetoachamberwhereweremanylords，dicinganddrinking:Tremouille，Ogilvie，theBishopofOrleans——thatholyman，whohascometoaskforaidfromtheKing，——LaHire，Xaintrailles，andIknownotwhom。ThereImusttellallthechronicleagain；andsomesaidthis，andsomethat，andTremouillemocks，thattheMaidutteredherprophecytonootherendbuttomakeyoufulfilit，andslayherenemyforthesakeofher\"beauxyeux。”Theotherswouldhearnothingofthis，and，indeed，thoughI amnogull，IwotthatTremouilleiswronghere，andovercunning； hetrustsneithermannorwoman。Howsoeveritbe，hewentwiththestorytotheKing，whoiskeentohearanynewthing。And，tobeshort，theendofitisthis:thatyouhaveyourfreepardon，ontheseterms，namely，thatyouhavetwoscoreofmassessaidforthedeadman，andyourselftakeserviceunderSirHughKennedy，thattheKingmaynotloseaman-at-arms。” Never，sure，camegladdertidingstoanymanthanthesetome。Anhouragotheropeseemedtightaboutmyneck；onedaypast，andI wasbutaprenticetothemeancraftofpaintingandlimning，artsgoodforamonk，oramanant，but，saveforpleasure，nottobemelledormeddledwithbyamanofgentleblood。AndnowIwastoweararms，andthatinthebestofcauses，underthebestofcaptains，oneofmyowncountry——alordinAyrshire。 \"Ay，evenso，\"mymastersaid，markingthejoyinmyface，\"youarerightgladtoleaveus——alassandalameter。{17}Well，well，suchisyouth，andeldissoonforgotten。” Ifellonmykneesathisfeet，andkissedhishands，andIbelievethatIwept。 \"Sir，\"Isaid，\"youhavebeentomeasafather，andmorethanithasbeenmyfortunetofindmyownfather。NeverwouldIleaveyouwithmywill，andforthegentledemoiselle，yourdaughter——\"ButhereIstinted，sinceinsoothIknewnotwellwhatwordstosay。 \"Ay，weshallbothmissyoubetimes；butcourage，man!Afterall，thisnewlifebeseemsyoubest，and，markme，alassthinksnonetheworseofaladbecausehewearsnottheprentice\'shoddengrey，butaScotsarcher\'sgreen，white，andred，andCharlesforbadgeonbreastandsleeve，andaswordbyhisside。AndasforthebonnyBookofHours——\"Master，\"Isaidwithshame，\"wasthatmyransom？\" \"Kennedywouldhavecomenearmyprice，andstrovetomakemetakethegold。Butwhatisbredinthebonewillout；Iamagentlemanborn，notahuckster，andthebookIgavehimfreely。Mayitprofitthegoodknightinhisdevotions!Butnow，come，theyarewearywaitingforus；thehourwaxeslate，andElliot，Itrow，islongabed。Youmustbegonetothecastle。” Inthestairs，andaboutthedoor，sometenofSirHugh\'smenwerewaiting，allcountrymenofmyown，andthenoisetheymadeandtheirspeechwerepleasanttome。Theygavemewelcomewithshoutsandlaughter，andclaspedmyhands:\"forhimthatcalleduswine-sacks，youhavegivenhimwatertohiswine，andthefrogforhisbutler，\" theysaid，makingajestoflifeanddeath。Butmyownheartforthenoncewasheavyenoughagain，IlongingtotakefarewellofElliot，whichmightnotbe，normightshefacethatwildcompany。 Howbeit，thinkingitgoodtohaveafriendatcourt，Imadeoccasiontoputinthehandoftheoldserving-womanallofsuchsmallcoinsasIhadwoninmylifeservile，deemingmyselfwellquitofsuchill-gottengear。Andthereafter，withgreatmirthandnoise，theysetforthtoclimbthehilltowardsthecastle，whereIwasled，throughmanyawindypassage，tothechamberofSirHughKennedy。 Thereweretorcheslit，andtheknight，abroad-shouldered，fair- hairedman，withastern，flushedface，wasturningoverandgazingathisnewBookofHours，likeachildbusywithafreshtoy。Helaidthebookdownwhenweentered，andtheseniorofthetwoarcherswhoaccompaniedmetoldhimthatIwashewhohadbeensummoned。 \"Yourname？\"heasked；andIgaveit。 \"Youareofgentleblood？\"AndIanswering\"Yes，\"hereplied，\"ThenseethatyouarereadytosheditfortheKing。Yourlifethatwasjustlyforfeit，isnow，byhisRoyalmercy，returnedtoyou，tobespentinhisservice。RutherfordandDouglas，gotakehimtoquarters，andseethatto-morrowheiscladasbeseemsamanofmycommand。Nowgoodnighttoyou——butstay!You，NormanLeslie，youwillhavequarrelsonyourhand。Waitnotforthem，butgotomeetthem，iftheyarewiththeFrenchmen-at-arms，andinquarrelseethatyoubeswiftanddeadly。Forthetownsfolk，nobrawling，marauding，orhalingaboutofhonestwenches。Herewearestrangers，andmymenmustberespected。” Hebowedhishead:hiswordshadbeencurt，nograceorkindnesshadheshownmeofcountenance。IfeltinmyheartthattohimI wasbutapawninthegameofbattle。NowIseemedasfaroffaseverIwasfrommyfoolishdreamofwinningmyspurs；nay，perchanceneverhadIsunklowerinmyownconceit。TillthishourIhadbeen，asitwere，thehingeonwhichmyshareoftheworldturned，andnowIwasnomorethanawheelinthecarriageofacouleuvrine，anunconsideredcoginthemachineofwar。Iwastobelostinamultitude，everyoneasgoodasmyself，orbetter；andwhenIhadthoughtoftakingservice，Ihadnotforeseenthemannerofitandthenatureofthesoldier\'strade。Myhead，thatIhadcarriedhigh，somewhatdrooped，asIsaluted，imitatingmycompanions，andwewheeledforthoftheroom。 \"Hughhastakentheprideoutofyou，lad，ormynameisnotRandalRutherford，\"saidtheBordermanwhohadguidedme。\"Faith，hehasakeentongueandashortwaywithhim，butthereareworsecommanders。Andnowyoumusttoyourquarters，forthehourislateandtheguard-roomshut。” Heledmetoourcommonsleeping-place，where，amongmanysnoringmen-at-armsinagreatbarehall，apalletwaslaidforme，andmyfleshcreptasIrememberedhowthiswasthecouchofhimwhomIhadslain。Howbeit，beingwellweary，despitethestrangenessoftheplace，afterbrieforisonsIsleptsoundtillatrumpetcalledusinthemorning。 Concerningthestrangenessofthiswaking，tomewhohadbeengentlynurtured，andtheroughlife，andprofanewordswhichImusthear(not，indeed，thattheyhadbeenwhollybanishedfromourwilddaysatSt。Andrews)，itisneedlessthatIshouldtell。SeeingthatI wascomeamongrudeneighbours，Ievenmadeshifttofallback，insemblance，onsuchmannersasIhadusedamongthestudentsbeforeI leftScotland，thoughmanyperils，andthefearwhereinIstoodofBrotherThomas，andthecompanyofthemaidElliot，hadcausedmehalftoforgetmyswaggeringways。So，mayGodforgiveme!Isworeroundly；ImadeasifIdeemedlightlyofthatFrenchman\'sdeath，and，inbrief，Isoboremethat，erenoon(whenIbehovedtogointoChinonwithRandalRutherford，andthereprovidemewiththerichapparelofourcompany)，Ihadthreegoodquarrelsonmyhand。 First，therewastheman-at-armswhohadkissedmeintheguard- room。He，ina\"bourde\"andmockery，makingpretencethathewouldrepeathisinsult，gotthatwhichwasowinghim，andwithinterest，forindeedhecouldseeoutofneitherofhissquinteyeswhenIhaddealtwithhim。Andforthiscauseperforce，ifheneededmoreproofofmymanhoodthantheweightofmyfist，hemusttarryforthedemonstrationwhichhedesired。 ThentherewasRobinLindsay，andathiswrathImakenomarvel，forthetaleofhowhecamelatetotryst，andatsecond-hand(withmanysuchrudeandwantonadditionsassoldiersusetomake)，wasnoisedabroadalloverthecastle。Hisquarrelwasnomatterforfisticuffs；so，beingattiredinhelmet，vambracererebrace，gauntlets，andgreavesoutofthearmoury，wheremanysuchsuitswerestored，Imethiminacertainquietcourtbehindthecastle，wherequarrelswereusuallyvoided。Andnowmypracticeoftheswordathomeandthelessonsofoursmithcamehandilytomyneed。 Aftermuchclashingofsteelandsmitingoutofsparks，Ichanced，byanartknowntome，tostrikehisswordoutofhishand。Then，havinghimatanavail，Ithrewdownmyownblade，andsoplainlytoldhimtheplaintruth，andhowtohismistressIowedmylife，whichIwouldratherlosenowathishandthanhearherhonourblamed，thatheforgaveme，andweembracedasfriends。Neitherwasthisjestanewcastupagainsteitherofus，menfearingtolaugh，aswesay，withthewrongsideoftheirmouths。 Afterthisfriendlyboutatpointandedge，RobinandRandalRutherford，beingoffduty，mustneedscarrymetotheTennisCourt，whereTremouilleandtheKingwereplayingtwoyounglords，andthatforsuchastakeaswouldhavehelpedtoarmahundredmenfortheaidofOrleans。Itwasprettytoseetheballflyaboutbastedfromthewalls，andtheplayersboundingandstriking；and，littleasI understoodthegame，soeagerwasIoverthesport，thatagentlemanwithinthe\"dedans\"touchedmetwiceontheshoulderbeforeIwasawareofhim。 \"Iwouldhaveawordwithyou，sir，ifyourgracecansparemetheleisure。” \"Mayitnotbespokenhere？\"Iasked，forIwassorrytolosethespectacleofthetennis，whichwasnewtome，andisapastimewhereinFrancebeatstheworld。PityitisthatmanyplayersshouldsocurseandblasphemeGodandHissaints! \"Mybusiness，\"repliedthestranger，\"isofakindthatwillhardlyendurewaiting。” WiththatIroseandfollowedhimoutintotheopencourtyard，muchmarvellingwhatmightbetoward。 \"Youarethatyounggentleman，\"saidmyman，\"foragentlemanItakeyoutobe，fromyouraspectandcommonreport，whoyesterdaywerethedeathofGillesdePuiseux？\" \"Sir，tomysorrow，andnotbymywill，Iamhe，andbutnowIwasgoingforthtohavecertainmassessaidforhissoul\'swelfare\": whichwastrue，RandalRutherfordhavingfilledmypurseagainstpay-day。 \"Ithankyou，sir，foryourcourtesy，andperchancemayhaveoccasiontodothelikegentleserviceforyou。GillesdePuiseuxwasofmybloodandkin；hehasnoneothertotakeuphisfeudforhiminthisplace，andnowyourquicknessofcomprehensionwilltellyouthatthebusinesswherewithIpermitmyselftobreakyourleisurewillbrooknotarrying。LetmesaythatItakeitnotuponmetodefendthewordsofmycousin，whoinsultedawoman，and，asI believe，amessengerfromtheblessedSaintsthatloveFrance。” Ilookedathiminsomeamazement。Hewasayoungmanofaboutmyownyears，delicatelyandrichlycladinfurs，silks，andvelvets，agreatgoldchainhanginginloopsabouthisneck，agoldbroochwithanancientRomanmedalinhiscap。Butthemostnotablethinginhimwashisthickgoldenhair，whenceLaHirehadnamedhim\"Capdorat，\"becausehewassoblond，andrightkeeninwar，andhardybeyondothers。Andherehewaschallengingme，whostoodbeforehiminaprentice\'shoddengrey! \"Sir，\"Isaid，\"Icouldwishyouabetterquarrel，butnotmorecourtesy。ManyagentlemanseeingmesuchasIam，wouldbidmesend，erehecrossedswordswithme，tomyowncountryformybor- brief，{18}whichIcameawayintoogreathastetocarrywithme。 Nay，Iwasbutnowtosetforthandbuymeaswordandotheraccoutrements；natheless，fromthearmouryheretheymayequipmewithswordandbodyarmour。” \"Ofbody-armourtakenothought，\"heanswered，\"forthisquarrelisofakindthatmustneedsbevoidedinoursmocks\"；hemeaningthatitwas\"eoutrance，\"tilloneofusfell。 Verily，nowIsawthatthiswasnottobeamatterofstrikingsparksfromsteel，asRobinandIhaddone，butoflifeanddeath。 \"Ishallbethemorespeedilyatyourservice，\"Imadeanswer；andasIspokeRandalandRobincameforthfromthe\"dedans，\"thesportbeingover。Theyjoinedme，andItoldtheminfewwordsmynewbusiness，myadversarytarrying，capinhand，tillIhadspoken，andthenproclaiminghimselfAymardePuiseux，agentlemanofDauphine，asindeedmyfriendsknew。 \"Ishallwaitonyou，withyourleave，attheisleintheriver，whereitisofcustom，oppositetheboothsofthegold-workers，\" quothhe，\"aboutthehourofnoon\"；andso，salutingus，hewent，ashesaid，toprovidehimselfwithfriends。 \"BloodofJudas!\"quothRobin，whosworeterriblyinhisspeech，\"youhaveyourhandsfull，youngNorman。Heisbutnowcreptoutoftherankofpages，butwhentheFrenchandEnglishpagesfoughtavallianceoflate，underOrleans，nonewonmorepraisethanhe，whowascaptainoftheFrenchparty。” \"Heplayedagoodsword？\"Iasked。 \"Hethrewagoodstone!Man，itwasastonebicker，andtheyhadlidsofbasketsfortarges。” \"Andhechallengesmetothefield，\"Isaidhotly，\"BySt。Andrew! Iwillcuffhisearsandsendhimbacktotheotherboys。” \"Norman，mylad，whenwereyouinastonebickerlast？\"quothRandal；andIhungmyhead，foritwasnotyetsixmonthsgonesincethesailorsandwestudentswerestoningeachotherinNorthStreet。 \"Yethedoesplayaverygoodsword，andiscunningoffence，foryourcomfort，\"saidRandal。SoIhummedtheoldliltoftheLeslies，whence，theysay，comesourname- Betweenthelessleaandthemair，Heslewtheknightandlefthimthere；- forIdeemeditwelltoshowagoodface。Moreover，Ihadsomeconceitofmyselfasaswordsman，andRandalwaslaughinglikeafoolbodyatmycountenance。 \"Faith，youwillmakeaspoonorspoilahorn，and——letmehavemylaughout——youbidwellforanarcher，\"saidRandal；andRobincounsellingmetoplaythesameprankontheFrenchlad\'sswordaslateIhaddoneonhisown，theytookeachofthemanarmofmine，andsoweswaggereddownthesteepwaysintoChinon。 FirstIwouldgotothetailorandthecordwainer，andbefittedformynewsplendoursasanarcheroftheguard。 Theybothlaughedatmeagain，for，saidtheyverycheerfully，\"Youmayneverlivetowearthesefinefeathers。” ButRandalmakingthereflectionthat，ifIfell，therewouldbenonetopaytheshopmaster，theybothshoutedwithdelightinthestreet，sothatpassers-byturnedandmarvelledatthem。ClearlyI sawthattogotofightaduelisonething，andtogoandlookonisanother，andmuchmoregay，formyhearthadnodesireofallthismerriment。RatherwouldIhaverecommendedmycasetothesaints，andchieflytoSt。Andrew，forwhosecauseandhonourIwasabouttoputmylifeinjeopardy。Butshame，andthefearofseemingfearful，drovemetojestwiththeothers——suchrisksofdyingunconfessedarerunbysinfulmen! Howbeit，theyhelpedmetochooseclothofthebestcolourandfashion，laughingthemorebecauseI，beingshortofstatureandslim，thetailor，ifIfell，mightwellfindnoneamongthearcherstopurchasethatforwhich，belike，Ishouldhavenoneed。 \"WemustevenenlistthePucelleinourguard，forshemightwearthisapparel，\"quothRandal。 Thusboisterouslytheyborethemselves，butmoregravelyattheswordsmith\'s，wherewepickedoutagoodcut-and-thrustblade，wellbalanced，thatcamereadilytomyhand。Then，Iwithswordatside，likeagentleman，wemadetotheriver，passingmymaster\'sbooth，whereIlookedwistfullyatthewindowsforablinkofElliot，butsawnonethatIknew，only，fromanopencasement，thelittlejackanapesmoppedandmowedatmeinfriendlyfashion。Hardbytheboothwasalittlepier，andwetookboat，andsolandedontheisland，wherewerewaitingforusmyadversaryandtwoothergentlemen。Havingsalutedeachother，wepassedtoasmoothgrassyspot，surroundedonallsidesbytallpoplartrees。Hereinplacesdaffodilsweredancinginthewind；butotherwheretheswardwasmuchtrampleddown，andintwoorthreespotswereblackpatchesthatwellnighturnedmycourage，forIwasnotyetusedtothesightofmen\'sblood，hereoftenshedforlittlecause。 Thefriendsofustwainadversaries，forenemieswecouldscarcebecalled，choseoutasmoothspotwithafairlight，thesunbeingveiled，andwhenwehadstrippedtooursmocks，wedrewandfelltowork。Hewasveryquickandlightinhismovements，boundingnimblytothissideorthat，butI，usingahangingguard，inourcommonScotsmanner，didsomewhatperplexhim，towhomthefashionwasnew。 Oneortwoscratcheswedealteachother，but，forallthat，Icouldseewewerewellmatched，andneitherclosed，asmenrarelydoinsuchacombat，tilltheyarewrothwithhurtsandtheirbloodwarm。 NowIgashedhisthigh，butnotdeeply，andwiththat，asIdeemed，histemperfired，forhemadeafullsweepatmylegabovetheknee。 ThisIhavealwaysreckonedafool\'sstroke，asleavingtheupperpartofthebodyunguarded，andavoidingwithmyrightleg，Idrovedownwithallmyforceathishead。But，evenasIstruck，cameaflashandthesuddendeadnessofadeepwound，forhehadbutfeinted，andthen，avoidingmesothatItouchedhimnot，hedrovehispointintomybreast。BetweentheforceofmyownblowandthisstabIfellforwardonmyface，andthencerolledoveronmyback，catchingatmybreastwithmyhands，asthoughtostoptheblood，but，insooth，notwellknowingwhatIdid。 Hehadthrowndownhissword，andnowwaskneelingbymyside。 \"Itakeyoutowitness，\"hesaid，\"thatthishasbefallentomygreatsorrow，andhadIbeenwherethisgentlemanwasyesterday，andheardmycousinblaspheme，Iwouldmyselfhavedrawnonhim，but——\" Andhere，asIlaterheard，hefaintedfromlossofblood，myswordhavingcutagreatvein；andIlikewiselostsenseandknowledge。 NordidIknowmoretilltheyliftedmeandlaidmeonalitterofpoplarboughs，havingstanchedmywoundasbesttheymight。Intheboat，astheyferriedusacrosstheriver，IbelievethatIfaintedagain；andso，\"betweenhomeandhell，\"asthesayingis，Ilayonmylitterandwascarriedalongthestreetbesidethewater。Folkgatheredaroundusaswewent。Iheardtheirvoicesasinadream，whenlo!theresoundedavoicethatIknewrightwell，forElliotwasaskingofthepeople\"whowashurt？\"AtthishearingIhovemyselfuponmyelbow，beckoningwithmyotherhand；andIopenedmymouthtospeak，but，inplaceofwords，cameonlyawaveofbloodthatsickenedme，andIseemedtobedreaming，inmybed，ofElliotandherjackanapes；andthenfeetweretrampling，andatlengthI waslaiddown，andsoseemedtofallmostblessedlyasleep，withalittlehandinmine，andrarelypeacefulandhappyinmyheart，thoughwhereforeIknewnot。Aftermanydaysoftossingonthewavesoftheworld，itwasasifIhadbeenbroughtintothehavenwhereIwouldbe。OfwhatwaspassingIkneworIremembernothing。 LaterIheardthatagoodpriesthadbeenbroughttomybedside，andperchancetherewasmadesomesuchconfessionastheChurch，inhermercy，acceptsfromsinfulmeninsuchcaseasmine。ButIhadnothoughtoflifeordeath，purgatoryorparadise；only，ifparadiseberestamongthosewelove，suchrestforanunknownwhile，andsuchsenseofblissfulcompanionship，weremine。Butwhetheritwaswelltopassthroughandbeyondthisscarcesensiblejoy，orwhetherthatpeacewilleveragainbemineandunending，IleavewithhumilitytotheminwhosehandsareChristiansouls。 CHAPTERIX——OFTHEWINNINGOFELLIOT Thedaysoffeverandofdreamswentbyandpassed，leavingmeveryweak，butnotignorantofwhereIwas，andofwhathadcomeandgone。Mymasterhadoftenbeenbymybedside，andElliotnowandagain；theoldhousewifealsowatchedmebynight，andgavemedrinkwhenIthirsted。MostofthewhileIdeemedIwasathome，inthehouseofPitcullo；yetIfelttherewassomethingstrange，andthattherewaspainsomewhereintheroom。Butatlength，aswassaid，I cametoknowledgeofthings，andcouldseeElliotandrememberher，whenshekneltprayingbymybed，asoftshedid，whilesIlaybetweenlifeanddeath。Ihaveheardspeakofmenwho，beinginflamedwithlove，asIhadbeen，fellintoafeverofthebody，andwhenthatpassed，lo!theirpassionhadpassedwithit，andtheirlonging。Andsoitseemedtobewithme。ForsomedaysIwasnotpermittedtoutteraword，andlater，IwasasgladinElliot\'scompanyasyoumayhaveseenalittleladandlass，notnearcometofullage，whogoplayingtogetherwithflowersandsuchtoys。Soweweremerrytogether，thejackanapeskeepinguscompany，andmakingmuchgameandsport。 Perchancetheseweremymostblesseddays，asofonewhohadreturnedtothesinlessyears，whenwearehappierthanweknow，andnotyetacquaintedwithdesire。NowandagainRutherfordandLindsaywouldcometovisitme，seemingstrangelystillandgentle，speakinglittle，butlookingatmewithkindeyes，andvowingthatmytailorshouldyetbepaidforhislabour。Capdoratalsocame，forhehadbutsufferedafleshwoundwithmuchlossofblood，andweshowedeachotherthebestcountenance。Sotimewentby，whileI grewstrongerdaily；andnowitwasordainedbytheleech，askilfulman，thatImightleavemybed，andbeclothed，andgoaboutthroughthehouse，andeatstrongerfood，whereofIhadthegreatestdesire，andwouldeverbeeatinglikeahowlet。{19}Now，whenIwastorise，Ilookedthattheyshouldbringmemyoldprentice\'sgabardineandhose，butonthemorningofthatdayElliotcame，bearinginherarmsaparcelofraimentverygayandcostly。 \"Hereisyourfineclothingnewcomefromthetailor\'sbooth，\"shecriedmerrily。\"See，youshallbeasbrightasspring，ingreen，andwhite，andred!\" Therewasthebonnet，withitsthreecolouredplumes，andthedoublet，withCharleswroughtinsilveronthearmandbreast，andallotherthingsseemly——ajoytomineeyes。 Sheheldthemupbeforeme，herfaceshininglikethereturnoflife，withahappywelcome；andmyheartbeattoseeandhearherasofolditwaswonttodo。 \"AndwhereforeshouldnotIgotothewars，\"shecried，\"andfightbesidetheMaid？Iamastallasshe，ifscantlysostrong，andbrave——oh，Iamverybrave\"Glacidas，Ibidyoubeware!\"shesaid，puttingthearcher\'sbonnetgallantlycockedonherbeautifulhead，anddrawingforththeswordfromhisscabbard，asoneinacttofight，butininnocentunwarlikewise。 Thereshestoodbeforemeinthesunlight，liketheAngelofVictory，allgladandfair，andtwoblueraysfromhereyesshotintomyheart，andlo!Iwasnomoreachild，butamanagainandalover。 \"OElliot，\"Isaid，ereeverIwistwhatIwassaying，andIcaughtherlefthandintomine——\"OElliot，Iloveyou!Givemebutyourlove，andIshallcomebackfromthewarsaknight，andclaimmylovetobemylady。” Shesnatchedherhandsuddenly，asifangered，outofmine，andtherewith，beingveryweak，Igaveacry，mywoundfiercelypainingme。Thenherfacechangedfromrose-redtolily-white，shedroppedonherkneesbymybed，andherarmswereaboutmyneck，andallovermyfacehersoft，sweet-scentedhairandhertears。 \"Oh，Ihaveslainyou，Ihaveslainyou，mylove!\"shesobbed，makingalow，sweetmoan，asacushatinthewildwood，forIlaydeadlystill，beingovercomewithpainandjoy。AndthereIwas，mylovecomfortingmeasamothercomfortsherchild。 Imovedmyhand，totakehersinmine——herlittlehand；andso，foraspace，therewassilencebetweenus，saveforherkindmoaning，andinmyheartwassuchgladnessascomesbutoncetomen，andmaynotbespokeninwordsofthisworld。 Therewassilencebetweenus；thensheroseverygentlyandtossedbackherhair，showingherfacewetwithtears，butrosy-redwithhappinessandsweetshame。Haditnotbeenforthatchancehurt，howlongmightIhavewooedereIwonher？Butherheartwasmoltenbymyanguish。 \"Haththepainpassed？\"shewhispered。 \"Sweetwasthepain，mylove，andsweetlyhastthouhealeditwiththymagic。”