Euthymiahadhadadmirersenough,atadistance,whileatschool,andinthelongvacations,nearenoughtofindoutthatshewasanythingbuteasytomakeloveto。Shefairlyfrightenedmorethanonerashyouthwhowasdisposedtobetoosentimentalinhercompany。Theyoverdidflattery,whichshewasusedtoandtolerated,butwhichcheapenedtheadmirerinherestimation,andnowandthenbetrayedherintoanexpressionwhichmadehimawareofthefact,andwasadiscouragementtoaggressiveamiability。Therealdifficultywasthatnotoneofheradorershadevergreatlyinterestedher。Itcouldnotbethatnaturehadmadeherinsensible。Itmusthavebeenbecausethemanwhowasmadeforherhadneveryetshownhimself。
Shewasnoteasytoplease,thatwascertain;andshewasoneofthoseyoungwomenwhowillnotacceptasaloveronewhobuthalfpleasesthem。Shecouldnotpickupthefirststickthatfellinherwayandtakeittoshapeheridealoutof。ManyofthegoodpeopleofthevillagedoubtedwhetherEuthymiawouldeverbemarried。
\"There\'snothinggoodenoughforherinthisvillage,\"saidtheoldlandlordofwhathadbeentheAnchorTavern。
\"Shemustwaittillaprincecomesalong,\"theoldlandladysaidinreply。\"She\'dmakeasprettyaqueenasanyofthemthat\'sborntoit。Wouldn\'tshebesplendidwithagoldcrownonherhead,anddi\'mondsaglitterin\'alloverher!D\'yourememberhowhandsomeshelookedinthetableau,whenthefairwasheldfortheDorcasSociety?
Shehadonanolddressofhergrandma\'s,——theydon\'tmakeanything。
halfsohandsomenowadays,——andshewasjustasprettyasapictur\'。
Butwhat\'stheuseofgoodlooksiftheyscareawayfolks?Theyoungfellowsthinkthatsuchahandsomegirlasthatwouldcosttentimesasmuchtokeepasaplainone。Shemustbedresseduplikeanempress,——sotheyseemtothink。Itain\'tsowithEuthymy:she\'dlooklikeagreatladydressedanyhow,andshehasn\'tgotanymorenotionsthanthehomeliestgirlthateverstoodbeforeaglasstolookatherself。”
InthehumblerwalksofArrowheadVillagesociety,similaropinionswereentertainedofMissEuthymia。Thefresh-waterfishermanrepresentedprettywelltheaverageestimateoftheclasstowhichhebelonged。\'Itellye,\"saidhetoanothergentlemanofleisure,whosechiefoccupationwastowatchthecomingandgoingofthevisitorstoArrowheadVillage,——\"Itellyethatgirlain\'tagontoputupwithanyo\'themslab-sidedfellahsthatyouseehangin\'
raoundtolookathereverySundaywhenshecomesaouto\'meetin\'。
It\'soneo\'thembiggentsfromBostonorNewYorkthat\'llstepupan\'kerryheroff。”
InthemeantimenothingcouldbefurtherfromthethoughtsofEuthymiathantheprospectofanambitiousworldlyalliance。Theidealsofyoungwomencostthemmanyandgreatdisappointments,buttheysavethemveryoftenfromthoselifelongcompanionshipswhichaccidentisconstantlytryingtoforceuponthem,inspiteoftheirobviousunfitness。Thehighertheideal,thelesslikelyisthecommonplaceneighborwhohasthegreatadvantageofeasyaccess,ortheboarding-houseacquaintancewhocanprofitbythosevacanthourswhentheleastinterestingofvisitorsisbetterthanabsoluteloneliness,——thelesslikelyaretheseundesirablepersonagestobeendured,pitied,and,ifnotembraced,accepted,forwantofsomethingbetter。EuthymiafoundsomuchpleasureintheintellectualcompanionshipofLurida,andfeltherownprudenceandreservesonecessarytothatindependentyounglady,thatshehadbeencontented,sofar,withfriendship,andthoughtofloveonlyinanabstractsortofway。Beneathherabstractionstherewasacapacityoflovingwhichmighthavebeeninferredfromtheexpressionofherfeatures,thelightthatshoneinhereyes,thetonesofhervoice,allofwhichwerefullofthelanguagewhichbelongstosusceptiblenatures。Howmanywomenneversaytothemselvesthattheywereborntolove,untilallatoncethediscoveryopensuponthem,asthesensethathewasbornapainterissaidtohavedawnedsuddenlyuponCorreggio!
Likealltherestofthevillageanditsvisitors,shecouldnothelpthinkingagooddealabouttheyoungmanlyingillamongststrangers。
Shewasnotoneofthosewhohadsenthimthethree-cornerednotesorevenabunchofflowers。Sheknewthathewasreceivingaboundingtokensofkindnessandsympathyfromdifferentquarters,andacertaininwardfeelingrestrainedherfromjoininginthesedemonstrations。Ifhehadbeensufferingfromsomedeadlyandcontagiousmaladyshewouldhaveriskedherlifetohelphim,withoutathoughtthattherewasanywonderfulheroisminsuchself-devotion。
HerfriendLuridamighthavebeencapableofthesamesacrifice,butitwouldbeafterreasoningwithherselfastotheobligationswhichhersenseofhumanrightsanddutieslaiduponher,andfortifyinghercouragewiththememoryofnobledeedsrecordedofwomeninancientandmodernhistory。WithEuthymiatheprimaryhumaninstinctstookprecedenceofallreasoningorreflectionaboutthem。
Allhersympathieswereexcitedbythethoughtofthisforlornstrangerinhissolitude,butshefelttheimpossibilityofgivinganycompleteexpressiontothem。ShethoughtofMungoParkintheAfricandesert,andsheenviedthepoornegresswhonotonlypitiedhim,buthadtheblessedopportunityofhelpingandconsolinghim。
Hownearwerethesetwohumancreatures,eachneedingtheother!Hownearinbodilypresence,howfarapartintheirlives,withabarrierseeminglyimpassablebetweenthem!
XXIII
THEMEETINGOFMAURICEANDEUTHYMIA。
Theseautumnalfevers,whichcarryoffalargenumberofouryoungpeopleeveryyear,aretreacherousanddeceptivediseases。Notonlyaretheyliable,ashasbeenmentioned,tovariousaccidentalcomplicationswhichmayprovesuddenlyfatal,buttoooften,afterconvalescenceseemstobeestablished,relapsesoccurwhicharemoreseriousthanthediseasehadappearedtobeinitspreviouscourse。
OnemorningDr。ButtsfoundMauriceworseinsteadofbetter,ashehadhopedandexpectedtofindhim。Weakashewas,therewaseveryreasontofeartheissueofthisreturnofhisthreateningsymptoms。
Therewasnotmuchtodobesideskeepingupthelittlestrengthwhichstillremained。Itwasallneeded。
Doesthereaderofthesepageseverthinkoftheworkasickmanasmuchasawellonehastoperformwhileheislyingonhisbackandtakingwhatwecallhis\"rest\"?Morethanathousandtimesanhour,betweenahundredandfiftyandtwohundredthousandtimesaweek,hehastoliftthebarsofthecageinwhichhisbreathingorgansareconfined,tosavehimselffromasphyxia。Rest!Thereisnorestuntilthelastlongsightellsthosewholookuponthedyingthattheceaselessdailytask,torestfromwhichisdeath,isatlastfinished。Weareallgalley-slaves,pullingattheleversofrespiration,——which,risingandfallinglikesomanyoars,driveusacrossanunfathomableoceanfromoneunknownshoretoanother。No!
Neverwasagalley-slavesochainedaswearetothesefourandtwentyoars,atwhichwemusttugdayandnightallourlifelongThedoctorcouldnotfindanyaccidentalcausetoaccountforthisrelapse。Itpresentlyoccurredtohimthattheremightbesomelocalsourceofinfectionwhichhadbroughtonthecomplaint,andwasstillkeepingupthesymptomswhichwerethegroundofalarm。HedeterminedtoremoveMauricetohisownhouse,wherehecouldbesureofpureair,andwherehehimselfcouldgivemoreconstantattentiontohispatientduringthiscriticalperiodofhisdisease。Itwasarisktotake,buthecouldbecarriedonalitterbycarefulmen,andremainwhollypassiveduringtheremoval。Mauricesignifiedhisassent,ashecouldhardlyhelpdoing,——forthedoctor\'ssuggestiontookprettynearlytheformofacommand。Hethoughtitamatteroflifeanddeath,andwasgentlyurgentforhispatient\'simmediatechangeofresidence。ThedoctorinsistedonhavingMaurice\'sbooksandothermovablearticlescarriedtohisownhouse,sothatheshouldbesurroundedbyfamiliarsights,andnotworryhimselfaboutwhatmighthappentoobjectswhichhevalued,iftheywereleftbehindhim。
Allthesedispositionswerequicklyandquietlymade,andeverythingwasreadyforthetransferofthepatienttothehouseofthehospitablephysician。Paolowasatthedoctor\'s,superintendingthearrangementofMaurice\'seffectsandmakingallreadyforhismaster。
Thenurseinattendance,atrustworthymanenoughinthemain,findinghispatientinatranquilsleep,lefthisbedsideforalittlefreshair。Whilehewasatthedoorheheardashoutingwhichexcitedhiscuriosity,andhefollowedthesounduntilhefoundhimselfattheborderofthelake。Itwasnothingverywonderfulwhichhadcausedtheshouting。ANewfoundlanddoghadbeenshowingoffhisaccomplishments,andsomeoftheidlerswerebettingastothetimeitwouldtakehimtobringbacktohismasterthevariousfloatingobjectswhichhadbeenthrownasfarfromtheshoreaspossible。Hewatchedthedogafewminutes,whenhisattentionwasdrawntoalightwherry,pulledbyoneyoungladyandsteeredbyanother。Itwasmakingfortheshore,whichitwouldsoonreach。
Theattendantrememberedallatonce,thathehadlefthischarge,andjustbeforetheboatcametolandheturnedandhurriedbacktothepatient。Exactlyhowlonghehadbeenabsenthecouldnothavesaid,——perhapsaquarterofanhour,perhapslonger;thetimeappearedshorttohim,weariedwithlongsittingandwatching。
Ithadseemed,whenhestoleawayfromMaurice\'sbedside,thathewasnotintheleastneeded。Thepatientwaslyingperfectlyquiet,andtoallappearancewantednothingmorethanlettingalone。Itwassuchacomforttolookatsomethingbesidesthewornfeaturesofasickman,tohearsomethingbesideshislaboredbreathingandfaint,half-whisperedwords,thatthetemptationtoindulgeintheseluxuriesforafewminuteshadprovedirresistible。
Unfortunately,Maurice\'sslumbersdidnotremaintranquilduringtheabsenceofthenurse。Heverysoonfellintoadream,whichbeganquietlyenough,butinthecourseofthesuddentransitionswhichdreamsareinthehabitofundergoingbecamesuccessivelyanxious,distressing,terrifying。Hisearlierandlaterexperiencescameupbeforehim,fragmentary,incoherent,chaoticeven,butvividasreality。Hewasatthebottomofacoal-mineinoneofthoselong,narrowgalleries,orratherworm-holes,inwhichhumanbeingspassalargepartoftheirlives,likesomanylarvaeboringtheirwayintothebeamsandraftersofsomeoldbuilding。Howclosetheairwasinthestiflingpassagethroughwhichhewascrawling!Thescenechanged,andhewasclimbingaslipperysheetoficewithdesperateeffort,hisfootonthefloorofashallowniche,hisholdaniciclereadytosnapinaninstant,anabyssbelowhimwaitingforhisfoottosliportheicicletobreak。Howthintheairseemed,howdesperatelyhardtobreathe!HewasthinkingofMontBlanc,itmaybe,andthefearfullyrarefiedatmospherewhichherememberedwellasoneofthegreattrialsinhismountainascents。No,itwasnotMontBlanc,——itwasnotanyoneofthefrozenAlpinesummits;itwasHeclathathewasclimbingThesmokeoftheburningmountainwaswrappingitselfaroundhim;hewaschokingwithitsdensefumes;heheardtheflamesroaringaroundhim,hefeltthehotlavabeneathhisfeet,heutteredafaintcry,andawoke。
Theroomwasfullofsmoke。Hewasgaspingforbreath,stranglinginthesmotheringovenwhichhischamberhadbecome。
Thehousewasonfire!
Hetriedtocallforhelp,buthisvoicefailedhim,anddiedawayinawhisper。Hemadeadesperateeffort,androsesoastositupinthebedforaninstant,buttheeffortwastoomuchforhim,andhesankbackuponhispillow,helpless。Hefeltthathishourhadcome,forhecouldnotliveinthisdreadfulatmosphere,andhewasleftalone。Hecouldhearthecrackleoffireastheflamecreptalongfromonepartitiontoanother。Itwasacruelfatetobelefttoperishinthatway,——thefatethatmanyamartyrhadhadtoface,——tobefirststrangledandthenburned。Deathhadnottheterrorforhimthatithasformostyoungpersons。Hewasaccustomedtothinkingofitcalmly,sometimeswistfully,eventosuchadegreethatthethoughtofself-destructionhadcomeuponhimasatemptation。Butherewasdeathinanunexpectedandappallingshape。Hedidnotknowbeforehowmuchhecaredtolive。Allhisoldrecollectionscamebeforehimasitwereinonelong,vividflash。Theclosedvistaofmemoryopenedtoitsfarhorizon-line,andpastandpresentwerepicturedinasingleinstantofclearvision。Thedreadmomentwhichhadblightedhislifereturnedinallitsterror。Hefelttheconvulsivespringintheformofafaint,impotentspasm,——therushofair,——thethornsofthestingingandlaceratingcradleintowhichhewasprecipitated。Oneafteranotherthoseparalyzingseizureswhichhadbeenlikedeadeningblowsonthenakedheartseemedtorepeatthemselves,asrealasatthemomentoftheiroccurrence。Thepicturespassedinsuccessionwithsuchrapiditythattheyappearedalmostasifsimultaneous。Thevisionofthe\"inwardeye\"wassointensifiedinthismomentofperilthataninstantwaslikeanhourofcommonexistence。Thosewhohavebeenveryneardrowningknowwellwhatthisdescriptionmeans。Thedevelopmentofaphotographmaynotexplainit,butitillustratesthecuriousandfamiliarfactoftherevivedrecollectionsofthedrowningman\'sexperience。Thesensitiveplatehastakenonelookatascene,andremembersitall,Everylittlecircumstanceisthere,——thehoofinair,thewinginflight,theleafasitfalls,thewaveasitbreaks。Allthere,butinvisible;potentiallypresent,butimpalpable,inappreciable,asifnotexistingatall。Awashispouredoverit,andthewholescenecomesoutinallitsperfectionofdetail。Inthosesuprememomentswhendeathstaresamansuddenlyinthefacetherushofunwontedemotionfloodstheundevelopedpicturesofvanishedyears,storedawayinthememory,thevastpanoramaofalifetime,andinoneswiftinstantthepastcomesoutasvividlyasifitwereagainthepresent。Soitwasatthismomentwiththesickman,ashelayhelplessandfeltthathewaslefttodie。Forhesawnohopeofrelief:thesmokewasdriftingincloudsintotheroom;theflameswereverynear;ifhewasnotreachedandrescuedimmediatelyitwasalloverwithhim。
Hispastlifehadflashedbeforehim。Thenallatoncerosethethoughtofhisfuture,——ofallitspossibilities,ofthevaguehopeswhichhehadcherishedoflatethathismysteriousdoomwouldbeliftedfromhim。Therewassomething,then,tobelivedfor,something!Therewasanewlife,itmightbe,instoreforhim,andsuchanewlife!Hethoughtofallhewaslosing。Oh,couldhebuthavelivedtoknowthemeaningoflove!Andthepassionatedesireoflifecameoverhim,——notthedreadofdeath,butthelongingforwhatthefuturemightyethaveofhappinessforhim。
Allthistookplaceinthecourseofaveryfewmoments。Dreamsandvisionshavelittletodowithmeasuredtime,andtenminutes,possiblyfifteenortwenty,wereallthathadpassedsincethebeginningofthosenightmareterrorswhichwereevidentlysuggestedbythesuffocatingairhewasbreathing。
Whathadhappened?Intheconfusionofmovingbooksandotherarticlestothedoctor\'shouse,doorsandwindowshadbeenforgotten。
Amongtherestawindowopeningintothecellar,wheresomeoldfurniturehadbeenleftbyaformeroccupant,hadbeenleftunclosed。
Oneofthelazynatives,whohadloungedbythehousesmokingabadcigar,hadthrowntheburningstumpinatthisopenwindow。Hehadnoparticularintentionofdoingmischief,buthehadthatindifferencetoconsequenceswhichisthenextstepabovetheinclinationtocrime。Theburningstumphappenedtofallamongthestrawofanoldmattresswhichhadbeenrippedopen。Thesmokerwenthiswaywithoutlookingbehindhim,anditsochancedthatnootherpersonpassedthehouseforsometime。Presentlythestrawwasinablaze,andfromthisthefireextendedtothefurniture,tothestairwayleadingupfromthecellar,andwasworkingitswayalongtheentryunderthestairsleadinguptotheapartmentwhereMauricewaslying。
Theblazewasfierceandswift,asitcouldnothelpbeingwithsuchamassofcombustibles,——loosestrawfromthemattress,dryoldfurniture,andoldwarpedfloorswhichhadbeenparchingandshrinkingforascoreortwoofyears。Thewholehousewas,inthecommonlanguageofthenewspaperreports,\"aperfecttinder-box,\"andwouldprobablybeaheapofashesinhalfanhour。Andtherewasthisunfortunatedesertedsickmanlyingbetweenlifeanddeath,beyondallhelpunlesssomeunexpectedassistanceshouldcometohisrescue。
AstheattendantdrewnearthehousewhereMauricewaslying,hewashorror-strucktoseedensevolumesofsmokepouringoutofthelowerwindows。Itwasbeginningtomakeitswaythroughtheupperwindows,also,andpresentlyatongueoffireshotoutandstreamedupwardalongthesideofthehouse。ThemanshriekedFire!Fire!withallhismight,andrushedtothedoorofthebuildingtomakehiswaytoMaurice\'sroomandsavehim。Hepenetratedbutashortdistancewhen,blindedandchokingwiththesmoke,herushedheadlongdownthestairswithacryofdespairthatrousedeveryman,woman,andchildwithinreachofahumanvoice。Outtheycamefromtheirhousesineveryquarterofthevillage。TheshoutofFire!Fire!wasthechiefaidlentbymanyoftheyoungandold。Somecaughtuppailsandbuckets:themorethoughtfulonesfillingthem;thehastiersnatchingthemupempty,trustingtofindwaternearertheburningbuilding。
Isthesickmanmoved?
Thiswastheawfulquestionfirstasked,——forinthelittlevillageallknewthatMauricewasaboutbeingtransferredtothedoctor\'shouse。Theattendant,whiteasdeath,pointedtothechamberwherehehadlefthim,andgaspedout,\"Heisthere!\"
Aladder!Aladder!wasthegeneralcry,andmenandboysrushedoffinsearchofone。Butasingleminutewasanagenow,andtherewasnoladdertobehadwithoutadelayofmanyminutes。Thesickmanwasgoingtobeswallowedupintheflamesbeforeitcouldpossiblyarrive。Someweregoingforablanketoracoverlet,inthehopethattheyoungmanmighthavestrengthenoughtoleapfromthewindowandbesafelycaughtinit。Theattendantshookhishead,andsaidfaintly,\"Hecannotmovefromhisbed。”
Oneofthevisitorsatthevillage,——amillionaire,itwassaid,——akind-heartedman,spokeinhoarse,brokentones:
\"Athousanddollarstothemanthatwillbringhimfromhischamber!\"
Thefresh-waterfishermanmuttered,\"Ishouldliketosavethemanandtoseethemoney,butitain\'tathaousan\'dollars,nortenthaousan\'dollars,that\'llpayafellahforburnin\'todeath,——orevenchokin\'todeath,anyhaow。”
Thecarpenter,whoknewtheframeworkofeveryhouseinthevillage,recentorold,shookhishead。
\"Thestairshavebeenshoredup,\"hesaid,\"andwhenthefiststhatholds\'emupgoes,downthey\'llcome。Itain\'tsafefornomantogooverthemstairs。Hurryalongyourladder,——that\'syouronlychance。”
Allwaswildconfusionaroundtheburninghouse。Theladdertheyhadgoneforwasmissingfromitscase,——aneighborhadcarrieditofffortheworkmenwhowereshinglinghisroof。Itwouldnevergetthereintime。Therewasafire-engine,butitwasnearlyhalfamilefromthelakesidesettlement。Somewerethrowingonwaterinanaimless,uselessway;onewassendingathinstreamthroughagardensyringe:itseemedlikedoingsomething,atleast。ButallhopeofsavingMauricewasfastgivingway,sorapidwastheprogressoftheflames,sothickthecloudofsmokethatfilledthehouseandpouredfromthewindows。Nothingwasheardbutconfusedcries,shrieksofwomen,allsortsoforderstodothisandthat,nooneknowingwhatwastobedone。Theladder!Theladder!Fiveminutesmoreanditwillbetoolate!
InthemeantimethealarmoffirehadreachedPaolo,andhehadstoppedhisworkofarrangingMaurice\'sbooksinthesamewayasthatinwhichtheyhadstoodinhisapartment,andfollowedinthedirectionofthesound,littlethinkingthathismasterwaslyinghelplessintheburninghouse。\"Somechimneyafire,\"hesaidtohimself;buthewouldgoandtakealook,atanyrate。
BeforePaolohadreachedthesceneofdestructionandimpendingdeath,twoyoungwomen,inboatingdressesofdecidedlyBloomerishaspect,hadsuddenlyjoinedthethrong。\"TheWonder\"and\"TheTerror\"oftheirschool-days——MissEuthymiarowerandMissLuridaVincenthadjustcomefromtheshore,wheretheyhadlefttheirwherry。Afewhurriedwordstoldthemthefearfulstory。MauriceKirkwoodwaslyinginthechambertowhicheveryeyewasturned,unabletomove,doomedtoadreadfuldeath。Allthatcouldbehopedwasthathewouldperishbysuffocationratherthanbytheflames,whichwouldsoonbeuponhim。Themanwhohadattendedhimhadjusttriedtoreachhischamber,buthadreeledbackoutofthedoor,almoststrangledbythesmoke。Athousanddollarshadbeenofferedtoanyonewhowouldrescuethesickman,butnoonehaddaredtomaketheattempt;forthestairsmightfallatanymoment,ifthesmokedidnotblindandsmotherthemanwhopassedthembeforetheyfell。
Thetwoyoungwomenlookedeachotherinthefaceforoneswiftmoment。
\"Howcanhebereached?\"askedLurida。\"Istherenobodythatwillventurehislifetosaveabrotherlikethat?\"
\"Iwillventuremine,\"saidEuthymia。
\"No!no!\"shriekedLurida,——\"notyou!notyou!Itisaman\'swork,notyours!Youshallnotgo!PoorLuridahadforgottenallhertheoriesinthissuprememoment。ButEuthymiawasnottobeheldback。Takingahandkerchieffromherneck,shedippeditinapailofwaterandbounditaboutherhead。Thenshetookseveraldeepbreathsofair,andfilledherlungsasfullastheywouldhold。Sheknewshemustnottakeasinglebreathinthechokingatmosphereifshecouldpossiblyhelpit,andEuthymiawasnotedforherpowerofstayingunderwatersolongthatmorethanoncethosewhosawherdivethoughtshewouldnevercomeupagain。Sorapidwerehermovementsthattheyparalyzedthebystanders,whowouldforciblyhavepreventedherfromcarryingoutherpurpose。Herimperiousdeterminationwasnottoberesisted。AndsoEuthymia,awillingmartyr,ifmartyrshewastobe,andnotsaviour,passedwithintheveilthathidthesufferer。
Luridaturneddeadlypale,andsankfaintingtotheground。Shewasthefirst,butnottheonlyone,ofhersexthatfaintedasEuthymiadisappearedinthesmokeoftheburningbuilding。Eventherectorgrewverywhiteintheface,——sowhitethatoneofhisvestry-menbeggedhimtositdownatonce,andsprinkledafewdropsofwateronhisforehead,tohisgreatdisgustandmanifestadvantage。Theoldlandladywascryingandmoaning,andherhusbandwaswipinghiseyesandshakinghisheadsadly。
\"Shewillnevarcomeoutalive,\"hesaidsolemnly。
\"Nordead,neither,\"addedthecarpenter。\"Ther\'won\'tbenothingleftofneitherof\'embutashes。”Andthecarpenterhidhisfaceinhishands。
Thefresh-waterfishermanhadpulledoutaragwhichhecalleda\"hangkercher,\"——ithadservedtocarrybaitthatmorning,——andwasmakinguseofitsbestcornertodrythetearswhichwererunningdownhischeeks。ThewholevillagewasproudofEuthymia,andwiththesemorequietsignsofgriefweremingledloudlamentations,comingalikefromoldandyoung。
Allthiswasnotsomuchlikeasuccessionofeventsasitwaslikeatableau。Thelookers-onwerestunnedwithitssuddenness,andbeforetheyhadtimetorecovertheirbewilderedsensesallwaslost,orseemedlost。Theyfeltthattheyshouldneverlookagainoneitherofthoseyoungfaces。
Therector,notunfeelingbynature,butinveteratelyprofessionalbyhabit,hadalreadyrecoveredenoughtobethinkingofatextforthefuneralsermon。Thefirstthatoccurredtohimwasthis,——vaguely,ofcourse,inthebackgroundofconsciousness:
\"ThenShadrach,Meshach,andAbed-negocameforthofthemidstofthefire。”
Thevillageundertakerwasofnaturallysoberaspectandreflectivedisposition。Hehadalwaysbeenopposedtocremation,andherewasafuneralpileblazingbeforehiseyes。He,too,hadhishumansympathies,butinthedistancehisimaginationpicturedthefinalceremony,andhowhehimselfshouldfigureinaspectaclewheretheusualcentrepieceofattractionwouldbewanting,——perhapshisownservicesuncalledfor。
Blamehimnot,youwhosegarden-patchisnotwateredwiththetearsofmourners。Thestringofself-interestanswerswithitschordtoeverysound;itvibrateswiththefuneral-bell,itfindsitselftremblingtothewailoftheDeProfundis。Notalways,——notalways;
letusnotbecynicalinourjudgments,butcommonhumannature,wemaysafelysay,issubjecttothosesecondaryvibrationsunderthemostsolemnandsoul-subduinginfluences。
Itseemsasifweweredoinggreatwrongtothescenewearecontemplatingindelayingitbythedescriptionoflittlecircumstancesandindividualthoughtsandfeelings。Butlingeraswemay,wecannotcompressintoachapter——wecouldnotcrowdintoavolume——allthatpassedthroughthemindsandstirredtheemotionsoftheawe-struckcompanywhichwasgatheredaboutthesceneofdangerandofterror。Wearedealingwithanimpossibility:consciousnessisasurface;narrativeisaline。
Mauricehadgivenhimselfupforlost。Hisbreathingwasbecomingeverymomentmoredifficult,andhefeltthathisstrengthcouldholdoutbutafewminuteslonger。
\"Robert!\"hecalledinfaintaccents。Buttheattendantwasnottheretoanswer。
\"Paolo!Paolo!\"Butthefaithfulservant,whowouldhavegivenhislifeforhismaster,hadnotyetreachedtheplacewherethecrowdwasgathered。
\"Oh,forabreathofair!Oh,foranarmtoliftmefromthisbed!
Toolate!Toolate!\"hegasped,withwhatmighthaveseemedhisdyingexpiration。
\"Nottoolate!\"Thesoftvoicereachedhisobscuredconsciousnessasifithadcomedowntohimfromheaven。
Inasingleinstanthefoundhimselfrolledinablanketandinthearmsof——awoman!
Outofthestiflingchamber,——overtheburningstairs,——closebythetonguesoffirethatwerelappingupalltheycouldreach,——outintotheopenair,hewasborneswiftlyandsafely,——carriedaseasilyasifhehadbeenababe,inthestrongarmsof\"TheWonder\"ofthegymnasium,thecaptainoftheAtalanta,whohadlittledreamedoftheuseshewastomakeofhernaturalgiftsandherschool-girlaccomplishments。
Suchacryasarosefromthecrowdofon-lookers!Itwasasoundthatnoneofthemhadeverheardbeforeorcouldexpectevertohearagain,unlessheshouldbeoneofthelastboat-loadrescuedfromasinkingvessel。Then,thosewhohadresistedtheoverflowoftheiremotion,whohadstoodinwhitedespairastheythoughtofthesetwoyounglivessoontobewrappedintheirburningshroud,——thosesternmen——theoldsea-captain,thehard-faced,moneymaking,cast-irontradesmenofthecitycounting-room——sobbedlikehystericwomen;itwaslikeaconvulsionthatovercamenaturesunusedtothosedeeperemotionswhichmanywhoarecapableofexperiencingdiewithouteverknowing。
ThiswasthesceneuponwhichthedoctorandPaolosuddenlyappearedatthesamemoment。
Asthefreshbreezepassedoverthefaceoftherescuedpatient,hiseyesopenedwide,andhisconsciousnessreturnedinalmostsupernaturallucidity。Euthymiahadsatdownuponabank,andwasstillsupportinghim。Hisheadwasrestingonherbosom。Throughhisawakeningsensesstolethemurmursofthelivingcradlewhichrockedhimwiththewavelikemovementsofrespiration,thesoftsusurrusoftheairthatenteredwitheverybreath,thedoublebeatoftheheartwhichthrobbedclosetohisear。Andeverysense,andeveryinstinct,andeveryrevivingpulsetoldhiminlanguagelikearevelationfromanotherworldthatawoman\'sarmswerearoundhim,andthatitwaslife,andnotdeath,whichherembracehadbroughthim。
Shewouldhavedisengagedhimfromherprotectinghold,butthedoctormadeheraperemptorysign,whichhefollowedbyasharpcommand:——
\"Donotmovehimahair\'sbreadth,\"hesaid。\"Waituntilthelittercomes。Anysuddenmovementmightbedangerous。Hasanybodyabrandyflaskabouthim?\"
Oneortwomembersofthelocaltemperancesocietylookedratherawkward,butdidnotcomeforward。
Thefresh-waterfishermanwasthefirstwhospoke。
\"Ihan\'tgotnobrandy,\"hesaid,\"butthere\'sadroportwoofoldMedfordruminthisherethatyou\'rewelcometo,ifit\'llbeofanyhelp。Iallizkerryalittleon\'tincaseo\'gettin\'wet\'n\'
chilled。”
Sosayingheheldforthaflatbottlewiththeword,Sarsaparillastampedonthegreenglass,butwhichcontainedhalfapintormoreofthespecificonwhichhereliedinthoseveryfrequentexposureswhichhappentopersonsofhiscalling。
ThedoctormotionedbackPaolo,whowouldhaverushedatoncetotheaidofMaurice,andwhowasnotwantedatthatmoment。SopoorPaolo,inanagonyoffearforhismaster,waskeptasquietaspossible,andhadtocontenthimselfwithaskingallsortsofquestionsandrepeatingalltheprayershecouldthinkoftoOurLadyandtohisholynamesaketheApostle。
Thedoctorwipedthemouthofthefisherman\'sbottleverycarefully。
\"Takeafewdropsofthiscordial,\"hesaid,asheheldittohispatient\'slips。\"Holdhimjustso,Euthymia,withoutstirring。I
willwatchhim,andsaywhenheisreadytobemoved。Thelitterisnearby,waiting。”Dr。ButtswatchedMaurice\'spulseandcolor。The\"oldMedford\"knewitsbusiness。Ithadknockedoveritstensofthousands;ithaditsredeemingvirtue,andhelpedtosetupapoorfellownowandthen。ItdidthisforMauriceveryeffectively。Whenheseemedsomewhatrestored,thedoctorhadthelitterbroughttohisside,andEuthymiasoftlyresignedherhelplessburden,whichPaoloandtheattendantRobertliftedwiththeaidofthedoctor,whowalkedbythepatientashewasbornetothehomewhereMrs。Buttshadmadeallreadyforhisreception。
AsforpoorLurida,whohadthoughtherselfequaltothesanguinarydutiesofthesurgeon,shewasleftlyingonthegrasswithanoldwomanoverher,workinghardwithfanandsmelling-saltstobringherbackfromherlongfaintingfit。
XXIV
THEINEVITABLE。
WhyshouldnothumannaturebethesameinArrowheadVillageaselsewhere?Itcouldnotseemstrangetothegoodpeopleofthatplaceandtheirvisitorsthatthesetwoyoungpersons,broughttogetherundercircumstancesthatstirredupthedeepestemotionsofwhichthehumansouliscapable,shouldbecomeattachedtoeachother。Butthebondbetweenthemwasstrongerthananyknew,exceptthegooddoctor,whohadlearnedthegreatsecretofMaurice\'slife。
Forthefirsttimesincehisinfancyhehadfullyfeltthecharmwhichtheimmediatepresenceofyouthfulwomanhoodcarrieswithit。
Hecouldhardlybelievethefactwhenhefoundhimselfnolongerthesubjectoftheterrifyingseizuresofwhichhehadhadmanyandthreateningexperiences。
Itwasthedoctor\'sbusinesstosavehispatient\'slife,ifhecouldpossiblydoit。Mauricehadbeenreducedtothemostperilousstateofdebilitybytherelapsewhichhadinterruptedhisconvalescence。
Onlybywhatseemedalmostamiraclehadhesurvivedtheexposuretosuffocationandthementalanguishthroughwhichhehadpassed。ItwasperfectlycleartoDr。ButtsthatifMauricecouldseetheyoungwomantowhomheowedhislife,and,asthedoctorfeltassured,therevolutioninhisnervoussystemwhichwouldbethebeginningofanewexistence,itwouldbeoffarmorevalueasarestorativeagencythananyorallofthedrugsinthepharmacopoeia。HetoldthistoEuthymia,andexplainedthemattertoherparentsandfriends。Shemustgowithhimonsomeofhisvisits。Hermothershouldgowithher,orhersister;butthiswasacaseoflifeanddeath,andnomaidenlyscruplesmustkeepherfromdoingherduty。
Thefirstofhervisitstothesick,perhapsdying,manpresentedascenenotunlikethepicturebeforespokenofonthetitle-pageoftheoldeditionofGalen。Thedoctorwasperhapsthemostagitatedofthelittlegroup。Hewentbeforetheothers,tookhisseatbythebedside,andheldthepatient\'swristwithhisfingeronthepulse。
AsEuthymiaentereditgaveasinglebound,flutteredforaninstantasifwithafaintmemoryofitsoldhabit,thenthrobbedfullandstrong,comparatively,asifunderthespurofsomepowerfulstimulus。Euthymia\'staskwasadelicateone,butsheknewhowtodisguiseitsdifficulty。
\"HereisaflowerIhavebroughtyou,Mr。Kirkwood,\"shesaid,andhandedhimawhitechrysanthemum。Hetookitfromherhand,andbeforesheknewithetookherhandintohisown,andhelditwithagentleconstraint。Whatcouldshedo?Herewastheyoungmanwhoselifeshehadsaved,atleastforthemoment,andwhowasyetindangerfromthediseasewhichhadalmostwornouthispowersofresistance。
\"SitdownbyMr。Kirkwood\'sside,\"saidthedoctor。\"Hewantstothankyou,ifhehasstrengthtodoit,forsavinghimfromthedeathwhichseemedinevitable。”
NotmanywordscouldMauricecommand。Hewasweakenoughforwomanlytears,buttheirfountainsnolongerflowed;itwaswithhimaswiththedying,whoseeyesmaylightup,butrarelyshedatear。
Theriverwhichhasfoundanewchannelwidensanddeepens——it;itletstheoldwater-coursefillup,andneverreturnstoitsforsakenbed。Thetyrannoushabitwasbroken。Theprophecyofthegitanahadverifieditself,andtheillafairwomanhadwroughtafairerwomanbadconqueredandabolished。
ThehistoryofMauriceKirkwoodlosesitsexceptionalcharacterfromthetimeofhisrestorationtohisnaturalconditions。Hisconvalescencewasveryslowandgradual,butnofurtheraccidentinterrupteditsevenprogress。Theseasonwasover,thesummervisitorshadleftArrowheadVillage;thechrysanthemumsweregoingoutofflower,thefrostshadcome,andMauricewasstillbeneaththeroofofthekindphysician。Therelationbetweenhimandhispreserverwassoentirelyapartfromallcommonacquaintancesandfriendshipsthatnoordinaryrulescouldapplytoit。Euthymiavisitedhimoftenduringtheperiodofhisextremeprostration。
\"Youmustcomeeveryday,\"thedoctorsaid。\"Hegainswitheveryvisityoumakehim;hepinesifyoumisshimforasingleday。”Soshecameandsatbyhim,thedoctororgoodMrs。Buttskeepinghercompanyinhispresence。Hegrewstronger,——begantositupinbed;
andatlastEuthymiafoundhimdressedasinhealth,andbeginningtowalkabouttheroom。Shewasstartled。Shehadthoughtofherselfasakindofnurse,buttheyounggentlemancouldhardlybesaidtoneedanurseanylonger。Shehadscruplesaboutmakinganyfurthervisits。SheaskedLuridawhatshethoughtaboutit。
\"Thinkaboutit?\"saidLurida。\"Whyshouldn\'tyougotoseeabrotheraswellasasister,Ishouldliketoknow?IfyouareafraidtogotoseeMauriceKirkwood,Iamnotafraid,atanyrate。
Ifyouwouldratherhavemegothangoyourself,Iwilldoit,andletpeopletalkjustasmuchastheywantto。ShallIgoinsteadofyou?\"
Euthymiawasnotquitesurethatthiswouldbethebestthingforthepatient。Thedoctorhadtoldherhethoughttherewerespecialreasonsforherowncourseincomingdailytoseehim。\"Iamafraid,\"shesaid,\"youaretoobrighttobesafeforhiminhisweakstate。Yourmindissuchastimulatingone,youknow。Adullsortofpersonlikemyselfisbetterforhimjustnow。IwillcontinuevisitinghimaslongasthedoctorsaysitisimportantthatIshould;butyoumustdefendme,Lurida,——Iknowyoucanexplainitallsothatpeoplewillnotblameme。”
EuthymiaknewfullwellwhattheeffectofLurida\'spenetratinghead-
voicewouldbeinaconvalescent\'schamber。Sheknewhowthatactivemindofherswouldsettheyoungman\'sthoughtsatwork,whenwhathewantedwasrestofeveryfaculty。Werenotthesegoodandsufficientreasonsforherdecision?Whatotherscouldtherebe?
SoEuthymiakeptonwithhervisits,untilsheblushedtoseethatshewascontinuinghercharitableofficeforonewhowasbeginningtolooktoowelltobecalledaninvalid。Itwasadangerousconditionofaffairs,andthebusytonguesofthevillagegossipswerefreeintheircomments。Free,butkindly,forthestoryoftherescuehadmeltedeveryheart;andwhatcouldbemorenaturalthanthatthesetwoyoungpeoplewhomGodhadbroughttogetherinthedreadmomentofperilshouldfindithardtotearthemselvesasunderafterthehourofdangerwaspast?Whengratitudeisabankrupt,loveonlycanpayhisdebts;andifMauricegavehishearttoEuthymia,wouldnotshereceiveitaspaymentinfull?
ThechangewhichhadtakenplaceinthevitalcurrentsofMauriceKirkwood\'ssystemwasassimpleandsolidafactasthechangeinamagneticneedlewhentheborealbecomestheaustralpole,andtheaustraltheboreal。Itwaswell,perhaps,thatthischangetookplacewhilehewasenfeebledbythewastingeffectsoflongillness。
Forallthelong-defeated,disturbed,pervertedinstinctshadfoundtheirnaturalchannelfromthecentreofconsciousnesstotheorganwhichthrobsinresponsetoeveryprofoundemotion。Ashishealthgraduallyreturned,Euthymiacouldnothelpperceivingaflushinhischeek,aglitterinhiseyes,asomethinginthetoneofhisvoice,whichaltogetherwereawarningtotheyoungmaidenthatthehighwayoffriendlyintercoursewasfastnarrowingtoalane,attheheadofwhichherwoman\'seyecouldreadplainlyenough,\"Dangerouspassing。”
\"Youlooksomuchbetterto-day,Mr。Kirkwood,\"shesaid,\"thatI
thinkIhadbetternotplaySisterofCharityanylonger。ThenexttimewemeetIhopeyouwillbestrongenoughtocallonme。”
Shewasfrightenedtoseehowpaleheturned,——hewasweakerthanshethought。TherewasasilencesoprofoundandsolongthatMrs。Buttslookedupfromthestockingshewasknitting。Theyhadforgottenthegoodwoman\'spresence。
PresentlyMauricespoke,——veryfaintly,butMrs。Buttsdroppedastitchatthefirstword,andherknittingfellintoherlapasshelistenedtowhatfollowed。
\"No!youmustnotleaveme。Youmustneverleaveme。Yousavedmylife。Butyouhavedonemorethanthat,——morethanyouknoworcaneverknow。ToyouIoweitthatIamliving;withyouIlivehenceforth,ifIamtoliveatall。AllIam,allIhope,——willyoutakethispoorofferingfromonewhoowesyoueverything,whoselipsnevertouchedthoseofwomanorbreathedawordoflovebeforeyou?
WhatcouldEuthymiareplytothisquestion,utteredwithallthedepthofapassionwhichhadneverbeforefoundexpression。
NotonesyllableofanswerdidlisteningMrs。Buttsoverhear。ButshetoldherhusbandafterwardsthattherewasnothinginthetableauxtheyhadhadinSeptembertocomparewithwhatshethensaw。
ItwasindeedapleasingpicturewhichthosetwoyoungheadspresentedasEuthymiagaveherinarticulatebutinfinitelyexpressiveanswertothequestionofMauriceKirkwood。Thegood-heartedwomanthoughtittimetoleavetheyoungpeople。Downwentthestockingwiththeneedlesinit;outofherlaptumbledtheballofworsted,rollingalongthefloorwithitsyarntrailingafterit,likesomevillagematronwhogoesaboutcirculatingfromhearthtohearth,leavingallalonghertrackthestoryofthenewengagementorofthearrivalofthelast\"littlestranger。”
NotmanysunshadsetbeforeitwastoldallthroughArrowheadVillagethatMauriceKirkwoodwastheacceptedloverofEuthymiaTower。
POSTSCRIPT:AFTER-GLIMPSES。
MISSLURIDAVINCENTTOMRS。EUTHYMIAKIRKWOOD。
ARROWHEADVILLAGE,May18。
MYDEARESTEUTHYMIA,——Whowouldhavethought,whenyoubrokeyouroarastheAtalantaflashedbytheAlgonquin,lastJune,thatbeforetherosescameagainyouwouldfindyourselfthewifeofafinescholarandgrandgentleman,andtheheadofahouseholdsuchasthatofwhichyouarethemistress?YoumustnotforgetyouroldArrowheadVillagefriends。WhatamIsaying?——youforgetthem!No,dearest,Iknowyourhearttoowellforthat!Youarenotoneofthosewholayasidetheiroldfriendshipsastheydolastyearsbonnetwhentheygetanewone。Youhavetoldmeallaboutyourselfandyourhappiness,andnowyouwantmetotellyouaboutmyselfandwhatisgoingoninourlittleplace。
Andfirstaboutmyself。Ihavegivenuptheideaofbecomingadoctor。IhavestudiedmathematicssomuchthatIhavegrownfondofcertainties,ofdemonstrations,andmedicinedealschieflyinprobabilities。Thepracticeoftheartissomixedupwiththedeepesthumanintereststhatitishardtopursueitwiththatevenpoiseoftheintellectwhichisdemandedbyscience。Iwantknowledgepureandsimple,——Idonotfancyhavingitmixed。NeitherdoIlikethethoughtofpassingmylifeingoingfromonesceneofsufferingtoanother;Iamnotsaintlyenoughforsuchadailymartyrdom,norcallousenoughtomakeitaneasyoccupation。I
faintedatthefirstoperationIsaw,andIhaveneverwantedtoseeanother。Idon\'tsaythatIwouldn\'tmarryaphysician,iftherightoneaskedme,buttheyoungdoctorisnotforthcomingatpresent。
Yes,IthinkImightmakeaprettygooddoctor\'swife。Icouldteachhimagooddealaboutheadachesandbackachesandallsortsofnervousrevolutions,asthedoctorsaystheFrenchwomencalltheirtantrums。Idon\'tknowbutIshouldbewillingtolethimtryhisnewmedicinesonme。Ifhewereahomeopath,IknowIshould;forifabillionthofagrainofsugarwon\'tbegintosweetenmyteaorcoffee,Idon\'tfeelafraidthatabillionthofagrainofanythingwouldpoisonme,——no,notifitweresnake-venom;andifitwerenotdisgusting,Iwouldswallowahandfulofhislachesisglobules,topleasemyhusband。ButifIeverbecomeadoctor\'swife,myhusbandwillnotbeoneofthatkindofpractitioners,youmaybesureofthat,noran\"eclectic,\"nora\"faith-cureman。”Onthewhole,I
don\'tthinkIwanttobemarriedatall。Idon\'tlikethemaleanimalverywell(exceptsuchnoblespecimensasyourhusband)。Theyarealltyrants,——almostall,——sofarasoursexisconcerned,andI
oftenthinkwecouldgetonbetterwithoutthem。
However,thecreaturesareusefulintheSociety。Theysenduspapers,someofthemwellworthreading。YouhavetoldmesooftenthatyouwouldliketoknowhowtheSocietyisgettingon,andtoreadsomeofthepaperssenttoitiftheyhappenedtobeinteresting,thatIhavelaidasideoneortwomanuscriptsexpresslyforyourperusal。Youwillgetthembyandby。
IamdelightedtoknowthatyoukeepPaolowithyou。ArrowheadVillagemisseshimdreadfully,Icantellyou。ThatisthereasonpeoplebecomesoattachedtotheseservantswithSouthernsunlightintheirnatures?IsupposelifeisnotlongenoughtocooltheirblooddowntoourNorthernstandard。Thentheyaresochild-like,whereasthenativeoftheselatitudesisneveryoungafterheistenortwelveyearsold。Mothersays,——youknowmother\'sold-fashionednotions,andhowshrewdandsensiblesheisinspiteofthem,——mothersaysthatwhenshewasagirlfamiliesusedtoimportyoungmenandyoungwomenfromthecountrytowns,whocalledthemselves\"helps,\"
notservants,——no,thatwasScriptural;\"buttheydidn\'tknoweverythingdowninJudee,\"anditisnotgoodAmericanlanguage。Shesaysthatthesepeoplewouldliveinthesamehouseholduntiltheyweremarried,andthewomenoftenremaininthesameserviceuntiltheydiedorwereoldandwornout,andthen,whatwiththemoneytheyhadsavedandthecareandassistancetheygotfromtheirformeremployers,wouldpassadecentandcomfortableoldage,andbeburiedinthefamilylot。Motherhasmadeuphermindtothechange,butgrandmotherisbitteraboutit。Shesaysthereneverwasacountryyetwherethepopulationwasmadeupof\"ladies\"and\"gentlemen,\"andshedoesn\'tbelievetherecanbe;northatputtingaspreadeagleonacoppermakesagolddollarofit。Sheisapessimistafterherownfashion。Shethinksallsentimentisdyingoutofourpeople。Noloyaltyforthesovereign,theking-postofthepoliticaledifice,shesays;nodeepattachmentbetweenemployerandemployed;noreverenceofthehumblermembersofahouseholdforitsheads;andtomakesureofcontinuedcorruptionandmisery,whatshecalls\"universalsuffrage\"emptyingallthesewersintothegreataqueductweallmustdrinkfrom。\"Universalsuffrage!\"Isupposewewomendon\'tbelongtotheuniverse!Waituntilwegetachanceattheballot-box,Itellgrandma,andseeifwedon\'twashoutthesewersbeforetheyreachtheaqueduct!ButmypenhasrunawaywithmenI
wasthinkingofPaolo,andwhatapleasantthingitistohaveoneofthosechild-like,warm-hearted,attachable,cheerful,contented,humble,faithful,companionable,butneverpresuminggrownupchildrenoftheSouthwaitingonone,asifeverythinghecoulddoforonewasapleasure,andcarryingalookofcontentinhisfacewhichmakeseveryonewhomeetshimhappierforaglimpseofhisfeatures。
Itdoesseemashamethatthecharmingrelationofmasterandservant,intelligentauthorityandcheerfulobedience,mutualinterestineachother\'swelfare,thankfulrecognitionofalltheadvantageswhichbelongtodomesticserviceinthebetterclassoffamilies,shouldbealmostwhollyconfinedtoaliensandtheirimmediatedescendants。WhyshouldHannahthinkherselfsomuchbetterthanBridget?Whentheymeetatthepollstogether,astheywillbeforelong,theywillbegintofeelmoreofanequalitythanisrecognizedatpresent。Thenativefemaleturnshernoseupattheideaof\"livingout;\"doesshethinkherselfsomuchsuperiortothewomenofothernationalities?Ourwomenwillhavetocometoit,——sograndmothersays,——inanothergenerationortwo,andinahundredyears,accordingtoherprophecy,therewillbeanewsetofold\"MissPollys\"and\"MissBetseys\"whohavelivedhalfacenturyinthesamefamilies,respectfulandrespected,cherished,caredforintimeofneed(citizensaswellasservants,holdingaballotaswellasabroom,Itellher),andbringingbacktousthelowly,underfootvirtuesofcontentmentandhumility,whichwedosoneedtocarpetthebarrenandhungrythoroughfareofourunstratifiedexistence。
There,Ihavegota-going,andamforgettingallthenewsIhavetotellyou。Thereisanengagementyouwillwanttoknowallabout。
Itcametopassthroughourfamousboat-race,whichyouandI
remember,andshallneverforgetaslongaswelive。Itseemsthattheyoungfellowwhopulledthebowoarofthatmen\'scollegeboatwhichwehadthepleasureofbeatinggotsomeglimpsesofGeorgina,ourhandsomestrokeoar。Ibelievehetookitintohisheadthatitwasshewhothrewthebouquetthatwontheraceforus。Hewas,asyouknow,greatlymistaken,andoughttohavemadelovetome,onlyhedidn\'t。Well,itseemshecamepostingdowntotheInstitutejustbeforethevacationwasover,andtheregotasightofGeorgina。
Iwonderwhethershetoldhimshedidn\'tflingthebouquet!Anyhow,theacquaintancebeganinthatway,andnowitseemsthatthisyoungfellow,good-lookingandabrightscholar,butwithagoodmanymonthsmoretopassincollege,ishercaptive。Itwastoobad。
Justthinkofmybouquet\'sgoingtoanothergirl\'scredit!Nomatter,theoldAtalantastorywaspaidoff,atanyrate。
YouwanttoknowallaboutdearDr。Butts。TheysayhehasjustbeenofferedaProfessorshipinoneofthegreatmedicalcolleges。I
askedhimaboutit,andhedidnotsaythathehadorhadnot。
\"But,\"saidbe,\"supposethatIhadbeenofferedsuchaplace;doyouthinkIoughttoacceptitandleaveArrowheadVillage?Letustalkitover,\"saidhe,\"justasifIhadhadsuchanoffer。”Itoldhimheoughttostay。ThereareplentyofmenthatcangetintoaProfessor\'schair,Isaid,andtalklikeSolomonstoaclassofwonderingpupils:butoncegetareallygooddoctorinaplace,amanwhoknowsallabouteverybody,whethertheyhavethisorthattendency,whetherwhentheyaresicktheyhaveawayofdyingorawayofgettingwell,whatmedicinesagreewiththemandwhatdrugstheycannottake,whethertheyareofthesortthatthinknothingisthematterwiththemuntiltheyaredeadassmokedherring,orofthesortthatsendfortheministeriftheygetastomach-achefromeatingtoomanycucumbers,——whoknowsallaboutallthepeoplewithinhalfadozenmiles(allthesensibleones,thatis,whoemployaregularpractitioner),——suchamanasthat,Isay,isnottobereplacedlikeamissingpieceoutofaSpringfieldmusketoraWalthamwatch。Don\'tgo!saidI。Stayhereandsaveourpreciouslives,ifyoucan,oratleastputusthroughintheproperway,sothatweneedn\'tbeashamedofourselvesfordying,ifwemustdie。
Well,Dr。Buttsisnotgoingtoleaveus。Ihopeyouwillhavenounwelcomeoccasionforhisservices,——youareneverill,youknow,——
but,anyhow,heisgoingtobehere,andnomatterwhathappenshewillbeonhand。
Thevillagenewsisnotofaveryexcitingcharacter。Item1。Anewhouseisputupovertheashesoftheoneinwhichyourhusbandlivedwhilehewashere。Itwasplannedbyoneoftheautochthonousinhabitantswiththemostingeniouscombinationofinconveniencesthatthenaturalmancouldeducefromhisoriginalperversityofintellect。Togetatanyoneroomyoumustpassthrougheveryother。
Itisblind,ornearlyso,ontheonlysidewhichhasagoodprospect,andcommandsafineviewofthebarnandpigstythroughnumerouswindows。Item2。Wehaveasmallfire-enginenearthenewhousewhichcanbeworkedbyamanortwo,andwouldbeequaltotheemergencyofputtingoutabunchoffire-crackers。Item3。Wehaveanewladder,inabog,closetothenewfire-engine,soifthenewhousecatchesfire,likeitspredecessor,andthereshouldhappento,beasickmanonanupperfloor,hecanbegotoutwithoutrunningtheriskofgoingupanddownaburningstaircase。Whatablessedthingitwasthattherewasnofire-enginenearbyandnoladderathandonthedayofthegreatrescue!Iftherehadbeen,whatachangeinyourprogrammeoflife!Yourememberthat\"cupofteaspiltonMrs。Masham\'sapron,\"whichweusedtoreadofinoneofEverett\'sOrations,andallitswide-reachingconsequencesintheaffairsofEurope。IhuntedupthatcupofteaasdiligentlyaseveraBostonmatronsoughtforthelastleavesinheroldcaddyafterthetea-chestshadbeenflungoverboardatGriffin\'swharf,——butnomatteraboutthat,now。Thatisthewaythingscomeaboutinthisworld。Imustwritealectureonluckymishaps,or,moreelegantly,fortunatecalamities。ItwillbejusttheconverseofthatoddessayofSwift\'swereadtogether,theawkwardandstupidthingsdonewiththebestintentions。PerhapsIshalldeliverthelectureinyourcity:youwillcomeandhearit,andbringhim,won\'tyou,dearest?
Always,yourlovingLURIDA。
MISSLURIDAVINCENTTOMRS。EUTHYMIAKIRKWOOD。
Itseemsforeversinceyouleftus,dearestEuthymia!Andareyou,andisyourhusband,andPaolo,——goodPaolo,——areyouallaswellandhappyasyouhavebeenandasyououghttobe?Isupposeoursmallvillageseemsaveryquietsortofplacetopassthewinterin,nowthatyouhavebecomeaccustomedtothenoiseandgayetyofagreatcity。Forallthat,itisaprettybusyplacethiswinter,Icantellyou。Wehavesleighingparties,——Inevergotothem,myself,becauseIcan\'tkeepwarm,andmymindfreezesupwhenmybloodcoolsdownbelow95or96deg。Fahrenheit。IhadagreatdealrathersitbyagoodfireandreadaboutArcticdiscoveries。ButIlikeverywelltohearthebells\'jinglingandtoseetheyoungpeopletryingtohaveagoodtimeashardastheydoatapicnic。Itmaybethattheydo,buttomeapicnicispurgatoryandasleigh-ridethatotherplace,where,asmyfavoriteMiltonsays,\"frostperformstheeffectoffire。”IbelieveIhavequotedhimcorrectly;Ioughtto,forI
couldrepeathalfhispoemsfrommemoryonce,ifIcannotnow。
Youmusthaveplentyofexcitementinyourcitylife。Isupposeyourecognizedyourselfinoneofthesocietycolumnsofthe\"HouseholdInquisitor:\"\"Mrs。E。K。,verybeautiful,inanelegant,\"etc。,etc,\"withpearls,\"etc。,etc。,——asifyouwerenottheornamentofallthatyouwear,nomatterwhatitis!
Iamsogladthatyouhavemarriedascholar!WhyshouldnotMaurice——youbothtellmetocallhimso——takethediplomaticofficewhichhasbeenofferedhim?Itseemstomethathewouldfindhimselfinexactlytherightplace。Hecantalkintwoorthreelanguages,hasgoodmanners,andawifewho——well,whatshallIsayofMrs。Kirkwoodbutthat\"shewouldbegoodcompanyforaqueen,\"asouroldfriendthequondamlandladyoftheAnchorTavernusedtosay?
IshouldsoliketoseeyoupresentedatCourt!ItseemstomethatIshouldbewillingtoholdyourtrainforthesakeofseeingyouinyourcourtfeathersandthings。
Asformyself,IhavebeenthinkingoflatethatIwouldbecomeeitheraprofessionallecturerorheadmistressofagreatschoolorcollegeforgirls。Ihavetriedthefirstbusinessalittle。LastmonthIdeliveredalectureonQuaternions。Igotthreeformyaudience;twocameoverfromtheInstitute,andonefromthatmen\'scollegewhichtheytrytomakeouttobeauniversity,andwherenofemaleisadmittedunlessshebelongsamongthequadrupeds。I
enjoyedlecturing,butthesubjectisadifficultone,andIdon\'tthinkanyoneofthemhadanyveryclearnotionofwhatIwastalkingabout,exceptRhodora,——andIknowshedidn\'t。Totellthetruth,I
waslecturingtoinstructmyself。Imeantotrysomethingeasiernexttime。IhavethoughtoftheBasquelanguageandliterature。
Whatdoyousaytothat?
TheSocietygoesonfamously。Wehavehadapaperpresentedandreadlatelywhichhasgreatlyamusedsomeofusandprovokedafewoftheweakersort。ThewriteristhatcrabbedoldProfessorofBelles-
Lettresatthatmen\'scollegeoverthere。Heisdreadfullyhardonthepoor\"poets,\"astheycallthemselves。Itseemsthatagreatmanyyoungpersons,andmoreespeciallyagreatmanyyounggirls,ofwhomtheInstitutehasfurnishedaconsiderableproportion,havetakentosendinghimtheirrhymedproductionstobecriticised,——
expectingtobepraised,nodoubt,everyoneofthem。Imustgiveyouoneofthesauciestextractsfromhispaperinhisownwords:
\"Ittakeshalfmytimetoreadthe\'poems\'sentmebyyoungpeopleofbothsexes。TheywouldbemoreshyofdoingitiftheyknewthatI
recognizeatendencytorhymingasacommonformofmentalweakness,andthepublicationofathinvolumeofverseasprimafacieevidenceofambitiousmediocrity,ifnotinferiority。Ofcoursethereareexceptionstothisruleofjudgment,butImaintainthatthepresumptionisalwaysagainsttherhymesterascomparedwiththelesspretentiouspersonsabouthimorher,busywithsomeusefulcalling,——toobusytobetaggingrhymedcommonplacestogether。Justnowthereseemstobeanepidemicofrhymingasbadasthedancingmania,orthesweatingsickness。Afterreadingacertainamountofmanuscriptverseoneisdisposedtoanathematizetheinventorofhomophonoussyllabification。[Thisphrasemadeagreatlaughwhenitwasread。]This,thatisrhyming,musthavebeenfoundoutveryearly,\'Whereareyou,Adam?\'
\'HereamI,Madam;\'
butitcanneverhavebeenhabituallypractiseduntilaftertheFall。
TheintrusionoftintinnabulatingterminationsintotheconversationalintercourseofmenandangelswouldhavespoiledParadiseitself。MiltonwouldnothavethemeveninParadiseLost,youremember。Formyownpart,Iwishcertainrhymescouldbedeclaredcontrabandofwrittenorprintedlanguage。Nothingshouldbeallowedtobehurledattheworldorwhirledwithit,orfurleduponitorcurledoverit;alleyesshouldbekeptawayfromtheskies,inspiteofoshominisublimededit;youthshouldbecoupledwithallthevirtuesexcepttruth;earthshouldneverberemindedofherbirth;deathshouldneverbeallowedtostopamortal\'sbreath,northebelltosoundhisknell,norflowersfromblossomingbowerstowaveoverhisgraveorshowtheirbloomuponhistomb。Wehaverhymingdictionaries,——letushaveonefromwhichallrhymesarerigorouslyexcluded。Thesightofapoorcreaturegrubbingforrhymestofilluphissonnet,ortocramoneofthosevoracious,rhyme-swallowingrigmaroleswhichsomeofourdrudgingpoeticaloperativeshavebeenexhaustingthemselvesoflatetosatiatewithjingles,makesmyheadacheandmystomachrebel。
Work,workofsomekind,isthebusinessofmenandwomen,notthemakingofjingles!
No,——no,——no!Iwanttoseetheyoungpeopleinourschoolsandacademiesandcolleges,andthegraduatesoftheseinstitutions,liftedupoutofthelittleDismalSwampofself-contemplatingandself-indulgingandself-commiseratingemotionalismwhichissurfeitingthelandwiththoseliterarysandwiches,——thinslicesoftinklingsentimentalitybetweentwocoverslookinglikehard-bakedgiltgingerbread。Butwhatfacestheseyoungfolksmakeupatmygoodadvice!Theygettipsyontheirrhymes。Nothingintoxicatesonelikehis——orher——ownverses,andtheyholdontotheirmetre-
ballad-mongeringasthefellowsthatinhalenitrousoxideholdontothegas-bag。”