第9章

类别:其他 作者:Oliver Wendell Holmes字数:24402更新时间:18/12/13 16:48:47
Euthymiahadhadadmirersenough,atadistance,whileatschool,andinthelongvacations,nearenoughtofindoutthatshewasanythingbuteasytomakeloveto。Shefairlyfrightenedmorethanonerashyouthwhowasdisposedtobetoosentimentalinhercompany。Theyoverdidflattery,whichshewasusedtoandtolerated,butwhichcheapenedtheadmirerinherestimation,andnowandthenbetrayedherintoanexpressionwhichmadehimawareofthefact,andwasadiscouragementtoaggressiveamiability。Therealdifficultywasthatnotoneofheradorershadevergreatlyinterestedher。Itcouldnotbethatnaturehadmadeherinsensible。Itmusthavebeenbecausethemanwhowasmadeforherhadneveryetshownhimself。 Shewasnoteasytoplease,thatwascertain;andshewasoneofthoseyoungwomenwhowillnotacceptasaloveronewhobuthalfpleasesthem。Shecouldnotpickupthefirststickthatfellinherwayandtakeittoshapeheridealoutof。ManyofthegoodpeopleofthevillagedoubtedwhetherEuthymiawouldeverbemarried。 \"There\'snothinggoodenoughforherinthisvillage,\"saidtheoldlandlordofwhathadbeentheAnchorTavern。 \"Shemustwaittillaprincecomesalong,\"theoldlandladysaidinreply。\"She\'dmakeasprettyaqueenasanyofthemthat\'sborntoit。Wouldn\'tshebesplendidwithagoldcrownonherhead,anddi\'mondsaglitterin\'alloverher!D\'yourememberhowhandsomeshelookedinthetableau,whenthefairwasheldfortheDorcasSociety? Shehadonanolddressofhergrandma\'s,——theydon\'tmakeanything。 halfsohandsomenowadays,——andshewasjustasprettyasapictur\'。 Butwhat\'stheuseofgoodlooksiftheyscareawayfolks?Theyoungfellowsthinkthatsuchahandsomegirlasthatwouldcosttentimesasmuchtokeepasaplainone。Shemustbedresseduplikeanempress,——sotheyseemtothink。Itain\'tsowithEuthymy:she\'dlooklikeagreatladydressedanyhow,andshehasn\'tgotanymorenotionsthanthehomeliestgirlthateverstoodbeforeaglasstolookatherself。” InthehumblerwalksofArrowheadVillagesociety,similaropinionswereentertainedofMissEuthymia。Thefresh-waterfishermanrepresentedprettywelltheaverageestimateoftheclasstowhichhebelonged。\'Itellye,\"saidhetoanothergentlemanofleisure,whosechiefoccupationwastowatchthecomingandgoingofthevisitorstoArrowheadVillage,——\"Itellyethatgirlain\'tagontoputupwithanyo\'themslab-sidedfellahsthatyouseehangin\' raoundtolookathereverySundaywhenshecomesaouto\'meetin\'。 It\'soneo\'thembiggentsfromBostonorNewYorkthat\'llstepupan\'kerryheroff。” InthemeantimenothingcouldbefurtherfromthethoughtsofEuthymiathantheprospectofanambitiousworldlyalliance。Theidealsofyoungwomencostthemmanyandgreatdisappointments,buttheysavethemveryoftenfromthoselifelongcompanionshipswhichaccidentisconstantlytryingtoforceuponthem,inspiteoftheirobviousunfitness。Thehighertheideal,thelesslikelyisthecommonplaceneighborwhohasthegreatadvantageofeasyaccess,ortheboarding-houseacquaintancewhocanprofitbythosevacanthourswhentheleastinterestingofvisitorsisbetterthanabsoluteloneliness,——thelesslikelyaretheseundesirablepersonagestobeendured,pitied,and,ifnotembraced,accepted,forwantofsomethingbetter。EuthymiafoundsomuchpleasureintheintellectualcompanionshipofLurida,andfeltherownprudenceandreservesonecessarytothatindependentyounglady,thatshehadbeencontented,sofar,withfriendship,andthoughtofloveonlyinanabstractsortofway。Beneathherabstractionstherewasacapacityoflovingwhichmighthavebeeninferredfromtheexpressionofherfeatures,thelightthatshoneinhereyes,thetonesofhervoice,allofwhichwerefullofthelanguagewhichbelongstosusceptiblenatures。Howmanywomenneversaytothemselvesthattheywereborntolove,untilallatoncethediscoveryopensuponthem,asthesensethathewasbornapainterissaidtohavedawnedsuddenlyuponCorreggio! Likealltherestofthevillageanditsvisitors,shecouldnothelpthinkingagooddealabouttheyoungmanlyingillamongststrangers。 Shewasnotoneofthosewhohadsenthimthethree-cornerednotesorevenabunchofflowers。Sheknewthathewasreceivingaboundingtokensofkindnessandsympathyfromdifferentquarters,andacertaininwardfeelingrestrainedherfromjoininginthesedemonstrations。Ifhehadbeensufferingfromsomedeadlyandcontagiousmaladyshewouldhaveriskedherlifetohelphim,withoutathoughtthattherewasanywonderfulheroisminsuchself-devotion。 HerfriendLuridamighthavebeencapableofthesamesacrifice,butitwouldbeafterreasoningwithherselfastotheobligationswhichhersenseofhumanrightsanddutieslaiduponher,andfortifyinghercouragewiththememoryofnobledeedsrecordedofwomeninancientandmodernhistory。WithEuthymiatheprimaryhumaninstinctstookprecedenceofallreasoningorreflectionaboutthem。 Allhersympathieswereexcitedbythethoughtofthisforlornstrangerinhissolitude,butshefelttheimpossibilityofgivinganycompleteexpressiontothem。ShethoughtofMungoParkintheAfricandesert,andsheenviedthepoornegresswhonotonlypitiedhim,buthadtheblessedopportunityofhelpingandconsolinghim。 Hownearwerethesetwohumancreatures,eachneedingtheother!Hownearinbodilypresence,howfarapartintheirlives,withabarrierseeminglyimpassablebetweenthem! XXIII THEMEETINGOFMAURICEANDEUTHYMIA。 Theseautumnalfevers,whichcarryoffalargenumberofouryoungpeopleeveryyear,aretreacherousanddeceptivediseases。Notonlyaretheyliable,ashasbeenmentioned,tovariousaccidentalcomplicationswhichmayprovesuddenlyfatal,buttoooften,afterconvalescenceseemstobeestablished,relapsesoccurwhicharemoreseriousthanthediseasehadappearedtobeinitspreviouscourse。 OnemorningDr。ButtsfoundMauriceworseinsteadofbetter,ashehadhopedandexpectedtofindhim。Weakashewas,therewaseveryreasontofeartheissueofthisreturnofhisthreateningsymptoms。 Therewasnotmuchtodobesideskeepingupthelittlestrengthwhichstillremained。Itwasallneeded。 Doesthereaderofthesepageseverthinkoftheworkasickmanasmuchasawellonehastoperformwhileheislyingonhisbackandtakingwhatwecallhis\"rest\"?Morethanathousandtimesanhour,betweenahundredandfiftyandtwohundredthousandtimesaweek,hehastoliftthebarsofthecageinwhichhisbreathingorgansareconfined,tosavehimselffromasphyxia。Rest!Thereisnorestuntilthelastlongsightellsthosewholookuponthedyingthattheceaselessdailytask,torestfromwhichisdeath,isatlastfinished。Weareallgalley-slaves,pullingattheleversofrespiration,——which,risingandfallinglikesomanyoars,driveusacrossanunfathomableoceanfromoneunknownshoretoanother。No! Neverwasagalley-slavesochainedaswearetothesefourandtwentyoars,atwhichwemusttugdayandnightallourlifelongThedoctorcouldnotfindanyaccidentalcausetoaccountforthisrelapse。Itpresentlyoccurredtohimthattheremightbesomelocalsourceofinfectionwhichhadbroughtonthecomplaint,andwasstillkeepingupthesymptomswhichwerethegroundofalarm。HedeterminedtoremoveMauricetohisownhouse,wherehecouldbesureofpureair,andwherehehimselfcouldgivemoreconstantattentiontohispatientduringthiscriticalperiodofhisdisease。Itwasarisktotake,buthecouldbecarriedonalitterbycarefulmen,andremainwhollypassiveduringtheremoval。Mauricesignifiedhisassent,ashecouldhardlyhelpdoing,——forthedoctor\'ssuggestiontookprettynearlytheformofacommand。Hethoughtitamatteroflifeanddeath,andwasgentlyurgentforhispatient\'simmediatechangeofresidence。ThedoctorinsistedonhavingMaurice\'sbooksandothermovablearticlescarriedtohisownhouse,sothatheshouldbesurroundedbyfamiliarsights,andnotworryhimselfaboutwhatmighthappentoobjectswhichhevalued,iftheywereleftbehindhim。 Allthesedispositionswerequicklyandquietlymade,andeverythingwasreadyforthetransferofthepatienttothehouseofthehospitablephysician。Paolowasatthedoctor\'s,superintendingthearrangementofMaurice\'seffectsandmakingallreadyforhismaster。 Thenurseinattendance,atrustworthymanenoughinthemain,findinghispatientinatranquilsleep,lefthisbedsideforalittlefreshair。Whilehewasatthedoorheheardashoutingwhichexcitedhiscuriosity,andhefollowedthesounduntilhefoundhimselfattheborderofthelake。Itwasnothingverywonderfulwhichhadcausedtheshouting。ANewfoundlanddoghadbeenshowingoffhisaccomplishments,andsomeoftheidlerswerebettingastothetimeitwouldtakehimtobringbacktohismasterthevariousfloatingobjectswhichhadbeenthrownasfarfromtheshoreaspossible。Hewatchedthedogafewminutes,whenhisattentionwasdrawntoalightwherry,pulledbyoneyoungladyandsteeredbyanother。Itwasmakingfortheshore,whichitwouldsoonreach。 Theattendantrememberedallatonce,thathehadlefthischarge,andjustbeforetheboatcametolandheturnedandhurriedbacktothepatient。Exactlyhowlonghehadbeenabsenthecouldnothavesaid,——perhapsaquarterofanhour,perhapslonger;thetimeappearedshorttohim,weariedwithlongsittingandwatching。 Ithadseemed,whenhestoleawayfromMaurice\'sbedside,thathewasnotintheleastneeded。Thepatientwaslyingperfectlyquiet,andtoallappearancewantednothingmorethanlettingalone。Itwassuchacomforttolookatsomethingbesidesthewornfeaturesofasickman,tohearsomethingbesideshislaboredbreathingandfaint,half-whisperedwords,thatthetemptationtoindulgeintheseluxuriesforafewminuteshadprovedirresistible。 Unfortunately,Maurice\'sslumbersdidnotremaintranquilduringtheabsenceofthenurse。Heverysoonfellintoadream,whichbeganquietlyenough,butinthecourseofthesuddentransitionswhichdreamsareinthehabitofundergoingbecamesuccessivelyanxious,distressing,terrifying。Hisearlierandlaterexperiencescameupbeforehim,fragmentary,incoherent,chaoticeven,butvividasreality。Hewasatthebottomofacoal-mineinoneofthoselong,narrowgalleries,orratherworm-holes,inwhichhumanbeingspassalargepartoftheirlives,likesomanylarvaeboringtheirwayintothebeamsandraftersofsomeoldbuilding。Howclosetheairwasinthestiflingpassagethroughwhichhewascrawling!Thescenechanged,andhewasclimbingaslipperysheetoficewithdesperateeffort,hisfootonthefloorofashallowniche,hisholdaniciclereadytosnapinaninstant,anabyssbelowhimwaitingforhisfoottosliportheicicletobreak。Howthintheairseemed,howdesperatelyhardtobreathe!HewasthinkingofMontBlanc,itmaybe,andthefearfullyrarefiedatmospherewhichherememberedwellasoneofthegreattrialsinhismountainascents。No,itwasnotMontBlanc,——itwasnotanyoneofthefrozenAlpinesummits;itwasHeclathathewasclimbingThesmokeoftheburningmountainwaswrappingitselfaroundhim;hewaschokingwithitsdensefumes;heheardtheflamesroaringaroundhim,hefeltthehotlavabeneathhisfeet,heutteredafaintcry,andawoke。 Theroomwasfullofsmoke。Hewasgaspingforbreath,stranglinginthesmotheringovenwhichhischamberhadbecome。 Thehousewasonfire! Hetriedtocallforhelp,buthisvoicefailedhim,anddiedawayinawhisper。Hemadeadesperateeffort,androsesoastositupinthebedforaninstant,buttheeffortwastoomuchforhim,andhesankbackuponhispillow,helpless。Hefeltthathishourhadcome,forhecouldnotliveinthisdreadfulatmosphere,andhewasleftalone。Hecouldhearthecrackleoffireastheflamecreptalongfromonepartitiontoanother。Itwasacruelfatetobelefttoperishinthatway,——thefatethatmanyamartyrhadhadtoface,——tobefirststrangledandthenburned。Deathhadnottheterrorforhimthatithasformostyoungpersons。Hewasaccustomedtothinkingofitcalmly,sometimeswistfully,eventosuchadegreethatthethoughtofself-destructionhadcomeuponhimasatemptation。Butherewasdeathinanunexpectedandappallingshape。Hedidnotknowbeforehowmuchhecaredtolive。Allhisoldrecollectionscamebeforehimasitwereinonelong,vividflash。Theclosedvistaofmemoryopenedtoitsfarhorizon-line,andpastandpresentwerepicturedinasingleinstantofclearvision。Thedreadmomentwhichhadblightedhislifereturnedinallitsterror。Hefelttheconvulsivespringintheformofafaint,impotentspasm,——therushofair,——thethornsofthestingingandlaceratingcradleintowhichhewasprecipitated。Oneafteranotherthoseparalyzingseizureswhichhadbeenlikedeadeningblowsonthenakedheartseemedtorepeatthemselves,asrealasatthemomentoftheiroccurrence。Thepicturespassedinsuccessionwithsuchrapiditythattheyappearedalmostasifsimultaneous。Thevisionofthe\"inwardeye\"wassointensifiedinthismomentofperilthataninstantwaslikeanhourofcommonexistence。Thosewhohavebeenveryneardrowningknowwellwhatthisdescriptionmeans。Thedevelopmentofaphotographmaynotexplainit,butitillustratesthecuriousandfamiliarfactoftherevivedrecollectionsofthedrowningman\'sexperience。Thesensitiveplatehastakenonelookatascene,andremembersitall,Everylittlecircumstanceisthere,——thehoofinair,thewinginflight,theleafasitfalls,thewaveasitbreaks。Allthere,butinvisible;potentiallypresent,butimpalpable,inappreciable,asifnotexistingatall。Awashispouredoverit,andthewholescenecomesoutinallitsperfectionofdetail。Inthosesuprememomentswhendeathstaresamansuddenlyinthefacetherushofunwontedemotionfloodstheundevelopedpicturesofvanishedyears,storedawayinthememory,thevastpanoramaofalifetime,andinoneswiftinstantthepastcomesoutasvividlyasifitwereagainthepresent。Soitwasatthismomentwiththesickman,ashelayhelplessandfeltthathewaslefttodie。Forhesawnohopeofrelief:thesmokewasdriftingincloudsintotheroom;theflameswereverynear;ifhewasnotreachedandrescuedimmediatelyitwasalloverwithhim。 Hispastlifehadflashedbeforehim。Thenallatoncerosethethoughtofhisfuture,——ofallitspossibilities,ofthevaguehopeswhichhehadcherishedoflatethathismysteriousdoomwouldbeliftedfromhim。Therewassomething,then,tobelivedfor,something!Therewasanewlife,itmightbe,instoreforhim,andsuchanewlife!Hethoughtofallhewaslosing。Oh,couldhebuthavelivedtoknowthemeaningoflove!Andthepassionatedesireoflifecameoverhim,——notthedreadofdeath,butthelongingforwhatthefuturemightyethaveofhappinessforhim。 Allthistookplaceinthecourseofaveryfewmoments。Dreamsandvisionshavelittletodowithmeasuredtime,andtenminutes,possiblyfifteenortwenty,wereallthathadpassedsincethebeginningofthosenightmareterrorswhichwereevidentlysuggestedbythesuffocatingairhewasbreathing。 Whathadhappened?Intheconfusionofmovingbooksandotherarticlestothedoctor\'shouse,doorsandwindowshadbeenforgotten。 Amongtherestawindowopeningintothecellar,wheresomeoldfurniturehadbeenleftbyaformeroccupant,hadbeenleftunclosed。 Oneofthelazynatives,whohadloungedbythehousesmokingabadcigar,hadthrowntheburningstumpinatthisopenwindow。Hehadnoparticularintentionofdoingmischief,buthehadthatindifferencetoconsequenceswhichisthenextstepabovetheinclinationtocrime。Theburningstumphappenedtofallamongthestrawofanoldmattresswhichhadbeenrippedopen。Thesmokerwenthiswaywithoutlookingbehindhim,anditsochancedthatnootherpersonpassedthehouseforsometime。Presentlythestrawwasinablaze,andfromthisthefireextendedtothefurniture,tothestairwayleadingupfromthecellar,andwasworkingitswayalongtheentryunderthestairsleadinguptotheapartmentwhereMauricewaslying。 Theblazewasfierceandswift,asitcouldnothelpbeingwithsuchamassofcombustibles,——loosestrawfromthemattress,dryoldfurniture,andoldwarpedfloorswhichhadbeenparchingandshrinkingforascoreortwoofyears。Thewholehousewas,inthecommonlanguageofthenewspaperreports,\"aperfecttinder-box,\"andwouldprobablybeaheapofashesinhalfanhour。Andtherewasthisunfortunatedesertedsickmanlyingbetweenlifeanddeath,beyondallhelpunlesssomeunexpectedassistanceshouldcometohisrescue。 AstheattendantdrewnearthehousewhereMauricewaslying,hewashorror-strucktoseedensevolumesofsmokepouringoutofthelowerwindows。Itwasbeginningtomakeitswaythroughtheupperwindows,also,andpresentlyatongueoffireshotoutandstreamedupwardalongthesideofthehouse。ThemanshriekedFire!Fire!withallhismight,andrushedtothedoorofthebuildingtomakehiswaytoMaurice\'sroomandsavehim。Hepenetratedbutashortdistancewhen,blindedandchokingwiththesmoke,herushedheadlongdownthestairswithacryofdespairthatrousedeveryman,woman,andchildwithinreachofahumanvoice。Outtheycamefromtheirhousesineveryquarterofthevillage。TheshoutofFire!Fire!wasthechiefaidlentbymanyoftheyoungandold。Somecaughtuppailsandbuckets:themorethoughtfulonesfillingthem;thehastiersnatchingthemupempty,trustingtofindwaternearertheburningbuilding。 Isthesickmanmoved? Thiswastheawfulquestionfirstasked,——forinthelittlevillageallknewthatMauricewasaboutbeingtransferredtothedoctor\'shouse。Theattendant,whiteasdeath,pointedtothechamberwherehehadlefthim,andgaspedout,\"Heisthere!\" Aladder!Aladder!wasthegeneralcry,andmenandboysrushedoffinsearchofone。Butasingleminutewasanagenow,andtherewasnoladdertobehadwithoutadelayofmanyminutes。Thesickmanwasgoingtobeswallowedupintheflamesbeforeitcouldpossiblyarrive。Someweregoingforablanketoracoverlet,inthehopethattheyoungmanmighthavestrengthenoughtoleapfromthewindowandbesafelycaughtinit。Theattendantshookhishead,andsaidfaintly,\"Hecannotmovefromhisbed。” Oneofthevisitorsatthevillage,——amillionaire,itwassaid,——akind-heartedman,spokeinhoarse,brokentones: \"Athousanddollarstothemanthatwillbringhimfromhischamber!\" Thefresh-waterfishermanmuttered,\"Ishouldliketosavethemanandtoseethemoney,butitain\'tathaousan\'dollars,nortenthaousan\'dollars,that\'llpayafellahforburnin\'todeath,——orevenchokin\'todeath,anyhaow。” Thecarpenter,whoknewtheframeworkofeveryhouseinthevillage,recentorold,shookhishead。 \"Thestairshavebeenshoredup,\"hesaid,\"andwhenthefiststhatholds\'emupgoes,downthey\'llcome。Itain\'tsafefornomantogooverthemstairs。Hurryalongyourladder,——that\'syouronlychance。” Allwaswildconfusionaroundtheburninghouse。Theladdertheyhadgoneforwasmissingfromitscase,——aneighborhadcarrieditofffortheworkmenwhowereshinglinghisroof。Itwouldnevergetthereintime。Therewasafire-engine,butitwasnearlyhalfamilefromthelakesidesettlement。Somewerethrowingonwaterinanaimless,uselessway;onewassendingathinstreamthroughagardensyringe:itseemedlikedoingsomething,atleast。ButallhopeofsavingMauricewasfastgivingway,sorapidwastheprogressoftheflames,sothickthecloudofsmokethatfilledthehouseandpouredfromthewindows。Nothingwasheardbutconfusedcries,shrieksofwomen,allsortsoforderstodothisandthat,nooneknowingwhatwastobedone。Theladder!Theladder!Fiveminutesmoreanditwillbetoolate! InthemeantimethealarmoffirehadreachedPaolo,andhehadstoppedhisworkofarrangingMaurice\'sbooksinthesamewayasthatinwhichtheyhadstoodinhisapartment,andfollowedinthedirectionofthesound,littlethinkingthathismasterwaslyinghelplessintheburninghouse。\"Somechimneyafire,\"hesaidtohimself;buthewouldgoandtakealook,atanyrate。 BeforePaolohadreachedthesceneofdestructionandimpendingdeath,twoyoungwomen,inboatingdressesofdecidedlyBloomerishaspect,hadsuddenlyjoinedthethrong。\"TheWonder\"and\"TheTerror\"oftheirschool-days——MissEuthymiarowerandMissLuridaVincenthadjustcomefromtheshore,wheretheyhadlefttheirwherry。Afewhurriedwordstoldthemthefearfulstory。MauriceKirkwoodwaslyinginthechambertowhicheveryeyewasturned,unabletomove,doomedtoadreadfuldeath。Allthatcouldbehopedwasthathewouldperishbysuffocationratherthanbytheflames,whichwouldsoonbeuponhim。Themanwhohadattendedhimhadjusttriedtoreachhischamber,buthadreeledbackoutofthedoor,almoststrangledbythesmoke。Athousanddollarshadbeenofferedtoanyonewhowouldrescuethesickman,butnoonehaddaredtomaketheattempt;forthestairsmightfallatanymoment,ifthesmokedidnotblindandsmotherthemanwhopassedthembeforetheyfell。 Thetwoyoungwomenlookedeachotherinthefaceforoneswiftmoment。 \"Howcanhebereached?\"askedLurida。\"Istherenobodythatwillventurehislifetosaveabrotherlikethat?\" \"Iwillventuremine,\"saidEuthymia。 \"No!no!\"shriekedLurida,——\"notyou!notyou!Itisaman\'swork,notyours!Youshallnotgo!PoorLuridahadforgottenallhertheoriesinthissuprememoment。ButEuthymiawasnottobeheldback。Takingahandkerchieffromherneck,shedippeditinapailofwaterandbounditaboutherhead。Thenshetookseveraldeepbreathsofair,andfilledherlungsasfullastheywouldhold。Sheknewshemustnottakeasinglebreathinthechokingatmosphereifshecouldpossiblyhelpit,andEuthymiawasnotedforherpowerofstayingunderwatersolongthatmorethanoncethosewhosawherdivethoughtshewouldnevercomeupagain。Sorapidwerehermovementsthattheyparalyzedthebystanders,whowouldforciblyhavepreventedherfromcarryingoutherpurpose。Herimperiousdeterminationwasnottoberesisted。AndsoEuthymia,awillingmartyr,ifmartyrshewastobe,andnotsaviour,passedwithintheveilthathidthesufferer。 Luridaturneddeadlypale,andsankfaintingtotheground。Shewasthefirst,butnottheonlyone,ofhersexthatfaintedasEuthymiadisappearedinthesmokeoftheburningbuilding。Eventherectorgrewverywhiteintheface,——sowhitethatoneofhisvestry-menbeggedhimtositdownatonce,andsprinkledafewdropsofwateronhisforehead,tohisgreatdisgustandmanifestadvantage。Theoldlandladywascryingandmoaning,andherhusbandwaswipinghiseyesandshakinghisheadsadly。 \"Shewillnevarcomeoutalive,\"hesaidsolemnly。 \"Nordead,neither,\"addedthecarpenter。\"Ther\'won\'tbenothingleftofneitherof\'embutashes。”Andthecarpenterhidhisfaceinhishands。 Thefresh-waterfishermanhadpulledoutaragwhichhecalleda\"hangkercher,\"——ithadservedtocarrybaitthatmorning,——andwasmakinguseofitsbestcornertodrythetearswhichwererunningdownhischeeks。ThewholevillagewasproudofEuthymia,andwiththesemorequietsignsofgriefweremingledloudlamentations,comingalikefromoldandyoung。 Allthiswasnotsomuchlikeasuccessionofeventsasitwaslikeatableau。Thelookers-onwerestunnedwithitssuddenness,andbeforetheyhadtimetorecovertheirbewilderedsensesallwaslost,orseemedlost。Theyfeltthattheyshouldneverlookagainoneitherofthoseyoungfaces。 Therector,notunfeelingbynature,butinveteratelyprofessionalbyhabit,hadalreadyrecoveredenoughtobethinkingofatextforthefuneralsermon。Thefirstthatoccurredtohimwasthis,——vaguely,ofcourse,inthebackgroundofconsciousness: \"ThenShadrach,Meshach,andAbed-negocameforthofthemidstofthefire。” Thevillageundertakerwasofnaturallysoberaspectandreflectivedisposition。Hehadalwaysbeenopposedtocremation,andherewasafuneralpileblazingbeforehiseyes。He,too,hadhishumansympathies,butinthedistancehisimaginationpicturedthefinalceremony,andhowhehimselfshouldfigureinaspectaclewheretheusualcentrepieceofattractionwouldbewanting,——perhapshisownservicesuncalledfor。 Blamehimnot,youwhosegarden-patchisnotwateredwiththetearsofmourners。Thestringofself-interestanswerswithitschordtoeverysound;itvibrateswiththefuneral-bell,itfindsitselftremblingtothewailoftheDeProfundis。Notalways,——notalways; letusnotbecynicalinourjudgments,butcommonhumannature,wemaysafelysay,issubjecttothosesecondaryvibrationsunderthemostsolemnandsoul-subduinginfluences。 Itseemsasifweweredoinggreatwrongtothescenewearecontemplatingindelayingitbythedescriptionoflittlecircumstancesandindividualthoughtsandfeelings。Butlingeraswemay,wecannotcompressintoachapter——wecouldnotcrowdintoavolume——allthatpassedthroughthemindsandstirredtheemotionsoftheawe-struckcompanywhichwasgatheredaboutthesceneofdangerandofterror。Wearedealingwithanimpossibility:consciousnessisasurface;narrativeisaline。 Mauricehadgivenhimselfupforlost。Hisbreathingwasbecomingeverymomentmoredifficult,andhefeltthathisstrengthcouldholdoutbutafewminuteslonger。 \"Robert!\"hecalledinfaintaccents。Buttheattendantwasnottheretoanswer。 \"Paolo!Paolo!\"Butthefaithfulservant,whowouldhavegivenhislifeforhismaster,hadnotyetreachedtheplacewherethecrowdwasgathered。 \"Oh,forabreathofair!Oh,foranarmtoliftmefromthisbed! Toolate!Toolate!\"hegasped,withwhatmighthaveseemedhisdyingexpiration。 \"Nottoolate!\"Thesoftvoicereachedhisobscuredconsciousnessasifithadcomedowntohimfromheaven。 Inasingleinstanthefoundhimselfrolledinablanketandinthearmsof——awoman! Outofthestiflingchamber,——overtheburningstairs,——closebythetonguesoffirethatwerelappingupalltheycouldreach,——outintotheopenair,hewasborneswiftlyandsafely,——carriedaseasilyasifhehadbeenababe,inthestrongarmsof\"TheWonder\"ofthegymnasium,thecaptainoftheAtalanta,whohadlittledreamedoftheuseshewastomakeofhernaturalgiftsandherschool-girlaccomplishments。 Suchacryasarosefromthecrowdofon-lookers!Itwasasoundthatnoneofthemhadeverheardbeforeorcouldexpectevertohearagain,unlessheshouldbeoneofthelastboat-loadrescuedfromasinkingvessel。Then,thosewhohadresistedtheoverflowoftheiremotion,whohadstoodinwhitedespairastheythoughtofthesetwoyounglivessoontobewrappedintheirburningshroud,——thosesternmen——theoldsea-captain,thehard-faced,moneymaking,cast-irontradesmenofthecitycounting-room——sobbedlikehystericwomen;itwaslikeaconvulsionthatovercamenaturesunusedtothosedeeperemotionswhichmanywhoarecapableofexperiencingdiewithouteverknowing。 ThiswasthesceneuponwhichthedoctorandPaolosuddenlyappearedatthesamemoment。 Asthefreshbreezepassedoverthefaceoftherescuedpatient,hiseyesopenedwide,andhisconsciousnessreturnedinalmostsupernaturallucidity。Euthymiahadsatdownuponabank,andwasstillsupportinghim。Hisheadwasrestingonherbosom。Throughhisawakeningsensesstolethemurmursofthelivingcradlewhichrockedhimwiththewavelikemovementsofrespiration,thesoftsusurrusoftheairthatenteredwitheverybreath,thedoublebeatoftheheartwhichthrobbedclosetohisear。Andeverysense,andeveryinstinct,andeveryrevivingpulsetoldhiminlanguagelikearevelationfromanotherworldthatawoman\'sarmswerearoundhim,andthatitwaslife,andnotdeath,whichherembracehadbroughthim。 Shewouldhavedisengagedhimfromherprotectinghold,butthedoctormadeheraperemptorysign,whichhefollowedbyasharpcommand:—— \"Donotmovehimahair\'sbreadth,\"hesaid。\"Waituntilthelittercomes。Anysuddenmovementmightbedangerous。Hasanybodyabrandyflaskabouthim?\" Oneortwomembersofthelocaltemperancesocietylookedratherawkward,butdidnotcomeforward。 Thefresh-waterfishermanwasthefirstwhospoke。 \"Ihan\'tgotnobrandy,\"hesaid,\"butthere\'sadroportwoofoldMedfordruminthisherethatyou\'rewelcometo,ifit\'llbeofanyhelp。Iallizkerryalittleon\'tincaseo\'gettin\'wet\'n\' chilled。” Sosayingheheldforthaflatbottlewiththeword,Sarsaparillastampedonthegreenglass,butwhichcontainedhalfapintormoreofthespecificonwhichhereliedinthoseveryfrequentexposureswhichhappentopersonsofhiscalling。 ThedoctormotionedbackPaolo,whowouldhaverushedatoncetotheaidofMaurice,andwhowasnotwantedatthatmoment。SopoorPaolo,inanagonyoffearforhismaster,waskeptasquietaspossible,andhadtocontenthimselfwithaskingallsortsofquestionsandrepeatingalltheprayershecouldthinkoftoOurLadyandtohisholynamesaketheApostle。 Thedoctorwipedthemouthofthefisherman\'sbottleverycarefully。 \"Takeafewdropsofthiscordial,\"hesaid,asheheldittohispatient\'slips。\"Holdhimjustso,Euthymia,withoutstirring。I willwatchhim,andsaywhenheisreadytobemoved。Thelitterisnearby,waiting。”Dr。ButtswatchedMaurice\'spulseandcolor。The\"oldMedford\"knewitsbusiness。Ithadknockedoveritstensofthousands;ithaditsredeemingvirtue,andhelpedtosetupapoorfellownowandthen。ItdidthisforMauriceveryeffectively。Whenheseemedsomewhatrestored,thedoctorhadthelitterbroughttohisside,andEuthymiasoftlyresignedherhelplessburden,whichPaoloandtheattendantRobertliftedwiththeaidofthedoctor,whowalkedbythepatientashewasbornetothehomewhereMrs。Buttshadmadeallreadyforhisreception。 AsforpoorLurida,whohadthoughtherselfequaltothesanguinarydutiesofthesurgeon,shewasleftlyingonthegrasswithanoldwomanoverher,workinghardwithfanandsmelling-saltstobringherbackfromherlongfaintingfit。 XXIV THEINEVITABLE。 WhyshouldnothumannaturebethesameinArrowheadVillageaselsewhere?Itcouldnotseemstrangetothegoodpeopleofthatplaceandtheirvisitorsthatthesetwoyoungpersons,broughttogetherundercircumstancesthatstirredupthedeepestemotionsofwhichthehumansouliscapable,shouldbecomeattachedtoeachother。Butthebondbetweenthemwasstrongerthananyknew,exceptthegooddoctor,whohadlearnedthegreatsecretofMaurice\'slife。 Forthefirsttimesincehisinfancyhehadfullyfeltthecharmwhichtheimmediatepresenceofyouthfulwomanhoodcarrieswithit。 Hecouldhardlybelievethefactwhenhefoundhimselfnolongerthesubjectoftheterrifyingseizuresofwhichhehadhadmanyandthreateningexperiences。 Itwasthedoctor\'sbusinesstosavehispatient\'slife,ifhecouldpossiblydoit。Mauricehadbeenreducedtothemostperilousstateofdebilitybytherelapsewhichhadinterruptedhisconvalescence。 Onlybywhatseemedalmostamiraclehadhesurvivedtheexposuretosuffocationandthementalanguishthroughwhichhehadpassed。ItwasperfectlycleartoDr。ButtsthatifMauricecouldseetheyoungwomantowhomheowedhislife,and,asthedoctorfeltassured,therevolutioninhisnervoussystemwhichwouldbethebeginningofanewexistence,itwouldbeoffarmorevalueasarestorativeagencythananyorallofthedrugsinthepharmacopoeia。HetoldthistoEuthymia,andexplainedthemattertoherparentsandfriends。Shemustgowithhimonsomeofhisvisits。Hermothershouldgowithher,orhersister;butthiswasacaseoflifeanddeath,andnomaidenlyscruplesmustkeepherfromdoingherduty。 Thefirstofhervisitstothesick,perhapsdying,manpresentedascenenotunlikethepicturebeforespokenofonthetitle-pageoftheoldeditionofGalen。Thedoctorwasperhapsthemostagitatedofthelittlegroup。Hewentbeforetheothers,tookhisseatbythebedside,andheldthepatient\'swristwithhisfingeronthepulse。 AsEuthymiaentereditgaveasinglebound,flutteredforaninstantasifwithafaintmemoryofitsoldhabit,thenthrobbedfullandstrong,comparatively,asifunderthespurofsomepowerfulstimulus。Euthymia\'staskwasadelicateone,butsheknewhowtodisguiseitsdifficulty。 \"HereisaflowerIhavebroughtyou,Mr。Kirkwood,\"shesaid,andhandedhimawhitechrysanthemum。Hetookitfromherhand,andbeforesheknewithetookherhandintohisown,andhelditwithagentleconstraint。Whatcouldshedo?Herewastheyoungmanwhoselifeshehadsaved,atleastforthemoment,andwhowasyetindangerfromthediseasewhichhadalmostwornouthispowersofresistance。 \"SitdownbyMr。Kirkwood\'sside,\"saidthedoctor。\"Hewantstothankyou,ifhehasstrengthtodoit,forsavinghimfromthedeathwhichseemedinevitable。” NotmanywordscouldMauricecommand。Hewasweakenoughforwomanlytears,buttheirfountainsnolongerflowed;itwaswithhimaswiththedying,whoseeyesmaylightup,butrarelyshedatear。 Theriverwhichhasfoundanewchannelwidensanddeepens——it;itletstheoldwater-coursefillup,andneverreturnstoitsforsakenbed。Thetyrannoushabitwasbroken。Theprophecyofthegitanahadverifieditself,andtheillafairwomanhadwroughtafairerwomanbadconqueredandabolished。 ThehistoryofMauriceKirkwoodlosesitsexceptionalcharacterfromthetimeofhisrestorationtohisnaturalconditions。Hisconvalescencewasveryslowandgradual,butnofurtheraccidentinterrupteditsevenprogress。Theseasonwasover,thesummervisitorshadleftArrowheadVillage;thechrysanthemumsweregoingoutofflower,thefrostshadcome,andMauricewasstillbeneaththeroofofthekindphysician。Therelationbetweenhimandhispreserverwassoentirelyapartfromallcommonacquaintancesandfriendshipsthatnoordinaryrulescouldapplytoit。Euthymiavisitedhimoftenduringtheperiodofhisextremeprostration。 \"Youmustcomeeveryday,\"thedoctorsaid。\"Hegainswitheveryvisityoumakehim;hepinesifyoumisshimforasingleday。”Soshecameandsatbyhim,thedoctororgoodMrs。Buttskeepinghercompanyinhispresence。Hegrewstronger,——begantositupinbed; andatlastEuthymiafoundhimdressedasinhealth,andbeginningtowalkabouttheroom。Shewasstartled。Shehadthoughtofherselfasakindofnurse,buttheyounggentlemancouldhardlybesaidtoneedanurseanylonger。Shehadscruplesaboutmakinganyfurthervisits。SheaskedLuridawhatshethoughtaboutit。 \"Thinkaboutit?\"saidLurida。\"Whyshouldn\'tyougotoseeabrotheraswellasasister,Ishouldliketoknow?IfyouareafraidtogotoseeMauriceKirkwood,Iamnotafraid,atanyrate。 Ifyouwouldratherhavemegothangoyourself,Iwilldoit,andletpeopletalkjustasmuchastheywantto。ShallIgoinsteadofyou?\" Euthymiawasnotquitesurethatthiswouldbethebestthingforthepatient。Thedoctorhadtoldherhethoughttherewerespecialreasonsforherowncourseincomingdailytoseehim。\"Iamafraid,\"shesaid,\"youaretoobrighttobesafeforhiminhisweakstate。Yourmindissuchastimulatingone,youknow。Adullsortofpersonlikemyselfisbetterforhimjustnow。IwillcontinuevisitinghimaslongasthedoctorsaysitisimportantthatIshould;butyoumustdefendme,Lurida,——Iknowyoucanexplainitallsothatpeoplewillnotblameme。” EuthymiaknewfullwellwhattheeffectofLurida\'spenetratinghead- voicewouldbeinaconvalescent\'schamber。Sheknewhowthatactivemindofherswouldsettheyoungman\'sthoughtsatwork,whenwhathewantedwasrestofeveryfaculty。Werenotthesegoodandsufficientreasonsforherdecision?Whatotherscouldtherebe? SoEuthymiakeptonwithhervisits,untilsheblushedtoseethatshewascontinuinghercharitableofficeforonewhowasbeginningtolooktoowelltobecalledaninvalid。Itwasadangerousconditionofaffairs,andthebusytonguesofthevillagegossipswerefreeintheircomments。Free,butkindly,forthestoryoftherescuehadmeltedeveryheart;andwhatcouldbemorenaturalthanthatthesetwoyoungpeoplewhomGodhadbroughttogetherinthedreadmomentofperilshouldfindithardtotearthemselvesasunderafterthehourofdangerwaspast?Whengratitudeisabankrupt,loveonlycanpayhisdebts;andifMauricegavehishearttoEuthymia,wouldnotshereceiveitaspaymentinfull? ThechangewhichhadtakenplaceinthevitalcurrentsofMauriceKirkwood\'ssystemwasassimpleandsolidafactasthechangeinamagneticneedlewhentheborealbecomestheaustralpole,andtheaustraltheboreal。Itwaswell,perhaps,thatthischangetookplacewhilehewasenfeebledbythewastingeffectsoflongillness。 Forallthelong-defeated,disturbed,pervertedinstinctshadfoundtheirnaturalchannelfromthecentreofconsciousnesstotheorganwhichthrobsinresponsetoeveryprofoundemotion。Ashishealthgraduallyreturned,Euthymiacouldnothelpperceivingaflushinhischeek,aglitterinhiseyes,asomethinginthetoneofhisvoice,whichaltogetherwereawarningtotheyoungmaidenthatthehighwayoffriendlyintercoursewasfastnarrowingtoalane,attheheadofwhichherwoman\'seyecouldreadplainlyenough,\"Dangerouspassing。” \"Youlooksomuchbetterto-day,Mr。Kirkwood,\"shesaid,\"thatI thinkIhadbetternotplaySisterofCharityanylonger。ThenexttimewemeetIhopeyouwillbestrongenoughtocallonme。” Shewasfrightenedtoseehowpaleheturned,——hewasweakerthanshethought。TherewasasilencesoprofoundandsolongthatMrs。Buttslookedupfromthestockingshewasknitting。Theyhadforgottenthegoodwoman\'spresence。 PresentlyMauricespoke,——veryfaintly,butMrs。Buttsdroppedastitchatthefirstword,andherknittingfellintoherlapasshelistenedtowhatfollowed。 \"No!youmustnotleaveme。Youmustneverleaveme。Yousavedmylife。Butyouhavedonemorethanthat,——morethanyouknoworcaneverknow。ToyouIoweitthatIamliving;withyouIlivehenceforth,ifIamtoliveatall。AllIam,allIhope,——willyoutakethispoorofferingfromonewhoowesyoueverything,whoselipsnevertouchedthoseofwomanorbreathedawordoflovebeforeyou? WhatcouldEuthymiareplytothisquestion,utteredwithallthedepthofapassionwhichhadneverbeforefoundexpression。 NotonesyllableofanswerdidlisteningMrs。Buttsoverhear。ButshetoldherhusbandafterwardsthattherewasnothinginthetableauxtheyhadhadinSeptembertocomparewithwhatshethensaw。 ItwasindeedapleasingpicturewhichthosetwoyoungheadspresentedasEuthymiagaveherinarticulatebutinfinitelyexpressiveanswertothequestionofMauriceKirkwood。Thegood-heartedwomanthoughtittimetoleavetheyoungpeople。Downwentthestockingwiththeneedlesinit;outofherlaptumbledtheballofworsted,rollingalongthefloorwithitsyarntrailingafterit,likesomevillagematronwhogoesaboutcirculatingfromhearthtohearth,leavingallalonghertrackthestoryofthenewengagementorofthearrivalofthelast\"littlestranger。” NotmanysunshadsetbeforeitwastoldallthroughArrowheadVillagethatMauriceKirkwoodwastheacceptedloverofEuthymiaTower。 POSTSCRIPT:AFTER-GLIMPSES。 MISSLURIDAVINCENTTOMRS。EUTHYMIAKIRKWOOD。 ARROWHEADVILLAGE,May18。 MYDEARESTEUTHYMIA,——Whowouldhavethought,whenyoubrokeyouroarastheAtalantaflashedbytheAlgonquin,lastJune,thatbeforetherosescameagainyouwouldfindyourselfthewifeofafinescholarandgrandgentleman,andtheheadofahouseholdsuchasthatofwhichyouarethemistress?YoumustnotforgetyouroldArrowheadVillagefriends。WhatamIsaying?——youforgetthem!No,dearest,Iknowyourhearttoowellforthat!Youarenotoneofthosewholayasidetheiroldfriendshipsastheydolastyearsbonnetwhentheygetanewone。Youhavetoldmeallaboutyourselfandyourhappiness,andnowyouwantmetotellyouaboutmyselfandwhatisgoingoninourlittleplace。 Andfirstaboutmyself。Ihavegivenuptheideaofbecomingadoctor。IhavestudiedmathematicssomuchthatIhavegrownfondofcertainties,ofdemonstrations,andmedicinedealschieflyinprobabilities。Thepracticeoftheartissomixedupwiththedeepesthumanintereststhatitishardtopursueitwiththatevenpoiseoftheintellectwhichisdemandedbyscience。Iwantknowledgepureandsimple,——Idonotfancyhavingitmixed。NeitherdoIlikethethoughtofpassingmylifeingoingfromonesceneofsufferingtoanother;Iamnotsaintlyenoughforsuchadailymartyrdom,norcallousenoughtomakeitaneasyoccupation。I faintedatthefirstoperationIsaw,andIhaveneverwantedtoseeanother。Idon\'tsaythatIwouldn\'tmarryaphysician,iftherightoneaskedme,buttheyoungdoctorisnotforthcomingatpresent。 Yes,IthinkImightmakeaprettygooddoctor\'swife。Icouldteachhimagooddealaboutheadachesandbackachesandallsortsofnervousrevolutions,asthedoctorsaystheFrenchwomencalltheirtantrums。Idon\'tknowbutIshouldbewillingtolethimtryhisnewmedicinesonme。Ifhewereahomeopath,IknowIshould;forifabillionthofagrainofsugarwon\'tbegintosweetenmyteaorcoffee,Idon\'tfeelafraidthatabillionthofagrainofanythingwouldpoisonme,——no,notifitweresnake-venom;andifitwerenotdisgusting,Iwouldswallowahandfulofhislachesisglobules,topleasemyhusband。ButifIeverbecomeadoctor\'swife,myhusbandwillnotbeoneofthatkindofpractitioners,youmaybesureofthat,noran\"eclectic,\"nora\"faith-cureman。”Onthewhole,I don\'tthinkIwanttobemarriedatall。Idon\'tlikethemaleanimalverywell(exceptsuchnoblespecimensasyourhusband)。Theyarealltyrants,——almostall,——sofarasoursexisconcerned,andI oftenthinkwecouldgetonbetterwithoutthem。 However,thecreaturesareusefulintheSociety。Theysenduspapers,someofthemwellworthreading。YouhavetoldmesooftenthatyouwouldliketoknowhowtheSocietyisgettingon,andtoreadsomeofthepaperssenttoitiftheyhappenedtobeinteresting,thatIhavelaidasideoneortwomanuscriptsexpresslyforyourperusal。Youwillgetthembyandby。 IamdelightedtoknowthatyoukeepPaolowithyou。ArrowheadVillagemisseshimdreadfully,Icantellyou。ThatisthereasonpeoplebecomesoattachedtotheseservantswithSouthernsunlightintheirnatures?IsupposelifeisnotlongenoughtocooltheirblooddowntoourNorthernstandard。Thentheyaresochild-like,whereasthenativeoftheselatitudesisneveryoungafterheistenortwelveyearsold。Mothersays,——youknowmother\'sold-fashionednotions,andhowshrewdandsensiblesheisinspiteofthem,——mothersaysthatwhenshewasagirlfamiliesusedtoimportyoungmenandyoungwomenfromthecountrytowns,whocalledthemselves\"helps,\" notservants,——no,thatwasScriptural;\"buttheydidn\'tknoweverythingdowninJudee,\"anditisnotgoodAmericanlanguage。Shesaysthatthesepeoplewouldliveinthesamehouseholduntiltheyweremarried,andthewomenoftenremaininthesameserviceuntiltheydiedorwereoldandwornout,andthen,whatwiththemoneytheyhadsavedandthecareandassistancetheygotfromtheirformeremployers,wouldpassadecentandcomfortableoldage,andbeburiedinthefamilylot。Motherhasmadeuphermindtothechange,butgrandmotherisbitteraboutit。Shesaysthereneverwasacountryyetwherethepopulationwasmadeupof\"ladies\"and\"gentlemen,\"andshedoesn\'tbelievetherecanbe;northatputtingaspreadeagleonacoppermakesagolddollarofit。Sheisapessimistafterherownfashion。Shethinksallsentimentisdyingoutofourpeople。Noloyaltyforthesovereign,theking-postofthepoliticaledifice,shesays;nodeepattachmentbetweenemployerandemployed;noreverenceofthehumblermembersofahouseholdforitsheads;andtomakesureofcontinuedcorruptionandmisery,whatshecalls\"universalsuffrage\"emptyingallthesewersintothegreataqueductweallmustdrinkfrom。\"Universalsuffrage!\"Isupposewewomendon\'tbelongtotheuniverse!Waituntilwegetachanceattheballot-box,Itellgrandma,andseeifwedon\'twashoutthesewersbeforetheyreachtheaqueduct!ButmypenhasrunawaywithmenI wasthinkingofPaolo,andwhatapleasantthingitistohaveoneofthosechild-like,warm-hearted,attachable,cheerful,contented,humble,faithful,companionable,butneverpresuminggrownupchildrenoftheSouthwaitingonone,asifeverythinghecoulddoforonewasapleasure,andcarryingalookofcontentinhisfacewhichmakeseveryonewhomeetshimhappierforaglimpseofhisfeatures。 Itdoesseemashamethatthecharmingrelationofmasterandservant,intelligentauthorityandcheerfulobedience,mutualinterestineachother\'swelfare,thankfulrecognitionofalltheadvantageswhichbelongtodomesticserviceinthebetterclassoffamilies,shouldbealmostwhollyconfinedtoaliensandtheirimmediatedescendants。WhyshouldHannahthinkherselfsomuchbetterthanBridget?Whentheymeetatthepollstogether,astheywillbeforelong,theywillbegintofeelmoreofanequalitythanisrecognizedatpresent。Thenativefemaleturnshernoseupattheideaof\"livingout;\"doesshethinkherselfsomuchsuperiortothewomenofothernationalities?Ourwomenwillhavetocometoit,——sograndmothersays,——inanothergenerationortwo,andinahundredyears,accordingtoherprophecy,therewillbeanewsetofold\"MissPollys\"and\"MissBetseys\"whohavelivedhalfacenturyinthesamefamilies,respectfulandrespected,cherished,caredforintimeofneed(citizensaswellasservants,holdingaballotaswellasabroom,Itellher),andbringingbacktousthelowly,underfootvirtuesofcontentmentandhumility,whichwedosoneedtocarpetthebarrenandhungrythoroughfareofourunstratifiedexistence。 There,Ihavegota-going,andamforgettingallthenewsIhavetotellyou。Thereisanengagementyouwillwanttoknowallabout。 Itcametopassthroughourfamousboat-race,whichyouandI remember,andshallneverforgetaslongaswelive。Itseemsthattheyoungfellowwhopulledthebowoarofthatmen\'scollegeboatwhichwehadthepleasureofbeatinggotsomeglimpsesofGeorgina,ourhandsomestrokeoar。Ibelievehetookitintohisheadthatitwasshewhothrewthebouquetthatwontheraceforus。Hewas,asyouknow,greatlymistaken,andoughttohavemadelovetome,onlyhedidn\'t。Well,itseemshecamepostingdowntotheInstitutejustbeforethevacationwasover,andtheregotasightofGeorgina。 Iwonderwhethershetoldhimshedidn\'tflingthebouquet!Anyhow,theacquaintancebeganinthatway,andnowitseemsthatthisyoungfellow,good-lookingandabrightscholar,butwithagoodmanymonthsmoretopassincollege,ishercaptive。Itwastoobad。 Justthinkofmybouquet\'sgoingtoanothergirl\'scredit!Nomatter,theoldAtalantastorywaspaidoff,atanyrate。 YouwanttoknowallaboutdearDr。Butts。TheysayhehasjustbeenofferedaProfessorshipinoneofthegreatmedicalcolleges。I askedhimaboutit,andhedidnotsaythathehadorhadnot。 \"But,\"saidbe,\"supposethatIhadbeenofferedsuchaplace;doyouthinkIoughttoacceptitandleaveArrowheadVillage?Letustalkitover,\"saidhe,\"justasifIhadhadsuchanoffer。”Itoldhimheoughttostay。ThereareplentyofmenthatcangetintoaProfessor\'schair,Isaid,andtalklikeSolomonstoaclassofwonderingpupils:butoncegetareallygooddoctorinaplace,amanwhoknowsallabouteverybody,whethertheyhavethisorthattendency,whetherwhentheyaresicktheyhaveawayofdyingorawayofgettingwell,whatmedicinesagreewiththemandwhatdrugstheycannottake,whethertheyareofthesortthatthinknothingisthematterwiththemuntiltheyaredeadassmokedherring,orofthesortthatsendfortheministeriftheygetastomach-achefromeatingtoomanycucumbers,——whoknowsallaboutallthepeoplewithinhalfadozenmiles(allthesensibleones,thatis,whoemployaregularpractitioner),——suchamanasthat,Isay,isnottobereplacedlikeamissingpieceoutofaSpringfieldmusketoraWalthamwatch。Don\'tgo!saidI。Stayhereandsaveourpreciouslives,ifyoucan,oratleastputusthroughintheproperway,sothatweneedn\'tbeashamedofourselvesfordying,ifwemustdie。 Well,Dr。Buttsisnotgoingtoleaveus。Ihopeyouwillhavenounwelcomeoccasionforhisservices,——youareneverill,youknow,—— but,anyhow,heisgoingtobehere,andnomatterwhathappenshewillbeonhand。 Thevillagenewsisnotofaveryexcitingcharacter。Item1。Anewhouseisputupovertheashesoftheoneinwhichyourhusbandlivedwhilehewashere。Itwasplannedbyoneoftheautochthonousinhabitantswiththemostingeniouscombinationofinconveniencesthatthenaturalmancouldeducefromhisoriginalperversityofintellect。Togetatanyoneroomyoumustpassthrougheveryother。 Itisblind,ornearlyso,ontheonlysidewhichhasagoodprospect,andcommandsafineviewofthebarnandpigstythroughnumerouswindows。Item2。Wehaveasmallfire-enginenearthenewhousewhichcanbeworkedbyamanortwo,andwouldbeequaltotheemergencyofputtingoutabunchoffire-crackers。Item3。Wehaveanewladder,inabog,closetothenewfire-engine,soifthenewhousecatchesfire,likeitspredecessor,andthereshouldhappento,beasickmanonanupperfloor,hecanbegotoutwithoutrunningtheriskofgoingupanddownaburningstaircase。Whatablessedthingitwasthattherewasnofire-enginenearbyandnoladderathandonthedayofthegreatrescue!Iftherehadbeen,whatachangeinyourprogrammeoflife!Yourememberthat\"cupofteaspiltonMrs。Masham\'sapron,\"whichweusedtoreadofinoneofEverett\'sOrations,andallitswide-reachingconsequencesintheaffairsofEurope。IhuntedupthatcupofteaasdiligentlyaseveraBostonmatronsoughtforthelastleavesinheroldcaddyafterthetea-chestshadbeenflungoverboardatGriffin\'swharf,——butnomatteraboutthat,now。Thatisthewaythingscomeaboutinthisworld。Imustwritealectureonluckymishaps,or,moreelegantly,fortunatecalamities。ItwillbejusttheconverseofthatoddessayofSwift\'swereadtogether,theawkwardandstupidthingsdonewiththebestintentions。PerhapsIshalldeliverthelectureinyourcity:youwillcomeandhearit,andbringhim,won\'tyou,dearest? Always,yourlovingLURIDA。 MISSLURIDAVINCENTTOMRS。EUTHYMIAKIRKWOOD。 Itseemsforeversinceyouleftus,dearestEuthymia!Andareyou,andisyourhusband,andPaolo,——goodPaolo,——areyouallaswellandhappyasyouhavebeenandasyououghttobe?Isupposeoursmallvillageseemsaveryquietsortofplacetopassthewinterin,nowthatyouhavebecomeaccustomedtothenoiseandgayetyofagreatcity。Forallthat,itisaprettybusyplacethiswinter,Icantellyou。Wehavesleighingparties,——Inevergotothem,myself,becauseIcan\'tkeepwarm,andmymindfreezesupwhenmybloodcoolsdownbelow95or96deg。Fahrenheit。IhadagreatdealrathersitbyagoodfireandreadaboutArcticdiscoveries。ButIlikeverywelltohearthebells\'jinglingandtoseetheyoungpeopletryingtohaveagoodtimeashardastheydoatapicnic。Itmaybethattheydo,buttomeapicnicispurgatoryandasleigh-ridethatotherplace,where,asmyfavoriteMiltonsays,\"frostperformstheeffectoffire。”IbelieveIhavequotedhimcorrectly;Ioughtto,forI couldrepeathalfhispoemsfrommemoryonce,ifIcannotnow。 Youmusthaveplentyofexcitementinyourcitylife。Isupposeyourecognizedyourselfinoneofthesocietycolumnsofthe\"HouseholdInquisitor:\"\"Mrs。E。K。,verybeautiful,inanelegant,\"etc。,etc,\"withpearls,\"etc。,etc。,——asifyouwerenottheornamentofallthatyouwear,nomatterwhatitis! Iamsogladthatyouhavemarriedascholar!WhyshouldnotMaurice——youbothtellmetocallhimso——takethediplomaticofficewhichhasbeenofferedhim?Itseemstomethathewouldfindhimselfinexactlytherightplace。Hecantalkintwoorthreelanguages,hasgoodmanners,andawifewho——well,whatshallIsayofMrs。Kirkwoodbutthat\"shewouldbegoodcompanyforaqueen,\"asouroldfriendthequondamlandladyoftheAnchorTavernusedtosay? IshouldsoliketoseeyoupresentedatCourt!ItseemstomethatIshouldbewillingtoholdyourtrainforthesakeofseeingyouinyourcourtfeathersandthings。 Asformyself,IhavebeenthinkingoflatethatIwouldbecomeeitheraprofessionallecturerorheadmistressofagreatschoolorcollegeforgirls。Ihavetriedthefirstbusinessalittle。LastmonthIdeliveredalectureonQuaternions。Igotthreeformyaudience;twocameoverfromtheInstitute,andonefromthatmen\'scollegewhichtheytrytomakeouttobeauniversity,andwherenofemaleisadmittedunlessshebelongsamongthequadrupeds。I enjoyedlecturing,butthesubjectisadifficultone,andIdon\'tthinkanyoneofthemhadanyveryclearnotionofwhatIwastalkingabout,exceptRhodora,——andIknowshedidn\'t。Totellthetruth,I waslecturingtoinstructmyself。Imeantotrysomethingeasiernexttime。IhavethoughtoftheBasquelanguageandliterature。 Whatdoyousaytothat? TheSocietygoesonfamously。Wehavehadapaperpresentedandreadlatelywhichhasgreatlyamusedsomeofusandprovokedafewoftheweakersort。ThewriteristhatcrabbedoldProfessorofBelles- Lettresatthatmen\'scollegeoverthere。Heisdreadfullyhardonthepoor\"poets,\"astheycallthemselves。Itseemsthatagreatmanyyoungpersons,andmoreespeciallyagreatmanyyounggirls,ofwhomtheInstitutehasfurnishedaconsiderableproportion,havetakentosendinghimtheirrhymedproductionstobecriticised,—— expectingtobepraised,nodoubt,everyoneofthem。Imustgiveyouoneofthesauciestextractsfromhispaperinhisownwords: \"Ittakeshalfmytimetoreadthe\'poems\'sentmebyyoungpeopleofbothsexes。TheywouldbemoreshyofdoingitiftheyknewthatI recognizeatendencytorhymingasacommonformofmentalweakness,andthepublicationofathinvolumeofverseasprimafacieevidenceofambitiousmediocrity,ifnotinferiority。Ofcoursethereareexceptionstothisruleofjudgment,butImaintainthatthepresumptionisalwaysagainsttherhymesterascomparedwiththelesspretentiouspersonsabouthimorher,busywithsomeusefulcalling,——toobusytobetaggingrhymedcommonplacestogether。Justnowthereseemstobeanepidemicofrhymingasbadasthedancingmania,orthesweatingsickness。Afterreadingacertainamountofmanuscriptverseoneisdisposedtoanathematizetheinventorofhomophonoussyllabification。[Thisphrasemadeagreatlaughwhenitwasread。]This,thatisrhyming,musthavebeenfoundoutveryearly,\'Whereareyou,Adam?\' \'HereamI,Madam;\' butitcanneverhavebeenhabituallypractiseduntilaftertheFall。 TheintrusionoftintinnabulatingterminationsintotheconversationalintercourseofmenandangelswouldhavespoiledParadiseitself。MiltonwouldnothavethemeveninParadiseLost,youremember。Formyownpart,Iwishcertainrhymescouldbedeclaredcontrabandofwrittenorprintedlanguage。Nothingshouldbeallowedtobehurledattheworldorwhirledwithit,orfurleduponitorcurledoverit;alleyesshouldbekeptawayfromtheskies,inspiteofoshominisublimededit;youthshouldbecoupledwithallthevirtuesexcepttruth;earthshouldneverberemindedofherbirth;deathshouldneverbeallowedtostopamortal\'sbreath,northebelltosoundhisknell,norflowersfromblossomingbowerstowaveoverhisgraveorshowtheirbloomuponhistomb。Wehaverhymingdictionaries,——letushaveonefromwhichallrhymesarerigorouslyexcluded。Thesightofapoorcreaturegrubbingforrhymestofilluphissonnet,ortocramoneofthosevoracious,rhyme-swallowingrigmaroleswhichsomeofourdrudgingpoeticaloperativeshavebeenexhaustingthemselvesoflatetosatiatewithjingles,makesmyheadacheandmystomachrebel。 Work,workofsomekind,isthebusinessofmenandwomen,notthemakingofjingles! No,——no,——no!Iwanttoseetheyoungpeopleinourschoolsandacademiesandcolleges,andthegraduatesoftheseinstitutions,liftedupoutofthelittleDismalSwampofself-contemplatingandself-indulgingandself-commiseratingemotionalismwhichissurfeitingthelandwiththoseliterarysandwiches,——thinslicesoftinklingsentimentalitybetweentwocoverslookinglikehard-bakedgiltgingerbread。Butwhatfacestheseyoungfolksmakeupatmygoodadvice!Theygettipsyontheirrhymes。Nothingintoxicatesonelikehis——orher——ownverses,andtheyholdontotheirmetre- ballad-mongeringasthefellowsthatinhalenitrousoxideholdontothegas-bag。”