第2章

类别:其他 作者:Elia W。 Peatti字数:13330更新时间:18/12/13 16:50:22
traordinarypersonsriding。 \"Inthecauseofhealth,\"Leroyusedtosay,\"Ioughttohavethecarriagefumi- gatedaftereveryrideJudithtakes,forsheisalwaysaccompaniedbysomeonewholooksasifheorsheshouldgointoquarantine。” Onenight,whenhewaschaffingherinthisway,sheflunghersewingsuddenlyfromherandsprangtoherfeet,asifsheweregoingtogivewaytoaburstofgirlishtemper。Insteadofthat,astreamoftearspouredfromhereyes,andsheheldouthertremblinghandstowardJessica。 \"Hedoesnotknow,\"shesobbed。\"Hecannotunderstand。” OnememorabledayLeroyhastenedovertouswhilewewerestillatbreakfasttosaythatJudithwasill,——strangelyill。Allnightlongshehadbeenmutteringtoherselfasifinadelirium。Yetsheansweredlucidlyallquestionsthatwereputtoher。 \"ShebegsforMissGrant。Shesaysoverandoverthatshe\'knows,\'whateverthatmaymean。” WhenJessicacamehomeshetoldmeshedidnotknow。Sheonlyfeltthatatumultofimpatiencewasstirringinherfriend。 \"Thereissomethingmajesticabouther,—— somethingepic。Ifeelasifsheweremak- ingmeliveapartinsomegreatdrama,theendofwhichIcannottell。Sheissuffering,butIcannottellwhyshesuffers。” Weekswentonwithoutanabatementinthisstrangeillness。Shedidnotkeepherbed。Indeed,sheneglectedfewofherusualoccupations。Butherhandswereburning,andhereyesgrewbrightwiththatwildsortoflustreoneseesintheeyesofthosewhogivethemselvesuptostrangedrugsormanias。Shegrewwhimsical,andformedcapriciousfriendships,onlytodropthem。 Andthenonedaysheclosedherhousetoallacquaintances,andsatalonecontinu- allyinherroom,withherhandsclaspedinherlap,andhereyesswimmingwiththeemotionsthatneverfoundtheirwaytohertongue。 Brainardcametotheofficetotalkwithmeaboutheroneday。\"Iamaverymiser- ableman,Grant,\"hesaid。\"IamafraidI havelostmywife\'sregard。Oh,don\'ttellmeitispartlymyfault。Iknowitwellenough。 AndIknowyouhaven\'thadaverygoodopinionofmelately。ButIamremorsefulenoughnow,Godknows。AndIwouldgivemylifetoseeherasshewaswhenIfoundherfirstamongthemountains。Why,sheusedtoclimbthemlikeastrongman,andshewasforevershoutingandsinging。Andshehadpeopledeveryspotwithstrangemodernmythologicalcreatures。Herfatherisanolddreamer,andshegotthetrickfromhim。Theyhadalittletelescopeonagreatknollinthecentreofthevalley,justwhereitcommandedalongpathofstars,andtheyusedtospendnightsouttherewhenthefrostliterallyfellinflakes。WhenIthinkhowhardyandgayshewas,howfullofcourageandlife,andlookathernow,sofeverishandbroken,IfeelasifIshouldgomad。YouknowInevermeanttodoheranyharm。Tellmethatmuch,Grant。” \"Ithinkyouwereveryegotisticalforawhile,Brainard,andthatisafact。Andyoudidn\'tappreciatehowmuchhernaturedemanded。ButIdonotthinkyouarere- sponsibleforyourwife\'spresentcondition。 Ifthereisanycomfortinthatstatement,youarewelcometoit。” \"Butyoudon\'tmean——\"hegotnofurther。 \"Imeanthatyourwifemayhaveherreservations,justasweallhave,andIampayingherhighpraisewhenIsayit。Youarenotsonarrow,Leroy,astosupposeforamomentthattheonlysortofpassionawomaniscapableofisthatwhichsheenter- tainsforaman。HowdoIknowwhatisgoingoninyourwife\'ssoul?Butitisnothingwhichevenanidealistofwomen,suchasIam,oldfellow,needregret。” HowgladIwasafterwardthatIspokethosewords。Theyexercisedalittlere- straint,perhaps,onLeroywhenthedayofhisterribletrialcame。Theymadehimwrestlewiththedemonofsuspicionthatstrovetopossesshim。Iwassittinginmyoffice,laggingdispiritedlyovermyworkoneday,whenthedoorburstopenandBrainardstoodbesideme。Brainard,Isay,andyetinnosensethemanIhadknown,——notahintinthispalecreature,whosebreathstruggledthroughchatteringteeth,andwhosehandsworkedinuncontrollablespasms,ofthenonchalantelegantIhadknown。Notaglimpsetobeseeninthoseangryanddeterminedeyesofthegaylyselfishspiritofmyholidayfriend。 \"She\'sgone!\"hegasped。\"Sinceyes- terday。AndI\'mheretoaskyouwhatyouthinknow?Andwhatyouknow。” Apanoramaofallshamefulpossibilitiesforoneblackmomentfloatedbeforeme。 Irememberthisgaveplacetoawave,coldasdeath,thatsweptfromheadtofoot; thenBrainard\'shandsfellheavilyonmyshoulders。 \"ThankGodatleastforthismuch,\"hesaid,hoarsely;\"Ididn\'tknowatfirstbutIhadlostbothfriendandwife。ButIseeyouknownothing。AndindeedinmyheartIknewallthetimethatyoudidnot。 YetIhadtocometoyouwithmyanger。 AndIrememberedhowyoudefendedher。 Whatexplanationcanyouoffernow?\" Igothimtositdownafterawhileandtellmewhatlittletherewastotell。Hehadbeenawayforaday\'sshooting,andwhenhereturnedhefoundonlytheper- plexedservantsathome。Anotewasleftforhim。Heshowedittome。 \"Therearetimes,\"itran,\"whenwemustdoaswemust,notaswewould。Iamgo- ingtodosomethingIhavebeendriventodosinceIleftmyhome。Idonotleaveanymessageofloveforyou,becauseyouwouldnotcareforitfromawomansoweakasI。ButitissoeasyforyoutobehappythatIhopeinalittlewhileyouwillforgetthewifewhoyieldedtoaninfluencepastresisting。Itmaybemadness,butIamnotgreatenoughtogiveitup。Itriedtomakethesacrifice,butIcouldnot。Itriedtobeasgayasyou,andtoliveyoursortoflife;butIcouldnotdoit。Donotmaketheefforttoforgiveme。Youwillbehap- pierifyousimplyholdmeinthecontemptIdeserve。” Ireadtheletteroverandover。IdonotknowthatIbelievethatthespiritofinani- matethingscanpermeatetotheintelligenceofman。IamsureIalwayslaughedatsuchideas。Yetholdingthatnotewithitsshamefulseemingwords,Ifeltaconscious- nessthatitwaswritteninpurityandlove。 Andthenbeforemyeyestherecameascenesovividthatforamomenttheofficewithitsfamiliarfurniturewasobliterated。WhatI sawwasalongfirmroad,greenwithmid- summerluxuriance。Theleisurelythuddingofmyhorse\'sfeetsoundedinmyears。Be- sidemewasatall,black-robedfigure。I sawherlookbackwiththatexpressionofdeprivationattheskyline。\"It\'slikeliv- ingaftertheworldhasbeguntodie,\"saidthepensiveminorvoice。\"Itseemsasifpartoftheworldhadbeentakendown。” \"Brainard,\"Iyelled,\"comehere!I haveit。Here\'syourexplanation。Icanshowyouanewmeaningforeverylineofthisletter。Man,shehasgonetothemoun- tains。Shehasgonetoworshipherowngods!\" TwoweekslaterIgotaletterfromBrain- ard,datedfromColorado。 \"Oldman,\"itsaid,\"you\'reright。Sheishere。Ifoundmymountainwomanherewherethefourvoicesofhercataractshadbeencallingtoher。Isawherthemomentourmulesroundedtheroadthatcommandsthevalley。Wehadbeenridingallnightandweredrenchedwithcolddew,hungrytodesperation,andmyspiritswereoflead。 Suddenlywegotoutfrombehindthegran- itewall,andthereshewas,standing,whereI hadseenhersooften,besidethelittlewater- fallthatshecallsthehappyone。Shewaslookingstraightupatthebillowingmistthatdippeddownthemountain,mammothsaffronrollsofit,plungingsomadlyfromtheimpetusofthewindthatonemarvelledhowitcouldbenoiseless。Ah,youdonotknowJudith!Thatstrange,unsophisti- cated,sometimesawkwardwomanyousawborenomoreresemblancetomymountainwomanthanItoHercules。Howstrongandbeautifulshelookedstandingtherewrappedinanecstasy!Itwasmyprimitivewomanbackinherprimevalworld。Howthebloodleapedinme!Allmyoldromance,sodif- ferentfromthecommonlove-historiesofmostmen,wasthereagainwithinmyreach! Allthemystery,thepoignanthappinessweremineagain。Donotholdmeincon- temptbecauseIshowyoumyheart。Yousawmymisery。WhyshouldIgrudgeyouaglimpseofmyhappiness?ShesawmewhenItouchedherhand,notbefore,sowrappedwasshe。Butshedidnotseemsurprised。Onlyinhersplendideyestherecamealargecontent。Shepointedtothedancinglittlewhitefall。\'Ithoughtsome- thingwonderfulwasgoingtohappen,\'shewhispered,\'forithasbeenlaughingso。\' \"IshallnotreturntoNewYork。Iamgoingtostayherewithmymountainwo- man,andIthinkperhapsIshallfindoutwhatlifemeansheresoonerthanIwouldbacktherewithyou。Ishalllearntoseelargethingslargeandsmallthingssmall。 JudithsaystotellyouandMissGrantthatthefourvoicesarecallingforyoueverydayinthevalley。 \"Yoursinfullestfriendship,\"LEROYBRAINARD。” JimLancy\'sWaterloo\"WEmustgetmarriedbeforetimetoputincrops,\"hewrote。\"Wemustmakeasuccessofthefarmthefirstyear,forluck。 CouldyoumanagetobereadytocomeoutWestbythelastofFebruary?AfterMarchopenstherewillbenolet-up,andIdonotseehowIcouldgetaway。MakeitFebru- ary,Anniedear。Afewweeksmoreorlesscanmakenodifferencetoyou,buttheymakeagooddealofdifferencetome。” Thewomantowhomthiswaswrittenreaditwithsomethinglikeanger。\"Idon\'tbe- lievehe\'ssoimpatientforme!\"shesaidtoherself。\"Whathewantsistogetthecropsinontime。”Butshechangedthedateoftheirwedding,andmadeitFebruary。 TheirweddingjourneywasonlyfromtheIllinoisvillagewhereshelivedtotheirNebraskafarm。Theyhadneverbeenmuchtogether,andtheyhadmuchtosaytoeachother。 \"Farmingwon\'tcomehardtoyou,\"Jimassuredher。\"Alloneneedstofarmwithisbrains。” \"Whatasuccessyou\'llmakeofit!\"shecriedsaucily。 \"IwishIhadmyfarmclear,\"Jimwenton;\"butthat\'smorethananyonehasaroundme。I\'mnoworseoffthantherest。 We\'vegottopayoffthemortgage,Annie。” \"Ofcoursewemust。We\'lljustdowith- outtillwegetthemortgagelifted。Hardworkwilldoanything,Iguess。AndI\'mnotafraidtowork,Jim,thoughI\'veneverhadmuchexperience。” Jimlookedoutofthewindowalongtime,atthegentleundulationsofthebrownIowaprairie。Hiseyesseemedtopiercebeneaththesod,totheswellingbudsoftheyetinvisiblegrass。Henoticedhowdisdain- fullytherainsofthenewyearbeatdownthegrassesoftheyearthatwasgone。Itopenedtohismindavisionoftheseason\'spossibilities。Foramoment,evenamidthesmokeofthecar,heseemedtoscentclover,andhearthestiffswishingofthecornandthedullburringofthebees。 \"Iwishsometimes,\"hesaid,leaningfor- wardtolookathisbride,\"thatIhadbeenbornsomethingelsethanafarmer。ButI cannomorehelpfarming,Annie,thanabirdcanhelpsinging,orabeemakinghoney。Ididn\'ttaketofarming。Iwassimplybornwithahoeinmyhand。” \"Idon\'tknowablessedthingaboutit,\" Annieconfessed。\"ButImadeupmymindthatafarmwithyouwasbetterthanatownwithoutyou。That\'sallthereistoit,asfarasIamconcerned。” JimLancyslidhisarmsoftlyaboutherwaist,unseenbytheotherpassengers。 Annielookedupapprehensively,toseeifanyonewasnoticing。Buttheywereeatingtheirlunches。Itwasacommoncoachonwhichtheywereriding。TherewasaPullmanattachedtothetrain,andAnniehadsecretlythoughtthat,asitwastheirweddingjourney,itmightbemorebecomingtotakeit。ButJimhadmadenosuggestionaboutit。Whathesaidlaterexplainedthereason。 \"Iwouldhavelikedtohavebroughtyouafinepresent,\"hesaid。\"Itseemedshabbytocomewithnothingbutthatlittlering。 ButIputeverythingIhadonourhome,youknow。Andyet,I\'msureyou\'llthinkitpoorenoughafterwhatyou\'vebeenusedto。You\'llforgivemeforonlybringingthering,mydear?\" \"Butyoubroughtmesomethingbetter,\" Anniewhispered。Shewasafoolishlittlegirl。\"Youbroughtmelove,youknow。” Thentheyrodeinsilenceforalongtime。 Bothofthemwerenewtothephraseologyoflove。Theirsimplecomplimentstoeachotherwerealmostludicrous。Butanyonewhomighthavechancedtooverhearthemwouldhavebeencharmed,fortheybetrayedaninnocenceasbeautifulasanuncloudeddawn。 AnnietriedhardnottobedepressedbythetreelessstretchesoftheNebraskaplains。 \"ThisisdifferentfromIllinois,\"sheventuredonce,gently;\"itisevendifferentfromIowa。” \"Yes,yes,\"criedJim,enthusiastically,\"itisdifferent!Itisthefinestcountryintheworld!Youneverfeelshutin。Youcanalwaysseeoff。IfeelathomeafterIgetinNebraska。I\'dchokebackwhereyoulive,withallthoselittlegulliesandthetreeseverywhere。It\'samysterytomehowfarmershavepatiencetoworkthere。” Annieopenedhereyes。Therewasevi- dentlymorethanonewayoflookingataquestion。Thefarm-housesseemedverylowandmeantoher,asshelookedatthemfromthewindow。Therewerenofences,exceptingnowandthentheinhospitablebarbedwire。Thedoor-yardswerebleaktohereyes,withouttheornamentalshrubberywhicheveryfarmerinherpartofthecountrywasusedtotending。Thecattlestoodun- sheddedintheircorrals。Thereapersandbindersstoodrustinginthedulldrizzle。 \"Howshiftless!\"criedAnnie,indignantly。 \"Whatdothesemenmeanbylettingtheirmachinerylieoutthatway?Ishouldthinkonewinteroflyingoutwouldhurtitmorethanthreesummersofusing。” \"Itdoes。Butshedsarenoteasilyhad。 Lumberisdear。” \"ButIshouldthinkitwouldbeeconomyeventhen。” \"Yes,\"hesaid,\"perhaps。Butwealldothatwayouthere。Ittakessomemoneyforamantobeeconomicalwith。Someofushaven\'teventhatmuch。” Therewasasix-mileridefromthestation。 Thehorseswerewaiting,hitcheduptoaserviceablelightwagon,anddrivenbythe\"help。”Hewasathinyoungman,withredhair,andheblushedvicariouslyforJimandAnnie,whowerereallytooentertainedwitheachother,andattheideaofthenewlifeopeningupbeforethem,tothinkany- thingaboutblushing。Atthestation,anumberofmeninsistedonshakinghandswithJim,andbeingintroducedtohiswife。 Theywereallbearded,asifshavingwereanunnecessarylabor,andtheirtrousersweretuckedindustytop-boots,noneofwhichhadeverseenblacking。Anniehadasenseofthesemenseemingunwashed,orasiftheyhadsleptintheirclothes。Buttheyhadkindvoices,andtheireyeswereveryfriendly。Sosheshookhandswiththemallwithheartiness,andaskedthemtodriveoutandbringtheirwomenkind。 \"Iamgoingtomakeupmymindnottobelonesome,\"shedeclared;\"but,allthesame,Ishallwanttoseesomewomen。” Anniehadgotsafeonthehighseatofthewagon,andwasbalancingherlittlefeetontheinclinedfoot-rest,whenawomancamerunningacrossthestreet,callingaloud,—— \"Mr。Lancy!Mr。Lancy!You\'renotgoingtodriveawaywithoutintroducingmetoyourwife!\" Shewasathinlittlewoman,withmove- mentsasnervousandasgracelessasthoseofagrasshopper。Herdun-coloredgarmentsseemedtohaveallthehuebleachedoutofthemwithwindandweather。Herfacewasbrownandwrinkled,andherbrighteyesflashedrestlessly,deepintheirsockets。Twofrontteethwereconspicuouslymissing;andherfadedhairwasblowninwispsaboutherface。Jimperformedtheintroduction,andAnnieheldoutherhand。Itwasaprettyhand,delicatelyglovedindovecolor。 Thewomantookitinherown,andaftershehadshakenit,helditforasilentmo- ment,lookingatit。Thenshealmostthrewitfromher。Theeyeswhichsheliftedtoscanthebrightyoungfaceaboveherhadsomethinglikeagonyinthem。Annieblushedunderthisfiercescrutiny,andthewoman,suddenlyconsciousofherdemeanor,forcedasmiletoherlips。 \"I\'llcomeoutan\'seeyeh,\"shesaid,incordialtones。\"Maybe,asanewhouse- keeper,you\'lllikealittleadvice。You\'veaniceplace,an\'Iwishyehluck。” \"Thankyou。I\'msureI\'llneedadvice,\" criedAnnie,astheydroveoff。ThenshesaidtoJim,\"Whoisthatoldwoman?\" \"Oldwoman?Why,sheain\'tadayoverthirty,Mis\'Dundyain\'t。” Annielookedatherhusbandblankly。 Buthewasalreadytalkingofsomethingelse,andsheaskednomoreaboutthewoman,thoughallthewayalongtheroadthefaceseemedtofollowher。Itmighthavebeenthisthatcausedthetighteningaboutherheart。Forsomewayhervivacityhadgone;andtherestoftheridesheaskednoquestions,butsatlookingstraightbeforeheratthenorthwardstretchingroad,witheyesthatfeltratherthansawthebrown,bareundulations,risingeverynowandthencleantothesky;attheside,littlefamished- lookinghouses,unacquaintedwithpaint,disorderlyyards,andendlessreachesoffurrowedground,whereinsummerthecornhadwaved。 Thehorsesneedednoindicationofthelinetomakethemturnupasmoothbitofroadthatcurvedawayneatly\'midtheraggedgrasses。Attheendofit,inaclumpofpunyscruboaks,stoodasquarelittlehouse,inuncornicedsimplicity,withblank,uncur- tainedwindowsstaringoutatAnnie,andforamomenthereyes,blurredwiththecold,seemedtoseeinoneofthemthedespairingfaceofthewomanwiththewispsoffadedhairblowingaboutherface。 \"Well,whatdoyouthinkofit?\"Jimcried,heartily,swingingherdownfromherhighseat,andkissingherashedidso。 \"Thisisyourhome,mygirl,andyouareaswelcometoitasyouwouldbetoapalace,ifIcouldgiveittoyou。” Annieputupherhandstohidethetrem- blingofherlips;andsheletJimseethereweretearsinhereyesasanapologyfornotreplying。Theyoungmanwiththeredhairtookawaythehorses,andJim,withhisarmaroundhiswife\'swaist,rantowardthehouseandthrewopenthedoorforhertoenter。 Theintenseheatoftwogreatstovesstruckintheirfaces;andAnniesawthebigburner,erectedinallitsblackhideousnessinthemiddleofthefrontroom,likeasortofhouseholdhoodoo,tobeconstantlypropi- tiated,likethegodsofGreece;andinthekitchen,thenewrange,withadistractedtea-kettleleapingonit,asifitwouldliketolooseitsfettersandraceawayovertheprairieafteritscousin,thelocomotive。 Itwasahouseoffourrooms,andaglancerevealedthefactthatithadbeenprovidedwiththenecessaries。 \"Ithinkwecanbeverycomfortablehere,\"saidJim,ratherdoubtfully。 Anniesawshemustmakesomeresponse。 \"Iamsurewecanbemorethancomfort- able,Jim,\"shereplied。\"Wecanbehappy。 Showme,ifyouplease,wheremyroomis。ImusthangmycloakupintherightplacesothatIshallfeelasifIweregettingsettled。” Itwasenough。Jimhadnolongeranydoubts。Hefeltsuretheyweregoingtobehappyeverafterward。 ItwasAnniewhogotthefirstmeal;sheinsistedonit,thoughboththemenwantedhertorest。AndJimhadn\'tthehearttotellherthat,asageneralthing,itwouldnotdotoputtwoeggsinthecorn-cake,andthatthebeefsteakwasagreatluxury。 Whenhesawherabouttobreakaneggforthecoffee,however,heinterfered。 \"Theshellsoftheonesyouusedforthecakewillsettlethecoffeejustaswell,\"hesaid。\"Youseewehavetobeverycarefulofeggsouthereatthisseason。” \"Oh!Willtheshellsreallysettleit? Thisiswhatyoumustcallprairielore。 Isupposeoutherewefindoutwhattherealrelationsofinventionandnecessityare——eh?\" Jimlaugheddisproportionately。Hethoughtherwonderfullywitty。AndheandthehelpatesomuchthatAnnieopenedhereyes。Shehadthoughttherewouldbeenoughleftforsupper。Buttherewasnothingleft。 ForthenexttwoweeksJimwasabletobemuchwithher;andtheyamusedthemselvesbydecoratingthehousewiththebrightcurtainingsthatAnniehadbrought,andputtingupshelvesforafewpiecesofchina。 Shehadtwoorthreepictures,also,whichhadcomefromherroominheroldhome,andsomeofthoseuselessdaintythingswithwhichsomewomenliketolittertheroom。 \"Mostfolks,\"Jimexplained,\"havetobecontentwithonefire,andsitinthekitchen; butIthought,asthiswasourhoneymoon,wewouldputonsomelugs。” Anniesaidnothingthen;butadayortwoaftersheventured,—— \"Perhapsitwouldbeaswellnow,dear,ifwekeptinthekitchen。I\'llkeepitasbrightandpleasantasIcan。And,any- way,youcanbemoreaboutwithmewhenI\'mworkingthen。We\'lllayafireinthefront-roomstove,sothatwecanlightitifanybodycomes。Wecanjustaswellsavethatmuch。” Jimlookedupbrightly。\"Allright,\"hesaid。\"You\'reasensiblelittlewoman。 Yousee,everycentmakesadifference。 AndIwanttobeabletopayofffivehundreddollarsofthatmortgagethisyear。” So,afterthat,theysatinthekitchen;andthefirewaslaidinthefrontroom,againstthecomingofcompany。Butnoonecame,anditremainedunlighted。 Thentheseasonbegantoshowsignsofopening,——bleaksigns,hardlyrecognizabletoAnnie;andafterthatJimwasnotmuchinthehouse。Theweeksworeon,andspringcameatlast,dancingoverthehills。 Theground-birdsbeganbuilding,andatfoureachmorningawokeAnniewiththeirsylvanopera。ThecreekthatranjustatthenorthofthehouseworkeditselfintoafuryandblusteredalongwithmuchnoisetowardthegreatPlattewhich,milesaway,wallowedinitsvastsandybed。Thehillsflushedfrombrowntoyellow,andfrommottledgreentointensestemerald,andinthesuperbairallthewindsofheavenseemedtomeetandfrolicwithlaughterandsong。 Sometimesthemorningsweresobeauti- fulthat,themenbeingafieldandAnnieallalone,shegaveherselfuptoanecstasyandkneeledbythelittlewoodenbenchoutsidethedoor,tosay,\"Father,IthankThee,\" andthenwentaboutherworkwithallthepoemofnaturerhymingitselfoverandoverinherheart。 ItwasonsuchadayasthisthatMrs。 Dundykeptherpromiseandcameovertoseeiftheyounghousekeeperneededanyoftheadviceshehadpromisedher。Shehadwalked,becausenoneofthehorsescouldbespared。Ithadgotsowarmnowthatthefireinthekitchenheatedthewholehousesufficiently,andAnniehadtheroomscleantoexquisiteness。Mrs。Dundylookedaboutwithenviouseyes。 \"Howlovely!\"shesaid。 \"Doyouthinkso?\"criedAnnie,insur- prise。\"Ilikeit,ofcourse,becauseitishome,butIdon\'tseehowyoucouldcallanythingherelovely。” \"Oh,youdon\'tunderstand,\"hervisitorwenton。\"It\'slovelybecauseitlookssohappy。Someofushave——well,kindo\' lostourgrip。” \"It\'seasytodothatifyoudon\'tfeelwell,\"Annieremarkedsympathetically。\"I haven\'tfeltaswellasusualmyself,lately。 AndIdogetlonesomeandwonderwhatgooditdoestofixupeverydaywhenthereisnoonetosee。Butthatisallnonsense,andIputitoutofmyhead。” Shesmoothedoutthecleanlawnapronwithdelicatetouch。Mrs。Dundyfollowedthemovementwithhereyes。 \"Oh,mydear,\"shecried,\"youdon\'tknownothin\'aboutityet!Butyouwillknow!Youwill!\"andthoserestless,hoteyesofhersseemedtogrowmorerestlessandmorehotastheylookedwithinfinitepityattheyoungwomanbeforeher。 Anniethoughtofthesewordsoftenasthesummercameon,andtheheatgrew。Jimwasseldomtobeseennow。Hewasupatfoureachmorning,andthelastchorewasnotcompletedtillnineatnight。Thenhethrewhimselfinbedandlaytherelog-liketilldawn。Hewastoowearytotalkmuch,andAnnie,withherheartachingforhisfatigue,forboretospeaktohim。Shecookedthemoststrengtheningthingsshecould,andtriedalwaystolookfreshandpleasantwhenhecamein。Butsheoftenthoughtherpainswereinvain,forhehardlyrestedhissunburnedeyesonher。Hisskingotsobrownthathisfacewasstrangelychanged,especiallyashenolongerhadtimetoshave,andhadletaroughbeardstraggleoverhischeeksandchin。OnSundaysAnniewouldhavelikedtogotochurch,butthehorsesweretootiredtobetakenout,andshedidnotfeelwellenoughtowalkfar;besides,Jimgotnoparticulargoodoutofwalkingoverthehillsunlesshehadaploughinhishand。 Harvestcameatlength,andthecropwasgood。Therewereanywayfromthreetotwentymenatthehousethen,andAnniecookedforallofthem。Jimhadtriedtogetsomeonetohelpher,buthehadnotsucceeded。Anniestrovetobebrave,re- memberingthatfarm-womenalloverthecountrywereworkinginsimilarfashion。 Butinspiteofallshecoulddo,thedaysgottoseemlikenightmares,andsleepbe- tweenwasbutabriefpauseinwhichshewasalwaysdreamingofwater,andthinkingthatshewasstoopingtoputfeveredlipstoarunningbrook。SomeofthesemenwereverydisgustingtoAnnie。Theirmannerswereasbadastheycouldwellbe,andacoarsewordcamenaturallytotheirlips。 \"Tobemasterofthesoil,thatisonething,\"saidshetoherselfinsicknessofspirit;\"buttobetheslaveofitisanother。 Thesemenseemtohavegottheirsoulsallcoveredwithmuck。”Shenoticedthattheyhadnoideaofamusement。Theyhadneverplayedanything。Theydidnotevencareforbase-ball。Theirideaofhappinessappearedtobetodonothing;andtherewasagoodpartoftheyearinwhichtheywerehappy,——forthesewerenotforthemostpartmenowningfarms;theyweremenwhohiredouttohelpthefarmer。Agoodmanyofthemhadbeenfarmersatonetimeandanother,buttheyhadfailed。Theyalltalkedpoliticsagreatdeal,——politicsandrail- roads。Anniehadnotmuchpatiencewithitall。Shehadgreatconfidenceinthecourseofthings。Shebelievedthatinthiscountryallmenhaveafairchance。Sowhenitcameaboutthatthecornandthewheat,whichhadbeenraisedwithsuchincessanttoil,broughtthemnomoney,butonlyaloss,Anniestoodaghast。 \"Isaidtherateswereruinous,\"Jimsaidtoheronenight,afteritwasallover,andhehadfoundoutthattheyear\'sslavishworkhadbroughthimalossofthreehundreddollars;\"it\'sbeenaconspiracyfromthefirst。Thepriceofcornisallright。ButbythetimewesetitdowninChicagoweareouteighteencentsabushel。 Itmeansruin。Whatarewegoingtodo? Herewehadthebestcropwe\'vehadforyears——butwhat\'stheuseoftalking! Theyhaveusintheirgrip。” \"Idon\'tseehowitis,\"Annieprotested。 \"Ishouldthinkitwouldbefortheinter- estoftheroadstohelpthepeopletobeasprosperousaspossible。” \"Oh,wecan\'tgetout!Andwe\'reboundtostayandraisegrain。Andthey\'reboundtocartit。Andthat\'sallthereistoit。Theyforceustostandeveryloss,eventotheshortagethatismadeintransportation。 Therailroadcompaniesowntheelevators,andtheyhavethecinchonus。Ourgrainisattheirmercy。GodknowshowI\'mgoingtoraisethatinterest。Asforthefivehundredweweregoingtopayonthemort- gagethisyear,Annie,we\'renotinit。” Autumnwaswellsetinbythistime,andthebrilliantcoldskyhungovertheprairiesasyoungandfreshasiftheworldwerenotoldandtired。Annienolongercouldlookastrimaswhenshefirstcametothelittlehouse。Herprettyweddinggarmentswerebeginningtobewornandtherewasnomoneyformore。Jimwouldnotplaychessnowofevenings。Hewasforeverwritingarticlesfortheweeklypaperintheadjoin- ingtown。Theytalkedofrunninghimforthestatelegislature,andhewasanxiousforthenomination。 \"IthinkImightbeabletostanditifI couldfight\'em!\"hedeclared;\"buttosithereidle,knowingthatIhavebeencheatedoutofmyyear\'swork,justasmuchasifI hadbeenknockeddownontheroadandthemoneytakenfromme,isenoughtosendmetotheasylumwithastrait-jacketon!\" Lifegrewtotakeontragicaspects。Annieusedtofindherselfwonderingifanywhereintheworldtherewerepeoplewithlighthearts。Forhertherewasnolongerantici- pationofjoy,orpresentcompanionship,oranydivertissementinthewholeworld。Jimreadbookswhichshedidnotunderstand,andwithafewofhisfriends,whodroppedinnowandtheneveningsorSundays,talkedaboutthesebooksinanexcitedmanner。 Shewouldgotoherroomtorest,andlyingthereinthedarknessonthebed,wouldhearthemspeakingtogether,some- timesallatonce,inthosesternlyvindictivetonesmenusewhenthereisrevoltintheirsouls。 \"Itisthegovernmentwhichishelpingtoimpoverishus,\"shewouldhearJimsaying。\"Workismoney。Thatistosay,itistheactiveformofmoney。Thewealthofacountryisestimatedbyitspowerofproduction。Anditspowerofproductionmeanswork。Itmeanstherearesomanymenwithsomuchcapacity。 Nowthegovernmentowesittothesementohavemoneyenoughtopaythemfortheirwork;andifthereisnotenoughmoneyincirculationtopaytoeachmanforhishonestandnecessarywork,thenIsaythatgovernmentisinleaguewithcrime。 Itistryingtomakedefaultersofus。Ithasahundredwaysofcheatingus。WhenI boughtthisfarmandputthemortgageonit,aday\'sworkwouldbringtwicetheresultsitwillnow。Thatistosay,thetotalattheendoftheyearshowedmyprofitstobetwicewhattheywouldbenow,eveniftherailwaydidnotstandinthewaytorobusofmorethanweearn。 Sothatitwilltakejusttwiceasmanydays\'worknowtopayoffthismortgageasitwouldhavedoneatthetimeitwascontracted。It\'saconspiracy,Itellyou! ThoseEasterncapitalistsmakeascienceofruiningus。” Hegotmoreeloquentastimewenton,andAnnie,whohadknownhimfirstasratheracarelesstalker,wasastonishedattheboldnessofhislanguage。Butconver- sationwasalostartwithhim。Henolongertalked。Heharangued。 IntheearlyspringAnnie\'sbabywasborn,——alittlegirlwithanervouscry,whoneversleptlongatatime,andwhoseemedtowailmerelyfromdistasteatliving。ItwasMrs。DundywhocameovertolookafterthehousetillAnniegotabletodoso。 Hereyeshadthatfeverinthem,asever。 Shetalkedbutlittle,buthertouchonAnnie\'sheadwasmoreeloquentthanwords。 OnedayAnnieaskedfortheglass,andMrs。Dundygaveittoher。Shelookedinitalongtime。Thecolorwasgonefromhercheeks,andabouthermouththerewasanuglytightening。Buthereyesflashedandshonewiththatsame——no,no,itcouldnotbethatinherfacealsowascomingthelookofhalf-madness!ShemotionedMrs。 Dundytocometoher。 \"Youknewitwascoming,\"shesaid,brokenly,pointingtothereflectionintheglass。\"Thatfirstday,youknewhowitwouldbe。” Mrs。Dundytooktheglassawaywithagentlehand。 \"HowcouldIhelpknowing?\"shesaidsimply。Shewentintothenextroom,andwhenshereturnedAnnienoticedthatthehandkerchiefstuckinherbeltwaswet,asifithadbeenwepton。 Awomancannotstaylongawayfromherhomeonafarmatplantingtime,evenifitisacaseoflifeanddeath。Mrs。Dundyhadtogohome,andAnniecreptaboutherworkwiththewailingbabyinherarms。 Thehousewasoftendisorderlynow;butitcouldnotbehelped。Thebabyhadtobecaredfor。ItfrettedsomuchthatJimsleptapartinthemowofthebarn,thathissleepmightnotbedisturbed。Itwasapleasant,dimplace,fullofsweetscents,andhelikedtobetherealone。Thoughhehadalwaysbeenanunusualworker,heworkednowmorelikeamanwhowasfightingofffate,thanameretoilerforbread。 Thecorncameupbeautifully,andfarastheeyecouldreacharoundtheirhomeittosseditsbroadgreenleaveswithanocean- likeswellingofsibilantsound。Jimloveditwithasortofpassion。Annielovedit,too。Sometimes,atnight,whenherfatiguewasunbearable,andherirritationwearingoutbothbodyandsoul,shetookherlittleoneinherarmsandwalkedamongthecorn,lettingitsrustlingsoothethebabytosleep。 Theheatofthesummerwasterrible。