第5章

类别:其他 作者:Elia W。 Peatti字数:13691更新时间:18/12/13 16:50:22
Twentyyearsinthepenitentiary! Davidlookedupatthejudgeandsmiled。 Menhavebeenknowntosmilethatwaywhenthecar-wheelcrashesovertheirlegs,orabulletletstheairthroughtheirlungs。 Allthatfollowedwouldhaveseemedmoreterribleifithadnotappearedtobesoremote。Davidhadtoassurehimselfoverandoverthatitwasreallyhewhowasputinthatdisgracefuldress,andlockedinthatshamefulwalkfromcorridortowork- room,fromwork-roomtochapel。Theworkwasnotmuchmoremonotonousthanthattowhichhehadbeenaccustomedintheoffice。Here,asthere,onewasreprovedfornotdoingtherequiredamount,butneverpraisedforextraordinaryefforts。Here,asthere,theworkersregardedeachotherwithdislikeandsuspicion。Here,asthere,workwasapenaltyandnotapleasure。 Itisthenightsthataretobedreadedinapenitentiary。Speecheasesthebrainoffreemen;butthemancondemnedtoeter- nalsilenceisboundtoenduretorments。 Thought,whichmightbeadiversion,be- comesacurse;itisapainfuldiseasewhichbecomeschronic。Itdoesnottakelongtoforgetthedaysoftheweekandthemonthsoftheyearwhentimebringsnovariance。 Daviddruggedhimselfondreams。Heknewitwasweakness,butitwasthewineofforgetfulness,andheindulgedinit。Hewentoverandover,inendlessrepetition,everysceneinwhichZoeLeBaronhadfigured。 HelearnedbyapaperthatshehadgonetoEurope。Hewasgladofthat。Fortherewerehoursinwhichheimaginedthathisfatemighthavecausedherdistress——notmuch,ofcourse,butperhapsanoccasionalhourofsympatheticregret。Butitwaspleasanternottothinkofthat。Hepre- ferredtorememberthehourstheyhadspenttogetherwhileshewasteachinghimthejoyoflife。 Howlovelyhergrayeyeswere!Deep,yetbright,andfullofsilentlittlespeeches。 Theroomsinwhichheimaginedherasmovingwerealwayssplendid;thegownssheworewereofrustlingsilk。Heneverinanydream,wakingorsleeping,associatedherwithpovertyorsorroworpain。Gayandbeautiful,shemovedfromcitytocity,inthesevisionsofDavid\'s,lookingalwaysatwonderfulthings,andfindinglaughterineveryhappening。 Itwassixmonthsafterhisentranceintohissilentabodethatalettercameforhim。 \"Byrights,Culross,\"saidthewarden,\"I shouldnotgivethislettertoyou。Itisn\'tthesortweapproveof。Butyou\'reinforagoodspell,andifthereisanythingthatcanmakelifeseemmoretolerable,Idon\'tknowbutyou\'reentitledtoit。Atleast,I\'mnotthemantodenyittoyou。” Thiswastheletter:—— \"MYDEARFRIEND,——Ihopeyoudonotthinkthatallthesemonths,whenyouhavebeensufferingsoterribly,Ihavebeenthink- ingofotherthings!ButIamsureyouknowthetruth。YouknowthatIcouldnotsendyouwordorcometoseeyou,orIwouldhavedoneit。WhenIfirstheardofwhatyouhaddone,Isawitallasithap- pened,——thatdreadfulscene,Imean,inthesaloon。IamsureIhaveimaginedevery- thingjustasitwas。Ibeggedpapatohelpyou,buthewasveryangry。Yousee,papawassopeculiar。Hethoughtmoreoftheappearancesofthings,perhaps,thanoffacts。Itinfuriatedhimtothinkofmeasbeingconcernedaboutyouorwithyou。 Ididnotknowhecouldbesoangry,andhisangerdidnotdie,butfordaysitcastsuchashadowovermethatIusedtowishIwasdead。OnlyIwouldnotdisobeyhim,andnowIamgladofthat。WewereinFrancethreemonths,andthen,cominghome,papadied。Itwasonthevoyage。Iwishhehadaskedmetoforgivehim,forthenIthinkIcouldhaverememberedhimwithmoretenderness。Buthedidnothingofthekind。Hedidnotseemtothinkhehaddonewronginanyway,thoughIfeelthatsomewaywemighthavesavedyou。IambackhereinChicagointheoldhome。ButIshallnotstayinthishouse。Itissolargeandlonesome,andIalwaysseeyouandfatherfacingeachotherangrilythereintheparlorwhenIenterit。SoIamgoingtogetmesomecoseyroomsinanotherpartofthecity,andtakemyaunt,whoisasweetoldlady,tolivewithme;andIamgoingtodevotemytime——allofit——andallofmybrainstogettingyououtofthatterribleplace。Whatistheuseoftellingmethatyouareamurderer?DoInotknowyoucouldnotbebroughttohurtanything? Isupposeyoumusthavekilledthatpoorman,butthenitwasnotyou,itwasthatdreadfuldrink——itwasMe!Thatiswhatcontinuallyhauntsme。IfIhadbeenabravergirl,andspokenthewordsthatwereinmyheart,youwouldnothavegoneintothatplace。Youwouldbeinnocentto-day。 ItwasIwhowasresponsibleforitall。I letfatherkillyourheartrighttherebeforeme,andneversaidaword。YetIknewhowitwaswithyou,and——thisiswhatI oughttohavesaidthen,andwhatImustsaynow——andallthetimeIfeltjustasyoudid。IthoughtIshoulddiewhenI sawyougoaway,andknewyouwouldnevercomebackagain。OnlyIwassoselfish,Iwassowicked,Iwouldsaynothing。 \"Ihavenorighttobecomfortableandhopeful,andtohavefriends,withyoushutupfromlibertyandhappiness。Iwillnothavethosecomfortablerooms,afterall。 Iwillliveasyoudo。Iwilllivealoneinabareroom。ForitisIwhoamguilty! AndthenIwillfeelthatIalsoambeingpunished。 \"Doyouhateme?Perhapsmytellingyounowallthesethings,andthatIfelttowardyoujustasyoudidtowardme,willnotmakeyouhappy。Foritmaybethatyoudespiseme。 \"Anyway,Ihavetoldyouthetruthnow。 IwillgoassoonasIhearfromyoutoalawyer,andtrytofindouthowyoumaybeliberated。Iamsureitcanbedonewhenthefactsareknown。 \"Poorboy!HowIdohopeyouhaveknowninyourheartthatIwasnotfor- gettingyou。Indeed,dayornight,Ihavethoughtofnothingelse。NowIamfreetohelpyou。Andbesure,whateverhappens,thatIamworkingforyou。 \"ZOELEBARON。” Thatwasall。Justagirlish,constrainedletter,hardlyhintingatthehottearsthathadbeenshedformanywearynights,coylytellingoftheimpatientyoungloveandallthemaidenlyshame。 Davidpermittedhimselftoreaditonlyonce。Thenasuddenresolutionwasborn—— aheroicone。Beforehegottheletterhewasacrushedandunsophisticatedboy; whenhehadreadit,andabsorbeditsfullsignificance,hebecamesuddenlyaman,capableofagreatsacrifice。 \"Ireturnyourletter,\"hewrote,withoutsuperscription,\"andthankyouforyouranxietyaboutme。Butthetruthis,Ihadforgottenallaboutyouinmytrouble。Youwerenotintheleasttoblameforwhathap- pened。ImighthaveknownIwouldcometosuchanend。YouthoughtIwasgood,ofcourse;butitisnoteasytofindoutthelifeofayoungman。Itisrathermortifyingtohaveaprivatelettersenthere,becausethewardenreadsthemall。Ihopeyouwillenjoyyourselfthiswinter,andhastentoforgetonewhohadcertainlyforgottenyoutillremindedbyyourletter,whichIreturn。 \"Respectfully,\"DAVIDCULROSS。” Thatnightsomedeeplinescameintohisfacewhichneverleftit,andwhichmadehimlooklikeamanofmiddleage。 Heneverdoubtedthathisplanwouldsucceed;that,piquedandindignantathisingratitude,shewouldhatehim,andinalittletimeforgetheeverlived,orrememberhimonlytoblushwithshameatherpastassociationwithhim。Hesawherhappy,loved,livingtheusuallifeofwomen,withallthosethingsthatmakeliferich。 Forthereinthesolitudeanunderstand- ingofdeepthingscametohim。Hewhothoughtnevertohaveawifegrewtoknowwhatthejoyofitmustbe。Heperceivedallthesubtleraptureofweddedsouls。Helearnedwhattheloveofchildrenwas,theprideofhome,theunselfishambitionforsuccessthatspursmenon。Alltheemo- tionspassedinprocessionatnightbeforehim,trickedoutinpalpableforms。 AburstofgirlishtearswoulddissipatewhateverlingeringpityZoefeltforhim。 Howoftenhesaidthat!Withhersensi- tivenessshewouldbesuretohateamanwhohadmortifiedher。 Sohefelltodreamingofheragainasmovingamonghappyandluxuriousscenes,exquisitelyclothed,withflowersonherbosomandjewelsonherneck;andhesawmenlovingher,andwasglad,andsawheratlastlovingthebestofthem,andtoldhimselfinthesilenceofthenightthatitwasashewished。 Yetalways,always,fromwearyweektowearyweek,herehearsedthescenes。Theywerehistheatre,hisopera,hislibrary,hislecturehall。 Herehearsedthemagainthereonthecars。Heneverweariedofthem。Tobesure,otherthoughtshadcometohimatnight。Muchthattomostmenseemscom- plexandpuzzlinghadgrowntoappearsimpletohim。Inawayhisbrainhadquickenedanddeepenedthroughtheyearsofsolitude。Hehadthoughtoutagreatmanythings。Hehadreadafewgoodbooksanddigestedthem,andthevisionsinhishearthadkepthimfrombeingbitter。 Yet,suddenlyconfrontedwithliberty,turnedlooselikeapasturedcolt,withoutmasterorrein,hefeltonlyconfusionanddismay。Hemightbeexpectedtofeelex- ultation。Heexperiencedonlyfright。Itispreciselythesamewiththeliberatedcolt。 Thetrainpulledintoabustlingstation,inwhichthemultitudinousnoiseswerethrownbackagainfromthearchedironroof。Therelentlesshasteofallthepeoplewasinexpressiblycrueltothemanwholookedfromthewindowwonderingwhitherhewouldgo,andif,amongallthethousandsthatmadeupthatvastandthrobbingcity,hewouldeverfindafriend。 ForamomentDavidlongedevenforthatunmaternalmotherwhohadforgottenhiminthehourofhisdistress;butshehadbeendeadformanyyears。 Thetrainstopped。Everyonegotout。 Davidforcedhimselftohisfeetandfollowed。 Hehadbeendrivenbackintotheworld。 Itwouldhaveseemedlessterribletohavebeendrivenintoadesert。Hewalkedtowardthegreatirongates,seeingthepeopleandhearingthenoisesconfusedly。 Asheenteredthespacebeyondthegrat- ingsomeonecaughthimbythearm。Itwasalittlemiddle-agedwomaninplainclothes,andwithsadgrayeyes。 \"IsthisDavid?\"saidshe。 Hedidnotspeak,buthisfaceansweredher。 \"Iknewyouwerecomingto-day。I\'vewaitedalltheseyears,David。Youdidn\'tthinkIbelievedwhatyousaidinthatletterdidyou?Thisway,David,——thisisthewayhome。” TwoPioneersITwastheyearofthesmall-pox。ThePawneeshaddiedintheircoldtepeesbythefifties,thesoldierslaydeadinthetrencheswithoutthefort,andmanyagayFrenchvoyageur,whohadthoughttogosingingdowntheMissourionhisfur-ladenraftinthespringtime,wouldneveragainseethelightsofSt。Louis,orthecoinofthemightyChoteaucompany。 Ithadbeenawinteroftragedies。TherigorsoftheweatherandthescourgeofthediseasehadbeenfoughtwithIndiancharmandwithCatholicprayer。Bothwereequallyunavailing。Ifamanwastakensickattheforttheyputhiminawarmroom,broughthimajugofwateronceaday,andlefthimtofindoutwhathisconstitutionwasworth。Generallyhere- covered;forthesurgeon\'ssupplieshadbeenexhaustedearlyintheyear。ButtheIndians,intheirtorment,rushedintotheriverthroughtheice,andreturnedtorollthemselvesintheirblanketsanddieinungroaningstoicism。 Everyonehadgrownbitterandhard。 Theknivesofthetrappersweresharp,andnotonewhitsharperthantheirtempers。 SomeonesaidthatthefriendlyPawneeswereconspiringwiththeSioux,whowerealwaystreacherous,tosackthesettlement。 Thetrappersdoubtedthis。TheyandthePawneeshadbeenfriendsmanyyears,andtheyhadtogetherkilledtheSiouxinfourfamousbattlesonthePlatte。Yet——whoknows?Therewaspestilenceintheair,andithadsomehowgotintomen\'ssoulsaswellastheirbodies。 So,atleast,FatherdeSmetsaid。Healonedidnotdespair。Healonetriedneithercharmnorcurse。Hedressedhimanaltarinthewilderness,andheprayedatit——butnotforimpossiblethings。Wheninaday\'sjourneyyoucomeacrosstwolodgesofIndians,sixtysoulsineach,lyingdeadanddistortedfromtheplagueintheirdesolatetepees,youdonotpray,ifyouareamanlikeFatherdeSmet。Yougoontothenextlodgewherethelivingyetare,andteachthemhowtoavoiddeath。 Besides,whenyouareyoung,itismucheasiertoactthantopray。Whenthechil- drencriedforfood,FatherdeSmettookdowntheriflefromthewallandwentoutwithit,comingbackonlywhenhecouldfeedthehungry。Therewereplaceswheretheprairiewasblackwithbuffalo,andtheshydeershowedtheirdelicateheadsamongtheleaflesswillowsofthePapillion。Whenthey——thechildren——werecold,thisyoungmanbroughtinbasketsofbuffalochipsfromtheprairieandbuiltthemafire,orhehungmoreskinsupattheentrancetothetepees。Ifhewantedtocrossariverandhadnoboatathand,heleapedtheuncertainice,or,inclearcurrent,swam,withhisclothesonhisheadinabundle。 AwonderfultravellerforthetimewasFatherdeSmet。TwicehehadgoneasfarasthelandoftheFlatheadnation,andhecouldclimbmountainpassesaswellasanyguideoftheRockies。Hehadbuiltadozenmissions,lyingallthewayfromtheColum- biatotheKaw。Hehadalwaysajestathistongue\'send,andserveditoutwithasmuchreadinessasaprayer;andhehad,withal,anarmtrainedtodoexecution。 Everymanontheplainsunderstoodtheartofself-preservation。EveninCainsville,overbythecouncilgroundofthewesterntribes,whichwasquitethemostcivilizedplaceforhundredsofmiles,lifewasuncer- tainwhentheboatscamefromSt。Louiswithbadwhiskeyintheirholds。Butnoonedaredtakelibertieswiththeholyfather。 Thethrustfromhisshoulderwasstraightandsure,andhisfistwashard。 YetitwasnotthesinnerthatFatherdeSmetmeanttocrush。Healwayssupple- mentedhisactsofphysicalprowesswiththatexplanation。Itwasthesinthathestruckatfromtheshoulder——andmaynotevenananointedonestrikeatsin? FatherdeSmetcoulddrawafineline,too,betweenthethingswhichwerebadinthemselves,andthethingswhichwereonlyextrinsicallybad。Forexample,therewerethesoupsofMademoiselleNinon。Mam\'selleherselfwasnotabovereproach,buthersoupswere。MademoiselleNinonwastheonlyParisianthinginthesettlement。Andshewascertainlytobeavoided——whichwasper- hapsthereasonthatnooneavoidedher。ItwasfouryearssinceshehadseenParis。Shewassixteenthen,andshefollowedthefor- tunesofacertainadventurerwhofounditadvisabletosailforMontreal。NinonhadbeenboredbackinParis,itbeingdullinthemantua-makingshopofMadameGuittar。Ifshehadbeenamanshewouldhavetakentonavigation,andmighthavemadeherselffamousbysailingtosomeunknownpartoftheNewWorld。Beingawoman,shetookaloverwhowasgoingtoNewFrance,andfor- gottoweepwhenhefoundanearlyandvio- lentdeath。Andtherewereothersathand,andNinonsailedaroundthecoldbluelakes,pastSaultSt。Marie,andmadeherwayacrosstheportagestotheMississippi,andsodowntothesacredrockofSt。Louis。 Thatwasamerryplace。Ninonhadfaulttofindneitherwiththewinenorthedances。 Theywereallthatonecouldhavedesired,andtherewasnolimittoeitherofthem。 Butstill,afteratime,eventhisgrewtire- sometooneofNinon\'sspirit,andshetookthefirstopportunitytosailuptheMissouriwithacertainyoungtrapperconnectedwiththegreatfurcompany,andsofoundher- selfatCainsville,withthebluebluffsrisingtotheeastofher,andthelowwhitestretchesoftheriverflatsundulatingdowntowherethesluggishstreamwounditswaysouthwardcapriciously。 Ninonsoontiredofhertrapper。Foronethingshefoundoutthathewasacoward。Shesawhimrunonceinabuffalofight。ThatwaswhenthePawneestoodstillwithablanketstretchedwideinagaudysquare,andcaughttheheadofthemadanimalfairlyinthetoughfabric;hismus- tang\'slegstrembledunderhim,buthedidnotmove,——foramustangisthesoulofanIndian,andobeyseachthought;theIndianhimselffelthisheartpoundingathisribs; butoncewiththatgarmentfastoverthebaffledeyesofthestrugglingbrute,therestwasonlyamatterofjudiciousknife- thrusts。Ninonsawthis。Sherodepastherlover,andsnatchedthetwistedbullioncordfromhishatthatshehadbraidedandputthere,andthatnightshetieditonthehatofthePawneewhohadkilledthebuffalo。 ThePawneeswereratherproudoftheepisode,andasfortheFrenchmen,theydidnotmind。TheFrenchhavealwaysbeenveryadaptableinAmerica。Ninonwasuniversallypopular。 Andsowerehersoups。 Everymanhashisprice。FatherdeSmet\'swasthesoupsofMademoiselleNinon。 Fancy!Ifyouhaveaneducatedpalateandareobligedtoeatthestrongdistillationofbuffalomeat,cookedinapotwhichhasbeenwipedoutwiththegreasypetticoatofasquaw!WhenNinoncamedownfromSt。Louisshebroughtwithheragreatboxcontainingneitherclothes,furniture,nortrinkets,butsomethingmuchmorewonderful!Itwasamarvellouscompound- ingofspicesandseasonings。ThearomaticliquidsshesetbeforetheenchantedmenofthesettlementborenomorerelationtoordinarybuffalosoupthanChateaubrand\'sIndianmaidensdidtooneofthePaw- neegirls,whoslouchedaboutthesettle- mentwithnoxioustressesandsullenslavishcoquetries。 FatherdeSmetwouldnotatanytimehavecalledNinonascarletwoman。Butwhenheatethedishofsouportastedthehotcorn-cakesthatsheinvariablyinvitedhimtopartakeofashepassedherlittlehouse,herefrainedwithallthecharityofatrueChristianandanaccomplishedepicurefromeventhinkinghersuch。Andhere- memberedthewordsoftheSaviour,\"Lethimwhoiswithoutsinamongyoucastthefirststone。” ToFatherdeSmet\'shealthynaturenothingseemedmoresuperfluousthansin。 Andhewasaversetothinkingthatanycommitteddeedsofwhichheneedbeashamed。Soitwashishabit,especiallyifthedaywaspleasantandhisownthoughtshappy,tosaytohimselfwhenhesawoneofthewildyoungtrappersleavingthecabinofMademoiselleNinon:\"Hehasbeenforsomeofthegoodwoman\'shotcakes,\" tillhegrewquitetobelievethattheonlyattractionsthattheadroitFrenchwomanpossessedwereofagastronomicnature。 Totellthetruth,theattractionsofMade- moiselleNinonwerevaried。Tobeginwith,shewastheonlythinginthatwilder- nesstosuggesthome。Ninonhadageniusforhome-making。Hercabin,inwhichshecooked,slept,ate,lived,hadbecomeaboudoir。 Thewallswerehungwithrareandbeau- tifulskins;theveryfloormaderichwithhugebearrobes,theirpermeatingodorssubduedbyheavyperfumesbrought,likethespices,fromSt。Louis。Thebed,inday- time,wasacouchofbeaver-skins;thefire- placehadbranchingantlersaboveit,onwhichwerehungsomeoftheevidencesofthefairNinon\'scoquetry,suchassilkenscarves,ofthesortthevoyageursfromthefarnorthwore;andnecklacesmadebytheIndiansofthePacificcoastandbroughttoNinonby——butitisnotpolitetoinquireintothesematters。Therewerelittlemoc- casinsalso,muchdecoratedwithporcupine- quills,onepairofwhichFatherdeSmethadbroughtfromtheFlatheadnation,andpresentedtoNinonthattimewhenshenursedhimthroughafrightfulrunoffever。 Shewouldtakenomoneyforherpatientservices。 \"Father,\"saidshe,gravely,whenheofferedittoher,\"Iamnotmyselfvirtuous。 ButIhavethedistinctionofhavingpre- servedtheonlyvirtuouscreatureinthesettlementforfurtherusefulness。Some- times,perhaps,youwillprayforNinon。” FatherdeSmetneverforgotthoseprayers。 Thesewerewildtimes,mindyou。Nousetokeepyourskirtscoldlycleanifyouwishedtobeofhelp。Thesemenweresub- duingacontinent。Theirprimitivequalitiescameout。Courage,endurance,sacrifice,sufferingwithoutcomplaint,friendshiptothedeath,indomitablehatred,unfalteringhope,deep-seatedgreed,splendidgayety——ittakesthesethingstosubdueaconti- nent。Viceisalsoanincidental,——thatistosay,whatonecallsvice。Thisisbecauseitisthecustomtomeasurethesemenasiftheyweregovernedbythelawsofcivili- zation,wherethereisneitherlawnorcivilization。 Thismuchiscertain:gentlemencannotconqueracountry。TheytriedgentlemenbackinVirginia,andtheydied,partlyfromlackofintellect,butmostlyfromlackofenergy。Aftertheyeomenhavefoughttheconqueringfight,itiswellenoughtobringingentlemen,whoaresometimescleverlawmakers,andwholookwellonthronesorinpresidentialchairs。 Buttoreturntothewinterofthesmall- pox。ItwasthenthatthepriestandNinongrewtoknoweachotherwell。Theybe- cameacquaintedfirstinthecabinwherefourofthetrapperslaytossingindelirium。 Thehorriblesmellofdiseaseweightedtheair。Outsidewetsnowfellcontinuouslyandthecloudsseemedtorestonlyafewfeetabovethesullenbluffs。Theroomwasbareofcomforts,andverydirty。Ninonlookedaboutwithdisgust。 \"Youpray,\"saidshetothepriest,\"andIwillcleantheroom。” \"Notso,\"returnedthebroad-shoulderedfather,smilingly,\"wewillbothcleantheroom。”Thusitcamethattheyscrubbedthefloortogether,andmadethechimneysothatitwouldnotsmoke,andwashedtheblanketsonthebeds,andkeptthewood- pilehigh。Theyalsodevisedventilators,andletinfreshairwithoutexposingthepatients。Theyhadnomedicine,buttheycontinuallyrubbedthesufferingmenwithbear\'sgrease。 \"It\'sbetterthanmedicine,\"saidNinon,afterthetenthday,as,wanwithwatching,sheheldthecoolhandofoneoftherecoveringmeninherown。\"Ifwehadhadmedicinesweshouldhavekilledthesemen。” \"Youareawomanofremarkablesense,\" saidtheholyfather,whowaseatingadishofcorn-mealandmilkthatNinonhadjustprepared,\"andawomanalsoofChristiancourage。” \"Christiancourage?\"echoedNinon;\"doyouthinkthatiswhatyoucallit?Iamnotafraid,no,notI;butitisnotChristiancourage。Youmistakeincallingitthat。” Thereweretearsinhereyes。Thepriestsawthem。 \"Godleadyouatlastintopeacefulways,\" saidhe,softly,liftingonehandinblessing。 \"Yourvigilisended。Gotoyourhomeandsleep。YouknowthevalueofthetemporallifethatGodhasgiventoman。 Inthehoursofthenight,Ninon,thinkofthevalueofeternallife,whichitisalsoHistogive。” Ninonstaredathimamomentwithadawninghorrorinhereyes。 Thenshepointedtothetable。 \"Whateveryoudo,\"saidshe,\"don\'tforgetthebear\'sgrease。”Andshewentoutlaughing。Thepriestdidnotpausetorecommendhersoultofurtherblessing。 Heobeyedherdirections。 Marchwaswearingawaytediously。Theriverwasnotyetopen,andthebelatedboatswithneededsuppliesweremooredfardowntheriver。ManyofthereducedsettlersweredependentonthemeattheIndiansbroughtthemforsustenance。Themudmadetheroadsalmostimpassable;forthefrostlayinasolidbedsixinchesbelowthesurface,andallabovethatwassemi- liquidmuck。Snowandrainalternated,andthefrightfuldiseasedidnotceaseitsravages。 Thepriestgotlittlesleep。Nowhewasatthebedofalittlehalf-breedchild,smoothingthestraightblacklocksfromthenarrowbrow;nowatthecotofsomehulkingtrapper,whoweptatthepain,butdiedfinallywithagrinofbravadoonhislips;nowinafoultepee,wheresomegravePawneewrappedhismantleabouthim,andgazedwithpropheticandunflinchingeyesintothelandofthehereafter。 Thelittleschoolthattheprieststartedhadbeenlongsinceabandoned。Itwasonlythepreservationoflifethatonethoughtofinthesedays。Andrecklessnesshadmadethemendesperate。Totheravagesofdis- easewereaddedhorriblemurders。Moralhealthisalwayslowwhenphysicalhealthisso。 Giveanationtwowintersofgrippe,anditwillhaveanepidemicofsuicide。Giveitstarvationandsmall-pox,anditwillhaveacontagionofmurders。Therearesubtlelawsunderlyingthesethings,——lawswhichthephysiciansthinktheycanexplain;buttheyaremistaken。Thereasonisnotsomaterialasitseems。 Butspringwasnearinspiteoffallingsnowandthedirtyiceintheriver。Therewasnotevenaflushingofthewillowtwigstotellitby,noraclearingoftheleadensky,——onlythealmanac。YetallmenwerelookingforwardtoitThetrappersputinthefeebledaysofconvalescence,makinglongraftsonwhichtopiletheskinsdriedoverwinter,——afinevariety,worthallbuttheirweightingold。Moneywaseasilygotinthosedays;buttherearecircumstancesunderwhichmoneyisvalueless。 FatherdeSmetthoughtofthisthedaybeforeEaster,asheplungedthroughthemudofthewindingstreetinhisbearskingaiters。Stoutwerehislegs,firmhislungs,asheturnedtobreatheinthewestwind; clearhissharpandhumorouseyes。Hewasgoingtothelittlechapelwherethemissionschoolhadpreviouslybeenheld。 Herewasarudepulpit,andbackofitamuch-disfiguredvirgin,dressedinturkey- redcalico。Twocheapcandlesintheirtinsticksguardedthisfigure,andbeneath,onthefloor,wasspreadanotter-skinofperfectbeauty。Theseatswereofpine,withoutbacks,andthewindwhistledthroughthechinksbetweenthelogs。Moreover,theplacewasdirty。Lentenservicehadbeenoutofthequestion。Thelivinghadneithertimenorstrengthtocometoworship;andthedeadwerenotgiventhehonorofaburialfromchurchinthesetimesofterror。 Thepriestlookedabouthimindismay,theplacewassoutterlyforsaken;yettoletEastergobywithoutrecognitionwasnottohisliking。Hehadbeenthenightbeforetoeveryhouseinthesettlement,biddingthepeopletocometodevotionsonSundaymorning。Heknewthatnotoneofthemwouldrefusehisinvitation。Therewasnoherolargerintheeyesoftheseunfortunatesthanthesimplepriestwhowalkedamongthemwithhisunpretentiouspiety。Thepromisesweregivenwithwhisperedbless- ings,andtherewerevoicesthatbrokeinmakingthem,andhandsthatshookwithhonestgratitude。Thepriest,rememberingthesethings,andalltheawfulsufferingofthewinter,determinedtomaketheser- vicesymbolic,indeed,oftheresurrectionandthelife,——theannualresurrectionandlifethatcomeseachyear,apalpablemiracle,toteachthedullestthatGodreigns。 \"Howareyougoingtotrimthealtar?\" criedavoicebehindhim。 Heturned,startled,andinthedoorwaystoodMademoiselleNinon,hershortskirtbeltedwitharedsilkscarf,——thetokenofsometrapper,——heranklesprotectedwithfringedleggins,herheadcoveredwithabe- ribbonedhatoffelt,suchasthevoyageurswore。 \"Ourdevotionswillbetheonlydecora- tionswecanhangonit。Butgratitudeisbetterthanblossoms,andhumanitymorebeautifulthangreenwreaths,\"saidthefather,gently。 Itwasacuriousthing,andonethathehadoftennoticedhimself;hegavethiswoman——unworthyasshewas——thebestofhissimplethoughts。 Ninontiptoedtowardthepriestwithonefingercoquettishlyraisedtoinsuresecrecy。 \"Youwillneverbelieveit,\"shewhis- pered,\"noonewouldbelieveit!Butthefactis,father,Ihavetwolilies。” \"Lilies,\"criedthepriest,incredulously,\"twolilies?\" \"That\'swhatIsay,father——twomarvel- louslyfairlilieswithlittlesceptresofgoldinthem,andleavesaswhiteassnow。Thebulbswerebroughtmelastautumnby——;thatistosay,theywerebroughtfromSt。Louis。 Onlynowhavetheyblossomed。Heavens,howIhavewatchedthebuds!Ihavesaidtomyselfeverymorningforafortnight: \'Willtheyopenintimeforthegoodfather\'sEastermorningservice?\'ThenI said:\'Theywillopentoosoon。Buds,\'I havecriedtothem,\'donotdaretoopenyet,oryouwillbehorriblypassé;ebyEaster。 Havethekindness,willyou,tosaveyour- selvesforagreatevent。\'Andtheydidit; yes,father,youmaynotbelieve,butnolaterthanthismorningthesesensibleflowersopeneduptheirleavesboldly,quiteconsciousthattheyweredoingtherightthing,andto-morrow,ifyouplease,theywillbehere。Andtheywillperfumethewholeplace;yes。” Shestoppedsuddenly,andrelaxedhervivaciousexpressionforoneofpain。 \"Youarecertainlyill,\"criedthepriest。 \"Restyourself。”Hetriedtopushherontooneoftheseats;butasortofconvulsiverigiditycameoverher,veryalarmingtolookat。 \"Youarewornout,\"hercompanionsaidgravely。\"Andyouarechilled。” \"Yes,I\'mcold,\"confessedNinon。\"ButIhadtocometotellyouaboutthelilies。 But,doyousee,Inevercouldbringmyselftoputtheminthisroomasitisnow。Itwouldbetooabsurdtoplacethemamongthisdirt。Wemustcleantheplace。” \"Theplacewillbecleaned。Iwillseetoit。Butasforyou,gohomeandcareforyourself。”Ninonstartedtowardthedoorwithanuncertainstep。Suddenlyshecameback。 \"Itistoofunny,\"shesaid,\"thatredcalicothereontheVirgin。Father,Ihavesomelaceswhichweremymother\'s,whowasagoodwoman,andwhichhaveneverbeenwornbyme。TheyareallIhavetorememberFrancebyandthedayswhenI was——different。IfImightbepermitted——\" shehesitatedandlookedtimidlyatthepriest。 \"\'Shehathdonewhatshecould,\'\"mur- muredFatherdeSmet,softly。\"Bringyourlaces,Ninon。”Hewouldhaveadded: \"Thysinsbeforgiventhee。”Butun- fortunately,atthismoment,Pierrecameloungingdownthestreet,throughthemud,freshfromFortLaramie。Hisriflewasslungacrosshisback,andafullgame-bagrevealedthefactthathehadamusedhim- selfonhisway。Hiscurlyandwind-bleachedhairblewoutintime-tornbannersfromtheedgeofhiswidehat。Hispiercing,blackeyeswerethoseofamanwhodrinksdeep,fightshard,andlivesalwaysintheopenair。 Wildanimalshavesucheyes,onlythereisthisdifference:theviciousnessofananimalisnatural;atleastone-halfoftheviciousnessofmanisartificialanddevised。 WhenNinonsawthefrost-reddenedfaceofthisgallantoftheplains,shegavealittlecryofdelight,andthecolorrushedbackintoherface。Thetrappersawher,andgavearudeshoutofwelcome。Thenextmoment,hehadswungherclearofthechapelsteps;andthenthetwowentdownthestreettogether,Pierrepausingonlylongenoughtodoffhishattothepriest。 \"TheVirginwillwearnofreshlaces,\" saidthepriest,withsomebitterness;buthewasmistaken。Anhourlater,Ninonwasback,notonlywithaboxoflaces,butalsowithacollectionofcosmetics,withwhichsheproceededtomakestartlingthescratchedandfadedfaceofthewoodenVirgin,whowore,afterthecompletionofNinon\'slabors,adecidedlypiquantandsaucyexpression。 TheverymannerinwhichthelacesweredrapedhadasuggestionofNinon\'sstillunforgottenartasamakerofmillinery,andwasreallyaverygoodpresentmentofParisfashionsfouryearspast。Pierre,meantime,amusedhimselfbyfillingupthechinksinthelogswithfreshmud,——acommodityofwhichtherewasnolack,——andothersoftheneighbors,incitedbytheseextraordinaryefforts,washedthedirtfromseats,floor,andwindows,andbroughtfurswithwhichtomakepresentabletheflooraboutthepulpit。 FatherdeSmetworkedharderthananyofthem。Inhishappyenthusiasmhechosetothinkthisenergyonthepartoftheotherswaspromptedbypiety,thoughwellheknewitwasonlyarefugefromtheinsuffer- ableennuithatpervadedtheplace。Ninonsuddenlycameuptohimwithawhiteface。 \"Iamnotwell,\"shesaid。Herteethwerechattering,andhereyeshadalittleblueglazeoverthem。\"Iamgoinghome。 InthemorningIwillsendthelilies。” Thepriestcaughtherbythehand。 \"Ninon,\"hewhispered,\"itisonmysoulnottoletyougoto-night。Somethingtellsmethatthehourofyoursalvationiscome。 Womenworsethanyou,Ninon,havecometoleadholylives。Pray,Ninon,praytotheMotherofSorrows,whoknowsthesuf- feringsandsinsoftheheart。”HepointedtothebefrilledandhighlyfashionableVirginwithherrouge-stainedcheeks。 Ninonshrankfromhim,andthesameconvulsiverigidityhehadnoticedbefore,heldherimmovable。Amomentlater,shewasonthestreetagain,andthepriest,watchingherdownthestreet,sawherenterhercabinwithPierre