carestohearme。\'
Everywomanwhomakesapermanentimpressiononamanisusuallyrecalledtohismind\'seyeassheappearedinoneparticularscene,whichseemsordainedtobeherspecialformofmanifestationthroughoutthepagesofhismemory。AsthepatronSainthasherattitudeandaccessoriesinmediaevalillumination,sothesweetheartmaybesaidtohavehersuponthetableofhertrueLove\'sfancy,withoutwhichsheisrarelyintroducedthereexceptbyeffort;andthisthoughshemay,onfurtheracquaintance,havebeenobservedinmanyotherphaseswhichonewouldimaginetobefarmoreappropriatetolove\'syoungdream。
MissElfride\'simagechosetheforminwhichshewasbeheldduringtheseminutesofsinging,forherpermanentattitudeofvisitationtoStephen\'seyesduringhissleepingandwakinghoursinafterdays。Theprofileisseenofayoungwomaninapalegraysilkdresswithtrimmingsofswan\'s-down,andopeningupfromapointinfront,likeawaistcoatwithoutashirt;thecoolcolourcontrastingadmirablywiththewarmbloomofherneckandface。
Thefurthermostcandleonthepianocomesimmediatelyinalinewithherhead,andhalfinvisibleitself,formstheaccidentallyfrizzledhairintoanebuloushazeoflight,surroundinghercrownlikeanaureola。Herhandsareintheirplaceonthekeys,herlipsparted,andtrillingforth,inatenderdiminuendo,theclosingwordsofthesadapostrophe:
\'OLove,whobewailestThefrailtyofallthingshere,WhychooseyouthefrailestForyourcradle,yourhome,andyourbier!\'
Herheadisforwardalittle,andhereyesdirectedkeenlyupwardtothetopofthepageofmusicconfrontingher。ThencomesarapidlookintoStephen\'sface,andastillmorerapidlookbackagaintoherbusiness,herfacehavingdroppeditssadness,andacquiredacertainexpressionofmischievousarchnessthewhile;
whichlingeredthereforsometime,butwasneverdevelopedintoapositivesmileofflirtation。
Stephensuddenlyshiftedhispositionfromherrighthandtoherleft,wheretherewasjustroomenoughforasmallottomantostandbetweenthepianoandthecorneroftheroom。Intothisnookhesqueezedhimself,andgazedwistfullyupintoElfride\'sface。Solongandsoearnestlygazedhe,thathercheekdeepenedtoamoreandmorecrimsontintaseachlinewasaddedtohersong。Concluding,andpausingmotionlessafterthelastwordforaminuteortwo,sheventuredtolookathimagain。Hisfeaturesworeanexpressionofunutterableheaviness。
\'Youdon\'thearmanysongs,doyou,Mr。Smith,totakesomuchnoticeoftheseofmine?\'
\'PerhapsitwasthemeansandvehicleofthesongthatIwasnoticing:Imeanyourself,\'heansweredgently。
\'Now,Mr。Smith!\'
\'Itisperfectlytrue;Idon\'thearmuchsinging。YoumistakewhatIam,Ifancy。BecauseIcomeasastrangertoasecludedspot,youthinkImustneedscomefromalifeofbustle,andknowthelatestmovementsoftheday。ButIdon\'t。Mylifeisasquietasyours,andmoresolitary;solitaryasdeath。\'
\'Thedeathwhichcomesfromaplethoraoflife?Butseriously,I
canquiteseethatyouarenottheleastwhatIthoughtyouwouldbebeforeIsawyou。Youarenotcritical,orexperienced,or——
muchtomind。That\'swhyIdon\'tmindsingingairstoyouthatI
onlyhalfknow。\'Findingthatbythisconfessionshehadvexedhiminawayshedidnotintend,sheaddednaively,\'Imean,Mr。
Smith,thatyouarebetter,notworse,forbeingonlyyoungandnotveryexperienced。Youdon\'tthinkmylifeheresoverytameanddull,Iknow。\'
\'Idonot,indeed,\'hesaidwithfervour。\'Itmustbedelightfullypoetical,andsparkling,andfresh,and——\'
\'Thereyougo,Mr。Smith!Well,menofanotherkind,whenIgetthemtobehonestenoughtoownthetruth,thinkjustthereverse:
thatmylifemustbeadreadfulboreinitsnormalstate,thoughpleasantfortheexceptionalfewdaystheypasshere。\'
\'Icouldliveherealways!\'hesaid,andwithsuchatoneandlookofunconsciousrevelationthatElfridewasstartledtofindthatherharmonieshadfiredasmallTroy,intheshapeofStephen\'sheart。Shesaidquickly:
\'Butyoucan\'tliveherealways。\'
\'Ohno。\'Andhedrewhimselfinwiththesensitivenessofasnail。
Elfride\'semotionsweresuddenashisinkindling,buttheleastofwoman\'slesserinfirmities——loveofadmiration——causedaninflammabledispositiononhispart,soexactlysimilartoherown,toappearasmeritoriousinhimasmodestymadeherownseemculpableinher。
ChapterIV
\'Whereheavestheturfinmanyamould\'ringheap。\'
Forreasonsofhisown,StephenSmithwasstirringashorttimeafterdawnthenextmorning。Fromthewindowofhisroomhecouldsee,first,twoboldescarpmentsslopingdowntogetherliketheletterV。Towardsthebottom,likeliquidinafunnel,appearedthesea,grayandsmall。Onthebrowofonehill,ofrathergreateraltitudethanitsneighbour,stoodthechurchwhichwastobethesceneofhisoperations。Thelonelyedificewasblackandbare,cuttingupintotheskyfromtheverytipofthehill。Ithadasquaremoulderingtower,owningneitherbattlementnorpinnacle,andseemedamonolithictermination,ofonesubstancewiththeridge,ratherthanastructureraisedthereon。Roundthechurchranalowwall;over-toppingthewallingenerallevelwasthegraveyard;notasagraveyardusuallyis,afragmentoflandscapewithitsduevarietyofchiaro-oscuro,butamereprofileagainstthesky,serratedwiththeoutlinesofgravesandaveryfewmemorialstones。Notatreecouldexistupthere:
nothingbutthemonotonousgray-greengrass。
Fiveminutesafterthiscasualsurveywasmadehisbedroomwasempty,anditsoccupanthadvanishedquietlyfromthehouse。
Attheendoftwohourshewasagainintheroom,lookingwarmandglowing。Henowpursuedtheartisticdetailsofdressing,whichonhisfirstrisinghadbeenentirelyomitted。Andaverybloomingboyhelooked,afterthatmysteriousmorningscamper。
Hismouthwasatriumphofitsclass。Itwasthecleanly-cut,piquantlypursed-upmouthofWilliamPitt,asrepresentedinthewellorlittleknownbustbyNollekens——amouthwhichisinitselfayoungman\'sfortune,ifproperlyexercised。Hisroundchin,whereitsupperpartturnedinward,stillcontinueditsperfectandfullcurve,seemingtopressintoapointthebottomofhisnetherlipattheirplaceofjunction。
OncehemurmuredthenameofElfride。Ah,thereshewas!Onthelawninaplaindress,withouthatorbonnet,runningwithaboy\'svelocity,superaddedtoagirl\'slightness,afteratamerabbitshewasendeavouringtocapture,herstrategicintonationsofcoaxingwordsalternatingwithdesperaterushessomuchoutofkeepingwiththem,thatthehollownessofsuchexpressionswasbuttooevidenttoherpet,whodartedanddodgedincarefullytimedcounterpart。
Thescenedowntherewasaltogetherdifferentfromthatofthehills。Athicketofshrubsandtreesenclosedthefavouredspotfromthewildernesswithout;evenatthistimeoftheyearthegrasswasluxuriantthere。Nowindblewinsidetheprotectingbeltofevergreens,wastingitsforceuponthehigherandstrongertreesformingtheoutermarginofthegrove。
Thenheheardaheavypersonshufflingaboutinslippers,andcalling\'Mr。Smith!\'Smithproceededtothestudy,andfoundMr。
Swancourt。Theyoungmanexpressedhisgladnesstoseehishostdownstairs。
\'Ohyes;IknewIshouldsoonberightagain。Ihavenotmadetheacquaintanceofgoutformorethantwoyears,anditgenerallygoesoffthesecondnight。Well,wherehaveyoubeenthismorning?Isawyoucomeinjustnow,Ithink!\'
\'Yes;Ihavebeenforawalk。\'
\'Startearly?\'
\'Yes。\'
\'Veryearly,Ithink?\'
\'Yes,itwasratherearly。\'
\'Whichwaydidyougo?Tothesea,Isuppose。Everybodygoesseaward。\'
\'No;Ifolloweduptheriverasfarastheparkwall。\'
\'Youaredifferentfromyourkind。Well,Isupposesuchawildplaceisanovelty,andsotemptedyououtofbed?\'
\'Notaltogetheranovelty。Ilikeit。\'
Theyouthseemedaversetoexplanation。
\'Youmust,youmust;togocock-watchingthemorningafterajourneyoffourteenorsixteenhours。Butthere\'snoaccountingfortastes,andIamgladtoseethatyoursarenomeaner。Afterbreakfast,butnotbefore,Ishallbegoodforatenmiles\'walk,MasterSmith。\'
Certainlythereseemednothingexaggeratedinthatassertion。Mr。
Swancourtbydaylightshowedhimselftobeamanwho,incommonwiththeothertwopeopleunderhisroof,hadreallystrongclaimstobeconsideredhandsome,——handsome,thatis,inthesenseinwhichthemoonisbright:theravinesandvalleyswhich,onacloseinspection,areseentodiversifyitssurfacebeingleftoutoftheargument。Hisfacewasofatintthatneverdeepeneduponhischeeksnorlighteneduponhisforehead,butremaineduniformthroughout;theusualneutralsalmon-colourofamanwhofeedswell——nottosaytoowell——anddoesnotthinkhard;everyporebeinginvisibleworkingorder。Histoutensemblewasthatofahighlyimprovedclassoffarmer,dressedupinthewrongclothes;
thatofafirm-standingperpendicularman,whosefallwouldhavebeenbackwardsindirectionifhehadeverlosthisbalance。
Thevicar\'sbackgroundwasatpresentwhatavicar\'sbackgroundshouldbe,hisstudy。Heretheconsistencyends。Allalongthechimneypiecewererangedbottlesofhorse,pig,andcowmedicines,andagainstthewallwasahightable,madeupofthefragmentsofanoldoakIychgate。Uponthisstoodstuffedspecimensofowls,divers,andgulls,andoverthembunchesofwheatandbarleyears,labelledwiththedateoftheyearthatproducedthem。
Somecasesandshelves,moreorlessladenwithbooks,theprominenttitlesofwhichwereDr。Brown\'s\'NotesontheRomans,\'Dr。Smith\'s\'NotesontheCorinthians,\'andDr。Robinson\'s\'NotesontheGalatians,Ephesians,andPhilippians,\'justsavedthecharacteroftheplace,inspiteofagirl\'sdoll\'s-housestandingabovethem,amarineaquariuminthewindow,andElfride\'shathangingonitscorner。
\'Business,business!\'saidMr。Swancourtafterbreakfast。Hebegantofinditnecessarytoactthepartofafly-wheeltowardsthesomewhatirregularforcesofhisvisitor。
Theypreparedtogotothechurch;thevicar,onsecondthoughts,mountinghiscoal-blackmaretoavoidexertinghisfoottoomuchatstarting。Stephensaidheshouldwantamantoassisthim。
\'Worm!\'thevicarshouted。
Aminuteortwoafteravoicewasheardroundthecornerofthebuilding,mumbling,\'Ah,Iusedtobestrongenough,but\'tisalterednow!Well,there,I\'masindependentasonehereandthere,eveniftheydowrite\'squireaftertheirnames。\'
\'What\'sthematter?\'saidthevicar,asWilliamWormappeared;
whentheremarkswererepeatedtohim。
\'Wormsayssomeverytruethingssometimes,\'Mr。Swancourtsaid,turningtoStephen。\'Now,asregardsthatword\"esquire。”Why,Mr。Smith,thatword\"esquire\"isgonetothedogs,——usedonthelettersofeveryjackanapeswhohasablackcoat。Anythingelse,Worm?\'
\'Ay,thefolkhavebegunfryingagain!\'
\'Dearme!I\'msorrytohearthat。\'
\'Yes,\'WormsaidgroaninglytoStephen,\'I\'vegotsuchanoiseinmyheadthatthere\'snolivingnightnorday。\'Tisjustforalltheworldlikepeoplefryingfish:fry,fry,fry,alldaylonginmypoorhead,tillIdon\'tknowwhe\'rI\'mhereoryonder。There,GodA\'mightywillfinditoutsoonerorlater,Ihope,andrelieveme。\'
\'Now,mydeafness,\'saidMr。Swancourtimpressively,\'isadeadsilence;butWilliamWorm\'sisthatofpeoplefryingfishinhishead。Veryremarkable,isn\'tit?\'
\'Icanhearthefrying-pana-fizzingasnaterelaslife,\'saidWormcorroboratively。
\'Yes,itisremarkable,\'saidMr。Smith。
\'Verypeculiar,verypeculiar,\'echoedthevicar;andtheyallthenfollowedthepathupthehill,boundedoneachsidebyalittlestonewall,fromwhichgleamedfragmentsofquartzandblood-redmarbles,apparentlyofinestimablevalue,intheirsettingofbrownalluvium。Stephenwalkedwiththedignityofamanclosetothehorse\'shead,Wormstumbledalongastone\'sthrowintherear,andElfridewasnowhereinparticular,yeteverywhere;sometimesinfront,sometimesbehind,sometimesatthesides,hoveringabouttheprocessionlikeabutterfly;notdefinitelyengagedintravelling,yetsomehowchiminginatpointswiththegeneralprogress。
Thevicarexplainedthingsashewenton:\'Thefactis,Mr。Smith,Ididn\'twantthisbotherofchurchrestorationatall,butitwasnecessarytodosomethinginself-defence,onaccountofthosed——
dissenters:Iusethewordinitsscripturalmeaning,ofcourse,notasanexpletive。\'
\'Howveryodd!\'saidStephen,withtheconcerndemandedofseriousfriendliness。
\'Odd?That\'snothingtohowitisintheparishofTwinkley。Boththechurchwardensare——;there,Iwon\'tsaywhattheyare;andtheclerkandthesextonaswell。\'
\'Howverystrange!\'saidStephen。
\'Strange?Mydearsir,that\'snothingtohowitisintheparishofSinnerton。However,astoourownparish,Ihopeweshallmakesomeprogresssoon。\'
\'Youmusttrusttocircumstances。\'
\'Therearenocircumstancestotrustto。WemayaswelltrustinProvidenceifwetrustatall。Buthereweare。Awildplace,isn\'tit?ButIlikeitonsuchdaysasthese。\'
Thechurchyardwasenteredonthissidebyastonestile,overwhichhavingclambered,youremainedstillonthewildhill,thewithinnotbeingsodividedfromthewithoutastoobliteratethesenseofopenfreedom。Adelightfulplacetobeburiedin,postulatingthatdelightcanaccompanyamantohistombunderanycircumstances。Therewasnothinghorribleinthischurchyard,intheshapeoftightmoundsbondedwithsticks,whichshoutimprisonmentintheearsratherthanwhisperrest;ortrimgarden-
flowers,whichonlyraiseimagesofpeopleinnewblackcrapeandwhitehandkerchiefscomingtotendthem;orwheel-marks,whichremindusofhearsesandmourningcoaches;orcypress-bushes,whichmakeaparadeofsorrow;orcoffin-boardsandboneslyingbehindtrees,showingthatweareonlyleaseholdersofourgraves。
No;nothingbutlong,wild,untutoredgrass,diversifyingtheformsofthemoundsitcovered,——themselvesirregularlyshaped,withnoeyetoeffect;theimpressivepresenceoftheoldmountainthatallthiswasapartofbeingnowhereexcludedbydisguisingart。Outsideweresimilarslopesandsimilargrass;andthenthesereneimpassivesea,visibletoawidthofhalfthehorizon,andmeetingtheeyewiththeeffectofavastconcave,liketheinteriorofabluevessel。Detachedrocksstooduprightafar,acollaroffoamgirdingtheirbases,andrepeatinginitswhitenesstheplumageofacountlessmultitudeofgullsthatrestlesslyhoveredabout。
\'Now,Worm!\'saidMr。Swancourtsharply;andWormstartedintoanattitudeofattentionatoncetoreceiveorders。Stephenandhimselfwerethenleftinpossession,andtheworkwentontillearlyintheafternoon,whendinnerwasannouncedbyUnityofthevicaragekitchenrunningupthehillwithoutabonnet。
Elfridedidnotmakeherappearanceinsidethebuildingtilllateintheafternoon,andcamethenbyspecialinvitationfromStephenduringdinner。ShelookedsointenselyLIVINGandfullofmovementasshecameintotheoldsilentplace,thatyoungSmith\'sworldbegantobelitby\'thepurplelight\'inallitsdefiniteness。Wormwasgotridofbysendinghimtomeasuretheheightofthetower。
Whatcouldshedobutcomeclose——soclosethataminutearcofherskirttouchedhisfoot——andaskedhimhowhewasgettingonwithhissketches,andsetherselftolearntheprinciplesofpracticalmensurationasappliedtoirregularbuildings?Thenshemustascendthepulpittore-imagineforthehundredthtimehowitwouldseemtobeapreacher。
Presentlysheleantoverthefrontofthepulpit。
\'Don\'tyoutellpapa,willyou,Mr。Smith,ifItellyousomething?\'shesaidwithasuddenimpulsetomakeaconfidence。
\'Ohno,thatIwon\'t,\'saidhe,staringup。
\'Well,Iwritepapa\'ssermonsforhimveryoften,andhepreachesthembetterthanhedoeshisown;andthenafterwardshetalkstopeopleandtomeaboutwhathesaidinhissermonto-day,andforgetsthatIwroteitforhim。Isn\'titabsurd?\'
\'Howcleveryoumustbe!\'saidStephen。\'Icouldn\'twriteasermonfortheworld。\'
\'Oh,it\'seasyenough,\'shesaid,descendingfromthepulpitandcomingclosetohimtoexplainmorevividly。\'Youdoitlikethis。Didyoueverplayagameofforfeitscalled\"Whenisit?
whereisit?whatisit?\"\'
\'No,never。\'
\'Ah,that\'sapity,becausewritingasermonisverymuchlikeplayingthatgame。Youtakethetext。Youthink,whyisit?whatisit?andsoon。Youputthatdownunder\"Generally。”ThenyouproceedtotheFirst,Secondly,andThirdly。Papawon\'thaveFourthlys——saystheyareallmyeye。ThenyouhaveafinalCollectively,severalpagesofthisbeingputingreatblackbrackets,writingopposite,\"LEAVETHISOUTIFTHEFARMERSARE
FALLINGASLEEP。”ThencomesyourInConclusion,thenAFewWordsAndIHaveDone。Well,allthistimeyouhaveputonthebackofeachpage,\"KEEPYOURVOICEDOWN\"——Imean,\'sheadded,correctingherself,\'that\'showIdoinpapa\'ssermon-book,becauseotherwisehegetslouderandlouder,tillatlastheshoutslikeafarmerupa-field。Oh,papaissofunnyinsomethings!\'
Then,afterthischildishburstofconfidence,shewasfrightened,asifwarnedbywomanlyinstinct,whichforthemomentherardourhadoutrun,thatshehadbeentooforwardtoacomparativestranger。
Elfridesawherfatherthen,andwentawayintothewind,beingcaughtbyagustassheascendedthechurchyardslope,inwhichgustshehadthemotions,withoutthemotives,ofahoiden;thegrace,withouttheself-consciousness,ofapirouetter。Sheconversedforaminuteortwowithherfather,andproceededhomeward,Mr。SwancourtcomingontothechurchtoStephen。Thewindhadfreshenedhiswarmcomplexionasitfreshenstheglowofabrand。Hewasinamoodofjollity,andwatchedElfridedownthehillwithasmile。
\'Youlittleflyaway!youlookwildenoughnow,\'hesaid,andturnedtoStephen。\'Butshe\'snotawildchildatall,Mr。Smith。
Assteadyasyou;andthatyouaresteadyIseefromyourdiligencehere。\'
\'IthinkMissSwancourtveryclever,\'Stephenobserved。
\'Yes,sheis;certainly,sheis,\'saidpapa,turninghisvoiceasmuchaspossibletotheneutraltoneofdisinterestedcriticism。
\'Now,Smith,I\'lltellyousomething;butshemustn\'tknowitfortheworld——notfortheworld,mind,forsheinsistsuponkeepingitadeadsecret。Why,SHEWRITESMYSERMONSFORMEOFTEN,andaverygoodjobshemakesofthem!\'
\'Shecandoanything。\'
\'Shecandothat。Thelittlerascalhastheverytrickofthetrade。But,mindyou,Smith,notawordaboutittoher,notasingleword!\'
\'Notaword,\'saidSmith。
\'Lookthere,\'saidMr。Swancourt。\'Whatdoyouthinkofmyroofing?\'Hepointedwithhiswalking-stickatthechancelroof\'Didyoudothat,sir?\'
\'Yes,Iworkedinshirt-sleevesallthetimethatwasgoingon。I
pulleddowntheoldrafters,fixedthenewones,putonthebattens,slatedtheroof,allwithmyownhands,Wormbeingmyassistant。Weworkedlikeslaves,didn\'twe,Worm?\'
\'Ay,sure,wedid;harderthansomehereandthere——hee,hee!\'
saidWilliamWorm,croppingupfromsomewhere。\'Likeslaves,\'ab\'lieve——hee,hee!Andweren\'tyefoamingmad,sir,whenthenailswouldn\'tgostraight?MightyI!There,\'tisn\'tsobadtocussandkeepitinastocussandletitout,isit,sir?\'
\'Well——why?\'
\'Becauseyou,sir,whenyewerea-puttingontheroof,onlyusedtocussinyourmind,whichis,Isuppose,noharmatall。\'
\'Idon\'tthinkyouknowwhatgoesoninmymind,Worm。\'
\'Oh,doan\'tI,sir——hee,hee!MaybeI\'mbutapoorwamblingthing,sir,andcan\'treadmuch;butIcanspellaswellassomehereandthere。Doan\'tyemind,sir,thatblustrousnightwhenyeaskedmetoholdthecandletoyeinyerworkshop,whenyouweremakinganewchairforthechancel?\'
\'Yes;whatofthat?\'
\'Istoodwiththecandle,andyousaidyoulikedcompany,if\'twasonlyadogorcat——maningme;andthechairwouldn\'tdonohow。\'
\'Ah,Iremember。\'
\'No;thechairwouldn\'tdonohow。\'Awasverywelltolookat;
but,Lord!——\'
\'Worm,howoftenhaveIcorrectedyouforirreverentspeaking?\'
\'——\'Awasverywelltolookat,butyoucouldn\'tsitinthechairnohow。\'Twasalla-twistwi\'thechair,liketheletterZ,directlyyousatdownuponthechair。\"Getup,Worm,\"saysyou,whenyouseedthechairgoalla-swaywi\'me。Upyoutookthechair,andflungenlikefireandbrimstonetot\'otherendofyourshop——allinapassion。\"Damnthechair!\"saysI。\"JustwhatI
wasthinking,\"saysyou,sir。\"Icouldseeitinyourface,sir,\"
saysI,\"andIhopeyouandGodwillforgi\'emeforsayingwhatyouwouldn\'t。”Tosaveyourlifeyoucouldn\'thelplaughing,sir,atapoorwamblerreadingyourthoughtssoplain。Ay,I\'maswiseasonehereandthere。\'
\'Ithoughtyouhadbetterhaveapracticalmantogooverthechurchandtowerwithyou,\'Mr。SwancourtsaidtoStephenthefollowingmorning,\'soIgotLordLuxellian\'spermissiontosendforamanwhenyoucame。Itoldhimtobethereatteno\'clock。
He\'saveryintelligentman,andhewilltellyouallyouwanttoknowaboutthestateofthewalls。HisnameisJohnSmith。\'
ElfridedidnotliketobeseenagainatthechurchwithStephen。
\'Iwillwatchhereforyourappearanceatthetopofthetower,\'
shesaidlaughingly。\'Ishallseeyourfigureagainstthesky。\'
\'AndwhenIamupthereI\'llwavemyhandkerchieftoyou,MissSwancourt,\'saidStephen。\'Intwelveminutesfromthispresentmoment,\'headded,lookingathiswatch,\'I\'llbeatthesummitandlookoutforyou。\'
Shewentroundtothecornerofthesbrubbery,whenceshecouldwatchhimdowntheslopeleadingtothefootofthehillonwhichthechurchstood。Thereshesawwaitingforhimawhitespot——amasoninhisworkingclothes。Stephenmetthismanandstopped。
Tohersurprise,insteadoftheirmovingontothechurchyard,theybothleisurelysatdownuponastoneclosebytheirmeeting-
place,andremainedasifindeepconversation。Elfridelookedatthetime;nineofthetwelveminuteshadpassed,andStephenshowednosignsofmoving。Moreminutespassed——shegrewcoldwithwaiting,andshivered。Itwasnottilltheendofaquarterofanhourthattheybegantoslowlywendupthehillatasnail\'space。
\'Rudeandunmannerly!\'shesaidtoherself,colouringwithpique。
\'Anybodywouldthinkhewasinlovewiththathorridmasoninsteadofwith——\'
Thesentenceremainedunspoken,thoughnotunthought。
Shereturnedtotheporch。
\'Isthemanyousentforalazy,sit-still,do-nothingkindofman?\'sheinquiredofherfather。
\'No,\'hesaidsurprised;\'quitethereverse。HeisLordLuxellian\'smaster-mason,JohnSmith。\'
\'Oh,\'saidElfrideindifferently,andreturnedtowardsherbleakstation,andwaitedandshiveredagain。Itwasatrifle,afterall——achildishthing——lookingoutfromatowerandwavingahandkerchief。Buthernewfriendhadpromised,andwhyshouldheteaseherso?Theeffectofablowisasproportionatetothetextureoftheobjectstruckastoitsownmomentum;andshehadsuchasuperlativecapacityforbeingwoundedthatlittlehitsstruckherhard。
Itwasnottilltheendofhalfanhourthattwofigureswereseenabovetheparapetofthedrearyoldpile,motionlessasbitternsonaruinedmosque。EventhenStephenwasnottrueenoughtoperformwhathewassocourteoustopromise,andhevanishedwithoutmakingasign。
Hereturnedatmidday。Elfridelookedvexedwhenunconsciousthathiseyeswereuponher;whenconscious,severe。However,herattitudeofcoldnesshadlongoutlivedthecoldnessitself,andshecouldnolongerutterfeignedwordsofindifference。
\'Ah,youweren\'tkindtokeepmewaitinginthecold,andbreakyourpromise,\'shesaidatlastreproachfully,intonestoolowforherfather\'spowersofhearing。
\'Forgive,forgiveme!\'saidStephenwithdismay。\'Ihadforgotten——quiteforgotten!Somethingpreventedmyremembering。\'
\'Anyfurtherexplanation?\'saidMissCapricious,pouting。
Hewassilentforafewminutes,andlookedaskance。
\'None,\'hesaid,withtheaccentofonewhoconcealedasin。
ChapterV
\'Bosom\'dhighintuftedtrees。\'
Itwasbreakfasttime。
Asseenfromthevicaragedining-room,whichtookawarmtoneoflightfromthefire,theweatherandsceneoutsideseemedtohavestereotypedthemselvesinunrelievedshadesofgray。Thelong-
armedtreesandshrubsofjuniper,cedar,andpinevarieties,weregrayishblack;thoseofthebroad-leavedsort,togetherwiththeherbage,weregrayish-green;theeternalhillsandtowerbehindthemweregrayish-brown;thesky,droppingbehindall,grayofthepurestmelancholy。
Yetinspiteofthissombreartisticeffect,themorningwasnotonewhichtendedtolowerthespirits。Itwasevencheering。Foritdidnotrain,norwasrainlikelytofallformanydaystocome。
Elfridehadturnedfromthetabletowardsthefireandwasidlyelevatingahand-screenbeforeherface,whensheheardtheclickofalittlegateoutside。
\'Ah,here\'sthepostman!\'shesaid,asashuffling,activemancamethroughanopeningintheshrubberyandacrossthelawn。Shevanished,andmethimintheporch,afterwardscominginwithherhandsbehindherback。
\'Howmanyarethere?Threeforpapa,oneforMr。Smith,noneforMissSwancourt。And,papa,lookhere,oneofyoursisfrom——whomdoyouthink?——LordLuxellian。AndithassomethingHARDinit——alumpofsomething。I\'vebeenfeelingitthroughtheenvelope,andcan\'tthinkwhatitis。\'
\'WhatdoesLuxellianwritefor,Iwonder?\'Mr。Swancourthadsaidsimultaneouslywithherwords。HehandedStephenhisletter,andtookhisown,puttingonhiscountenanceahigherclassoflookthanwascustomary,asbecameapoorgentlemanwhowasgoingtoreadaletterfromapeer。
Stephenreadhismissivewithacountenancequitethereverseofthevicar\'s。
\'PERCYPLACE,ThursdayEvening。
\'DEARSMITH,——OldH。isinatoweringragewithyouforbeingsolongaboutthechurchsketches。Swearsyouaremoretroublethanyouareworth。HesaysIamtowriteandsayyouaretostaynolongeronanyconsideration——thathewouldhavedoneitallinthreehoursveryeasily。Itoldhimthatyouwerenotlikeanexperiencedhand,whichheseemedtoforget,butitdidnotmakemuchdifference。However,betweenyouandmeprivately,ifIwereyouIwouldnotalarmmyselfforadayorso,ifIwerenotinclinedtoreturn。Iwouldmakeouttheweekandfinishmyspree。HewillblowupjustasmuchifyouappearhereonSaturdayasifyoukeepawaytillMondaymorning——Yoursverytruly,\'SIMPKINSJENKINS。
\'Dearme——veryawkward!\'saidStephen,ratherenl\'air,andconfusedwiththekindofconfusionthatassailsanunderstrapperwhenhehasbeenenlargedbyaccidenttothedimensionsofasuperior,andissomewhatrudelypareddowntohisoriginalsize。
\'Whatisawkward?\'saidMissSwancourt。
Smithbythistimerecoveredhisequanimity,andwithittheprofessionaldignityofanexperiencedarchitect。
\'ImportantbusinessdemandsmyimmediatepresenceinLondon,I
regrettosay,\'hereplied。
\'What!Mustyougoatonce?\'saidMr。Swancourt,lookingovertheedgeofhisletter。\'Importantbusiness?Ayoungfellowlikeyoutohaveimportantbusiness!\'
\'Thetruthis,\'saidStephenblushing,andratherashamedofhavingpretendedevensoslightlytoaconsequencewhichdidnotbelongtohim,——\'thetruthis,Mr。HewbyhassenttosayIamtocomehome;andImustobeyhim。\'
\'Isee;Isee。Itispolitictodoso,youmean。NowIcanseemorethanyouthink。Youaretobehispartner。IbookedyouforthatdirectlyIreadhislettertometheotherday,andthewayhespokeofyou。Hethinksagreatdealofyou,Mr。Smith,orhewouldn\'tbesoanxiousforyourreturn。\'
UnpleasanttoStephensuchremarksasthesecouldnotsound;tohavetheexpectancyofpartnershipwithoneofthelargest-
practisingarchitectsinLondonthrustuponhimwascheering,howeveruntenablehefelttheideatobe。Hesawthat,whateverMr。Hewbymightthink,Mr。Swancourtcertainlythoughtmuchofhimtoentertainsuchanideaonsuchslendergroundastobeabsolutelynogroundatall。Andthen,unaccountably,hisspeakingfaceexhibitedacloudofsadness,whichareflectionontheremotenessofanysuchcontingencycouldhardlyhavesufficedtocause。
Elfridewasstruckwiththatlookofhis;evenMr。Swancourtnoticedit。
\'Well,\'hesaidcheerfully,\'nevermindthatnow。Youmustcomeagainonyourownaccount;notonbusiness。Cometoseemeasavisitor,youknow——say,inyourholidays——allyoutownmenhaveholidayslikeschoolboys。Whenarethey?\'
\'InAugust,Ibelieve。\'
\'Verywell;comeinAugust;andthenyouneednothurryawayso。
Iamgladtogetsomebodydecenttotalkto,orat,inthisoutlandishultimaThule。But,bythebye,Ihavesomethingtosay——youwon\'tgoto-day?\'
\'No;Ineednot,\'saidStephenhesitatingly。\'IamnotobligedtogetbackbeforeMondaymorning。\'
\'Verywell,then,thatbringsmetowhatIamgoingtopropose。
ThisisaletterfromLordLuxellian。Ithinkyouheardmespeakofhimastheresidentlandownerinthisdistrict,andpatronofthisliving?\'
\'I——knowofhim。\'
\'HeisinLondonnow。Itseemsthathehasrunuponbusinessforadayortwo,andtakenLadyLuxellianwithhim。Hehaswrittentoaskmetogotohishouse,andsearchforapaperamonghisprivatememoranda,whichheforgottotakewithhim。\'
\'Whatdidhesendintheletter?\'inquiredElfride。
\'Thekeyofaprivatedeskinwhichthepapersare。Hedoesn\'tliketotrustsuchamattertoanybodyelse。Ihavedonesuchthingsforhimbefore。AndwhatIproposeis,thatwemakeanafternoonofit——allthreeofus。GoforadrivetoTarganBay,comehomebywayofEndelstowHouse;andwhilstIamlookingoverthedocumentsyoucanrambleabouttheroomswhereyoulike。I
havetherunofthehouseatanytime,youknow。Thebuilding,thoughnothingbutamassofgablesoutside,hasasplendidhall,staircase,andgallerywithin;andthereareafewgoodpictures。\'
\'Yes,thereare,\'saidStephen。
\'Haveyouseentheplace,then?
\'IsawitasIcameby,\'hesaidhastily。
\'Ohyes;butIwasalludingtotheinterior。Andthechurch——St。
Eval\'s——ismucholderthanourSt。Agnes\'here。Idodutyinthatandthisalternately,youknow。Thefactis,Ioughttohavesomehelp;ridingacrossthatparkfortwomilesonawetmorningisnotatallthething。Ifmyconstitutionwerenotwellseasoned,asthankGoditis,\'——hereMr。Swancourtlookeddownhisfront,asifhisconstitutionwerevisiblethere,——\'Ishouldbecoughingandbarkingalltheyearround。Andwhenthefamilygoesaway,thereareonlyaboutthreeservantstopreachtowhenIgetthere。
Well,thatshallbethearrangement,then。Elfride,youwillliketogo?\'
Elfrideassented;andthelittlebreakfast-partyseparated。
Stephenrosetogoandtakeafewfinalmeasurementsatthechurch,thevicarfollowinghimtothedoorwithamysteriousexpressionofinquiryonhisface。
\'You\'llputupwithournothavingfamilyprayerthismorning,I
hope?\'hewhispered。