第6章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:15729更新时间:18/12/13 16:52:01
\'Youhaveseenhisletterscometomeeversincehisfirstvisit,papa,andyouknewtheywereasortof——love-letters;andsincehehasbeenhereyouhavelethimbealonewithmealmostentirely; andyouguessed,youmusthaveguessed,whatwewerethinkingof,anddoing,andyoudidn\'tstophim。Nexttolove-makingcomeslove-winning,andyouknewitwouldcometothat,papa。\' Thevicarparriedthiscommon-sensethrust。\'Iknow——sinceyoupressmeso——IknowIdidguesssomechildishattachmentmightarisebetweenyou;IownIdidnottakemuchtroubletopreventit;butIhavenotparticularlycountenancedit;and,Elfride,howcanyouexpectthatIshouldnow?Itisimpossible;nofatherinEnglandwouldhearofsuchathing。\' \'Butheisthesameman,papa;thesameineveryparticular;andhowcanhebelessfitformethanhewasbefore?\' \'Heappearedayoungmanwithwell-to-dofriends,andalittleproperty;buthavingneither,heisanotherman。\' \'Youinquirednothingabouthim?\' \'IwentbyHewby\'sintroduction。Heshouldhavetoldme。Soshouldtheyoungmanhimself;ofcourseheshould。Iconsideritamostdishonourablethingtocomeintoaman\'shouselikeatreacherousI-don\'t-know-what。\' \'Buthewasafraidtotellyou,andsoshouldIhavebeen。Helovedmetoowelltoliketoruntherisk。Andastospeakingofhisfriendsonhisfirstvisit,Idon\'tseewhyheshouldhavedonesoatall。Hecamehereonbusiness:itwasnoaffairofourswhohisparentswere。Andthenheknewthatifhetoldyouhewouldneverbeaskedhere,andwouldperhapsneverseemeagain。Andhewantedtoseeme。Whocanblamehimfortrying,byanymeans,tostaynearme——thegirlheloves?Allisfairinlove。Ihaveheardyousaysoyourself,papa;andyouyourselfwouldhavedonejustashehas——sowouldanyman。\' \'Andanyman,ondiscoveringwhatIhavediscovered,wouldalsodoasIdo,andmendmymistake;thatis,getshotofhimagain,assoonasthelawsofhospitalitywillallow。\'ButMr。SwancourtthenrememberedthathewasaChristian。\'Iwouldnot,fortheworld,seemtoturnhimoutofdoors,\'headded;\'butIthinkhewillhavethetacttoseethathecannotstaylongafterthis,withgoodtaste。\' \'Hewill,becausehe\'sagentleman。Seehowgracefulhismannersare,\'Elfridewenton;thoughperhapsStephen\'smanners,likethefeatsofEuryalus,owedtheirattractivenessinhereyesrathertotheattractivenessofhispersonthantotheirownexcellence。 \'Ay;anybodycanbewhatyoucallgraceful,ifhelivesalittletimeinacity,andkeepshiseyesopen。Andhemighthavepickeduphisgentlemanlinessbygoingtothegalleriesoftheatres,andwatchingstagedrawing-roommanners。HeremindsmeofoneoftheworststoriesIeverheardinmylife。\' \'Whatstorywasthat?\' \'Ohno,thankyou!Iwouldn\'ttellyousuchanimpropermatterfortheworld!\' \'IfhisfatherandmotherhadlivedinthenorthoreastofEngland,\'gallantlypersistedElfride,thoughhersobsbegantointerruptherarticulation,\'anywherebuthere——you——wouldhave—— onlyregarded——HIM,andnotTHEM!Hisstation——wouldhave——beenwhat——hisprofessionmakesit,——andnotfixedby——hisfather\'shumbleposition——atall;whomheneverliveswith——now。ThoughJohnSmithhassavedlotsofmoney,andisbetteroffthanweare,theysay,orhecouldn\'thaveputhissontosuchanexpensiveprofession。Anditiscleverand——honourable——ofStephen,tobethebestofhisfamily。\' \'Yes。\"Letabeastbelordofbeasts,andhiscribshallstandattheking\'smess。”\' \'Youinsultme,papa!\'sheburstout。\'Youdo,youdo!HeismyownStephen,heis!\' \'Thatmayormaynotbetrue,Elfride,\'returnedherfather,againuncomfortablyagitatedinspiteofhimself\'Youconfusefutureprobabilitieswithpresentfacts,——whattheyoungmanmaybewithwhatheis。Wemustlookatwhatheis,notwhatanimprobabledegreeofsuccessinhisprofessionmaymakehim。Thecaseisthis:thesonofaworking-maninmyparishwhomayormaynotbeabletobuymeup——ayouthwhohasnotyetadvancedsofarintolifeastohaveanyincomeofhisowndeservingthename,andthereforeofhisfather\'sdegreeasregardsstation——wantstobeengagedtoyou。HisfamilyarelivinginpreciselythesamespotinEnglandasyours,sothroughoutthiscounty——whichistheworldtous——youwouldalwaysbeknownasthewifeofJackSmiththemason\'sson,andnotunderanycircumstancesasthewifeofaLondonprofessionalman。Itisthedrawback,notthecompensatingfact,thatistalkedofalways。There,saynomore。Youmayargueallnight,andprovewhatyouwill;I\'llsticktomywords。\' Elfridelookedsilentlyandhopelesslyoutofthewindowwithlargeheavyeyesandwetcheeks。 \'Icallitgreattemerity——andlongtocallitaudacity——inHewby,\'resumedherfather。\'Ineverheardsuchathing——givingsuchahobbledehoynativeofthisplacesuchanintroductiontomeashedid。NaturallyyouweredeceivedaswellasIwas。Idon\'tblameyouatall,sofar。\'HewentandsearchedforMr。Hewby\'soriginalletter。\'Here\'swhathesaidtome:\"DearSir,—— Agreeablytoyourrequestofthe18thinstant,Ihavearrangedtosurveyandmakedrawings,\"etcetera。\"Myassistant,Mr。StephenSmith\"——assistant,youseehecalledhim,andnaturallyI understoodhimtomeanasortofpartner。Whydidn\'thesay\"clerk\"?\' \'Theynevercallthemclerksinthatprofession,becausetheydonotwrite。Stephen——Mr。Smith——toldmeso。SothatMr。Hewbysimplyusedtheacceptedword。\' \'Letmespeak,please,Elfride!\"Myassistant,Mr。StephenSmith,willleaveLondonbytheearlytrainto-morrowmorning……MANY THANKSFORYOURPROPOSALTOACCOMMODATEHIM……YOUMAYPUTEVERY CONFIDENCEINHIM,andmayrelyuponhisdiscernmentinthematterofchurcharchitecture。”Well,IrepeatthatHewbyoughttobeashamedofhimselfformakingsomuchofapoorladofthatsort。\' \'ProfessionalmeninLondon,\'Elfrideargued,\'don\'tknowanythingabouttheirclerks\'fathersandmothers。Theyhaveassistantswhocometotheirofficesandshopsforyears,andhardlyevenknowwheretheylive。Whattheycando——whatprofitstheycanbringthefirm——that\'sallLondonmencareabout。Andthatishelpedinhimbyhisfacultyofbeinguniformlypleasant。\' \'Uniformpleasantnessisratheradefectthanafaculty。Itshowsthatamanhasn\'tsenseenoughtoknowwhomtodespise。\' \'Itshowsthatheactsbyfaithandnotbysight,asthoseyouclaimsuccessionfromdirected。\' \'That\'ssomemoreofwhathe\'sbeentellingyou,Isuppose!Yes,I wasinclinedtosuspecthim,becausehedidn\'tcareaboutsaucesofanykind。Ialwaysdiddoubtaman\'sbeingagentlemanifhispalatehadnoacquiredtastes。Anunedifiedpalateistheirrepressibleclovenfootoftheupstart。Theideaofmybringingoutabottleofmy\'40Martinez——onlyelevenofthemleftnow——toamanwhodidn\'tknowitfromeighteenpenny!ThentheLatinlinehegavetomyquotation;itwasverycut-and-dried,very;orI,whohaven\'tlookedintoaclassicalauthorforthelasteighteenyears,shouldn\'thaverememberedit。Well,Elfride,youhadbettergotoyourroom;you\'llgetoverthisbitoftomfooleryintime。\' \'No,no,no,papa,\'shemoaned。Forofallthemiseriesattachingtomiserablelove,theworstisthemiseryofthinkingthatthepassionwhichisthecauseofthemallmaycease。 \'Elfride,\'saidherfatherwithroughfriendliness,\'Ihaveanexcellentschemeonhand,whichIcannottellyouofnow。A schemetobenefityouandme。Ithasbeenthrustuponmeforsomelittletime——yes,thrustuponme——butIdidn\'tdreamofitsvaluetillthisafternoon,whentherevelationcame。Ishouldbemostunwisetorefusetoentertainit。\' \'Idon\'tlikethatword,\'shereturnedwearily。\'Youhavelostsomuchalreadybyschemes。Isitthosewretchedminesagain?\' \'No;notaminingscheme。\' \'Railways?\' \'Norrailways。Itislikethosemysteriousoffersweseeadvertised,bywhichanygentlemanwithnobrainsatallmaymakesomuchaweekwithoutrisk,trouble,orsoilinghisfingers。 However,Iamintendingtosaynothingtillitissettled,thoughIwilljustsaythismuch,thatyousoonmayhaveotherfishtofrythantothinkofStephenSmith。Remember,Iwish,nottobeangry,butfriendly,totheyoungman;foryoursakeI\'llregardhimasafriendinacertainsense。Butthisisenough;inafewdaysyouwillbequitemywayofthinking。There,now,gotoyourbedroom。Unityshallbringyouupsomesupper。Iwishyounottobeherewhenhecomesback。\' ChapterX \'Beneaththeshelterofanagedtree。\' Stephenretracedhisstepstowardsthecottagehehadvisitedonlytwoorthreehourspreviously。HedrewnearandundertherichfoliagegrowingabouttheoutskirtsofEndelstowPark,thespottylightsandshadesfromtheshiningmoonmaintainingaraceoverhisheadanddownhisbackinanendlessgambol。Whenhecrossedtheplankbridgeandenteredthegarden-gate,hesawanilluminatedfigurecomingfromtheenclosedplottowardsthehouseontheotherside。Itwashisfather,withhishandinasling,takingageneralmoonlightviewofthegarden,andparticularlyofaplotoftheyoungestofyoungturnips,previoustoclosingthecottageforthenight。 Hesalutedhissonwithcustomaryforce。\'Hallo,Stephen!Weshouldha\'beeninbedinanothertenminutes。Cometoseewhat\'sthematterwi\'me,Isuppose,mylad?\' Thedoctorhadcomeandgone,andthehandhadbeenpronouncedasinjuredbutslightly,thoughitmightpossiblyhavebeenconsideredafarmoreseriouscaseifMr。Smithhadbeenamoreimportantman。Stephen\'sanxiousinquirydrewfromhisfatherwordsofregretattheinconveniencetotheworldofhisdoingnothingforthenexttwodays,ratherthanofconcernforthepainoftheaccident。Togethertheyenteredthehouse。 JohnSmith——brownasautumnastoskin,whiteaswinterastoclothes——wasasatisfactoryspecimenofthevillageartificerinstone。Incommonwithmostruralmechanics,hehadtoomuchindividualitytobeatypical\'working-man\'——aresultantofthatbeach-pebbleattritionwithhiskindonlytobeexperiencedinlargetowns,whichmetamorphosestheunitSelfintoafractionoftheunitClass。 Therewasnotthespecialityinhislabourwhichdistinguishesthehandicraftsmenoftowns。Thoughonlyamason,strictlyspeaking,hewasnotabovehandlingabrick,ifbricksweretheorderoftheday;oraslateortile,ifaroofhadtobecoveredbeforethewetweathersetin,andnobodywasnearwhocoulddoitbetter。 Indeed,ononeortwooccasionsinthedepthofwinter,whenfrostperemptorilyforbidsalluseofthetrowel,makingfoundationstosettle,stonestofly,andmortartocrumble,hehadtakentofellingandsawingtrees。Moreover,hehadpractisedgardeninginhisownplotforsomanyyearsthat,onanemergency,hemighthavemadealivingbythatcalling。 Probablyourcountrymanwasnotsuchanaccomplishedartificerinaparticulardirectionashistownbrethreninthetrades。Buthewas,intruth,likethatclumsypin-makerwhomadethewholepin,andwhowasdespisedbyAdamSmithonthataccountandrespectedbyMacaulay,muchmoretheartistnevertheless。 Appearingnow,indoors,bythelightofthecandle,hisstalwarthealthinesswasasighttosee。HisbeardwascloseandknottedasthatofachiselledHercules;hisshirtsleeveswerepartlyrolledup,hiswaistcoatunbuttoned;thedifferenceinhuebetweenthesnowylinenandtheruddyarmsandfacecontrastinglikethewhiteofanegganditsyolk。Mrs。Smith,onhearingthementer,advancedfromthepantry。 Mrs。Smithwasamatronwhosecountenanceaddresseditselftothemindratherthantotheeye,thoughnotexclusively。Sheretainedherpersonalfreshnessevennow,intheprosyafternoon-timeofherlife;butwhatherfeatureswereprimarilyindicativeofwasasoundcommonsensebehindthem;asawhole,appearingtocarrywiththemasortofargumentativecommentaryontheworldingeneral。 ThedetailsoftheaccidentwerethenrehearsedbyStephen\'sfather,inthedramaticmanneralsocommontoMartinCannister,otherindividualsoftheneighbourhood,andtheruralworldgenerally。Mrs。Smiththrewinhersentimentsbetweentheacts,asCoryphaeusofthetragedy,tomakethedescriptioncomplete。 Thestoryatlastcametoanend,asthelongestwill,andStephendirectedtheconversationintoanotherchannel。 \'Well,mother,theyknoweverythingaboutmenow,\'hesaidquietly。 \'Welldone!\'repliedhisfather;\'nowmymind\'satpeace。\' \'Iblamemyself——Inevershallforgivemyself——fornottellingthembefore,\'continuedtheyoungman。 Mrs。Smithatthispointabstractedhermindfromtheformersubject。\'Idon\'tseewhatyouhavetogrieveabout,Stephen,\' shesaid。\'Peoplewhoaccidentallygetfriendsdon\'t,asafirststroke,tellthehistoryoftheirfamilies。\' \'Ye\'vedonenowrong,certainly,\'saidhisfather。 \'No;butIshouldhavespokensooner。There\'smoreinthisvisitofminethanyouthink——agooddealmore。\' \'NotmorethanIthink,\'Mrs。Smithreplied,lookingcontemplativelyathim。Stephenblushed;andhisfatherlookedfromonetotheotherinastateofutterincomprehension。 \'She\'saprettypieceenough,\'Mrs。Smithcontinued,\'andverylady-likeandclevertoo。Butthoughshe\'sverywellfitforyouasfarasthatis,why,mercy\'ponme,whateverdoyouwantanywomanatallforyet?\' Johnmadehisnaturallyshortmouthalongone,andwrinkledhisforehead,\'That\'sthewaythewindd\'blow,isit?\'hesaid。 \'Mother,\'exclaimedStephen,\'howabsurdlyyouspeak!Criticizingwhethershe\'sfitformeorno,asiftherewereroomfordoubtonthematter!Why,tomarryherwouldbethegreatblessingofmylife——sociallyandpractically,aswellasinotherrespects。Nosuchgoodfortuneasthat,I\'mafraid;she\'stoofaraboveme。 Herfamilydoesn\'twantsuchcountryladsasIinit。\' \'Theniftheydon\'twantyou,I\'dseethemdeadcorpsesbeforeI\'dwantthem,andgotobetterfamilieswhodowantyou。\' \'Ah,yes;butIcouldneverputupwiththedistasteofbeingwelcomedamongsuchpeopleasyoumean,whilstIcouldgetindifferenceamongsuchpeopleashers。\' \'Whatcrazytwisto\'thinkingwillenteryourheadnext?\'saidhismother。\'Andcometothat,she\'snotabittoohighforyou,oryoutoolowforher。SeehowcarefulIbetokeepmyselfup。I\'msureIneverstopformorethanaminutetogethertotalktoanyjourneymenpeople;andIneverinviteanybodytoourpartyo\' Christmaseswhoarenotinbusinessforthemselves。AndItalktoseveraltoppermostcarriagepeoplethatcometomylord\'swithoutsayingma\'amorsirto\'em,andtheytakeitasquietaslambs。\' \'Youcurtseyedtothevicar,mother;andIwishyouhadn\'t。\' \'ButitwasbeforehecalledmebymyChristianname,orhewouldhavegotverylittlecurtseyingfromme!\'saidMrs。Smith,bridlingandsparklingwithvexation。\'Yougoonatme,Stephen,asifIwereyourworstenemy!WhatelsecouldIdowiththemantogetridofhim,bangingitintomeandyourfatherbysideandbyseam,abouthisgreatness,andwhathappenedwhenhewasayoungfellowatcollege,andIdon\'tknowwhat-all;thetongueo\' enfloppingroundhismouthlikeamop-ragroundadairy。That\'adid,didn\'the,John?\' \'That\'saboutthesizeo\'t,\'repliedherhusband。 \'Everywomannow-a-days,\'resumedMrs。Smith,\'ifshemarryatall,mustexpectafather-in-lawofaranklowerthanherfather。 Themenhavegoneupso,andthewomenhavestoodstill。Everymanyoumeetismorethedandthanhisfather;andyouarejustlevelwi\'her。\' \'That\'swhatshethinksherself。\' \'Itonlyshowshersense。Iknewshewasafter\'ee,Stephen——I knewit。\' \'Afterme!GoodLord,whatnext!\' \'AndIreallymustsayagainthatyououghtnottobeinsuchahurry,andwaitforafewyears。Youmightgohigherthanabankruptpa\'son\'sgirlthen。\' \'Thefactis,mother,\'saidStephenimpatiently,\'youdon\'tknowanythingaboutit。Ishallnevergohigher,becauseIdon\'twantto,norshouldIifIlivedtobeahundred。Astoyousayingthatshe\'safterme,Idon\'tlikesucharemarkabouther,foritimpliesaschemingwoman,andamanworthschemingfor,bothofwhicharenotonlyuntrue,butludicrouslyuntrue,ofthiscase。 Isn\'titso,father?\' \'I\'mafraidIdon\'tunderstandthematterwellenoughtogiemyopinion,\'saidhisfather,inthetoneofthefoxwhohadacoldandcouldnotsmell。 \'Shecouldn\'thavebeenverybackwardanyhow,consideringtheshorttimeyouhaveknownher,\'saidhismother。\'WellIthinkthatfiveyearshenceyou\'llbeplentyyoungenoughtothinkofsuchthings。Andreallyshecanverywellaffordtowait,andwilltoo,takemyword。Livingdowninanout-stepplacelikethis,Iamsuresheoughttobeverythankfulthatyoutooknoticeofher。She\'dmostlikelyhavediedanoldmaidifyouhadn\'tturnedup。\' \'Allnonsense,\'saidStephen,butnotaloud。 \'Anicelittlethingsheis,\'Mrs。SmithwentoninamorecomplacenttonenowthatStephenhadbeentalkeddown;\'there\'snotawordtosayagainsther,I\'llown。Iseehersometimesdeckedoutlikeahorsegoingtofair,andIadmireherfor\'t。A perfectlittlelady。Butpeoplecan\'thelptheirthoughts,andifshe\'dlearnttomakefiguresinsteadofletterswhenshewasatschool\'twouldhavebeenbetterforherpocket;forasIsaid,thereneverwereworsetimesforsuchasshethannow。\' \'Now,now,mother!\'saidStephenwithsmilingdeprecation。 \'ButIwill!\'saidhismotherwithasperity。\'Idon\'treadthepapersfornothing,andIknowmenallmoveupastagebymarriage。Menofherclass,thatis,parsons,marrysquires\' daughters;squiresmarrylords\'daughters;lordsmarrydukes\' daughters;dukesmarryqueens\'daughters。Allstagesofgentlemenmateastagehigher;andtheloweststageofgentlewomenareleftsingle,ormarryoutoftheirclass。\' \'Butyousaidjustnow,dearmother——\'retortedStephen,unabletoresistthetemptationofshowinghismotherherinconsistency。 Thenhepaused。 \'Well,whatdidIsay?\'AndMrs。Smithpreparedherlipsforanewcampaign。 Stephen,regrettingthathehadbegun,sinceavolcanomightbetheconsequence,wasobligedtogoon。 \'YousaidIwasn\'toutofherclassjustbefore。\' \'Yes,there,there!That\'syou;that\'smyownfleshandblood。 I\'llwarrantthatyou\'llpickholesineverythingyourmothersays,ifyoucan,Stephen。Youarejustlikeyourfatherforthat;takeanybody\'spartbutmine。WhilstIamspeakingandtalkingandtryingandslavingawayforyourgood,youarewaitingtocatchmeoutinthatway。Soyouareinherclass,but\'tiswhatHERpeoplewouldCALLmarryingoutofherclass。Don\'tbesoquarrelsome,Stephen!\' Stephenpreservedadiscreetsilence,inwhichhewasimitatedbyhisfather,andforseveralminutesnothingwasheardbutthetickingofthegreen-facedcase-clockagainstthewall。 \'I\'msure,\'addedMrs。Smithinamorephilosophictone,andasaterminativespeech,\'ifthere\'dbeensomuchtroubletogetahusbandinmytimeasthereisinthesedays——whenyoumustmakeagod-almightyofamantogetentohaeye——I\'dhavetrodclayforbricksbeforeI\'deverhaveloweredmydignitytomarry,orthere\'snobreadinnineloaves。\' Thediscussionnowdropped,andasitwasgettinglate,Stephenbadehisparentsfarewellfortheevening,hismothernonethelesswarmlyfortheirsparring;foralthoughMrs。SmithandStephenwerealwayscontending,theywereneveratenmity。 \'Andpossibly,\'saidStephen,\'Imayleaveherealtogetherto- morrow;Idon\'tknow。SothatifIshouldn\'tcallagainbeforereturningtoLondon,don\'tbealarmed,willyou?\' \'Butdidn\'tyoucomeforafortnight?\'saidhismother。\'Andhaven\'tyouamonth\'sholidayaltogether?Theyaregoingtoturnyouout,then?\' \'Notatall。Imaystaylonger;Imaygo。IfIgo,youhadbettersaynothingaboutmyhavingbeenhere,forhersake。AtwhattimeofthemorningdoesthecarrierpassEndelstowlane?\' \'Seveno\'clock。\' Andthenheleftthem。Histhoughtswere,thatshouldthevicarpermithimtobecomeengaged,tohopeforanengagement,orinanywaytothinkofhisbelovedElfride,hemightstaylonger。Shouldhebeforbiddentothinkofanysuchthing,heresolvedtogoatonce。Andthelatter,eventoyounghopefulness,seemedthemoreprobablealternative。 Stephenwalkedbacktothevicaragethroughthemeadows,ashehadcome,surroundedbythesoftmusicalpurlofthewaterthroughlittleweirs,themodestlightofthemoon,thefresheningsmellofthedewsout-spreadaround。Itwasatimewhenmereseeingismeditation,andmeditationpeace。StephenwashardlyphilosopherenoughtoavailhimselfofNature\'soffer。Hisconstitutionwasmadeupofverysimpleparticulars;wasonewhich,rareinthespring-timeofcivilizations,seemstogrowabundantasanationgetsolder,individualityfades,andeducationspreads;thatis,hisbrainhadextraordinaryreceptivepowers,andnogreatcreativeness。Quicklyacquiringanykindofknowledgehesawaroundhim,andhavingaplasticadaptabilitymorecommoninwomanthaninman,hechangedcolourlikeachameleonasthesocietyhefoundhimselfinassumedahigherandmoreartificialtone。Hehadnotmanyoriginalideas,andyettherewasscarcelyanideatowhich,underpropertraining,hecouldnothaveaddedarespectableco-ordinate。 Hesawnothingoutsidehimselfto-night;andwhathesawwithinwasawearinesstohisflesh。Yettoadispassionateobserver,hispretensionstoElfride,thoughratherpremature,werefarfromabsurdasmarriagesgo,unlesstheaccidentalproximityofsimplebuthonestparentscouldbesaidtomakethemso。 Theclockstruckelevenwhenheenteredthehouse。Elfridehadbeenwaitingwithscarcelyamovementsincehedeparted。Beforehehadspokentohershecaughtsightofhimpassingintothestudywithherfather。Shesawthathehadbysomemeansobtainedtheprivateinterviewhedesired。 AnervousheadachehadbeengrowingontheexcitablegirlduringtheabsenceofStephen,andnowshecoulddonothingbeyondgoingupagaintoherroomasshehaddonebefore。Insteadoflyingdownshesatagaininthedarknesswithoutclosingthedoor,andlistenedwithabeatinghearttoeverysoundfromdownstairs。Theservantshadgonetobed。Sheultimatelyheardthetwomencomefromthestudyandcrosstothedining-room,wheresupperhadbeenlingeringformorethananhour。Thedoorwasleftopen,andshefoundthatthemeal,suchasitwas,passedoffbetweenherfatherandherloverwithoutanyremark,savecommonplacesastocucumbersandmelons,theirwholesomenessandculture,utteredinastiffandformalway。Itseemedtoprefigurefailure。 ShortlyafterwardsStephencameupstairstohisbedroom,andwasalmostimmediatelyfollowedbyherfather,whoalsoretiredforthenight。Notinclinedtogetalight,shepartlyundressedandsatonthebed,wheresheremainedinpainedthoughtforsometime,possiblyanhour。Thenrisingtocloseherdoorpreviouslytofullyunrobing,shesawastreakoflightshiningacrossthelanding。Herfather\'sdoorwasshut,andhecouldbeheardsnoringregularly。ThelightcamefromStephen\'sroom,andtheslightsoundsalsocomingthenceemphaticallydenotedwhathewasdoing。Intheperfectsilenceshecouldheartheclosingofalidandtheclickingofalock,——hewasfasteninghishat-box。Thenthebucklingofstrapsandtheclickofanotherkey,——hewassecuringhisportmanteau。Withtrebledforebodingsheopenedherdoorsoftly,andwenttowardshis。Onesensationpervadedhertodistraction。Stephen,herhandsomeyouthanddarling,wasgoingaway,andshemightneverseehimagainexceptinsecretandinsadness——perhapsnevermore。Atanyrate,shecouldnolongerwaittillthemorningtoheartheresultoftheinterview,asshehadintended。Sheflungherdressing-gownroundher,tappedlightlyathisdoor,andwhispered\'Stephen!\'Hecameinstantly,openedthedoor,andsteppedout。 \'Tellme;arewetohope?\' Herepliedinadisturbedwhisper,andatearapproacheditsoutlet,thoughnonefell。 \'Iamnottothinkofsuchapreposterousthing——that\'swhathesaid。AndIamgoingto-morrow。Ishouldhavecalledyouuptobidyougood-bye。\' \'Buthedidn\'tsayyouweretogo——OStephen,hedidn\'tsaythat?\' \'No;notinwords。ButIcannotstay。\' \'Oh,don\'t,don\'tgo!Docomeandletustalk。Letuscomedowntothedrawing-roomforafewminutes;hewillhearushere。\' Sheprecededhimdownthestaircasewiththetaperlightinherhand,lookingunnaturallytallandthininthelongdove-coloureddressing-gownshewore。Shedidnotstoptothinkoftheproprietyorotherwiseofthismidnightinterviewundersuchcircumstances。Shethoughtthatthetragedyofherlifewasbeginning,and,forthefirsttimealmost,feltthatherexistencemighthaveagraveside,theshadeofwhichenvelopedandrenderedinvisiblethedelicategradationsofcustomandpunctilio。 Elfridesoftlyopenedthedrawing-roomdoorandtheybothwentin。 Whenshehadplacedthecandleonthetable,heenclosedherwithhisarms,driedhereyeswithhishandkerchief,andkissedtheirlids。 \'Stephen,itisover——happyloveisover;andthereisnomoresunshinenow!\' \'Iwillmakeafortune,andcometoyou,andhaveyou。Yes,I will!\' \'Papawillneverhearofit——never——never!Youdon\'tknowhim。I do。Heiseitherbiassedinfavourofathing,orprejudicedagainstit。Argumentispowerlessagainsteitherfeeling。\' \'No;Iwon\'tthinkofhimso,\'saidStephen。\'IfIappearbeforehimsometimehenceasamanofestablishedname,hewillacceptme——Iknowhewill。Heisnotawickedman。\' \'No,heisnotwicked。Butyousay\"sometimehence,\"asifitwerenotime。Toyou,amongbustleandexcitement,itwillbecomparativelyashorttime,perhaps;oh,tome,itwillbeitsreallengthtrebled!Everysummerwillbeayear——autumnayear—— winterayear!OStephen!andyoumayforgetme!\' Forget:thatwas,andis,therealstingofwaitingtofond- heartedwoman。TheremarkawokeinStephentheconversefear。 \'You,too,maybepersuadedtogivemeup,whentimehasmademefainterinyourmemory。For,remember,yourloveformemustbenourishedinsecret;therewillbenolongvisitsfrommetosupportyou。Circumstanceswillalwaystendtoobliterateme。\' \'Stephen,\'shesaid,filledwithherownmisgivings,andunheedinghislastwords,\'therearebeautifulwomenwhereyoulive——ofcourseIknowthereare——andtheymaywinyouawayfromme。\'Hertearscamevisiblyasshedrewamentalpictureofhisfaithlessness。\'Anditwon\'tbeyourfault,\'shecontinued,lookingintothecandlewithdolefuleyes。\'No!Youwillthinkthatourfamilydon\'twantyou,andgettoincludemewiththem。 Andtherewillbeavacancyinyourheart,andsomeotherswillbeletin。\' \'Icouldnot,Iwouldnot。Elfie,donotbesofullofforebodings。\' \'Ohyes,theywill,\'shereplied。\'Andyouwilllookatthem,notcaringatfirst,andthenyouwilllookandbeinterested,andafterawhileyouwillthink,\"Ah,theyknowallaboutcitylife,andassemblies,andcoteries,andthemannersofthetitled,andpoorlittleElfie,withallthefussthat\'smadeaboutherhavingme,doesn\'tknowaboutanythingbutalittlehouseandafewcliffsandaspaceofsea,faraway。”Andthenyou\'llbemoreinterestedinthem,andthey\'llmakeyouhavetheminsteadofme,onpurposetobecrueltomebecauseIamsilly,andtheyarecleverandhateme。AndIhatethem,too;yes,Ido!\' Herimpulsivewordshadpowertoimpresshimatanyratewiththerecognitionoftheuncertaintyofallthatisnotaccomplished。 And,worsethanthatgeneralfeeling,thereofcourseremainedthesadnesswhicharosefromthespecialfeaturesofhisowncase。 Howeverremoteadesiredissuemaybe,themerefactofhavingenteredthegroovewhichleadstoit,cheerstosomeextentwithasenseofaccomplishment。HadMr。Swancourtconsentedtoanengagementofnolesslengththantenyears,Stephenwouldhavebeencomparativelycheerfulinwaiting;theywouldhavefeltthattheyweresomewhereontheroadtoCupid\'sgarden。But,withapossibilityofashorterprobation,theyhadnotasyetanyprospectofthebeginning;thezeroofhopehadyettobereached。 Mr。Swancourtwouldhavetorevokehisformidablewordsbeforethewaitingformarriagecouldevensetin。Andthiswasdespair。 \'Iwishwecouldmarrynow,\'murmuredStephen,asanimpossiblefancy。 \'SodoI,\'saidshealso,asifregardinganidledream。\'\'Tistheonlythingthateverdoessweetheartsgood!\' \'Secretlywoulddo,woulditnot,Elfie?\' \'Yes,secretlywoulddo;secretlywouldindeedbebest,\'shesaid,andwentonreflectively:\'Allwewantistorenderitabsolutelyimpossibleforanyfuturecircumstancetoupsetourfutureintentionofbeinghappytogether;nottobeginbeinghappynow。\' \'Exactly,\'hemurmuredinavoiceandmannerthecounterpartofhers。\'Tomarryandpartsecretly,andliveonaswearelivingnow;merelytoputitoutofanybody\'spowertoforceyouawayfromme,dearest。\' \'Oryouawayfromme,Stephen。\' \'Ormefromyou。Itispossibletoconceiveaforceofcircumstancestrongenoughtomakeanywomanintheworldmarryagainstherwill:noconceivablepressure,uptotortureorstarvation,canmakeawomanoncemarriedtoherloveranybodyelse\'swife。\' Nowuptothispointtheideaofanimmediatesecretmarriagehadbeenheldbybothasanuntenablehypothesis,wherewithsimplytobeguileamiserablemoment。DuringapausewhichfollowedStephen\'slastremark,afascinatingperception,thenanalluringconviction,flashedalongthebrainofboth。TheperceptionwasthatanimmediatemarriageCOULDbecontrived;theconvictionthatsuchanact,inspiteofitsdaring,itsfathomlessresults,itsdeceptiveness,wouldbepreferredbyeachtothelifetheymustleadunderanyotherconditions。 Theyouthspokefirst,andhisvoicetrembledwiththemagnitudeoftheconceptionhewascherishing。\'Howstrongweshouldfeel,Elfride!goingonourseparatecoursesasbefore,withoutthefearofultimateseparation!OElfride!thinkofit;thinkofit!\' Itiscertainthattheyounggirl\'sloveforStephenreceivedafanningfromherfather\'soppositionwhichmadeitblazewithadozentimestheintensityitwouldhaveexhibitedifleftalone。 Neverwereconditionsmorefavourablefordevelopingagirl\'sfirstpassingfancyforahandsomeboyishface——afancyrootedininexperienceandnourishedbyseclusion——intoawildunreflectingpassionfervidenoughforanything。Alltheelementsofsuchadevelopmentwerethere,thechiefonebeinghopelessness——anecessaryingredientalwaystoperfectthemixtureoffeelingsunitedunderthenameoflovingtodistraction。 \'Wewouldtellpapasoon,wouldwenot?\'sheinquiredtimidly。 \'Nobodyelseneedknow。Hewouldthenbeconvincedthatheartscannotbeplayedwith;loveencouragedbereadytogrow,lovediscouragedbereadytodie,atamoment\'snotice。Stephen,doyounotthinkthatifmarriagesagainstaparent\'sconsentareeverjustifiable,theyarewhenyoungpeoplehavebeenfavoureduptoapoint,aswehave,andthenhavehadthatfavoursuddenlywithdrawn?\' \'Yes。Itisnotasifwehadfromthebeginningactedinoppositiontoyourpapa\'swishes。Onlythink,Elfie,howpleasanthewastowardsmebutsixhoursago!Helikedme,praisedme,neverobjectedtomybeingalonewithyou。\' \'IbelieveheMUSTlikeyounow,\'shecried。\'Andifhefoundthatyouirremediablybelongedtome,hewouldownitandhelpyou。\'OStephen,Stephen,\'sheburstoutagain,astheremembranceofhispackingcameafreshtohermind,\'Icannotbearyourgoingawaylikethis!Itistoodreadful。AllIhavebeenexpectingmiserablykilledwithinmelikethis!\' Stephenflushedhotwithimpulse。\'Iwillnotbeadoubttoyou—— thoughtofyoushallnotbeamiserytome!\'hesaid。\'Wewillbewifeandhusbandbeforewepartforlong!\' Shehidherfaceonhisshoulder。\'AnythingtomakeSURE!\'shewhispered。 \'Ididnotliketoproposeitimmediately,\'continuedStephen。 \'Itseemedtome——itseemstomenow——liketryingtocatchyou——agirlbetterintheworldthanI。\' \'Notthat,indeed!AndamIbetterinworldlystation?What\'stheuseofhavebeens?Wemayhavebeensomethingonce;wearenothingnow。\' Thentheywhisperedlongandearnestlytogether;Stephenhesitatinglyproposingthisandthatplan,Elfridemodifyingthem,withquickbreathings,andhecticflush,andunnaturallybrighteyes。Itwastwoo\'clockbeforeanarrangementwasfinallyconcluded。 Shethentoldhimtoleaveher,givinghimhislighttogouptohisownroom。Theypartedwithanagreementnottomeetagaininthemorning。Afterhisdoorhadbeensometimeclosedheheardhersoftlyglidingintoherchamber。 ChapterXI \'Journeysendinloversmeeting。\' StephenlaywatchingtheGreatBear;Elfridewasregardingamonotonousparallelogramofwindowblind。Neithersleptthatnight。 Earlythenextmorning——thatistosay,fourhoursaftertheirstoleninterview,andjustastheearliestservantwasheardmovingabout——StephenSmithwentdownstairs,portmanteauinhand。 ThroughoutthenighthehadintendedtoseeMr。Swancourtagain,butthesharprebuffofthepreviouseveningrenderedsuchaninterviewparticularlydistasteful。Perhapstherewasanotherandlesshonestreason。Hedecidedtoputitoff。Whateverofmoraltimidityorobliquitymayhavelaininsuchadecision,noperceptionofitwasstrongenoughtodetainhim。Hewroteanoteinhisroom,whichstatedsimplythathedidnotfeelhappyinthehouseafterMr。Swancourt\'ssuddenvetoonwhathehadfavouredafewhoursbefore;butthathehopedatimewouldcome,andthatsoon,whenhisoriginalfeelingsofpleasureasMr。Swancourt\'sguestmightberecovered。 Heexpectedtofindthedownstairsroomswearingthegrayandcheerlessaspectthatearlymorninggivestoeverythingoutofthesun。Hefoundinthediningroomabreakfastlaid,ofwhichsomebodyhadjustpartaken。 Stephengavethemaid-servanthisnoteofadieu。ShestatedthatMr。Swancourthadrisenearlythatmorning,andmadeanearlybreakfast。Hewasnotgoingawaythatsheknewof。 Stephentookacupofcoffee,leftthehouseofhislove,andturnedintothelane。Itwassoearlythattheshadedplacesstillsmeltlikenighttime,andthesunnyspotshadhardlyfeltthesun。Thehorizontalraysmadeeveryshallowdipinthegroundtoshowasawell-markedhollow。Eventhechannelofthepathwasenoughtothrowshade,andtheverystonesoftheroadcasttaperingdashesofdarknesswestward,aslongasJael\'stent-nail。 Ataspotnotmorethanahundredyardsfromthevicar\'sresidencethelaneleadingthencecrossedthehighroad。Stephenreachedthepointofintersection,stoodstillandlistened。Nothingcouldbeheardsavethelengthy,murmuringlineoftheseaupontheadjacentshore。Helookedathiswatch,andthenmountedagateuponwhichheseatedhimself,toawaitthearrivalofthecarrier。Whilsthesatheheardwheelscomingintwodirections。 Thevehicleapproachingonhisrighthesoonrecognizedasthecarrier\'s。Thereweretheaccompanyingsoundsoftheowner\'svoiceandthesmackofhiswhip,distinctinthestillmorningair,bywhichheencouragedhishorsesupthehill。 TheothersetofwheelssoundedfromthelaneStephenhadjusttraversed。Oncloserobservation,heperceivedthattheyweremovingfromtheprecinctsoftheancientmanor-houseadjoiningthevicaragegrounds。Acarriagethenlefttheentrancegatesofthehouse,andwheelingroundcamefullyinsight。Itwasaplaintravellingcarriage,withasmallquantityofluggage,apparentlyalady\'s。Thevehiclecametothejunctionofthefourwayshalf- a-minutebeforethecarrierreachedthesamespot,andcrosseddirectlyinhisfront,proceedingbythelaneontheotherside。 InsidethecarriageStephencouldjustdiscernanelderlyladywithayoungerwoman,whoseemedtobehermaid。TheroadtheyhadtakenledtoStratleigh,asmallwatering-placesixteenmilesnorth。 Heheardthemanor-housegatesswingagain,andlookingupsawanotherpersonleavingthem,andwalkingoffinthedirectionoftheparsonage。\'Ah,howmuchIwishIweremovingthatway!\'feltheparenthetically。Thegentlemanwastall,andresembledMr。 Swancourtinoutlineandattire。Heopenedthevicaragegateandwentin。Mr。Swancourt,then,itcertainlywas。InsteadofremaininginbedthatmorningMr。Swancourtmusthavetakenitintohisheadtoseehisnewneighbouroffonajourney。Hemusthavebeengreatlyinterestedinthatneighbourtodosuchanunusualthing。 Thecarrier\'sconveyancehadpulledup,andStephennowhandedinhisportmanteauandmountedtheshafts。\'Whoisthatladyinthecarriage?\'heinquiredindifferentlyofLickpanthecarrier。 \'That,sir,isMrs。Troyton,awidderwi\'aminto\'money。She\'stheownerofallthatpartofEndelstowthatisnotLordLuxellian\'s。Onlybeenhereashorttime;shecameintoitbylaw。Theownerformerlywasaterriblemysteriousparty——neverlivedhere——hardlyeverwasseenhereexceptinthemonthofSeptember,asImightsay。\' Thehorseswerestartedagain,andnoiserenderedfurtherdiscourseamatteroftoogreatexertion。Stephencreptinsideunderthetilt,andwassoonlostinreverie。