第9章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:16271更新时间:18/12/13 16:52:01
\'WhatmustIsay,then?\' \'\"LadiesandMEN\"always。\' Atthismomentappearedinthestreamofvehiclesmovinginthecontrarydirectionachariotpresentinginitsgeneralsurfacetherichindigohueofamidnightsky,thewheelsandmarginsbeingpickedoutindelicatelinesofultramarine;theservants\' liveriesweredark-bluecoatsandsilverlace,andbreechesofneutralIndianred。Thewholeconcernformedanorganicwhole,andmovedalongbehindapairofdarkchestnutgeldings,whoadvancedinanindifferentlyzealoustrot,verydaintilyperformed,andoccasionallyshruggeddiverspointsoftheirveinysurfaceasiftheywereratherabovethebusiness。 Inthissatagentlemanwithnodecidedcharacteristicsmorethanthathesomewhatresembledagood-naturedcommercialtravellerofthesuperiorclass。Besidehimwasaladywithskim-milkyeyesandcomplexion,belongingtothe\"interesting\"classofwomen,wherethatclassmergesinthesickly,hergreatestpleasurebeingapparentlytoenjoynothing。Oppositethispairsattwolittlegirlsinwhitehatsandbluefeathers。 TheladysawElfride,smiledandbowed,andtouchedherhusband\'selbow,whoturnedandreceivedElfride\'smovementofrecognitionwithagallantelevationofhishat。ThenthetwochildrenhelduptheirarmstoElfride,andlaughedgleefully。 \'Whoisthat?\' \'Why,LordLuxellian,isn\'tit?\'saidMrs。Swancourt,whowiththevicarhadbeenseatedwithherbacktowardsthem。 \'Yes,\'repliedElfride。\'HeistheonemanofthoseIhaveseenherewhomIconsiderhandsomerthanpapa。\' \'Thankyou,dear,\'saidMr。Swancourt。 \'Yes;butyourfatherissomucholder。WhenLordLuxelliangetsalittlefurtheroninlife,hewon\'tbehalfsogood-lookingasourman。\' \'Thankyou,dear,likewise,\'saidMr。Swancourt。 \'See,\'exclaimedElfride,stilllookingtowardsthem,\'howthoselittledearswantme!Actuallyoneofthemiscryingformetocome。\' \'Weweretalkingofbraceletsjustnow。LookatLadyLuxellian\'s,\'saidMrs。Swancourt,asthatbaronessliftedupherarmtosupportoneofthechildren。\'Itisslippingupherarm—— toolargebyhalf。Ihatetoseedaylightbetweenabraceletandawrist;Iwonderwomenhaven\'tbettertaste。\' \'Itisnotonthataccount,indeed,\'Elfrideexpostulated。\'Itisthatherarmhasgotthin,poorthing。Youcannotthinkhowmuchshehasalteredinthislasttwelvemonth。\' Thecarriageswerenownearertogether,andtherewasanexchangeofmorefamiliargreetingsbetweenthetwofamilies。ThentheLuxellianscrossedoveranddrewupundertheplane-trees,justintherearoftheSwancourts。LordLuxellianalighted,andcameforwardwithamusicallaugh。 Itwashisattractionasaman。Peoplelikedhimforthosetones,andforgotthathehadnotalents。AcquaintancesrememberedMr。 Swancourtbyhismanner;theyrememberedStephenSmithbyhisface,LordLuxellianbyhislaugh。 Mr。Swancourtmadesomefriendlyremarks——amongothersthingsupontheheat。 \'Yes,\'saidLordLuxellian,\'weweredrivingbyafurrier\'swindowthisafternoon,andthesightfilledusallwithsuchasenseofsuffocationthatweweregladtogetaway。Ha-ha!\'HeturnedtoElfride。\'MissSwancourt,Ihavehardlyseenorspokentoyousinceyourliteraryfeatwasmadepublic。IhadnoideaachielwastakingnotesdownatquietEndelstow,orIshouldcertainlyhaveputmyselfandfriendsuponourbestbehaviour。Swancourt,whydidn\'tyougivemeahint!\' Elfridefluttered,blushed,laughed,saiditwasnothingtospeakof,&c。&c。 \'Well,IthinkyouwereratherunfairlytreatedbythePRESENT,I certainlydo。WritingaheavyreviewlikethatuponaneleganttrifleliketheCOURTOFKELLYONCASTLEwasabsurd。\' \'What?\'saidElfride,openinghereyes。\'WasIreviewedinthePRESENT?\' \'Ohyes;didn\'tyouseeit?Why,itwasfourorfivemonthsago!\' \'No,Ineversawit。HowsorryIam!Whatashameofmypublishers!Theypromisedtosendmeeverynoticethatappeared。\' \'Ah,then,IamalmostafraidIhavebeengivingyoudisagreeableinformation,intentionallywithheldoutofcourtesy。Dependuponittheythoughtnogoodwouldcomeofsendingit,andsowouldnotpainyouunnecessarily。\' \'Ohno;Iamindeedgladyouhavetoldme,LordLuxellian。Itisquiteamistakenkindnessontheirpart。Isthereviewsomuchagainstme?\'sheinquiredtremulously。 \'No,no;notthatexactly——thoughIalmostforgetitsexactpurportnow。Itwasmerely——merelysharp,youknow——ungenerous,I mightsay。Butreallymymemorydoesnotenablemetospeakdecidedly。\' \'We\'lldrivetothePRESENToffice,andgetonedirectly;shallwe,papa?\' \'Ifyouaresoanxious,dear,wewill,orsend。Butto-morrowwilldo。\' \'Anddoobligemeinalittlematternow,Elfride,\'saidLordLuxellianwarmly,andlookingasifheweresorryhehadbroughtnewsthatdisturbedher。\'IaminrealitysenthereasaspecialmessengerbymylittlePollyandKatietoaskyoutocomeintoourcarriagewiththemforashorttime。IamjustgoingtowalkacrossintoPiccadilly,andmywifeisleftalonewiththem。Iamafraidtheyareratherspoiltchildren;butIhavehalfpromisedthemyoushallcome。\' Thestepswereletdown,andElfridewastransferred——totheintensedelightofthelittlegirls,andtothemildinterestofloungerswithredskinsandlongnecks,whocursorilyeyedtheperformancewiththeirwalking-stickstotheirlips,occasionallylaughingfromfardowntheirthroatsandwiththeireyes,theirmouthsnotbeingconcernedintheoperationatall。LordLuxellianthentoldthecoachmantodriveon,liftedhishat,smiledasmilethatmisseditsmarkandalightedonatotalstranger,whobowedinbewilderment。LordLuxellianlookedlongatElfride。 Thelookwasamanly,open,andgenuinelookofadmiration;amomentarytributeofakindwhichanyhonestEnglishmanmighthavepaidtofairnesswithoutbeingashamedofthefeeling,orpermittingittoencroachintheslightestdegreeuponhisemotionalobligationsasahusbandandheadofafamily。ThenLordLuxellianturnedaway,andwalkedmusinglytotheupperendofthepromenade。 Mr。SwancourthadalightedatthesametimewithElfride,crossingovertotheRowforafewminutestospeaktoafriendherecognizedthere;andhiswifewasthusleftsoletenantofthecarriage。 Now,whilstthislittleacthadbeenincourseofperformance,therestoodamongthepromenadingspectatorsamanofsomewhatdifferentdescriptionfromtherest。Behindthegeneralthrong,intherearofthechairs,andleaningagainstthetrunkofatree,helookedatElfridewithquietandcriticalinterest。 ThreepointsaboutthisunobtrusivepersonshowedpromptlytotheexercisedeyethathewasnotaRowmanpursang。First,anirrepressiblewrinkleortwointhewaistofhisfrock-coat—— denotingthathehadnotdamnedhistailorsufficientlytodrivethattradesmanuptotheorthodoxhighpressureofcunningworkmanship。Second,aslightslovenlinessofumbrella,occasionedbyitsowner\'shabitofrestingheavilyuponit,andusingitasaveritablewalking-stick,insteadoflettingitspointtouchthegroundinthemostcoquettishofkisses,asistheproperRowmannertodo。Third,andchiefreason,thattryhowyoumight,youcouldscarcelyhelpsupposing,onlookingathisface,thatyoureyeswerenotfarfromawell-finishedmind,insteadofthewell-finishedskinetpraetereanihil,whichisbyrightstheMarkoftheRow。 Theprobabilityisthat,hadnotMrs。Swancourtbeenleftaloneinhercarriageunderthetree,thismanwouldhaveremainedinhisunobservedseclusion。Butseeingherthus,hecameroundtothefront,stoopedundertherail,andstoodbesidethecarriage-door。 Mrs。Swancourtlookedreflectivelyathimforaquarterofaminute,thenheldoutherhandlaughingly: \'Why,HenryKnight——ofcourseitis!My——second——third——fourthcousin——whatshallIsay?Atanyrate,mykinsman。\' \'Yes,oneofaremnantnotyetcutoff。Iscarcelywascertainofyou,either,fromwhereIwasstanding。\' \'IhavenotseenyousinceyoufirstwenttoOxford;considerthenumberofyears!Youknow,Isuppose,ofmymarriage?\' Andtheresprangupadialogueconcerningfamilymattersofbirth,death,andmarriage,whichitisnotnecessarytodetail。Knightpresentlyinquired: \'Theyoungladywhochangedintotheothercarriageis,then,yourstepdaughter?\' \'Yes,Elfride。Youmustknowher。\' \'AndwhowastheladyinthecarriageElfrideentered;whohadanill-definedandwaterylook,asifshewereonlythereflectionofherselfinapool?\' \'LadyLuxellian;veryweakly,Elfridesays。Myhusbandisremotelyconnectedwiththem;butthereisnotmuchintimacyonaccountof。However,Henry,you\'llcomeandseeus,ofcourse。24ChevronSquare。Comethisweek。Weshallonlybeintownaweekortwolonger。\' \'Letmesee。I\'vegottorunuptoOxfordto-morrow,whereI shallbeforseveraldays;sothatImust,Ifear,losethepleasureofseeingyouinLondonthisyear。\' \'ThencometoEndelstow;whynotreturnwithus?\' \'IamafraidifIweretocomebeforeAugustIshouldhavetoleaveagaininadayortwo。Ishouldbedelightedtobewithyouatthebeginningofthatmonth;andIcouldstayanicelongtime。 Ihavethoughtofgoingwestwardallthesummer。\' \'Verywell。Nowrememberthat\'sacompact。Andwon\'tyouwaitnowandseeMr。Swancourt?Hewillnotbeawaytenminuteslonger。\' \'No;I\'llbegtobeexcused;forImustgettomychambersagainthiseveningbeforeIgohome;indeed,Ioughttohavebeentherenow——Ihavesuchapressofmatterstoattendtojustatpresent。 Youwillexplaintohim,please。Good-bye。\' \'Andletusknowthedayofyourappearanceassoonasyoucan。\' \'Iwill\' ChapterXV \'Awanderingvoice。\' Thoughsheerandintelligiblegriefsarenotcharmedawaybybeingconfidedtomereacquaintances,theprocessisapalliativetocertainill-humours。Amongthese,perplexedvexationisone——aspeciesoftroublewhich,likeastream,getsshallowerbythesimpleoperationofwideningitinanyquarter。 OntheeveningofthedaysucceedingthatofthemeetinginthePark,ElfrideandMrs。Swancourtwereengagedinconversationinthedressing-roomofthelatter。Suchatreatmentofsuchacasewasincourseofadoptionhere。 ElfridehadjustbeforereceivedanaffectionateletterfromStephenSmithinBombay,whichhadbeenforwardedtoherfromEndelstow。Butsincethisisnotthecasereferredto,itisnotworthwhiletopryfurtherintothecontentsoftheletterthantodiscoverthat,withrashthoughpardonableconfidenceincomingtimes,headdressedherinhighspiritsashisdarlingfuturewife。Probablytherecannotbeinstancedabrieferandsurerrule- of-thumbtestofaman\'stemperament——sanguineorcautious——thanthis:didheordoesheante-datethewordwifeincorrespondingwithasweet-hearthehonestlyloves? Shehadtakenthisepistleintoherownroom,readalittleofit,thenSAVEDtherestforto-morrow,notwishingtobesoextravagantastoconsumethepleasureallatonce。Nevertheless,shecouldnotresistthewishtoenjoyyetalittlemore,sooutcametheletteragain,andinspiteofmisgivingsastoprodigalitythewholewasdevoured。Theletterwasfinallyreperusedandplacedinherpocket。 Whatwasthis?AlsoanewspaperforElfride,whichshehadoverlookedinherhurrytoopentheletter。ItwastheoldnumberofthePRESENT,containingthearticleuponherbook,forwardedashadbeenrequested。 Elfridehadhastilyreaditthrough,shrunkperceptiblysmaller,andhadthengonewiththepaperinherhandtoMrs。Swancourt\'sdressing-room,tolightenoratleastmodifyhervexationbyadiscriminatingestimatefromherstepmother。 Shewasnowlookingdisconsolatelyoutofthewindow。 \'Nevermind,mychild,\'saidMrs。Swancourtafteracarefulperusalofthematterindicated。\'Idon\'tseethatthereviewissuchaterribleone,afterall。Besides,everybodyhasforgottenaboutitbythistime。I\'msuretheopeningisgoodenoughforanybookeverwritten。Justlisten——itsoundsbetterreadaloudthanwhenyouporeoveritsilently:\"THECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE。 AROMANCEOFTHEMIDDLEAGES。BYERNESTFIELD。Inthebeliefthatwewereforawhileescapingthemonotonousrepetitionofwearisomedetailsinmodernsocialscenery,analysesofuninterestingcharacter,ortheunnaturalunfoldingsofasensationplot,wetookthisvolumeintoourhandswithafeelingofpleasure。Weweredisposedtobeguileourselveswiththefancythatsomenewchangemightpossiblyberungupondonjonkeeps,chainandplatearmour,deeplyscarredcheeks,tendermaidensdisguisedaspages,towhichwehadnotlistenedlongago。”Now,that\'saverygoodbeginning,inmyopinion,andonetobeproudofhavingbroughtoutofamanwhohasneverseenyou。\' \'Ah,yes,\'murmuredElfridewofully。\'But,then,seefurtheron!\' \'Wellthenextbitisratherunkind,Imustown,\'saidMrs。 Swancourt,andreadon。\'\"Insteadofthiswefoundourselvesinthehandsofsomeyounglady,hardlyarrivedatyearsofdiscretion,tojudgebythesillydeviceithasbeenthoughtworthwhiletoadoptonthetitle-page,withtheideaofdisguisinghersex。”\' \'Iamnot\"silly\"!\'saidElfrideindignantly。\'Hemighthavecalledmeanythingbutthat。\' \'Youarenot,indeed。Well:——\"Handsofayounglady……whosechaptersaresimplydevotedtoimpossibletournaments,towers,andescapades,whichreadlikeflatcopiesoflikescenesinthestoriesofMr。G。P。R。James,andthemostunrealportionsofIVANHOE。Thebaitissopalpablyartificialthatthemostcredulousgudgeonturnsaway。”Now,mydear,Idon\'tseeovermuchtocomplainofinthat。ItprovesthatyouwerecleverenoughtomakehimthinkofSirWalterScott,whichisagreatdeal。\' \'Ohyes;thoughIcannotromancemyself,Iamabletoremindhimofthosewhocan!\'Elfrideintendedtohurlthesewordssarcasticallyatherinvisibleenemy,butasshehadnomoresatiricalpowerthanawood-pigeon,theymerelyfellinaprettymurmurfromlipsshapedtoapout。 \'Certainly:andthat\'ssomething。Yourbookisgoodenoughtobebadinanordinaryliterarymanner,anddoesn\'tstandbyitselfinamelancholypositionaltogetherworsethanassailable——\"Thatinterestinanhistoricalromancemaynowadayshaveanychanceofbeingsustained,itisindispensablethatthereaderfindhimselfundertheguidanceofsomenearlyextinctspeciesoflegendary,who,inadditiontoanimpulsetowardsantiquarianresearchandanunweakenedfaithinthemediaevalhalo,shallpossessaninventivefacultyinwhichdelicacyofsentimentisfarovertoppedbyapowerofweldingtostirringincidentaspiritedvarietyoftheelementaryhumanpassions。”Well,thatlong-windedeffusiondoesn\'trefertoyouatall,Elfride,merelysomethingputintofillup。Letmesee,whendoeshecometoyouagain;……nottilltheveryend,actually。Hereyouarefinallypolishedoff: \'\"Buttoreturntothelittleworkwehaveusedasthetextofthisarticle。Wearefarfromaltogetherdisparagingtheauthor\'spowers。Shehasacertainversatilitythatenableshertousewitheffectastyleofnarrationpeculiartoherself,whichmaybecalledamurmuringofdelicateemotionaltrifles,theparticulargiftofthosetowhomthesocialsympathiesofapeacefultimeareasdailyfood。Hence,wheremattersofdomesticexperience,andthenaturaltoucheswhichmakepeoplereal,canbeintroducedwithoutanachronismstoostriking,sheisoccasionallyfelicitous; anduponthewholewefeeljustifiedinsayingthatthebookwillbearlookingintoforthesakeofthoseportionswhichhavenothingwhatevertodowiththestory。” \'Well,Isupposeitisintendedforsatire;butdon\'tthinkanythingmoreofitnow,mydear。Itisseveno\'clock。\'AndMrs。 Swancourtrangforhermaid。 Attackismorepiquantthanconcord。Stephen\'sletterwasconcerningnothingbutonenesswithher:thereviewwastheveryreverse。Andastrangerwithneithernamenorshape,agenorappearance,butamightyvoice,isnaturallyratheraninterestingnoveltytoaladyhechoosestoaddress。WhenElfridefellasleepthatnightshewaslovingthewriteroftheletter,butthinkingofthewriterofthatarticle。 ChapterXVI \'Thenfancyshapes——asfancycan。\' Onadayaboutthreeweekslater,theSwancourttrioweresittingquietlyinthedrawing-roomofTheCrags,Mrs。Swancourt\'shouseatEndelstow,chatting,andtakingeasefulsurveyoftheirpreviousmonthortwooftown——atangiblewearinesseventopeoplewhoseacquaintancestheremightbecountedonthefingers。 AmereseasoninLondonwithherpractisedstep-motherhadsoadvancedElfride\'sperceptions,thathercourtshipbyStephenseemedemotionallymeagre,andtohavedriftedbackseveralyearsintoachildishpast。Inregardingourmentalexperiences,asinvisualobservation,ourownprogressreadslikeadwindlingofthatweprogressfrom。 Shewasseatedonalowchair,lookingoverherromancewithmelancholyinterestforthefirsttimesinceshehadbecomeacquaintedwiththeremarksofthePRESENTthereupon。 \'Stillthinkingofthatreviewer,Elfie?\' \'Notofhimpersonally;butIamthinkingofhisopinion。Really,onlookingintothevolumeafterthislongtimehaselapsed,heseemstohaveestimatedonepartofitfairlyenough。\' \'No,no;Iwouldn\'tshowthewhitefeathernow!Fancythatofallpeopleintheworldthewriterherselfshouldgoovertotheenemy。HowshallMonmouth\'smenfightwhenMonmouthrunsaway?\' \'Idon\'tdothat。ButIthinkheisrightinsomeofhisarguments,thoughwronginothers。AndbecausehehassomeclaimtomyrespectIregretallthemorethatheshouldthinksomistakenlyofmymotivesinoneortwoinstances。Itismorevexingtobemisunderstoodthantobemisrepresented;andhemisunderstandsme。IcannotbeeasywhilstapersongoestorestnightafternightattributingtomeintentionsIneverhad。\' \'Hedoesn\'tknowyourname,oranythingaboutyou。Andhehasdoubtlessforgottenthereissuchabookinexistencebythistime。\' \'Imyselfshouldcertainlylikehimtobeputrightupononeortwomatters,\'saidthevicar,whohadhithertobeensilent。\'Yousee,criticsgoonwriting,andarenevercorrectedorarguedwith,andthereforeareneverimproved。\' \'Papa,\'saidElfridebrightening,\'writetohim!\' \'Iwouldassoonwritetohimaslookathim,forthematterofthat,\'saidMr。Swancourt。 \'Do!Andsay,theyoungpersonwhowrotethebookdidnotadoptamasculinepseudonyminvanityorconceit,butbecauseshewasafraiditwouldbethoughtpresumptuoustopublishhername,andthatshedidnotmeanthestoryforsuchashe,butasasweetenerofhistoryforyoungpeople,whomighttherebyacquireatasteforwhatwentonintheirowncountryhundredsofyearsago,andbetemptedtodivedeeperintothesubject。Oh,thereissomuchtoexplain;IwishImightwritemyself!\' \'Now,Elfie,I\'lltellyouwhatwewilldo,\'answeredMr。 Swancourt,tickledwithasortofbucolichumourattheideaofcriticizingthecritic。\'Youshallwriteaclearaccountofwhatheiswrongin,andIwillcopyitandsenditasmine。\' \'Yes,now,directly!\'saidElfride,jumpingup。\'Whenwillyousendit,papa?\' \'Oh,inadayortwo,Isuppose,\'hereturned。Thenthevicarpausedandslightlyyawned,andinthemannerofelderlypeoplebegantocoolfromhisardourfortheundertakingnowthatitcametothepoint。\'But,really,itishardlyworthwhile,\'hesaid。 \'Opapa!\'saidElfride,withmuchdisappointment。\'Yousaidyouwould,andnowyouwon\'t。Thatisnotfair!\' \'Buthowcanwesenditifwedon\'tknowwhomtosenditto?\' \'Ifyoureallywanttosendsuchathingitcaneasilybedone,\' saidMrs。Swancourt,comingtoherstep-daughter\'srescue。\'Anenvelopeaddressed,\"TotheCriticofTHECOURTOFKELLYONCASTLE,careoftheEditorofthePRESENT,\"wouldfindhim。\' \'Yes,Isupposeitwould。\' \'Whynotwriteyouransweryourself,Elfride?\'Mrs。Swancourtinquired。 \'Imight,\'shesaidhesitatingly;\'andsenditanonymously:thatwouldbetreatinghimashehastreatedme。\' \'Nouseintheworld!\' \'ButIdon\'tliketolethimknowmyexactname。SupposeIputmyinitialsonly?Thelessyouareknownthemoreyouarethoughtof。\' \'Yes;youmightdothat。\' Elfridesettoworkthereandthen。Heronedesireforthelastfortnightseemedlikelytoberealized。Ashappenswithsensitiveandsecludedminds,acontinualdwellinguponthesubjecthadmagnifiedtocolossalproportionsthespacesheassumedherselftooccupyortohaveoccupiedintheoccultcritic\'smind。Atnoonandatnightshehadbeenpesteringherselfwithendeavourstoperceivemoredistinctlyhisconceptionofherasawomanapartfromanauthor:whetherhereallydespisedher;whetherhethoughtmoreorlessofherthanofordinaryyoungwomenwhoneverventuredintothefireofcriticismatall。Nowshewouldhavethesatisfactionoffeelingthatatanyrateheknewhertrueintentincrossinghispath,andannoyinghimsobyherperformance,andbetaughtperhapstodespiseitalittleless。 Fourdayslateranenvelope,directedtoMissSwancourtinastrangehand,madeitsappearancefromthepost-bag。 \'0h,\'saidElfride,herheartsinkingwithinher。\'Canitbefromthatman——alectureforimpertinence?AndactuallyoneforMrs。 Swancourtinthesamehand-writing!\'Shefearedtoopenhers。 \'Yethowcanheknowmyname?No;itissomebodyelse。\' \'Nonsense!\'saidherfathergrimly。\'Yousentyourinitials,andtheDirectorywasavailable。Thoughhewouldn\'thavetakenthetroubletolookthereunlesshehadbeenthoroughlysavagewithyou。Ithoughtyouwrotewithrathermoreasperitythansimpleliterarydiscussionrequired。\'Thistimelyclausewasintroducedtosavethecharacterofthevicar\'sjudgmentunderanyissueofaffairs。 \'Well,hereIgo,\'saidElfride,desperatelytearingopentheseal。 \'Tobesure,ofcourse,\'exclaimedMrs。Swancourt;andlookingupfromherownletter。\'Christopher,Iquiteforgottotellyou,whenImentionedthatIhadseenmydistantrelative,HarryKnight,thatIinvitedhimhereforwhateverlengthoftimehecouldspare。AndnowhesayshecancomeanydayinAugust。\' \'Write,andsaythefirstofthemonth,\'repliedtheindiscriminatevicar。 Shereadom\'Goodnessme——andthatisn\'tall。HeisactuallythereviewerofElfride\'sbook。Howabsurd,tobesure!IhadnoideahereviewednovelsorhadanythingtodowiththePRESENT。Heisabarrister——andIthoughtheonlywroteintheQuarterlies。Why,Elfride,youhavebroughtaboutanoddentanglement!Whatdoeshesaytoyou?\' Elfridehadputdownherletterwithadissatisfiedflushonherface。\'Idon\'tknow。Theideaofhisknowingmynameandallaboutme!……Why,hesaysnothingparticular,onlythis—— \'\"MYDEARMADAM,——ThoughIamsorrythatmyremarksshouldhaveseemedharshtoyou,itisapleasuretofindthattheyhavebeenthemeansofbringingforthsuchaningeniouslyarguedreply。 Unfortunately,itissolongsinceIwrotemyreview,thatmymemorydoesnotservemesufficientlytosayasinglewordinmydefence,evensupposingthereremainsonetobesaid,whichisdoubtful。You,willfindfromaletterIhavewrittentoMrs。 Swancourt,thatwearenotsuchstrangerstoeachotheraswehavebeenimagining。Possibly,Imayhavethepleasureofseeingyousoon,whenanyargumentyouchoosetoadvanceshallreceivealltheattentionitdeserves。” \'Thatisdimsarcasm——Iknowitis。\' \'Ohno,Elfride。\' \'Andthen,hisremarksdidn\'tseemharsh——ImeanIdidnotsayso。\' \'Hethinksyouareinafrightfultemper,\'saidMr。Swancourt,chucklinginundertones。 \'Andhewillcomeandseeme,andfindtheauthoressascontemptibleinspeechasshehasbeenimpertinentinmanner。I doheartilywishIhadneverwrittenawordtohim!\' \'Nevermind,\'saidMrs。Swancourt,alsolaughinginlowquietjerks;\'itwillmakethemeetingsuchacomicalaffair,andaffordsplendidby-playforyourfatherandmyself。TheideaofourrunningourheadsagainstHarryKnightallthetime!Icannotgetoverthat。\' ThevicarhadimmediatelyrememberedthenametobethatofStephenSmith\'spreceptorandfriend;buthavingceasedtoconcernhimselfinthematterhemadenoremarktothateffect,consistentlyforbearingtoalludetoanythingwhichcouldrestorerecollectionofthe(tohim)disagreeablemistakewithregardtopoorStephen\'slineageandposition。Elfridehadofcourseperceivedthesamething,whichaddedtothecomplicationofrelationshipameshthatherstepmotherknewnothingof。 TheidentificationscarcelyheightenedKnight\'sattractionsnow,thoughatwelvemonthagoshewouldonlyhavecaredtoseehimfortheinteresthepossessedasStephen\'sfriend。FortunatelyforKnight\'sadvent,suchareasonforwelcomehadonlybeguntobeawkwardtoheratatimewhentheinteresthehadacquiredonhisownaccountmadeitnolongernecessary。 Thesecoincidences,incommonwithallrelatingtohim,tendedtokeepElfride\'sminduponthestretchconcerningKnight。Aswashercustomwhenuponthehornsofadilemma,shewalkedoffbyherselfamongthelaurelbushes,andthere,standingstillandsplittingupaleafwithoutremovingitfromitsstalk,fetchedbackrecollectionsofStephen\'sfrequentwordsinpraiseofhisfriend,andwishedshehadlistenedmoreattentively。Then,stillpullingtheleaf,shewouldblushatsomefanciedmortificationthatwouldaccruetoherfromhiswordswhentheymet,inconsequenceofherintrusiveness,asshenowconsideredit,inwritingtohim。 Thenextdevelopmentofhermeditationswasthesubjectofwhatthisman\'spersonalappearancemightbe——washetallorshort,darkorfair,gayorgrim?ShewouldhaveaskedMrs。Swancourtbutfortheriskshemighttherebyincurofsometeasingremarkbeingreturned。UltimatelyElfridewouldsay,\'Oh,whataplaguethatrevieweristome!\'andturnherfacetowheresheimaginedIndialay,andmurmurtoherself,\'Ah,mylittlehusband,whatareyoudoingnow?Letmesee,whereareyou——south,east,where?Behindthathill,eversofarbehind!\' ChapterXVII \'Herwelcome,spokeinfalteringphrase。\' \'ThereisHenryKnight,Ideclare!\'saidMrs。Swancourtoneday。 TheyweregazingfromthejuttingangleofawildenclosurenotfarfromTheCrags,whichalmostoverhungthevalleyalreadydescribedasleadingupfromtheseaandlittleportofCastleBoterel。Thestonyescarpmentuponwhichtheystoodhadthecontourofaman\'sface,anditwascoveredwithfurzeaswithabeard。Peopleinthefieldabovewerepreservedfromanaccidentalrolldowntheseprominencesandhollowsbyahedgeontheverycrest,whichwasdoingthatkindlyserviceforElfrideandhermothernow。 Scramblinghigherintothehedgeandstretchingherneckfurtheroverthefurze,Elfridebeheldtheindividualsignified。Hewaswalkingleisurelyalongthelittlegreenpathatthebottom,besidethestream,asatchelslunguponhislefthip,astoutwalking-stickinhishand,andabrown-hollandsun-hatuponhishead。Thesatchelwaswornandold,andtheouterpolishedsurfaceoftheleatherwascrackedandpeelingoff。 KnighthavingarrivedoverthehillstoCastleBotereluponthetopofacrazyomnibus,preferredtowalktheremainingtwomilesupthevalley,leavinghisluggagetobebroughton。 Behindhimwandered,helter-skelter,aboyofwhomKnighthadbrieflyinquiredthewaytoEndelstow;andbythatnaturallawofphysicswhichcauseslesserbodiestogravitatetowardsthegreater,thisboyhadkeptneartoKnight,andtrottedlikealittledogcloseathisheels,whistlingashewent,withhiseyesfixeduponKnight\'sbootsastheyroseandfell。 WhentheyhadreachedapointpreciselyoppositethatinwhichMrs。andMissSwancourtlayinambush,Knightstoppedandturnedround。 \'Lookhere,myboy,\'hesaid。 Theboypartedhislips,openedhiseyes,andanswerednothing。 \'Here\'ssixpenceforyou,onconditionthatyoudon\'tagaincomewithintwentyyardsofmyheels,allthewayupthevalley。\' Theboy,whoapparentlyhadnotknownhehadbeenlookingatKnight\'sheelsatall,tookthesixpencemechanically,andKnightwentonagain,wraptinmeditation。 \'Anicevoice,\'Elfridethought;\'butwhatasingulartemper!\' \'Nowwemustgetindoorsbeforeheascendstheslope,\'saidMrs。 Swancourtsoftly。Andtheywentacrossbyashortcutoverastile,enteringthelawnbyasidedoor,andsoontothehouse。 Mr。Swancourthadgoneintothevillagewiththecurate,andElfridefelttoonervoustoawaittheirvisitor\'sarrivalinthedrawing-roomwithMrs。Swancourt。Sothatwhentheelderladyentered,Elfridemadesomepretenceofperceivinganewvarietyofcrimsongeranium,andlingeredbehindamongtheflowerbeds。 Therewasnothinggainedbythis,afterall,shethought;andafewminutesafterboldlycameintothehousebytheglassside- door。Shewalkedalongthecorridor,andenteredthedrawing- room。Nobodywasthere。 Awindowattheangleoftheroomopeneddirectlyintoanoctagonalconservatory,enclosingthecornerofthebuilding。 Fromtheconservatorycamevoicesinconversation——Mrs。 Swancourt\'sandthestranger\'s。 Shehadexpectedhimtotalkbrilliantly。Tohersurprisehewasaskingquestionsinquitealearner\'smanner,onsubjectsconnectedwiththeflowersandshrubsthatshehadknownforyears。Whenafterthelapseofafewminuteshespokeatsomelength,sheconsideredtherewasahardsquaredecisivenessintheshapeofhissentences,asif,unlikeherownandStephen\'s,theywerenotthereandthennewlyconstructed,butweredrawnforthfromalargestoreready-made。Theywerenowapproachingthewindowtocomeinagain。 \'Thatisaflesh-colouredvariety,\'saidMrs。Swancourt。\'Butoleanders,thoughtheyaresuchbulkyshrubs,aresoveryeasilywoundedastobeunprunable——giantswiththesensitivenessofyoungladies。Oh,hereisElfride!\' ElfridelookedasguiltyandcrestfallenasLadyTeazleatthedroppingofthescreen。Mrs。Swancourtpresentedhimhalfcomically,andKnightinaminuteortwoplacedhimselfbesidetheyounglady。 AcomplexityofinstinctscheckedElfride\'sconventionalsmilesofcomplaisanceandhospitality;and,tomakeherstilllesscomfortable,Mrs。Swancourtimmediatelyafterwardsleftthemtogethertoseekherhusband。Mr。Knight,however,didnotseematallincommodedbyhisfeelings,andhesaidwithlighteasefulness: \'So,MissSwancourt,Ihavemetyouatlast。YouescapedmebyafewminutesonlywhenwewereinLondon。\' \'Yes。IfoundthatyouhadseenMrs。Swancourt。\' \'Andnowreviewerandreviewedarefacetoface,\'headdedunconcernedly。 \'Yes:thoughthefactofyourbeingarelationofMrs。Swancourt\'stakesofftheedgeofit。Itwasstrangethatyoushouldbeoneofherfamilyallthetime。\'Elfridebegantorecoverherselfnow,andtolookintoKnight\'sface。\'IwasmerelyanxioustoletyouknowmyREALmeaninginwritingthebook——extremelyanxious。\' \'Icanquiteunderstandthewish;andIwasgratifiedthatmyremarksshouldhavereachedhome。Theyveryseldomdo,Iamafraid。\' Elfridedrewherselfin。Herehewas,stickingtohisopinionsasfirmlyasiffriendshipandpolitenessdidnotintheleastrequireanimmediaterenunciationofthem。 \'Youmademeveryuneasyandsorrybywritingsuchthings!\'shemurmured,suddenlydroppingthemerecacueterieofafashionablefirstintroduction,andspeakingwithsomeofthedudgeonofachildtowardsasevereschoolmaster。 \'Thatisrathertheobjectofhonestcriticsinsuchacase。Nottocauseunnecessarysorrow,but:\"Tomakeyousorryafterapropermanner,thatyemayreceivedamagebyusinnothing,\"asapowerfulpenoncewrotetotheGentiles。Areyougoingtowriteanotherromance?\' \'Writeanother?\'shesaid。\'Thatsomebodymaypenacondemnationand\"nail\'twi\'Scripture\"again,asyoudonow,Mr。Knight?\' \'Youmaydobetternexttime,\'hesaidplacidly:\'Ithinkyouwill。ButIwouldadviseyoutoconfineyourselftodomesticscenes。\' \'Thankyou。Butneveragain!\' \'Well,youmayberight。Thatayoungwomanhastakentowritingisnotbyanymeansthebestthingtohearabouther。\' \'Whatisthebest?\' \'Iprefernottosay。\' \'Doyouknow?Then,dotellme,please。\' \'Well\'——(Knightwasevidentlychanginghismeaning)——\'Isupposetohearthatshehasmarried。\' Elfridehesitated。\'Andwhatwhenshehasbeenmarried?\'shesaidatlast,partlyinordertowithdrawherownpersonfromtheargument。 \'Thentohearnomoreabouther。ItisasSmeatonsaidofhislighthouse:hergreatestrealpraise,whenthenoveltyofherinaugurationhaswornoff,isthatnothinghappenstokeepthetalkofheralive。\' \'Yes,Isee,\'saidElfridesoftlyandthoughtfully。\'Butofcourseitisdifferentquitewithmen。Whydon\'tyouwritenovels,Mr。Knight?\' \'BecauseIcouldn\'twriteonethatwouldinterestanybody。\' \'Why?\' \'Forseveralreasons。Itrequiresajudiciousomissionofyourrealthoughtstomakeanovelpopular,foronething。\' \'Isthatreallynecessary?Well,Iamsureyoucouldlearntodothatwithpractice,\'saidElfridewithanex-cathedraair,asbecameapersonwhospokefromexperienceintheart。\'Youwouldmakeagreatnameforcertain,\'shecontinued。 \'Somanypeoplemakeanamenowadays,thatitismoredistinguishedtoremaininobscurity。\' \'Tellmeseriously——apartfromthesubject——whydon\'tyouwriteavolumeinsteadofloosearticles?\'sheinsisted。 \'Sinceyouarepleasedtomakemetalkofmyself,Iwilltellyouseriously,\'saidKnight,notlessamusedatthiscatechismbyhisyoungfriendthanhewasinterestedinherappearance。\'AsIhaveimplied,Ihavenotthewish。AndifIhadthewish,Icouldnotnowconcentratesufficiently。Weallhaveonlyouronecruseofenergygivenustomakethebestof。Andwherethatenergyhasbeenleakedawayweekbyweek,quarterbyquarter,asminehasforthelastnineortenyears,thereisnotenoughdammedbackbehindthemillatanygivenperiodtosupplytheforceacompletebookonanysubjectrequires。Thenthereistheself-confidenceandwaitingpower。Wherequickresultshavegrowncustomary,theyarefataltoalivelyfaithinthefuture。\' \'Yes,Icomprehend;andsoyouchoosetowriteinfragments?\' \'No,Idon\'tchoosetodoitinthesenseyoumean;choosingfromawholeworldofprofessions,allpossible。Itwasbytheconstraintofaccidentmerely。NotthatIobjecttotheaccident。\' \'Whydon\'tyouobject——Imean,whydoyoufeelsoquietaboutthings?\'Elfridewashalfafraidtoquestionhimso,butherintensecuriositytoseewhattheinsideofliteraryMr。Knightwaslike,kepthergoingon。 Knightcertainlydidnotmindbeingfrankwithher。Instancesofthistraitinmenwhoarenotwithoutfeeling,butarereticentfromhabit,mayberecalledbyallofus。Whentheyfindalistenerwhocanbynopossibilitymakeuseofthem,rivalthem,orcondemnthem,reservedandevensuspiciousmenoftheworldbecomefrank,keenlyenjoyingtheinnersideoftheirfrankness。 \'WhyIdon\'tmindtheaccidentalconstraint,\'hereplied,\'isbecause,inmakingbeginnings,achancelimitationofdirectionisoftenbetterthanabsolutefreedom。\' \'Isee——thatis,IshouldifIquiteunderstoodwhatallthosegeneralitiesmean。\' \'Why,this:Thatanarbitraryfoundationforone\'swork,whichnolengthofthoughtcanalter,leavestheattentionfreetofixitselfontheworkitself,andmakethebestofit。\' \'Lateralcompressionforcingaltitude,aswouldbesaidinthattongue,\'shesaidmischievously。\'AndIsupposewherenolimitexists,asinthecaseofarichmanwithawidetastewhowantstodosomething,itwillbebettertochoosealimitcapriciouslythantohavenone。\' \'Yes,\'hesaidmeditatively。\'Icangoasfarasthat。\' \'Well,\'resumedElfride,\'Ithinkitbetterforaman\'snatureifhedoesnothinginparticular。\' \'Thereissuchacaseasbeingobligedto。\' \'Yes,yes;Iwasspeakingofwhenyouarenotobligedforanyotherreasonthandelightintheprospectoffame。Ihavethoughtmanytimeslatelythatathinwidespreadhappiness,commencingnow,andofapiecewiththedaysofyourlife,ispreferabletoananticipatedheapfarawayinthefuture,andnonenow。\' \'Why,that\'stheverythingIsaidjustnowasbeingtheprincipleofallephemeraldoerslikemyself。\' \'Oh,Iamsorrytohaveparodiedyou,\'shesaidwithsomeconfusion。\'Yes,ofcourse。Thatiswhatyoumeantaboutnottryingtobefamous。\'Andsheadded,withthequicknessofconvictioncharacteristicofhermind:\'Thereismuchlittlenessintryingtobegreat。Amanmustthinkagooddealofhimself,andbeconceitedenoughtobelieveinhimself,beforehetriesatall。\' \'Butitissoonenoughtosaythereisharminaman\'sthinkingagooddealofhimselfwhenitisprovedhehasbeenthinkingwrong,andtoosoonthensometimes。Besides,weshouldnotconcludethatamanwhostrivesearnestlyforsuccessdoessowithastrongsenseofhisownmerit。Hemayseehowlittlesuccesshastodowithmerit,andhismotivemaybehisveryhumility。\' ThismanneroftreatingherratherprovokedElfride。Nosoonerdidsheagreewithhimthanheceasedtoseemtowishit,andtooktheotherside。\'Ah,\'shethoughtinwardly,\'Ishallhavenothingtodowithamanofthiskind,thoughheisourvisitor。\' \'Ithinkyouwillfind,\'resumedKnight,pursuingtheconversationmoreforthesakeoffinishingoffhisthoughtsonthesubjectthanforengagingherattention,\'thatinactuallifeitismerelyamatterofinstinctwithmen——thistryingtopushon。Theyawaketoarecognitionthattheyhave,withoutpremeditation,beguntotryalittle,andtheysaytothemselves,\"SinceIhavetriedthusmuch,Iwilltryalittlemore。”Theygoonbecausetheyhavebegun。\' Elfride,inherturn,wasnotparticularlyattendingtohiswordsatthismoment。Shehad,unconsciouslytoherself,awayofseizinganypointintheremarksofaninterlocutorwhichinterestedher,anddwellinguponit,andthinkingthoughtsofherownthereupon,totallyobliviousofallthathemightsayincontinuation。Onsuchoccasionssheartlesslysurveyedthepersonspeaking;andthentherewasatimeforapainter。Hereyesseemedtolookatyou,andpastyou,asyouwerethen,intoyourfuture;andpastyourfutureintoyoureternity——notreadingit,butgazinginanunused,unconsciousway——hermindstillclingingtoitsoriginalthought。 ThisishowshewaslookingatKnight。