第13章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:18068更新时间:18/12/13 16:52:01
Knightfeltuncomfortablywetandchilled,butglowingwithfervournevertheless。HefullyappreciatedElfride\'sgirlishdelicacyinrefusinghisescortinthemeagrehabilimentsshewore,yetfeltthatnecessaryabstractionofherselfforashorthalf-hourasamostgrievouslosstohim。 Hegatheredupherknottedandtwistedplumageoflinen,lace,andembroiderywork,andlaiditacrosshisarm。Henoticedonthegroundanenvelope,limpandwet。Inendeavouringtorestorethistoitspropershape,heloosenedfromtheenvelopeapieceofpaperithadcontained,whichwasseizedbythewindinfallingfromKnight\'shand。Itwasblowntotheright,blowntotheleft—— itfloatedtotheedgeofthecliffandoverthesea,whereitwashurledaloft。Ittwirledintheair,andthenflewbackoverhishead。 Knightfollowedthepaper,andsecuredit。Havingdoneso,helookedtodiscoverifithadbeenworthsecuring。 Thetroublesomesheetwasabanker\'sreceiptfortwohundredpounds,placedtothecreditofMissSwancourt,whichtheimpracticalgirlhadtotallyforgottenshecarriedwithher。 Knightfoldeditascarefullyasitsmoistconditionwouldallow,putitinhispocket,andfollowedElfride。 ChapterXXIII \'Shouldauldacquaintancebeforgot?\' BythistimeStephenSmithhadsteppedoutuponthequayatCastleBoterel,andbreathedhisnativeair。 Adarkerskin,amorepronouncedmoustache,andanincipientbeard,werethechiefadditionsandchangesnoticeableinhisappearance。 Inspiteofthefallingrain,whichhadsomewhatlessened,hetookasmallvaliseinhishand,and,leavingtheremainderofhisluggageattheinn,ascendedthehillstowardsEastEndelstow。 Thisplacelayinavaleofitsown,furtherinlandthanthewestvillage,andthoughsonearit,hadlittleofphysicalfeatureincommonwiththelatter。EastEndelstowwasmorewoodedandfertile:itboastedofLordLuxellian\'smansionandpark,andwasfreefromthosebleakopenuplandswhichlentsuchanairofdesolationtothevicinageofthecoast——alwaysexceptingthesmallvalleyinwhichstoodthevicarageandMrs。Swancourt\'soldhouse,TheCrags。 Stephenhadarrivednearlyatthesummitoftheridgewhentherainagainincreaseditsvolume,and,lookingaboutfortemporaryshelter,heascendedasteeppathwhichpenetrateddensehazelbushesinthelowerpartofitscourse。Furtherupitemergeduponaledgeimmediatelyovertheturnpike-road,andshelteredbyanoverhangingfaceofrubblerock,withbushesabove。Forareasonofhisownhemadethisspothisrefugefromthestorm,andturninghisfacetotheleft,connedthelandscapeasabook。 HewasoverlookingthevalleycontainingElfride\'sresidence。 Fromthispointofobservationtheprospectexhibitedthepeculiarityofbeingeitherbrilliantforegroundorthesubduedtoneofdistance,asuddendipinthesurfaceofthecountryloweringoutofsightalltheintermediateprospect。Inapparentcontactwiththetreesandbushesgrowingclosebesidehimappearedthedistanttract,terminatedsuddenlybythebrinkoftheseriesofcliffswhichculminatedinthetallgiantwithoutaname——smallandunimportantasherebeheld。AleafonaboughatStephen\'selbowblottedoutawholehillinthecontrastingdistrictfaraway;agreenbunchofnutscoveredacompleteuplandthere,andthegreatcliffitselfwasoutviedbyapigmycraginthebankhardbyhim。Stephenhadlookeduponthesethingshundredsoftimesbeforeto-day,buthehadneverviewedthemwithsuchtendernessasnow。 Steppingforwardinthisdirectionyetalittlefurther,hecouldseethetowerofWestEndelstowChurch,beneathwhichhewastomeethisElfridethatnight。Andatthesametimehenoticed,comingoverthehillfromthecliffs,awhitespeckinmotion。Itseemedfirsttobeasea-gullflyinglow,butultimatelyprovedtobeahumanfigure,runningwithgreatrapidity。Theformflittedon,heedlessoftherainwhichhadcausedStephen\'shaltinthisplace,droppeddowntheheatheryhill,enteredthevale,andwasoutofsight。 Whilsthemeditateduponthemeaningofthisphenomenon,hewassurprisedtoseeswimintohiskenfromthesamepointofdepartureanothermovingspeck,asdifferentfromthefirstaswellcouldbe,insomuchthatitwasperceptibleonlybyitsblackness。Slowlyandregularlyittookthesamecourse,andtherewasnotmuchdoubtthatthiswastheformofaman。He,too,graduallydescendedfromtheupperlevels,andwaslostinthevalleybelow。 Therainhadbythistimeagainabated,andStephenreturnedtotheroad。Lookingahead,hesawtwomenandacart。Theyweresoonobscuredbytheinterventionofahighhedge。Justbeforetheyemergedagainheheardvoicesinconversation。 \'\'Amustsoonbeinthenaibourhood,too,ifsobehe\'sa-coming,\' saidatenortongue,whichStepheninstantlyrecognizedasMartinCannister\'s。 \'\'Amust\'ab\'lieve,\'saidanothervoice——thatofStephen\'sfather。 Stephensteppedforward,andcamebeforethemfacetoface。HisfatherandMartinwerewalking,dressedintheirsecondbestsuits,andbesidethemrambledalongagrizzelhorseandbrightlypaintedspring-cart。 \'Allright,Mr。Cannister;here\'sthelostman!\'exclaimedyoungSmith,enteringatonceupontheoldstyleofgreeting。\'Father,hereIam。\' \'Allright,mysonny;andgladIbefor\'t!\'returnedJohnSmith,overjoyedtoseetheyoungman。\'Howbeye?Well,comealonghome,anddon\'tlet\'sbideouthereinthedamp。SuchweathermustbeterriblebadforayoungchapjustcomefromafierynationlikeIndy;hey,naibourCannister?\' \'Trew,trew。Andaboutgettinghomehistraps?Boxes,monstrousbales,andnoblepackagesofforeigndescription,Imakenodoubt?\' \'Hardlyallthat,\'saidStephenlaughing。 \'Webroughtthecart,maningtogorightontoCastleBoterelaforeyelanded,\'saidhisfather。\'\"Putinthehorse,\"saysMartin。\"Ay,\"saysI,\"sowewill;\"anddiditstraightway。Now,maybe,Martinhadbettergoonwi\'thecartforthethings,andyouandIwalkhome-along。\' \'AndIshallbebacka\'mostassoonasyou。Peggyisaprettystepstill,thoughtimed\'begintotelluponherasupontheresto\'us。\' StephentoldMartinwheretofindhisbaggage,andthencontinuedhisjourneyhomewardinthecompanyofhisfather。 \'Owingtoyourcomingadaysoonerthanwefirstexpected,\'saidJohn,\'you\'llfindusinaturkofamess,sir——\"sir,\"saysItomyownson!butye\'vegoneupso,Stephen。We\'vekilledthepigthismorningforye,thinkingye\'dbehungry,andgladofamorseloffreshmate。And\'awon\'tbecutuptillto-night。However,wecanmakeyeagoodsupperoffry,whichwillchawupwellwi\'adabo\'mustardandafewnicenewtaters,andadropofshillingaletowashitdown。Yourmotherhavescrubbedthehousethroughbecauseyewerecoming,anddustedallthechimmerfurniture,andboughtanewbasinandjugofatravellingcrockery-womanthatcametoourdoor,andscouredthecannel-sticks,andclanedthewinders!Ay,Idon\'tknowwhat\'aha\'n\'tadone。Neverweresuchasteer,\'ab\'lieve。\' ConversationofthiskindandinquiriesofStephenforhismother\'swellbeingoccupiedthemfortheremainderofthejourney。 Whentheydrewneartheriver,andthecottagebehindit,theycouldhearthemaster-mason\'sclockstrikingoffthebygonehoursofthedayatintervalsofaquarterofaminute,duringwhichintervalsStephen\'simaginationreadilypicturedhismother\'sforefingerwanderingroundthedialincompanywiththeminute- hand。 \'Theclockstoppedthismorning,andyourmotherinputtingenrightseemingly,\'saidhisfatherinanexplanatorytone;andtheywentupthegardentothedoor。 Whentheyhadentered,andStephenhaddutifullyandwarmlygreetedhismother——whoappearedinacottondressofadark-blueground,coveredbroadcastwithamultitudeofnewandfullmoons,stars,andplanets,withanoccasionaldashofacomet-likeaspecttodiversifythescene——thecrackleofcart-wheelswasheardoutside,andMartinCannisterstampedinatthedoorway,intheformofapairoflegsbeneathagreatbox,hisbodybeingnowherevisible。Whentheluggagehadbeenalltakendown,andStephenhadgoneupstairstochangehisclothes,Mrs。Smith\'smindseemedtorecoveralostthread。 \'Reallyourclockisnotworthapenny,\'shesaid,turningtoitandattemptingtostartthependulum。 \'Stoppedagain?\'inquiredMartinwithcommiseration。 \'Yes,sure,\'repliedMrs。Smith;andcontinuedafterthemannerofcertainmatrons,towhosetonguestheharmonyofasubjectwithacasualmoodisagreaterrecommendationthanitspertinencetotheoccasion,\'Johnwouldspendpoundsayearuponthejimcrackoldthing,ifhemight,inhavingitclaned,whenatthesametimeyoumaydoctorityourselfaswell。\"Theclock\'sstoppedagain,John,\"Isaytohim。\"Betterhaveenclaned,\"sayshe。There\'sfiveshillings。\"Thatclockgrindsagain,\"Isaytoen。\"Betterhaveenclaned,\"\'asaysagain。\"Thatclockstrikeswrong,John,\" saysI。\"Betterhaveenclaned,\"hegoeson。ThewheelswouldhavebeenpolishedtoskeletonsbythistimeifIhadlistenedtoen,andIassureyouwecouldhaveboughtachainey-facedbeautywi\'thegoodmoneywe\'veflungawaytheselasttenyearsuponthisoldgreen-facedmortal。And,Martin,youmustbewet。Mysonisgoneuptochange。JohnisdamperthanIshouldliketobe,but\'acallsitnothing。SomeofMrs。Swancourt\'sservantshavebeenhere——theyraninoutoftherainwhengoingforawalk——andI assureyouthestateoftheirbonnetswasfrightful。\' \'How\'sthefolks?We\'vebeenovertoCastleBoterel,andwhatwi\' runningandstoppingoutofthestorms,mypoorheadisbeyondeverything!fizz,fizzfizz;\'tisfryingo\'fishfrommorningtonight,\'saidacrackedvoiceinthedoorwayatthisinstant。 \'Lordso\'s,who\'sthat?\'saidMrs。Smith,inaprivateexclamation,andturningroundsawWilliamWorm,endeavouringtomakehimselflookpassingcivilandfriendlybyoverspreadinghisfacewithalargesmilethatseemedtohavenoconnectionwiththehumourhewasin。Behindhimstoodawomanabouttwicehissize,withalargeumbrellaoverherhead。ThiswasMrs。Worm,William\'swife。 \'Comein,William,\'saidJohnSmith。\'Wedon\'tkillapigeveryday。Andyou,likewise,Mrs。Worm。Imakeyewelcome。SinceyeleftParsonSwancourt,William,Idon\'tseemuchof\'ee。\' \'No,fortotellthetruth,sinceItooktotheturn-pike-gateline,I\'vebeenoutbutlittle,comingtochurcho\'Sundaysnotbeingmydutynow,as\'twasinaparson\'sfamily,yousee。 However,ourboyisabletomindthegatenow,andIsaid,saysI,\"Barbara,let\'scallandseeJohnSmith。”\' \'Iamsorrytohearyerporeheadissobadstill。\' \'Ay,Iassureyouthatfryingo\'fishisgoingonfornightsanddays。And,youknow,sometimes\'tisn\'tonlyfish,butrasherso\' baconandinions。Ay,Icanhearthefatpopandfizzasnateralaslife;can\'tI,Barbara?\' Mrs。Worm,whohadbeenallthistimeengagedinclosingherumbrella,corroboratedthisstatement,andnow,comingindoors,showedherselftobeawide-faced,comfortable-lookingwoman,withawartuponhercheek,bearingasmalltuftofhairinitscentre。 \'Haveyeevertriedanythingtocureyernoise,MaisterWorm?\' inquiredMartinCannister。 \'Ohay;blessye,I\'vetriedeverything。Ay,Providenceisamercifulman,andIhavehopedHe\'dhavefounditoutbythistime,livingsomanyyearsinaparson\'sfamily,too,asIhave,but\'adon\'tseemtorelieveme。Ay,Ibeapoorwamblingman,andlife\'saminto\'trouble!\' \'True,mournfultrue,WilliamWorm。\'Tisso。Theworldwantslookingto,or\'tisallsixesandsevenswi\'us。\' \'Takeyourthingsoff,Mrs。Worm,\'saidMrs。Smith。\'Weberatherinamuddle,totellthetruth,formysonisjustdroppedinfromIndyadaysoonerthanweexpected,andthepig-killeriscomingpresentlytocutup。\' Mrs。BarbaraWorm,notwishingtotakeanymeanadvantageofpersonsinamuddlebyobservingthem,removedherbonnetandmantlewitheyesfixedupontheflowersintheplotoutsidethedoor。 \'Whatbeautifultiger-lilies!\'saidMrs。Worm。 \'Yes,theybeverywell,butsuchatroubletomeonaccountofthechildrenthatcomehere。Theywillgoeatingtheberriesonthestem,andcall\'emcurrants。Tastewi\'junivalsisquitefancy,really。\' \'Andyoursnapdragonslookasfierceasever。\' \'Well,really,\'answeredMrs。Smith,enteringdidacticallyintothesubject,\'theyaremorelikeChristiansthanflowers。Buttheymakeupwellenoughwi\'therest,anddon\'trequiremuchtending。Andthesamecanbesaido\'thesemiller\'swheels。\'TisaflowerIlikeverymuch,thoughsosimple。Johnsayshenevercaresabouttheflowerso\'\'em,butmenhavenoeyeforanythingneat。Hesayshisfavouriteflowerisacauliflower。AndI assureyouItrembleinthespringtime,for\'tisperfectmurder。\' \'Youdon\'tsayso,Mrs。Smith!\' \'Johndigsroundtheroots,youknow。Ingoeshisblunderingspade,throughroots,bulbs,everythingthathasn\'tgotagoodshowaboveground,turning\'emupcutalltoslices。OnlytheverylastfallIwenttomovesometulips,whenIfoundeverybulbupsidedown,andthestemscrookedround。Hehadturned\'emoverinthespring,andthecunningcreatureshadsoonfoundthatheavenwasnotwhereitusedtobe。\' \'What\'sthatlong-favouredflowerunderthehedge?\' \'They?OLord,theyarethehorridJacob\'sladders!Insteadofpraising\'em,Ibemadwi\'\'emforbeingsoreadytobidewheretheyarenotwanted。Theybeverywellintheirway,butIdonotcareforthingsthatneglectwon\'tkill。DowhatIwill,dig,drag,scrap,pull,Igettoomanyof\'em。Ichoptheroots:upthey\'llcome,treblestrong。Throw\'emoverhedge;therethey\'llgrow,staringmeinthefacelikeahungrydogdrivenaway,andcreepbackagaininaweekortwothesameasbefore。\'TisJacob\'sladderhere,Jacob\'sladderthere,andplant\'emwherenothingintheworldwillgrow,yougetcrowdsof\'eminamonthortwo。Johnmadeanewmanuremixenlastsummer,andhesaid,\"Maria,nowifyou\'vegotanyflowersorsuchlike,thatyoudon\'twant,youmayplant\'emroundmymixensoastohideitabit,though\'tisnotlikelyanythingofmuchvaluewillgrowthere。”I thought,\"There\'sthemJacob\'sladders;I\'llputthemthere,sincetheycan\'tdoharminsuchaplace;\"andIplantedtheJacob\'sladderssureenough。Theygrowed,andtheygrowed,inthemixenandoutofthemixen,alloverthelitter,coveringitquiteup。 WhenJohnwantedtouseitaboutthegarden,\'asaid,\"NationseizethemJacob\'sladdersofyours,Maria!They\'veeatthegoodnessoutofeverymorselofmymanure,sothat\'tisnobetterthansanditself!\"Sureenoughthehungrymortalshad。\'Tismybeliefthatinthesecretsoulso\'\'em,Jacob\'sladdersbeweeds,andnotflowersatall,ifthetruthwasknown。\' RobertLickpan,pig-killerandcarrier,arrivedatthismoment。 Thefattedanimalhanginginthebackkitchenwascleftdownthemiddleofitsbackbone,Mrs。Smithbeingmeanwhileengagedincookingsupper。 Betweenthecuttingandchopping,alewashandedround,andWormandthepig-killerlistenedtoJohnSmith\'sdescriptionofthemeetingwithStephen,witheyesblanklyfixeduponthetable- cloth,inorderthatnothingintheexternalworldshouldinterrupttheireffortstoconjureupthescenecorrectly。 Stephencamedownstairsinthemiddleofthestory,andafterthelittleinterruptionoccasionedbyhisentranceandwelcome,thenarrativewasagaincontinued,preciselyasifhehadnotbeenthereatall,andwastoldinclusivelytohim,astosomebodywhoknewnothingaboutthematter。 \'\"Ay,\"Isaid,asIcatchedsighto\'enthroughthebrimbles,\"that\'sthelad,forId\'knowenbyhisgrand-father\'swalk;\"for\'astappedoutlikepoorfatherforalltheworld。Stilltherewasatoucho\'thefriskythatsetmewondering。\'Agotcloser,andIsaid,\"That\'sthelad,forId\'knowenbyhiscarryingablackcaselikeatravellingman。”Still,aroadiscommontoalltheworld,andtherebemoretravellingmenthanone。ButIkeptmyeyecocked,andIsaidtoMartin,\"\'Tistheboy,now,forId\' knowenbythewoldtwirlo\'thestickandthefamilystep。”Then\'acomecloser,anda\'said,\"Allright。”Icouldsweartoenthen。\' Stephen\'spersonalappearancewasnextcriticised。 \'Hed\'lookadealthinnerinface,surely,thanwhenIseedenattheparson\'s,andneverknoweden,ifye\'llbelieveme,\'saidMartin。 \'Ay,there,\'saidanother,withoutremovinghiseyesfromStephen\'sface,\'Ishouldha\'knowedenanywhere。\'Tishisfather\'snosetoaT。\' \'Ithasbeenoftenremarked,\'saidStephenmodestly。 \'Andhe\'scertainlytaller,\'saidMartin,lettinghisglancerunoverStephen\'sformfrombottomtotop。 \'Iwasthinking\'awasexactlythesameheight,\'Wormreplied。 \'Blessthysoul,that\'sbecausehe\'sbiggerroundlikewise。\'AndtheunitedeyesallmovedtoStephen\'swaist。 \'Ibeapoorwamblingman,butIcanmakeallowances,\'saidWilliamWorm。\'Ah,sure,andhowhecameasastrangerandpilgrimtoParsonSwancourt\'sthattime,notasoulknowingenaftersomanyyears!Ay,life\'sastrangepicter,Stephen:butI supposeImustsaySirtoye?\' \'Oh,itisnotnecessaryatpresent,\'Stephenreplied,thoughmentallyresolvingtoavoidthevicinityofthatfamiliarfriendassoonashehadmadepretensionstothehandofElfride。 \'Ah,well,\'saidWormmusingly,\'somewouldhavelookedfornolessthanaSir。There\'sasightofdifferenceinpeople。\' \'Andinpigslikewise,\'observedJohnSmith,lookingatthehalvedcarcassofhisown。 RobertLickpan,thepig-killer,hereseemedcalledupontoenterthelistsofconversation。 \'Yes,they\'vegottheirparticularnatersgood-now,\'heremarkedinitially。\'Many\'stherum-temperedpigI\'veknowed。\' \'Idon\'tdoubtit,MasterLickpan,\'answeredMartin,inatoneexpressingthathisconvictions,nolessthangoodmanners,demandedthereply。 \'Yes,\'continuedthepig-killer,asoneaccustomedtobeheard。 \'OnethatIknowedwasdeafanddumb,andwecouldn\'tmakeoutwhatwasthematterwi\'thepig。\'Awouldeatwellenoughwhen\'aseedthetrough,butwhenhisbackwasturned,youmighta-rattledthebucketallday,thepoorsoulneverheardye。Yecouldplaytricksuponenbehindhisback,anda\'wouldn\'tfinditoutnoquickerthanpoordeafGrammerCates。Buta\'fattedwell,andI neverseedapigopenbetterwhena\'waskilled,and\'awasverytendereating,very;asprettyabitofmateaseveryousee;youcouldsuckthatmatethroughaquill。 \'AndanotherIknowed,\'resumedthekiller,afterquietlylettingapintofalerundownhisthroatofitsownaccord,andsettingdownthecupwithmathematicalexactnessuponthespotfromwhichhehadraisedit——\'anotherwentoutofhismind。\' \'Howverymournful!\'murmuredMrs。Worm。 \'Ay,poorthing,\'adid!AscleanoutofhismindasthecleverestChristiancouldgo。Inearlylife\'awasverymelancholy,andneverseemedahopefulpigbynomeans。\'TwasAndrewStainer\'spig——that\'swhosepig\'twas。\' \'Icanmindthepigwellenough,\'attestedJohnSmith。 \'Andaprettylittleporker\'awas。AndyouallknowFarmerBuckle\'ssort?Everyjacko\'emsufferfromtherheumatismtothisday,owingtoadampstytheylivedinwhentheywerestriplings,as\'twere。\' \'Well,nowwe\'llweigh,\'saidJohn。 \'Ifsobehewerenotsofine,we\'dweighenwhole:butasheis,we\'lltakeasideatatime。John,youcanmindmyoldjoke,ey?\' \'Idoso;though\'twasagoodfewyearsagoIfirsthearden。\' \'Yes,\'saidLickpan,\'thatthereoldfamiliarjokehavebeeninourfamilyforgenerations,Imaysay。Myfatherusedthatjokeregularatpig-killingsformorethanfiveandfortyyears——thetimehefollowedthecalling。And\'atoldmethat\'ahaditfromhisfatherwhenhewasquiteachiel,whomadeuseo\'enjustthesameateverykillingmoreorless;andpig-killingswerepig- killingsinthosedays。\' \'Trewlytheywere。\' \'I\'veneverheardthejoke,\'saidMrs。Smithtentatively。 \'NorI,\'chimedinMrs。Worm,who,beingtheonlyotherladyintheroom,feltboundbythelawsofcourtesytofeellikeMrs。 Smithineverything。 \'Surely,surelyyouhave,\'saidthekiller,lookingscepticallyatthebenightedfemales。\'However,\'tisn\'tmuch——Idon\'twishtosayitis。Itcommenceslikethis:\"Bobwilltelltheweightofyourpig,\'ab\'lieve,\"saysI。ThecongregationofneighboursthinkImanemysonBob,naturally;butthesecretisthatImanethebobo\'thesteelyard。Ha,ha,ha!\' \'Haw,haw,haw!\'laughedMartinCannister,whohadheardtheexplanationofthisstrikingstoryforthehundredthtime。 \'Huh,huh,huh!\'laughedJohnSmith,whohadhearditforthethousandth。 \'Hee,hee,hee!\'laughedWilliamWorm,whohadneverhearditatall,butwasafraidtosayso。 \'Thygrandfather,Robert,musthavebeenawide-awakechaptomakethatstory,\'saidMartinCannister,subsidingtoaplacidaspectofdelightedcriticism。 \'Hehadahead,byallaccount。And,yousee,asthefirst-bornoftheLickpanshaveallbeenRoberts,they\'veallbeenBobs,sothestorywashandeddowntothepresentday。\' \'PoorJoseph,yoursecondboy,willneverbeabletobringitoutincompany,whichisratherunfortunate,\'saidMrs。Wormthoughtfully。 \'\'Awon\'t。Yes,grandferwasacleverchap,asyesay;butI knowedacleverer。\'TwasmyuncleLevi。UncleLevimadeasnuff- boxthatshouldbeapuzzletohisfriendstoopen。Heusedtohandenroundatweddingparties,christenings,funerals,andinotherjollycompany,andlet\'emtrytheirskill。Thisextraordinarysnuff-boxhadaspringbehindthatwouldpushinandout——ahingewhereseemedtobethecover;aslideattheend,ascrewinfront,andknobsandqueernotcheseverywhere。Onemanwouldtrythespring,anotherwouldtrythescrew,anotherwouldtrytheslide;buttryastheywould,theboxwouldn\'topen。Andtheycouldn\'topenen,andtheydidn\'topenen。Nowwhatmightyouthinkwasthesecretofthatbox?\' Allputonanexpressionthattheirunitedthoughtswereinadequatetotheoccasion。 \'Whytheboxwouldn\'topenatall。\'Aweremadenottoopen,andyemighthavetriedtilltheendofRevelations,\'twouldhavebeenasnaught,fortheboxweregluedallround。\' \'Averydeepmantohavemadesuchabox。\' \'Yes。\'TwaslikeuncleLeviallover。\' \'\'Twas。Icanmindthemanverywell。TallestmaneverIseed。\' \'\'Awasso。Heneversleptuponabedsteadafterhegrowedupahardboy-chap——nevercouldgetonelongenough。When\'alivedinthatlittlesmallhousebythepond,heusedtohavetoleaveopenhischamberdooreverynightatgoingtohisbed,andlethisfeetpokeoutuponthelanding。\' \'He\'sdeadandgonenow,nevertheless,poorman,asweallshall,\' observedWorm,tofillthepausewhichfollowedtheconclusionofRobertLickpan\'sspeech。 TheweighingandcuttingupwaspursuedamidananimateddiscourseonStephen\'stravels;andatthefinish,thefirst-fruitsoftheday\'sslaughter,friedinonions,werethenturnedfromthepanintoadishonthetable,eachpiecesteamingandhissingtillitreachedtheirverymouths。 Itmustbeownedthatthegentlemanlysonofthehouselookedratheroutofplaceinthecourseofthisoperation。Norwashismindquitephilosophicenoughtoallowhimtobecomfortablewiththeseold-establishedpersons,hisfather\'sfriends。Hehadneverlivedlongathome——scarcelyatallsincehischildhood。ThepresenceofWilliamWormwasthemostawkwardfeatureofthecase,for,thoughWormhadleftthehouseofMr。Swancourt,thebeinghand-in-glovewithaci-devantservitorremindedStephentooforciblyofthevicar\'sclassificationofhimselfbeforehewentfromEngland。Mrs。Smithwasconsciousofthedefectinherarrangementswhichhadbroughtabouttheundesiredconjunction。 ShespoketoStephenprivately。 \'Iamabovehavingsuchpeoplehere,Stephen;butwhatcouldIdo? Andyourfatherissoroughinhisnaturethathe\'smoremixedupwiththemthanneedbe。\' \'Nevermind,mother,\'saidStephen;\'I\'llputupwithitnow。\' \'Whenweleavemylord\'sservice,andgetfurtherupthecountry—— asIhopeweshallsoon——itwillbedifferent。Weshallbeamongfreshpeople,andinalargerhouse,andshallkeepourselvesupabit,Ihope。\' \'IsMissSwancourtathome,doyouknow?\'Stepheninquired\'Yes,yourfathersawherthismorning。\' \'Doyouoftenseeher?\' \'Scarcelyever。Mr。Glim,thecurate,callsoccasionally,buttheSwancourtsdon\'tcomeintothevillagenowanymorethantodrivethroughit。Theydineatmylord\'softenerthantheyused。Ah,here\'sanotewasbroughtthismorningforyoubyaboy。\' Stepheneagerlytookthenoteandopenedit,hismotherwatchinghim。HereadwhatElfridehadwrittenandsentbeforeshestartedforthecliffthatafternoon: \'Yes;Iwillmeetyouinthechurchatnineto-night——E。S。\' \'Idon\'tknow,Stephen,\'hismothersaidmeaningly,\'whe\'ryoustillthinkaboutMissElfride,butifIwereyouIwouldn\'tconcernabouther。TheysaythatnoneofoldMrs。Swancourt\'smoneywillcometoherstep-daughter。\' \'Iseetheeveninghasturnedoutfine;Iamgoingoutforalittlewhiletolookroundtheplace,\'hesaid,evadingthedirectquery。\'ProbablybythetimeIreturnourvisitorswillbegone,andwe\'llhaveamoreconfidentialtalk。\' ChapterXXIV \'Breeze,bird,andflowerconfessthehour。\' Therainhadceasedsincethesunset,butitwasacloudynight; andthelightofthemoon,softenedanddispersedbyitsmistyveil,wasdistributedoverthelandinpalegray。 AdarkfiguresteppedfromthedoorwayofJohnSmith\'sriver-sidecottage,andstroderapidlytowardsWestEndelstowwithalightfootstep。Soonascendingfromthelowerlevelsheturnedacorner,followedacart-track,andsawthetowerofthechurchhewasinquestofdistinctlyshapedforthagainstthesky。Inlessthanhalfanhourfromthetimeofstartingheswunghimselfoverthechurchyardstile。 Thewildirregularenclosurewasasmuchaseveranintegralpartoftheoldhill。Thegrasswasstilllong,thegraveswereshapedpreciselyaspassingyearschosetoalterthemfromtheirorthodoxformaslaiddownbyMartinCannister,andbyStephen\'sowngrandfatherbeforehim。 AsoundspedintotheairfromthedirectioninwhichCastleBoterellay。Itwasthestrikingofthechurchclock,distinctinthestillatmosphereasifithadcomefromthetowerhardby,which,wraptinitssolitarysilentness,gaveoutnosuchsoundsoflife。 \'One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine。\'Stephencarefullycountedthestrokes,thoughhewellknewtheirnumberbeforehand。Nineo\'clock。ItwasthehourElfridehadherselfnamedasthemostconvenientformeetinghim。 Stephenstoodatthedooroftheporchandlistened。Hecouldhaveheardthesoftestbreathingofanypersonwithintheporch; nobodywasthere。Hewentinsidethedoorway,satdownuponthestonebench,andwaitedwithabeatingheart。 Thefaintsoundsheardonlyaccentuatedthesilence。Therisingandfallingofthesea,farawayalongthecoast,wasthemostimportant。Aminorsoundwasthescurrofadistantnight-hawk。 Amongtheminutestwhereallwereminutewerethelightsettlementofgossamerfragmentsfloatingintheair,atoadhumblylabouringalongthroughthegrassneartheentrance,thecrackleofadeadleafwhichawormwasendeavouringtopullintotheearth,awaftofair,gettingnearerandnearer,andexpiringathisfeetundertheburdenofawingedseed。 Amongallthesesoftsoundscamenottheonlysoftsoundhecaredtohear——thefootfallofElfride。 ForawholequarterofanhourStephensatthusintent,withoutmovingamuscle。Attheendofthattimehewalkedtothewestfrontofthechurch。Turningthecornerofthetower,awhiteformstaredhimintheface。Hestartedback,andrecoveredhimself。ItwasthetombofyoungfarmerJethway,lookingstillasfreshandasnewaswhenitwasfirsterected,thewhitestoneinwhichitwashewnhavingasingularweirdnessamidthedarkblueslabsfromlocalquarries,ofwhichthewholeremaininggravestoneswereformed。 HethoughtofthenightwhenhehadsatthereonwithElfrideashiscompanion,andwellrememberedhisregretthatshehadreceived,evenunwillingly,earlierhomagethanhisown。Buthispresenttangibleanxietyreducedsuchafeelingtosentimentalnonsenseincomparison;andhestrolledonoverthegravestotheborderofthechurchyard,whenceinthedaytimecouldbeclearlyseenthevicarageandthepresentresidenceoftheSwancourts。Nofootstepwasdiscernibleuponthepathupthehill,butalightwasshiningfromawindowinthelast-namedhouse。 Stephenknewtherecouldbenomistakeaboutthetimeorplace,andnodifficultyaboutkeepingtheengagement。Hewaitedyetlonger,passingfromimpatienceintoamoodwhichfailedtotakeanyaccountofthelapseoftime。HewasawakenedfromhisreveriebyCastleBoterelclock。 One,two,three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nine,TEN。 Onelittlefallofthehammerinadditiontothenumberithadbeensharppleasuretohear,andwhatadifferencetohim! Heleftthechurchyardonthesideoppositetohispointofentrance,andwentdownthehill。Slowlyhedrewnearthegateofherhouse。Thishesoftlyopened,andwalkedupthegraveldrivetothedoor。Herehepausedforseveralminutes。 Attheexpirationofthattimethemurmuredspeechofamanlyvoicecameouttohisearsthroughanopenwindowbehindthecornerofthehouse。Thiswasrespondedtobyaclearsoftlaugh。 ItwasthelaughofElfride。 Stephenwasconsciousofagnawingpainathisheart。Heretreatedashehadcome。Therearedisappointmentswhichwringus,andtherearethosewhichinflictawoundwhosemarkwebeartoourgraves。Sucharesokeenthatnofuturegratificationofthesamedesirecaneverobliteratethem:theybecomeregisteredasapermanentlossofhappiness。SuchaonewasStephen\'snow: thecrowningaureolaofthedreamhadbeenthemeetingherebystealth;andifElfridehadcometohimonlytenminutesafterhehadturnedaway,thedisappointmentwouldhavebeenrecognizablestill。 Whentheyoungmanreachedhomehefoundtherealetterwhichhadarrivedinhisabsence。Believingittocontainsomereasonforhernon-appearance,yetunabletoimagineonethatcouldjustifyher,hehastilytoreopentheenvelope。 ThepapercontainednotawordfromElfride。Itwasthedeposit- noteforhistwohundredpounds。Onthebackwastheformofacheque,andthisshehadfilledupwiththesamesum,payabletothebearer。 Stephenwasconfounded。Heattemptedtodivinehermotive。 Consideringhowlimitedwashisknowledgeofherlateractions,heguessedrathershrewdlythat,betweenthetimeofhersendingthenoteinthemorningandtheevening\'ssilentrefusalofhisgift,somethinghadoccurredwhichhadcausedatotalchangeinherattitudetowardshim。 Heknewnotwhattodo。Itseemedabsurdnowtogotoherfathernextmorning,ashehadpurposed,andaskforanengagementwithher,apossibilityimpendingallthewhilethatElfrideherselfwouldnotbeonhisside。Onlyonecourserecommendeditselfaswise。Towaitandseewhatthedayswouldbringforth;togoandexecutehiscommissionsinBirmingham;thentoreturn,learnifanythinghadhappened,andtrywhatameetingmightdo;perhapshersurpriseathisbackwardnesswouldbringherforwardtoshowlatentwarmthasdecidedlyasinoldtimes。 ThisactofpatiencewasinkeepingonlywiththenatureofamanpreciselyofStephen\'sconstitution。Ninemenoutoftenwouldperhapshaverushedoff,gotintoherpresence,byfairmeansorfoul,andprovokedacatastropheofsomesort。Possiblyforthebetter,probablyfortheworse。 HestartedforBirminghamthenextmorning。Aday\'sdelaywouldhavemadenodifference;buthecouldnotrestuntilhehadbegunandendedtheprogrammeproposedtohimself。Bodilyactivitywillsometimestakethestingoutofanxietyascompletelyasassuranceitself。 ChapterXXV \'Mineownfamiliarfriend。\' DuringthesedaysofabsenceStephenlivedunderalternateconditions。Wheneverhisemotionswereactive,hewasinagony。 Wheneverhewasnotinagony,thebusinessinhandhaddrivenoutofhismindbysheerforcealldeepreflectiononthesubjectofElfrideandlove。 Bythetimehetookhisreturnjourneyattheweek\'send,Stephenhadverynearlyworkedhimselfuptoanintentiontocallandseeherfacetoface。Onthisoccasionalsoheadoptedhisfavouriteroute——bythelittlesummersteamerfromBristoltoCastleBoterel;thetimesavedbyspeedontherailwaybeingwastedatjunctions,andinfollowingadeviouscourse。 ItwasabrightsilenteveningatthebeginningofSeptemberwhenSmithagainsetfootinthelittletown。Hefeltinclinedtolingerawhileuponthequaybeforeascendingthehills,havingformedaromanticintentiontogohomebywayofherhouse,yetnotwishingtowanderinitsneighbourhoodtilltheeveningshadesshouldsufficientlyscreenhimfromobservation。 Andthuswaitingfornight\'snearerapproach,hewatchedtheplacidscene,overwhichthepaleluminosityofthewestcastasorrowfulmonochrome,thatbecameslowlyembrownedbythedusk。A starappeared,andanother,andanother。Theysparkledamidtheyardsandriggingofthetwocoalbrigslyingalangside,asiftheyhadbeentinylampssuspendedintheropes。Themastsrockedsleepilytotheinfinitesimalfluxofthetide,whichcluckedandgurgledwithidleregularityinnooksandholesoftheharbourwall。 Thetwilightwasnowquitepronouncedenoughforhispurpose;andas,rathersadatheart,hewasabouttomoveon,alittleboatcontainingtwopersonsglidedupthemiddleoftheharbourwiththelightnessofashadow。Theboatcameoppositehim,passedon,andtouchedthelanding-stepsatthefurtherend。Oneofitsoccupantswasaman,asStephenhadknownbytheeasystrokeoftheoars。Whenthepairascendedthesteps,andcameintogreaterprominence,hewasenabledtodiscernthatthesecondpersonagewasawoman;alsothatsheworeawhitedecoration——apparentlyafeather——inherhatorbonnet,whichspotofwhitewastheonlydistinctlyvisibleportionofherclothing。 Stephenremainedamomentintheirrear,andtheypassedon,whenhepursuedhiswayalso,andsoonforgotthecircumstance。Havingcrossedabridge,forsakenthehighroad,andenteredthefootpathwhichledupthevaletoWestEndelstow,heheardalittlewicketclicksoftlytogethersomeyardsahead。BythetimethatStephenhadreachedthewicketandpassedit,heheardanotherclickofpreciselythesamenaturefromanothergateyetfurtheron。 Clearlysomepersonorpersonswereprecedinghimalongthepath,theirfootstepsbeingrenderednoiselessbythesoftcarpetofturf。Stephennowwalkedalittlequicker,andperceivedtwoforms。Oneofthemborealoftthewhitefeatherhehadnoticedinthewoman\'shatonthequay:theywerethecouplehehadseenintheboat。Stephendroppedalittlefurthertotherear。 Fromthebottomofthevalley,alongwhichthepathhadhithertolain,besidethemarginofthetricklingstreamlet,anotherpathnowdiverged,andascendedtheslopeoftheleft-handhill。ThisfootwayledonlytotheresidenceofMrs。Swancourtandacottageortwoinitsvicinity。Nograsscoveredthisdivergingpathinportionsofitslength,andStephenwasremindedthatthepairinfrontofhimhadtakenthisroutebytheoccasionalrattleofloosestonesundertheirfeet。Stephenclimbedinthesamedirection,butforsomeundefinedreasonhetrodmoresoftlythandidthoseprecedinghim。Hismindwasunconsciouslyinexerciseuponwhomthewomanmightbe——whetheravisitortoTheCrags,aservant,orElfride。Heputittohimselfyetmoreforcibly; couldtheladybeElfride?Apossiblereasonforherunaccountablefailuretokeeptheappointmentwithhimreturnedwithpainfulforce。 Theyenteredthegroundsofthehousebythesidewicket,whencethepath,nowwideandwelltrimmed,woundfantasticallythroughtheshrubberytoanoctagonalpavilioncalledtheBelvedere,byreasonofthecomprehensiveviewovertheadjacentdistrictthatitsgreenseatsafforded。Thepathpassedthiserectionandwentontothehouseaswellastothegardener\'scottageontheotherside,stragglingthencetoEastEndelstow;sothatStephenfeltnohesitationinenteringapromenadewhichcouldscarcelybecalledprivate。 Hefanciedthatheheardthegateopenandswingtogetheragainbehindhim。Turning,hesawnobody。 Thepeopleoftheboatcametothesummer-house。Oneofthemspoke。 \'Iamafraidweshallgetascoldingforbeingsolate。\' Stepheninstantlyrecognisedthefamiliarvoice,richerandfullernowthanitusedtobe。\'Elfride!\'hewhisperedtohimself,andheldfastbyasapling,tosteadyhimselfundertheagitationherpresencecausedhim。Hisheartswervedfromitsbeat;heshunnedreceivingthemeaninghesought。 \'Abreezeisrisingagain;howtheashtreerustles!\'saidElfride。\'Don\'tyouhearit?Iwonderwhatthetimeis。\' Stephenrelinquishedthesapling。 Iwillgetalightandtellyou。Stepintothesummer-house;theairisquietthere。\' Thecadenceofthatvoice——itspeculiarityseemedtocomehometohimlikethatofsomenotesofthenorthernbirdsonhisreturntohisnativeclime,asanoldnaturalthingrenewed,yetnotparticularlynoticedasnaturalbeforethatrenewal。 TheyenteredtheBelvedere。Inthelowerpartitwasformedofclosewood-worknailedcrosswise,andhadopeningsintheupperbywayofwindows。 Thescratchofastrikinglightwasheard,andabrightglowradiatedfromtheinteriorofthebuilding。Thelightgavebirthtodancingleaf-shadows,stem-shadows,lustrousstreaks,dots,sparkles,andthreadsofsilversheenofallimaginablevarietyandtransience。Itawakenedgnats,whichflewtowardsit,revealedshinygossamerthreads,disturbedearthworms。Stephengavebutlittleattentiontothesephenomena,andlesstime。Hesawinthesummer-houseastronglyilluminatedpicture。 First,thefaceofhisfriendandpreceptorHenryKnight,betweenwhomandhimselfanestrangementhadarisen,notfromanydefinitecausesbeyondthoseofabsence,increasingage,anddivergingsympathies。 Next,hisbrightparticularstar,Elfride。ThefaceofElfridewasmorewomanlythanwhenshehadcalledherselfhis,butasclearandhealthyasever。Herplenteoustwinesofbeautifulhairwerelookingmuchasusual,withtheexceptionofaslightmodificationintheirarrangementindeferencetothechangesoffashion。 Theirtwoforeheadswereclosetogether,almosttouching,andbothwerelookingdown。Elfridewasholdingherwatch,Knightwasholdingthelightwithonehand,hisleftarmbeingroundherwaist。PartofthescenereachedStephen\'seyesthroughthehorizontalbarsofwoodwork,whichcrossedtheirformsliketheribsofaskeleton。 Knight\'sarmstolestillfurtherroundthewaistofElfride。 \'Itishalf-pasteight,\'shesaidinalowvoice,whichhadapeculiarmusicinit,seeminglybornofathrillofpleasureatthenewproofthatshewasbeloved。 Theflamedwindleddown,diedaway,andallwaswrappedinadarknesstowhichthegloombeforetheilluminationborenocomparisoninapparentdensity。Stephen,shatteredinspiritandsicktohisheart\'scentre,turnedaway。Inturning,hesawashadowyoutlinebehindthesummer-houseontheotherside。Hiseyesgrewaccustomedtothedarkness。Wastheformahumanform,orwasitanopaquebushofjuniper? Theloversarose,brushedagainstthelaurestines,andpursuedtheirwaytothehouse。Theindistinctfigurehadmoved,andnowpassedacrossSmith\'sfront。Socompletelyenvelopedwastheperson,thatitwasimpossibletodiscernhimorheranymorethanasashape。Theshapeglidednoiselesslyon。 Stephensteppedforward,fearinganymischiefwasintendedtotheothertwo。\'Whoareyou?\'hesaid。 \'NevermindwhoIam,\'answeredaweakwhisperfromtheenvelopingfolds。\'WHATIam,mayshebe!PerhapsIknewwell——ah,sowell!—— ayouthwhoseplaceyoutook,ashetherenowtakesyours。Willyouletherbreakyourheart,andbringyoutoanuntimelygrave,asshedidtheonebeforeyou?\' \'YouareMrs。Jethway,Ithink。Whatdoyoudohere?Andwhydoyoutalksowildly?\' \'Becausemyheartisdesolate,andnobodycaresaboutit。Mayhersbesothatbroughttroubleuponme!\' \'Silence!\'saidStephen,staunchtoElfrideinspiteofhimself\'Shewouldharmnobodywilfully,neverwouldshe!Howdoyoucomehere?\' \'Isawthetwocomingupthepath,andwantedtolearnifshewerenotoneofthem。CanIhelpdislikingherifIthinkofthepast? CanIhelpwatchingherifIremembermyboy?CanIhelpill- wishingherifIwell-wishhim?\' Thebowedformwenton,passedthroughthewicket,andwasenvelopedbytheshadowsofthefield。 StephenhadheardthatMrs。Jethway,sincethedeathofherson,hadbecomeacrazed,forlornwoman;andbestowingapityingthoughtuponher,hedismissedherfanciedwrongsfromhismind,butnothercondemnationofElfride\'sfaithlessness。Thatenteredintoandmingledwiththesensationshisnewexperiencehadbegotten。Thetaletoldbythelittlescenehehadwitnessedranparallelwiththeunhappywoman\'sopinion,which,howeverbaselessitmighthavebeenantecedently,hadbecometrueenoughasregardedhimself。 Aslowweightofdespair,asdistinctfromaviolentparoxysmasstarvationfromamortalshot,filledhimandwrunghimbodyandsoul。Thediscoveryhadnotbeenaltogetherunexpected,forthroughouthisanxietyofthelastfewdayssincethenightinthechurchyard,hehadbeeninclinedtoconstruetheuncertaintyunfavourablyforhimself。Hishopesforthebesthadbeenbutperiodicinterruptionstoachronicfearoftheworst。 Astrangeconcomitantofhismiserywasthesingularityofitsform。ThathisrivalshouldbeKnight,whomonceuponatimehehadadoredasamanisveryrarelyadoredbyanotherinmoderntimes,andwhomhelovednow,addeddeprecationtosorrow,andcynicismtoboth。HenryKnight,whosepraiseshehadsofrequentlytrumpetedinherears,ofwhomshehadactuallybeenjealous,lestsheherselfshouldbelessenedinStephen\'sloveonaccountofhim,hadprobablywonherthemoreeasilybyreasonofthoseverypraiseswhichhehadonlyceasedtoutterbyhercommand。Shehadruledhimlikeaqueeninthatmatter,asinallothers。Stephencouldtellbyhermanner,briefashadbeenhisobservationofit,andbyherwords,fewastheywere,thatherpositionwasfardifferentwithKnight。Thatshelookedupatandadoredhernewloverfrombelowhispedestal,wasevenmoreperceptiblethanthatshehadsmileddownuponStephenfromaheightabovehim。