ThesuddennessofElfride\'srenunciationofhimselfwasfoodformoretorture。Toanunimpassionedoutsider,itadmittedofatleasttwointerpretations——itmighteitherhaveproceededfromanendeavourtobefaithfultoherfirstchoice,tilltheloverseenabsolutelyoverpoweredtheloverremembered,orfromawishnottolosehislovetillsureoftheloveofanother。ButtoStephenSmiththemotiveinvolvedinthelatteralternativemadeituntenablewhereElfridewastheactor。
Hemusedonherletterstohim,inwhichshehadnevermentionedasyllableconcerningKnight。Itisdesirable,however,toobservethatonlyintwoletterscouldshepossiblyhavedoneso。OnewaswrittenaboutaweekbeforeKnight\'sarrival,when,thoughshedidnotmentionhispromisedcomingtoStephen,shehadhardlyadefinitereasoninhermindforneglectingtodoit。InthenextshedidcasuallyalludetoKnight。ButStephenhadleftBombaylongbeforethatletterarrived。
Stephenlookedattheblackformoftheadjacenthouse,whereitcutadarkpolygonalnotchoutofthesky,andfeltthathehatedthespot。Hedidnotknowmanyfactsofthecase,butcouldnothelpinstinctivelyassociatingElfride\'sficklenesswiththemarriageofherfather,andtheirintroductiontoLondonsociety。
Heclosedtheirongateboundingtheshrubberyasnoiselesslyashehadopenedit,andwentintothegrassyfield。Herehecouldseetheoldvicarage,thehousealonethatwasassociatedwiththesweetpleasanttimeofhisincipientloveforElfride。Turningsadlyfromtheplacethatwasnolongeranookinwhichhisthoughtsmightnestlewhenhewasfaraway,hewanderedinthedirectionoftheeastvillage,toreachhisfather\'shousebeforetheyretiredtorest。
Thenearestwaytothecottagewasbycrossingthepark。Hedidnothurry。Happinessfrequentlyhasreasonforhaste,butitisseldomthatdesolationneedscrambleorstrain。Sometimeshepausedunderthelow-hangingarmsofthetrees,lookingvacantlyontheground。
Stephenwasstandingthus,scarcelylesscrippledinthoughtthanhewasblankinvision,whenaclearsoundpermeatedthequietairabouthim,andspreadonfarbeyond。ThesoundwasthestrokeofabellfromthetowerofEastEndelstowChurch,whichstoodinadellnotfortyyardsfromLordLuxellian\'smansion,andwithintheparkenclosure。Anotherstrokegreetedhisear,andgavecharactertoboth:thencameaslowsuccessionofthem。
\'Somebodyisdead,\'hesaidaloud。
Thedeath-knellofaninhabitantoftheeasternparishwasbeingtolled。
AnunusualfeatureinthetollingwasthatithadnotbeenbegunaccordingtothecustominEndelstowandotherparishesintheneighbourhood。Ateverydeaththesexandageofthedeceasedwereannouncedbyasystemofchanges。Threetimesthreestrokessignifiedthatthedepartedonewasaman;threetimestwo,awoman;twicethree,aboy;twicetwo,agirl。Theregularcontinuityofthetollingsuggestedthatitwastheresumptionratherthanthebeginningofaknell——theopeningportionofwhichStephenhadnotbeennearenoughtohear。
Themomentaryanxietyhehadfeltwithregardtohisparentspassedaway。Hehadlefttheminperfecthealth,andhadanyseriousillnessseizedeither,acommunicationwouldhavereachedhimerethis。Atthesametime,sincehiswayhomewardlayunderthechurchyardyews,heresolvedtolookintothebelfryinpassingby,andspeakawordtoMartinCannister,whowouldbethere。
Stephenreachedthebrowofthehill,andfeltinclinedtorenouncehisidea。Hismoodwassuchthattalkingtoanypersontowhomhecouldnotunburdenhimselfwouldbewearisome。
However,beforehecouldputanyinclinationintoeffect,theyoungmansawfromamidthetreesabrightlightshining,theraysfromwhichradiatedlikeneedlesthroughthesadplumyfoliageoftheyews。Itsdirectionwasfromthecentreofthechurchyard。
Stephenmechanicallywentforward。Nevercouldtherebeagreatercontrastbetweentwoplacesoflikepurposethanbetweenthisgraveyardandthatofthefurthervillage。Herethegrasswascarefullytended,andformedvirtuallyapartofthemanor-houselawn;flowersandshrubsbeingplantedindiscriminatelyoverboth,whilstthefewgravesvisibleweremathematicallyexactinshapeandsmoothness,appearinginthedaytimelikechinsnewlyshaven。
Therewasnowall,thedivisionbetweenGod\'sAcreandLordLuxellian\'sbeingmarkedonlybyafewsquarestonessetatequidistantpoints。Amongthosepersonswhohaveromanticsentimentsonthesubjectoftheirlastdwelling-place,probablythegreaternumberwouldhavechosensuchaspotasthisinpreferencetoanyother:afewwouldhavefanciedaconstraintinitstrimneatness,andwouldhavepreferredthewildhill-topoftheneighbouringsite,withNatureinhermostnegligentattire。
Thelightinthechurchyardhenextdiscoveredtohaveitssourceinapointveryneartheground,andStephenimagineditmightcomefromalanternintheinteriorofapartly-duggrave。Butanearerapproachshowedhimthatitspositionwasimmediatelyunderthewalloftheaisle,andwithinthemouthofanarchway。Hecouldnowhearvoices,andthetruthofthewholematterbegantodawnuponhim。Walkingontowardstheopening,Smithdiscernedonhislefthandaheapofearth,andbeforehimaflightofstonestepswhichtheremovedearthhaduncovered,leadingdownundertheedifice。Itwastheentrancetoalargefamilyvault,extendingunderthenorthaisle。
Stephenhadneverbeforeseenitopen,anddescendingoneortwostepsstoopedtolookunderthearch。Thevaultappearedtobecrowdedwithcoffins,withtheexceptionofanopencentralspace,whichhadbeennecessarilykeptfreeforingressandaccesstothesides,roundthreeofwhichthecoffinswerestackedinstonebinsorniches。
Theplacewaswelllightedwithcandlesstuckinslipsofwoodthatwerefastenedtothewall。Onmakingthedescentofanotherstepthelivinginhabitantsofthevaultwererecognizable。Theywerehisfatherthemaster-mason,anunder-mason,MartinCannister,andtwoorthreeyoungandoldlabouring-men。Crowbarsandworkmen\'shammerswerescatteredabout。Thewholecompany,sittingroundoncoffinswhichhadbeenremovedfromtheirplaces,apparentlyforsomealterationorenlargementofthevault,wereeatingbreadandcheese,anddrinkingalefromacupwithtwohandles,passedroundfromeachtoeach。
\'Whoisdead?\'Stepheninquired,steppingdown。
ChapterXXVI
\'Tothatlastnothingunderearth。\'
AlleyeswereturnedtotheentranceasStephenspoke,andtheancient-manneredconclavescrutinizedhiminquiringly。
\'Why,\'tisourStephen!\'saidhisfather,risingfromhisseat;
and,stillretainingthefrothymuginhislefthand,heswungforwardhisrightforagrasp。\'Yourmotherisexpectingye——
thoughtyouwouldhavecomeaforedark。Butyou\'llwaitandgohomewithme?Ihaveallbutdonefortheday,andwasgoingdirectly。\'
\'Yes,\'tisMasterStephy,sureenough。Gladtoseeyousosoonagain,MasterSmith,\'saidMartinCannister,chasteningthegladnessexpressedinhiswordsbyastrictneutralityofcountenance,inordertoharmonizethefeelingasmuchaspossiblewiththesolemnityofafamilyvault。
\'Thesametoyou,Martin;andyou,William,\'saidStephen,noddingaroundtotherest,who,havingtheirmouthsfullofbreadandcheese,wereofnecessitycompelledtoreplymerelybycompressingtheireyestofriendlylinesandwrinkles。
\'Andwhoisdead?\'Stephenrepeated。
\'LadyLuxellian,poorgentlewoman,asweallshall,saidtheunder-mason。\'Ay,andwebegoingtoenlargethevaulttomakeroomforher。\'
\'Whendidshedie?\'
\'Earlythismorning,\'hisfatherreplied,withanappearanceofrecurringtoachronicthought。\'Yes,thismorning。Martinhevbeentollingeversince,almost。There,\'twasexpected。Shewasverylimber。\'
\'Ay,poorsoul,thismorning,\'resumedtheunder-mason,amarvellouslyoldman,whoseskinseemedsomuchtoolargeforhisbodythatitwouldnotstayinposition。\'Shemustknowbythistimewhethershe\'stogoupordown,poorwoman。\'
\'Whatwasherage?\'
\'Notmorethansevenoreightandtwentybycandlelight。But,Lord!byday\'awasfortyif\'awereanhour。\'
\'Ay,night-timeorday-timemakesadifferenceoftwentyyearstorichfeymels,\'observedMartin。
\'Shewasoneandthirtyreally,\'saidJohnSmith。\'Ihaditfromthemthatknow。\'
\'Notmorethanthat!\'
\'\'Alookedverybad,poorlady。Infaith,yemightsayshewasdeadforyearsafore\'awouldownit。\'
\'Asmyoldfatherusedtosay,\"dead,butwouldn\'tdropdown。”\'
\'Iseedher,poorsoul,\'saidalabourerfrombehindsomeremovedcoffins,\'onlybutlastValentine\'s-dayofalltheworld。\'Awasarmincrookwi\'mylord。Isaystomyself,\"YoubeticketedChurchyard,mynoblelady,althoughyoudon\'tdreamon\'t。”\'
\'Isupposemylordwillwritetoalltheotherlordsanointedinthenation,tolet\'emknowthatshethatwasisnownomore?\'
\'\'Tisdoneandpast。Iseeabundleoflettersgooffanhourafterthedeath。Sichwonderfulblackrimsastheylettershad——
half-an-inchwide,attheveryleast。\'
\'Toomuch,\'observedMartin。\'Inshort,\'tisoutofthequestionthatahumanbeingcanbesomournfulasblackedgeshalf-an-inchwide。I\'msurepeopledon\'tfeelmorethanaverynarrowborderwhentheyfeelsmostofall。\'
\'Andtherearetwolittlegirls,aretherenot?\'saidStephen。
\'Niceclanelittlefaces!——leftmotherlessnow。\'
\'TheyusedtocometoParsonSwancourt\'stoplaywithMissElfridewhenIwerethere,\'saidWilliamWorm。\'Ah,theydidso\'s!\'Thelattersentencewasintroducedtoaddthenecessarymelancholytoaremarkwhich,intrinsically,couldhardlybemadetopossessenoughfortheoccasion。\'Yes,\'continuedWorm,\'they\'drunupstairs,they\'drundown;flittingaboutwithhereverywhere。
Veryfondofher,theywere。Ah,well!\'
\'Fonderthanevertheywereoftheirmother,so\'tissaidhereandthere,\'addedalabourer。
\'Well,yousee,\'tisnatural。LadyLuxellianstoodalooffrom\'emso——wassodrowsy-like,thattheycouldn\'tloveherinthejolly-
companionwaychildrenwanttolikefolks。OnlylastwinterI
seedMissElfridetalkingtomyladyandthetwochildren,andMissElfridewipedtheirnosesforem\'SOcareful——myladyneveronceseeingthatitwanteddoing;and,naturally,childrentaketopeoplethat\'stheirbestfriend。\'
\'Beas\'twill,thewomanisdeadandgone,andwemustmakeaplaceforher,\'saidJohn。\'Come,lads,drinkupyourale,andwe\'lljustridthiscorner,soastohaveallclearforbeginningatthewall,assoonas\'tislightto-morrow。\'
StephenthenaskedwhereLadyLuxellianwastolie。
\'Here,\'saidhisfather。\'Wearegoingtosetbackthiswallandmakearecess;and\'tisenoughforustodobeforethefuneral。
Whenmylord\'smotherdied,shesaid,\"John,theplacemustbeenlargedbeforeanothercanbeputin。”But\'aneverexpected\'twouldbewantedsosoon。BettermoveLordGeorgefirst,I
suppose,Simeon?\'
Hepointedwithhisfoottoaheavycoffin,coveredwithwhathadoriginallybeenredvelvet,thecolourofwhichcouldonlyjustbedistinguishednow。
\'Justasyethinkbest,MasterJohn,\'repliedtheshrivelledmason。\'Ah,poorLordGeorge!\'hecontinued,lookingcontemplativelyatthehugecoffin;\'heandIwereasbitterenemiesonceasanycouldbewhenoneisalordandt\'otheronlyamortalman。Poorfellow!He\'dclaphishanduponmyshoulderandcussmeasfamilialandneighbourlyasifhe\'dbeenacommonchap。
Ay,\'acussedmeuphilland\'acussedmedown;andthen\'awouldraveoutagain,andthegooldclampsofhisfinenewteethwouldglisteninthesunlikefettersofbrass,whileI,beingasmallmanandpoor,wasfaintosaynothingatall。Suchastrappenfinegentlemanashewastoo!Yes,Iratherlikedensometimes。
Butoncenowandthen,whenIlookedathistoweringheight,I\'dthinkinmyinside,\"Whataweightyou\'llbe,mylord,forourarmstolowerundertheaisleofEndelstowChurchsomeday!\"\'
\'Andwashe?\'inquiredayounglabourer。
\'Hewas。Hewasfivehundredweightif\'awereapound。Whatwithhislead,andhisoak,andhishandles,andhisonethingandt\'other\'——heretheancientmanslappedhishanduponthecoverwithaforcethatcausedarattleamongthebonesinside——\'hehalfbrokemybackwhenItookhisfeettolowerendownthestepsthere。\"Ah,\"saithItoJohnthere——didn\'tI,John?——\"thateveroneman\'sgloryshouldbesuchaweightuponanotherman!\"Butthere,IlikedmylordGeorgesometimes。\'
\'\'Tisastrangethought,\'saidanother,\'thatwhiletheybeallhereunderoneroof,asnugunitedfamilyo\'Luxellians,theybereallyscatteredmilesawayfromoneanotherintheformofgoodsheepandwickedgoats,isn\'tit?\'
\'True;\'tisathoughttolookat。\'
\'Andthatone,ifhe\'sgoneupward,don\'tknowwhathiswifeisdoingnomorethanthemaninthemoonifshe\'sgonedownward。
Andthatsomeunfortunateoneinthehotplaceisa-holleringacrosstoaluckyoneupintheclouds,andquiteforgettingtheirbodiesbeboxedclosetogetherallthetime。\'
\'Ay,\'tisathoughttolookat,too,thatIcansay\"Hullo!\"closetofieryLordGeorge,and\'acan\'thearme。\'
\'AndthatIbeeatingmyonionclosetodaintyLadyJane\'snose,andshecan\'tsmellme。\'
\'Whatdo\'emputalltheirheadsonewayfor?\'inquiredayoungman。
\'Because\'tischurchyardlaw,yousimple。Thelawofthelivingis,thatamanshallbeuprightanddown-right,andthelawofthedeadis,thatamanshallbeeastandwest。Everystateofsocietyhaveitslaws。\'
\'Wemustbreakthelawwi\'afewofthepoorsouls,however。
Come,buckleto,\'saidthemaster-mason。
Andtheysettoworkanew。
Theorderofintermentcouldbedistinctlytracedbyobservingtheappearanceofthecoffinsastheylaypiledaround。Onthosewhichhadbeenstandingtherebutagenerationortwothetrappingsstillremained。Thoseofanearlierperiodshowedbarewood,withafewtatteredragsdanglingtherefrom。Earlierstill,thewoodlayinfragmentsontheflooroftheniche,andthecoffinconsistedofnakedleadalone;whilstinthecaseoftheveryoldest,eventheleadwasbulgingandcrackinginpieces,revealingtothecuriouseyeaheapofdustwithin。Theshieldsuponmanywerequiteloose,andremovablebythehand,theirlustrelesssurfacesstillindistinctlyexhibitingthenameandtitleofthedeceased。
Overheadthegroinsandconcavitiesofthearchescurvedinalldirections,droppinglowtowardsthewalls,wheretheheightwasnomorethansufficienttoenableapersontostandupright。
ThebodyofGeorgethefourteenthbaron,togetherwithtwoorthreeothers,allofmorerecentdatethanthegreatbulkofcoffinspiledthere,had,forwantofroom,beenplacedattheendofthevaultontressels,andnotinnichesliketheothers。
Theseitwasnecessarytoremove,toformbehindthemthechamberinwhichtheywereultimatelytobedeposited。Stephen,findingtheplaceandproceedingsinkeepingwiththesombrecoloursofhismind,waitedtherestill。
\'Simeon,IsupposeyoucanmindpoorLadyElfride,andhowsheranawaywiththeactor?\'saidJohnSmith,afterawhile。\'Ithinkitfelluponthetimemyfatherwassextonhere。Letussee——whereisshe?\'
\'Heresomewhere,\'returnedSimeon,lookingroundhim。
\'Why,I\'vegotmyarmsroundtheverygentlewomanatthismoment。\'
Heloweredtheendofthecoffinhewasholding,wipedhisface,andthrowingamorselofrottenwooduponanotherasanindicator,continued:\'That\'sherhusbandthere。Theywasasfairacoupleasyoushouldseeanywhereroundabout;andagood-heartedpairlikewise。Ay,Icanmindit,thoughIwasbutachielatthetime。Shefellinlovewiththisyoungmanofhers,andtheirbannswereaskedinsomechurchinLondon;andtheoldlordherfatheractuallyheard\'emaskedthethreetimes,anddidn\'tnoticehername,beinggabbledonwi\'ahostofothers。Whenshehadmarriedshetoldherfather,and\'afleedintoamonstrousrage,andsaidsheshouldn\'haeafarthing。LadyElfridesaidshedidn\'tthinkofwishingit;ifhe\'dforgieher\'twasallsheasked,andasforaliving,shewascontenttoplayplayswithherhusband。Thisfrightenedtheoldlord,and\'agie\'d\'emahousetolivein,andagreatgarden,andalittlefieldortwo,andacarriage,andagoodfewguineas。Well,thepoorthingdiedatherfirstgossiping,andherhusband——whowasastender-heartedamanasevereatmeat,andwouldhavediedforher——wentwildinhismind,andbrokehisheart(so\'twassaid)。Anyhow,theywereburiedthesameday——fatherandmother——butthebabylived。Ay,mylord\'sfamilymademuchofthatmanthen,andputhimherewithhiswife,andthereinthecornerthemanisnow。TheSundayaftertherewasafuneralsermon:thetextwas,\"Oreverthesilvercordbeloosed,orthegoldenbowlbebroken;\"andwhen\'twaspreachingthemendrewtheirhandsacrosstheireyesseveraltimes,andeverywomancriedoutloud。\'
\'Andwhatbecameofthebaby?\'saidStephen,whohadfrequentlyheardportionsofthestory。
\'Shewasbroughtupbyhergrandmother,andaprettymaidshewere。Andshemustneedsrunawaywiththecurate——ParsonSwancourtthatisnow。Thenhergrandmotherdied,andthetitleandeverythingwentawaytoanotherbranchofthefamilyaltogether。ParsonSwancourtwastedagooddealofhiswife\'smoney,andshelefthimMissElfride。Thattrickofrunningawayseemstobehandeddowninfamilies,likecrazinessorgout。Andtheytwowomenbealikeaspeas。\'
\'Whichtwo?\'
\'LadyElfrideandyoungMissthat\'salivenow。Thesamehairandeyes:butMissElfride\'smotherwasdarkeragooddeal。\'
\'Life\'sastranglebubble,yesee,\'saidWilliamWormmusingly。
\'ForiftheLord\'sanointmenthaddescendeduponwomeninsteadofmen,MissElfridewouldbeLordLuxellian——Lady,Imane。Butasitis,thebloodisrunout,andshe\'snothingtotheLuxellianfamilybylaw,whatevershemaybebygospel。\'
\'Iusedtofancy,\'saidSimeon,\'whenIseedMissElfridehuggingthelittleladyships,thattherewasalikeness;butIsuppose\'twasonlymydream,foryearsmusthavealteredtheoldfamilyshape。\'
\'Andnowwe\'llmovethesetwo,andhome-along,\'interposedJohnSmith,reviving,asbecameamaster,thespiritoflabour,whichhadshowedunmistakablesignsofbeingnearlyvanquishedbythespiritofchat,\'Theflagonofalewedon\'twantwe\'llletbideheretillto-morrow;noneofthepoorsoulswilltouchit\'ab\'lieve。\'
Sotheevening\'sworkwasconcluded,andthepartydrewfromtheabodeofthequietdead,closingtheoldirondoor,andshootingthelockloudlyintothehugecopperstaple——anincongruousactofimprisonmenttowardsthosewhohadnodreamsofescape。
ChapterXXVII
\'HowshouldIgreetthee?\'
Lovefrequentlydiesoftimealone——muchmorefrequentlyofdisplacement。WithElfrideSwancourt,apowerfulreasonwhythedisplacementshouldbesuccessfulwasthatthenew-comerwasagreatermanthanthefirst。BythesideoftheinstructiveandpiquantsnubbingsshereceivedfromKnight,Stephen\'sgeneralagreeablenessseemedwatery;bythesideofKnight\'ssparelove-
making,Stephen\'scontinualoutflowseemedlackadaisical。Shehadbeguntosighforsomebodyfurtheroninmanhood。Stephenwashardlyenoughofaman。
Perhapstherewasapronenesstoinconstancyinhernature——anature,tothosewhocontemplateitfromastandpointbeyondtheinfluenceofthatinconstancy,themostexquisiteofallinitsplasticityandreadysympathies。Partly,too,Stephen\'sfailuretomakehisholdonherheartapermanentonewashistootimidhabitofdispraisinghimselfbesideher——apeculiaritywhich,exercisedtowardssensiblemen,stirsakindlychordofattachmentthatamarkedassertivenesswouldleaveuntouched,butinevitablyleadsthemostsensiblewomanintheworldtoundervaluehimwhopractisesit。Directlydomineeringceasesintheman,snubbingbeginsinthewoman;thetritebutnolessunfortunatefactbeingthatthegentlercreaturerarelyhasthecapacitytoappreciatefairtreatmentfromhernaturalcomplement。TheabidingperceptionofthepositionofStephen\'sparentshad,ofcourse,alittletodowithElfride\'srenunciation。Tosuchgirlspovertymaynotbe,astothemoreworldlymassesofhumanity,asininitself;butitisasin,becausegracefulanddaintymannersseldomexistinsuchanatmosphere。Fewwomenofoldfamilycanbethoroughlytaughtthatafinesoulmaywearasmock-frock,andanadmittedlycommonmaninoneisbutawormintheireyes。JohnSmith\'sroughhandsandclothes,hiswife\'sdialect,thenecessarynarrownessoftheirways,beingconstantlyunderElfride\'snotice,werenotwithouttheirdeflectinginfluence。
Onreachinghomeaftertheperilousadventurebythesea-shore,Knighthadfeltunwell,andretiredalmostimmediately。Theyoungladywhohadsomateriallyassistedhimhaddonethesame,butshereappeared,properlyclothed,aboutfiveo\'clock。Shewanderedrestlesslyaboutthehouse,butnotonaccountoftheirjointnarrowescapefromdeath。Thestormwhichhadtornthetreehadmerelybowedthereed,andwiththedeliveranceofKnightalldeepthoughtoftheaccidenthadlefther。Themutualavowalwhichithadbeenthemeansofprecipitatingoccupiedafarlongerlengthofhermeditations。
Elfride\'sdisquietnowwasonaccountofthatmiserablepromisetomeetStephen,whichreturnedlikeaspectreagainandagain。TheperceptionofhislittlenessbesideKnightgrewuponheralarmingly。Shenowthoughthowsoundhadbeenherfather\'sadvicetohertogivehimup,andwasaspassionatelydesirousoffollowingitasshehadhithertobeenaverse。PerhapsthereisnothingmorehardeningtothetoneofyoungmindsthanthustodiscoverhowtheirdearestandstrongestwishesbecomegraduallyattunedbyTimetheCynictotheverynoteofsomeselfishpolicywhichinearlierdaystheydespised。
Thehourofappointmentcame,andwithitacrisis;andwiththecrisisacollapse。
\'Godforgiveme——Ican\'tmeetStephen!\'sheexclaimedtoherself。
\'Idon\'tlovehimless,butIloveMr。Knightmore!\'
Yes:shewouldsaveherselffromamannotfitforher——inspiteofvows。Shewouldobeyherfather,andhavenomoretodowithStephenSmith。Thusthefickleresolveshowedsignsofassumingthecomplexionofavirtue。
ThefollowingdayswerepassedwithoutanydefiniteavowalfromKnight\'slips。SuchsolitarywalksandscenesasthatwitnessedbySmithinthesummer-housewerefrequent,buthecourtedhersointangiblythattoanybutsuchadelicateperceptionasElfride\'sitwouldhaveappearednocourtshipatall。Thetimenowreallybegantobesweetwithher。Shedismissedthesenseofsininherpastactions,andwasautomaticintheintoxicationofthemoment。
ThefactthatKnightmadenoactualdeclarationwasnodrawback。
Knowingsincethebetrayalofhissentimentsthatloveforherreallyexisted,shepreferreditforthepresentinitsformofessence,andwaswillingtoavoidforawhilethegrossermediumofwords。Theirfeelingshavingbeenforcedtoaratherprematuredemonstration,areactionwasindulgedinbyboth。
Butnosoonerhadshegotridofhertroubledconscienceonthematteroffaithlessnessthananewanxietyconfrontedher。ItwaslestKnightshouldaccidentallymeetStephenintheparish,andthatherselfshouldbethesubjectofdiscourse。
Elfride,learningKnightmorethoroughly,perceivedthat,farfromhavinganotionofStephen\'sprecedence,hehadnoideathatshehadeverbeenwooedbeforebyanybody。Onordinaryoccasionsshehadatonguesofrankastoshowherwholemind,andamindsostraightforwardastorevealherhearttoitsinnermostshrine。
Butthetimeforachangehadcome。SheneveralludedtoevenaknowledgeofKnight\'sfriend。Whenwomenaresecrettheyaresecretindeed;andmoreoftenthannottheyonlybegintobesecretwiththeadventofasecondlover。
Theelopementwasnowaspectreworsethanthefirst,and,liketheSpiritinGlenfinlas,itwaxedtallerwitheveryattempttolayit。HernaturalhonestyinvitedhertoconfideinKnight,andtrusttohisgenerosityforforgiveness:sheknewalsothatasmerepolicyitwouldbebettertotellhimearlyifhewastobetoldatall。Thelongerherconcealmentthemoredifficultwouldbetherevelation。Butsheputitoff。Theintensefearwhichaccompaniesintenseloveinyoungwomenwastoostrongtoallowtheexerciseofamoralqualityantagonistictoitself:
\'Whereloveisgreat,thelittlestdoubtsarefear;
Wherelittlefearsgrowgreat,greatlovegrowsthere。\'
Thematchwaslookeduponasmadebyherfatherandmother。Thevicarrememberedherpromisetorevealthemeaningofthetelegramshehadreceived,andtwodaysafterthesceneinthesummer-
house,askedherpointedly。Shewasfrankwithhimnow。
\'IhadbeencorrespondingwithStephenSmitheversinceheleftEngland,tilllately,\'shecalmlysaid。
\'What!\'criedthevicaraghast;\'undertheeyesofMr。Knight,too?\'
\'No;whenIfoundIcaredmostforMr。Knight,Iobeyedyou。\'
\'Youwereverykind,I\'msure。WhendidyoubegintolikeMr。
Knight?\'
\'Idon\'tseethatthatisapertinentquestion,papa;thetelegramwasfromtheshippingagent,andwasnotsentatmyrequest。Itannouncedthearrivalofthevesselbringinghimhome。\'
\'Home!What,ishehere?\'
\'Yes;inthevillage,Ibelieve。\'
\'Hashetriedtoseeyou?\'
\'Onlybyfairmeans。Butdon\'t,papa,questionmeso!Itistorture。\'
\'Iwillonlysayonewordmore,\'hereplied。\'Haveyoumethim?\'
\'Ihavenot。Icanassureyouthatatthepresentmomentthereisnomoreofanunderstandingbetweenmeandtheyoungmanyousomuchdislikedthanbetweenhimandyou。Youtoldmetoforgethim;andIhaveforgottenhim。\'
\'Oh,well;thoughyoudidnotobeymeinthebeginning,youareagoodgirl,Elfride,inobeyingmeatlast。\'
\'Don\'tcallme\"good,\"papa,\'shesaidbitterly;\'youdon\'tknow——
andthelesssaidaboutsomethingsthebetter。Remember,Mr。
Knightknowsnothingabouttheother。Oh,howwrongitallis!I
don\'tknowwhatIamcomingto。\'
\'Asmattersstand,Ishouldbeinclinedtotellhim;or,atanyrate,Ishouldnotalarmmyselfabouthisknowing。HefoundouttheotherdaythatthiswastheparishyoungSmith\'sfatherlivesin——whatputsyouinsuchaflurry?\'
\'Ican\'tsay;butpromise——praydon\'tlethimknow!Itwouldbemyruin!\'
\'Pooh,child。Knightisagoodfellowandacleverman;butatthesametimeitdoesnotescapemyperceptionsthatheisnogreatcatchforyou。Menofhisturnofmindarenothingsowonderfulinthewayofhusbands。Ifyouhadchosentowait,youmighthavematedwithamuchwealthierman。Butremember,Ihavenotawordtosayagainstyourhavinghim,ifyoulikehim。
Charlotteisdelighted,asyouknow。\'
\'Well,papa,\'shesaid,smilinghopefullythroughasigh,\'itisnicetofeelthatingivingwayto——tocaringforhim,Ihavepleasedmyfamily。ButIamnotgood;ohno,Iamveryfarfromthat!\'
\'Noneofusaregood,Iamsorrytosay,\'saidherfatherblandly;
\'butgirlshaveacharteredrighttochangetheirminds,youknow。
Ithasbeenrecognizedbypoetsfromtimeimmemorial。Catullussays,\"Muliercupidoquoddicitamanti,invento——\'Whatamemorymineis!However,thepassageis,thatawoman\'swordstoaloverareasamatterofcoursewrittenonlyonwindandwater。Nowdon\'tbetroubledaboutthat,Elfride。\'
\'Ah,youdon\'tknow!\'
Theyhadbeenstandingonthelawn,andKnightwasnowseenlingeringsomewaydownawindingwalk。WhenElfridemethim,itwaswithamuchgreaterlightnessofheart;thingsweremorestraightforwardnow。Theresponsibilityofherficklenessseemedpartlyshiftedfromherownshoulderstoherfather\'s。Still,therewereshadows。
\'Ah,couldhehaveknownhowfarIwentwithStephen,andyethavesaidthesame,howmuchhappierIshouldbe!\'Thatwasherprevailingthought。
Intheafternoontheloverswentouttogetheronhorsebackforanhourortwo;andthoughnotwishingtobeobserved,byreasonofthelatedeathofLadyLuxellian,whosefuneralhadtakenplaceveryprivatelyonthepreviousday,theyyetfounditnecessarytopassEastEndelstowChurch。
Thestepstothevault,ashasbeenstated,wereontheoutsideofthebuilding,immediatelyundertheaislewall。Beingonhorseback,bothKnightandElfridecouldoverlooktheshrubswhichscreenedthechurch-yard。
\'Look,thevaultseemsstilltobeopen,\'saidKnight。
\'Yes,itisopen,\'sheanswered\'Whoisthatmanclosebyit?Themason,Isuppose?\'
\'Yes。\'
\'IwonderifitisJohnSmith,Stephen\'sfather?\'
\'Ibelieveitis,\'saidElfride,withapprehension。
\'Ah,andcanitbe?Ishouldliketoinquirehowhisson,mytruantprotege\',isgoingon。Andfromyourfather\'sdescriptionofthevault,theinteriormustbeinteresting。Supposewegoin。\'
\'Hadwebetter,doyouthink?MaynotLordLuxellianbethere?\'
\'Itisnotatalllikely。\'
Elfridethenassented,sinceshecoulddonothingelse。Herheart,whichatfirsthadquailedinconsternation,recovereditselfwhensheconsideredthecharacterofJohnSmith。Aquietunassumingman,hewouldbesuretoacttowardsherasbeforethoselovepassageswithhisson,whichmighthavegivenamorepretentiousmechanicairs。SowithoutmuchalarmshetookKnight\'sarmafterdismounting,andwentwithhimbetweenandoverthegraves。Themaster-masonrecognizedherassheapproached,and,asusual,liftedhishatrespectfully。
\'IknowyoutobeMr。Smith,myformerfriendStephen\'sfather,\'
saidKnight,directlyhehadscannedtheembrownedandruddyfeaturesofJohn。
\'Yes,sir,Ib\'lieveIbe。\'
\'Howisyoursonnow?IhaveonlyonceheardfromhimsincehewenttoIndia。Idaresayyouhaveheardhimspeakofme——Mr。
Knight,whobecameacquaintedwithhimsomeyearsagoinExonbury。\'
\'Ay,thatIhave。Stephenisverywell,thankyou,sir,andhe\'sinEngland;infact,he\'sathome。Inshort,sir,he\'sdowninthevaultthere,a-lookingatthedepartedcoffins。\'
Elfride\'sheartflutteredlikeabutterfly。
Knightlookedamazed。\'Well,thatisextraordinary。\'hemurmured。
\'DidheknowIwasintheparish?\'
\'Ireallycan\'tsay,sir,\'saidJohn,wishinghimselfoutoftheentanglementherathersuspectedthanthoroughlyunderstood。
\'Woulditbeconsideredanintrusionbythefamilyifwewentintothevault?\'
\'Oh,blessye,no,sir;scoresoffolkhavebeensteppingdown。
\'Tisleftopena-purpose。\'
\'Wewillgodown,Elfride。\'
\'Iamafraidtheairisclose,\'shesaidappealingly。
\'Ohno,ma\'am,\'saidJohn。\'Wewhite-limedthewallsandarchestheday\'twasopened,aswealwaysdo,andagainonthemorningofthefuneral;theplaceisassweetasagranary。
\'ThenIshouldlikeyoutoaccompanyme,Elfie;havingoriginallysprungfromthefamilytoo。\'
\'Idon\'tlikegoingwheredeathissoemphaticallypresent。I\'llstaybythehorseswhilstyougoin;theymaygetloose。\'
\'Whatnonsense!Ihadnoideayoursentimentsweresoflimsilyformedastobeperturbedbyafewremnantsofmortality;butstayout,ifyouaresoafraid,byallmeans。\'
\'Ohno,Iamnotafraid;don\'tsaythat。\'
Sheheldmiserablytohisarm,thinkingthat,perhaps,therevelationmightaswellcomeatonceastenminuteslater,forStephenwouldbesuretoaccompanyhisfriendtohishorse。
Atfirst,thegloomofthevault,whichwaslightedonlybyacoupleofcandles,wastoogreattoadmitoftheirseeinganythingdistinctly;butwithafurtheradvanceKnightdiscerned,infrontoftheblackmassesliningthewalls,ayoungmanstanding,andwritinginapocket-book。
Knightsaidoneword:\'Stephen!\'
StephenSmith,notbeinginsuchabsoluteignoranceofKnight\'swhereaboutsasKnighthadbeenofSmith\'sinstantlyrecognizedhisfriend,andknewbyrotetheoutlinesofthefairwomanstandingbehindhim。
Stephencameforwardandshookhimbythehand,withoutspeaking。
\'Whyhaveyounotwritten,myboy?\'saidKnight,withoutinanywaysignifyingElfride\'spresencetoStephen。Totheessayist,Smithwasstillthecountryladwhomhehadpatronizedandtended;
onetowhomtheformalpresentationofaladybetrothedtohimselfwouldhaveseemedincongruousandabsurd。
\'Whyhaven\'tyouwrittentome?\'saidStephen。
\'Ah,yes。Whyhaven\'tI?whyhaven\'twe?That\'salwaysthequerywhichwecannotclearlyanswerwithoutanunsatisfactorysenseofourinadequacies。However,Ihavenotforgottenyou,Smith。Andnowwehavemet;andwemustmeetagain,andhavealongerchatthanthiscanconvenientlybe。Imustknowallyouhavebeendoing。Thatyonhavethriven,Iknow,andyoumustteachmetheway。\'
Elfridestoodinthebackground。Stephenhadreadthepositionataglance,andimmediatelyguessedthatshehadnevermentionedhisnametoKnight。Histactinavoidingcatastropheswasthechiefqualitywhichmadehimintellectuallyrespectable,inwhichqualityhefartranscendedKnight;andhedecidedthatatranquilissueoutoftheencounter,withoutanyharrowingofthefeelingsofeitherKnightorElfride,wastobeattemptedifpossible。HisoldsenseofindebtednesstoKnighthadneverwhollyforsakenhim;
hisloveforElfridewasgenerousnow。
Asfarashedaredlookathermovementshesawthatherbearingtowardshimwouldbedictatedbyhisowntowardsher;andifheactedasastrangershewoulddolikewiseasameansofdeliverance。Circumstancesfavouringthiscourse,itwasdesirablealsotoberatherreservedtowardsKnight,toshortenthemeetingasmuchaspossible。
\'Iamafraidthatmytimeisalmosttooshorttoallowevenofsuchapleasure,\'hesaid。\'Ileavehereto-morrow。AnduntilI
startfortheContinentandIndia,whichwillbeinafortnight,I
shallhavehardlyamomenttospare。\'
Knight\'sdisappointmentanddissatisfiedlooksatthisreplysentapangthroughStephenasgreatasanyhehadfeltatthesightofElfride。Thewordsaboutshortnessoftimewereliterallytrue,buttheirtonewasfarfrombeingso。HewouldhavebeengratifiedtotalkwithKnightasinpasttimes,andsawasadeadlosstohimselfthat,tosavethewomanwhocarednothingforhim,hewasdeliberatelythrowingawayhisfriend。
\'Oh,Iamsorrytohearthat,\'saidKnight,inachangedtone。
\'Butofcourse,ifyouhaveweightyconcernstoattendto,theymustnotbeneglected。Andifthisistobeourfirstandlastmeeting,letmesaythatIwishyousuccesswithallmyheart!\'
Knight\'swarmthrevivedtowardstheend;thesolemnimpressionshewasbeginningtoreceivefromthescenearoundthemabstractingfromhisheartasapuerilityanymomentaryvexationatwords。
\'Itisastrangeplaceforustomeetin,\'hecontinued,lookingroundthevault。
Stephenbrieflyassented,andtherewasasilence。Theblackenedcoffinswerenowrevealedmoreclearlythanatfirst,thewhitenedwallsandarchesthrowingthemforwardinstrongrelief。Itwasascenewhichwasrememberedbyallthreeasanindeliblemarkintheirhistory。Knight,withanabstractedface,wasstandingbetweenhiscompanions,thoughalittleinadvanceofthem,Elfridebeingonhisrighthand,andStephenSmithonhisleft。
Thewhitedaylightonhisrightsidegleamedfaintlyin,andwastonedtoabluenessbycontrastwiththeyellowraysfromthecandleagainstthewall。Elfride,timidlyshrinkingback,andnearesttheentrance,receivedmostofthelighttherefrom,whilstStephenwasentirelyincandlelight,andtohimthespotofouterskyvisibleabovethestepswasasasteelybluepatch,andnothingmore。
\'Ihavebeenheretwoorthreetimessinceitwasopened,\'saidStephen。\'Myfatherwasengagedinthework,youknow。\'
\'Yes。Whatareyoudoing?\'Knightinquired,lookingatthenote-
bookandpencilStephenheldinhishand。
\'Ihavebeensketchingafewdetailsinthechurch,andsincethenIhavebeencopyingthenamesfromsomeofthecoffinshere。
BeforeIleftEnglandIusedtodoagooddealofthissortofthing。\'
\'Yes;ofcourse。Ah,that\'spoorLadyLuxellian,Isuppose。\'
Knightpointedtoacoffinoflightsatin-wood,whichstoodonthestonesleepersinthenewniche。\'Andtheremainderofthefamilyareonthisside。Whoarethosetwo,sosnugandclosetogether?\'
Stephen\'svoicealteredslightlyashereplied\'That\'sLadyElfrideKingsmore——bornLuxellian,andthatisArthur,herhusband。Ihaveheardmyfathersaythatthey——he——ranawaywithher,andmarriedheragainstthewishofherparents。\'
\'ThenIimaginethistobewhereyougotyourChristianname,MissSwancourt?\'saidKnight,turningtoher。\'IthinkyoutoldmeitwasthreeorfourgenerationsagothatyourfamilybranchedofffromtheLuxellians?\'
\'Shewasmygrandmother,\'saidElfride,vainlyendeavouringtomoistenherdrylipsbeforeshespoke。Elfridehadthentheconscience-strickenlookofGuido\'sMagdalen,rendereduponamorechildlikeform。ShekeptherfacepartiallyawayfromKnightandStephen,andsethereyesupontheskyvisibleoutside,asifhersalvationdependeduponquicklyreachingit。HerlefthandrestedlightlywithinKnight\'sarm,halfwithdrawn,fromasenseofshameatclaiminghimbeforeheroldlover,yetunwillingtorenouncehim;sothatherglovemerelytouchedhissleeve。\'\"Canonebepardoned,andretaintheoffence?\"\'quotedElfride\'sheartthen。
Conversationseemedtohavenoself-sustainingpower,andwentonintheshapeofdisjointedremarks。\'One\'smindgetsthrongedwiththoughtswhilestandingsosolemnlyhere,\'Knightsaid,inameasuredquietvoice。\'Howmuchhasbeensaidondeathfromtimetotime!howmuchweourselvescanthinkuponit!Wemayfancyeachofthesewholieheresaying:
\'ForThou,tomakemyfallmoregreat,Didstliftmeuponhigh。\'
Whatcomesnext,Elfride?ItistheHundred-and-secondPsalmIamthinkingof。\'
\'Yes,Iknowit,\'shemurmured,andwentoninastilllowervoice,seeminglyafraidforanywordsfromtheemotionalsideofhernaturetoreachStephen:
\'\"Mydays,justhasteningtotheirend,Arelikeaneveningshade;
Mybeautydoth,likewither\'dgrass,Withwaninglustrefade。”\'
\'Well,\'saidKnightmusingly,\'letusleavethem。Suchoccasionsastheseseemtocompelustoroamoutsideourselves,farawayfromthefragileframewelivein,andtoexpandtillourperceptiongrowssovastthatourphysicalrealitybearsnosortofproportiontoit。Welookbackupontheweakandminutestemonwhichthisluxuriantgrowthdepends,andask,Canitbepossiblethatsuchacapacityhasafoundationsosmall?MustI
againreturntomydailywalkinthatnarrowcell,ahumanbody,whereworldlythoughtscantortureme?Dowenot?\'
\'Yes,\'saidStephenandElfride。
\'Onehasasenseofwrong,too,thatsuchanappreciativebreadthasasentientbeingpossessesshouldbecommittedtothefrailcasketofabody。Whatweakensone\'sintentionsregardingthefuturelikethethoughtofthis?……However,letustuneourselvestoamorecheerfulchord,forthere\'sagreatdealtobedoneyetbyusall。\'
AsKnightmeditativelyaddressedhisjuniorsthus,unconsciousofthedeceptionpractised,fordifferentreasons,bytheseveredheartsathisside,andofthescenesthathadinearlierdaysunitedthem,eachonefeltthatheandshedidnotgainbycontrastwiththeirmusingmentor。Physicallynotsohandsomeaseithertheyouthfularchitectorthevicar\'sdaughter,thethoroughnessandintegrityofKnightilluminatedhisfeatureswithadignitynotevenincipientintheothertwo。Itisdifficulttoframeruleswhichshallapplytobothsexes,andElfride,anundevelopedgirl,must,perhaps,hardlybeladenwiththemoralresponsibilitieswhichattachtoamaninlikecircumstances。Thecharmofwoman,too,liespartlyinhersubtlenessinmattersoflove。Butifhonestyisavirtueinitself,Elfride,havingnoneofitnow,seemed,beingforbeing,scarcelygoodenoughforKnight。Stephen,thoughdeceptivefornounworthypurpose,wasdeceptiveafterall;andwhatevergoodresultsgracesuchstrategyifitsucceed,itseldomdrawsadmiration,especiallywhenitfails。
Onanordinaryoccasion,hadKnightbeenevenquitealonewithStephen,hewouldhardlyhavealludedtohispossiblerelationshiptoElfride。ButmovedbyattendantcircumstancesKnightwasimpelledtobeconfiding。
\'Stephen,\'hesaid,\'thisladyisMissSwancourt。Iamstayingatherfather\'shouse,asyouprobablyknow。\'HesteppedafewpacesnearertoSmith,andsaidinalowertone:\'Imayaswelltellyouthatweareengagedtobemarried。\'
Lowasthewordshadbeenspoken,Elfridehadheardthem,andawaitedStephen\'sreplyinbreathlesssilence,ifthatcouldbecalledsilencewhereElfride\'sdress,ateachthrobofherheart,shookandindicateditlikeapulse-glass,rustlingalsoagainstthewallinreplytothesamethrobbing。Therayofdaylightwhichreachedherfacelentitabluepallorincomparisonwiththoseoftheothertwo。
\'Icongratulateyou,\'Stephenwhispered;andsaidaloud,\'IknowMissSwancourt——alittle。YoumustrememberthatmyfatherisaparishionerofMr。Swancourt\'s。\'
\'Ithoughtyoumightpossiblynothavelivedathomesincetheyhavebeenhere。\'
\'Ihaveneverlivedathome,certainly,sincethattime。\'
\'IhaveseenMr。Smith,\'falteredElfride。
\'Well,thereisnoexcuseforme。AsstrangerstoeachotherI
ought,Isuppose,tohaveintroducedyou:asacquaintances,I
shouldnothavestoodsopersistentlybetweenyou。Butthefactis,Smith,youseemaboytome,evennow。\'
Stephenappearedtohaveamorethanpreviousconsciousnessoftheintensecrueltyofhisfateatthepresentmoment。Hecouldnotrepressthewords,utteredwithadimbitterness:
\'YoushouldhavesaidthatIseemedstilltheruralmechanic\'ssonIam,andhenceanunfitsubjectfortheceremonyofintroductions。\'