\'Oh,no,no!Iwon\'thavethat。\'KnightendeavouredtogivehisreplyalaughingtoneinElfride\'sears,andanearnestnessinStephen\'s:inbothwhicheffortshesignallyfailed,andproducedaforcedspeechpleasanttoneither。\'Well,letusgointotheopenairagain;MissSwancourt,youareparticularlysilent。Youmustn\'tmindSmith。Ihaveknownhimforyears,asIhavetoldyou。\'
\'Yes,youhave,\'shesaid。
\'Tothinkshehasnevermentionedherknowledgeofme!\'Smithmurmured,andthoughtwithsomeremorsehowmuchherconductresembledhisownonhisfirstarrivalatherhouseasastrangertotheplace。
Theyascendedtothedaylight,KnighttakingnofurthernoticeofElfride\'smanner,which,asusual,heattributedtothenaturalshynessofayoungwomanatbeingdiscoveredwalkingwithhimontermswhichleftnotmuchdoubtoftheirmeaning。Elfridesteppedalittleinadvance,andpassedthroughthechurchyard。
\'Youarechangedveryconsiderably,Smith,\'saidKnight,\'andI
supposeitisnomorethanwastobeexpected。However,don\'timaginethatIshallfeelanythelessinterestinyouandyourfortuneswheneveryoucaretoconfidethemtome。IhavenotforgottentheattachmentyouspokeofasyourreasonforgoingawaytoIndia。ALondonyounglady,wasitnot?Ihopeallisprosperous?\'
\'No:thematchisbrokenoff。\'
Itbeingalwaysdifficulttoknowwhethertoexpresssorroworgladnessundersuchcircumstances——alldependinguponthecharacterofthematch——Knighttookshelterinthesafewords:\'I
trustitwasforthebest。\'
\'Ihopeitwas。ButIbegthatyouwillnotpressmefurther:no,youhavenotpressedme——Idon\'tmeanthat——butIwouldrathernotspeakuponthesubject。\'
Stephen\'swordswerehurried。
Knightsaidnomore,andtheyfollowedinthefootstepsofElfride,whostillkeptsomepacesinadvance,andhadnotheardKnight\'sunconsciousallusiontoher。Stephenbadehimadieuatthechurchyard-gatewithoutgoingoutside,andwatchedwhilstheandhissweetheartmountedtheirhorses。
\'Goodheavens,Elfride,\'Knightexclaimed,\'howpaleyouare!I
supposeIoughtnottohavetakenyouintothatvault。Whatisthematter?\'
\'Nothing,\'saidElfridefaintly。\'Ishallbemyselfinamoment。
Allwassostrangeandunexpecteddownthere,thatitmademeunwell。\'
\'Ithoughtyousaidverylittle。ShallIgetsomewater?\'
\'No,no。\'
\'Doyouthinkitissafeforyoutomount?\'
\'Quite——indeeditis,\'shesaid,withalookofappeal。
\'Nowthen——upshegoes!\'whisperedKnight,andliftedhertenderlyintothesaddle。
Heroldloverstilllookedonattheperformanceasheleantoverthegateadozenyardsoff。Onceinthesaddle,andhavingafirmgripofthereins,sheturnedherheadasifbyaresistlessfascination,andforthefirsttimesincethatmemorablepartingonthemooroutsideSt。Launce\'safterthepassionateattemptatmarriagewithhim,Elfridelookedinthefaceoftheyoungmanshefirsthadloved。Hewastheyouthwhohadcalledherhisinseparablewifemanyatime,andwhomshehadevenaddressedasherhusband。Theireyesmet。Measurementoflifeshouldbeproportionedrathertotheintensityoftheexperiencethantoitsactuallength。Theirglance,butamomentchronologically,wasaseasonintheirhistory。ToElfridetheintenseagonyofreproachinStephen\'seyewasanailpiercingherheartwithadeadlinessnowordscandescribe。Withaspasmodiceffortshewithdrewhereyes,urgedonthehorse,andinthechaosofperturbedmemorieswasobliviousofanypresencebesideher。Thedeedofdeceptionwascomplete。
Gainingaknollonwhichtheparktransformeditselfintowoodandcopse,Knightcamestillclosertoherside,andsaid,\'Areyoubetternow,dearest?\'
\'Ohyes。\'Shepressedahandtohereyes,asiftoblotouttheimageofStephen。Avividscarletspotnowshonewithpreternaturalbrightnessinthecentreofeachcheek,leavingtheremainderofherfacelily-whiteasbefore。
\'Elfride,\'saidKnight,ratherinhisoldtoneofmentor,\'youknowIdon\'tforamomentchideyou,butistherenotagreatdealofunwomanlyweaknessinyourallowingyourselftobesooverwhelmedbythesightofwhat,afterall,isnonovelty?Everywomanworthyofthenameshould,Ithink,beabletolookupondeathwithsomethinglikecomposure。Surelyyouthinksotoo?\'
\'Yes;Iownit。\'
Hisobtusenesstothecauseofherindisposition,byevidencinghisentirefreedomfromthesuspicionofanythingbehindthescenes,showedhowincapableKnightwasofdeceptionhimself,ratherthananyinherentdulnessinhimregardinghumannature。
This,clearlyperceivedbyElfride,addedpoignancytoherself-
reproach,andsheidolizedhimthemorebecauseoftheirdifference。EventherecentsightofStephen\'sfaceandthesoundofhisvoice,whichforamomenthadstirredachordortwoofancientkindness,wereunabletokeepdowntheadorationre-
existentnowthathewasagainoutofview。
ShehadrepliedtoKnight\'squestionhastily,andimmediatelywentontospeakofindifferentsubjects。Aftertheyhadreachedhomeshewasapartfromhimtilldinner-time。Whendinnerwasover,andtheywerewatchingtheduskinthedrawing-room,Knightsteppedoutupontheterrace。Elfridewentafterhimverydecisively,onthespurofavirtuousintention。
\'Mr。Knight,Iwanttotellyousomething,\'shesaid,withquietfirmness。
\'Andwhatisitabout?\'gailyreturnedherlover。\'Happiness,I
hope。Donotletanythingkeepyousosadasyouseemtohavebeento-day。\'
\'IcannotmentionthematteruntilItellyouthewholesubstanceofit,\'shesaid。\'AndthatIwilldoto-morrow。Ihavebeenremindedofitto-day。ItisaboutsomethingIoncedid,anddon\'tthinkIoughttohavedone。\'
This,itmustbesaid,wasratheramildwayofreferringtoafranticpassionandflight,which,muchorlittleinitself,onlyaccidenthadsavedfrombeingascandalinthepubliceye。
Knightthoughtthemattersometrifle,andsaidpleasantly:
\'ThenIamnottohearthedreadfulconfessionnow?\'
\'No,notnow。Ididnotmeanto-night,\'Elfrideresponded,withaslightdeclineinthefirmnessofhervoice。\'Itisnotlightasyouthinkit——ittroublesmeagreatdeal。\'Fearingnowtheeffectofherownearnestness,sheaddedforcedly,\'Though,perhaps,youmaythinkitlightafterall。\'
\'Butyouhavenotsaidwhenitistobe?\'
\'To-morrowmorning。Nameatime,willyou,andbindmetoit?I
wantyoutofixanhour,becauseIamweak,andmayotherwisetrytogetoutofit。\'Sheaddedalittleartificiallaugh,whichshowedhowtimorousherresolutionwasstill。
\'Well,sayafterbreakfast——ateleveno\'clock。\'
\'Yes,eleveno\'clock。Ipromiseyou。Bindmestrictlytomyword。\'
ChapterXXVIII
\'Ilullafancy,trouble-tost。\'
MissSwancourt,itiseleveno\'clock。\'
Shewaslookingoutofherdressing-roomwindowonthefirstfloor,andKnightwasregardingherfromtheterracebalustrade,uponwhichhehadbeenidlysittingforsometime——dividingtheglancesofhiseyebetweenthepagesofabookinhishand,thebrillianthuesofthegeraniumsandcalceolarias,andtheopenwindowabove-mentioned。
\'Yes,itis,Iknow。Iamcoming。\'
Hedrewcloser,andunderthewindow。
\'Howareyouthismorning,Elfride?Youlooknobetterforyourlongnight\'srest。\'
Sheappearedatthedoorshortlyafter,tookhisofferedarm,andtogethertheywalkedslowlydownthegravelpathleadingtotheriverandawayunderthetrees。
Herresolution,sustainedduringthelastfifteenhours,hadbeentotellthewholetruth,andnowthemomenthadcome。
Stepbysteptheyadvanced,andstillshedidnotspeak。Theywerenearlyattheendofthewalk,whenKnightbrokethesilence。
\'Well,whatistheconfession,Elfride?\'
Shepausedamoment,drewalongbreath;andthisiswhatshesaid:
\'Itoldyouoneday——orratherIgaveyoutounderstand——whatwasnottrue。IfancyyouthoughtmetomeanIwasnineteenmynextbirthday,butitwasmylastIwasnineteen。\'
Themomenthadbeentoomuchforher。Nowthatthecrisishadcome,noqualmsofconscience,noloveofhonesty,noyearningtomakeaconfidenceandobtainforgivenesswithakiss,couldstringElfrideuptotheventure。Herdreadlestheshouldbeunforgivingwasheightenedbythethoughtofyesterday\'sartifice,whichmightpossiblyadddisgusttohisdisappointment。Thecertaintyofonemoreday\'saffection,whichshegainedbysilence,outvaluedthehopeofaperpetuitycombinedwiththeriskofall。
Thetrepidationcausedbythesethoughtsonwhatshehadintendedtosayshooksonaturallythewordsshedidsay,thatKnightneverforamomentsuspectedthemtobealastmoment\'ssubstitution。
Hesmiledandpressedherhandwarmly。
\'MydearElfie——yes,youarenow——noprotestation——whatawinninglittlewomanyouare,tobesoabsurdlyscrupulousaboutamereiota!Really,Ineveroncehavethoughtwhetheryournineteenthyearwasthelastorthepresent。And,byGeorge,wellImaynot;
foritwouldneverdoforastaidfogeyadozenyearsoldertostanduponsuchatrifleasthat。\'
\'Don\'tpraiseme——don\'tpraiseme!ThoughIprizeitfromyourlips,Idon\'tdeserveitnow。\'
ButKnight,beinginanexceptionallygenialmood,merelysawthisdistressfulexclamationasmodesty。\'Well,\'headded,afteraminute,\'Ilikeyouallthebetter,youknow,forsuchmoralprecision,althoughIcalleditabsurd。\'Hewentonwithtenderearnestness:\'For,Elfride,thereisonethingIdolovetoseeinawoman——thatis,asoultruthfulandclearasheaven\'slight。I
couldputupwithanythingifIhadthat——forgivenothingifIhaditnot。Elfride,youhavesuchasoul,ifeverwomanhad;andhavingit,retainit,anddon\'teverlistentothefashionabletheoriesofthedayaboutawoman\'sprivilegesandnaturalrighttopractisewiles。Dependuponit,mydeargirl,thatanoblewomanmustbeashonestasanobleman。Ispeciallymeanbyhonesty,fairnessnotonlyinmattersofbusinessandsocialdetail,butinallthedelicatedealingsoflove,towhichthelicencegiventoyoursexparticularlyrefers。\'
Elfridelookedtroublouslyatthetrees。
\'Nowletusgoontotheriver,Elfie。\'
\'IwouldifIhadahaton,\'shesaidwithasortofsuppressedwoe。
\'Iwillgetitforyou,\'saidKnight,verywillingtopurchasehercompanionshipatsocheapaprice。\'Yousitdownthereaminute。\'
Andheturnedandwalkedrapidlybacktothehouseforthearticleinquestion。
Elfridesatdownupononeoftherusticbencheswhichadornedthisportionofthegrounds,andremainedwithhereyesuponthegrass。
Shewasinducedtoliftthembyhearingthebrushoflightandirregularfootstepshardby。Passingalongthepathwhichintersectedtheoneshewasinandtraversedtheoutershrubberies,Elfridebeheldthefarmer\'swidow,Mrs。Jethway。
BeforeshenoticedElfride,shepausedtolookatthehouse,portionsofwhichwerevisiblethroughthebushes。Elfride,shrinkingback,hopedtheunpleasantwomanmightgoonwithoutseeingher。ButMrs。Jethway,silentlyapostrophizingthehouse,withactionswhichseemeddictatedbyahalf-overturnedreason,haddiscernedthegirl,andimmediatelycameupandstoodinfrontofher。
\'Ah,MissSwancourt!Whydidyoudisturbme?Mustn\'tItrespasshere?\'
\'Youmaywalkhereifyoulike,Mrs。Jethway。Idonotdisturbyou。\'
\'Youdisturbmymind,andmymindismywholelife;formyboyistherestill,andheisgonefrommybody。\'
\'Yes,pooryoungman。Iwassorrywhenhedied。\'
\'Doyouknowwhathediedof?\'
\'Consumption。\'
\'Ohno,no!\'saidthewidow。\'Thatword\"consumption\"coversagooddeal。Hediedbecauseyouwerehisownwell-agreedsweetheart,andthenprovedfalse——anditkilledhim。Yes,MissSwancourt,\'shesaidinanexcitedwhisper,\'youkilledmyson!\'
\'Howcanyoubesowickedandfoolish!\'repliedElfride,risingindignantly。Butindignationwasnotnaturaltoher,andhavingbeensowornandharrowedbylateevents,shelostanypowersofdefencethatmoodmighthavelenther。\'Icouldnothelphislovingme,Mrs。Jethway!\'
\'That\'sjustwhatyoucouldhavehelped。Youknowhowitbegan,MissElfride。Yes:yousaidyoulikedthenameofFelixbetterthananyothernameintheparish,andyouknewitwashisname,andthatthoseyousaidittowouldreportittohim。\'
\'Iknewitwashisname——ofcourseIdid;butIamsure,Mrs。
Jethway,Ididnotintendanybodytotellhim。\'
\'Butyouknewtheywould。\'
\'No,Ididn\'t。\'
\'Andthen,afterthat,whenyouwereridingonRevels-daybyourhouse,andtheladsweregatheredthere,andyouwantedtodismount,whenJimDrakeandGeorgeUpwayandthreeorfourmoreranforwardtoholdyourpony,andFelixstoodbacktimid,whydidyoubeckontohim,andsayyouwouldratherheheldit?\'
\'OMrs。Jethway,youdothinksomistakenly!Ilikedhimbest——
that\'swhyIwantedhimtodoit。Hewasgentleandnice——I
alwaysthoughthimso——andIlikedhim。\'
\'Thenwhydidyoulethimkissyou?\'
\'Itisafalsehood;oh,itis,itis!\'saidElfride,weepingwithdesperation。\'Hecamebehindme,andattemptedtokissme;andthatwaswhyItoldhimnevertoletmeseehimagain。\'
\'Butyoudidnottellyourfatheroranybody,asyouwouldhaveifyouhadlookeduponitthenastheinsultyounowpretenditwas。\'
\'Hebeggedmenottotell,andfoolishlyenoughIdidnot。AndI
wishIhadnow。Ilittleexpectedtobescourgedwithmyownkindness。Prayleaveme,Mrs。Jethway。\'Thegirlonlyexpostulatednow。
\'Well,youharshlydismissedhim,andhedied。Andbeforehisbodywascold,youtookanothertoyourheart。Thenascarelesslysenthimabouthisbusiness,andtookathird。Andifyouconsiderthatnothing,MissSwancourt,\'shecontinued,drawingcloser;\'itledontowhatwasveryseriousindeed。Haveyouforgottenthewould-berunawaymarriage?ThejourneytoLondon,andthereturnthenextdaywithoutbeingmarried,andthatthere\'senoughdisgraceinthattoruinawoman\'sgoodnamefarlesslightthanyours?Youmayhave:Ihavenot。Ficklenesstowardsaloverisbad,butficklenessafterplayingthewifeiswantonness。\'
\'Oh,it\'sawickedcruellie!Donotsayit;oh,donot!\'
\'Doesyournewmanknowofit?Ithinknot,orhewouldbenomanofyours!Asmuchofthestoryaswasknowniscreepingabouttheneighbourhoodevennow;butIknowmorethananyofthem,andwhyshouldIrespectyourlove?\'
\'Idefyyou!\'criedElfridetempestuously。\'Doandsayallyoucantoruinme;try;putyourtongueatwork;Iinviteit!Idefyyouasaslanderouswoman!Look,therehecomes。\'AndhervoicetrembledgreatlyasshesawthroughtheleavesthebelovedformofKnightcomingfromthedoorwithherhatinhishand。\'Tellhimatonce;Icanbearit。\'
\'Notnow,\'saidthewoman,anddisappeareddownthepath。
TheexcitementofherlatterwordshadrestoredcolourtoElfride\'scheeks;andhastilywipinghereyes,shewalkedfartheron,sothatbythetimeherloverhadovertakenherthetracesofemotionhadnearlydisappearedfromherface。Knightputthehatuponherhead,tookherhand,anddrewitwithinhisarm。
ItwasthelastdaybutoneprevioustotheirdepartureforSt。
Leonards;andKnightseemedtohaveapurposeinbeingmuchinhercompanythatday。Theyrambledalongthevalley。Theseasonwasthatperiodintheautumnwhenthefoliagealoneofanordinaryplantationisrichenoughinhuestoexhaustthechromaticcombinationsofanartist\'spalette。Mostlustrousofallarethebeeches,graduatingfrombrightrustyredattheextremityoftheboughstoabrightyellowattheirinnerparts;youngoaksarestillofaneutralgreen;Scotchfirsandholliesarenearlyblue;
whilstoccasionaldottingsofothervarietiesgivemaroonsandpurplesofeverytinge。
Theriver——suchasitwas——herepursueditscourseamidflagstonesaslevelasapavement,butdividedbycrevicesofirregularwidth。Withthesummerdroughtthetorrenthadnarrowedtillitwasnowbutathreadofcrystalclearness,meanderingalongacentralchannelintherockybedofthewintercurrent。Knightscrambledthroughthebusheswhichatthispointnearlycoveredthebrookfromsight,andleaptdownuponthedryportionoftheriverbottom。
\'Elfride,Ineversawsuchasight!\'heexclaimed。\'Thehazelsoverhangtheriver\'scourseinaperfectarch,andthefloorisbeautifullypaved。Theplaceremindsoneofthepassagesofacloister。Letmehelpyoudown。\'
Heassistedherthroughthemarginalunderwoodanddowntothestones。Theywalkedontogethertoatinycascadeaboutafootwideandhigh,andsatdownbesideitontheflagsthatforninemonthsintheyearweresubmergedbeneathagushingbourne。Fromtheirfeettrickledtheattenuatedthreadofwaterwhichaloneremainedtotelltheintentandreasonofthisleaf-coveredaisle,andjourneyedoninazigzaglinetilllostintheshade。
Knight,leaningonhiselbow,aftercontemplatingallthis,lookedcriticallyatElfride。
\'Doesnotsuchaluxuriantheadofhairexhaustitselfandgetthinastheyearsgoonfromeighteentoeight-and-twenty?\'heaskedatlength。
\'Ohno!\'shesaidquickly,withavisibledisinclinationtoharboursuchathought,whichcameuponherwithanunpleasantnesswhoseforceitwouldbedifficultformentounderstand。Sheaddedafterwards,withsmoulderinguneasiness,\'Doyoureallythinkthatagreatabundanceofhairismorelikelytogetthinthanamoderatequantity?\'
\'Yes,Ireallydo。Ibelieve——amalmostsure,infact——thatifstatisticscouldbeobtainedonthesubject,youwouldfindthepersonswiththinhairwerethosewhohadasuperabundanceoriginally,andthatthosewhostartwithamoderatequantityretainitwithoutmuchloss。\'
Elfride\'stroublessatuponherfaceaswellasinherheart。
Perhapstoawomanitisalmostasdreadfultothinkoflosingherbeautyasoflosingherreputation。Atanyrate,shelookedquiteasgloomyasshehadlookedatanyminutethatday。
\'Youshouldn\'tbesotroubledaboutamerepersonaladornment,\'
saidKnight,withsomeoftheseverityoftonethathadbeencustomarybeforeshehadbeguiledhimintosoftness。
\'Ithinkitisawoman\'sdutytobeasbeautifulasshecan。IfI
wereascholar,IwouldgiveyouchapterandverseforitfromoneofyourownLatinauthors。Iknowthereissuchapassage,forpapahasalludedtoit。\'
\"\'Munditiae,etornatus,etcultus,\"&c——isthatit?ApassageinLivywhichisnodefenceatall。\'
\'No,itisnotthat。\'
\'Nevermind,then;forIhaveareasonfornottakingupmyoldcudgelsagainstyou,Elfie。Canyouguesswhatthereasonis?\'
\'No;butIamgladtohearit,\'shesaidthankfully。\'Foritisdreadfulwhenyoutalkso。Forwhateverdreadfulnametheweaknessmaydeserve,ImustcandidlyownthatIamterrifiedtothinkmyhairmayevergetthin。\'
\'Ofcourse;asensiblewomanwouldratherloseherwitsthanherbeauty。\'
\'Idon\'tcareifyoudosaysatireandjudgemecruelly。Iknowmyhairisbeautiful;everybodysaysso。\'
\'Why,mydearMissSwancourt,\'hetenderlyreplied,\'Ihavenotsaidanythingagainstit。Butyouknowwhatissaidabouthandsomebeingandhandsomedoing。\'
\'PoorMissHandsome-doescutsbutasorryfigurebesideMissHandsome-isineveryman\'seyes,yourownnotexcepted,Mr。
Knight,thoughitpleasesyoutothrowoffso,\'saidElfridesaucily。Andloweringhervoice:\'Yououghtnottohavetakensomuchtroubletosavemefromfallingoverthecliff,foryoudon\'tthinkminealifeworthmuchtroubleevidently。\'
\'Perhapsyouthinkminewasnotworthyours。\'
\'Itwasworthanybody\'s!\'
Herhandwasplashinginthelittlewaterfall,andhereyeswerebentthesameway。
\'Youtalkaboutmyseveritywithyou,Elfride。Youareunkindtome,youknow。\'
\'How?\'sheasked,lookingupfromheridleoccupation。
\'Aftermytakingtroubletogetjewellerytopleaseyou,youwouldn\'tacceptit。\'
\'PerhapsIwouldnow;perhapsIwantto。\'
\'Do!\'saidKnight。
Andthepacketwaswithdrawnfromhispocketandpresentedthethirdtime。Elfridetookitwithdelight。Theobstaclewasrentintwain,andthesignificantgiftwashers。
\'I\'lltakeouttheseuglyonesatonce,\'sheexclaimed,\'andI\'llwearyours——shallI?\'
\'Ishouldbegratified。\'
Now,thoughitmayseemunlikely,consideringhowfarthetwohadgoneinconverse,KnighthadneveryetventuredtokissElfride。
FarslowerwashethanStephenSmithinmatterslikethat。TheutmostadvancehehadmadeinsuchdemonstrationshadbeentothedegreewitnessedbyStepheninthesummer-house。SoElfride\'scheekbeingstillforbiddenfruittohim,hesaidimpulsively。
\'Elfie,Ishouldliketotouchthatseductiveearofyours。Thosearemygifts;soletmedressyouinthem。\'
Shehesitatedwithastimulatinghesitation。
\'Letmeputjustoneinitsplace,then?\'
Herfacegrewmuchwarmer。
\'Idon\'tthinkitwouldbequitetheusualorpropercourse,\'shesaid,suddenlyturningandresumingheroperationofplashingintheminiaturecataract。
Thestillnessofthingswasdisturbedbyabirdcomingtothestreamlettodrink。Afterwatchinghimdiphisbill,sprinklehimself,andflyintoatree,Knightreplied,withthecourteousbrusquenessshesomuchlikedtohear——
\'Elfride,nowyoumayaswellbefair。Youwouldmindmydoingitbutlittle,Ithink;sogivemeleave,do。\'
\'Iwillbefair,then,\'shesaidconfidingly,andlookinghimfullintheface。Itwasaparticularpleasuretohertobeabletodoalittlehonestywithoutfear。\'Ishouldnotmindyourdoingso——
Ishouldlikesuchanattention。Mythoughtwas,woulditberighttoletyou?\'
\'ThenIwill!\'herejoined,withthatsingularearnestnessaboutasmallmatter——intheeyesofaladies\'manbutamomentarypegforflirtationorjest——whichisonlyfoundindeepnatureswhohavebeenwhollyunusedtotoyingwithwomankind,andwhich,fromitsunwontedness,isinitselfatributethemostpreciousthatcanberendered,andhomagethemostexquisitetobereceived。
\'Andyoushall,\'shewhispered,withoutreserve,andnolongermistressoftheceremonies。AndthenElfrideinclinedherselftowardshim,thrustbackherhair,andpoisedherheadsideways。
Indoingthisherarmandshouldernecessarilyrestedagainsthisbreast。
Atthetouch,thesensationofbothseemedtobeconcentratedatthepointofcontact。AllthetimehewasperformingthedelicatemanoeuvreKnighttrembledlikeayoungsurgeoninhisfirstoperation。
\'Nowtheother,\'saidKnightinawhisper。
\'No,no。\'
\'Whynot?\'
\'Idon\'tknowexactly。\'
\'Youmustknow。\'
\'Yourtouchagitatesmeso。Letusgohome。\'
\'Don\'tsaythat,Elfride。Whatisit,afterall?Amerenothing。
Nowturnround,dearest。\'
Shewaspowerlesstodisobey,andturnedforthwith;andthen,withoutanydefinedintentionineither\'smind,hisfaceandhersdrewclosertogether;andhesupportedherthere,andkissedher。
Knightwasatoncethemostardentandthecoolestmanalive。
Whenhisemotionsslumberedheappearedalmostphlegmatic;whentheyweremovedhewasnolessthanpassionate。Andnow,withouthavingquiteintendedanearlymarriage,heputthequestionplainly。Itcamewithalltheardourwhichwastheaccumulationoflongyearsbehindanaturalreserve。
\'Elfride,whenshallwebemarried?\'
Thewordsweresweettoher;buttherewasabitterinthesweet。
Thesenewly-overtactsofhis,whichhadculminatedinthisplainquestion,comingontheverydayofMrs。Jethway\'sblastingreproaches,painteddistinctlyherficklenessasanenormity。
Lovinghiminsecrethadnotseemedsuchthorough-goinginconstancyasthesameloverecognizedandacteduponinthefaceofthreats。Herdistractionwasinterpretedbyhimathersideastheoutwardsignsofanunwontedexperience。
\'Idon\'tpressyouforananswernow,darling,\'hesaid,seeingshewasnotlikelytogivealucidreply。\'Takeyourtime。\'
Knightwasashonourableamanaswaseverlovedanddeludedbywoman。Itmaybesaidthathisblindnessinloveprovedthepoint,forshrewdnessinloveusuallygoeswithmeannessingeneral。Oncethepassionhadmasteredhim,theintellecthadgonefornaught。Knight,asalover,wasmoresingle-mindedandfarsimplerthanhisfriendStephen,whoinothercapacitieswasshallowbesidehim。
Withoutsayingmoreonthesubjectoftheirmarriage,Knightheldheratarm\'slength,asifshehadbeenalargebouquet,andlookedatherwithcriticalaffection。
\'Doesyourprettygiftbecomeme?\'sheinquired,withtearsofexcitementonthefringesofhereyes。
\'Undoubtedly,perfectly!\'saidherlover,adoptingalightertonetoputheratherease。\'Ah,youshouldseethem;youlookshinierthanever。FancythatIhavebeenabletoimproveyou!\'
\'AmIreallysonice?Iamgladforyoursake。IwishIcouldseemyself。\'
\'Youcan\'t。Youmustwaittillwegethome。\'
\'Ishallneverbeable,\'shesaid,laughing。\'Look:here\'saway。\'
\'Sothereis。Welldone,woman\'swit!\'
\'Holdmesteady!\'
\'Ohyes。\'
\'Anddon\'tletmefall,willyou?\'
\'Bynomeans。\'
Belowtheirseatthethreadofwaterpausedtospreadoutintoasmoothsmallpool。Knightsupportedherwhilstshekneltdownandleantoverit。
\'Icanseemyself。Really,tryasreligiouslyasIwill,Icannothelpadmiringmyappearanceinthem。\'
\'Doubtless。Howcanyoubesofondoffinery?Ibelieveyouarecorruptingmeintoatasteforit。IusedtohateeverysuchthingbeforeIknewyou。\'
\'Ilikeornaments,becauseIwantpeopletoadmirewhatyoupossess,andenvyyou,andsay,\"IwishIwashe。”\'
\'IsupposeIoughtnottoobjectafterthat。Andhowmuchlongerareyougoingtolookinthereatyourself?\'
\'Untilyouaretiredofholdingme?Oh,Iwanttoaskyousomething。\'Andsheturnedround。\'Nowtelltruly,won\'tyou?
Whatcolourofhairdoyoulikebestnow?\'
Knightdidnotansweratthemoment。
\'Saylight,do!\'shewhisperedcoaxingly。\'Don\'tsaydark,asyoudidthattime。\'
\'Light-brown,then。Exactlythecolourofmysweetheart\'s。\'
\'Really?\'saidElfride,enjoyingastruthwhatsheknewtobeflattery。
\'Yes。\'
\'Andblueeyes,too,nothazel?Sayyes,sayyes!\'
\'Onerecantationisenoughforto-day。\'
\'No,no。\'
\'Verywell,blueeyes。\'AndKnightlaughed,anddrewhercloseandkissedherthesecondtime,whichoperationsheperformedwiththecarefulnessofafruiterertouchingabunchofgrapessoasnottodisturbtheirbloom。
Elfrideobjectedtoasecond,andflungawayherface,themovementcausingaslightdisarrangementofhatandhair。Hardlythinkingwhatshesaidinthetrepidationofthemoment,sheexclaimed,clappingherhandtoherear——
\'Ah,wemustbecareful!Ilosttheotherearringdoinglikethis。\'
Nosoonerdidsherealisethesignificantwordsthanatroubledlookpassedacrossherface,andsheshutherlipsasiftokeepthemback。
\'Doinglikewhat?\'saidKnight,perplexed。
\'Oh,sittingdownoutofdoors,\'sherepliedhastily。
ChapterXXIX
\'Care,thoucanker。\'
ItisaneveningatthebeginningofOctober,andthemellowestofautumnsunsetsirradiatesLondon,eventoitsuttermosteasternend。BetweentheeyeandtheflamingWest,columnsofsmokestandupinthestillairliketalltrees。Everythingintheshadeisrichandmistyblue。
Mr。andMrs。SwancourtandElfridearelookingattheselustrousandluridcontrastsfromthewindowofalargehotelnearLondonBridge。ThevisittotheirfriendsatSt。Leonardsisover,andtheyarestayingadayortwointhemetropolisontheirwayhome。
KnightspentthesameintervaloftimeincrossingovertoBrittanybywayofJerseyandSt。Malo。HethenpassedthroughNormandy,andreturnedtoLondonalso,hisarrivaltherehavingbeentwodayslaterthanthatofElfrideandherparents。
SotheeveningofthisOctoberdaysawthemallmeetingattheabove-mentionedhotel,wheretheyhadpreviouslyengagedapartments。DuringtheafternoonKnighthadbeentohislodgingsatRichmondtomakealittlechangeinthenatureofhisbaggage;
andoncomingupagaintherewasneverusheredbyablandwaiterintoacomfortableroomahappiermanthanKnightwhenshowntowhereElfrideandherstep-motherweresittingafterafatiguingdayofshopping。
Elfridelookednonethebetterforherchange:Knightwasasbrownasanut。Theyweresoonengagedbythemselvesinacorneroftheroom。Nowthatthepreciouswordsofpromisehadbeenspoken,theyounggirlhadnoideaofkeepingupherpricebythesystemofreservewhichothermoreaccomplishedmaidensuse。Herloverwaswithheragain,anditwasenough:shemadeherheartovertohimentirely。
Dinnerwassoondespatched。Andwhenapreliminaryroundofconversationconcerningtheirdoingssincethelastpartinghadbeenconcluded,theyrevertedtothesubjectofto-morrow\'sjourneyhome。
\'ThatenervatingridethroughthemyrtleclimateofSouthDevon——
howIdreaditto-morrow!\'Mrs。Swancourtwassaying。\'Ihadhopedtheweatherwouldhavebeencoolerbythistime。\'
\'Didyouevergobywater?\'saidKnight。
\'Never——bynever,Imeannotsincethetimeofrailways。\'
\'Thenifyoucanaffordanadditionalday,Iproposethatwedoit,\'saidKnight。\'TheChannelislikealakejustnow。WeshouldreachPlymouthinaboutfortyhours,Ithink,andtheboatsstartfromjustbelowthebridgehere\'(pointingoverhisshouldereastward)。
\'Hear,hear!\'saidthevicar。
\'It\'sanidea,certainly,\'saidhiswife。
\'Ofcoursethesecoastersarerathertubby,\'saidKnight。\'Butyouwouldn\'tmindthat?\'
\'No:wewouldn\'tmind。\'
\'Andthesaloonisaplacelikethefishmarketofaninth-ratecountrytown,butthatwouldn\'tmatter?\'
\'Ohdear,no。Ifwehadonlythoughtofitsoonenough,wemighthavehadtheuseofLordLuxellian\'syacht。Butnevermind,we\'llgo。WeshallescapetheworryingrattlethroughthewholelengthofLondonto-morrowmorning——nottomentiontheriskofbeingkilledbyexcursiontrains,whichisnotalittleoneatthistimeoftheyear,ifthepapersaretrue。\'
Elfride,too,thoughtthearrangementdelightful;andaccordingly,teno\'clockthefollowingmorningsawtwocabscrawlingroundbytheMint,andbetweenthepreternaturallyhighwallsofNightingaleLanetowardstheriverside。
Thefirstvehiclewasoccupiedbythetravellersinperson,andthesecondbroughtuptheluggage,underthesupervisionofMrs。
Snewson,Mrs。Swancourt\'smaid——andforthelastfortnightElfride\'salso;foralthoughtheyoungerladyhadneverbeenaccustomedtoanysuchattendantatrobingtimes,herstepmotherforcedherintoasemblanceoffamiliaritywithonewhentheywereawayfromhome。
Presentlywaggons,bales,andsmellsofalldescriptionsincreasedtosuchanextentthattheadvanceofthecabswasattheslowestpossiblerate。Atintervalsitwasnecessarytohaltentirely,thattheheavyvehiclesunloadinginfrontmightbemovedaside,afeatwhichwasnotaccomplishedwithoutadealofswearingandnoise。Thevicarputhisheadoutofthewindow。
\'Surelytheremustbesomemistakeintheway,\'hesaidwithgreatconcern,drawinginhisheadagain。\'There\'snotarespectableconveyancetobeseenhereexceptours。I\'veheardthattherearestrangedensinthispartofLondon,intowhichpeoplehavebeenentrappedandmurdered——surelythereisnoconspiracyonthepartofthecabman?\'
\'Ohno,no。Itisallright,\'saidMr。Knight,whowasasplacidasdewyevebythesideofElfride。
\'ButwhatIarguefrom,\'saidthevicar,withagreateremphasisofuneasiness,\'areplainappearances。Thiscan\'tbethehighwayfromLondontoPlymouthbywater,becauseitisnowayatalltoanyplace。Weshallmissoursteamerandourtraintoo——that\'swhatIthink。\'
\'Dependuponitweareright。Infact,hereweare。\'
\'Trimmer\'sWharf,\'saidthecabman,openingthedoor。
Nosoonerhadtheyalightedthantheyperceivedatusslegoingonbetweenthehindmostcabmanandacrowdoflightporterswhohadchargedhimincolumn,toobtainpossessionofthebagsandboxes,Mrs。Snewson\'shandsbeingseenstretchedtowardsheaveninthemidstofthemelee。Knightadvancedgallantly,andafterahardstrugglereducedthecrowdtotwo,uponwhoseshouldersandtrucksthegoodsvanishedawayinthedirectionofthewater\'sedgewithstartlingrapidity。
Thenmoreofthesametribe,whohadrunonahead,wereheardshoutingtoboatmen,threeofwhompulledalongside,andtwobeingvanquished,theluggagewenttumblingintotheremainingone。
\'Neversawsuchadreadfulsceneinmylife——never!\'saidMr。
Swancourt,flounderingintotheboat。\'WorsethanFamineandSworduponone。Ithoughtsuchcustomswereconfinedtocontinentalports。Aren\'tyouastonished,Elfride?\'
\'Ohno,\'saidElfride,appearingamidthedingyscenelikearainbowinamurkysky。\'Itisapleasantnovelty,Ithink。\'
\'Whereinthewideoceanisoursteamer?\'thevicarinquired。\'I
canseenothingbutoldhulks,forthelifeofme。\'
\'Justbehindthatone,\'saidKnight;\'weshallsoonberoundunderher。\'
Theobjectoftheirsearchwassoonafterdisclosedtoview——agreatlumberingformofinkyblackness,whichlookedasifithadneverknownthetouchofapaint-brushforfiftyyears。Itwaslyingbesidejustsuchanother,andthewayonboardwasdownanarrowlaneofwaterbetweenthetwo,aboutayardandahalfwideatoneend,andgraduallyconvergingtoapoint。Atthemomentoftheirentryintothisnarrowpassage,abrilliantlypaintedrivalpaddleddowntheriverlikeatrottingsteed,creatingsuchaseriesofwavesandsplashesthattheirfrailwherrywastossedlikeateacup,andthevicarandhiswifeslantedthiswayandthat,incliningtheirheadsintocontactwithaPunch-and-Judyairandcountenance,thewaveletsstrikingthesidesofthetwohulls,andflappingbackintotheirlaps。
\'Dreadful!horrible!\'Mr。Swancourtmurmuredprivately;andsaidaloud,Ithoughtwewalkedonboard。Idon\'tthinkreallyI
shouldhavecome,ifIhadknownthistroublewasattachedtoit。\'
\'Iftheymustsplash,Iwishtheywouldsplashuswithcleanwater,\'saidtheoldlady,wipingherdresswithherhandkerchief。
\'Ihopeitisperfectlysafe,\'continuedthevicar。
\'Opapa!youarenotverybrave,\'criedElfridemerrily。
\'Braveryisonlyobtusenesstotheperceptionofcontingencies,\'
Mr。Swancourtseverelyanswered。
Mrs。Swancourtlaughed,andElfridelaughed,andKnightlaughed,inthemidstofwhichpleasantnessamanshoutedtothemfromsomepositionbetweentheirheadsandthesky,andtheyfoundtheywereclosetotheJuliet,intowhichtheyquiveringlyascended。
Ithavingbeenfoundthatthelownessofthetidewouldpreventtheirgettingoffforanhour,theSwancourts,havingnothingelsetodo,allowedtheireyestoidleuponmeninbluejerseysperformingmysteriousmendingoperationswithtar-twine;theyturnedtolookatthedashesofluridsunlight,likeburnishedcopperstarsafloatontheripples,whichdancedintoandtantalizedtheirvision;orlistenedtotheloudmusicofasteam-
craneatworkcloseby;ortosighingsoundsfromthefunnelsofpassingsteamers,gettingdeadastheygrewmoredistant;ortoshoutsfromthedecksofdifferentcraftintheirvicinity,allofthemassumingtheformof\'Ah-he-hay!\'
Half-pastten:notyetoff。Mr。Swancourtbreathedabreathofweariness,andlookedathisfellow-travellersingeneral。Theirfaceswerecertainlynotworthlookingat。Theexpression\'Waiting\'waswrittenuponthemsoabsolutelythatnothingmorecouldbediscernedthere。AllanimationwassuspendedtillProvidenceshouldraisethewaterandletthemgo。
\'Ihavebeenthinking,\'saidKnight,\'thatwehavecomeamongsttherarestclassofpeopleinthekingdom。Ofallhumancharacteristics,alowopinionofthevalueofhisowntimebyanindividualmustbeamongthestrangesttofind。Hereweseenumbersofthatpatientandhappyspecies。Rovers,asdistinctfromtravellers。\'
\'Buttheyarepleasure-seekers,towhomtimeisofnoimportance。\'
\'Ohno。Thepleasure-seekerswemeetonthegrandroutesaremoreanxiousthancommercialtravellerstorushon。Andaddedtothelossoftimeingettingtotheirjourney\'send,theseexceptionalpeopletaketheirchanceofsea-sicknessbycomingthisway。\'
\'Canitbe?\'inquiredthevicarwithapprehension。\'Surelynot,Mr。Knight,justhereinourEnglishChannel——closeatourdoors,asImaysay。\'
\'Entrancepassagesareverydraughtyplaces,andtheChannelisliketherest。Itruinsthetemperofsailors。IthasbeencalculatedbyphilosophersthatmoredamnsgouptoheavenfromtheChannel,inthecourseofayear,thanfromallthefiveoceansputtogether。\'
Theyreallystartnow,andthedeadlooksofallthethrongcometolifeimmediately。Themanwhohasbeenfranticallyhaulinginaropethatbadefairtohavenoendceaseshislabours,andtheyglidedowntheserpentinebendsoftheThames。
AnythinganywherewasamineofinteresttoElfride,andsowasthis。
\'Itiswellenoughnow,\'saidMrs。Swancourt,aftertheyhadpassedtheNore,\'butIcan\'tsayIhavecaredformyvoyagehitherto。\'Forbeingnowintheopenseaaslightbreezehadsprungup,whichcheeredheraswellashertwoyoungercompanions。Butunfortunatelyithadareverseeffectuponthevicar,who,afterturningasortofapricotjamcolour,interspersedwithdashesofraspberry,pleadedindisposition,andvanishedfromtheirsight。
Theafternoonworeon。Mrs。Swancourtkindlysatapartbyherselfreading,andthebetrothedpairwerelefttothemselves。ElfrideclungtrustinglytoKnight\'sarm,andproudwasshetowalkwithhimupanddownthedeck,ortogoforward,andleaningwithhimagainsttheforecastlerails,watchthesettingsungraduallywithdrawingitselfovertheirsternintoahugebankoflividcloudwithgoldenedgesthatrosetomeetit。