第15章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:15837更新时间:18/12/13 16:52:01
\'Oh,no,no!Iwon\'thavethat。\'KnightendeavouredtogivehisreplyalaughingtoneinElfride\'sears,andanearnestnessinStephen\'s:inbothwhicheffortshesignallyfailed,andproducedaforcedspeechpleasanttoneither。\'Well,letusgointotheopenairagain;MissSwancourt,youareparticularlysilent。Youmustn\'tmindSmith。Ihaveknownhimforyears,asIhavetoldyou。\' \'Yes,youhave,\'shesaid。 \'Tothinkshehasnevermentionedherknowledgeofme!\'Smithmurmured,andthoughtwithsomeremorsehowmuchherconductresembledhisownonhisfirstarrivalatherhouseasastrangertotheplace。 Theyascendedtothedaylight,KnighttakingnofurthernoticeofElfride\'smanner,which,asusual,heattributedtothenaturalshynessofayoungwomanatbeingdiscoveredwalkingwithhimontermswhichleftnotmuchdoubtoftheirmeaning。Elfridesteppedalittleinadvance,andpassedthroughthechurchyard。 \'Youarechangedveryconsiderably,Smith,\'saidKnight,\'andI supposeitisnomorethanwastobeexpected。However,don\'timaginethatIshallfeelanythelessinterestinyouandyourfortuneswheneveryoucaretoconfidethemtome。IhavenotforgottentheattachmentyouspokeofasyourreasonforgoingawaytoIndia。ALondonyounglady,wasitnot?Ihopeallisprosperous?\' \'No:thematchisbrokenoff。\' Itbeingalwaysdifficulttoknowwhethertoexpresssorroworgladnessundersuchcircumstances——alldependinguponthecharacterofthematch——Knighttookshelterinthesafewords:\'I trustitwasforthebest。\' \'Ihopeitwas。ButIbegthatyouwillnotpressmefurther:no,youhavenotpressedme——Idon\'tmeanthat——butIwouldrathernotspeakuponthesubject。\' Stephen\'swordswerehurried。 Knightsaidnomore,andtheyfollowedinthefootstepsofElfride,whostillkeptsomepacesinadvance,andhadnotheardKnight\'sunconsciousallusiontoher。Stephenbadehimadieuatthechurchyard-gatewithoutgoingoutside,andwatchedwhilstheandhissweetheartmountedtheirhorses。 \'Goodheavens,Elfride,\'Knightexclaimed,\'howpaleyouare!I supposeIoughtnottohavetakenyouintothatvault。Whatisthematter?\' \'Nothing,\'saidElfridefaintly。\'Ishallbemyselfinamoment。 Allwassostrangeandunexpecteddownthere,thatitmademeunwell。\' \'Ithoughtyousaidverylittle。ShallIgetsomewater?\' \'No,no。\' \'Doyouthinkitissafeforyoutomount?\' \'Quite——indeeditis,\'shesaid,withalookofappeal。 \'Nowthen——upshegoes!\'whisperedKnight,andliftedhertenderlyintothesaddle。 Heroldloverstilllookedonattheperformanceasheleantoverthegateadozenyardsoff。Onceinthesaddle,andhavingafirmgripofthereins,sheturnedherheadasifbyaresistlessfascination,andforthefirsttimesincethatmemorablepartingonthemooroutsideSt。Launce\'safterthepassionateattemptatmarriagewithhim,Elfridelookedinthefaceoftheyoungmanshefirsthadloved。Hewastheyouthwhohadcalledherhisinseparablewifemanyatime,andwhomshehadevenaddressedasherhusband。Theireyesmet。Measurementoflifeshouldbeproportionedrathertotheintensityoftheexperiencethantoitsactuallength。Theirglance,butamomentchronologically,wasaseasonintheirhistory。ToElfridetheintenseagonyofreproachinStephen\'seyewasanailpiercingherheartwithadeadlinessnowordscandescribe。Withaspasmodiceffortshewithdrewhereyes,urgedonthehorse,andinthechaosofperturbedmemorieswasobliviousofanypresencebesideher。Thedeedofdeceptionwascomplete。 Gainingaknollonwhichtheparktransformeditselfintowoodandcopse,Knightcamestillclosertoherside,andsaid,\'Areyoubetternow,dearest?\' \'Ohyes。\'Shepressedahandtohereyes,asiftoblotouttheimageofStephen。Avividscarletspotnowshonewithpreternaturalbrightnessinthecentreofeachcheek,leavingtheremainderofherfacelily-whiteasbefore。 \'Elfride,\'saidKnight,ratherinhisoldtoneofmentor,\'youknowIdon\'tforamomentchideyou,butistherenotagreatdealofunwomanlyweaknessinyourallowingyourselftobesooverwhelmedbythesightofwhat,afterall,isnonovelty?Everywomanworthyofthenameshould,Ithink,beabletolookupondeathwithsomethinglikecomposure。Surelyyouthinksotoo?\' \'Yes;Iownit。\' Hisobtusenesstothecauseofherindisposition,byevidencinghisentirefreedomfromthesuspicionofanythingbehindthescenes,showedhowincapableKnightwasofdeceptionhimself,ratherthananyinherentdulnessinhimregardinghumannature。 This,clearlyperceivedbyElfride,addedpoignancytoherself- reproach,andsheidolizedhimthemorebecauseoftheirdifference。EventherecentsightofStephen\'sfaceandthesoundofhisvoice,whichforamomenthadstirredachordortwoofancientkindness,wereunabletokeepdowntheadorationre- existentnowthathewasagainoutofview。 ShehadrepliedtoKnight\'squestionhastily,andimmediatelywentontospeakofindifferentsubjects。Aftertheyhadreachedhomeshewasapartfromhimtilldinner-time。Whendinnerwasover,andtheywerewatchingtheduskinthedrawing-room,Knightsteppedoutupontheterrace。Elfridewentafterhimverydecisively,onthespurofavirtuousintention。 \'Mr。Knight,Iwanttotellyousomething,\'shesaid,withquietfirmness。 \'Andwhatisitabout?\'gailyreturnedherlover。\'Happiness,I hope。Donotletanythingkeepyousosadasyouseemtohavebeento-day。\' \'IcannotmentionthematteruntilItellyouthewholesubstanceofit,\'shesaid。\'AndthatIwilldoto-morrow。Ihavebeenremindedofitto-day。ItisaboutsomethingIoncedid,anddon\'tthinkIoughttohavedone。\' This,itmustbesaid,wasratheramildwayofreferringtoafranticpassionandflight,which,muchorlittleinitself,onlyaccidenthadsavedfrombeingascandalinthepubliceye。 Knightthoughtthemattersometrifle,andsaidpleasantly: \'ThenIamnottohearthedreadfulconfessionnow?\' \'No,notnow。Ididnotmeanto-night,\'Elfrideresponded,withaslightdeclineinthefirmnessofhervoice。\'Itisnotlightasyouthinkit——ittroublesmeagreatdeal。\'Fearingnowtheeffectofherownearnestness,sheaddedforcedly,\'Though,perhaps,youmaythinkitlightafterall。\' \'Butyouhavenotsaidwhenitistobe?\' \'To-morrowmorning。Nameatime,willyou,andbindmetoit?I wantyoutofixanhour,becauseIamweak,andmayotherwisetrytogetoutofit。\'Sheaddedalittleartificiallaugh,whichshowedhowtimorousherresolutionwasstill。 \'Well,sayafterbreakfast——ateleveno\'clock。\' \'Yes,eleveno\'clock。Ipromiseyou。Bindmestrictlytomyword。\' ChapterXXVIII \'Ilullafancy,trouble-tost。\' MissSwancourt,itiseleveno\'clock。\' Shewaslookingoutofherdressing-roomwindowonthefirstfloor,andKnightwasregardingherfromtheterracebalustrade,uponwhichhehadbeenidlysittingforsometime——dividingtheglancesofhiseyebetweenthepagesofabookinhishand,thebrillianthuesofthegeraniumsandcalceolarias,andtheopenwindowabove-mentioned。 \'Yes,itis,Iknow。Iamcoming。\' Hedrewcloser,andunderthewindow。 \'Howareyouthismorning,Elfride?Youlooknobetterforyourlongnight\'srest。\' Sheappearedatthedoorshortlyafter,tookhisofferedarm,andtogethertheywalkedslowlydownthegravelpathleadingtotheriverandawayunderthetrees。 Herresolution,sustainedduringthelastfifteenhours,hadbeentotellthewholetruth,andnowthemomenthadcome。 Stepbysteptheyadvanced,andstillshedidnotspeak。Theywerenearlyattheendofthewalk,whenKnightbrokethesilence。 \'Well,whatistheconfession,Elfride?\' Shepausedamoment,drewalongbreath;andthisiswhatshesaid: \'Itoldyouoneday——orratherIgaveyoutounderstand——whatwasnottrue。IfancyyouthoughtmetomeanIwasnineteenmynextbirthday,butitwasmylastIwasnineteen。\' Themomenthadbeentoomuchforher。Nowthatthecrisishadcome,noqualmsofconscience,noloveofhonesty,noyearningtomakeaconfidenceandobtainforgivenesswithakiss,couldstringElfrideuptotheventure。Herdreadlestheshouldbeunforgivingwasheightenedbythethoughtofyesterday\'sartifice,whichmightpossiblyadddisgusttohisdisappointment。Thecertaintyofonemoreday\'saffection,whichshegainedbysilence,outvaluedthehopeofaperpetuitycombinedwiththeriskofall。 Thetrepidationcausedbythesethoughtsonwhatshehadintendedtosayshooksonaturallythewordsshedidsay,thatKnightneverforamomentsuspectedthemtobealastmoment\'ssubstitution。 Hesmiledandpressedherhandwarmly。 \'MydearElfie——yes,youarenow——noprotestation——whatawinninglittlewomanyouare,tobesoabsurdlyscrupulousaboutamereiota!Really,Ineveroncehavethoughtwhetheryournineteenthyearwasthelastorthepresent。And,byGeorge,wellImaynot; foritwouldneverdoforastaidfogeyadozenyearsoldertostanduponsuchatrifleasthat。\' \'Don\'tpraiseme——don\'tpraiseme!ThoughIprizeitfromyourlips,Idon\'tdeserveitnow。\' ButKnight,beinginanexceptionallygenialmood,merelysawthisdistressfulexclamationasmodesty。\'Well,\'headded,afteraminute,\'Ilikeyouallthebetter,youknow,forsuchmoralprecision,althoughIcalleditabsurd。\'Hewentonwithtenderearnestness:\'For,Elfride,thereisonethingIdolovetoseeinawoman——thatis,asoultruthfulandclearasheaven\'slight。I couldputupwithanythingifIhadthat——forgivenothingifIhaditnot。Elfride,youhavesuchasoul,ifeverwomanhad;andhavingit,retainit,anddon\'teverlistentothefashionabletheoriesofthedayaboutawoman\'sprivilegesandnaturalrighttopractisewiles。Dependuponit,mydeargirl,thatanoblewomanmustbeashonestasanobleman。Ispeciallymeanbyhonesty,fairnessnotonlyinmattersofbusinessandsocialdetail,butinallthedelicatedealingsoflove,towhichthelicencegiventoyoursexparticularlyrefers。\' Elfridelookedtroublouslyatthetrees。 \'Nowletusgoontotheriver,Elfie。\' \'IwouldifIhadahaton,\'shesaidwithasortofsuppressedwoe。 \'Iwillgetitforyou,\'saidKnight,verywillingtopurchasehercompanionshipatsocheapaprice。\'Yousitdownthereaminute。\' Andheturnedandwalkedrapidlybacktothehouseforthearticleinquestion。 Elfridesatdownupononeoftherusticbencheswhichadornedthisportionofthegrounds,andremainedwithhereyesuponthegrass。 Shewasinducedtoliftthembyhearingthebrushoflightandirregularfootstepshardby。Passingalongthepathwhichintersectedtheoneshewasinandtraversedtheoutershrubberies,Elfridebeheldthefarmer\'swidow,Mrs。Jethway。 BeforeshenoticedElfride,shepausedtolookatthehouse,portionsofwhichwerevisiblethroughthebushes。Elfride,shrinkingback,hopedtheunpleasantwomanmightgoonwithoutseeingher。ButMrs。Jethway,silentlyapostrophizingthehouse,withactionswhichseemeddictatedbyahalf-overturnedreason,haddiscernedthegirl,andimmediatelycameupandstoodinfrontofher。 \'Ah,MissSwancourt!Whydidyoudisturbme?Mustn\'tItrespasshere?\' \'Youmaywalkhereifyoulike,Mrs。Jethway。Idonotdisturbyou。\' \'Youdisturbmymind,andmymindismywholelife;formyboyistherestill,andheisgonefrommybody。\' \'Yes,pooryoungman。Iwassorrywhenhedied。\' \'Doyouknowwhathediedof?\' \'Consumption。\' \'Ohno,no!\'saidthewidow。\'Thatword\"consumption\"coversagooddeal。Hediedbecauseyouwerehisownwell-agreedsweetheart,andthenprovedfalse——anditkilledhim。Yes,MissSwancourt,\'shesaidinanexcitedwhisper,\'youkilledmyson!\' \'Howcanyoubesowickedandfoolish!\'repliedElfride,risingindignantly。Butindignationwasnotnaturaltoher,andhavingbeensowornandharrowedbylateevents,shelostanypowersofdefencethatmoodmighthavelenther。\'Icouldnothelphislovingme,Mrs。Jethway!\' \'That\'sjustwhatyoucouldhavehelped。Youknowhowitbegan,MissElfride。Yes:yousaidyoulikedthenameofFelixbetterthananyothernameintheparish,andyouknewitwashisname,andthatthoseyousaidittowouldreportittohim。\' \'Iknewitwashisname——ofcourseIdid;butIamsure,Mrs。 Jethway,Ididnotintendanybodytotellhim。\' \'Butyouknewtheywould。\' \'No,Ididn\'t。\' \'Andthen,afterthat,whenyouwereridingonRevels-daybyourhouse,andtheladsweregatheredthere,andyouwantedtodismount,whenJimDrakeandGeorgeUpwayandthreeorfourmoreranforwardtoholdyourpony,andFelixstoodbacktimid,whydidyoubeckontohim,andsayyouwouldratherheheldit?\' \'OMrs。Jethway,youdothinksomistakenly!Ilikedhimbest—— that\'swhyIwantedhimtodoit。Hewasgentleandnice——I alwaysthoughthimso——andIlikedhim。\' \'Thenwhydidyoulethimkissyou?\' \'Itisafalsehood;oh,itis,itis!\'saidElfride,weepingwithdesperation。\'Hecamebehindme,andattemptedtokissme;andthatwaswhyItoldhimnevertoletmeseehimagain。\' \'Butyoudidnottellyourfatheroranybody,asyouwouldhaveifyouhadlookeduponitthenastheinsultyounowpretenditwas。\' \'Hebeggedmenottotell,andfoolishlyenoughIdidnot。AndI wishIhadnow。Ilittleexpectedtobescourgedwithmyownkindness。Prayleaveme,Mrs。Jethway。\'Thegirlonlyexpostulatednow。 \'Well,youharshlydismissedhim,andhedied。Andbeforehisbodywascold,youtookanothertoyourheart。Thenascarelesslysenthimabouthisbusiness,andtookathird。Andifyouconsiderthatnothing,MissSwancourt,\'shecontinued,drawingcloser;\'itledontowhatwasveryseriousindeed。Haveyouforgottenthewould-berunawaymarriage?ThejourneytoLondon,andthereturnthenextdaywithoutbeingmarried,andthatthere\'senoughdisgraceinthattoruinawoman\'sgoodnamefarlesslightthanyours?Youmayhave:Ihavenot。Ficklenesstowardsaloverisbad,butficklenessafterplayingthewifeiswantonness。\' \'Oh,it\'sawickedcruellie!Donotsayit;oh,donot!\' \'Doesyournewmanknowofit?Ithinknot,orhewouldbenomanofyours!Asmuchofthestoryaswasknowniscreepingabouttheneighbourhoodevennow;butIknowmorethananyofthem,andwhyshouldIrespectyourlove?\' \'Idefyyou!\'criedElfridetempestuously。\'Doandsayallyoucantoruinme;try;putyourtongueatwork;Iinviteit!Idefyyouasaslanderouswoman!Look,therehecomes。\'AndhervoicetrembledgreatlyasshesawthroughtheleavesthebelovedformofKnightcomingfromthedoorwithherhatinhishand。\'Tellhimatonce;Icanbearit。\' \'Notnow,\'saidthewoman,anddisappeareddownthepath。 TheexcitementofherlatterwordshadrestoredcolourtoElfride\'scheeks;andhastilywipinghereyes,shewalkedfartheron,sothatbythetimeherloverhadovertakenherthetracesofemotionhadnearlydisappearedfromherface。Knightputthehatuponherhead,tookherhand,anddrewitwithinhisarm。 ItwasthelastdaybutoneprevioustotheirdepartureforSt。 Leonards;andKnightseemedtohaveapurposeinbeingmuchinhercompanythatday。Theyrambledalongthevalley。Theseasonwasthatperiodintheautumnwhenthefoliagealoneofanordinaryplantationisrichenoughinhuestoexhaustthechromaticcombinationsofanartist\'spalette。Mostlustrousofallarethebeeches,graduatingfrombrightrustyredattheextremityoftheboughstoabrightyellowattheirinnerparts;youngoaksarestillofaneutralgreen;Scotchfirsandholliesarenearlyblue; whilstoccasionaldottingsofothervarietiesgivemaroonsandpurplesofeverytinge。 Theriver——suchasitwas——herepursueditscourseamidflagstonesaslevelasapavement,butdividedbycrevicesofirregularwidth。Withthesummerdroughtthetorrenthadnarrowedtillitwasnowbutathreadofcrystalclearness,meanderingalongacentralchannelintherockybedofthewintercurrent。Knightscrambledthroughthebusheswhichatthispointnearlycoveredthebrookfromsight,andleaptdownuponthedryportionoftheriverbottom。 \'Elfride,Ineversawsuchasight!\'heexclaimed。\'Thehazelsoverhangtheriver\'scourseinaperfectarch,andthefloorisbeautifullypaved。Theplaceremindsoneofthepassagesofacloister。Letmehelpyoudown。\' Heassistedherthroughthemarginalunderwoodanddowntothestones。Theywalkedontogethertoatinycascadeaboutafootwideandhigh,andsatdownbesideitontheflagsthatforninemonthsintheyearweresubmergedbeneathagushingbourne。Fromtheirfeettrickledtheattenuatedthreadofwaterwhichaloneremainedtotelltheintentandreasonofthisleaf-coveredaisle,andjourneyedoninazigzaglinetilllostintheshade。 Knight,leaningonhiselbow,aftercontemplatingallthis,lookedcriticallyatElfride。 \'Doesnotsuchaluxuriantheadofhairexhaustitselfandgetthinastheyearsgoonfromeighteentoeight-and-twenty?\'heaskedatlength。 \'Ohno!\'shesaidquickly,withavisibledisinclinationtoharboursuchathought,whichcameuponherwithanunpleasantnesswhoseforceitwouldbedifficultformentounderstand。Sheaddedafterwards,withsmoulderinguneasiness,\'Doyoureallythinkthatagreatabundanceofhairismorelikelytogetthinthanamoderatequantity?\' \'Yes,Ireallydo。Ibelieve——amalmostsure,infact——thatifstatisticscouldbeobtainedonthesubject,youwouldfindthepersonswiththinhairwerethosewhohadasuperabundanceoriginally,andthatthosewhostartwithamoderatequantityretainitwithoutmuchloss。\' Elfride\'stroublessatuponherfaceaswellasinherheart。 Perhapstoawomanitisalmostasdreadfultothinkoflosingherbeautyasoflosingherreputation。Atanyrate,shelookedquiteasgloomyasshehadlookedatanyminutethatday。 \'Youshouldn\'tbesotroubledaboutamerepersonaladornment,\' saidKnight,withsomeoftheseverityoftonethathadbeencustomarybeforeshehadbeguiledhimintosoftness。 \'Ithinkitisawoman\'sdutytobeasbeautifulasshecan。IfI wereascholar,IwouldgiveyouchapterandverseforitfromoneofyourownLatinauthors。Iknowthereissuchapassage,forpapahasalludedtoit。\' \"\'Munditiae,etornatus,etcultus,\"&c——isthatit?ApassageinLivywhichisnodefenceatall。\' \'No,itisnotthat。\' \'Nevermind,then;forIhaveareasonfornottakingupmyoldcudgelsagainstyou,Elfie。Canyouguesswhatthereasonis?\' \'No;butIamgladtohearit,\'shesaidthankfully。\'Foritisdreadfulwhenyoutalkso。Forwhateverdreadfulnametheweaknessmaydeserve,ImustcandidlyownthatIamterrifiedtothinkmyhairmayevergetthin。\' \'Ofcourse;asensiblewomanwouldratherloseherwitsthanherbeauty。\' \'Idon\'tcareifyoudosaysatireandjudgemecruelly。Iknowmyhairisbeautiful;everybodysaysso。\' \'Why,mydearMissSwancourt,\'hetenderlyreplied,\'Ihavenotsaidanythingagainstit。Butyouknowwhatissaidabouthandsomebeingandhandsomedoing。\' \'PoorMissHandsome-doescutsbutasorryfigurebesideMissHandsome-isineveryman\'seyes,yourownnotexcepted,Mr。 Knight,thoughitpleasesyoutothrowoffso,\'saidElfridesaucily。Andloweringhervoice:\'Yououghtnottohavetakensomuchtroubletosavemefromfallingoverthecliff,foryoudon\'tthinkminealifeworthmuchtroubleevidently。\' \'Perhapsyouthinkminewasnotworthyours。\' \'Itwasworthanybody\'s!\' Herhandwasplashinginthelittlewaterfall,andhereyeswerebentthesameway。 \'Youtalkaboutmyseveritywithyou,Elfride。Youareunkindtome,youknow。\' \'How?\'sheasked,lookingupfromheridleoccupation。 \'Aftermytakingtroubletogetjewellerytopleaseyou,youwouldn\'tacceptit。\' \'PerhapsIwouldnow;perhapsIwantto。\' \'Do!\'saidKnight。 Andthepacketwaswithdrawnfromhispocketandpresentedthethirdtime。Elfridetookitwithdelight。Theobstaclewasrentintwain,andthesignificantgiftwashers。 \'I\'lltakeouttheseuglyonesatonce,\'sheexclaimed,\'andI\'llwearyours——shallI?\' \'Ishouldbegratified。\' Now,thoughitmayseemunlikely,consideringhowfarthetwohadgoneinconverse,KnighthadneveryetventuredtokissElfride。 FarslowerwashethanStephenSmithinmatterslikethat。TheutmostadvancehehadmadeinsuchdemonstrationshadbeentothedegreewitnessedbyStepheninthesummer-house。SoElfride\'scheekbeingstillforbiddenfruittohim,hesaidimpulsively。 \'Elfie,Ishouldliketotouchthatseductiveearofyours。Thosearemygifts;soletmedressyouinthem。\' Shehesitatedwithastimulatinghesitation。 \'Letmeputjustoneinitsplace,then?\' Herfacegrewmuchwarmer。 \'Idon\'tthinkitwouldbequitetheusualorpropercourse,\'shesaid,suddenlyturningandresumingheroperationofplashingintheminiaturecataract。 Thestillnessofthingswasdisturbedbyabirdcomingtothestreamlettodrink。Afterwatchinghimdiphisbill,sprinklehimself,andflyintoatree,Knightreplied,withthecourteousbrusquenessshesomuchlikedtohear—— \'Elfride,nowyoumayaswellbefair。Youwouldmindmydoingitbutlittle,Ithink;sogivemeleave,do。\' \'Iwillbefair,then,\'shesaidconfidingly,andlookinghimfullintheface。Itwasaparticularpleasuretohertobeabletodoalittlehonestywithoutfear。\'Ishouldnotmindyourdoingso—— Ishouldlikesuchanattention。Mythoughtwas,woulditberighttoletyou?\' \'ThenIwill!\'herejoined,withthatsingularearnestnessaboutasmallmatter——intheeyesofaladies\'manbutamomentarypegforflirtationorjest——whichisonlyfoundindeepnatureswhohavebeenwhollyunusedtotoyingwithwomankind,andwhich,fromitsunwontedness,isinitselfatributethemostpreciousthatcanberendered,andhomagethemostexquisitetobereceived。 \'Andyoushall,\'shewhispered,withoutreserve,andnolongermistressoftheceremonies。AndthenElfrideinclinedherselftowardshim,thrustbackherhair,andpoisedherheadsideways。 Indoingthisherarmandshouldernecessarilyrestedagainsthisbreast。 Atthetouch,thesensationofbothseemedtobeconcentratedatthepointofcontact。AllthetimehewasperformingthedelicatemanoeuvreKnighttrembledlikeayoungsurgeoninhisfirstoperation。 \'Nowtheother,\'saidKnightinawhisper。 \'No,no。\' \'Whynot?\' \'Idon\'tknowexactly。\' \'Youmustknow。\' \'Yourtouchagitatesmeso。Letusgohome。\' \'Don\'tsaythat,Elfride。Whatisit,afterall?Amerenothing。 Nowturnround,dearest。\' Shewaspowerlesstodisobey,andturnedforthwith;andthen,withoutanydefinedintentionineither\'smind,hisfaceandhersdrewclosertogether;andhesupportedherthere,andkissedher。 Knightwasatoncethemostardentandthecoolestmanalive。 Whenhisemotionsslumberedheappearedalmostphlegmatic;whentheyweremovedhewasnolessthanpassionate。Andnow,withouthavingquiteintendedanearlymarriage,heputthequestionplainly。Itcamewithalltheardourwhichwastheaccumulationoflongyearsbehindanaturalreserve。 \'Elfride,whenshallwebemarried?\' Thewordsweresweettoher;buttherewasabitterinthesweet。 Thesenewly-overtactsofhis,whichhadculminatedinthisplainquestion,comingontheverydayofMrs。Jethway\'sblastingreproaches,painteddistinctlyherficklenessasanenormity。 Lovinghiminsecrethadnotseemedsuchthorough-goinginconstancyasthesameloverecognizedandacteduponinthefaceofthreats。Herdistractionwasinterpretedbyhimathersideastheoutwardsignsofanunwontedexperience。 \'Idon\'tpressyouforananswernow,darling,\'hesaid,seeingshewasnotlikelytogivealucidreply。\'Takeyourtime。\' Knightwasashonourableamanaswaseverlovedanddeludedbywoman。Itmaybesaidthathisblindnessinloveprovedthepoint,forshrewdnessinloveusuallygoeswithmeannessingeneral。Oncethepassionhadmasteredhim,theintellecthadgonefornaught。Knight,asalover,wasmoresingle-mindedandfarsimplerthanhisfriendStephen,whoinothercapacitieswasshallowbesidehim。 Withoutsayingmoreonthesubjectoftheirmarriage,Knightheldheratarm\'slength,asifshehadbeenalargebouquet,andlookedatherwithcriticalaffection。 \'Doesyourprettygiftbecomeme?\'sheinquired,withtearsofexcitementonthefringesofhereyes。 \'Undoubtedly,perfectly!\'saidherlover,adoptingalightertonetoputheratherease。\'Ah,youshouldseethem;youlookshinierthanever。FancythatIhavebeenabletoimproveyou!\' \'AmIreallysonice?Iamgladforyoursake。IwishIcouldseemyself。\' \'Youcan\'t。Youmustwaittillwegethome。\' \'Ishallneverbeable,\'shesaid,laughing。\'Look:here\'saway。\' \'Sothereis。Welldone,woman\'swit!\' \'Holdmesteady!\' \'Ohyes。\' \'Anddon\'tletmefall,willyou?\' \'Bynomeans。\' Belowtheirseatthethreadofwaterpausedtospreadoutintoasmoothsmallpool。Knightsupportedherwhilstshekneltdownandleantoverit。 \'Icanseemyself。Really,tryasreligiouslyasIwill,Icannothelpadmiringmyappearanceinthem。\' \'Doubtless。Howcanyoubesofondoffinery?Ibelieveyouarecorruptingmeintoatasteforit。IusedtohateeverysuchthingbeforeIknewyou。\' \'Ilikeornaments,becauseIwantpeopletoadmirewhatyoupossess,andenvyyou,andsay,\"IwishIwashe。”\' \'IsupposeIoughtnottoobjectafterthat。Andhowmuchlongerareyougoingtolookinthereatyourself?\' \'Untilyouaretiredofholdingme?Oh,Iwanttoaskyousomething。\'Andsheturnedround。\'Nowtelltruly,won\'tyou? Whatcolourofhairdoyoulikebestnow?\' Knightdidnotansweratthemoment。 \'Saylight,do!\'shewhisperedcoaxingly。\'Don\'tsaydark,asyoudidthattime。\' \'Light-brown,then。Exactlythecolourofmysweetheart\'s。\' \'Really?\'saidElfride,enjoyingastruthwhatsheknewtobeflattery。 \'Yes。\' \'Andblueeyes,too,nothazel?Sayyes,sayyes!\' \'Onerecantationisenoughforto-day。\' \'No,no。\' \'Verywell,blueeyes。\'AndKnightlaughed,anddrewhercloseandkissedherthesecondtime,whichoperationsheperformedwiththecarefulnessofafruiterertouchingabunchofgrapessoasnottodisturbtheirbloom。 Elfrideobjectedtoasecond,andflungawayherface,themovementcausingaslightdisarrangementofhatandhair。Hardlythinkingwhatshesaidinthetrepidationofthemoment,sheexclaimed,clappingherhandtoherear—— \'Ah,wemustbecareful!Ilosttheotherearringdoinglikethis。\' Nosoonerdidsherealisethesignificantwordsthanatroubledlookpassedacrossherface,andsheshutherlipsasiftokeepthemback。 \'Doinglikewhat?\'saidKnight,perplexed。 \'Oh,sittingdownoutofdoors,\'sherepliedhastily。 ChapterXXIX \'Care,thoucanker。\' ItisaneveningatthebeginningofOctober,andthemellowestofautumnsunsetsirradiatesLondon,eventoitsuttermosteasternend。BetweentheeyeandtheflamingWest,columnsofsmokestandupinthestillairliketalltrees。Everythingintheshadeisrichandmistyblue。 Mr。andMrs。SwancourtandElfridearelookingattheselustrousandluridcontrastsfromthewindowofalargehotelnearLondonBridge。ThevisittotheirfriendsatSt。Leonardsisover,andtheyarestayingadayortwointhemetropolisontheirwayhome。 KnightspentthesameintervaloftimeincrossingovertoBrittanybywayofJerseyandSt。Malo。HethenpassedthroughNormandy,andreturnedtoLondonalso,hisarrivaltherehavingbeentwodayslaterthanthatofElfrideandherparents。 SotheeveningofthisOctoberdaysawthemallmeetingattheabove-mentionedhotel,wheretheyhadpreviouslyengagedapartments。DuringtheafternoonKnighthadbeentohislodgingsatRichmondtomakealittlechangeinthenatureofhisbaggage; andoncomingupagaintherewasneverusheredbyablandwaiterintoacomfortableroomahappiermanthanKnightwhenshowntowhereElfrideandherstep-motherweresittingafterafatiguingdayofshopping。 Elfridelookednonethebetterforherchange:Knightwasasbrownasanut。Theyweresoonengagedbythemselvesinacorneroftheroom。Nowthatthepreciouswordsofpromisehadbeenspoken,theyounggirlhadnoideaofkeepingupherpricebythesystemofreservewhichothermoreaccomplishedmaidensuse。Herloverwaswithheragain,anditwasenough:shemadeherheartovertohimentirely。 Dinnerwassoondespatched。Andwhenapreliminaryroundofconversationconcerningtheirdoingssincethelastpartinghadbeenconcluded,theyrevertedtothesubjectofto-morrow\'sjourneyhome。 \'ThatenervatingridethroughthemyrtleclimateofSouthDevon—— howIdreaditto-morrow!\'Mrs。Swancourtwassaying。\'Ihadhopedtheweatherwouldhavebeencoolerbythistime。\' \'Didyouevergobywater?\'saidKnight。 \'Never——bynever,Imeannotsincethetimeofrailways。\' \'Thenifyoucanaffordanadditionalday,Iproposethatwedoit,\'saidKnight。\'TheChannelislikealakejustnow。WeshouldreachPlymouthinaboutfortyhours,Ithink,andtheboatsstartfromjustbelowthebridgehere\'(pointingoverhisshouldereastward)。 \'Hear,hear!\'saidthevicar。 \'It\'sanidea,certainly,\'saidhiswife。 \'Ofcoursethesecoastersarerathertubby,\'saidKnight。\'Butyouwouldn\'tmindthat?\' \'No:wewouldn\'tmind。\' \'Andthesaloonisaplacelikethefishmarketofaninth-ratecountrytown,butthatwouldn\'tmatter?\' \'Ohdear,no。Ifwehadonlythoughtofitsoonenough,wemighthavehadtheuseofLordLuxellian\'syacht。Butnevermind,we\'llgo。WeshallescapetheworryingrattlethroughthewholelengthofLondonto-morrowmorning——nottomentiontheriskofbeingkilledbyexcursiontrains,whichisnotalittleoneatthistimeoftheyear,ifthepapersaretrue。\' Elfride,too,thoughtthearrangementdelightful;andaccordingly,teno\'clockthefollowingmorningsawtwocabscrawlingroundbytheMint,andbetweenthepreternaturallyhighwallsofNightingaleLanetowardstheriverside。 Thefirstvehiclewasoccupiedbythetravellersinperson,andthesecondbroughtuptheluggage,underthesupervisionofMrs。 Snewson,Mrs。Swancourt\'smaid——andforthelastfortnightElfride\'salso;foralthoughtheyoungerladyhadneverbeenaccustomedtoanysuchattendantatrobingtimes,herstepmotherforcedherintoasemblanceoffamiliaritywithonewhentheywereawayfromhome。 Presentlywaggons,bales,andsmellsofalldescriptionsincreasedtosuchanextentthattheadvanceofthecabswasattheslowestpossiblerate。Atintervalsitwasnecessarytohaltentirely,thattheheavyvehiclesunloadinginfrontmightbemovedaside,afeatwhichwasnotaccomplishedwithoutadealofswearingandnoise。Thevicarputhisheadoutofthewindow。 \'Surelytheremustbesomemistakeintheway,\'hesaidwithgreatconcern,drawinginhisheadagain。\'There\'snotarespectableconveyancetobeseenhereexceptours。I\'veheardthattherearestrangedensinthispartofLondon,intowhichpeoplehavebeenentrappedandmurdered——surelythereisnoconspiracyonthepartofthecabman?\' \'Ohno,no。Itisallright,\'saidMr。Knight,whowasasplacidasdewyevebythesideofElfride。 \'ButwhatIarguefrom,\'saidthevicar,withagreateremphasisofuneasiness,\'areplainappearances。Thiscan\'tbethehighwayfromLondontoPlymouthbywater,becauseitisnowayatalltoanyplace。Weshallmissoursteamerandourtraintoo——that\'swhatIthink。\' \'Dependuponitweareright。Infact,hereweare。\' \'Trimmer\'sWharf,\'saidthecabman,openingthedoor。 Nosoonerhadtheyalightedthantheyperceivedatusslegoingonbetweenthehindmostcabmanandacrowdoflightporterswhohadchargedhimincolumn,toobtainpossessionofthebagsandboxes,Mrs。Snewson\'shandsbeingseenstretchedtowardsheaveninthemidstofthemelee。Knightadvancedgallantly,andafterahardstrugglereducedthecrowdtotwo,uponwhoseshouldersandtrucksthegoodsvanishedawayinthedirectionofthewater\'sedgewithstartlingrapidity。 Thenmoreofthesametribe,whohadrunonahead,wereheardshoutingtoboatmen,threeofwhompulledalongside,andtwobeingvanquished,theluggagewenttumblingintotheremainingone。 \'Neversawsuchadreadfulsceneinmylife——never!\'saidMr。 Swancourt,flounderingintotheboat。\'WorsethanFamineandSworduponone。Ithoughtsuchcustomswereconfinedtocontinentalports。Aren\'tyouastonished,Elfride?\' \'Ohno,\'saidElfride,appearingamidthedingyscenelikearainbowinamurkysky。\'Itisapleasantnovelty,Ithink。\' \'Whereinthewideoceanisoursteamer?\'thevicarinquired。\'I canseenothingbutoldhulks,forthelifeofme。\' \'Justbehindthatone,\'saidKnight;\'weshallsoonberoundunderher。\' Theobjectoftheirsearchwassoonafterdisclosedtoview——agreatlumberingformofinkyblackness,whichlookedasifithadneverknownthetouchofapaint-brushforfiftyyears。Itwaslyingbesidejustsuchanother,andthewayonboardwasdownanarrowlaneofwaterbetweenthetwo,aboutayardandahalfwideatoneend,andgraduallyconvergingtoapoint。Atthemomentoftheirentryintothisnarrowpassage,abrilliantlypaintedrivalpaddleddowntheriverlikeatrottingsteed,creatingsuchaseriesofwavesandsplashesthattheirfrailwherrywastossedlikeateacup,andthevicarandhiswifeslantedthiswayandthat,incliningtheirheadsintocontactwithaPunch-and-Judyairandcountenance,thewaveletsstrikingthesidesofthetwohulls,andflappingbackintotheirlaps。 \'Dreadful!horrible!\'Mr。Swancourtmurmuredprivately;andsaidaloud,Ithoughtwewalkedonboard。Idon\'tthinkreallyI shouldhavecome,ifIhadknownthistroublewasattachedtoit。\' \'Iftheymustsplash,Iwishtheywouldsplashuswithcleanwater,\'saidtheoldlady,wipingherdresswithherhandkerchief。 \'Ihopeitisperfectlysafe,\'continuedthevicar。 \'Opapa!youarenotverybrave,\'criedElfridemerrily。 \'Braveryisonlyobtusenesstotheperceptionofcontingencies,\' Mr。Swancourtseverelyanswered。 Mrs。Swancourtlaughed,andElfridelaughed,andKnightlaughed,inthemidstofwhichpleasantnessamanshoutedtothemfromsomepositionbetweentheirheadsandthesky,andtheyfoundtheywereclosetotheJuliet,intowhichtheyquiveringlyascended。 Ithavingbeenfoundthatthelownessofthetidewouldpreventtheirgettingoffforanhour,theSwancourts,havingnothingelsetodo,allowedtheireyestoidleuponmeninbluejerseysperformingmysteriousmendingoperationswithtar-twine;theyturnedtolookatthedashesofluridsunlight,likeburnishedcopperstarsafloatontheripples,whichdancedintoandtantalizedtheirvision;orlistenedtotheloudmusicofasteam- craneatworkcloseby;ortosighingsoundsfromthefunnelsofpassingsteamers,gettingdeadastheygrewmoredistant;ortoshoutsfromthedecksofdifferentcraftintheirvicinity,allofthemassumingtheformof\'Ah-he-hay!\' Half-pastten:notyetoff。Mr。Swancourtbreathedabreathofweariness,andlookedathisfellow-travellersingeneral。Theirfaceswerecertainlynotworthlookingat。Theexpression\'Waiting\'waswrittenuponthemsoabsolutelythatnothingmorecouldbediscernedthere。AllanimationwassuspendedtillProvidenceshouldraisethewaterandletthemgo。 \'Ihavebeenthinking,\'saidKnight,\'thatwehavecomeamongsttherarestclassofpeopleinthekingdom。Ofallhumancharacteristics,alowopinionofthevalueofhisowntimebyanindividualmustbeamongthestrangesttofind。Hereweseenumbersofthatpatientandhappyspecies。Rovers,asdistinctfromtravellers。\' \'Buttheyarepleasure-seekers,towhomtimeisofnoimportance。\' \'Ohno。Thepleasure-seekerswemeetonthegrandroutesaremoreanxiousthancommercialtravellerstorushon。Andaddedtothelossoftimeingettingtotheirjourney\'send,theseexceptionalpeopletaketheirchanceofsea-sicknessbycomingthisway。\' \'Canitbe?\'inquiredthevicarwithapprehension。\'Surelynot,Mr。Knight,justhereinourEnglishChannel——closeatourdoors,asImaysay。\' \'Entrancepassagesareverydraughtyplaces,andtheChannelisliketherest。Itruinsthetemperofsailors。IthasbeencalculatedbyphilosophersthatmoredamnsgouptoheavenfromtheChannel,inthecourseofayear,thanfromallthefiveoceansputtogether。\' Theyreallystartnow,andthedeadlooksofallthethrongcometolifeimmediately。Themanwhohasbeenfranticallyhaulinginaropethatbadefairtohavenoendceaseshislabours,andtheyglidedowntheserpentinebendsoftheThames。 AnythinganywherewasamineofinteresttoElfride,andsowasthis。 \'Itiswellenoughnow,\'saidMrs。Swancourt,aftertheyhadpassedtheNore,\'butIcan\'tsayIhavecaredformyvoyagehitherto。\'Forbeingnowintheopenseaaslightbreezehadsprungup,whichcheeredheraswellashertwoyoungercompanions。Butunfortunatelyithadareverseeffectuponthevicar,who,afterturningasortofapricotjamcolour,interspersedwithdashesofraspberry,pleadedindisposition,andvanishedfromtheirsight。 Theafternoonworeon。Mrs。Swancourtkindlysatapartbyherselfreading,andthebetrothedpairwerelefttothemselves。ElfrideclungtrustinglytoKnight\'sarm,andproudwasshetowalkwithhimupanddownthedeck,ortogoforward,andleaningwithhimagainsttheforecastlerails,watchthesettingsungraduallywithdrawingitselfovertheirsternintoahugebankoflividcloudwithgoldenedgesthatrosetomeetit。