\'WhenyouwerewithHewby,ofcourse,ofcourse。Well,Ican\'tunderstandit。\'Histonesrose。\'Idon\'tknowwhattosay,yourhoodwinkingmelikethisforsolong!\'
\'Idon\'tseethatIhavehoodwinkedyouatall。\'
\'Yes,yes,but\'——
Knightarosefromhisseat,andbeganpacingupanddowntheroom。
Hisfacewasmarkedlypale,andhisvoiceperturbed,ashesaid——
\'YoudidnotactasIshouldhaveactedtowardsyouunderthosecircumstances。Ifeelitdeeply;andItellyouplainly,Ishallneverforgetit!\'
\'What?\'
\'Yourbehaviouratthatmeetinginthefamilyvault,whenItoldyouweweregoingtobemarried。Deception,dishonesty,everywhere;alltheworld\'sofapiece!\'
Stephendidnotmuchlikethismisconstructionofhismotives,eventhoughitwasbutthehastyconclusionofafrienddisturbedbyemotion。
\'IcoulddonootherwisethanIdid,withdueregardtoher,\'hesaidstiffly。
\'Indeed!\'saidKnight,inthebitteresttoneofreproach。\'Norcouldyouwithdueregardtoherhavemarriedher,Isuppose!I
havehoped——longed——thatHE,whoturnsouttobeYOU,wouldultimatelyhavedonethat。\'
\'Iammuchobligedtoyouforthathope。Butyoutalkverymysteriously。IthinkIhadaboutthebestreasonanybodycouldhavehadfornotdoingthat。\'
\'Oh,whatreasonwasit?\'
\'ThatIcouldnot。\'
\'Yououghttohavemadeanopportunity;yououghttodosonow,inbarejusticetoher,Stephen!\'criedKnight,carriedbeyondhimself。\'Thatyouknowverywell,andithurtsandwoundsmemorethanyoudreamtofindyouneverhavetriedtomakeanyreparationtoawomanofthatkind——sotrusting,soapttoberunawaywithbyherfeelings——poorlittlefool,somuchtheworseforher!\'
\'Why,youtalklikeamadman!Youtookherawayfromme,didyounot?\'
\'Pickingupwhatanotherthrowsdowncanscarcelybecalled\"takingaway。”However,weshallnotagreetoowelluponthatsubject,sowehadbetterpart。\'
\'ButIamquitecertainyoumisapprehendsomethingmostgrievously,\'saidStephen,shakentothebottomofhisheart。
\'WhathaveIdone;tellme?IhavelostElfride,butisthatsuchasin?\'
\'Wasitherdoing,oryours?\'
\'Waswhat?\'
\'Thatyouparted。\'
\'Iwilltellyouhonestly。Itwashersentirely,entirely。\'
\'Whatwasherreason?\'
\'Icanhardlysay。ButI\'lltellthestorywithoutreserve。\'
Stephenuntilto-dayhadunhesitatinglyheldthatshegrewtiredofhimandturnedtoKnight;buthedidnotliketoadvancethestatementnow,oreventothinkthethought。TofancyotherwiseaccordedbetterwiththehopetowhichKnight\'sestrangementhadgivenbirth:thatloveforhisfriendwasnotthedirectcause,butaresultofhersuspensionofloveforhimself。
\'Suchamattermustnotbeallowedtobreeddiscordbetweenus,\'
Knightreturned,relapsingintoamannerwhichconcealedallhistruefeeling,asifconfidencenowwasintolerable。\'Idoseethatyourreticencetowardsmeinthevaultmayhavebeendictatedbyprudentialconsiderations。\'Heconcludedartificially,\'Itwasastrangethingaltogether;butnotofmuchimportance,Isuppose,atthisdistanceoftime;anditdoesnotconcernmenow,thoughI
don\'tmindhearingyourstory。\'
ThesewordsfromKnight,utteredwithsuchanairofrenunciationandapparentindifference,promptedSmithtospeakon——perhapswithalittlecomplacency——ofhisoldsecretengagementtoElfride。Hetoldthedetailsofitsorigin,andtheperemptorywordsandactionsofherfathertoextinguishtheirlove。
Knightperseveredinthetoneandmannerofadisinterestedoutsider。IthadbecomemorethaneverimperativetoscreenhisemotionsfromStephen\'seye;theyoungmanwouldotherwisebelessfrank,andtheirmeetingwouldbeagainembittered。Whatwastheuseofuntowardcandour?
Stephenhadnowarrivedatthepointinhisingenuousnarrativewhereheleftthevicaragebecauseofherfather\'smanner。
Knight\'sinterestincreased。Theirloveseemedsoinnocentandchildlikethusfar。
\'Itisanicepointincasuistry,\'heobserved,\'todecidewhetheryouwereculpableornotinnottellingSwancourtthatyourfriendswereparishionersofhis。Itwasonlyhumannaturetoholdyourtongueunderthecircumstances。Well,whatwastheresultofyourdismissalbyhim?\'
\'Thatweagreedtobesecretlyfaithful。Andtoinsurethiswethoughtwewouldmarry。\'
Knight\'ssuspenseandagitationrosehigherwhenStephenentereduponthisphaseofthesubject。
\'Doyoumindtellingon?\'hesaid,steadyinghismannerofspeech。
\'Oh,notatall。\'
ThenStephengaveinfulltheparticularsofthemeetingwithElfrideattherailwaystation;thenecessitytheywereunderofgoingtoLondon,unlesstheceremonyweretobepostponed。Thelongjourneyoftheafternoonandevening;hertimidityandrevulsionoffeeling;itsculminationonreachingLondon;thecrossingovertothedown-platformandtheirimmediatedepartureagain,solelyinobediencetoherwish;thejourneyallnight;
theiranxiouswatchingforthedawn;theirarrivalatSt。Launce\'satlast——weredetailed。AndhetoldhowavillagewomannamedJethwaywastheonlypersonwhorecognizedthem,eithergoingorcoming;andhowdreadfullythisterrifiedElfride。Hetoldhowhewaitedinthefieldswhilstthisthenreproachfulsweetheartwentforherpony,andhowthelastkissheevergaveherwasgivenamileoutofthetown,onthewaytoEndelstow。
ThesethingsStephenrelatedwithawill。HebelievedthatindoingsoheestablishedwordbywordthereasonablenessofhisclaimtoElfride。
\'Curseher!cursethatwoman!——thatmiserableletterthatpartedus!OGod!\'
Knightbeganpacingtheroomagain,andutteredthisatfurtherend。
\'Whatdidyousay?\'saidStephen,turninground。
\'Say?DidIsayanything?Oh,Iwasmerelythinkingaboutyourstory,andtheoddnessofmyhavingafancyforthesamewomanafterwards。AndthatnowI——Ihaveforgottenheralmost;andneitherofuscareabouther,exceptjustasafriend,youknow,eh?\'
Knightstillcontinuedatthefurtherendoftheroom,somewhatinshadow。
\'Exactly,\'saidStephen,inwardlyexultant,forhewasreallydeceivedbyKnight\'soff-handmanner。
YethewasdeceivedlessbythecompletenessofKnight\'sdisguisethanbythepersuasivepowerwhichlayinthefactthatKnighthadneverbeforedeceivedhiminanything。SothissuppositionthathiscompanionhadceasedtoloveElfridewasanenormouslighteningoftheweightwhichhadturnedthescaleagainsthim。
\'AdmittingthatElfrideCOULDloveanothermanafteryou,\'saidtheelder,underthesamevarnishofcarelesscriticism,\'shewasnonetheworseforthatexperience。\'
\'Theworse?Ofcourseshewasnonetheworse。\'
\'Didyoueverthinkitawildandthoughtlessthingforhertodo?\'
\'Indeed,Ineverdid,\'saidStephen。\'Ipersuadedher。Shesawnoharminituntilshedecidedtoreturn,nordidI;norwasthere,excepttotheextentofindiscretion。\'
\'Directlyshethoughtitwaswrongshewouldgonofurther?\'
\'Thatwasit。Ihadjustbeguntothinkitwrongtoo。\'
\'Suchachildishescapademighthavebeenmisrepresentedbyanyevil-disposedperson,mightitnot?\'
\'Itmight;butIneverheardthatitwas。Nobodywhoreallyknewallthecircumstanceswouldhavedoneotherwisethansmile。Ifalltheworldhadknownit,Elfridewouldstillhaveremainedtheonlyonewhothoughtheractionasin。Poorchild,shealwayspersistedinthinkingso,andwasfrightenedmorethanenough。\'
\'Stephen,doyoulovehernow?\'
\'Well,Ilikeher;Ialwaysshall,youknow,\'hesaidevasively,andwithallthestrategylovesuggested。\'ButIhavenotseenherforsolongthatIcanhardlybeexpectedtoloveher。Doyouloveherstill?\'
\'HowshallIanswerwithoutbeingashamed?Whatficklebeingswemenare,Stephen!Menmaylovestrongestforawhile,butwomenlovelongest。Iusedtoloveher——inmyway,youknow。\'
\'Yes,Iunderstand。Ah,andIusedtoloveherinmyway。Infact,Ilovedheragooddealatonetime;buttravelhasatendencytoobliterateearlyfancies。\'
\'Ithas——ithas,truly。\'
Perhapsthemostextraordinaryfeatureinthisconversationwasthecircumstancethat,thougheachinterlocutorhadatfirsthissuspicionsoftheother\'sabidingpassionawakenedbyseverallittleacts,neitherwouldallowhimselftoseethathisfriendmightnowbespeakingdeceitfullyaswellashe。
\'Stephen。\'resumedKnight,\'nowthatmattersaresmoothbetweenus,IthinkImustleaveyou。Youwon\'tmindmyhurryingofftomyquarters?\'
\'You\'llstaytosomesortofsuppersurely?didn\'tyoucometodinner!\'
\'Youmustreallyexcusemethisonce。\'
\'Thenyou\'lldropintobreakfastto-morrow。\'
\'Ishallberatherpressedfortime。\'
\'Anearlybreakfast,whichshallinterferewithnothing?\'
\'I\'llcome,\'saidKnight,withasmuchreadinessasitwaspossibletograftuponahugestockofreluctance。\'Yes,early;
eighto\'clocksay,asweareunderthesameroof。\'
\'Anytimeyoulike。Eightitshallbe。\'
AndKnightlefthim。Towearamask,todissemblehisfeelingsashehadintheirlatemiserableconversation,wassuchtorturethathecouldsupportitnolonger。ItwasthefirsttimeinKnight\'slifethathehadeverbeensoentirelytheplayerofapart。AndthemanhehadthusdeceivedwasStephen,whohaddocilelylookeduptohimfromyouthasasuperiorofunblemishedintegrity。
Hewenttobed,andallowedthefeverofhisexcitementtorageuncontrolled。Stephen——itwasonlyhewhowastherival——onlyStephen!Therewasananti-climaxofabsurditywhichKnight,wretchedandconscience-strickenashewas,couldnothelprecognizing。Stephenwasbutaboytohim。WherethegreatgrieflaywasinperceivingthattheveryinnocenceofElfrideinreadingherlittlefaultasonesogravewaswhathadfatallymisledhim。HadElfride,withanydegreeofcoolness,assertedthatshehaddonenoharm,thepoisonousbreathofthedeadMrs。
Jethwaywouldhavebeeninoperative。Whydidhenotmakehislittledocilegirltellmore?Ifonthatsubjecthehadonlyexercisedtheimperativenesscustomarywithhimonothers,allmighthavebeenrevealed。Itsmotehisheartlikeaswitchwhenherememberedhowgentlyshehadbornehisscourgingspeeches,neveransweringhimwithasinglereproach,onlyassuringhimofherunboundedlove。
KnightblessedElfrideforhersweetness,andforgotherfault。
Hepicturedwithavividfancythosefairsummersceneswithher。
Heagainsawherasattheirfirstmeeting,timidatspeaking,yetinhereagernesstobeexplanatoryborneforwardalmostagainstherwill。Howshewouldwaitforhimingreenplaces,withoutshowinganyoftheordinarywomanlyaffectationsofindifference!
Howproudshewastobeseenwalkingwithhim,bearinglegiblyinhereyesthethoughtthathewasthegreatestgeniusintheworld!
Heformedaresolution;andafterthatcouldmakepretenceofslumbernolonger。Risinganddressinghimself,hesatdownandwaitedforday。
ThatnightStephenwasrestlesstoo。NotbecauseoftheunwontednessofareturntoEnglishscenery;notbecausehewasabouttomeethisparents,andsettledownforawhiletoEnglishcottagelife。Hewasindulgingindreams,andforthenoncethewarehousesofBombayandtheplainsandfortsofPoonahwerebutashadow\'sshadow。Hisdreamwasbasedonthisoneatomoffact:
ElfrideandKnighthadbecomeseparated,andtheirengagementwasasifithadneverbeen。TheirrupturemusthaveoccurredsoonafterStephen\'sdiscoveryofthefactoftheirunion;and,Stephenwentontothink,whatsoprobableasthatareturnofhererrantaffectiontohimselfwasthecause?
Stephen\'sopinionsinthismatterwerethoseofalover,andnotthebalancedjudgmentofanunbiassedspectator。Hisnaturallysanguinespiritbuilthopeuponhope,tillscarcelyadoubtremainedinhismindthatherlingeringtendernessforhimhadinsomewaybeenperceivedbyKnight,andhadprovokedtheirparting。
TogoandseeElfridewasthesuggestionofimpulsesitwasimpossibletowithstand。Atanyrate,torundownfromSt。
Launce\'stoCastlePoterel,adistanceoflessthantwentymiles,andglidelikeaghostabouttheiroldhaunts,makingstealthyinquiriesabouther,wouldbeafascinatingwayofpassingthefirstsparehoursafterreachinghomeonthedayafterthemorrow。
Hewasnowarichermanthanheretofore,standingonhisownbottom;andthedefinitepositioninwhichhehadrootedhimselfnullifiedoldlocaldistinctions。Hehadbecomeillustrious,evensanguineclarus,judgingfromthetoneoftheworthyMayorofSt。
Launce\'s。
ChapterXXXIX
\'Eachtothelovedone\'sside。\'
Thefriendsandrivalsbreakfastedtogetherthenextmorning。Notawordwassaidoneithersideuponthematterdiscussedthepreviouseveningsogliblyandsohollowly。Stephenwasabsorbedthegreaterpartofthetimeinwishinghewerenotforcedtostayintownyetanotherday。
\'Idon\'tintendtoleaveforSt。Launce\'stillto-morrow,asyouknow,\'hesaidtoKnightattheendofthemeal。\'Whatareyougoingtodowithyourselfto-day?\'
\'Ihaveanengagementjustbeforeten,\'saidKnightdeliberately;
\'andafterthattimeImustcallupontwoorthreepeople。\'
\'I\'lllookforyouthisevening,\'saidStephen。
\'Yes,do。Youmayaswellcomeanddinewithme;thatis,ifwecanmeet。ImaynotsleepinLondonto-night;infact,Iamabsolutelyunsettledastomymovementsyet。However,thefirstthingIamgoingtodoistogetmybaggageshiftedfromthisplacetoBede\'sInn。Good-byeforthepresent。I\'llwrite,youknow,ifIcan\'tmeetyou。\'
Itnowwantedaquartertonineo\'clock。WhenKnightwasgone,Stephenfeltyetmoreimpatientofthecircumstancethatanotherdaywouldhavetodragitselfawaywearilybeforehecouldsetoutforthatspotofearthwhereonasoftthoughtofhimmightperhapsbenourishedstill。Onasuddenheadmittedtohismindthepossibilitythattheengagementhewaswaitingintowntokeepmightbepostponedwithoutmuchharm。
Itwasnosoonerperceivedthanattempted。Lookingathiswatch,hefounditwantedfortyminutestothedepartureoftheteno\'clocktrainfromPaddington,whichlefthimasurplusquarterofanhourbeforeitwouldbenecessarytostartforthestation。
Scribblingahastynoteortwo——oneputtingoffthebusinessmeeting,anothertoKnightapologizingfornotbeingabletoseehimintheevening——payinghisbill,andleavinghisheavierluggagetofollowhimbygoods-train,hejumpedintoacabandrattledofftotheGreatWesternStation。
Shortlyafterwardshetookhisseatintherailwaycarriage。
Theguardpausedonhiswhistle,toletintothenextcompartmenttoSmith\'samanofwhomStephenhadcaughtbutahastyglimpseasheranacrosstheplatformatthelastmoment。
Smithsankbackintothecarriage,stilledbyperplexity。ThemanwaslikeKnight——astonishinglylikehim。Wasitpossibleitcouldbehe?TohavegottherehemusthavedrivenlikethewindtoBede\'sInn,andhardlyhavealightedbeforestartingagain。No,itcouldnotbehe;thatwasnothiswayofdoingthings。
DuringtheearlypartofthejourneyStephenSmith\'sthoughtsbusiedthemselvestillhisbrainseemedswollen。Onesubjectwasconcerninghisownapproachingactions。Hewasadayearlierthanhislettertohisparentshadstated,andhisarrangementwiththemhadbeenthattheyshouldmeethimatPlymouth;aplanwhichpleasedtheworthycouplebeyondexpression。Oncebeforethesameengagementhadbeenmade,whichhehadthenquashedbyante-datinghisarrival。ThistimehewouldgorightontoCastleBoterel;
rambleinthatwell-knownneighbourhoodduringtheeveningandnextmorning,makinginquiries;andreturntoPlymouthtomeetthemasarranged——acontrivancewhichwouldleavetheircherishedprojectundisturbed,relievinghisownimpatiencealso。
AtChippenhamtherewasalittlewaiting,andsomelooseningandattachingofcarriages。
Stephenlookedout。Atthesamemomentanotherman\'sheademergedfromtheadjoiningwindow。Eachlookedintheother\'sface。
KnightandStephenconfrontedoneanother。
\'Youhere!\'saidtheyoungerman。
\'Yes。Itseemsthatyouaretoo,\'saidKnight,strangely。
\'Yes。\'
Theselfishnessofloveandthecrueltyofjealousywerefairlyexemplifiedatthismoment。Eachofthetwomenlookedathisfriendashehadneverlookedathimbefore。EachwasTROUBLEDattheother\'spresence。
\'Ithoughtyousaidyouwerenotcomingtillto-morrow,\'remarkedKnight。
\'Idid。Itwasanafterthoughttocometo-day。Thisjourneywasyourengagement,then?\'
\'No,itwasnot。Thisisanafterthoughtofminetoo。Ileftanotetoexplainit,andaccountformynotbeingabletomeetyouthiseveningaswearranged。\'
\'SodidIforyou。\'
\'Youdon\'tlookwell:youdidnotthismorning。\'
\'Ihaveaheadache。Youarepalerto-daythanyouwere。\'
\'I,too,havebeensufferingfromheadache。Wehavetowaithereafewminutes,Ithink。\'
Theywalkedupanddowntheplatform,eachonemoreandmoreembarrassinglyconcernedwiththeawkwardnessofhisfriend\'spresence。Theyreachedtheendofthefootway,andpausedinsheerabsent-mindedness。Stephen\'svacanteyesrestedupontheoperationsofsomeporters,whowereshiftingadarkandcurious-
lookingvanfromtherearofthetrain,toshuntanotherwhichwasbetweenitandtheforepartofthetrain。Thisoperationhavingbeenconcluded,thetwofriendsreturnedtothesideoftheircarriage。
\'Willyoucomeinhere?\'saidKnight,notverywarmly。
\'Ihavemyrugandportmanteauandumbrellawithme:itisratherbotheringtomovenow,\'saidStephenreluctantly。\'Whynotyoucomehere?\'
\'Ihavemytrapstoo。Itishardlyworthwhiletoshiftthem,forIshallseeyouagain,youknow。\'
\'Oh,yes。\'
Andeachgotintohisownplace。Justatstarting,amanontheplatformhelduphishandsandstoppedthetrain。
Stephenlookedouttoseewhatwasthematter。
Oneoftheofficialswasexclaimingtoanother,\'Thatcarriageshouldhavebeenattachedagain。Can\'tyouseeitisforthemainline?Quick!Whatfoolsthereareintheworld!\'
\'Whataconfoundednuisancethesestoppagesare!\'exclaimedKnightimpatiently,lookingoutfromhiscompartment。\'Whatisit?\'
\'Thatsingularcarriagewesawhasbeenunfastenedfromourtrainbymistake,itseems,\'saidStephen。
Hewaswatchingtheprocessofattachingit。Thevanorcarriage,whichhenowrecognizedashavingseenatPaddingtonbeforetheystarted,wasrichandsolemnratherthangloomyinaspect。Itseemedtobequitenew,andofmoderndesign,anditsimpressivepersonalityattractedthenoticeofothersbesidehimself。Hebehelditgraduallywheeledforwardbytwomenoneachside:
slowerandmoresadlyitseemedtoapproach:thenaslightconcussion,andtheywereconnectedwithit,andoffagain。
StephensatalltheafternoonponderinguponthereasonofKnight\'sunexpectedreappearance。WashegoingasfarasCastleBoterel?Ifso,hecouldonlyhaveoneobjectinview——avisittoElfride。Andwhatanideaitseemed!
AtPlymouthSmithpartookofalittlerefreshment,andthenwentroundtothesidefromwhichthetrainstartedforCamelton,thenewstationnearCastleBoterelandEndelstow。
Knightwasalreadythere。
Stephenwalkedupandstoodbesidehimwithoutspeaking。Twomenatthismomentcreptoutfromamongthewheelsofthewaitingtrain。
\'Thecarriageislightenough,\'saidoneinagrimtone。\'Lightasvanity;fullofnothing。\'
\'Nothinginsize,butagooddealinsignification,\'saidtheother,amanofbrightermindandmanners。
SmiththenperceivedthattotheirtrainwasattachedthatsamecarriageofgrandanddarkaspectwhichhadhauntedthemallthewayfromLondon。
\'Youaregoingon,Isuppose?\'saidKnight,turningtoStephen,afteridlylookingatthesameobject。
\'Yes。\'
\'Wemayaswelltraveltogetherfortheremainingdistance,maywenot?\'
\'Certainlywewill;\'andtheybothenteredthesamedoor。
Eveningdrewonapace。ItchancedtobetheeveofSt。
Valentine\'s——thatbishopofblessedmemorytoyouthfullovers——andthesunshonelowundertherimofathickhardcloud,decoratingtheeminencesofthelandscapewithcrownsoforangefire。Asthetrainchangeditsdirectiononacurve,thesameraysstretchedinthroughthewindow,andcoaxedopenKnight\'shalf-closedeyes。
\'YouwillgetoutatSt。Launce\'s,Isuppose?\'hemurmured。
\'No,\'saidStephen,\'Iamnotexpectedtillto-morrow。\'Knightwassilent。
\'Andyou——areyougoingtoEndelstow?\'saidtheyoungermanpointedly。
\'Sinceyouask,IcandonolessthansayIam,Stephen,\'
continuedKnightslowly,andwithmoreresolutionofmannerthanhehadshownalltheday。\'IamgoingtoEndelstowtoseeifElfrideSwancourtisstillfree;andifso,toaskhertobemywife。\'
\'SoamI,\'saidStephenSmith。
\'Ithinkyou\'llloseyourlabour,\'Knightreturnedwithdecision。
\'Naturallyyoudo。\'TherewasastrongaccentofbitternessinStephen\'svoice。\'YoumighthavesaidHOPEinsteadofTHINK,\'headded。
\'Imighthavedonenosuchthing。Igaveyoumyopinion。ElfrideSwancourtmayhavelovedyouonce,nodoubt,butitwaswhenshewassoyoungthatshehardlyknewherownmind。\'
\'Thankyou,\'saidStephenlaconically。\'SheknewhermindaswellasIdid。Wearethesameage。Ifyouhadn\'tinterfered——\'
\'Don\'tsaythat——don\'tsayit,Stephen!HowcanyoumakeoutthatIinterfered?Bejust,please!\'
\'Well,\'saidhisfriend,\'shewasminebeforeshewasyours——youknowthat!Anditseemedahardthingtofindyouhadgother,andthatifithadnotbeenforyou,allmighthaveturnedoutwellforme。\'Stephenspokewithaswellingheart,andlookedoutofthewindowtohidetheemotionthatwouldmakeitselfvisibleuponhisface。
\'Itisabsurd,\'saidKnightinakindertone,\'foryoutolookatthematterinthatlight。WhatItellyouisforyourgood。Younaturallydonotliketorealizethetruth——thatherlikingforyouwasonlyagirl\'sfirstfancy,whichhasnorootever。\'
\'Itisnottrue!\'saidStephenpassionately。\'Itwasyouputmeout。Andnowyou\'llbepushinginagainbetweenus,anddeprivingmeofmychanceagain!Myright,that\'swhatitis!Howungenerousofyoutocomeanewandtrytotakeherawayfromme!Whenyouhadwonher,Ididnotinterfere;andyoumight,Ithink,Mr。Knight,dobymeasIdidbyyou!\'
\'Don\'t\"Mr。”me;youareaswellintheworldasIamnow。\'
\'Firstloveisdeepest;andthatwasmine。\'
\'Whotoldyouthat?\'saidKnightsuperciliously。
\'Ihadherfirstlove。Anditwasthroughmethatyouandsheparted。Icanguessthatwellenough。\'
\'Itwas。AndifIweretoexplaintoyouinwhatwaythatoperatedinpartingus,Ishouldconvinceyouthatyoudoquitewronginintrudinguponher——that,asIsaidatfirst,yourlabourwillbelost。Idon\'tchoosetoexplain,becausetheparticularsarepainful。Butifyouwon\'tlistentome,goon,forHeaven\'ssake。Idon\'tcarewhatyoudo,myboy。\'
\'Youhavenorighttodomineerovermeasyoudo。Justbecause,whenIwasalad,Iwasaccustomedtolookuptoyouasamaster,andyouhelpedmealittle,forwhichIwasgratefultoyouandhavelovedyou,youassumetoomuchnow,andstepinbeforeme。
Itiscruel——itisunjust——ofyoutoinjuremeso!\'
Knightshowedhimselfkeenlyhurtatthis。\'Stephen,thosewordsareuntrueandunworthyofanyman,andtheyareunworthyofyou。
Youknowyouwrongme。Ifyouhaveeverprofitedbyanyinstructionofmine,Iamonlytoogladtoknowit。Youknowitwasgivenungrudgingly,andthatIhaveneveroncelookeduponitasmakingyouinanywayadebtortome。\'
Stephen\'snaturallygentlenaturewastouched,anditwasinatroubledvoicethathesaid,\'Yes,yes。Iamunjustinthat——I
ownit。\'
\'ThisisSt。Launce\'sStation,Ithink。Areyougoingtogetout?\'
Knight\'smannerofreturningtothematterinhanddrewStephenagainintohimself。\'No;ItoldyouIwasgoingtoEndelstow,\'heresolutelyreplied。
Knight\'sfeaturesbecameimpassive,andhesaidnomore。Thetraincontinuedrattlingon,andStephenleantbackinhiscornerandclosedhiseyes。Theyellowsofeveninghadturnedtobrowns,theduskyshadesthickened,andaflyingcloudofdustoccasionallystrokedthewindow——borneuponachillingbreezewhichblewfromthenorth-east。Thepreviouslygildedbutnowdrearyhillsbegantolosetheirdaylightaspectsofrotundity,andtobecomeblackdiscsvandykedagainstthesky,allnaturewearingthecloakthatsixo\'clockcastsoverthelandscapeatthistimeoftheyear。
Stephenstartedupinbewildermentafteralongstillness,anditwassometimebeforeherecollectedhimself。
\'Well,howreal,howreal!\'heexclaimed,brushinghishandacrosshiseyes。
\'Whatis?\'saidKnight。
\'Thatdream。Ifellasleepforafewminutes,andhavehadadream——themostvividIeverremember。\'
Hewearilylookedoutintothegloom。TheywerenowdrawingneartoCamelton。Thelightingofthelampswasperceptiblethroughtheveilofevening——eachflamestartingintoexistenceatintervals,andblinkingweaklyagainstthegustsofwind。
\'Whatdidyoudream?\'saidKnightmoodily。
\'Oh,nothingtobetold。\'Twasasortofincubus。Thereisneveranythingindreams。\'
\'Ihardlysupposedtherewas。\'
\'Iknowthat。However,whatIsovividlydreamtwasthis,sinceyouwouldliketohear。ItwasthebrightestofbrightmorningsatEastEndelstowChurch,andyouandIstoodbythefont。FarawayinthechancelLordLuxellianwasstandingalone,coldandimpassive,andutterlyunlikehisusualself:butIknewitwashe。Insidethealtarrailstoodastrangeclergymanwithhisbookopen。HelookedupandsaidtoLordLuxellian,\"Where\'sthebride?\"LordLuxelliansaid,\"There\'snobride。”Atthatmomentsomebodycameinatthedoor,andIknewhertobeLadyLuxellianwhodied。Heturnedandsaidtoher,\"Ithoughtyouwereinthevaultbelowus;butthatcouldhaveonlybeenadreamofmine。
Comeon。”Thenshecameon。AndinbrushingbetweenusshechilledmesowithcoldthatIexclaimed,\"Thelifeisgoneoutofme!\"and,inthewayofdreams,Iawoke。ButhereweareatCamelton。\'
Theywereslowlyenteringthestation。
\'Whatareyougoingtodo?\'saidKnight。\'DoyoureallyintendtocallontheSwancourts?\'
\'Bynomeans。Iamgoingtomakeinquiriesfirst。IshallstayattheLuxellianArmsto-night。YouwillgorightontoEndelstow,Isuppose,atonce?\'
\'Icanhardlydothatatthistimeoftheday。Perhapsyouarenotawarethatthefamily——herfather,atanyrate——isatvariancewithmeasmuchaswithyou。
\'Ididn\'tknowit。\'
\'AndthatIcannotrushintothehouseasanoldfriendanymorethanyoucan。CertainlyIhavetheprivilegesofadistantrelationship,whatevertheymaybe。\'
Knightletdownthewindow,andlookedahead。\'Thereareagreatmanypeopleatthestation,\'hesaid。\'Theyseemalltobeonthelook-outforus。\'
Whenthetrainstopped,thehalf-estrangedfriendscouldperceivebythelamplightthattheassemblageofidlersenclosedasakernelagroupofmeninblackcloaks。Asidegateintheplatformrailingwasopen,andoutsidethisstoodadarkvehicle,whichtheycouldnotatfirstcharacterize。ThenKnightsawonitsupperpartformsagainsttheskylikecedarsbynight,andknewthevehicletobeahearse。Fewpeoplewereatthecarriagedoorstomeetthepassengers——themajorityhadcongregatedatthisupperend。KnightandStephenalighted,andturnedforamomentinthesamedirection。
Thesombrevan,whichhadaccompaniedthemalldayfromLondon,nowbegantorevealthattheirdestinationwasalsoitsown。Ithadbeendrawnupexactlyoppositetheopengate。Thebystandersallfellback,formingaclearlanefromthegatewaytothevan,andthemenincloaksenteredthelatterconveyance。
\'Theyarelabourers,Ifancy,\'saidStephen。\'Ah,itisstrange;
butIrecognizethreeofthemasEndelstowmen。Ratherremarkablethis。\'
Presentlytheybegantocomeout,twoandtwo;andundertheraysofthelamptheywereseentobearbetweenthemalight-colouredcoffinofsatin-wood,brightlypolished,andwithoutanail。Theeightmentooktheburdenupontheirshoulders,andslowlycrossedwithitovertothegate。
KnightandStephenwentoutside,andcameclosetotheprocessionasitmovedoff。Acarriagebelongingtothecortegeturnedroundclosetoalamp。TheraysshoneinuponthefaceofthevicarofEndelstow,Mr。Swancourt——lookingmanyyearsolderthanwhentheyhadlastseenhim。KnightandStepheninvoluntarilydrewback。
Knightspoketoabystander。\'WhathasMr。Swancourttodowiththatfuneral?\'
\'Heisthelady\'sfather,\'saidthebystander。
\'Whatlady\'sfather?\'saidKnight,inavoicesohollowthatthemanstaredathim。
\'Thefatheroftheladyinthecoffin。ShediedinLondon,youknow,andhasbeenbroughtherebythistrain。Sheistobetakenhometo-night,andburiedto-morrow。\'
Knightstoodstaringblindlyatwherethehearsehadbeen;asifhesawit,orsomeone,there。Thenheturned,andbeheldthelitheformofStephenboweddownlikethatofanoldman。Hetookhisyoungfriend\'sarm,andledhimawayfromthelight。
ChapterXL
\'Welcome,proudlady。\'
Halfanhourhaspassed。TwomiserablemenarewanderinginthedarknessupthemilesofroadfromCameltontoEndelstow。
\'Hasshebrokenherheart?\'saidHenryKnight。\'CanitbethatI
havekilledher?Iwasbitterwithher,Stephen,andshehasdied!
AndmayGodhaveNOmercyuponme!\'
\'HowcanyouhavekilledhermorethanI?\'
\'Why,Iwentawayfromher——stoleawayalmost——anddidn\'ttellherIshouldnotcomeagain;andatthatlastmeetingIdidnotkissheronce,butlethermiserablygo。Ihavebeenafool——afool!I
wishthemostabjectconfessionofitbeforecrowdsofmycountrymencouldinanywaymakeamendstomydarlingfortheintensecrueltyIhaveshownher!\'
\'YOURdarling!\'saidStephen,withasortoflaugh。\'Anymancansaythat,Isuppose;anymancan。Iknowthis,shewasMYdarlingbeforeshewasyours;andaftertoo。Ifanybodyhasarighttocallherhisown,itisI。\'
\'Youtalklikeamaninthedark;whichiswhatyouare。Didsheeverdoanythingforyou?Riskhername,forinstance,foryou?\'
Yes,shedid,\'saidStephenemphatically。
\'Notentirely。Didsheeverliveforyou——proveshecouldnotlivewithoutyou——laughandweepforyou?\'
\'Yes。\'
\'Never!Didsheeverriskherlifeforyou——no!Mydarlingdidforme。\'
\'Thenitwasinkindnessonly。Whendidsheriskherlifeforyou?\'
\'Tosavemineonthecliffyonder。ThepoorchildwaswithmelookingattheapproachofthePuffinsteamboat,andIslippeddown。Webothhadanarrowescape。Iwishwehaddiedthere!\'
\'Ah,butwait,\'Stephenpleadedwithweteyes。\'Shewentonthatclifftoseemearrivehome:shehadpromisedit。Shetoldmeshewouldmonthsbefore。Andwouldshehavegonethereifshehadnotcaredformeatall?\'
\'YouhaveanideathatElfridediedforyou,nodoubt,\'saidKnight,withamournfulsarcasmtoonervelesstosupportitself。
\'Nevermind。Ifwefindthat——thatshediedyours,I\'llsaynomoreever。\'
\'Andifwefindshediedyours,I\'llsaynomore。\'
\'Verywell——soitshallbe。\'
Thedarkcloudsintowhichthesunhadsunkhadbeguntodropraininanincreasingvolume。
\'Canwewaitsomewhereheretillthisshowerisover?\'saidStephendesultorily。
\'Asyouwill。Butitisnotworthwhile。We\'llheartheparticulars,andreturn。Don\'tletpeopleknowwhoweare。Iamnotmuchnow。\'
Theyhadreachedapointatwhichtheroadbranchedintotwo——justoutsidethewestvillage,oneforkofthedivergingroutespassingintothelatterplace,theotherstretchingontoEastEndelstow。
Havingcomesomeofthedistancebythefootpath,theynowfoundthatthehearsewasonlyalittleinadvanceofthem。
\'IfancyithasturnedofftoEastEndelstow。Canyousee?\'
\'Icannot。Youmustbemistaken。\'
KnightandStephenenteredthevillage。Abaroffierylightlayacrosstheroad,proceedingfromthehalf-opendoorofasmithy,inwhichbellowswereheardblowingandahammerringing。Therainhadincreased,andtheymechanicallyturnedforsheltertowardsthewarmandcosyscene。
Closeattheirheelscameanotherman,withoutover-coatorumbrella,andwithaparcelunderhisarm。
\'Awetevening,\'hesaidtothetwofriends,andpassedbythem。
Theystoodintheouterpenthouse,butthemanwentintothefire。
Thesmithceasedhisblowing,andbegantalkingtothemanwhohadentered。
\'IhavewalkedallthewayfromCamelton,\'saidthelatter。\'Wasobligedtocometo-night,youknow。\'
Heheldtheparcel,whichwasaflatone,towardsthefirelight,tolearniftherainhadpenetratedit。Restingitedgewiseontheforge,hesupporteditperpendicularlywithonehand,wipinghisfacewiththehandkerchiefheheldintheother。
\'IsupposeyouknowwhatI\'vegothere?\'heobservedtothesmith。
\'No,Idon\'t,\'saidthesmith,pausingagainonhisbellows。
\'Astherain\'snotover,I\'llshowyou,\'saidthebearer。
Helaidthethinandbroadpackage,whichhadacuteanglesindifferentdirections,flatupontheanvil,andthesmithblewupthefiretogivehimmorelight。First,afteruntyingthepackage,asheetofbrownpaperwasremoved:thiswaslaidflat。
Thenheunfoldedapieceofbaize:thisalsohespreadflatonthepaper。Thethirdcoveringwasawrapperoftissuepaper,whichwasspreadoutinitsturn。Theenclosurewasrevealed,andhehelditupforthesmith\'sinspection。
\'Oh——Isee!\'saidthesmith,kindlingwithachastenedinterest,anddrawingclose。\'Pooryounglady——ah,terriblemelancholything——sosoontoo!\'
KnightandStephenturnedtheirheadsandlooked。
\'Andwhat\'sthat?\'continuedthesmith。
\'That\'sthecoronet——beautifullyfinished,isn\'tit?Ah,thatcostsomemoney!\'
\'\'TisasfineabitofmetalworkaseverIsee——that\'tis。\'
\'Itcamefromthesamepeopleasthecoffin,youknow,butwasnotreadysoonenoughtobesentroundtothehouseinLondonyesterday。I\'vegottofixitonthisverynight。\'
Thecarefully-packedarticleswereacoffin-plateandcoronet。
KnightandStephencameforward。Theundertaker\'sman,onseeingthemlookfortheinscription,civillyturneditroundtowardsthem,andeachread,almostatonemoment,bytheruddylightofthecoals:
ELFRIDE,WifeofSpenserHugoLuxellian,FifteenthBaronLuxellian:
DiedFebruary10,18。
Theyreadit,andreadit,andreaditagain——StephenandKnight——
asifanimatedbyonesoul。ThenStephenputhishanduponKnight\'sarm,andtheyretiredfromtheyellowglow,further,further,tillthechilldarknessenclosedthemround,andthequietskyasserteditspresenceoverheadasadimgreysheetofblankmonotony。
\'Whereshallwego?\'saidStephen。
\'Idon\'tknow。\'
Alongsilenceensued……\'Elfridemarried!\'saidStephentheninathinwhisper,asifhefearedtolettheassertionlooseontheworld。
\'False,\'whisperedKnight。
\'Anddead。Deniedusboth。Ihate\"false\"——Ihateit!\'
Knightmadenoanswer。
Nothingwasheardbythemnowsavetheslowmeasurementoftimebytheirbeatingpulses,thesofttouchofthedribblingrainupontheirclothes,andthelowpurroftheblacksmith\'sbellowshardby。
\'ShallwefollowElfieanyfurther?\'Stephensaid。
\'No:letusleaveheralone。Sheisbeyondourlove,andletherbebeyondourreproach。Sincewedon\'tknowhalfthereasonsthatmadeherdoasshedid,Stephen,howcanwesay,evennow,thatshewasnotpureandtrueinheart?\'Knight\'svoicehadnowbecomemildandgentleasachild\'s。Hewenton:\'Canwecallherambitious?No。Circumstancehas,asusual,overpoweredherpurposes——fragileanddelicateasshe——liabletobeoverthrowninamomentbythecoarseelementsofaccident。Iknowthat\'sit,——
don\'tyou?\'
\'Itmaybe——itmustbe。Letusgoon。\'
TheybegantobendtheirstepstowardsCastleBoterel,whithertheyhadsenttheirbagsfromCamelton。Theywanderedoninsilenceformanyminutes。Stephenthenpaused,andlightlyputhishandwithinKnight\'sarm。
\'Iwonderhowshecametodie,\'hesaidinabrokenwhisper。
\'Shallwereturnandlearnalittlemore?\'
Theyturnedbackagain,andenteringEndelstowasecondtime,cametoadoorwhichwasstandingopen。ItwasthatofaninncalledtheWelcomeHome,andthehouseappearedtohavebeenrecentlyrepairedandentirelymodernized。Thenametoowasnotthatofthesamelandlordasformerly,butMartinCannister\'s。
KnightandSmithentered。Theinnwasquitesilent,andtheyfollowedthepassagetilltheyreachedthekitchen,whereahugefirewasburning,whichroaredupthechimney,andsentoverthefloor,ceiling,andnewly-whitenedwallsaglaresointenseastomakethecandlequiteasecondarylight。Awomaninawhiteapronandblackgownwasstandingtherealonebehindacleanly-scrubbeddealtable。Stephenfirst,andKnightafterwards,recognizedherasUnity,whohadbeenparlour-maidatthevicarageandyounglady\'s-maidattheCrags。
\'Unity,\'saidStephensoftly,\'don\'tyouknowme?\'
Shelookedinquiringlyamoment,andherfaceclearedup。
\'Mr。Smith——ay,thatitis!\'shesaid。\'Andthat\'sMr。Knight。I
begyoutositdown。PerhapsyouknowthatsinceIsawyoulastI
havemarriedMartinCannister。\'
\'Howlonghaveyoubeenmarried?\'
\'Aboutfivemonths。WeweremarriedthesamedaythatmydearMissElfiebecameLadyLuxellian。\'TearsappearedinUnity\'seyes,andfilledthem,andfelldownhercheek,inspiteofeffortstothecontrary。
Thepainofthetwomeninresolutelycontrollingthemselveswhenthusexampledtoadmitreliefofthesamekindwasdistressing。
Theybothturnedtheirbacksandwalkedafewstepsaway。
ThenUnitysaid,\'Willyougointotheparlour,gentlemen?\'
\'Letusstayherewithher,\'Knightwhispered,andturningsaid,\'No;wewillsithere。Wewanttorestanddryourselveshereforatime,ifyouplease。\'
Thateveningthesorrowingfriendssatwiththeirhostessbesidethelargefire,Knightintherecessformedbythechimneybreast,wherehewasinshade。Andbyshowingalittleconfidencetheywonhers,andshetoldthemwhattheyhadstayedtohear——thelatterhistoryofpoorElfride。
\'Oneday——afteryou,Mr。Knight,leftusforthelasttime——shewasmissedfromtheCrags,andherfatherwentafterher,andbroughtherhomeill。Whereshewentto,Ineverknew——butshewasveryunwellforweeksafterwards。Andshesaidtomethatshedidn\'tcarewhatbecameofher,andshewishedshecoulddie。
Whenshewasbetter,Isaidshewouldlivetobemarriedyet,andshesaidthen,\"Yes;I\'lldoanythingforthebenefitofmyfamily,soastoturnmyuselesslifetosomepracticalaccount。”
Well,itbeganlikethisaboutLordLuxelliancourtingher。ThefirstLadyLuxellianhaddied,andhewasingreattroublebecausethelittlegirlswereleftmotherless。Afterawhiletheyusedtocomeandseeherintheirlittleblackfrocks,fortheylikedheraswellorbetterthantheirownmother——that\'strue。Theyusedtocallher\"littlemamma。”Thesechildrenmadeherashadelivelier,butshewasnotthegirlshehadbeen——Icouldseethat——
andshegrewthinneragooddeal。Well,mylordgottoasktheSwancourtsoftenerandoftenertodinner——nobodyelseofhisacquaintance——andatlastthevicar\'sfamilywerebackwardsandforwardsatallhoursoftheday。Well,peoplesaythatthelittlegirlsaskedtheirfathertoletMissElfridecomeandlivewiththem,andthathesaidperhapshewouldiftheyweregoodchildren。However,thetimewenton,andonedayIsaid,\"MissElfride,youdon\'tlooksowellasyouusedto;andthoughnobodyelseseemstonoticeitIdo。”Shelaughedalittle,andsaid,\"I
shalllivetobemarriedyet,asyoutoldme。”
\'\"Shallyou,miss?Iamgladtohearthat,\"Isaid。
\'\"WhomdoyouthinkIamgoingtobemarriedto?\"shesaidagain。
\'\"Mr。Knight,Isuppose,\"saidI。
\'\"Oh!\"shecried,andturnedoffsowhite,andaforeIcouldgettohershehadsunkdownlikeaheapofclothes,andfaintedaway。
Well,then,shecametoherselfafteratime,andsaid,\"Unity,nowwe\'llgoonwithourconversation。”
\'\"Betternotto-day,miss,\"Isaid。
\'\"Yes,wewill,\"shesaid。\"WhomdoyouthinkIamgoingtobemarriedto?\"
\'\"Idon\'tknow,\"Isaidthistime。
\'\"Guess,\"shesaid。
\'\"\'Tisn\'tmylord,isit?\"saysI。
\'\"Yes,\'tis,\"saysshe,inasickwildway。
\'\"Buthedon\'tcomecourtingmuch,\"Isaid。
\"\'Ah!youdon\'tknow,\"shesaid,andtoldme\'twasgoingtobeinOctober。Afterthatshefreshenedupabit——whether\'twaswiththethoughtofgettingawayfromhomeornot,Idon\'tknow。For,perhaps,Imayaswellspeakplainly,andtellyouthatherhomewasnohometohernow。Herfatherwasbittertoherandharshuponher;andthoughMrs。Swancourtwaswellenoughinherway,\'twasasortofcoldpolitenessthatwasnotworthmuch,andthelittlethinghadaworryingtimeofitaltogether。Aboutamonthbeforethewedding,sheandmylordandthetwochildrenusedtorideabouttogetheruponhorseback,andaveryprettysighttheywere;andifyou\'llbelieveme,Ineversawhimoncewithherunlessthechildrenwerewithhertoo——whichmadethecourtingsostrange-looking。Ay,andmylordissohandsome,youknow,sothatatlastIthinksheratherlikedhim;andIhaveseenhersmileandblushabitatthingshesaid。Hewantedherthemorebecausethechildrendid,foreverybodycouldseethatshewouldbeamosttendermothertothem,andfriendandplaymatetoo。Andmylordisnotonlyhandsome,butasplendidcourter,anduptoallthewayso\'t。Sohemadeherthebeautifullestpresents;ah,oneIcanmind——alovelybracelet,withdiamondsandemeralds。
Oh,howredherfacecamewhenshesawit!Theoldrosescamebacktohercheeksforaminuteortwothen。Ihelpeddressherthedaywebothweremarried——itwasthelastserviceIdidher,poorchild!Whenshewasready,Iranupstairsandslippedonmyownweddinggown,andawaytheywent,andawaywentMartinandI;andnosoonerhadmylordandmyladybeenmarriedthantheparsonmarriedus。Itwasaveryquietpairofweddings——hardlyanybodyknewit。Well,hopewillholditsowninayoungheart,ifsobeitcan;andmyladyfreshenedupabit,formylordwasSO
handsomeandkind。\'
\'Howcameshetodie——andawayfromhome?\'murmuredKnight。
\'Don\'tyousee,sir,shefelloffagainaforethey\'dbeenmarriedlong,andmylordtookherabroadforchangeofscene。Theywerecominghome,andhadgotasfarasLondon,whenshewastakenveryillandcouldn\'tbemoved,andthereshedied。\'
\'Washeveryfondofher?\'
\'What,mylord?Oh,hewas!\'
\'VERYfondofher?\'
\'VERY,beyondeverything。Notsuddenly,butbyslowdegrees。
\'Twashernaturetowinpeoplemorewhentheyknewherwell。He\'dhavediedforher,Ibelieve。Poormylord,he\'sheart-brokennow!\'
\'Thefuneralisto-morrow?\'
\'Yes;myhusbandisnowatthevaultwiththemasons,openingthestepsandcleaningdownthewalls。\'
ThenextdaytwomenwalkedupthefamiliarvalleyfromCastleBotereltoEastEndelstowChurch。Andwhenthefuneralwasover,andeveryonehadleftthelawn-likechurchyard,thepairwentsoftlydownthestepsoftheLuxellianvault,andunderthelow-
groinedarchestheyhadbeheldoncebefore,litupthenasnow。
Inthenewnicheofthecryptlayarathernewcoffin,whichhadlostsomeofitslustre,andanewercoffinstill,brightanduntarnishedintheslightestdegree。
Besidethelatterwasthedarkformofaman,kneelingonthedampfloor,hisbodyflungacrossthecoffin,hishandsclasped,andhiswholeframeseeminglygivenupinutterabandonmenttogrief。
Hewasstillyoung——younger,perhaps,thanKnight——andevennowshowedhowgracefulwashisfigureandsymmetricalhisbuild。Hemurmuredaprayerhalfaloud,andwasquiteunconsciousthattwootherswerestandingwithinafewyardsofhim。
KnightandStephenhadadvancedtowheretheyoncestoodbesideElfrideonthedayallthreehadmetthere,beforeshehadherselfgonedownintosilencelikeherancestors,andshutherbrightblueeyesforever。Notuntilthendidtheyseethekneelingfigureinthedimlight。KnightinstantlyrecognizedthemournerasLordLuxellian,thebereavedhusbandofElfride。
Theyfeltthemselvestobeintruders。KnightpressedStephenback,andtheysilentlywithdrewastheyhadentered。
\'Comeaway,\'hesaid,inabrokenvoice。\'Wehavenorighttobethere。Anotherstandsbeforeus——nearertoherthanwe!\'
AndsidebysidetheybothretracedtheirstepsdownthegreystillvalleytoCastleBoterel。