第4章

类别:其他 作者:Bret Harte字数:16789更新时间:18/12/14 10:17:41
\"Iwasthinkingthat,asyoucan\'tdomuchwiththosehandsofyours,diggingandshoveling,andnotmuchwithyourfeeteither,overploughedground,youmightdosomeinsidework,thatwouldpayyoubetter,too。Youmighthelpinthediningroom,settingtableandwashingup,helpingmaandme——thoughIdon\'tdomuchexceptoverseeing。Icouldshowyouwhattodoatfirst,andyou\'dlearnquickenough。Ifyousay\'yes,\'I\'llspeaktopato-night。He\'lldowhateverIsay。” Therageandshamethatfilledhisbreastchokedeventhebitterlaughthatfirstrosetohislips。Ifhecouldhaveturnedonhisheelandleftherwithmarkedindignation,hewouldhavedoneso,buttheywerescarcelyhalfwayacrossthefield;hisstumblingretreatwouldhaveonlyappearedridiculous,andhewasbynomeanssurethatshewouldnothavelookeduponitasmerelyaconfessionofhisinabilitytokeepupwithher。Andyettherewassomethingpeculiarlyfascinatingandtantalizinginthesituation。Shedidnotseethesardonicglitterinhiseyeashesaidbrutally:—— \"Ha!andthatwouldgivemetheexquisitepleasureofbeingnearyou。” Sheseemedalittleconfused,evenunderherenwrappings,andinsteppingdownherfootslipped。Reddyinstantlyscrambleduptoherandcaughtherasshewaspitchingforwardintothefurrow。 Yetinthestruggletokeephisownfootholdhewasawarethatshewasassistinghim,andalthoughhehadpassedhisarmaroundherwaist,asifforherbettersecurity,itwasonlythroughHERfirmgraspofhiswriststhatheregainedhisownfooting。The\"cloud\" hadfallenbackfromherheadandshoulders,herheavyhairhadbrushedhischeekandleftitsfaintodorinhisnostrils;theroundedoutlineofherfigurehadbeenslightlydrawnagainsthisown。Hismeanresentmentwavered;herproposition,whichatfirstseemedonlyinsulting,nowtookavagueformofsatisfaction;hisironicalsuggestionseemedanaturalexpression。\"Well,Isay\'yes\'then,\"hesaid,withanaffectedlaugh。\"Thatis,ifyouthinkIcanmanagetodothework;itisnotexactlyinmyline,youknow。”Yethesomehowfeltthathislaughwasfeebleandunconvincing。 \"Oh,it\'seasyenough,\"saidthegirlquietly。\"You\'veonlygottobeclean——andthat\'sinyourline,Ishouldsay。” \"AndifIthoughtitwouldpleaseyou,\"headded,withanotherattemptatgallantry。 Shedidnotreply,butmovedsteadilyon,hefanciedalittlemorerapidly。Theywerenearingthehouse;hefelthewaslosingtimeandopportunity。Theunevennatureofthegroundkepthimfromwalkingimmediatelybesideher,unlessheheldherhandorarm。 Yetanoddtimiditywasovertakinghim。Surelythiswasthesamegirlwhoseconsciousnessandsusceptibilityweresoapparentamomentago;yetherspeechhadbeeninconsistent,unsympathetic,andcoldlypractical。\"It\'sverykindofyou,\"hebeganagain,scramblinguponesideofthefurrowasshedescendedontheother,\"to——to——takesuchaninterestin——inastranger,andIwishyouknewhow\"(shehadmountedtheridgeagain,andstoodbalancingherselfasifwaitingforhimtofinishhissentence)\"how——howdeeply——I——I\"——Shedroppedquicklydownagainwiththesamemovementofuneasyconsciousness,andheleftthesentenceunfinished。Thehousewasnowonlyafewyardsaway;hehurriedforward,butshereachedthewoodenplatformandstoopuponitfirst。He,however,atthesamemomentcaughtherhand。 \"Iwanttothankyou,\"hesaid,\"andsaygood-night。” \"Good-night。”Hervoicewasindistinctagain,andshewastrembling。Emboldenedandreckless,hesprangupontheplatform,andencirclingherwithonearm,withhisotherhandheunloosedthewoolencloudaroundherheadandbaredherfaintlyflushedcheekandhalf-open,hurriedlybreathinglips。Butthenextmomentshethrewherheadbackwithasinglepowerfulmovement,and,asitseemedtohim,withscarcelyaneffortcasthimoffwithbothhands,andsenthimtopplingfromtheplatformtotheground。 Hescrambledquicklytohisfeetagain,flushed,angry,and—— frightened!Perhapsshewouldcallherfather;hewouldbeinsulted,orworse,——laughedat!Hehadlosteventhispitifulchanceofbetteringhiscondition。Buthewasasrelievedashewassurprisedtoseethatshewasstandingquietlyontheedgeoftheplatform,apparentlywaitingforhimtorise。Herfacewasstilluncovered,stillslightlyflushed,butbearingnotraceofeitherinsultoranger。Whenhestooderectagain,shelookedathimgravelyanddrewthewoolencloudoverherhead,asshesaidcalmly,\"ThenI\'lltellpayou\'lltaketheplace,andIreckonyou\'llbeginto-morrowmorning。” II。 Angered,discomfited,andphysicallyandmorallybeaten,JamesReddystumbledandclamberedbackacrossthefield。Thebeamoflightthathadstreamedoutoverthedarkfieldasthedooropenedandshutonthegirllefthimdoublyconfusedandbewildered。Inhisdullangerandmortification,thereseemedonlyonecourseforhimtopursue。Hewoulddemandhiswagesinthemorning,andcutthewholeconcern。HewouldgobacktoSanFranciscoandworkthere,whereheatleasthadfriendswhorespectedhisstation。 Yet,heoughttohaverefusedthegirl\'sofferbeforeshehadrepulsedhim;hisretreatnowmeantnothing,andmighteventempther,inhervulgarpique,torevealherrebuffofhim。Heraisedhiseyesmechanically,andlookedgloomilyacrossthedarkwasteanddistantbaytotheoppositeshore。Butthefoghadalreadyhiddentheglowofthecity\'slights,and,thickeningaroundthehorizon,seemedtobeslowlyhemminghiminwiththedrearyrancho。 Inhispresentframeofmindtherewasacertainfatefulnessinthisthatprecludedhisoncefreeagency,andtothatextentrelievedandabsolvedHIMofanychoice。Hereachedthedormitoryanditsturned-downlightsinastateoftiredanddulluncertainty,forwhichsleepseemedtooffertheonlyrelief。Herolledhimselfinhisblanketswithananimalinstinctofcomfortandshuthiseyes,buttheirsenseappearedtoopenuponNellyWoodridgeasshestoodlookingdownuponhimfromtheplatform。Eventhroughthedullpainofhisbruisedsusceptibilitieshewasconsciousofastrangesatisfactionhehadnotfeltbefore。Hefellasleepatlast,towakenonlytothesunlightstreamingthroughthecurtainlesswindowsonhisface。Tohissurprisethelongshedwasemptyanddeserted,exceptforasingleChinamanwhowassweepingtheflooratthefartherend。AsReddystartedup,themanturnedandapproachedhimwithacharacteristic,vague,andpatientsmile。 \"Alllity,John,yousleepeeheap!MistelWoodlidgehesayyounogowolkeefieldalleesameMellikanman。YoustoppeeinsidehouseealleesameME。Shabbee?Youcometoglubbee[grub]now\"(pointingtothedistantdining-shed),\"andthenyouwasheedish。” ThefullextentofhisnewdegradationflasheduponReddywiththisaddedinsultofhisbrothermenial\'simplicitequality。Heunderstooditall。Hehadbeendetachedfromthefield-workersandwastocometoalaterbreakfast,perhapsthebrokenvictualsofthefirstrepast,andwashthedishes。Herememberedhisnewbargain。Verywell!hewouldrefusepositively,takehisdismissal,andleavethatmorning!Hehurriedlydressedhimself,andfollowedtheChinamanintotheopenair。 Thefogstillhunguponthedistantbayandhidtheoppositepoint。 ButthesunshonewithdryCalifornianbrilliancyovertheleague- longfieldaroundhim,revealingeverydetailoftheranchowithsharp,matteroffactdirectness,andwithouttheleastillusionofdistanceorromance。Therough,unplaned,unpaintedwallsofthedinner-shedstoodoutclearlybeforehim;thehalf-filledbucketsofwateronthenearplatform,andtheimmensetubspiledwithdirtydishes。Hescowleddarklyashewalkedforward,conscious,nevertheless,oftheinvigoratingdisciplineofthemorningairandthewholesomewhipintheskyabovehim。Heenteredsharplyandaggressively。Tohisrelief,theroomatfirstsightseemed,likethedormitoryhehadjustleft,tobeempty。Butavoice,clear,dry,direct,andpracticalasthemorningitself,spokeinhisear: \"Mornin\',Reddy!Mydaughtersaysyou\'rewillin\'totakeanindoorjob,andIreckon,speakin\'square,asmantoman,it\'smoreinyourlinethanwhatyou\'vebindoin\'。Itmayn\'tbehigh-tonedwork,butwork\'sWORKanyhowyoucanfixit;andtheonlydifferenceIkinseeisintheworkthatamandoessquarely,andtheworkthatheshirks。” \"But,\"saidReddyhurriedly,\"there\'samistake。Icamehereonlyto\"—— \"Workliketheothers,Iunderstand。Well,youseeyouCAN\'T。Youdoyourbest,Iknow。Iain\'tfindin\'fault,butitain\'tinyourline。THISis,andthepayisbetter。” \"But,\"stammeredReddy,\"MissWoodridgedidn\'tunderstand\"—— \"Yes,shedid,\"returnedWoodridgeimpatiently,\"andshetoldme。 Shesaysshe\'llshowyouroundatfirst。You\'llcatchonallright。Sitdownandeatyourbreakfast,andshe\'llbealongbeforeyou\'rethrough。EzforME,Imustgetupandget。Solong!\"andbeforeReddyhadanopportunitytocontinuehisprotest,heturnedaway。 Theyoungmanglancedvexatiouslyaroundhim。Abreakfastmuchbetterinserviceandqualitythantheonehehadbeenaccustomedtosmokedonthetable。Therewasnooneelseintheroom。HecouldhearthevoicesoftheChinesewaitersinthekitchenbeyond。 Hewashealthilyhungry,andafteramoment\'shesitationsatdownandbeganhismeal。Hecouldexpostulatewithherafterward,andwithdrawhispromise。Hewasentitledtohisbreakfast,anyway! Onceortwice,whilethusengaged,heheardthedoorofthekitchenopenandtheclippingtreadoftheChinesewaiters,whodepositedsomerattlingburdenontheadjacenttables,buthethoughtitprudentnottoseemtonoticethem。Whenhehadfinished,thepleasant,hesitating,boyishcontraltoofMissWoodridgefelluponhisear。 \"Whenyou\'reready,I\'llshowyouhowtobeginyourwork。” Heturnedquickly,withaflushofmortificationatbeingdiscoveredathisrepast,andhisangerreturned。Butashiseyesfelluponherdelicatelycoloredbuttranquilface,herwell-shapedfigure,coquettishlyandspotlesslycuffed,collared,andaproned,andherclearbluebuthalf-avertedeyes,heagainunderwentachange。Shecertainlywasverypretty——thatmostseductiveprettinesswhichseemedtobewarmedintolifebyherconsciousnessofhimself。Whyshouldhetakeherorhimselfsoseriously?Whynotplayoutthefarce,andletthosewhowouldcriticisehimandthinkhisacceptanceoftheworkdegradingunderstandthatitwasonlyanaffairofgallantry。HecouldaffordtoserveWoodridgeatleastafewweeksforthefavorofthisRachel!Forgetfulofhisrebuffofthenightbefore,hefixedhisbrowneyesonherswithanaudaciouslevity。 \"Ohyes——thework!Letusseeit。I\'mreadyinnameandnatureforanythingthatMissWoodridgewantsofme。I\'mjustdyingtobegin。” Hisvoicewasraisedslightly,withahighcomedyjauntiness,forthebenefitoftheChinesewaiterswhomightbelingeringtoseethe\"Mellicanman\"assumetheirfunctions。Butitfailedineffect。Withtheircharacteristiccalmacceptanceofanyeccentricityina\"foreigndevil,\"theyscarcelyliftedtheireyes。 Theyounggirlpointedtoadeepbasketfilledwithdisheswhichhadbeenplacedonthelargertable,andsaid,withoutlookingatReddy:—— \"Youhadbetterbeginby\'checking\'thecrockery。Thatis,countingthepiecesseparatelyandthenarrangingtheminsetsastheycomebackfromwashing。There\'sthebooktocomparethemwithandtosetdownwhatisbroken,missing,orchipped。You\'llhaveacleantowelwithyoutowipethepiecesthathavenotbeencleanedenough;or,iftheyaretoodirty,you\'llsendthembacktothekitchen。” \"Couldn\'tIwashthemmyself?\"saidReddy,continuinghisostentatiouslevity。 \"Notyet,\"saidthegirl,withgravehesitation;\"you\'dbreakthem。” Shestoodwatchinghim,aswithaffectedhilarityhebegantotakethedishesfromthebasket。Butshenoticedthatinspiteofthisjocularsimulationhisgraspwasfirmanddelicate,andthattherewasnoclatter——whichwouldhaveaffectedhersensitiveear——asheputthemdown。Shelaidapencilandaccountbookbesidehimandturnedaway。 \"Butyouarenotgoing?\"hesaid,ingenuinesurprise。 \"Yes,\"shesaidquietly,\"untilyougetthrough\'checking。\'ThenI\'llcomebackandshowyouwhatyouhavetodonext。You\'regettingonverywell。” \"Butthatwasbecauseyouwerewithme。” Shecoloredslightlyand,withoutlookingathim,movedslowlytothedooranddisappeared。 Reddywentbacktohiswork,disappointedbutnotdiscomfited。Hewasgettingaccustomedtothegirl\'seccentricities。Whetheritwasthefreshnessofthemorningairandsunlightstreaminginattheopenwindows,theunlooked-forsolitudeandsecurityoftheemptyroom,orthattherewasnothingreallyunpleasantinhisoccupation,hewentoncheerfully\"checking\"thedishes,narrowlyexaminingthemforchipsandcracks,andnotingtheminthebook。 Againdiscoveringthatafewwereimperfectlycleanedandwiped,herepairedthedefectwithcoldwaterandatowelwithouttheleastthoughtoftheoperationbeingdegrading。Hehadfinishedhistaskinhalfanhour;shehadnotreturned;whyshouldhenotgoonandsetthetable?Ashestraightenedandturnedthecoarsetable- cloth,hemadethediscoverythatthelongtablewasreallycomposedofhalfadozensmallerones,andthatthehideousparallelogramwhichhadalwayssooffendedhimwasmerelytheoutcomeofcarelessnessandwantoftaste。Withoutamoment\'shesitationhesetatworktobreakupthemonotonouslineandrearrangedthetableslaterally,withsmallopenspacesbetweenthem。Thetaskwasnolightone,evenforastrongerman,butheperseveredinitwithanew-foundenergyuntilhehadchangedthewholeaspectoftheroom。Itlookedlarger,wider,andlesscrowded;itshardpractical,workhouse-likeformalityhaddisappeared。Hehadpausedtosurveyit,pantingstillwithhisunusualexertion,whenavoicebrokeuponhissolitude。 \"Well,Iwanterknow!\" ThevoicewasnotNelly\'s,butthatofhermother,——alarge-boned,angularwomanoffifty,——whohadenteredtheroomunperceived。Theaccentsweresimplythoseofsurprise,butonJamesReddy\'spresentsensitivemood,coupledwiththefeelingthatherewasanewwitnesstohisdegradation,hemighthaveresentedit;buthedetectedthehandsome,reservedfigureofthedaughterafewstepsbehindher。Theireyesmet;wonderfultorelate,theyounggirl\'snolongerevadedhim,butlookedsquarelyintohiswithabrightexpressionofpleasurehehadnotseenbefore。Hecheckedhimselfwithasuddenthrillofgratification。 \"Well,Ideclare,\"continuedMrs。Woodridge;\"isthatYOURidea——oryours,Helen?\" HereReddysimplypointedouttheadvantagesforservingaffordedbythenewarrangement;thatallthetableswereequallyandquicklyaccessiblefromtheserving-tableandsideboard,andthatitwasnolongernecessarytogothewholelengthoftheroomtoservetheuppertable。Hetactfullydidnotrefertotheimprovedappearanceoftheroom。 \"Well,aslongasitain\'tmerefinikin,\"saidtheladygraciously,\"andseemstobringthefolksandtheirvittlesnearertogether—— we\'lltryitto-day。ItdoeslookkinderCITYFIED——andIreckonedthatwasallthegooditwas。ButIcalkilatedyouweregoin\'tocheckthecrockerythismorning。” \"It\'sdone,\"saidReddy,smilinglyhandinghertheaccount-book。 Mrs。Woodridgeglancedoverit,andthensurveyedhernewassistant。 \"Andyoudidn\'tfindanyplatesthatweredirtyandthathadtobesentback?\" \"Yes,twoorthree,butIcleanedthemmyself。” Mrs。Woodridgeglancedathimwithalookofapprovingcuriosity,buthiseyeswerejustthenseekingherdaughter\'sforamoregratefulsympathy。Allofwhichthegoodladynoted,andasitapparentlyansweredtheunaskedquestioninherownmind,sheonlyutteredthesingleexclamation,\"Humph!\" Buttheapprobationhereceivedlateratdinner,inthesatisfactionofhisoldcompanionswiththenewarrangement,hadalsotheeffectofdivertingfromhimthecriticismhehadfearedtheywouldmakeinfindinghiminstalledasanassistanttoMrs。 Woodridge。Onthecontrary,theyappearedonlytorecognizeinhimsomeespecialandsuperiorfacultyutilizedfortheircomfort,andwhenthesuperintendent,equallypleased,saiditwas\"allReddy\'sownidea,\"noonedoubtedthatitwasthisparticularstrokeofgeniuswhichgainedhimtheobviouspromotion。IfhehadstillthoughtofofferinghisflirtationwithNellyasanexcuse,therewasnownonecessityforany。Havingshowntohisemployershiscapacityforthehighestandlowestwork,theynaturallypreferredtousehisbestabilities——andhewaskeptfromanymenialservice。 Hisaccountsweresocarefullyandintelligentlyrenderedthattheentirecareofthebuildinganditsappointmentswasintrustedtohim。AttheendoftheweekMr。Woodridgetookhimaside。 \"Isay,youain\'tgotanyjobinviewarteryoufinishuphere,hevye?\" Reddystarted。Scarcelytendaysagohehadahundredprojects,schemes,andspeculations,moreorlesswildandextravagant,wherewithhewastoavengeandrecouphimselfinSanFrancisco。 Nowtheyweregoneheknewnotwhereandhow。Hebrieflysaidhehadnot。 \"Because,\"continuedWoodridge,\"I\'vegotanideaofstartin\'ahotelintheOakGrove,justontheslopebacko\'therancho。Thecompany\'sboundtomakesomesorto\'settlementtherefortheregularhands,andtheplaceispootyenoughfor\'Friscopeoplewhowanttorunoverhereandgetsetupforadayortwo。Thar\'splentyofwoodandwaterupthar,andthecompany\'ssuretohaveawharfdownontheshore。I\'llprovidethecapital,ifyouwillputinyourtime。Youcanslinginezmuchstyleasyoulikethere\" (thiswasanallusiontoReddy\'sattempttoenliventheblankwallswithcoloredpicturesfromtheillustratedpapersandgreenceanothusspraysfromtheslope);\"infact,themorestylethebetterforthemcityfolks。Well,youthinkitover。” Hedid。Butmeantimeheseemedtomakelittleprogressinhiscourtofthesuperintendent\'sdaughter。Hetriedtothinkitwasbecausehehadallowedhimselftobedivertedbyhiswork,butalthoughshealwaysbetrayedthesameoddphysicalconsciousnessofhispresence,itwascertainthatsheneverencouragedhim。Shegavehimthefewdirectionsthathisnewoccupationstillmadenecessary,andlookedherapprovalofhissuccess。Butnothingmore。Hewasforcedtoadmitthatthiswasexactlywhatshemighthavedoneasthesuperintendent\'sdaughtertoadeservingemployee。 Whereat,forafewdaysheassumedanairofcoldandceremoniouspoliteness,untilperceivingthat,farfrompiquingthegirl,itseemedtogratifyher,andeventorenderherlesssensitiveinhiscompany,hesulkedingoodearnest。Thisprovingineffectivealso,——excepttoproduceakindofcompassionatecuriosity,——hisformerdullragereturned。Theplantingoftheranchowasnearlyover;hisservicewouldbeendednextweek;hehadnotyetgivenhisanswertoWoodridge\'sproposition;hewoulddeclineitandcutthewholeconcern! ItwasacrispSundaymorning。Thebreakfasthourwaslateronthatdaytoallowthemenmoretimefortheirholiday,which,however,theygenerallyspentincards,gossip,orreadingintheirsleepingsheds。ItusuallydelayedReddy\'swork,butashecaredlittleforthecompanionshipofhisfellows,itenabledhim,withoutashowofunsociability,tosecludehimselfinthedining- room。Andthismorninghewasearlyapproachedbyhisemployer。 \"I\'mgoin\'totakethewomenfolksovertoOakdaletochurch,\"saidMr。Woodridge;\"efyekeertojoinusthar\'saseatinthewagon,andI\'llturnonacoupleofChinamentodotheworkforyou,justnow;andNellyortheoldwomanwillgiveyoualiftthisafternoonwiththecountingup。” Reddyfeltinstinctivelythattheinvitationhadbeeninstigatedbytheyounggirl。Aweekbeforehewouldhaverejoicedatit;amonthagohewouldhaveaccepteditifonlyasarelieftohisdegradedposition,butinthepiqueofthisnewpassionhealmostrudelydeclinedit。AnhourlaterhesawNelly,becominglyandeventastefullydressed,——withtheAmericangirl\'striumphantsuperioritytoherconditionandsurroundings,——ridepastinherfather\'ssmart\"carryall。”Hewasstartledtoseethatshelookedsolikealady。Then,withanewandjealousinconsistency,significantoftheprogressofhispassion,heresolvedtogotochurchtoo。Sheshouldseethathewasnotgoingtoremainbehindlikeamereslave。Herememberedthathehadstillcertainremnantsofhispastfineryinhistrunk;hewouldarrayhimselfinthem,walktoOakdale,andmakeoneofthecongregation。Hemanagedtochangehisclotheswithoutattractingtheattentionofhisfellows,andsetout。 Theairwaspurebutkeen,withnoneofthelanguorofspringinitsbreath,althoughafewflowerswerebeginningtostartheweedywagon-trackedlane,andtherewasanawakeningspiceinthewaysidesouthernwoodandmyrtle。Hefeltinvigorated,althoughitseemedonlytowhethisjealouspique。Hehurriedonwithoutevenglancingtowardthedistantcoast-lineofSanFranciscooreventhinkingofit。Thebittermemoriesofthepasthadbeenobliteratedbythebitternessofthepresent。Henolongerthoughtof\"thatwoman;\"evenwhenhehadthreatenedtohimselftoreturntoSanFrancisco,hewasvaguelyconsciousthatitwasnotSHEwhowasagaindrawinghimthere,butNellywhowasdrivinghimaway。 Theservicewasnearlyoverwhenhearrivedatthechillylittlecorrugated-zincchurchatOakdale,butheslippedintooneofthebackseats。Afewworshipersturnedroundtolookathim。Amongthemwerethedaughtersofaneighboringmiller,whowereslightlyexercisedovertheunusualadventofagood-lookingstrangerwithcertainexteriorsignsofelegance。Theirexcitementwascommunicatedbysomemysteriousinstincttotheirneighbor,NellyWoodridge。Shealsoturnedandcaughthiseye。Buttoallappearancesshenotonlyshowednosignsofherusualagitationathispresence,butdidnotseemtoevenrecognizehim。Intheacerbityofhispiquehewasforamomentgratifiedatwhathebelievedtobetheexpressionofherwoundedpride,buthisuneasinessquicklyreturned,andattheconclusionoftheserviceheslippedoutofthechurchwithoneortwoofthemorerestlessinthecongregation。Ashepassedthroughtheaisleheheardtheescortofthemiller\'sdaughters,inresponsetoawhisperedinquiry,saydistinctly:\"Onlythehead-waiteroveratthecompany\'srancho。”WhateverhesitatingideaReddymighthavehadofwaitingatthechurchdoorfortheappearanceofNellyvanishedbeforethebrutaltruth。Hisbrowdarkened,andwithflushedcheeksheturnedhisbackuponthebuildingandplungedintothewoods。Thistimetherewasnohesitationinhisresolve;hewouldleavetheranchoattheexpirationofhisengagement。Eveninahigheroccupationhefelthecouldneverlivedownhisreputationthere。 Inhismoroseabstractionhedidnotknowhowlongorhowaimlesslyhehadwanderedamongthemossylive-oaks,hisheadandshouldersoftenimperiledbythedowncurvingofsomehugeknottedlimb;hisfeetstrayingblindlyfromthefainttrackoverthethicklymattedcarpetofchickweedwhichhidtheirroots。Butitwasnearlyanhourbeforeheemergeduponawide,open,woodedslope,and,fromthedistantviewoffieldandshore,knewthathewasatOakGrove,thesiteofWoodridge\'sprojectedhotel。Andthere,surely,atalittledistance,wastheWoodridges\'wagonandteamtieduptoasapling,whilethesuperintendentandhiswifewereslowlyclimbingtheslope,andapparentlyexaminingtheprospect。WithoutwaitingtoseeifNellywaswiththem,Reddyinstantlyturnedtoavoidmeetingthem。Buthehadnotproceededahundredyardsbeforehecameuponthatyounglady,whohadevidentlystrayedfromtheparty,andwhowasnowunconsciouslyadvancingtowardhim。A rencontrewasinevitable。 Shestartedslightly,andthenstopped,withallheroldagitationandembarrassment。But,tohisownsurprise,hewasalsoembarrassedandeventongue-tied。 Shespokefirst。 \"Youwereatchurch。Ididn\'tquiteknowyouin——in——theseclothes。” InherownfineryshehadundergonesuchachangetoReddy\'sconsciousnessthathe,forthefirsttimeintheiracquaintance,nowaddressedherasonhisownlevel,andasifshehadnounderstandingofhisownfeelings。 \"Oh,\"hesaid,witheasybitterness,\"OTHERSdid,ifyoudidnot。 Theyalldetectedthe\'head-waiter\'attheUnionCompany\'srancho。 EvenifIhadacceptedyourkindnessinofferingmeaseatinyourwagonitwouldhavemadenodifference。”Hewasgladtoputthisconstructiononhispreviousrefusal,forinthenewrelationswhichseemedtobeestablishedbytheirSundayclotheshewasobligedtosoftenthechurlishnessofthatrefusalalso。 \"Idon\'tthinkyou\'dlooknicesettingthetableinkidgloves,\" shesaid,glancingquicklyathisfineryasifacceptingitastherealissue;\"butyoucanwearwhatyoulikeatothertimes。I neverfoundfaultwithyourworkingclothes。” Therewassuchapleasantsuggestioninheremphasisthathisill- humorsoftened。Hereyeswanderedovertheoppositegrove,whereherunconsciousparentshadjustdisappeared。 \"Papa\'sverykeenaboutthehotel,\"shecontinued,\"andisgoingtohavetheworkmenbreakgroundto-morrow。Hesayshe\'llhaveitupintwomonthsandreadytoopen,ifhehastomakethemenworkdoubletime。Whenyou\'remanager,youwon\'tmindwhatfolkssay。” Therewasnoexcuseforhisfurtherhesitation。Hemustspeakout,buthediditinahalf-heartedway。 \"ButifIsimplygoaway——WITHOUTbeingmanager——Iwon\'theartheircriticismeither。” \"Whatdoyoumean?\"shesaidquickly。 \"I\'ve——I\'vebeenthinkingof——ofgoingbacktoSanFrancisco,\" hestammeredawkwardly。 Aslightflushofcontemptuousindignationpassedoverherface,andgaveitastrengthandexpressionhehadneverseentherebefore。\"Oh,you\'venotreformedyet,then?\"shesaid,underherscornfullashes。 \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"hesaid,flushing。 \"Fatheroughttohavetoldyou,\"shewentondryly,\"thatthatwomanhasgoneofftotheSpringswithherhusband,andyouwon\'tseeHERatSanFrancisco。” \"Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean——andyourfatherseemstotakeanunwarrantableinterestinmyaffairs,\"saidReddy,withanangerthathewasconscious,however,washalfsimulated。 \"Nomorethanheoughtto,ifheexpectstotrustyouwithallHIS affairs,\"saidthegirlshortly;\"butyouhadbettertellhimyouhavechangedyourmindatonce,beforehemakesanyfurthercalculationsonyourstaying。He\'sjustoverthehillthere,withmother。” Sheturnedawaycoldlyasshespoke,butmovedslowlyandinthedirectionofthehill,althoughshetookalessdirecttrailthantheoneshehadpointedtohim。Buthefollowedher,albeitstillembarrassedly,andwiththatnewsenseofrespectwhichhadcheckedhisformersurliness。Therewasherstrong,healthy,well- developedfiguremovingbeforehim,butthemodishgraydressseemedtogiveitspronouncedoutlinessomethingofthedignityofagoddess。Eventhefirmhandshadthedistinguishmentofcharacter。 \"Youunderstand,\"hesaidapologetically,\"thatImeannodiscourtesytoyourfatherorhisoffer。And\"——hehesitated—— \"neitherismyreasonwhatyouwouldinfer。” \"Thenwhatisit?\"sheasked,turningtohimabruptly。\"Youknowyouhavenootherplacewhenyouleavehere,noranychanceasgoodastheonefatheroffersyou。Youarenotfitforanyotherwork,andyouknowit。Youhavenomoneytospeculatewith,norcanyougetany。Ifyoucould,youwouldhaveneverstayedhere。” Hecouldnotevadetheappallingtruthfulnessofhercleareyes。 Heknewitwasnousetolietoher;shehadevidentlythoroughlyinformedherselfregardinghispast;morethanthat,sheseemedtoreadhispresentthoughts。Butnotallofthem!No!hecouldstartleherstill!Itwasdesperate,buthehadnothingnowtolose。Andshelikedthetruth,——sheshouldhaveit! \"Youareright,\"hesaidshortly;\"thesearenotmyreasons。” \"Thenwhatreasonhaveyou?\" \"You!\" \"Me?\"sherepeatedincredulously,yetwitharisingcolor。 \"Yes,YOU!Icannotstayhere,andhaveyoulookdownuponme。” \"Idon\'tlookdownonyou,\"shesaidsimply,yetwithoutthehasteofrepellinganunjustaccusation。\"WhyshouldI?MotherandI havedonethesameworkthatyouaredoing,——ifthat\'swhatyoumean;andfather,whoisamanlikeyourself,helpedusatfirst,untilhecoulddootherthingsbetter。”Shepaused。\"PerhapsyouthinksobecauseYOUlookeddownonuswhenyoufirstcamehere。” \"ButIdidn\'t,\"saidReddyquickly。 \"Youdid,\"saidtheyounggirlquietly。\"That\'swhyyouactedtowardmeasyoudidthenightyouwalkedhomewithme。YouwouldnothavebehavedinthatwaytoanySanFranciscoyounglady——andI\'mnotoneofyour——fast——MARRIEDWOMEN。” Reddyfeltthehotbloodmounttohischeek,andlookedaway。\"I wasfoolishandrude——andIthinkyoupunishedmeatthetime,\"hestammered。\"ButyouseeIwasrightinsayingyoulookeddownonme,\"heconcludedtriumphantly。 Thiswasatbestafeeblesequitur,buttheargumentoftheaffectionsisnotalwayslogical。Andithaditseffectonthegirl。 \"Iwasn\'tthinkingofTHAT,\"shesaid。\"It\'sthatyoudon\'tknowyourownmind。” \"IfIsaidthatIwouldstayandacceptyourfather\'soffer,wouldyouthinkthatIdid?\"heaskedquickly。 \"IshouldwaitandseewhatyouactuallyDIDdo,\"shereplied。 \"ButifIstayed——and——and——ifItoldyouthatIstayedonYOUR account——tobewithyouandnearyouonly——wouldyouthinkthataproof?\"Hespokehesitatingly,forhislipsweredrywithanervousnesshehadnotknownbefore。 \"Imight,ifyoutoldfatheryouexpectedtobeengagedonthoseterms。ForitconcernsHIMasmuchasme。AndHEengagesyou,andnotI。OtherwiseI\'dthinkitwasonlyyourtalk。” Reddylookedatherinastonishment。Therewasnottheslightesttraceofcoyness,coquetry,orevenrailleryinherclear,honesteyes,andyetitwouldseemasifshehadtakenhispropositioninitsfullestsenseasamatrimonialdeclaration,andactuallyreferredhimtoherfather。Hewaspleased,frightened,andutterlyunprepared。 \"ButwhatwouldYOUsay,Nelly?\"Hedrewclosertoherandheldoutbothhishands。Butsheretreatedastepandslippedherownbehindher。 \"Betterseewhatfathersaysfirst,\"shesaidquietly。\"YoumaychangeyourmindagainandgobacktoSanFrancisco。” Hewasconfused,andreddenedagain。Buthehadbecomeaccustomedtoherways;rather,perhaps,hehadbeguntorecognizethequaintjusticethatunderlaidthem,or,possibly,somebetterselfofhisown,thathadbeenburiedunderbitternessandslothandstruggledintolife。\"Butwhateverhesays,\"hereturnedeagerly,\"cannotaltermyfeelingstoYOU。Itcanonlyaltermypositionhere,andyousayyouareabovebeinginfluencedbythat。Tellme,Nelly—— dearNelly!haveyounothingtosaytome,ASIAM,orisitonlytoyourfather\'smanagerthatyouwouldspeak?\"Hisvoicehadanunmistakableringofsincerityinit,andevenstartledhim——halfrascalashewas! Theyounggirl\'sclear,scrutinizingeyessoftened;herredresolutelipstrembledslightlyandthenparted,theupperonehoveringalittletoonesideoverherwhiteteeth。ItwasNelly\'sownpeculiarsmile,anditsseriouspiquancyalwaysthrilledhim。 Butshedrewalittlefartherbackfromhisbrighteningeyes,herhandsstillcurledbehindher,andsaid,withthefaintestcoquettishtossofherheadtowardthehill:\"Ifyouwanttoseefather,you\'dbetterhurryup。” Withasuddendeterminationasnewtohimasitwasincomprehensible,Reddyturnedfromherandstruckforwardinthedirectionofthehill。Hewasnotquitesurewhathewasgoingfor。Yetthathe,whohadonlyamomentbeforefullydeterminedtoleavetheranchoandher,wasnowgoingtoherfathertodemandherhandasacontingencyofhisremainingdidnotstrikehimassoextravagantandunexpectedadenouementasitwasadifficultone。HewasonlyconcernedHOW,andinwhatway,heshouldapproachhim。Inamomentofembarrassmenthehesitated,turned,andlookedbehindhim。 Shewasstandingwherehehadlefther,gazingafterhim,leaningforwardwithherhandsstillheldbehindher。Suddenly,aswithaninspiration,sheraisedthemboth,carriedthemimpetuouslytoherlips,blewhimadozenriotouskisses,andthen,loweringherheadlikeacolt,whiskedherskirtbehindher,andvanishedinthecover。 III。 ItwasonlyMay,butthefreshnessofearlysummeralreadyclothedthegreatfieldsoftherancho。Theoldresemblancetoaseawasstillthere,moreaccented,perhaps,bytheundulationsofbluish- greengrainthatrolledfromtheactualshore-linetothefoothills。Thefarmbuildingswerehalfsubmergedinthisglowingtideofcolorandlosttheiruncouthangularitywiththeirhiddenrudefoundations。Thesamesea-breezeblewchillyandsteadilyfromthebay,yetsoftenedandsubduedbythefreshodorsofleafandflower。Theoutlyingfringeofoakswerestarredthroughtheirunderbrushwithanemonesanddog-roses;therewerelupinesgrowingranklyintheopenspaces,andalongthegentleslopesofOakGrovedaisieswerealreadyscattered。And,asifitwerepartofthisvernalefflorescence,theeminenceitselfwascrownedwiththatlatestflowerofprogressandimprovement,——thenewOakGroveHotel! Long,low,dazzlingwithwhitecolonnades,verandas,andbalconieswhichretained,however,enoughofthedampnessofrecentcreationtomakethemtoocoolforloungers,exceptathighnoon,thehotelneverthelesshadthecharmsoffreshness,youth,andcleanliness。 Reddy\'sfastidiousneatnessshoweditselfinalltheappointments,fromthemirroredandmarbledbarroom,gildedparlors,andsnowydining-room,tothechintzandmaplefurnishingofthebedroomsabove。Reddy\'staste,too,hadselectedtheprettysite;hisgoodfortunehadafterwarddiscoveredinanadjoiningthicketaspringofblandlytherapeuticqualities。AcomplaisantmedicalfacultyofSanFranciscoattestedtoitsmerits;asympatheticpressadvertisedtheexcellenceofthehotel;anovelty-seeking,fashionablecircle——asyetwithoutlawsandblindlyimitative—— foundthenewhotelanadmirablevariationtothevulgarordinary\"acrossthebay\"excursion,andanacceptedexcuseforanovelsocialdissipation。Anumberofdistinguishedpeoplehadalreadyvisitedit;certainexclusivefamilieshadsecuredthebestrooms; therewereascoreofprettywomentobeseeninitsparlors;therehadalreadybeenaslightscandal。Nothingseemedwantingtoinsureitssuccess。 ReddywaspassingthroughthelittlewoodwherefourmonthsbeforehehadpartedfromKellyWoodridgetolearnhisfatefromherfather。HerememberedthatinterviewtowhichNelly\'swaftedkisshadinspiredhim。Herecalledto-day,ashehadmanytimesbefore,thesingularcomplacencywithwhichMr。Woodridgehadreceivedhissuit,asifitwereaslightandunimportantdetailofthebusinessinhand,andhowhehadtoldhimthatKellyandhermotherweregoingtothe\"States\"forathreemonths\'visit,butthatafterherreturn,iftheywereboth\"stillagreed,\"he,Woodridge,wouldmakenoobjection。HerememberedtheslightshockwhichthisannouncementofKelly\'sseparationfromhimduringhisprobationarylaborshadgivenhim,andhissuddensuspicionthathehadbeenpartlytrickedofhispreliminaryintenttosecurehercompanytosolacehim。Buthehadlatersatisfiedhimselfthatsheknewnothingofherfather\'sintentionsatthetime,andhewasfaintocontenthimselfwithawalkthroughthefieldsathersidethedayshedeparted,andasinglekiss——whichlefthimcold。Andnowinafewdaysshewouldreturntowitnessthesuccessfulfufillmentofhislabors,and—— rewardhim! Itwascertainlyacomplacentprospect。Hecouldlookforwardtoasensible,prosperous,respectablefuture。Hehadwonbackhisgoodname,hisfortune,andposition,——notperhapsexactlyinthewayhehadexpected,——andhehadstilledthewanton,foolishcravingsofhispassionatenatureinthecalm,virginalloveofanhonest,handsomegirlwhowouldmakehimapracticalhelpmeet,andacomfortable,trustworthywife。Heoughttobeveryhappy。Hehadneverknownsuchperfecthealthbefore;hehadlosthisrecklesshabits;hishandsome,nervousfacehadgrownmoreplacidandcontented;hislongcurlshadbeenconventionallyclipped;hehadgainedfleshunmistakably,andthelowerbuttonsoftheslimwaistcoathehadworntochurchthatmemorableSundayweretootightforcomfortorlooks。HEWAShappy;yetasheglancedoverthematerialspringlandscape,fullofpracticalhealth,blossom,andpromiseoffruition,itstruckhimthatthebreezethatblewoveritwaschilly,evenifhealthful;andheshiveredslightly。 Hereachedthehotel,enteredtheoffice,glancedattheregister,andpassedthroughintohisprivateroom。Hehadbeenawayfortwodays,andnoticedwithgratificationthattheinfluxofvisitorswasstillincreasing。Hisclerkfollowedintotheroom。 \"There\'saladyin56whowantedtoseeyouwhenyoureturned。Sheaskedparticularlyforthemanager。” \"Whoisshe?\" \"Don\'tknow。It\'saMrs。Merrydew,fromSacramento。Expectingherhusbandonthenextsteamer。” \"Humph!You\'llhavetoberathercarefulaboutthesesolitarymarriedwomen。Wedon\'twantanotherscandal,youknow。” \"Sheaskedforyoubyname,sir,andIthoughtyoumightknowher,\" returnedtheclerk。 \"Verywell。I\'llgoup。” Hesentawaiteraheadtoannouncehim,andleisurelymountedthestairs。No。56wasthesitting-roomofaprivatesuiteonthefirstfloor。Thewaiterwasholdingthedooropen。Asheapproacheditafaintperfumefromtheinteriormadehimturnpale。 Butherecoveredhispresenceofmindsufficientlytoclosethedoorsharplyuponthewaiterbehindhim。 \"Jim,\"saidavoicewhichthrilledhim。 Helookedupandbeheldwhatanyastutereaderofromancewillhavealreadysuspected——thewomantowhomhebelievedheowedhisruininSanFrancisco。Shewasasbeautifulandalluringasever,albeitshewasthinnerandmorespiritualthanhehadeverseenher。Shewastastefullydressed,asshehadalwaysbeen,acertainstyleoflanguoroussilkendeshabillewhichshewaswonttoaffectinbetterhealthnowbecameherpalercheekandfeverishlybrillianteyes。Therewasthesameopulenceoflaceandornament,and,whetherbyaccidentordesign,claspedaroundtheslightwristofherextendedhandwasabraceletwhichherememberedhadsweptawaythelastdregsofhisfortune。 Hetookherhandmechanically,yetknowingwhateverragewasinhishearthehadnotthestrengthtorefuseit。 \"TheytoldmeitwasMrs。Merrydew,\"hestammered。 \"Thatwasmymother\'sname,\"shesaid,withalittlelaugh。\"I thoughtyouknewit。Butperhapsyoudidn\'t。WhenIgotmydivorcefromDick——youdidn\'tknowthateither,Isuppose;it\'sthreemonthsago,——Ididn\'tcaretotakemymaidennameagain;toomanypeoplerememberedit。SoafterthedecreewasmadeIcalledmyselfMrs。Merrydew。Youhaddisappeared。TheysaidyouhadgoneEast。” \"ButtheclerksaysyouareexpectingyourHUSBANDonthesteamer。 Whatdoesthismean?Whydidyoutellhimthat?\"Hehadsofarcollectedhimselfthattherewasaringofinquisitioninhisvoice。