\"Yes,\"repliedRosa,quietly。
Theoldmanwouldnotscoldhernow;heonlysaid,sadly,\"Iseehowitis:becauseIwillnotletyoumarrypoverty,youthinkIdonotloveyou。\"Andhesighed。
\"Opapa!theidea!\"saidRosa。\"Ofcourse,Iknowyouloveme。Itwasnotthat,youdear,darling,foolishpapa。There!ifyoumustknow,itwasbecauseIdidnotwantyoutobedistressed。I
thoughtImightgetbetterwithalittlephysic;and,ifnot,why,thenIthought,\'Papaisanoldman;la!IdaresayIshalllasthistime;\'andso,whyshouldIpoisonyourlatterdayswithworryingaboutME?\"
Mr。Lusignanstaredather,andhislipquivered;buthethoughtthetraithardlyconsistentwithhersuperficialcharacter。Hecouldnothelpsaying,halfsadly,halfbitterly,\"Well,butofcourseyouhavetoldDr。Staines。\"
Rosaopenedherbeautifuleyes,liketwosuns。\"OfcourseIhavedonenothingofthesort。Hehasenoughtotroublehim,withoutthat。Poorfellow!thereheis,worryingandstrivingtomakehisfortune,andgainyouresteem——\'theygotogether,\'youknow;youtoldhimso。\"(Youngcatswillscratchwhenleastexpected。)\"AndformetogoandtellhimIamindanger!Why,hewouldgowild。
Hewouldthinkofnothingbutmeandmyhealth。Hewouldnevermakehisfortune:andsothen,evenwhenIamgone,hewillnevergetawife,becausehehasonlygotgeniusandgoodnessandthreethousandpounds。No,papa,IhavenottoldpoorChristopher。I
mayteasethoseIlove。IhavebeenteasingYOUthiseversolong;
butfrightenthem,andmakethemmiserable?No!\"
Andhere,thinkingoftheanguishthatwasperhapsinstoreforthosesheloved,shewantedtocry;italmostchokedhernotto。
Butshefoughtitbravelydown:shereservedhertearsforlighteroccasionsandlessnoblesentiments。
Herfatherheldouthisarmstoher。Sheranherfootstooltohim,andsatnestlingtohisheart。
\"Pleaseforgivememymisconduct。Ihavenotbeenadutifuldaughtereversinceyou——butnowIwill。Kissme,myownpapa!
There!Nowweareaswealwayswere。\"
Thenshepurredtohimoneverypossibletopicbuttheonethatnowfilledhisparentalheart,andbadehimgood-nightatlastwithacheerfulsmile。
Wymanwasexact,andtenminutesafterwardsDr。Snelldroveupinacarriageandpair。HewasinterceptedinthehallbyWyman,and,afterafewminutes\'conversation,presentedtoMr。Lusignan。
Thefathergaveventtohispaternalanxietyinafewsimplebuttouchingwords,andwasproceedingtostatethesymptomsashehadgatheredthemfromhisdaughter;butDr。Snellinterruptedhimpolitely,andsaidhehadheardtheprincipalsymptomsfromMr。
Wyman。Then,turningtothelatter,hesaid,\"Wehadbetterproceedtoexaminethepatient。\"
\"Certainly,\"saidMr。Lusignan。\"Sheisinthedrawing-room;\"andheledtheway,andwasabouttoentertheroom,whenWymaninformedhimitwasagainstetiquetteforhimtobepresentattheexamination。
\"Oh,verywell!\"saidhe。\"Yes,Iseetheproprietyofthat。Butobligemebyaskingherifshehasanythingonhermind。\"
Dr。Snellbowedaloftyassent;for,toreceiveahintfromalaymanwastoconferafavoronhim。
Themenofsciencewereclosetedfullhalfanhourwiththepatient。Shewastoobeautifultobeslurredover,evenbyabusydoctor:hefeltherpulse,lookedathertongue,andlistenedattentivelytoherlungs,toherheart,andtotheorgansuspectedbyWyman。Heleftheratlastwithakindlyassurancethatthecasewasperfectlycurable。
Atthedoortheyweremetbytheanxiousfather,whocamewiththrobbingheart,andaskedthedoctors\'verdict。
Hewascoollyinformedthatcouldnotbegivenuntiltheconsultationhadtakenplace;theresultofthatconsultationwouldbeconveyedtohim。
\"Andpray,whycan\'tIbepresentattheconsultation?Thegroundsonwhichtwoablemenagreeordisagreemustbewellworthlisteningto。\"
\"Nodoubt,\"saidDr。Snell;\"but,\"withasuperiorsmile,\"mydearsir,itisnottheetiquette。\"
\"Oh,verywell,\"saidLusignan。Buthemuttered,\"So,then,afatherisnobody!\"
Andthisunreasonablepersonretiredtohisstudy,miserable,andgaveupthedining-roomtotheconsultation。
Theysoonrejoinedhim。
Dr。Snell\'sopinionwascommunicatedbyWyman。\"IamhappytotellyouthatDr。Snellagreeswithme,entirely:thelungsarenotaffected,andtheliveriscongested,butnotdiseased。\"
\"Isthatso,Dr。Snell?\"askedLusignan,anxiously。
\"Itisso,sir。\"Headded,\"Thetreatmenthasbeensubmittedtome,andIquiteapproveit。\"
Hethenaskedforapenandpaper,andwroteaprescription。HeassuredMr。Lusignanthatthecasehadnoextraordinaryfeature,whatever;hewasnottoalarmhimself。Dr。Snellthendroveaway,leavingtheparentratherpuzzled,but,onthewhole,muchcomforted。
AndhereImustrevealanextraordinarycircumstance。
Wyman\'streatmentwasbydrugs。
Dr。Snell\'swasbydrugs。
Dr。Snell,asyouhaveseen,entirelyapprovedWyman\'streatment。
Hisownhadnothingincommonwithit。TheArcticandAntarcticpolesarenotfartherapartthanwashisprescriptionfromtheprescriptionhethoroughlyapproved。
Amiablescience!Inwhichcompletediversityofpracticedidnotinterferewithperfectuniformityofopinion。
AllthiswaskeptfromDr。Staines,andhewasentirelyoccupiedintryingtogetapositionthatmightleadtofortune,andsatisfyMr。Lusignan。Hecalledoneveryfriendhehad,toinquirewheretherewasanopening。HewalkedmilesandmilesinthebestquartersofLondon,lookingforanopening;heletitbeknowninmanyquartersthathewouldgiveagoodpremiumtoanyphysicianwhowasabouttoretire,andwouldintroducehimtohispatients。
No:hecouldhearofnothing。
Then,afteragreatstrugglewithhimself,hecalleduponhisuncle,PhilipStaines,aretiredM。D。,toseeifhewoulddoanythingforhim。Heleftthistothelast,foraverygoodreason:Dr。Philipwasanirritableoldbachelor,whohadassistedmostofhismarriedrelatives;but,findingnobottomtothewell,hadturnedrustyandcrusty,andnowwasapttoadministerkicksinsteadofcheckstoallwhowerenearanddeartohim。However,Christopherwastheoldgentleman\'sfavorite,andwasnowdesperate;sohemusteredcourage,andwent。Hewasgraciouslyreceived——warmly,indeed。Thisgavehimgreathopes,andhetoldhistale。
TheoldbachelorsidedwithMr。Lusignan。\"What!\"saidhe,\"doyouwanttomarry,andpropagatepauperism?Ithoughtyouhadmoresense。ConfounditallIhadjustonenephewwhoseknockatmystreet-doordidnotmakemetremble;hewasabachelorandathinker,andcameforafriendlychat;therestaremarriedmen,highwaymen,whocometosay,\'Standanddeliver;\'andnowevenyouwanttojointhegiddythrong。Well,don\'taskmetohaveanyhandinit。Youareamanofpromise;andyoumightaswellhangamillstoneroundyourneckasawife。Marriageisagreatermistakethanevernow;thewomendressmoreandmanageworse。ImetyourcousinJacktheotherday,andhiswifewithseventypoundsonherback;andnextdoortopaupers。No;whilstyouareabachelor,likeme,youaremyfavorite,anddowninmywillforalump。Oncemarry,andyoujointhenoblearmyoffoot-pads,leeches,vultures,paupers,gonecoons,andbabblersaboutbrats——andIdisownyou。\"
TherewasnohopefromoldCrusty。Christopherlefthim,snubbedandheart-sick。Atlasthemetasensibleman,whomadehimseetherewasnoshortcutinthatprofession。Hemustbecontenttoplaytheup-hillgame;mustsettleinsomegoodneighborhood;
marry,ifpossible,sincehusbandsandfathersoffamiliesprefermarriedphysicians;andsobepooratthirty,comfortableatforty,andrichatfifty——perhaps。
ThenChristophercamedowntohislodgingsatGravesend,andwasveryunhappy;andaftersomedaysofmisery,hewrotealettertoRosainamomentofimpatience,despondency,andpassion。
RosaLusignangotworseandworse。Theslightbutfrequenthemorrhagewasadrainuponhersystem,andweakenedhervisibly。
Shebegantoloseherrichcomplexion,andsometimeslookedalmostsallow;andaslightcircleshoweditselfunderhereyes。Thesesymptomswereunfavorable;nevertheless,Dr。SnellandMr。Wymanacceptedthemcheerfully,asfreshindicationsthatnothingwasaffectedbuttheliver;theymultipliedandvariedtheirprescriptions;themaladyignoredthoseprescriptions,andwentsteadilyon。Mr。Lusignanwasterrifiedbuthelpless。Rosaresignedandreticent。
Butitwasnotinhumannaturethatagirlofthisagecouldalwaysandatallhoursbemistressofherself。Oneeveninginparticularshestoodbeforetheglassinthedrawing-room,andlookedatherselfalongtimewithhorror。\"IsthatRosaLusignan?\"saidshe,aloud;\"itisherghost。\"
Adeepgroanstartledher。Sheturned;itwasherfather。Shethoughthewasfastasleep;andsoindeedhehadbeen;buthewasjustawaking,andheardhisdaughterutterherrealmind。Itwasathunder-clap。\"Oh,mychild!whatshallIdo?\"hecried。
ThenRosawastakenbysurpriseinherturn。Shespokeout。\"Sendforagreatphysician,papa。Don\'tletusdeceiveourselves;itisouronlychance。\"
\"IwillaskMr。WymantogetaphysiciandownfromLondon。\"
\"No,no;thatisnouse;theywillputtheirheadstogether,andhewillsaywhateverMr。Wymantellshim。La!papa,aclevermanlikeyou,nottoseewhatacheatthatconsultationwas。Why,fromwhatyoutoldme,onecanseeitwasmanagedsothatDr。Snellcouldnotpossiblyhaveanopinionofhisown。No;nomoreechoesofMr。
Chatterbox。Ifyoureallywanttocureme,sendforChristopherStaines。\"
\"Dr。Staines!heisveryyoung。\"
\"Butheisveryclever,andheisnotanecho。Hewon\'tcarehowmanydoctorshecontradictswhenIamindanger。Papa,itisyourchild\'sonechance。\"
\"I\'lltryit,\"saidtheoldman,eagerly。\"Howconfidentyoulook!
yourcolorhascomeback。Itisaninspiration。Whereishe?\"
\"IthinkbythistimehemustbeathislodgingsinGravesend。
Sendtohimto-morrowmorning。\"
\"NotI!I\'llgotohimto-night。Itisonlyamile,andafineclearnight。\"
\"Myown,good,kindpapa!Ah!well,comewhatmay,Ihavelivedlongenoughtobeloved。Yes,dearpapa,saveme。Iamveryyoungtodie;andhelovesmesodearly。\"
Theoldmanbustledawaytoputonsomethingwarmerforhisnightwalk,andRosaleanedback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyes,nowhewasgone。
Beforeshehadrecoveredhercomposure,aletterwasbroughther,andthiswastheletterfromChristopherStaines,alludedtoalready。
Shetookitfromtheservantwithavertedhead,notwishingittobeseenshehadbeencrying,andshestartedatthehandwriting;itseemedsuchacoincidencethatitshouldcomejustasshewassendingforhim。
MYOWNBELOVEDROSA,——Inowwritetotellyou,withaheavyheart,thatallisvain。Icannotmake,norpurchase,aconnection,exceptasothersdo,bytimeandpatience。Beingabachelorisquiteagainstayoungphysician。IfIhadawife,andsuchawifeasyou,Ishouldbesuretogeton;youwouldincreasemyconnectionverysoon。What,then,liesbeforeus?Iseebuttwothings——towaittillweareold,andourpocketsarefilled,butourheartschilledorsoured;orelsetomarryatonce,andclimbthehilltogether。IfyoulovemeasIloveyou,youwillbesavingtillthebattleisover;andIfeelIcouldfindenergyandfortitudeforboth。Yourfather,whothinkssomuchofwealth,cansurelysettlesomethingonYOU;andIamnottoopoortofurnishahouseandstartfair。Iamnotquiteobscure——mylectureshavegivenmeaname——andtoyou,myownlove,IhopeImaysaythatI
knowmorethanmanyofmyelders,thankstogoodschools,goodmethod,agenuineloveofmynobleprofession,andatendencytostudyfrommychildhood。Willyounotrisksomethingonmyability?Ifnot,Godhelpme,forIshallloseyou;andwhatislife,orfame,orwealth,oranymortalthingtome,withoutyou?
Icannotacceptyourfather\'sdecision;YOUmustdecidemyfate。
YouseeIhavekeptawayfromyouuntilIcandosonomore。Allthistimetheworldtomehasseemedtowantthesun,andmyheartpinesandsickensforonesightofyou。
DarlingRosa,prayletmelookatyourfaceoncemore。
WhenthisreachesyouIshallbeatyourgate。Letmeseeyou,thoughbutforamoment,andletmehearmyfatefromnolipsbutyours——Myownlove,yourheart-brokenlover,CHRISTOPHERSTAINES。
Thisletterstunnedheratfirst。Hermindoflatehadbeenturnedawayfromlovetosuchsternrealities。Nowshebegantobesorryshehadnottoldhim。\"Poorthing!\"shesaidtoherself,\"helittleknowsthatnowallischanged。Papa,Isometimesthink,woulddenymenothingnow;itisIwhowouldnotmarryhim——tobeburiedbyhiminamonthortwo。PoorChristopher!\"
Thenextmomentshestartedupindismay。Why,herfatherwouldmisshim。No;perhapscatchhimwaitingforher。Whatwouldhethink?WhatwouldChristopherthink?——thatshehadshownherpapahisletter。
Sherangthebellhard。Thefootmancame。
\"SendHarriettomethisinstant。Oh,andaskpapatocometome。\"
ThenshesatdownanddashedoffalinetoChristopher。ThiswasforHarriettotakeouttohim。AnythingbetterthanforChristophertobecaughtdoingwhatwaswrong。
Thefootmancamebackfirst。\"Ifyouplease,miss,masterhasgoneout。\"
\"Runafterhim——theroadtoGravesend。\"
\"Yes,miss。\"
\"No。Itisnouse。Nevermind。\"
\"Yes,miss。\"
ThenHarrietcamein。\"Didyouwantme,miss?\"
\"Yes。No——nevermindnow。\"
Shewasafraidtodoanythingforfearofmakingmattersworse。
Shewenttothewindow,andstoodlookinganxiouslyout,withherhandsworking。Presentlysheutteredalittlescreamandshrankawaytothesofa。Shesankdownonit,halfsitting,halflying,hidherfaceinherhands,andwaited。
Staines,withalover\'simpatience,hadbeenmorethananhouratthegate,orwalkingupanddownclosebyit,hisheartnowburningwithhope,nowfreezingwithfear,thatshewoulddeclineameetingontheseterms。
Atlastthepostmancame,andthenhesawhewastoosoon;butnowinafewminutesRosawouldhavehisletter,andthenheshouldsoonknowwhethershewouldcomeornot。Helookedupatthedrawing-roomwindows。Theywerefulloflight。Shewasthereinallprobability。Yetshedidnotcometothem。Butwhyshouldshe,ifshewascomingout?
Hewalkedupanddowntheroad。Shedidnotcome。Hisheartbegantosickenwithdoubt。Hisheaddrooped;andperhapsitwasowingtothisthathealmostranagainstagentlemanwhowascomingtheotherway。Themoonshonebrightonbothfaces。
\"Dr。Staines!\"saidMr。Lusignansurprised。Christopherutteredanejaculationmoreeloquentthanwords。
Theystaredateachother。
\"Youwerecomingtocallonus?\"
\"N——no,\"stammeredChristopher。
Lusignanthoughtthatodd;however,hesaidpolitely,\"Nomatter,itisfortunate。Wouldyoumindcomingin?\"
\"No,\"falteredChristopher,andstaredathimruefully,puzzledmoreandmore,butbeginningtothink,afterall,itmightbeacasualmeeting。
Theyenteredthegate,andinonemomenthesawRosaatthewindow,andshesawhim。
Thenhealteredhisopinionagain。Rosahadsentherfatherouttohim。Buthowwasthis?Theoldmandidnotseemangry。
Christopher\'sheartgavealeapinsidehim,andhebegantoglowwiththewildesthopes。For,whatcouldthismeanbutrelenting?
Mr。Lusignantookhimfirstintothestudy,andlightedtwocandleshimself。Hedidnotwanttheservantsprying。
ThelightsshowedChristopherachangeinMr。Lusignan。Helookedtenyearsolder。
\"Youarenotwell,sir,\"saidChristophergently。
\"Myhealthiswellenough,butIamabroken-heartedman。Dr。
Staines,forgetallthatpassedhereatyourlastvisit。Allthatisover。Thankyouforlovingmypoorgirlasyoudo;givemeyourhand;Godblessyou。Sir,IamsorrytosayitisasaphysicianI
inviteyounow。Sheisill,sir,very,veryill。\"
\"Ill!andnottellme!\"
\"Shekeptitfromyou,mypoorfriend,nottodistressyou;andshetriedtokeepitfromme,buthowcouldshe?Fortwomonthsshehashadsometerriblecomplaint——itisdestroyingher。Sheistheghostofherself。Oh,mypoorchild!mychild!\"
Theoldmansobbedaloud。Theyoungmanstoodtrembling,andashypale。Still,thehabitsofhisprofession,andtheexperienceofdangersovercome,togetherwithacertainsenseofpower,kepthimup;but,aboveall,loveanddutysaid,\"Befirm。\"Heaskedforanoutlineofthesymptoms。
Theyalarmedhimgreatly。
\"Letuslosenomoretime,\"saidhe。\"Iwillseeheratonce。\"
\"Doyouobjecttomybeingpresent?\"
\"Ofcoursenot。\"
\"ShallItellyouwhatDr。Snellsaysitis,andMr。Wyman?\"
\"Byallmeans——afterIhaveseenher。\"
ThiscomfortedMr。Lusignan。Hewastogetanindependentjudgment,atallevents。
Whentheyreachedthetopofthestairs,Dr。Stainespausedandleanedagainstthebaluster。\"Givemeamoment,\"saidhe。\"Thepatientmustnotknowhowmyheartisbeating,andshemustseenothinginmyfacebutwhatIchoosehertosee。Givemeyourhandoncemore,sir;letusbothcontrolourselves。Nowannounceme。\"
Mr。Lusignanopenedthedoor,andsaid,withforcedcheerfulness,\"Dr。Staines,mydear,cometogiveyouthebenefitofhisskill。\"
Shelayonthesofa,justaswelefther。Onlyherbosombegantoheave。
ThenChristopherStainesdrewhimselfup,andthemajestyofknowledgeandlovetogetherseemedtodilatehisnobleframe。Hefixedhiseyeonthatreclining,pantingfigure,andsteppedlightlybutfirmlyacrosstheroomtoknowtheworst,likealionwalkinguptolevelledlances。
CHAPTERIII。
Theyoungphysicianwalkedsteadilyuptohispatientwithouttakinghiseyeoffher,anddrewachairtoherside。
Thenshetookdownonehand——theleft——andgaveithim,avertingherfacetenderly,andstillcoveringitwithherright;\"For,\"
saidshetoherself,\"Iamsuchafrightnow。\"Thisopportunereflection,andherheavingbosom,provedthatsheatleastfeltherselfsomethingmorethanhispatient。Herprettyconsciousnessmadehistaskmoredifficult;nevertheless,heonlyallowedhimselftopressherhandtenderlywithbothhispalmsonemoment,andthenheenteredonhisfunctionsbravely。\"Iamhereasyourphysician。\"
\"Verywell,\"saidshesoftly。
Hegentlydetainedthehand,andputhisfingerlightlytoherpulse;itwaspalpitating,andafallacioustest。Oh,howthatbeatingpulse,bylove\'selectriccurrent,sethisownheartthrobbinginamoment!
Heputherhandgently,reluctantlydown,andsaid,\"Obligemebyturningthisway。\"Sheturned,andhewincedinternallyatthechangeinher;buthisfacebetrayednothing。Helookedatherfull;and,afterapause,puthersomequestions:onewasastothecolorofthehemorrhage。Shesaiditwasbrightred。
\"Notatingeofpurple?\"
\"No,\"saidshehopefully,mistakinghim。
Hesuppressedasigh。
Thenhelistenedathershoulder-bladeandatherchest,andmadeherdrawherbreathwhilehewaslistening。Theactsweresimple,andusualinmedicine,buttherewasadeep,patient,silentintensityabouthiswayofdoingthem。
Mr。Lusignancreptnearer,andstoodwithbothhandsonatable,andhisoldheadbowed,awaitingyetdreadingtheverdict。
Uptothistime,Dr。Staines,insteadoftappingandsqueezing,andpullingthepatientabout,hadnevertouchedherwithhishand,andonlygrazedherwithhisear;butnowhesaid\"Allowme,\"andputbothhandstoherwaist,morelightlyandreverentlythanIcandescribe;\"Nowdrawadeepbreath,ifyouplease。\"
\"There!\"
\"Ifyoucoulddrawadeeperstill,\"saidhe,insinuatingly。
\"There,then!\"saidshe,alittlepettishly。
Dr。Staines\'seyekindled。
\"Hum!\"saidhe。Then,afteraconsiderablepause,\"Areyoubetterorworseaftereachhemorrhage?\"
\"La!\"saidRosa;\"theyneveraskedmethat。Why,better。\"
\"Nofaintness?\"
\"Notabit。\"
\"Ratherasenseofrelief,perhaps?\"
\"Yes;Ifeellighterandbetter。\"
Theexaminationwasconcluded。
Dr。StaineslookedatRosa,andthenatherfather。Theagonyinthatagedface,andthelovethatagonyimplied,wonhim,anditwastotheparentheturnedtogivehisverdict。
\"Thehemorrhageisfromthelungs\"——
Lusignaninterruptedhim:\"Fromthelungs!\"criedhe,indismay。
\"Yes;aslightcongestionofthelungs。\"
\"Butnotincurable!Oh,notincurable,doctor!\"
\"Heavenforbid!Itiscurable——easily——byremovingthecause。\"
\"Andwhatisthecause?\"
\"Thecause?\"——hehesitated,andlookedratheruneasy——\"Well,thecause,sir,is——tightstays。\"
Thetranquillityofthemeetingwasinstantlydisturbed。\"Tightstays!Me!\"criedRosa。\"Why,IamtheloosestgirlinEngland。
Look,papa!\"And,withoutanyapparenteffort,shedrewherselfin,andpokedherlittlefistbetweenhersashandhergown。
\"There!\"
Dr。Stainessmiledsadlyandalittlesarcastically:hewasevidentlyshyofencounteringtheladyinthisargument;buthewasmoreathiseasewithherfather;soheturnedtowardshimandlecturedhimfreely。
\"Thatiswonderful,sir;andthefirstfourorfivefemalepatientsthatfavoredmewithit,mademedisbelievemyothersenses;butMissLusignanisnowaboutthethirtiethwhohasshownmethatmarvellousfeat,withacalmcountenancethatbeliestheherculeaneffort。Naturehasherevery-daymiracles:aboa-constrictor,diameterseventeeninches,canswallowabuffalo;awoman,withherstaysbisectingheralmost,andlaceratingherskin,canyetforonemomentmakeherselfseemslack,todeceiveajuvenilephysician。Thesnakeisthemiracleofexpansion;thewomanistheprodigyofcontraction。\"
\"Highlygratefulforthecomparison!\"criedRosa。\"Womenandsnakes!\"
Dr。Stainesblushedandlookeduncomfortable。\"Ididnotmeantobeoffensive;itcertainlywasaveryclumsycomparison。\"
\"Whatdoesthatmatter?\"saidMr。Lusignan,impatiently。\"Bequiet,Rosa,andletDr。Stainesandmetalksense。\"
\"Oh,thenIamnobodyinthebusiness!\"saidthiswiseyounglady。
\"Youareeverybody,\"saidStaines,soothingly。\"But,\"suggestedhe,obsequiously,\"ifyoudon\'tmind,Iwouldratherexplainmyviewstoyourfather——onthisonesubject。\"