Herfathercriedforhelpindismay。InranHarriet,saw,andscreamed,butdidnotloseherhead;thisveraciouspersonwhippedapairofscissorsoffthetable,andcuttheyounglady\'sstay-
lacesdirectly。Thentherewasaburstofimprisonedbeauty;adeep,deepsighofreliefcamefromabosomthatwouldhavedonehonortoDiana;andthescenesoonconcludedwithfitsofharmlessweeping,renewedatintervals。
Whenithadsettleddowntothis,herfather,tosootheher,saidhewouldwritetoDr。Staines,andbringaboutareconciliation,ifsheliked。
\"No,\"saidshe,\"youshallkillmesooner。Ishoulddieofshame。\"
Sheadded,\"Oh,pray,fromthishour,nevermentionhisnametome。\"
Andthenshehadanothercry。
Mr。Lusignanwasasensibleman:hedroppedthesubjectforthepresent;buthemadeuphismindtoonething——thathewouldneverpartwithDr。Stainesasaphysician。
NextdayRosakeptherownroomuntildinner-time,andwasasunhappyasshedeservedtobe。Shespenthertimeinsewingonstiffflannelliningsandcrying。ShehalfhopedChristopherwouldwritetoher,sothatshemightwritebackthatsheforgavehim。
Butnotaline。
Athalf-pastsixhervolatilemindtookaturn,realoraffected。
Shewouldcrynomoreforanungratefulfellow,——ungratefulfornotseeingthroughthestonewallshowshehadbeenemployedallthemorning;andmakingitup。Soshebathedherredeyes,madeagreatalterationinherdress,andcamedancingintotheroomhumminganItalianditty。
Astheyweresittingtogetherinthedining-roomafterdinner,twoletterscamebythesameposttoMr。LusignanfromMr。WymanandDr。Snell。
Mr。Wyman\'sletter:——
DEARSIR,——IamsorrytohearfromMissLusignanthatsheintendstodiscontinuemedicaladvice。Thedisorderwasprogressingfavorably,andnothingtobefeared,underpropertreatment。
Yours,etc。
Dr。Snell\'sletter:——
DEARSIR,——MissLusignanhaswrittentomesomewhatimpatientlyandseemsdisposedtodispensewithmyvisits。Idonot,however,thinkitrighttowithdrawwithouttellingyoucandidlythatthisisanunwisestep。Yourdaughter\'shealthisinaveryprecariouscondition。
Yours,etc。
Rosaburstoutlaughing。\"Ihavenothingtofear,andI\'monthebrinkofthegrave。Thatcomesofwritingwithoutaconsultation。
Iftheyhadwrittenatonetable,Ishouldhavebeenneitherwellnorill。PoorChristopher!\"andhersweetfacebegantoworkpiteously。
\"There!there!drinkaglassofwine。\"
Shedid,andatearwithit,thatranintotheglasslikelightning。
Warnedbythisthatgriefsatverynearthebright,hilarioussurface,Mr。Lusignanavoidedallemotionalsubjectsforthepresent。Nextday,however,hetoldhershemightdismissherlover,butnopowershouldmakehimdismisshispetphysician,unlessherhealthimproved。
\"Iwillnotgiveyouthatexcuseforinflictinghimonmeagain,\"
saidtheyounghypocrite。
Shekeptherword。Shegotbetterandbetter,stronger,brighter,gayer。
Shetooktowalkingeveryday,andincreasingthedistance,tillshecouldwalktenmileswithoutfatigue。
Herfavoritewalkwastoacertaincliffthatcommandedanobleviewofthesea。TogettoitshemustpassthroughthetownofGravesend;andwemaybesureshedidnotpasssooftenthroughthatcitywithoutsomeideaofmeetingthelovershehadusedsoill,andelicitinganAPOLOGYfromhim。Slypuss!
Whenshehadwalkedtwentytimes,orthereabouts,throughthetown,andneverseenhim,shebegantofearshehadoffendedhimpasthope。Thensheusedtocryattheendofeverywalk。
Butbyandbybodilyhealth,vanity,andtempercombinedtorousethedefiantspirit。Saidshe,\"Ifhereallylovedme,hewouldnottakemywordinsuchahurry。Andbesides,whydoeshenotwatchme,andfindoutwhatIamdoing,andwhereIwalk?\"
Atlastshereallybegantopersuadeherselfthatshewasanill-
usedandslightedgirl。Shewasveryangryattimes,anddisconsolateatothers;amixedstateinwhichhastyandimpulsiveyoungladiescommitlifelongfollies。
Mr。Lusignanobservedthesurfaceonly:hesawhisinvaliddaughtergettingbettereveryday,tillatlastshebecameapictureofhealthandbodilyvigor。Relievedofhisfears,hetroubledhisheadbutlittleaboutChristopherStaines。Yetheesteemedhim,andhadgottolikehim;butRosawasabeauty,andcoulddobetterthanmarryastrugglingphysician,howeverable。Helaunchedoutintoalittlegayety,resumedhisquietdinner-parties;and,aftersomepersuasion,tookhisnowbloomingdaughtertoaballgivenbytheofficersofChatham。
Shewasthebelleoftheballbeyonddispute,anddancedwithetherealgraceandathleticendurance。Shewasmadlyfondofwaltzing,andheresheencounteredwhatshewaspleasedtocalladivinedancer。ItwasaMr。ReginaldFalcon,agentlemanwhohadretiredtotheseasidetorecruithishealthandfinancessoretriedbyLondonandParis。Falconhadrunthroughhisfortune,buthadacquired,intheprocess,certaintalentswhich,astheycosttheacquirerdear,sotheysometimesrepayhim,especiallyifheisnotoverburdenedwithprinciple,andadoptsthenotionthat,theworldhavingpluckedhim,hehasarighttoplucktheworld。Hecouldplaybilliardswell,butneversowellaswhenbackinghimselfforaheavystake。Hecouldshootpigeonswell,andhisshootingimprovedunderthatwhichmakessomemarksmenmiss——aheavybetagainstthegun。Hedancedtoperfection;andbeingawell-bred,experienced,brazen,adroitfellow,whoknewalittleofeverythingthatwasgoing,hehadalwaysplentytosay。Aboveall,hehadmadeaparticularstudyofthefairsex;hadmetwithmanysuccesses,manyrebuffs;and,atlast,bykeenstudyoftheirminds,andahabithehadacquiredofwatchingtheirfaces,andshiftinghishelmaccordingly,hadlearnedthegreatartofpleasingthem。Theyadmiredhisface;tome,theshortspacebetweenhiseyesandhishair,hisaquilinenose,andthinstraightlips,suggestedthebirdofpreyalittletoomuch:buttofairdoves,borntobeclutched,thissimilitudeperhapswasnotveryalarming,eveniftheyobservedit。
Rosadancedseveraltimeswithhim,andtoldhimhedancedlikeanangel。Heinformedherthatwasbecause,foronce,hewasdancingwithanangel。Shelaughedandblushed。Heflattereddeliciously,anditcosthimlittle;forhefellinlovewithherthatnight,deeperthanhehadeverbeeninhiswholelifeofintrigue。Heaskedleavetocallonher:shelookedalittleshyatthat,anddidnotrespond。Heinstantlywithdrewhisproposal,withanapologyandasighthatraisedherpity。However,shewasnotaforwardgirl,evenwhenexcitedbydancingandcharmedwithherpartner;soshelefthimtofindhisownwayoutofthatdifficulty。
Hewasnotlongaboutit。Attheendofthenextwaltzheaskedherifhemightventuretosolicitanintroductiontoherfather。
\"Oh,certainly,\"saidshe。\"WhataselfishgirlIam!thisisterriblydullforhim。\"
Theintroductionbeingmade,andRosabeingengagedforthenextthreedances,Mr。FalconsatbyMr。Lusignanandentertainedhim。
Forthislittlepieceofapparentself-denialhewaspaidinvariouscoin:Lusignanfoundouthewasthesonofanoldacquaintance,andsothedoorofKentVillaopenedtohim;
meantime,RosaLusignanneverpassedhim,eveninthearmsofacavalryofficer,withoutbestowingaglanceofapprovalandgratitudeonhim。\"Whatagood-heartedyoungman!\"thoughtshe。
\"Howkindofhimtoamusepapa;andnowIcanstaysomuchlonger。\"
Falconfollowedupthedancebyacall,andwasinfinitelyagreeable:followedupthecallbyanother,andadmiredRosawithsolittledisguisethatMr。Lusignansaidtoher,\"Ithinkyouhavemadeaconquest。HisfatherhadconsiderableestatesinEssex。I
presumeheinheritsthem。\"
\"Oh,nevermindhisestates,\"saidRosa,\"hedanceslikeanangel,andgossipscharmingly,andISsonice。\"
ChristopherStainespinedforthisgirlinsilence:hisfineframegotthinner,hispalecheekpaler,asshegotrosierandrosier;
andhow?Why,byfollowingtheveryadviceshehadsnubbedhimforgivingher。Atlast,heheardshehadbeenthebelleofaball,andthatshehadbeenseenwalkingmilesfromhome,andbloomingasaHebe。Thenhisdeepanxietyceased,hispridestunghimfuriously;hebegantothinkofhisownvalue,andtostrugglewithallhismightagainsthisdeeplove。Sometimeshewouldeveninveighagainsther,andcallherafickle,ungratefulgirl,capableofnostrongpassionbutvanity。Manyahardtermheappliedtoherinhissorrowfulsolitude;butnotawordwhenhehadahearer。Hefoundithardtorest:hekeptdashinguptoLondonandback。Heplungedfuriouslyintostudy。Hegroanedandsighed,andfoughtthehardandbitterfightthatistoooftenthelotofthedeepthatlovetheshallow。Strong,butsingle-hearted,nootherladycouldcomforthim。Heturnedfromfemalecompany,andshunnedallforthefaultofone。
Theinwardcontestworehim。Hebegantolookverythinandwan;
andallforaSimpleton!
Mr。Falconprolongedhisstayintheneighborhood,anddroveahandsomedogcartovertwiceaweektovisitMr。Lusignan。
Heusedtocallonthatgentlemanatfouro\'clock,foratthathourMr。Lusignanwasalwaysout,andhisdaughteralwaysathome。
Shewasathomeatthathourbecauseshetookherlongwalksinthemorning。Whilehernewadmirerwasinbed,ordressing,orbreakfasting,shewasspringingalongtheroadwithalltheelasticityofyouth,andhealth,andnativevigor,bracedbydailyexercise。
Twenty-oneofthesewalksdidshetake,withnootherresultthanhealthandappetite;butthetwenty-secondwasmorefertile——
extremelyfertile。Startinglaterthanusual,shepassedthroughGravesendwhileReginaldFalconwassmokingathisfrontwindow。
Hesawher,andinstantlydoffedhisdressing-gownanddonnedhiscoattofollowher。Hewasmadlyinlovewithher,andbeingamanwhohadlearnedtoshootpigeonsandopportunitiesflying,heinstantlyresolvedtojoinherinherwalk,getherclearofthetown,bythesea-beach,wherebeautymelts,andproposetoher。
Yes,marriagehadnotbeenhithertohishabit,butthisgirlwaspeerless:hewaspledgedbyhonorandgratitudetoPhoebeDale;buthangallthatnow。\"Nomanshouldmarryonewomanwhenhelovesanother;itisdishonorable。\"Hegotintothestreetandfollowedherasfastashecouldwithoutrunning。
Itwasnotsoeasytocatchher。Ladiesarenotbuiltforrunning;
butafine,tall,symmetricalgirlwhohaspractisedwalkingfastcancoverthegroundwonderfullyinwalking——ifshechooses。ItwasasighttoseehowRosaLusignansquaredhershouldersandsteppedoutfromthewaistlikeaCanadiangirlskating,whileherelasticfootslappedthepavementasshespankedalong。
ShehadnearlyclearedthetownbeforeFalconcameupwithher。
Hewashardlytenyardsfromherwhenanunexpectedincidentoccurred。ShewhiskedroundthecornerofBirdStreet,andranplumpagainstChristopherStaines;infact,shedartedintohisarms,andherfacealmosttouchedthebreastshehadwoundedsodeeply。
CHAPTERIV。
Rosacried\"Oh!\"andputupherhandstoherfaceinlovelyconfusion,coloringlikeapeony。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"saidChristopher,stiffly,butinavoicethattrembled。
\"No,\"saidRosa,\"itwasIranagainstyou。Iwalksofastnow。
HopeIdidnothurtyou。\"
\"Hurtme?\"
\"Well,then,frightenyou?\"
Noanswer。
\"Oh,pleasedon\'tquarrelwithmeintheSTREET,\"saidRosa,cunninglyimplyingthathewasthequarrelsomeone。\"Iamgoingonthebeach。Good-by!\"Thisadieusheutteredsoftly,andinahesitatingtonethatbeliedit。Shestartedoff,however,butmuchmoreslowlythanshewasgoingbefore;and,asshewent,sheturnedherheadwithinfinitegrace,andkeptlookingaskantdownatthepavementtwoyardsbehindher:moreovershewentclosetothewall,andleftroomathersideforanothertowalk。
Christopherhesitatedamoment;butthemuteinvitation,soarchyettimid,sopretty,tender,sly,andwomanly,wastoomuchforhim,asithasgenerallyprovedformales,andthephilosopher\'sfootwassoonintheveryplacetowhichtheSimpletonwiththemeretailofhereyedirectedit。
Theywalkedalong,sidebyside,insilence,Stainesagitated,gloomy,confused,Rosaradiantandglowing,yetnotknowingwhattosayforherself,andwantingChristophertobegin。Sotheywalkedalongwithoutaword。
Falconfollowedthematsomedistancetoseewhetheritwasanadmireroronlyanacquaintance。Aloverheneverdreamedof;shehadshownsuchevidentpleasureinhiscompany,andhadreceivedhisvisitsalonesoconstantly。
However,whenthepairhadgottothebeach,andwerewalkingslowerandslower,hefeltapangofrageandjealousy,turnedonhisheelwithanaudiblecurse,andfoundPhoebeDaleafewyardsbehindhimwithawhitefaceandapeculiarlook。Heknewwhatthelookmeant;hehadbroughtittothatfaithfulfacebeforeto-day。
\"Youarebetter,MissLusignan。\"
\"Better,Dr。Staines?Iamhealthitselfthanksto——hem!\"
\"Ourestrangementhasagreedwithyou?\"Thisverybitterly。
\"Youknowverywellitisnotthat。Oh,pleasedon\'tmakemecryinthestreets。\"
Thishumblepetition,orrathermeekthreat,ledtoanotherlongsilence。Itwascontinuedtilltheyhadnearlyreachedtheshore。
But,meantime,Rosa\'sfurtiveeyesscannedChristopher\'sface,andherconsciencesmoteheratthesignsofsuffering。Shefeltadesiretobeghispardonwithdeephumility;butshesuppressedthatweakness。Shehungherheadwithapretty,sheepishair,andaskedhimifhecouldnotthinkofsomethingagreeabletosaytooneafterdesertingonesolong。
\"Iamafraidnot,\"saidChristopher,bluntly。\"Ihaveanawkwardhabitofspeakingthetruth;andsomepeoplecan\'tbearthat,notevenwhenitisspokenfortheirgood。\"
\"Thatdependsontemper,andnerves,andthings,\"saidRosa,deprecatingly;thensoftly,\"Icouldbearanythingfromyounow。\"
\"Indeed!\"saidChristopher,grimly。\"Well,then,Ihearyouhadnosoonergotridofyouroldlover,forlovingyoutoowellandtellingyouthetruth,thanyoutookupanother,——someflimsymanoffashion,whowilltellyouanylieyoulike。\"
\"Itisastory,awickedstory,\"criedRosa,thoroughlyalarmed。
\"Me,alover!Hedanceslikeanangel;Ican\'thelpthat。\"
\"Arehisvisitsatyourhouselikeangels\'——fewandfarbetween?\"
Andthetruelover\'sbrowloweredblackuponherforthefirsttime。
Rosachangedcolor,andhereyesfellamoment。\"Askpapa,\"shesaid。\"Hisfatherwasanoldfriendofpapa\'s。\"
\"Rosa,youareprevaricating。Youngmendonotcallonoldgentlemenwhenthereisanattractiveyoungladyinthehouse。\"
Theargumentwasgettingtooclose;soRosaoperatedadiversion。
\"So,\"saidshe,withasuddenairofloftydisdain,swiftlyandadroitlyassumed,\"youhavehadmewatched?\"
\"NotI;Ionlyhearwhatpeoplesay。\"
\"Listentogossipandnothavemewatched!Thatshowshowlittleyoureallycaredforme。Well,ifyouhad,youwouldhavemadealittlediscovery,thatisall。\"
\"ShouldI?\"saidChristopher,puzzled。\"What?\"
\"Ishallnottellyou。Thinkwhatyouplease。Yes,sir,youwouldhavefoundoutthatItakelongwalkseveryday,allalone;andwhatismore,thatIwalkthroughGravesend,hoping——likeagoose——
thatsomebodyreallylovedme,andwouldmeetme,andbegmypardon;andifhehad,Ishouldhavetoldhimitwasonlymytongue,andmynerves,andthings;myheartwashis,andmygratitude。Andafterall,whatdowordssignify,whenIamagood,obedientgirlatbottom?Sothatiswhatyouhavelostbynotcondescendingtolookafterme。Finelove!——Christopher,begmypardon。\"
\"MayIinquireforwhat?\"
\"Why,fornotunderstandingme;fornotknowingthatIshouldbesorrythemomentyouweregone。Itookthemofftheverynextday,topleaseyou。\"
\"Tookoffwhom?——Oh,Iunderstand。Youdid?ThenyouAREagoodgirl。\"
\"Didn\'tItellyouIwas?Agood,obedientgirl,andanythingbutaflirt。\"
\"Idon\'tsaythat。\"
\"ButIdo。Don\'tinterrupt。ItistoyourgoodadviceIowemyhealth;andtoloveanybodybutyou,whenIoweyoumyloveandmylife,Imustbeaheartless,ungrateful,worthless——Oh,Christopher,forgiveme!No,no;Imean,begmypardon。\"
\"I\'lldoboth,\"saidChristopher,takingherinhisarms。\"Ibegyourpardon,andIforgiveyou。\"
Rosaleanedherheadtenderlyonhisshoulder,andbegantosigh。
\"Oh,dear,dear!Iamawicked,foolishgirl,notfittowalkalone。\"
Onthisadmission,Christopherspokeout,andurgedhertoputanendtoalltheseunhappymisunderstandings,andtohisnewtorment,jealousy,bymarryinghim。
\"AndsoIwouldthisveryminute,ifpapawouldconsent。But,\"
saidshe,slyly,\"younevercanbesofoolishtowishit。What!awisemanlikeyoumarryasimpleton!\"
\"DidIevercallyouthat?\"askedChristopher,reproachfully。
\"No,dear;butyouaretheonlyonewhohasnot;andperhapsI
shouldloseeventheone,ifyouweretomarryme。Oh,husbandsarenotsopoliteaslovers!Ihaveobservedthat,simpletonornot。\"
Christopherassuredherthathetookquiteadifferentviewofhercharacter;hebelievedhertobetooprofoundforshallowpeopletoreadallinamoment:heevenintimatedthathehimselfhadexperiencednolittledifficultyinunderstandingheratoddtimes。
\"Andso,\"saidhe,\"theyturnrounduponyou,andinsteadofsaying,\'Wearetooshallowtofathomyou,\'theypretendyouareasimpleton。\"
ThissolutionofthemysteryhadneveroccurredtoRosa,norindeedwasitlikelytooccurtoanycreaturelessingeniousthanalover:
itpleasedherhugely;herfineeyessparkled,andshenestledcloserstilltothestrongarmthatwastoparryeveryill,frommortaldiseasetogallingepithets。
Shelistenedwithawillingeartoallhisreasons,hishopes,hisfears,and,whentheyreachedherfather\'sdoor,itwassettledthatheshoulddinetherethatday,andurgehissuittoherfatherafterdinner。Shewouldimploretheoldgentlemantolistentoitfavorably。
Theloversparted,andChristopherwenthomelikeonewhohasawakenedfromahideousdreamtodaylightandhappiness。
Hehadnotgonefarbeforehemetadashingdogcart,drivenbyanexquisite。Heturnedtolookafterit,andsawitdriveuptoKentVilla。
Inamomenthedivinedhisrival,andasicknessofheartcameoverhim。Butherecoveredhimselfdirectly,andsaid,\"Ifthatisthefellow,shewillnotreceivehimnow。\"
Shedidreceivehimthough:atallevents,thedogcartstoodatthedoor,anditsmasterremainedinside。
Christopherstood,andcountedtheminutes:five,ten,fifteen,twentyminutes,andstillthedogcartstoodthere。
Itwasmorethanhecouldbear。Heturnedsavagely,andstrodebacktoGravesend,resolvingthatallthistortureshouldendthatnight,onewayorother。
PhoebeDalewasthedaughterofafarmerinEssex,andoneofthehappiestyoungwomeninEnglandtillsheknewReginaldFalcon,Esq。
Shewasrearedonwholesomefood,inwholesomeair,andusedtochurnbutter,makebread,cookabitnowandthen,cutoutandsewallherowndresses,getupherownlinen,makehay,rideanythingonfourlegs;and,forallthat,wasagreatreader,andtaughtintheSundayschooltoobligethevicar;wroteaneathand,andwasagoodarithmetician,keptallthehouseaccountsandfarmaccounts。
Shewasamusician,too,——notprofound,butverycorrect。Shewouldtakeherturnattheharmoniuminchurch,and,whenshewasthere,youneverheardawrongnoteinthebass,noraninappropriateflourish,norbadtime。Shecouldsing,too,butneverwould,exceptherpartinapsalm。Hervoicewasadeepcontralto,andshechosetobeashamedofthisheavenlyorgan,becauseapackofenviousgirlshadgiggled,andsaiditwaslikeaman\'s。
Inshort,hernaturalabilityandtherangeandvarietyofherusefulaccomplishmentswereconsiderable;notthatshewasaprodigy;butshebelongedtoasmallclassofwomeninthisislandwhoarenottoohightousetheirarms,nortoolowtocultivatetheirminds;and,havingafacultyandahabitdeplorablyrareamongsthersex,viz。,Attention,shehadprofitedbyhermiscellaneousadvantages。
Herfigureandfacebothtoldherbreedatonce:herewasanoldEnglishpastoralbeauty;nottheround-backed,narrow-chestedcottager,butthewell-fed,erectrustic,withbroad,fullbustandmassiveshoulder,andarmashardasarockwithhealthandconstantuse;ahandfinelycut,thoughneithersmallnorverywhite,andjustalittlehardinside,comparedwithLuxury\'ssoftpalm;afacehonest,fair,andratherlargethansmall;notbeautiful,butexceedinglycomely;acomplexionnotpinkandwhite,butthatdelicatelyblendedbrickdustycolor,whichtintsthewholecheekinfinegradation,outlastsothercomplexionstwentyyears,andbeautifiesthetrueNorthern,eveninoldage。Gray,limpid,honest,point-blank,searchingeyes;hairtruenut-brown,withoutashadeofredorblack;andahigh,smoothforehead,fullofsense。
Acrossitranonedeepwrinklethatdidnotbelongtoheryouth。
Thatwrinklewasthebrandoftrouble,thelineofagony。Ithadcomeoflovingaboveher,yetbelowher,andoflovinganegotist。
Threeyearsbeforeourtalecommenced,agentleman\'shorseranawaywithhim,andthrewhimonaheapofstonesbytheroadside,notveryfarfromFarmerDale\'sgate。Thefarmerhadhimtakenin。
Thedoctorsaidhemustnotbemoved。Hewasinsensible;hischeeklikedelicatewax;hisfairhairlikesilkstainedwithblood。HebecamePhoebe\'spatient,and,induecourse,herconvalescent:hispale,handsomefaceandfascinatingmannersgainedonecharmmorefromweakness;hisviceswereinabeyance。
Thewomanlynurse\'sheartyearnedoverherchild;forhewasfeebleasachild;and,whenhegotwellenoughtoamusehiswearyhoursbymakinglovetoher,andtellingherapackofarrantlies,shewasareadydupe。Hewastomarryherassoonaseverhisolduncledied,andlefthimthemeans,etc。,etc。Atlasthegotwellenoughtoleaveher,andwentaway,heropenadmirerandsecretlover。Heborrowedtwentypoundsofherthedayheleft。
Heusedtowritehercharmingletters,andfeedtheflame;butonedayherfathersentheruptoLondon,onhisownbusiness,allofasudden,andshecalledonMr。Falconathisrealaddress。Shefoundhedidnotlivethere——onlyreceivedletters。However,half-
a-crownsoonboughthisrealaddress,andthitherPhoebeproceededwithatroubledheart,forshesuspectedthathertrueloverwasindebtortrouble,andobligedtohide。Well,hemustbegotoutofit,andhideatthefarmmeantime。
Sothelovinggirlknockedatthedoor,askedforMr。Falcon,andwasshownintoaladyrathershowilydressed,whoaskedherbusiness。
PhoebeDalestaredather,andthenturnedpaleasashes。Shewasparalyzed,andcouldnotfindhertongue。
\"Why,whatisthematternow?\"saidtheother,sharply。
\"AreyoumarriedtoReginaldFalcon?\"
\"OfcourseIam。Lookatmywedding-ring。\"
\"ThenIamnotwantedhere,\"falteredPhoebe,readytosinkonthefloor。
\"Certainlynot,ifyouareoneofthebygones,\"saidthewoman,coarsely;andPhoebeDalewaitedtohearnomore,butfoundherway,Heavenknowshow,intothestreet,andthereleaned,half-
fainting,onarail,tillapolicemancame,andtoldhershehadbeendrinking,andsuggestedacoolcellasthebestcure。
\"Notdrink;onlyabreakingheart,\"saidshe,inherlow,mellowvoicethatfewcouldresist。
Hegotheraglassofwater,droveawaytheboysthatcongregateddirectly,andsheleftthestreet。Butshesooncamebackagain,andwaitedaboutforReginaldFalcon。
Itwasnightwhenheappeared。Sheseizedhimbythebreast,andtaxedhimwithhisvillany。
Whatwithherirongrasp,paleface,andflashingeyes,helosthiscoolimpudence,andblurtedoutexcuses。Itwasanoldandunfortunateconnection;hewouldgivetheworldtodissolveit,ifhecoulddoitlikeagentleman。
Phoebetoldhimtopleasehimself:hemustpartwithoneortheother。
\"Don\'ttalknonsense,\"saidthismanofbrass;\"I\'llun-Falconheronthespot。\"
\"Verywell,\"saidPhoebe。\"Iamgoinghome;and,ifyouarenottherebyto-morrowatnoon\"——Shesaidnomore,butlookedagreatdeal。Thenshedeparted,andrefusedhimherhandatparting。\"Wewillseeaboutthatbyandby,\"saidshe。
Atnoonmylordcamedowntothefarm,and,unfortunatelyforPhoebe,playedthepenitentsoskilfullyforaboutamonth,thatsheforgavehim,andlovedhimallthemoreforhavingsonearlypartedwithhim。
Herpeacewasnottoendurelong。Hewasdetectedinanintrigueintheveryvillage。
TheinsultstrucksohomethatPhoebeherself,toherparents\'
satisfaction,orderedhimoutofthehouseatonce。
But,whenhewasgone,shehadfitsofweeping,andcouldsettletonothingforalongtime。
Monthshadelapsed,andshewasgettingasortofdulltranquillity,when,oneevening,takingawalkshehadoftenwithhim,andmourninghersolitudeandwastedaffection,hewaylaidher,andclungtoherknees,andshedcrocodiletearsonherhands,and,afteralongresistance,violentatfirst,butfainterandfainter,gotherinhispoweragain,andthatsocompletelythatshemethimseveraltimesbynight,beingashamedtobeseenwithhiminthosepartsbyday。
Thisendedinfreshpromisesofmarriage,andinaconstantcorrespondencebyletter。Thispestknewexactlyhowtotalktoawoman,andhowtowritetoone。Hislettersfedtheunhappyflame;
and,mindyou,hesometimesdeceivedhimself,andthoughthelovedher;butitwasonlyhimselfheloved。Shewasaninvaluablelover;afaithful,disinterestedfriend;herswasavilebargain;
his,anexcellentone,andheclungtoit。
Andsotheywenton。Shedetectedhiminanotherinfidelity,andreproachedhimbitterly;butshehadnolongerthestrengthtobreakwithhim。Nevertheless,thistimeshehadthesensetomakeastruggle。Sheimploredhim,onherveryknees,toshowheralittlemercyinreturnforallherlove。\"Forpity\'ssake,leaveme!\"shecried。\"Youarestrong,andIamweak。Youcanenditforever,andpraydo。Youdon\'twantme;youdon\'tvalueme:then,leaveme,onceandforall,andendthishellyoukeepmein。\"
No;hecouldnot,orhewouldnot,leaveheralone。Lookatabird\'swings!——howlikeanangel\'s!Yetsovileathingasabitofbirdlimesubduesthemutterly;andsuchwasthefascinatingpowerofthismeanmanoverthisworthywoman。Shewasareader,athinker,amodelofrespectability,industry,andsense;abusinesswoman,keenandpractical;couldencountersharphandsinsharptrades;couldbuyorsellhogs,calves,orbeastswithanyfarmerorbutcherinthecountry,yetnomatchforacunningfool。
Shehadenshrinedanidolinherheart,andthatheartadoredit,andclungtoit,thoughthesuperiorheadsawthroughit,dreadedit,despisedit。