第4章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:11463更新时间:18/12/14 10:46:38
Herfathercriedforhelpindismay。InranHarriet,saw,andscreamed,butdidnotloseherhead;thisveraciouspersonwhippedapairofscissorsoffthetable,andcuttheyounglady\'sstay- lacesdirectly。Thentherewasaburstofimprisonedbeauty;adeep,deepsighofreliefcamefromabosomthatwouldhavedonehonortoDiana;andthescenesoonconcludedwithfitsofharmlessweeping,renewedatintervals。 Whenithadsettleddowntothis,herfather,tosootheher,saidhewouldwritetoDr。Staines,andbringaboutareconciliation,ifsheliked。 \"No,\"saidshe,\"youshallkillmesooner。Ishoulddieofshame。\" Sheadded,\"Oh,pray,fromthishour,nevermentionhisnametome。\" Andthenshehadanothercry。 Mr。Lusignanwasasensibleman:hedroppedthesubjectforthepresent;buthemadeuphismindtoonething——thathewouldneverpartwithDr。Stainesasaphysician。 NextdayRosakeptherownroomuntildinner-time,andwasasunhappyasshedeservedtobe。Shespenthertimeinsewingonstiffflannelliningsandcrying。ShehalfhopedChristopherwouldwritetoher,sothatshemightwritebackthatsheforgavehim。 Butnotaline。 Athalf-pastsixhervolatilemindtookaturn,realoraffected。 Shewouldcrynomoreforanungratefulfellow,——ungratefulfornotseeingthroughthestonewallshowshehadbeenemployedallthemorning;andmakingitup。Soshebathedherredeyes,madeagreatalterationinherdress,andcamedancingintotheroomhumminganItalianditty。 Astheyweresittingtogetherinthedining-roomafterdinner,twoletterscamebythesameposttoMr。LusignanfromMr。WymanandDr。Snell。 Mr。Wyman\'sletter:—— DEARSIR,——IamsorrytohearfromMissLusignanthatsheintendstodiscontinuemedicaladvice。Thedisorderwasprogressingfavorably,andnothingtobefeared,underpropertreatment。 Yours,etc。 Dr。Snell\'sletter:—— DEARSIR,——MissLusignanhaswrittentomesomewhatimpatientlyandseemsdisposedtodispensewithmyvisits。Idonot,however,thinkitrighttowithdrawwithouttellingyoucandidlythatthisisanunwisestep。Yourdaughter\'shealthisinaveryprecariouscondition。 Yours,etc。 Rosaburstoutlaughing。\"Ihavenothingtofear,andI\'monthebrinkofthegrave。Thatcomesofwritingwithoutaconsultation。 Iftheyhadwrittenatonetable,Ishouldhavebeenneitherwellnorill。PoorChristopher!\"andhersweetfacebegantoworkpiteously。 \"There!there!drinkaglassofwine。\" Shedid,andatearwithit,thatranintotheglasslikelightning。 Warnedbythisthatgriefsatverynearthebright,hilarioussurface,Mr。Lusignanavoidedallemotionalsubjectsforthepresent。Nextday,however,hetoldhershemightdismissherlover,butnopowershouldmakehimdismisshispetphysician,unlessherhealthimproved。 \"Iwillnotgiveyouthatexcuseforinflictinghimonmeagain,\" saidtheyounghypocrite。 Shekeptherword。Shegotbetterandbetter,stronger,brighter,gayer。 Shetooktowalkingeveryday,andincreasingthedistance,tillshecouldwalktenmileswithoutfatigue。 Herfavoritewalkwastoacertaincliffthatcommandedanobleviewofthesea。TogettoitshemustpassthroughthetownofGravesend;andwemaybesureshedidnotpasssooftenthroughthatcitywithoutsomeideaofmeetingthelovershehadusedsoill,andelicitinganAPOLOGYfromhim。Slypuss! Whenshehadwalkedtwentytimes,orthereabouts,throughthetown,andneverseenhim,shebegantofearshehadoffendedhimpasthope。Thensheusedtocryattheendofeverywalk。 Butbyandbybodilyhealth,vanity,andtempercombinedtorousethedefiantspirit。Saidshe,\"Ifhereallylovedme,hewouldnottakemywordinsuchahurry。Andbesides,whydoeshenotwatchme,andfindoutwhatIamdoing,andwhereIwalk?\" Atlastshereallybegantopersuadeherselfthatshewasanill- usedandslightedgirl。Shewasveryangryattimes,anddisconsolateatothers;amixedstateinwhichhastyandimpulsiveyoungladiescommitlifelongfollies。 Mr。Lusignanobservedthesurfaceonly:hesawhisinvaliddaughtergettingbettereveryday,tillatlastshebecameapictureofhealthandbodilyvigor。Relievedofhisfears,hetroubledhisheadbutlittleaboutChristopherStaines。Yetheesteemedhim,andhadgottolikehim;butRosawasabeauty,andcoulddobetterthanmarryastrugglingphysician,howeverable。Helaunchedoutintoalittlegayety,resumedhisquietdinner-parties;and,aftersomepersuasion,tookhisnowbloomingdaughtertoaballgivenbytheofficersofChatham。 Shewasthebelleoftheballbeyonddispute,anddancedwithetherealgraceandathleticendurance。Shewasmadlyfondofwaltzing,andheresheencounteredwhatshewaspleasedtocalladivinedancer。ItwasaMr。ReginaldFalcon,agentlemanwhohadretiredtotheseasidetorecruithishealthandfinancessoretriedbyLondonandParis。Falconhadrunthroughhisfortune,buthadacquired,intheprocess,certaintalentswhich,astheycosttheacquirerdear,sotheysometimesrepayhim,especiallyifheisnotoverburdenedwithprinciple,andadoptsthenotionthat,theworldhavingpluckedhim,hehasarighttoplucktheworld。Hecouldplaybilliardswell,butneversowellaswhenbackinghimselfforaheavystake。Hecouldshootpigeonswell,andhisshootingimprovedunderthatwhichmakessomemarksmenmiss——aheavybetagainstthegun。Hedancedtoperfection;andbeingawell-bred,experienced,brazen,adroitfellow,whoknewalittleofeverythingthatwasgoing,hehadalwaysplentytosay。Aboveall,hehadmadeaparticularstudyofthefairsex;hadmetwithmanysuccesses,manyrebuffs;and,atlast,bykeenstudyoftheirminds,andahabithehadacquiredofwatchingtheirfaces,andshiftinghishelmaccordingly,hadlearnedthegreatartofpleasingthem。Theyadmiredhisface;tome,theshortspacebetweenhiseyesandhishair,hisaquilinenose,andthinstraightlips,suggestedthebirdofpreyalittletoomuch:buttofairdoves,borntobeclutched,thissimilitudeperhapswasnotveryalarming,eveniftheyobservedit。 Rosadancedseveraltimeswithhim,andtoldhimhedancedlikeanangel。Heinformedherthatwasbecause,foronce,hewasdancingwithanangel。Shelaughedandblushed。Heflattereddeliciously,anditcosthimlittle;forhefellinlovewithherthatnight,deeperthanhehadeverbeeninhiswholelifeofintrigue。Heaskedleavetocallonher:shelookedalittleshyatthat,anddidnotrespond。Heinstantlywithdrewhisproposal,withanapologyandasighthatraisedherpity。However,shewasnotaforwardgirl,evenwhenexcitedbydancingandcharmedwithherpartner;soshelefthimtofindhisownwayoutofthatdifficulty。 Hewasnotlongaboutit。Attheendofthenextwaltzheaskedherifhemightventuretosolicitanintroductiontoherfather。 \"Oh,certainly,\"saidshe。\"WhataselfishgirlIam!thisisterriblydullforhim。\" Theintroductionbeingmade,andRosabeingengagedforthenextthreedances,Mr。FalconsatbyMr。Lusignanandentertainedhim。 Forthislittlepieceofapparentself-denialhewaspaidinvariouscoin:Lusignanfoundouthewasthesonofanoldacquaintance,andsothedoorofKentVillaopenedtohim; meantime,RosaLusignanneverpassedhim,eveninthearmsofacavalryofficer,withoutbestowingaglanceofapprovalandgratitudeonhim。\"Whatagood-heartedyoungman!\"thoughtshe。 \"Howkindofhimtoamusepapa;andnowIcanstaysomuchlonger。\" Falconfollowedupthedancebyacall,andwasinfinitelyagreeable:followedupthecallbyanother,andadmiredRosawithsolittledisguisethatMr。Lusignansaidtoher,\"Ithinkyouhavemadeaconquest。HisfatherhadconsiderableestatesinEssex。I presumeheinheritsthem。\" \"Oh,nevermindhisestates,\"saidRosa,\"hedanceslikeanangel,andgossipscharmingly,andISsonice。\" ChristopherStainespinedforthisgirlinsilence:hisfineframegotthinner,hispalecheekpaler,asshegotrosierandrosier; andhow?Why,byfollowingtheveryadviceshehadsnubbedhimforgivingher。Atlast,heheardshehadbeenthebelleofaball,andthatshehadbeenseenwalkingmilesfromhome,andbloomingasaHebe。Thenhisdeepanxietyceased,hispridestunghimfuriously;hebegantothinkofhisownvalue,andtostrugglewithallhismightagainsthisdeeplove。Sometimeshewouldeveninveighagainsther,andcallherafickle,ungratefulgirl,capableofnostrongpassionbutvanity。Manyahardtermheappliedtoherinhissorrowfulsolitude;butnotawordwhenhehadahearer。Hefoundithardtorest:hekeptdashinguptoLondonandback。Heplungedfuriouslyintostudy。Hegroanedandsighed,andfoughtthehardandbitterfightthatistoooftenthelotofthedeepthatlovetheshallow。Strong,butsingle-hearted,nootherladycouldcomforthim。Heturnedfromfemalecompany,andshunnedallforthefaultofone。 Theinwardcontestworehim。Hebegantolookverythinandwan; andallforaSimpleton! Mr。Falconprolongedhisstayintheneighborhood,anddroveahandsomedogcartovertwiceaweektovisitMr。Lusignan。 Heusedtocallonthatgentlemanatfouro\'clock,foratthathourMr。Lusignanwasalwaysout,andhisdaughteralwaysathome。 Shewasathomeatthathourbecauseshetookherlongwalksinthemorning。Whilehernewadmirerwasinbed,ordressing,orbreakfasting,shewasspringingalongtheroadwithalltheelasticityofyouth,andhealth,andnativevigor,bracedbydailyexercise。 Twenty-oneofthesewalksdidshetake,withnootherresultthanhealthandappetite;butthetwenty-secondwasmorefertile—— extremelyfertile。Startinglaterthanusual,shepassedthroughGravesendwhileReginaldFalconwassmokingathisfrontwindow。 Hesawher,andinstantlydoffedhisdressing-gownanddonnedhiscoattofollowher。Hewasmadlyinlovewithher,andbeingamanwhohadlearnedtoshootpigeonsandopportunitiesflying,heinstantlyresolvedtojoinherinherwalk,getherclearofthetown,bythesea-beach,wherebeautymelts,andproposetoher。 Yes,marriagehadnotbeenhithertohishabit,butthisgirlwaspeerless:hewaspledgedbyhonorandgratitudetoPhoebeDale;buthangallthatnow。\"Nomanshouldmarryonewomanwhenhelovesanother;itisdishonorable。\"Hegotintothestreetandfollowedherasfastashecouldwithoutrunning。 Itwasnotsoeasytocatchher。Ladiesarenotbuiltforrunning; butafine,tall,symmetricalgirlwhohaspractisedwalkingfastcancoverthegroundwonderfullyinwalking——ifshechooses。ItwasasighttoseehowRosaLusignansquaredhershouldersandsteppedoutfromthewaistlikeaCanadiangirlskating,whileherelasticfootslappedthepavementasshespankedalong。 ShehadnearlyclearedthetownbeforeFalconcameupwithher。 Hewashardlytenyardsfromherwhenanunexpectedincidentoccurred。ShewhiskedroundthecornerofBirdStreet,andranplumpagainstChristopherStaines;infact,shedartedintohisarms,andherfacealmosttouchedthebreastshehadwoundedsodeeply。 CHAPTERIV。 Rosacried\"Oh!\"andputupherhandstoherfaceinlovelyconfusion,coloringlikeapeony。 \"Ibegyourpardon,\"saidChristopher,stiffly,butinavoicethattrembled。 \"No,\"saidRosa,\"itwasIranagainstyou。Iwalksofastnow。 HopeIdidnothurtyou。\" \"Hurtme?\" \"Well,then,frightenyou?\" Noanswer。 \"Oh,pleasedon\'tquarrelwithmeintheSTREET,\"saidRosa,cunninglyimplyingthathewasthequarrelsomeone。\"Iamgoingonthebeach。Good-by!\"Thisadieusheutteredsoftly,andinahesitatingtonethatbeliedit。Shestartedoff,however,butmuchmoreslowlythanshewasgoingbefore;and,asshewent,sheturnedherheadwithinfinitegrace,andkeptlookingaskantdownatthepavementtwoyardsbehindher:moreovershewentclosetothewall,andleftroomathersideforanothertowalk。 Christopherhesitatedamoment;butthemuteinvitation,soarchyettimid,sopretty,tender,sly,andwomanly,wastoomuchforhim,asithasgenerallyprovedformales,andthephilosopher\'sfootwassoonintheveryplacetowhichtheSimpletonwiththemeretailofhereyedirectedit。 Theywalkedalong,sidebyside,insilence,Stainesagitated,gloomy,confused,Rosaradiantandglowing,yetnotknowingwhattosayforherself,andwantingChristophertobegin。Sotheywalkedalongwithoutaword。 Falconfollowedthematsomedistancetoseewhetheritwasanadmireroronlyanacquaintance。Aloverheneverdreamedof;shehadshownsuchevidentpleasureinhiscompany,andhadreceivedhisvisitsalonesoconstantly。 However,whenthepairhadgottothebeach,andwerewalkingslowerandslower,hefeltapangofrageandjealousy,turnedonhisheelwithanaudiblecurse,andfoundPhoebeDaleafewyardsbehindhimwithawhitefaceandapeculiarlook。Heknewwhatthelookmeant;hehadbroughtittothatfaithfulfacebeforeto-day。 \"Youarebetter,MissLusignan。\" \"Better,Dr。Staines?Iamhealthitselfthanksto——hem!\" \"Ourestrangementhasagreedwithyou?\"Thisverybitterly。 \"Youknowverywellitisnotthat。Oh,pleasedon\'tmakemecryinthestreets。\" Thishumblepetition,orrathermeekthreat,ledtoanotherlongsilence。Itwascontinuedtilltheyhadnearlyreachedtheshore。 But,meantime,Rosa\'sfurtiveeyesscannedChristopher\'sface,andherconsciencesmoteheratthesignsofsuffering。Shefeltadesiretobeghispardonwithdeephumility;butshesuppressedthatweakness。Shehungherheadwithapretty,sheepishair,andaskedhimifhecouldnotthinkofsomethingagreeabletosaytooneafterdesertingonesolong。 \"Iamafraidnot,\"saidChristopher,bluntly。\"Ihaveanawkwardhabitofspeakingthetruth;andsomepeoplecan\'tbearthat,notevenwhenitisspokenfortheirgood。\" \"Thatdependsontemper,andnerves,andthings,\"saidRosa,deprecatingly;thensoftly,\"Icouldbearanythingfromyounow。\" \"Indeed!\"saidChristopher,grimly。\"Well,then,Ihearyouhadnosoonergotridofyouroldlover,forlovingyoutoowellandtellingyouthetruth,thanyoutookupanother,——someflimsymanoffashion,whowilltellyouanylieyoulike。\" \"Itisastory,awickedstory,\"criedRosa,thoroughlyalarmed。 \"Me,alover!Hedanceslikeanangel;Ican\'thelpthat。\" \"Arehisvisitsatyourhouselikeangels\'——fewandfarbetween?\" Andthetruelover\'sbrowloweredblackuponherforthefirsttime。 Rosachangedcolor,andhereyesfellamoment。\"Askpapa,\"shesaid。\"Hisfatherwasanoldfriendofpapa\'s。\" \"Rosa,youareprevaricating。Youngmendonotcallonoldgentlemenwhenthereisanattractiveyoungladyinthehouse。\" Theargumentwasgettingtooclose;soRosaoperatedadiversion。 \"So,\"saidshe,withasuddenairofloftydisdain,swiftlyandadroitlyassumed,\"youhavehadmewatched?\" \"NotI;Ionlyhearwhatpeoplesay。\" \"Listentogossipandnothavemewatched!Thatshowshowlittleyoureallycaredforme。Well,ifyouhad,youwouldhavemadealittlediscovery,thatisall。\" \"ShouldI?\"saidChristopher,puzzled。\"What?\" \"Ishallnottellyou。Thinkwhatyouplease。Yes,sir,youwouldhavefoundoutthatItakelongwalkseveryday,allalone;andwhatismore,thatIwalkthroughGravesend,hoping——likeagoose—— thatsomebodyreallylovedme,andwouldmeetme,andbegmypardon;andifhehad,Ishouldhavetoldhimitwasonlymytongue,andmynerves,andthings;myheartwashis,andmygratitude。Andafterall,whatdowordssignify,whenIamagood,obedientgirlatbottom?Sothatiswhatyouhavelostbynotcondescendingtolookafterme。Finelove!——Christopher,begmypardon。\" \"MayIinquireforwhat?\" \"Why,fornotunderstandingme;fornotknowingthatIshouldbesorrythemomentyouweregone。Itookthemofftheverynextday,topleaseyou。\" \"Tookoffwhom?——Oh,Iunderstand。Youdid?ThenyouAREagoodgirl。\" \"Didn\'tItellyouIwas?Agood,obedientgirl,andanythingbutaflirt。\" \"Idon\'tsaythat。\" \"ButIdo。Don\'tinterrupt。ItistoyourgoodadviceIowemyhealth;andtoloveanybodybutyou,whenIoweyoumyloveandmylife,Imustbeaheartless,ungrateful,worthless——Oh,Christopher,forgiveme!No,no;Imean,begmypardon。\" \"I\'lldoboth,\"saidChristopher,takingherinhisarms。\"Ibegyourpardon,andIforgiveyou。\" Rosaleanedherheadtenderlyonhisshoulder,andbegantosigh。 \"Oh,dear,dear!Iamawicked,foolishgirl,notfittowalkalone。\" Onthisadmission,Christopherspokeout,andurgedhertoputanendtoalltheseunhappymisunderstandings,andtohisnewtorment,jealousy,bymarryinghim。 \"AndsoIwouldthisveryminute,ifpapawouldconsent。But,\" saidshe,slyly,\"younevercanbesofoolishtowishit。What!awisemanlikeyoumarryasimpleton!\" \"DidIevercallyouthat?\"askedChristopher,reproachfully。 \"No,dear;butyouaretheonlyonewhohasnot;andperhapsI shouldloseeventheone,ifyouweretomarryme。Oh,husbandsarenotsopoliteaslovers!Ihaveobservedthat,simpletonornot。\" Christopherassuredherthathetookquiteadifferentviewofhercharacter;hebelievedhertobetooprofoundforshallowpeopletoreadallinamoment:heevenintimatedthathehimselfhadexperiencednolittledifficultyinunderstandingheratoddtimes。 \"Andso,\"saidhe,\"theyturnrounduponyou,andinsteadofsaying,\'Wearetooshallowtofathomyou,\'theypretendyouareasimpleton。\" ThissolutionofthemysteryhadneveroccurredtoRosa,norindeedwasitlikelytooccurtoanycreaturelessingeniousthanalover: itpleasedherhugely;herfineeyessparkled,andshenestledcloserstilltothestrongarmthatwastoparryeveryill,frommortaldiseasetogallingepithets。 Shelistenedwithawillingeartoallhisreasons,hishopes,hisfears,and,whentheyreachedherfather\'sdoor,itwassettledthatheshoulddinetherethatday,andurgehissuittoherfatherafterdinner。Shewouldimploretheoldgentlemantolistentoitfavorably。 Theloversparted,andChristopherwenthomelikeonewhohasawakenedfromahideousdreamtodaylightandhappiness。 Hehadnotgonefarbeforehemetadashingdogcart,drivenbyanexquisite。Heturnedtolookafterit,andsawitdriveuptoKentVilla。 Inamomenthedivinedhisrival,andasicknessofheartcameoverhim。Butherecoveredhimselfdirectly,andsaid,\"Ifthatisthefellow,shewillnotreceivehimnow。\" Shedidreceivehimthough:atallevents,thedogcartstoodatthedoor,anditsmasterremainedinside。 Christopherstood,andcountedtheminutes:five,ten,fifteen,twentyminutes,andstillthedogcartstoodthere。 Itwasmorethanhecouldbear。Heturnedsavagely,andstrodebacktoGravesend,resolvingthatallthistortureshouldendthatnight,onewayorother。 PhoebeDalewasthedaughterofafarmerinEssex,andoneofthehappiestyoungwomeninEnglandtillsheknewReginaldFalcon,Esq。 Shewasrearedonwholesomefood,inwholesomeair,andusedtochurnbutter,makebread,cookabitnowandthen,cutoutandsewallherowndresses,getupherownlinen,makehay,rideanythingonfourlegs;and,forallthat,wasagreatreader,andtaughtintheSundayschooltoobligethevicar;wroteaneathand,andwasagoodarithmetician,keptallthehouseaccountsandfarmaccounts。 Shewasamusician,too,——notprofound,butverycorrect。Shewouldtakeherturnattheharmoniuminchurch,and,whenshewasthere,youneverheardawrongnoteinthebass,noraninappropriateflourish,norbadtime。Shecouldsing,too,butneverwould,exceptherpartinapsalm。Hervoicewasadeepcontralto,andshechosetobeashamedofthisheavenlyorgan,becauseapackofenviousgirlshadgiggled,andsaiditwaslikeaman\'s。 Inshort,hernaturalabilityandtherangeandvarietyofherusefulaccomplishmentswereconsiderable;notthatshewasaprodigy;butshebelongedtoasmallclassofwomeninthisislandwhoarenottoohightousetheirarms,nortoolowtocultivatetheirminds;and,havingafacultyandahabitdeplorablyrareamongsthersex,viz。,Attention,shehadprofitedbyhermiscellaneousadvantages。 Herfigureandfacebothtoldherbreedatonce:herewasanoldEnglishpastoralbeauty;nottheround-backed,narrow-chestedcottager,butthewell-fed,erectrustic,withbroad,fullbustandmassiveshoulder,andarmashardasarockwithhealthandconstantuse;ahandfinelycut,thoughneithersmallnorverywhite,andjustalittlehardinside,comparedwithLuxury\'ssoftpalm;afacehonest,fair,andratherlargethansmall;notbeautiful,butexceedinglycomely;acomplexionnotpinkandwhite,butthatdelicatelyblendedbrickdustycolor,whichtintsthewholecheekinfinegradation,outlastsothercomplexionstwentyyears,andbeautifiesthetrueNorthern,eveninoldage。Gray,limpid,honest,point-blank,searchingeyes;hairtruenut-brown,withoutashadeofredorblack;andahigh,smoothforehead,fullofsense。 Acrossitranonedeepwrinklethatdidnotbelongtoheryouth。 Thatwrinklewasthebrandoftrouble,thelineofagony。Ithadcomeoflovingaboveher,yetbelowher,andoflovinganegotist。 Threeyearsbeforeourtalecommenced,agentleman\'shorseranawaywithhim,andthrewhimonaheapofstonesbytheroadside,notveryfarfromFarmerDale\'sgate。Thefarmerhadhimtakenin。 Thedoctorsaidhemustnotbemoved。Hewasinsensible;hischeeklikedelicatewax;hisfairhairlikesilkstainedwithblood。HebecamePhoebe\'spatient,and,induecourse,herconvalescent:hispale,handsomefaceandfascinatingmannersgainedonecharmmorefromweakness;hisviceswereinabeyance。 Thewomanlynurse\'sheartyearnedoverherchild;forhewasfeebleasachild;and,whenhegotwellenoughtoamusehiswearyhoursbymakinglovetoher,andtellingherapackofarrantlies,shewasareadydupe。Hewastomarryherassoonaseverhisolduncledied,andlefthimthemeans,etc。,etc。Atlasthegotwellenoughtoleaveher,andwentaway,heropenadmirerandsecretlover。Heborrowedtwentypoundsofherthedayheleft。 Heusedtowritehercharmingletters,andfeedtheflame;butonedayherfathersentheruptoLondon,onhisownbusiness,allofasudden,andshecalledonMr。Falconathisrealaddress。Shefoundhedidnotlivethere——onlyreceivedletters。However,half- a-crownsoonboughthisrealaddress,andthitherPhoebeproceededwithatroubledheart,forshesuspectedthathertrueloverwasindebtortrouble,andobligedtohide。Well,hemustbegotoutofit,andhideatthefarmmeantime。 Sothelovinggirlknockedatthedoor,askedforMr。Falcon,andwasshownintoaladyrathershowilydressed,whoaskedherbusiness。 PhoebeDalestaredather,andthenturnedpaleasashes。Shewasparalyzed,andcouldnotfindhertongue。 \"Why,whatisthematternow?\"saidtheother,sharply。 \"AreyoumarriedtoReginaldFalcon?\" \"OfcourseIam。Lookatmywedding-ring。\" \"ThenIamnotwantedhere,\"falteredPhoebe,readytosinkonthefloor。 \"Certainlynot,ifyouareoneofthebygones,\"saidthewoman,coarsely;andPhoebeDalewaitedtohearnomore,butfoundherway,Heavenknowshow,intothestreet,andthereleaned,half- fainting,onarail,tillapolicemancame,andtoldhershehadbeendrinking,andsuggestedacoolcellasthebestcure。 \"Notdrink;onlyabreakingheart,\"saidshe,inherlow,mellowvoicethatfewcouldresist。 Hegotheraglassofwater,droveawaytheboysthatcongregateddirectly,andsheleftthestreet。Butshesooncamebackagain,andwaitedaboutforReginaldFalcon。 Itwasnightwhenheappeared。Sheseizedhimbythebreast,andtaxedhimwithhisvillany。 Whatwithherirongrasp,paleface,andflashingeyes,helosthiscoolimpudence,andblurtedoutexcuses。Itwasanoldandunfortunateconnection;hewouldgivetheworldtodissolveit,ifhecoulddoitlikeagentleman。 Phoebetoldhimtopleasehimself:hemustpartwithoneortheother。 \"Don\'ttalknonsense,\"saidthismanofbrass;\"I\'llun-Falconheronthespot。\" \"Verywell,\"saidPhoebe。\"Iamgoinghome;and,ifyouarenottherebyto-morrowatnoon\"——Shesaidnomore,butlookedagreatdeal。Thenshedeparted,andrefusedhimherhandatparting。\"Wewillseeaboutthatbyandby,\"saidshe。 Atnoonmylordcamedowntothefarm,and,unfortunatelyforPhoebe,playedthepenitentsoskilfullyforaboutamonth,thatsheforgavehim,andlovedhimallthemoreforhavingsonearlypartedwithhim。 Herpeacewasnottoendurelong。Hewasdetectedinanintrigueintheveryvillage。 TheinsultstrucksohomethatPhoebeherself,toherparents\' satisfaction,orderedhimoutofthehouseatonce。 But,whenhewasgone,shehadfitsofweeping,andcouldsettletonothingforalongtime。 Monthshadelapsed,andshewasgettingasortofdulltranquillity,when,oneevening,takingawalkshehadoftenwithhim,andmourninghersolitudeandwastedaffection,hewaylaidher,andclungtoherknees,andshedcrocodiletearsonherhands,and,afteralongresistance,violentatfirst,butfainterandfainter,gotherinhispoweragain,andthatsocompletelythatshemethimseveraltimesbynight,beingashamedtobeseenwithhiminthosepartsbyday。 Thisendedinfreshpromisesofmarriage,andinaconstantcorrespondencebyletter。Thispestknewexactlyhowtotalktoawoman,andhowtowritetoone。Hislettersfedtheunhappyflame; and,mindyou,hesometimesdeceivedhimself,andthoughthelovedher;butitwasonlyhimselfheloved。Shewasaninvaluablelover;afaithful,disinterestedfriend;herswasavilebargain; his,anexcellentone,andheclungtoit。 Andsotheywenton。Shedetectedhiminanotherinfidelity,andreproachedhimbitterly;butshehadnolongerthestrengthtobreakwithhim。Nevertheless,thistimeshehadthesensetomakeastruggle。Sheimploredhim,onherveryknees,toshowheralittlemercyinreturnforallherlove。\"Forpity\'ssake,leaveme!\"shecried。\"Youarestrong,andIamweak。Youcanenditforever,andpraydo。Youdon\'twantme;youdon\'tvalueme:then,leaveme,onceandforall,andendthishellyoukeepmein。\" No;hecouldnot,orhewouldnot,leaveheralone。Lookatabird\'swings!——howlikeanangel\'s!Yetsovileathingasabitofbirdlimesubduesthemutterly;andsuchwasthefascinatingpowerofthismeanmanoverthisworthywoman。Shewasareader,athinker,amodelofrespectability,industry,andsense;abusinesswoman,keenandpractical;couldencountersharphandsinsharptrades;couldbuyorsellhogs,calves,orbeastswithanyfarmerorbutcherinthecountry,yetnomatchforacunningfool。 Shehadenshrinedanidolinherheart,andthatheartadoredit,andclungtoit,thoughthesuperiorheadsawthroughit,dreadedit,despisedit。