\"Oh!whatisthematternow?\"saidshe。
\"Thematteriswhatithasalwaysbeen,ifIcouldonlyhaveseenit。Youhavedeceivedme,anddisgracedyourself。Lookatthosebills。\"
\"Whatbills?Oh!\"
\"Youhavehadanallowanceforhousekeeping。\"
\"Itwasn\'tenough。\"
\"Itwasplenty,ifyouhadkeptfaithwithme,andpaidreadymoney。Itwasenoughforthefirstfiveweeks。Iamhousekeepernow,andIshallallowmyselftwopoundsaweekless,andnotoweashillingeither。\"
\"Well,allIknowis,Icouldn\'tdoit:nowomancould。\"
\"Then,youshouldhavecometome,andsaidso;andIwouldhaveshownyouhow。WasIinEgypt,orattheNorthPole,thatyoucouldnotfindme,totreatmelikeafriend?Youhaveruinedus:
thesedebtswillsweepawaythelastshillingofourlittlecapital;butitisn\'tthat,oh,no!itisthemiserabledeceit。\"
Rosa\'seyecaughtthesumtotalofMadameCie\'sbill,andsheturnedpale。\"Oh,whatacheatthatwomanis!\"
ButsheturnedpalerwhenChristophersaid,\"Thatistheonehonestbill;forIgaveyouleave。Itisthesethatpartus:these!
these!Lookatthem,falseheart!There,goandpackupyourthings。Wecanliveherenolonger;weareruined。Imustsendyoubacktoyourfather。\"
\"Ithoughtyouwould,soonerorlater,\"saidMrs。Staines,panting,trembling,butshowingalittlefight。\"HetoldyouIwasn\'tfittobeapoorman\'swife。\"
\"Anhonestman\'swife,youmean:thatiswhatyouarenotfitfor。
Youwillgohometoyourfather,andIshallgointosomehumblelodgingtoworkforyou。I\'llcontrivetokeepyou,andfindyouahundredayeartospendindress——theonlythingyourheartcanreallylove。ButIwon\'thaveanenemyhereinthedisguiseofafriend;andIwon\'thaveawifeaboutmeImusttreatlikeaservant,andwatchlikeatraitor。\"
Thewordswereharsh,buttheagonywithwhichtheywerespokendistinguishedthemfromvulgarvituperation。
TheyoverpoweredpoorRosa;shehadbeenailingalittlesometime,andfromremorseandterror,coupledwithothercauses,naturegaveway。Herlipsturnedwhite,shegaspedinarticulately,and,withalittlepiteousmoan,tottered,andswooneddeadaway。
Hewaswalkingwildlyabout,readytotearhishair,whenshetottered;hesawherjustintimetosaveher,andlaidhergentlyonthefloor,andkneeledoverher。
Awaywentangerandeveryotherfeelingbutloveandpityforthepoor,weakcreaturethat,withallherfaults,wassolovableandsoloved。
Heappliednoremediesatfirst:heknewtheywereuselessandunnecessary。Helaidherheadquitelow,andopeneddoorandwindow,andloosenedallherdress,sighingdeeplyallthetimeathercondition。
Whilehewasthusemployed,suddenlyastrangecrybrokefromhim:
acryofhorror,remorse,joy,tenderness,allcombined:acrycomparedwithwhichlanguageisinarticulate。Hisswiftandpracticaleyehadmadeadiscovery。
Hekneeledoverher,withhiseyesdilatingandhishandsclasped,apictureofloveandtenderremorse。
Shestirred。
Thenhemadehaste,andappliedhisremedies,andbroughtherslowlybacktolife;heliftedherup,andcarriedherinhisarmsquiteawayfromthebillsandthings,that,whenshecameto,shemightseenothingtoreviveherdistress。Hecarriedhertothedrawing-room,andkneeleddownandrockedherinhisarms,andpressedheragainandagaingentlytohisheart,andcriedoverher。\"Omydove,mydove!thetendercreatureGodgavemetoloveandcherish,andhaveIuseditharshly?IfIhadonlyknown!ifI
hadonlyknown!\"
Whilehewasthusbemoaningher,andblaminghimself,andcryingoverherliketherain,——he,whomshehadneverseenshedatearbeforeinallhistroubles,——shewascomingtoentirely,andherquickearscaughthiswords,andsheopenedherlovelyeyesonhim。
\"Iforgiveyou,dear,\"shesaidfeebly。\"BUTIHOPEYOUWILLBEA
KINDERFATHERTHANAHUSBAND。\"
Thesequietwords,spokenwithraregravityandsoftness,wentthroughthegreatheartlikeaknife。
Hegaveasortofshiver,butsaidnotaword。
ButthatnighthemadeasolemnvowtoGodthatnoharshwordfromhislipsshouldeveragainstrikeabeingsoweak,soloving,andsobeyondhiscomprehension。Whylookforcourageandcandorinacreaturesotimidandshy,shecouldnoteventellherhusbandTHAT
until,withhersubtlesense,shesawhehaddiscoveredit?
CHAPTERXII。
Tobeafather;tohaveanimageofhisdarlingRosa,andafruitoftheirlovetoliveandworkfor:thisgavethesoreheartaheavenlyglow,andelasticitytobear。Shouldthisdearobjectbeborntoaninheritanceofdebt,ofpoverty?Never。
Hebegantoactasifhewasevennowafather。HeentreatedRosanottotroubleorvexherself;hewouldlookintotheirfinances,andsetallstraight。
Hepaidallthebills,andputbyaquarter\'srentandtaxes。Thenthereremainedofhislittlecapitaljusttenpounds。
Hewenttohisprinters,andhadathousandorder-checksprinted。
Theseformsranthus:——
\"Dr。Staines,of13DearStreet,Mayfair(blankfordate),ordersof(blankherefortradesmanandgoodsordered),forcash。
Receivedsametime(blankfortradesman\'sreceipt)。Notice:Dr。
Stainesdisownsallordersnotprintedonthisform,andpaidforatdateoforder。\"
Heexhibitedtheseforms,andwarnedallthetradespeople,beforeawitnesswhomhetookroundforthatpurpose。
HepaidoffPearmanonthespot。PearmanhadmetClara,dressedlikeapauper,hersoldierhavingemptiedherboxtotheverydregs,andhenowofferedtostay。Butitwastoolate。
StainestoldthecookMrs。Staineswasindelicatehealth,andmustnotbetroubledwithanything。Shemustcometohimforallorders。
\"Yes,sir,\"saidshe。Butshenosoonercomprehendedthechecksystemfullythanshegavewarning。Itputastoptoherwholesalepilfering。Rosa\'scookshadmadefullyahundredpoundsoutofheramongstthemsinceshebegantokeepaccounts。
Underthemalehousekeepereveryarticlewasweighedondelivery,andthissoonrevealedthatthebutcherandthefishmongerhadhabituallydeliveredshortweightfromthefirst,besidesputtingdownthesamethingtwice。Thethingsweresentbackthatmoment,withaprintedform,statingthenatureandextentofthefraud。
Thewasherwoman,whohadbeenpilferingwholesalesolongasMrs。
Stainesandhersloppy-headedmaidscountedthelinen,andthenforgotit,wasbroughtupwitharun,bytriplicateforms,andbyStainescountingthethingsbeforetwowitnesses,andcompellingthewasherwomantocountthemaswell,andverifyordisputeonthespot。Thelaundressgavewarning——aplainconfessionthatstealinghadbeenpartofhertrade。
Hekeptthehousewellforthreepoundsaweek,exclusiveofcoals,candles,andwine。Hiswifehadhadfivepounds,andwhateversheaskedfordinner-parties,yetfounditnothalfenoughuponhermethod。
Hekeptnocoachman。Ifhevisitedapatient,amanintheyarddrovehimatashillingperhour。
Bythesemeans,andbyworkinglikeagalleyslave,hedraggedhisexpendituredownalmosttoalevelwithhisincome。
Rosawasquitecontentatfirst,andthoughtherselfluckytoescapereproachesonsucheasyterms。
Butbyandbysorigorousasystembegantogallher。OnedayshefanciedaBathbun;sentthenewmaidtothepastry-cook\'s。
Pastry-cookaskedtoseethedoctor\'sorder。Maidcouldnotshowit,andcamebackbunless。
Rosacameintothestudytocomplaintoherhusband。
\"ABathbun,\"saidStaines。\"Why,theyarecoloredwithannotto,tosaveanegg,andannottoisadulteratedwithchromatesthatarepoison。Adulterationuponadulteration。I\'llmakeyouarealBathbun。\"Offcoat,andintothekitchen,andmadeherthree,pure,butratherheavy。Hebroughtthemherinduecourse。Shedeclinedthemlanguidly。Shewasoffthenotion,astheysayinScotland。
\"IfIcan\'thaveathingwhenIwantit,Idon\'tcareforitatall。\"Suchwastheprincipleshelaiddownforhisfutureguidance。
Hesighed,andwentbacktohiswork;sheclearedtheplate。
Oneday,whensheaskedforthecarriage,hetoldherthetimewasnowcomeforhertoleaveoffcarriageexercise。Shemustwalkwithhimeveryday,instead。
\"ButIdon\'tlikewalking。\"
\"Iamsorryforthat。Butitisnecessarytoyou,andbyandbyyourlifemaydependonit。\"
Quietly,butinexorably,hedraggedheroutwalkingeveryday。
Inoneofthesewalksshestoppedatashopwindow,andfellinlovewithsomebaby\'sthings。\"Oh!Imusthavethat,\"saidshe。
\"Imust。IshalldieifIdon\'t;you\'llseenow。\"
\"Youshall,\"saidhe,\"whenIcanpayforit,\"anddrewheraway。
Thetearsofdisappointmentstoodinhereyes,andhisheartyearnedoverher。Buthekepthishead。
Hechangedthedinnerhourtosix,andusedtogooutdirectlyafterwards。
Shebegantocomplainofhisleavingheralonelikethat。
\"Well,butwaitabit,\"saidhe;\"supposeIammakingalittlemoneybyit,tobuyyousomethingyouhavesetyourhearton,poordarling!\"
Inaveryfewdaysafterthis,hebroughtheralittleboxwithaslitinit。Heshookit,andmoneyrattled;thenheunlockedit,andpouredoutalittlepileofsilver。\"There,\"saidhe,\"putonyourbonnet,andcomeandbuythosethings。\"
Sheputonherbonnet,andonthewaysheaskedhowitcametobeallinsilver。
\"Thatisapuzzler,\"saidhe,\"isn\'tit?\"
\"Andhowdidyoumakeit,dear?bywriting?\"
\"No。\"
\"Byfeesfromthepoorpeople?\"
\"What,undersellmybrethren!Hangit,no!Mydear,Imadeithonestly,andsomedayIwilltellyouhowImadeit;atpresent,allIwilltellyouisthis:Isawmydarlinglongingforsomethingshehadarighttolongfor;Isawthetearsinhersweeteyes,and——oh,comealong,do。IamwretchedtillIseeyouwiththethingsinyourhand。\"
Theywenttotheshop;andStainessatandwatchedRosabuyingbaby-clothes。Oh,itwasaprettysighttoseethismodestyoungcreature,littlemorethanachildherself,anticipatingmaternity,butblushingeverynowandthen,andlookingaskantatherlordandmaster。Howhisverybowelsyearnedoverher!
Andwhentheygothome,shespreadthethingsonatable,andtheysathandinhand,andlookedatthem,andsheleanedherheadonhisshoulder,andwentquietlytosleepthere。
Andyet,astimerolledon,shebecameirritableattimes,andimpatient,andwantedallmannerofthingsshecouldnothave,andmadehimunhappy。
Thenhewasoutfromsixo\'clocktillone,andshetookitintoherheadtobejealous。Somanyhourstospendawayfromher!Nowthatshewantedallhiscomfort。
Presently,Ellen,thenewmaid,gotgossipingintheyard,andagroomtoldherhermasterhadasweetheartonthesly,hethought;
forhedrovethebroughamouteveryeveninghimself;\"and,\"saidtheman,\"hewearsamustacheatnight。\"
Ellenranin,brimfulofthis,andtoldthecook;thecooktoldthewasherwoman;thewasherwomantoldadozenfamilies,tillabouttwohundredpeopleknewit。
AtlastitcametoMrs。Stainesinaroundaboutway,attheverymomentwhenshewascomplainingtoLadyCicelyTreherneofherhardlot。Shehadbeentellinghershewasnothingmorethanalay-
figureinthehouse。
\"Myhusbandishousekeepernow,andcook,andall,andmakesmedeliciousdishes,Icantellyou;SUCHcurries!Icouldn\'tkeepthehousewithfivepoundsaweek,sonowhedoesitwiththree:
andInevergetthecarriage,becausewalkingisbestforme;andhetakesitouteverynighttomakemoney。Idon\'tunderstandit。\"
LadyCicelysuggestedthatperhapsDr。Stainesthoughtitbestforhertoberelievedofallworry,andsoundertookthehousekeeping。
\"No,no,no,\"saidRosa;\"Iusedtopaythemallapartoftheirbills,andthenalittlemore,andsoIkeptgettingdeeper;andI
wasashamedtotellChristie,sothathecallsdeceit;andoh,hespoketomesocruellyonce!Buthewasverysorryafterwards,poordear!Whyaregirlsbroughtupsosilly?allpiano,andnosense;andwhyaremensillierstilltogoandmarrysuchsillythings?Awife!Iamnotsomuchasaservant。Oh,Iamfinelyhumiliated,and,\"withasuddenheartynaiveteallherown,\"itservesmejustright。\"
WhileLadyCicelywaspuzzlingthisout,incamealetter。Rosaopenedit,readit,andgaveacrylikeawoundeddeer。
\"Oh!\"shecried,\"Iamamiserablewoman。Whatwillbecomeofme?\"
Theletterinformedherbluntlythatherhusbanddrovehisbroughamouteverynighttopursueacriminalamour。
WhileRosawaswringingherhandsinrealanguishofheart,LadyCicelyreadthelettercarefully。
\"Idon\'tbelievethis,\"saidshequietly。
\"Nottrue!Why,whowouldbesowickedastostabapoor,inoffensivewretchlikeme,ifitwasn\'ttrue?\"
\"Thefirstuglywomanwould,inaminute。Don\'tyouseethewitercan\'ttellyouwherehegoes?Dwiveshisbwoughamout!Thatisallyourinfaumantknows。\"
\"Oh,mydearfriend,blessyou!WhathaveIbeencomplainingtoyouabout?Allislight,excepttolosehislove。WhatshallI
do?Iwillnevertellhim。IwillneveraffronthimbysayingI
suspectedhim。\"
\"Wosa,ifyoudothat,youwillalwayshaveaserpentgnawingyou。
No;youmustputtheletterquietlyintohishand,andsay,\'Isthereanytruthinthat?\'\"
\"Oh,Icouldnot。Ihaven\'tthecourage。IfIdothat,Ishallknowbyhisfaceifthereisanytruthinit。\"
\"Well,andyoumustknowthetwuth。Youshallknowit。Iwanttoknowittoo;forifhedoesnotloveyoutwuly,Iwillnevaatwustmyselftoanythingsodeceitfulasaman。\"
Rosaatlastconsentedtofollowthisadvice。
AfterdinnersheputtheletterintoChristopher\'shand,andaskedhimquietlywasthereanytruthinthat:thenherhandstrembled,andhereyesdrankhim。
Christopherreadit,andfrowned;thenhelookedup,andsaid,\"No,notaword。Whatscoundrelsthereareintheworld!Togoandtellyouthat,NOW!Why,youlittlegoose!haveyoubeensillyenoughtobelieveit?\"
\"No,\"saidsheirresolutely。\"ButDOyoudrivethebroughamouteverynight?\"
\"ExceptSunday。\"
\"Where?\"
\"Mydearwife,IneverlovedyouasIloveyounow;andifitwasnotforyou,Ishouldnotdrivethebroughamoutofnights。ThatisallIshalltellyouatpresent;butsomedayI\'lltellyouallaboutit。\"
Hetooksuchacalmhighhandwithheraboutit,thatshesubmittedtoleaveitthere;butfromthismomenttheserpentdoubtnibbledher。
Ithadonecuriouseffect,though。Sheleftoffcomplainingoftrifles。
NowithappenedonenightthatLadyCicelyTreherneandafriendwereataconcertinHanoverSquare。Theotherladyfeltratherfaint,andLadyCicelyofferedtotakeherhome。Thecarriageshadnotyetarrived,andMissMacnamarasaidtowalkafewstepswoulddohergood:asmartcabmansawthemfromadistanceanddroveup,andtouchinghishatsaid,\"Cab,ladies?\"
Itseemedaverysuperiorcab,andMissMacnamarasaid\"Yes\"
directly。
Thecabmanbustleddownandopenedthedoor;MissMacnamaragotinfirst,thenLadyCicely;hereyefellonthecabman\'sface,whichwaslightedfullbyastreet-lamp,anditwasChristopherStaines!
Hestartedandwinced;butthewomanoftheworldnevermovedamuscle。
\"Whereto?\"saidStaines,avertinghishead。
Shetoldhimwhere,andwhentheygotout,said,\"I\'llsendityoubytheservant。\"
Aflunkeysoonafterappearedwithhalf-a-crown,andtheamateurcoachmandroveaway。Hesaidtohimself,\"Come,mymustacheisabetterdisguisethanIthought。\"
Nextday,andthedayafter,heaskedRosa,withaffectedcarelessness,hadsheheardanythingofLadyCicely。
\"No,dear;butIdaresayshewillcallthisafternoon:itisherday。\"
Shedidcallatlast,andafterafewwordswithRosa,becamealittlerestless,andaskedifshemightconsultDr。Staines。
\"Certainly,dear。Cometohisstudio。\"
\"No;mightIseehimhere?\"
\"Certainly。\"Sherangthebell,andtoldtheservanttoaskDr。
Stainesifhewouldbekindenoughtostepintothedrawing-room。
Dr。Stainescamein,andbowedtoLadyCicely,andeyedheralittleuncomfortably。
Shebegan,however,inawaythatputhimquiteathisease。\"YouremembertheadviceyougaveusaboutmylittlecousinTadcastah。\"
\"Perfectly:hislifeisveryprecarious;heisbilious,consumptive,and,ifnotwatched,willbeepileptical;andhehasafond,weakmother,whowilllethimkillhimself。\"
\"Exactly:andyouwecommendedaseavoyage,withamedicalattendanttowatchhisdiet,andcontwolhishabits。Well,shetookotheradvice,andtheyouthisworse;sonowsheisfwightened,andamonthagosheaskedmetopwoposetoyoutosailaboutwithTadcastah;andsheofferedmeathousandpoundsayear。
Iputonmystifflook,andsaid,\'Countess,witheverydesiahtoobligeyou,Imustdeclinetocawwythatoffahtoamanofgenius,learning,andweputation,whohastheballathisfeetinLondon。\'\"
\"Lordforgiveyou,LadyCicely。\"
\"LordblessherforstandingupformyChristie。\"
LadyCicelycontinued:\"Now,thisgoodlady,youmustknow,isnotexactlyoneofus:thelateearlmawwiedintocotton,orwool,orsomething。Soshesaid,\'Nameyourpriceforhim。\'Ishwuggedmyshoulders,smiledaffably,andasaffectedlyasyoulike,andchangedthesubject。Butsincethenthingshavehappened。Iamafwaiditismydutytomakeyouthejudgewhetheryouchoosetosailaboutwiththatlittlecub——Rosa,Icanbeataboutthebushnolonger。Isitafitthingthatamanofgenius,atwhosefeetweoughtalltobesittingwithreverence,shoulddriveacabinthepublicstreets?Yes,RosaStaines,yourhusbanddriveshisbroughamoutatnight,nottovisitanyotherlady,asthatanonymouswretchtoldyou,buttomakeafewmisewableshillingsforyou。\"
\"Oh,Christie!\"
\"Itisnouse,Dr。Staines;Imustandwilltellher。Mydear,hedroveMEthreenightsago。Hehadacabman\'sbadgeonhispoorarm。IfyouknewwhatIsufferedinthosefiveminutes!Indeeditseemscrueltospeakofit——butIcouldnotkeepitfromRosa,andthereasonImustercouragetosayitbeforeyou,sir,itisbecauseIknowshehasotherfriendswhokeepyououtoftheirconsultations;and,afterall,itistheworldthatoughttoblush,andnotyou。\"
Herladyship\'skindlybosomheaved,andshewantedtocry;soshetookherhandkerchiefoutofherpocketwithouttheleasthurry,andpresseditdelicatelytohereyes,anddidcryquietly,butwithoutanydisguise,likeabravelady,whoneithercriednordidanythingelseshewasashamedtobeseenat。
AsforRosa,shesatsobbingroundChristopher\'sneck,andkissedhimwithallhersoul。
\"Dearme!\"saidChristopher。\"Youarebothverykind。But,beggingyourpardon,itismuchadoaboutnothing。\"
LadyCicelytooknonoticeofthatobservation。\"So,Rosadear,\"
saidshe,\"Ithinkyouarethepersontodecidewhetherhehadnotbettersailaboutwiththatlittlecub,than——oh!\"
\"Iwillsettlethat,\"saidStaines。\"Ihaveonebelovedcreaturetoprovidefor。Imayhaveanother。IMUSTmakemoney。Turningabroughamintoacab,whateveryoumaythink,isanhonestwayofmakingit,andIamnotthefirstdoctorwhohascoinedhisbroughamatnight。ButifthereisagooddealofmoneytobemadebysailingwithLordTadcaster,ofcourseIshouldpreferthattocab-driving,forIhavenevermadeabovetwelveshillingsanight。\"
\"Oh,astothat,sheshallgiveyoufifteenhundredayear。\"
\"ThenIjumpatit。\"
\"What!andleaveME?\"
\"Yes,love:leaveyou——foryourgood;andonlyforatime。LadyCicely,itisanobleoffer。MydarlingRosawillhaveeverycomfort——ay,everyluxury,tillIcomehome,andthenwewillstartafreshwithagoodbalance,andwithmoreexperiencethanwedidatfirst。\"
LadyCicelygazedonhimwithwonder。Shesaid,\"Oh!whatstoutheartsmenhave!No,no;don\'tlethimgo。See;heisacting。
Hisgreatheartistornwithagony。Iwillhavenohandinpartingmanandwife——no,notforaday。\"Andshehurriedawayinrareagitation。
Rosafellonherknees,andaskedChristopher\'spardonforhavingbeenjealous;andthatdayshewasafloodofdivinetenderness。
Sherepaidhimrichlyfordrivingthecab。ButshewasunnaturallycoolaboutLadyCicely;andtheexquisitereasonsooncameout。
\"Ohyes!Sheisverygood;verykind;butitisnotformenow!
No!youshallnotsailaboutwithhercubofacousin,andleavemeatsuchatime。\"
Christophergroaned。
\"Christie,youshallnotseethatladyagain。Shecameheretopartus。SHEISINLOVEWITHYOU。Iwasblindnottoseeitbefore。\"
Nextday,asLadyCicelysataloneinthemorning-roomthinkingoverthisveryscene,afootmanbroughtinacardandanote。\"Dr。
StainesbegsparticularlytoseeLadyCicelyTreherne。\"
Thelady\'spalecheekcolored;shestoodirresoluteasinglemoment。\"IwillseeDr。Staines,\"saidshe。
Dr。Stainescamein,lookingpaleandworn;hehadnotsleptawinksinceshesawhimlast。
Shelookedathimfull,anddivinedthisataglance。Shemotionedhimtoaseat,andsatdownherself,withherwhitehandpressingherforehead,andherheadturnedalittleawayfromhim。
CHAPTERXIII。
Hetoldherhehadcometothankherforhergreatkindness,andtoaccepttheoffer。
Shesighed。\"Ihopeditwastodeclineit。Thinkofthemiseryofseparation,bothtoyouandher。\"
\"Itwillbemisery。Butwearenothappyasitis,andshecannotbearpoverty。Norisitfairsheshould,whenIcangivehereverycomfortbyjustplayingthemanforayearortwo。\"HethentoldLadyCicelythereweremorereasonsthanhechosetomention:gohemust,andwould;andheimploredhernottolettheaffairdrop。
Inshort,hewassadbutresolved,andshefoundshemustgoonwithit,orbreakfaithwithhim。Shetookherdesk,andwrotealetterconcludingthebargainforhim。Shestipulatedforhalftheyear\'sfeeinadvance。ShereadDr。Stainestheletter。
\"YouAREafriend!\"saidhe。\"Ishouldneverhaveventuredonthat;itwillbeagodsendtomypoorRosa。YouwillbekindtoherwhenIamgone?\"
\"Iwill。\"
\"SowillUnclePhilip,Ithink。IwillseehimbeforeIgo,andshakehands。Hehasbeenagoodfriendtome;buthewastooharduponHER;andIcouldnotstandthat。\"
Thenhethankedandblessedheragain,withthetearsinhiseyes,andlefthermoredisturbedandtearfulthanshehadeverbeensinceshegrewtowoman。\"Ocruelpoverty!\"shethought,\"thatsuchamanshouldbetornfromhishome,andthankmefordoingit——
allforalittlemoney——andherearewepoorcommonplacecreaturesrollinginit。\"
Staineshurriedhome,andtoldhiswife。Sheclungtohimconvulsively,andweptbitterly;butshemadenodirectattempttoshakehisresolution;shesaw,byhisironlook,thatshecouldonlyafflict,notturnhim。
NextdaycameLadyCicelytoseeher。LadyCicelywasveryuneasyinhermind,andwantedtoknowwhetherRosawasreconciledtotheseparation。
Rosareceivedherwithaforcedpolitenessandanicycoldnessthatpetrifiedher。Shecouldnotstaylonginfaceofsuchareception。Atparting,shesaid,sadly,\"Youlookonmeasanenemy。\"
\"Whatelsecanyouexpect,whenyoupartmyhusbandandme?\"saidRosa,withquietsternness。
\"Imeantwell,\"saidLadyCicelysorrowfully;\"butIwishIhadneverinterfered。\"
\"SodoI,\"andshebegantocry。
LadyCicelymadenoanswer。Shewentquietlyaway,hangingherheadsadly。
Rosawasunjust,butshewasnotrudenorvulgar;andLadyCicely\'stemperwassowellgovernedthatitneverblindedherheart。Shewithdrew,butwithouttheleastideaofquarrellingwithherafflictedfriend,orabandoningher。Shewentquietlyhome,andwrotetoLady——,tosaythatsheshouldbegladtoreceiveDr。
Staines\'sadvanceassoonasconvenient,sinceMrs。Staineswouldhavetomakefresharrangements,andthemoneymightbeuseful。
Themoneywasforthcomingdirectly。LadyCicelybroughtittoDearStreet,andhandedittoDr。Staines。Hiseyessparkledatthesightofit。
\"GivemylovetoRosa,\"saidshesoftly,andcuthervisitveryshort。
StainestookthemoneytoRosa,andsaid,\"Seewhatourbestfriendhasbroughtus。Youshallhavefourhundred,andIhope,afterthebitterlessonsyouhavehad,youwillbeabletodowiththatforsomemonths。ThetwohundredIshallkeepasareservefundforyoutodrawon。\"
\"No,no!\"saidRosa。\"Ishallgoandlivewithmyfather,andneverspendapenny。OChristie,ifyouknewhowIhatemyselfforthefollythatispartingus!Oh,whydon\'ttheyteachgirlssenseandmoney,insteadofmusicandtheglobes?\"
ButChristopheropenedabankingaccountforher,andgaveheracheck-book,andentreatedhertopayeverythingbycheck,andrunnobillswhatever;andshepromised。HealsoadvertisedtheBijou,andputabillinthewindow:\"Theleaseofthishouse,andthefurniture,tobesold。\"
Rosacriedbitterlyatsightofit,thinkinghowhighinhopetheywere,whentheyhadtheirfirstdinnerthere,andalsowhenshewenttoherfirstsaletobuythefurniturecheap。
Andnoweverythingmovedwithterriblerapidity。TheAmphitritewastosailfromPlymouthinfivedays;and,meantime,therewassomuchtobedone,thatthedaysseemedtogallopaway。
Dr。Stainesforgotnothing。Hemadehiswillinduplicate,leavingalltohiswife;heleftonecopyatDoctors\'Commonsandanotherwithhislawyer;inventoriedallhisfurnitureandeffectsinduplicate,too;wrotetoUnclePhilip,andthencalledonhimtoseekareconciliation。Unfortunately,Dr。PhilipwasinScotland。
AtlastthissadpairwentdowntoPlymouthtogether,theretomeetLordTadcasterandgoonboardH。M。S。Amphitrite,lyingoutatanchor,underordersfortheAustralianStation。
Theymetattheinn,asappointed;andsentwordoftheirarrivalonboardthefrigate,askingtoremainonshoretillthelastminute。
Dr。StainespresentedhispatienttoRosa;andafteralittlewhiledrewhimapartandquestionedhimprofessionally。Hethenaskedforaprivateroom。HereheandRosareallytookleave;forwhatcouldthepoorthingssaytoeachotheronacrowdedquay?Hebeggedherforgiveness,onhisknees,forhavingoncespokenharshlytoher,andshetoldhim,withpassionatesobs,hehadneverspokenharshlytoher;herfollyitwashadpartedthem。
Poorwretches!theyclungtogetherwithathousandvowsofloveandconstancy。Theyweretoprayforeachotheratthesamehours:tothinkofsomekindwordorlovingact,atotherstatedhours;andsotheytriedtofightwiththeirsufferingmindsagainstthecruelseparation;andifeithershoulddie,theotherwastoliveweddedtomemory,andneverlistentolovefromotherlips;butno!Godwaspitiful;Hewouldletthemmeetagainerelong,topartnomore。Theyrockedineachother\'sarms;theycriedovereachother——itwaspitiful。