Theygotwithinahundredyardsofit,andallsawitplainly,scarcebelievingtheirsenses。
Whentheycouldgetnonearerforthewind,thecaptainyieldedtothatinstinctwhichurgesmanalwaystokillacuriosity,\"toencouragetherest,\"assaiththewittyVoltaire。\"Getreadyagun——bestshotintheshiplayandfireit。\"
Thiswassoondone。Bangwentthegun。Theshotstruckthewaterclosetothebrute,andmayhavestruckhimunderwater,foraughtIknow。Anyway,itsorelydisturbedhim;forherearedintotheairacolumnofserpent\'sfleshthatlookedasthickasthemaintopmastofaseventy-four,openedamouththatlookedcapaciousenoughtoswallowthelargestbuoyanchorintheship,and,withastrangegratingnoisebetweenabarkandahiss,dived,andwasseennomore。
Whenhewasgone,theyalllookedatoneanotherlikemenawakingfromadream。
Stainesalonetookitquitecoolly。Itdidnotsurprisehimintheleast。Hehadalwaysthoughtitincrediblethattheboa-
constrictorshouldbelargerthananysea-snake。Thatideastruckhimasmonstrousandabsurd。Henotedthesea-serpentinhisjournal,butwiththisdoubt,\"Semble——morelikeaverylargeeel。\"
Nextdaytheycrossedtheline。JustbeforenoonayounggentlemanburstintoStaines\'scabin,apologizingforwantofceremony;butifDr。Staineswouldliketoseetheline,itwasnowinsightfromthemizzentop。
\"Gladofit,sir,\"saidStaines;\"collectitformeintheship\'sbuckets,ifyouplease。IwanttosendALINEtofriendsathome。\"
Younggentlemanburiedhishandsinhispockets,walkedoutinsolemnsilence,andresumedhispositiononthelee-sideofthequarter-deck。
Nevertheless,thisopening,coupledwithwhathehadheardandread,madeStainesalittleuneasy,andhewenttohisfriendFitzroy,andsaid,\"Now,lookhere:Iamattheserviceofyouexperiencedandhumorousmariners。Ipleadguiltyatoncetothecrimeofneverhavingpassedtheline;so,makereadyyourswabs,andlatherme;yourship\'sscraper,andshaveme;andletusgetitover。ButLordTadcasterisnervous,sensitive,prouderthanheseems,andI\'mnotgoingtohavehimdrivenintoafitforalltheNeptunesandAmphitritesincreation。\"
Fitzroyheardhimout,thenburstoutlaughing。\"Why,thereisnoneofthatgameintheRoyalNavy,\"saidhe。\"Hasn\'tbeenthistwentyyears。\"
\"I\'msosorry,\"saidDr。Staines。\"Ifthere\'saformofwitI
revere,itispracticaljoking。\"
\"Doctor,youareasatiricalbeggar。\"
StainestoldTadcaster,andhewentforwardandchaffedhisfriendthequartermaster,whowasoneoftheforecastlewits。
\"Isay,quartermaster,whydoesn\'tNeptunecomeonboard?\"
Deadsilence。
\"IwonderwhathasbecomeofpooroldNep?\"
\"Goneashore!\"growledtheseaman。\"LastseeninRateliffHighway。
Gotashopthere——lendsashillinginthepoundonseamen\'sadvancetickets。\"
\"Oh!andAmphitrite?\"
\"MarriedthesextonatWapping。\"
\"AndtheNereids?\"
\"Neruds!\"(scratchinghishead。)\"Iharn\'tkeptmyeyeonthemsmallcraft。ButIBELIEVEtheyaresellingoystersintheportofLeith。\"
Alightbreezecarriedthemacrosstheequator;butsoonaftertheygotbecalmed,anditwasdrearywork,andtheshiprolledgently,butcontinuously,andupsetLordTadcaster\'sstomachagain,andquenchedhismanlyspirit。
Atlasttheywerefortunateenoughtocatchthesoutheasttrade,butitwassolanguidatfirstthattheshipbarelymovedthroughthewater,thoughtheyseteverystitch,andstuddingsailsalowandaloft,tillreallyshewasacresofcanvas。
Whileshewassocreepingalong,amaninthemizzentopnoticedanenormoussharkglidingsteadilyinherwake。Thismayseemasmallincident,yetitranthroughtheshiplikewildfire,andcausedmoreorlessuneasinessinthreehundredstouthearts;soneariseveryseamantodeath,andsostrongthepersuasionintheirsuperstitiousminds,thatasharkdoesnotfollowashippertinaciouslywithoutapropheticinstinctofcalamity。
Unfortunately,thequartermasterconveyedthisideatoLordTadcaster,andconfirmeditbynumerousexamplestoprovethattherewasalwaysdeathathandwhenasharkfollowedtheship。
ThereuponTadcastertookitintohisheadthathewasunderarelapse,andthesharkwaswaitingforhisdeadbody:hegotquitelow-spirited。
StainestoldFitzroy。Fitzroysaid,\"Sharkbehanged!I\'llhavehimondeckinhalfanhour。\"Hegotleavefromthecaptain:ahookwasbaitedwithalargepieceofpork,andtowedasternbyastoutline,experiencedoldhandsattendingtoitbyturns。
Thesharkcameupleisurely,surveyedthebait,and,Iapprehend,ascertainedthepositionofthehook。Atallevents,heturnedquietlyonhisback,suckedthebaitoff,andretiredtoenjoyit。
Everyofficerintheshiptriedhiminturn,butwithoutsuccess;
for,iftheygotreadyforhim,and,themomenthetookthebait,jerkedtheropehard,inthatcaseheopenedhisenormousmouthsowidethatthebaitandhookcameoutclear。But,soonerorlater,healwaysgotthebait,andlefthiscaptorsthehook。
Thiswentonfordays,andhishugedorsalfinalwaysintheship\'swake。
ThenTadcaster,whohadwatchedtheseexperimentswithhope,losthisspiritandappetite。
Stainesreasonedwithhim,butinvain。Somebodywastodie;and,althoughtherewerethreehundredandmoreintheship,hemustbetheone。Atlastheactuallymadehiswill,andthrewhimselfintoStaines\'sarms,andgavehimmessagestohismotherandLadyCicely;andendedbyfrighteninghimselfintoafit。
ThisrousedStaines\'spity,andalsoputhimonhismettle。What,sciencebebeatenbyashark!
Heponderedthematterwithallhismight;andatlastanideacametohim。
Heaskedthecaptain\'spermissiontotryhishand。Thiswasaccordedimmediately,andtheship\'sstoresplacedathisdisposalverypolitely,butwithasly,comicalgrin。
Dr。Stainesgotfromthecarpentersomesheetsofzincandsparecopper,andsomeflannel:thesehecutintothree-inchsquares,andsoakedtheflannelinacidulatedwater。Hethenprocuredaquantityofbell-wire,thegreaterpartofwhichheinsulatedbywrappingitroundwithhotguttapercha。Soeagerwashe,thathedidnotturninallnight。
Inthemorninghepreparedwhathecalledanelectricfuse——hefilledasoda-waterbottlewithgunpowder,attachingsomecorktomakeitbuoyant,putinthefuseandbung,madeitwater-tight,connectedandinsulatedhismainwires——envelopedthebottleinpork——tiedalinetoit,andletthebottleoverboard。
Thecaptainandofficersshooktheirheadsmysteriously。Thetarspeepedandgrinnedfromeveryropetoseeadoctortryandcatchasharkwithasoda-waterbottleandnohook;butsomehowthedoctorseemedtoknowwhathewasabout,sotheyhoveredround,andawaitedtheresult,mystified,butcurious,andshowingtheirteethfromeartoear。
\"TheonlythingIfear,\"saidStaines,\"isthat,themomenthetakesthebait,hewillcutthewirebeforeIcancompletethecircuit,andfirethefuse。\"
Nevertheless,therewasanotherobjectiontothesuccessoftheexperiment。Thesharkhaddisappeared。
\"Well,\"saidthecaptain,\"atallevents,youhavefrightenedhimaway。\"
\"No,\"saidlittleTadcaster,whiteasaghost;\"heisonlyunderwater,Iknow;waiting——waiting。\"
\"Thereheis,\"criedoneintheratlines。
Therewasarushtothetaffrail——greatexcitement。
\"Keepclearofme,\"saidStainesquietlybutfirmly。\"Itcanonlybedoneatthemomentbeforehecutsthewire。\"
Theoldsharkswamslowlyroundthebait。
Hesawitwassomethingnew。
Heswamroundandroundit。
\"Hewon\'ttakeit,\"saidone。
\"Hesuspectssomething。\"
\"Oh,yes,hewilltakethemeatsomehow,andleavethepepper。Slyoldfox!\"
\"HehaseatenmanyapoorJack,thatone。\"
Thesharkturnedslowlyonhisback,and,insteadofgrabbingatthebait,seemedtodrawitbygentlesuctionintothatcapaciousthroat,readytoblowitoutinamomentifitwasnotallright。
Themomentthebaitwasdrawnoutofsight,Stainescompletedthecircuit;thebottleexplodedwithafurythatsurprisedhimandeverybodywhosawit;atonofwaterflewintotheair,andcamedowninspray,andagorycarcassfloated,bellyuppermost,visiblystainingthebluewater。
Therewasaroarofamazementandapplause。
Thecarcasswastowedalongside,atTadcaster\'surgentrequest,andthenthepoweroftheexplosionwasseen。Confined,firstbythebottle,thenbythemeat,thenbythefish,andlastlybythewater,ithadexplodedwithtenfoldpower,hadblownthebrute\'sheadintoamillionatoms,andhadeventornagreatfurrowinitscarcass,exposingthreefeetofthebackbone。
Taddygloatedonhisenemy,andbegantopickupagainfromthathour。
Thewindimproved,and,asusualinthatlatitude,scarcelyvariedapoint。Theyhadapleasanttime,——privatetheatricalsandotheramusementstilltheygottolatitude26deg。S。andlongitude27
deg。W。Thenthetradewinddesertedthem。Lightandvariablewindssucceeded。
Themastercomplainedofthechronometers,andthecaptainthoughtithisdutytoverifyorcorrectthem;andsoshapedhiscoursefortheislandofTristand\'Acunha,thenlyingalittlewayoutofhiscourse。Iought,perhaps,toexplaintothegeneralreaderthattheexactpositionofthisislandbeinglongagoestablishedandrecorded,itwasaninfallibleguidetogobyinverifyingaship\'schronometers。
Nextdaytheglassfellallday,andthecaptainsaidheshoulddouble-reeftopsailsatnightfall,forsomethingwasbrewing。
Theweather,however,wasfine,andtheshipwassailingveryfast,when,abouthalfanhourbeforesunset,themast-headmanhailedthattherewasabulkoftimberinsight,broadontheweather-bow。
Thesignalmanwassentup,andsaiditlookedlikearaft。
Thecaptain,whowasondeck,levelledhisglassatit,andmadeitoutaraft,withasortofrailtoit,andthestumpofamast。
Heorderedtheofficerofthewatchtokeeptheshipasclosetothewindaspossible。Heshouldliketoexamineitifhecould。
Themasterrepresented,respectfully,thatitwouldbeunadvisabletobeattowindwardforthat。\"Ihavenofaithinourchronometers,sir,anditisimportanttomaketheislandbeforedark;fogsriseheresosuddenly。\"
\"Verywell,Mr。Bolt;thenIsupposewemustlettheraftgo。\"
\"MANONTHERAFTTOWINDWARD!\"hailedthesignalman。
Thiselectrifiedtheship。Thecaptainranupthemizzenrigging,andscannedtheraft,nownearlyabeam。
\"ItISaman!\"hecried,andwasabouttoaltertheship\'scoursewhen,atthatmoment,thesignalmanhailedagain,——
\"ITISACORPSE。\"
\"Howd\'yeknow?\"
\"Bythegulls。\"
Thensucceededanexcitingdialoguebetweenthecaptainandthemaster,who,beinginhisdepartment,wasveryfirm;andwentsofarastosayhewouldnotanswerforthesafetyoftheship,iftheydidnotsightthelandbeforedark。
Thecaptainsaid,\"Verywell,\"andtookaturnortwo。Butatlasthesaid,\"No。HerMajesty\'sshipmustnotpassaraftwithamanonit,deadoralive。\"
Hethenbegantogivethenecessaryorders;butbeforetheywerealloutofhismouth,afatalinterruptionoccurred。
TadcasterranintoDr。Staines\'scabin,crying,\"Araftwithacorpsecloseby!\"
Stainessprangtothequarterporttosee,andcraningeagerlyout,thelowerportchain,whichhadnotbeenwellsecured,slipped,theportgaveway,andashiswholeweightrestedonit,cantedhimheadlongintothesea。
Asmartseamanintheforechainssawtheaccident,andinstantlyroaredout,\"MANOVERBOARD!\"acrythatsendsathrillthroughaship\'sveryribs。
Anothersmartfellowcutthelife-buoyadriftsoquicklythatitstruckthewaterwithintenyardsofStaines。
Theofficerofthewatch,withouttheintervalofhalfamoment,gavetherightorders,inthevoiceofastentor;
\"Letgolife-buoy。
\"Life-boat\'screwaway。
\"Handsshortensail。
\"Mainselup。
\"Maintopseltomast。\"
Theseorderswereexecutedwithadmirableswiftness。Meantimetherewasamightyrushoffeetthroughoutthefrigate,everyhatchwaywascrammedwithmeneagertoforcetheirwayondeck。
Infivesecondsthemiddyofthewatchandhalfhercrewwereintheleecutter,fittedwithClifford\'sapparatus。
\"Loweraway!\"criedtheexcitedofficer;\"theotherswillcomedownbythependants。\"
Themanstationed,sittingonthebottomboards,easedawayroundly,whensuddenlytherewasahitch——theboatwouldgonofarther。
\"Lowerawaythereinthecutter!Whydon\'tyoulower?\"screamedthecaptain,whohadcomeovertoleewardexpectingtoseetheboatinthewater。
\"Theropehasswollen,sir,andthependantswon\'tunreeve,\"criedthemiddyinagony。
\"Volunteersfortheweather-boat!\"shoutedthefirstlieutenant;
buttheorderwasunnecessary,formorethanthepropernumberwereinheralready。
\"Plugin——loweraway。\"
Butmishapsnevercomesingly。Scarcelyhadthisboatgoneafootfromthedavit,thanthevolunteerwhowasactingascoxswain,inreachingoutforsomething,inadvertentlyletgotheline,which,inKynaston\'sapparatus,keepsthetackleshooked;consequently,downwenttheboatandcrewtwentyfeet,withaterrificcrash;themenwerestrugglingfortheirlives,andtheboatwasstove。
But,meantime,moremenhavingbeensentintotheleecutter,theirweightcausedthependantstorender,andtheboatgotafloat,andwassoonemployedpickingupthestrugglingcrew。
Seeingthis,LieutenantFitzroycollectedsomehands,andloweredthelife-boatgig,whichwasfittedwithcommontackles,gotdownintoherhimselfbythefalls,andpullingroundtowindward,shoutedtothesignalmanfordirections。
Thesignalmanwasathispost,andhadfixedhiseyeonthemanoverboard,ashisdutywas;buthismess-matewasinthestoveboat,andhehadcastoneanxiouslookdowntoseeifhewassaved,and,sadtorelate,inthatonemomenthehadlostsightofStaines;thesuddendarkness——therewasnotwilight——confusedhimmore,andtheshiphadincreasedherdrift。
Fitzroy,however,madearapidcalculation,andpulledtowindwardwithallhismight。Hewasfollowedinaboutaminutebytheothersoundboatpowerfullymanned,andbothboatsmeltedawayintothenight。
Therewasalongandanxioussuspense,duringwhichitbecamepitchdark,andtheshipburnedbluelightstomarkherpositionmoreplainlytothecrewsthatweregropingtheseaforthatbelovedpassenger。
CaptainHamiltonhadnodoubtthatthefateofStaineswasdecided,onewayorother,longbeforethis;buthekeptquietuntilhesawtheplainsignsofasquallathand。Then,ashewasresponsibleforthesafetyofboatsandship,hesentuprocketstorecallthem。
Thecuttercamealongsidefirst。Lightswerepouredonher,andquaveringvoicesasked,\"Haveyougothim?\"
Theanswerwasdeadsilence,andsorrowful,droopingheads。
Sadlyandreluctantlywastheordergiventohoisttheboatin。
Thenthegigcamealongside。Fitzroyseatedinher,withhishandsbeforehisface;themengloomyandsad。
\"GONE!GONE!\"
Soontheshipwasbattlingaheavysquall。
Atmidnightallquietagain,andhoveto。Then,attherequestofmany,thebellwastolled,andtheship\'scompanymusteredbareheaded,andmanyastoutseamanintears,asthelastservicewasreadforChristopherStaines。
CHAPTERXIV。
Rosafellillwithgriefatthehotel,andcouldnotmoveforsomedays;butthemomentshewasstrongenough,sheinsistedonleavingPlymouth:likeallwoundedthings,shemustdragherselfhome。
Butwhatahome!Howemptyitstruck,andsheheart-sickanddesolate。Nowallthefamiliarplacesworeanewaspect:thelittleyard,wherehehadsowalkedandwaited,becameatempletoher,andshecameoutandsatinit,andnowfirstfelttothefullhowmuchhehadsufferedthere——withwhatfortitude。Shecreptaboutthehouse,andkissedthechairhehadsatin,andeverymuch-usedplaceandthingofthedeparted。
Hershallownaturedeepenedanddeepenedunderthisbereavement,ofwhich,shesaidtoherself,withashudder,shewasthecause。Andthisisthecourseofnature;thereisnothinglikesufferingtoenlightenthegiddybrain,widenthenarrowmind,improvethetrivialheart。
Asherregretsweretenderanddeep,sohervowsofrepentanceweresincere。Oh,whatawifeshewouldmakewhenhecameback!howthoughtful!howprudent!howloyal!andneverhaveasecret。Shewhohadoncesaid,\"Whatistheuseofyourwriting?nobodywillpublishit,\"nowcollectedandperusedeverywrittenscrap。Withsimpleaffectionsheevenlockeduphisverywaste-paperbasket,fulloffragmentshehadtorn,oruselesspapershehadthrownthere,beforehewenttoPlymouth。
Inthedrawerofhiswriting-tableshefoundhisdiary。Itwasathickquarto:itbeganwiththeirmarriage,andendedwithhisleavinghome——forthenhetookanothervolume。ThisdiarybecameherBible;shestudieditdaily,tillhertearshidhislines。Theentrieswereverymiscellaneous,veryexact;itwasamapoftheirmarriedlife。Butwhatshestudiedmostwashisobservationsonherowncharacter,soscientific,yetsokindly;andhisscholar-
likeandwisereflections。Thebookwasanunconsciouspictureofagreatmindshehadhithertobutglancedat:nowshesawitallplainbeforeher;sawit,understoodit,adoredit,mournedit。
Suchwomenareshallow,notforwantofaheadupontheirshoulders,butofATTENTION。Theydonotreallystudyanything:
theyhavebeentaughtattheirschoolsthebadartofskimming;butlettheirheartscompeltheirbrainstothinkandthink,theresultisconsiderable。Thedeepestphilosopherneverfathomedacharactermorethoroughlythanthispoorchildfathomedherphilosopher,whenshehadreadhisjournaltenoreleventimes,andbedeweditwithathousandtears。
Onepassagealmostcuthermoreintelligentheartintwain:——
\"ThisdarkdayIhavedoneathingincredible。IhavespokenwithbrutalharshnesstotheinnocentcreatureIhavesworntoprotect。
Shehadrunindebt,throughinexperience,andthatunhappytimiditywhichmakeswomenconcealanerrortillitramifies,byconcealment,intoafault;andImuststormandraveather,tillsheactuallyfaintedaway。Brute!Ruffian!Monster!Andshe,howdidshepunishme,poorlamb?Bysoftandtenderwords——likealady,assheis。Oh,mysweetRosa,Iwishyoucouldknowhowyouareavenged。Talkofthescourge——thecat!Iwouldbethankfulfortwodozenlashes。Ah!thereisnoneed,Ithink,topunishamanwhohasbeencrueltoawoman。Lethimalone。Hewillpunishhimselfmorethanyoucan,ifheisreallyaman。\"
Fromthedateofthatentry,thisself-reproachandself-torturekeptcroppingupeverynowandtheninthediary;anditappearedtohavebeennotentirelywithoutitsinfluenceinsendingStainestosea,thoughthemainreasonhegavewasthathisRosamighthavethecomfortsandluxuriesshehadenjoyedbeforeshemarriedhim。
Oneday,whileshewascryingoverthisdiary,UnclePhilipcalled;
butnottocomforther,Ipromiseyou。Heburstonher,irate,totakehertotask。Hehadreturned,learnedChristopher\'sdeparture,andsettledthereasoninhisownmind:thatuxoriousfoolwasgonetoseabyanaturalreaction;hiseyeswereopentohiswifeatlast,andhewassickofherfolly;sohehadfledtodistantclimes,aswhowouldnot,thatcould?
\"SO,ma\'am,\"saidhe,\"mynephewisgonetosea,Ifind——allinahurry。PraymayIaskwhathehasdonethatfor?\"
Itwasaverysimplequestion,yetitdidnotelicitaveryplainanswer。Sheonlystaredatthisabruptinquisitor,andthencried,piteously,\"Oh,UnclePhilip!\"andburstoutsobbing。
\"Why,whatisthematter?\"
\"YouWILLhatemenow。HeisgonetomakemoneyforME;andI
wouldratherhavelivedonacrust。Uncle——don\'thateme。I\'mapoor,bereaved,heart-brokencreature,thatrepents。\"
\"Repents!heigho!why,whathaveyoubeenuptonow,ma\'am?Nogreatharm,I\'llbebound。FlirtingalittlewithsomeFOOL——eh?\"
\"Flirting!Me!amarriedwoman。\"
\"Oh,tobesure;Iforgot。Why,surelyhehasnotdesertedyou。\"
\"MyChristopherdesertme!Helovesmetoowell;farmorethanI
deserve;butnotmorethanIwill。UnclePhilip,Iamtooconfusedandwretchedtotellyouallthathashappened;butIknowyoulovehim,thoughyouhadatiff:uncle,hecalledonyou,toshakehandsandaskyourforgiveness,poorfellow!Hewassosorryyouwereaway。Pleasereadhisdeardiary:itwilltellyouall,betterthanhispoorfoolishwifecan。Iknowitbyheart。I\'llshowyouwhereyouandhequarrelledaboutme。There,see。\"Andsheshowedhimthepassagewithherfinger。\"Henevertoldmeitwasthat,orIwouldhavecomeandbeggedyourpardononmyknees。Butseehowsorryhewas。There,see。AndnowI\'llshowyouanotherplace,wheremyChristopherspeaksofyourmany,manyactsofkindness。
There,see。Andnowpleaseletmeshowyouhowhelongedforreconciliation。There,see。Anditisthesamethroughthebook。
AndnowI\'llshowyouhowgrievedhewastogowithoutyourblessing。ItoldhimIwassureyouwouldgivehimthat,andhimgoingaway。Ah,me!willheeverreturn?Uncledear,don\'thateme。WhatshallIdo,nowheisgone,ifyoudisownme?Why,youaretheonlyStainesleftmetolove。\"
\"Disownyou,ma\'am!thatI\'llneverdo。Youareagood-heartedyoungwoman,Ifind。There,runanddryyoureyes;andletmereadChristopher\'sdiaryallthrough。ThenIshallseehowthelandlies。\"
Rosacompliedwithhisproposal;andlefthimalonewhileshebathedhereyes,andtriedtocomposeherself,forshewasalltremblingatthissuddenirruption。
Whenshereturnedtothedrawing-room,hewaswalkingabout,lookinggraveandthoughtful。
\"Itistheoldstory,\"saidhe,rathergently:\"aMISUNDERSTANDING。
Howwiseourancestorswerethatfirstusedthatwordtomeanaquarrel!for,lookintotwentyquarrels,andyoushalldetectascoreofmis-under-standings。YetourAmericancousinsmustgoandsubstitutetheun-ideaedword\'difficulty\';thatiswonderful。I
hadnoquarrelwithhim:delightedtoseeeitherofyou。ButIhadcalledtwiceonhim;soIthoughtheoughttogetoverhistemper,andcallonatriedfriendlikeme。Amisunderstanding!Now,mydear,letushavenomoreofthesemisunderstandings。Youwillalwaysbewelcomeatmyhouse,andIshalloftencomehereandlookafteryouandyourinterests。Whatdoyoumeantodo,Iwonder?\"
\"Sir,Iamtogohometomyfather,ifhewillbetroubledwithme。
Ihavewrittentohim。\"
\"AndwhatistobecomeoftheBijou?\"
\"MyChristiethoughtIshouldliketopartwithit,andthefurniture——buthisownwriting-deskandhischair,no,Ineverwill,andhislittleclock。Oh!oh!oh!——ButIrememberwhatyousaidaboutagents,andIdon\'tknowwhattodo;forIshallbeaway。\"
\"Then,leaveittome。I\'llcomeandliveherewithoneservant;
andI\'llsoonsellitforyou。\"
\"You,UnclePhilip!\"
\"Well,whynot?\"saidheroughly。
\"Thatwillbeagreattroubleanddiscomforttoyou,I\'mafraid。\"
\"IfIfinditso,I\'llsoondropit。I\'mnotthefooltoputmyselfoutforanybody。Whenyouarereadytogoout,sendmeword,andI\'llcomein。\"
Soonafterthishebustledoff。Hegaveherasortofhurriedkissatparting,asifhewasashamedofit,andwanteditoverasquicklyaspossible。
Nextdayherfathercame,condoledwithherpolitely,assuredhertherewasnothingtocryabout;husbandswereasortoffunctionariesthatgenerallywenttoseaatsomepartoftheircareer,andnoharmevercameofit。Onthecontrary,\"Absencemakestheheartgrowfonder,\"saidthisjudiciousparent。
Thissentimenthappenedtobejustalittletootrue,andsetthedaughtercryingbitterly。Butshefoughtagainstit。\"Ohno!\"
saidshe,\"IMUSTN\'T。IwillnotbealwayscryinginKentVilla。\"
\"Lordforbid!\"
\"Ishallgetoveritintime——alittle。\"
\"Why,ofcourseyouwill。ButastoyourcomingtoKentVilla,I
amafraidyouwouldnotbeverycomfortablethere。YouknowIamsuperannuated。Onlygotmypensionnow。\"
\"Iknowthat,papa:and——why,thatisoneofthereasons。Ihaveagoodincomenow;andIthoughtifweputourmeanstogether\"——
\"Oh,thatisaverydifferentthing。Youwillwantacarriage,I
suppose。Ihaveputminedown。\"
\"Nocarriage;nohorse;nofootman;noluxuryofanykindtillmyChristiecomesback。Iabhordress;Iabhorexpense;IloatheeverythingIoncelikedtoowell;Idetesteveryfollythathaspartedus;andIhatemyselfworstofall。Oh!oh!oh!Forgivemeforcryingso。\"
\"Well,Idaresaythereareassociationsaboutthisplacethatupsetyou。Ishallgoandmakereadyforyou,dear;andthenyoucancomeassoonasyoulike。\"
Hebestowedapaternalkissonherbrow,andglideddoucelyawaybeforeshecouldpossiblycryagain。
TheverynextweekRosawasatKentVilla,withtherelicsofherhusbandabouther;hischair,hiswriting-table,hisclock,hiswaste-paperbasket,averydeepandlargeone。ShehadthemallinherbedroomatKentVilla。
Herethedaysglidedquietlybutheavily。
ShederivedsomecomfortfromUnclePhilip。Hisrough,friendlywaywasatonic,andbracedher。HecalledseveraltimesabouttheBijou。Toldherhehadputupenormousboardsalloverthehouse,andpuffeditfinely。\"Ihavehadahundredagentsatme,\"saidhe;\"andthenextthing,Ihope,willbeonecustomer;thatisabouttheproportion。\"Atlasthewroteherhehadhookedavictim,andsoldtheleaseandfurnitureforninehundredguineas。
StaineshadassignedtheleasetoRosa,soshehadfullpowers;andPhilipinvestedthemoney,andtwohundredmoreshegavehim,inalittlemortgageatsixpercent。
NowcametheletterfromMadeira。Itgavehernewlife。
Christopherwaswell,contented,hopeful。Hisexampleshouldanimateher。Shewouldbravelybearthepresent,andsharehishopesofthefuture:withthesebrighterviewsNatureco-operated。
Theinstinctsofapproachingmaternitybrightenedthefuture。Shefellintogentlereveries,andsawherhusbandreturn,andsawherselfplacetheirinfantinhisarmswithallawife\'s,amother\'spride。
Induecoursecameanotherlongletterfromtheequator,withafulljournal,andmorewordsofhope。Homeinlessthanayear,withreputationincreasedbythislastcure;home,topartnomore。
Ah!whatachangedwifeheshouldfind!howfrugal,howcandid,howfullofappreciation,admiration,andlove,ofthenoblest,dearesthusbandthateverbreathed!
LadyCicelyTrehernewaitedsomeweeks,toletkindersentimentsreturn。ShethencalledinDearStreet,butfoundMrs。StaineswasgonetoGravesend。Shewrotetoher。
Inafewdaysshereceivedareply,studiouslypoliteandcold。
Thispersistentinjusticemortifiedheratlast。Shesaidtoherself,\"DoesshethinkhisdeparturewasnolosstoME?Itwastoherinterests,aswellashis,Isacrificedmyownselfishwishes。Iwillwritetohernomore。\"
Thisresolutionshesteadilymaintained。Itwasshakenforamoment,whensheheard,byasidewind,thatMrs。Staineswasfastapproachingthegreatpainandperilofwomen。Thenshewavered。
Butno。SheprayedforherbynameintheLiturgy,butshetroubledhernomore。
Thisstateofthingslastedsomesixweeks,whenshereceivedaletterfromhercousinTadcaster,closeontheheelsofhislast,towhichshehadrepliedasIhaveindicated。Sheknewhishandwriting,andopeneditwithasmile。
Thatsmilesoondiedoffherhorror-strickenface。Theletterranthus:——
TRISTAND\'ACUNHA,Jan。5。
DEARCICELY,——Aterriblethinghasjusthappened。Wesignalledaraft,withabodyonit,andpoorDr。Stainesleanedoutoftheport-hole,andfelloverboard。Threeboatswereletdownafterhim;butitallwentwrong,somehow,oritwastoolate。Theycouldneverfindhim,hewasdrowned;andthefuneralservicewasreadforthepoorfellow。
Weareallsadlycutup。Everybodylovedhim。Itwasdreadfulnextdayatdinner,whenhischairwasempty。Theverysailorscriedatnotfindinghim。
Firstofall,IthoughtIoughttowritetohiswife。Iknowwhereshelives;itiscalledKentVilla,Gravesend。ButIwasafraid;
itmightkillher:andyouaresogoodandsensible,IthoughtI
hadbetterwritetoyou,andperhapsyoucouldbreakittoherbydegrees,beforeitgetsinallthepapers。
Isendthisfromtheisland,byasmallvessel,andpaidhimtenpoundstotakeit。
Youraffectionatecousin,TADCASTER。
Wordsarepowerlesstodescribeablowlikethis:theamazement,thestupor,thereluctancetobelieve——therising,swelling,surginghorror。Shesatlikeawomanofstone,crumplingtheletter。\"Dead!——dead?\"
Foralongtimethiswasallhermindcouldrealize——thatChristopherStaineswasdead。Hewhohadbeensofulloflifeandthoughtandgenius,andworthiertolivethanalltheworld,wasdead;andamillionnobodieswerestillalive,andhewasdead。
Shelaybackonthesofa,andallthepowerleftherlimbs。Shecouldnotmoveahand。
Butsuddenlyshestartedup;foranobleinstincttoldherthisblowmustnotfallonthewifeasithadonher,andinhertimeofperil。
Shehadherbonnetoninamoment,andforthefirsttimeinherlife,dartedoutofthehousewithouthermaid。Sheflewalongthestreets,scarcelyfeelingtheground。ShegottoDearStreet,andobtainedPhilipStaines\'saddress。Sheflewtoit,andtherelearnedhewasdownatKentVilla。InstantlyshetelegraphedtohermaidtocomedowntoheratGravesend,withthingsforashortvisit,andwaitforheratthestation;andshewentdownbytraintoGravesend。
Hithertoshehadwalkedonair,drivenbyoneoverpoweringimpulse。
Now,asshesatinthetrain,shethoughtalittleofherself。
Whatwasbeforeher?TobreaktoMrs。Stainesthatherhusbandwasdead。Totellherallhermisgivingsweremorethanjustified。Toencounterhercoldcivility,andletherknow,inchbyinch,itmustbeexchangedforcursesandtearingofhair;herhusbandwasdead。Totellherthis,andinthetellingofit,perhapsrevealthatitwasHERgreatbereavement,aswellasthewife\'s,forshehadadeeperaffectionforhimthansheought。
Well,shetrembledlikeanaspenleaf,trembledlikeoneinanague,evenasshesat。Butshepersevered。
Anoblewomanhashercourage;notexactlythesameasthatwhichleadsforlornhopesagainstbastionsbristlingwithriflesandtonguedwithflamesandthunderbolts;yetnotinferiortoit。
Tadcaster,smallanddull,butnoblebybirthandinstinct,hadseentherightthingforhertodo;andshe,ofthesamebreed,andnoblerfar,hadseenittoo;andthegreatsoulsteadilydrewtherecoilingheartandquiveringbodytothisfierytrial,thisactofhumanity——todowhichwasterribleandhard,toshirkit,cowardlyandcruel。
ShereachedGravesend,anddroveinaflytoKentVilla。