第15章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:13001更新时间:18/12/14 10:46:38
Theygotwithinahundredyardsofit,andallsawitplainly,scarcebelievingtheirsenses。 Whentheycouldgetnonearerforthewind,thecaptainyieldedtothatinstinctwhichurgesmanalwaystokillacuriosity,\"toencouragetherest,\"assaiththewittyVoltaire。\"Getreadyagun——bestshotintheshiplayandfireit。\" Thiswassoondone。Bangwentthegun。Theshotstruckthewaterclosetothebrute,andmayhavestruckhimunderwater,foraughtIknow。Anyway,itsorelydisturbedhim;forherearedintotheairacolumnofserpent\'sfleshthatlookedasthickasthemaintopmastofaseventy-four,openedamouththatlookedcapaciousenoughtoswallowthelargestbuoyanchorintheship,and,withastrangegratingnoisebetweenabarkandahiss,dived,andwasseennomore。 Whenhewasgone,theyalllookedatoneanotherlikemenawakingfromadream。 Stainesalonetookitquitecoolly。Itdidnotsurprisehimintheleast。Hehadalwaysthoughtitincrediblethattheboa- constrictorshouldbelargerthananysea-snake。Thatideastruckhimasmonstrousandabsurd。Henotedthesea-serpentinhisjournal,butwiththisdoubt,\"Semble——morelikeaverylargeeel。\" Nextdaytheycrossedtheline。JustbeforenoonayounggentlemanburstintoStaines\'scabin,apologizingforwantofceremony;butifDr。Staineswouldliketoseetheline,itwasnowinsightfromthemizzentop。 \"Gladofit,sir,\"saidStaines;\"collectitformeintheship\'sbuckets,ifyouplease。IwanttosendALINEtofriendsathome。\" Younggentlemanburiedhishandsinhispockets,walkedoutinsolemnsilence,andresumedhispositiononthelee-sideofthequarter-deck。 Nevertheless,thisopening,coupledwithwhathehadheardandread,madeStainesalittleuneasy,andhewenttohisfriendFitzroy,andsaid,\"Now,lookhere:Iamattheserviceofyouexperiencedandhumorousmariners。Ipleadguiltyatoncetothecrimeofneverhavingpassedtheline;so,makereadyyourswabs,andlatherme;yourship\'sscraper,andshaveme;andletusgetitover。ButLordTadcasterisnervous,sensitive,prouderthanheseems,andI\'mnotgoingtohavehimdrivenintoafitforalltheNeptunesandAmphitritesincreation。\" Fitzroyheardhimout,thenburstoutlaughing。\"Why,thereisnoneofthatgameintheRoyalNavy,\"saidhe。\"Hasn\'tbeenthistwentyyears。\" \"I\'msosorry,\"saidDr。Staines。\"Ifthere\'saformofwitI revere,itispracticaljoking。\" \"Doctor,youareasatiricalbeggar。\" StainestoldTadcaster,andhewentforwardandchaffedhisfriendthequartermaster,whowasoneoftheforecastlewits。 \"Isay,quartermaster,whydoesn\'tNeptunecomeonboard?\" Deadsilence。 \"IwonderwhathasbecomeofpooroldNep?\" \"Goneashore!\"growledtheseaman。\"LastseeninRateliffHighway。 Gotashopthere——lendsashillinginthepoundonseamen\'sadvancetickets。\" \"Oh!andAmphitrite?\" \"MarriedthesextonatWapping。\" \"AndtheNereids?\" \"Neruds!\"(scratchinghishead。)\"Iharn\'tkeptmyeyeonthemsmallcraft。ButIBELIEVEtheyaresellingoystersintheportofLeith。\" Alightbreezecarriedthemacrosstheequator;butsoonaftertheygotbecalmed,anditwasdrearywork,andtheshiprolledgently,butcontinuously,andupsetLordTadcaster\'sstomachagain,andquenchedhismanlyspirit。 Atlasttheywerefortunateenoughtocatchthesoutheasttrade,butitwassolanguidatfirstthattheshipbarelymovedthroughthewater,thoughtheyseteverystitch,andstuddingsailsalowandaloft,tillreallyshewasacresofcanvas。 Whileshewassocreepingalong,amaninthemizzentopnoticedanenormoussharkglidingsteadilyinherwake。Thismayseemasmallincident,yetitranthroughtheshiplikewildfire,andcausedmoreorlessuneasinessinthreehundredstouthearts;soneariseveryseamantodeath,andsostrongthepersuasionintheirsuperstitiousminds,thatasharkdoesnotfollowashippertinaciouslywithoutapropheticinstinctofcalamity。 Unfortunately,thequartermasterconveyedthisideatoLordTadcaster,andconfirmeditbynumerousexamplestoprovethattherewasalwaysdeathathandwhenasharkfollowedtheship。 ThereuponTadcastertookitintohisheadthathewasunderarelapse,andthesharkwaswaitingforhisdeadbody:hegotquitelow-spirited。 StainestoldFitzroy。Fitzroysaid,\"Sharkbehanged!I\'llhavehimondeckinhalfanhour。\"Hegotleavefromthecaptain:ahookwasbaitedwithalargepieceofpork,andtowedasternbyastoutline,experiencedoldhandsattendingtoitbyturns。 Thesharkcameupleisurely,surveyedthebait,and,Iapprehend,ascertainedthepositionofthehook。Atallevents,heturnedquietlyonhisback,suckedthebaitoff,andretiredtoenjoyit。 Everyofficerintheshiptriedhiminturn,butwithoutsuccess; for,iftheygotreadyforhim,and,themomenthetookthebait,jerkedtheropehard,inthatcaseheopenedhisenormousmouthsowidethatthebaitandhookcameoutclear。But,soonerorlater,healwaysgotthebait,andlefthiscaptorsthehook。 Thiswentonfordays,andhishugedorsalfinalwaysintheship\'swake。 ThenTadcaster,whohadwatchedtheseexperimentswithhope,losthisspiritandappetite。 Stainesreasonedwithhim,butinvain。Somebodywastodie;and,althoughtherewerethreehundredandmoreintheship,hemustbetheone。Atlastheactuallymadehiswill,andthrewhimselfintoStaines\'sarms,andgavehimmessagestohismotherandLadyCicely;andendedbyfrighteninghimselfintoafit。 ThisrousedStaines\'spity,andalsoputhimonhismettle。What,sciencebebeatenbyashark! Heponderedthematterwithallhismight;andatlastanideacametohim。 Heaskedthecaptain\'spermissiontotryhishand。Thiswasaccordedimmediately,andtheship\'sstoresplacedathisdisposalverypolitely,butwithasly,comicalgrin。 Dr。Stainesgotfromthecarpentersomesheetsofzincandsparecopper,andsomeflannel:thesehecutintothree-inchsquares,andsoakedtheflannelinacidulatedwater。Hethenprocuredaquantityofbell-wire,thegreaterpartofwhichheinsulatedbywrappingitroundwithhotguttapercha。Soeagerwashe,thathedidnotturninallnight。 Inthemorninghepreparedwhathecalledanelectricfuse——hefilledasoda-waterbottlewithgunpowder,attachingsomecorktomakeitbuoyant,putinthefuseandbung,madeitwater-tight,connectedandinsulatedhismainwires——envelopedthebottleinpork——tiedalinetoit,andletthebottleoverboard。 Thecaptainandofficersshooktheirheadsmysteriously。Thetarspeepedandgrinnedfromeveryropetoseeadoctortryandcatchasharkwithasoda-waterbottleandnohook;butsomehowthedoctorseemedtoknowwhathewasabout,sotheyhoveredround,andawaitedtheresult,mystified,butcurious,andshowingtheirteethfromeartoear。 \"TheonlythingIfear,\"saidStaines,\"isthat,themomenthetakesthebait,hewillcutthewirebeforeIcancompletethecircuit,andfirethefuse。\" Nevertheless,therewasanotherobjectiontothesuccessoftheexperiment。Thesharkhaddisappeared。 \"Well,\"saidthecaptain,\"atallevents,youhavefrightenedhimaway。\" \"No,\"saidlittleTadcaster,whiteasaghost;\"heisonlyunderwater,Iknow;waiting——waiting。\" \"Thereheis,\"criedoneintheratlines。 Therewasarushtothetaffrail——greatexcitement。 \"Keepclearofme,\"saidStainesquietlybutfirmly。\"Itcanonlybedoneatthemomentbeforehecutsthewire。\" Theoldsharkswamslowlyroundthebait。 Hesawitwassomethingnew。 Heswamroundandroundit。 \"Hewon\'ttakeit,\"saidone。 \"Hesuspectssomething。\" \"Oh,yes,hewilltakethemeatsomehow,andleavethepepper。Slyoldfox!\" \"HehaseatenmanyapoorJack,thatone。\" Thesharkturnedslowlyonhisback,and,insteadofgrabbingatthebait,seemedtodrawitbygentlesuctionintothatcapaciousthroat,readytoblowitoutinamomentifitwasnotallright。 Themomentthebaitwasdrawnoutofsight,Stainescompletedthecircuit;thebottleexplodedwithafurythatsurprisedhimandeverybodywhosawit;atonofwaterflewintotheair,andcamedowninspray,andagorycarcassfloated,bellyuppermost,visiblystainingthebluewater。 Therewasaroarofamazementandapplause。 Thecarcasswastowedalongside,atTadcaster\'surgentrequest,andthenthepoweroftheexplosionwasseen。Confined,firstbythebottle,thenbythemeat,thenbythefish,andlastlybythewater,ithadexplodedwithtenfoldpower,hadblownthebrute\'sheadintoamillionatoms,andhadeventornagreatfurrowinitscarcass,exposingthreefeetofthebackbone。 Taddygloatedonhisenemy,andbegantopickupagainfromthathour。 Thewindimproved,and,asusualinthatlatitude,scarcelyvariedapoint。Theyhadapleasanttime,——privatetheatricalsandotheramusementstilltheygottolatitude26deg。S。andlongitude27 deg。W。Thenthetradewinddesertedthem。Lightandvariablewindssucceeded。 Themastercomplainedofthechronometers,andthecaptainthoughtithisdutytoverifyorcorrectthem;andsoshapedhiscoursefortheislandofTristand\'Acunha,thenlyingalittlewayoutofhiscourse。Iought,perhaps,toexplaintothegeneralreaderthattheexactpositionofthisislandbeinglongagoestablishedandrecorded,itwasaninfallibleguidetogobyinverifyingaship\'schronometers。 Nextdaytheglassfellallday,andthecaptainsaidheshoulddouble-reeftopsailsatnightfall,forsomethingwasbrewing。 Theweather,however,wasfine,andtheshipwassailingveryfast,when,abouthalfanhourbeforesunset,themast-headmanhailedthattherewasabulkoftimberinsight,broadontheweather-bow。 Thesignalmanwassentup,andsaiditlookedlikearaft。 Thecaptain,whowasondeck,levelledhisglassatit,andmadeitoutaraft,withasortofrailtoit,andthestumpofamast。 Heorderedtheofficerofthewatchtokeeptheshipasclosetothewindaspossible。Heshouldliketoexamineitifhecould。 Themasterrepresented,respectfully,thatitwouldbeunadvisabletobeattowindwardforthat。\"Ihavenofaithinourchronometers,sir,anditisimportanttomaketheislandbeforedark;fogsriseheresosuddenly。\" \"Verywell,Mr。Bolt;thenIsupposewemustlettheraftgo。\" \"MANONTHERAFTTOWINDWARD!\"hailedthesignalman。 Thiselectrifiedtheship。Thecaptainranupthemizzenrigging,andscannedtheraft,nownearlyabeam。 \"ItISaman!\"hecried,andwasabouttoaltertheship\'scoursewhen,atthatmoment,thesignalmanhailedagain,—— \"ITISACORPSE。\" \"Howd\'yeknow?\" \"Bythegulls。\" Thensucceededanexcitingdialoguebetweenthecaptainandthemaster,who,beinginhisdepartment,wasveryfirm;andwentsofarastosayhewouldnotanswerforthesafetyoftheship,iftheydidnotsightthelandbeforedark。 Thecaptainsaid,\"Verywell,\"andtookaturnortwo。Butatlasthesaid,\"No。HerMajesty\'sshipmustnotpassaraftwithamanonit,deadoralive。\" Hethenbegantogivethenecessaryorders;butbeforetheywerealloutofhismouth,afatalinterruptionoccurred。 TadcasterranintoDr。Staines\'scabin,crying,\"Araftwithacorpsecloseby!\" Stainessprangtothequarterporttosee,andcraningeagerlyout,thelowerportchain,whichhadnotbeenwellsecured,slipped,theportgaveway,andashiswholeweightrestedonit,cantedhimheadlongintothesea。 Asmartseamanintheforechainssawtheaccident,andinstantlyroaredout,\"MANOVERBOARD!\"acrythatsendsathrillthroughaship\'sveryribs。 Anothersmartfellowcutthelife-buoyadriftsoquicklythatitstruckthewaterwithintenyardsofStaines。 Theofficerofthewatch,withouttheintervalofhalfamoment,gavetherightorders,inthevoiceofastentor; \"Letgolife-buoy。 \"Life-boat\'screwaway。 \"Handsshortensail。 \"Mainselup。 \"Maintopseltomast。\" Theseorderswereexecutedwithadmirableswiftness。Meantimetherewasamightyrushoffeetthroughoutthefrigate,everyhatchwaywascrammedwithmeneagertoforcetheirwayondeck。 Infivesecondsthemiddyofthewatchandhalfhercrewwereintheleecutter,fittedwithClifford\'sapparatus。 \"Loweraway!\"criedtheexcitedofficer;\"theotherswillcomedownbythependants。\" Themanstationed,sittingonthebottomboards,easedawayroundly,whensuddenlytherewasahitch——theboatwouldgonofarther。 \"Lowerawaythereinthecutter!Whydon\'tyoulower?\"screamedthecaptain,whohadcomeovertoleewardexpectingtoseetheboatinthewater。 \"Theropehasswollen,sir,andthependantswon\'tunreeve,\"criedthemiddyinagony。 \"Volunteersfortheweather-boat!\"shoutedthefirstlieutenant; buttheorderwasunnecessary,formorethanthepropernumberwereinheralready。 \"Plugin——loweraway。\" Butmishapsnevercomesingly。Scarcelyhadthisboatgoneafootfromthedavit,thanthevolunteerwhowasactingascoxswain,inreachingoutforsomething,inadvertentlyletgotheline,which,inKynaston\'sapparatus,keepsthetackleshooked;consequently,downwenttheboatandcrewtwentyfeet,withaterrificcrash;themenwerestrugglingfortheirlives,andtheboatwasstove。 But,meantime,moremenhavingbeensentintotheleecutter,theirweightcausedthependantstorender,andtheboatgotafloat,andwassoonemployedpickingupthestrugglingcrew。 Seeingthis,LieutenantFitzroycollectedsomehands,andloweredthelife-boatgig,whichwasfittedwithcommontackles,gotdownintoherhimselfbythefalls,andpullingroundtowindward,shoutedtothesignalmanfordirections。 Thesignalmanwasathispost,andhadfixedhiseyeonthemanoverboard,ashisdutywas;buthismess-matewasinthestoveboat,andhehadcastoneanxiouslookdowntoseeifhewassaved,and,sadtorelate,inthatonemomenthehadlostsightofStaines;thesuddendarkness——therewasnotwilight——confusedhimmore,andtheshiphadincreasedherdrift。 Fitzroy,however,madearapidcalculation,andpulledtowindwardwithallhismight。Hewasfollowedinaboutaminutebytheothersoundboatpowerfullymanned,andbothboatsmeltedawayintothenight。 Therewasalongandanxioussuspense,duringwhichitbecamepitchdark,andtheshipburnedbluelightstomarkherpositionmoreplainlytothecrewsthatweregropingtheseaforthatbelovedpassenger。 CaptainHamiltonhadnodoubtthatthefateofStaineswasdecided,onewayorother,longbeforethis;buthekeptquietuntilhesawtheplainsignsofasquallathand。Then,ashewasresponsibleforthesafetyofboatsandship,hesentuprocketstorecallthem。 Thecuttercamealongsidefirst。Lightswerepouredonher,andquaveringvoicesasked,\"Haveyougothim?\" Theanswerwasdeadsilence,andsorrowful,droopingheads。 Sadlyandreluctantlywastheordergiventohoisttheboatin。 Thenthegigcamealongside。Fitzroyseatedinher,withhishandsbeforehisface;themengloomyandsad。 \"GONE!GONE!\" Soontheshipwasbattlingaheavysquall。 Atmidnightallquietagain,andhoveto。Then,attherequestofmany,thebellwastolled,andtheship\'scompanymusteredbareheaded,andmanyastoutseamanintears,asthelastservicewasreadforChristopherStaines。 CHAPTERXIV。 Rosafellillwithgriefatthehotel,andcouldnotmoveforsomedays;butthemomentshewasstrongenough,sheinsistedonleavingPlymouth:likeallwoundedthings,shemustdragherselfhome。 Butwhatahome!Howemptyitstruck,andsheheart-sickanddesolate。Nowallthefamiliarplacesworeanewaspect:thelittleyard,wherehehadsowalkedandwaited,becameatempletoher,andshecameoutandsatinit,andnowfirstfelttothefullhowmuchhehadsufferedthere——withwhatfortitude。Shecreptaboutthehouse,andkissedthechairhehadsatin,andeverymuch-usedplaceandthingofthedeparted。 Hershallownaturedeepenedanddeepenedunderthisbereavement,ofwhich,shesaidtoherself,withashudder,shewasthecause。Andthisisthecourseofnature;thereisnothinglikesufferingtoenlightenthegiddybrain,widenthenarrowmind,improvethetrivialheart。 Asherregretsweretenderanddeep,sohervowsofrepentanceweresincere。Oh,whatawifeshewouldmakewhenhecameback!howthoughtful!howprudent!howloyal!andneverhaveasecret。Shewhohadoncesaid,\"Whatistheuseofyourwriting?nobodywillpublishit,\"nowcollectedandperusedeverywrittenscrap。Withsimpleaffectionsheevenlockeduphisverywaste-paperbasket,fulloffragmentshehadtorn,oruselesspapershehadthrownthere,beforehewenttoPlymouth。 Inthedrawerofhiswriting-tableshefoundhisdiary。Itwasathickquarto:itbeganwiththeirmarriage,andendedwithhisleavinghome——forthenhetookanothervolume。ThisdiarybecameherBible;shestudieditdaily,tillhertearshidhislines。Theentrieswereverymiscellaneous,veryexact;itwasamapoftheirmarriedlife。Butwhatshestudiedmostwashisobservationsonherowncharacter,soscientific,yetsokindly;andhisscholar- likeandwisereflections。Thebookwasanunconsciouspictureofagreatmindshehadhithertobutglancedat:nowshesawitallplainbeforeher;sawit,understoodit,adoredit,mournedit。 Suchwomenareshallow,notforwantofaheadupontheirshoulders,butofATTENTION。Theydonotreallystudyanything: theyhavebeentaughtattheirschoolsthebadartofskimming;butlettheirheartscompeltheirbrainstothinkandthink,theresultisconsiderable。Thedeepestphilosopherneverfathomedacharactermorethoroughlythanthispoorchildfathomedherphilosopher,whenshehadreadhisjournaltenoreleventimes,andbedeweditwithathousandtears。 Onepassagealmostcuthermoreintelligentheartintwain:—— \"ThisdarkdayIhavedoneathingincredible。IhavespokenwithbrutalharshnesstotheinnocentcreatureIhavesworntoprotect。 Shehadrunindebt,throughinexperience,andthatunhappytimiditywhichmakeswomenconcealanerrortillitramifies,byconcealment,intoafault;andImuststormandraveather,tillsheactuallyfaintedaway。Brute!Ruffian!Monster!Andshe,howdidshepunishme,poorlamb?Bysoftandtenderwords——likealady,assheis。Oh,mysweetRosa,Iwishyoucouldknowhowyouareavenged。Talkofthescourge——thecat!Iwouldbethankfulfortwodozenlashes。Ah!thereisnoneed,Ithink,topunishamanwhohasbeencrueltoawoman。Lethimalone。Hewillpunishhimselfmorethanyoucan,ifheisreallyaman。\" Fromthedateofthatentry,thisself-reproachandself-torturekeptcroppingupeverynowandtheninthediary;anditappearedtohavebeennotentirelywithoutitsinfluenceinsendingStainestosea,thoughthemainreasonhegavewasthathisRosamighthavethecomfortsandluxuriesshehadenjoyedbeforeshemarriedhim。 Oneday,whileshewascryingoverthisdiary,UnclePhilipcalled; butnottocomforther,Ipromiseyou。Heburstonher,irate,totakehertotask。Hehadreturned,learnedChristopher\'sdeparture,andsettledthereasoninhisownmind:thatuxoriousfoolwasgonetoseabyanaturalreaction;hiseyeswereopentohiswifeatlast,andhewassickofherfolly;sohehadfledtodistantclimes,aswhowouldnot,thatcould? \"SO,ma\'am,\"saidhe,\"mynephewisgonetosea,Ifind——allinahurry。PraymayIaskwhathehasdonethatfor?\" Itwasaverysimplequestion,yetitdidnotelicitaveryplainanswer。Sheonlystaredatthisabruptinquisitor,andthencried,piteously,\"Oh,UnclePhilip!\"andburstoutsobbing。 \"Why,whatisthematter?\" \"YouWILLhatemenow。HeisgonetomakemoneyforME;andI wouldratherhavelivedonacrust。Uncle——don\'thateme。I\'mapoor,bereaved,heart-brokencreature,thatrepents。\" \"Repents!heigho!why,whathaveyoubeenuptonow,ma\'am?Nogreatharm,I\'llbebound。FlirtingalittlewithsomeFOOL——eh?\" \"Flirting!Me!amarriedwoman。\" \"Oh,tobesure;Iforgot。Why,surelyhehasnotdesertedyou。\" \"MyChristopherdesertme!Helovesmetoowell;farmorethanI deserve;butnotmorethanIwill。UnclePhilip,Iamtooconfusedandwretchedtotellyouallthathashappened;butIknowyoulovehim,thoughyouhadatiff:uncle,hecalledonyou,toshakehandsandaskyourforgiveness,poorfellow!Hewassosorryyouwereaway。Pleasereadhisdeardiary:itwilltellyouall,betterthanhispoorfoolishwifecan。Iknowitbyheart。I\'llshowyouwhereyouandhequarrelledaboutme。There,see。\"Andsheshowedhimthepassagewithherfinger。\"Henevertoldmeitwasthat,orIwouldhavecomeandbeggedyourpardononmyknees。Butseehowsorryhewas。There,see。AndnowI\'llshowyouanotherplace,wheremyChristopherspeaksofyourmany,manyactsofkindness。 There,see。Andnowpleaseletmeshowyouhowhelongedforreconciliation。There,see。Anditisthesamethroughthebook。 AndnowI\'llshowyouhowgrievedhewastogowithoutyourblessing。ItoldhimIwassureyouwouldgivehimthat,andhimgoingaway。Ah,me!willheeverreturn?Uncledear,don\'thateme。WhatshallIdo,nowheisgone,ifyoudisownme?Why,youaretheonlyStainesleftmetolove。\" \"Disownyou,ma\'am!thatI\'llneverdo。Youareagood-heartedyoungwoman,Ifind。There,runanddryyoureyes;andletmereadChristopher\'sdiaryallthrough。ThenIshallseehowthelandlies。\" Rosacompliedwithhisproposal;andlefthimalonewhileshebathedhereyes,andtriedtocomposeherself,forshewasalltremblingatthissuddenirruption。 Whenshereturnedtothedrawing-room,hewaswalkingabout,lookinggraveandthoughtful。 \"Itistheoldstory,\"saidhe,rathergently:\"aMISUNDERSTANDING。 Howwiseourancestorswerethatfirstusedthatwordtomeanaquarrel!for,lookintotwentyquarrels,andyoushalldetectascoreofmis-under-standings。YetourAmericancousinsmustgoandsubstitutetheun-ideaedword\'difficulty\';thatiswonderful。I hadnoquarrelwithhim:delightedtoseeeitherofyou。ButIhadcalledtwiceonhim;soIthoughtheoughttogetoverhistemper,andcallonatriedfriendlikeme。Amisunderstanding!Now,mydear,letushavenomoreofthesemisunderstandings。Youwillalwaysbewelcomeatmyhouse,andIshalloftencomehereandlookafteryouandyourinterests。Whatdoyoumeantodo,Iwonder?\" \"Sir,Iamtogohometomyfather,ifhewillbetroubledwithme。 Ihavewrittentohim。\" \"AndwhatistobecomeoftheBijou?\" \"MyChristiethoughtIshouldliketopartwithit,andthefurniture——buthisownwriting-deskandhischair,no,Ineverwill,andhislittleclock。Oh!oh!oh!——ButIrememberwhatyousaidaboutagents,andIdon\'tknowwhattodo;forIshallbeaway。\" \"Then,leaveittome。I\'llcomeandliveherewithoneservant; andI\'llsoonsellitforyou。\" \"You,UnclePhilip!\" \"Well,whynot?\"saidheroughly。 \"Thatwillbeagreattroubleanddiscomforttoyou,I\'mafraid。\" \"IfIfinditso,I\'llsoondropit。I\'mnotthefooltoputmyselfoutforanybody。Whenyouarereadytogoout,sendmeword,andI\'llcomein。\" Soonafterthishebustledoff。Hegaveherasortofhurriedkissatparting,asifhewasashamedofit,andwanteditoverasquicklyaspossible。 Nextdayherfathercame,condoledwithherpolitely,assuredhertherewasnothingtocryabout;husbandswereasortoffunctionariesthatgenerallywenttoseaatsomepartoftheircareer,andnoharmevercameofit。Onthecontrary,\"Absencemakestheheartgrowfonder,\"saidthisjudiciousparent。 Thissentimenthappenedtobejustalittletootrue,andsetthedaughtercryingbitterly。Butshefoughtagainstit。\"Ohno!\" saidshe,\"IMUSTN\'T。IwillnotbealwayscryinginKentVilla。\" \"Lordforbid!\" \"Ishallgetoveritintime——alittle。\" \"Why,ofcourseyouwill。ButastoyourcomingtoKentVilla,I amafraidyouwouldnotbeverycomfortablethere。YouknowIamsuperannuated。Onlygotmypensionnow。\" \"Iknowthat,papa:and——why,thatisoneofthereasons。Ihaveagoodincomenow;andIthoughtifweputourmeanstogether\"—— \"Oh,thatisaverydifferentthing。Youwillwantacarriage,I suppose。Ihaveputminedown。\" \"Nocarriage;nohorse;nofootman;noluxuryofanykindtillmyChristiecomesback。Iabhordress;Iabhorexpense;IloatheeverythingIoncelikedtoowell;Idetesteveryfollythathaspartedus;andIhatemyselfworstofall。Oh!oh!oh!Forgivemeforcryingso。\" \"Well,Idaresaythereareassociationsaboutthisplacethatupsetyou。Ishallgoandmakereadyforyou,dear;andthenyoucancomeassoonasyoulike。\" Hebestowedapaternalkissonherbrow,andglideddoucelyawaybeforeshecouldpossiblycryagain。 TheverynextweekRosawasatKentVilla,withtherelicsofherhusbandabouther;hischair,hiswriting-table,hisclock,hiswaste-paperbasket,averydeepandlargeone。ShehadthemallinherbedroomatKentVilla。 Herethedaysglidedquietlybutheavily。 ShederivedsomecomfortfromUnclePhilip。Hisrough,friendlywaywasatonic,andbracedher。HecalledseveraltimesabouttheBijou。Toldherhehadputupenormousboardsalloverthehouse,andpuffeditfinely。\"Ihavehadahundredagentsatme,\"saidhe;\"andthenextthing,Ihope,willbeonecustomer;thatisabouttheproportion。\"Atlasthewroteherhehadhookedavictim,andsoldtheleaseandfurnitureforninehundredguineas。 StaineshadassignedtheleasetoRosa,soshehadfullpowers;andPhilipinvestedthemoney,andtwohundredmoreshegavehim,inalittlemortgageatsixpercent。 NowcametheletterfromMadeira。Itgavehernewlife。 Christopherwaswell,contented,hopeful。Hisexampleshouldanimateher。Shewouldbravelybearthepresent,andsharehishopesofthefuture:withthesebrighterviewsNatureco-operated。 Theinstinctsofapproachingmaternitybrightenedthefuture。Shefellintogentlereveries,andsawherhusbandreturn,andsawherselfplacetheirinfantinhisarmswithallawife\'s,amother\'spride。 Induecoursecameanotherlongletterfromtheequator,withafulljournal,andmorewordsofhope。Homeinlessthanayear,withreputationincreasedbythislastcure;home,topartnomore。 Ah!whatachangedwifeheshouldfind!howfrugal,howcandid,howfullofappreciation,admiration,andlove,ofthenoblest,dearesthusbandthateverbreathed! LadyCicelyTrehernewaitedsomeweeks,toletkindersentimentsreturn。ShethencalledinDearStreet,butfoundMrs。StaineswasgonetoGravesend。Shewrotetoher。 Inafewdaysshereceivedareply,studiouslypoliteandcold。 Thispersistentinjusticemortifiedheratlast。Shesaidtoherself,\"DoesshethinkhisdeparturewasnolosstoME?Itwastoherinterests,aswellashis,Isacrificedmyownselfishwishes。Iwillwritetohernomore。\" Thisresolutionshesteadilymaintained。Itwasshakenforamoment,whensheheard,byasidewind,thatMrs。Staineswasfastapproachingthegreatpainandperilofwomen。Thenshewavered。 Butno。SheprayedforherbynameintheLiturgy,butshetroubledhernomore。 Thisstateofthingslastedsomesixweeks,whenshereceivedaletterfromhercousinTadcaster,closeontheheelsofhislast,towhichshehadrepliedasIhaveindicated。Sheknewhishandwriting,andopeneditwithasmile。 Thatsmilesoondiedoffherhorror-strickenface。Theletterranthus:—— TRISTAND\'ACUNHA,Jan。5。 DEARCICELY,——Aterriblethinghasjusthappened。Wesignalledaraft,withabodyonit,andpoorDr。Stainesleanedoutoftheport-hole,andfelloverboard。Threeboatswereletdownafterhim;butitallwentwrong,somehow,oritwastoolate。Theycouldneverfindhim,hewasdrowned;andthefuneralservicewasreadforthepoorfellow。 Weareallsadlycutup。Everybodylovedhim。Itwasdreadfulnextdayatdinner,whenhischairwasempty。Theverysailorscriedatnotfindinghim。 Firstofall,IthoughtIoughttowritetohiswife。Iknowwhereshelives;itiscalledKentVilla,Gravesend。ButIwasafraid; itmightkillher:andyouaresogoodandsensible,IthoughtI hadbetterwritetoyou,andperhapsyoucouldbreakittoherbydegrees,beforeitgetsinallthepapers。 Isendthisfromtheisland,byasmallvessel,andpaidhimtenpoundstotakeit。 Youraffectionatecousin,TADCASTER。 Wordsarepowerlesstodescribeablowlikethis:theamazement,thestupor,thereluctancetobelieve——therising,swelling,surginghorror。Shesatlikeawomanofstone,crumplingtheletter。\"Dead!——dead?\" Foralongtimethiswasallhermindcouldrealize——thatChristopherStaineswasdead。Hewhohadbeensofulloflifeandthoughtandgenius,andworthiertolivethanalltheworld,wasdead;andamillionnobodieswerestillalive,andhewasdead。 Shelaybackonthesofa,andallthepowerleftherlimbs。Shecouldnotmoveahand。 Butsuddenlyshestartedup;foranobleinstincttoldherthisblowmustnotfallonthewifeasithadonher,andinhertimeofperil。 Shehadherbonnetoninamoment,andforthefirsttimeinherlife,dartedoutofthehousewithouthermaid。Sheflewalongthestreets,scarcelyfeelingtheground。ShegottoDearStreet,andobtainedPhilipStaines\'saddress。Sheflewtoit,andtherelearnedhewasdownatKentVilla。InstantlyshetelegraphedtohermaidtocomedowntoheratGravesend,withthingsforashortvisit,andwaitforheratthestation;andshewentdownbytraintoGravesend。 Hithertoshehadwalkedonair,drivenbyoneoverpoweringimpulse。 Now,asshesatinthetrain,shethoughtalittleofherself。 Whatwasbeforeher?TobreaktoMrs。Stainesthatherhusbandwasdead。Totellherallhermisgivingsweremorethanjustified。Toencounterhercoldcivility,andletherknow,inchbyinch,itmustbeexchangedforcursesandtearingofhair;herhusbandwasdead。Totellherthis,andinthetellingofit,perhapsrevealthatitwasHERgreatbereavement,aswellasthewife\'s,forshehadadeeperaffectionforhimthansheought。 Well,shetrembledlikeanaspenleaf,trembledlikeoneinanague,evenasshesat。Butshepersevered。 Anoblewomanhashercourage;notexactlythesameasthatwhichleadsforlornhopesagainstbastionsbristlingwithriflesandtonguedwithflamesandthunderbolts;yetnotinferiortoit。 Tadcaster,smallanddull,butnoblebybirthandinstinct,hadseentherightthingforhertodo;andshe,ofthesamebreed,andnoblerfar,hadseenittoo;andthegreatsoulsteadilydrewtherecoilingheartandquiveringbodytothisfierytrial,thisactofhumanity——todowhichwasterribleandhard,toshirkit,cowardlyandcruel。 ShereachedGravesend,anddroveinaflytoKentVilla。