第16章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Reade字数:9565更新时间:18/12/14 10:46:38
Thedoorwasopenedbyamaid。 \"IsMrs。Stainesathome?\" \"Yes,ma\'am,sheisatHOME:but——\" \"CanIseeher?\" \"Why,no,ma\'am,notatpresent。\" \"ButImustseeher。Iamanoldfriend。Pleasetakehermycard。 LadyCicelyTreherne。\" Themaidhesitated,andlookedconfused。\"Perhapsyoudon\'tknow,ma\'am。Mrs。Staines,sheis——thedoctorhavebeeninthehouseallday。\" \"Ah,thedoctor!IbelieveDr。PhilipStainesishere。\" \"Why,thatISthedoctor,ma\'am。Yes,heishere。\" \"Then,prayletmeseehim——orno;IhadbetterseeMr。Lusignan。\" \"Masterhavegoneoutfortheday,ma\'am;butifyou\'llstepinthedrawing-room,I\'lltellthedoctor。\" LadyCicelywaitedinthedrawing-roomsometime,heart-sickandtrembling。 AtlastDr。Philipcamein,withhercardinhishand,lookingevidentlyalittlecrossattheinterruption。\"Now,madam,pleasetellme,asbrieflyasyoucan,whatIcandoforyou。\" \"AreyouDr。PhilipStaines?\" \"Iam,madam,atyourservice——forfiveminutes。Can\'tquitmypatientlong,justnow。\" \"Oh,sir,thankGodIhavefoundyou。Bepreparedforillnews—— sadnews——aterriblecalamity——Ican\'tspeak。Readthat,sir。\" AndshehandedhimTadcaster\'snote。 Hetookit,andreadit。 Heburiedhisfaceinhishands。\"Christopher!mypoor,poorboy!\" hegroaned。Butsuddenlyaterribleanxietyseizedhim。\"Whoknowsofthis?\"heasked。 \"Onlymyself,sir。Icameheretobreakittoher。\" \"Youareagood,kindlady,forbeingsothoughtful。Madam,ifthisgetstomyniece\'sears,itwillkillher,assureaswestandhere。\" \"Thenletuskeepitfromher。Commandme,sir。Iwilldoanything。Iwilllivehere——takethelettersin——thejournals—— anything。\" \"No,no;youhavedoneyourpart,andGodblessyouforit。Youmustnotstayhere。Yourladyship\'sverypresence,andyouragitation,wouldsettheservantstalking,andsomeidiot-fiendamongthembabbling——thereisnothingsoterribleasafool。\" \"MayIremainattheinn,sir;justonenight?\" \"Ohyes,Iwishyouwould;andIwillrunover,ifalliswellwithher——wellwithher?poorunfortunategirl!\" LadyCicelysawhewishedhergone,andshewentdirectly。 Atnineo\'clockthatsameevening,asshelayonasofainthebestroomoftheinn,attendedbyhermaid,Dr。PhilipStainescametoher。Shedismissedhermaid。 Dr。Philipwastooold,inotherwords,hadlosttoomanyfriends,tobereallybrokendownbybereavement;buthewasstrangelysubdued。Theloudtoneswereoutofhim,andtheloudlaugh,andeventhekeensneer。Yethewasthesameman;butwithagentlersurface;andthiswasnotwithoutitspathos。 \"Well,madam,\"saidhegravelyandquietly。\"Itisasitalwayshasbeen。\'Asistheraceofleaves,sothatofman。\'Whenonefalls,anothercomes。Here\'salittleChristophercome,inplaceofhimthatisgone:abrave,beautifulboy,ma\'am;thefinestbutoneIeverbroughtintotheworld。Heiscometotakehisfather\'splaceinourhearts——Iseeyouvaluedhispoorfather,ma\'am——buthecomestoolateforme。Atyourage,ma\'am,friendshipscomenaturally;theyspringlikelovesinthesoftheartofyouth:atseventy,thegateisnotsoopen;thesoilismoresterile。I shallnevercareforanotherChristopher;neverseeanothergrowtoman\'sestate。\" \"Themother,sir,\"sobbedLadyCicely;\"thepoormother?\" \"Likethemall——poorcreature:inheaven,madam;inheaven。Newlife!newexistence!anewcharacter。Allthepride,glory,rapture,andamazementofmaternity——thankstoherignorance,whichwemustprolong,orIwouldnotgiveonestrawforherlife,orherson\'s。Ishallneverleavethehousetillshedoesknowit,andcomewhenitmay,Idreadthehour。Sheisnotframedbynaturetobearsodeadlyashock。\" \"Herfather,sir。Wouldhenotbethebestpersontobreakittoher?Hewasoutto-day。\" \"Herfather,ma\'am?Ishallgetnohelpfromhim。Heisoneofthosesoft,gentlecreatures,thatcomeintotheworldwithwhatyourcantingfoolscallamission;andhismissionistotakecareofnumberone。Notdishonestly,mindyou,norviolently,norrudely,butdoucelyandcalmly。Thecareabrutelikemetakesofhisvitals,thatcareLusignantakesofhisoutercuticle。Hisnumberoneisasensitiveplant。Noscenes,nonoise;nothingpainful——by-the-by,thelittlecreaturethatwritesinthepapers,andcallscalamitiesPAINFUL,isofLusignan\'sbreed。Outto-day! ofcoursehewasout,ma\'am:heknewfrommehisdaughterwouldbeinperilallday,sohevisitedafriend。Heknewhisowntenderness,andevadedpaternalsensibilities:aself-defender。I countonnohelpfromthatcharmingman。\" \"Aman!Icallsuchcreachaasweptiles!\"saidLadyCicely,herghastlycheekcoloringforamoment。 \"Thenyougivethemafalseimportance。\" Inthecourseofthisinterview,LadyCicelyaccusedherselfsadlyofhavinginterferedbetweenmanandwife,andwiththebestintentionsbroughtaboutthiscruelcalamity。\"Judge,then,sir,\" saidshe,\"howgratefulIamtoyouforundertakingthiscrueltask。Iwasherschoolfellow,sir,andIloveherdearly;butshehasturnedagainstme,andnow,oh,withwhathorrorshewillregardme!\" \"Madam,\"saidthedoctor,\"thereisnothingmoremeanandunjustthantojudgeothersbyeventsthatnonecouldforesee。Yourconscienceisclear。Youdidyourbestformypoornephew:butFatewilleditotherwise。Asformyniece,shehasmanyvirtues,butjusticeisoneyoumustnotlookforinthatquarter。Justicerequiresbrains。It\'savirtuetheheartdoesnotdealin。Youmustbecontentwithyourowngoodconscience,andanoldman\'sesteem。Youdidallforthebest;andthisverydayyouhavedoneagood,kindaction。Godblessyouforit!\" Thenhelefther;andnextdayshewentsadlyhome,andformanyalongdaythehollowworldsawnothingofCicelyTreherne。 WhenMr。Lusignancamehomethatnight,Dr。Philiptoldhimthemiserablestory,andhisfears。Hereceivedit,notasPhiliphadexpected。Thebachelorhadcountedwithouthisdormantpaternity。 Hewasterror-stricken——abject——fellintoachair,andwrunghishands,andweptpiteously。Tokeepitfromhisdaughtertillsheshouldbestronger,seemedtohimchimerical,impossible。However,Philipinsisteditmustbedone;andhemustmakesomeexcuseforkeepingoutofherway,orhismannerwouldrousehersuspicions。 Heconsentedreadilytothat,andindeedleftalltoDr。Philip。 Dr。Philiptrustednobody;notevenhisownconfidentialservant。 Heallowednojournaltocomeintothehousewithoutpassingthroughhishands,andhereadthemallbeforehewouldletanyothersoulinthehouseseethem。HeaskedRosatolethimbehersecretaryandopenherletters,givingasapretextthatitwouldbeaswellsheshouldhavenosmallworriesortroublejustnow。 \"Why,\"saidshe,\"Iwasneversowellabletobearthem。Itmustbeagreatthingtoputmeoutnow。Iamsohappy,andliveinthefuture。Well,dearuncle,youcanifyoulike——whatdoesitmatter?——onlytheremustbeoneexception:myownChristie\'sletters,youknow。\" \"Ofcourse,\"saidhe,wincinginwardly。 TheverynextdaycamealetterofcondolencefromMissLucas。Dr。 Philipinterceptedit,andlockeditup,tobeshownheratamorefittingtime。 Buthowcouldhehopetokeepsopublicathingasthisfromenteringthehouseinoneofahundrednewspapers? HewentintoGravesend,andsearchedallthenewspapers,toseewhathehadtocontendwith。Tohishorror,hefounditinseveraldailiesandweeklies,andintwoillustratedpapers。Hesataghastatthedifficultyandthedanger。 Thebestthinghecouldthinkofwastobuythemall,andcutouttheaccount。Hedidso,andbroughtallthepapers,thusmutilated,intothehouse,andsentthemintothekitchen。Hesaidtohisoldservant,\"ThesemayamuseMr。Lusignan\'speople,andI haveextractedallthatinterestsme。\" Bythesemeanshehopedthatnoneoftheservantswouldgoandbuymoreofthesesamepaperselsewhere。 Notwithstandingtheseprecautions,hetookthenurseapart,andsaid,\"Now,youareanexperiencedwoman,andtobetrustedaboutanexcitablepatient。Mind,IobjecttoanyfemaleservantenteringMrs。Staines\'sroomwithgossip。Keepthemoutsidethedoorforthepresent,please。Oh,andnurse,ifanythingshouldhappen,likelytogrieveortoworryher,itmustbekeptfromherentirely:canItrustyou?\" \"Youmay,sir。\" \"Ishalladdtenguineastoyourfee,ifshegetsthroughthemonthwithoutashockordisturbanceofanykind。\" Shestaredathim,inquiringly。Thenshesaid,—— \"Youmayrelyonme,doctor。\" \"IfeelImay。Still,shealarmsme。Shelooksquietenough,butsheisveryexcitable。\" NotalltheseprecautionsgaveDr。Philipanyrealsenseofsecurity;stilllessdidtheytoMr。Lusignan。Hewasnotatenderfather,insmallthings,buttheideaofactualdangertohisonlychildwasterribletohimandhenowpassedhislifeinacontinualtremble。 Thisisthelesstobewonderedat,whenItellyouthateventhestoutPhilipbegantolosehisnerve,hisappetite,hissleep,underthishourlyterrorandthishourlytorture。 Welldidthegreatimaginationofantiquityfeignatorment,toogreatforthemindlongtoendure,intheswordofDamoclessuspendedbyasinglehairoverhishead。Heretheswordhungoveraninnocentcreature,whosmiledbeneathit,fearless;butthesetwooldmenmustsitandwatchthesword,andaskthemselveshowlongbeforethatsubtlesalvationshallsnap。 \"Illnewstravelsfast,\"saystheproverb。\"Thebirdsoftheairshallcarrythematter,\"saysHolyWrit;anditisso。Noboltsnorbars,nopromisesnorprecautions,canlongshutoutagreatcalamityfromtheearsitistoblast,theheartitistowither。 Theveryairseemsfullofit,untilitfalls。 Rosa\'schildwasmorethanafortnightold;andshewaslookingmorebeautifulthanever,asisoftenthecasewithaveryyoungmother,andDr。Philipcomplimentedheronherlooks。\"Now,\"saidhe,\"youreaptheadvantageofbeinggood,andobedient,andkeepingquiet。Inanothertendaysorso,Imaytakeyoutotheseasideforaweek。IhavethehonortoinformyouthatfromaboutthefourthtothetenthofMarchthereisalwaysaweekoffineweather,whichtakeseverybodybysurprise,exceptme。Itdoesnotastonishme,becauseIobserveitisinvariable。Now,whatwouldyousayifIgaveyouaweekatHerneBay,tosetyouupaltogether?\" \"Asyouplease,dearuncle,\"saidMrs。Staines,withasweetsmile。 \"Ishallbeveryhappytogo,ortostay。Ishallbehappyeverywhere,withmydarlingboy,andthethoughtofmyhusband。 Why,Icountthedaystillheshallcomebacktome。No,tous;tous,mypet。Howdareanaughtymammysayto\'me,\'asif\'me\'washalfthe\'portanceofoo,apreciouspets!\" Dr。Philipwassurprisedintoasigh。 \"Whatisthematter,dear?\"saidRosa,veryquickly。 \"Thematter?\" \"Yes,dear,thematter。Yousighed;you,thelaughingphilosopher。\" \"DidI?\"saidhe,togaintime。\"PerhapsIrememberedtheuncertaintyofhumanlife,andofallmortalhopes。Theoldwillhavetheirthoughts,mydear。Theyhaveseensomuchtrouble。\" \"But,uncledear,heisaveryhealthychild。\" \"Very。\" \"Andyoutoldmeyourselfcarelessnesswasthecausesomanychildrendie。\" \"Thatistrue。\" Shegavehimacuriousandrathersearchinglook;then,leaningoverherboy,said,\"Mammy\'snotafraid。BeautifulPetwasnotborntodiedirectly。Hewillneverleavehismam-ma。No,uncle,henevercan。Formylifeisboundinhisandhisdearfather\'s。 Itisatriplecord:onego,goall。\" ShesaidthiswithaquietresolutionthatchilledUnclePhilip。 Atthismomentthenurse,whohadbeenbendingsopertinaciouslyoversomeworkthathereyeswereinvisible,lookedquicklyup,castafurtiveglanceatMrs。Staines,andfindingshewasemployedforthemoment,madeanagitatedsignaltoDr。Philip。Allshedidwastoclenchhertwohandsandliftthemhalfwaytoherface,andthencastafrightenedlooktowardsthedoor;butPhilip\'ssensesweresosharpenedbyconstantalarmandwatching,thathesawatoncesomethingseriouswasthematter。Butashehadaskedhimselfwhatheshoulddoincaseofsomesuddenalarm,hemerelygaveanodofintelligencetothenurse,scarcelyperceptible,thenrosequietlyfromhisseat,andwenttothewindow。\"Snowcoming,I think,\"saidhe。\"ForallthatweshallhavetheMarchsummerintendays。Youmarkmywords。\"Hethenwentleisurelyoutoftheroom;atthedoorheturned,and,withallthecunninghewasmasterof,said,\"Oh,bytheby,cometomyroom,nurse,whenyouareatleisure。\" \"Yes,doctor,\"saidthenurse,butnevermoved。Shewastoobentonhidingtheagitationshereallyfelt。 \"Hadyounotbettergotohim,nurse?\" \"PerhapsIhad,madam。\" Sherosewithfeignedindifference,andlefttheroom。Shewalkedleisurelydownthepassage,then,castingahastyglancebehindher,forfearMrs。Stainesshouldbewatchingher,hurriedintothedoctor\'sroom。Theymetatonceinthemiddleoftheroom,andMrs。Briscoeburstout,\"Sir,itisknownalloverthehouse!\" \"Heavenforbid!Whatisknown?\" \"Whatyouwouldgivetheworldtokeepfromher。Why,sir,themomentyoucautionedme,ofcourseIsawtherewastrouble。ButlittleIthought——sir,notaservantinthekitchenorthestablebutknowsthatherhusband——poorthing!poorthing!——Ah!theregoesthehousemaid——tohavealookather。\" \"Stopher!\" Mrs。Briscoehadnotwaitedforthis;sherushedafterthewoman,andtoldherMrs。Staineswassleeping,andtheroommustnotbeenteredonanyaccount。 \"Oh,verywell,\"saidthemaid,rathersullenly。 Mrs。Briscoesawherreturntothekitchen,andcamebacktoDr。 Staines;hewaspacingtheroomintormentsofanxiety。 \"Doctor,\"saidshe,\"itistheoldstory:\'Servants\'friends,themaster\'senemies。\'Anoldservantcameheretogossipwithherfriendthecook(shenevercouldabideherwhiletheyweretogether,byallaccounts),andtoldherthewholestoryofhisbeingdrownedatsea。\" Dr。Philipgroaned,\"Cursedchatterbox!\"saidhe。\"Whatistobedone?Mustwebreakittohernow?Oh,ifIcouldonlybuyafewdaysmore!Thehearttobecrushedwhilethebodyisweak!Itistoocruel。Adviseme,Mrs。Briscoe。Youareanexperiencedwoman,andIthinkyouareakind-heartedwoman。\" \"Well,sir,\"saidMrs。Briscoe,\"Ihadthenameofit,whenIwasyounger——beforeBriscoefailed,andItooktonursing;whichithardens,sir,byuse,andalongofthepatientsthemselves;forsickfolkarelumpsofselfishness;weseemoreofthemthanyoudo,sir。ButthisIWILLsay,\'tisn\'tselfishnessthatliesnowinthatroom,waitingfortheblowthatwillbringhertodeath\'sdoor,I\'msoreafraid;butasweet,gentle,thoughtfulcreature,aseversuppedsorrow;forIdon\'tknowhow\'tis,doctor,norwhy\'tis,butanangellikethathasalwaystosupsorrow。\" \"Butyoudonotadviseme,\"saidthedoctor,inagitation,\"andsomethingmustbedone。\" \"Adviseyou,sir;itisnotformetodothat。IamsureI\'matmywits\'ends,poorthing!Well,sir,Idon\'tseewhatyoucando,buttryandbreakittoher。Betterso,thanletitcometoherlikeaclapofthunder。ButIthink,sir,I\'dhaveawet-nurseready,beforeIsaidmuch:forsheisveryquick——andtentoonebutthefirstwordofsuchathingturnsherbloodtogall。Sir,I onceknewapoorwoman——shewasacarpenter\'swife——a-nursingherchildintheafternoon——andinrunsafoolishwoman,andtellsherhewaskilleddead,offascaffold。\'Twastheman\'ssistertoldher。Well,sir,shewasknockedstupidlike,andshesatstaring,andnursingofherchild,beforeshecouldtakeitinrightly。Thechildwasdeadbeforesupper-time,andthewomanwasnotlongafter。Thewholefamilywassweptaway,sir,inafewhours,andI mindthetablewasnotclearedhehaddinedon,whentheycametolaythemout。Well-a-day,nursesseesorrow!\" \"Weallseesorrowthatlivelong,Mrs。Briscoe。Iamheart-brokenmyself;Iamdesperate。Youareagoodsoul,andI\'lltellyou。 Whenmynephewmarriedthispoorgirl,Iwasveryangrywithhim; andIsoonfoundshewasnotfittobeastrugglingman\'swife;andthenIwasveryangrywithher。Shehadspoiledafirst-ratephysician,Ithought。But,sinceIknewherbetter,itisallchanged。Sheissolovable。HowIshallevertellherthisterriblething,Godknows。AllIknowis,thatIwillnotthrowachanceaway。HerbodySHALLbestronger,beforeIbreakherheart。 Cursedidiots,thatcouldnotsaveasingleman,withtheirboats,inacalmsea!Lordforgivemeforblamingpeople,whenIwasnottheretosee。IsayIwillgivehereverychance。Sheshallnotknowittillsheisstronger:no,notifIliveatherdoor,andsleepthere,andall。GoodGod!inspiremewithsomething。Thereisalwayssomethingtobedone,ifonecouldbutseeit。\" Mrs。Briscoesighedandsaid,\"Sir,Ithinkanythingisbetterthanforhertohearitfromaservant——andtheyaresuretoblurtitout。Youngwomenaresuchfools。\" \"No,no;Iseewhatitis,\"saidDr。Philip。\"Ihavegoneallwrongfromthefirst。Ihavebeenactinglikeawoman,whenI shouldhaveactedlikeaman。Why,IonlytrustedYOUbyhalves。 Therewasafoolforyou。Nevertrustpeoplebyhalves。\" \"Thatistrue,sir。\" \"Well,then,nowIshallgoatitlikeaman。Ihaveavileopinionofservants;butnomatter。I\'lltrythem:theyarehuman,Isuppose。I\'llhitthembetweentheeyeslikeaman。Gotothekitchen,Mrs。Briscoe,andtellthemIwishtospeaktoalltheservants,indoorsorout。\" \"Yes,sir。\" Shestoppedatthedoor,andsaid,\"Ihadbettergetbacktoher,assoonasIhavetoldthem。\" \"Certainly。\" \"AndwhatshallItellher,sir?Herfirstwordwillbetoaskmewhatyouwantedmefor。Isawthatinhereye。Shewascurious: thatiswhyshesentmeafteryousoquick。\" Dr。Philipgroaned。Hefelthewaswalkingamongpitfalls。Herapidlyflavoredsomedistilledwaterwithorange-flower,thentinteditabeautifulpink,andbottledit。\"There,\"saidhe;\"I wasmixinganewmedicine。Tablespoon,fourtimesaday:hadtofilterit。Anylieyoulike。\" Mrs。Briscoewenttothekitchen,andgavehermessage:thenwenttoMrs。Staineswiththemixture。 Dr。Philipwentdowntothekitchen,andspoketotheservantsverysolemnly。Hesaid,\"Mygoodfriends,Iamcometoaskyourhelpinamatteroflifeanddeath。Thereisapooryoungwomanup-stairs; sheisawidow,anddoesnotknowit;andmustnotknowityet。Iftheblowfellnow,Ithinkitwouldkillher:indeed,ifshehearsitallofasudden,atanytime,thatmightdestroyher。Weareinsosoreastraitthatafeathermayturnthescale。Sowemusttryallwecantogainalittletime,andthentrusttoGod\'smercyafterall。Well,now,whatdoyousay?Willyouhelpmekeepitfromher,tillthetenthofMarch,say?andthenIwillbreakittoherbydegrees。Forgetsheisyourmistress。Masterandservant,thatisallverywellatapropertime;butthisisthetimetoremembernothingbutthatweareallonefleshandblood。Weliedowntogetherinthechurchyard,andwehopetorisetogetherwheretherewillbenomasterandservant。Thinkofthepoorunfortunatecreatureasyourownfleshandblood,andtellme,willyouhelpmetryandsaveher,underthisterribleblow?\" \"Ay,doctor,thatwewill,\"saidthefootman。\"Onlyyougiveusourorders,andyouwillsee。\" \"Ihavenorighttogiveyouorders;butIentreatyounottoshowherbywordorlook,thatcalamityisuponher。Alas!itisonlyareprieveyoucangiveherandtome。ThebitterhourMUSTcomewhenImusttellhersheisawidow,andherboyanorphan。Whenthatdaycomes,IwillaskyoualltoprayformethatImayfindwords。ButnowIaskyoutogivemethattendays\'reprieve。Letthepoorcreaturerecoveralittlestrength,beforethethunderboltofafflictionfallsonherhead。Willyoupromiseme?\" Theypromisedheartily;andmorethanoneofthewomenbegantocry。 \"Ageneralassentwillnotsatisfyme,\"saidDr。Philip。\"Iwanteveryman,andeverywoman,togivemeahanduponit;thenIshallfeelsureofyou。\" Themengavehimtheirhandsatonce。Thewomenwipedtheirhandswiththeiraprons,tomakesuretheywereclean,andgavehimtheirhandstoo。Thecooksaid,\"Ifanyoneofusgoesfromit,thiskitchenwillbetoohottoholdher。\" \"Nobodywillgofromit,cook,\"saidthedoctor。\"I\'mnotafraidofthat;andnowsinceyouhavepromisedme,outofyourowngoodhearts,I\'lltryandbeevenwithyou。IfsheknowsnothingofitbythetenthofMarch,fiveguineastoeverymanandwomaninthiskitchen。Youshallseethat,ifyoucanbekind,wecanbegrateful。\" Hethenhurriedaway。HefoundMr。Lusignaninthedrawing-room,andtoldhimallthis。Lusignanwasfluttered,butgrateful。\"Ah,mygoodfriend,\"saidhe,\"thisisahardtrialtotwooldmen,likeyouandme。\" \"Itis,\"saidPhilip。\"Ithasshownmemyage。IdeclareIamtrembling;I,whosenerveswereiron。ButIhaveaparticularcontemptforservants。Mercenarywretches!IthinkHeaveninspiredmetotalktothem。Afterall,whoknows?perhapswemightfindawaytotheirhearts,ifwedidnoteternallyshocktheirvanity,andforgetthatitis,andmustbe,fargreaterthanourown。Thewomengavemetheirtears,andthemenwereearnest。 Notonehandlaycoldinmine。Asforyourkitchen-maid,I\'dtrustmylifetothatgirl。Whatagripshegaveme!Whatstrength! Whatfidelitywasinit!MyhandwasneverGRASPEDbefore。I thinkwearesafeforafewdaysmore。\" Lusignansighed。\"Whatdoesitallcometo?Wearepullingthetriggergently,thatisall。\" \"No,no;thatisnotit。Don\'tletusconfoundthematterwithsimiles,please。Keepthemforchildren。\" Mrs。Stainesleftherbed;andwouldhaveleftherroom,butDr。 Philipforbadeitstrictly。 Oneday,seatedinherarm-chair,shesaidtothenurse,beforeDr。 Philip,\"Nurse,whydotheservantslooksocuriouslyatme?\" Mrs。BriscoecastahastyglanceatDr。Philip,andthensaid,\"I don\'tknow,madam。Inevernoticedthat。\" \"Uncle,whydidnurselookatyoubeforesheansweredsuchasimplequestion?\" \"Idon\'tknow。Whatquestion?\" \"Abouttheservants。\" \"Oh,abouttheservants!\"saidhecontemptuously。 \"Youshouldnotturnupyournoseatthem,fortheyareallmostkindandattentive。Only,Icatchthemlookingatmesostrangely; really——asifthey——\" \"Rosa,youaretakingmequiteoutofmydepth。Thelooksofservantgirls!Why,ofcoursealadyinyourconditionisanobjectofespecialinteresttothem。Idaresaytheyaresayingtooneanother,\'Iwonderwhenmyturnwillcome!\'Afellow-feelingmakesuswondrouskind——thatisaproverb,isitnot?\" \"Tobesure。Iforgotthat。\" Shesaidnomore;butseemedthoughtful,andnotquitesatisfied。