\"No,sir。Anditisverycurious。No,Iwon\'ttellyou。Yes,I
will。HemI——IthinkIhavenoticedone。\"
\"Onewhat?\"
\"OneIwishman——danglingafterme。\"
\"Thenyourladyshiphasonlytotightenthecord——andHE\'Sdonefor。\"
Havingadministeredthisprescription,ourlaughingphilosopherwentofftoItaly,andtherefellinwithsomecountrymentohismind,soheaccompaniedthemtoEgyptandPalestine。
Hisabsence,andLordTadcaster\'s,madeRosaStaines\'slifeextremelymonotonous。Dayfollowedday,andweekfollowedweek,eachsounvarying,that,onaretrospect,threemonthsseemedlikeoneday。
AndIthinkatlastyouthandnaturebegantorebel,andsecretlytocravesomelittlechangeorincidenttorufflethestagnantpool。Yetshewouldnotgointosociety,andwouldonlyreceivetwoorthreedullpeopleatthevilla;soshemadetheverymonotonywhichwasbeginningtotireher,andnursedasacredgriefshehadnoneedtonurse,itwassotrulygenuine。
Shewasinthisforlorncondition,when,onemorning,acarriagedrovetothedoor,andacardwasbroughtuptoher——\"Mr。ReginaldFalcon。\"
Falcon\'shistory,betweenthisandourlastadvices,issoondisposedof。
When,afteralittlestrugglewithhisbetterangel,herodepasthiswife\'sgate,heintended,atfirst,onlytogotoCapeTown,sellthediamonds,havealark,andbringhomethebalance:but,asherodesouth,hisviewsexpanded。HecouldhavetentimesthefuninLondon,andcheaper;sincehecouldsellthediamondsformoremoney,andalsoconcealthetrueprice。ThiswastheBohemian\'swholemindinthebusiness。HehadnodesignswhateveronMrs。
Staines,nordidheintendtostealthediamonds,buttoembezzleaportionofthepurchase-money,andenjoythepleasuresandvicesofthecapitalforafewmonths;thenbacktohismilchcow,Phoebe,andleadaquietlifetillthenextuncontrollablefitshouldcomeuponhimalongwiththemeansofsatisfyingit。
Ontheway,hereadStaines\'slettertoMrs。Falcon,verycarefully。HeneverbrokethesealofthelettertoMrs。Staines。
Thatwastobegivenherwhenhehadbrokenthegoodnewstoher;
andthishedeterminedtodowithsuchskill,asshouldmakeDr。
Stainesveryunwillingtolooksuspiciouslyorill-naturedlyintomoneyaccounts。
HereachedLondon;andbeingathoroughegotist,attendedfirsttohisowninterests;heneverwentnearMrs。Stainesuntilhehadvisitedeverydiamondmerchantanddealerinthemetropolis;heshowedthesmallstonestothemallbutheshowednomorethanonelargestonetoeach。
Atlasthegotanofferoftwelvehundredpoundsforthesmallstones,andthesameforthelargeyellowstone,andninehundredpoundsforthesecondlargeststone。Hetookthisninehundredpounds,andinstantlywrotetoPhoebe,tellingherhehadasuddeninspirationtobringthediamondstoEngland,whichhecouldnotregret,sincehehadneverdoneawiserthing。Hehadsoldasinglestoneforeighthundredpounds,andhadsentthedoctor\'sfourhundredpoundstoheraccountinCapeTown;andaseachsalewaseffected,thehalfwouldbesoremitted。Shewouldseebythat,hewaswiserthaninformerdays。Heshouldonlystaysolongasmightbenecessarytosellthemallequallywell。Hisownsharehewouldapplytopayingoffmortgagesonthefamilyestate,ofwhichhehopedsomedaytoseeherthemistress,orhewouldsenditdirecttoher,whichevershemightprefer。
NowthemainobjectofthisartfulletterwastokeepPhoebequiet,andnothavehercomingafterhim,ofwhichhefeltshewasverycapable。
ThemoneygotsafetoCapeTown,butthelettertoPhoebemiscarried。Howthishappenedwasneverpositivelyknown;buttheservantofthelodging-housewasafterwardsdetectedcuttingstampsoffaletter;soperhapsshehadplayedthatgameonthisoccasion。
Bythismeans,matterstookacuriousturn。Falcon,intendingtolullhiswifeintoafalsesecurity,lulledhimselfintothatstateinstead。
Whenhehadtakencareofhimself,andgotfivehundredpoundstoplaythefoolwith,thenhecondescendedtorememberhiserrandofmercy;andhecamedowntoGravesend,toseeMrs。Staines。
Ontheroad,hegavehismindseriouslytothedelicateanddangeroustask。Itdidnot,however,disquiethimasitwouldyou,sir,oryou,madam。Hehadagreatadvantageoveryou。Hewasaliar——asmooth,ready,accomplishedliar——andheknewit。
Thiswastheoutlinehehadtracedinhismind:heshouldappearverysubduedandsad;shouldwearanairofcondolence。But,afterawhile,shouldsay,\"Andyetmenhavebeenlostlikethat,andescaped。Amanwaspickeduponaraftinthoseverylatitudes,andbroughtintoCapeTown。Afriendofminesawhim,monthsafter,atthehospital。Hismemorywasshaken——couldnottellhisname;butinotherrespectshewasallrightagain。\"
IfMrs。Stainestookfireatthis,hewouldsayhisfriendknewalltheparticulars,andhewouldaskhim,andsoleavethattorankletillnextvisit。Andhavingplantedhisgermofhope,hewouldgrowit,andwaterit,byvisitsandcorrespondence,tillhecouldthrowoffthemask,andsayhewasconvincedStaineswasalive:andfromthat,byotherdegrees,tillhecouldsay,onhiswife\'sauthority,thatthemanpickedupatsea,andcuredatherhouse,wastheveryphysicianwhohadsavedherbrother\'slife:andsoontotheoverwhelmingproofhecarriedintherubyringandtheletter。
Iamafraidthecunninganddexterity,thesubtletyandtactrequired,interestedhimmoreinthecommissionthandidthebenevolence。Hecalled,sentuphiscard,andcomposedhiscountenanceforhispart,likeanactorattheWing。
\"Notathome。\"
Hestaredwithamazement。
Thehistoryofa\"Notathome\"isnot,ingeneral,worthrecording:
butthisisanexception。
OnreceivingFalcon\'scard,Mrs。Stainesgavealittlestart,andcoloredfaintly。Sheinstantlyresolvednottoseehim。What!themanshehadflirtedwith,almostjilted,andrefusedtomarry——hedaredtobealivewhenherChristopherwasdead,andhadcometheretoshowherHEwasalive!
Shesaid\"Notathome\"withatoneofunusualsharpnessanddecision,whichlefttheservantinnodoubthemustbeequallydecidedatthehalldoor。
Falconreceivedthesuddenfreezerwithamazement。\"Nonsense,\"
saidhe。\"Notathomeatthistimeofthemorning——toanoldfriend!\"
\"Notathome,\"saidthemandoggedly。
\"Oh,verywell,\"saidFalconwithabittersneer,andreturnedtoLondon。
Hefeltsureshewasathome;andbeingatremendousegotist,hesaid,\"Oh!allright。Ifshewouldrathernotknowherhusbandisalive,itisallonetome;\"andheactuallytooknomorenoticeofherforafullweek,andneverthoughtofher,excepttochuckleoverthepenaltyshewaspayingfordaringtoaffronthisvanity。
However,Sundaycame;hesawadulldaybeforehim,andsoherelented,andthoughthewouldgiveheranothertrial。
HewentdowntoGravesendbyboat,andstrolledtowardsthevilla。
Whenhewasaboutahundredyardsfromthevilla,alady,allinblack,cameoutwithanurseandchild。
Falconknewherfigureallthatwayoff,anditgavehimacuriousthrillthatsurprisedhim。Hefollowedher,andwasnotveryfarbehindherwhenshereachedthechurch。Sheturnedattheporch,kissedthechildearnestly,andgavethenursesomedirections;
thenenteredthechurch。
\"Come,\"saidFalcon,\"I\'llhavealookather,anyway。\"
Hewentintothechurch,andwalkedupasideaisletoapillar,fromwhichhethoughthemightbeabletoseethewholecongregation;and,sureenough,thereshesat,afewyardsfromhim。Shewaslovelierthanever。Mindhadgrownonherfacewithtrouble。Anangelicexpressionilluminatedherbeauty;hegazedonher,fascinated。Hedrankanddrankherbeautytwomortalhours,andwhenthechurchbrokeup,andshewenthome,hewashalfafraidtofollowher,forhefelthowharditwouldbetosayanythingtoherbutthattheoldlovehadreturnedonhimwithdoubleforce。
However,havingwatchedherhome,hewalkedslowlytoandfrocomposinghimselffortheinterview。
Henowdeterminedtomaketheprocessofinformingheraverylongone:hewouldspinitout,andsosecuremanyasweetinterviewwithher:and,whoknows?hemightfascinateherasshehadhim,andripengratitudeintolove,asheunderstoodthatword。
Hecalled,hesentinhiscard。Themanwentin,andcamebackwithasonorous\"Notathome。\"
\"Notathome?nonsense。Why,sheisjustcomeinfromchurch。\"
\"Notathome,\"saidtheman,evidentlystronginhisinstructions。
Falconturnedwhitewithrageatthissecondaffront。\"Alltheworseforher,\"saidhe,andturnedonhisheel。
Hewenthome,ragingwithdisappointmentandwoundedvanity,and——
sincesuchloveashisisseldomveryfarfromhate——hesworesheshouldneverknowfromhimthatherhusbandwasalive。Heevenmoralized。\"Thiscomesofbeingsounselfish,\"saidhe。\"I\'llgivethatgameupforever。\"
Byandby,amerenegativerevengewasnotenoughforhim,andhesethiswitstoworktomakehersmart。
Hewrotetoherfromhislodgings:——
DEARMADAM,——Whatapityyouareneverathometome。Ihadsomethingtosayaboutyourhusband,thatIthoughtmightinterestyou。
Yourstruly,R。FALCON。
Imaginetheeffectofthisabominablenote。Itwaslikearockflungintoaplacidpool。ItsetRosatremblingallover。Whatcouldhemean?
Sheranwithittoherfather,andaskedhimwhatMr。Falconcouldmean。
\"Ihavenoidea,\"saidhe。\"Youhadbetteraskhim,notme。\"
\"Iamafraiditisonlytogettoseeme。Youknowheadmiredmeonce。Ah,howsuspiciousIamgetting。\"
RosawrotetoFalcon:——
DEARSIR,——SincemybereavementIseescarcelyanybody。Myservantdidnotknowyou;soIhopeyouwillexcuseme。Ifitistoomuchtroubletocallagain,wouldyoukindlyexplainyournotetome?
Yoursrespectfully,ROSASTAINES。
Falconchuckledbitterlyoverthis。\"No,mylady,\"saidhe。\"I\'llserveyouout。Youshallrunaftermelikealittledog。Ihavegotthebonethatwilldrawyou。\"
Hewrotebackcoldlytosaythatthematterhehadwishedtocommunicatewastoodelicateandimportanttoputonpaper;thathewouldtryandgetdowntoGravesendagainsomedayorother,butwasmuchoccupied,andhadalreadyputhimselftoinconvenience。
Headded,inapostscript,thathewasalwaysathomefromfourtofive。
Nextdayhegotholdoftheservant,andgaveherminuteinstructions,andaguinea。
Thenthewretchgotsometoolsandboredaholeinthepartitionwallofhissitting-room。Thepaperhadlargeflowers。Hewasartistenoughtoconcealthetrickwithwater-colors。Inhisbed-
roomtheholecamebehindthecurtains。
Thatveryafternoon,ashehadforeseen,Mrs。Stainescalledonhim。Themaid,dulyinstructed,saidMr。Falconwasout,butwouldsoonreturn,andcouldshewaithisreturn?Themaidbeingsoverycivil,Mrs。Stainessaidshewouldwaitalittlewhile,andwasimmediatelyusheredintoFalcon\'ssitting-room。Thereshesatdown;butwasevidentlyillatease,restless,flushed。Shecouldnotsitquiet,andatlastbegantowalkupanddowntheroom,almostwildly。Herbeautifuleyesglittered,andthewholewomanseemedonfire。Thecaitiff,whowaswatchingher,sawandgloatedonallthis,andenjoyedtothefullherbeautyandagitation,andhisrevengeforher\"Notathomes。\"
Butafteralongtime,therewasareaction:shesatdownandutteredsomeplaintivesoundsinarticulate,ornearly;andatlastshebegantocry。
ThenitcostFalconaneffortnottocomeinandcomforther;buthecontrolledhimselfandkeptquiet。
Sherangthebell。Sheaskedforwritingpaper,andshewroteherunseentormentorahumblenote,begginghim,foroldacquaintance,tocallonher,andtellherwhathismysteriouswordsmeantthathadfilledherwithagitation。
Thisdone,shewentaway,withadeepsigh,andFalconemerged,andpounceduponherletter。
Hekissedit;hereaditadozentimes:hesatdownwhereshehadsat,andhisbasepassionoverpoweredhim。Herbeauty,heragitation,herfear,hertears,allcombinedtomaddenhim,anddothedevil\'sworkinhisfalse,selfishheart,soopentoviolentpassions,sodeadtoconscience。
Foronceinhislifehewasviolentlyagitated,andtornbyconflictingfeelings:hewalkedabouttheroommorewildlythanhisvictimhad;andifitbetruethat,incertaingreattemptations,goodandbadangelsfightforaman,hereyoumighthaveseenasfierceabattleofthatkindaseverwas。
Atlastherushedoutintotheair,anddidnotreturntillteno\'clockatnight。Hecamebackpaleandhaggard,andwithalookofcrimeuponhisface。
TrueBohemianashewas,hesentforapintofbrandy。
Sothenthediewascast,andsomethingwastobedonethatcalledforbrandy。
Heboltedhimselfin,anddrankawine-glassofitneat;thenanother;thenanother。
Nowhispalecheekisflushed,andhiseyeglitters。Drinkforever!greatruinofEnglishsoulsaswellasbodies。
Heputthepokerinthefire,andheateditredhot。
HebroughtStaines\'sletter,andsoftenedthesealing-waxwiththehotpoker;thenwithhispen-knifemadeaneatincisioninthewax,andopenedtheletter。Hetookoutthering,andputitcarefullyaway。Thenhelightedacigar,andreadtheletter,andstudiedit。Manyaman,capableofmurderinheatofpassion,couldnothaveresistedthepathosofthisletter。ManyaNewgatethief,afterreadingit,wouldhavefeltsuchpityforthelovinghusbandwhohadsufferedtothevergeofdeath,andthentothebrinkofmadness,andforthepoorbereavedwife,thathewouldhavetakentheletterdowntoGravesendthatverynight,thoughhepickedtwofreshpocketstodefraytheexpensesoftheroad。
Butthiswasanegotist。Goodnaturehadcurbedhisegotismalittlewhile;butnowvanityandpassionhadsweptawayallunselfishfeelings,andthepureegotistaloneremained。
Now,thepureegotisthasbeendefinedasamanwhowillburndownhisNEIGHBOR\'ShousetocookHIMSELFanegg。Murderisbutegotismcarriedouttoitsnaturalclimax。Whatismurdertoapureegotist,especiallyabrandiedone?
IknewanegotistwhometafemaleacquaintanceinNewhavenvillage。Shehadaone-poundnote,andofferedtotreathim。Shechangedthisnotetotreathim。Fishshegavehim,andmuchwhiskey。Costherfourshillings。Heateanddrankwithher,atherexpense;andhisaorta,orprincipalblood-vessel,beingwarmedwithherwhiskey,hemurderedherforthechange,theoddsixteenshillings。
Ihadthepleasureofseeingthategotisthung,withtheseeyes。
Itwasasliceofluckthat,Igrievetosay,hasnotoccurredagaintome。
Somuchforawhiskiedegotist。
Hislesstruculentbutequallyremorselessbrotherinvillany,thebrandiedegotist,Falcon,couldreadthatpoorhusband\'sletterwithoutblenching;theloveandtheanticipationsofrapture,thesemadehimwrithealittlewithjealousy,buttheyrousednotagrainofpity。Hewasatrueegotist,blind,remorseless。
Inthis,histruecharacter,hestudiedtheletterprofoundly,andmasteredallthefacts,anddigestedthemwell。
Allmannerofdiabolicalartificespresentedthemselvestohisbrain,barrenoftrueintellect,yetfertileinfraud;inthat,andalllowcunningandsubtlety,farmorethanamatchforSolomonorBacon。
Hissinisterstudieswerepursuedfarintothenight。Thenhewenttobed,andhisunboundedegotismgavehimthesleepagrandercriminalwouldhavecourtedinvainonthevergeofamonstrousanddeliberatecrime。
Nextdayhewenttoafashionabletailor,andorderedacompletesuitofblack。Thiswasmadeinforty-eighthours;theintervalwasspentmainlyinconcoctingliestobeincorporatedwiththenumberofminutefactshehadgainedfromStaines\'sletter,andinmakingcloseimitationsofhishandwriting。
Thusarmed,andcrammedwithmoreliesthanthe\"Menteur\"ofCorneille,butnotsuchinnocentones,hewentdowntoGravesend,allindeepmourning,withcraperoundhishat。
Hepresentedhimselfatthevilla。
Theservantwasallobsequiousness。Yes,Mrs。Stainesreceivedfewvisitors;butshewasathometoHIM。Heevenbegantofalterexcuses。\"Nonsense,\"saidFalcon,andslippedasovereignintohishand;\"youareagoodservant,andobeyorders。\"
Theservant\'srespectdoubled,andheusheredthevisitorintothedrawing-room,asonewhosenamewasapassport。\"Mr。ReginaldFalcon,madam。\"
Mrs。Staineswasalone。Sherosetomeethim。Hercolorcameandwent,herfulleyefellonhim,andtookinallataglance——thathewasallinblack,andthathehadabeard,andlookedpale,andillatease。
Littledreamingthatthiswastheanxietyofafelonabouttotaketheactualplungeintoanovelcrime,shewasratherprepossessedbyit。Thebeardgavehimdignity,andhidhismean,cruelmouth。
Hisblacksuitseemedtosayhe,too,hadlostsomeonedeartohim;andthatwasagroundofsympathy。
Shereceivedhimkindly,andthankedhimfortakingthetroubletocomeagain。Shebeggedhimtobeseated;andthen,womanlike,shewaitedforhimtoexplain。
Buthewasinnohurry,andwaitedforher。Heknewshewouldspeakifhewassilent。
Shecouldnotkeephimwaitinglong。\"Mr。Falcon,\"saidshe,hesitatingalittle,\"youhavesomethingtosaytomeabouthimI
havelost。\"
\"Yes,\"saidhesoftly。\"IhavesomethingIcouldsay,andIthinkIoughttosayit;butIamafraid:becauseIdon\'tknowwhatwillbetheresult。Ifeartomakeyoumoreunhappy。\"
\"Me!moreunhappy?Me,whosedearhusbandliesatthebottomoftheocean。Otherpoorwoundedcreatureshavethewretchedcomfortofknowingwherehelies——ofcarryingflowerstohistomb。ButI——
oh,Mr。Falcon,Iambereavedofall:evenhispoorremainslost,——
lost\"——shecouldsaynomore。
Thenthatcravenheartbegantoquakeatwhathewasdoing;quaked,yetpersevered;buthisownvoicequivered,andhischeekgrewashypale。Nowonder。IfeverGodcondescendedtopourlightningonaskunk,surelynowwasthetime。
Shakingandsweatingwithterrorathisownact,hestammeredout,\"Woulditbetheleastcomforttoyoutoknowthatyouarenotdeniedthatpoorconsolation?Supposehediednotsomiserablyasyouthink?Supposehewaspickedupatsea,inadyingstate?\"
\"Ah!\"
\"Supposehelingered,nursedbykindandsympathizinghands,thatalmostsavedhim?Supposehewaslaidinhallowedground,andagreatmanytearsshedoverhisgrave?\"
\"Ah,thatwouldindeedbeacomfort。Anditwastosaythisyoucame。Ithankyou。Iblessyou。But,mygood,kindfriend,youaredeceived。Youdon\'tknowmyhusband。Youneversawhim。Heperishedatsea。\"
\"Willitbekindorunkind,totellyouwhyIthinkhediedasI
tellyou,andnotatsea?\"
\"Kind,butimpossible。Youdeceiveyourself。Ah,Isee。Youfoundsomepoorsufferer,andweregoodtohim;butitwasnotmypoorChristie。Oh,ifitwere,Ishouldworshipyou。ButIthankyouasitis。Itwasverykindtowanttogivemethislittle,littlecrumbofcomfort;forIknowIdidnotbehavewelltoyou,sir:butyouaregenerous,andhaveforgivenapoorheart-brokencreature,thatneverwasverywise。\"
Hegavehertimetocry,andthensaidtoher,\"IonlywantedtobesureitWOULDbeanycomforttoyou。Mrs。Staines,itistrueI
didnotevenknowhisname;noryours。WhenImet,inthisveryroom,thegreatdisappointmentthathassaddenedmyownlife,I
leftEnglanddirectly。Icollectedfunds,wenttoNatal,andturnedland-ownerandfarmer。Ihavemadealargefortune,butI
neednottellyouIamnothappy。Well,Ihadayacht,andsailingfromCapeTowntoAlgoaBay,Ipickeduparaft,withadyingmanonit。Hewasperishingfromexhaustionandexposure。Igotalittlebrandybetweenhislips,andkepthimalive。Ilandedwithhimatonce:andwenursedhimonshore。Wehadtobeverycautious。Heimproved。Wegothimtotakeegg-flip。Hesmiledonusatfirst,andthenhethankedus。Inursedhimdayandnightfortendays。Hegotmuchstronger。Hespoketome,thankedmeagainandagain,andtoldmehisnamewasChristopherStaines。Hetoldmethatheshouldnevergetwell。Iimploredhimtohavecourage。Hesaidhedidnotwantforcourage;butnaturehadbeentriedtoohard。Wegotsofondofeachother。Oh!\"——andthecaitiffpretendedtobreakdown;andhisfeignedgriefmingledwithRosa\'sdespairingsobs。
Hemadeanapparenteffort,andsaid,\"Hespoketomeofhiswife,hisdarlingRosa。Thenamemademestart,butIcouldnotknowitwasyou。Atlasthewasstrongenoughtowriteafewlines,andhemademepromisetotakethemtohiswife。\"
\"Ah!\"saidRosa。\"Showthemme。\"
\"Iwill。\"
\"Thismoment。\"Andherhandsbegantoworkconvulsively。
\"Icannot,\"saidFalcon。\"Ihavenotbroughtthemwithme。\"
Rosacastakeeneyeofsuspicionandterroronhim。Hisnotbringingtheletterseemedmonstrous;andsoindeeditwas。Thefactis,theletterwasnotwritten。
Falconaffectednottonoticeherkeenlook。Heflowedon,\"Theaddressheputonthatletterastonishedme。\'KentVilla。\'OfcourseIknewKentVilla:andhecalledyou\'Rosa。\'\"
\"Howcouldyoucometomewithoutthatletter?\"criedRosa,wringingherhands。\"HowamItoknow?Itisallsostrange,soincredible。\"
\"Don\'tyoubelieveme?\"saidFalconsadly。\"WhyshouldIdeceiveyou?ThefirsttimeIcamedowntotellyouallthis,IdidnotKNOWwhoMrs。Staineswas。Isuspected;butnomore。ThesecondtimeIsawyouinthechurch,andthenIknew;andfollowedyoutotryandtellyouallthis;andyouwerenotathometome。\"
\"Forgiveme,\"saidRosacarelessly:thenearnestly,\"Theletter!
whencanIseeit?\"
\"Iwillsend,orbringit。\"
\"Bringit!IaminagonytillIseeit。Oh,mydarling!mydarling!Itcan\'tbetrue。ItwasnotmyChristie。Heliesinthedepthsoftheocean。LordTadcasterwasintheship,andhesaysso;everybodysaysso。\"
\"AndIsayhesleepsinhallowedground,andthesehandslaidhimthere。\"
Rosaliftedherhandstoheaven,andcriedpiteously,\"Idon\'tknowwhattothink。Youwouldnotwillinglydeceiveme。Buthowcanthisbe?Oh,UnclePhilip,whyareyouawayfromme?Sir,yousayhegaveyoualetter?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Oh,why,whydidyounotbringit?\"
\"Becausehetoldmethecontents;andIthoughtheprizedmypooreffortstoohighly。Itdidnotoccurtomeyouwoulddoubtmyword。\"
\"Oh,no:nomoreIdo:butIfearitwasnotmyChristie。\"
\"I\'llgofortheletteratonce,Mrs。Staines。\"
\"Oh,thankyou!Blessyou!Yes,thisminute!\"
Theartfulroguedidnotgo;neverintended。
HeroseTOGO;buthadasuddeninspiration;verysudden,ofcourse。\"Hadhenothingabouthimyoucouldrecognizehimby?\"
\"Yes,hehadaringIgavehim。\"
Falcontookablack-edgedenvelopeoutofhispocket。
\"Arubyring,\"saidshe,beginningtotrembleathisquietaction。
\"Isthatit?\"andhehandedherarubyring。
CHAPTERXXVII。
Mrs。Stainesutteredasharpcryandseizedthering。Hereyesdilatedoverit,andshebegantotrembleineverylimb;andatlastshesankslowlyback,andherheadfellononesidelikeabrokenlily。Thesuddensightoftheringoverpoweredheralmosttofainting。
Falconrosetocallforassistance;butshemadehimafeeblemotionnottodoso。
Shegotthebetterofherfaintness,andthenshefelltokissingthering,inanagonyoflove,andweptoverit,andstillheldit,andgazedatitthroughherblindingtears。
Falconeyedheruneasily。
Buthesoonfoundhehadnothingtofear。Foralongtimesheseemedscarcelyawareofhispresence;andwhenshenoticedhim,itwastothankhim,almostpassionately。
\"ItwasmyChristieyouweresogoodto:mayHeavenblessyouforit:andyouwillbringmehisletter,willyounot?\"
\"OfcourseIwill。\"
\"Oh,donotgoyet。Itisallsostrange:sosad。IseemtohavelostmypoorChristieagain,sincehedidnotdieatsea。Butno,IamungratefultoGod,andungratefultothekindfriendthatnursedhimtothelast。Ah,Ienvyyouthat。Tellmeall。Nevermindmycrying。IhaveseenthetimeIcouldnotcry。Itwasworsethenthannow。IshallalwayscrywhenIspeakofhim,ay,tomydyingday。Tellme,tellmeall。\"
Herpassionfrightenedtheegotist,butdidnotturnhim。Hehadgonetoofar。Hetoldherthat,afterraisingalltheirhopes,Dr。
Staineshadsuddenlychangedfortheworse,andsunkrapidly;thathislastwordshadbeenabouther,andhehadsaid,\"MypoorRosa,whowillprotecther?\"That,tocomforthim,hehadsaidhewouldprotecther。Thenthedyingmanhadmanagedtowritealineortwo,andtoaddressit。Almosthislastwordshadbeen,\"Beafathertomychild。\"
\"Thatisstrange。\"
\"Youhavenochild?Thenitmusthavebeenyouhemeant。Hespokeofyouasachildmorethanonce。\"
\"Mr。Falcon,Ihaveachild;butbornsinceIlostmypoorchild\'sfather。\"
\"ThenIthinkheknewit。Theysaythatdyingmencanseeallovertheworld:andIremember,whenhesaidit,hiseyesseemedfixedverystrangely,asifonsomethingdistant。Oh,howwonderfulallthisis。MayIseehischild,towhomIpromised\"——
Theartistinlieslefthissentencehalfcompleted。
Rosarang,andsentforherlittleboy。
Mr。Falconadmiredhisbeauty,andsaidquietly,\"Ishallkeepmyvow。\"
Hethenlefther,withapromisetocomebackearlynextmorningwiththeletter。
Shelethimgoonlyonthoseconditions。
Assoonasherfathercamein,sherantohimwiththisstrangestory。
\"Idon\'tbelieveit,\"saidhe。\"Itisimpossible。\"
Sheshowedhimtheproof,therubyring。
Thenhebecameveryuneasy,andbeggedhernottotellasoul。Hedidnottellherthereason,buthefearedtheinsuranceofficewouldhearofit,andrequireproofsofChristopher\'sdecease,whereastheyhadaccepteditwithoutamurmur,ontheevidenceofCaptainHamiltonandtheAmphitrite\'slog-book。
AsforFalcon,hewentcarefullythroughStaines\'stwoletters,andwhereverhefoundawordthatsuitedhispurpose,hetraceditbytheusualprocess,andso,inthecourseofafewhours,heconcoctedashortletter,allthewordsinwhich,exceptthree,werefacsimiles,onlyhereandtherealittleshaky;thethreeoddwordshehadtoimitatebyobservationoftheletters。Thesignaturehegottoperfectionbytracing。
Heinsertedthisletterintheoriginalenvelope,andsealeditverycarefully,soastohidethatthesealhadbeentamperedwith。
Thusarmed,hewentdowntoGravesend。TherehehiredahorseandrodetoKentVilla。
Whyhehiredahorse,heknewhowharditistoforgehandwriting,andhechosetohavethemeansofescapeathand。
Hecameintothedrawing-room,ghastlypale,andalmostimmediatelygavehertheletter;thenturnedhisback,feigningdelicacy。Inrealityhewasquakingwithfearlestsheshouldsuspectthehandwriting。ButtheenvelopewasaddressedbyStaines,andpavedthewayfortheletter;shewasunsuspiciousandgood,andherheartcriedoutforherhusband\'slastwrittenwords:atsuchamoment,whatchancehadjudgmentandsuspicioninaninnocentandlovingsoul?
Hereloquentsighsandsobssoontoldthecaitiffhehadnothingtofear。
Theletterranthus:——
MYOWNROSA,——Allthatabrothercoulddoforabelovedbrother,Falconhasdone。Henursedmenightandday。Butitisvain。I
shallneverseeyouagaininthisworld。Isendyouaprotector,andafathertoyourchild。Valuehim。Hehaspromisedtobeyourstayonearth,andmyspiritshallwatchoveryou——Tomylastbreath,yourlovinghusband,CHRISTOPHERSTAINES。
Falconrose,andbegantostealontiptoeoutoftheroom。
Rosastoppedhim。\"Youneednotgo,\"saidshe。\"Youareourfriend。ByandbyIhopeIshallfindwordstothankyou。\"
\"Prayletmeretireamoment,\"saidthehypocrite。\"Ahusband\'slastwords:toosacred——astranger:\"andhewentoutintothegarden。TherehefoundthenursemaidEmily,andthelittleboy。
Hestoppedthechild,andmadelovetothenursemaid;showedherhisdiamonds——hecarriedthemallabouthim——toldherhehadthirtythousandacresinCapeColony,anddiamondsonthem;andwasgoingtobuythirtythousandmoreofthegovernment。\"Here,takeone,\"
saidhe。\"Oh,youneedn\'tbeshy。Theyarecommonenoughonmyestates。I\'lltellyouwhat,though,youcouldnotbuythatforlessthanthirtypoundsatanyshopinLondon。Couldshe,mylittleduck?Nevermind,itisnobrighterthanhereyes。Nowdoyouknowwhatshewilldowiththat,MasterChristie?Shewillgiveittosomeduffertoputinapin。\"
\"Shewon\'tdonothingofthekind,\"saidEmily,flushingallover。
\"Sheisnotsuchafool。\"Shethenvolunteeredtotellhimshehadnosweetheart,anddidnottroubleherheadaboutyoungmenatall。
Heinterpretedthistomeanshewaslookingoutforone。SodoI。
\"Nosweetheart!\"saidhe;\"andtheprettiestgirlIhaveseensinceIlanded:thenIputinforthesituation。\"
Here,seeingthefootmancoming,hebestowedamostpaternalkissonlittleChristie,andsaying,\"NotawordtoJohn,ornomorediamondsfromme;\"hemovedcarefullyaway,leavingthegirlallinaflutterwithextravaganthopes。
Thenextmomentthiswolfinthesheep-foldenteredthedrawing-
room。Mrs。Staineswasnotthere。Hewaited,andwaited,andbegantogetratheruneasy,asmenwillwhowalkamongpitfalls。
PresentlythefootmancametosaythatMrs。Staineswaswithherfather,inhisstudy,butshewouldcometohiminfiveminutes。
Thisincreasedhisanxiety。What!Shewastakingadviceofanolderhead。Hebegantobeveryseriouslyalarmed,and,indeed,hadprettywellmadeuphismindtogodownandgallopoff,whenthedooropened,andRosacamehastilyin。Hereyeswereveryredwithweeping。Shecametohimwithbothhandsextendedtohim;hegaveherhis,timidly。Shepressedthemwithsuchearnestnessandpowerashecouldnothavesuspected;andthankedhim,andblessedhim,withsuchatorrentofeloquence,thathehunghisheadwithshame;and,beingunabletofaceitout,villainashewas,yetstillartfultothecore,hepretendedtoburstoutcrying,andranoutoftheroom,androdeaway。
Hewaitedtwodays,andthencalledagain。Rosareproachedhimsweetlyforgoingbeforeshehadhalfthankedhim。
\"Allthebetter,\"saidhe。\"Ihavebeenthankedagreatdealtoomuchalready。Whowouldnotdohisbestforadyingcountryman,andfightnightanddaytosavehimforhiswifeandchildathome?
IfIhadsucceeded,thenIwouldbegreedyofpraise:butnowitmakesmeblush;itmakesmeverysad。\"
\"Youdidyourbest,\"saidRosatearfully。
\"Ah!thatIdid。Indeed,Iwasillforweeksafter,myself,throughthestrainuponmymind,andthedisappointment,andgoingsomanynightswithoutsleep。Butdon\'tletustalkofthat。\"
\"Doyouknowwhatmydarlingsaystomeinmyletter?\"
\"No。\"
\"Wouldyouliketoseeit?\"
\"IndeedIshould;butIhavenoright。\"