`——Iwouldabandonit,andliveotherwiseandelsewhere。Itislittletorelinquish。Whatisitbutawildernessofmiseryandruin?\'
`Hah!\'saidtheMarquis,glancingroundtheluxuriousroom。`Totheeyeitisfairenough,here;butseeninitsintegrity,underthesky,andbythedaylight,itisacrumblingtowerofwaste,mismanagement,extortion,debt,mortgage,oppression,hunger,nakedness,andsuffering。\'
`Hah!\'saidtheMarquisagain,inawell-satisfiedmanner。
`Ifiteverbecomesmine,itshallbeputintosomehandsbetterqualifiedtofreeitslowly(ifsuchathingispossible)fromtheweightthatdragsitdown,sothatthemiserablepeopleWhocannotleaveitandwhohavebeenlongwrungtothelastpointofendurance,may,inanothergeneration,sufferless;batitisnotforme。Thereisacurseonit,andonallthisland。\'
`Andyou?\'saidtheuncle。`Forgivemycuriosity;doyou,underyournewphilosophy,graciouslyintendtolive?\'
`Imustdo,tolive,whatothersofmycountrymen,evenwithnobilityattheirbacks,mayhavetodosomeday——work。\'
`InEngland,forexample?\'
`Yes。Thefamilyhonour,sir,issafefrommeinthiscountry。
Thefamilynamecansufferfrommeinnoother,forIbearitinnoother。\'
Theringingofthebellhadcausedtheadjoiningbedchambertobelighted。Itnowshonebrightly,throughthedoorofcommunication。TheMarquislookedthatway,andlistenedfortheretreatingstepofhisvalet。
`Englandisveryattractivetoyou,seeinghowindifferentlyyouhaveprosperedthere,\'heobservedthen,turninghiscalmfacetohisnephewwithasmile。
`Ihavealreadysaid,thatformyprosperingthere,IamsensibleI
maybeindebtedtoyou,sir。Fortherest,itismyRefuge。\'
`Theysay,thoseboastfulEnglish,thatitistheRefugeofmany。
YouknowacompatriotwhohasfoundaRefugethere?ADoctor?\'
`Yes。\'
`With,adaughter?\'
`Yes,\'saidtheMarquis。`Youarefatigued。Good-night!\'
Ashebenthisheadinhismostcourtlymanner,therewasasecrecyinhissmilingface,andheconveyedanairofmysterytothosewords,whichstrucktheeyesandearsofhisnephewforcibly。Atthesametime,thethinstraightlinesofthesettingoftheeyes,andthethinstraightlips,andthemarkingsinthenose,curvedwithasarcasmthatlookedhandsomelydiabolic。
`Yes,\'repeatedtheMarquis。`ADoctorwithadaughter。Yes。Socommencesthenewphilosophy!Youarefatigued。Good-night!\'
Itwouldhavebeenofasmuchavailtointerrogateanystonefaceoutsidethechâ;ateauastointerrogatethatfaceofhis。Thenephewlookedathiminvain,inpassingontothedoor。
`Good-night!\'saidtheuncle。`Ilooktothepleasureofseeingyouagaininthemorning。Goodrepose!LightMonsieurmynephewtohischamberthere!——AndburnMonsieurmynephewinhisbed,ifyouwill,\'headdedtohimself,beforeheranghislittlebellagain,andsummonedhisvalettohisownbedroom。
Thevaletcomeandgone,MonsieurtheMarquiswalkedtoandfroinhisloosechamber-robe,topreparehimselfgentlyforsleep,thathotstillnight。Rustlingabouttheroom,hissoftly-slipperedfeetmakingnonoiseonthefloor,hemovedlikearefinedtiger——lookedlikesomeenchantedmarquisoftheimpenitentlywickedsort,instory,whoseperiodicalchangeintotigerformwaseitherjustgoingoff,orjustcomingon。
Hemovedfromendtoendofhisvoluptuousbedroom,lookingagainatthescrapsoftheday\'sjourneythatcameunbiddenintohismind;theslowtoilupthehillatsunset,thesettingsun,thedescent,themill,theprisononthecrag,thelittlevillageinthehollow,thepeasantsatthefountain,andthemenderofroadswithhisbluecappointingoutthechainunderthecarriage。ThatfountainsuggestedtheParisfountain,thelittlebundlelyingonthestep,thewomenbendingoverit,andthetallmanwithhisarmsup,crying,`Dead!\'
`Iamcoolnow,\'saidMonsieurtheMarquis,`andmaygotobed。\'
So,leavingonlyonelightburningonthelargehearth,helethisthingauzecurtainsfallaroundhim,andheardthenightbreakitssilencewithalongsighashecomposedhimselftosleep。
Thestonefacesontheouterwallsstaredblindlyattheblacknightforthreeheavyhours;forthreeheavyhourstilehorsesinthestablesrattledattheirracks,thedogsbarked,andtheowlmadeanoisewithverylittleresemblanceinittothenoiseconventionallyassignedtotheowlbymen-poets。Butitistheobstinatecustomofsuchcreatureshardlyevertosaywhatissetdownforthem。
Forthreeheavyhours,thestonefacesofthechâ;ateau,lionandhuman,staredblindlyatthenight。Deaddarknesslayonallthelandscape,deaddarknessaddeditsownhushtothehushingdustonalltheroads。Theburial-placehadgottothepassthatitslittleheapsofpoorgrasswereundistinguishablefromoneanother;thefigureontheCrossmighthavecomedown,foranythingthatcouldbeseenofit。Inthevillage,taxersandtaxedwerefastasleep。Dreaming,perhaps,ofbanquets,asthestarvedusuallydo,andofeaseandrest,asthedrivenslaveandtheyokedoxmay,itsleaninhabitantssleptsoundly,andwerefedandfreed。
Thefountaininthevillageflowedunseenandunheard,andthefountainatthechâ;ateaudroppedunseenandunheard——bothmeltingaway,liketheminutesthatwerefallingfromthespringofTime——throughthreedarkhours。Then,thegreywaterofbothbegantobeghostlyinthelight,andtheeyesofthestonefacesofthechâ;ateauwereopened。
Lighterandlighter,untilatlastthesuntouchedthetopsofthestilltrees,andpoureditsradianceoverthehill。Intheglow,thewaterofthechâ;ateaufountainseemedtoturntoblood,andthestonefacescrimsoned。Thecarolofthebirdswasloudandhigh,and,ontheweather-beatensillofthegreatwindowofthebedchamberofMonsieurtheMarquis,onelittlebirdsangitssweetestsongwithallitsmight。Atthis,theneareststonefaceseemedtostareamazed,and,withopenedmouthanddroppedunder-jaw,lookedawe-stricken。
Now,thesunwasfullup,andmovementbeganinthevillage。Casementwindowsopened,crazydoorswereunbarred,andpeoplecameforthshivering——chilled,asyet,bythenewsweetair。Thenbegantherarelylightenedtoilofthedayamongthevillagepopulation。Some,tothefountain;some,tothefields;
menandwomenhere,todiganddelve;menandwomenthere,toseetothepoorlivestock,andleadthebonycowsout,tosuchpastureascouldbefoundbytheroadside。InthechurchandattheCross,akneelingfigureortwo;attendantonthelatterprayers,theledcow,tryingforabreakfastamongtheweedsatitsfoot。
Thechâ;ateauawokelater,asbecameitsquality,butawokegraduallyandsurely。First,thelonelyboar-spearsandknivesofthechasehadbeenreddenedasofold;then,hadgleamedtrenchantinthemorningsunshine;now,doorsandwindowswerethrownopen,horsesintheirstableslookedroundovertheirshouldersatthelightandfreshnesspouringinatdoor+ways,leavessparkledandrustledatiron-gratedwindows,dogspulledhardattheirchains,andrearedimpatienttobeloosed。
Allthesetrivialincidentsbelongedtotheroutineoflife,andthereturnofmorning。Surely,notsotheringingofthegreathellofthechâ;ateau,northerunningupanddownthestairs;northehurriedfiguresontheterrace;northebootingandtrampinghereandthereandeverywhere,northequicksaddlingofhorsesandridingaway?
Whatwindsconveyedthishurrytothegrizzledmenderofroads,alreadyatworkonthehill-topbeyondthevillage,withhisday\'sdinner(notmuchtocarry)lyinginabundlethatitwasworthnocrow\'swhiletopeckat,onaheapofstones?Hadthebirds,carryingsomegrainsofittoadistance,droppedoneoverhimastheysowchanceseeds?Whetherorno,themenderofroadsran,onthesultrymorning,asifforhislife,downthehill,knee-highindust,andneverstoppedtillhegottothefountain。
Allthepeopleofthevillagewereatthefountain,standingaboutintheirdepressedmanner,andwhisperinglow,butshowingnootheremotionsthangrimcuriosityandsurprise。Theledcows,hastilybroughtinandtetheredtoanythingthatwouldholdthem,werelookingstupidlyon,orlyingdownchewingthecudofnothingparticularlyrepayingtheirtrouble,whichtheyhadpickedupintheirinterruptedsaunter。Someofthepeopleofthechâ;ateau,andsomeofthoseoftheposting-house,andallthetaxingauthorities,werearmedmoreorless,andwerecrowdedontheothersideofthelittlestreetinapurposelessway,thatwashighlyfraughtwithnothing。Already,themenderofroadshadpenetratedintothemidstofagroupoffiftyparticularfriends,andwassmitinghimselfinthebreastwithhisbluecap。Whatdidallthisportend,andwhatportendedtheswifthoisting-upofMonsieurGabellebehindaservantonhorseback,andtheconveyingawayofthesaidGabelle(double-ladenthoughthehorsewas),atagallop,likeanewversionoftheGermanballadofLeonora?
Itportendedthattherewasonestonefacetoomany,upatthechâ;ateau。
TheGorgonhadsurveyedthebuildingagaininthenight,andhadaddedtheonestonefacewanting;thestonefaceforwhichithadwaitedthroughabouttwohundredyears。
ItlaybackonthepillowofMonsieurtheMarquis。Itwaslikeafinemask,suddenlystartled,madeangry,andpetrified。Drivenhomeintotheheartofthestonefigureattachedtoit,wasaknife。Rounditshiltwasafrillofpaper,onwhichwasscrawled:
`Drivehimfasttohistomb。This,fromJACQUES。\'
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXTwoPromisesMOREmonths,tothenumberoftwelve,hadcomeandgone,andMr。CharlesDarnaywasestablishedinEnglandasahigherteacheroftheFrenchlanguagewhowasconversantwithFrenchliterature。Inthisage,hewouldhavebeenaProfessor;inthatage,hewasaTutor。Hereadwithyoungmenwhocouldfindanyleisureandinterestforthestudyofalivingtonguespokenallovertheworld,andhecultivatedatasteforitsstoresofknowledgeandfancy。Hecouldwriteofthem,besides,insoundEnglish,andrenderthemintosoundEnglish。Suchmasterswerenotatthattimeeasilyfound;Princesthathadbeen,andKingsthatweretobe,werenotyetoftheTeacherclass,andnoruinednobilityhaddroppedoutofTellson\'sledgers,toturncooksandcarpenters。Asatutor,whoseattainmentsmadethestudent\'swayunusuallypleasantandprofitable,andasaneleganttranslatorwhobroughtsomethingtohisworkbesidesmeredictionaryknowledge,youngMr。Darnaysoonbecameknownandencouraged。Hewaswellacquainted,moreover,withthecircumstancesofhiscountry,andthosewereofever-growinginterest。So,withgreatperseveranceanduntiringindustry,heprospered。
InLondon,hehadexpectedneithertowalkonpavementsofgold,nortolieonbedsofroses:ifhehadhadanysuchexaltedexpectation,hewouldnothaveprospered。Hehadexpectedlabour,andhefoundit,anddidit,andmadethebestofit。Inthis,hisprosperityconsisted。
AcertainportionofhistimewaspassedatCambridge,wherehereadwithundergraduatesasasortoftoleratedsmugglerwhodroveacontrabandtradeinEuropeanlanguages,insteadofconveyingGreekandLatinthroughtheCustom-house。TherestofhistimehepassedinLondon。
Now,fromthedayswhenitwasalwayssummerinEden,tothesedayswhenitismostlywinterinfallenlatitudes,theworldofamanhasinvariablygoneoneway——CharlesDarnay\'sway——thewayoftheloveofawoman。
HehadlovedLucieManettefromthehourofhisdanger。Hehadneverheardasoundsosweetanddearasthesoundofhercompassionatevoice;hehadneverseenafacesotenderlybeautiful,asherswhenitwasconfrontedwithhisownontheedgeofthegravethathadbeendugforhim。But,hehadnotyetspokentoheronthesubject;theassassinationatthedesertedchâ;ateaufarawaybeyondtheheavingwaterandthelong,long,dustyroads——thesolidstonechâ;ateauwhichhaditselfbecomethemeremistofadream——hadbeendoneayear,andhehadneveryet,bysomuchasasinglespokenword,disclosedtoherthestateofhisheart。
Thathehadhisreasonsforthis,heknewfullwell。Itwasagainasummerdaywhen,latelyarrivedinLondonfromhiscollegeoccupation,heturnedintothequietcornerinSoho,bentonseekinganopportunityofopeninghismindtoDoctorManette。Itwasthecloseofthesummerday,andheknewLucietobeoutwithMissPross。
HefoundtheDoctorreadinginhisarm-chairatawindow。Theenergywhichhadatoncesupportedhimunderhisoldsufferingsandaggravatedtheirsharpness,hadbeengraduallyrestoredtohim。Hewasnowaveryenergeticmanindeedwithgreatfirmnessofpurpose,strengthofresolution,andvigourofaction。Inhisrecoveredenergyhewassometimesalittlefitfulandsudden,ashehadatfirstbeenintheexerciseofhisotherrecoveredfaculties;but,thishadneverbeenfrequentlyobservable,andhadgrownmoreandmorerare。
Hestudiedmuch,sleptlittle,sustainedagreatdealoffatiguewithease,andwasequablycheerful。Tohim,nowenteredCharlesDarnay,atsightofwhomhelaidasidehisbookandheldouthishand。
`CharlesDarnay!Irejoicetoseeyou。Wehavebeencountingonyourreturnthesethreeorfourdayspast。Mr。StryverandSydneyCartonwerebothhereyesterday,andbothmadeyououttobemorethandue。
`Iamobligedtothemfortheirinterestinthematter,\'heanswered,alittlecoldlyastochem,thoughverywarmlyastotheDoctor。`MissManette——\'
`Iswell,\'saidtheDoctor,ashestoppedshort,`andyourreturnwilldelightusall。Shehasgoneoutonsomehouseholdmatters,butwillsoonbehome。\'
`DoctorManette,Iknewshewasfromhome。Itooktheopportunityofherbeingfromhome,tobegtospeaktoyou。\'
Therewasablanksilence。
`Yes?\'saidtheDoctor,withevidentconstraint。`Bringyourchairhere,andspeakon。\'
Hecompliedastothechair,butappearedtofindthespeakingonlesseasy。
`Ihavehadthehappiness,DoctorManette,ofbeingsointimatehere,\'soheatlengthbegan,`forsomeyearandahalf,thatIhopethetopiconwhichIamabouttotouchmaynot——\'
HewasstayedbytheDoctor\'sputtingouthishandtostophim。
Whenhehadkeptitsoalittlewhile,hesaid,drawingitback:
`IsLuciethetopic?\'
`Sheis。\'
`Itishardformetospeakofheratanytime。Itisveryhardformetohearherspokenofinthattoneofyours,CharlesDarnay。\'
`Itisatoneofferventadmiration,truehomage,anddeeplove,DoctorManette!\'hesaiddeferentially。
Therewasanotherblanksilencebeforeherfatherrejoined:`I
believeit。Idoyoujustice;Ibelieveit。\'
Hisconstraintwassomanifest,anditwassomanifest,too,thatitoriginatedinanunwillingnesstoapproachthesubject,thatCharlesDarnayhesitated。
`ShallIgoon,sir?\'
Anotherblank。
`Yes,goon。\'
`YouanticipatewhatIwouldsay,thoughyoucannotknowhowearnestlyIsayit,howearnestlyIfeelit,withoutknowingmysecretheart,andthehopesandfearsandanxietieswithwhichithaslongbeenladen。DearDoctorManette,Iloveyourdaughterfondly,dearly,disinterestedly,devotedly。
Ifevertherewereloveintheworld,Iloveher。Youhavelovedyourself;
letyouroldlovespeakforme!\'
TheDoctorsatwithhisfaceturnedaway,andhiseyesbentontheground。Atthelastwords,hestretchedouthishandagain,hurriedly,andcried:
`Notthat,sir!Letthatbe!Iadjureyou,donotrecallthat!\'
Hiscrywassolikeacryofactualpain,thatitranginCharlesDarnay\'searslongafterhehadceased。Hemotionedwiththehandhehadextended,anditseemedtobeanappealtoDarnaytopause。Thelattersoreceivedit,andremainedsilent。
`Iaskyourpardon,\'saidtheDoctor,inasubduedtone,aftersomemoments。`IdonotdoubtyourlovingLucie;youmaybesatisfiedofit。\'
Heturnedtowardshiminhischair,butdidnotlookathim,orraisehiseyes。Hischindroppeduponhishand,andhiswhitehairovershadowedhisface:
`HaveyouspokentoLucie?\'
`No。\'
`Norwritten?\'
`Never。\'
`Itwouldbeungeneroustoaffectnottoknowthatyourself-denialistobereferredtoyourconsiderationforherfather。Herfatherthanksyou。
Heofferedhishand;buthiseyesdidnotgowithit。
`Iknow,\'saidDarnay,respectfully,`howcanIfailtoknow,DoctorManette,Iwhohaveseenyoutogetherfromdaytoday,thatbetweenyouandMissManettethereisanaffectionsounusual,sotouching,sobelongingtothecircumstancesinwhichithasbeennurtured,thatitcanhavefewparallels,eveninthetendernessbetweenafatherandchild。
Iknow,Dr。Manette——howcanIfailtoknow——that,mingledwiththeaffectionanddutyofadaughterwhohasbecomeawoman,thereis,inherheart,towardsyou,alltheloveandrelianceofinfancyitself。Iknowthat,asinherchildhoodshehadnoparent,sosheisnowdevotedtoyouwithalltheconstancyandfervourofherpresentyearsandcharacter,unitedtothetrustfulnessandattachmentoftheearlydaysinwhichyouwerelosttoher。Iknowperfectlywellthatifyouhadbeenrestoredtoherfromtheworldbeyondthislife,youcouldhardlybeinvested,inhersight,withamoresacredcharacterthanthatinwhichyouarealwayswithher。
Iknowthatwhensheisclingingtoyou,thehandsofbaby,girl,andwoman,allinone,areroundyourneck。Iknowthatinlovingyousheseesandloveshermotheratherownage,seesandlovesyouatmyage,loveshermotherbroken+hearted,lovesyouthroughyourdreadfultrialandinyourblessedrestoration。Ihaveknownthis,nightandday,sinceIhaveknownyouinyourhome。\'
Herfathersatsilent,withhisfacebentdown。Hisbreathingwasalittlequickened;butherepressedallothersignsofagitation。
`DearDoctormanettealwaysknowingthis,alwaysseeingherandyouwiththishallowedlightaboutyou,Ihaveforborne,andforborne,aslongasitwasinthenatureofmantodoit。Ihavefelt,anddoevennowfeel,thattobringmylove——evenmine——betweenyou,istotouchyourhistorywithsomethingnotquitesogoodasitself。ButIloveher。HeavenismywitnessthatIloveher!\'
`Ibelieveit,\'answeredherfather,mournfully。`Ihavethoughtsobeforenow。Ibelieveit。\'
`But,donotbelieve,\'saidDarnay,uponwhoseearthemournfulvoicestruckwithareproachfulsound,`thatifmyfortuneweresocastasthat,beingonedaysohappyastomakehermywife,Imustatanytimeputanyseparationbetweenherandyou,IcouldorwouldbreatheawordofwhatInowsay。BesidesthatIshouldknowittobehopeless,Ishouldknowittobeabaseness。IfIhadanysuchpossibility,evenataremotedistanceofyears,harbouredinmythoughts,and`hiddeninmyheart——ifiteverhadbeenthere——ifitevercouldbethere——Icouldnotnowtouchthishonouredhand。\'
Helaidhisownuponitashespoke。
`No,dearDoctorManette。Likeyou,avoluntaryexilefromFrance;
likeyou,drivenfromitbyitsdistractions,oppressions,andmiseries;
likeyou,strivingtoliveawayfromitbymyownexertions,andtrustinginahappierfuture;Ilookonlytosharingyourfortunes,sharingyourlifeandhome,andbeingfaithfultoyoutothedeath。NottodividewithLucieherprivilegeasyourchild,companion,andfriend;buttocomeinaidofit,andbindherclosertoyou,ifsuchathingcanbe。\'
Histouchstilllingeredonherfather\'shand。Answeringthetouchforamoment,butnotcoldly,herfatherrestedhishandsuponthearmsofhischair,andlookedupforthefirsttimesincethebeginningoftheconference。Astrugglewasevidentlyinhisface;astrugglewiththatoccasionallookwhichhadatendencyinittodarkdoubtanddread。
`Youspeaksofeelinglyandsomanfully,CharlesDarnay,thatIthankyouwithallmyheart,andwillopenallmyheart——ornearlyso。
HaveyouanyreasontobelievethatLucielovesyou?\'
`None。Asyet,none。
`Isittheimmediateobjectofthisconfidence,thatyoumayatonceascertainthat,withmyknowledge?\'
`Notevenso。Imightnothavethehopefulnesstodoitforweeks;
Imight(mistakenornotmistaken)havethathopefulnessto-morrow。
`Doyouseekanyguidancefromme?\'
`Iasknone,sir。ButIhavethoughtitpossiblethatyoumighthaveitinyourpower,ifyoushoulddeemitright,togivemesome。\'
`Doyouseekanypromisefromme?\'
`Idoseekthat。
`Whatisit?\'
`Iwellunderstandthat,withoutyou,Icouldhavenohope。I
wellunderstandthat,evenifMissManetteheldmeatthismomentinherinnocentheart——donotthinkIhavethepresumptiontoassumesomuch——I
couldretainnoplaceinitagainstherloveforherfather。\'
Ifthatbeso,doyousecwhat,ontheotherhand,isinvolvedinit?\'
`Iunderstandequallywell,thatawordfromherfatherinanysuitor\'sfavour,wouldoutweighherselfandalltheworld。Forwhichreason,DoctorManette,\'saidDarnay,modestlybutfirmly,`Iwouldnotaskthatword,tosavemylife。\'
`Iamsureofit。CharlesDarnay,mysteriesariseoutofcloselove,aswellasoutofwidedivision;intheformercase,theyaresubtleanddelicate,anddifficulttopenetrate。MydaughterLucieis,inthisonerespect,suchamysterytome;Icanmakenoguessatthestateofherheart。\'
`MayIask,sir,ifyouthinksheis——\'Ashehesitated,herfathersuppliedtherest。
`Issoughtbyanyothersuitor?\'
`ItiswhatImeanttosay。\'
Herfatherconsideredalittlebeforeheanswered:
`YouhaveseenMr。Cartonhere,yourself。Mr。Stryverisheretoo,occasionally。Ifitbeatall,itcanonlybebyoneofthese。\'
`Orboth,\'saidDarnay。
`Ihadnotthoughtofboth;Ishouldnotthinkeither,likely。
Youwantapromisefromme。Tellmewhatitis。
`Itis,thatifMissManetteshouldbringtoyouatanytime,onherownpart,suchaconfidenceasIhaveventuredtolaybeforeyou,youwillbeartestimonytowhatIhavesaid,andtoyourbeliefinit。
Ihopeyoumaybeabletothinksowellofme,astourgenoinfluenceagainstme。Isaynothingmoreofmystakeinthis;thisiswhatIask。
TheconditiononwhichIaskit,andwhichyouhaveanundoubtedrighttorequire,Iwillobserveimmediately。\'
`Igivethepromise,\'saidtheDoctor,`withoutanycondition。Ibelieveyourobjecttobe,purelyandtruthfully,asyouhavestatedit。Ibelieveyourintentionistoperpetuate,andnottoweaken,thetiesbetweenmeandmyotherandfardearerself。Ifsheshouldevertellmethatyouareessentialtoherperfecthappiness,Iwillgivehertoyou。Iftherewere——CharlesDarnay,iftherewere——\'
Theyoungmanhadtakenhishandgratefully;theirhandswerejoinedastheDoctorspoke:
`——anyfancies,anyreasons,anyapprehensions,anythingwhatsoever,neworold,againstthemanshereallyloved——thedirectresponsibilitythereofnotlyingonhishead——theyshouldallbeobliteratedforhersake。
Sheiseverythingtome;moretomethansuffering,moretomethanwrong,moretome——Well!Thisisidletalk。\'
Sostrangewasthewayinwhichhefadedintosilence,andsostrangehisfixedlookwhenhehadceasedtospeak,thatDarnayfelthisownhandturncoldinthehandthatslowlyreleasedanddroppedit。
`Yousaidsomethingtome,\'saidDoctorManette,breakingintoasmile。`Whatwasityousaidtome?\'
Hewasatalosshowtoanswer,untilherememberedhavingspokenofacondition。Relievedashismindrevertedtothat,heanswered:
`Yourconfidenceinmeoughttobereturnedwithfullconfidenceonmypart。Mypresentname,thoughbutslightlychangedfrommymother\'s,isnot,asyouwillremember,myOwn。Iwishtotellyouwhatthatis,andwhyIaminEngland。\'
`Stop!\'saidtheDoctorofBeauvais。
`Iwishit,thatImaythebetterdeserveyourconfidence,andhavenosecretfromyou。
`Stop!\'
Foraninstant,theDoctorevenhadhistwohandsathisears;
foranotherinstant,evenhadhistwohandslaidonDarnay\'slips。
`TellmewhenIaskyou,notnow。Ifyoursuitshouldprosper,ifLucieshouldloveyou,youshalltellmeonyourmarriagemorning。Doyoupromise?\'
`Willingly。\'
`Givemeyourhand。Shewillbehomedirectly,anditisbettersheshouldnotseeustogetherto-night。Go!Godblessyou!\'
ItwasdarkwhenCharlesDarnaylefthim,anditwasanhourlateranddarkerwhenLuciecamehome;shehurriedintotheroomalone——forMissProsshadgonestraightupstairs——andwassurprisedtofindhisreading-chairempty。
`Myfather!\'shecalledtohim。`Fatherdear!\'
Nothingwassaidinanswer,butsheheardalowhammeringsoundinhisbedroom。Passinglightlyacrosstheintermediateroom,shelookedinathisdoorandcamerunningbackfrightened,cryingtoherself,withherbloodallchilled,`WhatshallIdo!WhatshallIdo!\'
Heruncertaintylastedbutamoment;shehurriedback,andtappedathisdoor,andsoftlycalledtohim。Thenoiseceasedatthesoundofhervoice,andhepresentlycameouttoher,andtheywalkedupanddowntogetherforalongtime。
Shecamedownfromherbed,tolookathiminhissleepthatnight。
Hesleptheavily,andhistrayofshoemakingtools,andhisoldunfinishedwork,wereallasusual。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIACompanionPicture`SYDNEY,\'saidMr。Stryver,onthatself-samenight,ormorning,tohisjackal;`mixanotherbowlofpunch;Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。\'
Sydneyhadbeenworkingdoubletidesthatnight,andthenightbefore,andthenightbeforethat,andagoodmanynightsinsuccession,makingagrandclearanceamongMr。Stryver\'spapersbeforethesettinginofthelongvacation。Theclearancewaseffectedatlast;theStryverarrearswerehandsomelyfetchedup;everythingwasgotridofuntilNovembershouldcomewithitsfogsatmosphericandfogslegal,andbringgristtothemillagain。
Sydneywasnonethelivelierandnonethesobererforsomuchapplication。Ithadtakenadealofextrawet-towellingtopullhimthroughthenight;acorrespondinglyextraquantityofwinehadprecededthetowelling;
andhewasinaverydamagedcondition,ashenowpulledhisturbanoffandthrewitintothebasininwhichhehadsteepeditatintervalsforthelastsixhours。
`Areyoumixingthatotherbowlofpunch?\'saidStryvertheportly,withhishandsinhiswaistband,glancingroundfromthesofawherehelayonhisback,`Iam。\'
`Now,lookhere!Iamgoingtotellyousomethingthatwillrathersurpriseyou,andthatperhapswillmakeyouthinkmenotquiteasshrewdasyouusuallydothinkme。Iintendtomarry。
`Doyou?\'
`Yes。Andnotformoney。Whatdoyousaynow?\'
`Idon\'tfeeldisposedtosaymuch。Whoisshe?\'
`Guess。\'
`DoIknowher?\'
`Guess。\'
`Iamnotgoingtoguess,atfiveo\'clockinthemorning,withmybrainsfryingandsputteringinmy,head。Ifyouwantmetoguess,youmustaskmetodinner。
`Wellthen,I\'lltellyou,\'saidStryver,comingslowlyintoasittingposture。`Sydney,Iratherdespairofmakingmyselfintelligibletoyou,becauseyouaresuchaninsensibledog。\'
`Andyou,\'returnedSydney,busyconcoctingthepunch,`aresuchasensitiveandpoeticalspirit。\'
`Come!\'rejoinedStryver,laughingboastfully,`thoughIdon\'tpreferanyclaimtobeingthesoulofRomance(forIhopeI,knowbetter),stillIamatenderersortoffellowthanyou。
`Youarealuckier,ifyoumeanthat。\'
`Idon\'tmeanthat。ImeanIamamanofmore——more——\'
`Saygallantry,whileyouareaboutit,\'suggestedCarton。
`Well!I\'llsaygallantry。MymeaningisthatIamaman,\'saidStryver,inflatinghimselfathisfriendashemadethepunch,`whocaresmoretobeagreeable,Whotakesmorepainstobeagreeable,whoknowsbetterhowtobeagreeable,inawoman\'ssociety,thanyoudo。\'
`Goon,\'saidSydneyCarton。
`No;butbeforeIgoon,\'saidStryver,shakinghisheadinhisbullyingway,`I\'llhavethisoutwithyou。You\'vebeenatDr。Manette\'shouseasmuchasIhave,ormorethanIhave。Why,Ihavebeenashamedofyourmorosenessthere!Yourmannershavebeenofthatsilentandsullenandhang-dogkind,that,uponmylifeandsoul,Ihavebeenashamedofyou,Sydney!\'
`Itshouldbeverybeneficialtoamaninyourpracticeatthebar,tobeashamedofanything,\'returnedSydney;`yououghttobemuchobligedtome。
`YoushallnotgetoffinthatWay,\'rejoinedStryver,shoulderingtherejoinderathim;`no,Sydney,it\'smydutytotellyou——andItellyoutoyourfacetodoyougood——thatyouareadevilishill-conditionedfellowinthatsortofsociety。Youareadisagreeablefellow。\'
Sydneydrankabumperofthepunchhehadmade,andlaughed。
`Lookatme!\'saidStryver,squaringhimself:`Ihavelessneedtomakemyselfagreeablethanyouhave,beingmoreindependentincircumstances。
WhydoIdoit?\'
`Ineversawyoudoityet,\'mutteredCarton。
`Idoitbecauseit\'spolitic;Idoitonprinciple。Andlookatme!Igeton。\'
`Youdon\'tgetonwithyouraccountofyourmatrimonialintentions,\'
answeredCarton,withacarelessair;`Iwishyouwouldkeeptothat。Astome——willyouneverunderstandthatIamincorrigible?\'
Heaskedthequestionwithsomeappearanceofscorn。
`Youhavenobusinesstobeincorrigible,\'washisfriend\'sanswer,deliveredinnoverysoothingtone。
`Ihavenobusinesstobe,atall,thatIknowof,\'saidSydneyCarton。`Whoisthelady?\'
`Now,don\'tletmyannouncementofthenamemakeyouuncomfortable,Sydney,\'saidMr。Stryver,preparinghimwithostentatiousfriendlinessforthedisclosurehewasabouttomake,`becauseIknowyoudon\'tmeanhalfyousay;andifyoumeantitall,itwouldbeofnoimportance。I
makethislittlepreface,because,youoncementionedtheyoungladytomeinslightingterms。
`Idid?\'
`Certainly;andinthesechambers。\'
SydneyCartonlookedathispunchandlookedathiscomplacentfriend;drankhispunchandlookedathiscomplacentfriend。
`Youmadementionoftheyoungladyasagolden-haireddoll。TheyoungladyisMissManette。Ifyouhadbeenafellowofanysensitivenessordelicacyoffeelinginthatkindofway,Sydney,Imighthavebeenalittleresentfulofyouremployingsuchadesignation;butyouarenot。
Youwantthatsensealtogether;thereforeIamnomoreannoyedwhenIthinkoftheexpression,thanIshouldbeannoyedbyaman\'sopinionofapictureofmine,whohadnoeyeforpictures:orofapieceofmusicofmine,whohadnoearformusic。\'
SydneyCartondrankthepunchatagreatrate;drankitbybumpers,lookingathisfriend。
`Nowyouknowallaboutit,Syd,\'saidMr。Stryver。`Idon\'tcareaboutfortune:sheisacharmingcreature,andIhavemadeupmymindtopleasemyself:onthewhole,IthinkIcanaffordtopleasemyself。Shewillhaveinmeamanalreadyprettywelloffandarapidlyrisingman,andamanofsomedistinction:itisapieceofgoodfortuneforher,butsheisworthyofgoodfortune。Areyouastonished?\'
Carton,stilldrinkingthepunch,rejoined,`WhyshouldIbeastonished?\'
`Youapprove?\'
Carton,stilldrinkingthepunch,rejoined,`WhyshouldInotapprove?\'`Well!\'saidhisfriendStryver,`youtakeitmoreeasilythanIfanciedyouwould,andarelessmercenaryonmybehalfthanIthoughtyouwouldbe;though,tobesure,youknowwellenoughbythistimethatyourancientchumisamanofaprettystrongwill。Yes,Sydney,Ihavehadenoughofthisstyleoflife,withnootherasachangeiron\'it;I
feelthatitisapleasantthingforamantohaveahomewhenhefeelsinclinedtogotoit(whenhedoesn\'t,hecanstayaway),andIfeelthatMissManettewilltellwellinanystation,andwillalwaysdomecredit。
SoIhavemadeupmymind。Andnow,Sydney,oldboy,Iwanttosayawordtoyouaboutyourprospects。Youareinabadway,youknow;
youreallyareinabadway。Youdon\'tknowthevalueofmoney,youlivehard,you\'llknockuponeofthesedays,andbeillandpoor;youreallyoughttothinkaboutanurse。
Theprosperouspatronagewithwhichhesaidit,madehimlooktwiceasbigashewas,andfourtimesasoffensive。
`Now,letmerecommendyou,\'pursuedStryver,`tolookitintheface。Ihavelookeditintheface,inmydifferentway;lookitintheface,you,inyourdifferentway。Marry。Providesomebodytotakecareofyou。Nevermindyourhavingnoenjoymentofwomen\'ssociety,norunderstandingofit,nortactforit。Findoutsomebody。Findoutsomerespectablewomanwithalittleproperty——somebodyinthelandladyway,orlodging-lettingway——andmarryher,againstarainyday。That\'sthekindofthingforyou。
Nowthinkofit,Sydney。\'
`I\'llthinkofit,\'saidSydney。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIITheFellowofDelicacyMR。STRYVERhavingmadeuphismindtothatmagnanimousbestowalofgoodfortuneontheDoctor\'sdaughter,resolvedtomakeherhappinessknowntoherbeforehelefttownfortheLongVacation。Aftersomementaldebatingofthepoint,hecametotheconclusionthatitwouldbeaswelltogetallthepreliminariesdonewith,andtheycouldthenarrangeattheirleisurewhetherheshouldgiveherhishandaweekortwobeforeMichaelmasTerm,orinthelittleChristmasvacationbetweenitandHilary。
Astothestrengthofhiscase,hehadnotadoubtaboutit,butclearlysawhiswayto\'theverdict。Arguedwiththejuryonsubstantialworldlygrounds——theonlygroundseverworthtakingintoaccount——itwasaplaincase,andhadnotaweakspotinit。Hecalledhimselffortheplaintiff,therewasnogettingoverhisevidence,thecounselforthedefendantthrewuphisbrief,andthejurydidnoteventurntoconsider。
Aftertryingit,Stryver,C。J。,wassatisfiedthatnoplainercasecouldbe。
Accordingly,Mr。StryverinauguratedtheLongVacationwithaformalproposaltotakeMissManettetoVauxhallGardens;thatfailing,toRanelagh;thatunaccountablyfailingtoo,itbehovedhimtopresenthimselfinSoho,andtheredeclarehisnoblemind。
TowardsSoho,therefore,Mr。SteershoulderedhiswayfromtheTemple,whilethebloomoftheLongVacation\'sinfancywasstilluponit。
AnybodywhohadseenhimprojectinghimselfintoSohowhilehewasyetonSaintDunstan\'ssideofTempleBar,burstinginhisfull-blownwayalongthepavement,tothejostlementofallweakerpeople,mighthaveseenhowsafeandstronghewas。