第8章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:14527更新时间:18/12/14 10:56:46
`——Iwouldabandonit,andliveotherwiseandelsewhere。Itislittletorelinquish。Whatisitbutawildernessofmiseryandruin?\' `Hah!\'saidtheMarquis,glancingroundtheluxuriousroom。`Totheeyeitisfairenough,here;butseeninitsintegrity,underthesky,andbythedaylight,itisacrumblingtowerofwaste,mismanagement,extortion,debt,mortgage,oppression,hunger,nakedness,andsuffering。\' `Hah!\'saidtheMarquisagain,inawell-satisfiedmanner。 `Ifiteverbecomesmine,itshallbeputintosomehandsbetterqualifiedtofreeitslowly(ifsuchathingispossible)fromtheweightthatdragsitdown,sothatthemiserablepeopleWhocannotleaveitandwhohavebeenlongwrungtothelastpointofendurance,may,inanothergeneration,sufferless;batitisnotforme。Thereisacurseonit,andonallthisland。\' `Andyou?\'saidtheuncle。`Forgivemycuriosity;doyou,underyournewphilosophy,graciouslyintendtolive?\' `Imustdo,tolive,whatothersofmycountrymen,evenwithnobilityattheirbacks,mayhavetodosomeday——work。\' `InEngland,forexample?\' `Yes。Thefamilyhonour,sir,issafefrommeinthiscountry。 Thefamilynamecansufferfrommeinnoother,forIbearitinnoother。\' Theringingofthebellhadcausedtheadjoiningbedchambertobelighted。Itnowshonebrightly,throughthedoorofcommunication。TheMarquislookedthatway,andlistenedfortheretreatingstepofhisvalet。 `Englandisveryattractivetoyou,seeinghowindifferentlyyouhaveprosperedthere,\'heobservedthen,turninghiscalmfacetohisnephewwithasmile。 `Ihavealreadysaid,thatformyprosperingthere,IamsensibleI maybeindebtedtoyou,sir。Fortherest,itismyRefuge。\' `Theysay,thoseboastfulEnglish,thatitistheRefugeofmany。 YouknowacompatriotwhohasfoundaRefugethere?ADoctor?\' `Yes。\' `With,adaughter?\' `Yes,\'saidtheMarquis。`Youarefatigued。Good-night!\' Ashebenthisheadinhismostcourtlymanner,therewasasecrecyinhissmilingface,andheconveyedanairofmysterytothosewords,whichstrucktheeyesandearsofhisnephewforcibly。Atthesametime,thethinstraightlinesofthesettingoftheeyes,andthethinstraightlips,andthemarkingsinthenose,curvedwithasarcasmthatlookedhandsomelydiabolic。 `Yes,\'repeatedtheMarquis。`ADoctorwithadaughter。Yes。Socommencesthenewphilosophy!Youarefatigued。Good-night!\' Itwouldhavebeenofasmuchavailtointerrogateanystonefaceoutsidethechâ;ateauastointerrogatethatfaceofhis。Thenephewlookedathiminvain,inpassingontothedoor。 `Good-night!\'saidtheuncle。`Ilooktothepleasureofseeingyouagaininthemorning。Goodrepose!LightMonsieurmynephewtohischamberthere!——AndburnMonsieurmynephewinhisbed,ifyouwill,\'headdedtohimself,beforeheranghislittlebellagain,andsummonedhisvalettohisownbedroom。 Thevaletcomeandgone,MonsieurtheMarquiswalkedtoandfroinhisloosechamber-robe,topreparehimselfgentlyforsleep,thathotstillnight。Rustlingabouttheroom,hissoftly-slipperedfeetmakingnonoiseonthefloor,hemovedlikearefinedtiger——lookedlikesomeenchantedmarquisoftheimpenitentlywickedsort,instory,whoseperiodicalchangeintotigerformwaseitherjustgoingoff,orjustcomingon。 Hemovedfromendtoendofhisvoluptuousbedroom,lookingagainatthescrapsoftheday\'sjourneythatcameunbiddenintohismind;theslowtoilupthehillatsunset,thesettingsun,thedescent,themill,theprisononthecrag,thelittlevillageinthehollow,thepeasantsatthefountain,andthemenderofroadswithhisbluecappointingoutthechainunderthecarriage。ThatfountainsuggestedtheParisfountain,thelittlebundlelyingonthestep,thewomenbendingoverit,andthetallmanwithhisarmsup,crying,`Dead!\' `Iamcoolnow,\'saidMonsieurtheMarquis,`andmaygotobed。\' So,leavingonlyonelightburningonthelargehearth,helethisthingauzecurtainsfallaroundhim,andheardthenightbreakitssilencewithalongsighashecomposedhimselftosleep。 Thestonefacesontheouterwallsstaredblindlyattheblacknightforthreeheavyhours;forthreeheavyhourstilehorsesinthestablesrattledattheirracks,thedogsbarked,andtheowlmadeanoisewithverylittleresemblanceinittothenoiseconventionallyassignedtotheowlbymen-poets。Butitistheobstinatecustomofsuchcreatureshardlyevertosaywhatissetdownforthem。 Forthreeheavyhours,thestonefacesofthechâ;ateau,lionandhuman,staredblindlyatthenight。Deaddarknesslayonallthelandscape,deaddarknessaddeditsownhushtothehushingdustonalltheroads。Theburial-placehadgottothepassthatitslittleheapsofpoorgrasswereundistinguishablefromoneanother;thefigureontheCrossmighthavecomedown,foranythingthatcouldbeseenofit。Inthevillage,taxersandtaxedwerefastasleep。Dreaming,perhaps,ofbanquets,asthestarvedusuallydo,andofeaseandrest,asthedrivenslaveandtheyokedoxmay,itsleaninhabitantssleptsoundly,andwerefedandfreed。 Thefountaininthevillageflowedunseenandunheard,andthefountainatthechâ;ateaudroppedunseenandunheard——bothmeltingaway,liketheminutesthatwerefallingfromthespringofTime——throughthreedarkhours。Then,thegreywaterofbothbegantobeghostlyinthelight,andtheeyesofthestonefacesofthechâ;ateauwereopened。 Lighterandlighter,untilatlastthesuntouchedthetopsofthestilltrees,andpoureditsradianceoverthehill。Intheglow,thewaterofthechâ;ateaufountainseemedtoturntoblood,andthestonefacescrimsoned。Thecarolofthebirdswasloudandhigh,and,ontheweather-beatensillofthegreatwindowofthebedchamberofMonsieurtheMarquis,onelittlebirdsangitssweetestsongwithallitsmight。Atthis,theneareststonefaceseemedtostareamazed,and,withopenedmouthanddroppedunder-jaw,lookedawe-stricken。 Now,thesunwasfullup,andmovementbeganinthevillage。Casementwindowsopened,crazydoorswereunbarred,andpeoplecameforthshivering——chilled,asyet,bythenewsweetair。Thenbegantherarelylightenedtoilofthedayamongthevillagepopulation。Some,tothefountain;some,tothefields; menandwomenhere,todiganddelve;menandwomenthere,toseetothepoorlivestock,andleadthebonycowsout,tosuchpastureascouldbefoundbytheroadside。InthechurchandattheCross,akneelingfigureortwo;attendantonthelatterprayers,theledcow,tryingforabreakfastamongtheweedsatitsfoot。 Thechâ;ateauawokelater,asbecameitsquality,butawokegraduallyandsurely。First,thelonelyboar-spearsandknivesofthechasehadbeenreddenedasofold;then,hadgleamedtrenchantinthemorningsunshine;now,doorsandwindowswerethrownopen,horsesintheirstableslookedroundovertheirshouldersatthelightandfreshnesspouringinatdoor+ways,leavessparkledandrustledatiron-gratedwindows,dogspulledhardattheirchains,andrearedimpatienttobeloosed。 Allthesetrivialincidentsbelongedtotheroutineoflife,andthereturnofmorning。Surely,notsotheringingofthegreathellofthechâ;ateau,northerunningupanddownthestairs;northehurriedfiguresontheterrace;northebootingandtrampinghereandthereandeverywhere,northequicksaddlingofhorsesandridingaway? Whatwindsconveyedthishurrytothegrizzledmenderofroads,alreadyatworkonthehill-topbeyondthevillage,withhisday\'sdinner(notmuchtocarry)lyinginabundlethatitwasworthnocrow\'swhiletopeckat,onaheapofstones?Hadthebirds,carryingsomegrainsofittoadistance,droppedoneoverhimastheysowchanceseeds?Whetherorno,themenderofroadsran,onthesultrymorning,asifforhislife,downthehill,knee-highindust,andneverstoppedtillhegottothefountain。 Allthepeopleofthevillagewereatthefountain,standingaboutintheirdepressedmanner,andwhisperinglow,butshowingnootheremotionsthangrimcuriosityandsurprise。Theledcows,hastilybroughtinandtetheredtoanythingthatwouldholdthem,werelookingstupidlyon,orlyingdownchewingthecudofnothingparticularlyrepayingtheirtrouble,whichtheyhadpickedupintheirinterruptedsaunter。Someofthepeopleofthechâ;ateau,andsomeofthoseoftheposting-house,andallthetaxingauthorities,werearmedmoreorless,andwerecrowdedontheothersideofthelittlestreetinapurposelessway,thatwashighlyfraughtwithnothing。Already,themenderofroadshadpenetratedintothemidstofagroupoffiftyparticularfriends,andwassmitinghimselfinthebreastwithhisbluecap。Whatdidallthisportend,andwhatportendedtheswifthoisting-upofMonsieurGabellebehindaservantonhorseback,andtheconveyingawayofthesaidGabelle(double-ladenthoughthehorsewas),atagallop,likeanewversionoftheGermanballadofLeonora? Itportendedthattherewasonestonefacetoomany,upatthechâ;ateau。 TheGorgonhadsurveyedthebuildingagaininthenight,andhadaddedtheonestonefacewanting;thestonefaceforwhichithadwaitedthroughabouttwohundredyears。 ItlaybackonthepillowofMonsieurtheMarquis。Itwaslikeafinemask,suddenlystartled,madeangry,andpetrified。Drivenhomeintotheheartofthestonefigureattachedtoit,wasaknife。Rounditshiltwasafrillofpaper,onwhichwasscrawled: `Drivehimfasttohistomb。This,fromJACQUES。\' [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXTwoPromisesMOREmonths,tothenumberoftwelve,hadcomeandgone,andMr。CharlesDarnaywasestablishedinEnglandasahigherteacheroftheFrenchlanguagewhowasconversantwithFrenchliterature。Inthisage,hewouldhavebeenaProfessor;inthatage,hewasaTutor。Hereadwithyoungmenwhocouldfindanyleisureandinterestforthestudyofalivingtonguespokenallovertheworld,andhecultivatedatasteforitsstoresofknowledgeandfancy。Hecouldwriteofthem,besides,insoundEnglish,andrenderthemintosoundEnglish。Suchmasterswerenotatthattimeeasilyfound;Princesthathadbeen,andKingsthatweretobe,werenotyetoftheTeacherclass,andnoruinednobilityhaddroppedoutofTellson\'sledgers,toturncooksandcarpenters。Asatutor,whoseattainmentsmadethestudent\'swayunusuallypleasantandprofitable,andasaneleganttranslatorwhobroughtsomethingtohisworkbesidesmeredictionaryknowledge,youngMr。Darnaysoonbecameknownandencouraged。Hewaswellacquainted,moreover,withthecircumstancesofhiscountry,andthosewereofever-growinginterest。So,withgreatperseveranceanduntiringindustry,heprospered。 InLondon,hehadexpectedneithertowalkonpavementsofgold,nortolieonbedsofroses:ifhehadhadanysuchexaltedexpectation,hewouldnothaveprospered。Hehadexpectedlabour,andhefoundit,anddidit,andmadethebestofit。Inthis,hisprosperityconsisted。 AcertainportionofhistimewaspassedatCambridge,wherehereadwithundergraduatesasasortoftoleratedsmugglerwhodroveacontrabandtradeinEuropeanlanguages,insteadofconveyingGreekandLatinthroughtheCustom-house。TherestofhistimehepassedinLondon。 Now,fromthedayswhenitwasalwayssummerinEden,tothesedayswhenitismostlywinterinfallenlatitudes,theworldofamanhasinvariablygoneoneway——CharlesDarnay\'sway——thewayoftheloveofawoman。 HehadlovedLucieManettefromthehourofhisdanger。Hehadneverheardasoundsosweetanddearasthesoundofhercompassionatevoice;hehadneverseenafacesotenderlybeautiful,asherswhenitwasconfrontedwithhisownontheedgeofthegravethathadbeendugforhim。But,hehadnotyetspokentoheronthesubject;theassassinationatthedesertedchâ;ateaufarawaybeyondtheheavingwaterandthelong,long,dustyroads——thesolidstonechâ;ateauwhichhaditselfbecomethemeremistofadream——hadbeendoneayear,andhehadneveryet,bysomuchasasinglespokenword,disclosedtoherthestateofhisheart。 Thathehadhisreasonsforthis,heknewfullwell。Itwasagainasummerdaywhen,latelyarrivedinLondonfromhiscollegeoccupation,heturnedintothequietcornerinSoho,bentonseekinganopportunityofopeninghismindtoDoctorManette。Itwasthecloseofthesummerday,andheknewLucietobeoutwithMissPross。 HefoundtheDoctorreadinginhisarm-chairatawindow。Theenergywhichhadatoncesupportedhimunderhisoldsufferingsandaggravatedtheirsharpness,hadbeengraduallyrestoredtohim。Hewasnowaveryenergeticmanindeedwithgreatfirmnessofpurpose,strengthofresolution,andvigourofaction。Inhisrecoveredenergyhewassometimesalittlefitfulandsudden,ashehadatfirstbeenintheexerciseofhisotherrecoveredfaculties;but,thishadneverbeenfrequentlyobservable,andhadgrownmoreandmorerare。 Hestudiedmuch,sleptlittle,sustainedagreatdealoffatiguewithease,andwasequablycheerful。Tohim,nowenteredCharlesDarnay,atsightofwhomhelaidasidehisbookandheldouthishand。 `CharlesDarnay!Irejoicetoseeyou。Wehavebeencountingonyourreturnthesethreeorfourdayspast。Mr。StryverandSydneyCartonwerebothhereyesterday,andbothmadeyououttobemorethandue。 `Iamobligedtothemfortheirinterestinthematter,\'heanswered,alittlecoldlyastochem,thoughverywarmlyastotheDoctor。`MissManette——\' `Iswell,\'saidtheDoctor,ashestoppedshort,`andyourreturnwilldelightusall。Shehasgoneoutonsomehouseholdmatters,butwillsoonbehome。\' `DoctorManette,Iknewshewasfromhome。Itooktheopportunityofherbeingfromhome,tobegtospeaktoyou。\' Therewasablanksilence。 `Yes?\'saidtheDoctor,withevidentconstraint。`Bringyourchairhere,andspeakon。\' Hecompliedastothechair,butappearedtofindthespeakingonlesseasy。 `Ihavehadthehappiness,DoctorManette,ofbeingsointimatehere,\'soheatlengthbegan,`forsomeyearandahalf,thatIhopethetopiconwhichIamabouttotouchmaynot——\' HewasstayedbytheDoctor\'sputtingouthishandtostophim。 Whenhehadkeptitsoalittlewhile,hesaid,drawingitback: `IsLuciethetopic?\' `Sheis。\' `Itishardformetospeakofheratanytime。Itisveryhardformetohearherspokenofinthattoneofyours,CharlesDarnay。\' `Itisatoneofferventadmiration,truehomage,anddeeplove,DoctorManette!\'hesaiddeferentially。 Therewasanotherblanksilencebeforeherfatherrejoined:`I believeit。Idoyoujustice;Ibelieveit。\' Hisconstraintwassomanifest,anditwassomanifest,too,thatitoriginatedinanunwillingnesstoapproachthesubject,thatCharlesDarnayhesitated。 `ShallIgoon,sir?\' Anotherblank。 `Yes,goon。\' `YouanticipatewhatIwouldsay,thoughyoucannotknowhowearnestlyIsayit,howearnestlyIfeelit,withoutknowingmysecretheart,andthehopesandfearsandanxietieswithwhichithaslongbeenladen。DearDoctorManette,Iloveyourdaughterfondly,dearly,disinterestedly,devotedly。 Ifevertherewereloveintheworld,Iloveher。Youhavelovedyourself; letyouroldlovespeakforme!\' TheDoctorsatwithhisfaceturnedaway,andhiseyesbentontheground。Atthelastwords,hestretchedouthishandagain,hurriedly,andcried: `Notthat,sir!Letthatbe!Iadjureyou,donotrecallthat!\' Hiscrywassolikeacryofactualpain,thatitranginCharlesDarnay\'searslongafterhehadceased。Hemotionedwiththehandhehadextended,anditseemedtobeanappealtoDarnaytopause。Thelattersoreceivedit,andremainedsilent。 `Iaskyourpardon,\'saidtheDoctor,inasubduedtone,aftersomemoments。`IdonotdoubtyourlovingLucie;youmaybesatisfiedofit。\' Heturnedtowardshiminhischair,butdidnotlookathim,orraisehiseyes。Hischindroppeduponhishand,andhiswhitehairovershadowedhisface: `HaveyouspokentoLucie?\' `No。\' `Norwritten?\' `Never。\' `Itwouldbeungeneroustoaffectnottoknowthatyourself-denialistobereferredtoyourconsiderationforherfather。Herfatherthanksyou。 Heofferedhishand;buthiseyesdidnotgowithit。 `Iknow,\'saidDarnay,respectfully,`howcanIfailtoknow,DoctorManette,Iwhohaveseenyoutogetherfromdaytoday,thatbetweenyouandMissManettethereisanaffectionsounusual,sotouching,sobelongingtothecircumstancesinwhichithasbeennurtured,thatitcanhavefewparallels,eveninthetendernessbetweenafatherandchild。 Iknow,Dr。Manette——howcanIfailtoknow——that,mingledwiththeaffectionanddutyofadaughterwhohasbecomeawoman,thereis,inherheart,towardsyou,alltheloveandrelianceofinfancyitself。Iknowthat,asinherchildhoodshehadnoparent,sosheisnowdevotedtoyouwithalltheconstancyandfervourofherpresentyearsandcharacter,unitedtothetrustfulnessandattachmentoftheearlydaysinwhichyouwerelosttoher。Iknowperfectlywellthatifyouhadbeenrestoredtoherfromtheworldbeyondthislife,youcouldhardlybeinvested,inhersight,withamoresacredcharacterthanthatinwhichyouarealwayswithher。 Iknowthatwhensheisclingingtoyou,thehandsofbaby,girl,andwoman,allinone,areroundyourneck。Iknowthatinlovingyousheseesandloveshermotheratherownage,seesandlovesyouatmyage,loveshermotherbroken+hearted,lovesyouthroughyourdreadfultrialandinyourblessedrestoration。Ihaveknownthis,nightandday,sinceIhaveknownyouinyourhome。\' Herfathersatsilent,withhisfacebentdown。Hisbreathingwasalittlequickened;butherepressedallothersignsofagitation。 `DearDoctormanettealwaysknowingthis,alwaysseeingherandyouwiththishallowedlightaboutyou,Ihaveforborne,andforborne,aslongasitwasinthenatureofmantodoit。Ihavefelt,anddoevennowfeel,thattobringmylove——evenmine——betweenyou,istotouchyourhistorywithsomethingnotquitesogoodasitself。ButIloveher。HeavenismywitnessthatIloveher!\' `Ibelieveit,\'answeredherfather,mournfully。`Ihavethoughtsobeforenow。Ibelieveit。\' `But,donotbelieve,\'saidDarnay,uponwhoseearthemournfulvoicestruckwithareproachfulsound,`thatifmyfortuneweresocastasthat,beingonedaysohappyastomakehermywife,Imustatanytimeputanyseparationbetweenherandyou,IcouldorwouldbreatheawordofwhatInowsay。BesidesthatIshouldknowittobehopeless,Ishouldknowittobeabaseness。IfIhadanysuchpossibility,evenataremotedistanceofyears,harbouredinmythoughts,and`hiddeninmyheart——ifiteverhadbeenthere——ifitevercouldbethere——Icouldnotnowtouchthishonouredhand。\' Helaidhisownuponitashespoke。 `No,dearDoctorManette。Likeyou,avoluntaryexilefromFrance; likeyou,drivenfromitbyitsdistractions,oppressions,andmiseries; likeyou,strivingtoliveawayfromitbymyownexertions,andtrustinginahappierfuture;Ilookonlytosharingyourfortunes,sharingyourlifeandhome,andbeingfaithfultoyoutothedeath。NottodividewithLucieherprivilegeasyourchild,companion,andfriend;buttocomeinaidofit,andbindherclosertoyou,ifsuchathingcanbe。\' Histouchstilllingeredonherfather\'shand。Answeringthetouchforamoment,butnotcoldly,herfatherrestedhishandsuponthearmsofhischair,andlookedupforthefirsttimesincethebeginningoftheconference。Astrugglewasevidentlyinhisface;astrugglewiththatoccasionallookwhichhadatendencyinittodarkdoubtanddread。 `Youspeaksofeelinglyandsomanfully,CharlesDarnay,thatIthankyouwithallmyheart,andwillopenallmyheart——ornearlyso。 HaveyouanyreasontobelievethatLucielovesyou?\' `None。Asyet,none。 `Isittheimmediateobjectofthisconfidence,thatyoumayatonceascertainthat,withmyknowledge?\' `Notevenso。Imightnothavethehopefulnesstodoitforweeks; Imight(mistakenornotmistaken)havethathopefulnessto-morrow。 `Doyouseekanyguidancefromme?\' `Iasknone,sir。ButIhavethoughtitpossiblethatyoumighthaveitinyourpower,ifyoushoulddeemitright,togivemesome。\' `Doyouseekanypromisefromme?\' `Idoseekthat。 `Whatisit?\' `Iwellunderstandthat,withoutyou,Icouldhavenohope。I wellunderstandthat,evenifMissManetteheldmeatthismomentinherinnocentheart——donotthinkIhavethepresumptiontoassumesomuch——I couldretainnoplaceinitagainstherloveforherfather。\' Ifthatbeso,doyousecwhat,ontheotherhand,isinvolvedinit?\' `Iunderstandequallywell,thatawordfromherfatherinanysuitor\'sfavour,wouldoutweighherselfandalltheworld。Forwhichreason,DoctorManette,\'saidDarnay,modestlybutfirmly,`Iwouldnotaskthatword,tosavemylife。\' `Iamsureofit。CharlesDarnay,mysteriesariseoutofcloselove,aswellasoutofwidedivision;intheformercase,theyaresubtleanddelicate,anddifficulttopenetrate。MydaughterLucieis,inthisonerespect,suchamysterytome;Icanmakenoguessatthestateofherheart。\' `MayIask,sir,ifyouthinksheis——\'Ashehesitated,herfathersuppliedtherest。 `Issoughtbyanyothersuitor?\' `ItiswhatImeanttosay。\' Herfatherconsideredalittlebeforeheanswered: `YouhaveseenMr。Cartonhere,yourself。Mr。Stryverisheretoo,occasionally。Ifitbeatall,itcanonlybebyoneofthese。\' `Orboth,\'saidDarnay。 `Ihadnotthoughtofboth;Ishouldnotthinkeither,likely。 Youwantapromisefromme。Tellmewhatitis。 `Itis,thatifMissManetteshouldbringtoyouatanytime,onherownpart,suchaconfidenceasIhaveventuredtolaybeforeyou,youwillbeartestimonytowhatIhavesaid,andtoyourbeliefinit。 Ihopeyoumaybeabletothinksowellofme,astourgenoinfluenceagainstme。Isaynothingmoreofmystakeinthis;thisiswhatIask。 TheconditiononwhichIaskit,andwhichyouhaveanundoubtedrighttorequire,Iwillobserveimmediately。\' `Igivethepromise,\'saidtheDoctor,`withoutanycondition。Ibelieveyourobjecttobe,purelyandtruthfully,asyouhavestatedit。Ibelieveyourintentionistoperpetuate,andnottoweaken,thetiesbetweenmeandmyotherandfardearerself。Ifsheshouldevertellmethatyouareessentialtoherperfecthappiness,Iwillgivehertoyou。Iftherewere——CharlesDarnay,iftherewere——\' Theyoungmanhadtakenhishandgratefully;theirhandswerejoinedastheDoctorspoke: `——anyfancies,anyreasons,anyapprehensions,anythingwhatsoever,neworold,againstthemanshereallyloved——thedirectresponsibilitythereofnotlyingonhishead——theyshouldallbeobliteratedforhersake。 Sheiseverythingtome;moretomethansuffering,moretomethanwrong,moretome——Well!Thisisidletalk。\' Sostrangewasthewayinwhichhefadedintosilence,andsostrangehisfixedlookwhenhehadceasedtospeak,thatDarnayfelthisownhandturncoldinthehandthatslowlyreleasedanddroppedit。 `Yousaidsomethingtome,\'saidDoctorManette,breakingintoasmile。`Whatwasityousaidtome?\' Hewasatalosshowtoanswer,untilherememberedhavingspokenofacondition。Relievedashismindrevertedtothat,heanswered: `Yourconfidenceinmeoughttobereturnedwithfullconfidenceonmypart。Mypresentname,thoughbutslightlychangedfrommymother\'s,isnot,asyouwillremember,myOwn。Iwishtotellyouwhatthatis,andwhyIaminEngland。\' `Stop!\'saidtheDoctorofBeauvais。 `Iwishit,thatImaythebetterdeserveyourconfidence,andhavenosecretfromyou。 `Stop!\' Foraninstant,theDoctorevenhadhistwohandsathisears; foranotherinstant,evenhadhistwohandslaidonDarnay\'slips。 `TellmewhenIaskyou,notnow。Ifyoursuitshouldprosper,ifLucieshouldloveyou,youshalltellmeonyourmarriagemorning。Doyoupromise?\' `Willingly。\' `Givemeyourhand。Shewillbehomedirectly,anditisbettersheshouldnotseeustogetherto-night。Go!Godblessyou!\' ItwasdarkwhenCharlesDarnaylefthim,anditwasanhourlateranddarkerwhenLuciecamehome;shehurriedintotheroomalone——forMissProsshadgonestraightupstairs——andwassurprisedtofindhisreading-chairempty。 `Myfather!\'shecalledtohim。`Fatherdear!\' Nothingwassaidinanswer,butsheheardalowhammeringsoundinhisbedroom。Passinglightlyacrosstheintermediateroom,shelookedinathisdoorandcamerunningbackfrightened,cryingtoherself,withherbloodallchilled,`WhatshallIdo!WhatshallIdo!\' Heruncertaintylastedbutamoment;shehurriedback,andtappedathisdoor,andsoftlycalledtohim。Thenoiseceasedatthesoundofhervoice,andhepresentlycameouttoher,andtheywalkedupanddowntogetherforalongtime。 Shecamedownfromherbed,tolookathiminhissleepthatnight。 Hesleptheavily,andhistrayofshoemakingtools,andhisoldunfinishedwork,wereallasusual。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIACompanionPicture`SYDNEY,\'saidMr。Stryver,onthatself-samenight,ormorning,tohisjackal;`mixanotherbowlofpunch;Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。\' Sydneyhadbeenworkingdoubletidesthatnight,andthenightbefore,andthenightbeforethat,andagoodmanynightsinsuccession,makingagrandclearanceamongMr。Stryver\'spapersbeforethesettinginofthelongvacation。Theclearancewaseffectedatlast;theStryverarrearswerehandsomelyfetchedup;everythingwasgotridofuntilNovembershouldcomewithitsfogsatmosphericandfogslegal,andbringgristtothemillagain。 Sydneywasnonethelivelierandnonethesobererforsomuchapplication。Ithadtakenadealofextrawet-towellingtopullhimthroughthenight;acorrespondinglyextraquantityofwinehadprecededthetowelling; andhewasinaverydamagedcondition,ashenowpulledhisturbanoffandthrewitintothebasininwhichhehadsteepeditatintervalsforthelastsixhours。 `Areyoumixingthatotherbowlofpunch?\'saidStryvertheportly,withhishandsinhiswaistband,glancingroundfromthesofawherehelayonhisback,`Iam。\' `Now,lookhere!Iamgoingtotellyousomethingthatwillrathersurpriseyou,andthatperhapswillmakeyouthinkmenotquiteasshrewdasyouusuallydothinkme。Iintendtomarry。 `Doyou?\' `Yes。Andnotformoney。Whatdoyousaynow?\' `Idon\'tfeeldisposedtosaymuch。Whoisshe?\' `Guess。\' `DoIknowher?\' `Guess。\' `Iamnotgoingtoguess,atfiveo\'clockinthemorning,withmybrainsfryingandsputteringinmy,head。Ifyouwantmetoguess,youmustaskmetodinner。 `Wellthen,I\'lltellyou,\'saidStryver,comingslowlyintoasittingposture。`Sydney,Iratherdespairofmakingmyselfintelligibletoyou,becauseyouaresuchaninsensibledog。\' `Andyou,\'returnedSydney,busyconcoctingthepunch,`aresuchasensitiveandpoeticalspirit。\' `Come!\'rejoinedStryver,laughingboastfully,`thoughIdon\'tpreferanyclaimtobeingthesoulofRomance(forIhopeI,knowbetter),stillIamatenderersortoffellowthanyou。 `Youarealuckier,ifyoumeanthat。\' `Idon\'tmeanthat。ImeanIamamanofmore——more——\' `Saygallantry,whileyouareaboutit,\'suggestedCarton。 `Well!I\'llsaygallantry。MymeaningisthatIamaman,\'saidStryver,inflatinghimselfathisfriendashemadethepunch,`whocaresmoretobeagreeable,Whotakesmorepainstobeagreeable,whoknowsbetterhowtobeagreeable,inawoman\'ssociety,thanyoudo。\' `Goon,\'saidSydneyCarton。 `No;butbeforeIgoon,\'saidStryver,shakinghisheadinhisbullyingway,`I\'llhavethisoutwithyou。You\'vebeenatDr。Manette\'shouseasmuchasIhave,ormorethanIhave。Why,Ihavebeenashamedofyourmorosenessthere!Yourmannershavebeenofthatsilentandsullenandhang-dogkind,that,uponmylifeandsoul,Ihavebeenashamedofyou,Sydney!\' `Itshouldbeverybeneficialtoamaninyourpracticeatthebar,tobeashamedofanything,\'returnedSydney;`yououghttobemuchobligedtome。 `YoushallnotgetoffinthatWay,\'rejoinedStryver,shoulderingtherejoinderathim;`no,Sydney,it\'smydutytotellyou——andItellyoutoyourfacetodoyougood——thatyouareadevilishill-conditionedfellowinthatsortofsociety。Youareadisagreeablefellow。\' Sydneydrankabumperofthepunchhehadmade,andlaughed。 `Lookatme!\'saidStryver,squaringhimself:`Ihavelessneedtomakemyselfagreeablethanyouhave,beingmoreindependentincircumstances。 WhydoIdoit?\' `Ineversawyoudoityet,\'mutteredCarton。 `Idoitbecauseit\'spolitic;Idoitonprinciple。Andlookatme!Igeton。\' `Youdon\'tgetonwithyouraccountofyourmatrimonialintentions,\' answeredCarton,withacarelessair;`Iwishyouwouldkeeptothat。Astome——willyouneverunderstandthatIamincorrigible?\' Heaskedthequestionwithsomeappearanceofscorn。 `Youhavenobusinesstobeincorrigible,\'washisfriend\'sanswer,deliveredinnoverysoothingtone。 `Ihavenobusinesstobe,atall,thatIknowof,\'saidSydneyCarton。`Whoisthelady?\' `Now,don\'tletmyannouncementofthenamemakeyouuncomfortable,Sydney,\'saidMr。Stryver,preparinghimwithostentatiousfriendlinessforthedisclosurehewasabouttomake,`becauseIknowyoudon\'tmeanhalfyousay;andifyoumeantitall,itwouldbeofnoimportance。I makethislittlepreface,because,youoncementionedtheyoungladytomeinslightingterms。 `Idid?\' `Certainly;andinthesechambers。\' SydneyCartonlookedathispunchandlookedathiscomplacentfriend;drankhispunchandlookedathiscomplacentfriend。 `Youmadementionoftheyoungladyasagolden-haireddoll。TheyoungladyisMissManette。Ifyouhadbeenafellowofanysensitivenessordelicacyoffeelinginthatkindofway,Sydney,Imighthavebeenalittleresentfulofyouremployingsuchadesignation;butyouarenot。 Youwantthatsensealtogether;thereforeIamnomoreannoyedwhenIthinkoftheexpression,thanIshouldbeannoyedbyaman\'sopinionofapictureofmine,whohadnoeyeforpictures:orofapieceofmusicofmine,whohadnoearformusic。\' SydneyCartondrankthepunchatagreatrate;drankitbybumpers,lookingathisfriend。 `Nowyouknowallaboutit,Syd,\'saidMr。Stryver。`Idon\'tcareaboutfortune:sheisacharmingcreature,andIhavemadeupmymindtopleasemyself:onthewhole,IthinkIcanaffordtopleasemyself。Shewillhaveinmeamanalreadyprettywelloffandarapidlyrisingman,andamanofsomedistinction:itisapieceofgoodfortuneforher,butsheisworthyofgoodfortune。Areyouastonished?\' Carton,stilldrinkingthepunch,rejoined,`WhyshouldIbeastonished?\' `Youapprove?\' Carton,stilldrinkingthepunch,rejoined,`WhyshouldInotapprove?\'`Well!\'saidhisfriendStryver,`youtakeitmoreeasilythanIfanciedyouwould,andarelessmercenaryonmybehalfthanIthoughtyouwouldbe;though,tobesure,youknowwellenoughbythistimethatyourancientchumisamanofaprettystrongwill。Yes,Sydney,Ihavehadenoughofthisstyleoflife,withnootherasachangeiron\'it;I feelthatitisapleasantthingforamantohaveahomewhenhefeelsinclinedtogotoit(whenhedoesn\'t,hecanstayaway),andIfeelthatMissManettewilltellwellinanystation,andwillalwaysdomecredit。 SoIhavemadeupmymind。Andnow,Sydney,oldboy,Iwanttosayawordtoyouaboutyourprospects。Youareinabadway,youknow; youreallyareinabadway。Youdon\'tknowthevalueofmoney,youlivehard,you\'llknockuponeofthesedays,andbeillandpoor;youreallyoughttothinkaboutanurse。 Theprosperouspatronagewithwhichhesaidit,madehimlooktwiceasbigashewas,andfourtimesasoffensive。 `Now,letmerecommendyou,\'pursuedStryver,`tolookitintheface。Ihavelookeditintheface,inmydifferentway;lookitintheface,you,inyourdifferentway。Marry。Providesomebodytotakecareofyou。Nevermindyourhavingnoenjoymentofwomen\'ssociety,norunderstandingofit,nortactforit。Findoutsomebody。Findoutsomerespectablewomanwithalittleproperty——somebodyinthelandladyway,orlodging-lettingway——andmarryher,againstarainyday。That\'sthekindofthingforyou。 Nowthinkofit,Sydney。\' `I\'llthinkofit,\'saidSydney。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXIITheFellowofDelicacyMR。STRYVERhavingmadeuphismindtothatmagnanimousbestowalofgoodfortuneontheDoctor\'sdaughter,resolvedtomakeherhappinessknowntoherbeforehelefttownfortheLongVacation。Aftersomementaldebatingofthepoint,hecametotheconclusionthatitwouldbeaswelltogetallthepreliminariesdonewith,andtheycouldthenarrangeattheirleisurewhetherheshouldgiveherhishandaweekortwobeforeMichaelmasTerm,orinthelittleChristmasvacationbetweenitandHilary。 Astothestrengthofhiscase,hehadnotadoubtaboutit,butclearlysawhiswayto\'theverdict。Arguedwiththejuryonsubstantialworldlygrounds——theonlygroundseverworthtakingintoaccount——itwasaplaincase,andhadnotaweakspotinit。Hecalledhimselffortheplaintiff,therewasnogettingoverhisevidence,thecounselforthedefendantthrewuphisbrief,andthejurydidnoteventurntoconsider。 Aftertryingit,Stryver,C。J。,wassatisfiedthatnoplainercasecouldbe。 Accordingly,Mr。StryverinauguratedtheLongVacationwithaformalproposaltotakeMissManettetoVauxhallGardens;thatfailing,toRanelagh;thatunaccountablyfailingtoo,itbehovedhimtopresenthimselfinSoho,andtheredeclarehisnoblemind。 TowardsSoho,therefore,Mr。SteershoulderedhiswayfromtheTemple,whilethebloomoftheLongVacation\'sinfancywasstilluponit。 AnybodywhohadseenhimprojectinghimselfintoSohowhilehewasyetonSaintDunstan\'ssideofTempleBar,burstinginhisfull-blownwayalongthepavement,tothejostlementofallweakerpeople,mighthaveseenhowsafeandstronghewas。