第20章

类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:8555更新时间:18/12/14 10:56:46
MadameDefargelookedatherscornfully,butstillwithsomethingofMissPross\'sownperceptionthattheytwowereatbay。Shesawatight,hard,wirywomanbeforeher,asMr。Lorryhadseeninthesamefigureawomanwithastronghand,intheyearsgoneby。SheknewfullwellthatMissProsswasthefamily\'sdevotedfriend;MissProssknewfullwellthatMadameDefargewasthefamily\'smalevolentenemy。 `Onmywayyonder,\'saidMadameDefarge,withaslightmovementofherhandtowardsthefatalspot,`wheretheyreservemychairandmyknittingforme,Iamcome,tomakemycomplimentstoherinpassing。I wishtoseeher。 `Iknowthatyourintentionsareevil,\'saidMissPross,`andyoumaydependuponit,I\'llholdmyownagainstthem。\' Eachspokeinherownlanguage;neitherunderstoodtheother\'swords;bothwereverywatchful,andintenttodeducefromlookandmanner,whattheunintelligiblewordsmeant。 `Itwilldohernogoodtokeepherselfconcealedfrommeatthismoment,\'saidMadameDefarge。`Goodpatriotswillknowwhatthatmeans。 Letmeseeher。GotellherthatIwishtoseeher。Doyouhear?\' `Ifthoseeyesofyourswerebed-winches,\'returnedMissPross,`andIwasanEnglishfour-poster,theyshouldn\'tlooseasplinterofme。 No,youwickedforeignwoman;Iamyourmatch。\' MadameDefargewasnotlikelytofollowtheseidiomaticremarksindetail;but,shesofarunderstoodthemastoperceivethatshewassetatnaught。 `Womanimbecileandpig-like!\'saidMadameDefarge,frowning。 `Itakenoanswerfromyou。Idemandtoseeher。EithertellherthatI demandtoseeher,orstandoutofthewayofthedoorandletmegotoher!\'This,withanangryexplanatorywaveofherrightarm。 `Ilittlethought,\'saidblissPross,`thatIshouldeverwanttounderstandyournonsensicallanguage;butIwouldgiveallIhave,excepttheclothesIwear,toknowwhetheryoususpectthetruth,oranypartofit。\' Neitherofthemforasinglemomentreleasedtheother\'seyes。 MadameDefargehadnotmovedfromthespotwhereshestoodwhenMissProssfirstbecameawareofher;butshenowadvancedonestep。 `IamaBriton,\'saidMissPross,`Iamdesperate。Idon\'tcareanEnglishTwo-penceformyself。IknowthatthelongerIkeepyouhere,thegreaterhopethereisformyLadybird。I\'llnotleaveahandfulofthatdarkhairuponyourhead,ifyoulayafingeronme!\' ThusMissPross,withashakeofherheadandaflashofhereyesbetweeneveryrapidsentence,andeveryrapidsentenceawholebreath。 ThusMissPross,whohadneverstruckablowinherlife。 But,hercouragewasofthatemotionalnaturethatitbroughttheirrepressibletearsintohereyes。ThiswasacouragethatMadameDefargesolittlecomprehendedastomistakeforweakness。`Ha,ha!\'shelaughed,`youpoorwretch!Whatareyouworth!IaddressmyselftothatDoctor。\' Thensheraisedhervoiceandcalledout,`CitizenDoctor!WifeofEvré;monde! ChildofEvré;monde!Anypersonbutthismiserablefool,answertheCitizenessDefarge!\' Perhapsthefollowingsilence,perhapssomelatentdisclosureintheexpressionofMissPross\'sface,perhapsasuddenmisgivingapartfromeithersuggestion,whisperedtoMadameDefargethattheyweregone。 Threeofthedoorssheopenedswiftly,andlookedin。 `Thoseroomsareallindisorder,therehasbeenhurriedpacking,thereareoddsandendsupontheground。Thereisnooneinthatroombehindyou!Letmelook。\' `Never!\'saidMissPross,whounderstoodtherequestasperfectlyasMadameDefargeunderstoodtheanswer。 `Iftheyarenotinthatroom,theyaregone,andcanbepursuedandbroughtback,\'saidMadameDefargetoherself。 `Aslongasyoudon\'tknowwhethertheyareinthatroomornot,youareuncertainwhattodo,\'saidMissProsstoherself;`andyoushallnotknowthat,ifIcanpreventyourknowingit;andknowthat,ornotknowthat,youshallnotleaveherewhileIcanholdyou。\' `Ihavebeeninthestreetsfromthefirst,nothinghasstoppedme,Iwilltearyoutopieces,butIwillhaveyoufromthatdoor,\'saidMadameDefarge。 `Wearealoneatthetopofahighhouseinasolitarycourtyard,wearenotlikelytobeheard,andIprayforbodilystrengthtokeepyouhere,whileeveryminuteyouarehereisworthahundredthousandguineastomydarling,\'saidMissPross。 MadameDefargemadeatthedoor。MissPross,ontheinstinctofthemoment,seizedherroundtilewaistinbothherarms,andheldhertight。ItwasinvainforMadameDefargetostruggleandtostrike;MissPross,withthevigoroustenacityoflove,alwayssomuchstrongerthanhate,claspedhertight,andevenliftedherfromthefloorinthestrugglethattheyhad。ThetwohandsofMadameDefargebuffetedandtoreherface; but,MissPross,withherheaddown,heldherroundthewaist,andclungtoherwithmorethantheholdofadrowningwoman。 Soon,MadameDefarge\'shandsceasedtostrike,andfeltatherencircledwaist。`Itisundermyarm,\'saidMissPross,insmotheredtones,`youshallnotdrawit。Iamstrongerthanyou,IblessHeavenforit。I\'llholdyoutilloneorotherofusfaintsordies!\' MadameDefarge\'shandswereatherbosom。MissProsslookedup,sawwhatitwas,struckatit,struckoutaflashandacrash,andstoodalone——blindedwithsmoke。 Allthiswasinasecond。Asthesmokecleared,leavinganawfulstillness,itpassedoutontheair,likethesoulofthefuriouswomanwhosebodylaylifelessontheground。 Inthefirstfrightandhorrorofhersituation,MissProsspassedthebodyasfarfromitasshecould,andrandownthestairstocallforfruitlesshelp。Happily,shebethoughtherselfoftheconsequencesofwhatshedid,intimetocheckherselfandgoback。Itwasdreadfultogoinatthedooragain;but,shedidgoin,andevenwentnearit,togetthebonnetandotherthingsthatshemustwear。Thesesheputon,outonthestaircase,firstshuttingandlockingthedoorandtakingawaythekey。 Shethensatdownonthestairsafewmomentstobreatheandtocry,andthengotupandhurriedaway。 Bygoodfortuneshehadaveilonherbonnet,orshecouldhardlyhavegonealongthestreetswithoutbeingstopped。Bygoodfortune,too,shewasnaturallysopeculiarinappearanceasnottoshowdisfigurementlikeanyotherwoman。Sheneededbothadvantages,forthemarksofgripingfingersweredeepinherface,andherhairwastorn,andherdress(hastilycomposedwithunsteadyhands)wasclutchedanddraggedahundredwaysIncrossingthebridge,shedroppedthedoorkeyintheriver。 Arrivingatthecathedralsomefewminutesbeforeherescort,andwaitingthere,shethought,whatifthekeywerealreadytakeninanet,whatifitwereidentified,whatifthedoorwereopenedandtheremainsdiscovered,whatifshewerestoppedatthegate,senttoprison,andchargedwithmurder!Inthemidstoftheseflutteringthoughts,theescortappeared,tookherin,andtookheraway。 `Isthereanynoiseinthestreets?\'sheaskedhim。 `Theusualnoises,\'Mr。Cruncherreplied;andlookedsurprisedbythequestionandbyheraspect。 `Idon\'thearyou,\'saidMissPross。`Whatdoyousay?\' ItwasinvainforMr。Crunchertorepeatwhathesaid;MissProsscouldnothearhim。`SoI\'llnodmyhead,\'thoughtMr。Cruncher,amazed,`atalleventsshe\'llseethat。\'Andshedid。 `Isthereanynoiseinthestreetsnow?\'askedMissProssagain,presently。 AgainMr。Crunchernoddedhishead。 `Idon\'thearit。\' `Gonedeafinahour?\'saidMr。Cruncher,ruminating,withhismindmuchdisturbed;`wot\'scometoher?\' `Ifeel,\'saidMissPross,`asiftherehadbeenaflashandacrash,andthatcrashwasthelastthingIshouldeverhearinthislife。\' `Blestifsheain\'tinaqueercondition!\'saidMr。Cruncher,moreandmoredisturbed。`Wotcanshehavebeenatakin\',tokeephercourageup?Hark!There\'stherollofthemdreadfulcarts!Youcanhearthat,miss?\' `Icanhear,\'saidMissPross,seeingthathespoketoher,`nothing。 O,mygoodman,therewasfirstagreatcrash,andthenagreatstillness,andthatstillnessseemstobefixedandunchangeable,nevertobebrokenanymoreaslongasmylifelasts。\' `Ifshedon\'theartherollofthosedreadfulcarts,nowverynightheirjourney\'send,\'saidMr。Cruncher,glancingoverhisshoulder,`it\'smyopinionthatindeedsheneverwillhearanythingelseinthisworld。\' Andindeedsheneverdid。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheThird[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXVTheFootstepsDieoutforEverALONGtheParisstreets,thedeath-cartsrumble,hollowandharsh。Sixtumbrilscarrytheday\'swinetoLaGuillotine。AllthedevouringandinsatiateMonstersimaginedsinceimaginationcouldrecorditself,arefusedintheonerealisation,Guillotine。AndyetthereisnotinFrance,withitsrichvarietyofsoilandclimate,ablade,aleaf,aroot,asprig,apeppercorn,whichwillgrowtomaturityunderconditionsmorecertainthanthosethathaveproducedthishorror。Crushhumanityoutofshapeoncemore,undersimilarhammers,anditwilltwistitselfintothesametorturedforms。 Sowthesameseedofrapaciouslicenceandoppressionoveragain,anditwillsurelyyieldthesamefruitaccordingtoitskind。 Sixtumbrilsrollalongthestreets。Changethesebackagaintowhattheywere,thoupowerfulenchanter,Time,andtheyshallbeseentobethecarriagesofabsolutemonarchs,theequipagesoffeudalnobles,thetoilettesofflaringJezebels,thechurchesthatarenotmyfather\'shousebutdensofthieves,thehutsofmillionsofstarvingpeasants!No; thegreatmagicianwhomajesticallyworksouttheappointedorderoftheCreator,neverreverseshistransformations。`IfthoubechangedintothisshapebythewillofGod,\'saytheseerstotheenchanted,inthewiseArabianstories,`thenremainso!But,ifthouwearthisformthroughmerepassingconjuration,thenresumethyformeraspect!\'Changelessandhopeless,thetumbrilsrollalong。 Asthesombrewheelsofthesixcartsgoround,theyseemtoploughupalongcrookedfurrowamongthepopulaceinthestreets。Ridgesoffacesarethrowntothissideandtothat,andtheploughsgosteadilyonward。 Sousedaretheregularinhabitantsofthehousestothespectacle,thatinmanywindowstherearenopeople,andinsometheoccupationofthehandsisnotsomuchassuspended,whiletheeyessurveythefacesinthetumbrils。Hereandthere,theinmatehasvisitorstoseethesight;thenhepointshisfinger,withsomethingofthecomplacencyofacuratororauthorisedexponent,tothiscartandtothis,andseemstotellwhosathereyesterday,andwhotherethedaybefore。 Oftheridersinthetumbrils,someobservethesethings,andallthingsontheirlastroadside,withanimpassivestare;others,withalingeringinterestinthewaysoflifeandmen。Some,seatedwithdroopingheads,aresunkinsilentdespair;again,therearesomesoheedfuloftheirlooksthattheycastuponthemultitudesuchglancesastheyhaveseenintheatres,andinpictures。Severalclosetheireyes,andthink,ortrytogettheirstrayingthoughtstogether。Onlyone,andheamiserablecreature,ofacrazedaspect,issoshatteredandmadedrunkbyhorror,thathesings,andtriestodance。Notoneofthewholenumberappealsbylookorgesture,tothepityofthepeople。 Thereisaguardofsundryhorsemenridingabreastofthetumbrils,andfacesareoftenturneduptosomeofthem,andtheyareaskedsomequestion。Itwouldseemtobealwaysthesamequestion,for,itisalwaysfollowedbyapressofpeopletowardsthethirdcart。Thehorsemenabreastofthatcart,frequentlypointoutonemaninitwiththeirswords。Theleadingcuriosityis,toknowwhichishe;hestandsatthebackofthetumbrilwithhisheadbentdown,toconversewithameregirlwhositsonthesideofthecart,andholdshishand。Hehasnocuriosityorcareforthesceneabouthim,andalwaysspeakstothegirl。HereandthereinthelongstreetofSt。Honoré;,criesareraisedagainsthim。 Iftheymovehimatall,itisonlytoaquietsmile,asheshakeshishairalittlemorelooselyabouthisface。Hecannoteasilytouchhisface,hisarmsbeingbound。 Onthestepsofachurch,awaitingthecoming-upofthetumbrils,standstheSpyandprison-sheep。Helooksintothefirstofthem:notthere。 Helooksintothesecond:notthere。Healreadyaskshimself,`Hashesacrificedme?\'whenhisfaceclears,ashelooksintothethird。 `WhichisEvré;monde?\'saysamanbehindhim。`That。Atthebackthere。\'`Withhishandinthegirl\'s?\'`Yes。\' Themancries,`Down,Evré;mondeTotheGuillotineallaristocrats! Down,Evré;monde!\' `Hush,hush!\'theSpyentreatshim,timidly。 `Andwhynot,citizen?\' `Heisgoingtopaytheforfeit:itwillbepaidinfiveminutesmore。Lethimbeatpeace。\' Butthemancontinuingtoexclaim,`Down,Evré;monde!\'thefaceofEvré;mondeisforamomentturnedtowardshim。Evré;mondethenseestheSpy,andlooksattentivelyathim,andgoeshisway。 Theclocksareonthestrokeofthree,andthefurrowploughedamongthepopulaceisturninground,tocomeonintotheplaceofexecution,andend。Theridgesthrowntothissideandtothat,nowcrumbleinandclosebehindthelastploughasitpasseson,forallarefollowingtotheGuillotine。Infrontofit,seatedinchairs,asinagardenofpublicdiversion,areanumberofwomen,busilyknitting。Ononeoftheforemostchairs,standsTheVengeance,lookingaboutforherfriend。 `Thé;rè;se!\'shecries,inhershrilltones。`Whohasseenher?Thé;rè;seDefarge!\' `Shenevermissedbefore,\'saysaknitting-womanofthesisterhood。 `No;norwillsitemissnow,\'criesTheVengeance,petulantly。 `Thé;rè;se!\' `Louder,\'thewomanrecommends。 Ay!Louder,Vengeance,muchlouder,andstillsitewillscarcelyhearthee。Louderyet,Vengeance,withalittleoathorsoadded,andyetitwillhardlybringher。Sendotherwomenupanddowntoseekher,lingeringsomewhere;andyet,althoughthemessengershavedonedreaddeeds,itisquestionablewhetheroftheirownwillstheywillgofarenoughtofindher! `BadFortune!\'criesTheVengeance,stampingherfootinthechair,`andherearethetumbrils!AndEvré;mondewillbedespatchedinawink,andshenothere!Seeherknittinginmyhand,andheremptychairreadyforher。Icrywith`vexationanddisappointment!\' AsTheVengeancedescendsfromherelevationtodoit,thetumbrilsbegintodischargetheirloads。TheministersofSainteGuillotinearerobedandready。Crash!——Aheadisheldup,andtheknitting-womenwhoscarcelyliftedtheireyestolookatitamomentagowhenitcouldthinkandspeak,countOne。 Thesecondtumbrilemptiesandmoveson;thethirdcomesup。Crash——Andtheknitting-women,neverfalteringorpausingintheirwork,countTwo。 ThesupposedEvré;mondedescends,andtheseamstressisliftedoutnextafterhim。Hehasnotrelinquishedherpatienthandingettingout,butstillholdsitashepromised。Hegentlyplacesherwithherbacktothecrashingenginethatconstantlywhirrsupandfalls,andshelooksintohisfaceandthankshim。 `Butforyou,dearstranger,Ishouldnotbesocomposed,forIamnaturallyapoorlittlething,faintofheart;norshouldIhavebeenabletoraisemythoughtstoHimwhowasputtodeath,thatwemighthavehopeandcomforthereto-day。IthinkyouweresenttomebyHeaven。 `Oryoutome,\'saysSydneyCarton。`Keepyoureyesuponme,dearchild,andmindnootherobject。\' `ImindnothingwhileIholdyourhand。IshallmindnothingwhenIletitgo,iftheyarerapid。\' `Theywillberapid。Fearnot!\' Thetwostandinthefast-thinningthrongofvictims,buttheyspeakasiftheywerealone。Eyetoeye,voicetovoice,handtohand,hearttoheart,thesetwochildrenoftheUniversalMother,elsesowideapartanddiffering,havecometogetheronthedarkhighway,torepairhometogether,andtorestinherbosom。 `Braveandgenerousfriend,willyouletmeaskyouonelastquestion? Iamveryignorant,andittroublesme——justalittle。\' `Tellmewhatitis。\' `Ihaveacousin,anonlyrelativeandanorphan,likemyself,whomIloveverydearly。SheisfiveyearsyoungerthanI,andshelivesinafarmer\'shouseinthesouthcountry。Povertypartedus,andsheknowsnothingofmyfate——forIcannotwrit——andifIcould,howshouldItellher!Itisbetterasitis。\' `Yes,yes;betterasitis。\' `WhatIhavebeenthinkingaswecamealong,andwhatIamstillthinkingnow,asIlookintoyourkindstrongfacewhichgivesmesomuchsupport,isthis:——iftheRepublicreallydoesgoodtothepoor,andtheycometobelesshungry,andinallwaystosufferless,shemaylivealongtime:shemayevenlivetobeold。\' `Whatthen,mygentlesister?\' `Doyouthink:\'theuncomplainingeyesinwhichthereissomuchendurance,fillwithtears,andthelipspartalittlemoreandtremble: `thatitwillseemlongtome,whileIwaitforherinthebetterlandwhereItrustbothyouandIwillbemercifullysheltered?\' `Itcannotbe,mychild;thereisnoTimethere,andnotroublethere。\' `Youcomfortmesomuch!Iamsoignorant。AmItokissyounow? Isthemomentcome?\' `Yes。\' Shekisseshislips;hekisseshers;theysolemnlyblesseachother。Thesparehanddoesnottrembleashereleasesit;nothingworsethanasweet,brightconstancyisinthepatientface。Shegoesnextbeforehim-isgone;theknitting-womencountTwenty-Two。 `IamtheResurrectionandtheLife,saiththeLord:hethatbelievethinme,thoughheweredead,yetshallhelive:andwhosoeverlivethandbelievethinmeshallneverdie。\' Themurmuringofmanyvoices,theupturningofmanyfaces,thepressingonofmanyfootstepsintheoutskirtsofthecrowd,sothatitswellsforwardinamass,likeonegreatheaveofwater,allflashesaway。 Twenty-Three。 Theysaidofhim,aboutthecitythatnight,thatitwasthepeacefullestman\'sfaceeverbeheldthere。Manyaddedthathelookedsublimeandprophetic。 Oneofthemostremarkablesufferersbythesameaxe——awoman——Hadaskedatthefootofthesamescaffold,notlongbefore,tobeallowedtowritedownthethoughtsthatwereinspiringher。Ifhehadgivenanutterancetohis,andtheywereprophetic,theywouldhavebeenthese: `IseeBarsad,andCly,Defarge,TheVengeance,theJuryman,theJudge,longranksofthenewoppressorswhohaverisenonthedestructionoftheold,perishingbythisretributiveinstrument,beforeitshallceaseoutofitspresentuse。Iseeabeautifulcityandabrilliantpeople\' risingfromthisabyss,and,intheirstrugglestobetrulyfree,intheirtriumphsanddefeats,throughlonglongyearstocome,Iseetheevilofthistimeandoftheprevioustimeofwhichthisisthenaturalbirth,graduallymakingexpiationforitselfandwearingout。 `IseethelivesforwhichIlaydownmylife,peaceful,useful,prosperousandhappy,inthatEnglandwhichIshallseenomore。IseeHerwithachilduponherbosom,whobearsmyname。Iseeherfather,agedandbent,butotherwiserestored,andfaithfultoallmeninhishealingoffice,andatpeace。Iseethegoodoldman,solongtheirfriend,intenyears\'timeenrichingthemwithallhehas,andpassingtranquillytohisreward。 `IseethatIholdasanctuaryintheirhearts,andintheheartsoftheirdescendants,generationshence。Iseeher,anoldwoman,weepingformeontheanniversaryofthisday。Iseeherandherhusband,theircoursedone,lyingsidebysideintheirlastearthlybed,andIknowthateachwasnotmorehonouredandheldsacredintheother\'ssoul,thanI wasinthesoulsofboth。 `Iseethatchildwholayuponherbosomandwhoboremyname,amanwinninghiswayupinthatpathoflifewhichoncewasmine。Iseehimwinningitsowell,thatmynameismadeillustrioustherebythelightofhis。IseetheblotsIthrewuponit,fadedaway。Iseehim,foremostofjustjudgesandhonouredmen,bringingaboyofmyname,withaforeheadthatIknowandgoldenhair,tothisplace——thenfairtolookupon,withnotatraceofthisday\'sdisfigurement——andIhearhimtellthechildmystory,withatenderandafalteringvoice。