第7章

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Paulwasnotsorrywhenthetimecametotakeleaveofhisfriend; butonceagainintheclearmoonlightandfresh,balmyairoftheAllee,heforgottheunpleasantnessoftheinterview。HefoundhimselfthinkingonlyofhisridewithYerba。Well!hehadtoldherthathelovedher。Sheknewitnow,andalthoughshehadforbiddenhimtospeakfurther,shehadnotwhollyrejectedit。Itmustbehermorbidconsciousnessofthemysteryofherbirththatwithheldareturnofheraffections,——somehalf-knowledge,perhaps,thatshewouldnotdivulge,yetthatkeptherundulysensitiveofacceptinghislove。Hewassatisfiedtherewasnoentanglement; herheartwasvirgin。HeevendaredtohopethatshehadALWAYS caredforhim。ItwasforHIMtoremoveallobstacles——toprevailuponhertoleavethisplaceandreturntoAmericawithhimasherhusband,theguardianofhergoodname,andthecustodianofhersecret。AttimesthestrainsofadreamyGermanwaltz,playedinthedistance,broughtbacktohimthebriefmomentthathisarmhadencircledherwaistbythecrumblingwall,andhispulsesgrewlanguid,onlytoleapfirmerthenextmomentwithmoredesperateresolve。Hewouldwinher,comewhatmay!Hecouldneverhavebeeninearnestbefore:heloathedandhatedhimselfforhispreviouspassiveacquiescencetoherfate。Hehadbeenaweaktoolofthecolonel\'sfromthefirst:hewasevennowhandicappedbyapreposterouspromisehehadgivenhim!Yes,shewasrighttohesitate——toquestionhisabilitytomakeherhappy!Hehadfoundherhere,surroundedbystupidityandcupidity——togiveitnoothername——sopatentthatshewasthecommongossip,andhadofferednothingbutaboyishdeclaration!Ashestrodeintothehotelthatnightitwaswellthathedidnotmeettheunfortunatecolonelonthestaircase! Itwasverylate,althoughtherewasstillvisiblealightinYerba\'ssalon,shiningonherbalcony,whichextendedbeforeandincludedhisownwindow。Fromtimetotimehecouldhearthemurmurofvoices。 Itwastoolatetoavailhimselfoftheinvitationtojointhem,evenifhisframeofmindhadpermittedit。Hewastoonervousandexcitedtogotobed,and,withoutlightinghiscandle,heopenedtheFrenchwindowthatgaveuponthebalcony,drewachairintherecessbehindthecurtain,andgazeduponthenight。Itwasveryquiet;themoonwashigh,thesquarewassleepinginatranceofcheckeredshadows,likeagiganticchessboard,withblackforeshortenedtreesforpawns。Theclickofacavalrysabre,thesoundofafootfallonthepavementofthedistantKonigsstrasse,weredistinctlyaudible;afar-offrailwaywhistlewasstartlinginitsabruptness。Inthemidstofthiscalmtheopeningofthedoorofthesalon,withthesuddenupliftingofvoicesinthehall,toldPaulthatYerba\'sguestswereleaving。HeheardDonaAnna\'sarchaccents——archeventoColonelPendleton\'smonotonousbaritone!——Milly\'shigh,rapidutterances,thesuavefalsettoofDonCaesar,andHERvoice,hethoughtatriflewearied,——thesoundofretiringfootsteps,andallwasstillagain。 Sostillthattherhythmicbeatofthedistantwaltzreturnedtohim,withadistinctivenessthathecouldidlyfollow。HethoughtofRosarioandtherose-breathoftheopenwindowswithastrangelonging,andrememberedthehalf-stifledsweetnessofherhappyvoicerisingwithitfromtheveranda。Whyhadheeverletitpassfromhimthenandwaftitsfragranceelsewhere?Why——Whatwasthat? Theslightturningofalatch!ThecreakingoftheFrenchwindowofthesalon,andsomebodyhadslippedsoftlyhalfoutonthebalcony。Hisheartstoppedbeating。Fromhispositionintherecessofhisownwindow,withhisbacktothepartitionofthesalon,hecouldseenothing。Yethedidnotdaretomove。ForwiththequickenedsensesofaloverhefeltthediffusedandperfumedauraofHERpresence,ofHERgarments,ofHERflesh,flowinuponhimthroughtheopenwindow,andpossesshiswholebreathlessbeing!ItwasSHE!Likehim,perhaps,longingtoenjoytheperfectnight——likehim,perhaps,thinkingof—— \"Soyouar-rangetogetridofme——ha!likthees?Totur-rnmeofffromyourheelslikeadogwhohavefollowyou——butwithoutaword—— withouta——a——thanks——withouta\'ope!Ah!——wehaveser-rvedyou—— meandmysister;wearetheor-rangedry——nowwecango!Liketheoldshoe,wearetobeflungaway!Good!ButIamhereagain——yousee。Ishallspeak,andyoushallhear-r。\" DonCaesar\'svoice——alonewithher!Paulgrippedhischairandsatupright。 \"Stop!Staywhereyouare!Howdaredyoureturnhere?\"ItwasYerba\'svoice,onthebalcony,lowanddistinct。 \"Shutthewindow!Ishallspeakwithyouwhatyouwillnottheworldtohear。\" \"IprefertokeepwhereIam,sinceyouhavecreptintothisroomlikeathief!\" \"Athief!Good!\"HebrokeoutinSpanish,and,asifnolongerfearfulofbeingoverheard,hadevidentlydrawnnearertothewindow。\"Athief。Ha!muybueno——butitisnotI,youunderstand—— I,CaesarBriones,whoamthethief!No!Itisthatswaggeringespadachin——thatfanfarronofaColonelPendleton——thatpatternofanofficial,Mr。Hathaway——thatmostbeautifulheiressoftheCalifornias,MissARGUELLO——thatarethieves!Yes——ofaNAME——MissArguello——ofaNAME!ThenameofArguello!\" Paulrosetohisfeet。 \"Ah,so!Youstart——youturnpale——youflashyoureyes,senora,butyouthinkyouhavedeceivedmealltheseyears。YouthinkI didnotseeyourgameatRosario——yes,evenwhenthatfoolishCastromuchachafirstputthatideainyourhead。Whofurnishedyouthefactsyouwanted?I——MotherofGod!SUCHFACTS!——I,whoknewtheArguellopedigree——I,whoknowitwasasimpossibleforyoutobeadaughterofthemas——what?letmethink——as——asitisimpossibleforyoutobethewifeofthatbaronwhomyouwoulddeceivewiththerest!Ah,yes;itwasahighflightforyou,Mees——Mees——DonaFulana——anoblegameforyoutobringdown!\" Whydidshenotspeak?Whatwasshedoing?Ifshehadbututteredasinglewordofprotest,ofangrydismissal,Paulwouldhaveflowntoherside。Itcouldnotbetheparalysisofpersonalfear:thebalconywaswide;shecouldeasilypasstotheend;shecouldevenseehisopenwindow。 \"WhydidIdothis?BecauseIlovedyou,senora——andyouknewit! Ah!youcanturnyourfaceawaynow;youcanpretendtomisunderstandme,asyoudidamomentago;youcanpartfrommenowlikeamereacquaintance——butitwasnotalwaysso!No,itwasYOU whobroughtmehere;youreyesthatsmiledintomine——anddrovehomethecolonel\'srequestthatIandmysistershouldaccompanyyou。God!Iwasweakthen!Yousmile,senora;youthinkyouhavesucceeded——youandyourpompouscolonelandyourclevergovernor! Youthinkyouhavecompromisedme,andperjuredME,becauseofthis。Youarewrong!YouthinkIdarenotspeaktothispuppetofabaron,andthatIhavenoproofs。Youarewrong!\" \"Andevenifyoucanproducethem,whatcareI?\"saidYerbaunexpectedly,yetinavoicesofreefromexcitementandpassionthatthewearinesswhichPaulhadatfirstnoticedseemedtobetheonlydominanttone。\"SupposeyouprovethatIamnotanArguello。 Good!youhaveyettoshowthataconnectionwithanyofyourracewouldbeanythingbutadisgrace。\" \"Ah!youdefyme,littleone!Caramba!Listen,then!Youdonotknowall!WhenyouthoughtIwasonlyhelpingyoutofabricateyourclaimtotheArguellos\'name,IwasfindingoutWHOYOUREALLY WERE!Ah!Itwasnotsodifficultasyoufondlyhope,senora。Wewerenotallbrutesandfoolsintheearlydays,thoughwestoodasidetoletyourpeopleruntheirvulgarcourse。Itwasyourhiredbully——yourrespectedguardian——thisdogofanespadachin,wholetoutahintofthesecret——withaprickofhisblade——andascandal。Oneofmypeonwomenwasaservantattheconventwhenyouwereachild,andrecognizedthewomanwhoputyouthereandcametoseeyouasafriend。SheoverheardtheMotherSuperiorsayitwasyourmother,andsawanecklacethatwasleftforyoutowear。Ah!youbegintobelieve!WhenIhadputthisandthattogetherIfoundthatPepitacouldnotidentifyyouwiththechildthatshehadseen。Butyou,senora,youYOURSELFsuppliedthemissingproof!Yes!yousupplieditwiththeNECKLACEthatyouworethateveningatRosario,whenyouwishedtodohonortothisyoungHathaway——theguardianwhohadalwaysthrownyouoff!Ah!—— younowsuspectwhy,perhaps!Itwasyourmother\'snecklacethatyouwore,andyousaidso!ThatnightIsentthegoodPepitatoidentifyit;towatchthroughthewindowfromthegardenwhenyouwerewearingit;tomakeitsureastheCreed。Isenthertoyourroomlatethatnightwhenyouhadchangedyourdress,thatshemightexamineitamongyourjewels。Andshedidandwillswear—— lookyou!——SWEARthatitistheonegivenyouasachildbythewomanattheconvent,whowasyourmother!Andwhowasthatwoman—— eh?WhowasthemotheroftheArguellodelaYerbaBuena?——whothisnobleancestress?\" \"Excuseme——butperhapsyouarenotawarethatyouareraisingyourvoiceinalady\'sdrawing-room,andthatalthoughyouarespeakingalanguagenoonehereunderstands,youaredisturbingthehotel。\" ItwasPaul,quiet,paleinthemoonlight,erectonthebalconybeforethewindow。AsYerba,withastart,retreatedquicklyintotheroom,DonCaesarsteppedforwardangrilyandsuspiciouslytowardsthewindow。Hehadhishandreachedforwardtowardsthehandleasiftoclosetheswingingsashagainsttheintruder,wheninaninstanthewasseizedbyPaul,tightlylockedinadesperategrip,andwhirledoutonthebalcony。Beforehecouldgainbreathtoutteracry,HathawayhadpassedhisrightarmaroundtheMexican\'sthroat,effectivelystoppinghisutterance,and,withasupremeeffortofstrength,draggedhimalongthewall,fallingwithhimintotheopenwindowofhisownroom。Ashedidso,tohisinexpressiblereliefheheardthesashclosedandtheboltdrawnofthesalonwindow,andregainedhisfeet,collected,quiet,andtriumphant。 \"Iamsorry,\"hesaid,coollydustinghisclothes,\"tohavebeenobligedtochangethesceneofthisdiscussionsoroughly,butyouwillobservethatyoucanspeakmorefreelyHERE,andthatanyaltercationWEmayhaveinthisroomwillbelesslikelytoattractcomment。\" \"Assassin!\"saidDonCaesarchokingly,ashestruggledtohisfeet。 \"Thankyou。Relieveyourfeelingsasmuchasyoulikehere;infact,ifyouwouldspeakalittlelouderyouwouldobligeme。Theguestsarebeginningtobeawake,\"continuedPaul,withawickedsmile,indicatingthenoiseofanopeningdoorandfootstepsinthepassage,\"andarenowabletolocatewithoutdifficultythesceneofthedisturbance。\" Brionesapparentlyunderstoodhismeaningandthesuccessofhisstratagem。\"YouthinkyouhavesavedHERfromdisgrace,\"hesaid,withalividsmile,inalowertoneandadesperateattempttoimitatePaul\'scoolness。\"Forthepresent——ah——yees!perhapsinthishotelandthisevening。Butyouhavenotstopmymouthfor—— a——to-morrow——andthewholeworld,Mr。Hathaway。\" \"Well,\"saidPaul,lookingathimcritically,\"Idon\'tknowaboutthat。Ofcourse,there\'stheequalchancethatyoumaykillme—— butthat\'saquestionforto-morrow,too。\" TheMexicancastaquickglanceatthedoorandwindow。Paul,asifcarelessly,changedthekeyoftheformerfromonepockettotheother,andsteppedbeforethewindow。 \"Sothisisaplottomurderme!Haveacare!YouarenotinyourownbrigandCalifornia!\" \"Ifyouthinkso,alarmthehouse。Theywillfindusquarreling,andyouwillonlyprecipitatemattersbyreceivingtheinsultthatwillmakeyoufight——beforethem。\" \"Iamr-ready,sir,whenandwhereyouwill,\"saidBriones,withaswaggeringairbutashifting,furtiveeye。\"Open——a——thedoor。\" \"Pardonme。WewillleavethisroomTOGETHERinanhourforthestation。Wewillboardthenightexpressthatwilltakeusinthreehoursbeyondthefrontier,wherewecaneachfindafriend。\" \"Butmyaffairshere——mysister——Imustseeher。\" \"Youshallwriteanotetoheratthattable,sayingthatimportantbusiness——adispatch——hascalledyouaway,andwewillleaveitwiththeportertobedeliveredINTHEMORNING。Or——Idonotrestrictyou——youcansaywhatyoulike,providedshedon\'tgetituntilwehaveleft。\" \"Andyoumakeofmeaprisoner,sir?\" \"No;avisitor,DonCaesar——avisitorwhoseconversationissointerestingthatIamforcedtodetainhimtohearmore。YoucanpassthetimepleasantlybyfinishingthestoryIwasobligedtointerruptamomentago。DoyouknowthismotherofMissYerba,ofwhomyouspoke?\" \"That\'sm——myaffair。\" \"Thatmeansyoudon\'tknowher。Ifyoudid,you\'dhavehadherwithincall。And,assheistheonlypersonwhoisabletosaythatMissYerbaisNOTanArguello,youhavebeenveryremiss。\" \"Ah,bah!Iamnotoneofyour——a——lawyers。\" \"No;oryouwouldknowthat,withnobetterevidencethanyouhave,youmightbesuedforslander。\" \"Ah!WhydoesnotMissYerbasue,then?\" \"Becausesheprobablyexpectsthatsomebodywillshootyou。\" \"AsYOUforinstance?\" \"Perhaps。\" \"AndifyoudoNOT——eh?——youhavenotstopmymouth,butyourown。 AndifyouDO,youhelphertomarrytheBaron,yourrival。Youarenotwise,friendHathaway。\" \"MayIremindyouthatyouhavenotyetwrittentoyoursister,andyoumayprefertodoitcarefullyanddeliberately?\" DonCaesararosewithavindictiveglanceatPaul,andpulledachairbeforethetable,asthelatterplacedpen,ink,andpaperbeforehim。\"Takeyourtime,\"headded,foldinghisarmsandwalkingtowardsthewindow。\"Saywhatyoulike,anddon\'tletmypresencerestrainyou。\" TheMexicanbegantowritefuriously,thenspasmodically,thenslowlyandreluctantly。\"Iwar-r-nyou,Ishallexposeall,\"hesaidsuddenly。 \"Asyouplease。\" \"AndshallsaythatifIdisappear,youaremymurderer——youunderstand——myMURDERER!\" \"Don\'tconsultmeonaquestionofepithets,butgoon。\" DonCaesarrecommencedhiswritingwithamalignsmile。Therewasasuddensharprapatthedoor。 DonCaesarleapedtohisfeet,graspedhispapers,andrushedtothedoor;butPaulwasbeforehim。\"Whoisthere?\"hedemanded。 \"Pendleton。\" Atthesoundofthecolonel\'svoiceDonCaesarfellback。Paulopenedthedoor,admittedthetallfigureofthecolonel,andwasabouttoturnthekeyagain。ButPendletonliftedhishandingrimdeprecation。 \"Thatwilldo,Mr。Hathaway。Iknowall。ButIwishtospeakwithBrioneselsewhere,alone。\" \"Excuseme,ColonelPendleton,\"saidPaulfirmly,\"butIhavethepriorclaim。Wordshavepassedbetweenthisgentlemanandmyselfwhichwearenowonourwaytothestationandthefrontiertosettle。Ifyouarewillingtoaccompanyus,Ishallgiveyoueveryopportunitytoconversewithhimalone,andarrangewhateverbusinessyoumayhavewithhim,provideditdoesnotinterferewithmine。\" \"Mybusiness,\"saidPendleton,\"isofapersonalnature,thatwillnotinterferewithanyclaimofyoursthatMr。Brionesmaychoosetoadmit,butisofaprivatequalitythatmustbetransactedbetweenusnow。\"Hisfacewaspale,andhisvoice,althoughsteadyandself-controlled,hadthatsamestrangesuggestionofsuddenageinitwhichPaulhadbeforenoticed。WhetherDonCaesardetectedit,orwhetherhehadsomeotherinstinctiveappreciationofgreatersecurity,Paulcouldnottell。Heseemedtorecoverhisswaggeragain,ashesaid,—— \"IshallhearwhatColonelPendletonhastosayfirst。ButIshallholdmyselfinreadinesstomeetyouafterwards——youshallnotfear,sir!\" Paulremainedlookingfromtheonetotheotherwithoutspeaking。 ItwasDonCaesarwhoreturnedhisglanceboldlyanddefiantly,ColonelPendletonwho,withthinwhitefingerspullinghismoustache,evadedit。ThenPaulunlockedthedoor,andsaidslowly,\"InfiveminutesIleavethishouseforthestation。I shallwaitthereuntilthetrainarrives。Ifthisgentlemandoesnotjoinme,Ishallbebetterabletounderstandallthisandtakemeasuresaccordingly。\" \"AndItelltoyou,MeesterHathaway,sir,\"saidDonCaesar,strikinganattitudeinthedoorway,\"youshalldoasIplease—— Caramba!——andshallbeg\"—— \"Holdyourtongue,sir——or,bytheEternal!\"——burstoutPendletonsuddenly,bringingdownhisthinhandontheMexican\'sshoulder。 Hestoppedassuddenly。\"Gentlemen,thisischildish。Go,sir!\" toDonCaesar,pointingwithagauntwhitefingerintothedarkenedhall。\"Iwillfollowyou。Mr。Hathaway,asanolderman,andonewhohasseenagooddealoffoolishaltercation,Iregret,sir,deeplyregret,tobeawitnesstothisbelligerentqualityinalaw-makerandapublicman;andImustdeprecate,sir——deprecate,yourdemandonthatgentlemanforwhat,inthefollyofyouth,youarepleasedtocallpersonalsatisfaction。\" Ashemovedwithdignityoutoftheroom,Paulremainedblanklystaringafterhim。Wasitalladream?——orwasthisColonelPendletontheduelist?Hadtheoldmangonecrazy,orwashemerelyactingtoveilsomewildpurpose?HissuddenarrivalshowedthatYerbamusthavesentforhimandtoldhimofDonCaesar\'sthreats;wouldhebewildenoughtoattempttostranglethemaninsomeremoteroomorinthedarknessofthepassage?Hesteppedsoftlyintothehall:hecouldstillhearthedoubletreadofthetwomen:theyhadreachedthestaircase——theywereDESCENDING!Heheardthedrowsyaccentsofthenightporterandtheswingingofthedoor——theywereinthestreet! Wherevertheyweregoing,orforwhatpurpose,HEmustbeatthestation,ashehadwarnedthemhewouldbe。Hehastilythrewafewthingsintohisvalise,andpreparedtofollowthem。Whenhewentdownstairsheinformedtheporterthatowingtoanurgentcallofbusinessheshouldtrytocatchthethroughexpressatthreeo\'clock,buttheymustretainhisroomandluggageuntiltheyheardfromhim。HerememberedDonCaesar\'sletter。Hadeitherofthegentlemen,hisfriendswhohadjustgoneout,leftaletterormessage?No,Excellency;thegentlemenweretalkingearnestly——hebelieved,intheSouthAmericanlanguage——andhadnotspokentohim。 PerhapsitwasthisthatremindedPaul,ashecrossedthesquareagain,thathehadmadenopreparationforanypossiblefatalissuetohimselfinthisadventure。SHEwouldknowit,however,andwhyhehadundertakenit。Hetriedtothinkthatperhapssomeinterestinhimselfhadpromptedhertosendthecoloneltohim。Yet,mingledwiththiswasanoddsenseofacertainridiculousnessinhisposition:therewastheabsurdityofhisprospectiveantagonistbeingevennowinconfidentialconsultationwithhisownfriendandally,whosefunctionshehadusurped,andinwhoseinterestshewasabouttoriskhislife。Andashewalkedawaythroughthesilentstreets,theconvictionmorethanoncewasforceduponhimthathewasgoingtoanappointmentthatwouldnotbekept。 Hereachedthestationsometenminutesbeforethetrainwasdue。 Twoorthreehalf-drowsy,wrapped-uppassengerswerealreadyontheplatform;butneitherDonCaesarnorColonelPendletonwasamongthem。Heexploredthewaiting-roomsandeventhehalf-litbuffet,butwithnobettersuccess。TellingtheBahnhofInspectorthathispassagewasonlycontingentuponthearrivalofoneortwocompanions,anddescribingthemminutelytopreventmistakes,hebegangloomilytopacebeforetheticket-office。Fiveminutespassed——thenumberofpassengersdidnotincrease;tenminutes;adistantshriek——thehoarseinquiryoftheinspector——hadtheHerr\'scompanionsyetgekommt?thesuddenglareofaCyclopeaneyeinthedarkness,theonglidingofthelong-jointedandgleamingspottedserpent,thetrain——ahurriedglancearoundtheplatform,oneortwogutturalorders,theslammingofdoors,theremountingofblackuniformedfigureslikecaryatidesalongthemarchepieds,apuffofvapor,andthetrainhadcomeandgonewithoutthem。 Yethewouldgivehisadversaryfifteenminutesmoretoallowforaccidentordelay,orthepossiblearrivalofthecolonelwithanexplanation,andrecommencedhisgloomypacing,astheBahnhofsankbackintohalf-litrepose。Attheendoffiveminutestherewasanothershriek。Paulturnedquicklytotheinspector。Ah,then,therewasanothertrain?No;itwasonlytheupexpressforBasle,goingtheotherwayandstoppingattheNordStation,halfamileaway。Itwouldnotstophere,buttheHerrwouldseeitpassinafewmomentsatfullspeed。 Itcamepresently,withaprolongeddespairingshriek,outofthedarkness;aflash,arushandroarathisside,aplungeintothedarknessagainwiththesamedespairingcry;aflutterofsomethingwhitefromoneofthewindows,likealoosenedcurtain,thatatlastseemedtodetachitself,and,afterawildattempttofollow,suddenlysoaredaloft,whirledoverandover,dropped,anddriftedslowly,slantwise,totheground。 Theinspectorhadseenit,randowntheline,andpickeditup。 ThenhereturnedwithittoPaulwithalookofsympathizingconcern。Itwasalady\'shandkerchief,evidentlysomesignalwavedtothewell-bornHerr,whowastheonlypassengerontheplatform。 So,possibly,itmightbefromhisfriends,whobysomestupidmischancehadgonetothewrongstation,and——GottimHimmel!——itwashideouslystupid,yetpossible,gotonthewrongtrain! TheHerr,alittlepale,butcomposed,thoughtitWASpossible。 No;hewouldnottelegraphtothenextstation——notyet——hewouldinquire。 Hewalkedquicklyaway,reachingthehotelbreathlessly,yetinaspacethatseemedalltoobriefforhisdisconnectedthought。 Thereweresignsofanimationinthehall,andanemptycarriagewasjustreenteringthecourtyard。Thehall-portermethimwithdemonstrativeconcernandapology。Ah!ifhehadonlyunderstoodhisExcellencybetter,hecouldhavesavedhimallthistrouble。 EvidentlyhisExcellencywasgoingwiththeArguelloparty,whohadorderedacarriage,doubtless,forthesameimportantjourney,anhourbefore,yethadleftonlyafewmomentsafterhisExcellency,andhisExcellency,itwouldappear,hadgonetothewrongstation。 Paulpushedhurriedlypastthemanandascendedtohisroom。Bothwindowswereopen,andinthefaintmoonlighthecouldseethatsomethingwhitewaspinnedtohispillow。Withnervousfingersherelithiscandles,andfounditwasanoteinYerba\'shandwriting。 Asheopenedit,atinysprayofthevinethathadgrownonthecrumblingwallfellathisfeet。Hepickeditup,pressedittohislips,andread,withdimeyes,asfollows:—— \"YouknownowwhyIspoketoyouasIdidto-day,andwhytheotherhalfofthisprecioussprayistheonlymemoryIcaretocarrywithmeoutofthiscrumblingruinofallmyhopes。Youwereright,Paul:mytakingyouthereWASANOMEN——nottoyou,whocanneverbeanythingbutproud,beloved,andtrue——buttoMEofalltheshameandmisery。Thankyouforallyouhavedone——forallyouwoulddo,myfriend,anddon\'tthinkmeungrateful,onlybecauseIamunworthyofit。Trytoforgiveme,butdon\'tforgetme,evenifyoumusthateme。Perhaps,ifyouknewall——youmightstilllovealittlethepoorgirltowhomyouhavealreadygiventheonlynameshecanevertakefromyou——YERBABUENA! CHAPTERVII。 Itwasalreadyautumn,andinthecityofNewYorkanearlySundaymorningbreezewassweepinguptheleavesthathadfallenfromtheregularlyplantedailantustreesbeforethebrown-stonefrontageofarowofmonotonouslyalikefive-storiedhousesononeoftheprincipalavenues。ThePastoroftheThirdPresbyterianChurch,thatuplifteditsdoubletowersonthecorner,stoppedbeforeoneofthesedwellings,ranupthedozenbroadsteps,andrangthebell。Hewaspresentlyadmitttedtothesombrerichnessofahallanddrawing-roomwithhigh-backedfurnitureofdarkcarvedwoods,likecathedralstalls,and,hatinhand,somewhatimpatientlyawaitedthearrivalofhishostessandparishioner。Thedooropenedtoatall,white-hairedwomaninlustrelessblacksilk。Shewasregularandresoluteinfeatures,offinebutunbendingpresence,and,thoughsomewhatpastmiddleage,showednosignsofeithertheweaknessormellownessofyears。 \"IamsorrytodisturbyourSabbathmorningmeditations,SisterArgalls,norwouldIifitwerenotinthelineofChristianduty; butSisterRobbinsisunabletodaytomakeherusualSabbathhospitalvisit,andIthoughtifyouwereexcusedfromtheForeignMissionaryclassandBibleinstructionatthreeyoumightundertakeherfunctions。Iknow,mydearoldfriend,\"hecontinued,withblanddeprecationofherhard-seteyes,\"howdistastefulthispromiscuousminglingwiththeroughandungodlyhasalwaysbeentoyou,andhowreluctantyouaretobeplacedinthepositionofbeingliabletohearcoarse,vulgar,orirreverentspeech。I think,too,inourlongandpleasantpastoralrelations,youhavealwaysfoundmemindfulofit。IadmitIhavesometimesregrettedthatyourlatehusbandhadnotmoregenerallyfamiliarizedyouwiththewaysoftheworld。Butsoitis——weallhaveourweaknesses。 Ifnotonething,another。AndasEnvyandUncharitablenesssometimesfindtheirwayinevenChristianhearts,Ishouldlikeyoutoundertakethisofficeforthesakeofexample。Therearesome,dearSisterArgalls,whothinkthattherichwidowwhoismostliberalintheendowmentofthegoodsthatProvidencehasintrustedtoherhandsclaimsthereforetobeexemptfromlaborintheChristianvineyard。Letusteachthemhowunjusttheyare。\" \"Iamwilling,\"saidthelady,withadry,determinedair。\"I supposethesepatientsarenotprofessedlybadcharacters?\" \"Bynomeans。Afew,perhaps;butthemajorityareunfortunates—— dependenteitheruponpubliccharityorsomesmallprovisionmadebytheirfriends。\" \"Verywell。\" \"AndyouunderstandthatthoughtheyhavetheprivilegeofrejectingyourChristianministrations,dearSisterArgalls,youarefreetojudgewhenyoumaybepatientorimportunatewiththem?\" \"Iunderstand。\" ThePastorwasnotanunkindlyman,and,asheglancedattheuncompromisinglookinMrs。Argalls\'seyes,feltforamomentsomeinconsistencybetweenhishumaneinstinctsandhisChristianduty。 \"Someofthemmayrequire,andbebenefitedby,asternmonitress,andSisterRobbins,Ifear,wasweak,\"hesaidconsolinglytohimself,ashedescendedthestepsagain。 Atthreeo\'clockMrs。Argalls,withareticuleandafewtracts,wasatthedoorofSt。John\'sHospital。AsshedisplayedhertestimonialsandannouncedthatshehadtakenMrs。Robbins\'splace,theofficialsreceivedherrespectfully,andgavesomeinstructionstotheattendants,which,however,didnotstopsomeindividualcomments。 \"Isay,Jim,itdoesn\'tseemthesquarethingtoletthatgrimoldgirllooseamongthempoorconvalescents。\" \"Well,Idon\'tknow:theysayshe\'srichandgivesaloto\'moneyaway,butifshetacklesthatswearingoldKentuckianinNo。3,she\'llhaveherhandsfull。\" However,thecriticismwasscarcelyfair,forMrs。Argalls,althoughmovingrigidlyalongfrombedtobedoftheward,equippedwithacertainformulaofphrases,neverthelessdroppedfromtimetotimesomepracticalcommon-sensequestionsthatshowedanalmostmasculineintuitionofthepatients\'needsandrequirements。Nordidshebetrayanyofthatover-sensitiveshrinkingfromcoarsenesswhichthegoodPastorhadfeared,albeitshewasquicktocorrectitsexhibition。Thelanguidmenlistenedtoherwithhalf- aggressive,half-amusedinterest,andsomeofthesatisfactionoftakingabitterbutwholesometonic。Itwasnotuntilshereachedthebedatthefartherendofthewardthatsheseemedtomeetwithanycheck。 Itwasoccupiedbyahaggardman,withalongwhitemoustacheandfeaturesthatseemedwastedbyinwardstruggleandfever。Atthefirstsoundofhervoiceheturnedquicklytowardsher,liftedhimselfonhiselbow,andgazedfixedlyinherface。 \"KateHoward——bytheEternal!\"hesaid,inalowvoice。 Despiteherrigidself-possessionthewomanstarted,glancedhurriedlyaround,anddrewnearertohim。 \"Pendleton!\"shesaid,inanequallysuppressedvoice,\"What,inGod\'sname,areyoudoinghere?\" \"Dying,Ireckon——soonerorlater,\"hesaidgrimly,\"that\'swhattheydohere。\" \"But——what,\"shewentonhurriedly,stillglancingoverhershoulderasifshesuspectedsometrick——\"whathasbroughtyoutothis?\" \"YOU!\"saidthecolonel,droppingbackexhaustedlyonhispillow。 \"Youandyourdaughter。\" \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"shesaidquickly,yetregardinghimwithsternrigidity。\"YouknowperfectlywellIhaveNOdaughter。YouknowperfectlywellthatI\'vekeptthewordIgaveyoutenyearsago,andthatIhavebeendeadtoherasshehasbeentome。\" \"Iknow,\"saidthecolonel,\"thatwithinthelastthreemonthsI havepaidawaymylastcenttokeepthemouthofaninfernalscoundrelshutwhoKNOWSthatyouarehermother,andthreatenstoexposehertoherfriends。IknowthatI\'mdyinghereofanoldwoundthatIgotwhenIshutthemouthofanotherhoundwhowasreadytobarkathertwoyearsafteryoudisappeared。IknowthatbetweenyouandherI\'veletmyoldniggerdieofabrokenheart,becauseIcouldn\'tkeephimtosufferwithme,andIknowthatI\'mhereapauperontheState。Iknowthat,Kate,andwhenIsayitI don\'tregretit。I\'vekeptmywordtoYOU,and,bytheEternal,yourdaughter\'sworthit!Forifthereeverwasafairandpeerlesscreature——it\'syourchild!\" \"Andshe——arichwoman——unlessshesquanderedthefortuneIgaveher——letsyouliehere!\"saidthewomangrimly。 \"Shedon\'tknowit。\" \"SheSHOULDknowit!Haveyouquarreled?\"Shewaslookingathimkeenly。 \"Shedistrustsme,becauseshehalfsuspectsthesecret,andI hadn\'tthehearttotellherall。\" \"All?Whatdoessheknow?Whatdoesthismanknow?Whathasbeentoldher?\"shesaidrapidly。 \"Sheonlyknowsthatthenameshehastakenshehasnorightto。\" \"Rightto?Why,itwaswrittenontheTrust——YerbaBuena。\" \"No,notthat。Shethoughtitwasamistake。ShetookthenameofArguello。\" \"What?\"saidMrs。Argalls,suddenlygraspingtheinvalid\'swristwithbothhands。\"Whatname?\"hereyeswerestartledfromtheirrigidcoldness,herlipswerecolorless。 \"Arguello!Itwassomefoolishschoolgirlfancywhichthathoundhelpedtofosterinher。Why——what\'sthematter,Kate?\" Thewomandroppedthehelplessman\'swrist,then,withaneffort,recoveredherselfsufficientlytorise,and,withanairofincreaseddecorum,asifthespiritualcharacteroftheirinterviewexcludedworldlyintrusion,adjustedthescreenaroundhisbed,soaspartlytohideherownfaceandPendleton\'s。Then,droppingintothechairbesidehim,shesaid,inheroldvoice,fromwhichtheburdenoftenlongyearsseemedtohavebeenlifted,—— \"Harry,what\'sthatyou\'replayingonme?\" \"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"saidPendletonamazedly。 \"Doyoumeantosayyoudon\'tknowit,anddidn\'ttellheryourself?\"shesaidcurtly。 \"What?Tellherwhat?\"herepeatedimpatiently。 \"ThatArguelloWASherfather!\" \"Herfather?\"Hetriedtostruggletohiselbowagain,butshelaidherhandmasterfullyuponhisshoulderandforcedhimback。 \"Herfather!\"herepeatedhurriedly。\"JoseArguello!GreatGod!—— areyousure?\" Quietlyandyetmechanicallygatheringthescatteredtractsfromthecoverlet,andputtingthemback,onebyoneinherreticule,shecloseditandherlipswithasnapassheuttered——\"Yes。\" Pendletonremainedstaringathersilently,\"Yes,\"hemuttered,\"itmayhavebeensomeinstinctofthechild\'s,orsomediabolicalfancyofBriones\'。But,\"hesaidbitterly,\"trueornot,shehasnorighttohisname。\" \"AndIsaysheHAS。\" Shehadrisentoherfeet,withherarmsfoldedacrossherbreast,inanattitudeofsuchPuritancomposurethatthedistantspectatorsmighthavethoughtshewasdeliveringanexordiumtotheprostrateman。 \"ImetJoseArguello,forthesecondtime,inNewOrleans,\"shesaidslowly,\"eightyearsago。Hewasstillrich,butruinedinhealthbydissipation。Iwastiredofmywayoflife。HeproposedthatIshouldmarryhimtotakecareofhimandlegitimatizeourchild。IwasforcedtotellhimwhatIhaddonewithher,andthattheTrustcouldnotbedisturbeduntilshewasofageandherownmistress。Heassented。Wemarried,buthediedwithinayear。Hedied,leavingwithmehisacknowledgmentofherashischild,andtherighttoclaimherifIchose。\" \"And?\"——interruptedthecolonelwithsparklingeyes。 \"IDON\'TCHOOSE。 \"Hearme!\"shecontinuedfirmly。\"Withhisnameandmyownmistress,andthegirl,asIbelieved,properlyprovidedforandignorantofmyexistence,Isawnonecessityforreopeningthepast。Iresolvedtoleadanewlifeashiswidow。Icamenorth。 InthelittleNewEnglandtownwhereIfirststopped,thecountrypeoplecontractedmynametoMrs。Argalls。Iletitstandso。I