第8章

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cametoNewYorkandenteredtheserviceoftheLordandthebondsoftheChurch,HenryPendleton,asMrs。Argalls,andhaveremainedsoeversince。\" \"ButyouwouldnotobjecttoYerbaknowingthatyoulived,andrightlyboreherfather\'sname?\"saidPendletoneagerly。 Thewomanlookedathimwithcompressedlips。\"Ishould。Ihaveburiedallmypast,andallitsconsequences。Letmenotseektoreopenitorrecallthem。\" \"Butifyouknewthatshewasasproudasyourself,andthatthisveryuncertaintyastohernameandparentage,althoughshehasneverknownthewholetruth,keptherfromtakingthenameandbecomingthewifeofamanwhomsheloves?\" \"Whomsheloves!\" \"Yes;oneofherguardians——Hathaway——towhomyouintrustedherwhenshewasachild。\" \"PaulHathaway——butHEknewit。\" \"Yes。ButSHEdoesnotknowhedoes。Hehaskeptthesecretfaithfully,evenwhensherefusedhim。\" Shewassilentforamoment,andthensaid,—— \"Sobeit。Iconsent。\" \"Andyou\'llwritetoher?\"saidthecoloneleagerly。 \"No。ButYOUmay,andifyouwantthemIwillfurnishyouwithsuchproofsasyoumayrequire。\" \"Thankyou。\"Heheldouthishandwithsuchahappyyetchildishgratitudeuponhiswornfacethatherowntrembledslightlyasshetookit。\"Good-by!\" \"Ishallseeyousoon,\"shesaid。 \"Ishallbehere,\"hesaidgrimly。 \"Ithinknot,\"shereturned,withthefirstrelaxationofhersmilelessface,andmovedaway。 Asshepassedoutsheaskedtoseethehousesurgeon。Howsoondidhethinkthepatientshehadbeenconversingwithcouldberemovedfromthehospitalwithsafety?DidMrs。Argallsmean\"far?\"Mrs。 ArgallsmeantasfarasTHAT——tenderinghercardandeminentlyrespectableaddress。Ah!——perhapsinaweek。Notbefore?Perhapsbefore,unlesscomplicationsensued;thepatienthadbeenmuchrundownphysically,though,asMrs。Argallshadprobablynoticed,hewassingularlystronginnervouswillforce。Mrs。ArgallsHAD noticedit,andconsidereditanextraordinarycaseofconviction—— worthyoftheclosestwatchingandcare。Whenhewasabletobemovedshewouldsendherowncarriageandherownphysiciantosuperintendhistransfer。Inthemeantimehewastowantfornothing。Certainly,hehadgivenverylittletrouble,and,infact,wantedverylittle。Justnowhehadonlyaskedforpaper,pens,andink。 CHAPTERVIII。 AsMrs。Argalls\'scarriagerolledintoFifthAvenue,itforamomentnarrowlygrazedanothercarriage,loadedwithluggage,drivinguptoahotel。TheabstractedtravelerwithinitwasPaulHathaway,whohadreturnedfromEuropethatmorning。 Paulenteredthehotel,and,goingtotheregistermechanically,turneditsleavesforthepreviousarrivals,withthesamehopelesspatiencethathadforthelastsixweeksaccompaniedthishabitualpreliminaryperformanceonhisarrivalattheprincipalEuropeanhotels。ForhehadlostalltraceofYerba,Pendleton,Milly,andtheBrionesfromthedayoftheirdeparture。TheentirepartyseemedtohaveseparatedatBasle,and,inthateight-hours\'starttheyhadofhim,tohavedisappearedtothefourcardinalpoints。 HehadlingeredafewdaysinLondontotransactsomebusiness;hewouldlingerafewdayslongerinNewYorkbeforereturningtoSanFrancisco。 Thedailypapersalreadycontainedhisnameinthelistofthesteamerpassengerswhoarrivedthatmorning。ItmightmeetHER eye,althoughhehadbeenhauntedduringthevoyagebyaterriblefancythatshewasstillinEurope,andhadeitherhiddenherselfinsomeobscureprovincialtownwiththehalf-crazyPendleton,orhadenteredaconvent,oreven,inrecklessdespair,hadacceptedthenameandtitleofsomepennilessnobleman。Itwasthismiserabledoubtthathadmadehishomewardjourneyattimesseemlikeacrueldesertionofher,whileatothermomentstheconvictionthatMilly\'sCalifornianrelativesmightgivehimsomeclewtoherwhereaboutsmadehimfeverishlyfearfulofdelayinganhouronhiswaytoSanFrancisco。HedidnotbelievethatshehadtoleratedthecompanyofBrionesasinglemomentafterthesceneattheBadHof,andyethehadnoconfidenceinthecolonel\'sattitudetowardstheMexican。Hopelessofthefutureasherletterseemed,stillitsnaiveandtacitconfessionofherfeelingsatthemomentwasallthatsustainedhim。 Twodayspassed,andhestilllingeredaimlesslyinNewYork。IntwodaysmorethePanamasteamerwouldsail——yetinhishesitationhehadputoffsecuringhispassage。HevisitedtheofficesofthedifferentEuropeansteamerlines,andexaminedtherecentpassengerlists,buttherewasnorecordofanyoftheparty。Whatmadehisquestseemthemorehopelesswashisbeliefthat,afterBriones\' revelation,shehadcastoffthenameofArguelloandtakensomeother。ShemightevenbeinNewYorkunderthatnewnamenow。 Onthemorningofthethirdday,amonghisletterswasonethatborethepostmarkofanotedsuburbansettlementofwealthyvilla- ownersontheHudsonRiver。ItwasfromMillyWoods,statingthatherfatherhadreadofhisarrivalinthepapers,andbeggedhewoulddineandstaythenextnightwiththemat\"UnderCliff,\"ifhe\"stillhadanyinterestinthefortunesofoldfriends。Ofcourse,\"addedtheperenniallyincoherentMilly,\"ifitboresyouwesha\'n\'texpectyou。\"ThequickcolorcametoPaul\'scareworncheek。Hetelegraphedassent,andatsunsetthatafternoonsteppedoffthetrainatalittleprivatewoodlandstation——soabnormallyrusticandpicturesqueinitsbrown-barkwallscoveredwithscarletVirginiacreepersthatitlookedlikeatheatricalerection。 Mr。Woods\'sstationwagonwasinwaiting,butPaul,handingthedriverhisvalise,andascertainingthegeneraldirectionofthehouse,andthatitwasnotfardistant,toldhimtogoonandhewouldfollowafoot。Thetremorofvagueanticipationhadalreadycomeuponhim;somethingthatheknewnotwhetherhefearedorlongedfor,onlythatitwasinevitable,hadbeguntopossesshim。 Hewouldsoonrecoverhimselfintheflaringgloryofthiswoodland,andtheinvigorationofthishaleOctoberair。 Itwasabeautifulandbrilliantsunset,yetnotsobeautifulandbrilliantbutthatthewholeopulentforestaroundhimseemedtochallengeandrepeatitsrichestaswellasitsmostdelicatedyes。 Thereddeningwest,seenthroughanopeningofscarletmaples,wasnolongerred;thegoldengloryofthesun,sinkingoverapromontoryofgleamingyellowsumachthatjuttedoutintothenobleriver,wasshornofitsintenseradiance;attimesinthethickestwoodsheseemedsurroundedbyayellownimbus;attimessoluminouswastheglowofthesetranslucentleavesthatthepositionofthesunitselfseemedchanged,ortheshadowscastindefianceofitsglory。Ashewalkedon,longreachesofthelordlyplacidstreamathissidewerevisible,asfarastheterracesoftheoppositeshore,liftedonbasalticcolumns,themselvesstreakedandveinedwithgoldandfire。Paulhadseennothinglikethissincehisboyhood;foraninstantthegreatheroicsoftheSierranlandscapewereforgotteninthismagnificentharlequinade。 Adimfootpathcrossedtheroadinthedirectionofthehouse,whichforthelastfewmomentshadbeenslowlyetchingitselfasasoftvignetteinatintedaureoleofwalnutandmapleuponthesteelblueoftheriver。Hewashesitatingwhethertotakethisshortcutorcontinueonbytheroad,whenheheardtherustlingofquickfootstepsamongthefallenleavesofthevariegatedthicketthroughwhichitstole。Hestoppedshort,theleafyscreenshiveredandparted,andatallgracefulfigure,likeadrapedandhiddenColumbine,burstthroughitspaintedfoliage。ItwasYerba! Sheranquicklytowardshim,withpartedlips,shiningeyes,andafewscarletleavesclingingtothestuffofherworsteddressinawaythatrecalledthepinkpetalsofRosario。 \"WhenIsawyouwerenotinthewagonandknewyouwerewalkingI slippedouttointerceptyou,asIhadsomethingtotellyoubeforeyousawtheothers。Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tmind。\"Shestopped,andsuddenlyhesitated。 Whatwasthisnewstrangeshynessthatseemedtodroophereyelids,herproudhead,andeventheslimhandthathadbeensoimpulsivelyandfranklyoutstretchedtowardshim?Andhe——Paul——whatwashedoing?Wherewasthispassionateoutburstthathadfilledhisheartfornightsanddays?Wherethiseagertumultuousquestioningthathisfeverishlipshadrehearsedhourbyhour?Wherethisdesperatecouragethatwouldsweepthewholeworldawayifitstoodbetweenthem?Where,indeed?Hewasstandingonlyafewfeetfromher——cold,silent,andtremulous! Shedrewbackastep,liftedherheadwithaquicktossthatseemedtocondensethemoistureinhershiningeyes,andsentwhatmighthavebeenaglitteringdew-dropflyingintotheloosedtendrilsofherhair。Calmanderectagain,sheputherlittlehandtoherjacketpocket。 \"IonlywantedyoutoreadaletterIgotyesterday,\"shesaid,takingoutanenvelope。 Thespellwasbroken。Paulcaughteagerlyatthehandthatheldtheletter,andwouldhavedrawnhertohim;butsheputhimasidegravelybutsweetly。 \"Readthatletter!\" \"TellmeofYOURSELFfirst!\"hebrokeoutpassionately。\"Whyyoufledfromme,andwhyInowfindyouhere,bythemerestchance,withoutawordofsummonsfromyourself,Yerba?Tellmewhoiswithyou?Areyoufreeandyourownmistress——freetoactforyourselfandme?Speak,darling——don\'tbecruel!SincethatnightIhavelongedforyou,soughtforyou,andsufferedforyoueverydayandhour。TellmeifIfindyouthesameYerbawhowrote\"—— \"Readthatletter!\" \"Icarefornonebuttheoneyouleftme。Ihavereadandrereadit,Yerba——carrieditalwayswithme。See!Ihaveithere!\"Hewasintheactofwithdrawingitfromhisbreast-pocket,whensheputupherhandpiteously。 \"Please,Paul,please——readthisletterfirst!\" Therewassomethinginhernewsupplicatinggrace,stillretainingthefaintestsuggestionofheroldgirlisharchness,thatstruckhim。Hetooktheletterandopenedit。ItwasfromColonelPendleton。 Plainly,concisely,andformally,withoutgivingthenameofhisauthorityorsuggestinghisinterviewwithMrs。Argalls,hehadinformedYerbathathehaddocumentarytestimonythatshewasthedaughterofthelateJosedeArguello,andlegallyentitledtobearhisname。Acopyoftheinstructionsgiventohiswife,recognizingYerbaBuena,thewardoftheSanFranciscoTrust,ashischildandhers,andleavingtothemotherthechoiceofmakingitknowntoherandothers,wasinclosed。 PaulturnedanunchangedfaceuponYerba,whowaswatchinghimeagerly,uneasily,almostbreathlessly。 \"AndyouthinkthisconcernsME!\"hesaidbitterly。\"Youthinkonlyofthis,whenIspeakofthepreciousletterthatbademehope,andbroughtmetoyou?\" \"Paul,\"saidthegirl,withwonderingeyesandhesitatinglips;\"doyoumeantosaythat——that——thisis——nothingtoyou?\" \"Yes——butforgiveme,darling!\"hebrokeoutagain,withasuddenvagueremorsefulness,asheoncemoresoughtherelusivehand。\"I amabrute——anegotist!IforgotthatitmightbesomethingtoYOU。\" \"Paul,\"continuedthegirl,hervoicequiveringwithastrangejoy,\"doyousaythatyou——YOUyourself,carenothingforthis?\" \"Nothing,\"heanswered,gazingathertransfiguredfacewithadmiringwonder。 \"And\"——moretimidly,asafaintaurorakindledinherchecks——\"thatyoudon\'tcare——that——that——IamcomingtoyouWITHANAME,togiveyouin——exchange?\" Hestarted。 \"Yerba,youarenotmockingme?Youwillbemywife?\" Shesmiled,yetmovingsoftlybackwardswiththegravestatelinessofavanishingyetbeckoninggoddess,untilshereachedthesumach- bushfromwhichshehademerged。Hefollowed。Anotherbackwardstep,andityieldedtoletherthrough;butevenasitdidsoshecaughthiminherarms,andforasinglemomentitcloseduponthemboth,andhidtheminitsglory。Astilllingeringsong-bird,possiblyconvincedthathehadmistakentheseason,andthatspringhadreallycome,flewoutwithalittlecrytocarrythemessagesouth;buteventhenPaulandYerbaemergedwithsuchinnocent,childlikegravity,and,sidebyside,walkedsocomposedlytowardsthehouse,thathethoughtbetterofit。 CHAPTERIX。 ItwasonlytheTHIRDtimetheyhadevermet——didPaulconsiderthatwhenhethoughthercold?DidheknownowwhyshehadnotunderstoodhimatRosario?Didheunderstandnowhowcalculatingandselfishhehadseemedtoherthatnight?Couldhelookherinthefacenow——no,hemustbequiet——theyweresonearthehouse,andeverybodycouldseethem!——andsaythathehadeverbelievedhercapableofmakingupthatstoryoftheArguellos?Couldhenothaveguessedthatshehadsomememoryofthatnameinherchildishrecollections,howorwheresheknewnot?Wasitstrangethatadaughtershouldhaveaninstinctofherfather?Wasitkindtohertoknowallthishimselfandyetrevealnothing?Becausehermotherandfatherhadquarreled,andhermotherhadrunawaywithsomebodyandleftherawardtostrangers——wasthattobeconcealedfromher,andsheleftwithoutaname?This,andmuchmore,tenderlyreproachful,bewilderingandsweetlyillogical,yetinexpressiblydeartoPaul,astheywalkedoninthegloaming。 Moretothepurpose,however,thefactthatBriones,asfarassheknew,didnotknowhermother,andneverbeforethenightatStrudleBadhadeverspokenofher。Stillmoretothepurpose,thathehaddisappearedafteraninterviewwiththecolonelthatnight,andthatshebelievedalwaysthatthecolonelhadboughthimoff。ItwasnotwithHERmoney。Shehadsometimesthoughtthatthecolonelandhewereinconfidence,andthatwaswhyshehadlatelydistrustedPendleton。ButshehadrefusedtotakethenameofArguelloagainafterthatscene,andhadcalledherselfonlybythenamehehadgivenher——wouldheforgiveherforeverspeakingofitasshehad?——YerbaBuena。Butonshipboard,atMilly\'ssuggestion,andtokeepawayfromBriones,hernamehadappearedonthepassengerlistasMissGood,andtheyhadcome,nottoNewYork,butBoston。 ItwaspossiblethatthecolonelhadextractedtheinformationhesentherFROMBriones。TheyhadpartedfromPendletoninLondon,ashewasgrumpyandqueer,and,asMillythought,becomingverymiserlyandavariciousashegrewolder,forhewasalwaysquarrelingoverthehotelbills。ButhehadMrs。Woods\'sNewYorkaddressatUnderCliff,and,ofcourse,guessedwhereshewas。 Therewasnoaddressonhisletter:hehadsaidhewouldwriteagain。 Thusmuchuntiltheyreachedthestepsoftheveranda,andMilly,flyingdown,wasostentatiouslyoverwhelmedwiththeunexpectedappearanceofMr。PaulHathawayandYerba,whomshehadbeenwatchingfromthewindowforthelasttenminutes。ThentheappearanceofMr。Woods,Californianandreminiscent,andMrs。 Woods,metropolitan,languid,andforgetful,andthesuddenandformalretirementofthegirls。AnarchandindefinablemysteryintheairwheneverPaulandYerbaappearedtogether——ofwhicheventheservantswerediscreetlyconscious。 AtdinnerMr。WoodsagainbecameretrospectiveandCalifornian,anddweltuponthechangeshehadnoticed。Itappearedtheoldpioneershadinfewcasesattainedacomfortablefortunefortheiroldage。\"Iknow,\"headded,\"thatyourfriendColonelPendletonhasdroppedagooddealofmoneyoverinEurope。Somebodytoldmethatheactuallywasreducedtotakeasteeragepassagehome。Itlooksasifhemightgamble——it\'sanoldCaliforniancomplaint。\" AsPaul,whohadbecomesuddenlygraveagain,didnotspeak,Mrs。 Woodsremindedthemthatshehadalwaysdoubtedthecolonel\'smoralprinciples。Oldashewas,hehadnevergotoverthatfreedomoflifeandsocialopinionwhichhehadimbibedinearlydays。Forherpart,shewasverygladhehadnotreturnedfromEuropewiththegirls,though,ofcourse,thepresenceofDonCaesarandhissisterduringtheirEuropeansojournwasacorrective。AsPaul\'sfacegrewdarkerduringthislanguidcriticism,Yerba,whohadbeenwatchingitwithanewandabsorbingsympathy,seizedthefirstmomentwhentheyleftthetabletointerrogatehimwithheartbreakingeyes。 \"Youdon\'tthink,Paul,thatthecolonelisreallypoor?\" \"Godonlyknows,\"saidPaul。\"Itrembletothinkhowthatscoundrelmayhavebledhim。\" \"Andallforme!Paul,dear,youknowyouweresayinginthewoodsthatyouwouldnever,nevertouchmymoney。What\"——exultingly——\"ifwegaveittohim?\" WhatanswerPaulmadedidnottranspire,foritseemedtohavebeenindicatedbyanintervalofprofoundsilence。 Butthenextmorning,asheandMr。Woodswereclosetedinthelibrary,Yerbabrokeinuponthemwithapatheticfaceandatelegraminherhand。\"Oh,Paul——Mr。Hathaway——IT\'STRUE!\" Paulseizedthetelegramquickly:ithadnosignature,onlytheline:\"ColonelPendletonisdangerouslyillatSt。John\'sHospital。\" \"Imustgoatonce,\"saidPaul,rising。 \"Oh,Paul\"——imploringly——\"letmegowithyou!Ishouldneverforgivemyselfif——ANDIT\'SADDRESSEDTOME,andwhatwouldhethinkifIdidn\'tcome?\" Paulhesitated。\"Mrs。WoodswillletMillygowithusandshecanstayatthehotel。Sayyes,\"shecontinued,seekinghiseyeseagerly。 Heconsented,andinhalfanhourtheywereinthetrainforNewYork。LeavingMillyatthehotel,ostensiblyindeferencetotheWoods\'sprejudices,butreallytosavethepresenceofathirdpartyatthismeeting,PauldrovewithYerbarapidlytothehospital。Theywereadmittedtoananteroom。Thehousesurgeonreceivedthemrespectfully,butdoubtingly。Thepatientwasalittlebetterthismorning,butveryweak。Therewasaladynowwithhim——amemberofareligiousandcharitableguild,whohadtakenthegreatestinterestinhim——indeed,shehadwishedtotakehimtoherownhome——buthehaddeclinedatfirst,andnowhewastooweaktoberemoved。 \"ButIreceivedthistelegram:itmusthavebeensentathisrequest,\"protestedYerba。 Thehousesurgeonlookedatthebeautifulface。Hewasmortal。Hewouldseeifthepatientwasabletostandanotherinterview; possiblytheregularvisitormightwithdraw。 Whenhehadgone,anattendantvolunteeredtheinformationthattheoldgentlemanwasperhapsalittleexcitedattimes。Hewasawonderfulman;hehadseenagreatdeal;hetalkedmuchofCaliforniaandtheearlydays;hewasveryinteresting。Ah,itwouldbeallrightnowifthedoctorfoundhimwellenough,fortheladywasalreadygoing——thatwasshe,comingthroughthehall。 Shecameslowlytowardsthem——erect,gray,grim——astillhandsomeapparition。Paulstarted。Tohishorror,Yerbaranimpulsivelyforward,andsaideagerly:\"Ishebetter?Canheseeusnow?\" Thewomanhaltedaninstant,seemedtogathertheprayer-bookandreticuleshewascarryingclosertoherbreast,butwasotherwiseunchanged。ReplyingtoPaulratherthantheyounggirl,shesaidrigidly:\"ThepatientisabletoseeMr。HathawayandMissYerbaBuena,\"andpassedslowlyon。Butasshereachedthedoorsheunloosedherblackmourningveilfromherbonnet,andseemedtodropitacrossherfacewiththegesturethatPaulrememberedshehadusedtwelveyearsago。 \"Shefrightensme!\"saidYerba,turningasuddenlystartledfaceonPaul。\"Oh,Paul,Ihopeitisn\'tanomen,butshelookedlikesomeonefromthegrave!\" \"Hush!\"saidPaul,turningawayafacethatwaswhiterthanherown。\"Theyarecomingnow。\" Thehousesurgeonhadreturnedatriflegraver。Theymightseehimnow,buttheymustbewarnedthathewanderedattimesalittle; and,ifhemightsuggest,ifitwasanythingoffamilyimportance,theyhadbettermakethemostoftheirtimeandhislucidintervals。Perhapsiftheywereoldfriends——VERYoldfriends——hewouldrecognizethem。Hewaswanderingmuchinthepast——alwaysinthepast。 Theyfoundhimintheendoftheward,butsocarefullyprotectedandpartitionedoffbyscreensthatthespacearoundhiscothadalltheprivacyandsecurityofanapartment。Hewasverymuchchanged;theywouldscarcelyhaveknownhim,butforthedelicatelycurvedaquilineprofileandthelongwhitemoustache——nowsofaintandetherealizedastoseemamerespiritwingthatrestedonhispillow。Totheirsurpriseheopenedhiseyeswithasmileofperfectrecognition,and,withthinfingersbeyondthecoverlid,beckonedtothemtoapproach。YettherewasstillashadowofhisoldreserveinhisreceptionofPaul,and,althoughonehandinterlockedthefingersofYerba——whohadatfirstrushedimpulsivelyforwardandfallenonherkneesbesidethebed——andtheothersoftlyplaceditselfuponherhead,hiseyeswerefixedupontheyoungman\'swiththeceremoniousnessduetoastranger。 \"Iamgladtosee,sir,\"hebeganinaslow,broken,butperfectlyaudiblevoice,\"thatnowyouare——satisfiedwiththeright——ofthisyounglady——tobearthenameof——Arguello——andherrelationship—— sir——tooneoftheoldest\"—— \"But,mydearoldfriend,\"brokeoutPaul,earnestly,\"INEVER caredforthat——Ibegyoutobelieve\"—— \"Henever——never——caredforit——dear,dearcolonel,\"sobbedYerba,passionately:\"itwasallmyfault——hethoughtonlyofme——youwronghim!\" \"Ithinkotherwise,\"saidthecolonel,withgrimandrelentlessdeliberation。\"Ihaveavivid——impression——sir——ofan——interviewI hadwithyou——attheSt。Charles——whereyousaid\"——Hewassilentforamoment,andtheninaquitedifferentvoicecalledfaintly—— \"George!\" PaulandYerbaglancedquicklyateachother。 \"George,setoutsomerefreshmentfortheHonorablePaulHathaway。 Thebest,sir——youunderstand……Agoodnigger,sir——agoodboy;andheneverleavesme,sir。Only,bygad!sir,hewillstarvehimselfandhisfamilytobewithme。IbroughthimwithmetoCaliforniaawaybackinthefallof\'forty-nine。Thoseweretheearlydays,sir——theearlydays。\" Hisheadhadfallenbackquiteeasilyonthepillownow;butaslightfilmseemedtobeclosingoverhisdarkeyes,liketheinnerlidofaneaglewhenitgazesuponthesun。 \"Theyweretheolddays,sir——thedaysofMen——whenaman\'sWORD wasenoughforanything,andhistrigger-fingersettledanydoubt。 WhentheTrustthathetookfromMan,Woman,orChildwasneverbroken。Whenthetide,sir,thatsweptthroughtheGoldenGatecameupasfarasMontgomeryStreet。\" Hedidnotspeakagain。ButtheywhostoodbesidehimknewthatthetidehadoncemorecomeuptoMontgomeryStreet,andwascarryingHarryPendletonawaywithit。