第3章

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Outside,inaglimmeringnight,Isawtheblack,amorphoushillsshootbyunweariedlyintoourwake。TheythatlongformorninghaveneverlongedforitmoreearnestlythanI。 Andyetwhendaycame,itwastoshineuponthesamebrokenandunsightlyquarteroftheworld。Mileuponmile,andnotatree,abird,orariver。Onlydownthelong,sterilecanons,thetrainshothootingandawoketherestingecho。Thattrainwastheonepieceoflifeinallthedeadlyland;itwastheoneactor,theonespectaclefittobeobservedinthisparalysisofmanandnature。 AndwhenIthinkhowtherailroadhasbeenpushedthroughthisunwateredwildernessandhauntofsavagetribes,andnowwillbearanemigrantforsome12poundsfromtheAtlantictotheGoldenGates;howateachstageoftheconstruction,roaring,impromptucities,fullofgoldandlustanddeath,sprangupandthendiedawayagain,andarenowbutwaysidestationsinthedesert;howintheseuncouthplacespig-tailedChinesepiratesworkedsidebysidewithborderruffiansandbrokenmenfromEurope,talkingtogetherinamixeddialect,mostlyoaths,gambling,drinking,quarrellingandmurderinglikewolves;howtheplumedhereditarylordofallAmericaheard,inthislastfastness,thescreamofthe\"badmedicinewaggon\"chariotinghisfoes;andthenwhenIgoontorememberthatallthisepicalturmoilwasconductedbygentlemeninfrockcoats,andwithaviewtonothingmoreextraordinarythanafortuneandasubsequentvisittoParis,itseemstome,Iown,asifthisrailwayweretheonetypicalachievementoftheageinwhichwelive,asifitbroughttogetherintooneplotalltheendsoftheworldandallthedegreesofsocialrank,andofferedtosomegreatwriterthebusiest,themostextended,andthemostvariedsubjectforanenduringliterarywork。Ifitberomance,ifitbecontrast,ifitbeheroismthatwerequire,whatwasTroytowntothis?But,alas!itisnotthesethingsthatarenecessary-itisonlyHomer。 Herealsowearegratefultothetrain,astosomegodwhoconductsusswiftlythroughtheseshadesandbysomanyhiddenperils。 Thirst,hunger,thesleightandferocityofIndiansareallnomorefeared,solightlydoweskimthesehorriblelands;asthegull,whowingssafelythroughthehurricaneandpasttheshark。Yetweshouldnotbeforgetfulofthesehardshipsofthepast;andtokeepthebalancetrue,sinceIhavecomplainedofthetriflingdiscomfortsofmyjourney,perhapsmorethanwasenough,letmeaddanoriginaldocument。ItwasnotwrittenbyHomer,butbyaboyofeleven,longsincedead,andisdatedonlytwentyyearsago。I shallpunctuate,tomakethingsclearer,butnotchangethespelling。 \"MydearSisterMary,-Iamafraidyouwillgonearlycrazywhenyoureadmyletter。IfJerry\"(thewriter\'seldestbrother)\"hasnotwrittentoyoubeforenow,youwillbesurprisedtohearethatweareinCalifornia,andthatpoorThomas\"(anotherbrother,offifteen)\"isdead。Westartedfrom-inJuly,withplenlyofprovisionsandtooyokeoxen。WewentalongverywelltillwegotwithinsixorsevenhundredmilesofCalifornia,whentheIndiansattackedus。Wefoundplaceswheretheyhadkilledtheemigrants。 Wehadonepassengerwithus,tooguns,andonerevolver;soweranalltheleadWehadintobullets(and)hungthegunsupinthewagonsothatwecouldgetattheminaminit。Itwasabouttwoo\'clockintheafternoon;droavethecattelalittleway;whenaprairiechickenalitedalittlewayfromthewagon。 \"Jerrytookoutoneofthegunstoshootit,andtoldTomdrivetheoxen。TomandIdrovetheoxen,andJerryandthepassengerwenton。Then,afteralittle,IleftTomandcaughtupwithJerryandtheotherman。JerrystoppedTomtocomeup;meandthemanwentonandsitdownbyalittlestream。Inafewminutes,weheardsomenoise;thenthreeshots(theyallstruckpoorTom,Isuppose); thentheygavethewarhoop,andasmanyastwentyoftheredskinscamedownuponus。ThethreethatshotTomwashidbythesideoftheroadinthebushes。 \"IthoughttheTomandJerrywereshot;soItoldtheothermanthatTomandJerryweredead,andthatwehadbettertrytoescape,ifpossible。Ihadnoshoeson;havingasorefoot,IthoughtI wouldnotputthemon。Themanandmerundowntheroad,butWewassoonstoppedbyanIndianonapony。Wethenturendtheotherway,andrunupthesideoftheMountain,andhidbehindsomecedartrees,andstayedtheretilldark。TheIndianshuntedalloverafterus,andverryclosetous,soclosethatwecouldheretheretomyhawksJingle。Atdarkthemanandmestartedon,Istubingmytoesagainststicksandstones。Wetraveldonallnight;andnextmorning,justasitwasgettinggray,wesawsomethingintheshapeofaman。ItlayedDowninthegrass。Wewentuptoit,anditwasJerry。HethoughtwewareIndians。Youcanimaginehowgladhewastoseeme。Hethoughtwewasalldeadbuthim,andwethoughthimandTomwasdead。HehadthegunthathetookoutofthewagontoshoottheprairieChicken;allhehadwastheloadthatwasinit。 \"Wetraveldontillabouteighto\'clock,Wecaughtupwithonewagonwithtoomenwithit。Wehadtraveldwiththembeforeoneday;westoptandtheyDroveon;weknewthattheywasaheadofus,unlesstheyhadbeenkilledto。MyfeetwassosorewhenwecaughtupwiththemthatIhadtoride;Icouldnotstep。Wetraveldonfortoodays,whenthementhatownedthecattlesaidtheywould(could)notdrivethemanotherinch。Weunyokedtheoxen;wehadaboutseventypoundsofflour;wetookitoutanddivideditintofourpacks。Eachofthementookabout18poundsapieceandablanket。Icarriedalittlebacon,driedmeat,andlittlequilt;I hadinallabouttwelvepounds。Wehadonepintofflouradayforouralloyance。Sometimeswemadesoupofit;sometimeswe(made) pancakes;andsometimesmixeditupwithcoldwaterandeatitthatway。Wetraveldtwelveorfourteendays。Thetimecameatlastwhenweshouldhavetoreachsomeplaceorstarve。Wesawfreshhorseandcattletracks。Themorningcome,wescrapedalltheflouroutofthesack,mixeditup,andbakeditintobread,andmadesomesoup,andeateverythingwehad。Wetraveldonalldaywithoutanythingtoeat,andthateveningweCaughtupwithasheeptrainofeightwagons。Wetraveldwiththemtillwearrivedatthesettlements;andknowIamsafeinCalifornia,andgottogoodhome,andgoingtoschool。 \"Jerryisworkingin。Itisagoodcountry。Youcangetfrom50to60and75Dollarsforcooking。TellmeallabouttheaffairsintheStates,andhowallthefolksgetalong。\" Andsoendsthisartlessnarrative。Thelittlemanwasatschoolagain,Godblesshim,whilehisbrotherlayscalpeduponthedeserts。 FELLOW-PASSENGERS AtOgdenwechangedcarsfromtheUnionPacifictotheCentralPacificlineofrailroad。Thechangewasdoublywelcome;for,first,wehadbettercarsonthenewline;and,second,thoseinwhichwehadbeencoopedformorethanninetyhourshadbeguntostinkabominably。Severalyardsaway,aswereturned,letussayfromdinner,ournostrilswereassailedbyrancidair。Ihavestoodonaplatformwhilethewholetrainwasshunting;andasthedwelling-carsdrewnear,therewouldcomeawhiffofpuremenagerie,onlyalittlesourer,asfrommeninsteadofmonkeys。I thinkwearehumanonlyinvirtueofopenwindows。Withoutfreshair,youonlyrequireabadheart,andaremarkablecommandoftheQueen\'sEnglish,tobecomesuchanotherasDeanSwift;akindofleering,humangoat,leapingandwaggingyourscutonmountainsofoffence。Idomybesttokeepmyheadtheotherway,andlookforthehumanratherthanthebestialinthisYahoo-likebusinessoftheemigranttrain。ButonethingImustsay,thecaroftheChinesewasnotablytheleastoffensive。 ThecarsontheCentralPacificwerenearlytwiceashigh,andsoproportionallyairier;theywerefreshlyvarnished,whichgaveusallasenseofcleanlinessanthoughwehadbathed;theseatsdrewoutandjoinedinthecentre,sothattherewasnomoreneedforbedboards;andtherewasanuppertierofberthswhichcouldbeclosedbydayandopenedatnight。 IhadbythistimesomeopportunityofseeingthepeoplewhomIwasamong。TheywereinrathermarkedcontrasttotheemigrantsIhadmetonboardshipwhilecrossingtheAtlantic。Theyweremostlylumpishfellows,silentandnoisy,acommoncombination;somewhatsad,Ishouldsay,withanextraordinarypoortasteinhumour,andlittleinterestintheirfellow-creaturesbeyondthatofacheapandmerelyexternalcuriosity。Iftheyheardaman\'snameandbusiness,theyseemedtothinktheyhadtheheartofthatmystery; buttheywereaseagertoknowthatmuchastheywereindifferenttotherest。SomeofthemwereonnettlestilltheylearnedyournamewasDicksonandyouajourneymanbaker;butbeyondthat,whetheryouwereCatholicorMormon,dullorclever,fierceorfriendly,wasallonetothem。Otherswhowerenotsostupid,gossipedalittle,and,Iamboundtosay,unkindly。Afavouritewitticismwasforsomelouttoraisethealarmof\"Allaboard!\" whiletherestofusweredining,thuscontributinghismitetothegeneraldiscomfort。Suchaonewasalwaysmuchapplaudedforhishighspirits。WhenIwasillcomingthroughWyoming,Iwasastonished-freshfromtheeagerhumanityonboardship-tomeetwithlittlebutlaughter。Oneoftheyoungmenevenamusedhimselfbyincommodingme,aswasthenveryeasy;andthatnotfromill- nature,butmereclodlikeincapacitytothink,forheexpectedmetojointhelaugh。Ididso,butitwasphantommerriment。Lateron,amanfromKansashadthreeviolentepilepticfits,andthough,ofcourse,therewerenotwantingsometohelphim,itwasrathersuperstitiousterrorthansympathythathiscaseevokedamonghisfellow-passengers。\"Oh,Ihopehe\'snotgoingtodie!\"criedawoman;\"itwouldbeterribletohaveadeadbody!\"Andtherewasaverygeneralmovementtoleavethemanbehindatthenextstation。 This,bygoodfortune,theconductornegatived。 Therewasagooddealofstory-tellinginsomequarters;inothers,littlebutsilence。Inthissociety,morethananyotherthateverIwasin,itwasthenarratoralonewhoseemedtoenjoythenarrative。Itwasrarelythatanyonelistenedforthelistening。 Ifhelentaneartoanotherman\'sstory,itwasbecausehewasinimmediatewantofahearerforoneofhisown。Foodandtheprogressofthetrainwerethesubjectsmostgenerallytreated; manyjoinedtodiscussthesewhootherwisewouldholdtheirtongues。Onesmallknothadnobetteroccupationthantowormoutofmemyname;andthemoretheytried,themoreobstinatelyfixedIgrewtobafflethem。Theyassailedmewithartfulquestionsandinsidiousoffersofcorrespondenceinthefuture;butIwasperpetuallyonmyguard,andparriedtheirassaultswithinwardlaughter。IamsureDubuquewouldhavegivenmetendollarsforthesecret。Heowedmefarmore,hadheunderstoodlife,forthuspreservinghimalivelyinterestthroughoutthejourney。Imetoneofmyfellow-passengersmonthsafter,drivingastreettramwaycarinSanFrancisco;and,asthejokewasnowoutofseason,toldhimmynamewithoutsubterfuge。Youneversawamanmorechapfallen。 ButhadmynamebeenDemogorgon,aftersoprolongedamysteryhehadstillbeendisappointed。 TherewerenoemigrantsdirectfromEurope-saveoneGermanfamilyandaknotofCornishminerswhokeptgrimlybythemselves,onereadingtheNewTestamentalldaylongthroughsteelspectacles,therestdiscussingprivatelythesecretsoftheirold-world,mysteriousrace。LadyHesterStanhopebelievedshecouldmakesomethinggreatoftheCornish;formypart,Icanmakenothingofthematall。Adivisionofraces,olderandmoreoriginalthanthatofBabel,keepsthisclose,esotericfamilyapartfromneighbouringEnglishmen。NotevenaRedIndianseemsmoreforeigninmyeyes。Thisisoneofthelessonsoftravel-thatsomeofthestrangestracesdwellnextdoortoyouathome。 TherestwereallAmericanborn,buttheycamefromalmosteveryquarterofthatContinent。AlltheStatesoftheNorthhadsentoutafugitivetocrosstheplainswithme。FromVirginia,fromPennsylvania,fromNewYork,fromfarwesternIowaandKansas,fromMaimethatbordersontheCanadas,andfromtheCanadasthemselves-someoneortwowerefleeinginquestofabetterlandandbetterwages。Thetalkinthetrain,likethetalkIheardonthesteamer,ranuponhardtimes,shortcommons,andhopethatmoveseverwestward。IthoughtofmyshipfulfromGreatBritainwithafeelingofdespair。Theyhadcome3000miles,andyetnotfarenough。HardtimesbowedthemoutoftheClyde,andstoodtowelcomethematSandyHook。Whereweretheytogo?Pennsylvania,Maine,Iowa,Kansas?Thesewerenotplacesforimmigration,butforemigration,itappeared;notoneofthem,butIknewamanwhohadlifteduphisheelandleftitforanungratefulcountry。Anditwasstillwestwardthattheyran。Hunger,youwouldhavethought,cameoutoftheeastlikethesun,andtheeveningwasmadeofediblegold。And,meantime,inthecarinfrontofme,weretherenothalfahundredemigrantsfromtheoppositequarter? HungryEuropeandhungryChina,eachpouringfromtheirgatesinsearchofprovender,hadherecomefacetoface。Thetwowaveshadmet;eastandwesthadalikefailed;thewholeroundworldhadbeenprospectedandcondemned;therewasnoElDoradoanywhere;andtillonecouldemigratetothemoon,itseemedaswelltostaypatientlyathome。Norwastherewantinganothersign,atoncemorepicturesqueandmoredisheartening;for,aswecontinuedtosteamwestwardtowardthelandofgold,wewerecontinuallypassingotheremigranttrainsuponthejourneyeast;andthesewereascrowdedasourown。Hadallthesereturnvoyagersmadeafortuneinthemines?WeretheyallboundforParis,andtobeinRomebyEaster? Itwouldseemnot,for,wheneverwemetthem,thepassengersranontheplatformandcriedtousthroughthewindows,inakindofwailingchorus,to\"comeback。\"OntheplainsofNebraska,inthemountainsofWyoming,itwasstillthesamecry,anddismaltomyheart,\"Comeback!\"Thatwaswhatweheardbytheway\"aboutthegoodcountryweweregoingto。\"AndatthatveryhourtheSand-lotofSanFranciscowascrowdedwiththeunemployed,andtheechofromtheothersideofMarketStreetwasrepeatingtherantofdemagogues。 If,intruth,itwereonlyforthesakeofwagesthatmenemigrate,howmanythousandswouldregretthebargain!Butwages,indeed,areonlyoneconsiderationoutofmany;forwearearaceofgipsies,andlovechangeandtravelforthemselves。 DESPISEDRACES Ofallstupidill-feelings,thesentimentofmyfellowCaucasianstowardsourcompanionsintheChinesecarwasthemoststupidandtheworst。Theyseemednevertohavelookedatthem,listenedtothem,orthoughtofthem,buthatedthemAPRIORI。TheMongolsweretheirenemiesinthatcruelandtreacherousbattle-fieldofmoney。Theycouldworkbetterandcheaperinhalfahundredindustries,andhencetherewasnocalumnytooidlefortheCaucasianstorepeat,andeventobelieve。Theydeclaredthemhideousvermin,andaffectedakindofchokinginthethroatwhentheybeheldthem。Now,asamatteroffact,theyoungChinesemanissolikealargeclassofEuropeanwomen,thatonraisingmyheadandsuddenlycatchingsightofoneataconsiderabledistance,I haveforaninstantbeendeceivedbytheresemblance。Idonotsayitisthemostattractiveclassofourwomen,butforallthatmanyaman\'swifeislesspleasantlyfavoured。Again,myemigrantsdeclaredthattheChineseweredirty。Icannotsaytheywereclean,forthatwasimpossibleuponthejourney;butintheireffortsaftercleanlinesstheyputtherestofustoshame。Weallpiggedandstewedinoneinfamy,wetourhandsandfacesforhalfaminutedailyontheplatform,andwereunashamed。ButtheChineseneverlostanopportunity,andyouwouldseethemwashingtheirfeet-anactnotdreamedofamongourselves-andgoingasfarasdecencypermittedtowashtheirwholebodies。Imayremarkbythewaythatthedirtierpeopleareintheirpersonsthemoredelicateistheirsenseofmodesty。Acleanmanstripsinacrowdedboathouse;buthewhoisunwashedslinksinandoutofbedwithoutuncoveringaninchofskin。Lastly,theseveryfoulandmalodorousCaucasiansentertainedthesurprisingillusionthatitwastheChinesewaggon,andthatalone,whichstank。Ihavesaidalreadythatitwastheexceptionsandnotablythefreshestofthethree。 ThesejudgmentsaretypicalofthefeelinginallWesternAmerica。 TheChineseareconsideredstupid,becausetheyareimperfectlyacquaintedwithEnglish。Theyareheldtobebase,becausetheirdexterityandfrugalityenablethemtounderbidthelazy,luxuriousCaucasian。Theyaresaidtobethieves;Iamsuretheyhavenomonopolyofthat。Theyarecalledcruel;theAnglo-SaxonandthecheerfulIrishmanmayeachreflectbeforehebearstheaccusation。 Iamtold,again,thattheyareoftheraceofriverpirates,andbelongtothemostdespisedanddangerousclassintheCelestialEmpire。Butifthisbeso,whatremarkablepirateshavewehere! andwhatmustbethevirtues,theindustry,theeducation,andtheintelligenceoftheirsuperiorsathome! AwhileagoitwastheIrish,nowitistheChinesethatmustgo。 Suchisthecry。Itseems,afterall,thatnocountryisboundtosubmittoimmigrationanymorethantoinvasion;eachiswartotheknife,andresistancetoeitherbutlegitimatedefence。Yetwemayregretthefreetraditionoftherepublic,whichlovedtodepictherselfwithopenarms,welcomingallunfortunates。Andcertainly,asamanwhobelievesthathelovesfreedom,ImaybeexcusedsomebitternesswhenIfindhersacrednamemisusedinthecontention。 ItwasbuttheotherdaythatIheardavulgarfellowintheSand- lot,thepopulartribuneofSanFrancisco,roaringforarmsandbutchery。\"AtthecallofAbrahamLincoln,\"saidtheorator,\"yeroseinthenameoffreedomtosetfreethenegroes;canyenotriseandliberateyourselvesfromafewdirtyMongolians?\" Formyownpart,IcouldnotlookbutwithwonderandrespectontheChinese。Theirforefatherswatchedthestarsbeforeminehadbeguntokeeppigs。Gun-powderandprinting,whichtheotherdayweimitated,andaschoolofmannerswhichweneverhadthedelicacysomuchastodesiretoimitate,weretheirsinalong- pastantiquity。Theywalktheearthwithus,butitseemstheymustbeofdifferentclay。Theyheartheclockstrikethesamehour,yetsurelyofadifferentepoch。Theytravelbysteamconveyance,yetwithsuchabaggageofoldAsiaticthoughtsandsuperstitionsasmightcheckthelocomotiveinitscourse。 WhateveristhoughtwithinthecircuitoftheGreatWall;whatthewry-eyed,spectacledschoolmasterteachesinthehamletsroundPekin;religionssooldthatourlanguagelooksahalfingboyalongside;philosophysowisethatourbestphilosophersfindthingsthereintowonderat;allthistravelledalongsideofmeforthousandsofmilesoverplainandmountain。Heavenknowsifwehadonecommonthoughtorfancyallthatway,orwhetheroureyes,whichyetwereformeduponthesamedesign,beheldthesameworldoutoftherailwaywindows。Andwheneitherofusturnedhisthoughtstohomeandchildhood,whatastrangedissimilaritymusttherenothavebeeninthesepicturesofthemind-whenIbeheldthatold,gray,castledcity,highthronedabovethefirth,withtheflagofBritainflying,andthered-coatsentrypacingoverall;andthemaninthenextcartomewouldconjureupsomejunksandapagodaandafortofporcelain,andcallit,withthesameaffection,home。 Anotherracesharedamongmyfellow-passengersinthedisfavouroftheChinese;andthat,itishardlynecessarytosay,wasthenobleredmanofoldstory-overwhoseownhereditarycontinentwehadbeensteamingallthesedays。IsawnowildorindependentIndian; indeed,Ihearthatsuchavoidtheneighbourhoodofthetrain;butnowandagainatwaystations,ahusbandandwifeandafewchildren,disgracefullydressedoutwiththesweepingsofcivilisation,cameforthandstaredupontheemigrants。Thesilentstoicismoftheirconduct,andthepatheticdegradationoftheirappearance,wouldhavetouchedanythinkingcreature,butmyfellow-passengersdancedandjestedroundthemwithatrulyCockneybaseness。Iwasashamedforthethingwecallcivilisation。Weshouldcarryuponourconsciencessomuch,atleast,ofourforefathers\'misconductaswecontinuetoprofitbyourselves。 Ifoppressiondrivesawisemanmad,whatshouldberagingintheheartsofthesepoortribes,whohavebeendrivenbackandback,stepafterstep,theirpromisedreservationstornfromthemoneafteranotherastheStatesextendedwestward,untilatlengththeyareshutupintothesehideousmountaindesertsofthecentre-andeventherefindthemselvesinvaded,insulted,andhuntedoutbyruffianlydiggers?TheevictionoftheCherokees(tonamebutaninstance),theextortionofIndianagents,theoutragesofthewicked,theill-faithofall,nay,downtotheridiculeofsuchpoorbeingsaswereherewithmeuponthetrain,makeupachapterofinjusticeandindignitysuchasamanmustbeinsomewaysbaseifhisheartwillsufferhimtopardonorforget。Theseold,well- founded,historicalhatredshaveasavourofnobilityfortheindependent。ThattheJewshouldnotlovetheChristian,northeIrishmanlovetheEnglish,northeIndianbravetoleratethethoughtoftheAmerican,isnotdisgracefultothenatureofman; rather,indeed,honourable,sinceitdependsonwrongsancientliketherace,andnotpersonaltohimwhocherishestheindignation。 TOTHEGOLDENGATES