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\"Iain\'tacoward。\"
\"Yes,youare。You\'reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain\'tyou,now?\"
Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;
buthowcouldshe?
\"Ah,Iknewyou\'dbackout。\"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。
\"It\'stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it\'sallspoiltbyFan\'snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon\'tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There\'llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI\'llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI\'mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。\"
Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,\"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?
Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon\'tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。\"
\"Oh,yes;I\'dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it\'ssocunning,\"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto\"Fweddy,\'causeHawryslappedher\"whensheproposedthematch。
Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn\'tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。
SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin\"nas-gim-nics,\"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。
Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。
ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn\'tthinkher\"worthasixpence。\"
AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona\"wad。\"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny\'s,andreceivedthisreply:
\"No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon\'twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;
soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather\'sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。\"
Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。
\"Polly,Iwishyou\'dletmecallyouMarie,\"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。
\"YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon\'thaveanyieputontomyname。I\'mPollyathomeandI\'mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。\"
\"Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。\"
\"AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。
How\'Pollie\'wouldlookspeltso!\"
\"Well,nevermind;thatwasn\'twhatIbegantosay。There\'sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,\"saidFan,impressively。
\"WhymustI,whenI\'vegotenoughwithout?\"
\"Becauseit\'sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan\'tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I\'mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。\"
\"Don\'ttheycostagreatdeal?\"
\"Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon\'tmatterifyouhaven\'tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。\"
\"I\'vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit\'smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。\"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。
\"Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They\'lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。\"
\"Well;I\'lllookatthem,\"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。
\"Aren\'ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。
Getthemformyparty;you\'lldancelikeafairy,\"whisperedFan。
Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。
\"Ican\'tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father\'sbookandmother\'scollarareimpossiblenow;andI\'maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?\"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。\"Theyarelovely;butIdon\'tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,\"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。\"I\'llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI\'vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan\'tgetdone;\"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。
Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。
Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,\"Bronzeboots。\"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS\"IT\'Ssowainy,Ican\'tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon\'tplaywithme,\"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。
\"I\'llplaywithyou;onlydon\'tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?\"
\"Idon\'tknow;I\'mtiredofevwything,\'causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,\"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。
\"I\'mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn\'tyouliketoseemedoit?\"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。
\"No,Ishouldn\'t,\'causeshe\'lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon\'tcomeoff;andTomspoilt\'emplayingballwithherintheyard。\"
\"Wouldn\'tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?\"
\"Yes;Ilovetocut。\"AndMaud\'s,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud\'sdelight。
Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。
\"Ishouldthinkyou\'dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven\'ttouchedonethiseversolong,\"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。
\"Iain\'tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。\"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn\'tletherfrienddoupherhair\"likeotherfolks,\"andboreherears。
\"Don\'tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it\'ssodullto-day,\"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。
\"Can\'t;I\'mbusy。\"
\"Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?\"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。
\"Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;
justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?\"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。
\"Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I\'llshowyouhow。\"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。
Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,\"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat\'ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon\'twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll\'sbonnet。\"
Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn\'tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,\"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。\"
\"No,indeed,sir,Ihaven\'tdoneanything,onlydressMaud\'sdoll。\"
AndPollydidn\'tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon\'tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。
Shelovedtodothe\"littlethings\"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny\'s,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。
Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。
Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;
andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying\"Good-by\"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。\"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,\"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn\'tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。
Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,\"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。\"
\"Idon\'tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,\"wasthequickanswer。
\"Right,mylittlePolly;\"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,\"Ithoughtyoudidn\'tcareaboutit,father。\"
\"Ido,mydear:\"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。
Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。
Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;
andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。
TomwasPolly\'srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。
Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn\'thelpit。
\"What\'sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?\"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。
\"Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?
Reguluswasn\'tbad;butI\'msickofhim!\"AndTomdealt\"Harkness\'sLatinReader\"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。
\"IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。
PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,\"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。
\"You?pooh!girls\'Latindon\'tamounttomuchanyway,\"wasthegratefulreply。
ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,\"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon\'tdo,ma\'am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。\"
Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,\"I\'vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon\'tcatchmethatway,Tom。\"
\"Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?\"askedTom,muchimpressed。
\"IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!\"
\"TellmeaboutJimmy。He\'syourbrother,isn\'the?\"
\"Yes;buthe\'sdead,youknow。I\'lltellabouthimsomeothertime;
yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,\"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。
\"Shouldn\'twonderifyoucould。\"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;­;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。
\"Done!\"criedTom,presently。
\"Done!\"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect\"That\'sprettygoodfun,\"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。
\"Now,ma\'am,we\'lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。\"
Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn\'tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。
\"Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,\"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。
\"I\'llcomeeveryevening,then。I\'dliketo,forIhaven\'tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI\'lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?\"
\"Oh,I\'dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。
OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon\'tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。\"
\"Askyourfather;heknows。\"
\"Don\'tbelievehedoes;shouldn\'tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"He\'dpullmyears,andcallmea\'stupid,\'ortellmenottoworryhim。\"
\"Idon\'tthinkhewould。He\'sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。\"
\"Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。\"
\"Now,Tom!­;it\'swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,\"criedPolly,reprovingly。
\"Whydon\'theshowitthen?\"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。
\"Youactso,howcanhe?\"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom\'squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。
\"Whydon\'thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI\'vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon\'tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon\'tdothatanyway;butyoudon\'tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。\"
\"Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit\'sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,\"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。
\"Don\'tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn\'tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon\'tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI\'dgoneandlearned\'TheBattleofLakeRegillus,\'becausehesaidhelikedit。\"
\"Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It\'ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike\'Macaulay\'sLays。\'\"
\"It\'sdreadfullong,\"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly\'sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。
Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。
AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。
Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,\"Wasn\'titsplendid?Didn\'thedowell?Mayn\'thehavehisvelocipedenow?\"
\"Capital,Tom;you\'llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI\'llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?\"
Pollywasright;andTomownedthat\"thegovernor\"waskind,didlikehimandhadn\'tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather\'sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,\"Thankee,sir。I\'lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!\"
\"Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。\"AndMr。
Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。
Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein\"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,\"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。
\"Comeoutandseemegoit,\"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays\'
practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。
PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。
\"Hi,there!Auster\'scoming!\"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。
Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom\'sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn\'tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。
\"Don\'tscaremother,­;I\'mallright。Gotupset,didn\'tI?\"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。
\"Iknewyou\'dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,\"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。
\"Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。
Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI\'llpayyou,Pat。\"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly\'sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。
First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling\"thatdivilofawhirligig,\"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;
andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom\'scap。
Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。\"Somebodymustholdhishead;\"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。
\"I\'llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain\'tafraid,areyou?\"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn\'tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。
Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,\"OhIcan\'t!\"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn\'t;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。
\"Youareatrump,Polly,\"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;
andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,\"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,\"
andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。
Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone\'pettedhim;\'forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof\"thatdearboy\'snarrowescape\";
andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。
Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson\'sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。
Hecouldn\'tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;­;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma\'ssofa。
\"Fireaway,Polly,\"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。
\"Idon\'tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I\'vetoldallIknow,andcan\'tmakeupanymore,\"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,\"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?
\"IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。\"
\"Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon\'t,ifyou\'drathernot,\"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。
\"Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn\'tmuchtotell,\"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。\"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit\'ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。\"
\"Hewasawfullygood,wasn\'the?\"
\"No,hewasn\'t;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep\'em。Idon\'tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。\"
\"Didn\'tyoueversquabble,aswedo?\"
\"Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn\'tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,\'Allserene,Polly,\'sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn\'thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。\"
\"Didhenotknowalot?\"
\"Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn\'tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn\'tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;
butIdon\'tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。\"
\"Mostgirlsdon\'tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon\'tknowmuchaboutit。\"
\"Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon\'t;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。\"
\"Why,whatdidhedo?\"
\"Lovedmedearly,andwasn\'tashamedtoshowit,\"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。
\"Whatmadehimdie,Polly?\"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。
\"Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。
Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,\'Good-by,Polly,\'­;andkissedmethelastthing­;andthen­;O
Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!\"
PoorPolly\'seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat\"good-by,\"shecouldn\'tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn\'tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she\"didn\'tmeanto,andwouldn\'tanymore。I\'vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,\"sheadded,withasigh。
\"Me?HowcanI,whenIain\'tabitlikehim?\"criedTom,amazed。
\"Butyouareinsomeways。\"
\"WishIwas;butIcan\'tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。\"
\"Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn\'thebeengoodandpatient,anddon\'tweallliketopethimwhenhe\'sclever,Fan?\"\'saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。