第4章

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\"Yes;Idon\'tknowtheboylately;buthe\'llbeasbadaseverwhenhe\'swell,\"returnedFanny,whohadn\'tmuchfaithinsick-bedrepentances。 \"Muchyouknowaboutit,\"growledTom,lyingdownagain,forhehadsatboltuprightwhenPollymadetheastoundingdeclarationthathewaslikethewell-belovedJimmy。ThatsimplelittlehistoryhadmadeadeepimpressiononTom,andthetearfulendingtouchedthetenderspotthatmostboyshidesocarefully。Itisverypleasanttobelovedandadmired,verysweettothinkweshallbemissedandmournedwhenwedie;andTomwasseizedwithasuddendesiretoimitatethisboy,whohadn\'tdoneanythingwonderful,yetwassodeartohissister,thatshecriedforhimawholeyearafterhewasdead;sostudiousandclever,thepeoplecalledhim\"afinefellow\";andsoanxioustobegood,thathekeptontrying,tillhewasbettereventhanPolly,whomTomprivatelyconsideredamodelofvirtue,asgirlsgo。 \"IjustwishIhadasisterlikeyou,\"hebrokeout,allofasudden。 \"AndIjustwishIhadabrotherlikeJim,\"criedFanny,forshefeltthereproachinTom\'swords,andknewshedeservedit。 \"Ishouldn\'tthinkyou\'denvyanybody,foryou\'vegotoneanother,\" saidPolly,withsuchawistfullook,thatitsuddenlysetTomandFannytowonderingwhytheydidn\'thavebettertimestogether,andenjoythemselves,asPollyandJimdid。 \"Fandon\'tcareforanybodybutherself,\"saidTom。 \"Tomissuchabear,\"retortedFanny。 \"Iwouldn\'tsaysuchthings,forifanythingshouldhappentoeitherofyou,theotheronewouldfeelsosorry。EverycrosswordIeversaidtoJimmycomesbacknow,andmakesmewishIhadn\'t。\" TwogreattearsrolleddownPolly\'scheeks,andwerequietlywipedaway; butIthinktheywateredthatsweetsentiment,calledfraternallove,whichtillnowhadbeenneglectedintheheartsofthisbrotherandsister。Theydidn\'tsayanythingthen,ormakeanyplans,orconfessanyfaults;butwhentheypartedforthenight,Fannygavethewoundedheadagentlepat(Tomneverwouldhaveforgivenherifshehadkissedhim),andsaid,inawhisper,\"Ihopeyou\'llhaveagoodsleep,Tommy,dear。\" AndTomnoddedbackather,withahearty\"Sametoyou,Fan。\" Thatwasall;butitmeantagooddeal,forthevoiceswerekind,andtheeyesmetfullofthataffectionwhichmakeswordsoflittleconsequence。 Pollysawit;andthoughshedidn\'tknowthatshehadmadethesunshine,itshonebackuponhersopleasantly,thatshefellhappilyasleep,thoughherJimmywasn\'ttheretosay\"good-night。\"ChapterV。ChapterV。CHAPTERVSCRAPESAFTERbeingunusuallygood,childrenareapttoturnshortroundandrefreshthemselvesbyactinglikeSancho。ForaweekafterTom\'smishap,theyoungfolkswerequiteangelic,somuchsothatgrandmasaidshewasafraid\"somethingwasgoingtohappentothem。\"Thedearoldladyneedn\'thavefeltanxious,forsuchexcessivevirtuedoesn\'tlastlongenoughtoleadtotranslation,exceptwithlittleprigsinthegoodystory-books;andnosoonerwasTomonhislegsagain,whenthewholepartywentastray,andmuchtribulationwastheconsequence。 Itallbeganwith\"Polly\'sstupidity,\"asFansaidafterward。JustasPollyrandowntomeetMr。Shawoneevening,andwashelpinghimoffwithhiscoat,thebellrang,andafinebouquetofhothouseflowerswasleftinPolly\'shands,forshenevercouldlearncityways,andopenedthedoorherself。 \"Hey!what\'sthis?MylittlePollyisbeginningearly,afterall,\"saidMr。Shaw,laughing,ashewatchedthegirl\'sfacedimpleandflush,asshesmeltthelovelynosegay,andglancedatanotehalfhiddenintheheliotrope。 Now,ifPollyhadn\'tbeen\"stupid,\"asFansaid,shewouldhavehadherwitsabouther,andletitpass;but,yousee,Pollywasanhonestlittlesoulanditneveroccurredtoherthattherewasanyneedofconcealment,sosheansweredinherstraightforwardway,\"Oh,theyain\'tforme,sir; theyareforFan;fromMr。Frank,Iguess。She\'llbesopleased。\" \"Thatpuppysendsherthingsofthissort,doeshe?\"AndMr。Shawlookedfarfrompleasedashepulledoutthenote,andcoollyopenedit。 PollyhadherdoubtsaboutFan\'sapprovalofthat\"sortofthing,\"butdarednotsayaword,andstoodthinkinghowsheusedtoshowherfatherthefunnyvalentinestheboyssenther,andhowtheylaughedoverthemtogether。ButMr。Shawdidnotlaughwhenhehadreadthesentimentalversesaccompanyingthebouquet,andhisfacequitescaredPolly,asheasked,angrily,\"Howlonghasthisnonsensebeengoingon?\" \"Indeed,sir,Idon\'tknow。Fandoesn\'tmeananyharm。IwishIhadn\'tsaidanything!\"stammeredPolly,rememberingthepromisegiventoFannythedayoftheconcert。Shehadforgottenallaboutitandhadbecomeaccustomedtoseethe\"bigboys,\"asshecalledMr。Frankandhisfriends,withthegirlsonalloccasions。Now,itsuddenlyoccurredtoherthatMr。Shawdidn\'tlikesuchamusements,andhadforbiddenFantoindulgeinthem。 \"Oh,dear!howmadshewillbe。Well,Ican\'thelpit。Girlsshouldn\'thavesecretsfromtheirfathers,thentherewouldn\'tbeanyfuss,\"thoughtPolly,asshewatchedMr。Shawtwistupthepinknoteandpokeitbackamongtheflowerswhichhetookfromher,saying,shortly,\"SendFannytomeinthelibrary。\" \"Nowyou\'vedoneit,youstupidthing!\"criedFanny,bothangryanddismayed,whenPollydeliveredthemessage。 \"Why,whatelsecouldIdo?\"askedPolly,muchdisturbed。 \"Lethimthinkthebouquetwasforyou;thenthere\'dhavebeennotrouble。\" \"Butthatwouldhavebeendoingalie,whichismostasbadastellingone。\" \"Don\'tbeagoose。You\'vegotmeintoascrape,andyououghttohelpmeout。\" \"IwillifIcan;butIwon\'ttellliesforanybody!\"criedPolly,gettingexcited。 \"Nobodywantsyoutojusthold,yourtongue,andletmemanage。\" \"ThenI\'dbetternotgodown,\"beganPolly,whenasternvoicefrombelowcalled,likeBluebeard,\"Areyoucomingdown?\" \"Yes,sir,\"answeredameekvoice;andFannyclutchedPolly,whispering,\"Youmustcome;I\'mfrightenedoutofmywitswhenhespeakslikethat。Standbyme,Polly;there\'sadear。\" \"Iwill,\"whispered\"sisterAnn\";anddowntheywentwithflutteringhearts。 Mr。Shawstoodontherug,lookingrathergrim;thebouquetlayonthetable,andbesideitanote,directedto\"FrankMoore,Esq。,\"inaverydecidedhand,withafierce-lookingflourishafterthe\"Esq。\"Pointingtothisimpressiveepistle,Mr。Shawsaid,knittinghisblackeyebrowsashelookedatFanny,\"I\'mgoingtoputastoptothisnonsenseatonce; andifIseeanymoreofit,I\'llsendyoutoschoolinaCanadianconvent。\" ThisawfulthreatquitetookPolly\'sbreathaway;butFannyhadhearditbefore,andhavingatemperofherown,said,pertly,\"I\'msureIhaven\'tdoneanythingsoverydreadful。Ican\'thelpitiftheboyssendmephilopenapresents,astheydototheothergirls。\" \"Therewasnothingaboutphilopenasinthenote。Butthat\'snotthequestion。IforbidyoutohaveanythingtodowiththisMoore。He\'snotaboy,butafastfellow,andIwon\'thavehimabout。Youknewthis,andyetdisobeyedme。\" \"Ihardlyeverseehim,\"beganFanny。 \"Isthattrue?\"askedMr。Shaw,turningsuddenlytoPolly。 \"Oh,please,sir,don\'taskme。IpromisedIwouldn\'t­;thatis­;Fannywilltellyou,\"criedPolly,quiteredwithdistressatthepredicamentshewasin。 \"Nomatteraboutyourpromise;tellmeallyouknowofthisabsurdaffair。 ItwilldoFannymoregoodthanharm。\"AndMr。Shawsatdownlookingmoreamiable,forPolly\'sdismaytouchedhim。 \"MayI?\"shewhisperedtoFanny。 \"Idon\'tcare,\"answeredFan,lookingbothangryandashamed,asshestoodsullenlytyingknotsinherhandkerchief。 SoPollytold,withmuchreluctanceandmuchquestioning,allsheknewofthewalks,thelunches,themeetings,andthenotes。Itwasn\'tmuch,andevidentlylessseriousthanMr。Shawexpected;for,ashelistened,hiseyebrowssmoothedthemselvesout,andmorethanoncehislipstwitchedasifhewantedtolaugh,forafterall,itwasrathercomicaltoseehowtheyoungpeopleapedtheirelders,playingthenew-fashionedgame,quiteunconsciousofitsrealbeauty,power,andsacredness。 \"Oh,please,sir,don\'tblameFanmuch,forshetrulyisn\'thalfassillyasTrixandtheother,girls。Shewouldn\'tgosleigh-riding,thoughMr。Frankteased,andshewantedtoeversomuch。She\'ssorry,Iknow,andwon\'tforgetwhatyousayanymore,ifyou\'llforgiveherthisonce,\" criedPolly,veryearnestly,whenthefoolishlittlestorywastold。 \"Idon\'tseehowIcanhelpit,whenyoupleadsowellforher。Comehere,Fan,andmindthisonething;dropallthisnonsense,andattendtoyourbooks,oroffyougo;andCanadaisnojokeinwintertime,letmetellyou。\" Ashespoke,Mr。Shawstrokedhissulkydaughter\'scheek,hopingtoseesomesignofregret;butFannyfeltinjured,andwouldn\'tshowthatshewassorry,sosheonlysaid,pettishly,\"IsupposeIcanhavemyflowers,nowthefussisover。\" \"Theyaregoingstraightbackwheretheycamefrom,withalinefromme,whichwillkeepthatpuppyfromeversendingyouanymore。\"Ringingthebell,Mr,Shawdespatchedtheunfortunateposy,andthenturnedtoPolly,saying,kindlybutgravely,\"Setthissillychildofmineagoodexampleanddoyourbestforher,won\'tyou?\" \"Me?WhatcanIdo,sir?\"askedPolly,lookingready,butquiteignoranthowtobegin。 \"Makeheraslikeyourselfaspossible,mydear;nothingwouldpleasemebetter。Nowgo,andletushearnomoreofthisfolly。\" Theywentwithoutaword,andMr。Shawheardnomoreoftheaffair; butpoorPollydid,forFanscoldedher,tillPollythoughtseriouslyofpackingupandgoinghomenextday。Ireallyhaven\'tthehearttorelatethedreadfullecturesshegot,thesnubsshesuffered,orthecoldshouldersturneduponherforseveraldaysafterthis。Polly\'sheartwasfull,butshetoldnoone,andborehertroublesilently,feelingherfriend\'singratitudeandinjusticedeeply。 Tomfoundoutwhatthematterwas,andsidedwithPolly,whichproceedingledtoscrapenumbertwo。 \"Where\'sFan?\"askedtheyounggentleman,strollingintohissister\'sroom,wherePollylayonthesofa,tryingtoforgethertroublesinaninterestingbook。 \"Downstairs,seeingcompany。\" \"Whydidn\'tyougo,too?\" \"Idon\'tlikeTrix,andIdon\'tknowherfineNewYorkfriends。\" \"Don\'twantto,neither,whydon\'tyousay?\" \"Notpolite。\" \"Whocares?Isay,Polly,comeandhavesomefun。\" \"I\'dratherread。\" \"Thatisn\'tpolite。\" Pollylaughed,andturnedapage。Tomwhistledaminute,thensigheddeeply,andputhishandtohisforehead,whichtheblackplasterstilladorned。 \"Doesyourheadache?\"askedPolly。 \"Awfully。\" \"Betterliedown,then。\" \"Can\'t;I\'mfidgety。andwanttobe\'amoosed\'asPugsays。\" \"JustwaittillIfinishmychapter,andthenI\'llcome,\"saidpitifulPolly。 \"Allright,\"returnedtheperjuredboy,whohaddiscoveredthatabrokenheadwassometimesmoreusefulthanawholeone,andexultinginhisbasestratagem,herovedabouttheroom,tillFan\'sbureauarrestedhim。Itwascoveredwithallsortsoffinery,forshehaddressedinahurry,andlefteverythingtopsy-turvy。Awell-conductedboywouldhaveletthingsalone,oramoralbrotherwouldhaveputthingstorights;beingneither,Tomrummagedtohisheartscontent,tillFan\'sdrawerslookedasifsomeonehadbeenmakinghayinthem。Hetriedtheeffectofear-rings,ribbons,andcollars;woundupthewatch,thoughitwasn\'ttime;burnthisinquisitivenosewithsmelling-salts;delugedhisgrimyhandkerchiefwithFan\'sbestcologne;anointedhiscurlycropwithherhair-oil;powderedhisfacewithherviolet-powder;andfinishedoffbypinningonabunchoffalseringlets,whichFannytried,tokeepaprofoundsecret。Theravagescommittedbythisbadboyarebeyondthepoweroflanguagetodescribe,asherevelledintheinterestingdrawers,boxes,andcases,whichheldhissister\'streasures。 Whenthecurlshadbeenputon,withmuchprickingoffingers,andablueribbonadded,à;laFan,hesurveyedhimselfwithsatisfaction,andconsideredtheeffectsofine,thathewasinspiredtotryastillgreatermetamorphosis。ThedressFanhadtakenofflayonachair,andintoitgotTom,chucklingwithsuppressedlaughter,forPollywasabsorbed,andthebed-curtainshidhisiniquity。Fan\'sbestvelvetjacketandhat,erminemuff,andasofa-pillowforpannier,finishedoffthecostume,andtrippingalongwithelbowsout,TomappearedbeforetheamazedPollyjustasthechapterended。Sheenjoyedthejokesoheartily,thatTomforgotconsequences,andproposedgoingdownintotheparlortosurprise,thegirls。 \"Goodness,no!Fannyneverwouldforgiveusifyoushowedhercurlsandthingstothosepeople。Therearegentlemenamongthem,anditwouldn\'tbeproper,\"saidPolly,alarmedattheidea。 \"Allthemorefun。Fanhasn\'ttreatedyouwell,anditwillserveherrightifyouintroducemeasyourdearfriend,MissShaw。Comeon,itwillbeajollylark。\" \"Iwouldn\'tfortheworld;itwouldbesomean。Take\'emoff,Tom,andI\'llplayanythingelseyoulike。\" \"Iain\'tgoingtodressupfornothing;Ilooksolovely,someonemustadmireme。Takemedown,Polly,andseeiftheydon\'tcallme\'asweetcreature。\'\" Tomlookedsounutterablyridiculousashetossedhiscurlsandpranced,thatPollywentoffintoanothergaleofmerriment;butevenwhileshelaughed,sheresolvednottolethimmortifyhissister。 \"Now,then,getoutofthewayifyouwon\'tcome;I\'mgoingdown,\" saidTom。 \"No,you\'renot。\" \"Howwillyouhelpit,MissPrim?\" \"So。\"AndPollylockedthedoor,putthekeyinherpocket,andnoddedathimdefiantly。 Tomwasapepper-potastotemper,andanythinglikeoppositionalwayshadabadeffect。Forgettinghiscostume,hestrodeuptoPolly,saying,withathreateningwagofthe,head,\"Noneofthat。Iwon\'tstandit。\" \"PromisenottoplagueFan,andI\'llletyouout。\" \"Won\'tpromiseanything。Givemethatkey,orI\'llmakeyou。\" \"Now,Tom,don\'tbesavage。Ionlywanttokeepyououtofascrape,forFanwillberagingifyougo。Takeoffherthings,andI\'llgiveup。\" Tomvouchsafednoreply,butmarchedtotheotherdoor,whichwasfast,asPollyknew,lookedoutofthethree-storywindow,andfindingnoescapepossible,camebackwithawrathfulface。\"Willyougivemethatkey?\" \"No,Iwon\'t,\"saidPolly,valiantly。 \"I\'mstrongerthanyouare;soyou\'dbetterhandover。\" \"Iknowyouare;butit\'scowardlyforagreatboylikeyoutorobagirl。\" \"Idon\'twanttohurtyou;but,byGeorge!Iwon\'tstandthis!\" TompausedasPollyspoke,evidentlyashamedofhimself;buthistemperwasup,andhewouldn\'tgivein。IfPollyhadcriedalittlejusthere,hewouldhaveyielded;unfortunatelyshegiggled,forTom\'sfierceattitudewassuchafunnycontrasttohisdressthatshecouldn\'thelpit。Thatsettledthematter。Nogirlthateverlivedshouldgiggleathim,muchlesslockhimuplikeasmallchild。Withoutaword,hemadeagrabatPolly\'sarm,forthehandholdingthekeywasstillinher,pocket。Withherotherhandsheclutchedherfrock,andforaminuteheldonstoutly。 ButTom\'sstrongfingerswereirresistible;ripwentthepocket,outcamethehand,andwithacryofpainfromPolly,thekeyfellonthefloor。 \"It\'syourownfaultifyou\'rehurt。Ididn\'tmeanto,\"mutteredTom,ashehastilydeparted,leavingPollytogroanoverhersprainedwrist。 Hewentdown,butnotintotheparlor,forsomehowthejokeseemedtohavelostitsrelish;sohemadethegirlsinthekitchenlaugh,andthencreptupthebackway,hopingtomakeitallrightwithPolly。Butshehadgonetograndma\'sroom,for,thoughtheoldladywasout,itseemedarefuge。 Hehadjusttimetogetthingsinorder,whenFannycameup,crosserthanever;forTrixhadbeentellingherofallsortsoffuninwhichshemighthavehadashare,ifPollyhadheldhertongue。 \"Whereisshe?\"askedFan,wishingtoventhervexationonherfriend。 \"Mopinginherroom,Isuppose,\"repliedTom,whowasdiscoveredreadingstudiously。 Now,whilethishadbeenhappening,Maudhadbeengettingintohotwateralso;forwhenhermaidlefther,toseeafriendbelow,MissMaudparadedintoPolly\'sroom,andsolacedherselfwithmischief。InanevilhourPollyhadletherplayboatinherbigtrunk,whichstoodempty。SincethenPollyhadstoredsomeofhermostprivatetreasuresintheuppertray,sothatshemightfeelsuretheyweresafefromalleyes。Shehadforgottentolockthetrunk,andwhenMaudraisedthelidtobeginhervoyage,severalobjectsofinterestmethereyes。ShewasdeepinherresearcheswhenFancameinandlookedoverhershoulder,feelingtoocrosswithPollytochideMaud。 AsPollyhadnomoneyforpresents,shehadexertedheringenuitytodeviseallsortsofgifts,hopingbyquantitytoatoneforanyshortcomingsinquality。Someofherattemptsweresuccessful,otherswerefailures; butshekeptthemall,fineorfunny,knowingthechildrenathomewouldenjoyanythingnew。SomeofMaud\'scast-offtoyshadbeenneatlymendedforKitty;someofFan\'soldribbonsandlaceswereconvertedintodolls\' finery;andTom\'slittlefigures,whittledoutofwoodinidleminutes,werelaidawaytoshowWillwhatcouldbedonewithaknife。 \"Whatrubbish!\"saidFanny。 \"Queergirl,isn\'tshe?\"addedTom,whohadfollowedtoseewhatwasgoingon。 \"Don\'tyoulaughatPolly\'sthings。Shemakesnicerdollsthanyou,Fan;andshecanwiteanddwareversomuchbetterthanTom,\"criedMaud。 \"Howdoyouknow?Ineversawherdraw,\"saidTom。 \"Here\'sabookwithlotsofpicturesinit。Ican\'tweadthewiting; butthepicturesaresofunny。\" Eagertodisplayherfriend\'saccomplishments,Maudpulledoutafatlittlebook,marked\"Polly\'sJournal,\"andspreaditinherlap。 \"Onlythepictures;noharmintakingalookat\'em,\"saidTom。 \"Justonepeep,\"answeredFanny;andthenextminutebothwerelaughingatadrollsketchofTominthegutter,withthebigdoghowlingoverhim,andthevelocipederunningaway。Veryroughandfaulty,butsofunny,thatitwasevidentPolly\'ssenseofhumorwasstrong。AfewpagesfartherbackcameFannyandMr。Frank,caricatured;thengrandma,carefullydone;Tomrecitinghisbattle-piece;Mr。ShawandPollyinthepark;MaudbeingborneawaybyKaty;andalltheschool-girlsturnedintoridiculewithanunsparinghand。 \"Slylittlepuss,tomakefunofusbehindourbacks,\"saidFan,rathernettledbyPolly\'squietretaliationformanyslightsfromherselfandfriends。 \"Shedoesdrawwell,\"saidTom,lookingcriticallyatthesketchofaboywithapleasantface,roundwhomPollyhaddrawnrayslikethesun,andunderwhichwaswritten,\"MydearJimmy。\" \"Youwouldn\'tadmireher,ifyouknewwhatshewrotehereaboutyou,\" saidFanny,whoseeyeshadstrayedtothewrittenpageopposite,andlingeredtherelongenoughtoreadsomethingthatexcitedhercuriosity。 \"Whatisit?\"askedTom,forgettinghishonorableresolvesforaminute。 \"Shesays,\'ItrytolikeTom,andwhenheispleasantwedoverywell; buthedon\'tstaysolong。Hegetscrossandrough,anddisrespectfultohisfatherandmother,andplaguesusgirls,andissohorridIalmosthatehim。It\'sverywrong,butIcan\'thelpit。\'Howdoyoulikethat?\" askedFanny。 \"Goahead,andseehowshecomesdownonyou,ma\'am,\"retortedTom,whohadreadonabit。 \"Doesshe?\"AndFannycontinued,rapidly:\"AsforFan,Idon\'tthinkwecanbefriendsanymore;forshetoldherfatheralie,andwon\'tforgivemefornotdoingsotoo。Iusedtothinkheraveryfinegirl;butIdon\'tnow。IfshewouldbeasshewaswhenIfirstknewher,Ishouldloveherjustthesame;butsheisn\'tkindtome;andthoughsheisalwaystalkingaboutpoliteness,Idon\'tthinkitispolitetotreatcompanyasshedoesme。ShethinksIamoddandcountrified,andIdaresayIam;butIshouldn\'tlaughatagirl\'sclothesbecauseshewaspoor,orkeepheroutofthewaybecauseshedidn\'tdojustasothergirlsdohere。Iseehermakefunofme,andIcan\'tfeelasIdid;andI\'dgohome,onlyitwouldseemungratefultoMr。Shawandgrandma,andIdolovethemdearly。\" \"Isay,Fan,you\'vegotitnow。Shutthebookandcomeaway,\"criedTom,enjoyingthisbroadsideimmensely,butfeelingguilty,aswellhemight。 \"Justonebitmore,\"whisperedFanny,turningonapageortwo,andstoppingataleafthatwasblurredhereandthereasiftearshaddroppedonit。 \"Sundaymorning,early。Nobodyisuptospoilmyquiettime,andImust。 writemyjournal,forI\'vebeensobadlately,Icouldn\'tbeartodoit。I\'mgladmyvisitismostdone,forthingsworrymehere,andthereisn\'tanyonetohelpmegetrightwhenIgetwrong。IusedtoenvyFanny; butIdon\'tnow,forherfatherandmotherdon\'ttakecareofherasminedoofme。Sheisafraidofherfather,andmakeshermotherdoasshelikes。 I\'mgladIcamethough,forIseemoneydon\'tgivepeopleeverything; butI\'dlikealittleallthesame,foritissocomfortabletobuynicethings。Ireadovermyjournaljustnow,andI\'mafraidit\'snotagoodone;forIhavesaidallsortsofthingsaboutthepeoplehere,anditisn\'tkind。Ishouldtearitout,onlyIpromisedtokeepmydiary,andIwanttotalkoverthingsthatpuzzlemewithmother。Iseenowthatitismyfaultagooddeal;forIhaven\'tbeenhalfaspatient,andpleasantasIoughttobe。Iwilltrulytryfortherestofthetime,andbeasgoodandgratefulasIcan;forIwantthemtolikeme,thoughI\'monly\'anold-fashionedcountrygirl。\'\" ThatlastsentencemadeFannyshutthebook,withafacefullofself-reproach; forshehadsaidthosewordsherself,inafitofpetulance,andPollyhadmadenoanswer,thoughhereyesfilledandhercheeksburned。Fanopenedherlipstosaysomething,butnotasoundfollowed,fortherestoodPollylookingatthemwithanexpressiontheyhadneverseenbefore。 \"Whatareyoudoingwithmythings?\"shedemanded,inalowtone,whilehereyeskindledandhercolorchanged。 \"Maudshowedusabookshefound,andwewerejustlookingatthepictures,\" beganFanny,droppingitasifitburntherfingers。 \"Andreadingmyjournal,andlaughingatmypresents,andthenputtingtheblameonMaud。It\'sthemeanestthingIeversaw;andI\'llneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive!\" Pollysaid,thisallinoneindignantbreath,andthenasifafraidofsayingtoomuch,ranoutoftheroomwithsuchalookofmingledcontempt,grief,andanger,thatthethreeculpritsstooddumbwithshame。Tomhadn\'tevenawhistleathiscommand;MaudwassoscaredatgentlePolly\'soutbreak,thatshesatasstillasamouse;whileFanny,consciencestricken,laidbackthepoorlittlepresentswitharespectfulhand,forsomehowthethoughtofPolly\'spovertycameoverherasitneverhaddonebefore; andtheseoddsandends,socarefullytreasuredupforthoseathome,touchedFanny,andgrewbeautifulinhereyes。Asshelaidbythelittlebook,theconfessionsinitreproachedhermoresharplythatanywordsPollycouldhavespoken;forshehadlaughedatherfriend,hadslightedhersometimes,andbeenunforgivingforaninnocentoffence。Thatlastpage,wherePollytooktheblameonherself,andpromisedto\"trulytry\"tobemorekindandpatient,wenttoFanny\'sheart,meltingallthecoldnessaway,andshecouldonlylayherheadonthetrunk,sobbing,\"Itwasn\'tPolly\'sfault;itwasallmine。\" Tom,stillredwithshameatbeingcaughtinsuchascrape,leftFannytohertears,andwentmanfullyawaytofindtheinjuredPolly,andconfesshismanifoldtransgressions。ButPollycouldn\'tbefound。Hesearchedhighandlowineveryroom,yetnosignofthegirtappeared,andTombegantogetanxious。\"Shecan\'thaverunawayhome,canshe?\"hesaidtohimself,ashepausedbeforethehat-tree。Therewasthelittleroundhat,andTomgaveitaremorsefulsmooth,rememberinghowmanytimeshehadtweakedithalfoff,orpokeditoverpoorPolly\'seyes。\"Maybeshe\'sgonedowntotheoffice,totellpa。\'Tisn\'tabitlikeher,though。Anyway,I \'lltakealookroundthecorner。\" Eagertogethisboots,Tompulledopenthedoorofadarkclosetunderthestairs,andnearlytumbledoverbackwardwithsurprise;forthere,onthefloor,withherheadpillowedonapairofrubbers,layPollyinanattitudeofdespair。ThismournfulspectaclesentTom\'spenitentspeechstraightoutofhishead,andwithanastonished\"Hullo!\"hestoodandstaredinimpressivesilence。Pollywasn\'tcrying,andlaysostill,thatTombegantothinkshemightbeinafitorafaint,andbentanxiouslydowntoinspectthepatheticbunch。Aglimpseofweteyelashes,aroundcheekredderthanusual,andlipspartedbyquick,breathing,relievedhisminduponthatpoint;so,takingcourage,hesatdownontheboot-jack,andbeggedpardonlikeaman。 Now,Pollywasveryangry,andIthinkshehadarighttobe;butshewasnotresentful,andafterthefirstflashwasover,shesoonbegantofeelbetteraboutit。Itwasn\'teasytoforgive;but,asshelistenedtoTom\'shonestvoice,gettinggruffwithremorsenowandthen,shecouldn\'thardenherheartagainsthim,orrefusetomakeupwhenhesofranklyownedthatit\"wasconfoundedmeantoreadherbookthatway。\"Shelikedhiscomingandbeggingpardonatonce;itwasahandsomethingtodo;sheappreciatedit,andforgavehiminherheartsometimebeforeshedidwithherlips;for,totellthetruth,Pollyhadaspiceofgirlishmalice,andratherlikedtoseedomineeringTomeathumble-pie,justenoughtodohimgood,youknow。Shefeltthatatonementwasproper,andconsidereditnomorethanjustthatFanshoulddrenchahandkerchiefortwowithrepentanttears,andthatTomshouldsitonaveryuncomfortableseatandcallhimselfhardnamesforfiveortenminutesbeforesherelented。 \"Come,now,dosayawordtoafellow。I\'mgettingtheworstofit,anyway;forthere\'sFan,cryinghereyesoutupstairs,andhereareyoustowedawayinadarkclosetasdumbasafish,andnobodybutmetobringyoubothround。I\'dhavecutovertotheSmythesandgotmahometofixthings,onlyitlookedlikebackingoutofthescrape;soIdidn\'t,\"saidTom,asalastappeal。 PollywasgladtohearthatFanwascrying。Itwoulddohergood;butshecouldn\'thelpsofteningtoTom,whodidseeminapredicamentbetweentwoweepingdamsels。Alittlesmilebegantodimplethecheekthatwasn\'thidden,andthenahandcameslowlyoutfromunderthecurlyhead,andwasstretchedtowardhimsilently。Tomwasjustgoingtogiveitaheartyshake,whenhesawaredmarkonthewrist,andknewwhatmadeit。 Hisfacechanged,andhetookthechubbyhandsogently,thatPollypeepedtoseewhatitmeant。 \"Willyouforgivethat,too?\"heasked,inawhisper,strokingtheredwrist。 \"Yes,itdon\'thurtmuchnow。\"AndPollydrewherhandaway,sorryhehadseenit。 \"Iwasabeast,that\'swhatIwas!\"saidTom,inatoneofgreatdisgust。 Andjustatthatawkwardminutedowntumbledhisfather\'soldbeaveroverhisheadandface,puttingacomicalquencheronhisself-reproaches。 Ofcourse,neithercouldhelplaughingatthat;andwhenheemerged,Pollywassittingup,lookingasmuchbetterforhershowerashedidforhismomentaryeclipse。 \"Fanfeelsdreadfully。Willyoukissandbefriends,ifItrotherdown?\" askedTom,rememberinghisfellow-sinner。 \"I\'llgotoher。\"AndPollywhiskedoutoftheclosetassuddenlyasshehadwhiskedin,leavingTomsittingontheboot-jack,witharadiantcountenance。 Howthegirlsmadeitupnooneeverknew。Butaftermuchtalkingandcrying,kissingandlaughing,thebreachwashealed,andpeacedeclared。 Aslighthazestilllingeredintheairafterthestorm,forFannywasveryhumbleandtenderthatevening;Tomatriflepensive,butdistressinglypolite,andPollymagnanimouslyfriendlytoeveryone;forgenerousnaturesliketoforgive,andPollyenjoyedthepettingaftertheinsult,likeaveryhumangirl。 Asshewasbrushingherhairatbedtimetherecameataponherdoorand,openingit,shebeheldnothingbutatallblackbottle,withastripofredflanneltiedrounditlikeacravat,andacocked-hatnoteonthecork。Insideweretheselines,writteninasprawlinghandwithveryblackink: DEARPOLLY,­;Opydilldockisfirst-rateforsprains。Youputalotontheflannelanddoupyourwrist,andIguessitwillbeallrightinthemorning。Willyoucomeasleigh-ridetomorrow?I\'mawfulsorryIhurtyou。TOM。ChapterVI。ChapterVI。CHAPTERVIGRANDMAWHERE\'SPolly?\"askedFanonesnowyafternoon,asshecameintothedining-roomwhereTomwasreposingonthesofawithhisbootsintheair,absorbedinoneofthosedelightfulbooksinwhichboysarecastawayondesertislands,whereeveryknownfruit,vegetableandflowerisinitsprimealltheyearround;or,lostinboundlessforests,wheretheyoungheroeshavethrillingadventures,killimpossiblebeasts,and,whentheauthor\'sinventiongivesout,suddenlyfindtheirwayhome,ladenwithtigerskins,tamebuffaloesandotherpleasingtrophiesoftheirprowess。 \"Dunno,\"wasTom\'sbriefreply,forhewasjustescapingfromanalligatorofthelargestsize。 \"Doputdownthatstupidbook,andlet\'sdosomething,\"saidFanny,afteralistlessstrollroundtheroom。 \"Hi,they\'vegothim!\"wastheonlyanswervouchsafedbytheabsorbedreader。 \"Where\'sPolly?\"askedMaud,joiningthepartywithherhandsfullofpaperdollsallsufferingforball-dresses。 \"Dogetalong,anddon\'tbotherme,\"criedTomexasperatedattheinterruption。 \"Thentelluswheresheis。I\'msureyouknow,forshewasdownherealittlewhileago,\"saidFanny。 \"Upingrandma\'sroom,maybe。\" \"Provokingthing!youknewitallthetime,anddidn\'ttell,justtoplagueus,\"scoldedMaud。 ButTomwasnowunderwaterstabbinghisalligator,andtooknonoticeoftheindignantdepartureoftheyoungladies。 \"Polly\'salwayspokingupingrandma\'sroom。Idon\'tseewhatfunthereisinit,\"saidFannyastheywentupstairs。 \"Polly\'saverwyqueergirl,andgwandmapetsheragweatdealmorethanshedoesme,\"observedMaud,withaninjuredair。 \"Let\'speekandseewhattheyaredoing,\"whisperedFan,pausingatthehalf-opendoor。 Grandmawassittingbeforeaquaintoldcabinet,thedoorsofwhichstoodwideopen,showingglimpsesofthefadedrelicstreasuredthere。 Onastool,attheoldlady\'sfeet,satPolly,lookingupwithintentfaceandeagereyes,quiteabsorbedinthehistoryofahigh-heeledbrocadeshoewhichlayinherlap。 \"Well,mydear,\"grandmawassaying,\"shehaditontheverydaythatUncleJoecameinasshesatatwork,andsaid,\'Dolly,wemustbemarriedatonce。\'\'Verywell,Joe,\'saysAuntDolly,anddownshewenttotheparlor,wheretheministerwaswaiting,neverstoppingtochangethedimitydressshewore,andwasactuallymarriedwithherscissorsandpin-ballatherside,andherthimbleon。Thatwasinwartimes,1812,mydear,andUncleJoewasinthearmy,sohehadtogo,andhetookthatverylittlepin-ballwithhim。Hereitiswiththemarkofabulletthroughit,forhealwayssaidhisDolly\'scushionsavedhislife。\" \"Howinterestingthatis!\"criedPolly,assheexaminedthefadedcushionwiththeholeinit。 \"Why,grandma,younevertoldmethatstory,\"saidFanny,hurryingin,findingtheprospectwasapleasantoneforastormyafternoon。 \"Youneveraskedmetotellyouanything,mydear,soIkeptmyoldstoriestomyself,\"answeredgrandma,quietly。 \"Tellsomenow,please。Maywestayandseethefunnythings?\"saidFanandMaud,eyeingtheopencabinetwithinterest。 \"IfPollylikes;sheismycompany,andIamtryingtoentertainher,forIlovetohavehercome,\"saidgrandma,withherold-timepoliteness。 \"Oh,yes!doletthemstayandhearthestories。I\'veoftentoldthemwhatgoodtimeswehaveuphere,andteasedthemtocome,buttheythinkit\'stooquiet。Now,sitdown,girls,andletgrandmagoon。YouseeI pickoutsomethinginthecabinetthatlooksinteresting,andthenshetellsmeaboutit,\"saidPolly,eagertoincludethegirlsinherpleasures,andgladtogettheminterestedingrandma\'sreminiscences,forPollyknewhowhappyitmadethelonelyoldladytoliveoverherpast,andtohavethechildrenroundher。 \"Herearethreedrawersthathavenotbeenopenedyet;eachtakeone,andchoosesomethingfromitformetotellabout,\"saidMadam,quiteexcitedattheunusualinterestinhertreasures。 Sothegirlseachopenedadrawerandturnedoverthecontentstilltheyfoundsomethingtheywantedtoknowabout。Maudwasreadyfirst,andholdingupanoddlyshapedlinenbag,withabigblueFembroideredonit,demandedherstory。Grandmasmiledasshesmoothedtheoldthingtenderly,andbeganherstorywithevidentpleasure。 \"MysisterNellyandIwenttovisitanauntofours,whenwewerelittlegirls,butwedidn\'thaveaverygoodtime,forshewasextremelystrict。 Oneafternoon,whenshehadgoneouttotea,andoldDebby,themaid,wasasleepinherroom,wesatonthedoor-step,feelinghomesick,andreadyforanythingtoamuseus。 \"\'Whatshallwedo?\'saidNelly。 \"Justasshespoke,aripeplumdroppedbounceonthegrassbeforeus,asifansweringherquestion。Itwasalltheplum\'sfault,forifithadn\'tfallenatthatminute,Inevershouldhavehadthethoughtwhichpoppedintomymischievousmind。 \"\'Let\'shaveasmanyaswewant,andplagueAuntBetsey,topayherforbeingsocross,\'Isaid,givingNellyhalfthegreatpurpleplum。 \"\'Itwouldbedreadfulnaughty,\'beganNelly,\'butIguesswewill,\' sheadded,asthesweetmouthfulslippeddownherthroat。 \"\'Debby\'sasleep。Comeon,then,andhelpmeshake,\'Isaid,gettingup,eagerforthefun。 \"Weshookandshooktillwegotredintheface,butnotonedropped,forthetreewaslarge,andourlittlearmswerenotstrongenoughtostirtheboughs。Thenwethrewstones,butonlyonegreenandonehalf-ripeonecamedown,andmylaststonebroketheshedwindow,sotherewasanendofthat。 \"\'It\'sasprovokingasAuntBetseyherself,\'saidNelly,aswesatdown,outofbreath。 \"\'Iwishthewindwouldcomeandblow\'emdownforus,\'pantedI,staringupattheplumswithlongingeyes。 \"\'Ifwishingwoulddoanygood,Ishouldwish\'eminmylapatonce,\' addedNelly。 \"\'Youmightaswellwish\'eminyourmouthanddonewithit,ifyouaretoolazytopick\'emup。Iftheladderwasn\'ttooheavywecouldtrythat,\'saidI,determinedtohavethem。 \"\'Youknowwecan\'tstirit,sowhatistheuseoftalkingaboutit? Youproposedgettingtheplums,nowlet\'sseeyoudoit,\'answeredNelly,rathercrossly,forshehadbittenthegreenplum,anditpuckeredhermouth。 \"\'Waitaminute,andyouwillseemedoit,\'criedI,asanewthoughtcameintomynaughtyhead。 \"\'Whatareyoutakingyourshoesandsocksofffor?Youcan\'tclimbthetree,Fan。\' \"\'Don\'taskquestions,butbereadytopick\'emupwhentheyfall,MissLazybones。\' \"WiththismysteriousspeechIpatteredintothehousebare-footedandfullofmyplan。UpstairsIwenttoawindowopeningontheshedroof。 OutIgot,andcreepingcarefullyalongtillIcamenearthetree,Istoodup,andsuddenlycrowedlikethelittlerooster。Nellylookedup,andstared,andlaughed,andclappedherhandswhenshesawwhatIwasgoingtodo。 \"\'I\'mafraidyou\'llslipandgethurt。\' \"\'Don\'tcareifIdo;I\'llhavethoseplumsifIbreakmyneckdoingit,\'andhalfsliding,halfwalkingIwentdowntheslopingroof,tilltheboughsofthetreewerewithinmyreach。 \"Hurrah!\"criedNelly,dancingdownbelow,asmyfirstshakesentadozenplumsrattlingroundher。 \"\'Hurrah!\"criedI,lettinggoonebranchandtryingtoreachanother。 ButasIdidsomyfootslipped,Itriedtocatchsomethingtoholdby,butfoundnothing,andwithacry,downIfell,likeaverybigplumonthegrassbelow。 \"Fortunatelytheshedwaslow,thegrasswasthickandthetreebrokemyfall,butIgotabadbumpandaterribleshaking。NellythoughtIwaskilled,andbegantocrywithhermouthfull。ButIpickedmyselfupinaminute,forIwasusedtosuchtumbles;anddidn\'tmindthepainhalfasmuchasthelossoftheplums。 \"\'Hush!Debbywillhearandspoilallthefun。IsaidI\'dget\'emandIhave。Seewhatlotshavecomedownwithme。\' \"Sotherehad,formyfallshookthetreealmostasmuchasitdidme,andthegreenandpurplefruitlayallaboutus。 \"Bythetimethebumponmyforeheadhadswelledasbigasanut,ourapronswerehalffull,andwesatdowntoenjoyourselves。Butwedidn\'t。 Odear,no!formanyoftheplumswerenotripe,somewerehurtbythebirds,somecrushedinfalling,andmanyashardasstones。Nellygotstungbyawasp,myheadbegantoache,andwesatlookingatoneanotherratherdismally,whenNellyhadabrightidea。