第3章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:15876更新时间:18/12/14 16:33:22
CHAPTERVIII Atlast,onemorning,inaclearspotofaglassyhorizonchargedwithheraldicmassesofblackvapours,theislandgrewoutfromthesea,showinghereandthereitsnakedmembersofbasalticrockthroughtherentsofheavyfoliage。Later,inthegreatspillingofalltherichesofsunset,Malatastoodoutgreenandrosybeforeturningintoavioletshadowintheautumnallightoftheexpiringday。Thencamethenight。Inthefaintairstheschoonercreptonpastasturdysquatheadland,anditwaspitchdarkwhenherheadsailsrandown,sheturnedshortonherheel,andheranchorbitintothesandybottomontheedgeoftheouterreef;foritwastoodangerousthentoattemptenteringthelittlebayfullofshoals。AfterthelastsolemnflutterofthemainsailthemurmuringvoicesoftheMoorsompartylingered,veryfrail,intheblackstillness。 Theyweresittingaft,onchairs,andnobodymadeamove。Earlyintheday,whenithadbecomeevidentthatthewindwasfailing,Renouard,basinghisadviceontheshortcomingsofhisbachelorestablishment,hadurgedontheladiestheadvisabilityofnotgoingashoreinthemiddleofthenight。Nowheapproachedtheminaconstrainedmanner(itwasastonishingtheconstraintthathadreignedbetweenhimandhisguestsallthroughthepassage)andrenewedhisarguments。Nooneashorewoulddreamofhisbringinganyvisitorswithhim。Nobodywouldeventhinkofcomingoff。 Therewasonlyoneoldcanoeontheplantation。Andlandingintheschooner\'sboatswouldbeawkwardinthedark。Therewastheriskofgettingagroundonsomeshallowpatches。Itwouldbebesttospendtherestofthenightonboard。 Therewasreallynoopposition。Theprofessorsmokingapipe,andverycomfortableinanulsterbuttonedoverhistropicalclothes,wasthefirsttospeakfromhislongchair。 \"Mostexcellentadvice。\" NexttohimMissMoorsomassentedbyalongsilence。Theninavoiceasofonecomingoutofadream- \"AndsothisisMalata,\"shesaid。\"Ihaveoftenwondered……\" AshiverpassedthroughRenouard。Shehadwondered!Whatabout? Malatawashimself。HeandMalatawereone。Andshehadwondered! Shehad…… Theprofessor\'ssisterleanedovertowardsRenouard。Throughallthesedaysatseatheman\'s-thefoundman\'s-existencehadnotbeenalludedtoonboardtheschooner。Thatreticencewaspartofthegeneralconstraintlyinguponthemall。She,herself,certainlyhadnotbeenexactlyelatedbythisfinding-poorArthur,withoutmoney,withoutprospects。Butshefeltmovedbythesentimentandromanceofthesituation。 \"Isn\'titwonderful,\"shewhisperedoutofherwhitewrap,\"tothinkofpoorArthursleepingthere,soneartoourdearlovelyFelicia,andnotknowingtheimmensejoyinstoreforhimto- morrow。\" Therewassuchartificialityinthewax-flowerladythatnothinginthisspeechtouchedRenouard。Itwasbutthesimpleanxietyofhisheartthathewasvoicingwhenhemutteredgloomily- \"Nooneintheworldknowswhatto-morrowmayholdinstore。\" Thematureladyhadarecoilasthoughhehadsaidsomethingimpolite。Whataharshthingtosay-insteadoffindingsomethingniceandappropriate。Onboard,wheresheneversawhimineveningclothes,Renouard\'sresemblancetoaduke\'ssonwasnotsoapparenttoher。Nothingbuthis-ah-bohemianismremained。Sherosewithasortofostentation。 \"It\'slate-andsincewearegoingtosleeponboardto-night……\"shesaid。\"Butitdoesseemsocruel。\" Theprofessorstartedupeagerly,knockingtheashesoutofhispipe。\"Infinitelymoresensible,mydearEmma。\" RenouardwaitedbehindMissMoorsom\'schair。 Shegotupslowly,movedonestepforward,andpausedlookingattheshore。Theblacknessoftheislandblottedoutthestarswithitsvaguemasslikealowthundercloudbroodingoverthewatersandreadytoburstintoflameandcrashes。 \"Andso-thisisMalata,\"sherepeateddreamily,movingtowardsthecabindoor。Theclearcloakhangingfromhershoulders,theivoryface-forthenighthadputoutnothingofherbutthegleamsofherhair-madeherresembleashiningdream-womanutteringwordsofwistfulinquiry。Shedisappearedwithoutasign,leavingRenouardpenetratedtotheverymarrowbythesoundsthatcamefromherbodylikeamysteriousresonanceofanexquisiteinstrument。 Hestoodstockstill。Whatwasthisaccidentaltouchwhichhadevokedthestrangeaccentofhervoice?Hedarednotanswerthatquestion。Buthehadtoanswerthequestionofwhatwastobedonenow。Hadthemomentofconfessioncome?Thethoughtwasenoughtomakeone\'sbloodruncold。 Itwasasifthosepeoplehadapremonitionofsomething。Inthetaciturndaysofthepassagehehadnoticedtheirreserveevenamongstthemselves。Theprofessorsmokedhispipemoodilyinretiredspots。RenouardhadcaughtMissMoorsom\'seyesrestingonhimselfmorethanonce,withapeculiarandgraveexpression。Hefanciedthatsheavoidedallopportunitiesofconversation。Themaidenladyseemedtonurseagrievance。Andnowwhathadhetodo? Thelightsonthedeckhadgoneoutoneaftertheother。Theschoonerslept。 AboutanhourafterMissMoorsomhadgonebelowwithoutasignorawordforhim,Renouardgotoutofhishammockslunginthewaistunderthemidshipawning-forhehadgivenupalltheaccommodationbelowtohisguests。Hegotoutwithasuddenswiftmovement,flungoffhissleepingjacket,rolledhispyjamasuphisthighs,andstoleforward,unseenbytheoneKanakaoftheanchor- watch。Hiswhitetorso,nakedlikeastrippedathlete\'s,glimmered,ghostly,inthedeepshadowsofthedeck。Unnoticedhegotoutoftheshipovertheknight-heads,ranalongthebackrope,andseizingthedolphin-strikerfirmlywithbothhands,loweredhimselfintotheseawithoutasplash。 Heswamaway,noiselesslikeafish,andthenstruckboldlyfortheland,sustained,embraced,bythetepidwater。Thegentle,voluptuousheaveofitsbreastswunghimupanddownslightly; sometimesawaveletmurmuredinhisears;fromtimetotime,loweringhisfeet,hefeltforthebottomonashallowpatchtorestandcorrecthisdirection。Helandedatthelowerendofthebungalowgarden,intothedeadstillnessoftheisland。Therewerenolights。Theplantationseemedtosleep,asprofoundlyastheschooner。Onthepathasmallshellcrackedunderhisnakedheel。 Thefaithfulhalf-casteforemangoinghisroundscockedhisearsatthesharpsound。Hegaveoneenormousstartoffearatthesightoftheswiftwhitefigureflyingathimoutofthenight。Hecrouchedinterror,andthensprangupandclickedhistongueinamazedrecognition。 \"Tse!Tse!Themaster!\" \"Bequiet,Luiz,andlistentowhatIsay。\" Yes,itwasthemaster,thestrongmasterwhowasneverknowntoraisehisvoice,themanblindlyobeyedandneverquestioned。Hetalkedlowandrapidlyinthequietnight,asifeveryminutewereprecious。OnlearningthatthreeguestswerecomingtostayLuizclickedhistonguerapidly。Theseclicksweretheuniform,stenographicsymbolsofhisemotions,andhecouldgivethemaninfinitevarietyofmeaning。Helistenedtotherestinadeepsilencehardlyaffectedbythelow,\"Yes,master,\"wheneverRenouardpaused。 \"Youunderstand?\"thelatterinsisted。\"Nopreparationsaretobemadetillwelandinthemorning。AndyouaretosaythatMr。 Walterhasgoneoffinatradingschooneronaroundoftheislands。\" \"Yes,master。\" \"Nomistakes-mind!\" \"No,master。\" Renouardwalkedbacktowardsthesea。Luiz,followinghim,proposedtocallouthalfadozenboysandmanthecanoe。 \"Imbecile!\" \"Tse!Tse!Tse!\" \"Don\'tyouunderstandthatyouhaven\'tseenme?\" \"Yes,master。Butwhatalongswim。Supposeyoudrown。\" \"ThenyoucansayofmeandofMr。Walterwhatyoulike。Thedeaddon\'tmind。\" Renouardenteredtheseaandheardafaint\"Tse!Tse!Tse!\"ofconcernfromthehalf-caste,whohadalreadylostsightofthemaster\'sdarkheadontheovershadowedwater。 Renouardsethisdirectionbyabigstarthat,dippingonthehorizon,seemedtolookcuriouslyintohisface。Onthisswimbackhefeltthemournfulfatigueofallthatlengthofthetraversedroad,whichbroughthimnonearertohisdesire。Itwasasifhislovehadsappedtheinvisiblesupportsofhisstrength。Therecameamomentwhenitseemedtohimthathemusthaveswumbeyondtheconfinesoflife。Hehadasensationofeternitycloseathand,demandingnoeffort-offeringitspeace。Itwaseasytoswimlikethisbeyondtheconfinesoflifelookingatastar。Butthethought:\"TheywillthinkIdarednotfacethemandcommittedsuicide,\"causedarevoltofhismindwhichcarriedhimon。Hereturnedonboard,ashehadleft,unheardandunseen。Helayinhishammockutterlyexhaustedandwithaconfusedfeelingthathehadbeenbeyondtheconfinesoflife,somewherenearastar,andthatitwasveryquietthere。 CHAPTERIX Shelteredbythesquatheadlandfromthefirstmorningsparkleoftheseathelittlebaybreathedadeliciousfreshness。Thepartyfromtheschoonerlandedatthebottomofthegarden。Theyexchangedinsignificantwordsinstudiouslycasualtones。Theprofessor\'ssisterputupalong-handledeye-glassasiftoscanthenovelsurroundings,butinrealitysearchingforpoorArthuranxiously。Havingneverseenhimotherwisethaninhistownclothesshehadnoideawhathewouldlooklike。IthadbeenlefttotheprofessortohelphisladiesoutoftheboatbecauseRenouard,asifintentongivingdirections,hadsteppedforwardatoncetomeetthehalf-casteLuizhurryingdownthepath。Inthedistance,infrontofthedazzlinglysunlitbungalow,arowofdark-facedhouse-boysunequalinstatureandvariedincomplexionpreservedtheimmobilityofaguardofhonour。 Luizhadtakenoffhissoftfelthatbeforecomingwithinearshot。 Renouardbenthisheadtohisrapidtalkofdomesticarrangementshemeanttomakeforthevisitors;anotherbedinthemaster\'sroomfortheladiesandacotforthegentlemantobehungintheroomoppositewhere-whereMr。Walter-herehegaveascaredlookallround-Mr。Walter-haddied。 \"Verygood,\"assentedRenouardinanevenundertone。\"Andrememberwhatyouhavetosayofhim。\" \"Yes,master。Only\"-hewriggledslightlyandputonebarefootontheotherforamomentinapologeticembarrassment-\"onlyI-I- don\'tliketosayit。\" Renouardlookedathimwithoutanger,withoutanysortofexpression。\"Frightenedofthedead?Eh?Well-allright。I willsayitmyself-Isupposeonceforall……Immediatelyheraisedhisvoiceverymuch。 \"Sendtheboysdowntobringuptheluggage。\" \"Yes,master。\" Renouardturnedtohisdistinguishedguestswho,likeapersonallyconductedpartyoftourists,hadstoppedandwerelookingaboutthem。 \"Iamsorry,\"hebeganwithanimpassiveface。\"MymanhasjusttoldmethatMr。Walter……\"hemanagedtosmile,butdidn\'tcorrecthimself……\"hasgoneinatradingschooneronashorttouroftheislands,tothewestward。\" Thiscommunicationwasreceivedinprofoundsilence。 Renouardforgothimselfinthethought:\"It\'sdone!\"Butthesightofthestringofboysmarchinguptothehousewithsuit- casesanddressing-bagsrescuedhimfromthatappallingabstraction。 \"AllIcandoistobegyoutomakeyourselvesathome……withwhatpatienceyoumay。\" Thiswassoobviouslytheonlythingtodothateverybodymovedonatonce。TheprofessorwalkedalongsideRenouard,behindthetwoladies。 \"Ratherunexpected-thisabsence。\" \"Notexactly,\"mutteredRenouard。\"Atriphastobemadeeveryyeartoengagelabour。\" \"Isee……Andhe……Howvexinglyelusivethepoorfellowhasbecome!I\'llbegintothinkthatsomewickedfairyisfavouringthislovetalewithunpleasantattentions。\" Renouardnoticedthatthepartydidnotseemweigheddownbythisnewdisappointment。Onthecontrarytheymovedwithafreerstep。 Theprofessor\'ssisterdroppedhereye-glasstotheendofitschain。MissMoorsomtookthelead。Theprofessor,hislipsunsealed,lingeredintheopen:butRenouarddidnotlistentothatman\'stalk。Helookedafterthatman\'sdaughter-ifindeedthatcreatureofirresistibleseductionswereadaughterofmortals。Theveryintensityofhisdesire,asifhissoulwerestreamingafterherthroughhiseyes,defeatedhisobjectofkeepingholdofheraslongaspossiblewith,atleast,oneofhissenses。Hermovingoutlinesdissolvedintoamistycolouredshimmerofawomanmadeofflameandshadows,crossingthethresholdofhishouse。 ThedayswhichfollowedwerenotexactlysuchasRenouardhadfeared-yettheywerenotbetterthanhisfears。Theywereaccursedinallthemoodstheybroughthim。Butthegeneralaspectofthingswasquiet。Theprofessorsmokedinnumerablepipeswiththeairofaworkeronhisholiday,alwaysinmovementandlookingatthingswiththatmysteriouslysagaciousaspectofmenwhoareadmittedlywiserthantherestoftheworld。Hiswhiteheadofhair-whiterthananythingwithinthehorizonexceptthebrokenwateronthereefs-wasglimpsedineverypartoftheplantationalwaysonthemoveunderthewhiteparasol。Andonceheclimbedtheheadlandandappearedsuddenlytothosebelow,awhitespeckelevatedintheblue,withadiminutivebutstatuesqueeffect。 FeliciaMoorsomremainednearthehouse。Sometimesshecouldbeseenwithadespairingexpressionscribblingrapidlyinherlock-updairy。Butonlyforamoment。AtthesoundofRenouard\'sfootstepsshewouldturntowardshimherbeautifulface,adorableinthatcalmwhichwaslikeawilful,likeacruelignoringofhertremendouspower。Whenevershesatontheverandah,onachairmorespeciallyreservedforheruse,Renouardwouldstrollupandsitonthestepsnearher,mostlysilent,andoftennottrustinghimselftoturnhisglanceonher。She,verystillwithhereyeshalf-closed,lookeddownonhishead-sothattoabeholder(suchasProfessorMoorsom,forinstance)shewouldappeartobeturningoverinhermindprofoundthoughtsaboutthatmansittingatherfeet,hisshouldersbowedalittle,hishandslistless-asifvanquished。And,indeed,themoralpoisonoffalsehoodhassuchadecomposingpowerthatRenouardfelthisoldpersonalityturntodeaddust。Often,intheevening,whentheysatoutsideconversinglanguidlyinthedark,hefeltthathemustresthisforeheadonherfeetandburstintotears。 Theprofessor\'ssistersufferedfromsomelittlestraincausedbytheunstabilityofherownfeelingstowardRenouard。Shecouldnottellwhethershereallydiddislikehimornot。Attimesheappearedtohermostfascinating;and,thoughhegenerallyendedbysayingsomethingshockinglycrude,shecouldnotresistherinclinationtotalkwithhim-atleastnotalways。Onedaywhenherniecehadleftthemaloneontheverandahsheleanedforwardinherchair-speckless,resplendent,and,inherway,almostasstrikingapersonalityasherniece,whodidnotresembleherintheleast。\"DearFeliciahasinheritedherhairandthegreatestpartofherappearancefromhermother,\"themaidenladyusedtotellpeople。 Sheleanedforwardthen,confidentially。 \"Oh!Mr。Renouard!Haven\'tyousomethingcomfortingtosay?\" Helookedup,assurprisedasifavoicefromheavenhadspokenwiththisperfectsocietyintonation,andbythepuzzledprofundityofhisblueeyesflutteredthewax-flowerofrefinedwomanhood。 Shecontinued。\"For-Icanspeaktoyouopenlyonthistiresomesubject-onlythinkwhataterriblestrainthishopedeferredmustbeforFelicia\'sheart-forhernerves。\" \"Whyspeaktomeaboutit,\"hemutteredfeelinghalfchokedsuddenly。 \"Why!Asafriend-awell-wisher-thekindestofhosts。Iamafraidwearereallyeatingyououtofhouseandhome。\"Shelaughedalittle。\"Ah!When,whenwillthissuspenseberelieved! ThatpoorlostArthur!IconfessthatIamalmostafraidofthegreatmoment。Itwillbelikeseeingaghost。\" \"Haveyoueverseenaghost?\"askedRenouard,inadullvoice。 Sheshiftedherhandsalittle。Herposewasperfectinitseaseandmiddle-agedgrace。 \"Notactually。Onlyinaphotograph。Butwehavemanyfriendswhohadtheexperienceofapparitions。\" \"Ah!TheyseeghostsinLondon,\"mumbledRenouard,notlookingather。 \"Frequently-inacertainveryinterestingset。Butallsortsofpeopledo。Wehaveafriend,averyfamousauthor-hisghostisagirl。Oneofmybrother\'sintimatesisaverygreatmanofscience。Heisfriendlywithaghost……Ofagirltoo,\"sheaddedinavoiceasifstruckforthefirsttimebythecoincidence。\"ItisthephotographofthatapparitionwhichIhaveseen。Verysweet。Mostinteresting。Alittlecloudynaturally……Mr。Renouard!Ihopeyouarenotasceptic。It\'ssoconsolingtothink……\" \"Thoseplantationboysofmineseeghoststoo,\"saidRenouardgrimly。 Thesisterofthephilosophersatupstiffly。Whatcrudeness!Itwasalwayssowiththisstrangeyoungman。 \"Mr。Renouard!Howcanyoucomparethesuperstitiousfanciesofyourhorriblesavageswiththemanifestations……\" Wordsfailedher。Shebrokeoffwithaveryfaintprimlyangrysmile。Shewasperhapsthemoreoffendedwithhimbecauseofthatflutteratthebeginningoftheconversation。Andinamomentwithperfecttactanddignityshegotupfromherchairandlefthimalone。 Renouarddidn\'tevenlookup。Itwasnotthedispleasureoftheladywhichdeprivedhimofhissleepthatnight。Hewasbeginningtoforgetwhatsimple,honestsleepwaslike。Hishammockfromtheshiphadbeenhungforhimonasideverandah,andhespenthisnightsinitonhisback,hishandsfoldedonhischest,inasortofhalfconscious,oppressedstupor。Inthemorninghewatchedwithunseeingeyestheheadlandcomeoutashapelessinkblotagainstthethinlightofthefalsedawn,passthroughallthestagesofdaybreaktothedeeppurpleofitsoutlinedmassnimbedgloriouslywiththegoldoftherisingsun。Helistenedtothevaguesoundsofwakingwithinthehouse:andsuddenlyhebecameawareofLuizstandingbythehammock-obviouslytroubled。 \"What\'sthematter?\" \"Tse!Tse!Tse!\" \"Well,whatnow?Troublewiththeboys?\" \"No,master。ThegentlemanwhenItakehimhisbathwaterhespeaktome。Heaskme-heask-when,when,IthinkMr。Walter,hecomeback。\" Thehalf-caste\'steethchatteredslightly。Renouardgotoutofthehammock。 \"Andheishereallthetime-eh?\" Luiznoddedascaredaffirmative,butatonceprotested,\"Inoseehim。Inever。NotI!Theignorantwildboyssaytheysee…… Something!Ough!\" Heclappedhisteethonanothershortrattle,andstoodthere,shrunk,blighted,likeamaninafreezingblast。 \"Andwhatdidyousaytothegentleman?\" \"IsayIdon\'tknow-andIclearout。I-Idon\'tliketospeakofhim。\" \"Allright。Weshalltrytolaythatpoorghost,\"saidRenouardgloomily,goingofftoasmallhutnearbytodress。Hewassayingtohimself:\"Thisfellowwillendbygivingmeaway。ThelastthingthatI……No!Thatmustn\'tbe。\"Andfeelinghishandbeingforcedhediscoveredthewholeextentofhiscowardice。 CHAPTERX Thatmorningwanderingabouthisplantation,morelikeafrightenedsoulthanitscreatorandmaster,hedodgedthewhiteparasolbobbinguphereandtherelikeabuoyadriftonaseaofdark-greenplants。Thecroppromisedtobemagnificent,andthefashionablephilosopheroftheagetookotherthanamerelyscientificinterestintheexperiment。Hisinvestmentswerejudicious,buthehadalwayssomelittlemoneylyingby,forexperiments。 Afterlunch,beingleftalonewithRenouard,hetalkedalittleofcultivationandsuchmatters。Thensuddenly: \"Bytheway,isittruewhatmysistertellsme,thatyourplantationboyshavebeendisturbedbyaghost?\" Renouard,whosincetheladieshadleftthetablewasnotkeepingsuchastrictwatchonhimself,cameoutofhisabstractionwithastartandastiffsmile。 \"Myforemanhadsometroublewiththemduringmyabsence。Theyfunkworkinginacertainfieldontheslopeofthehill。\" \"Aghosthere!\"exclaimedtheamusedprofessor。\"Thenourwholeconceptionofthepsychologyofghostsmustberevised。Thisislandhasbeenuninhabitedprobablysincethedawnofages。Howdidaghostcomehere。Byairorwater?Andwhydiditleaveitsnativehaunts。Wasitfrommisanthropy?Washeexpelledfromsomecommunityofspirits?\" Renouardessayedtorespondinthesametone。Thewordsdiedonhislips。Wasitamanorawomanghost,theprofessorinquired。 \"Idon\'tknow。\"Renouardmadeanefforttoappearatease。Hehad,hesaid,acoupleofTahitianamongsthisboys-aghost- riddenrace。Theyhadstartedthescare。Theyhadprobablybroughttheirghostwiththem。 \"Letusinvestigatethematter,Renouard,\"proposedtheprofessorhalfinearnest。\"Wemaymakesomeinterestingdiscoveriesastothestateofprimitiveminds,atanyrate。\" Thiswastoomuch。Renouardjumpedupandleavingtheroomwentoutandwalkedaboutinfrontofthehouse。Hewouldallownoonetoforcehishand。Presentlytheprofessorjoinedhimoutside。Hecarriedhisparasol,buthadneitherhisbooknorhispipewithhim。Amiablyserioushelaidhishandonhis\"dearyoungfriend\'s\" arm。 \"Weareallofusalittlestrungup,\"hesaid。\"FormypartI havebeenlikesisterAnneinthestory。ButIcannotseeanythingcoming。Anythingthatwouldbetheleastgoodforanybody-I mean。\" Renouardhadrecoveredsufficientlytomurmurcoldlyhisregretofthiswasteoftime。Forthatwaswhat,hesupposed,theprofessorhadinhismind。 \"Time,\"musedProfessorMoorsom。\"Idon\'tknowthattimecanbewasted。ButIwilltellyou,mydearfriend,whatthisis:itisanawfulwasteoflife。Imeanforallofus。Evenformysister,whohasgotaheadacheandisgonetoliedown。\" HeshookgentlyRenouard\'sarm。\"Yes,forallofus!Onemaymeditateonlifeendlessly,onemayevenhaveapooropinionofit-butthefactremainsthatwehaveonlyonelifetolive。Anditisshort。Thinkofthat,myyoungfriend。\" HereleasedRenouard\'sarmandsteppedoutoftheshadeopeninghisparasol。Itwasclearthattherewassomethingmoreinhismindthanmereanxietyaboutthedateofhislecturesforfashionableaudiences。Whatdidthemanmeanbyhisconfoundedplatitudes?ToRenouard,scaredbyLuizinthemorning(forhefeltthatnothingcouldbemorefatalthantohavehisdeceptionunveiledotherwisethanbypersonalconfession),thistalksoundedlikeencouragementorawarningfromthatmanwhoseemedtohimtobeverybrazenandverysubtle。Itwaslikebeingbulliedbythedeadandcajoledbythelivingintoathrowofdiceforasupremestake。 Renouardwentawaytosomedistancefromthehouseandthrewhimselfdownintheshadeofatree。Helaythereperfectlystillwithhisforeheadrestingonhisfoldedarms,light-headedandthinking。Itseemedtohimthathemustbeonfire,thenthathehadfallenintoacoolwhirlpool,asmoothfunnelofwaterswirlingaboutwithnauseatingrapidity。Andthen(itmusthavebeenareminiscenceofhisboyhood)hewaswalkingonthedangerousthiniceofariver,unabletoturnback……Suddenlyitpartedfromshoretoshorewithaloudcracklikethereportofagun。 Withoneleaphefoundhimselfonhisfeet。Allwaspeace,stillness,sunshine。Hewalkedawayfromthereslowly。Hadhebeenagamblerhewouldhaveperhapsbeensupportedinameasurebythemereexcitement。Buthewasnotagambler。Hehadalwaysdisdainedthatartificialmannerofchallengingthefates。Thebungalowcameintoview,brightandpretty,andallabouteverythingwaspeace,stillness,sunshine…… Whilehewasploddingtowardsithehadadisagreeablesenseofthedeadman\'scompanyathiselbow。Theghost!Heseemedtobeeverywherebutinhisgrave。Couldoneevershakehimoff?hewondered。AtthatmomentMissMoorsomcameoutontheverandah; andatonce,asifbyamysteryofradiatingwaves,sherousedagreattumultinhisheart,shookearthandskytogether-butheploddedon。Thenlikeagravesong-noteinthestormhervoicecametohimominously。 \"Ah!Mr。Renouard……\"Hecameupandsmiled,butshewasveryserious。\"Ican\'tkeepstillanylonger。Istheretimetowalkupthisheadlandandbackbeforedark?\" Theshadowswerelyinglengthenedontheground;allwasstillnessandpeace。\"No,\"saidRenouard,feelingsuddenlyassteadyasarock。\"ButIcanshowyouaviewfromthecentralhillwhichyourfatherhasnotseen。Aviewofreefsandofbrokenwaterwithoutend,andofgreatwheelingcloudsofsea-birds。\" Shecamedowntheverandahstepsatonceandtheymovedoff。\"Yougofirst,\"heproposed,\"andI\'lldirectyou。Totheleft。\" Shewaswearingashortnankinskirt,amuslinblouse;hecouldseethroughthethinstufftheskinofhershoulders,ofherarms。Thenobledelicacyofherneckcausedhimasortoftransport。\"Thepathbeginswherethesethreepalmsare。Theonlypalmsontheisland。\" \"Isee。\" Sheneverturnedherhead。Afterawhilesheobserved:\"Thispathlooksasifithadbeenmaderecently。\" \"Quiterecently,\"heassentedverylow。 Theywentonclimbingsteadilywithoutexchanginganotherword;andwhentheystoodonthetopshegazedalongtimebeforeher。Theloweveningmistveiledthefurtherlimitofthereefs。Abovetheenormousandmelancholyconfusion,asofafleetofwreckedislands,therestlessmyriadsofsea-birdsrolledandunrolleddarkribbonsonthesky,gatheredinclouds,soaredandstoopedlikeaplayofshadows,fortheyweretoofarforthemtoheartheircries。 Renouardbrokethesilenceinlowtones。 \"They\'llbesettlingforthenightpresently。\"Shemadenosound。 Roundthemallwaspeaceanddecliningsunshine。Nearby,thetopmostpinnacleofMalata,resemblingthetopofaburiedtower,rosearock,weather-worn,grey,wearyofwatchingthemonotonouscenturiesofthePacific。Renouardleanedhisshouldersagainstit。FeliciaMoorsomfacedhimsuddenly,hersplendidblackeyesfullonhisfaceasthoughshehadmadeuphermindatlasttodestroyhiswitsonceandforall。Dazzled,heloweredhiseyelidsslowly。 \"Mr。Renouard!Thereissomethingstrangeinallthis。Tellmewhereheis?\" Heanswereddeliberately。 \"Ontheothersideofthisrock。Iburiedhimtheremyself。\" Shepressedherhandstoherbreast,struggledforherbreathforamoment,then:\"Ohhh!……Youburiedhim!……Whatsortofmanareyou?……Youdarednottell!……Heisanotherofyourvictims?……Youdarednotconfessthatevening……Youmusthavekilledhim。Whatcouldhehavedonetoyou?……Youfastenedonhimsomeatrociousquarreland……\" Hervengefulaspect,herpoignantcrieslefthimasunmovedasthewearyrockagainstwhichheleaned。Heonlyraisedhiseyelidstolookatherandloweredthemslowly。Nothingmore。Itsilencedher。Andasifashamedshemadeagesturewithherhand,puttingawayfromherthatthought。Hespoke,quietlyironicatfirst。 \"Ha!thelegendaryRenouardofsensitiveidiots-theruthlessadventurer-theogrewithafuture。Thatwasaparrotcry,MissMoorsom。Idon\'tthinkthatthegreatestfoolofthemalleverdaredhintsuchastupidthingofmethatIkilledmenfornothing。 No,Ihadnoticedthismaninahotel。HehadcomefromupcountryIwastold,andwasdoingnothing。Isawhimsittingtherelonelyinacornerlikeasickcrow,andIwentoveroneeveningtotalktohim。Justonimpulse。Hewasn\'timpressive。Hewaspitiful。 Myworstenemycouldhavetoldyouhewasn\'tgoodenoughtobeoneofRenouard\'svictims。Itdidn\'ttakemelongtojudgethathewasdrugginghimself。Notdrinking。Drugs。\" \"Ah!It\'snowthatyouaretryingtomurderhim,\"shecried。 \"Really。AlwaystheRenouardofshopkeepers\'legend。Listen!I wouldneverhavebeenjealousofhim。AndyetIamjealousoftheairyoubreathe,ofthesoilyoutreadon,oftheworldthatseesyou-movingfree-notmine。Butnevermind。Iratherlikedhim。 ForacertainreasonIproposedheshouldcometobemyassistanthere。Hesaidhebelievedthiswouldsavehim。Itdidnotsavehimfromdeath。Itcametohimasitwerefromnothing-justafall。Amereslipandtumbleoftenfeetintoaravine。Butitseemshehadbeenhurtbeforeup-country-byahorse。Heailedandailed。No,hewasnotasteel-tippedman。Andhispoorsoulseemedtohavebeendamagedtoo。Itgavewayverysoon。\" \"Thisistragic!\"FeliciaMoorsomwhisperedwithfeeling。 Renouard\'slipstwitched,buthislevelvoicecontinuedmercilessly。 \"That\'sthestory。Heralliedalittleonenightandsaidhewantedtotellmesomething。I,beingagentleman,hesaid,hecouldconfideinme。Itoldhimthathewasmistaken。Thattherewasagooddealofaplebeianinme,thathecouldn\'tknow。Heseemeddisappointed。Hemutteredsomethingabouthisinnocenceandsomethingthatsoundedlikeacurseonsomewoman,thenturnedtothewalland-justgrewcold。\" \"Onawoman,\"criedMissMoorsomindignantly。\"Whatwoman?\" \"Iwonder!\"saidRenouard,raisinghiseyesandnotingthecrimsonofherear-lobesagainstthelivewhitenessofhercomplexion,thesombre,asifsecret,night-splendourofhereyesunderthewrithingflamesofherhair。\"Somewomanwhowouldn\'tbelieveinthatpoorinnocenceofhis……Yes。Youprobably。Andnowyouwillnotbelieveinme-noteveninmewhomustintruthbewhatI am-eventodeath。No!Youwon\'t。Andyet,Felicia,awomanlikeyouandamanlikemedonotoftencometogetheronthisearth。\" Theflameofhergloriousheadscorchedhisface。Heflunghishatfaraway,andhissuddenlyloweredeyelidsbroughtoutstartlinglyhisresemblancetoantiquebronze,theprofileofPallas,still,austere,bowedalittleintheshadowoftherock。\"Oh!Ifyoucouldonlyunderstandthetruththatisinme!\"headded。 Shewaited,asiftooastoundedtospeak,tillhelookedupagain,andthenwithunnaturalforceasifdefendingherselffromsomeunspokenaspersion,\"It\'sIwhostandfortruthhere!Believeinyou!Inyou,whobyaheartlessfalsehood-andnothingelse,nothingelse,doyouhear?-havebroughtmehere,deceived,cheated,asinsomeabominablefarce!\"Shesatdownonaboulder,restedherchininherhands,intheposeofsimplegrief- mourningforherself。 \"Itonlywantedthis。Why!Oh!Whyisitthatugliness,ridicule,andbasenessmustfallacrossmypath。\" Onthatheight,alonewiththesky,theyspoketoeachotherasiftheearthhadfallenawayfromundertheirfeet。 \"Areyougrievingforyourdignity?Hewasamediocresoulandcouldhavegivenyoubutanunworthyexistence。\" Shedidnotevensmileatthosewords,but,superb,asifliftingacorneroftheveil,sheturnedonhimslowly。 \"AnddoyouimagineIwouldhavedevotedmyselftohimforsuchapurpose!Don\'tyouknowthatreparationwasduetohimfromme?A sacreddebt-afineduty。Toredeemhimwouldnothavebeeninmypower-Iknowit。Buthewasblameless,anditwasformetocomeforward。Don\'tyouseethatintheeyesoftheworldnothingcouldhaverehabilitatedhimsocompletelyashismarriagewithme?NowordofevilcouldbewhisperedofhimafterIhadgivenhimmyhand。Astogivingmyselfuptoanythinglessthantheshapingofaman\'sdestiny-ifIthoughtIcoulddoitIwouldabhormyself……\"Shespokewithauthorityinherdeepfascinating,unemotionalvoice。Renouardmeditated,gloomy,asifoversomesinisterriddleofabeautifulsphinxmetonthewildroadofhislife。 \"Yes。Yourfatherwasright。Youareoneofthesearistocrats……\" Shedrewherselfuphaughtily。 \"Whatdoyousay?Myfather!……Ianaristocrat。\" \"Oh!Idon\'tmeanthatyouarelikethemenandwomenofthetimeofarmours,castles,andgreatdeeds。Oh,no!Theystoodonthenakedsoil,hadtraditionstobefaithfulto,hadtheirfeetonthisearthofpassionsanddeathwhichisnotahothouse。Theywouldhavebeentooplebeianforyousincetheyhadtolead,tosufferwith,tounderstandthecommonesthumanity。No,youaremerelyofthetopmostlayer,disdainfulandsuperior,themerepurefrothandbubbleontheinscrutabledepthswhichsomedaywilltossyououtofexistence。Butyouareyou!Youareyou!Youaretheeternalloveitself-only,ODivinity,itisn\'tyourbody,itisyoursoulthatismadeoffoam。\" Shelistenedasifinadream。Hehadsucceededsowellinhisefforttodrivebackthefloodofhispassionthathislifeitselfseemedtorunwithitoutofhisbody。Atthatmomenthefeltasonedeadspeaking。Buttheheadlongwavereturningwithtenfoldforceflunghimonhersuddenly,withopenarmsandblazingeyes。 Shefoundherselflikeafeatherinhisgrasp,helpless,unabletostruggle,withherfeetofftheground。Butthiscontactwithher,maddeningliketoomuchfelicity,destroyeditsownend。Fireranthroughhisveins,turnedhispassiontoashes,burnthimoutandlefthimempty,withoutforce-almostwithoutdesire。Helethergobeforeshecouldcryout。Andshewassousedtotheformsofrepressionenveloping,softeningthecrudeimpulsesofoldhumanitythatshenolongerbelievedintheirexistenceasifitwereanexplodedlegend。Shedidnotrecognisewhathadhappenedtoher。 Shecamesafeoutofhisarms,withoutastruggle,notevenhavingfeltafraid。 \"What\'sthemeaningofthis?\"shesaid,outragedbutcalminascornfulway。 Hegotdownonhiskneesinsilence,bentlowtoherveryfeet,whileshelookeddownathim,alittlesurprised,withoutanimosity,asifmerelycurioustoseewhathewoulddo。Then,whileheremainedbowedtothegroundpressingthehemofherskirttohislips,shemadeaslightmovement。Hegotup。 \"No,\"hesaid。\"WereyoueversomuchminewhatcouldIdowithyouwithoutyourconsent?No。Youdon\'tconquerawraith,coldmist,stuffofdreams,illusion。Itmustcometoyouandclingtoyourbreast。Andthen!Oh!Andthen!\" Allecstasy,allexpressionwentoutofhisface。 \"Mr。Renouard,\"shesaid,\"thoughyoucanhavenoclaimonmyconsiderationafterhavingdecoyedmehereforthevilepurpose,apparently,ofgloatingovermeasyourpossibleprey,IwilltellyouthatIamnotperhapstheextraordinarybeingyouthinkIam。 Youmaybelieveme。HereIstandfortruthitself。\" \"What\'sthattomewhatyouare?\"heanswered。\"AtasignfromyouIwouldclimbuptotheseventhheaventobringyoudowntoearthformyown-andifIsawyousteepedtothelipsinvice,incrime,inmud,Iwouldgoafteryou,takeyoutomyarms-wearyouforanincomparablejewelonmybreast。Andthat\'slove-truelove-thegiftandthecurseofthegods。Thereisnoother。\" Thetruthvibratinginhisvoicemadeherrecoilslightly,forshewasnotfittohearit-notevenalittle-notevenonesingletimeinherlife。Itwasrevoltingtoher;andinhertrouble,perhapspromptedbythesuggestionofhisnameortosoftentheharshnessofexpression,forshewasobscurelymoved,shespoketohiminFrench。 \"ASSEZ!J\'AIHORREURDETOUTCELA,\"shesaid。 Hewaswhitetohisverylips,buthewastremblingnomore。Thedicehadbeencast,andnotevenviolencecouldalterthethrow。 Shepassedbyhimunbendingly,andhefollowedherdownthepath。 Afteratimesheheardhimsaying: \"Andyourdreamistoinfluenceahumandestiny?\" \"Yes!\"sheansweredcurtly,unabashed,withawoman\'scompleteassurance。 \"Thenyoumayrestcontent。Youhavedoneit。\" Sheshruggedhershouldersslightly。Butjustbeforereachingtheendofthepathsherelented,stopped,andwentbacktohim。 \"Idon\'tsupposeyouareveryanxiousforpeopletoknowhownearyoucametoabsoluteturpitude。Youmayresteasyonthatpoint。 Ishallspeaktomyfather,ofcourse,andwewillagreetosaythathehasdied-nothingmore。\" \"Yes,\"saidRenouardinalifelessvoice。\"Heisdead。Hisveryghostshallbedonewithpresently。\" Shewenton,butheremainedstandingstockstillinthedusk。Shehadalreadyreachedthethreepalmswhensheheardbehindheraloudpealoflaughter,cynicalandjoyless,suchasisheardinsmoking-roomsattheendofascandalousstory。Itmadeherfeelpositivelyfaintforamoment。 CHAPTERXI SlowlyacompletedarknessenvelopedGeoffreyRenouard。Hisresolutionhadfailedhim。InsteadoffollowingFeliciaintothehouse,hehadstoppedunderthethreepalms,andleaningagainstasmoothtrunkhadabandonedhimselftoasenseofanimmensedeceptionandthefeelingofextremefatigue。Thiswalkupthehillanddownagainwaslikethesupremeeffortofanexplorertryingtopenetratetheinteriorofanunknowncountry,thesecretofwhichistoowelldefendedbyitscruelandbarrennature。 Decoyedbyamirage,hehadgonetoofar-sofarthattherewasnogoingback。Hisstrengthwasatanend。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehehadtogiveup,andwithasortofdespairingself- possessionhetriedtounderstandthecauseofthedefeat。Hedidnotascribeittothatabsurddeadman。 ThehesitatingshadowofLuizapproachedhimunnoticedtillitspoketimidly。Renouardstarted。 \"Eh?What?Dinnerwaiting?YoumustsayIbegtobeexcused。I can\'tcome。ButIshallseethemto-morrowmorning,atthelandingplace。Takeyourordersfromtheprofessorastothesailingoftheschooner。Gonow。\" Luiz,dumbfounded,retreatedintothedarkness。Renouarddidnotmove,buthoursafterwards,likethebitterfruitofhisimmobility,thewords:\"Ihadnothingtooffertohervanity,\" camefromhislipsinthesilenceoftheisland。Anditwasthenonlythathestirred,onlytowearthenightoutinrestlesstrampingupanddownthevariouspathsoftheplantation。Luiz,whosesleepwasmadelightbytheconsciousnessofsomeimpendingchange,heardfootstepspassingbyhishut,thefirmtreadofthemaster;andturningonhismatsemittedafaintTse!Tse!Tse!ofdeepconcern。