第4章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:12969更新时间:18/12/14 16:33:22
Lightshadbeenburninginthebungalowalmostallthroughthenight;andwiththefirstsignofdaybeganthebustleofdeparture。Houseboyswalkedprocessionallycarryingsuit-casesanddressing-bagsdowntotheschooner\'sboat,whichcametothelandingplaceatthebottomofthegarden。Justastherisingsunthrewitsgoldennimbusaroundthepurpleshapeoftheheadland,thePlanterofMalatawasperceivedpacingbare-headedthecurveofthelittlebay。Heexchangedafewwordswiththesailing-masteroftheschooner,thenremainedbytheboat,standingveryupright,hiseyesontheground,waiting。 Hehadnotlongtowait。Intothecool,overshadowedgardentheprofessordescendedfirst,andcamejauntilydownthepathinalivelycrackingofsmallshells。Withhisclosedparasolhookedonhisforearm,andabookinhishand,heresembledabanaltouristmorethanwaspermissibletoamanofhisuniquedistinction。Hewavedthedisengagedarmfromadistance,butatclosequarters,arrestedbeforeRenouard\'simmobility,hemadenooffertoshakehands。Heseemedtoappraisetheaspectofthemanwithasharpglance,andmadeuphismind。 \"WearegoingbackbySuez,\"hebeganalmostboisterously。\"Ihavebeenlookingupthesailinglists。IfthezephirsofyourPacificareonlymoderatelypropitiousIthinkwearesuretocatchthemailboatdueinMarseillesonthe18thofMarch。Thiswillsuitmeexcellently……\"Heloweredhistone。\"Mydearyoungfriend,I\'mdeeplygratefultoyou。\" Renouard\'ssetlipsmoved。 \"Whyareyougratefultome?\" \"Ah!Why?Inthefirstplaceyoumighthavemadeusmissthenextboat,mightn\'tyou?……Idon\'tthankyouforyourhospitality。 Youcan\'tbeangrywithmeforsayingthatIamtrulythankfultoescapefromit。ButIamgratefultoyouforwhatyouhavedone,and-forbeingwhatyouare。\" Itwasdifficulttodefinetheflavourofthatspeech,butRenouardreceiveditwithanausterelyequivocalsmile。Theprofessorsteppingintotheboatopenedhisparasolandsatdowninthestern-sheetswaitingfortheladies。Nosoundofhumanvoicebrokethefreshsilenceofthemorningwhiletheywalkedthebroadpath,MissMoorsomalittleinadvanceofheraunt。 WhenshecameabreastofhimRenouardraisedhishead。 \"Good-bye,Mr。Renouard,\"shesaidinalowvoice,meaningtopasson;buttherewassuchalookofentreatyinthebluegleamofhissunkeneyesthatafteranimperceptiblehesitationshelaidherhand,whichwasungloved,inhisextendedpalm。 \"Willyoucondescendtorememberme?\"heasked,whileanemotionwithwhichshewasangrymadeherpalecheeksflushandherblackeyessparkle。 \"Thisisastrangerequestforyoutomake,\"shesaidexaggeratingthecoldnessofhertone。 \"Isit?Impudentperhaps。YetIamnotsoguiltyasyouthink; andbearinmindthattomeyoucannevermakereparation。\" \"Reparation?Toyou!Itisyouwhocanoffermenoreparationfortheoffenceagainstmyfeelings-andmyperson;forwhatreparationcanbeadequateforyourodiousandridiculousplotsoscornfulinitsimplication,sohumiliatingtomypride。No!I don\'twanttorememberyou。\" Unexpectedly,withatighteninggrip,hepulledhernearertohim,andlookingintohereyeswithfearlessdespair- \"You\'llhaveto。Ishallhauntyou,\"hesaidfirmly。 Herhandwaswrenchedoutofhisgraspbeforehehadtimetoreleaseit。FeliciaMoorsomsteppedintotheboat,satdownbythesideofherfather,andbreathedtenderlyonhercrushedfingers。 Theprofessorgaveherasidelonglook-nothingmore。Buttheprofessor\'ssister,yetonshore,hadputupherlong-handledoubleeye-glasstolookatthescene。Shedroppeditwithafaintrattle。 \"I\'veneverinmylifeheardanythingsocrudesaidtoalady,\"shemurmured,passingbeforeRenouardwithaperfectlyerecthead。 When,amomentafterwards,softeningsuddenly,sheturnedtothrowagood-byetothatyoungman,shesawonlyhisbackinthedistancemovingtowardsthebungalow。Shewatchedhimgoin-amazed- beforeshetooleftthesoilofMalata。 NobodydisturbedRenouardinthatroomwherehehadshuthimselfintobreathetheevanescentperfumeofherwhoforhimwasnomore,tilllateintheafternoonwhenthehalf-castewasheardontheothersideofthedoor。 HewantedthemastertoknowthatthetraderJanetwasjustenteringthecove。 Renouard\'sstrongvoiceonhissideofthedoorgavehimmostunexpectedinstructions。HewastopayofftheboyswiththecashintheofficeandarrangewiththecaptainoftheJanettotakeeveryworkerawayfromMalata,returningthemtotheirrespectivehomes。AnorderontheDunsterfirmwouldbegiventohiminpayment。 Andagainthesilenceofthebungalowremainedunbrokentill,nextmorning,thehalf-castecametoreportthateverythingwasdone。 Theplantationboyswereembarkingnow。 Throughacrackinthedoorahandthrustathimapieceofpaper,andthedoorslammedtososharplythatLuizsteppedback。Thenapproachingcringinglythekeyhole,inapropitiatorytoneheasked: \"DoIgotoo,master?\" \"Yes。Youtoo。Everybody。\" \"Masterstopherealone?\" Silence。Andthehalf-caste\'seyesgrewwidewithwonder。Buthealso,likethose\"ignorantsavages,\"theplantationboys,wasonlytoogladtoleaveanislandhauntedbytheghostofawhiteman。 Hebackedawaynoiselesslyfromthemysterioussilenceintheclosedroom,andonlyintheverydoorwayofthebungalowallowedhimselftogiveventtohisfeelingsbyadeprecatoryandpained- \"Tse!Tse!Tse!\" CHAPTERXII TheMoorsomsdidmanagetocatchthehomewardmailboatallright,buthadonlytwenty-fourhoursintown。ThusthesentimentalWilliecouldnotseeverymuchofthem。Thisdidnotpreventhimafterwardsfromrelatingatgreatlength,withmanlytearsinhiseyes,howpoorMissMoorsom-thefashionableandcleverbeauty- foundherbetrothedinMalataonlytoseehimdieinherarms。 Mostpeopleweredeeplytouchedbythesadstory。Itwasthetalkofagoodmanydays。 Buttheall-knowingEditor,Renouard\'sonlyfriendandcrony,wantedtoknowmorethantherestoftheworld。Fromprofessionalincontinence,perhaps,hethirstedforafullcupofharrowingdetail。AndwhenhenoticedRenouard\'sschoonerlyinginportdayafterdayhesoughtthesailingmastertolearnthereason。Themantoldhimthatsuchwerehisinstructions。HehadbeenorderedtoliethereamonthbeforereturningtoMalata。Andthemonthwasnearlyup。\"Iwillaskyoutogivemeapassage,\"saidtheEditor。 Helandedinthemorningatthebottomofthegardenandfoundpeace,stillness,sunshinereigningeverywhere,thedoorsandwindowsofthebungalowstandingwideopen,nosightofahumanbeinganywhere,theplantsgrowingrankandtallonthedesertedfields。ForhourstheEditorandtheschooner\'screw,excitedbythemystery,roamedovertheislandshoutingRenouard\'sname;andatlastsetthemselvesingrimsilencetoexploresystematicallytheunclearedbushandthedeeperravinesinsearchofhiscorpse。 Whathadhappened?Hadhebeenmurderedbytheboys?Orhadhesimply,capriciousandsecretive,abandonedhisplantationtakingthepeoplewithhim。Itwasimpossibletotellwhathadhappened。 Atlast,towardsthedeclineoftheday,theEditorandthesailingmasterdiscoveredatrackofsandalscrossingastripofsandybeachonthenorthshoreofthebay。Followingthistrackfearfully,theypassedroundthespuroftheheadland,andthereonalargestonefoundthesandals,Renouard\'swhitejacket,andtheMalaysarongofchequeredpatternwhichtheplanterofMalatawaswellknowntowearwhengoingtobathe。Thesethingsmadealittleheap,andthesailorremarked,aftergazingatitinsilence- \"Birdshavebeenhoveringoverthisformanyaday。\" \"He\'sgonebathingandgotdrowned,\"criedtheEditorindismay。 \"Idoubtit,sir。Ifhehadbeendrownedanywherewithinamilefromtheshorethebodywouldhavebeenwashedoutonthereefs。 Andourboatshavefoundnothingsofar。\" Nothingwaseverfound-andRenouard\'sdisappearanceremainedinthemaininexplicable。Fortowhomcouldithaveoccurredthatamanwouldsetoutcalmlytoswimbeyondtheconfinesoflife-withasteadystroke-hiseyesfixedonastar! Nextevening,fromtherecedingschooner,theEditorlookedbackforthelasttimeatthedesertedisland。Ablackcloudhunglistlesslyoverthehighrockonthemiddlehill;andunderthemysterioussilenceofthatshadowMalatalaymournful,withanairofanguishinthewildsunset,asifrememberingtheheartthatwasbrokenthere。 Dec。1913。 THEPARTNER \"Andthatbehangedforasillyyarn。TheboatmenhereinWestporthavebeentellingthislietothesummervisitorsforyears。Thesortthatgetstakenoutforarowatashillingahead-andasksfoolishquestions-mustbetoldsomethingtopassthetimeaway。 D\'yeknowanythingmoresillythanbeingpulledinaboatalongabeach?……It\'slikedrinkingweaklemonadewhenyouaren\'tthirsty。Idon\'tknowwhytheydoit!Theydon\'tevengetsick。\" Aforgottenglassofbeerstoodathiselbow;thelocalitywasasmallrespectablesmoking-roomofasmallrespectablehotel,andatasteforformingchanceacquaintancesaccountsformysittinguplatewithhim。Hisgreat,flat,furrowedcheekswereshaven;athick,squarewispofwhitehairshungfromhischin;itswagglinggaveadditionalpointtohisdeeputterance;andhisgeneralcontemptformankindwithitsactivitiesandmoralitieswasexpressedintherakishsetofhisbigsofthatofblackfeltwithalargerim,whichhekeptalwaysonhishead。 Hisappearancewasthatofanoldadventurer,retiredaftermanyunholyexperiencesinthedarkestpartsoftheearth;butIhadeveryreasontobelievethathehadneverbeenoutsideEngland。 FromacasualremarksomebodydroppedIgatheredthatinhisearlydayshemusthavebeensomehowconnectedwithshipping-withshipsindocks。Ofindividualityhehadplenty。Anditwasthiswhichattractedmyattentionatfirst。Buthewasnoteasytoclassify,andbeforetheendoftheweekIgavehimupwiththevaguedefinition,\"animposingoldruffian。\" Onerainyafternoon,oppressedbyinfiniteboredom,Iwentintothesmoking-room。Hewassittingthereinabsoluteimmobility,whichwasreallyfakir-likeandimpressive。Ibegantowonderwhatcouldbetheassociationsofthatsortofman,his\"milieu,\"hisprivateconnections,hisviews,hismorality,hisfriends,andevenhiswife-whentomysurpriseheopenedaconversationinadeep,mutteringvoice。 ImustsaythatsincehehadlearnedfromsomebodythatIwasawriterofstorieshehadbeenacknowledgingmyexistencebymeansofsomevaguegrowlsinthemorning。 Hewasessentiallyataciturnman。Therewasaneffectofrudenessinhisfragmentarysentences。ItwassometimebeforeIdiscoveredthatwhathewouldbeatwastheprocessbywhichstories-storiesforperiodicals-wereproduced。 Whatcouldonesaytoafellowlikethat?ButIwasboredtodeath;theweathercontinuedimpossible;andIresolvedtobeamiable。 \"Andsoyoumakethesetalesuponyourown。Howdotheyevercomeintoyourhead?\"herumbled。 Iexplainedthatonegenerallygotahintforatale。 \"Whatsortofhint?\" \"Well,forinstance,\"Isaid,\"Igotmyselfrowedouttotherockstheotherday。Myboatmantoldmeofthewreckontheserocksnearlytwentyyearsago。Thatcouldbeusedasahintforamainlydescriptivebitofstorywithsomesuchtitleas\'IntheChannel,\' forinstance。\" Itwasthenthatheflewoutattheboatmenandthesummervisitorswholistentotheirtales。Withoutmovingamuscleofhisfaceheemittedapowerful\"Rot,\"fromsomewhereoutofthedepthsofhischest,andwentoninhishoarse,fragmentarymumble。\"Stareatthesillyrocks-nodtheirsillyheads[thevisitors,Ipresume]。 Whatdotheythinkamanis-blown-outpaperbagorwhat?-gooffpoplikethatwhenhe\'shit-Damnsillyyarn-Hintindeed!…… Alie?\" Youmustimaginethisstatuesqueruffianenhaloedintheblackrimofhishat,lettingallthisoutasanolddoggrowlssometimes,withhisheadupandstaring-awayeyes。 \"Indeed!\"Iexclaimed。\"Well,butevenifuntrueitISahint,enablingmetoseetheserocks,thisgaletheyspeakof,theheavyseas,etc。,etc。,inrelationtomankind。Thestruggleagainstnaturalforcesandtheeffectoftheissueonatleastone,say,exalted-\" Heinterruptedmebyanaggressive- \"Wouldtruthbeanygoodtoyou?\" \"Ishouldn\'tliketosay,\"Ianswered,cautiously。\"It\'ssaidthattruthisstrangerthanfiction。\" \"Whosaysthat?\"hemouthed。 \"Oh!Nobodyinparticular。\" Iturnedtothewindow;forthecontemptuousbeggarwasoppressivetolookat,withhisimmovablearmonthetable。Isupposemyunceremoniousmannerprovokedhimtoacomparativelylongspeech。 \"Didyoueverseesuchasillylotofrocks?Likeplumsinasliceofcoldpudding。\" Iwaslookingatthem-anacreormoreofblackdotsscatteredonthesteel-greyshadesofthelevelsea,undertheuniformgossamergreymistwithaformlessbrighterpatchinoneplace-theveiledwhitenessofthecliffcomingthrough,likeadiffused,mysteriousradiance。Itwasadelicateandwonderfulpicture,somethingexpressive,suggestive,anddesolate,asymphonyingreyandblack-aWhistler。Butthenextthingsaidbythevoicebehindmemademeturnround。Itgrowledoutcontemptforallassociatednotionsofroaringseaswithconciseenergy,thenwenton- \"I-nosuchfoolishness-lookingattherocksoutthere-morelikelycalltomindanoffice-Iusedtolookinsometimesatonetime-officeinLondon-oneofthemsmallstreetsbehindCannonStreetStation……\" Hewasverydeliberate;notjerky,onlyfragmentary;attimesprofane。 \"That\'saratherremoteconnection,\"Iobserved,approachinghim。 \"Connection?ToHadeswithyourconnections。Itwasanaccident。\" \"Still,\"Isaid,\"anaccidenthasitsbackwardandforwardconnections,which,iftheycouldbesetforth-\" Withoutmovingheseemedtolendanattentiveear。 \"Aye!Setforth。That\'sperhapswhatyoucoulddo。Couldn\'tyounow?There\'snosealifeinthisconnection。Butyoucanputitinoutofyourhead-ifyoulike。\" \"Yes。Icould,ifnecessary,\"Isaid。\"Sometimesitpaystoputinalotoutofone\'shead,andsometimesitdoesn\'t。Imeanthatthestoryisn\'tworthit。Everything\'sinthat。\" Itamusedmetotalktohimlikethis。Hereflectedaudiblythatheguessedstory-writerswereoutaftermoneyliketherestoftheworldwhichhadtolivebyitswits:andthatitwasextraordinaryhowfarpeoplewhowereoutaftermoneywouldgo……Someofthem。 Thenhemadeasallyagainstsealife。Sillysortoflife,hecalledit。Noopportunities,noexperience,novariety,nothing。 Somefinemencameoutofit-headmitted-butnomorechanceintheworldifputtoitthanfly。Kids。SoCaptainHarryDunbar。 Goodsailor。Greatnameasaskipper。Bigman;shortside- whiskersgoinggrey,fineface,loudvoice。Agoodfellow,butnomoreuptopeople\'stricksthanababy。 \"That\'sthecaptainoftheSagamoreyou\'retalkingabout,\"Isaid,confidently。 Afteralow,scornful\"Ofcourse\"heseemednowtoholdonthewallwithhisfixedstarethevisionofthatcityoffice,\"atthebackofCannonStreetStation,\"whilehegrowledandmouthedafragmentarydescription,jerkinghischinupnowandthen,asifangry。 Itwas,accordingtohisaccount,amodestplaceofbusiness,notshadyinanysense,butoutoftheway,inasmallstreetnowrebuiltfromendtoend。\"SevendoorsfromtheCheshireCatpublichouseundertherailwaybridge。Iusedtotakemylunchtherewhenmybusinesscalledmetothecity。Cloetewouldcomeintohavehischopandmakethegirllaugh。Noneedtotalkmuch,either,forthat。Nothingbutthewayhewouldtwinklehisspectaclesonyouandgiveatwitchofhisthickmouthwasenoughtostartyouoffbeforehebeganoneofhislittletales。Funnyfellow,Cloete。 C-l-o-e-t-e-Cloete。\" \"Whatwashe-aDutchman?\"Iasked,notseeingintheleastwhatallthishadtodowiththeWestportboatmenandtheWestportsummervisitorsandthisextraordinaryoldfellow\'sirritableviewofthemasliarsandfools。\"Devilknows,\"hegrunted,hiseyesonthewallasifnottomissasinglemovementofacinematographpicture。\"SpokenothingbutEnglish,anyway。FirstIsawhim- comesoffashipindockfromtheStates-passenger。Asksmeforasmallhotelnearby。Wantedtobequietandhavealookroundforafewdays。Itookhimtoaplace-friendofmine……Nexttime-intheCity-Hallo!You\'reveryobliging-haveadrink。 Talksplentyabouthimself。BeenyearsintheStates。Allsortsofbusinessallovertheplace。Withsomepatentmedicinepeople,too。Travels。Writesadvertisementsandallthat。Tellsmefunnystories。Tall,loose-limbedfellow。Blackhairuponend,likeabrush;longface,longlegs,longarms,twinkleinhisspecs,jocularwayofspeaking-inalowvoice……Seethat?\" Inodded,buthewasnotlookingatme。 \"Neverlaughedsomuchinmylife。Thebeggar-wouldmakeyoulaughtellingyouhowheskinnedhisownfather。Hewasuptothat,too。Amanwho\'sbeeninthepatent-medicinetradewillbeuptoanythingfrompitch-and-tosstowilfulmurder。Andthat\'sabitofhardtruthforyou。Don\'tmindwhattheydo-thinktheycancarryoffanythingandtalkthemselvesoutofanything-alltheworld\'safooltothem。Businessman,too,Cloete。Cameoverwithafewhundredpounds。Lookingforsomethingtodo-inaquietway。Nothingliketheoldcountry,afterall,sayshe…… Andsowepart-IwithmoredrinksinmethanIwasusedto。 Afteratime,perhapssixmonthsorso,IrunupagainsthimagaininMr。GeorgeDunbar\'soffice。Yes,THAToffice。Itwasn\'toftenthatI……However,therewasabitofhiscargoinashipindockthatIwantedtoaskMr。Georgeabout。IncomesCloeteoutoftheroomatthebackwithsomepapersinhishand。Partner。Youunderstand?\" \"Aha!\"Isaid。\"Thefewhundredpounds。\" \"Andthattongueofhis,\"hegrowled。\"Don\'tforgetthattongue。 SomeofhistalesmusthaveopenedGeorgeDunbar\'seyesabitastowhatbusinessmeans。\" \"Aplausiblefellow,\"Isuggested。 \"H\'m!Youmusthaveitinyourownway-ofcourse。Well。 Partner。GeorgeDunbarputshistop-hatonandtellsmetowaitamoment……Georgealwayslookedasthoughheweremakingafewthousandsayear-acityswell……Comealong,oldman!AndheandCaptainHarrygoouttogether-somebusinesswithasolicitorroundthecorner。CaptainHarry,whenhewasinEngland,usedtoturnupinhisbrother\'sofficeregularlyabouttwelve。Satinacornerlikeagoodboy,readingthepaperandsmokinghispipe。Sotheygoout……Modelbrothers,saysCloete-twolove-birds-I amlookingafterthetinned-fruitsideofthiscozylittleshow……Givesmethatsortoftalk。Thenby-and-by:WhatsortofoldthingisthatSagamore?Finestshipout-eh?Idaresayallshipsarefinetoyou。Youlivebythem。Itellyouwhat;Iwouldjustassoonputmymoneyintoanoldstocking。Sooner!\" Hedrewabreath,andInoticedhishand,lyinglooselyonthetable,closeslowlyintoafist。Inthatimmovablemanitwasstartling,ominous,likethefamednodoftheCommander。 \"So,alreadyatthattime-note-already,\"hegrowled。 \"Butholdon,\"Iinterrupted。\"TheSagamorebelongedtoMundyandRogers,I\'vebeentold。\" Hesnortedcontemptuously。\"Damnboatmen-knownobetter。Flewthefirm\'sHOUSE-FLAG。That\'sanotherthing。Favour。Itwaslikethis:WhenoldmanDunbardied,CaptainHarrywasalreadyincommandwiththefirm。Georgechuckedthebankhewasclerkingin-togoonhisownwithwhattherewastoshareaftertheoldchap。 Georgewasasmartman。Startedwarehousing;thentwoorthreethingsatatime:wood-pulp,preserved-fruittrade,andsoon。 AndCaptainHarrylethimhavehissharetoworkwith……Iamprovidedforinmyship,hesays……Butby-and-byMundyandRogersbegintosellouttoforeignersalltheirships-gointosteamrightaway。CaptainHarrygetsveryupset-losecommand,partwiththeshiphewasfondof-verywretched。Justthen,soithappened,thebrotherscameinforsomemoney-anoldwomandiedorsomething。Quiteatidybit。ThenyoungGeorgesays: There\'senoughbetweenustwotobuytheSagamorewith……Butyou\'llneedmoremoneyforyourbusiness,criesCaptainHarry-andtheotherlaughsathim:Mybusinessisgoingonallright。Why,Icangooutandmakeahandfulofsovereignswhileyouaretryingtogetyourpipetodraw,oldman……MundyandRogersveryfriendlyaboutit:Certainly,Captain。Andwewillmanageherforyou,ifyoulike,asifshewerestillourown……Why,withaconnectionlikethatitwasgoodinvestmenttobuythatship。 Good!Aye,atthetime。\" Theturningofhisheadslightlytowardmeatthispointwaslikeasignofstrongfeelinginanyotherman。 \"You\'llmindthatthiswaslongbeforeCloetecameintoitatall,\" hemuttered,warningly。 \"Yes。Iwillmind,\"Isaid。\"Wegenerallysay:someyearspassed。That\'ssoondone。\" Heeyedmeforawhilesilentlyinanunseeingway,asifengrossedinthethoughtoftheyearssoeasilydealtwith;hisownyears,too,theywere,theyearsbeforeandtheyears(notsomany)afterCloetecameuponthescene。Whenhebegantospeakagain,I discernedhisintentiontopointouttome,inhisobscureandgraphicmanner,theinfluenceonGeorgeDunbaroflongassociationwithCloete\'seasymoralstandards,unscrupulouslypersuasivegiftofhumour(funnyfellow),andadventurouslyrecklessdisposition。 Hedesiredmeanxiouslytoelaboratethisview,andIassuredhimitwasquitewithinmypowers。HewishedmealsotounderstandthatGeorge\'sbusinesshaditsupsanddowns(theotherbrotherwasmeantimesailingtoandfroserenely);thathegotintolowwaterattimes,whichworriedhimrather,becausehehadmarriedayoungwifewithexpensivetastes。Hewashavingaprettyanxioustimeofitgenerally;andjustthenCloeteranupinthecitysomewhereagainstamanworkingapatentmedicine(thefellow\'soldtrade) withsomesuccess,butwhich,withcapital,capitaltothetuneofthousandstobespentwithbothhandsonadvertising,couldbeturnedintoagreatthing-infinitelybetter-payingthanagold- mine。Cloetebecameexcitedatthepossibilitiesofthatsortofbusiness,inwhichhewasanexpert。IunderstoodthatGeorge\'spartnerwasallonfirefromthecontactwiththisuniqueopportunity。 \"SohegoesineverydayintoGeorge\'sroomabouteleven,andsingsthattunetillGeorgegnasheshisteethwithrage。Doshutup。 What\'sthegood?Nomoney。Hardlyanytogoonwith,letalonepouringthousandsintoadvertising。NeverdareproposetohisbrotherHarrytoselltheship。Couldn\'tthinkofit。Worryhimtodeath。Itwouldbeliketheendoftheworldcoming。Andcertainlynotforabusinessofthatkind!……Doyouthinkitwouldbeaswindle?asksCloete,twitchinghismouth……Georgeownsup:No-wouldbenobetterthanasqueamishassifhethoughtthat,afteralltheseyearsinbusiness。 \"Cloetelooksathimhard-NeverthoughtofSELLINGtheship。 Expectedtheblamedoldthingwouldn\'tfetchhalfherinsuredvaluebythistime。ThenGeorgefliesoutathim。What\'sthemeaning,then,ofthesesillyjeersatship-owningforthelastthreeweeks? Hadenoughofthem,anyhow。 \"Angryathavinghismouthmadetowater,see。Cloetedon\'tgetexcited……Iamnosqueamishass,either,sayshe,veryslowly。 \'Tisn\'tsellingyouroldSagamorewants。Theblamedthingwantstomahawking(seemsthenameSagamoremeansanIndianchieforsomething。Thefigure-headwasahalf-nakedsavagewithafeatheroveroneearandahatchetinhisbelt)。Tomahawking,sayshe。 \"Whatdoyoumean?asksGeorge……Wrecking-itcouldbemanagedwithperfectsafety,goesonCloete-yourbrotherwouldthenputinhisshareofinsurancemoney。Needn\'ttellhimexactlywhatfor。Hethinksyou\'rethesmartestbusinessmanthateverlived。 Makehisfortune,too……Georgegripsthedeskwithbothhandsinhisrage……Youthinkmybrother\'samantocastawayhisshiponpurpose。Iwouldn\'tevendarethinkofsuchathinginthesameroomwithhim-thefinestfellowthateverlived……Don\'tmakesuchnoise;they\'llhearyououtside,saysCloete;andhetellshimthathisbrotheristhesaltedpatternofallvirtues,butallthat\'snecessaryistoinducehimtostayashoreforavoyage-foraholiday-takearest-whynot?……Infact,Ihaveinviewsomebodyuptothatsortofgame-Cloetewhispers。 \"Georgenearlychokes……SoyouthinkIamofthatsort-youthinkMEcapable-Whatdoyoutakemefor?……Healmostloseshishead,whileCloetekeepscool,onlygetswhiteaboutthegills……Itakeyouforamanwhowillbemostcursedlyhardupbeforelong……Hegoestothedoorandsendsawaytheclerks-therewereonlytwo-totaketheirlunchhour。Comesback……Whatareyouindignantabout?DoIwantyoutorobthewidowandorphan?Why,man!Lloyd\'sacorporation,ithasn\'tgotabodytostarve。There\'sfortyormoreofthemperhapswhounderwrotethelinesonthatsillyshipofyours。Notonehumanbeingwouldgohungryorcoldforit。Theytakeeveryriskintoconsideration。 EverythingItellyou……Thatsortoftalk。H\'m!Georgetooupsettospeak-onlygurglesandwaveshisarms;sosudden,yousee。Theother,warminghisbackatthefire,goeson。Wood-pulpbusinessnextdoortoafailure。Tinned-fruittradenearlyplayedout……You\'refrightened,hesays;butthelawisonlymeanttofrightenfoolsaway……Andheshowshowsafecastingawaythatshipwouldbe。Premiumspaidforsomany,manyyears。Noshadowofsuspicioncouldarise。And,dashitall!ashipmustmeetherendsomeday…… \"Iamnotfrightened。Iamindignant,\"saysGeorgeDunbar。 \"Cloeteboilingwithrageinside。Chanceofalifetime-hischance!Andhesayskindly:Yourwife\'llbemuchmoreindignantwhenyouaskhertogetoutofthatprettyhouseofyoursandpileinintoatwo-pairback-withkidsperhaps,too…… \"Georgehadnochildren。Marriedacoupleofyears;lookedforwardtoakidortwoverymuch。Feelsmoreupsetthanever。Talksaboutanhonestmanforfather,andsoon。Cloetegrins:Youbequickbeforetheycome,andthey\'llhavearichmanforfather,andnoonetheworseforit。That\'sthebeautyofthething。 \"Georgenearlycries。Ibelievehedidcryatoddtimes。Thiswentonforweeks。Hecouldn\'tquarrelwithCloete。Couldn\'tpayoffhisfewhundreds;andbesides,hewasusedtohavehimabout。 Weakfellow,George。Cloetegenerous,too……Don\'tthinkofmylittlepile,sayshe。Ofcourseit\'sgonewhenwehavetoshutup。 ButIdon\'tcare,hesays……AndthentherewasGeorge\'snewwife。WhenCloetedinesthere,thebeggarputsonadresssuit; littlewomanlikedit;……Mr。Cloete,myhusband\'spartner;suchacleverman,manoftheworld,soamusing!……Whenhedinesthereandtheyarealone:Oh,Mr。Cloete,IwishGeorgewoulddosomethingtoimproveourprospects。Ourpositionisreallysomediocre……AndCloetesmiles,butisn\'tsurprised,becausehehadputallthesenotionshimselfintoheremptyhead……Whatyourhusbandwantsisenterprise,alittleaudacity。Youcanencouragehimbest,Mrs。Dunbar……Shewasasilly,extravagantlittlefool。HadmadeGeorgetakeahouseinNorwood。Liveuptoalotofpeoplebetteroffthanthemselves。Isawheronce;silkdress,prettyboots,allfeathersandscent,pinkface。MorelikethePromenadeattheAlhambrathanadecenthome,itlookedtome。 Butsomewomendogetadevilofaholdonaman。\" \"Yes,somedo,\"Iassented。\"Evenwhenthemanisthehusband。\" \"Mymissis,\"headdressedmeunexpectedly,inasolemn,surprisinglyhollowtone,\"couldwindmeroundherlittlefinger。 Ididn\'tfinditouttillshewasgone。Aye。Butshewasawomanofsense,whilethatpieceofgoodsoughttohavebeenwalkingthestreets,andthat\'sallIcansay……Youmustmakeherupoutofyourhead。Youwillknowthesort。\" \"Leaveallthattome,\"Isaid。 \"H\'m!\"hegrunted,doubtfully,thengoingbacktohisscornfultone:\"AmonthorsoafterwardstheSagamorearriveshome。Allveryjollyatfirst……Hallo,Georgeboy!Hallo,Harry,oldman!……ButbyandbyCaptainHarrythinkshiscleverbrotherisnotlookingverywell。AndGeorgebeginstolookworse。Hecan\'tgetridofCloete\'snotion。Ithasstuckinhishead……There\'snothingwrong-quitewell……CaptainHarrystillanxious。 Businessgoingallright,eh?Quiteright。Lotsofbusiness。 Goodbusiness……OfcourseCaptainHarrybelievesthateasily。 Startschaffinghisbrotherinhisjollywayaboutrollinginmoney。George\'sshirtstickstohisbackwithperspiration,andhefeelsquiteangrywiththecaptain……Thefool,hesaystohimself。Rollinginmoney,indeed!Andthenhethinkssuddenly: Whynot?……BecauseCloete\'snotionhasgotholdofhismind。 \"ButnextdayheweakensandsaystoCloete……Perhapsitwouldbebesttosell。Couldn\'tyoutalktomybrother?andCloeteexplainstohimoveragainforthetwentiethtimewhysellingwouldn\'tdo,anyhow。No!TheSagamoremustbetomahawked-ashewouldcallit;tospareGeorge\'sfeelings,maybe。Buteverytimehesaystheword,Georgeshudders……I\'vegotamanathandcompetentforthejobwhowilldothetrickforfivehundred,andonlytoopleasedatthechance,saysCloete……Georgeshutshiseyestightatthatsortoftalk-butatthesametimehethinks: Humbug!Therecanbenosuchman。Andyetiftherewassuchamanitwouldbesafeenough-perhaps。 \"AndCloetealwaysfunnyaboutit。Hecouldn\'ttalkaboutanythingwithoutitseemingtherewasagreatjokeinitsomewhere……Now,sayshe,Iknowyouareamoralcitizen,George。Moralityismostlyfunk,andIthinkyou\'rethefunkiestmanIevercameacrossinmytravels。Why,youareafraidtospeaktoyourbrother。 Afraidtoopenyourmouthtohimwithafortuneforusallinsight……Georgeflaresupatthis:no,heain\'tafraid;hewillspeak;bangsfistonthedesk。AndCloetepatshimontheback……We\'llbemademenpresently,hesays。 \"ButthefirsttimeGeorgeattemptstospeaktoCaptainHarryhisheartslidesdownintohisboots。CaptainHarryonlylaughsatthenotionofstayingashore。Hewantsnoholiday,nothe。ButJanethinksofremaininginEnglandthistrip。Goaboutabitandseesomeofherpeople。JanewastheCaptain\'swife;round-faced,pleasantlady。Georgegivesupthattime;butCloetewon\'tlethimrest。Sohetriesagain;andtheCaptainfrowns。Hefrownsbecausehe\'spuzzled。Hecan\'tmakeitout。HehasnonotionoflivingawayfromhisSagamore…… \"Ah!\"Icried。\"NowIunderstand。\" \"No,youdon\'t,\"hegrowled,hisblack,contemptuousstareturningonmecrushingly。 \"Ibegyourpardon,\"Imurmured。