MrEarnshawinvitedhim!andhecalledonMrEarnshaw!
Iponderedthissentencepainfully,afterhewasgone。Isheturningoutabitofahypocrite,andcomingintothecountrytoworkmischiefunderacloak?Imused:Ihadapresentimentinthebottomofmyheartthathehadbetterhaveremainedaway。
Aboutthemiddleofthenight,IwaswakenedfrommyfirstnapbyMrsLintonglidingintomychamber,takingaseatonmybedside,andpullingmebythehairtorouseme。
`Icannotrest,Ellen,\'shesaid,bywayofapology。`AndIwantsomelivingcreaturetokeepmecompanyinmyhappiness!Edgarissulky,becauseI\'mgladofathingthatdoesnotinteresthim:herefusestoopenhismouth,excepttoutterpettish,sillyspeeches;andheaffirmedIwascruelandselfishforwishingtotalkwhenhewassosickandsleepy。Healwayscontrivestobesickattheleastcross!IgaveafewsentencesofcommendationtoHeathcliff,andhe,eitherforaheadacheorapangofenvy,begantocry:soIgotupandlefthim。\'
`WhatuseisitpraisingHeathclifftohim?\'Ianswered。`Asladstheyhadanaversiontoeachother,andHeathcliffwouldhatejustasmuchtohearhimpraised:it\'shumannature。LetMrLintonaloneabouthim,unlessyouwouldlikeanopenquarrelbetweenthem。\'
`Butdoesitnotshowgreatweakness?\'pursuedshe。`I\'mnotenvious:
IneverfeelhurtatthebrightnessofIsabella\'syellowhairandthewhitenessofherskin,atherdaintyelegance,andthefondnessallthefamilyexhibitforher。Evenyou,Nelly,ifwehaveadisputesometimes,youbackIsabellaatonce;andIyieldlikeafoolishmother:Icallheradarling,andflatterherintoagoodtemper。Itpleasesherbrothertoseeuscordial,andthatpleasesme。Buttheyareverymuchalike:theyarespoiledchildren,andfancytheworldwasmadefortheiraccommodation;andthoughIhumourboth,Ithinkasmartchastisementmightimprovethem,allthesame。\'
`You\'remistaken,MrsLinton,\'saidI。`Theyhumouryou:Iknowwhattherewouldbetodoiftheydidnot。Youcanwellaffordtoindulgetheirpassingwhimsaslongastheirbusinessistoanticipateallyourdesires。Youmay,however,fallout,atlast,oversomethingofequalconsequencetobothsides;andthenthoseyoutermweakareverycapableofbeingasobstinateasyou。\'
`Andthenweshallfighttothedeath,shan\'twe,Nelly?\'shereturned,laughing。`No!Itellyou,IhavesuchfaithinLinton\'slove,thatIbelieveImightkillhim,andhewouldn\'twishtoretaliate。\'
Iadvisedhertovaluehimthemoreforhisaffection。
`Ido,\'sheanswered,`butheneedn\'tresorttowhiningfortrifles。
Itischildish;and,insteadofmeltingintotearsbecauseIsaidthatHeathcliffwasnowworthyofanyone\'sregard,anditwouldhonourthefirstgentlemaninthecountrytobehisfriend,heoughttohavesaiditforme,andbeendelightedfromsympathy。Hemustgetaccustomedtohim,andhemayaswelllikehim:consideringhowHeathcliffhasreasontoobjecttohim,I\'msurehebehavedexcellently!\'
`WhatdoyouthinkofhisgoingtoWutheringHeights?\'Iinquired。
`Heisreformedineveryrespect,apparently:quiteaChristian:offeringtherighthandoffellowshiptohisenemiesallaround!\'
`Heexplainedit,\'shereplied。`Iwonderedasmuchasyou。Hesaidhecalledtogatherinformationconcerningmefromyou,supposingyouresidedtherestill;andJosephtoldHindley,whocameoutandfelltoquestioninghimofwhathehadbeendoing,andhowhehadbeenliving;
andfinally,desiredhimtowalkin。Thereweresomepersonssittingatcards;Heathcliffjoinedthem;mybrotherlostsomemoneytohim,and,findinghimplentifullysupplied,herequestedthathewouldcomeagainintheevening:towhichheconsented。Hindleyistoorecklesstoselecthisacquaintanceprudently:hedoesn\'ttroublehimselftoreflectonthecauseshemighthaveformistrustingonewhomhehasbaselyinjured。ButHeathcliffaffirmshisprincipalreasonforresumingaconnectionwithhisancientpersecutorisawishtoinstallhimselfinquartersatwalkingdistancefromtheGrange,andanattachmenttothehousewherewelivedtogether;andlikewiseahopethatIshallhavemoreopportunitiesofseeinghimtherethanIcouldhaveifhesettledinGimmerton。HemeanstoofferliberalpaymentforpermissiontolodgeattheHeights;anddoubtlessmybrother\'scovetousnesswillprompthimtoaccepttheterms:hewasalwaysgreedy;thoughwhathegraspswithonehandheflingsawaywiththeother。\'
`It\'saniceplaceforayoungmantofixhisdwellingin!\'saidI。`Haveyounofearoftheconsequences,`MrsLinton?\'
`Noneformyfriend,\'shereplied:`hisstrongheadwillkeephimfromdanger;alittleforHindley:buthecan\'tbemademorallyworsethanheis;andIstandbetweenhimandbodilyharm。TheeventofthiseveninghasreconciledmetoGodandhumanity!IhadriseninangryrebellionagainstProvidence。Oh,I\'veenduredvery,verybittermisery,Nelly!Ifthatcreatureknewhowbitter,he\'dbeashamedtoclouditsremovalwithidlepetulance。Itwaskindnessforhimwhichinducedmetobearitalone:
hadIexpressedtheagonyIfrequentlyfelt,hewouldhavebeentaughttolongforitsalleviationasardentlyasl。However,it\'sover,andI\'lltakenorevengeonhisfolly;Icanaffordtosufferanythinghereafter!
Shouldthemeanestthingaliveslapmeonthecheek,I\'dnotonlyturntheother,but,I\'daskpardonforprovokingit;and,asaproof,I\'llgomakemypeacewithEdgarinstantly。Goodnight!I\'manangel!\'
Inthisself-complacentconvictionshedeparted;andthesuccessofherfulfilledresolutionwasobviousonthemorrow:MrLintonhadnotonlyabjuredhispeevishness(thoughhisspiritsseemedstillsubduedbyCatherine\'sexuberanceofvivacity),butheventurednoobjectiontohertakingIsabellawithhertoWutheringHeightsintheafternoon;andsherewardedhimwithsuchasummerofsweetnessandaffectioninreturn,asmadethehouseaparadiseforseveraldays;bothmasterandservantsprofitingfromtheperpetualsunshine。
Heathcliff——MrHeathcliffIshouldsayinfuture——usedthelibertyofvisitingatThrushcrossGrangecautiously,atfirst:heseemedestimatinghowfaritsownerwouldbearhisintrusion。Catherine,also,deemeditjudicioustomoderateherexpressionsofpleasureinreceivinghim;andhegraduallyestablishedhisrighttobeexpected。Heretainedagreatdealofthereserveforwhichhisboyhoodwasremarkable;andthatservedtorepressallstartlingdemonstrationsoffeeling。Mymaster\'suneasinessexperiencedalull,andfurthercircumstancesdiverteditintoanotherchannelforaspace。
HisnewsourceoftroublesprangfromthenotanticipatedmisfortuneofIsabellaLintonevincingasuddenandirresistibleattractiontowardsthetoleratedguest。Shewasatthattimeacharmingyoungladyofeighteen;
infantileinmanners,thoughpossessedofkeenwit,keenfeelings,andakeentemper,too,ifirritated。Herbrother,wholovedhertenderly,wasappalledatthisfantasticpreference。Leavingasidethedegradationofanalliancewithanamelessman,andthepossiblefactthathisproperty,indefaultofheirsmale,mightpassintosuchaone\'spower,hehadsensetocomprehendHeathcliff\'sdisposition:toknowthat,thoughhisexteriorwasaltered,hismindwasunchangeableandunchanged。Andhedreadedthatmind:itrevoltedhim:heshrankforebodinglyfromtheideaofcommittingIsabellatohiskeeping。Hewouldhaverecoiledstillmorehadhebeenawarethatherattachmentroseunsolicited,andwasbestowedwhereitawakenednoreciprocationofsentiment;fortheminutehediscovereditsexistence,helaidtheblameonHeathcliff\'sdeliberatedesigning。
Wehadallremarked,duringsometime,thatMissLintonfrettedandpinedoversomething。Shegrewcrossandwearisome;snappingatandteasingCatherinecontinually,attheimminentriskofexhaustingherlimitedpatience。Weexcusedher,toacertainextent,onthepleaofill-health:
shewasdwindlingandfadingbeforeoureyes。Butoneday,whenshehadbeenpeculiarlywayward,rejectingherbreakfast,complainingthattheservantsdidnotdowhatshetoldthem;thatthemistresswouldallowhertobenothinginthehouse,andEdgarneglectedher;thatshehadcaughtacoldwiththedoorsbeingleftopen,andwelettheparlourfiregooutonpurposetovexher,withahundredyetmorefrivolousaccusations,MrsLintonperemptorilyinsistedthatsheshouldgettobed;and,havingscoldedherheartily,threatenedtosendforthedoctor。MentionofKennethcausedhertoexclaim,instantly,thatherhealthwasperfect,anditwasonlyCatherine\'sharshnesswhichmadeherunhappy。
`HowcanyousayIamharsh,younaughtyfondling?\'criedthemistress,amazedattheunreasonableassertion。`Youaresurelylosingyourreason。WhenhaveIbeenharsh,tellme?\'
`Yesterday,\'sobbedIsabella,`andnow!\'
`Yesterday!\'saidhersister-in-law。`Onwhatoccasion?\'
`Inourwalkalongthemoor:youtoldmetoramblewhereIpleased,whileyousaunteredonwithMrHeathcliff!\'
`Andthat\'syournotionofharshness?\'saidCatherine,laughing。
`Itwasnohintthatyourcompanywassuperfluous:wedidn\'tcarewhetheryoukeptwithusornot;ImerelythoughtHeathcliffstalkwouldhavenothingentertainingforyourears。
`Ohno,\'wepttheyounglady;`youwishedmeaway,becauseyouknewIlikedtobethere!\'
`Isshesane?\'askedMrsLinton,appealingtome。`I\'llrepeatourconversation,wordforword,Isabella;andyoupointoutanycharmitcouldhavehadforyou。\'
`Idon\'tmindtheconversation,\'sheanswered:`Iwantedtobewith——\'
`Well!\'saidCatherine,perceivingherhesitatetocompletethesentence。
`Withhim:andIwon\'tbealwayssentoff!\'shecontinued,kindlingup。`Youareadoginthemanger,Cathy,anddesirenoonetobelovedbutyourself!\'
`Youareanimpertinentlittlemonkey!\'exclaimedMrsLinton,insurprise。`ButI\'llnotbelievethisidiocy!ItisimpossiblethatyoucancovettheadmirationofHeathcliff——thatyouconsiderhimanagreeableperson!IhopeIhavemisunderstoodyou,Isabella?\'
`No,youhavenot,\'saidtheinfatuatedgirl。`IlovehimmorethaneveryoulovedEdgar;andhemightloveme,ifyouwouldlethim!\'
`Iwouldn\'tbeyouforakingdom,then!\'Catherinedeclaredemphatically:
andsheseemedtospeaksincerely。`Nelly,helpmetoconvinceherofhermadness。TellherwhatHeathcliffis:anunreclaimedcreature,withoutrefinement,withoutcultivation:anaridwildernessoffurzeandwhinstone。
I\'dassoonputthatlittlecanaryintotheparkonawinter\'sday,asrecommendyoutobestowyourheartonhim!Itisdeplorableignoranceofhischaracter,child,andnothingelse,whichmakesthatdreamenteryourhead。Pray,don\'timaginethatheconcealsdepthsofbenevolenceandaffectionbeneathasternexterior!He\'snotaroughdiamond——apearl-containingoysterofarustic:he\'safierce,pitiless,wolfishman。Ineversaytohim,\"Letthisorthatenemyalone,becauseitwouldbeungenerousorcrueltoharmthem\";Isay,\"Letthemalone,becauseIshouldhatethemtobewronged\":andhe\'dcrushyoulikeasparrow\'segg,Isabella,ifhefoundyouatroublesomecharge。Iknowhecouldn\'tloveaLinton;andyethe\'dbequitecapableofmarryingyourfortuneandexpectations!avariceisgrowingwithhimabesettingsin。There\'smypicture:andI\'mhisfriend——somuchso,thathadhethoughtseriouslytocatchyou,Ishould,perhaps,haveheldmytongue,andletyoufallintohistrap。\'
MissLintonregardedhersister-in-lawwithindignation。
`Forshame!forshame!\'sherepeatedangrily,`youareworsethantwentyfoes,youpoisonousfriend!\'
`Ah!youwon\'tbelieveme,then?\'saidCatherine。`YouthinkI
speakfromwickedselfishness?\'
`I\'mcertainyoudo,\'retortedIsabella;`andIshudderatyou!\'
`Good!\'criedtheother。`Tryforyourself,ifthatbeyourspirit:
Ihavedone,andyieldtheargumenttoyoursaucyinsolence。\'
`AndImustsufferforheregotism!\'shesobbed,asMrsLintonlefttheroom。`All,allisagainstme;shehasblightedmysingleconsolation。
Butsheutteredfalsehoods,didn\'tshe?MrHeathcliffisnotafiend:hehasanhonourablesoul,andatrueone,orhowcouldherememberher?\'
`Banishhimfromyourthoughts,miss,\'Isaid。`He\'sabirdofbadomen:nomateforyou。MrsLintonspokestrongly,andyetIcan\'tcontradicther。SheisbetteracquaintedwithhisheartthanI,oranyonebesides;
andshewouldneverrepresenthimasworsethanheis。Honestpeopledon\'thidetheirdeeds。Howhashebeenliving?howhashegotrich?whyishestayingatWutheringHeights,thehouseofamanwhomheabhors?TheysayMrEarnshawisworseandworsesincehecame。Theysitupallnighttogethercontinually,andHindleyhasbeenborrowingmoneyonhisland,anddoesnothingbutplayanddrink:Iheardonlyaweekago——itwasJosephwhotoldme——ImethimatGimmerton:\"Nelly,\"hesaid,\"we\'shaeacrahnr\'s`questenah,atahrfolks。Oneon`em\'sa\'mostgettenhisfingercutoffwi\'haudingt\'otherfroo\'stickinghisselnloikeacawlf。That\'smaister,yahknaw,`ut\'ssoaupuhgoingtuht\'grand`sizes。He\'snoanfearduht\'benchuhjudges,northerPaul,nurPeter,nurJohn,nurMatthew,nornoanon`em,nuthe!Hefairlikes——helangstosethisbrazenedfaceagean`em!AndyonbonnyladHeathcliff,yahmind,he\'sarare`un!Hecangirnalaughasweel\'sonybodyataraightdivil\'sjest。Doesheniversaynowtofhisfinelivingamangus,whenhegoastuht\'Grange?Thisist\'wayon\'t:——upatsundahn;dice,brandy,cloisedshutters,undcan\'le-lughttillnextdayatnooin:then,tfooilgangsbanningunravingtohischam\'er,makkingdacentfowksdigthurfingersi\'thurlugsfurvarryshaume;un\'
theknave,wahhecarncahnthisbrass,un\'ate,un\'sleep,un\'offtohisneighbour\'stuhgossipwi\'t\'wife。I\'course,hetellsDameCatherinehahhorfather\'sgooldrunsintuhhispocket,andherfather\'ssongallopsdahnt\'Broadroad,whilehefleesaforetooppent\'pikes?\"Now,MissLinton,Josephisanoldrascal,butnoliar;and,ifhisaccountofHeathcliff\'sconductbetrue,youwouldneverthinkofdesiringsuchahusband,wouldyou?\'
`Youareleaguedwiththerest,Ellen!\'shereplied。`I\'llnotlistentoyourslanders。Whatmalevolenceyoumusthavetowishtoconvincemethatthereisnohappinessintheworld!\'
Whethershewouldhavegotoverthisfancyiflefttoherselforperseveredinnursingitperpetually,Icannotsay:shehadlittletimetoreflect。Thedayafter,therewasajustice-meetingatthenexttown;
mymasterwasobligedtoattend;andMrHeathcliff,awareofhisabsence,calledratherearlierthanusual。CatherineandIsabellaweresittinginthelibrary,onhostileterms,butsilent。Thelatteralarmedatherrecentindiscretion,andthedisclosureshehadmadeofhersecretfeelingsinatransientfitofpassion;theformer,onmatureconsideration,reallyoffendedwithhercompanion;and,ifshelaughedagainatherpertness,inclinedtomakeitnolaughingmattertoher。ShedidlaughasshesawHeathcliffpassthewindow。Iwassweepingthehearth,andInoticedamischievoussmileonherlips。Isabella,absorbedinhermeditations,orabook,remainedtillthedooropened;anditwastoolatetoattemptanescape,whichshewouldgladlyhavedonehaditbeenpracticable。
`Comein,that\'sright!\'exclaimedthemistressgaily,pullingachairtothefire。`Herearetwopeoplesadlyinneedofathirdtothawtheicebetweenthem;andyouaretheveryoneweshouldbothofuschoose。
Heathcliff,I\'mproudtoshowyou,atlast,somebodythatdotesonyoumorethanmyself。Iexpectyoutofeelflattered。Nay,it\'snotNelly;
don\'tlookather!Mypoorlittlesister-in-lawisbreakingherheartbymerecontemplationofyourphysicalandmoralbeauty。ItliesinyourownpowertobeEdgar\'sbrother!No,no,Isabella,youshan\'trunoff,\'shecontinued,arresting,withfeignedplayfulness,theconfoundedgirl,whohadrisenindignantly。`Wewerequarrellinglikecatsaboutyou,Heathcliff;
andIwasfairlybeateninprotestationsofdevotionandadmiration:and,moreover,IwasinformedthatifIwouldbuthavethemannerstostandaside,myrival,asshewillha\"eherselftobe,wouldshootashaftintoyoursoulthatwouldfixyouforever,andsendmyimageintoeternaloblivion!\'
`Catherine!\'saidIsabella,callingupherdignity,anddisdainingtostrugglefromthetightgraspthatheldher。`I\'dthankyoutoadheretothetruthandnotslanderme,eveninjoke!MrHeathcliff,bekindenoughtobidthisfriendofyoursreleaseme:sheforgetsthatyouandIarenotintimateacquaintances;andwhatamusesherispainfultomebeyondexpression。\'
Astheguestanswerednothing,buttookhisseat,andlookedthoroughlyindifferentwhatsentimentsshecherishedconcerninghim,sheturnedandwhisperedanearnestappealforlibertytohertormentor。
`Bynomeans!\'criedMrsLintoninanswer。`Iwon\'tbenamedadoginthemangeragain。Youshallstay:nowthen!Heathcliff,whydon\'tyouevincesatisfactionatmypleasantnews?IsabellaswearsthattheloveEdgarhasformeisnothingtothatsheentertainsforyou。I\'msureshemadesomespeechofthekind;didshenot,Ellen?Andshehasfastedeversincethedaybeforeyesterday\'swalk,fromsorrowandragethatIdispatchedheroutofyoursocietyundertheideaofitsbeingunacceptable。
`Ithinkyoubelieher,\'saidHeathcliff,twistinghischairtofacethem。`Shewishestobeoutofmysocietynow,atanyrate!\'Andhestaredhardattheobjectofdiscourse,asonemightdoatastrangerepulsiveanimal:acentipedefromtheIndies,forinstance,whichcuriosityleadsonetoexamineinspiteoftheaversionitraises。Thepoorthingcouldn\'tbearthat:shegrewwhiteandredinrapidsuccession,and,whiletearsbeadedherlashes,bentthestrengthofhersmallfingerstoloosenthefirmclutchofCatherine;andperceivingthatasfastassheraisedonefingeroffherarmanothercloseddown,andshecouldnotremovethewholetogether,shebegantomakeuseofhernails;andtheirsharpnesspresentlyornamentedthedetainer\'swithcrescentsofred。
`There\'satigress!\'exclaimedMrsLinton,settingherfree,andshakingherhandwithpain。`Begone,forGod\'ssake,andhideyourvixenface!Howfoolishtorevealthosetalonstohim。Can\'tyoufancytheconclusionshe\'lldraw?Look,Heathcliff!theyareinstrumentsthatwilldoexecution——youmustbewareofyoureyes。
`I\'dwrenchthemoffherfingers,iftheyevermenacedme,\'heansweredbrutally,whenthedoorhadclosedafterher。`Butwhatdidyoumeanbyteasingthecreatureinthatmanner,Cathy?Youwerenotspeakingthetruth,wereyou?\'
`IassureyouIwas,\'shereturned。`Shehasbeenpiningforyoursakeseveralweeks;andravingaboutyouthismorning,andpouringforthadelugeofabuse,becauseIrepresentedyourfailingsinaplainlight,forthepurposeofmitigatingheradoration。Butdon\'tnoticeitfurther:
Iwishedtopunishhersauciness,that\'sall。Ilikehertoowell,mydearHeathcliff,toletyouabsolutelyseizeanddevourherup。\'
`AndIlikehertooilltoattemptit,\'saidhe,`exceptinaveryghoulishfashion。You\'dhearofoddthingsifIlivedalonewiththatmawkish,waxenface:themostordinarywouldbepaintingonitswhitethecoloursoftherainbow,andturningtheblueeyesblack,everydayortwo:
theydetestablyresembleLinton\'s。\'
`Delectably!\'observedCatherine。`Theyaredove\'seyes——angel\'s!\'
`She\'sherbrother\'sheir,isshenot?\'heasked,afterabriefsilence。
`Ishouldbesorrytothinkso,\'returnedhiscompanion。`Halfadozennephewsshallerasehertitle,pleaseHeaven!Abstractyourmindfromthesubjectatpresent:youaretoopronetocovetyourneighbour\'sgoods;rememberthisneighbour\'sgoodsaremine。\'
`Iftheyweremine,theywouldbenonethelessthat,\'
saidHeathcliff;`butthoughIsabellaLintonmaybesilly,sheisscarcelymad;and,inshort,we\'lldismissthematter,asyouadvise。\'
Fromtheirtonguestheydiddismissit;andCatherine,probably,fromherthoughts。Theother,Ifeltcertain,recalleditofteninthecourseoftheevening。Isawhimsmiletohimself——grinrather——andlapseintoominousmusingwheneverMrsLintonhadoccasiontobeabsentfromtheapartment。
Ideterminedtowatchhismovements。Myheartinvariablycleavedtothemaster\'s,inpreferencetoCatherine\'sside:withreasonIimagined,forhewaskind,andtrustful,andhonourable;andshe——shecouldnotbecalledtheopposite,yetsheseemedtoallowherselfsuchwidelatitude,thatIhadlittlefaithinherprinciples,andstilllesssympathyforherfeelings。IwantedsomethingtohappenwhichmighthavetheeffectoffreeingbothWutheringHeightsandtheGrangeofMrHeathcliff,quietly;
leavingusaswehadbeenpriortohisadvent。Hisvisitswereacontinualnightmaretome;and,Isuspected,tomymasteralso。HisabodeattheHeightswasanoppressionpastexplaining。IfeltthatGodhadforsakenthestraysheeptheretoitsownwickedwanderings,andanevilbeastprowledbetweenitandthefold,waitinghistimetospringanddestroy。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter11Sometimes,whilemeditatingonthesethingsinsolitude,I\'vegotupinasuddenterror,andputonmybonnettogoseehowallwasatthefarm。
I\'vepersuadedmyconsciencethatitwasadutytowarnhimhowpeopletalkedregardinghisways;andthenI\'verecollectedhisconfirmedbadhabits,and,hopelessofbenefitinghim,haveflinchedfromre-enteringthedismalhouse,doubtingifIcouldbeartobetakenatmyword。
OnetimeIpassedtheoldgate,goingoutofmyway,onajourneytoGimmerton。Itwasabouttheperiodthatmynarrativehasreached:abrightfrostyafternoon;thegroundbare,andtheroadhardanddry。I
cametoastonewherethehighwaybranchesoffontothemooratyourlefthand;aroughsandpillar,withthelettersW。H。cutonitsnorthside,ontheeast,G。,andonthesouth-west,T。G。Itservesasguide-posttotheGrange,theHeights,andvillage。Thesunshoneyellowonitsgreyhead,remindingmeofsummer;andIcannotsaywhy,butallatonce,agushofchild\'ssensationsflowedintomyheart。HindleyandIhelditafavouritespottwentyyearsbefore。Igazedlongattheweather-wornblock,and,stoopingdown,perceivedaholenearthebottomstillfullofsnail-shellsandpebbles,whichwewerefondofstoringtherewithmoreperishablethings;and,asfreshasreality,itappearedthatIbeheldmyearlyplaymateseatedonthewitheredturf:hisdark,squareheadbentforward,andhislittlehandscoopingouttheearthwithapieceofslate。
`PoorHindley!\'Iexclaimedinvoluntarily。Istarted:mybodilyeyewascheatedintoamomentarybeliefthatthechildlifteditsfaceandstaredstraightintomine!Itvanishedinatwinkling;butimmediatelyIfeltanirresistibleyearningtobeattheHeights。Superstitionurgedmetocomplywiththisimpulse:supposingheshouldbedead!Ithought——orshoulddiesoon!——supposingitwereasignofdeath!ThenearerIgottothehousethemoreagitatedIgrew;andoncatchingsightofitItrembledineverylimb。Theapparitionhadoutstrippedme:itstoodlookingthroughthegate。
Thatwasmyfirstideaonobservinganelf-locked,brown-eyedboysettinghisruddycountenanceagainstthebars。FurtherreflectionsuggestedthismustbeHareton,myHareton,notalteredgreatlysinceIlefthim,tenmonthssince。
`Godblessthee,darling!\'Icried,forgettinginstantaneouslymyfoolishfears。`Hareton,it\'sNelly!Nelly,thynurse。\'
Heretreatedoutofarm\'slength,andpickedupalargeflint。
`Iamcometoseethyfather,Hareton,\'Iadded,guessingfromtheactionthatNelly,ifshelivedinhismemoryatall,wasnotrecognizedasonewithme。
Heraisedhismissiletohurlit;Icommencedasoothingspeech,butcouldnotstayhishand:thestonestruckmybonnet;andthenensued,fromthestammeringlipsofthelittlefellow,astringofcurses,which,whetherhecomprehendedthemornot,weredeliveredwithpractisedemphasis,anddistortedhisbabyfeaturesintoashockingexpressionofmalignity。
Youmaybecertainthisgrievedmorethanangeredme。Fittocry,Itookanorangefrommypocket,andofferedittopropitiatehim。Hehesitated,andthensnatcheditfrommyhold;asifhefanciedIonlyintendedtotemptanddisappointhim。Ishowedanother,keepingitoutofhisreach。
`Whohastaughtyouthosefinewords,mybairn?\'Iinquired。`Thecurate?\'
`Damnthecurate,andthee!Giemethat,\'hereplied。
`Telluswhereyougotyourlessons,andyoushallhaveit,\'saidI。`Who\'syourmaster?\'
`Devildaddy,\'washisanswer。
`Andwhatdoyoulearnfromdaddy?\'Icontinued。
Hejumpedatthefruit;Iraisedithigher。`Whatdoesheteachyou?\'Iasked。
`Naught,\'saidhe,`buttokeepoutofhisgait。Daddycannotbideme,becauseIswearathim。\'
`Ah!andthedevilteachesyoutoswearatdaddy?\'Iobserved。
`Ah——nay,\'hedrawled。
`Whothen?\'
`Heathcliff。\'
IaskedifhelikedMrHeathcliff。
`Ay!\'heansweredagain。
Desiringtohavehisreasonsforlikinghim,Icouldonlygatherthesentences——`Iknown\'t:hepaysdadbackwhathegiestome——hecursesdaddyforcursingme。HesaysImundoasIwill。\'
`Andthecuratedoesnotteachyoutoreadandwritethen?\'I
pursued。
`No,Iwastoldthecurateshouldhavehis——teethdasheddownhisthroat,——ifhesteppedoverthethreshold——Heathcliffhadpromisedthat!\'
Iputtheorangeinhishand,andbadehimtellhisfatherthatawomancalledNellyDeanwaswaitingtospeakwithhim,bythegardengate。Hewentupthewalk,andenteredthehouse;but,insteadofHindley,Heathcliffappearedonthedoorstones;andIturneddirectlyandrandowntheroadashardaseverIcouldrace,makingnohalttillIgainedtheguide-post,andfeelingasscaredasifIhadraisedagoblin。ThisisnotmuchconnectedwithMissIsabella\'saffair:exceptthatiturgedmetoresolvefurtheronmountingvigilantguard,anddoingmyutmosttocheckthespreadofsuchbadinfluenceattheGrange:eventhoughIshouldwakeadomesticstorm,bythwartingMrsLinton\'spleasure。
ThenexttimeHeathcliffcame,myyoungladychancedtobefeedingsomepigeonsinthecourt。Shehadneverspokenawordtohersister-in-lawforthreedays;butshehadlikewisedroppedherfretfulcomplaining,andwefounditagreatcomfort。HeathcliffhadnotthehabitofbestowingasingleunnecessarycivilityonMissLinton,Iknew。Now,assoonashebeheldher,hisfirstprecautionwastotakeasweepingsurveyofthehousefront。Iwasstandingbythekitchenwindow,butIdrewoutofsight。Hethensteppedacrossthepavementtoher,andsaidsomething:sheseemedembarrassed,anddesirousofgettingaway;topreventit,helaidhishandonherarm。Sheavertedherface:heapparentlyputsomequestionwhichshehadnomindtoanswer。Therewasanotherrapidglanceatthehouse,andsupposinghimselfunseen,thescoundrelhadtheimpudencetoembraceher。
`Judas!traitor!\'Iejaculated。`Youareahypocrite,too,areyou?Adeliberatedeceiver。\'
`Whois,Nelly?\'saidCatherine\'svoiceatmyelbow:Ihadbeenoverintentonwatchingthepairoutsidetomarkherentrance。
`Yourworthlessfriend!\'Iansweredwarmly:`thesneakingrascalyonder。Ah,hehascaughtaglimpseofus——heiscomingin!IwonderwillhehavethearttofindaplausibleexcuseformakinglovetoMiss,whenhetoldyouhehatedher?\'
MrsLintonsawIsabellatearherselffree,andrunintothegarden;
andaminuteafter,Heathcliffopenedthedoor。Icouldn\'twithholdgivingsomeloosetomyindignation;butCatherineangrilyinsistedonsilence,andthreatenedtoordermeoutofthekitchen,ifIdaredtobesopresumptuousastoputinmyinsolenttongue。
`Tohearyou,peoplemightthinkyouwerethemistress!\'shecried。
`Youwantsettingdowninyourrightplace!Heathcliff,whatareyouabout,raisingthisstir?IsaidyoumustletIsabellaalone!——Ibegyouwill,unlessyouaretiredofbeingreceivedhere,andwishLintontodrawtheboltsagainstyou!\'
`Godforbidthatheshouldtry!\'answeredtheblackvillain。I
detestedhimjustthen。`Godkeephimmeekandpatient!EverydayIgrowmadderaftersendinghimtoheaven!\'
`Hush!\'saidCatherine,shuttingtheinnerdoor。`Don\'tvexme。
Whyhaveyoudisregardedmyrequest?Didshecomeacrossyouonpurpose?\'
`Whatisittoyou?\'hegrowled。`I。havearighttokissher,ifshechooses;andyouhavenorighttoobject。I\'mnotyourhusband:youneedn\'tbejealousofme!\'
`I\'mnotjealousofyou,\'repliedthemistress,`I\'mjealousforyou。Clearyourface:youshan\'tscowlatme!IfyoulikeIsabella,youshallmarryher。Butdoyoulikeher?Tellthetruth,Heathcliff!There,youwon\'tanswer。I\'mcertainyoudon\'t!\'
`AndwouldMrLintonapproveofhissistermarryingthatman?\'
Iinquired。
`MrLintonshouldapprove,\'returnedmylady,decisively。
`Hemightsparehimselfthetrouble,\'saidHeathcliff:`Icoulddoaswellwithouthisapprobation。Andastoyou,Catherine,Ihaveamindtospeakafewwordsnow,whileweareatit。IwantyoutobeawarethatIknowyouhavetreatedmeinfernally——infernally!Doyouhear?
AndifyouflatteryourselfthatIdon\'tperceiveit,youareafool;andifyouthinkIcanbeconsoledbysweetwords,youareanidiot;andifyoufancyI\'llsufferunrevenged,I\'llconvinceyouofthecontrary,inaverylittlewhile!Meantime,thankyoufortellingmeyoursister-in-law\'ssecret:IswearI\'llmakethemostofit。Andstandyouaside!\'
`Whatnewphaseofhischaracteristhis?\'exclaimedMrsLinton,inamazement。`I\'vetreatedyouinfernally——andyou\'lltakeyourrevenge!
Howwillyoutakeit,ungratefulbrute?HowhaveItreatedyouinfernally?\'
`Iseeknorevengeonyou,\'repliedHeathclifflessvehemently。
`That\'snottheplan。Thetyrantgrindsdownhisslavesandtheydon\'tturnagainsthim;theycrushthosebeneaththem。Youarewelcometotorturemetodeathforyouramusement,onlyallowmetoamusemyselfalittleinthesamestyle,andrefrainfrominsultasmuchasyouareable。Havinglevelledmypalace,don\'terectahovelandcomplacentlyadmireyourowncharityingivingmethatforahome。IfIimaginedyoureallywishedmetomarryIsabel,I\'dcutmythroat!\'
`Oh,theevilisthatIamnotjealous,isit?\'criedCatherine。
`Well,Iwon\'trepeatmyofferofawife:itisasbadasofferingSatanalostsoul。Yourblisslies,likehis,ininflictingmisery。Youproveit。Edgarisrestoredfromtheill-temperhegavewaytoatyourcoming;
Ibegintobesecureandtranquil;andyou,restlesstoknowusatpeace,appearresolvedonexcitingaquarrel。QuarrelwithEdgar,ifyouplease,Heathcliff,anddeceivehissister:you\'llhitonexactlythemostefficientmethodofrevengingyourselfonme。\'
Theconversationceased。MrsLintonsatdownbythefire,flushedandgloomy。Thespiritwhichservedherwasgrowingintractable:shecouldneitherlaynorcontrolit。Hestoodonthehearthwithfoldedarms,broodingonhisevilthoughts;andinthispositionIleftthemtoseekthemaster,whowaswonderingwhatkeptCatherinebelowsolong。
`Ellen,\'saidhe,whenIentered,`haveyouseenyourmistress?\'
`Yes;she\'sinthekitchen,sir,\'Ianswered。`She\'ssadlyputoutbyMrHeathcliff\'sbehaviour:and,indeed,Idothinkit\'stimetoarrangehisvisitsonanotherfooting。There\'sharminbeingtoosoft,andnowit\'scometothis——`AndIrelatedthesceneinthecourt,and,asnearasIdared,thewholesubsequentdispute。IfancieditcouldnotbeveryprejudicialtoMrsLinton;unlessshemadeitsoafterwards,byassumingthedefensiveforherguest。EdgarLintonhaddifficultyinhearingmetotheclose。Hisfirstwordsrevealedthathedidnotclearhiswifeofblame。
`Thisisinsufferable!\'heexclaimed。`Itisdisgracefulthatsheshouldownhimforafriend,andforcehiscompanyonme!Callmetwomenoutofthehall,Ellen。Catherineshalllingernolongertoarguewiththelowruffian——Ihavehumouredherenough。\'
Hedescended,andbiddingtheservantswaitinthepassage,went,followedbyme,tothekitchen。Itsoccupantshadrecommencedtheirangrydiscussion:MrsLinton,atleast,wasscoldingwithrenewedvigour;Heathcliffhadmovedtothewindow,andhunghishead,somewhatcowedbyherviolentratingapparently。Hesawthemasterfirst,andmadeahastymotionthatsheshouldbesilent;whichsheobeyed,abruptly,ondiscoveringthereasonofhisintimation。
`Howisthis?\'saidLinton,addressingher;`whatnotionofproprietymustyouhavetoremainhere,afterthelanguagewhichhasbeenheldtoyoubythatblackguard?Isuppose,becauseitishisordinarytalk,youthinknothingofit;youarehabituatedtohisbaseness,and,perhaps,imagineIcangetusedtoittoo!\'
`Haveyoubeenlisteningatthedoor,Edgar?\'askedthemistress,inatoneparticularlycalculatedtoprovokeherhusband,implyingbothcarelessnessandcontemptofhisirritation。Heathcliff,whohadraisedhiseyesattheformerspeech,gaveasneeringlaughatthelatter;onpurpose,itseemed,todrawMrLinton\'sattentiontohim。Hesucceeded;
butEdgardidnotmeantoentertainhimwithanyhighflightsofpassion。
`Ihavebeensofarforbearingwithyou,sir,\'hesaidquietly;
`notthatIwasignorantofyourmiserable,degradedcharacter,butIfeltyouwereonlypartlyresponsibleforthat;andCatherinewishingtokeepupyouracquaintance,Iacquiesced——foolishly。Yourpresenceisamoralpoisonthatwouldcontaminatethemostvirtuous:forthatcause,andtopreventworseconsequences,Ishalldenyyouhereafteradmissionintothishouse,andgivenoticenowthatIrequireyourinstantdeparture。Threeminutes\'delaywillrenderitinvoluntaryandignominious。\'
Heathcliffmeasuredtheheightandbreadthofthespeakerwithaneyefullofderision。
`Cathy,thislambofyoursthreatenslikeabull!\'hesaid。`Itisindangerofsplittingitsskullagainstmyknuckles。ByGod!MrLinton,I\'mmortallysorrythatyouarenotworthknockingdown!\'
Mymasterglancedtowardsthepassage,andsignedmetofetchthemen:hehadnointentionofhazardingapersonalencounter。Iobeyedthehint;butMrsLinton,suspectingsomething,followed;andwhenIattemptedtocallthem,shepulledmeback,slammedthedoorto,andlockedit。
`Fairmeans!\'shesaid,inanswertoherhusband\'slookofangrysurprise`Ifyouhavenotcouragetoattackhim,makeanapology,orallowyourselftobebeaten。Itwillcorrectyouoffeigningmorevalourthanyoupossess。No,I\'llswallowthekeybeforeyoushallgetit!I\'mdelightfullyrewardedformykindnesstoeach!Afterconstantindulgenceofone\'sweaknature,andtheother\'sbadone,Iearnforthankstwosamplesofblindingratitude,stupidtoabsurdity!Edgar,Iwasdefendingyouandyours;
andIwishHeathcliffmayflogyousick,fordaringtothinkanevilthoughtofme。!\'
Itdidnotneedthemediumofafloggingtoproducethateffectonthemaster。HetriedtowrestthekeyfromCatherine\'sgrasp,andforsafetysheflungitintothehottestpartofthefire;whereuponMrEdgarwastakenwithanervoustrembling,andhiscountenancegrewdeadlypale。
Forhislifehecouldnotavertthataccessofemotion;mingledanguishandhumiliationovercamehimcompletely。Heleantonthebackofachair,andcoveredhisface。
`Oh,heavens!Inolddays,thiswouldwinyouknighthood!\'exclaimedMrsLinton。`Wearevanquished!wearevanquished!Heathcliffwouldassoonliftafingeratyouasakingwouldmarchhisarmyagainstacolonyofmice。Cheerup!youshan\'tbehurt!Yourtypeisnotalamb,it\'sasuckingleveret。\'
`Iwishyoujoyofthemilk-bloodedcoward,Cathy!\'saidherfriend。
`Icomplimentyouonyourtaste。Andthatistheslavering,shiveringthingyoupreferredtome!Iwouldnotstrikehimwithmyfist,butI\'dkickhimwithmyfoot,andexperienceconsiderablesatisfaction。Isheweeping,orishegoingtofaintforfear?\'
ThefellowapproachedandgavethechaironwhichLintonrestedapush。He\'dbetterhavekepthisdistance;mymasterquicklysprangerect,andstruckhimfullonthethroatablowthatwouldhavelevelledaslighterman。Ittookhisbreathforaminute;andwhilehechoked,MrLintonwalkedoutbythebackdoorintotheyard,andfromthencetothefrontentrance。
`There!you\'vedonewithcominghere,\'criedCatherine。`Getaway,now;he\'llreturnwithabraceofpistols,andhalfadozenassistants。
Ifhedidoverhearus,ofcoursehe\'dneverforgiveyou。You\'veplayedhimanillturn,Heathcliff!Butgo——makehaste!I\'dratherseeEdgaratbaythanyou。\'
`DoyousupposeI\'mgoingwiththatblowburninginmygullet?\'
hethundered。`Byhell,no!I\'llcrushhisribsinlikearottenhazelnutbeforeIcrossthethreshold!IfIdon\'tfloorhimnow,Ishallmurderhimsometime;so,asyouvaluehisexistence,letmegetathim!\'
`He\'snotcoming,\'Iinterposed,framingabitofalie。`There\'sthecoachmanandthetwogardeners;you\'llsurelynotwaittobethrustintotheroadbythem!Eachhasabludgeon;andmasterwill,verylikely,bewatchingfromtheparlourwindows,toseethattheyfulfilhisorders。\'
Thegardenersandcoachmanwerethere;butLintonwaswiththem。Theyhadalreadyenteredthecourt。Heathcliff,onsecondthoughts,resolvedtoavoidastruggleagainstthethreeunderlings;heseizedthepoker,smashedthelockfromtheinnerdoor,andmadehisescapeastheytrampedin。
MrsLinton,whowasverymuchexcited,bademeaccompanyherupstairs。
Shedidnotknowmyshareincontributingtothedisturbance,andIwasanxioustokeepherinignorance。
`I\'mnearlydistracted,Nelly!\'sheexclaimed,throwingherselfonthesofa。`Athousandsmiths\'hammersarebeatinginmyhead!TellIsabellatoshunme;thisuproarisowingtoher;andshouldsheoranyoneelseaggravatemyangeratpresent,Ishallgetwild。And,Nelly,saytoEdgar,ifyouseehimagaintonight,thatI\'mindangerofbeingseriouslyill。
Iwishitmayprovetrue。Hehasstartledanddistressedmeshockingly!
Iwanttofrightenhim。Besides,hemightcomeandbeginastringofabuseorcomplainings;I\'mcertainIshouldrecriminate,andGodknowswhereweshouldend!Willyoudoso,mygoodNelly?YouareawarethatIaminnowayblamableinthismatter。Whatpossessedhimtoturnlistener?Heathcliff\'stalkwasoutrageous,afteryouleftus;butIcouldsoonhavedivertedhimfromIsabella,andtherestmeantnothing。Nowallisdashedwrongbythefool\'scravingtohearevilofself,thathauntssomepeoplelikeademon!HadEdgarnevergatheredourconversation,hewouldneverhavebeentheworseforit。Really,whenheopenedonmeinthatunreasonabletoneofdispleasureafterIhadscoldedHeathclifftillIwashoarseforhim,Ididnotcare,hardly,whattheydidtoeachother;especiallyasIfeltthat,howeverthesceneclosed,weshouldallbedrivenasunderfornobodyknowshowlong!Well,ifIcannotkeepHeathcliffformyfriend——ifEdgarwillbemeanandjealous,I\'lltrytobreaktheirheartsbybreakingmyown。Thatwillbeapromptwayoffinishingall,whenIampushedtoextremity!Butit\'sadeedtobereservedforaforlornhope;I\'dnottakeLintonbysurprisewithit。Tothispointhehasbeendiscreetindreadingtoprovokeme;youmustrepresenttheperilofquittingthatpolicy,andremindhimofmypassionatetemper,verging,whenkindled,onfrenzy。I
wishyoucoulddismissthatapathyoutofyourcountenance,andlookrathermoreanxiousaboutme。\'
ThestoliditywithwhichIreceivedtheseinstructionswas,nodoubt,ratherexasperating:fortheyweredeliveredinperfectsincerity;
butIbelievedapersonwhocouldplantheturningofherfitsofpassiontoaccount,beforehand,might,byexertingherwill,managetocontrolherselftolerably,evenwhileundertheirinfluence;andIdidnotwishto`frighten\'herhusband,asshesaid,andmultiplyhisannoyancesforthepurposeofservingherselfishness。ThereforeIsaidnothingwhenI
metthemastercomingtowardstheparlour;butItookthelibertyofturningbacktolistenwhethertheywouldresumetheirquarreltogether。Hebegantospeakfirst。
`Remainwhereyouare,Catherine,\'hesaid;withoutanyangerinhisvoice,butwithmuchsorrowfuldespondency。`Ishallnotstay。I
amneithercometowranglenorbereconciled;butIwishjusttolearnwhether,afterthisevening\'sevents,youintendtocontinueyourintimacywith——
`Oh,formercy\'ssake,\'interruptedthemistress,stampingherfoot,`formercy\'ssake,letushearnomoreofitnow!Yourcoldbloodcannotbeworkedintoafever:yourveinsarefullofice-water;butmineareboiling,andthesightofsuchchillnessmakesthemdance。\'
`Togetridofme,answermyquestion,\'perseveredMrLinton。
`Youmustanswerit;andthatviolencedoesnotalarmme。Ihavefoundthatyoucanbeasstoicalasanyone,whenyouplease。WillyougiveupHeathcliffhereafter,orwillyougiveupme?Itisimpossibleforyoutobemyfriendandhisatthesametime;andIabsolutelyrequiretoknowwhichyouchoose。\'
`Irequiretobeletalone!\'exclaimedCatherinefuriously。`I
demandit!Don\'tyouseeIcanscarcelystand?Edgar,you——youleaveme!\'
Sherangthebelltillitbrokewithatwang;Ienteredleisurely。
Itwasenoughtotrythetemperofasaint,suchsenseless,wickedrages!
Thereshelaydashingherheadagainstthearmofthesofa,andgrindingherteeth,sothatyoumightfancyshewouldcrashthemtosplinters!MrLintonstoodlookingatherinsuddencompunctionandfear。Hetoldmetofetchsomewater。Shehadnobreathforspeaking。Ibroughtaglassfull;andasshewouldnotdrink,Isprinkleditonherface。Inafewsecondsshestretchedherselfoutstiff,andturneduphereyes,whilehercheeks,atonceblanchedandlivid,assumedtheaspectofdeath。Lintonlookedterrified。
`Thereisnothingintheworldthematter,\'Iwhispered。Ididnotwanthimtoyield,thoughIcouldnothelpbeingafraidinmyheart。
`Shehasbloodonherlips!\'hesaid,shuddering。
`Nevermind!\'Iansweredtartly。AndItoldhimhowshehadresolved,previoustohiscoming,onexhibitingafitoffrenzy。Iincautiouslygavetheaccountaloud,andsheheardme;forshestartedup——herhairflyingoverhershoulders,hereyesflashing,themusclesofherneckandarmsstandingoutpreternaturally。Imadeupmymindforbrokenbones,atleast;
butsheonlyglaredaboutherforaninstant,andthenrushedfromtheroom。Themasterdirectedmetofollow;Idid,toherchamberdoor:shehinderedmefromgoingfartherbysecuringitagainstme。
Assheneverofferedtodescendtobreakfastnextmorning,Iwenttoaskwhethershewouldhavesomecarriedup。`No!\'sherepliedperemptorily。
Thesamequestionwasrepeatedatdinnerandtea;andagainonthemorrowafter,andreceivedthesameanswer。MrLinton,onhispart,spenthistimeinthelibrary,anddidnotinquireconcerninghiswife\'soccupations。
Isabellaandhehadhadanhour\'sinterview,duringwhichhetriedtoelicitfromhersomesentimentofproperhorrorforHeathcliff\'sadvances:buthecouldmakenothingofherevasivereplies,andwasobligedtoclosetheexaminationunsatisfactorily;adding,however,asolemnwarning,thatifsheweresoinsaneastoencouragethatworthlesssuitor,itwoulddissolveallbondsofrelationshipbetweenherselfandhim。
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