第10章

类别:其他 作者:Emily Bronte字数:19163更新时间:18/12/14 16:56:42
`MissCathy,\'Iinterrupted,`itwillbethreehoursinsteadofonethatweareout,presently。Wereallymustgoback。\' `No,thatmanisnotmyson,\'answeredHeathcliff,pushingmeaside。`ButIhaveone,andyouhaveseenhimbeforetoo;and,thoughyournurseisinahurry,Ithinkbothyouandshewouldbethebetterforalittlerest。Willyoujustturnthisnabofheath,andwalkintomyhouse? You\'llgethomeearlierfortheease;andyoushallreceiveakindwelcome。 IwhisperedCatherinethatshemustn\'t,onanyaccount,accedetotheproposal:itwasentirelyoutofthequestion。 `Why?\'sheasked,aloud。`I\'mtiredofrunning,andthegroundisdewy:Ican\'tsithere。Letusgo,Ellen。Besides,hesaysIhaveseenhisson。He\'smistaken,Ithink;butIguesswherehelives:atthefarmhouseIvisitedincomingfromPenistoneCrags。Don\'tyou?\' `Ido。Come,Nelly,holdyourtongue——itwillbeatreatforhertolookinonus。Hareton,getforwardswiththelass。Youshallwalkwithme,Nelly。\' `No,she\'snotgoingtoanysuchplace,\'Icried,strugglingtoreleasemyarm,whichhehadseized:butshewasalmostatthedoorstonesalready,scamperingroundthebrowatfullspeed。Herappointedcompaniondidnotpretendtoescorther:heshiedoffbytheroadside,andvanished。 `MrHeathcliff,it\'sverywrong,\'Icontinued:`youknowyoumeannogood。Andthereshe\'llseeLinton,andallwillbetoldassoonaseverwereturn;andIshallhavetheblame。 `IwanthertoseeLinton,\'heanswered;`he\'slookingbetterthesefewdays:it\'snotoftenhe\'sfittobeseen。Andwe\'llsoonpersuadehertokeepthevisitsecret:whereistheharmofit?\' `Theharmofitis,thatherfatherwouldhatemeifhefoundIsufferedhertoenteryourhouse;andIamconvincedyouhaveabaddesigninencouraginghertodoso,\'Ireplied。 `Mydesignisashonestaspossible。I\'llinformyouofitswholescope,\'hesaid。`Thatthetwocousinsmayfallinlove,andgetmarried。 I\'mactinggenerouslytoyourmaster:hisyoungchithasnoexpectations,andshouldshesecondmywishes,she\'llbeprovidedforatonceasjointsuccessorwithLinton。\' `IfLintondied,\'Ianswered,`andhislifeisquiteuncertain,Catherinewouldbetheheir。\' `No,shewouldnot,\'hesaid。`Thereisnoclauseinthewilltosecureitso:hispropertywouldgotome;but,topreventdisputes,Idesiretheirunion,andamresolvedtobringitabout。\' `AndI\'mresolvedsheshallneverapproachyourhousewithmeagain,\'Ireturned,aswereachedthegate,whereMissCathywaitedourcoming。 Heathcliffbidmebequiet;and,precedingusupthepath,hastenedtoopenthedoor。Myyoungladygavehimseverallooks,asifshecouldnotexactlymakeuphermindwhattothinkofhim;butnowhesmiledwhenhemethereye,andsoftenedhisvoiceinaddressingher;andIwasfoolishenoughtoimaginethememoryofhermothermightdisarmhimfromdesiringherinjury。Lintonstoodonthehearth。Hehadbeenoutwalkinginthefields,forhiscapwason,andhewascallingtoJosephtobringhimdryshoes。Hehadgrowntallofhisage,stillwantingsomemonthsofsixteen。 Hisfeatureswereprettyyet,andhiseyeandcomplexionbrighterthanIrememberedthem,thoughwithmerelytemporarylustreborrowedfromthesalubriousairandgenialsun。 `Now,whoisthat?\'askedMrHeathcliff,turningtoCathy。`Canyoutell?\' `Yourson?\'shesaid,havingdoubtfullysurveyed,firstoneandthentheother。 `Yes,yes,\'answeredhe:`butisthistheonlytimeyouhavebeheldhim?Think!Ah!youhaveashortmemory。Linton,don\'tyourecallyourcousin,thatyouusedtoteaseussowithwishingtosee?\' `What,Linton!\'criedCathy,kindlingintojoyfulsurpriseatthename。`IsthatlittleLinton?He\'stallerthanIam!Areyou,Linton?\' Theyouthsteppedforward,andacknowledgedhimself:shekissedhimfervently,andtheygazedwithwonderatthechangetimehadwroughtintheappearanceofeach。Catherinehadreachedherfullheight;herfigurewasbothplumpandslender,elasticassteel,andherwholeaspectsparklingwithhealthandspirits。Linton\'slooksandmovementswereverylanguid,andhisformextremelyslight;buttherewasagraceinhismannerthatmitigatedthesedefects,andrenderedhimnotunpleasing。Afterexchangingnumerousmarksoffondnesswithhim,hiscousinwenttoMrHeathcliff,wholingeredbythedoor,dividinghisattentionbetweentheobjectsinsideandthosethatlaywithout:pretending,thatis,toobservethelatter,andreallynotingtheformeralone。 `Andyouaremyuncle,then!\'shecried,reachinguptosalutehim。`IthoughtIlikedyou,thoughyouwerecrossatfirst。Whydon\'tyouvisitattheGrangewithLinton?Tolivealltheseyearssuchcloseneighbours,andneverseeus,isodd:whathaveyoudonesofor?\' `Ivisiteditonceortwicetoooftenbeforeyouwereborn,\'heanswered。`There——damnit!Ifyouhaveanykissestospare,givethemtoLinton:theyarethrownawayonme。 `NaughtyEllen!\'exclaimedCatherine,flyingtoattackmenextwithherlavishcaresses。`WickedEllen!totrytohindermefromentering。 ButI\'lltakethiswalkeverymorninginfuture:mayI,uncle?andsometimesbringpapa。Won\'tyoubegladtoseeus?\' `Ofcourse!\'repliedtheuncle,withahardlysuppressedgrimace,resultingfromhisdeepaversiontoboththeproposedvisitors。`Butstay,\' hecontinued,turningtowardstheyounglady。`NowIthinkofit,I\'dbettertellyou。MrLintonhasaprejudiceagainstme:wequarrelledatonetimeofourlives,withunchristianferocity;and,ifyoumentioncomingheretohim,he\'llputavetoonyourvisitsaltogether。Therefore,youmustnotmentionit,unlessyoubecarelessofseeingyourcousinhereafter: youmaycome,ifyouwill,butyoumustnotmentionit。\' `Whydidyouquarrel?\'askedCatherine,considerablycrest-fallen。 `Hethoughtmetoopoortowedhissister,\'answeredHeathcliff,`andwasgrievedthatIgother:hispridewashurt,andhe\'llneverforgiveit。\' `That\'swrong!\'saidtheyounglady:`sometime,I\'lltellhimso。ButLintonandIhavenoshareinyourquarrel。I\'llnotcomehere,then;heshallcometotheGrange。\' `Itwillbetoofarforme,\'murmuredhercousin:`towalkfourmileswouldkillme。No,comehere,MissCatherine,nowandthen:noteverymorning,butonceortwiceaweek。\' Thefatherlaunchedtowardshissonaglanceofbittercontempt。 `Iamafraid,Nelly,Ishalllosemylabour,\'hemutteredtome。 `MissCatherine,astheninnycallsher,willdiscoverhisvalue,andsendhimtothedevil。Now,ifithadbeenHareton!——Doyouknowthat,twentytimesaday,IcovetHareton,withallhisdegradation?I\'dhavelovedtheladhadhebeensomeoneelse。ButIthinkhe\'ssafefromherlove。I\'llpithimagainstthatpaltrycreature,unlessitbestiritselfbriskly。Wecalculateitwillscarcelylasttillitiseighteen。Oh,confoundthevapidthing!He\'sabsorbedindryinghisfeet,andneverlooksather——Linton!\' `Yes,father,\'answeredtheboy。 `Haveyounothingtoshowyourcousinanywhereabout?notevenarabbitoraweasel\'snest?Takeherintothegarden,beforeyouchangeyourshoes;andintothestabletoseeyourhorse。 `Wouldn\'tyourathersithere?\'askedLinton,addressingCathyinatonewhichexpressedreluctancetomoveagain。 `Idon\'tknow,\'shereplied,castingalonginglooktothedoor,andevidentlyeagertobeactive。 Hekepthisseat,andshrankclosertothefire。Heathcliffrose,andwentintothekitchen,andfromthencetotheyard,callingoutforHareton。Haretonresponded,andpresentlythetworeentered。Theyoungmanhadbeenwashinghimself,aswasvisiblebytheglowonhischeeksandhiswettedhair。 `Oh,I\'llaskyou,uncle,\'criedMissCathy,recollectingthehousekeeper\'sassertion。`Thatisnotmycousin,ishe?\' `Yes,\'hereplied,`yourmother\'snephew。Don\'tyoulikehim?\' Catherinelookedqueer。`Ishenotahandsomelad?\'hecontinued。Theuncivillittlethingstoodontiptoe,andwhisperedasentenceinHeathcliff\'sear。Helaughed;Haretondarkened:Iperceivedhewasverysensitivetosuspectedslights,andhadobviouslyadimnotionofhisinferiority。Buthismasterorguardianchasedthefrownbyexclaiming: `You\'llbethefavouriteamongus,Hareton!Shesaysyouarea——Whatwasit?Well,somethingveryflattering。Here!yougowithherroundthefarm。Andbehavelikeagentleman,mind!Don\'tuseanybadwords;anddon\'tstarewhentheyoungladyisnotlookingatyou,andbereadytohideyourfacewhensheis;and,whenyouspeak,sayyourwordsslowly,andkeepyourhandsoutofyourpockets。Beoff,andentertainherasnicelyasyoucan。 Hewatchedthecouplewalkingpastthewindow。Earnshawhadhiscountenancecompletelyavertedfromhiscompanion。Heseemedstudyingthefamiliarlandscapewithastranger\'sandanartist\'sinterest。Catherinetookaslylookathim,expressingsmalladmiration。Shethenturnedherattentiontoseekingoutobjectsofamusementforherself,andtrippedmerrilyon,liltingatunetosupplythelackofconversation。 `I\'vetiedhistongue,\'observedHeathcliff。`He\'llnotventureasinglesyllable,allthetime!Nelly,yourecollectmeathisage——nay,someyearsyounger。DidIeverlooksostupid:so``gaumless\'\',asJosephcallsit?\' `Worse,\'Ireplied,`becausemoresullenwithit。\' `I\'veapleasureinhim,\'hecontinued,reflectingaloud。`Hehassatisfiedmyexpectations。IfhewereabornfoolIshouldnotenjoyithalfsomuch。Buthe\'snofool;andIcansympathizewithallhisfeelings,havingfeltthemmyself。Iknowwhathesuffersnow,forinstance,exactly: itismerelyabeginningofwhatheshallsuffer,though。Andhe\'llneverbeabletoemergefromhisbathosofcoarsenessandignorance。I\'vegothimfasterthanhisscoundrelofafathersecuredme,andlower;forhetakesaprideinhisbrutishness。I\'vetaughthimtoscorneverythingextra-animalassillyandweak。Don\'tyouthinkHindleywouldbeproudofhisson,ifhecouldseehim?almostasproudasIamofmine。Butthere\'sthisdifference; oneisgoldputtotheuseofpaving-stones,andtheotheristinpolishedtoapeaserviceofsilver。Minehasnothingvaluableaboutit; yetIshallhavethemeritofmakingitgoasfarassuchpoorstuffcango。Hishadfirst-ratequalities,andtheyarelost:renderedworsethanunavailing。Ihavenothingtoregret;hewouldhavemorethananybutIareawareof。Andthebestofitis,Haretonisdamnablyfondofme!You\'llownthatI\'veoutmatchedHindleythere。Ifthedeadvillaincouldrisefromhisgravetoabusemeforhisoffspring\'swrongs,Ishouldhavethefunofseeingthesaidoffspringfighthimbackagain,indignantthatheshoulddaretorailattheonefriendhehasintheworld!\' Heathcliffchuckledafiendishlaughattheidea。Imadenoreply,becauseIsawthatheexpectednone。Meantime,ouryoungcompanion,whosattooremovedfromustohearwhatwassaid,begantoevincesymptomsofuneasiness,probablyrepentingthathehaddeniedhimselfthetreatofCatherine\'ssocietyforfearofalittlefatigue。Hisfatherremarkedtherestlessglanceswanderingtothewindow,andthehandirresolutelyextendedtowardshiscap。 `Getup,youidleboy!\'heexclaimed,withassumedheartiness。 `Awayafterthem!theyarejustatthecorner,bythestandofhives。\' Lintongatheredhisenergies,andleftthehearth。Thelatticewasopen,and,ashesteppedout,IheardCathyinquiringofherunsociableattendant,whatwasthatinscriptionoverthedoor?Haretonstaredup,andscratchedhisheadlikeatrueclown。 `It\'ssomedamnablewriting,\'heanswered。`Icannotreadit。\' `Can\'treadit?\'criedCatherine;`Icanreadit:it\'sEnglish。 ButIwanttoknowwhyitisthere。\' Lintongiggled:thefirstappearanceofmirthhehadexhibited。 `Hedoesnotknowhisletters,\'hesaidtohiscousin。`Couldyoubelieveintheexistenceofsuchacolossaldunce?\' `Isheallasheshouldbe?\'askedMissCathyseriously;`orishesimple:notright?I\'vequestionedhimtwicenow,andeachtimehelookedsostupidIthinkhedoesnotunderstandme。Icanhardlyunderstandhim,I\'msure!\' Lintonrepeatedhislaugh,andglancedatHaretontauntingly; whocertainlydidnotseemquiteclearofcomprehensionatthatmoment。 `There\'snothingthematterbutlaziness;isthere,Earnshaw?\' hesaid。`Mycousinfanciesyouareanidiot。Thereyouexperiencetheconsequenceofscorning``book-larning\'\',asyouwouldsay。Haveyounoticed,Catherine,hisfrightfulYorkshirepronunciation?\' `Why,wherethedevilistheuseon\'t?\'growledHareton,morereadyinansweringhisdailycompanion。Hewasabouttoenlargefurther,butthetwoyoungstersbrokeintoanoisyfitofmerriment;mygiddymissbeingdelightedtodiscoverthatshemightturnhisstrangetalktomatterofamusement。 `Whereistheuseofthedevilinthatsentence?\'titteredLinton。 `Papatoldyounottosayanybadwords,andyoucan\'topenyourmouthwithoutone。Dotrytobehavelikeagentleman,nowdo!\' `Ifthouweren\'tmorealassthanalad,I\'dfelltheethisminute,Iwould;pitifullathofacrater!\'retortedtheangryboor,retreating,whilehisfaceburntwithmingledrageandmortification;forhewasconsciousofbeinginsulted,andembarrassedhowtoresentit。 MrHeathcliffhavingoverheardtheconversation,aswellasI,smiledwhenhesawhimgo;butimmediatelyafterwardscastalookofsingularaversionontheflippantpair,whoremainedchatteringinthedoorway: theboyfindinganimationenoughwhilediscussingHareton\'sfaultsanddeficiencies,andrelatinganecdotesofhisgoings-on;andthegirlrelishinghispertandspitefulsayings,withoutconsideringtheillnaturetheyevinced:butIbegantodislike,morethantocompassionateLinton,andtoexcusehisfather,insomemeasure,forholdinghimcheap。 Westayedtillafternoon:IcouldnottearMissCathyaway,before; buthappilymymasterhadnotquittedhisapartment,andremainedignorantofourprolongedabsence。Aswewalkedhome,Iwouldfainhaveenlightenedmychargeonthecharactersofthepeoplewehadquitted;butshegotitintoherheadthatIwasprejudicedagainstthem。 `Aha!\'shecried,`youtakepapa\'sside,Ellen:youarepartial,Iknow;orelseyouwouldn\'thavecheatedmesomanyyearsintothenotionthatLintonlivedalongwayfromhere。I\'mreallyextremelyangry;onlyI\'msopleasedIcan\'tshowit!Butyoumustholdyourtongueaboutmyuncle:he\'smyuncle,remember;andI\'llscoldpapaforquarrellingwithhim。 Andsosheranon,tillIdroppedendeavouringtoconvinceherofhermistake。Shedidnotmentionthevisitthatnight,becauseshedidnotseeMrLinton。Nextdayitallcameout,sadlytomychagrin;andstillIwasnotaltogethersorry:Ithoughttheburdenofdirectingandwarningwouldbemoreefficientlybornebyhimthanme。ButhewastootimidingivingsatisfactoryreasonsforhiswishthatsheshouldshunconnectionwiththehouseholdoftheHeights,andCatherinelikedgoodreasonsforeveryrestraintthatharassedherpettedwill。 `Papa!\'sheexclaimed,afterthemorning\'ssalutations,`guesswhomIsawyesterday,inmywalkonthemoors。Ah,papa,youstarted!you\'venotdoneright,haveyou,now?Isaw——Butlisten,andyoushallhearhowIfoundyouout;andEllen,whoisinleaguewithyou,andyetpretendedtopitymeso,whenIkepthoping,andwasalwaysdisappointedaboutLinton\'scomingback!\' Shegaveafaithfulaccountofherexcursionanditsconsequences; andmymaster,thoughhecastmorethanonereproachfullookatme,saidnothingtillshehadconcluded。Thenhedrewhertohim,andaskedifsheknewwhyhehadconcealedLinton\'snearneighbourhoodfromher。Couldshethinkitwastodenyherapleasurethatshemightharmlesslyenjoy? `ItwasbecauseyoudislikedMrHeathcliff,\'sheanswered。 `ThenyoubelieveIcaremoreformyownfeelingsthanyours,Cathy?\'hesaid。`No,itwasnotbecauseIdislikedMrHeathcliff,butbecauseMrHeathcliffdislikesme;andisamostdiabolicalman,delightingtowrongandruinthosehehates,iftheygivehimtheslightestopportunity。 Iknewthatyoucouldnotkeepupanacquaintancewithyourcousin,withoutbeingbroughtintocontactwithhim;andIknewhewoulddetestyouonmyaccount;soforyourowngood,andnothingelse,ItookprecautionsthatyoushouldnotseeLintonagain。Imeanttoexplainthissometimeasyougrewolder,andI\'msorryIdelayedit。\' `ButMrHeathcliffwasquitecordial,papa,\'observedCatherine,notatallconvinced;`andhedidn\'tobjecttoourseeingeachother: hesaidImightcometohishousewhenIpleased;onlyImustnottellyou,becauseyouhadquarrelledwithhim,andwouldnotforgivehimformarryingauntIsabella。Andyouwon\'t。Youaretheonetobeblamed: heiswillingtoletusbefriends,atleast;LintonandI;andyouarenot。 Mymaster,perceivingthatshewouldnottakehiswordforheruncle-in-law\'sevildisposition,gaveahastysketchofhisconducttoIsabella,andthemannerinwhichWutheringHeightsbecamehisproperty。 Hecouldnotbeartodiscourselonguponthetopic;forthoughhespokelittleofit,hestillfeltthesamehorroranddetestationofhisancientenemythathadoccupiedhishearteversinceMrsLinton\'sdeath。`Shemighthavebeenlivingyet,ifithadnotbeenforhim!\'washisconstantbitterreflection;and,inhiseyes,Heathcliffseemedamurderer。MissCathy——conversantwithnobaddeedsexceptherownslightactsofdisobedience,injustice,andpassion,risingfromhottemperandthoughtlessness,andrepentedofonthedaytheywerecommitted——wasamazedattheblacknessofspiritthatcouldbroodonandcoverrevengeforyears,anddeliberatelyprosecuteitsplanswithoutavisitationofremorse。Sheappearedsodeeplyimpressedandshockedatthisnewviewofhumannature——excludedfromallherstudiesandallherideastillnow——thatMrEdgardeemeditunnecessarytopursuethesubject。Hemerelyadded: `Youwillknowhereafter,darling,whyIwishyoutoavoidhishouseandfamily;nowreturntoyouroldemploymentsandamusements,andthinknomoreaboutthem。\' Catherinekissedherfatherandsatdownquietlytoherlessonsforacoupleofhours,accordingtocustom;thensheaccompaniedhimintothegrounds,andthewholedaypassedasusual:butintheevening,whenshehadretiredtoherroom,andIwenttohelphertoundress,Ifoundhercrying,onherkneesbythebedside。 `Oh,fie,sillychild!\'Iexclaimed。`Ifyouhadanyrealgriefs,you\'dbeashamedtowasteatearonthislittlecontrariety。Youneverhadoneshadowofsubstantialsorrow,MissCatherine。Suppose,foraminute,thatmasterandIweredead,andyouwerebyyourselfintheworld:howwouldyoufeelthen?Comparethepresentoccasionwithsuchanafflictionasthat,andbethankfulforthefriendsyouhave,insteadofcovetingmore。\' `I\'mnotcryingformyself,Ellen,\'sheanswered,`it\'sforhim。 Heexpectedtoseemeagaintomorrow,andtherehe\'llbesodisappointed: andhe\'llwaitforme,andIshan\'tcome!\' `Nonsense,\'saidI,`doyouimaginehehasthoughtasmuchofyouasyouhaveofhim?Hasn\'theHaretonforacompanion?Notoneinahundredwouldweepatlosingarelationtheyhadjustseentwice,fortwoafternoons。Lintonwillconjecturehowitis,andtroublehimselfnofurtheraboutyou。\' `ButmayInotwriteanotetotellhimwhyIcannotcome?\'sheasked,risingtoherfeet。`AndjustsendthosebooksIpromisedtolendhim?Hisbooksarenotasniceasmine,andhewantedtohavethemextremely,whenItoldhimhowinterestingtheywere。MayInot,Ellen?\' `No,indeed!no,indeed!\'repliedI,withdecision。`Thenhewouldwritetoyou,andthere\'dneverbeanendofit。No,MissCatherine,theacquaintancemustbedroppedentirely:sopapaexpects,andIshallseethatitisdone。\' `Buthowcanonelittlenote——\'sherecommenced,puttingonanimploringcountenance。 `Silence!\'Iinterrupted。`We\'llnotbeginwithyourlittlenotes。 Getintobed。\' Shethrewatmeaverynaughtylook,sonaughtythatIwouldnotkisshergoodnightatfirst:Icoveredherup,andshutherdoor,ingreatdispleasure;but,repentinghalfway,Ireturnedsoftly,andlo!therewasmissstandingatthetablewithabitofblankpaperbeforeherandapencilinherhand,whichsheguiltilyslippedoutofsight,onmyentrance。 `You\'llgetnobodytotakethat,Catherine,\'Isaid,`ifyouwriteit;andatpresentIshallputoutyourcandle。\' Isettheextinguisherontheflame,receivingasIdidsoaslaponmyhand,andpetulant`Crossthing!\'Ithenquittedheragain,andshedrewtheboltinoneofherworst,mostpeevishhumours。Theletterwasfinishedandforwardedtoitsdestinationbyamilk-fetcherwhocamefromthevillage:butthatIdidn\'tlearntillsometimeafterwards。Weekspassedon,andCathyrecoveredhertemper;thoughshegrewwondrousfondofstealingofftocornersbyherself;andoften,ifIcamenearhersuddenlywhilereading,shewouldstartandbendoverthebook,evidentlydesiroustohideit;andIdetectededgesofloosepaperstickingoutbeyondtheleaves。 Shealsogotatrickofcomingdownearlyinthemorningandlingeringaboutthekitchen,asifshewereexpectingthearrivalofsomething:andshehadasmalldrawerinacabinetinthelibrary,whichshewouldtrifleoverforhours,andwhosekeyshetookspecialcaretoremovewhensheleftit。 Oneday,assheinspectedthisdrawer,Iobservedthattheplaythings,andtrinketswhichrecentlyformeditscontents,weretransmutedintobitsoffoldedpaper。Mycuriosityandsuspicionswerearoused;Ideterminedtotakeapeepathermysterioustreasures;so,atnight,assoonassheandmymasterweresafeupstairs,Isearchedandreadilyfoundamongmyhousekeysonethatwouldfitthelock。Havingopened,Iemptiedthewholecontentsintomyapron,andtookthemwithmetoexamineatleisureinmyownchamber。ThoughIcouldnotbutsuspect,Iwasstillsurprisedtodiscoverthattheywereamassofcorrespondence——dailyalmost,itmusthavebeen——fromLintonHeathcliff:answerstodocumentsforwardedbyher。 Theearlierdatedwereembarrassedandshort;gradually,however,theyexpandedintocopiousloveletters,foolish,astheageofthewriterrenderednatural,yetwithtoucheshereandtherewhichIthoughtwereborrowedfromamoreexperiencedsource。Someofthemstruckmeassingularlyoddcompoundsofardourandflatness;commencinginstrongfeeling,andconcludingintheaffected,wordywaythataschoolboymightusetoafancied,incorporealsweetheart。WhethertheysatisfiedCathy,Idon\'tknow;buttheyappearedveryworthlesstrashtome。AfterturningoverasmanyasIthoughtproper,Itiedtheminahandkerchiefandsetthemaside,relockingthevacantdrawer。 Followingherhabit,myyoungladydescendedearly,andvisitedthekitchen:Iwatchedhergotothedoor,onthearrivalofacertainlittleboy;and,whilethedairymaidfilledhiscan,shetuckedsomethingintohisjacketpocket,andpluckedsomethingout。Iwentroundbythegarden,andlaidwaitforthemessenger;whofoughtvalorouslytodefendhistrust,andwespiltthemilkbetweenus;butIsucceededinabstractingtheepistle;and,threateningseriousconsequencesifhedidnotlooksharphome,IremainedunderthewallandperusedMissCathy\'saffectionatecomposition。 Itwasmoresimpleandmoreeloquentthanhercousin\'s;veryprettyandverysilly。Ishookmyhead,andwentmeditatingintothehouse。Thedaybeingwet,shecouldnotdivertherselfwithramblingaboutthepark;so,attheconclusionofhermorningstudies,sheresortedtothesolaceofthedrawer。Herfathersatreadingatthetable;andI,onpurpose,hadsoughtabitofworkinsomeunrippedfringesofthewindowcurtain,keepingmyeyesteadilyfixedonherproceedings。Neverdidanybirdflyingbacktoaplunderednestwhichithadleftbrimfulofchirpingyoungones,expressmorecompletedespairinitsanguishedcriesandflutterings,thanshebyhersingle`Oh!\'andthechangethattransfiguredherlatehappycountenance。 MrLintonlookedup。 `Whatisthematter,love?Haveyouhurtyourself?\'hesaid。 Histoneandlookassuredherhehadnotbeenthediscovererofthehoard。 `No,papa!\'shegasped。`Ellen!Ellen!comeupstairs-I\'msick!\' Iobeyedhersummons,andaccompaniedherout。 `Oh,Ellen!youhavegotthem,\'shecommencedimmediately,droppingonherknees,whenwewereenclosedalone。`Oh,givethemtome,andI\'llnever,neverdosoagain!Don\'ttellpapa。Youhavenottoldpapa,Ellen? sayyouhavenot?I\'vebeenexceedinglynaughty,butIwon\'tdoitanymore!\' Withagraveseverityinmymanner,Ibidherstandup。 `So,\'Iexclaimed,`MissCatherine,youaretolerablyfaron,itseems:youmaywellbeashamedofthem!Afinebundleoftrashyoustudyinyourleisurehours,tobesure:why,it\'sgoodenoughtobeprinted! AndwhatdoyousupposethemasterwillthinkwhenIdisplayitbeforehim?Ihaven\'tshownityet,butyouneedn\'timagineIshallkeepyourridiculoussecrets。Forshame!andyoumusthaveledthewayinwritingsuchabsurdities:hewouldnothavethoughtofbeginning,I\'mcertain。\' `Ididn\'t!Ididn\'t!\'sobbedCathyfittobreakherheart。`I didn\'toncethinkoflovinghimtill——\' `Loving!\'criedI,asscornfullyasIcoulduttertheword。 `Loving!Didanybodyeverhearthelike!Imightjustaswelltalkoflovingthemillerwhocomesonceayeartobuyourcorn。Prettyloving,indeed!andbothtimestogetheryouhaveseenLintonhardlyfourhoursinyourlife!Nowhereisthebabyishtrash。I\'mgoingwithittothelibrary; andwe\'llseewhatyourfathersaystosuchloving。\' Shesprangatherpreciousepistles,butIheldthemabovemyhead;andthenshepouredoutfurtherfranticentreatiesthatIwouldburnthem——doanythingratherthanshowthem。Andbeingreallyfullyasinclinedtolaughasscold——forIesteemeditallgirlishvanity——Iatlengthrelentedinameasure,andasked: `IfIconsenttoburnthem,willyoupromisefaithfullyneithertosendnorreceivealetteragain,norabook(forIperceiveyouhavesenthimbooks),norlocksofhair,norrings,norplaythings?\' `Wedon\'tsendplaythings!\'criedCatherine,herprideovercominghershame。 `Noranythingatall,then,mylady,\'Isaid。`Unlessyouwill,hereIgo。\' `Ipromise,Ellen!\'shecried,catchingmydress。`Oh,puttheminthefire,do,do!\' ButwhenIproceededtoopenaplacewiththepoker,thesacrificewastoopainfultobeborne。SheearnestlysupplicatedthatIwouldspareheroneortwo。 `Oneortwo,Ellen,tokeepforLinton\'ssake!\' Iunknottedthehandkerchief,andcommenceddroppingtheminfromanangle,andtheflamecurledupthechimney。 `Iwillhaveone,youcruelwretch!\'shescreamed,dartingherhandintothefire,anddrawingforthsomehalfconsumedfragments,attheexpenseofherfingers。 `Verywell——andIwillhavesometoexhibittopapa!\'Ianswered,shakingbacktherestintothebundle,andturninganewtothedoor。 Sheemptiedherblackenedpiecesintotheflames,andmotionedmetofinishtheimmolation。Itwasdone;Istirreduptheashes,andinterredthemunderashovelfulofcoals;andshemutely,andwithasenseofintenseinjury,retiredtoherprivateapartment。Idescendedtotellmymasterthattheyounglady\'squalmofsicknesswasalmostgone,butIjudgeditbestforhertoliedownawhile。Shewouldn\'tdine;butshereappearedattea,pale,andredabouttheeyes,andmarvellouslysubduedinoutwardaspect。NextmorningIansweredtheletterbyaslipofpaper,inscribed,`MasterHeathcliffisrequestedtosendnomorenotestoMissLinton,asshewillnotreceivethem。\'And,thenceforth,thelittleboycamewithvacantpockets。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter22Summerdrewtoanend,andearlyautumn:itwaspastMichaelmas,buttheharvestwaslatethatyear,andafewofourfieldswerestilluncleared。 MrLintonandhisdaughterwouldfrequentlywalkoutamongthereapers; atthecarryingofthelastsheaves,theystayedtilldusk,andtheeveninghappeningtobechillanddamp,mymastercaughtabadcold,thatsettlingobstinatelyonhislungs,confinedhimindoorsthroughoutthewholeofthewinter,nearlywithoutintermission。 PoorCathy,frightenedfromherlittleromance,hadbeenconsiderablysadderanddullersinceitsabandonment;andherfatherinsistedonherreadingless,andtakingmoreexercise。Shehadhiscompanionshipnolonger; Iesteemeditadutytosupplyitslack,asmuchaspossible,withmine: aninefficientsubstitute;forIcouldonlysparetwoorthreehours,frommynumerousdiurnaloccupations,tofollowherfootsteps,andthenmysocietywasobviouslylessdesirablethanhis。 OnanafternooninOctober,orthebeginningofNovember——afreshwateryafternoon,whentheturfandpathswererustlingwithmoist,witheredleaves,andthecold,blueskywashalfhiddenbyclouds——darkgreystreamers,rapidlymountingfromthewest,andbodingabundantrain——Irequestedmyyoungladytoforegoherramble,becauseIwascertainofshowers。Sherefused;andIunwillinglydonnedacloak,andtookmyumbrellatoaccompanyheronastrolltothebottomofthepark;aformalwalkwhichshegenerallyaffectediflow-spirited——andthatsheinvariablywaswhenMrEdgarhadbeenworsethanordinary,athingneverknownfromhisconfession,butguessedbothbyherandme,fromhisincreasedsilenceandthemelancholyofhiscountenance。Shewentsadlyon:therewasnorunningorboundingnow,thoughthechillwindmightwellhavetemptedhertoarace。Andoften,fromthesideofmyeye,Icoulddetectherraisingahand,andbrushingsomethingoffhercheek。Igazedroundforameansofdivertingherthoughts。 Ononesideoftheroadroseahigh,roughbank,wherehazelsandstuntedoaks,withtheirrootshalfexposed,helduncertaintenure:thesoilwastoolooseforthelatter;andstrongwindshadblownsomenearlyhorizontal。 Insummer,MissCatherinedelightedtoclimbalongthesetrunks,andsitinthebranches,swingingtwentyfeetabovetheground;andI,pleasedwithheragilityandherlight,childishheart,stillconsidereditpropertoscoldeverytimeIcaughtheratsuchanelevation,butsothatsheknewtherewasnonecessityfordescending。Fromdinnertoteashewouldlieinherbreeze-rockedcradle,doingnothingexceptsingingoldsongs——mynurserylore——toherself,orwatchingthebirds,jointtenants,feedandenticetheiryoungonestofly:ornestlingwithclosedlids,halfthinking,halfdreaming,happierthanwordscanexpress。 `Look,miss!\'Iexclaimed,pointingtoanookundertherootsofonetwistedtree。`Winterisnothereyet。There\'salittleflowerupyonder,thelastbudfromthemultitudeofbluebellsthatcloudedthoseturfstepsinJulywithalilacmist。Willyouclamberup,andpluckittoshowtopapa?\' Cathystaredalongtimeatthelonelyblossomtremblinginitsearthyshelter,andreplied,atlength: `No,I\'llnottouchit:butitlooksmelancholy,doesitnot,Ellen?\' `Yes,\'Iobserved,`aboutasstarvedandsacklessasyou:yourcheeksarebloodless;letustakeholdofhandsandrun。You\'resolow,IdaresayIshallkeepupwithyou。 `No,\'sherepeated,andcontinuedsaunteringon,pausing,atintervals,tomuseoverabitofmoss,oratuftofblanchedgrass,orafungusspreadingitsbrightorangeamongtheheapsofbrownfoliage;and,everandanon,herhandwasliftedtoheravertedface。 `Catherine,whyareyoucrying,love?\'Iasked,approachingandputtingmyarmoverhershoulder。`Youmustn\'tcrybecausepapahasacold; bethankfulitisnothingworse。 Shenowputnofurtherrestraintonhertears;herbreathwasstifledbysobs。 `Oh,itwillbesomethingworse,\'shesaid。`AndwhatshallIdowhenpapaandyouleaveme,andIambymyself?Ican\'tforgetyourwords,Ellen;theyarealwaysinmyear。Howlifewillbechanged,howdrearytheworldwillbe,whenpapaandyouaredead。\' `Nonecantell,whetheryouwon\'tdiebeforeus,\'Ireplied。`It\'swrongtoanticipateevil。We\'llhopethereareyearsandyearstocomebeforeanyofusgo:masterisyoung,andIamstrong,andhardlyforty-five。 Mymotherlivedtilleighty,acantydametothelast。AndsupposeMrLintonweresparedtillhesawsixty,thatwouldbemoreyearsthanyouhavecounted,miss。Andwoulditnotbefoolishtomournacalamityabovetwentyyearsbeforehand?\' `ButAuntIsabellawasyoungerthanpapa,\'sheremarked,gazingupwithtimidhopetoseekfurtherconsolation。 `AuntIsabellahadnotyouandmetonurseher,\'Ireplied。`Shewasn\'tashappyasmaster:shehadn\'tasmuchtolivefor。Allyouneeddo,istowaitwellonyourfather,andcheerhimbylettinghimseeyoucheerful;andavoidgivinghimanxietyonanysubject:mindthat,Cathy! I\'llnotdisguisebutyoumightkillhim,ifyouwerewildandreckless,andcherishedafoolish,fancifulaffectionforthesonofapersonwhowouldbegladtohavehiminhisgrave;andallowedhimtodiscoverthatyoufrettedovertheseparationhehadjudgeditexpedienttomake。\' `Ifretaboutnothingonearthexceptpapa\'sillness,\'answeredmycompanion。`Icarefornothingincomparisonwithpapa。AndI\'llnever——never——oh,never,whileIhavemysenses,doanactorsayawordtovexhim。Ilovehimbetterthanmyself,Ellen;andIknowitbythis:IprayeverynightthatImayliveafterhim;becauseIwouldratherbemiserablethanthatheshouldbe:thatprovesIlovehimbetterthanmyself。\' `Goodwords,\'Ireplied。`Butdeedsmustproveitalso;andafterheiswell,rememberyoudon\'tforgetresolutionsformedinthehouroffear。\' Aswetalked,wenearedadoorthatopenedontheroad;andmyyounglady,lighteningintosunshineagain,climbedupandseatedherselfonthetopofthewall,reachingovertogathersomehipsthatbloomedscarletonthesummitbranchesofthewildrosetrees,shadowingthehighwayside:thelowerfruithaddisappeared,butonlybirdscouldtouchtheupper,exceptfromCathy\'spresentstation。Instretchingtopullthem,herhatfelloff;andasthedoorwaslocked,sheproposedscramblingdowntorecoverit。Ibidherbecautiouslestshegotafall,andshenimblydisappeared。 Butthereturnwasnosucheasymatter:thestonesweresmoothandneatlycemented,andtherose-bushesandblackberrystragglerscouldyieldnoassistanceinre-ascending。I,likeafool,didn\'trecollectthat,tillIheardherlaughingandexclaiming: `Ellen,you\'llhavetofetchthekey,orelseImustrunroundtotheporter\'slodge。Ican\'tscaletherampartsonthisside!\' `Staywhereyouare,\'Ianswered,`Ihavemybundleofkeysinmypocket:perhapsImaymanagetoopenit;ifnotI\'llgo。\' Catherineamusedherselfwithdancingtoandfrobeforethedoor,whileItriedallthelargekeysinsuccession。Ihadappliedthelast,andfoundthatnonewoulddo;so,repeatingmydesirethatshewouldremainthere,IwasabouttohurryhomeasfastasIcould,whenanapproachingsoundarrestedme。Itwasthetrotofahorse;Cathy\'sdancestopped,andinaminutethehorsestoppedalso。 `Whoisthat?\'Iwhispered。 `Ellen,Iwishyoucouldopenthedoor,\'whisperedbackmycompanionanxiously。 `Ho,MissLinton!\'criedadeepvoice(therider\'s),`I\'mgladtomeetyou。Don\'tbeinhastetoenter,forIhaveanexplanationtoaskandobtain。\' `Ishan\'tspeaktoyou,MrHeathcliff,\'answeredCatherine。`Papasaysyouareawickedman,andyouhatebothhimandme;andEllensaysthesame。\' `Thatisnothingtothepurpose,\'saidHeathcliff。(Heitwas。) `Idon\'thatemyson,Isuppose;anditisconcerninghimthatIdemandyourattention。Yes;youhavecausetoblush。Twoorthreemonthssince,wereyounotinthehabitofwritingtoLinton?makingloveinplay,eh? Youdeserved,bothofyou,floggingforthat!Youespecially,theelder; andlesssensitive,asitturnsout。I\'vegotyourletters,andifyougivemeanypertnessI\'llsendthemtoyourfather。Ipresumeyougrewwearyoftheamusementanddroppedit,didn\'tyou?Well,youdroppedLintonwithitintoasloughofdespond。Hewasinearnest:inlove,really。AstrueasIlive,he\'sdyingforyou;breakinghisheartatyourfickleness: notfiguratively,butactually。ThoughHaretonhasmadehimastandingjestforsixweeks,andIhaveusedmoreseriousmeasures,andattemptedtofrightenhimoutofhisidiotcy,hegetsworsedaily;andhe\'llbeunderthesodbeforesummer,unlessyourestorehim!\' `Howcanyouliesoglaringlytothepoorchild?\'Icalledfromtheinside。`Prayrideon!Howcanyoudeliberatelygetupsuchpaltryfalsehoods?MissCathy,I\'llknockthelockoffwithastone:youwon\'tbelievethatvilenonsense。Youcanfeelinyourself,itisimpossiblethatapersonshoulddieforloveofastranger。\' `Iwasnotawaretherewereeavesdroppers,\'mutteredthedetectedvillain。`WorthyMrsDean,Ilikeyou,butIdon\'tlikeyourdouble-dealing,\' headdedaloud。`Howcouldyouliesoglaringly,astoaffirmIhatedthe``poorchild\'\'?andinventbugbearstoriestoterrifyherfrommydoorstones? CatherineLinton(theverynamewarmsme),mybonnielass,Ishallbefromhomeallthisweek;goandseeifIhavenotspokentruth:do,there\'sadarling!Justimagineyourfatherinmyplace,andLintoninyours;thenthinkhowyouwouldvalueyourcarelessloverifherefusedtostirasteptocomfortyou,whenyourfatherhimselfentreatedhim;anddon\'t,frompurestupidity,fallintothesameerror。Iswear,onmysalvation,he\'sgoingtohisgrave,andnonebutyoucansavehim!\' ThelockgavewayandIissuedout。 `IswearLintonisdying,\'repeatedHeathcliff,lookinghardatme。`Andgriefanddisappointmentarehasteninghisdeath。Nelly,ifyouwon\'tlethergo,youcanwalkoveryourself。ButIshallnotreturntillthistimenextweek;andIthinkyourmasterhimselfwouldscarcelyobjecttohervisitinghercousin!\' `Comein,\'saidI,takingCathybythearmandhalf-forcinghertore-enter;forshelingered,viewingwithtroubledeyesthefeaturesofthespeaker,toosterntoexpresshisinwarddeceit。 Hepushedhishorseclose,and,bendingdown,observed: `MissCatherine,I\'llowetoyouthatIhavelittlepatiencewithLinton;andHaretonandJosephhaveless。I\'llownthathe\'swithaharshset。Hepinesforkindness,aswellaslove;andakindwordfromyouwouldbehisbestmedicine。Don\'tmindMrsDean\'scruelcautions;butbegenerous,andcontrivetoseehim。Hedreamsofyoudayandnight,andcannotbepersuadedthatyoudon\'thatehim,sinceyouneitherwritenorcall。\' Iclosedthedoor,androlledastonetoassisttheloosenedlockinholdingit;andspreadingmyumbrella,Idrewmychargeunderneath: fortherainbegantodrivethroughthemoaningbranchesofthetrees,andwarnedustoavoiddelay。OurhurrypreventedanycommentontheencounterwithHeathcliff,aswestretchedtowardshome;butIdivinedinstinctivelythatCatherine\'sheartwascloudednowindoubledarkness。Herfeaturesweresosad,theydidnotseemhers:sheevidentlyregardedwhatshehadheardaseverysyllabletrue。 Themasterhadretiredtorestbeforewecamein。Cathystoletohisroomtoinquirehowhewas;hehadfallenasleep。Shereturned,andaskedmetositwithherinthelibrary。Wetookourteatogether; andafterwardsshelaydownontherug,andtoldmenottotalk,forshewasweary。Igotabook,andpretendedtoread。Assoonasshesupposedmeabsorbedinmyoccupation,sherecommencedhersilentweeping:itappeared,atpresent,herfavouritediversion。Isufferedhertoenjoyitawhile; thenIexpostulated:deridingandridiculingallMrHeathcliff\'sassertionsabouthisson,asifIwerecertainshewouldcoincide。Alas!Ihadn\'tskilltocounteracttheeffecthisaccounthadproduced:itwasjustwhatheintended。 `Youmayberight,Ellen,\'sheanswered;`butIshallneverfeelateasetillIknow。AndImusttellLintonitisnotmyfaultthatIdon\'twrite,andconvincehimthatIshallnotchange。\' Whatusewereangerandprotestationsagainsthersillycredulity? Wepartedthatnight——hostile;butnextdaybeheldmeontheroadtoWutheringHeights,bythesideofmywilfulyoungmistress\'spony。Icouldn\'tbeartowitnesshersorrow:toseeherpaledejectedcountenance,andheavyeyes;andIyielded,inthefainthopethatLintonhimselfmightprove,byhisreceptionofus,howlittleofthetalewasfoundedonfact。 [NextChapter][TableofContents] WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter23Therainynighthadusheredinamistymorning——halffrost,halfdrizzleandtemporarybrookscrossedourpath——gurglingfromtheuplands。Myfeetwerethoroughlywetted;Iwascrossandlow;exactlythehumoursuitedformakingthemostofthesedisagreeablethings。Weenteredthefarmhousebythekitchenway,toascertainwhetherMrHeathcliffwerereallyabsent; becauseIputslightfaithinhisownaffirmation。 Josephseemedsittinginasortofelysiumalone,besidearoaringfire;aquartofaleonthetablenearhim,bristlingwithlargepiecesoftoastedoatcake;andhisblack,shortpipeinhismouth。Catherinerantothehearthtowarmherself。Iaskedifthemasterwasin?Myquestionremainedsolongunanswered,thatIthoughttheoldmanhadgrowndeaf,andrepeateditlouder。 `Na-ay!\'hesnarled,orratherscreamedthroughhisnose。`Na-ay! yahmuhgoabackwhearyahcoomfrough。\' `Joseph!\'criedapeevishvoice,simultaneouslywithme,fromtheinnerroom。`HowoftenamItocallyou?Thereareonlyafewredashesnow。Joseph!comethismoment。 Vigorouspuffs,andaresolutestareintothegratedeclaredhehadnoearforthisappeal。ThehousekeeperandHaretonwereinvisible; onegoneonanerrand,andtheotherathiswork,probably。WeknewLinton\'stones,andentered。 `Oh,Ihopeyou\'lldieinagarret!starvedtodeath,\'saidtheboy,mistakingourapproachforthatofhisnegligentattendant。 Hestopped,onobservinghiserror;hiscousinflewtohim。 `Isthatyou,MissLinton?\'hesaid,raisinghisheadfromthearmofthegreatchair,inwhichhereclined。`No——don\'tkissme:ittakesmybreath。Dearme!Papasaidyouwouldcall,\'continuedhe,afterrecoveringalittlefromCatherine\'sembrace;whileshestoodbylikingverycontrite。 `Willyoushutthedoor,ifyouplease?youleftitopen;andthose——thosedetestablecreatureswon\'tbringcoalstothefire。It\'ssocold!\' Istirredupthecinders,andfetchedascuttlefulmyself。Theinvalidcomplainedofbeingcoveredwithashes;buthehadatiresomecough,andlookedfeverishandill,soIdidnotrebukehistemper。 `Well,Linton,\'murmuredCatherine,whenhiscorrugatedbrowrelaxed。 `Areyougladtoseeme?CanIdoyouanygood?\' `Whydidn\'tyoucomebefore?\'heasked。`Youshouldhavecome,insteadofwriting。Ittiredmedreadfully,writingthoselongletters。 I\'dfarratherhavetalkedtoyou。Now,Icanneitherbeartotalk,noranythingelse。IwonderwhereZillahis!Willyou(lookingatme)stepintothekitchenandsee?\' Ihadreceivednothanksformyotherservice;andbeingunwillingtorunouttoandfroathisbehest,Ireplied: `NobodyisouttherebutJoseph。\' `Iwanttodrink,\'heexclaimedfretfully,turningaway。`ZillahisconstantlygaddingofftoGimmertonsincepapawent:it\'smiserable! AndI\'mobligedtocomedownhere——theyresolvednevertohearmeupstairs。\' `Isyourfatherattentivetoyou,MasterHeathcliff?\'Iasked,perceivingCatherinetobecheckedinherfriendlyadvances。 `Attentive?Hemakesthemalittlemoreattentiveatleast,\' hecried。`Thewretches!Doyouknow,MissLinton,thatbruteHaretonlaughsatme!Ihatehim!indeed,Ihatethemall:theyareodiousbeings。\' Cathybegansearchingforsomewater;shelightedonapitcherinthedresser,filledatumbler,andbroughtit。Hebidheraddaspoonfulofwinefromabottleonthetable;andhavingswallowedasmallportion,appearedmoretranquil,andsaidshewasverykind。 `Andareyougladtoseeme?\'askedshe,reiteratingherformerquestion,andpleasedtodetectthefaintdawnofasmile。 `Yes,Iam。It\'ssomethingnewtohearavoicelikeyours!\'hereplied。`ButIhavebeenvexed,becauseyouwouldn\'tcome。Andpapasworeitwasowingtome:hecalledmeapitiful,shuffling,worthlessthing;andsaidyoudespisedme;andifhehadbeeninmyplace,hewouldbemorethemasteroftheGrangethanyourfather,bythistime。Butyoudon\'tdespiseme,doyou,Miss—— `IwishyouwouldsayCatherine,orCathy,\'interruptedmyyounglady。`Despiseyou?No!NexttopapaandEllen,Iloveyoubetterthananybodyliving。Idon\'tloveMrHeathcliff,though;andIdarenotcomewhenhereturns;willhestayawaymanydays?\' `Notmany,\'answeredLinton;`buthegoesontothemoorsfrequently,sincetheshootingseasoncommenced;andyoumightspendanhourortwowithmeinhisabsence。Dosayyouwill。IthinkIshouldnotbepeevishwithyou:you\'dnotprovokeme,andyou\'dalwaysbereadytohelpme,wouldn\'tyou?\' `Yes,\'saidCatherine,strokinghislongsofthair;`ifIcouldonlygetpapa\'sconsent,I\'dspendhalfmytimewithyou。PrettyLinton! Iwishyouweremybrother。\'