`MissCathy,\'Iinterrupted,`itwillbethreehoursinsteadofonethatweareout,presently。Wereallymustgoback。\'
`No,thatmanisnotmyson,\'answeredHeathcliff,pushingmeaside。`ButIhaveone,andyouhaveseenhimbeforetoo;and,thoughyournurseisinahurry,Ithinkbothyouandshewouldbethebetterforalittlerest。Willyoujustturnthisnabofheath,andwalkintomyhouse?
You\'llgethomeearlierfortheease;andyoushallreceiveakindwelcome。
IwhisperedCatherinethatshemustn\'t,onanyaccount,accedetotheproposal:itwasentirelyoutofthequestion。
`Why?\'sheasked,aloud。`I\'mtiredofrunning,andthegroundisdewy:Ican\'tsithere。Letusgo,Ellen。Besides,hesaysIhaveseenhisson。He\'smistaken,Ithink;butIguesswherehelives:atthefarmhouseIvisitedincomingfromPenistoneCrags。Don\'tyou?\'
`Ido。Come,Nelly,holdyourtongue——itwillbeatreatforhertolookinonus。Hareton,getforwardswiththelass。Youshallwalkwithme,Nelly。\'
`No,she\'snotgoingtoanysuchplace,\'Icried,strugglingtoreleasemyarm,whichhehadseized:butshewasalmostatthedoorstonesalready,scamperingroundthebrowatfullspeed。Herappointedcompaniondidnotpretendtoescorther:heshiedoffbytheroadside,andvanished。
`MrHeathcliff,it\'sverywrong,\'Icontinued:`youknowyoumeannogood。Andthereshe\'llseeLinton,andallwillbetoldassoonaseverwereturn;andIshallhavetheblame。
`IwanthertoseeLinton,\'heanswered;`he\'slookingbetterthesefewdays:it\'snotoftenhe\'sfittobeseen。Andwe\'llsoonpersuadehertokeepthevisitsecret:whereistheharmofit?\'
`Theharmofitis,thatherfatherwouldhatemeifhefoundIsufferedhertoenteryourhouse;andIamconvincedyouhaveabaddesigninencouraginghertodoso,\'Ireplied。
`Mydesignisashonestaspossible。I\'llinformyouofitswholescope,\'hesaid。`Thatthetwocousinsmayfallinlove,andgetmarried。
I\'mactinggenerouslytoyourmaster:hisyoungchithasnoexpectations,andshouldshesecondmywishes,she\'llbeprovidedforatonceasjointsuccessorwithLinton。\'
`IfLintondied,\'Ianswered,`andhislifeisquiteuncertain,Catherinewouldbetheheir。\'
`No,shewouldnot,\'hesaid。`Thereisnoclauseinthewilltosecureitso:hispropertywouldgotome;but,topreventdisputes,Idesiretheirunion,andamresolvedtobringitabout。\'
`AndI\'mresolvedsheshallneverapproachyourhousewithmeagain,\'Ireturned,aswereachedthegate,whereMissCathywaitedourcoming。
Heathcliffbidmebequiet;and,precedingusupthepath,hastenedtoopenthedoor。Myyoungladygavehimseverallooks,asifshecouldnotexactlymakeuphermindwhattothinkofhim;butnowhesmiledwhenhemethereye,andsoftenedhisvoiceinaddressingher;andIwasfoolishenoughtoimaginethememoryofhermothermightdisarmhimfromdesiringherinjury。Lintonstoodonthehearth。Hehadbeenoutwalkinginthefields,forhiscapwason,andhewascallingtoJosephtobringhimdryshoes。Hehadgrowntallofhisage,stillwantingsomemonthsofsixteen。
Hisfeatureswereprettyyet,andhiseyeandcomplexionbrighterthanIrememberedthem,thoughwithmerelytemporarylustreborrowedfromthesalubriousairandgenialsun。
`Now,whoisthat?\'askedMrHeathcliff,turningtoCathy。`Canyoutell?\'
`Yourson?\'shesaid,havingdoubtfullysurveyed,firstoneandthentheother。
`Yes,yes,\'answeredhe:`butisthistheonlytimeyouhavebeheldhim?Think!Ah!youhaveashortmemory。Linton,don\'tyourecallyourcousin,thatyouusedtoteaseussowithwishingtosee?\'
`What,Linton!\'criedCathy,kindlingintojoyfulsurpriseatthename。`IsthatlittleLinton?He\'stallerthanIam!Areyou,Linton?\'
Theyouthsteppedforward,andacknowledgedhimself:shekissedhimfervently,andtheygazedwithwonderatthechangetimehadwroughtintheappearanceofeach。Catherinehadreachedherfullheight;herfigurewasbothplumpandslender,elasticassteel,andherwholeaspectsparklingwithhealthandspirits。Linton\'slooksandmovementswereverylanguid,andhisformextremelyslight;buttherewasagraceinhismannerthatmitigatedthesedefects,andrenderedhimnotunpleasing。Afterexchangingnumerousmarksoffondnesswithhim,hiscousinwenttoMrHeathcliff,wholingeredbythedoor,dividinghisattentionbetweentheobjectsinsideandthosethatlaywithout:pretending,thatis,toobservethelatter,andreallynotingtheformeralone。
`Andyouaremyuncle,then!\'shecried,reachinguptosalutehim。`IthoughtIlikedyou,thoughyouwerecrossatfirst。Whydon\'tyouvisitattheGrangewithLinton?Tolivealltheseyearssuchcloseneighbours,andneverseeus,isodd:whathaveyoudonesofor?\'
`Ivisiteditonceortwicetoooftenbeforeyouwereborn,\'heanswered。`There——damnit!Ifyouhaveanykissestospare,givethemtoLinton:theyarethrownawayonme。
`NaughtyEllen!\'exclaimedCatherine,flyingtoattackmenextwithherlavishcaresses。`WickedEllen!totrytohindermefromentering。
ButI\'lltakethiswalkeverymorninginfuture:mayI,uncle?andsometimesbringpapa。Won\'tyoubegladtoseeus?\'
`Ofcourse!\'repliedtheuncle,withahardlysuppressedgrimace,resultingfromhisdeepaversiontoboththeproposedvisitors。`Butstay,\'
hecontinued,turningtowardstheyounglady。`NowIthinkofit,I\'dbettertellyou。MrLintonhasaprejudiceagainstme:wequarrelledatonetimeofourlives,withunchristianferocity;and,ifyoumentioncomingheretohim,he\'llputavetoonyourvisitsaltogether。Therefore,youmustnotmentionit,unlessyoubecarelessofseeingyourcousinhereafter:
youmaycome,ifyouwill,butyoumustnotmentionit。\'
`Whydidyouquarrel?\'askedCatherine,considerablycrest-fallen。
`Hethoughtmetoopoortowedhissister,\'answeredHeathcliff,`andwasgrievedthatIgother:hispridewashurt,andhe\'llneverforgiveit。\'
`That\'swrong!\'saidtheyounglady:`sometime,I\'lltellhimso。ButLintonandIhavenoshareinyourquarrel。I\'llnotcomehere,then;heshallcometotheGrange。\'
`Itwillbetoofarforme,\'murmuredhercousin:`towalkfourmileswouldkillme。No,comehere,MissCatherine,nowandthen:noteverymorning,butonceortwiceaweek。\'
Thefatherlaunchedtowardshissonaglanceofbittercontempt。
`Iamafraid,Nelly,Ishalllosemylabour,\'hemutteredtome。
`MissCatherine,astheninnycallsher,willdiscoverhisvalue,andsendhimtothedevil。Now,ifithadbeenHareton!——Doyouknowthat,twentytimesaday,IcovetHareton,withallhisdegradation?I\'dhavelovedtheladhadhebeensomeoneelse。ButIthinkhe\'ssafefromherlove。I\'llpithimagainstthatpaltrycreature,unlessitbestiritselfbriskly。Wecalculateitwillscarcelylasttillitiseighteen。Oh,confoundthevapidthing!He\'sabsorbedindryinghisfeet,andneverlooksather——Linton!\'
`Yes,father,\'answeredtheboy。
`Haveyounothingtoshowyourcousinanywhereabout?notevenarabbitoraweasel\'snest?Takeherintothegarden,beforeyouchangeyourshoes;andintothestabletoseeyourhorse。
`Wouldn\'tyourathersithere?\'askedLinton,addressingCathyinatonewhichexpressedreluctancetomoveagain。
`Idon\'tknow,\'shereplied,castingalonginglooktothedoor,andevidentlyeagertobeactive。
Hekepthisseat,andshrankclosertothefire。Heathcliffrose,andwentintothekitchen,andfromthencetotheyard,callingoutforHareton。Haretonresponded,andpresentlythetworeentered。Theyoungmanhadbeenwashinghimself,aswasvisiblebytheglowonhischeeksandhiswettedhair。
`Oh,I\'llaskyou,uncle,\'criedMissCathy,recollectingthehousekeeper\'sassertion。`Thatisnotmycousin,ishe?\'
`Yes,\'hereplied,`yourmother\'snephew。Don\'tyoulikehim?\'
Catherinelookedqueer。`Ishenotahandsomelad?\'hecontinued。Theuncivillittlethingstoodontiptoe,andwhisperedasentenceinHeathcliff\'sear。Helaughed;Haretondarkened:Iperceivedhewasverysensitivetosuspectedslights,andhadobviouslyadimnotionofhisinferiority。Buthismasterorguardianchasedthefrownbyexclaiming:
`You\'llbethefavouriteamongus,Hareton!Shesaysyouarea——Whatwasit?Well,somethingveryflattering。Here!yougowithherroundthefarm。Andbehavelikeagentleman,mind!Don\'tuseanybadwords;anddon\'tstarewhentheyoungladyisnotlookingatyou,andbereadytohideyourfacewhensheis;and,whenyouspeak,sayyourwordsslowly,andkeepyourhandsoutofyourpockets。Beoff,andentertainherasnicelyasyoucan。
Hewatchedthecouplewalkingpastthewindow。Earnshawhadhiscountenancecompletelyavertedfromhiscompanion。Heseemedstudyingthefamiliarlandscapewithastranger\'sandanartist\'sinterest。Catherinetookaslylookathim,expressingsmalladmiration。Shethenturnedherattentiontoseekingoutobjectsofamusementforherself,andtrippedmerrilyon,liltingatunetosupplythelackofconversation。
`I\'vetiedhistongue,\'observedHeathcliff。`He\'llnotventureasinglesyllable,allthetime!Nelly,yourecollectmeathisage——nay,someyearsyounger。DidIeverlooksostupid:so``gaumless\'\',asJosephcallsit?\'
`Worse,\'Ireplied,`becausemoresullenwithit。\'
`I\'veapleasureinhim,\'hecontinued,reflectingaloud。`Hehassatisfiedmyexpectations。IfhewereabornfoolIshouldnotenjoyithalfsomuch。Buthe\'snofool;andIcansympathizewithallhisfeelings,havingfeltthemmyself。Iknowwhathesuffersnow,forinstance,exactly:
itismerelyabeginningofwhatheshallsuffer,though。Andhe\'llneverbeabletoemergefromhisbathosofcoarsenessandignorance。I\'vegothimfasterthanhisscoundrelofafathersecuredme,andlower;forhetakesaprideinhisbrutishness。I\'vetaughthimtoscorneverythingextra-animalassillyandweak。Don\'tyouthinkHindleywouldbeproudofhisson,ifhecouldseehim?almostasproudasIamofmine。Butthere\'sthisdifference;
oneisgoldputtotheuseofpaving-stones,andtheotheristinpolishedtoapeaserviceofsilver。Minehasnothingvaluableaboutit;
yetIshallhavethemeritofmakingitgoasfarassuchpoorstuffcango。Hishadfirst-ratequalities,andtheyarelost:renderedworsethanunavailing。Ihavenothingtoregret;hewouldhavemorethananybutIareawareof。Andthebestofitis,Haretonisdamnablyfondofme!You\'llownthatI\'veoutmatchedHindleythere。Ifthedeadvillaincouldrisefromhisgravetoabusemeforhisoffspring\'swrongs,Ishouldhavethefunofseeingthesaidoffspringfighthimbackagain,indignantthatheshoulddaretorailattheonefriendhehasintheworld!\'
Heathcliffchuckledafiendishlaughattheidea。Imadenoreply,becauseIsawthatheexpectednone。Meantime,ouryoungcompanion,whosattooremovedfromustohearwhatwassaid,begantoevincesymptomsofuneasiness,probablyrepentingthathehaddeniedhimselfthetreatofCatherine\'ssocietyforfearofalittlefatigue。Hisfatherremarkedtherestlessglanceswanderingtothewindow,andthehandirresolutelyextendedtowardshiscap。
`Getup,youidleboy!\'heexclaimed,withassumedheartiness。
`Awayafterthem!theyarejustatthecorner,bythestandofhives。\'
Lintongatheredhisenergies,andleftthehearth。Thelatticewasopen,and,ashesteppedout,IheardCathyinquiringofherunsociableattendant,whatwasthatinscriptionoverthedoor?Haretonstaredup,andscratchedhisheadlikeatrueclown。
`It\'ssomedamnablewriting,\'heanswered。`Icannotreadit。\'
`Can\'treadit?\'criedCatherine;`Icanreadit:it\'sEnglish。
ButIwanttoknowwhyitisthere。\'
Lintongiggled:thefirstappearanceofmirthhehadexhibited。
`Hedoesnotknowhisletters,\'hesaidtohiscousin。`Couldyoubelieveintheexistenceofsuchacolossaldunce?\'
`Isheallasheshouldbe?\'askedMissCathyseriously;`orishesimple:notright?I\'vequestionedhimtwicenow,andeachtimehelookedsostupidIthinkhedoesnotunderstandme。Icanhardlyunderstandhim,I\'msure!\'
Lintonrepeatedhislaugh,andglancedatHaretontauntingly;
whocertainlydidnotseemquiteclearofcomprehensionatthatmoment。
`There\'snothingthematterbutlaziness;isthere,Earnshaw?\'
hesaid。`Mycousinfanciesyouareanidiot。Thereyouexperiencetheconsequenceofscorning``book-larning\'\',asyouwouldsay。Haveyounoticed,Catherine,hisfrightfulYorkshirepronunciation?\'
`Why,wherethedevilistheuseon\'t?\'growledHareton,morereadyinansweringhisdailycompanion。Hewasabouttoenlargefurther,butthetwoyoungstersbrokeintoanoisyfitofmerriment;mygiddymissbeingdelightedtodiscoverthatshemightturnhisstrangetalktomatterofamusement。
`Whereistheuseofthedevilinthatsentence?\'titteredLinton。
`Papatoldyounottosayanybadwords,andyoucan\'topenyourmouthwithoutone。Dotrytobehavelikeagentleman,nowdo!\'
`Ifthouweren\'tmorealassthanalad,I\'dfelltheethisminute,Iwould;pitifullathofacrater!\'retortedtheangryboor,retreating,whilehisfaceburntwithmingledrageandmortification;forhewasconsciousofbeinginsulted,andembarrassedhowtoresentit。
MrHeathcliffhavingoverheardtheconversation,aswellasI,smiledwhenhesawhimgo;butimmediatelyafterwardscastalookofsingularaversionontheflippantpair,whoremainedchatteringinthedoorway:
theboyfindinganimationenoughwhilediscussingHareton\'sfaultsanddeficiencies,andrelatinganecdotesofhisgoings-on;andthegirlrelishinghispertandspitefulsayings,withoutconsideringtheillnaturetheyevinced:butIbegantodislike,morethantocompassionateLinton,andtoexcusehisfather,insomemeasure,forholdinghimcheap。
Westayedtillafternoon:IcouldnottearMissCathyaway,before;
buthappilymymasterhadnotquittedhisapartment,andremainedignorantofourprolongedabsence。Aswewalkedhome,Iwouldfainhaveenlightenedmychargeonthecharactersofthepeoplewehadquitted;butshegotitintoherheadthatIwasprejudicedagainstthem。
`Aha!\'shecried,`youtakepapa\'sside,Ellen:youarepartial,Iknow;orelseyouwouldn\'thavecheatedmesomanyyearsintothenotionthatLintonlivedalongwayfromhere。I\'mreallyextremelyangry;onlyI\'msopleasedIcan\'tshowit!Butyoumustholdyourtongueaboutmyuncle:he\'smyuncle,remember;andI\'llscoldpapaforquarrellingwithhim。
Andsosheranon,tillIdroppedendeavouringtoconvinceherofhermistake。Shedidnotmentionthevisitthatnight,becauseshedidnotseeMrLinton。Nextdayitallcameout,sadlytomychagrin;andstillIwasnotaltogethersorry:Ithoughttheburdenofdirectingandwarningwouldbemoreefficientlybornebyhimthanme。ButhewastootimidingivingsatisfactoryreasonsforhiswishthatsheshouldshunconnectionwiththehouseholdoftheHeights,andCatherinelikedgoodreasonsforeveryrestraintthatharassedherpettedwill。
`Papa!\'sheexclaimed,afterthemorning\'ssalutations,`guesswhomIsawyesterday,inmywalkonthemoors。Ah,papa,youstarted!you\'venotdoneright,haveyou,now?Isaw——Butlisten,andyoushallhearhowIfoundyouout;andEllen,whoisinleaguewithyou,andyetpretendedtopitymeso,whenIkepthoping,andwasalwaysdisappointedaboutLinton\'scomingback!\'
Shegaveafaithfulaccountofherexcursionanditsconsequences;
andmymaster,thoughhecastmorethanonereproachfullookatme,saidnothingtillshehadconcluded。Thenhedrewhertohim,andaskedifsheknewwhyhehadconcealedLinton\'snearneighbourhoodfromher。Couldshethinkitwastodenyherapleasurethatshemightharmlesslyenjoy?
`ItwasbecauseyoudislikedMrHeathcliff,\'sheanswered。
`ThenyoubelieveIcaremoreformyownfeelingsthanyours,Cathy?\'hesaid。`No,itwasnotbecauseIdislikedMrHeathcliff,butbecauseMrHeathcliffdislikesme;andisamostdiabolicalman,delightingtowrongandruinthosehehates,iftheygivehimtheslightestopportunity。
Iknewthatyoucouldnotkeepupanacquaintancewithyourcousin,withoutbeingbroughtintocontactwithhim;andIknewhewoulddetestyouonmyaccount;soforyourowngood,andnothingelse,ItookprecautionsthatyoushouldnotseeLintonagain。Imeanttoexplainthissometimeasyougrewolder,andI\'msorryIdelayedit。\'
`ButMrHeathcliffwasquitecordial,papa,\'observedCatherine,notatallconvinced;`andhedidn\'tobjecttoourseeingeachother:
hesaidImightcometohishousewhenIpleased;onlyImustnottellyou,becauseyouhadquarrelledwithhim,andwouldnotforgivehimformarryingauntIsabella。Andyouwon\'t。Youaretheonetobeblamed:
heiswillingtoletusbefriends,atleast;LintonandI;andyouarenot。
Mymaster,perceivingthatshewouldnottakehiswordforheruncle-in-law\'sevildisposition,gaveahastysketchofhisconducttoIsabella,andthemannerinwhichWutheringHeightsbecamehisproperty。
Hecouldnotbeartodiscourselonguponthetopic;forthoughhespokelittleofit,hestillfeltthesamehorroranddetestationofhisancientenemythathadoccupiedhishearteversinceMrsLinton\'sdeath。`Shemighthavebeenlivingyet,ifithadnotbeenforhim!\'washisconstantbitterreflection;and,inhiseyes,Heathcliffseemedamurderer。MissCathy——conversantwithnobaddeedsexceptherownslightactsofdisobedience,injustice,andpassion,risingfromhottemperandthoughtlessness,andrepentedofonthedaytheywerecommitted——wasamazedattheblacknessofspiritthatcouldbroodonandcoverrevengeforyears,anddeliberatelyprosecuteitsplanswithoutavisitationofremorse。Sheappearedsodeeplyimpressedandshockedatthisnewviewofhumannature——excludedfromallherstudiesandallherideastillnow——thatMrEdgardeemeditunnecessarytopursuethesubject。Hemerelyadded:
`Youwillknowhereafter,darling,whyIwishyoutoavoidhishouseandfamily;nowreturntoyouroldemploymentsandamusements,andthinknomoreaboutthem。\'
Catherinekissedherfatherandsatdownquietlytoherlessonsforacoupleofhours,accordingtocustom;thensheaccompaniedhimintothegrounds,andthewholedaypassedasusual:butintheevening,whenshehadretiredtoherroom,andIwenttohelphertoundress,Ifoundhercrying,onherkneesbythebedside。
`Oh,fie,sillychild!\'Iexclaimed。`Ifyouhadanyrealgriefs,you\'dbeashamedtowasteatearonthislittlecontrariety。Youneverhadoneshadowofsubstantialsorrow,MissCatherine。Suppose,foraminute,thatmasterandIweredead,andyouwerebyyourselfintheworld:howwouldyoufeelthen?Comparethepresentoccasionwithsuchanafflictionasthat,andbethankfulforthefriendsyouhave,insteadofcovetingmore。\'
`I\'mnotcryingformyself,Ellen,\'sheanswered,`it\'sforhim。
Heexpectedtoseemeagaintomorrow,andtherehe\'llbesodisappointed:
andhe\'llwaitforme,andIshan\'tcome!\'
`Nonsense,\'saidI,`doyouimaginehehasthoughtasmuchofyouasyouhaveofhim?Hasn\'theHaretonforacompanion?Notoneinahundredwouldweepatlosingarelationtheyhadjustseentwice,fortwoafternoons。Lintonwillconjecturehowitis,andtroublehimselfnofurtheraboutyou。\'
`ButmayInotwriteanotetotellhimwhyIcannotcome?\'sheasked,risingtoherfeet。`AndjustsendthosebooksIpromisedtolendhim?Hisbooksarenotasniceasmine,andhewantedtohavethemextremely,whenItoldhimhowinterestingtheywere。MayInot,Ellen?\'
`No,indeed!no,indeed!\'repliedI,withdecision。`Thenhewouldwritetoyou,andthere\'dneverbeanendofit。No,MissCatherine,theacquaintancemustbedroppedentirely:sopapaexpects,andIshallseethatitisdone。\'
`Buthowcanonelittlenote——\'sherecommenced,puttingonanimploringcountenance。
`Silence!\'Iinterrupted。`We\'llnotbeginwithyourlittlenotes。
Getintobed。\'
Shethrewatmeaverynaughtylook,sonaughtythatIwouldnotkisshergoodnightatfirst:Icoveredherup,andshutherdoor,ingreatdispleasure;but,repentinghalfway,Ireturnedsoftly,andlo!therewasmissstandingatthetablewithabitofblankpaperbeforeherandapencilinherhand,whichsheguiltilyslippedoutofsight,onmyentrance。
`You\'llgetnobodytotakethat,Catherine,\'Isaid,`ifyouwriteit;andatpresentIshallputoutyourcandle。\'
Isettheextinguisherontheflame,receivingasIdidsoaslaponmyhand,andpetulant`Crossthing!\'Ithenquittedheragain,andshedrewtheboltinoneofherworst,mostpeevishhumours。Theletterwasfinishedandforwardedtoitsdestinationbyamilk-fetcherwhocamefromthevillage:butthatIdidn\'tlearntillsometimeafterwards。Weekspassedon,andCathyrecoveredhertemper;thoughshegrewwondrousfondofstealingofftocornersbyherself;andoften,ifIcamenearhersuddenlywhilereading,shewouldstartandbendoverthebook,evidentlydesiroustohideit;andIdetectededgesofloosepaperstickingoutbeyondtheleaves。
Shealsogotatrickofcomingdownearlyinthemorningandlingeringaboutthekitchen,asifshewereexpectingthearrivalofsomething:andshehadasmalldrawerinacabinetinthelibrary,whichshewouldtrifleoverforhours,andwhosekeyshetookspecialcaretoremovewhensheleftit。
Oneday,assheinspectedthisdrawer,Iobservedthattheplaythings,andtrinketswhichrecentlyformeditscontents,weretransmutedintobitsoffoldedpaper。Mycuriosityandsuspicionswerearoused;Ideterminedtotakeapeepathermysterioustreasures;so,atnight,assoonassheandmymasterweresafeupstairs,Isearchedandreadilyfoundamongmyhousekeysonethatwouldfitthelock。Havingopened,Iemptiedthewholecontentsintomyapron,andtookthemwithmetoexamineatleisureinmyownchamber。ThoughIcouldnotbutsuspect,Iwasstillsurprisedtodiscoverthattheywereamassofcorrespondence——dailyalmost,itmusthavebeen——fromLintonHeathcliff:answerstodocumentsforwardedbyher。
Theearlierdatedwereembarrassedandshort;gradually,however,theyexpandedintocopiousloveletters,foolish,astheageofthewriterrenderednatural,yetwithtoucheshereandtherewhichIthoughtwereborrowedfromamoreexperiencedsource。Someofthemstruckmeassingularlyoddcompoundsofardourandflatness;commencinginstrongfeeling,andconcludingintheaffected,wordywaythataschoolboymightusetoafancied,incorporealsweetheart。WhethertheysatisfiedCathy,Idon\'tknow;buttheyappearedveryworthlesstrashtome。AfterturningoverasmanyasIthoughtproper,Itiedtheminahandkerchiefandsetthemaside,relockingthevacantdrawer。
Followingherhabit,myyoungladydescendedearly,andvisitedthekitchen:Iwatchedhergotothedoor,onthearrivalofacertainlittleboy;and,whilethedairymaidfilledhiscan,shetuckedsomethingintohisjacketpocket,andpluckedsomethingout。Iwentroundbythegarden,andlaidwaitforthemessenger;whofoughtvalorouslytodefendhistrust,andwespiltthemilkbetweenus;butIsucceededinabstractingtheepistle;and,threateningseriousconsequencesifhedidnotlooksharphome,IremainedunderthewallandperusedMissCathy\'saffectionatecomposition。
Itwasmoresimpleandmoreeloquentthanhercousin\'s;veryprettyandverysilly。Ishookmyhead,andwentmeditatingintothehouse。Thedaybeingwet,shecouldnotdivertherselfwithramblingaboutthepark;so,attheconclusionofhermorningstudies,sheresortedtothesolaceofthedrawer。Herfathersatreadingatthetable;andI,onpurpose,hadsoughtabitofworkinsomeunrippedfringesofthewindowcurtain,keepingmyeyesteadilyfixedonherproceedings。Neverdidanybirdflyingbacktoaplunderednestwhichithadleftbrimfulofchirpingyoungones,expressmorecompletedespairinitsanguishedcriesandflutterings,thanshebyhersingle`Oh!\'andthechangethattransfiguredherlatehappycountenance。
MrLintonlookedup。
`Whatisthematter,love?Haveyouhurtyourself?\'hesaid。
Histoneandlookassuredherhehadnotbeenthediscovererofthehoard。
`No,papa!\'shegasped。`Ellen!Ellen!comeupstairs-I\'msick!\'
Iobeyedhersummons,andaccompaniedherout。
`Oh,Ellen!youhavegotthem,\'shecommencedimmediately,droppingonherknees,whenwewereenclosedalone。`Oh,givethemtome,andI\'llnever,neverdosoagain!Don\'ttellpapa。Youhavenottoldpapa,Ellen?
sayyouhavenot?I\'vebeenexceedinglynaughty,butIwon\'tdoitanymore!\'
Withagraveseverityinmymanner,Ibidherstandup。
`So,\'Iexclaimed,`MissCatherine,youaretolerablyfaron,itseems:youmaywellbeashamedofthem!Afinebundleoftrashyoustudyinyourleisurehours,tobesure:why,it\'sgoodenoughtobeprinted!
AndwhatdoyousupposethemasterwillthinkwhenIdisplayitbeforehim?Ihaven\'tshownityet,butyouneedn\'timagineIshallkeepyourridiculoussecrets。Forshame!andyoumusthaveledthewayinwritingsuchabsurdities:hewouldnothavethoughtofbeginning,I\'mcertain。\'
`Ididn\'t!Ididn\'t!\'sobbedCathyfittobreakherheart。`I
didn\'toncethinkoflovinghimtill——\'
`Loving!\'criedI,asscornfullyasIcoulduttertheword。
`Loving!Didanybodyeverhearthelike!Imightjustaswelltalkoflovingthemillerwhocomesonceayeartobuyourcorn。Prettyloving,indeed!andbothtimestogetheryouhaveseenLintonhardlyfourhoursinyourlife!Nowhereisthebabyishtrash。I\'mgoingwithittothelibrary;
andwe\'llseewhatyourfathersaystosuchloving。\'
Shesprangatherpreciousepistles,butIheldthemabovemyhead;andthenshepouredoutfurtherfranticentreatiesthatIwouldburnthem——doanythingratherthanshowthem。Andbeingreallyfullyasinclinedtolaughasscold——forIesteemeditallgirlishvanity——Iatlengthrelentedinameasure,andasked:
`IfIconsenttoburnthem,willyoupromisefaithfullyneithertosendnorreceivealetteragain,norabook(forIperceiveyouhavesenthimbooks),norlocksofhair,norrings,norplaythings?\'
`Wedon\'tsendplaythings!\'criedCatherine,herprideovercominghershame。
`Noranythingatall,then,mylady,\'Isaid。`Unlessyouwill,hereIgo。\'
`Ipromise,Ellen!\'shecried,catchingmydress。`Oh,puttheminthefire,do,do!\'
ButwhenIproceededtoopenaplacewiththepoker,thesacrificewastoopainfultobeborne。SheearnestlysupplicatedthatIwouldspareheroneortwo。
`Oneortwo,Ellen,tokeepforLinton\'ssake!\'
Iunknottedthehandkerchief,andcommenceddroppingtheminfromanangle,andtheflamecurledupthechimney。
`Iwillhaveone,youcruelwretch!\'shescreamed,dartingherhandintothefire,anddrawingforthsomehalfconsumedfragments,attheexpenseofherfingers。
`Verywell——andIwillhavesometoexhibittopapa!\'Ianswered,shakingbacktherestintothebundle,andturninganewtothedoor。
Sheemptiedherblackenedpiecesintotheflames,andmotionedmetofinishtheimmolation。Itwasdone;Istirreduptheashes,andinterredthemunderashovelfulofcoals;andshemutely,andwithasenseofintenseinjury,retiredtoherprivateapartment。Idescendedtotellmymasterthattheyounglady\'squalmofsicknesswasalmostgone,butIjudgeditbestforhertoliedownawhile。Shewouldn\'tdine;butshereappearedattea,pale,andredabouttheeyes,andmarvellouslysubduedinoutwardaspect。NextmorningIansweredtheletterbyaslipofpaper,inscribed,`MasterHeathcliffisrequestedtosendnomorenotestoMissLinton,asshewillnotreceivethem。\'And,thenceforth,thelittleboycamewithvacantpockets。
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MrLintonandhisdaughterwouldfrequentlywalkoutamongthereapers;
atthecarryingofthelastsheaves,theystayedtilldusk,andtheeveninghappeningtobechillanddamp,mymastercaughtabadcold,thatsettlingobstinatelyonhislungs,confinedhimindoorsthroughoutthewholeofthewinter,nearlywithoutintermission。
PoorCathy,frightenedfromherlittleromance,hadbeenconsiderablysadderanddullersinceitsabandonment;andherfatherinsistedonherreadingless,andtakingmoreexercise。Shehadhiscompanionshipnolonger;
Iesteemeditadutytosupplyitslack,asmuchaspossible,withmine:
aninefficientsubstitute;forIcouldonlysparetwoorthreehours,frommynumerousdiurnaloccupations,tofollowherfootsteps,andthenmysocietywasobviouslylessdesirablethanhis。
OnanafternooninOctober,orthebeginningofNovember——afreshwateryafternoon,whentheturfandpathswererustlingwithmoist,witheredleaves,andthecold,blueskywashalfhiddenbyclouds——darkgreystreamers,rapidlymountingfromthewest,andbodingabundantrain——Irequestedmyyoungladytoforegoherramble,becauseIwascertainofshowers。Sherefused;andIunwillinglydonnedacloak,andtookmyumbrellatoaccompanyheronastrolltothebottomofthepark;aformalwalkwhichshegenerallyaffectediflow-spirited——andthatsheinvariablywaswhenMrEdgarhadbeenworsethanordinary,athingneverknownfromhisconfession,butguessedbothbyherandme,fromhisincreasedsilenceandthemelancholyofhiscountenance。Shewentsadlyon:therewasnorunningorboundingnow,thoughthechillwindmightwellhavetemptedhertoarace。Andoften,fromthesideofmyeye,Icoulddetectherraisingahand,andbrushingsomethingoffhercheek。Igazedroundforameansofdivertingherthoughts。
Ononesideoftheroadroseahigh,roughbank,wherehazelsandstuntedoaks,withtheirrootshalfexposed,helduncertaintenure:thesoilwastoolooseforthelatter;andstrongwindshadblownsomenearlyhorizontal。
Insummer,MissCatherinedelightedtoclimbalongthesetrunks,andsitinthebranches,swingingtwentyfeetabovetheground;andI,pleasedwithheragilityandherlight,childishheart,stillconsidereditpropertoscoldeverytimeIcaughtheratsuchanelevation,butsothatsheknewtherewasnonecessityfordescending。Fromdinnertoteashewouldlieinherbreeze-rockedcradle,doingnothingexceptsingingoldsongs——mynurserylore——toherself,orwatchingthebirds,jointtenants,feedandenticetheiryoungonestofly:ornestlingwithclosedlids,halfthinking,halfdreaming,happierthanwordscanexpress。
`Look,miss!\'Iexclaimed,pointingtoanookundertherootsofonetwistedtree。`Winterisnothereyet。There\'salittleflowerupyonder,thelastbudfromthemultitudeofbluebellsthatcloudedthoseturfstepsinJulywithalilacmist。Willyouclamberup,andpluckittoshowtopapa?\'
Cathystaredalongtimeatthelonelyblossomtremblinginitsearthyshelter,andreplied,atlength:
`No,I\'llnottouchit:butitlooksmelancholy,doesitnot,Ellen?\'
`Yes,\'Iobserved,`aboutasstarvedandsacklessasyou:yourcheeksarebloodless;letustakeholdofhandsandrun。You\'resolow,IdaresayIshallkeepupwithyou。
`No,\'sherepeated,andcontinuedsaunteringon,pausing,atintervals,tomuseoverabitofmoss,oratuftofblanchedgrass,orafungusspreadingitsbrightorangeamongtheheapsofbrownfoliage;and,everandanon,herhandwasliftedtoheravertedface。
`Catherine,whyareyoucrying,love?\'Iasked,approachingandputtingmyarmoverhershoulder。`Youmustn\'tcrybecausepapahasacold;
bethankfulitisnothingworse。
Shenowputnofurtherrestraintonhertears;herbreathwasstifledbysobs。
`Oh,itwillbesomethingworse,\'shesaid。`AndwhatshallIdowhenpapaandyouleaveme,andIambymyself?Ican\'tforgetyourwords,Ellen;theyarealwaysinmyear。Howlifewillbechanged,howdrearytheworldwillbe,whenpapaandyouaredead。\'
`Nonecantell,whetheryouwon\'tdiebeforeus,\'Ireplied。`It\'swrongtoanticipateevil。We\'llhopethereareyearsandyearstocomebeforeanyofusgo:masterisyoung,andIamstrong,andhardlyforty-five。
Mymotherlivedtilleighty,acantydametothelast。AndsupposeMrLintonweresparedtillhesawsixty,thatwouldbemoreyearsthanyouhavecounted,miss。Andwoulditnotbefoolishtomournacalamityabovetwentyyearsbeforehand?\'
`ButAuntIsabellawasyoungerthanpapa,\'sheremarked,gazingupwithtimidhopetoseekfurtherconsolation。
`AuntIsabellahadnotyouandmetonurseher,\'Ireplied。`Shewasn\'tashappyasmaster:shehadn\'tasmuchtolivefor。Allyouneeddo,istowaitwellonyourfather,andcheerhimbylettinghimseeyoucheerful;andavoidgivinghimanxietyonanysubject:mindthat,Cathy!
I\'llnotdisguisebutyoumightkillhim,ifyouwerewildandreckless,andcherishedafoolish,fancifulaffectionforthesonofapersonwhowouldbegladtohavehiminhisgrave;andallowedhimtodiscoverthatyoufrettedovertheseparationhehadjudgeditexpedienttomake。\'
`Ifretaboutnothingonearthexceptpapa\'sillness,\'answeredmycompanion。`Icarefornothingincomparisonwithpapa。AndI\'llnever——never——oh,never,whileIhavemysenses,doanactorsayawordtovexhim。Ilovehimbetterthanmyself,Ellen;andIknowitbythis:IprayeverynightthatImayliveafterhim;becauseIwouldratherbemiserablethanthatheshouldbe:thatprovesIlovehimbetterthanmyself。\'
`Goodwords,\'Ireplied。`Butdeedsmustproveitalso;andafterheiswell,rememberyoudon\'tforgetresolutionsformedinthehouroffear。\'
Aswetalked,wenearedadoorthatopenedontheroad;andmyyounglady,lighteningintosunshineagain,climbedupandseatedherselfonthetopofthewall,reachingovertogathersomehipsthatbloomedscarletonthesummitbranchesofthewildrosetrees,shadowingthehighwayside:thelowerfruithaddisappeared,butonlybirdscouldtouchtheupper,exceptfromCathy\'spresentstation。Instretchingtopullthem,herhatfelloff;andasthedoorwaslocked,sheproposedscramblingdowntorecoverit。Ibidherbecautiouslestshegotafall,andshenimblydisappeared。
Butthereturnwasnosucheasymatter:thestonesweresmoothandneatlycemented,andtherose-bushesandblackberrystragglerscouldyieldnoassistanceinre-ascending。I,likeafool,didn\'trecollectthat,tillIheardherlaughingandexclaiming:
`Ellen,you\'llhavetofetchthekey,orelseImustrunroundtotheporter\'slodge。Ican\'tscaletherampartsonthisside!\'
`Staywhereyouare,\'Ianswered,`Ihavemybundleofkeysinmypocket:perhapsImaymanagetoopenit;ifnotI\'llgo。\'
Catherineamusedherselfwithdancingtoandfrobeforethedoor,whileItriedallthelargekeysinsuccession。Ihadappliedthelast,andfoundthatnonewoulddo;so,repeatingmydesirethatshewouldremainthere,IwasabouttohurryhomeasfastasIcould,whenanapproachingsoundarrestedme。Itwasthetrotofahorse;Cathy\'sdancestopped,andinaminutethehorsestoppedalso。
`Whoisthat?\'Iwhispered。
`Ellen,Iwishyoucouldopenthedoor,\'whisperedbackmycompanionanxiously。
`Ho,MissLinton!\'criedadeepvoice(therider\'s),`I\'mgladtomeetyou。Don\'tbeinhastetoenter,forIhaveanexplanationtoaskandobtain。\'
`Ishan\'tspeaktoyou,MrHeathcliff,\'answeredCatherine。`Papasaysyouareawickedman,andyouhatebothhimandme;andEllensaysthesame。\'
`Thatisnothingtothepurpose,\'saidHeathcliff。(Heitwas。)
`Idon\'thatemyson,Isuppose;anditisconcerninghimthatIdemandyourattention。Yes;youhavecausetoblush。Twoorthreemonthssince,wereyounotinthehabitofwritingtoLinton?makingloveinplay,eh?
Youdeserved,bothofyou,floggingforthat!Youespecially,theelder;
andlesssensitive,asitturnsout。I\'vegotyourletters,andifyougivemeanypertnessI\'llsendthemtoyourfather。Ipresumeyougrewwearyoftheamusementanddroppedit,didn\'tyou?Well,youdroppedLintonwithitintoasloughofdespond。Hewasinearnest:inlove,really。AstrueasIlive,he\'sdyingforyou;breakinghisheartatyourfickleness:
notfiguratively,butactually。ThoughHaretonhasmadehimastandingjestforsixweeks,andIhaveusedmoreseriousmeasures,andattemptedtofrightenhimoutofhisidiotcy,hegetsworsedaily;andhe\'llbeunderthesodbeforesummer,unlessyourestorehim!\'
`Howcanyouliesoglaringlytothepoorchild?\'Icalledfromtheinside。`Prayrideon!Howcanyoudeliberatelygetupsuchpaltryfalsehoods?MissCathy,I\'llknockthelockoffwithastone:youwon\'tbelievethatvilenonsense。Youcanfeelinyourself,itisimpossiblethatapersonshoulddieforloveofastranger。\'
`Iwasnotawaretherewereeavesdroppers,\'mutteredthedetectedvillain。`WorthyMrsDean,Ilikeyou,butIdon\'tlikeyourdouble-dealing,\'
headdedaloud。`Howcouldyouliesoglaringly,astoaffirmIhatedthe``poorchild\'\'?andinventbugbearstoriestoterrifyherfrommydoorstones?
CatherineLinton(theverynamewarmsme),mybonnielass,Ishallbefromhomeallthisweek;goandseeifIhavenotspokentruth:do,there\'sadarling!Justimagineyourfatherinmyplace,andLintoninyours;thenthinkhowyouwouldvalueyourcarelessloverifherefusedtostirasteptocomfortyou,whenyourfatherhimselfentreatedhim;anddon\'t,frompurestupidity,fallintothesameerror。Iswear,onmysalvation,he\'sgoingtohisgrave,andnonebutyoucansavehim!\'
ThelockgavewayandIissuedout。
`IswearLintonisdying,\'repeatedHeathcliff,lookinghardatme。`Andgriefanddisappointmentarehasteninghisdeath。Nelly,ifyouwon\'tlethergo,youcanwalkoveryourself。ButIshallnotreturntillthistimenextweek;andIthinkyourmasterhimselfwouldscarcelyobjecttohervisitinghercousin!\'
`Comein,\'saidI,takingCathybythearmandhalf-forcinghertore-enter;forshelingered,viewingwithtroubledeyesthefeaturesofthespeaker,toosterntoexpresshisinwarddeceit。
Hepushedhishorseclose,and,bendingdown,observed:
`MissCatherine,I\'llowetoyouthatIhavelittlepatiencewithLinton;andHaretonandJosephhaveless。I\'llownthathe\'swithaharshset。Hepinesforkindness,aswellaslove;andakindwordfromyouwouldbehisbestmedicine。Don\'tmindMrsDean\'scruelcautions;butbegenerous,andcontrivetoseehim。Hedreamsofyoudayandnight,andcannotbepersuadedthatyoudon\'thatehim,sinceyouneitherwritenorcall。\'
Iclosedthedoor,androlledastonetoassisttheloosenedlockinholdingit;andspreadingmyumbrella,Idrewmychargeunderneath:
fortherainbegantodrivethroughthemoaningbranchesofthetrees,andwarnedustoavoiddelay。OurhurrypreventedanycommentontheencounterwithHeathcliff,aswestretchedtowardshome;butIdivinedinstinctivelythatCatherine\'sheartwascloudednowindoubledarkness。Herfeaturesweresosad,theydidnotseemhers:sheevidentlyregardedwhatshehadheardaseverysyllabletrue。
Themasterhadretiredtorestbeforewecamein。Cathystoletohisroomtoinquirehowhewas;hehadfallenasleep。Shereturned,andaskedmetositwithherinthelibrary。Wetookourteatogether;
andafterwardsshelaydownontherug,andtoldmenottotalk,forshewasweary。Igotabook,andpretendedtoread。Assoonasshesupposedmeabsorbedinmyoccupation,sherecommencedhersilentweeping:itappeared,atpresent,herfavouritediversion。Isufferedhertoenjoyitawhile;
thenIexpostulated:deridingandridiculingallMrHeathcliff\'sassertionsabouthisson,asifIwerecertainshewouldcoincide。Alas!Ihadn\'tskilltocounteracttheeffecthisaccounthadproduced:itwasjustwhatheintended。
`Youmayberight,Ellen,\'sheanswered;`butIshallneverfeelateasetillIknow。AndImusttellLintonitisnotmyfaultthatIdon\'twrite,andconvincehimthatIshallnotchange。\'
Whatusewereangerandprotestationsagainsthersillycredulity?
Wepartedthatnight——hostile;butnextdaybeheldmeontheroadtoWutheringHeights,bythesideofmywilfulyoungmistress\'spony。Icouldn\'tbeartowitnesshersorrow:toseeherpaledejectedcountenance,andheavyeyes;andIyielded,inthefainthopethatLintonhimselfmightprove,byhisreceptionofus,howlittleofthetalewasfoundedonfact。
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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter23Therainynighthadusheredinamistymorning——halffrost,halfdrizzleandtemporarybrookscrossedourpath——gurglingfromtheuplands。Myfeetwerethoroughlywetted;Iwascrossandlow;exactlythehumoursuitedformakingthemostofthesedisagreeablethings。Weenteredthefarmhousebythekitchenway,toascertainwhetherMrHeathcliffwerereallyabsent;
becauseIputslightfaithinhisownaffirmation。
Josephseemedsittinginasortofelysiumalone,besidearoaringfire;aquartofaleonthetablenearhim,bristlingwithlargepiecesoftoastedoatcake;andhisblack,shortpipeinhismouth。Catherinerantothehearthtowarmherself。Iaskedifthemasterwasin?Myquestionremainedsolongunanswered,thatIthoughttheoldmanhadgrowndeaf,andrepeateditlouder。
`Na-ay!\'hesnarled,orratherscreamedthroughhisnose。`Na-ay!
yahmuhgoabackwhearyahcoomfrough。\'
`Joseph!\'criedapeevishvoice,simultaneouslywithme,fromtheinnerroom。`HowoftenamItocallyou?Thereareonlyafewredashesnow。Joseph!comethismoment。
Vigorouspuffs,andaresolutestareintothegratedeclaredhehadnoearforthisappeal。ThehousekeeperandHaretonwereinvisible;
onegoneonanerrand,andtheotherathiswork,probably。WeknewLinton\'stones,andentered。
`Oh,Ihopeyou\'lldieinagarret!starvedtodeath,\'saidtheboy,mistakingourapproachforthatofhisnegligentattendant。
Hestopped,onobservinghiserror;hiscousinflewtohim。
`Isthatyou,MissLinton?\'hesaid,raisinghisheadfromthearmofthegreatchair,inwhichhereclined。`No——don\'tkissme:ittakesmybreath。Dearme!Papasaidyouwouldcall,\'continuedhe,afterrecoveringalittlefromCatherine\'sembrace;whileshestoodbylikingverycontrite。
`Willyoushutthedoor,ifyouplease?youleftitopen;andthose——thosedetestablecreatureswon\'tbringcoalstothefire。It\'ssocold!\'
Istirredupthecinders,andfetchedascuttlefulmyself。Theinvalidcomplainedofbeingcoveredwithashes;buthehadatiresomecough,andlookedfeverishandill,soIdidnotrebukehistemper。
`Well,Linton,\'murmuredCatherine,whenhiscorrugatedbrowrelaxed。
`Areyougladtoseeme?CanIdoyouanygood?\'
`Whydidn\'tyoucomebefore?\'heasked。`Youshouldhavecome,insteadofwriting。Ittiredmedreadfully,writingthoselongletters。
I\'dfarratherhavetalkedtoyou。Now,Icanneitherbeartotalk,noranythingelse。IwonderwhereZillahis!Willyou(lookingatme)stepintothekitchenandsee?\'
Ihadreceivednothanksformyotherservice;andbeingunwillingtorunouttoandfroathisbehest,Ireplied:
`NobodyisouttherebutJoseph。\'
`Iwanttodrink,\'heexclaimedfretfully,turningaway。`ZillahisconstantlygaddingofftoGimmertonsincepapawent:it\'smiserable!
AndI\'mobligedtocomedownhere——theyresolvednevertohearmeupstairs。\'
`Isyourfatherattentivetoyou,MasterHeathcliff?\'Iasked,perceivingCatherinetobecheckedinherfriendlyadvances。
`Attentive?Hemakesthemalittlemoreattentiveatleast,\'
hecried。`Thewretches!Doyouknow,MissLinton,thatbruteHaretonlaughsatme!Ihatehim!indeed,Ihatethemall:theyareodiousbeings。\'
Cathybegansearchingforsomewater;shelightedonapitcherinthedresser,filledatumbler,andbroughtit。Hebidheraddaspoonfulofwinefromabottleonthetable;andhavingswallowedasmallportion,appearedmoretranquil,andsaidshewasverykind。
`Andareyougladtoseeme?\'askedshe,reiteratingherformerquestion,andpleasedtodetectthefaintdawnofasmile。
`Yes,Iam。It\'ssomethingnewtohearavoicelikeyours!\'hereplied。`ButIhavebeenvexed,becauseyouwouldn\'tcome。Andpapasworeitwasowingtome:hecalledmeapitiful,shuffling,worthlessthing;andsaidyoudespisedme;andifhehadbeeninmyplace,hewouldbemorethemasteroftheGrangethanyourfather,bythistime。Butyoudon\'tdespiseme,doyou,Miss——
`IwishyouwouldsayCatherine,orCathy,\'interruptedmyyounglady。`Despiseyou?No!NexttopapaandEllen,Iloveyoubetterthananybodyliving。Idon\'tloveMrHeathcliff,though;andIdarenotcomewhenhereturns;willhestayawaymanydays?\'
`Notmany,\'answeredLinton;`buthegoesontothemoorsfrequently,sincetheshootingseasoncommenced;andyoumightspendanhourortwowithmeinhisabsence。Dosayyouwill。IthinkIshouldnotbepeevishwithyou:you\'dnotprovokeme,andyou\'dalwaysbereadytohelpme,wouldn\'tyou?\'
`Yes,\'saidCatherine,strokinghislongsofthair;`ifIcouldonlygetpapa\'sconsent,I\'dspendhalfmytimewithyou。PrettyLinton!
Iwishyouweremybrother。\'