第12章

类别:其他 作者:Emily Bronte字数:18138更新时间:18/12/14 16:56:42
`Icarenothingforhisanger,\'exclaimedCathy,imaginingshewouldbeitsobject。 `ButIdo,\'saidhercousin,shuddering。`Don\'tprovokehimagainstme,Catherine,forheisveryhard。\' `Isheseveretoyou,MasterHeathcliff?\'Iinquired。`Hashegrownwearyofindulgence,andpassedfrompassivetoactivehatred?\' Lintonlookedatme,butdidnotanswer;and,afterkeepingherseatbyhissideanothertenminutes,duringwhichhisheadfelldrowsilyonhisbreast,andheutterednothingexceptsuppressedmoansofexhaustionorpain,Cathybegantoseeksolaceinlookingforbilberries,andsharingtheproduceofherresearcheswithme:shedidnotofferthemtohim,forshesawfurthernoticewouldonlywearyandannoy。 `Isithalfanhournow,Ellen?\'shewhisperedinmyear,atlast。 `Ican\'ttellwhyweshouldstay。He\'sasleep,andpapawillbewantingusback。\' `Well,wemustnotleavehimasleep,\'Ianswered;`waittillhewakes,andbepatient。Youweremightyeagertosetoff,butyourlongingtoseepoorLintonhassoonevaporated!\' `Whydidhewishtoseeme?\'returnedCatherine。`Inhiscrossesthumours,formerly,IlikedhimbetterthanIdoinhispresentcuriousmood。It\'sjustasifitwereataskhewascompelledtoperform——thisinterview——forfearhisfathershouldscoldhim。ButI\'mhardlygoingtocometogiveMrHeathcliffpleasure;whateverreasonhemayhavefororderingLintontoundergothispenance。And,thoughI\'mgladhe\'sbetterinhealth,I\'msorryhe\'ssomuchlesspleasant,andsomuchlessaffectionatetome。\' `Youthinkheisbetterinhealththen?\'Isaid。 `Yes,\'sheanswered;`becausehealwaysmadesuchagreatdealofhissufferings,youknow。Heisnottolerablywell,ashetoldmetotellpapa;buthe\'sbetter,verylikely。\' `Thereyoudifferwithme,MissCathy,\'Iremarked;`Ishouldconjecturehimtobefarworse。\' Lintonherestartedfromhisslumberinbewilderedterror,andaskedifanyonehadcalledhisname。 `No,\'saidCatherine;`unlessindreams。Icannotconceivehowyoumanagetodozeoutofdoors,inthemorning。\' `IthoughtIheardmyfather,\'hegasped,glancinguptothefrowningnababoveus。`Youaresurenobodyspoke?\' `Quitesure,\'repliedhiscousin。`OnlyEllenandIweredisputingconcerningyourhealth。Areyoutrulystronger,Linton,thanwhenweseparatedinwinter?IfyoubeI\'mcertainonethingisnotstronger——yourregardforme:speak,——areyou?\' ThetearsgushedfromLinton\'seyesasheanswered,`Yes,yes,Iam!\'And,stillunderthespelloftheimaginaryvoice,hisgazewanderedupanddowntodetectitsowner。Cathyrose。`Fortodaywemustpart,\' shesaid。`AndIwon\'tconcealthatIhavebeensadlydisappointedwithourmeeting;thoughI\'llmentionittonobodybutyou:notthatIstandinaweofMrHeathcliff。\' `Hush,\'murmuredLinton:`forGod\'ssake,hush!He\'scoming。\' AndheclungtoCatherine\'sarm,strivingtodetainher;butatthatannouncementshehastilydisengagedherself,andwhistledtoMinny,whoobeyedherlikeadog。 `I\'llbeherenextThursday,\'shecried,springingtothesaddle。 `Goodbye。Quick,Ellen!\' Andsowelefthim,scarcelyconsciousofourdeparture,soabsorbedwasheinanticipatinghisfather\'sapproach。 Beforewereachedhome,Catherine\'sdispleasuresoftenedintoaperplexedsensationofpityandregret,largelyblendedwithvague,uneasydoubtsaboutLinton\'sactualcircumstances,physicalandsocial;inwhichIpartook,thoughIcounselledhernottosaymuch;forasecondjourneywouldmakeusbetterjudges。Mymasterrequestedanaccountofourongoings。 Hisnephew\'sofferingofthankswasdulydelivered,MissCathygentlytouchingontherest:Ialsothrewlittlelightonhisinquiries,forIhardlyknewwhattohide,andwhattoreveal。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter27Sevendaysglidedaway,everyonemarkingitscoursebythehenceforthrapidalterationofEdgarLinton\'sstate。Thehavocthatmonthshadpreviouslywroughtwasnowemulatedbytheinroadsofhours。Catherine,wewouldfainhavedeludedyet:butherownquickspiritrefusedtodeludeher:itdivinedinsecret,andbroodedonthedreadfulprobability,graduallyripeningintocertainty。Shehadnotthehearttomentionherride,whenThursdaycameround;Imentioneditforher,andobtainedpermissiontoorderheroutofdoors:forthelibrary,whereherfatherstoppedashorttimedaily——thebriefperiodhecouldbeartositup——andhischamber,hadbecomeherwholeworld。Shegrudgedeachmomentthatdidnotfindherbendingoverhispillow,orseatedbyhisside:Hercountenancegrewwanwithwatchingandsorrow,andmymastergladlydismissedhertowhatheflatteredhimselfwouldbeahappychangeofsceneandsociety;drawingcomfortfromthehopethatshewouldnotnowbeleftentirelyaloneafterhisdeath。 Hehadafixedidea,Iguessedbyseveralobservationsheletfall,that,ashisnephewresembledhiminperson,hewouldresemblehiminmind;forLinton\'slettersborefewornoindicationsofhisdefectivecharacter。AndI,throughpardonableweakness,refrainedfromcorrectingtheerror;askingmyselfwhatgoodtherewouldbeindisturbinghislastmomentswithinformationthathehadneitherpowernoropportunitytoturntoaccount。 Wedeferredourexcursiontilltheafternoon;agoldenafternoonofAugust:everybreathfromthehillssofulloflife,thatitseemedwhoeverrespiredit,thoughdying,mightrevive。Catherine\'sfacewasjustlikethelandscape——shadowsandsunshineflittingoveritinrapidsuccession; buttheshadowsrestedlonger,andthesunshinewasmoretransient;andherpoorlittleheartreproacheditselfforeventhatpassingforgetfulnessofitscares。 WediscernedLintonwatchingatthesamespothehadselectedbefore。Myyoungmistressalighted,andtoldmethat,asshewasresolvedtostayaverylittlewhile,Ihadbetterholdtheponyandremainonhorseback; butIdissented:Iwouldn\'trisklosingsightofthechargecommittedtomeaminute;soweclimbedtheslopeofheathtogether。MasterHeathcliffreceiveduswithgreateranimationonthisoccasion:nottheanimationofhighspiritsthough,noryetofjoy;itlookedmorelikefear。 `Itislate!\'hesaid,speakingshortandwithdifficulty。`Isnotyourfatherveryill?Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tcome。\' `Whywon\'tyoubecandid?\'criedCatherine,swallowinghergreeting。`Whycannotyousayatonceyoudon\'twantme?Itisstrange,Linton,thatforthesecondtimeyouhavebroughtmehereonpurpose,apparently,todistressusboth,andfornoreasonbesides!\' Lintonshivered,andglancedather,halfsupplicating,halfashamed; buthiscousin\'spatiencewasnotsufficienttoendurethisenigmaticalbehaviour。 `Myfatherisveryill,\'shesaid;`andwhyamIcalledfromhisbedside?Whydidn\'tyousendtoabsolvemefrommypromise,when\'\'youwishedIwouldn\'tkeepit?Come!Idesireanexplanation:playingandtriflingarecompletelybanishedoutofmymind;andIcan\'tdanceattendanceonyouraffectationsnow!\' `Myaffectations!\'hemurmured;`whatarethey?ForHeaven\'ssake,Catherine,don\'tlooksoangry!Despisemeasmuchasyouplease;Iamaworthless,cowardlywretch:Ican\'tbescornedenough;butI\'mtoomeanforyouranger。Hatemyfather,andsparemeforcontempt。\' `Nonsense!\'criedCatherine,inapassion。`Foolish,sillyboy! Andthere!hetrembles,asifIwerereallygoingtotouchhim!Youneedn\'tbespeakcontempt,Linton:anybodywillhaveitspontaneouslyatyourservice。 Getoff!Ishallreturnhome:itisfollydraggingyoufromthehearthstone,andpretending——whatdowepretend?Letgomyfrock!IfIpitiedyouforcryingandlookingsoveryfrightened,youshouldspurnsuchpity。Ellen,tellhimhowdisgracefulthisconductis。Rise,anddon\'tdegradeyourselfintoanabjectreptile——don\'t!\' Withstreamingfaceandanexpressionofagony,Lintonhadthrownhisnervelessframealongtheground:heseemedconvulsedwithexquisiteterror。 `Oh!\'hesobbed,`Icannotbearit!Catherine,Catherine,I\'matraitor,too,andIdarenottellyou!Butleaveme,andIshallbekilled!DearCatherine,mylifeisinyourhands:andyouhavesaidyoulovedme,andifyoudid,itwouldn\'tharmyou。You\'llnotgo,then?kind,sweet,goodCatherine!Andperhapsyouwillconsent——andhe\'llletmediewithyou!\' Myyounglady,onwitnessinghisintenseanguish,stoopedtoraisehim。Theoldfeelingofindulgenttendernessovercamehervexation,andshegrewthoroughlymovedandalarmed。 `Consenttowhat?\'sheasked。`Tostay?Tellmethemeaningofthisstrangetalk,andIwill。Youcontradictyourownwords,anddistractme!Becalmandfrank,andconfessatonceallthatweighsonyourheart。 Youwouldn\'tinjureme,Linton,wouldyou?Youwouldn\'tletanyenemyhurtme,ifyoucouldpreventit?I\'llbelieveyouareacowardforyourself,butnotacowardlybetrayerofyourbestfriend。\' `Butmyfatherthreatenedme,\'gaspedtheboy,claspinghisattenuatedfingers,`andIdreadhim——Idreadhim!Idarenottell!\' `Oh,well!\'saidCatherine,withscornfulcompassion,`keepyoursecret:I\'mnocoward。Saveyourself;I\'mnotafraid!\' Hermagnanimityprovokedhistears:heweptwildly,kissinghersupportinghands,andyetcouldnotsummoncouragetospeakout。Iwascogitatingwhatthemysterymightbe,anddeterminedCatherineshouldneversuffer,tobenefithimoranyoneelse,bymygoodwill;whenhearingarustleamongtheling,IlookedupandsawMrHeathcliffalmostcloseuponus,descendingtheHeights。Hedidn\'tcastaglancetowardsmycompanions,thoughtheyweresufficientlynearforLinton\'ssobstobeaudible;buthailingmeinthealmostheartytoneheassumedtononebesides,andthesincerityofwhichIcouldn\'tavoiddoubting,hesaid: `Itissomethingtoseeyousonear\"tomyhouse,Nelly。HowareyouattheGrange?Letushear。Therumourgoes\',headdedinalowertone,`thatEdgarLintonisonhisdeathbed:perhapstheyexaggeratehisillness!\' `No;mymasterisdying,\'Ireplied:`itistrueenough。Asadthingitwillbeforusall,butablessingforhim!\' `Howlongwillhelast,doyouthink?\'heasked。 `Idon\'tknow,\'Isaid。 `Because,\'hecontinued,lookingatthetwoyoungpeople,whowerefixedunderhiseye——Lintonappearedasifhecouldnotventuretostirorraisehishead,andCatherinecouldnotmove,onhisaccount——`becausethatladyonderseemsdeterminedtobeatme;andI\'dthankhisuncletobequick,andgobeforehim。Hallo!hasthewhelpbeenplayingthatgamelong?Ididgivehimsomelessonsaboutsnivelling。IsheprettylivelywithMissLintongenerally?\' `Lively?no——hehasshownthegreatestdistress,\'Ianswered。 `Toseehim,Ishouldsay,thatinsteadoframblingwithhissweetheartonthehills,heoughttobeinbed,underthehandsofadoctor。\' `Heshallbeinadayortwo,\'mutteredHeathcliff。`Butfirst——getup,Linton!Getup!\'heshouted。`Don\'tgrovelonthegroundthere:up,thismoment!\' Lintonhadsunkprostrateagaininanotherparoxysmofhelplessfear,causedbyhisfather\'sglancetowardshim,Isuppose:therewasnothingelsetoproducesuchhumiliation。Hemadeseveraleffortstoobey,buthislittlestrengthwasannihilatedforthetime,andhefellbackagainwithamoan。MrHeathcliffadvanced,andliftedhimtoleanagainstaridgeofturf。 `Now,\'saidhe,withcurbedferocity,`I\'mgettingangry;andifyoudon\'tcommandthatpaltryspiritofyours——Damnyou!getupdirectly!\' `Iwill,Father,\'hepanted。`Only,letmealone,orIshallfaint。 I\'vedoneasyouwished,I\'msure。CatherinewilltellyouthatI——thatI——havebeencheerful。Ah!keepbyme,Catherine:givemeyourhand。\' `Takemine,\'saidhisfather;`standonyourfeet。Therenow——she\'lllendyouherarm:that\'sright,lookather。YouwouldimagineI wasthedevilhimself,MissLinton,toexcitesuchhorror。Besokindastowalkhomewithhim,willyou?HeshuddersifItouchhim。\' `Linton,dear!\'whisperedCatherine,`Ican\'tgotoWutheringHeights:papahasforbiddenme。He\'llnotharmyou:whyareyousoafraid?\' `Icanneverre-enterthathouse,\'heanswered。`I\'mnottore-enteritwithoutyou!\' `Stop!\'criedhisfather。`We\'llrespectCatherine\'sfilialscruples。 Nelly,takehimin,andI\'llfollowyouradviceconcerningthedoctor,withoutdelay。\' `You\'lldowell,\'repliedI。`ButImustremainwithmymistress: tomindyoursonisnotmybusiness。\' `Youareverystiff,\'saidHeathcliff,`Iknowthat:butyou\'llforcemetopinchthebabyandmakeitscreambeforeitmovesyourcharity。 Come,then,myhero。Areyouwillingtoreturn,escortedbyme?\' Heapproachedoncemore,andmadeasifhewouldseizethefragilebeing;but,shrinkingback,Lintonclungtohiscousin,andimploredhertoaccompanyhim,withafranticimportunitythatadmittednodenial。HoweverIdisapproved,Icouldn\'thinderher:indeed,howcouldshehaverefusedhimherself?Whatwasfillinghimwithdreadwehadnomeansofdiscerning: buttherehewas,powerlessunderitsgrip,andanyadditionseemedcapableofshockinghimintoidiotcy。Wereachedthethreshold:Catherinewalkedin,andIstoodwaitingtillshehadconductedtheinvalidtoachair,expectingheroutimmediately;whenMrHeathcliff,pushingmeforward,exclaimed: `Myhouseisnotstrickenwiththeplague,Nelly;andIhaveamindtobehospitabletoday:sitdown,andallowmetoshutthedoor。\' Heshutandlockeditalso。Istarted。 `Youshallhaveteabeforeyougohome,\'headded。`Iambymyself。 HaretonisgonewithsomecattletotheLees,andZillahandJosephareoffonajourneyofpleasure;and,thoughI\'musedtobeingalone,I\'dratherhavesomeinterestingcompany,ifIcangetit。MissLinton,takeyourseatbyhim。IgiveyouwhatIhave:thepresentishardlyworthaccepting;butIhavenothingelsetooffer。ItisLinton,Imean。 Howshedoesstare!It\'soddwhatasavagefeelingIhavetoanythingthatseemsafraidofme!HadIbeenbornwherelawsarelessstrictandtasteslessdainty,Ishouldtreatmyself,toaslowvivisectionofthosetwo,asanevening\'samusement。 Hedrewinhisbreath,struckthetable,andsworetohimself,`Byhell!Ihatethem。\' `I\'mnotafraidofyou!\'exclaimedCatherine,whocouldnothearthelatterpartofhisspeech。Shesteppedcloseup;herblackeyesflashingwithpassionandresolution。`Givemethatkey:Iwillhaveit!\'shesaid。 `Iwouldn\'teatordrinkhere,ifIwerestarving。\' Heathcliffhadthekeyinhishandthatremainedonthetable。 Helookedup,seizedwithasortofsurpriseatherboldness;or,possibly,remindedbyhervoiceandglance,ofthepersonfromwhomsheinheritedit。Shesnatchedattheinstrument,andhalfsucceededingettingitoutofhisloosenedfingers:butheractionrecalledhimtothepresent;herecovereditspeedily。 `Now,CatherineLinton,\'hesaid,`standoff,orIshallknockyoudown;andthatwillmakeMrsDeanmad。\' Regardlessofthiswarning,shecapturedhisclosedhandanditscontentsagain。`Wewillgo!\'sherepeated,exertingherutmosteffortstocausetheironmusclestorelax;andfindingthathernailsmadenoimpression,sheappliedherteethprettysharply。Heathcliffglancedatmeaglancethatkeptmefrominterferingamoment。Catherinewastoointentonhisfingerstonoticehisface。Heopenedthemsuddenly,andresignedtheobjectofdispute;but,ereshehadwellsecuredit,heseizedherwiththeliberatedhand,and,pullingheronhisknee,administeredwiththeotherashowerofterrificslapsonthesideofthehead,eachsufficienttohavefulfilledhisthreat,hadshebeenabletofall。 AtthisdiabolicalviolenceIrushedonhimfuriously。`Youvillain!\' Ibegantocry,`youvillain!\'Atouchonthechestsilencedme:Iamstout,andsoonputoutofbreath;and,whatwiththatandtherage,Istaggereddizzilyback,andfeltreadytosuffocate,ortoburstabloodvessel。 Thescenewasoverintwominutes;Catherine,released,puthertwohandstohertemples,andlookedjustasifshewerenotsurewhetherherearswereofforon。Shetrembledlikeareed,poorthing,andleantagainstthetableperfectlybewildered。 `Iknowhowtochastisechildren,yousee,\'saidthescoundrelgrimly,ashestoopedtorepossesshimselfofthekey,whichhaddroppedtothefloor。`GotoLintonnow,asItoldyou;andcryatyourease!I shallbeyourfather,tomorrow——allthefatheryou\'llhaveinafewdays——andyoushallhaveplentyofthat。Youcanbearplenty;you\'renoweakling: youshallhaveadailytaste,ifIcatchsuchadevilofatemperinyoureyesagain!\' CathyrantomeinsteadofLinton,andkneltdownandputherburningcheekonmylap,weepingaloud。Hercousinhadshrunkintoacornerofthesettle,asquietasamouse,congratulatinghimself,Idaresay,thatthecorrectionhadlightedonanotherthanhim。MrHeathcliff,perceivingusallconfounded,rose,andexpeditiouslymadetheteahimself。Thecupsandsaucerswerelaidready。Hepoureditout,andhandedmeacup。 `Washawayyourspleen,\'hesaid。`Andhelpyourownnaughtypetandmine。Itisnotpoisoned,thoughIpreparedit。I\'mgoingouttoseekyourhorses。\' Ourfirstthought,onhisdeparture,wastoforceanexitsomewhere。 Wetriedthekitchendoor,butthatwasfastenedoutside:welookedatthewindows——theyweretoonarrowforevenCathy\'slittlefigure。 `Masterinto,\'Icried,seeingwewereregularlyimprisoned:`youknowwhatyourdiabolicalfatherisafter,andyoushalltellus,orI\'llboxyourears,ashehasdoneyourcousin\'s。\' `Yes,Linton,youmusttell,\'saidCatherine。`ItwasforyoursakeIcame;anditwillbewickedlyungratefulifyourefuse。\' `Givemesometea,I\'mthirsty,andthenI\'lltellyou,\'heanswered。 `MrsDean,goaway。Idon\'tlikeyoustandingoverme。Now,Catherine,youarelettingyourtearsfallintomycup。Iwon\'tdrinkthat。Givemeanother。\' Catherinepushedanothertohim,andwipedherface。Ifeltdisgustedatthelittlewretch\'scomposure,sincehewasnolongerinterrorforhimself。TheanguishhehadexhibitedonthemoorsubsidedassoonaseverheenteredWutheringHeights;soIguessedhehadbeenmenacedwithanawfulvisitationofwrathifhefailedindecoyingusthere;and,thataccomplished,hehadnofurtherimmediatefears。 `Papawantsustobemarried,\'hecontinued,aftersippingsomeoftheliquid。`Andheknowsyourpapawouldn\'tletusmarrynow;andhe\'safraidofmydying,ifwewait;sowearetobemarriedinthemorning,andyouaretostayhereallnight;andifyoudoashewishes,youshallreturnhomenextday,andtakemewithyou。\' `Takeyouwithher,pitifulchangeling?\'Iexclaimed。`Youmarry? Why,themanismad;orhethinksusfools,everyone。Anddoyouimaginethatbeautifulyounglady,thathealthy,heartygirl,willtieherselftoalittleperishingmonkeylikeyou!Areyoucherishingthenotionthatanybody,letaloneMissCatherineLinton,wouldhaveyouforahusband? Youwantwhippingforbringingusinhereatall,withyourdastardlypulingtricks;and——don\'tlooksosilly,now!I\'veaverygoodmindtoshakeyouseverely,foryourcontemptibletreachery,andyourimbecileconceit。\' Ididgivehimaslightshaking;butitbroughtonthecough,andhetooktohisordinaryresourceofmoaningandweeping,andCatherinerebukedme。 `Stayallnight?No,\'shesaid,lookingslowlyround。`Ellen,I\'llburnthatdoordown,butI\'llgetout。\' Andshewouldhavecommencedtheexecutionofherthreatdirectly,butLintonwasupinalarmforhisdearselfagain。Heclaspedherinhistwofeeblearms,sobbing: `Won\'tyouhaveme,andsaveme?notletmecometotheGrange? Oh!darlingCatherine!youmustn\'tgoandleaveme,afterall。Youmustobeymyfather——youmust!\' `Imustobeymyown,\'shereplied,`andrelievehimfromthiscruelsuspense。Thewholenight!Whatwouldhethink?he\'llbedistressedalready。I\'lleitherbreakorburnawayoutofthehouse。Bequiet!You\'reinnodanger;butifyouhinderme——Linton,Ilovepapabetterthanyou!\' ThemortalterrorhefeltofMrHeathcliff\'sanger,restoredtotheboyhiscoward\'seloquence。Catherinewasneardistraught:still,shepersistedthatshemustgohome,andtriedentreatyinherturn,persuadinghimtosubduehisselfishagony。Whiletheywerethusoccupied,ourgaolerre-entered。 `Yourbeastshavetrottedoff,\'hesaid,`and——now,Linton!snivellingagain?Whathasshebeendoingtoyou?Come,come——havedone,andgettobed。Inamonthortwo,mylad,you\'llbeabletopayherbackherpresenttyrannieswithavigoroushand。You\'repiningforpurelove,areyounot? nothingelseintheworld:andsheshallhaveyou!There,tobed!Zillahwon\'tbeheretonight;youmustundressyourself。Hush!holdyournoise! Onceinyourownroom,I\'llnotcomenearyou:youneedn\'tfear。Bychanceyou\'vemanagedtolerably。I\'lllooktotherest。\' Hespokethesewords,holdingthedooropenforhissontopass; andthelatterachievedhisexitexactlyasaspanielmight,whichsuspectedthepersonwhoattendedonitofdesigningaspitefulsqueeze。Thelockwasre-secured。Heathcliffapproachedthefire,wheremymistressandI stoodsilent。Catherinelookedup,andinstinctivelyraisedherhandtohercheek:hisneighbourhoodrevivedapainfulsensation。Anybodyelsewouldhavebeenincapableofregardingthechildishactwithsternness,buthescowledonher,andmuttered: `Oh!youarenotafraidofme?Yourcourageiswelldisguised: youseemdamnablyafraid!\' `Iamafraidnow,\'shereplied,`because,ifIstay,papawillbemiserable;andhowcanIenduremakinghimmiserable;——whenhe——whenhe——MrHeathcliff,letmegohome!IpromisetomarryLinton:papawouldlikemeto,andIlovehim——whyshouldyouwishtoforcemetodowhatI\'llwillinglydoofmyself?\' `Lethimdaretoforceyou!\'Icried。`There\'slawintheland,thankGodthereis;thoughwebeinanout-of-the-wayplace。I\'dinformifheweremyownson:andit\'sfelonywithoutbenefitofclergy!\' `Silence!\'saidtheruffian。`Tothedevilwithyourclamour! Idon\'twantyoutospeak。MissLinton,Ishallenjoymyselfremarkablyinthinkingyourfatherwillbemiserable:Ishallnotsleepforsatisfaction。 Youcouldhavehitonnosurerwayoffixingyourresidenceundermyroofforthenexttwenty-fourhours,thaninformingmethatsuchaneventwouldfollow。AstoyourpromisetomarryLinton,I\'lltakecareyoushallkeepit;foryoushallnotquitthisplacetillitisfulfilled。\' `SendEllen,then,toletpapaknowI\'msafe!\'exclaimedCatherine,weepingbitterly。`Ormarrymenow。Poorpapa!Ellen,he\'llthinkwe\'relost。Whatshallwedo?\' `Nothe!He\'llthinkyouaretiredofwaitingonhim,andrunoffforalittleamusement,\'answeredHeathcliff。`Youcannotdenythatyouenteredmyhouseofyourownaccord,incontemptofhisinjunctionstothecontrary。Anditisquitenaturalthatyoushoulddesireamusementatyourage;aridthatyouwouldwearyofnursingasickman,andthatmanonlyyourfather。Catherine,hishappiestdayswereoverwhenyourdaysbegan。Hecursedyou,Idaresay,forcomingintotheworld(I did,atleast);anditwouldjustdoifhecursedyouashewentoutofit。I\'djoinhim。Idon\'tloveyou!HowshouldI?Weepaway。AsfarasIcansee,itwillbeyourchiefdiversionhereafter;unlessLintonmakeamendsforotherlosses:andyourprovidentparentappearstofancyhemay。Hislettersofadviceandconsolationentertainedmevastly。Inhislastherecommendedmyjeweltobecarefulofhis;andkindtoherwhenhegother。Carefulandkind——that\'spaternal。ButLintonrequireshiswholestockofcareandkindnessforhimself。Lintoncanplaythelittletyrantwell。He\'llundertaketotortureanynumberofcats,iftheirteethbedrawnandtheirclawspared。You\'llbeabletotellhisunclefinetalesofhiskindness,whenyougethomeagain,Iassureyou。\' `You\'rerightthere!\'Isaid;`explainyourson\'scharacter。Showhisresemblancetoyourself;andthen,Ihope,MissCathywillthinktwicebeforeshetakesthecockatrice!\' `Idon\'tmuchmindspeakingofhisamiablequalitiesnow,\'heanswered;`becauseshemusteitheraccepthimorremainaprisoner,andyoualongwithher,tillyourmasterdies。Icandetainyouboth,quiteconcealed,here。Ifyoudoubt,encouragehertoretractherword,andyou\'llhaveanopportunityofjudging!\' `I\'llnotretractmyword,\'saidCatherine。`I\'llmarryhimwithinthishour,ifImaygotoThrushcrossGrangeafterwards。MrHeathcliff,you\'reacruelman,butyou\'renotafiend;andyouwon\'t,frommeremalice,destroyirrevocablyallmyhappiness。IfpapathoughtIhadlefthimonpurpose,andifhediedbeforeIreturned,couldIbeartolive? I\'vegivenovercrying:butI\'mgoingtokneelhere,atyourknee;andI\'llnotgetup,andI\'llnottakemyeyesfromyourfacetillyoulookbackatme!No,don\'tturnaway!dolook!You\'llseenothingtoprovokeyou。Idon\'thateyou。I\'mnotangrythatyoustruckme。Haveyouneverlovedanybodyinallyourlife,uncle?never?Ah!youmustlookonce。I\'msowretched,youcan\'thelpbeingsorryandpityingme。\' `Keepyoureft\'sfingersoff;andmove,orI\'llkickyou!\'criedHeathcliff,brutallyrepulsingher。`I\'dratherbehuggedbyasnake。Howthedevilcanyoudreamoffawningonme?Idetestyou!\' Heshruggedhisshoulders:shookhimself,indeed,asifhisfleshcreptwithaversion;andthrustbackhischair;whileIgotup,andopenedmymouth,tocommenceadownrighttorrentofabuse。ButIwasrendereddumbinthemiddleofthefirstsentence,byathreatthatIshouldbeshownintoaroombymyselftheverynextsyllableIuttered。Itwasgrowingdark——weheardasoundofvoicesatthegardengate。Ourhosthurriedoutinstantly:hehadhiswitsabouthim;wehadnot。Therewasatalkoftwoorthreeminutes,andhereturnedalone。 `IthoughtithadbeenyourcousinHareton,\'IobservedtoCatherine。 `Iwishhewouldarrive!Whoknowsbuthemighttakeourpart?\' `ItwasthreeservantssenttoseekyoufromtheGrange,\'saidHeathcliff,overhearingme。`Youshouldhaveopenedalatticeandcalledout:butIcouldswearthatchitisgladyoudidn\'t。She\'sgladtobeobligedtostay,I\'mcertain。\' Atlearningthechancewehadmissed,webothgaveventtoourgriefwithoutcontrol;andheallowedustowailontillnineo\'clock。 Thenhebidusgoupstairs,throughthekitchen,toZillah\'schamber;andIwhisperedmycompaniontoobey:perhapswemightcontrivetogetthroughthewindowthere,orintoagarret,andoutbyitsskylight。Thewindow,however,wasnarrow,likethosebelow,andthegarrettrapwassafefromourattempts;forwewerefastenedinasbefore。Weneitherofuslaydown: Catherinetookherstationbythelattice,andwatchedanxiouslyformorning; adeepsighbeingtheonlyanswerIcouldobtaintomyfrequententreatiesthatshewouldtrytorest。Iseatedmyselfinachair,androckedtoandfro,passingharshjudgmentonmymanyderelictionsofduty;fromwhich,itstruckmethen,allthemisfortunesofallmyemployerssprang。Itwasnotthecase,inreality,Iamaware;butitwas,inmyimagination,thatdismalnight;andIthoughtHeathcliffhimselflessguiltythanI。 Atseveno\'clockhecame,andinquiredifMissLintonhadrisen。 Sherantothedoorimmediately,andanswered,`Yes。\'`Here,then,\' hesaid,openingit,andpullingheroutIrosetofollow,butheturnedthelockagain。Idemandedmyrelease。 `Bepatient,\'hereplied;`I\'llsendupyourbreakfastinawhile。\' Ithumpedonthepanels,andrattledthelatchangrily;andCatherineaskedwhyIwasstillshutup?Heanswered,Imusttrytoendureitanotherhour,andtheywentaway。Ienduredittwoorthreehours;atlength,I heardafootstep:notHeathcliff\'s。 `I\'vebroughtyousomethingtoeat,\'saidavoice;`oppentdoor!\' Complyingeagerly,IbeheldHareton,ladenwithfoodenoughtolastmeallday。 `Takit,\'headded,thrustingthetrayintomyhand。 `Stayoneminute,\'Ibegan。 `Nay,\'criedhe,andretired,regardlessofanyprayersIcouldpourforthtodetainhim。 AndthereIremainedenclosedthewholeday,andthewholeofthenextnight;andanother,andanother。FivenightsandfourdaysIremained,altogether,seeingnobodybutHareton,onceeverymorning;andhewasamodelofajailer:surly,anddumb,anddeaftoeveryattemptatmovinghissenseofjusticeorcompassion。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter28Onthefifthmorning,orratherafternoon,adifferentstepapproached——lighterandshorter;and,thistime,thepersonenteredtheroom。ItwasZillah; donnedinherscarletshawl,withablacksilkbonnetonherhead,andawillowbasketswungtoherarm。 `Eh,dear!MrsDean!\'sheexclaimed。`Well!thereisatalkaboutyouatGimmerton。IneverthoughtbutyouweresunkintheBlackhorsemarsh,andmissywithyou,tillmastertoldmeyou\'dbeenfound,andhe\'dlodgedyouhere!What!andyoumusthavegotonanisland,sure?Andhowlongwereyouinthehole?Didmastersaveyou,MrsDean?Butyou\'renotsothin——you\'venotbeensopoorly,haveyou?\' `Yourmasterisatruescoundrel!\'Ireplied。`Butheshallanswerforit。Heneedn\'thaveraisedthattale:itshallallbelaidbare!\' `Whatdoyoumean?\'askedzillah。`It\'snothistale:theytellthatinthevillage——aboutyourbeinglostinthemarsh:andIcallstoEarnshaw,whenIcomein——\"Eh,they\'squeerthings,MrHareton,happenedsinceIwentoff。It\'sasadpityofthatlikelyyounglass,andcantNellyDean。\'\'Hestared。Ithoughthehadnotheardaught,soItoldhimtherumour。Themasterlistened,andhejustsmiledtohimself,andsaid,``Iftheyhavebeeninthemarsh,theyareoutnow,Zillah。NellyDeanislodged,atthisminute,inyourroom。Youcantellhertoflit,whenyougoup; hereisthekey。Thebogwatergotintoherhead,andshewouldhaverunhomequiteflighty;butIfixedhertillshecameroundtohersenses。 YoucanbidhergototheGrangeatonce,ifshebeable,andcarryamessagefromme,thatheryoungladywillfollowintimetoattendthesquire\'sfuneral。\"\' `MrEdgarisnotdead?\'Igasped。`Oh!Zillah,Zillah!\' `No,no;sityoudown,mygoodmistress,\'shereplied,`you\'rerightsicklyyet。He\'snotdead:DoctorKenneththinkshemaylastanotherday。Imethimontheroadandasked。\' Insteadofsittingdown,Isnatchedmyoutdoorthings,andhastenedbelow,forthewaywasfree。Onenteringthehouse,IlookedaboutforsomeonetogiveinformationofCatherine。Theplacewasfilledwithsunshine,andthedoorstoodwideopen;butnobodyseemedathand。AsIhesitatedwhethertogooffatonce,orreturnandseekmymistress,aslightcoughdrewmyattentiontothehearth。Lintonlayonthesettle,soletenant,suckingastickofsugar-candy,andpursuingmymovementswithapatheticeyes。`WhereisMissCatherine?\'Idemandedsternly,supposingIcouldfrightenhimintogivingintelligence,bycatchinghimthus,alone。Hesuckedonlikeaninnocent。 `Isshegone?\'Isaid。 `No,\'hereplied;`she\'supstairs:she\'snottogo;wewon\'tlether。\' `Youwon\'tlether,littleidiot!\'Iexclaimed。`Directmetoherroomimmediately,orI\'llmakeyousingoutsharply。\' `Papawouldmakeyousingout,ifyouattemptedtogetthere,\' heanswered。`HesaysI\'mnottobesoftwithCatherine:she\'smywife,andit\'sshamefulthatsheshouldwishtoleaveme。Hesays,shehatesmeandwantsmetodie,thatshemayhavemymoney;butsheshan\'thaveit:andsheshan\'tgohome!Shenevershall!——shemaycry,andbesickasmuchasshepleases!\' Heresumedhisformeroccupation,closinghislids,asifhemeanttodropasleep。 `MasterHeathcliff,\'Iresumed,`haveyouforgottenallCatherine\'skindnesstoyoulastwinter,whenyouaffirmedyoulovedher,andwhenshebroughtyoubooksandsungyousongs,andcamemanyatimethroughwindandsnowtoseeyou?Shewepttomissoneevening,becauseyouwouldbedisappointed;andyoufeltthenthatshewasahundredtimestoogoodtoyou:andnowyoubelievetheliesyourfathertells,thoughyouknowhedetestsyouboth。Andyoujoinhimagainsther。That\'sfinegratitude,isitnot?\' ThecornerofLinton\'smouthfell,andhetookthesugar-candyfromhislips。 `DidshecometoWutheringHeights,becauseshehatedyou?\'I continued。`Thinkforyourself!Astoyourmoney,shedoesnotevenknowthatyouwillhaveany。Andyousayshe\'ssick;andyet,youleaveheralone,upthereinastrangehouse!Youwhohavefeltwhatitistobesoneglected!Youcouldpityyourownsufferings;andshepitiedthemtoo; butyouwon\'tpityhers!Ishedtears,MasterHeathcliff,yousee——anelderlywoman,andaservantmerely——andyou,afterpretendingsuchaffection,andhavingreasontoworshipheralmost,storeeverytearyouhaveforyourself,andlietherequiteatease。Ah!you\'reaheartless,selfishboy!\' `Ican\'tstaywithher,\'heansweredcrossly。`I\'llnotstaybymyself。ShecriessoIcan\'tbearit。Andshewon\'tgiveover,thoughI sayI\'llcallmyfather。Ididcallhimonce,andhethreatenedtostrangleher,ifshewasnotquiet;butshebeganagaintheinstanthelefttheroom,moaningandgrievingallnightlong,thoughIscreamedforvexationthatIcouldn\'tsleep。\' `IsMrHeathcliffout?\'Iinquired,perceivingthatthewretchedcreaturehadnopowertosympathizewithhiscousin\'smentaltortures。 `He\'sinthecourt,\'hereplied,`talkingtoDrKenneth;whosaysuncleisdying,truly,atlast。I\'mglad,forIshallbemasteroftheGrangeafterhim——andCatherinealwaysspokeofitasherhouse。 Itisn\'thers!It\'smine:papasayseverythingshehasismine。Allhernicebooksaremine;sheofferedtogivemethem,andherprettybirds,andherponyMinny,ifIwouldgetthekeyofourroom,andletherout; butItoldhershehadnothingtogive,theywereall,allmine。Andthenshecried,andtookalittlepicturefromherneck,andsaidIshouldhavethat;twopicturesinagoldcase,ononesidehermother,andontheother,uncle,whentheywereyoung。Thatwasyesterday——Isaidtheyweremine,too;andtriedtogetthemfromher。Thespitefulthingwouldn\'tletme:shepushedmeoff,andhurtme。Ishriekedout——thatfrightensher——sheheardpapacoming,andshebrokethehingesanddividedthecase,andgavemehermother\'sportrait;theothersheattemptedtohide:butpapaaskedwhatwasthematter,andIexplainedit。HetooktheoneIhadaway,andorderedhertoresignherstome;sherefused,andhe——hestruckherdown,andwrencheditoffthechain,andcrusheditwithhisfoot。\' `Andwereyoupleasedtoseeherstruck?\'Iasked:havingmydesignsinencouraginghistalk。 `Iwinked,\'heanswered:`Iwinktoseemyfatherstrikeadogorahorse,hedoesitsohard。YetIwasgladatfirst——shedeservedpunishingforpushingme:butwhenpapawasgone,shemademecometothewindowandshowedmehercheekcutontheinside,againstherteeth,andhermouthfillingwithblood;andthenshegatheredupthebitsofthepicture,andwentandsatdownwithherfacetothewall,andshehasneverspokentomesince:andIsometimesthinkshecan\'tspeakforpain。Idon\'tliketothinkso;butshe\'sanaughtythingforcryingcontinually;andshelookssopaleandwild,I\'mafraidofher。\' `Andyoucangetthekeyifyouchoose?\'Isaid。 `Yes,whenI\'mupstairs,\'heanswered;`butIcan\'twalkupstairsnow。 `Inwhatapartmentisit?\'Iasked。 `Oh,\'hecried,`Ishan\'ttellyouwhereitis!Itisoursecret。 Nobody,neitherHaretonnorZillah,istoknow。There!you\'vetiredme——goaway,goaway!\'Andheturnedhisfaceontohisarm,andshuthiseyesagain。 IconsidereditbesttodepartwithoutseeingMrHeathcliff,andbringarescueformyyoungladyfromtheGrange。Onreachingit,theastonishmentofmyfellow-servantstoseeme,andtheirjoyalso,wasintense;andwhentheyheardthattheirlittlemistresswassafe,twoorthreewereabouttohurryupandshoutthenewsatMrEdgar\'sdoor:butIbespoketheannouncementofit,myself。HowchangedIfoundhim,eveninthosefewdays!Helayanimageofsadnessandresignationwaitinghisdeath。Veryyounghelooked; thoughhisactualagewasthirty-nine,onewouldhavecalledhimtenyearsyounger,atleast。HethoughtofCatherine;forhemurmuredhername。I touchedhishand,andspoke。 `Catherineiscoming,dearmaster!\'Iwhispered;`sheisaliveandwell;andwillbehere,Ihope,tonight。\' Itrembledatthefirsteffectsofthisintelligence:hehalfroseup,lookedeagerlyroundtheapartment,andthensankbackinaswoon。 Assoonasherecovered,Irelatedourcompulsoryvisit,anddetentionattheHeights。IsaidHeathcliffforcedmetogoin:whichwasnotquitetrue。IutteredaslittleaspossibleagainstLinton;nordidIdescribeallhisfather\'sbrutalconduct——myintentionsbeingtoaddnobitterness,ifIcouldhelpit,tohisalreadyoverflowingcup。 Hedivinedthatoneofhisenemy\'spurposeswastosecurethepersonalproperty,aswellastheestate,tohisson:orratherhimself; yetwhyhedidnotwaittillhisdeceasewasapuzzletomymaster,becauseignoranthownearlyheandhisnephewwouldquittheworldtogether。However,hefeltthathiswillhadbetterbealtered:insteadofleavingCatherine\'sfortuneatherowndisposal,hedeterminedtoputitinthehandsoftrusteesforheruseduringlife,andforherchildren,ifshehadany,afterher。 Bythatmeans,itcouldnotfalltoMrHeathcliffshouldLintondie。 Havingreceivedhisorders,Idispatchedamantofetchtheattorney,andfourmore,providedwithserviceableweapons,todemandmyyoungladyofherjailer。Bothpartiesweredelayedverylate。Thesingleservantreturnedfirst。HesaidMrGreen,thelawyer,wasoutwhenhearrivedathishouse,andhehadtowaittwohoursforhisre-entrance;andthenMrGreentoldhimhehadalittlebusinessinthevillagethatmustbedone; buthewouldbeatThrushcrossGrangebeforemorning。Thefourmencamebackunaccompaniedalso。TheybroughtwordthatCatherinewasill:tooilltoquitherroom;andHeathcliffwouldnotsufferthemtoseeher。 Iscoldedthestupidfellowswellforlisteningtothattale,whichIwouldnotcarrytomymaster;resolvingtotakeawholebevyuptotheHeights,atdaylight,andstormitliterally,unlesstheprisonerwerequietlysurrenderedtous。Herfathershallseeher,Ivowed,andvowedagain,ifthatdevilbekilledonhisowndoorstonesintryingtopreventit! Happily,Iwassparedthejourneyandthetrouble。Ihadgonedownstairsatthreeo\'clocktofetchajugofwater;andwaspassingthroughthehallwithitinmyhand,whenasharpknockatthefrontdoormademejump。`Oh!itisGreen,\'Isaid,recollectingmyself——`onlyGreen,\' andIwenton,intendingtosendsomebodyelsetoopenit;buttheknockwasrepeated:notloud,andstillimportunately。Iputthejugonthebanisterandhastenedtoadmithimmyself。Theharvestmoonshoneclearoutside。 Itwasnottheattorney。Myownsweetlittlemistresssprangonmyneck,sobbing: `Ellen!Ellen!ispapaalive?\' `Yes,\'Icried:`yes,myangel,heis。Godbethanked,youaresafewithusagain!\' Shewantedtorun,breathlessasshewas,upstairstoMrLinton\'sroom;butIcompelledhertositdownonachair,andmadeherdrink,andwashedherpaleface,chafingitintoafaintcolourwithmyapron。ThenIsaidImustgofirst,andtellofherarrival;imploringhertosay,sheshouldbehappywithyoungHeathcliff。Shestared,butsooncomprehendingwhyIcounselledhertoutterthefalsehood,sheassuredmeshewouldnotcomplain。 Icouldn\'tabidetobepresentattheirmeeting。Istoodoutsidethechamberdooraquarterofanhour,andhardlyventurednearthebed,then。Allwascomposed,however:Catherine\'sdespairwasassilentasherfather\'sjoy。Shesupportedhimcalmly,inappearance;andhefixedonherfeatureshisraisedeyes,thatseemeddilatingwithecstasy。 Hediedblissfully,MrLockwood:hediedso。Kissinghercheek,hemurmured。 `Iamgoingtoher;andyou,darlingchild,shallcometous!\' andneverstirredorspokeagain;butcontinuedthatrapt,radiantgaze,tillhispulseimperceptiblystoppedandhissouldeparted。Nonecouldhavenoticedtheexactminuteofhisdeath,itwassoentirelywithoutastruggle。 WhetherCatherinehadspenthertears,orwhetherthegriefweretooweightytoletthemflow,shesattheredry-eyedtillthesunrose: shesattillnoon,andwouldstillhaveremainedbroodingoverthatdeathbed,butIinsistedonhercomingawayandtakingsomerepose。ItwaswellI succeededinremovingher;foratdinnertimeappearedthelawyer,havingcalledatWutheringHeightstogethisinstructionshowtobehave。HehadsoldhimselftoMrHeathcliff,andthatwasthecauseofhisdelayinobeyingmymaster\'ssummons。Fortunately,nothoughtofworldlyaffairscrossedthelatter\'smind,todisturbhim,afterhisdaughter\'sarrival。 MrGreentookuponhimselftoordereverythingandeverybodyabouttheplace。Hegavealltheservants,butme,noticetoquit。HewouldhavecarriedhisdelegatedauthoritytothepointofinsistingthatEdgarLintonshouldnotbeburiedbesidehiswife,butinthechapel,withhisfamily。 Therewasthewill,however,tohinderthat,andmyloudprotestationsagainstanyinfringementofitsdirections。Thefuneralwashurriedover; Catherine,MrsLintonHeathcliffnow,wassufferedtostayattheGrangetillherfather\'scorpsehadquittedit。 ShetoldmethatheranguishhadatlastspurredLintontoincurtheriskofliberatingher。SheheardthemenIsentdisputingatthedoor,andshegatheredthesenseofHeathcliff\'sanswer。Itdroveherdesperate。 Linton,whohadbeenconveyeduptothelittleparloursoonafterIleft,wasterrifiedintofetchingthekeybeforehisfatherre-ascended。Hehadthecunningtounlockandrelockthedoor,withoutshuttingit;andwhenheshouldhavegonetobed,hebeggedtosleepwithHareton,andhispetitionwasgrantedforonce。Catherinestoleoutbeforebreakofday。Shedarenottrythedoors,lestthedogsshouldraiseanalarm;shevisitedtheemptychambersandexaminedtheirwindows;and,luckily,lightingonhermother\'s,shegoteasilyoutofitslattice,andontotheground,bymeansofthefirtreecloseby。Heraccomplicesufferedforhisshareintheescape,notwithstandinghistimidcontrivances。 [NextChapter][TableofContents] WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter29Theeveningafterthefuneral,myyoungladyandIwereseatedinthelibrary; nowmusingmournfully——oneofusdespairingly——onourloss,nowventuringconjecturesastothegloomyfuture。 WehadjustagreedthebestdestinywhichcouldawaitCatherine,wouldbeapermissiontocontinueresidentattheGrange;atleast,duringLinton\'slife:hebeingallowedtojoinherthere,andItoremainashousekeeper。